Wednesday, September 23, 2020

Copied from my Facebook post--which turned into a very short essay on mind programming in the media and in politics--but it is impossible to type on this hacked keyboard so it's all confuscated blocked hacked rewritten filled with spelling errors which appear after I publish--etc. All will be scrutinized by the very people I refer to indirectly here for concepts or sentences to verbatim steal.

 Again the non-stop hammering on the wall in the studio has re-commenced. This pounding, drilling that extends for hours each day has lasted a total of 6 months in the last 2 years.

Because the keyboard is now so painful to pound down on any longer, as the nighttime terrorist stalkers put an injury on my right thumb, Ican't pound down on the keys any longer.

The hammering today has gone on non-stop, literally 20 beats per minute, and there appears to be no end. THey have pounded on the walls and ceiling in the tiny microstudio beneath mine, in the past 2 years--a 8 hours a day for a total of 6 months.

When I place a complaint with the landlord, he claims that the "management" denies that any noise has occurred and that there has been no pounding or hammering.

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Just prior to all the recent awards ceremonies, my YouTube front page was littered with the actors and singers who were vying for top awards. The list of high-profile names and faces out of H-wood and those in the political sphere who have teleported or put in endless videos with triggering content continues in a non-stop frantic pace. It would require a workable keyboard to explain how this has been accomplished--as I re-read my post today I see that there appear to be few mistakes--I do backspace and correct whenever I see an inserted hack typos, but I think the hackers, as a counterintuitive attack aimed at further discrediting, are also now not putting in as many mistakes as they formerly have, or there may be some other rationale--but trust me when I write that the keyboard is like a grinding workout for my fingers and hand to the point of creating blisters and harming my bones by pounding down like this--


I want to add here, as I am not going to re-read and retype and rewrite more of this post any longer today, as the hackers delete one or two important words in sentences which through the deletion obscure meaning or change the information so the essence of the idea has been changed or deleted: one correction I only "remembered" after having gotten off this chair and out of the damaging attack of this remote brain-altering tcch,is that the name of the awards organization judges is called the Board of Governors, but that was completely blanked out of my brain--I could only access one word of the entire phrase--and this  happens often in my writing that my brain is literally jumping from the intended flow of words into a scattered representation. Also, I want to edit in that the festival (white, blonde male) has been using a system of triggering that many of these most aggressive (read "violent" ) attackers use, but because this system of triggering (to get my attention and focus on how they are stalking me when I am driving) would make me sound "delusional" and thus I cannot describe it here without risk of great discrediting.


I cannot pound down this is very painful. I just threw away a new keyboard two weeks ago. This one is now impossible to use. I am throwing away stinking shoes and lighting and clothing in huge bags at least once a week. This group has forced me to live on less than $700 a month for EVERY SINGLE THING PER month--but they are torturing me to obtain ideas for their multi-million dollar media output,their racist facade that they are "alternative" and "care" about racism is an atrocious sick joke. I see in the Emmy Award and all the other recent awards the faces smiling of the list of the many who have participated in this rape and dismemberment and torture scheme on me, which none of them will admit in any form is a crime, but instead rather they behave with the stiff hate behavior claiming that this is their entitlement--they do not use those exact words, they act the words.


This is the end of the retyping and fighting topound down. It is impossible to get this out.


 since the Emmy's were announced, the ones who were nominated have since stopped putting the videos of their boring English (country) poetry sessions with the one plastic surgery H-wood English celebrity, and a bunch off frumpy "intellectuals" reading extremely tedious lines of poetry. Her endless videos have stopped polluting my YouTube page since the Emmy's were announced. There is no respite however since there are a never-ending circuit of them appearing and it is not random YouTube search results.

They absolutely disgust me how I want to surf the internet without their rotten faces and creepy fake media personalities, which I only know are a complete fraud at this point and I only see absolutely ugly and sinister parasites they are revolting I can't get on any page without some advertisement or link to their rotten media output.


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Again the non-stop hammering on the wall in the studio has re-commenced. This pounding, drilling that extends for hours each day has lasted a total of 6 months in the last 2 years.

Because the keyboard is now so painful to pound down on any longer, as the nighttime terrorist stalkers put an injury on my right thumb, Ican't pound down on the keys any longer.

The hammering today has gone on non-stop, literally 20 beats per minute, and there appears to be no end. THey have pounded on the walls and ceiling in the tiny microstudio beneath mine, in the past 2 years--a 8 hours a day for a total of 6 months.

When I place a complaint with the landlord, he claims that the "management" denies that any noise has occurred and that there has been no pounding or hammering.

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Just prior to all the recent awards ceremonies, my YouTube front page was littered with the actors and singers who were vying for top awards. The list of high-proflie names continues in a non-stop frantic pace, but since the Emmy's the ones who were nominated have since stopped putting the videos of their boring English (country) poetry sessions with the one plastic surgery H-wood English celebrity, and a bunch off frumpy "intellectuals" reading extremely tedious lines of poetry. Her endless videos have stopped polluting my YouTube page since the Emmy's were announced. There is no respite however since there are a never-ending circuit of them appearing and it is not random YouTube search results.

They absolutely disgust me how I want to surf the internet without their rotten faces and creepy fake media personalities, which I only know are a complete fraud at this point and I only see absolutely ugly and sinister parasites they are revolting I can't get on any page without some advertisement or link to their rotten media output.


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It is impossible to concentrate to write well also while my brain is likewise under technological attack. I can feel it with the dizziness, inability to "remember" what I was going to type. Getting lost in tangents in the middle of sentences I am fighting to pound down. I would like to write more but I am being completely silenced by these attacks; censored. The actors and some of the political commentators, i.e on Facebook, whose faces appear and keep popping up although I have not subscribed--my words verbatim repeated--words I have barely managed to type out as I sit in drugged paralyzed sickness . I can't fight to pound down any longer

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When I wrote of this actor/director who runs an "alternative" (to H-wood) movie festival, the blonde white male---many actors, writers and people involved with this hate crime of teleportation (they all demand to know why I think what they are doing--all felony crimes--raping, torturing, dismembering, stealing, and many other crimes ON A DAILY BASIS FOR YEARS--but they all demand me to answer what my problem is with their behavior--then torturing me for not saying they are fantastic actors, their movies that they steal concepts from me are just incredible--that I have no legal "rights' whatsoever and that what they are doing is no crime at all. This is just a fraction of one percent of the huge sweep of the hate crime methodology of dehumanization and slow murder. My point also is that this white male has created this myth this this "alternative" festival is more open-minded than the friends and cohorts he participates in this crime against me put out as more H-wood mainstream "award" winning stuff. He has absolutely embraced this teleportation, rape and violence situation upon me and has been involving people who steal ideas from me after and before non-stop torture in his festival of "alternative" media (that didn't "make" the cut for the big-time propaganda awards season circuit). I am very vaguely describing not merely a sociopath participating in an ongoing (decade) hate crime of non-ending violence aimed at me with his friends benefiting in millions of dollars for the torture-to-obtain ideas out of me, but also that like in politics, there is little opposition to this extremely fascistic organization that has created a false dichotomy of oppositional forces representing a "multi-cultural" society.


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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. 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My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. 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Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.