Tuesday, September 1, 2020

Hacker/ terrorist report: Access to another "TI" Blog series of posts now blocked and removed after writing about discovering them through Blogger yesterday.

 What I had written was that I accessed a completely different set of posts through a direct URL search, as opposed to what came up on my "subscriptions" to other blogs through Blogger. The site is Ongangstalking.blogspot.com. I have been reading some of Rachel Orban's posts for a few years, randomly but at first nearly daily. It is so rare that I find what I believe to be another legitimate targeted person that, really, she has been the one and only I can commiserate with through her written experiences. Her financial destitution, and her descriptions and other sets of points that are noteworthy have always drawn me into her blog. 


I wrote about the two almost completely different versions yesterday, the accidental find that I could access her real posts on the "reading list" on Blogger. Today, the subscription has been deleted. I had to "add" her blog once again, and discovered that what had been posted just  yesterday is now completely deleted and other posts have replaced what I had wanted to read yesterday--I was too sick to concentrate. The detox and the recurrent poisoning have made reading an impossibility for me (meaning reading beyond a 5-minute time-frame.. Also, my brain is under attack whenever I attempt to read or do anything requiring concentration.


That I even wrote such a post demonstrates to me how my "defenses" are lowered to the point of susceptibility to subconscious alteration of any protective mental capacity. This always happens in any public setting as well. I smile and laugh while I am attacked verbally and it "comes out" immediately, without forethought.


Typing right now is becoming impossible and extremely arduous to just pound down on the keys to get anything out.


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I had to backspace and retype words more than 24 times per sentance by the time I finally got so exasperated I had to stop trying.


Words I had spelled correctly were underlined with red by the spelling/hacked system. When I tried to write various specific words that require more than a 3rd grade level of vocabulary, the red underlining began. I could not write and my brain was blocked so I had to find synonyms instead of writing the word I had intended (words , in this case I "lost" memory of how to spell words and the hacking is so bad, it takes so long to type and open pages and do any search that I normally just "give up" on using what comes to mind and writing the next word that is some similar concept. Thus the writing style is a bit scattered in contextual adhesion.


Also, the cursor moves whenever I try to retype a word I click on the letters Ineed to delete or backspace or insert, and the cursor immediately moves to another line or word. As I type right now it's in this impossible mode--letters I type won't operate and my fingers operate like I can't control my movements. 


When I wrote earlier that my mood and emotional state is also always affected means that in public places I have lost all defenses against verbal and financial attack. I cannot count sums and I lose all calculations when I use any manual calculator. 

The paragraph just below is so badly retyped by hackers--I am going to leave it as it was hacked instead of rewriting: you can observe how the tense is changed within one sentence. You can see how the sentences make no sense whatsoever because the hackers delete parts of sentences and then rewrite and then string parts of deleted sentences together--the paragraph below is a prime example of their "crazy-making" discrediting operations.

I want to add these because, this is on my list for people who are GOING TO stop this attack upon me will have to also protect me from, and block out, and fight for human rights against these encroachments of functioning and performance which will be, and is already, being aimed at people who, unlike me, are unaware of the poor performances that are foisted upon them so others can supercede them. Others who are not superior but inferior in talent or capability.


Now I am going to rewrite the paragraph as I had written it first: "I wanted to add these ideas because what I explain of these attacks I intend to become a list of operations YOU who think you care about society should fight to protect me and yourselves against. 


I had written something to that purpose, much deleted and rewritten afterdelting and stringing the broken sentences together. Right now, as I type letters won't appear after I press them so I must either pound down on keys with all strngth or stop writing.

WHEN WILL YOU REACING THIS EVER STOP THIS CRIME AGAINST ME? I want a career I have been fighting now for decades to stop this torture situation, to get a Master's DEgree, to get simple health care--I sit here daily with a bloated huge bulge of hard opison and stinking poisons hanging off my body because they keep me poisoned and I cannot stop the poisoning--I have been writing about this murder attempt for YEARS andonly more crap pig apes out of that infernal H-wood scene keep joining in on the "fun" to obtain ideas and then posting their smiling rotten faces after being promoted into lead positions in the mdia, all wards going to these rotten creeps who attack me--the more they threaten me the more awards they get.


THINK ABOUT THIS SHEELPLE THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE ALLOWING TO CONTINUE UNABATED BY THIS EVIL GROUP YOU ALL CALL YOUR GOOD FRIENDS....your leaders and your mentors and your protectors are DOING THIS TO YOU TOO AND WILL GET MORE VILENT AND DEADLY AS TIME GOES BY AND YOU KEEP ALLOWING THIS SYSTEM TO GO ON UNABATED.


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Meanwhile, the concepts I do manage to pound out continue to be regurgitated back to me on my YouTube front page when I open--words I have written that express some more creative use of vocabulary, which means they are identifiable (and copied in exact sequence that I write them) are repeated in someone else's movie, video about conspiracy theories, and their "art work" or writings about corruption or control or other theorist types of works (which are so popular now and gaining more momentum almost daily).

I express all of this to gain support because I have been not merely "thwarted" from obtaining any sort of career or financial solvency, but to be tortured non-stop AFTER people obtain ideas, called stupid and "shut up bitch" with subliminals I can hear continuously hissing into my "inner ear" through these non-audible voice-to-skull (or whatever tech is being used for these nefarious purposes). Non-stop deformation of my body and block to my every financial support and my life continuously under dire threat in so many forms of abrasive attack it is nearly incalculable at this point.

I wanted to write that my intellectual property is continuously being stolen, even if I have no chance to fight to get what I want to write written, and then if I  can write anything, to get it published-as all is blocked--and I mean just to publish this blog has already proven that all is silenced in all that I write except for this select group hacking in.


Waiting, waiting for this hate crime to be STOPPED so I can earn money and live in peace. They want a "baby" out of me. What a disgusting concept to be forcedinto after YEARS OF torture and murder attempts.


PLEASE SHEEPLE READING THIS GET ME OUT OF THIS HELL SITUATION THESE HELL CRIINALS HAVE FORCED UPON ME. i NEVER WANT A SINGLE ONE OF THEM GET THEM LFF ME AND STOP THIS HATE CONTRACT OUT ON ME. lET ME LIVE IN PEACE FINALLY AND HAVE MY CAT(S) RETURNED TO ME AND MY OWN HOUSE, IN MY NAME, SAFE FROM THESE VILE ATTACKERS AND THEIR HATE SYSTEM. 


hOW HARD CAN THAT BE IS IT ABSOLUTELY IMPOSSIBLE FOR THIS HATE CRIME TO EVER BE STOPPED? i NEED FINANCIAL SOLVENCY i SHOULD BE PAID MILLIONS IN COMPENSATION, AS A COURT SETTLEMENT FOR ATTEMPTED MURDER, CRIMES OF RAPE, POISONING, ,DRUGGING, THEFT, INTELLECTUAL PROPERTY THEFT--


BUT INSTEAD, THESE HATE ACTORS AND OTHERS ARE VYING TO FORCE AN EXTREMELY UNWATNED "BABY" OUT OF ME--after they have had part of my uterus severed and cut out because I was fighting to stop being raped (teleported).


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In a similar vein: yesterday I tried to count the numbers of ideas that have been stolen by these criminals over the years--and the list is so long, even now there is a movie out with lyrics to songs, and on the album of this disgusting singer, that paraphrase or literally verbatim copy what I wrote a few months ago on Facebook.There are now endless viceos of this rotten sick personality on my YouTube page in addition to the endless lsit of the actors and the others. 


It is all so vile and rotten.

I can't even recall the ideas, there have been so many stolen. I wrote about almost all of them on Facebook--but that too is absolutely hacked and deleted and altered by this group.


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I am also extremely drugged up every single day--sitting in sickness all day, every day, partially from detoxification that has lasted 10 years (in  February the detox will be at a 10 year length of time--before that I had severe diarrhea for over 10 years and was fighting for my life to understand and get help for the idiopathic "illness" that I had no ideas was due to poisoning. All doctors, hospitals and everyone around me kept me in a lifetime of lies. That means at least many thousands of people have been participating in this an keeping the silence, silencing, and the stigmatization for all my life--

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Almost all of the men who have teleported and raped me within the last year have lso threatened to murder me. They are now top awarded actors, receiving publicity that is worldwide and have been handed every top prize for acting and other promotions that are the most coveted in the industry.


They disgust me. That is all I can ever say or write about them, hacking or not. Mind control or not. After years of their insidious heinous behavior no amount of drugging or mind control could ever induce me to believe they are good looking, intelligent (on the real level of human interaction) or anything but sick and perverted "elitists" who are emulating the worst that humanity has de-evolved into--not apparently visible in their posturing roles for the public, but you can see their huge support base shottingpeople in the streets of Kenosha and murdering people in the streets of Minneapolis and elsewhere the situations are farse worse. In places like Mali there are no celebrity huge movie industries to tout pretenses of equal rights. In that country, the UN has condemned the coup which, according to Mali prisoners of that country (societal prisoners) has removed a deadly ad corrupt regime but not according to these news slingers who crank out mental dope about even worse apartheid systems than those in the US which create this murder culture that is now battling the BLM movements in the streets of the "Developed" countries. 


When you sheeple creeple ignore my years of writing begging for murder attempts,rape and torture to be stopped and you silence me by your apathetic do-nothing "scared to get targeted" stance, or just that you really don't give a damn and shrug it off--but stil posturing inyour liberal stances caring about "safe" situations that resemble outright genocidal hate crimes but not when it comes to your coveted cherished mind control technology and the outcome of your media representation ensconced therein.


Keys are no longer operating or functioning properly and my fingers are twisted and tangled because my brain is under so much attack.


I determined yesterday to stop writing for a while, but I can never get accustomed to this crime that remains ongoing and for years writing about these atrocities that people just laugh about or do nothing about.


I wait for you people to care or for something to change this and stop these criminals and their rotten organization. I want my own house in my own name, in a safe, clean and happy location, around people who are fun and not filthy sleazy disgusting criminals participating in this crime (all those who participate are smeared or besmirched in one way or another just by contact with this group).

IT IS TIME TO DISMANTLE THIS GROUP FOREVER.


BAckspacing now, the space bar wont work at all now. Can't type any longer.


Please get these disgusting creeps off me. My own home, my cats returned, get them off me why is no one ever coming to defend me I sit here being mutilated every day, poisoned and drugged, writinga bout it for years--every famous personality in the media I believe is involved or knows about this yet you all keep coming up with your "anti_Trump" crap--what crap it's disgusting seeing all of you and your crappy songs and movies and tv shows

GET THEM OFF OF ME GET THESE PARASITIC CREEPS OFF OF ME


It is so hard to concentrate, type words out, write without backspacing every single word--fighting to use my brain my fingers and this keyboard and then my brain is attacked so I just begin to curse almost


I can't stand these people who are demanding a baby out of me--they are ugly and slezy nasty stupid and crap


get them off me please get them off me with this baby crap they are demanding get them off me


let me live in peace--this is over 10 years of 24 hour torture and me begging president after president to stop allowing your celebrity endorsers to remain doing this to me because your bigot Nazi network in the media is represented by Europigape Nazis, fascist Communists out of all other countries where freedom of expression is absolutely blocked and limited.


When I say/write that these fascist countries that control H_wood and much of AMericn politics have blocked freedom of expression--they have an open art system, but th system of internal control involves these forms of covert assassiations, theft of ideas and the stolen ideas reformatted into fascist templates and regurgitated back as formulaic plots and plot devices. The conformity to mediocrity prevails in such places and they are effectively transferring this system into the H-wood and American media through the greed puppet machinations that keep the greedy usurping and stealing from the needy, who should not be needy but are blocked due to the greedy. THey call themselves "elite" and this system of brain-damage mind control and financial bankruptcy is how they enforce a system of bland  mediocrity which is always awards the perpetrators with every highest prize in the medi and in other vital spheres where freedom is essential. I mean the Freedom thatisnot a downpressing operation against competitors or those who are against a system of hierarchical "entitlement". I hope the Progressive movement would be something that might alleviate such dire consequences if put into power, but already I have been sexually assaulted by a rotten male (black) who represents this Progressive movement.His face also always appears on my searches and youtube pages (I keep going onto youtube to watch news segments and things like that--as the news is very important right now) . I can't fight and struggle to pound down any longer. My brain and head feel like I am being spun around, I can't think or write and this is al I can manage to barely get out 



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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.