Friday, September 18, 2020

A call for arms, for defense, against bodily mutilation.

 This is copied and pasted from Facebook today. I had written it on FB deeming it not a mind control issue, but then again, I also wanted to stop writing about this situation until a few months from now, to stop any more promotion of any personality in that time frame. However, the seriousness to my body is of such grave import now that I must write once more asking for any humanitarian assistance for my rescue from this hate operation (meaning me living in peace, alone, in a safe and happy environment, with my cats returned, and this contract off me, in a very beautiful city--and living with the ability to type and think and write and live in peace without any more of this sick stuff encroaching upon my life). I most definitely do not want anything to do with any of these people attacking me, or as little as possible but then again, being around people I have some kind of happy collusion with that is positive and energizing instead of dissipating death slow stealth  murder operatives laughing as they have their stalking teams dismember me slowly and torture me slowly to death while they steal all they can out of me in everything possible and return the things they stole with more torture and hate, day after day, year after year.


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I am posting this on FB today because---private reasons as anything I write on any format, regardless of whether hand-written or electronic, is scrutinized for content. Any singular attempt to promote myself for money, any sincere interest in what I have to say as an open dialogue instead of a source to steal ideas from for this insidious hate contract out on me=-means I cannot describe my activities but...

I am writing this now because my toe is being slowly severed off by terrorists breaking into my room while I remain dormant in a semi-comatose zombie sort of hypnotized sleep "MK ULTRA Alter state" meaning I cannot wake up and feel nothing upon waking when my bones are broken--probably due to skin patch drug insertions, pain killers or subliminal suggestion--but the terrorists for many years now broke my left large toe. since then, they have been slicing into the skin webbing between the broken toe and the next small toe. Every night this goes on in addition to a litany of other slices, slow severing of other body parts (my gums cut to the bone on my lower jaw, and re-injured nightly by mechanical arms breaking into my room through panels on both sides of the walls (and on the ceiling) that I cannot block after more than 2 years of fighting with all monetary and physical exertion on a subpoverty income level, with poisoning that has remained glued into my spine and hips into my skull and down into my feet so any activity ilke pounding in nails and screws can rip through tissue and does.

My fingers inserted under cuticles since 2013 so the nails are broken falling out and endless blood flow loss in these areas. My scalp is balding because hair has been shaved or chemically treated out to induce balding and grease is smeared on my skin and hair every night as well.

There are many more dangerous perils and attacks: heart palpitations causing heart injury, for years this has gone on and it was deadly at high levels for almost 5 years. Tears flowing out of my eyes and always watering when I try to read or when I laugh tears are forced out of my eyes. My cheeks are so damaged=--the skin is so damaged from years of this acidic content forced onto my skin that more tears are painful, cause more skin damage and the area of skin around my eyes is damaged permanently as well.

the hacking is precluding typing and I can't go on backspacing and correcting and pounding down on keys to get anything out, as the usual attacks go every time I write.

But the damage to my toes, which increased this past week, has resulted in me not being able to walk. I can feel that a sharp metal object has been damaging bone and tissue to the extent that I can't put weight on this toe any longer. they broke my toe once more a few months ago, and it now is turned at a 75-degree angle into my other toes, which are malformed now due to the pressure the broken large toe exerts upon the rest of the structure of the left foot. I need medical attention immediately but first, I lack all financial resources for any doctor, and 2) all doctors here in Phuket are part of the Nazi mafia cartel and overcharge me, and they cause more damage to my body when I seek medical attention. I have been injected by doctors when I go (and pay huge amounts, when I was a studen they charged me huge amounts which I paid with student loans, and they inserted hardening chemicals that almost immediately caused my body to become more paralyzed and increased the situation to the point that I was not able to move or walk by the time I left that country where I was in my last year of grad school (online courses). the country was Germany, but the protocol of attack at all medical establishments remains the same--especially more pronounced murderous attacks are at established "mainstream" medical centers.

I can't type any longer the keyboard is so hard to type on I am pressing and pounding down, keys are stuck, don't print out--and of course the terrorist hackers are going to delete and change what I have written once I publish this post.

the terrorists teleporting and ordering these deadly attacks continue to PLAGUE, like an electronic virus, my internet searches with their photos injected into my every page I read, scan or open. I just opened a collective website with humorous content, and within 15 minutes one of the people involved inserted a huge photo of himself onto the formerly more pristine (but fun, "wacky" ) content. This site is fun, these people attacking me ARE NOT FUN PEOPLE at least for me. It is like a spoiling event for them to do this continuously. The initial joy at finding a fun site that I vibe to turned into an attack forum for despicable terrorists who are also "artists" and "actors" and politicians who want promotions for severing my body, inserting objects under my skin through their proxy servant slave minority minion stalkers, who have my food poisoned with fungus and mold, my home stinking with fungus and mold and grease and grime which is a stealth poisoning murder attempt--who use the mind control tech to discredit me in public paces when I do things like try to withdraw money at a bank or pay for anything in any store and have to have face-to-face contact with anyone, becomes an immediate hate attack situation. These "people" are inserting their faces into my every fun site search to continuously let me know they ah surveillance of my every thought, action and activity. They are all loathsome to me and how I wish someone or something would finally, after years of this, get this group of loathsome parasitic not-fun hate-mongering fakes off me and to stop them from torturing me to obtain any deviant idea that they can steal for their crappy media output any longer. They are literally ordering my toe to be severed slowly off--the bone is sticking out of my cartarsal area, jutting out of place from the foot because of this group breaking the bone and then re-breaking it and then stopping blood flow every day but cutting the skin tissue in the webbing between the toes literally to the bone--you can see the bone and this has been done every single day for YEARS. They continue to get top billing in politics and in the movies and in every single area they are informed by this disgusting group that is sponsoring this terrorist activity and these advocates of a terrorist mafia Nazi corrupted and destroyed State system, who are in my opinion not American citizens but more like billionaires out of Switzerland and France who are undoubtedly controlling these louts who are NOT FUN and their nasty photos on my every page makes me more ill

it is now impossible to write, the space bar is not working--my hand will not move to keys I want to write, as they are attacking my motor skills and blocking neural firing in my brain (or what ever else technologically is being done to my brain).


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and every time I write about this torture and utter devastation to my body and home, finances, my ideas thrown back at me by these hateful, nasty parasites who I find have no ideas that are outstanding, from my experiences of being attacked in teleportation by them. They keep on laughing as they order me to be disfigured now into my toe being literally sliced off and broken to the point that it is almost at a 90 degree angle pointing into my other toe, with the skin cut to the bone literally every single night. These parasites attacking me, are being rewarded for this Nazi mafia operation in so many millions of dollars and front political opportunity. People need to immediately begin to assess these personalities and stop those who are holding power over them. If anyone wants a civilization or planet remaining, after their endless construction and devouring of the land into a cement shopping mansion paradise which is really the internal scenario of a hell with animals dying off the planet and the ecosystem dead from their endless consumption--they have no soul they are not humane they are sick and evil and rotten and now the planet is dying from their excesses. I only see the excesses in their never-ending torture and destruction of my body and home and life aimed at me in perpetua by these rotten and foul life-screw operations, machinators of bs propaganda.

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 Every time I write about how evil and violent, disgusting, stupid and sick "they" are, and how many ideas they steal from me, the more promotions into higher status they obtain in their mainstream banality universe. It is astounding how blind the public is to how dangerously sick and vile and stupid these iconic representatives really are.

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Last few thoughts--a separate post but interconnected to a previous post today---hours of abuse per day I have a lot to expunge from my mind and heart and soul, what is left. Expanding and contracting simultaneously. Imploding from nausiated disgust and the sense of stinking death rot from these filth slime crap things out of whorewood and the corresponding politicians. Expansion realizing how much I have undervalued myself in the past due to being poisoned, stuck and sick always from their thwarting and silencing of my talent, health beauty and expansion of my life so these filth foul parasites can feel expanded. They grow in energy from parasitic life-sucking for sure. The black rancid parsite of Pvalley--the ugly hate of this trio and undoubtedly the white nazi trash male actor who played alongside the ugly yapping sinister black trash creep yelling "ugly loser' at me perpetually with the smirking sneering rat depp filth trash---and the german total crap scumbag family who has been invited to "traumatize" me by every means of "blaming" me for a lifetime of this sinister sick scum ape who tortured and then fractured my spine, obviously a murder attetmpt for his failure and his problems. The ape men who rape and drug me using this system all have serious problems with their lives, emotions and in relationships. They then implode because this tech enables the "instant gratification" scumbags to indulge in their every sense of power by pushing someone else down; instructed in Nazi ideology that they are then the "master race" imbued with instant superiority for having someone drugged, their brain put in a type of vice and the planet can be turned into a slave and master plantation. They indulge in every drunken and orgy whim until they are so unbalanced about their actual real capabilities that somehow something rebounds the impracticality of their overwhelming self-absorption is unrealistic in real-life terms. //This sick filth creep obviously had problems before I was forced into his sphere because my nazi sick family forced him on me so they could endlessly profit off destroying my life. I had won contests I was at the top in many things I endeavored in, this outraged the nazis and they instsructed my completely supplicating family to destroy me "from within" under pretext of "sibling" in-fighting so it was murderous violence poisoning and drugging and the "sibling" mass of black hate got deals, and were invited to parties, etc felt like they were welcomed. They stared with loving submission to the nazis towering in disdainful demanding glares to attack me, which they did and were allowed to compete and win and obtained private lessons for their children, etc and whateve other perks. They still werre declining like arnold shit-stench n9gger and like all the rest, and like this german sick crap family who I last saw in 1993 and really thought I would never see them again, never once wanted to contact them or anything like that. But this black nazi shit who came from P-Valley began by hate and abuse instsantly with no "provocation" from me--only that I had called dirty oprah an aunt jemima under minnd control traum and torture after 2 years--only 2 years compared with 16 or 17 from the depps ongoing without end--none of these ape pigs can achieve much more than what they truly are worthy of and the former free deals for just dumping their sick problems out on me did not elevate them enough to sustain anything but a downward slide into more mediocrity and their own problems, which are many for all of them individually and collectively all they do is swarm to abuse me to dump all their hate and problems out on me, projecting literally everything possible upon me as the blame target. The black shit came, freshly instructed "call her stupid call her bitch call her ugly laugh and giggle with the u gly sick rat depp because you will get your movie and tv show next round with the ellison merger and shitnigger arnold. but tortuer and abuse her to get ideas for your next shit black nazi victim Critical Race theory bullshit tv show. //the ape sick pig fucks kept abusing me until I finally began to yell names at them which I have written earlier---becuase their tv f-ing show is all about women being victimized by white nazi trash men like this german ape fuck they surrounded with love and adoration only because he is a nazi white male and so is the white male in teh cast who is ordering them to abuse me so he can profit off this but remain, as the white nazi trash always does in modern "woke" society, behind the scenes but orchstrating all the racist violence and chaos and then once all fails, as the europigapes have been constructing in america through their dumb mind programmed idiots like trump, shjitnigger his nazi progarmmer instructing him how he can gain but destroy america so f-ing what, all he needs it so be approved of by the euronazis they bring in peter thiele to destroy america with nazi muck out of south africa. Nazis of america onlky want me destroyed and blacks to do the nasty work of genocide for t hem, which is the programmibng I was faced with directly with this prick valley putrescence valley yesaterday leadcing into today. Hate that was murderous, ugly negativity without end. The smirking delight of the ugly plastic surgery skank prostituted filth crap who played a victim of an interracial white/black marriage of domestic violence, e,xactly what I was forced into by my family-a similar plot to this shit actor playing a role she has no comprehension of and would have submitted to the abuse and hujmilation of the white male if she had been forced into this role forced onto me, in real life not fantasy college-level critical race theory writing as this p-valley writer is: pure academic critical race theory expressed in all it's bookworm parameters in scripts that are very much readily available in various stories by other authors or in social studies ecucation. I am not a student of critical race theory per se but I have studied domestic violence and nothing she wrote of had any deviation from what you read in a graduate class on similar topics. //The intersecionality is also available in feminist classes which I also have studied so what she wrote was very common knowlege at higher educational studies, if they are allowed any longer. I had to finally begin to rant and scream about how stupid they are in allowing this system to flourish for their dirty tv show careers. they are literally helping to UTTERLY DESTROY America through this nazi german team with sick shitnigger arnold and his filthy kennedy nazi fuck family systejm urging him to steal and rob on their behalf. the tv shows that filthy dirty stupid arnold, so not an artist, creative content anything just a sleazy filthy rapist white nazi rapist racist nazi bigot with the kenney crime sleaze filth family---his former wife has a very ugly expression opn her power encrusted face is very much a hateful influencer in destroying america and is like so many nazis awash in destroying minority opportunity as part of a general platform. The black nazi shit from this shit tv show came to support them and literal extreme hate aimed at me. The writer glared in absolute murderous hate and rage at me after the 4th hour of me explaining how they are wrong to support this and why--which is the way this group has obtined ideas for all these 17 years of abusing torturing raping beating abusing raping insulting to get me to scream ideas about justice so they make movie shit out of it--funded by multi-milions of English royalty and german nazi and everything for that merger with the naziified ellisons and etc and so, ugly sick dirty nazi arnold obtained another idea out of me so he can produce and profit off it. Not a single penny for me, not even a thank you NEVER a redcuction of abuse and murder for me--slow torture to death continuously shitting out murder poisons every day or being constipated with it, sick and drugged every day to the max so every morning I am in a near delirious state of drugged inability to think and act decisively while htey scream and insult and threaten me into my brain, hours of it beginning the second I wake up--on and on and on. This filthy dirty hate creep is going to turn it into black victims of racism with them starring in it. The filthy depp rancid piece of stinking sick ugly shit will play a white suporter of compassion for black victims of racism, which is what the real originators of racist divide and conquer p lay in both real life and in movies, the roles are interchangable but always they are at the helm of the surrpetitious machincaitons for racist override. Dirty sutpid sick arnold fixates on hacking animal devouring type videos because his view is that--and I insert here--he is not a creative talent, he is a sick rancid

  The hackers as usual froze the entire laptop in the midst of writing the above-- Arnold sick filth-igger is not a creative talent, his tal...