Friday, September 18, 2020

A call for arms, for defense, against bodily mutilation.

 This is copied and pasted from Facebook today. I had written it on FB deeming it not a mind control issue, but then again, I also wanted to stop writing about this situation until a few months from now, to stop any more promotion of any personality in that time frame. However, the seriousness to my body is of such grave import now that I must write once more asking for any humanitarian assistance for my rescue from this hate operation (meaning me living in peace, alone, in a safe and happy environment, with my cats returned, and this contract off me, in a very beautiful city--and living with the ability to type and think and write and live in peace without any more of this sick stuff encroaching upon my life). I most definitely do not want anything to do with any of these people attacking me, or as little as possible but then again, being around people I have some kind of happy collusion with that is positive and energizing instead of dissipating death slow stealth  murder operatives laughing as they have their stalking teams dismember me slowly and torture me slowly to death while they steal all they can out of me in everything possible and return the things they stole with more torture and hate, day after day, year after year.


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I am posting this on FB today because---private reasons as anything I write on any format, regardless of whether hand-written or electronic, is scrutinized for content. Any singular attempt to promote myself for money, any sincere interest in what I have to say as an open dialogue instead of a source to steal ideas from for this insidious hate contract out on me=-means I cannot describe my activities but...

I am writing this now because my toe is being slowly severed off by terrorists breaking into my room while I remain dormant in a semi-comatose zombie sort of hypnotized sleep "MK ULTRA Alter state" meaning I cannot wake up and feel nothing upon waking when my bones are broken--probably due to skin patch drug insertions, pain killers or subliminal suggestion--but the terrorists for many years now broke my left large toe. since then, they have been slicing into the skin webbing between the broken toe and the next small toe. Every night this goes on in addition to a litany of other slices, slow severing of other body parts (my gums cut to the bone on my lower jaw, and re-injured nightly by mechanical arms breaking into my room through panels on both sides of the walls (and on the ceiling) that I cannot block after more than 2 years of fighting with all monetary and physical exertion on a subpoverty income level, with poisoning that has remained glued into my spine and hips into my skull and down into my feet so any activity ilke pounding in nails and screws can rip through tissue and does.

My fingers inserted under cuticles since 2013 so the nails are broken falling out and endless blood flow loss in these areas. My scalp is balding because hair has been shaved or chemically treated out to induce balding and grease is smeared on my skin and hair every night as well.

There are many more dangerous perils and attacks: heart palpitations causing heart injury, for years this has gone on and it was deadly at high levels for almost 5 years. Tears flowing out of my eyes and always watering when I try to read or when I laugh tears are forced out of my eyes. My cheeks are so damaged=--the skin is so damaged from years of this acidic content forced onto my skin that more tears are painful, cause more skin damage and the area of skin around my eyes is damaged permanently as well.

the hacking is precluding typing and I can't go on backspacing and correcting and pounding down on keys to get anything out, as the usual attacks go every time I write.

But the damage to my toes, which increased this past week, has resulted in me not being able to walk. I can feel that a sharp metal object has been damaging bone and tissue to the extent that I can't put weight on this toe any longer. they broke my toe once more a few months ago, and it now is turned at a 75-degree angle into my other toes, which are malformed now due to the pressure the broken large toe exerts upon the rest of the structure of the left foot. I need medical attention immediately but first, I lack all financial resources for any doctor, and 2) all doctors here in Phuket are part of the Nazi mafia cartel and overcharge me, and they cause more damage to my body when I seek medical attention. I have been injected by doctors when I go (and pay huge amounts, when I was a studen they charged me huge amounts which I paid with student loans, and they inserted hardening chemicals that almost immediately caused my body to become more paralyzed and increased the situation to the point that I was not able to move or walk by the time I left that country where I was in my last year of grad school (online courses). the country was Germany, but the protocol of attack at all medical establishments remains the same--especially more pronounced murderous attacks are at established "mainstream" medical centers.

I can't type any longer the keyboard is so hard to type on I am pressing and pounding down, keys are stuck, don't print out--and of course the terrorist hackers are going to delete and change what I have written once I publish this post.

the terrorists teleporting and ordering these deadly attacks continue to PLAGUE, like an electronic virus, my internet searches with their photos injected into my every page I read, scan or open. I just opened a collective website with humorous content, and within 15 minutes one of the people involved inserted a huge photo of himself onto the formerly more pristine (but fun, "wacky" ) content. This site is fun, these people attacking me ARE NOT FUN PEOPLE at least for me. It is like a spoiling event for them to do this continuously. The initial joy at finding a fun site that I vibe to turned into an attack forum for despicable terrorists who are also "artists" and "actors" and politicians who want promotions for severing my body, inserting objects under my skin through their proxy servant slave minority minion stalkers, who have my food poisoned with fungus and mold, my home stinking with fungus and mold and grease and grime which is a stealth poisoning murder attempt--who use the mind control tech to discredit me in public paces when I do things like try to withdraw money at a bank or pay for anything in any store and have to have face-to-face contact with anyone, becomes an immediate hate attack situation. These "people" are inserting their faces into my every fun site search to continuously let me know they ah surveillance of my every thought, action and activity. They are all loathsome to me and how I wish someone or something would finally, after years of this, get this group of loathsome parasitic not-fun hate-mongering fakes off me and to stop them from torturing me to obtain any deviant idea that they can steal for their crappy media output any longer. They are literally ordering my toe to be severed slowly off--the bone is sticking out of my cartarsal area, jutting out of place from the foot because of this group breaking the bone and then re-breaking it and then stopping blood flow every day but cutting the skin tissue in the webbing between the toes literally to the bone--you can see the bone and this has been done every single day for YEARS. They continue to get top billing in politics and in the movies and in every single area they are informed by this disgusting group that is sponsoring this terrorist activity and these advocates of a terrorist mafia Nazi corrupted and destroyed State system, who are in my opinion not American citizens but more like billionaires out of Switzerland and France who are undoubtedly controlling these louts who are NOT FUN and their nasty photos on my every page makes me more ill

it is now impossible to write, the space bar is not working--my hand will not move to keys I want to write, as they are attacking my motor skills and blocking neural firing in my brain (or what ever else technologically is being done to my brain).


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and every time I write about this torture and utter devastation to my body and home, finances, my ideas thrown back at me by these hateful, nasty parasites who I find have no ideas that are outstanding, from my experiences of being attacked in teleportation by them. They keep on laughing as they order me to be disfigured now into my toe being literally sliced off and broken to the point that it is almost at a 90 degree angle pointing into my other toe, with the skin cut to the bone literally every single night. These parasites attacking me, are being rewarded for this Nazi mafia operation in so many millions of dollars and front political opportunity. People need to immediately begin to assess these personalities and stop those who are holding power over them. If anyone wants a civilization or planet remaining, after their endless construction and devouring of the land into a cement shopping mansion paradise which is really the internal scenario of a hell with animals dying off the planet and the ecosystem dead from their endless consumption--they have no soul they are not humane they are sick and evil and rotten and now the planet is dying from their excesses. I only see the excesses in their never-ending torture and destruction of my body and home and life aimed at me in perpetua by these rotten and foul life-screw operations, machinators of bs propaganda.

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 Every time I write about how evil and violent, disgusting, stupid and sick "they" are, and how many ideas they steal from me, the more promotions into higher status they obtain in their mainstream banality universe. It is astounding how blind the public is to how dangerously sick and vile and stupid these iconic representatives really are.

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.