Friday, September 18, 2020

A call for arms, for defense, against bodily mutilation.

 This is copied and pasted from Facebook today. I had written it on FB deeming it not a mind control issue, but then again, I also wanted to stop writing about this situation until a few months from now, to stop any more promotion of any personality in that time frame. However, the seriousness to my body is of such grave import now that I must write once more asking for any humanitarian assistance for my rescue from this hate operation (meaning me living in peace, alone, in a safe and happy environment, with my cats returned, and this contract off me, in a very beautiful city--and living with the ability to type and think and write and live in peace without any more of this sick stuff encroaching upon my life). I most definitely do not want anything to do with any of these people attacking me, or as little as possible but then again, being around people I have some kind of happy collusion with that is positive and energizing instead of dissipating death slow stealth  murder operatives laughing as they have their stalking teams dismember me slowly and torture me slowly to death while they steal all they can out of me in everything possible and return the things they stole with more torture and hate, day after day, year after year.


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I am posting this on FB today because---private reasons as anything I write on any format, regardless of whether hand-written or electronic, is scrutinized for content. Any singular attempt to promote myself for money, any sincere interest in what I have to say as an open dialogue instead of a source to steal ideas from for this insidious hate contract out on me=-means I cannot describe my activities but...

I am writing this now because my toe is being slowly severed off by terrorists breaking into my room while I remain dormant in a semi-comatose zombie sort of hypnotized sleep "MK ULTRA Alter state" meaning I cannot wake up and feel nothing upon waking when my bones are broken--probably due to skin patch drug insertions, pain killers or subliminal suggestion--but the terrorists for many years now broke my left large toe. since then, they have been slicing into the skin webbing between the broken toe and the next small toe. Every night this goes on in addition to a litany of other slices, slow severing of other body parts (my gums cut to the bone on my lower jaw, and re-injured nightly by mechanical arms breaking into my room through panels on both sides of the walls (and on the ceiling) that I cannot block after more than 2 years of fighting with all monetary and physical exertion on a subpoverty income level, with poisoning that has remained glued into my spine and hips into my skull and down into my feet so any activity ilke pounding in nails and screws can rip through tissue and does.

My fingers inserted under cuticles since 2013 so the nails are broken falling out and endless blood flow loss in these areas. My scalp is balding because hair has been shaved or chemically treated out to induce balding and grease is smeared on my skin and hair every night as well.

There are many more dangerous perils and attacks: heart palpitations causing heart injury, for years this has gone on and it was deadly at high levels for almost 5 years. Tears flowing out of my eyes and always watering when I try to read or when I laugh tears are forced out of my eyes. My cheeks are so damaged=--the skin is so damaged from years of this acidic content forced onto my skin that more tears are painful, cause more skin damage and the area of skin around my eyes is damaged permanently as well.

the hacking is precluding typing and I can't go on backspacing and correcting and pounding down on keys to get anything out, as the usual attacks go every time I write.

But the damage to my toes, which increased this past week, has resulted in me not being able to walk. I can feel that a sharp metal object has been damaging bone and tissue to the extent that I can't put weight on this toe any longer. they broke my toe once more a few months ago, and it now is turned at a 75-degree angle into my other toes, which are malformed now due to the pressure the broken large toe exerts upon the rest of the structure of the left foot. I need medical attention immediately but first, I lack all financial resources for any doctor, and 2) all doctors here in Phuket are part of the Nazi mafia cartel and overcharge me, and they cause more damage to my body when I seek medical attention. I have been injected by doctors when I go (and pay huge amounts, when I was a studen they charged me huge amounts which I paid with student loans, and they inserted hardening chemicals that almost immediately caused my body to become more paralyzed and increased the situation to the point that I was not able to move or walk by the time I left that country where I was in my last year of grad school (online courses). the country was Germany, but the protocol of attack at all medical establishments remains the same--especially more pronounced murderous attacks are at established "mainstream" medical centers.

I can't type any longer the keyboard is so hard to type on I am pressing and pounding down, keys are stuck, don't print out--and of course the terrorist hackers are going to delete and change what I have written once I publish this post.

the terrorists teleporting and ordering these deadly attacks continue to PLAGUE, like an electronic virus, my internet searches with their photos injected into my every page I read, scan or open. I just opened a collective website with humorous content, and within 15 minutes one of the people involved inserted a huge photo of himself onto the formerly more pristine (but fun, "wacky" ) content. This site is fun, these people attacking me ARE NOT FUN PEOPLE at least for me. It is like a spoiling event for them to do this continuously. The initial joy at finding a fun site that I vibe to turned into an attack forum for despicable terrorists who are also "artists" and "actors" and politicians who want promotions for severing my body, inserting objects under my skin through their proxy servant slave minority minion stalkers, who have my food poisoned with fungus and mold, my home stinking with fungus and mold and grease and grime which is a stealth poisoning murder attempt--who use the mind control tech to discredit me in public paces when I do things like try to withdraw money at a bank or pay for anything in any store and have to have face-to-face contact with anyone, becomes an immediate hate attack situation. These "people" are inserting their faces into my every fun site search to continuously let me know they ah surveillance of my every thought, action and activity. They are all loathsome to me and how I wish someone or something would finally, after years of this, get this group of loathsome parasitic not-fun hate-mongering fakes off me and to stop them from torturing me to obtain any deviant idea that they can steal for their crappy media output any longer. They are literally ordering my toe to be severed slowly off--the bone is sticking out of my cartarsal area, jutting out of place from the foot because of this group breaking the bone and then re-breaking it and then stopping blood flow every day but cutting the skin tissue in the webbing between the toes literally to the bone--you can see the bone and this has been done every single day for YEARS. They continue to get top billing in politics and in the movies and in every single area they are informed by this disgusting group that is sponsoring this terrorist activity and these advocates of a terrorist mafia Nazi corrupted and destroyed State system, who are in my opinion not American citizens but more like billionaires out of Switzerland and France who are undoubtedly controlling these louts who are NOT FUN and their nasty photos on my every page makes me more ill

it is now impossible to write, the space bar is not working--my hand will not move to keys I want to write, as they are attacking my motor skills and blocking neural firing in my brain (or what ever else technologically is being done to my brain).


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and every time I write about this torture and utter devastation to my body and home, finances, my ideas thrown back at me by these hateful, nasty parasites who I find have no ideas that are outstanding, from my experiences of being attacked in teleportation by them. They keep on laughing as they order me to be disfigured now into my toe being literally sliced off and broken to the point that it is almost at a 90 degree angle pointing into my other toe, with the skin cut to the bone literally every single night. These parasites attacking me, are being rewarded for this Nazi mafia operation in so many millions of dollars and front political opportunity. People need to immediately begin to assess these personalities and stop those who are holding power over them. If anyone wants a civilization or planet remaining, after their endless construction and devouring of the land into a cement shopping mansion paradise which is really the internal scenario of a hell with animals dying off the planet and the ecosystem dead from their endless consumption--they have no soul they are not humane they are sick and evil and rotten and now the planet is dying from their excesses. I only see the excesses in their never-ending torture and destruction of my body and home and life aimed at me in perpetua by these rotten and foul life-screw operations, machinators of bs propaganda.

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 Every time I write about how evil and violent, disgusting, stupid and sick "they" are, and how many ideas they steal from me, the more promotions into higher status they obtain in their mainstream banality universe. It is astounding how blind the public is to how dangerously sick and vile and stupid these iconic representatives really are.

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My murder which is being ignored, not taken as a serious threat to anyone or anything, is in the serious realm of an absolute murder epoch of hate aimed at women in the current era, regardless of any superficial political affiliation but especially when used in a media pontification of supposed "joking" in context of criticizing the "opposition" which in the case of secular talk kyle kulinski and his wife are not any opposition whatsoever (and they want me to write this, they know my daily routine of writing about everything every body rushing to abuse me so badly that i write about them just to get the murder stress out of my body if anything to try to document what no one has even cared about and it has brought on the rise of ICE, detention concentration camps, gestapo tactics, the rise of trump, and I have documented how my contract has brought all this on; it remains top priority for protection and advancement for one-and-all interconnected to this torture regime and as I have been writing for years, the "Liberal" Progressives are almost on parity with fascist white nazi "supremacy" hate genocidal antisemitism. One word they all share in unison: the b-word.//After the video of jonathan ross in his shooting into the face of renee good 3 times at point blank range and his summation for the murder "fucking bitch": the word bitch at this point in history is now synonymous with murder it is a violation of a person's civil rights and a death threat and should be considered a violation of free speech as it implies great harm and murder.//When a decent president comes into power: the use of the word "bitch" rendered towards either male or female MUST be put in law as a "hate crime" and rendered illegal, punishable for violating civil rights of another human being. The term is so ubiquitously used by this hate rape team of mostly blonde-ish males with their succulent-bisexualized-sucking down looking up nazi women who are determined to put me in their former position, which the 4th Reich is trying to evolve from them being the doormat to me being just endlessly tortured forced with penises in my mouth the pig ape slapping my face and calling me bitch as shitalina the me too skank has stolen my concepts about women's rights for over 15 years to furnish her image, projected by English Crown women determined that the colony of the United States will provide sufficient fodder for their men to break, rape and likewise stick their penises in the mouths of women, children, and boys and men calling them bitch or some derogatory replacement for that term, belittling dehumanizing but mostly castrating any male or female of their sexual innate potential and sense of selfhood--the point it's terrorism at it's most visceral and a common theme of pornography, the most relished act men desire with subordination as the main socio-political theme. The term bitch is used so endlessly against me while the billions of dollars earned for the theft of the feminist barbie concept, the malificent concept, the handmaiden's tale concept, the blonde (movie) concept, the Babylon concept in general, and more all headed to the Oscars with blonde nazi americans and euro-based initiators of extreme genocidal albeit disguised hate, genocidal violence reframed into sexual orgiastic rape covert promotional context, all adopting this term laughing the women just scream out "loser" to replace the bitch term. The term after having been issued by the murderer of the Minneapolis "lesbian", Jonathon Ross hissed in hate but self-entitlement bolstered by the rise of the nazi and hate leagues to which the celebrities endlessly calling me "bitch" for resisting their nazi racist rape cartel of dismemberment disfigurement theft of my ideas surrounding empowerment of women under sexist and racist attack--for themselvse--their statements are always "it's only for me, not for you." or shortened to simply" It's not for you" whifch was uttered today after I posted something on facebook about how Jesus never stated that women should be killed they should not be "suffered to live" if they are deemed witches, etc. I was yelled "bitch" repeatedly by Kyle Kulinski and his blonde partner K. bell who both teleported me at the beginning of the trump travail last year. I literally, as usual physically fought to get them to shut up their insults and my drugging and just exhaustion from spending years calmly delineating why their actions are unethical illegal immoral sick a plague upon the country, etc etc (as they scoop up my phrases to use them for the next nazi female empowerment "feminist" crusade in whorewood movie blockbuster English-crown-created movie franchise--me getting less than nothing as the words and concepts are literally verbatim stolen repeatedly---but tortured slowly being killed in an horrific manner slowly being ripped apart dying from abuse--and poisoning as I am in my most vulnerable healing state their attacks are so vicious that it's another form of murder. I wrote yesterday that Kulinski and Bell had attacked me last year and although I watched his show secular talk very often, because he is succinct and humorous and as a 4th Reich minion following orders but being controlled opposition---he has the pipeline of information that somehow is endlessly not included in the mainstream news sources I peer into daily to get a sense of the overall picture--the fine details are left for subscribers to dig and almost excavate for in news sources and due to incessant drugging which renders me literally so ill every morning so these cretins can just teleport, torture abuse and get me to react thusly they obtain more ideas outside of their "follow the plan" structure of compliance. I was in a perturbed state all I could do after he told me to suck his dick making crude and nasty comments--and his "reason" was because I wrote yesterday in a post that while I watch his videos I know that he and his partner's attack upon me last year was not a "sort of fascist racist" reaction (I am not quoting his or my words just putting the terms in quotes but...a rephrasing I am still under mind control and torture it is never-ending--I can never ever write clearly in this spot, at this laptop, under these conditions. But after all that I rushed at him with fury my emotional balance once more pushed over the "edge" as noem watched her lips pursing in what I only can ascertain as sadistic feeding sort of sucking in the flavor of torture and abuse--they call me bitch endlessly after I refuse their sex demands and react without being able to control my reactions, as my responses are all literally in my mind I am to an outsider completely silent perhaps my lips move but I am "speaking" only in an artificial telepathic mode--unable to stop the instant brain-thought-chain of reaction most of which is forced out of my fraught brain by drugs, torture, abuse without end, my body struggling to survive deadly toxic shock detoxification ongoing for over 20 years and longer with non-stop recurrent daily poisoning and non-stop drugging to this moment I am never drug-free from a fresh, daily dose inserted into my bladder at night while sleeping or rendered in some other fashion (skin patch? through my food which is poisoned before I even bring it home by the stores and the chain of command structure). After going through the neanderthal reaction of hate and rage, which is constructed by the alteration of my brain waves by their mind control tech interface with the barrier-breakage drugging/poisoning--I could not think clearly as I called kulinski a bitch bitch bitcvh trying to slam my foot into his crotch kicking and screaming hitting him--not going at bell but I think I did that as well. It is a daily occurrence and they are playing a game of pretending to "fall" just to give me the appearance that I am actually harming them. My body is so frail fro the stress my body composition has been literally eaten away by them as they feed off draining me of all energy light love and happy, positive energy they go on and on until I react and then I begin to scream about how unjust, how sick, how sexist (and then they perk up their ears and begin to record so their "feminist" nazi women can produce more award-winning movie plots enforcing a victim-narrative of the woman victim fighting a rapist and sexist racist perpetrator and then battling him (always a him sometimes a she but usually never) and then.. overcoming through a macho rendition of women turning into "warriors" using sex and violence and martial arts skills. It is a tiresome framework and a life-draining daily exercise in futility but they feed off it; noem is really energized by it turned on and thusly it happened yet again today. I finally got to the point of explaining to kulinski and bell, the seeming intellectual rendering of "liberal" and progressive thought and tied to Congress from Bell's former stint working as a commenator for the hill with her videos with her "brown male" meekly injecting a few comments in the few moments she did not dominate over the entire spectrum of conversation, only for him to agree with her but using a milder aproach. The dynamics of racist control so evident but just making this point--I already knew, but Kulinski is much faster in pace and narrative his quips calling men and women "bitches' if they are in the maga movement is gratifying, this I must admit. The indoctrination into the most violent aspect of sexism which is underway has transformed me t hrough non-stop thought monitoring by a group of racist rape violent euro-nazi men (and then their women) into even THINKING of anything remotely anti-"bitch" narrative has been met by the subliminal violence threat by Steven Miller when I "thought" that the Snow White recent rendition by Disney made the Queen (at beginning of the film, the Renee Ziegler snow white daughter of the queen, that white woman who was killed off almost instantly but she made not a peep, not a boo, and was a smiling gentle companion to the blondish father figure--who spoke had a personality the "good" queen was silent obedient at his side playing happy mommy without making any noise--then killed off. I thought to myself and thought to miller that "she never said a single word and has been silenced as this part of her expected role" and his instant response was to hit me--but he did not do it in actuality he accomplished this later by instructing noem on how to manipulate and torture me more effectively after having me under surveillance for a few days and nights and then her modus operandi became much more violent (what I wrote yesterday about her and her sleep deprivation--something I'm sure they are expert at in torture prisons which are hidden and protected in their administrative "duties' around the world). But, the silencing of even thought to question the roles of women and only for blonde white nazi women and a few scattered black women and in terms of disney, two jewish women somehow made it past the filtering of "freedom only applies to nazi women" made lead roles in snow white, degraded with hate by ben shapiro instantly for them both not being "white" and thusly the movie a sick woke joke. However, the bitch narrative is truly a death warrant excuse by now and the killing of renee good and the hate commentary by the Ross officer should be considered as a corollary to the use of "bitch" and a murder suggestion. AT this point, the term bitch is being used against me for defending myself while the women who have stolen my ideas are just thrilled and smiling and laughing about this-the german who had me raped beaten and my spine fractured for having defended myself against his gang rape friend jorg while I lived in stuttgart region, and his break down after a fight with me (he and I both were being under mind control tech attack simultaneously not just merely "me" jorg also spent his every weekend going drinking and to parties or orgies not sure, his promotion for having brought me to germany to experiment in mk ultra mind control sex trafficking rape merited him and his family a new apartment (cheap by modern standards of compensation but they were working class "poor" so to them it was a miracle offering gift) but---the term is really a new modern replacement for witch killing and a death warrant. none of the sick dirty women who have spent 15 years stealing my ideas out of torture having my body mutilateed poisoned and destroyed made old fractured are called anything but glorious beautiful by the white men--their husbands who they left after claiming they were abused by them are now snuggled together all mutually screaming bitch at me for having fought off their collective rage and hate against women; now turned against me continuously literally every single moment of eveyr day another hate white nazi male is yelling bitch trying to have me killed poisoning drugging spending hours while I am in the shower to extract ideas to make for their upcoming movies they hope will generate, as it has done with the whroewood ensemble, an oscar golden globes festival awards and more millions and fame for my ideas, all which they wil take credit for as they scream endlessly bitch at me. They use truth serum tech and drugging to get me to react honestly so I can't crimp my thoughts which come out instantly in my brain never spoken aloud--so I have no filter mechanism which most people normally have at least to some degree. They blame me for my thoughts hit smack punch rape stick their peniss in my mouth while the "feminist" women watch delighted. Bell was glowing with smiles while noem sat her lips once more swelling with sadistic feeding motions also smug as usual and waiting to see if I will "agree" to the belittling of them rather than the real-life murder she and the whorewood group have been forcing on me every moment of my life while shitting sneezing coughing this poison out and being constipated with it hard and latched onto my spine, hips, into my skull up my spine down my hips and legs into my fingers into my skull and brain---while they just dig at me to kill me but I must literally fight as if I am in a torture binding chair being beaten to death but still appearing without any tethers anywhere near me--in total silence endlessly moving around to try to not sit still exhausted collapsing on my bed fighting in my mind to get them to shut up after the 3 hour mark of endless abuse, insults and etdc. Kulinski and bell offered me to be their "slave" a term they did not use but to go with them and somehow "live" some way "with" them or--they offered their basement as a slave quarters serving them in bed etc and being the "help" and isn't it so much "better" than the torture to death of the people sitting in the chairs--the english the noem the endless array from years of torture. Isn't this better, they ask because they did not inflict death skits, rape or homeless skits while I was in deep sleep as the norm every day deep sleep pattern is to drive me into death insanity break down old age, etc. AFer his "bitch suck my dick bitch" endless refrain I began kicking him if possible in the groin hitting him punching him and bell they reacted like they had been hit but I believe they are all acting I am so weak but they want me to fly into a hate rage this is the daily quota and they want me to believe that I am stronger than I actually am. I told kulinski that they were using the term bitch at me because for years I tried to not react in any angry way, I was so unprepared for how murderously racist and stupidly sexist they are--the separation of rights for nazi women dividing me from them is entailing a stupid sexist violence compared to near worship of their women; while if no victim exists, they then rape and beat these women because they must have someone to subordinate in order to retain their privilege state of violence. I told kulinski that because I am and have been speaking with calm intelligent assessment the extreme violence has become a daily quota ritual to get me to become like a primitive flying enraged dying old aged woman being beaten and broken raped and abused to death so these white nazi men and their black jewish-hating-trained miniions can collectively have their ritualistic rape and plunder victim available for when the larger action takes place (actual genocide, that is the plan): finally they stopped the attack when I began to have the ability to sit down at the computer, which is what "they " want, then collecting what my normal mental capacity is or should be, I began to pursue the thoughts relating to what Jesus said about women practicing magic as compared to the Mike Johnson, gavin newsom edict that as an evil bitch I deserve what I get (for reading tarot and for having worked at the lusty lady, which was an adult entertaiment venue in san francisco which was completely behind glass and in which women owned and ran the establishment and any man insulting women were kicked out instantly and upon the worker's discretion, not with permission from management. This rare and unionized entity was eviscerated by The Man in the form of Forbes and closed and never replaced although some similar venues and unionized women's collectives using adult entertaiment have arisen---the trend had to be quelled. The reason I worked there was because my family a million percent into profiting off my sale as an mk ultra sex trafficking victim to be poisoned and abused to death while they flourish with deals, their partners rushing to join in with callous disregard and outright antisemitic genocidal hate which my family ignores completely only thrilled to have security from within the 4th Reich---and the "Jewish" community goes along for similar reasons but my entire "family" structure participates eagerly into this they are wealthy as a result---but they created a severe spinal injury, while I was unconscious but in the guise of a "freak accident" and then the spine fractured the same night while in deep sleep via the microchip implant system they and the medical establishment forced into my spine along with consolidating poisons hardening the microchips into cemented electrical line-up along my spine, into my brain, into my throat there is one as wel so people like noem can force tears out of my eyes continuously as they are doing every day for hours, and for years my eyesight is severely damaged my skin ruined on my face etc) but they forced the stabilizing metal rod to be loose with a hook mechanism that the surgeon had placed, like a trick hook spring and I spent 2 years struggling to get health care while my family tried literally to have me imprisoned on a false charge--so I had to run for my life, and to the embrace of post Berlin Wall fall--germany in 1991 as I saw the end of the WWII effort to quell nazism with the resultant rise of nazism and now the people I knew back in the day are outfight nazi violent hate and one of them sits next to noem every single day; I know he is a very opportunistic person just as she is and their mergine is for both a quid pro quo operation plus sexual content as well so it seems as he is very gender fluid dynamic in that arena of persuasion to get more on his "side" and nothing like a boy toy appearing "punk" antifa lying abuser nazi which the fake humanitarian nazis of not woke whorewood gravitate towards more than a money-generating german nazi white boy man offering them everything for increasing nazi programming from within the united states and in return they get whatevrer in germany france etc. But to continue as hacking is making typing nearly impossible: this little horrid encounter today with the kulinski-bell hate team and me trying to respond without going into a flying rage--but my brain is always in shambles after being drugged while sleeping with poisons and drugs that render the body and brain so limp, penetrable and influenced and then alone, no support no love no friends no family no law no government only abuse, death threats from politicians ensuring that i have zero rights on any level and that they agree not just wholly but with violent relish my total destruction no human rights all constitution scrapped as they get more and more clout more monopoly on power in return handed to them by nazi central in the form of an "antifa" german punk--but before him was a white german male actor out of hamburg, and before that was another german male punching me in the face raping me sticking his penis in my mouth me reacting like I was deeply in love-smothereed with sickening poisons so it was still murder but the brain nervous system attacks and the crowds of the loveless celebrities the "femnist" women in particular who have stolen my ideas for years and years about women's empowerment watching smiling laughing and cheering this rape on and on and on--one hater after the next always out of europe

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