Wednesday, September 23, 2020

Copied from my Facebook post--which turned into a very short essay on mind programming in the media and in politics--but it is impossible to type on this hacked keyboard so it's all confuscated blocked hacked rewritten filled with spelling errors which appear after I publish--etc. All will be scrutinized by the very people I refer to indirectly here for concepts or sentences to verbatim steal.

 Again the non-stop hammering on the wall in the studio has re-commenced. This pounding, drilling that extends for hours each day has lasted a total of 6 months in the last 2 years.

Because the keyboard is now so painful to pound down on any longer, as the nighttime terrorist stalkers put an injury on my right thumb, Ican't pound down on the keys any longer.

The hammering today has gone on non-stop, literally 20 beats per minute, and there appears to be no end. THey have pounded on the walls and ceiling in the tiny microstudio beneath mine, in the past 2 years--a 8 hours a day for a total of 6 months.

When I place a complaint with the landlord, he claims that the "management" denies that any noise has occurred and that there has been no pounding or hammering.

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Just prior to all the recent awards ceremonies, my YouTube front page was littered with the actors and singers who were vying for top awards. The list of high-profile names and faces out of H-wood and those in the political sphere who have teleported or put in endless videos with triggering content continues in a non-stop frantic pace. It would require a workable keyboard to explain how this has been accomplished--as I re-read my post today I see that there appear to be few mistakes--I do backspace and correct whenever I see an inserted hack typos, but I think the hackers, as a counterintuitive attack aimed at further discrediting, are also now not putting in as many mistakes as they formerly have, or there may be some other rationale--but trust me when I write that the keyboard is like a grinding workout for my fingers and hand to the point of creating blisters and harming my bones by pounding down like this--


I want to add here, as I am not going to re-read and retype and rewrite more of this post any longer today, as the hackers delete one or two important words in sentences which through the deletion obscure meaning or change the information so the essence of the idea has been changed or deleted: one correction I only "remembered" after having gotten off this chair and out of the damaging attack of this remote brain-altering tcch,is that the name of the awards organization judges is called the Board of Governors, but that was completely blanked out of my brain--I could only access one word of the entire phrase--and this  happens often in my writing that my brain is literally jumping from the intended flow of words into a scattered representation. Also, I want to edit in that the festival (white, blonde male) has been using a system of triggering that many of these most aggressive (read "violent" ) attackers use, but because this system of triggering (to get my attention and focus on how they are stalking me when I am driving) would make me sound "delusional" and thus I cannot describe it here without risk of great discrediting.


I cannot pound down this is very painful. I just threw away a new keyboard two weeks ago. This one is now impossible to use. I am throwing away stinking shoes and lighting and clothing in huge bags at least once a week. This group has forced me to live on less than $700 a month for EVERY SINGLE THING PER month--but they are torturing me to obtain ideas for their multi-million dollar media output,their racist facade that they are "alternative" and "care" about racism is an atrocious sick joke. I see in the Emmy Award and all the other recent awards the faces smiling of the list of the many who have participated in this rape and dismemberment and torture scheme on me, which none of them will admit in any form is a crime, but instead rather they behave with the stiff hate behavior claiming that this is their entitlement--they do not use those exact words, they act the words.


This is the end of the retyping and fighting topound down. It is impossible to get this out.


 since the Emmy's were announced, the ones who were nominated have since stopped putting the videos of their boring English (country) poetry sessions with the one plastic surgery H-wood English celebrity, and a bunch off frumpy "intellectuals" reading extremely tedious lines of poetry. Her endless videos have stopped polluting my YouTube page since the Emmy's were announced. There is no respite however since there are a never-ending circuit of them appearing and it is not random YouTube search results.

They absolutely disgust me how I want to surf the internet without their rotten faces and creepy fake media personalities, which I only know are a complete fraud at this point and I only see absolutely ugly and sinister parasites they are revolting I can't get on any page without some advertisement or link to their rotten media output.


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Again the non-stop hammering on the wall in the studio has re-commenced. This pounding, drilling that extends for hours each day has lasted a total of 6 months in the last 2 years.

Because the keyboard is now so painful to pound down on any longer, as the nighttime terrorist stalkers put an injury on my right thumb, Ican't pound down on the keys any longer.

The hammering today has gone on non-stop, literally 20 beats per minute, and there appears to be no end. THey have pounded on the walls and ceiling in the tiny microstudio beneath mine, in the past 2 years--a 8 hours a day for a total of 6 months.

When I place a complaint with the landlord, he claims that the "management" denies that any noise has occurred and that there has been no pounding or hammering.

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Just prior to all the recent awards ceremonies, my YouTube front page was littered with the actors and singers who were vying for top awards. The list of high-proflie names continues in a non-stop frantic pace, but since the Emmy's the ones who were nominated have since stopped putting the videos of their boring English (country) poetry sessions with the one plastic surgery H-wood English celebrity, and a bunch off frumpy "intellectuals" reading extremely tedious lines of poetry. Her endless videos have stopped polluting my YouTube page since the Emmy's were announced. There is no respite however since there are a never-ending circuit of them appearing and it is not random YouTube search results.

They absolutely disgust me how I want to surf the internet without their rotten faces and creepy fake media personalities, which I only know are a complete fraud at this point and I only see absolutely ugly and sinister parasites they are revolting I can't get on any page without some advertisement or link to their rotten media output.


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It is impossible to concentrate to write well also while my brain is likewise under technological attack. I can feel it with the dizziness, inability to "remember" what I was going to type. Getting lost in tangents in the middle of sentences I am fighting to pound down. I would like to write more but I am being completely silenced by these attacks; censored. The actors and some of the political commentators, i.e on Facebook, whose faces appear and keep popping up although I have not subscribed--my words verbatim repeated--words I have barely managed to type out as I sit in drugged paralyzed sickness . I can't fight to pound down any longer

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When I wrote of this actor/director who runs an "alternative" (to H-wood) movie festival, the blonde white male---many actors, writers and people involved with this hate crime of teleportation (they all demand to know why I think what they are doing--all felony crimes--raping, torturing, dismembering, stealing, and many other crimes ON A DAILY BASIS FOR YEARS--but they all demand me to answer what my problem is with their behavior--then torturing me for not saying they are fantastic actors, their movies that they steal concepts from me are just incredible--that I have no legal "rights' whatsoever and that what they are doing is no crime at all. This is just a fraction of one percent of the huge sweep of the hate crime methodology of dehumanization and slow murder. My point also is that this white male has created this myth this this "alternative" festival is more open-minded than the friends and cohorts he participates in this crime against me put out as more H-wood mainstream "award" winning stuff. He has absolutely embraced this teleportation, rape and violence situation upon me and has been involving people who steal ideas from me after and before non-stop torture in his festival of "alternative" media (that didn't "make" the cut for the big-time propaganda awards season circuit). I am very vaguely describing not merely a sociopath participating in an ongoing (decade) hate crime of non-ending violence aimed at me with his friends benefiting in millions of dollars for the torture-to-obtain ideas out of me, but also that like in politics, there is little opposition to this extremely fascistic organization that has created a false dichotomy of oppositional forces representing a "multi-cultural" society.


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Non-stop, literally hours per day of "tears" forced out of my eyes due to the throat and (brain/nervous system) set of integrated (non-consensual) microchip implants forcing tears, tears down my destroyed skin around my eyes, cheeks and yelling screaming death threats hate mafia nazis surrounding me, taking a break from their "liberal" posturing in front of media photo-op fame 15 minutes per day for them---censorship for me and tears, tears forced out. While eating tears streaming out of my damaged eyes, my eyesight deteriorated years ago from tears and tears. Always it's one person who is in the "room" of mass-surveillance torture who is always there when the tear torture lasts for hours, non-stop. He hopes to "win" a huge prize and has already obtained probably a ton of money due to his endless torture, abuse and rape abuse death threats bringing in every body possible in the radius of his Californication secret enclave of torturing me-for-profit-and-promotion. The biggest hit in H-wood since sliced coke was doled out in parties that still lingers in addiction to instant gratification and grinding teeth for gritty grandizing self of course but a collective.//His name? Well, he's hoping to rule the land and the world by clinging onto having my face destroyed. Tears forced out of my eyes non-stop since 2011. It used to be pouring tears for hours, usually while I was driving (soft murder attempt no hesitation in saying this). //He's always there when this happens. His wife called me a prostitute for questioning her "feminist" claims while making documentaries on the subject. I have not watched them trying not to evoke the grasping hate clawing at me which is omnipresent every second of every nanosecond of my existence, in particular for watching 5-minute clips of these celebrities, politicians and etc who hack their videos on my youtube channel. I glue my mind to youtube to block out their subliminal although audible voices screaming every kind of insult and death threat at various audible levels directly into my brain as tears are pouring out tears while I am eating tears my eyes blurry can't read without glasses (used to have near perfect eyesight which lasted until the non-stop hours per day, day after day, month after month, year after year tears torture until it literally felt like my eyeballs were going to slide out of my head and potentially they can achieve this grotesque torture--also they can make your heart "explode" and etc with what I have read but never seen exposed as "microwave" torture which combined (not exclusively) with microchip implants (not sure if the interface is necessary or not or if they can simply induce a heart attack, a fatal attack, by microwave in and of itself as the energy source or even if microwave is the sole tech responsible for heart palpitations--they used to do this I wrote about it and at least that has been abated but not completely stopped--they torture me with heart palpitations still always when I am opening a letter from an agency which revolves around my survival as they also have attacked me using that route as well). ///This person is going to leave his officious office in January, 2027 but will he still be torturing me and bringing in various euro-hate people who he hands me over to RAPE BEAT rob and torture yelling death threats at me. They play these roles in movies and then enact the murderous aspects they play as heroes fighting for society to protect. I could go on the food chain effect of this as it's only one part of a chain of influencer activity which defies integrity. //My face has become very sagged downwards due to this tears torture. They also have used tech to literally force my lips and cheeks to be "pulled downwards" thus making my face appear very sad, tragic and marred the skin is destroyed from the salt and (base or acidic not sure should look it up) endless deteriorating content of the artificial tears. This forced tears torture also affects the mucus so there are knobs of "snot" in my nose and in the breathing apparatus which do not come out with just the normal nose-blowing or anything I must literally "pick" my nose to get these glue-globular globs out of my nose so air is not constricted. Just using a tissue to try to unglue this mucus out of my nose will not get it out. The substance is unnatural since the origin is unnatural. I write this because eventually I need to breathe since at night I must protect my mouth from their mechanical arms literally slicing gum tissue out of my jawline, my gum tissue they have cut it to the bone on my lower jaw. Eventually I had to devise a sleep wear apparatus so they can't so easily cut my gum tissue. When I collapse from toxic shock from the poisons they put in my body (all my life) I am unable to move after a certain point I must "collapse" on my bed and then they jab metal objects under my teeth like pricking instead of cutting what is barely left of the gum tissue. They also smear stinking greasy hair-removal substances into my hair and on the scalp so hair is constantly falling out if I don't protect my hair which has been happening very often for the past 6 months due to the extreme toxicity of the poisons in my back which are like an endless hell of trying to soften and get out. It is endless the poisons are rock-hard and bits expand, making me appear bloated (the terrorists who poisoned me for years then make jokes about my body when it is so bloated, while I am naked in my private space totally not private in other words, observing me naked making jokes about the mutilations and body disfiguration they forced on me using drugs and poisons in addition to the phsical scars covering my body. I have only elaborated slightly on a few). This man is a Democrat making all promises of defending the country from the ravages of the current system which is endorsing him through the celebrities who put the current into power but make all public claims of hating and "fighting" him. I have, as anyone can see, stopped writing in this format on blogger but nevertheless the hours of yelling death threat-laden abuse from rows of celebrities, mafia and political nazi-affiliated every party line and position in the spectrum sit abusing and glaring at me as under extreme brutal death threats (from mafia out of NYC, so accustomed to partnering with celebrities and political power structure that they are reliable attack systems intended to traumatize and torture people as proxy for the white bigots who have formed their civilian death squads and attack dogs out of these types of people who range from every culture and skin color race but this particular group is particularly brutal as they are proud and contemptuous about their entitlement to be the vicious death-threat and worse system which the blondies use them for. It's a symbiotic relationship but has been in function for decades. It's Mussolini and Hitler just in a macro level, in esssence. This man continuously always there when the tears torture is enacted has been part of at least 5 rapes of me in the past year and a half and enjoys it. His wife calls me a prostitute and they are trying to become the ultimate leaders of the United States after he leaves office in a few months.//My face is ravaged and destroyed in order to reverse the damage he himself with his selfish hate and greed has inflicted upon me (yes I said "NO"" to being sexually used and exploited by him. His feminist wife must have thwarted him from raping me so he got Germans and English to do it as his proxy. They are then welcomed into H-wood to become the "liberal" spokespeople along with the already established euro-=nazi cartel to enlarge the scope of their money-incentive puppy roll over and rape system. I am merely advocating for human rights, my rights and for payment for ideas stolen by the multi-millionaires and billionaires who have tortured ideas out of me. I stopped writing my ideas years ago so they torture me with horrific death threats and violent abuse. In deep sleep teleportation while I am extremely ill from yet another round of detoxing horrific poison which enlarges, takes over my body in the liquified state after having cemented into a hard plug shape and then expanding (it requires about 3 days after a huge, hard plug finally breaks out of the endless huge "shelf" of poison literally coating my spine, attached to my hip, extending down my crooked legs and up into my skull into my brain from the microchip implant(s). //My face is sunken in ward from the tears and the endless hate yelling and abuse they force on me nightly and daily. //They never stop literally never, ever stop attacking me tears always so I can't look in the mirror any longer my face shape has been so distorted it is pathetic and horrid to see the damage. It's all over my body they have used this system to deform me for decades. But this man and his feminist blonde wife are just endlessly forcing this torture on me and then when I am picking my nose so I can breathe at night, because I must cover my mouth and firmly wrap around string-like ropes so the mechanical arms can't breach my home-made protection gear (hand-sewn and made for this purpose) they also smear stinking permanently staining stench into the nose and mouth area and in every area where my nose can breathe in the stink that they spray and put on my clothing literally every day this is done. I am perpetually cleaning so my room doesn't perpetually stink even though I have open windows to air out the room.

  Then after the death threats by an "expert" (mafia out of NYC) telling me that he can get the poisons out of my back--just knifi...