Friday, September 18, 2020

Time for some "Humor"? Every time I write about these creeps attacking me, I find the necessity to cover up the psychic stink with something fun or funny. Good thing that I can still accomplish finding fun things to laugh about, but it is not easy with mainstream media..

 ...and for the first time in a very long time (meaning a few months, as time speeds up while I remain in one frozen space and time frame, mentally from a paralyzed and detox healing situation stuck and glued into one spot day after day and fighting day after day to get anyone to stop this bigot Nazi hate group mafia supported Communist (perhaps) sponsored hate group, your stars and political icons to be stopped from hate crimes paid in full with endless attacks upon me on all sides perpetually day and night every moment in every space in everyplace on the planet without a second's pause) digressing now as I also fight to pound down to get this hacked and blocked keyboard to type out:


, the YouTube download video link for blogger is inoperable. I had to download this YouTube "anti-Nazi" video and am now going to insert it into this post (the blocking of the function is part of the Nazi/mafia cartel censorship operation aimed to destroy all fun, jollity, happiness, turn everything into a miserable narrow confined space of their hate paradigm aimed into my brain and body nearly every moment of existence. ) This is what I mean by them not being "fun" people. However, you can see them laughing and pumped up with hormones after they inflict murder operations and they glow from the soul and life energy they suck out from these terror torture operations. Their appearance afterwards has the facsimile to being something of a "happy" state. A parallel universe of psycho-hate turned into parasitic "fun" and "happiness". Otherwise known as Schadenfreude in German language.


This video is a slapstick spoof but very amusing and again, I have laughed once more over a non-commercial artistic video. You can see that choreography has been done well, a comedy and what feels like a feel-good relief to the real violence that football hools actually embrace in real life. In real life the "games" are a sanctuary for sublimated genocide entertainment spectacles. The video below gives the impression that there is some "fun" resistance but, however, my skepticism remains strong because in "real life" those who do want to defy Nazi culture, from within Germany itself, have to be very circumspect and cautious in doing so.

From my personal situation I see that not much is different at all not only for me as I attempt to write about hate crimes directed at me by the Americans who are  backed up by German Nazis, Italian Mafia, probably Russian Communists (of the genocidal branches of that pseudo-non-religious cult and sect) and whatever other hate groups have various other titles but belong essentially to the same global system. Systematic is the term BLM uses. Some of the BLM members attacking me are part of that very same "systematic" hate group that uses bigotry as their prime operational focus and justification for their hate crimes.


By definition, of course, a hate crime is racist, but I am just under the mind control miasma and can't think clearly while my brain is being blasted and blocked from cognitive functioning at it's own, real and natural state.


This is the fun, happy seemingly soothing and comforting fiction that people "like me" embrace as some semblance of a world that is not fully indoctrinated into hate crime mentality as the "gang stalking" is only a more technocratic form of universal hate crime methodology and operations.  The types of people I met in Germany who actually defended me in any way looked 'Normal" and did not stick out, did not advertise themselves politically in any way, dressed in very unobtrusive ways and were very subdued in their anti-Nazi activities.




When you look at this video below, the packed schweinshazen crowd thigh-to-thigh yelling like the fans at a movie premier screaming at the movie stars who are akin to a pantheon of Nazi symbols (black and white); the screaming throngs of violent, yelling zombies is akin to a political rally in the hopes that Nazism will become the New Order instead of some repressed sub-cult status and always redefined by humorous anti-Nazi skits, videos, movies, tweets and political posturing. Seeing the screeching throngs of "fans" it's like a tsunami of screaming aggressive deadly violent hooligans shouting as one surge of zombie hate aimed at this stupid game of kicking a stupid ball around into a goal. It's such a boring game it makes American football appear almost wonderfully interesting and sane in comparison.


More "not fun" creeple having "fun" by screaming hate spitting violence into the steaming stinking churning rancid air. 




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My writing in the last few paragraphs above became distorted, simplified, grammatically incorrect. I was pounding down on keys with all my hand and finger strength. The attack on my brain turns my cognitive abilities more into emotional rants than any kind of real writing. I write about this all the time in every post because the devastation to my writing and the discrediting to my character this involves always angers me and I so much want to be able to express myself without physically having to pound down on keys and then see that all I have managed to write is rewritten by terrorist hackers operating for your major celebrity hate-mongering "liberals" who are funded by Nazi mafia cartels from Europe. Fascist Nazis, genocidal Communists--and don't I sound like a "conspiracy theory" ranting schizo (that is what "they" label me if given the chance). However, years of being teleported to them and seeing who and what groups and individuals are behind these superficial pundits of "alternative" "liberal" culture has shown me that they are just the facade being operated upon by extreme death cult "Right" operators who probably are billionaires pulling al the "strings".


The masses of screaming fans for this hate game, which I know most people around the world love--as they deride American Football which, in comparison, has at least some fantastic spectacle of artistic display involved in games. There are songs, dances, cheerleaders, mascots, fans are not so fanatical, it's more fun than fanatic as a diverted tactic for Nazi aggression disguised as a "game".


The same applies to the fans who scream at their most visible Nazi icons who represent this "artistic" faction of Nazi/mafia culture. 


My point is that I try to get out of their mainstream hate cultural movies, webpages, news disinfo sites, and as I attempt to do this, these same actors plague and pollute my every search and fun site with their photos inserted almost immediately into the content, destroying the fun alternative to their not-fun attacks upon me, which are generated by the huge contracts worth millions of dollars for this "experiment" in mind control involving rape, torture, teleportation, poisoning, drugging and etc etc all that I have been barely able to pound down and type under duress, death threats for writing anything, under non-stop hate situations surrounding me while my brain simultaneously is rendered incapable of understanding the hate directed at me--as I also am "forced" to laugh like it's a fun situation while I am being insulted and ripped off and barely able to fathom what isa happening, while I appear "normal" and behaving like nothing is wrong with my immediate functioning. 


As I wrote two posts ago, this is how politicians can be turned into virtual puppets for these sinister forces. This is happening RIGHT NOW as you all are a part of this hate situation reading this, it is very hard to get past your hacking blocks to my blog or anything I attempt to be able to reach the few human beings remaining who are not part of these creeple throngs of shouting fans supporting your fake liberal fascist Nazi movies, games and political venues screaming for their masters to allow them to once more MURDER IN THE STREETS WITH IMPUNITY, as "they" are doing now in America-==some are shouting "resistance" in the streets, and the "anti-fa" is just another facet of the fake "liberal" arm of the neo-fascist Nazi systematic program. They provide the justification for retaliation and more draconian responses to the "violence" that "Antifa" represents. I have also met some of the self-proclaimed "Antifa" denizens of Germany and America and they themselves have participated in this Nazi rape contract in order to promote their music, bands, bs propaganda merchandise for sale to the public masses of creeple who want a new fashion look to portray, which people like this also steal from people "like me". As I fight to type this it's impossible to get the thread of concentration so this paragraph is completely skewed and chaotic in theme. It just meanders because my brain and the laptop are both under extreme attack.

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I always get the ideas that are being blocked by the brain-mapping tech, once I walk away from the aimed targeting of my brain while I sit in this same spot typing at this malfunctioning laptop (which has the same malfunctioning breakdowns as all computers I log onto due to a global hacking terrorist operational arm of this "systematic' group assault).


One thing is that in addition to cutting into my foot, to the bone, every single night and I mean without fail--the terrorists are spraying fungus into the shoes I wear in this room so after cleaning the shoes, and going to sleep in endless sleep drugged states that never end, because I am ALWAYS being drugged into a near stupor and sitting in a paralyzed, drugged and poisoned state---my feet stink the shoes stink upon waking. My floor is littered with grime, debris and fungus as well, after I have cleaned it, upon waking the floor is caked with nasty stuff littered all over the floor. My body is of course damaged, sprayed with horrid greasy substances, as well as my hair being cut at creepy ugly misshapen angles so it resembles some ragged, destroyed thin and balding, endlessly stinking and greasy mess after having cleaned and perfumed it before going to bed, waking up to it in shreds, stinking, greasy, cut into, and my scalp always shorn to the scalp so I am partially balding as well. My refrigerator, after cleaning it with bleach, has brown grease smeared into the crevices after I wake up. But the stinking fluids which penetrate into the shoes, whatever the laboratories have created to infest my clothing remains soiled into the fibers of all clothing and shoe material--nothing gets the odors or the greasy substances out. I can spray and spray bleach, scrub, spray perfumed chemicals and perfumes and the shoes remain stinking and toxic and the odor of stench rises up and it infects my already severed feet so as to create blood poisoning--along with the daily stress levels that are a component of stealth murder/assassination. 


I just bought a new pair of "house shoes" which have rubber soles and are durable. I opened them today, and they were clean and I slept due to detox and upon waking, the shoes STINK so badly, just as the shoes I just had to throw away do after repeated cleaning--but the same exact stink now has penetrated into the brand new shoes I just put on today, which smelled fined just a few hours ago and now have a putrid sort of fungus substance that will not get out--after just a few hours of putting the shoes on, with clean socks (which have also been sprayed but I clean them and spray them, but the rubber material I use for these house shoes is more porous and thus the substances these mechanical arms that get through all the panels I have covered so completely in multiple layers but can never stop the arms from getting through sealed and bounded hooks tied at such a tensile strength that there is no movement possible and yet I wake up every day with my clothing/body and room saturated with chemicals that cannot wash out, despite all bleaches and cleaning fluids my feet are being cut to the bone, horrid toxic poisonous substances that stink with the stench that emanates from feet away--and so I write this asking this never-ending do-nothing readership to get these sick and disgusting parasites you all revere as your media and political "leaders" off me--they have to get their free huge promotions for inducing endless misery, hate and negativity plus deforming my body so I am completely covered in scars, blemishes, my body is crooked my hair is in tatters and balding my feet are deformed my skin has red pimples that erupt daily from the chemicals they lather onto my skin so I am scarred up from head to toe literally from their attacks. I am "disabled' from vertebrae that have been fractured and broken in thus manner, rendering me incapable of movement, with poisoning that has hardened into my muscles, spine, skeleton and into my viscerae. 


They need me to endlessly react to their hate skits and attacks that are murdering me, dismembering me, so I can't even find any relief when I surf the internet to try to have some kind of access to any external "normalcy" because they must inject their poison mind screw operations into my every movement in everything I do. I keep seeing ideas stolen by them, as they ensure I can't type out due to endless hacking and brain-alterations, but I am capable of writing only a few paragraphs perhaps, which are immediately stolen and turned into their "liberal" fake but really Nazi content replete with subliminal Nazi programming; and they keep going on and on in one disgusting sleazy ignorant rotten circuit of them, one sick parasite that is "famous" after the next, imitating and copying and stealing ideas--but they NEVER have anything interesting or intelligent to say to me whatsoever. They are told not to say anything, but after a few years and a few snippets of interviews of them, I see that they truly really actually HAVE NOTHING TO SAY that is unique, that is not a programmed response, and that is not a posturing bs media propaganda piece.


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and now back to the video above, the long interview documentary about the Neo-Nazi Hooligan scene in Dortmund, a city I have never been to.


At 4 minutes into the video you can see that the camera crew and interviewer are at a train stop (a "U Bahn" stop, a street car stop). They make it known that within a few minutes they are being followed by Hooligans, or Neo-Nazis; and they film people standing observing them, peering down into their mobile phones--just as I have described on my Facebook page for years on how the "street theater" stalker terrorists operate. 


The documentary above realistically details exactly what I experience every time I go outside to do ANY SINGLE THING. Within a few minutes the stalkers show up, following and attacking the targets, which of course is me--with no one ever protecting me in any sense, anywhere, everywhere I am always alone surrounded by a few hundred people at any given large open space. The targets in this case are the film crew and the interviewer. Characteristically, the Neo-Nazi puts his hands up at the camera and violently brushes it aside, signifying violence if they continue filming. This is recurrent in American documentaries of media exposes of interviews with Nazis, this violent pushing away of cameras and threats to people who are filming these "Nazi hotspot" places. I essentially experience the exact same behavior, but more disguised as physical maneuvering of blocking my path, hitting me with elbows as they pass in crowded areas, huge groups of people walking into me from a side angle, all vector-driven software created, and blocking my path as they all stray into all areas of the space in front of me--blocking all access to getting around them. When I attempt to walk around them they block my path as if I am hitting them from behind--they stumble right in front of me so I have to hit them trying to get past them---then they begin to yell at me and etc


I am now pounding down so completely and unable to think any longer due to backspacing I cannot finish this post at this point. The keyboard is impossible to type on any longer

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.