Tuesday, September 1, 2020

Hacker/ terrorist report: Access to another "TI" Blog series of posts now blocked and removed after writing about discovering them through Blogger yesterday.

 What I had written was that I accessed a completely different set of posts through a direct URL search, as opposed to what came up on my "subscriptions" to other blogs through Blogger. The site is Ongangstalking.blogspot.com. I have been reading some of Rachel Orban's posts for a few years, randomly but at first nearly daily. It is so rare that I find what I believe to be another legitimate targeted person that, really, she has been the one and only I can commiserate with through her written experiences. Her financial destitution, and her descriptions and other sets of points that are noteworthy have always drawn me into her blog. 


I wrote about the two almost completely different versions yesterday, the accidental find that I could access her real posts on the "reading list" on Blogger. Today, the subscription has been deleted. I had to "add" her blog once again, and discovered that what had been posted just  yesterday is now completely deleted and other posts have replaced what I had wanted to read yesterday--I was too sick to concentrate. The detox and the recurrent poisoning have made reading an impossibility for me (meaning reading beyond a 5-minute time-frame.. Also, my brain is under attack whenever I attempt to read or do anything requiring concentration.


That I even wrote such a post demonstrates to me how my "defenses" are lowered to the point of susceptibility to subconscious alteration of any protective mental capacity. This always happens in any public setting as well. I smile and laugh while I am attacked verbally and it "comes out" immediately, without forethought.


Typing right now is becoming impossible and extremely arduous to just pound down on the keys to get anything out.


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I had to backspace and retype words more than 24 times per sentance by the time I finally got so exasperated I had to stop trying.


Words I had spelled correctly were underlined with red by the spelling/hacked system. When I tried to write various specific words that require more than a 3rd grade level of vocabulary, the red underlining began. I could not write and my brain was blocked so I had to find synonyms instead of writing the word I had intended (words , in this case I "lost" memory of how to spell words and the hacking is so bad, it takes so long to type and open pages and do any search that I normally just "give up" on using what comes to mind and writing the next word that is some similar concept. Thus the writing style is a bit scattered in contextual adhesion.


Also, the cursor moves whenever I try to retype a word I click on the letters Ineed to delete or backspace or insert, and the cursor immediately moves to another line or word. As I type right now it's in this impossible mode--letters I type won't operate and my fingers operate like I can't control my movements. 


When I wrote earlier that my mood and emotional state is also always affected means that in public places I have lost all defenses against verbal and financial attack. I cannot count sums and I lose all calculations when I use any manual calculator. 

The paragraph just below is so badly retyped by hackers--I am going to leave it as it was hacked instead of rewriting: you can observe how the tense is changed within one sentence. You can see how the sentences make no sense whatsoever because the hackers delete parts of sentences and then rewrite and then string parts of deleted sentences together--the paragraph below is a prime example of their "crazy-making" discrediting operations.

I want to add these because, this is on my list for people who are GOING TO stop this attack upon me will have to also protect me from, and block out, and fight for human rights against these encroachments of functioning and performance which will be, and is already, being aimed at people who, unlike me, are unaware of the poor performances that are foisted upon them so others can supercede them. Others who are not superior but inferior in talent or capability.


Now I am going to rewrite the paragraph as I had written it first: "I wanted to add these ideas because what I explain of these attacks I intend to become a list of operations YOU who think you care about society should fight to protect me and yourselves against. 


I had written something to that purpose, much deleted and rewritten afterdelting and stringing the broken sentences together. Right now, as I type letters won't appear after I press them so I must either pound down on keys with all strngth or stop writing.

WHEN WILL YOU REACING THIS EVER STOP THIS CRIME AGAINST ME? I want a career I have been fighting now for decades to stop this torture situation, to get a Master's DEgree, to get simple health care--I sit here daily with a bloated huge bulge of hard opison and stinking poisons hanging off my body because they keep me poisoned and I cannot stop the poisoning--I have been writing about this murder attempt for YEARS andonly more crap pig apes out of that infernal H-wood scene keep joining in on the "fun" to obtain ideas and then posting their smiling rotten faces after being promoted into lead positions in the mdia, all wards going to these rotten creeps who attack me--the more they threaten me the more awards they get.


THINK ABOUT THIS SHEELPLE THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE ALLOWING TO CONTINUE UNABATED BY THIS EVIL GROUP YOU ALL CALL YOUR GOOD FRIENDS....your leaders and your mentors and your protectors are DOING THIS TO YOU TOO AND WILL GET MORE VILENT AND DEADLY AS TIME GOES BY AND YOU KEEP ALLOWING THIS SYSTEM TO GO ON UNABATED.


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Meanwhile, the concepts I do manage to pound out continue to be regurgitated back to me on my YouTube front page when I open--words I have written that express some more creative use of vocabulary, which means they are identifiable (and copied in exact sequence that I write them) are repeated in someone else's movie, video about conspiracy theories, and their "art work" or writings about corruption or control or other theorist types of works (which are so popular now and gaining more momentum almost daily).

I express all of this to gain support because I have been not merely "thwarted" from obtaining any sort of career or financial solvency, but to be tortured non-stop AFTER people obtain ideas, called stupid and "shut up bitch" with subliminals I can hear continuously hissing into my "inner ear" through these non-audible voice-to-skull (or whatever tech is being used for these nefarious purposes). Non-stop deformation of my body and block to my every financial support and my life continuously under dire threat in so many forms of abrasive attack it is nearly incalculable at this point.

I wanted to write that my intellectual property is continuously being stolen, even if I have no chance to fight to get what I want to write written, and then if I  can write anything, to get it published-as all is blocked--and I mean just to publish this blog has already proven that all is silenced in all that I write except for this select group hacking in.


Waiting, waiting for this hate crime to be STOPPED so I can earn money and live in peace. They want a "baby" out of me. What a disgusting concept to be forcedinto after YEARS OF torture and murder attempts.


PLEASE SHEEPLE READING THIS GET ME OUT OF THIS HELL SITUATION THESE HELL CRIINALS HAVE FORCED UPON ME. i NEVER WANT A SINGLE ONE OF THEM GET THEM LFF ME AND STOP THIS HATE CONTRACT OUT ON ME. lET ME LIVE IN PEACE FINALLY AND HAVE MY CAT(S) RETURNED TO ME AND MY OWN HOUSE, IN MY NAME, SAFE FROM THESE VILE ATTACKERS AND THEIR HATE SYSTEM. 


hOW HARD CAN THAT BE IS IT ABSOLUTELY IMPOSSIBLE FOR THIS HATE CRIME TO EVER BE STOPPED? i NEED FINANCIAL SOLVENCY i SHOULD BE PAID MILLIONS IN COMPENSATION, AS A COURT SETTLEMENT FOR ATTEMPTED MURDER, CRIMES OF RAPE, POISONING, ,DRUGGING, THEFT, INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY THEFT--


BUT INSTEAD, THESE HATE ACTORS AND OTHERS ARE VYING TO FORCE AN EXTREMELY UNWATNED "BABY" OUT OF ME--after they have had part of my uterus severed and cut out because I was fighting to stop being raped (teleported).


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In a similar vein: yesterday I tried to count the numbers of ideas that have been stolen by these criminals over the years--and the list is so long, even now there is a movie out with lyrics to songs, and on the album of this disgusting singer, that paraphrase or literally verbatim copy what I wrote a few months ago on Facebook.There are now endless viceos of this rotten sick personality on my YouTube page in addition to the endless lsit of the actors and the others. 


It is all so vile and rotten.

I can't even recall the ideas, there have been so many stolen. I wrote about almost all of them on Facebook--but that too is absolutely hacked and deleted and altered by this group.


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I am also extremely drugged up every single day--sitting in sickness all day, every day, partially from detoxification that has lasted 10 years (in  February the detox will be at a 10 year length of time--before that I had severe diarrhea for over 10 years and was fighting for my life to understand and get help for the idiopathic "illness" that I had no ideas was due to poisoning. All doctors, hospitals and everyone around me kept me in a lifetime of lies. That means at least many thousands of people have been participating in this an keeping the silence, silencing, and the stigmatization for all my life--

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Almost all of the men who have teleported and raped me within the last year have lso threatened to murder me. They are now top awarded actors, receiving publicity that is worldwide and have been handed every top prize for acting and other promotions that are the most coveted in the industry.


They disgust me. That is all I can ever say or write about them, hacking or not. Mind control or not. After years of their insidious heinous behavior no amount of drugging or mind control could ever induce me to believe they are good looking, intelligent (on the real level of human interaction) or anything but sick and perverted "elitists" who are emulating the worst that humanity has de-evolved into--not apparently visible in their posturing roles for the public, but you can see their huge support base shottingpeople in the streets of Kenosha and murdering people in the streets of Minneapolis and elsewhere the situations are farse worse. In places like Mali there are no celebrity huge movie industries to tout pretenses of equal rights. In that country, the UN has condemned the coup which, according to Mali prisoners of that country (societal prisoners) has removed a deadly ad corrupt regime but not according to these news slingers who crank out mental dope about even worse apartheid systems than those in the US which create this murder culture that is now battling the BLM movements in the streets of the "Developed" countries. 


When you sheeple creeple ignore my years of writing begging for murder attempts,rape and torture to be stopped and you silence me by your apathetic do-nothing "scared to get targeted" stance, or just that you really don't give a damn and shrug it off--but stil posturing inyour liberal stances caring about "safe" situations that resemble outright genocidal hate crimes but not when it comes to your coveted cherished mind control technology and the outcome of your media representation ensconced therein.


Keys are no longer operating or functioning properly and my fingers are twisted and tangled because my brain is under so much attack.


I determined yesterday to stop writing for a while, but I can never get accustomed to this crime that remains ongoing and for years writing about these atrocities that people just laugh about or do nothing about.


I wait for you people to care or for something to change this and stop these criminals and their rotten organization. I want my own house in my own name, in a safe, clean and happy location, around people who are fun and not filthy sleazy disgusting criminals participating in this crime (all those who participate are smeared or besmirched in one way or another just by contact with this group).

IT IS TIME TO DISMANTLE THIS GROUP FOREVER.


BAckspacing now, the space bar wont work at all now. Can't type any longer.


Please get these disgusting creeps off me. My own home, my cats returned, get them off me why is no one ever coming to defend me I sit here being mutilated every day, poisoned and drugged, writinga bout it for years--every famous personality in the media I believe is involved or knows about this yet you all keep coming up with your "anti_Trump" crap--what crap it's disgusting seeing all of you and your crappy songs and movies and tv shows

GET THEM OFF OF ME GET THESE PARASITIC CREEPS OFF OF ME


It is so hard to concentrate, type words out, write without backspacing every single word--fighting to use my brain my fingers and this keyboard and then my brain is attacked so I just begin to curse almost


I can't stand these people who are demanding a baby out of me--they are ugly and slezy nasty stupid and crap


get them off me please get them off me with this baby crap they are demanding get them off me


let me live in peace--this is over 10 years of 24 hour torture and me begging president after president to stop allowing your celebrity endorsers to remain doing this to me because your bigot Nazi network in the media is represented by Europigape Nazis, fascist Communists out of all other countries where freedom of expression is absolutely blocked and limited.


When I say/write that these fascist countries that control H_wood and much of AMericn politics have blocked freedom of expression--they have an open art system, but th system of internal control involves these forms of covert assassiations, theft of ideas and the stolen ideas reformatted into fascist templates and regurgitated back as formulaic plots and plot devices. The conformity to mediocrity prevails in such places and they are effectively transferring this system into the H-wood and American media through the greed puppet machinations that keep the greedy usurping and stealing from the needy, who should not be needy but are blocked due to the greedy. THey call themselves "elite" and this system of brain-damage mind control and financial bankruptcy is how they enforce a system of bland  mediocrity which is always awards the perpetrators with every highest prize in the medi and in other vital spheres where freedom is essential. I mean the Freedom thatisnot a downpressing operation against competitors or those who are against a system of hierarchical "entitlement". I hope the Progressive movement would be something that might alleviate such dire consequences if put into power, but already I have been sexually assaulted by a rotten male (black) who represents this Progressive movement.His face also always appears on my searches and youtube pages (I keep going onto youtube to watch news segments and things like that--as the news is very important right now) . I can't fight and struggle to pound down any longer. My brain and head feel like I am being spun around, I can't think or write and this is al I can manage to barely get out 



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Social Security Fraud/crime against me: it's not exactly a "one-way street" but it's more akin to a bicycle lane without barriers next to a 6-lane one-way expressway and Tesla Trucks veering into the bicycle lane I am solitarily peddling as fast with flat tires on to save my life.//(Muck had trucks nearly hit and smash me to death just as he was handed this tech with Amber Heard once she and Depp finished their 2+years of teleportation rape and torture of me, the spawn included--afterwards, after stealing my ideas I wrote endlessly about Domestic violence which Heard stole but fumbled, of course, like them all, turning "woke into a joke" she returned to assault me 2 years later after a month of near-hits by cars---and more cars hitting me under the last Trump administration obviously under muck et al//now they have used Social Security to destroy me (literal threat to my life and survivability with serious life-threatening threats looming due to this well-planned and executed attack using my SSI Disability, my one and only anchor on this planet they have taken away but it was criminal in how they conducted the situation which CAN BE REVERSED IF ONLY PEOPLE WOULD DEFEND ME AND GIVE SOME RELIEF TO THIS AND ALL THESE SITUATIONS TO STOP MORE OF THE TERRORISTS FROM COMING TO POWER--but to continue--Listening to "live" Senator Cory Booker on the tube---he's mentioning how SSI recipients (I am one) give permission for that agency, in Field Office interviews, to access the bank account where payments are direct deposited. I only gave permission for the agent to gain access that one account, after he asked me if I gave permission to access the direct deposit account. A few days later screaming on the phone he yelled that he saw my other account and boy, I had gone over yelling as I was "frozen" by mind control and also his behavior, for any sort of response that defended myself against his railing yelling abuse, warranted more abuse and threats which he could have done. I did not give him permission to access any other accounts. This is why he sent me a letter 2 weeks later stating my benefits are reinstated and my "overpayment" was due to a 2002 situation I had resolved in another interview 20 years ago. Adding $400 to the overpayment from 2002 and then stating my benefits are reinstated (deducting $10 per month from the already $10 deduction) I had to check on the SSA website to see if my benefits had been reinstated. They had not. I waited for another letter as Mr. Melle told me that he would send a letter, screaming with violence and then sneering with absolute hate and contempt to "have a nice day" like a schoolyard kid screaming and making fun of that ubiquitous use of pleasantry that Americans use (Mr. Melle is "Latino"). He sent nothing else, and still there is no other information about how to reinstate the benefits. But firstly, Cory Booker stated in the speech on the Senate Floor regarding the Muck Dog cutting of Social Security that people in interviews only give permission to access the direct deposit account. With all the lies, did they have any legal right or entitlement to access ALL my records with the bank when I had only given access to one single account? Furthermore, besides that discrepancy, there is nothing in writing about this. He told me to come in person (he "suggested" using a sneering contemptuously expressed example of coming to the Field Office direct in person to pay with Cashier's Check or Money order ALL MONEY IN MY BANK ACCOUNT to him personally, made-out to the Social Security Administration. Yelling that he would send me a letter detailing what to do before my benefits would be reinstated. //2 more weeks went by and now a month later no letter only benefits cut off. I phoned 2 weeks ago, was told that Mr. Melle is "in the wrong department he was not supposed to give the interview you have to have another interview". Mr. Melle sent me the paperwork on the interview, the phone call I was supposed to receive never came. I phoned the office on the day of interview (Feb. 27) and reached for the 2nd time of phoning that field office the same person (the answering is in rotation for whomever is available in a random answering ciruclation) and Mr. Melle told me he could "do the interview" and thusly, it turned into what is some kind of extortion but---no way to resolve this only to have another interfview where they could really screw more up. My situation is not a "normal" situation I am a gang stalking target of multiple murder attempts torture rape using these technologies--no one will help me so no one can help me provide evidence thusly no one cares to help me provide evidence because "everyone" is benefitting from this 4th Reich system being promoted gets a huge free deal gets to get their sleazy hormonal release from torturing and beating abusing stealing ideas life force energy they are just sucking in all they can get out of me, this contract no one will intervene. I am stuck with no way to have any incoming money as a result. The internet is continuously hacked and blocked earning is impossible. My family is involved. The U.S. Government is involved. Most governments around the world are involved where I am now is absolutely involved. So, I told the Field Office after they tried to force another interview on me, the woman on the phone was so rushed she was stumbling over her breathless words trying to force another phone appointment on me. I told her for the 3rd time that the interview had been conducted but I need a letter stating what I have to do to have benefits reinstated. She told me Mr. Melle is on "2-week" vacation will send a message to him to complete the interview. //They have forced me to have to flee my life in one place in order to survive life on this planet and everywhere i go the same poison is poured injected and pumped into my body from one vehicle of transmission or another. The same death system of attack is the same, performed with MURDEROUS violence by groups of "normal" citizens every single place on the planet. I am stuck with no way to have any money coming in. If I leave this place I have learned to barely barricade myself into so they can't put my hips and spine out of alignment any longer after raping me, putting semen and fungus into my body, hair and fungus and mold into my food my furniture my clothing destroying clothing shoes backpacks on a routine basis making my jackets I drive in stinking so the smell never comes off (using laboratory-created staining/absorption substances laced with putrid other expulsion substances--muck and filth) and ec. I need to retain an income I deserve the sub-poverty disability and much more from the group from Whorewood just from years of them stealing my ideas and trying to paralyze and kill me and then destroying my life my chances to earn money so they can just latch on forever, literally forever onto abusing me as a life sentence of slow abuse, rape sex slavery to death-- a situation that scores of Congressional leaders have rushed to join in, screaming with murderous violence because I am fighting for my life and not just willingly allowing these murder operations to o on for their mutual profit--all of them together everyone gets some free deal out of it plus dumping their hate on someone else and feeding off it and then hormonal highs of he addiction to violence and torture they all have.//With the Muck Dog-Redrum group feeding off Social Security, now all the lies are just part of a huge outcry of desperation from the "losers" who are not life-screwing operators feeding off lies and violence in order to obtain the positions in the "leadership" which is now openly criminal but so many are screaming and as usual no one ever stops them or helps me. I am thusly in a life-threatening situation. A team of people who have poisoned and followed me around the planet, literally, to continue to make as many people abuse, attack and poison rape abuse with extreme violence in every living situation with the exact same protocols followed around the planet--they are there waiting for me to have absolutely no self-defense as the SSI was all I could do. SIX YEARS of graduate studies and they just poisoned me with creeps pumping the poison into my body through both teleportation and poisoning drugging of my body and food while the terrorists broke into my home every day and night while I was drugged sleeping and fighting their MURDER DEATH from poisoning and torture--doing whatever they wanted, making my body broken down as he are still doing--and I will have no way to protect myself from murder any longer if I have to move and have zero way to have money coming in. Members of my family whose children have not abused and tortured me all my life but are waiting to profit off it rushed to join in, with the Whorewood group recently as they have all coordinated to cut my money off so my family can join in as they always do, now openly that Muck and T-rump have made fascist Nazism open and not disguised as it has been for so many decades under the "Democrat liberals" but at least I could rely on my monthly benefits which I do deserve and much more from this endless death threat and theft and attacks--considered a CRIME I HAVE COMMITTED TO DEFEND MYSELF by top politicians in Congress treated like a fun game by Whorewood scumbag inc and treated like a mental disorder by police considered an extortion bonanza by the Little River Social Security Field Office and considered a "fun game" by dirty Muck who had cars hitting me when he and Trump first obtained the teleportation equipment and this contract out on me, putting them in the powerful positions but they are still under the control and imperatives of a collective of fascist Nazism around the globe (America is not first on their agenda, trust me)..

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