Saturday, October 17, 2020

Another "#me too!, anti-racist, pro-women, anti-nazi" black bigot teleportation terrorist physically assaulting me last night while I was in a deep sleep, delta or theta state, yelling and hitting me for calling it a derogatory cliche stereotype of a minority sell-out--2 YEARS AGO! Obvious needing another promotion and me to write about it (it, the person not it, the situation).

 *This post was hacked and rewritten by terrorist hackers. The post below gets into hate rants which have been created by hacking and blocks to typing and the technology always blasting my brain and absolutely altering my cognitive capabilities as I sit in this spot, affected so badly that I always stand up after typing nearly toppling over in dizziness. I just spent time fighting to type the last sentence due to hacking blocking key functioning. I WANT TO STATE THAT I TRULY HAVE SO MANY OTHER THINGS IN LIFE i WANT AND NEED TO ACCOMPLISH OTHER THAN FIGHTING TO STOP MECHANICAL ARMS EVERY SINGLE DAY FROM DESTROYING AND MURDERING ME AND MAKING MY CLOTHING AND PROPERTY STINKING SO FOUL THE STENCH EMINATES AT LEAST TWO FEET AWAY FROM MY BODY. I also do not want to spend years or any time longer writing about these waste-of-time personalities, all of them not just black or the fakes but any of "THEM" attacking me. Being assaulted was a sure way to force a reaction, as I keep wondering how many years it takes for ANYONE TO REACT TO MY WRITTEN POSTS ABOUT EVERY ILLEGAL ACTIVITY BEING SPONSORED BY THE US GOVERMMENT IN CONJUNCTION WITH H-wood? How long must it take? I had made a personal "plan" to not write about these creeps and yet here I am again. The post below reads like a ranting lunatic raving in cursing language about pigs and apes. Well excuse me and recuse me from guilt as they are drugging, blocking everything I could possibly achieve as all I do is sit in paralysis or fight to block entries by mechanical arms and to stop the drugging and my body is COVERED literally every inch in scars and blemishes from YEARS of attacks while I sleep on my body and food. I remain drugged up ranting as the technology skews my brain and the hackers block the keys so I begin to get frustrated and rant in terms that upon revision are horrible to read, I can't read through what I pound out most of the time. I so need support and assistance and no more rotten fakes like HIllary coming "to the rescue" only to increase the violence against me until by now they are severing my toe off and my teeth out and my hair out (stinking and smelling nasty every day due to their attacks). I am covering my body with packaging tape every night to try to stop these attacks but the terrorists just use the dissolving solvents they have used to break through the barriers of glued and taped colored paper lining all cabinets and walls, breaking through layers of silicone with spraying solvent mechanical arms, ripping my body and breaking and spraying filthy vile disgusting substances on shoes and pillows and clothing and blankets--every single day every single night every time they can insert a mechanical arm if I am on the patio or in the bathroom or simply my back is turned. ALL I HAVE DONE FOR YEARS IS FIGHT THIS AND LAY IN SICKNESS FROM DRUGGING, BEING POISONED AND RAPED NIGHTLY fighting all my life to stop this by now.

I actually have books I want to read, things I want to accomplish even in this state and am left fighting to guess how they are breaking in and through which of the 200 cracks, tiles, panels, openings, holes cut into the walls, etc that they are breakikng through. I need help when will anyone ever stop this and provide me with a safe place to live? These terroristts who are millionaires and billionaires should be forced to pay compensation and return my cat(s) alive and healthy and then to go to Hell and away from me--along with this terrorist organization that no one will expose but everyone relies on for their "safety" as you sheeple are losing your homes and livelihoods and lives. Of course "they" who are using this tech to attack me are not losing their homes but are instead gaining in millions or billions per day from their excessive lucrative awards being meted out by genocidal factions controlling what seems like every single organization, town, city and country around the world.

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It is a true shame for humanity but I urge people to not follow this insidious system or these rotten celebrities and their blathering about freedom and Democracy and Equal Rights any longer. The longer they remain in "power" the more they themselves are being brainwashed and the more rotten and corrupt they become. You can count on politicians being exactly the same and under the same influence. They turn around and promote this system and perhaps even while they are being poisoned to death and their children are being raped as sex slave MK ULTRA victims.


As I type they are changing letters (juxtaposing letters) while I type. They deleted words to alter meaning and the alteration has such a profound effect on the meaning of this post that I am going in to fight to pound down and backspace to correct. I might not read through the entire post, as it becomes a hate rant and much has been deleted and then pasted together by the hackers. I always write this (or mostly always) after the effect of the "mind control" has taken it's adverse effect on my brain and literary functioning--negatively of course. The post has been altered and much has been strung together into one long rambling sentence in some parts. I will not  endlessly fight to correct and pound down and pound on the space bar which is being blocked and etc so some or much of this will be hard to follow due to hacking. I must write this for every post, as to any newcomers they may not understand. The hacking is very bad now. The apes wanted me to react to their VIOLENCE inflicted upon me not just psychologically, which happens every single day in teleportation, but along with sexual and emotional violence and hate, they had their minion physically attack me and this she ape thing has not stopped being promoted for all the years she has attacked me. The one "excuse" is th called her a derogatory stereotype used by "her people" to symbolize the sell-outs of their race. Supported by open white supremacists (Brooklyn mafia, Italian mafia, and the Nazi white folk that are now "in power") as they urge her to hit and abuse me in front   of them because her stereotype reinforces their role as being the dominant predator "class" and "race". Defending them for her promotion, I was assaulted when I have not even mentioned or thought about her, but I was bombard by a HE of similar vein who has sat alongside her and hitting me for his white Nazi Europigape and seeing what ideas he can steal as well. The hackers deleted the "he" below as I tried to describe Her attack upon me. THEY operate as a TEAM but for the media pub have a "BEEF' dispute about black males making "sexist" remarks while they are operating to hit and assualt me for their bigot white masters of the plantation to promote them so they can have their own mansions alongside the plantation that they are caretakers for. My post is so long and rambling below I cannot find the area where the hackers had substituted "he" for "she". I was writing about the black male who is partnering with this black female to gain every promotion and mansions in Thailand to boot--but hackers deleted that part and only left "this woman" in place. I was writing about "him" inserting videos and news clips on my every news search yesterday about his continuing fake oppositional "beef" (not using that term for the mainstream news) but,...trying to get me to click on this video, trying to elicit a response so they can assault me for reacting or attack me no matter what I say or do. Some of these creeps, the white females for instance, torture and assault me if I give them unwarranted compliments. They are just being promoted to attack me no matter what I say or do. But if I react in my defense, and now as always I am drugged by skin patches and disfiguration with my studio filthy and my clothing stinking upon waking--as today this morning, to enhance the "traumatization" effect and elicit a response--if the trick of putting their crap videos and photos on my every single search for information about politics or the media does not continue, after years of this going on and on, finally even when drugged they are just ugly sick creeps I try to not click on--that is all y are to me and worse, and now they are simply resorting to the easiest method of traumatization which is physical assault and yelling at me while I am sleeping, unconscious, they put a black haze around my vision and then physically assault me and I begin to yell and wake up with my body sliced into, my shoes have been sprayed with stinking crap--all I do is spray bleach on clothing and furniture and into my closets every 20 minutes the stinking mess they order put by these mechanical arms permeates the entire space I live in--every single day. Thus engendering this reaction, which has been their goal. They are also searching for reactions as the drugs just open the portals of my creative search for ideas which I have wanted to use as my own promotion--stolen by these blank, hate-driven parasites and used as their concepts and ideas, as I have been writing of for years but no one ever stops them or defends me so I have to continue--as being assaulted by some rank and foul parasite and it's mafia Nazi buddies for years and years and years an dyears on and on they keep going on and on. Assaulting me for calling it a name over 2 years ago ("Aunt Jemima" ) as it actively PROVES EVERY DAY THAT THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT IT IS AND IS DOING TO PROTECT THE INTERESTS OF IT'S WHITE SUPREMACIST NAZI MAFIA MASTERS WHO HAND PROMOTIONS. So I can't find the paragraph and I don't feel like continuing to pound down on this now nearly inoperable keyboard. As I type letters appear or disappear while I am typing. My sentences below have been badly rewritten, strung together with grammar deleted. etc etc the usual. They keep attacking me to get more brownie points for being good fascist Nazi mafia bigots, the blacks are more vicious than the whites in open confrontation and they appear as adversaries in the media. They are playing this game now for the media and attacking me, first the black male and then being hit by the more insidious lying fake media anti-every racist thing possible defender of the worst bigots on the planet house servant media circus performer. Upon finally pounding out and getting more hyperbolic as I wrote the above, standing up completely dizzy and the sensation of the brain-altering tech operating in tandem with the obvious drugging I experienced while sleeping, as they teleported and hit and attacked and yelled at me to obtain this very reaction you are reading now. My brain completely wacked out (on a slight scale but it feels "complete" and wacked like unable to focus or concentrate at all) going off into hate rants and writing expletives and insults (oh, I did not even BEGIN to write what I had really conceived of upon waking, which my sarcastic bent has produced great reactions of violence for--but very cutting I always laugh because I make myself laugh with my sarcastic observations which of course get the wrath of these crap operators who assault me day and night to obtain promotions--regardless completely regardless of all that I say or not say. I can remain silent for a month and the attacks will worsen to obtain a reaction. Thus they attack me for writing and for not writing or reacting or not reacting. At this moment the hacking as stopped, as I write about "them" and their attack system. I wonder why it has stopped now instead of when I was writing sharply worded accusations about the reality of what they are doing to me and how odious they really are? some concepts like me pathetically "complaining" about violence is welcomed by them, and my observations and funny anecdotes about how sick sleazy and filthy and stupid they act towards me are blocked and hacked. Hmlmmmmmmm.


Re-editing now for the 3rd time, as the post I originally wrote is sinking lower and lower on this page because the hacking provokes a reaction about how hacking is distorting my published posts--rewritten, redacted, deleted in parts and then strung together. Words repeated--above you can read this it is very apparent as a discrediting tactic. 


Today, despite another clump of hard poison coming out after much physical (for my very damaged body) of fighting to accomplish something that the terrorist organization broke down, made nearly impossible for me to use--what should have taken one hour to accomplish took instead 4 because of the brain-alterations while I was working (making me "confused" unable to do the job right--NO EXCUSE! and...the materials had been made so I could not use them until I had to pound the metal pieces into another shape, requiring much strength and my body is very ill and I remain nearly paralyzed every day. I must continue to day, despite feeling very ill from detox, because very old hard poisons came out from my exertions yesterday (waking up to great pain as the poisons literally rip out of my body, plus entrapped poisons eeking out into my bloodstream, plus the drugs and poisons that the mechanical arms place through skin patches on my body somewhere (or however they are accomplishing this drug state that creates these "rants" which the hackers turn into discrediting published writing--absolutely rewritten and hacked and distorted by hackers, as my exasperation grows with every hack blocking the keyboard function and the brain-altering tech uses the frustration as a "backdoor" hack into my subconsious and inserts emotional alterations and subliminal words which I repeat. The mind control is very insidious and deadly why are so many people embracing what could be their eventual downfall (and of civilization, as I know truly that these people being put into power are too greedy and narrow-minded to be able to handle effectively this technology, even if they have advanced degrees and are scientific adepts and trained). 


I am reeling in sickness and having been drugged now as I write this. I must spend another day sealing off another cabinet, as I now cannot use any of the cabinets in this "kitchen" area. There is maybe one that has only a few large gaps, but the mechanical arms simply push up the rubber lining I push down as hard as possible into the gaps of the holes in the front doors of the cabinets, which are tied with hooks and rope on all side in the interior and exterior. However, I believe and it's 98% correct that they are using laser cutting tools to cut around the hooked and secured area in the cheap laminated frames (absolutely muscle-wrenching to pound and screw these hooks into, literally tearing the hard poisons latched onto my skin and bones off in some places, but sadly only in increments because it's a huge enmeshed hard substance in multiple layers that come out requiring months and years--a decade by now and still I must fight to get more out that has become rock hard, plastered in my body. No concern by the "humanitarian" apes pigs and whores attacking me out of the Whorewood Plantation.

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But I will continue: I was going to write Aunt Aprah O-mima but, I have decided I was not going to write this out directly. It made me feel much better and I so hope the slur will inspire people to see this ape sleazy clown as something that is as fake as the clown posturing that has awarded it top tier in the nazi mafia bs circus media factory.


Prison for these terrorists and not promotion will be my new campaign motto:


As loathsome as this It thing is, and it's tv show, and the THEFT OF MY IDEA I WROTE OF ON FACEBOOK YEARS AGO, WHICH TURNED INTO IT'S MEDIA IMAGE PROMOTIONAL TOOL to sell itself as the tool for the Brooklyn mafia, which is another facet tool of the Italian mafia (which "hates Americans" as they say) and the Europ-a Nazi factions, which are probably also operating with Chinese Communists---the whole "shebang" conspiracy theory which, unfortunately, I have witnessed (except for the Chinese) firsthand in these teleportation torture and rape and threat attacks (mostly sick, evil and filthy just like the crap they pour into my body and home every single day).


This thing media icon wants another promotion. I have not looked at any single thing it has done in the media, and I avoided doing so for years prior to it joining in on the "fun" of this evil pit gang of teleporting and torturing/raping/threatening with murder/assault and endless attacks by their proxy terrorist organization here in Phuket. 


It wants me to refer to it so it can be rewarded once more for being the aggressor for it's mafia/nazi promoters. When I say mafia/Nazi I mean exactly that and worse, as there are no new terms for them because this group has been in power for so long, the terms remain fixed. This personality of fake news liberalism is however relatively new since the media is a relatively new phenomenon and what a tool it is for promotion of the most heinous fakes possible.


Perhaps it, the hate personality operating for absolutely vicious fascists and tyrannical bigots and racists and rapists and womanizers and minority minion operators operating as the arm of real terrorism but paid and controlled to do the bidding of their white supremacist "masters" because they really do have a slave mentality, you could call that slave 2.0 or higher as the adaptation to more "improvements" in technology exposing bigotry, more laws enacted, the more these same players in the media keep getting contract after contract while the fight against racism continues down a huge snowballing downward trajectory. Very highly due to their lies continuously blabbered out about how they are defending minorities and women against racism and being paid to water down and then finally revoke all the fights that real activists have fought for (and been murdered for) enacting in law. However, the millionaire/billionaire media fakes are being paid highly to SUBTLY disentangle all the knots intended to tie up the bigots and fascists and nazis, operating WITH THEM BEHIND THE SCENES OF THEIR BEVERLY HILLS ESTATES and when they teleport me, oh my, what ugly and sinister tools they appear sitting alongside absolutely and outspoken anti-American bigots and Nazis who they cheerfully and silently sit right next to when they physically assault me. Mostly they do it while the white Nazi mafia controllers are sitting silently observing, so the blacks can be promoted once more. The same partnership has been foisted upon me from 1st grade in grade school up to this very day. The same situation of "Christian" Church-going black women with white Nazi racists in Gainesville, operating as the attack arm of the filthy and nasty white bigots--who make sure that the blacks live in squalor, and have poured filth and fungus into my body and home all these years while these blacks participate in torturing me.

Yesterday, as I watched clips on  YouTube regarding the nomination process of this newest debacle circus fiasco administration---I was bombarded *by videos and newspaper articles hacked into my every front page search result on every forum and page, regarding the black male partner of this media fake news performer; the attack continued also in online newspapers with images and the same story circulated in videos and newspapers. This is the partner operating with this woman I mention and has made oppositional remarks for the media circus "fake opposition" about this woman, this thing who assaulted me last night yelling that I called it this euphemistic name over TWO YEARS AGO and has never stopped assaulting and having my home and body marred, dismembered and destroyed alongside her Brooklyn mafia cohorts, her Italian mafia friends out of Miami who have not stopped assaulting me for decades by now--(still trying to force a "baby" out of me because the Italian scum greasebag who revolts me on every level wants to obtain more huge venues out of attacking me, where he cannot simply achieve anything unless he steals and robs ideas from me, just as this black sell-out has done, and alas, they are all operating under the jurisdiction of fake liberal feminist Hillary (without the swank) and, it's all a greasy nasty ball of scum attacking me--


It would appear that they have absolutely no qualms about doing this out of any anxiety that this teleportation and technology will EVER be thwarted, stopped and that the laws and constitution will be evoked to defend my human rights. This is endless murder attempts, endless rape and torture, endless hate, endless theft of my intellectual property that I write on facebook, now copyrighted on this blog but absolutely stolen anyway. This ugly sinister icon of the media who has been in the business of selling out for DECADES and is now a notable BILLIONAIRE is trying to get another promotion knowing that the current administration is one of their biggest backers as they share in media promotions. Her black friend put endless videos and put a video of himself on the 'autoplay' function of Youtube as I was watching the Senate closing remarks for the confirmation process. How I so hope that the Democrat proposal by Blumenthal will be upheld by this nefarious committee (the Reps definitely are dubious, some of them, perhaps not all) and of course I have to question the Dems too. The same duplicity exists, as I have written for years, in H-wood I mean whorewood and it happened again that a billionaire who has stared dumb and blank at me as these creeps grill and torture me to obtain ideas, blank and dumb staring as I scream ideas about how corrupt they are. The ideas stolen and stolen and stolen for years and years. I see their empty minds operating like gristmills behind blank and wide-open eyes, or numb but always calling me "stupid" or implying that, and assaulting me for saying they are sell-out puppets YEARS AGO. With mafia out of Brooklyn sitting glaring and threatening me to "apologize" for calling this filthy vile thing what it is, and of course they rely on the stereotypes that these black commandeers of the slaves of the plantation provide them with the mind control fodder of the illusion that if you listen to them, your fears about being down trodden by bigot white nazis are alleviated somewhat by the fake blathering of these whore sleaze bloated fat and extremely well-paid Aunts and Uncles of the plantation. You all know what I mean if you are Americans and above a certain age limit, where these terms were used in the  60's to denote the sell-out abusers who attacked the "field" slaves and operated as the arm of VIOLENCE against their "own kind". Calling itself a "Christian" while sitting with it's "Amen to that" black female friends, then assaulting me for YEARS after it has stolen idea after idea and sat watching me get assaulted, my body broken and parts severed out of my body for fighting to not be raped and tortured to death by her white bigot most racist friends who are also putting out the placating lies that H-wood is caring and compassionate while the country is now sinking into a white supremacist Nazi nirvana for the controllers (the Europigapes Nazis and fascists and Mafia who all hate America or that is what they hiss into my face, they smile so broadly at their wanna be white supremacist buddies--both black and white and Jewish and etc etc the gamut of them all--who wanna be glittery and gold and fashionable and acceptable to Europigape "Haute Couture", their sole defining aspiration).


And thus, I did not mention this rotten thing by name. I should not write about it at all. The election is two weeks away , with the promise of sheer panic and mayhem following any result by the H-wood personality who has helped the most coveted puppets and whores of whorewood receive endless top awards for their assistance and demonstration of attacking me, the symbol of all they hate in the world---privately of course, publically they interview people "like me" and "care" and march alongside people "like me" who are really fighting. They mix and blend in and make more public appearances and then go away to their Nazi enclaves and fascist fashion parties showering each other with kisses on the cheeks at their orgies and money displays. 

She and her partner, both of them attacking and assaulting me physically while white bigot plantation of whores "master" watches on, instructing them on what to do for their promotions. I was visually assaulted with videos and news clips on every front search item. I dismissed it all, and thus this plantation icon assaulted me viciously with the greatest hate--this is years of attacking me for having screamed this in rage after more than 2 years of it already having participated in rape and torture of me. It has not stopped assaulting me and nearly killing me since then. I see that these parasites have absolutely no fear of the next administration, should this election prove to be a "change" in operation but the same same same system remaining in place.


I want people to understand that it was THIS FAKE PLANTATION MASTER'S PUPPET and these whores in whorewood who handed the leader of the country this teleportation technology, whose ratings then immediately soared from the lowest on the campaign trail (almost, nearing the lowest end) to the highest and since then has openly embraced absolutely racist Nazi fascist and Mafia policies that the rest of Whorewood are openly descrying but all are waiting for him to continue to shower top awards using influence of his unauthorized position. 

Perhaps they are trying to get their last licks of violence in at me, unjustified completely from the first day to now, but perhaps they are nearing the deadline for their endless promotions for slapping, hitting, assaulting, sticking genitals in my face--I can only state that I experienced absolute hate from so many aspiring to be influential in the white community blacks when I lived in "The South" (Gainesville, Florida). I have seen this so repeatedly ALL MY LIFE by activists back in the 70's who were "fighting" for Civil Rights.


I see perhaps a new administration looming in the near future. I feel that it will happen. However, these actors who have tried to murder me and are constantly threatening to kill me and my cat, have ordered parts of my body cut off, left me nearly penniless after blocking my every financial earning capability through many multi-tiered forms of attack on everything possible I could use to further my own stability--also physically while they continue to thwart any health care option for me, and then block all finances and then continue to destroy parts of my body while I can't pay for health care. All doctors injure me further if I attempt to get health care as well, so even if I had the money I could not trust a single doctor who is part of this establishment. All appears controlled by this Nazi/Mafia organization, GmbH.

They attacked me again to elicit this very response. I thought first of sardonic jokes referring to this creeps' name and her sell-out persona but I am declining to sink to the juvenile level although it is very tempting. They torture me further after assaulting me and cut out more body parts, slowly, night after night so by now the list is very long. They drug me to force a reaction out of me. ALL human beings on this planet conform to the orders and lies of this organization so I have absolutely NOT A SINGLE HUMAN BEING ON THE PLANET TO TURN TO FOR ANY RELIEF so I react to non-stop violence that they are incurring for their promotions, performing their hate skits at me. I can only imagine that the bigot white Nazi out of England I wrote of after watching his bs blathering crap about equality and opportunity, I wrote about it, more profane sleazy videos of him blathering on were put on my YouTube channel w hich of course I dismissed. I think probably this fat and disgusting obese white Nazi bigot ordered this black "so feminist anti-racist" house master's pet to attack me viciously snapping and violent at me for the white bigot out of England.


You can bet that the scenario is exactly as I just described it. I have seen it, witnessed it repeatedly for YEARS by now.


They either have no doubt that the next administration is going to allow them to continue indefinitely until, apparently, until they murder me first for drugging me with a truth serum, the physically torturing and dismembering and poisoning me while having huge hormone growth mafia nazis pound the poison into my body--writing in emails and phoning him screaming to stop teleporting and raping me for THREE YEARS and he just had me thrown in jail after nearly killing my cat and stealing all my possessions I had bought for years while obtaining student loans--all stolen, and all opportunities for earning a living stolen as I lay now for 10 years in sickness from the poisoning that they keep pouring into my life and home and body.


They appear to either have full confirmation that they will be allowed to continue poisoning, home invasion and torture and dismemberment of me, with no one ever coming to stop this or defend me--years of writing about this, years of every fake out of whorewood participating the most actively blathering with their fake movies and their nazi spouses and nazi partners in business all being handed top slots in the media--


or, they are clamoring to attack me in droves because perhaps they fear they may be forced ot hand this technological tyranny and murder to other players who will either do the exact same things, but they will be excluded from their endless promotions.


I really can't tell. To hope that someone in power will actually stop this is almost like a dream. These rotten and vile creeps who are stealing ideas have only psychological filth and lies to offer, and that is all I see of them every single day.


I am writing almost as if on cue, because violence towards me and being assaulted while helpless, defenseless, and sleeping, while I can't see what is going to happen as they either blur my vision or I just can't see clearly when someone is coming at me to attack me physically--but this dirty and foul sick sleaze creep has been going on and on for YEARS AND YEARS along with this nasty Brooklyn mafia and the Italian greasebag sleaze ugly sick thing


I wrote yesterday about this nomination and the culture in general. I was not referring to her or to them, these pig apes in whorewood specifically. She yelled and then assaulted me that I called her an Aunt Jemima 2 years ago while teleported after this bloated rotten stupid thing had obtained a lead role in a movie, based on the book that I wrote a multi-layered post on Facebook about 2 years prior to the movie coming out. This is now years and years of this rotten bloated endless entropy fake of the media, a billionaire, assaulting me year and day after day for calling out the plantation icon of the vicious and violent slave fully rewarded by the most vicious white supremacists of the Whorewood plantation--many out of europigapeland--meaning their greed, the Euro being the defining core of the noun.


They wanted a reaction so they can get promoted, as this has been the case for years, they assault and rape and torture me. I write about the filth they are and what they are doing. They get awarded at the end of the year and receive top awards. More and more of "them" come after me like a zombie goon squad vying to hit, punch, rape, order home break-ins cutting parts of my body out, physical assault every single day--promotions, top deals, the people used as proxy torture agents, the local terrorists, receiving free rent, free businesses, and etec etc


they behave as if the next administration, whichever one it will be, is going to allow them to continue but just in case, they are attacking me now and making it evident they want a reaction. The dumb "activist" knows that violence is going to do a lot more to get my reaction than endless putting their creepy faces in videos on my YouTube channel, as that has been played out for years and I now am not taking that bait. I am however responding to this violence, and I urge people to get involved and not allow these fakes and creeps to dominate the media top slots as they have done for decades. As I wrote above, obviously the racism has only increased in the US (meaning the open racism of Nazis killing and marching in the streets) but of course it was always there, but much less and has only increased in the last few years, as these fakes continue to dominate the media with their anti-racist rhetoric which is pure ----bs. 

They wanted a reaction, and I have provided it I did not really want to but I ask again for them to be put in PRISON instead of PROMOTED for these crimes against me, which are also crimes against humanity as they are all house slaves operating for their bigot masters in the whorewood Europigape plantation of H-wood--and in the Senate and in Congress as well, as these avenues of indoctrination are fully enmeshed and intertwined at the very core of the established hate culture.

The life-threatening fight to stop the silicone I installed which had been ripped off the lining of the "kitchen" sink--used as an entry point by mechanical arms below the cabinet surface from the room next door.

 I realized that the kitchen sink silicone lining had been removed. I saw that pieces of the black thin silicone layer were being ripped off, but the terrorists make so much of the room filthy, broken down that I considered this as just another filth attack. However, it has been a way to lift up the sink and insert the mechanical arms, make the kitchen counter filthy every moment possible--stains, grime, fungus, insects, stinking grease, and the mechanical arms breaking my body ripping flesh and opening the front door. The front door is layered with inserted objects and I hope that what I have put is making more entry through the front door impossible. The expert terrorists are extremely careful to NEVER leave evidence. I can see if something has been tampered with, but what they do appears to innocuous or "normal" like every day tears and stains and things toppled over that I put to see where entry points are. Waking up these are laying in the floor. The terrorists also make sure to create diversions to distract from their real entry points. By having access to "thought reading" they can also play a severe cat-and-mouse game of tampering with objects that make entry appear possible but the real entry is being done elsewhere. All I do is fight to stop this.


But back to this kitchen sink area. I put a layer of silicone that was tampered with so it crumbled after a few hours of it drying. It was breaking off the next day after having carefully sealed this sink area. I then put another brand, more expensive, on top of the first layer. The silicone had dried and I felt comfortable that I could use the sink (carefully). After 4 days the silicone is still wet, although I use a fan blowing at high speed directly hitting this area all night, every night, parts of the day. The terrorists are spraying water or using the mechanical arms to spray water or it is being inserted into the cracks so the silicone remains moist and like soft clay. It will never dry if this is not stopped. This is the kind of subterfuge activity I have had to deal with in trying to defend myself here. The distractions they create, false entry signs, etc and the drugging have left me unable to even begin to think clearly to ascertain what to do, with no experience and no information about this online that I can find (information is routinely blocked and censored).


I remain fighting for my life and writing about this (as I have been doing FOR YEARS).

Terrorist report: still fighting to stop my teeth from being severed out--gum tissue cut into there is almost no tissue left on my lower jaw. Still fighting to stop the mechanical arms from breaking through multiple layers of barriers I glued, pasted, taped, sealed, hooked and tied firmly together, stuffed rubber matting into the 1/2 inch cracks where cabinet doors should close completely against the wood. I have completely sealed off almost all of the cabinets and still the mechanical arms are getting through.

 My food is also badly drugged and I remain paralyzed from hardening poison and drugging that keeps me incapable of movement. Plus the hard poisons that have become rock hard that I am fighting every day to remove. I am in extreme pain and yet, there is more attacks upon my body by BILLIONAIRES who are enjoying watching me fight against at least 30 people in this one emptied-out condominium area who are attacking me, alone and left undefended by everyone (reading this, no doubt).


My teeth are so badly cut into that I can't chew on sunflower seeds (not dried out but moist, yellow colored/white and pliable. I can feel the entire bottom of my jawline has been cut into to the roots, which are now exposed. I have been fighting this for years and now this is reaching permanent damage to my body. My left large toe has been broken so badly, with skin cut to the bone and now into the bone so blood flow has been stopped. My toe is literally being severed off by mechanical arms every single night.


My arms are now being cut into, there are gashes and cuts that grow in size daily. They are infected (I put anti-fungal ointments on them but I wake up and they are enlarged and infected every single day). They are now huge red-sliced-into and infected areas as large as a quarter in one spot that began as a tiny scraped off piece of skin a few days ago. 


How I wish the people orchestrating this were in prison for these crimes. All those who order this, and their minions who perform the ugly deeds of torture and dismemberment. The list of permanent damages which have absolutely deleteriously affected my body are increasing to the point that I can't walk without limping any longer, my body has been put out-of-alignment for years while I remain being poisoned with chemicals which latch onto every cut, break, imbalance in my body, seeping into any wound and hardening and forming rubbery tentacles which span my entire spine and hips and in the interiors of my viscerae. 


Waiting for some kind of humanity to deliver me from this evil technological assault on every single aspect of my life, from my dreams (or lack thereof) to my finances to my cat most beloved and cherished stolen and threatened with death if I don't provide everything these empty haters want to suck and drain and steal out of me. they have made me a much older woman due to non-stop stress and my hormones and body endlessly affected by part of my fallopian tube being cut out, thus depriving me of essential hormones---cut while sleeping, waking up to it falling out as I stopped menstruating. The list is endless. I can't use four fingers due to objects inserted under the cuticles every single night so they nearly explode, are bleeding internally and the objects inserted are hard--the nails are black and almost dead due to over 6 years of this going on every single night. I am still fighting being dismembered and waiting for anything to ever stop these murderous b-tards and their turd associates who perform these filthy, and nasty vile deeds for "them".


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All of this is happening because I am fighting back against tyranny, rape, theft of my property, my intellectual property, my ideas, my sexuality, my home made filthy and toxic every single day, the atmosphere of dead trees and litter surrounding every place I have moved to in most beautiful Thailand has persisted for years. Neighbors as terrorist agents supplied with torture weapons, through-wall torture apparatus. "Thought-reading" Voice-to-skull technology so they can assist those who want to steal, and destroy me and then threaten me with the ideas I am simply THINKING to myself. Orwell called such people the "Thought Police" and it is an actuality right now. I am being severed and cut into when I tell men I have never met in person or maybe if I have, once or twice who were extremely rude and nasty towards me, who I avoided and tried to get away from. Asking for help after years of moving to save my life and fighting to get health care, as people can now see that America has an already established health care denial system which is synonymous with a death pogram aka Genocide albeit through the disguised lack of health care or substandard care or denial of care even when offered a "health care plan" as I was under Medicaid. Lied to absolutely and left to be murdered. I am now fighting against the types of people who benefit from this system of discrimination, poisoning, covert assassinations, and they have not stopped attacking my body while they block all finances so I cannot afford to even VISIT  a doctor when they damage my body further. Much less get help for this condition that people "like this" created artificially in my most healthy, extremely strong and athletic body (top athlete until I was poisoned and then being murdered into paralysis by this group, and their attendant health care providers who left me unprovided for). Now the people who create such a system, put into highest levels of society, are attacking me while I fight to heal from what the "rest" of American society has done to me all my life. I am referring to people of all walks of life, all socioeconomic spheres, all genders all races there is almost no difference except for regional variations in the same techniques and protocols of attack.


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So I implore once more for assistance in me living IN SAFETY because I can't chew any longer. I will require some kind of dental surgery or something to replace this tissue as now I can't eat anything but soft food. I can't walk on my left foot which also requires surgery because they broke the toe and then have been cutting in between the skin of the broken toe for over 4 years or probably much longer--I have not had my hair at it's natural state for decades by now since they have attacked not only my physique but my hair so it's always damaged, it is cut into a triangular shape with balding spots and the hair itself has been SHREDDED every single night for years. The mechanical arms that can get through spaces of less than a one-millimeter circumference are extremely deadly. I stuffed the front door with layers of paper items and even with that, the terrorists could use the mechanical arms to take these out and then replace them, thus RAPING me nightly and my body smeared with horrific chemicals and stinking substances--they are still spraying my skin with extremely damaging chemicals with just the tiny mechanical arms, along with cutting out gum tissue daily and my foot has been cut to the bone so there is a triangle of skin literally cut out of this area of my foot--between the large toe and the next toe. The toe is jutting into my other toes, the terrorists are inserting metal objects through this already pierced area into the bone and tissue of the other toes.


What more, there is more but I am going to stop here. My "crime" is in not wanting to be raped and murdered by another white male who is being handed literally every single thing for attacking me (and others, like Prince long before he was also murdered and I believe partially responsible is this group of H-wood and their Miami Mafia partners (and LA and Europ-a associates). Probably Prince had a host of enemies mostly due to being BLACK and that is all.


My "crime" is in fighting to not be raped by another one who steals all ideas possible and then is poisoning me to death while raping me using teleportation as I respond to men I consider ugly human beings with the most "love" I have--this is how badly the drugs and teleportation affect judgement. This can happen to you or your friends or children and probably already is happening right now as you read this.


Waiting for my society to not allow them to disfigure me and cut out my toes, my fingers,  my teeth, BECAUSE I WRITE ABOUT THEIR CRIMES as they drug me with truth serum to obtain ideas out of my reactions and then order me to be disfigured and dismembered after they steal the ideas. This is the protocol to which these terrorist actors, mafia and politicians have responded not only with absolute gleeful schadenfreude but with alarming sexualized enthusiasm to have a torture victim to feed off, energized and then promoted for having done so. As the list of these terrorists never stops but always increases.


Waiting for some humanitarian rescue for my plight that I never "allowed" to happen. I can't stop reacting the way I do because they are drugging me and using this brain-altering tech upon me so I can't disguise my feelings or enraged emotions--a truth serum effect. They are torturing me for having my personal thoughts about fighting back against torture, rape and oppression. By the way, each and every single one of these terrorists is making huge public statements about how they are "fighting" against racism and tyranny, rape culture and sexism.

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YES I ACTUALLY BELIEVE THAT I HAVE A RIGHT TO FIGHT FOR MY LIFE AND TO NOT ACCEPT BEING MURDERED OR RAPED AND MY PROPERTY AND IDEAS STOLEN AND MY CAT AND MY PROPERTY MADE FILTHY AND TOXIC AND i AM FIGHTING AND FIGHTING alone, I can't understand how in America which is always cheering these concepts on that people react to this happening to me like it's a huge celebration and they can't wait to engage in these terrorist activities. 

I am being dismembered every single day for fighting for freedom, fighting so this situation of me a microchipped MK ULTRA rape and torture victim (whatever the terrorists call this situation, an "experiment" in hate and uginess? How sick people will behave if there is no evidence and they can dehumanize the target to the point that their prevailing question put to me is "why don't you like this?" as they smirk and gloat while they continue ordering my body to be cut into and cut off every single day as they profit in Millions of dollars for participation in this sick crime. 


Friday, October 16, 2020

Blessed Be Bollocks (Nevermind(LOL

 



Enjoying watching this 70's drama and this particular actor who plays Augustus Caesar. Brian Blessed, at first I thought this an actor's moniker turned into stage name, but that is his real name. How telling a name can be and how it affects personality.


"I Claudius gets angry at Julia's whorishness" (YouTube title of video)


Blessed Brian blessed Be

As Augustus Caesar in I Claudius; you can easily see what a great sense of humor this coal-miner's son, playing greatest Caesar in this adaptation---robust and plausible coming from a Socialist background at that!

The mirth shines through:

Here the mirth shines like a light sabor in a tacky movie rendition of a bad golden-era gaddish bad rendition of Flash Gordon (I watched the old black and white in Middle school and it was as tacky back then as the 80's "cult classic" appears now).

Now his whorish cursing doth come shining through as an innocent playful play on words. Great Bollocks! Who wouldn't want a grandfather just like him to visit once a month or year or so (or much sooner every weekend? Can imagine the cursing if you were an unwanted guest lingering too long as a family member). Puttering around in his English garden and commenting on the bollocks Brexit bomb and it would be fun to listen to him as a wanted guest in his fireside chatting room. Just appears so jolly and fun. Don't want to encourage the rough side or scratch that wrath button nearly popping out of his body somewhere. A blast of wind, fun and energetic what a strong personality (enjoy watching him play Augustus Caesar, produced back in 1976 so he was a much younger man, but he still appears timeless almost old but young as he does now with a few more signs of aging but not much--exemplary personality at least superficially)....😑😑

Youtube title of video: 

Brian Blessed Has a Message for Coronavirus & Reveals Unbelievable Fitness Regime at 83 | Lorraine




The comment above, just above there! Was based on this "cursing compilation that has a lot of bollocks derived moxy---otherwise, the video above is a profound message to people not being targeted (if they are not white males who are told they are entitled to doing whatever they want and all dreams can come true! Regardless, don't let the bollocks get you down go and live your dreams, hopes and aspirations if they be true and delightful to the benefit of the human race in it's glory and wonderful mystery). The cursing and the flip side the profound:


Brian Blessed glorifies cursing for the tube people watching and finding in the midst of the mess,  messages of hope and cursing your way to fulfilling your dreams if only you can dare to curse and get applauded for it! 

"Bollocks Bollocks fuck shit fuck" so says the profound happy being paid to exemplify rough culture awarded in the media biz. In reality people would get upset if someone cursed like this repeatedly.





Yes indeed, Mr. Blessed is urging you to fly high, dream and dare, go beyond your limitations. However, if you are not a white male and you wanna fly high and are capable of flying higher than the culture that claims it is inherently superior, and you dare to dream and fly higher than those who make these fastidiously false claims but staunch in their effort to ELIMINATE the threat of competition. Yes, you can dare to fly and dream and do, but if you are "me" then the powers that propel people such as Blessed are poisoning and drugging me so I cannot achieve my goals and my hopes and dreams they taint with their foul bitter and ugly sinister life-screw. Not to dwell on this subject eternally, but 'tis a sad but true fact about flying higher than those who would pull you down. Makes me think of a 1970's English group of actors, in their post-Monty Python not funny sketch along the lines of dystopian suicide culture, from a movie called Brazil (a "cult classic"). But alas, a movie with a tragic ending about fulfilling one's dreams? Will reality have a happy ending I wonder if I dare to dream outside of their imprison machine and constraints?

Brazil (1985) a movie I find too sad to watch twice. I only thought of this mainly because it comes out of England and also has this theme of fulfilling your dreams. However, for the bollocks sod trying to fly high in the face of crushing Totalitarian technocracy, there is no flying high except in dreams one must die for if attempted in real life. 

 I so wonder if Mr. Blessed, with his blessed optimism, would ever INTERVENE in this "stalking" situation that has been forced upon me because I pursued my goals, strove to the best of my ability under severe drugging and attack situations (unbeknownst to me but everyone around me DID KNOW) and....attacked, nearly murdered in places like Pensacola when attending graduate school (put into another accident which I am currently fighting to heal with the onslaught of more attacks upon my body--i.e. the terrorists are cutting my lower teeth out of my jaw, slowly, along with my left toe which is being severed off every day the terrorists cut into the bone which is pointing at a completely skewed direction) and this is BECAUSE I worked and wanted to be my best wanted my own business wanted to have "success" and thus, my ideas are stolen for more than a decade non-stop, as I am blocked from every single avenue of pursuing my dreams. None of these super optimistic "you can do it" types, especially actors or famous wealthy people, have intervened or protected me. I seriously doubt Mr. Jolly cursing bollocks depending on mood would ever do a single thing to stop this attack upon me so I could also pursue my dreams and hopes. State-sponsored terrorism and getting involved could be "bad" for an actor's career. The same formulaic response of cranking out fake hope if you are not "targeted" but not lifting a finger to help those who strive to achieve and are being cut down by this insidious group which, perhaps Mr. A-Blessed also belongs to and must due to this stature in England, a most controlled culture; no one may enter through the pillars of "fame" without having made the oaths and the solemn rites and rituals to this organization. (Go get the romantic dream female, the blonde always for these men who attack me. To me, they are a most sinister dystopian nightmare).



I had turned off the WiFi and once up from this hot spot of mind control tech blasting my brain (and keyboard articulation) I thought of ideas that are still hard ot reach while I sit back down in this most nefarious tortured sitting position while tech blasts my brain into ranting and heaving through written word to express that which I should be paid for but all is stolen by the men (and their women) who claim they represent all that is fair, just and that all opportunities should be fought for, which they do making millions to promote this facade that "they" appear to crank out endlessly. I thought of how I wonder if Mr. Blessed, whom I had initially wanted to applaud but my thoughts turn to the dark sinister reality and not the happy-go-lucky "you can do it" "yes I can" (but not you) enforced hate oppression that appears to be the standard amongst these actors who let the population know that they care about all the under dogs fighting for a chance.

I wonder if this prestigious male, white, in the upper circles of English society, has either brushed elbows with or is associated with the "aristocrat" who, along with a host of wealthy out of Europ-a land, are ensuring that their "freedom and equality Democracy" American minions are ousting me from every opportunity possible that I have striven for, and stealing ideas from me because they only expect to be served instant top positions if they just perform the hate acts they are programmed to repeat literally without a glitch in behavior from one to the other (globally).
Does he know of this white male who is a producer, etc etc "art" personality in the "upper" circles of English society who was MURDERING ME by poisoning and stealing ideas an dhaving me nearly killed in accidents because he could not stand to see me have a chance to obtain success that might infringe on his expecation that only he and his ilk are "allowed" to dream and dare and claim they represent the freedom to do and be what you want to dare to dream to be if only you will repeat after "me".

If so, which I suspect is true that they have at least been in the same room someplace in the space and time of their circles touching and fleeting social encounters into the "posh" society that has also enveloped the United States.

I wonder if Mr. Blessed would ever dare to say to this male that he thinks it wrong that my dreams are being literally tortured out of me because these white males claim only they and whomever they chose to perform the roles they expect, in order to retain the stereotypes that leave THEM in positions of power but with a few token puppets performing all the hate acts whenever possible to demonstrate that they are willing and able to enforce the murder operations necessary to claim that white males can be whatever they want to be if they only get up from the fence and crush opposition.

I had at first attempted to write for the first time a gracious post about this actor, but as I listened to his lecture about being "positive" all these other thoughts came to mind. The situation of this attack upon me has reached epically universal proportions to the extent that there is almost no subject, and certainly no "major" actor which doesn't bring a flood of "triggered" response out of me concerning this situation. I really wanted to write something nice, fluffy and positive but the reality as opposed to the fantasy was just too much flashing red lights and sirens and alarms blasting in my subconscious about making a serious support for this sentiment. Of course being positive is a crucial path towards fulfilling your goals, despite whatever race or class you belong to. However, the reality has shown that lynch mobs will assassinate threats and I have been targeted by a covert lynch mob for the very reason that I tried to fly high and achieve my potential.

Sorry Mr. Blessed I really tried to find something gratifying in an actor but dismally cannot once again. I doubt this actor has anything to do with BLM protests either, dismissing the whole thing and that it, like the pandemic, will just "go away" eventually if you just remain positive and not "negative" like these protestors are acting (I faintly can hear him say this in the privacy of his estate with his wife but never in public where he makes his most theatrical huge broad smiles and wiles even if he does it unconsciously, as he has been programmed to create this image.)





Thursday, October 15, 2020

Finding solace in the gentle fantasy of living within nature's laws. No concern for Nature's deadly jaws in this dream of real human bonding to nature. Mother nature is being raped and murdered by It's offspring, mainly the male-driven dominated unnatural bastards, who are relying on mind control technology and other technology to reestablish their hateful unnatural bastard control over the planet and it's resources. Rapists forcing domestic violence situations upon me because they can't get away with it in public against their nasty wives any longer, especially if they are "famous": sick and unnatural twisted porn life-f*cks of the planet. All funded by other violent rapist abuser men (of all races and creeds including the female enablers who partner with them) in order to form a more perfect union of unnatural conquest of the planet and it's prize using unnatural life-f*ck means. Unconcerned if their modus means to cheat life of it's bounty and mother nature replacing it with penis-driven male patriarchy (not to use feminist slogans but....). When #Me Too! Nazi feminists can finally actually not support rape culture when it comes to non-Nazi women, then they will also care about nature and Love. When men can do this, the world will rejuvenate and replace this hate and death penis-driven culture dominated by technology. Beware these males driving endless "Progress" who are murdering life and the soul of Nature and the Planet (which they may blow up with their penis-weapons).

 Wilderness survival appears to be so much gentler than the modern dystopian global meltdown of technocratic tyranny. 


Copied and pasted from my Facebook page, which I write on when I begin to assume I am only going to write posts that are entertaining but not specifically related to "mind control", programming or technology. However, it seems that all roads lead to this tyranny and thus, I am copying and pasting from Facebook once more.


What does the human condition mean when the technocratic safety net is not holding up a fraying net underneath the crumbling but slime-coated support base?

Interpersonal relationships when tested in the dearth vapors of a much heartier struggle for survival. Such a fantasy landscape of "real" relationships and lifestyle. However, when reading The Bible in the Old Testament, it appears that Sodom and Gomorrah perhaps had civilized technology perhaps it was a bubble in a time frame created by a superior technological alien race that wanted to experiment on the bipeds? Perhaps technology has always driven the fatalistic human race? Nature has been left as something to resort to when the fraying bonds of unnatural life become too much for so many lost souls searching for peace and rejuvenation.

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*From my posts today:


"How to make a fire by rubbing sticks"--real man demonstrates basic ancient technique and gives advice on how to identify a real man...(him, of course he proposes)




All those cold-hearted technocratic and technology-based men with their porn movies and magazines and photo shoots and posturing "hot" sphincter muscle objects of perpetual fantasy and hate-driven violence bubbling under the cold surface.


Real man instruction on Not just how to build a fire, but extra-added advice on how to find a real hot, spicy male provider...

Tips for tricks on how to recognize the scent of flaming hot sticks


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"How to husk a coconut using your teeth" --real natural man demonstrates real technique that the unreal men have also stolen from me (as they are destroying my teeth in addition to other necessary parts of my body using these mechanical arms, and their creep organization, every day with this unreal subhuman technology for weak, unnatural bastards so they can abuse women because they are weak and not real men connected to any nature whatsoever):



 I might require the protective services of this super scented real man male because the boys have cut part of my gums out through their creep organization---(Real men don't have to order things like this to prove they are "strong" men). This Samoan male also has a healthy sense of humor and in addition to being a strong specimen of malehood, is not a cheap hood using violence against women to prove he is a "strong" man. Disassociated from nature that our current "civilized" malnourished males are...

 ...with their unreal feminist womenfolk laughing when their husbands and fathers rape and torture and disfigure and dismember; in fact they order some of the more nasty disfigurations and are so excited about it. Everything is done for them, hope they get burned because they don't know how to build a fire and can't sustain a lasting flame unless they pour gasoline on a raging fire which burns all around it to a burn funeral pyre.



What a real woman wants, in touch with NATURE: "I fall in love before I fall into bed". Hey, do you hear that, do you get it jerk-off porno scum scrubs---?

Unnatural bastards. Sleazy subhumans using technology to de-evolve even lower to new low standards of humanity.

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Real man making real cowboy coffee with his real wife who he claims is his real love constant companion making the video.


Real man and woman together in peace, harmony living in real nature and happy about it. Not all are thrilled with having to live it rough in nature. When given the choice between that and fighting it out in a concrete jungle, they find bliss in having to go outdoor to P***.



Part of this post was inspired by waking up from sickness due to detox, a nap most of the afternoon from near paralysis from ancient poisons eeeking out into my bloodstream every day. Although I have spent YEARS fighting to stop mechanical arms from breaking into my microstudio, today once more, no evidence of break-in except for STINKING FOUL SUBSTANCES sprayed into my glasses case, with the little cloth so rancid it made glasses stink. The other pair of reading glasses I just opened that were "new", two days ago, are already blurred due to substances sprayed on the cheap plastic glasses. I never needed reading glasses in the first place but when the technology was increased into my brain--i.e. false tinnitus, endless buzzing that accompanies "mind control" technology (websites confirm this)--within one month in 2011 the endless hissing in my inner ear began and my vision became so blurry I could not read any longer without the use of glasses. Never necessary the month before the increase in "mind control" attacks began, when I was in grad school just one month prior to this newer attack, I was reading every day for hours without need of glasses.



But to continue, waking up to my skin having been marred, the insertions under fingernails continuing my fingers are continuously bloodied and swollen and the fingernails are black with the nails not growing any longer--and my toenails have all been curled due to poisoning and breaking the toes and etc

my hands are gnarly from chemicals smeared on my skin and perpetual cleaning with all rubber gloves pierced so water and chemicals are always on my skin, as all I do most of the day is fight to either heal from poisoning or I clean non-stop all that the terrorist creeps spray into this room, via the mechanical arms, but a huge amount sprayed into literally every single thing every time I leave this room to buy food. I must seal off all fresh air at night to alleviate breathing in toxic chemicals because I have to hermetically seal the room and close the patio door because of mechanical arms coming from the outside--which reach in if I leave the patio door open during the day to spray rotten stinking fluids on clothing I have just washed, ripping threads, etc


Writing in exasperation because I must use technology to try to reach unreal people reading this, who steal my ideas obtained from REAL thought processes and REAL study and work and effort on my part. The hackers, as I see from re-reading this, have begun deleting and rewriting but I will not correct what has been made (in this case) slightly badly written. The hacking has prevented me from highlighting, I find myself clicking on one space with the cursor repeatedly as the function is blocked. Often like this until it turns my more placid thought-processes into a more enraged state, because this is then a "back door" portal into inserting the mind control de-evolution of my thoughts, emotions and all spiraling into a negative state, whereby the subliminal insertions of hate and nasty verbal outpouring are "forced" through the technological onslaught into my brain. This is how the brain is hijacked and how "mind control" operates. Thus I am continuously besieged by enraging situations plus my brain is under attack so it's really impossible to remain calm, as these attacks are usually in the form of near-death experiences while driving or finding poisons and stinking food poisoned or my home poisoned or my body mutilated--EVERY SINGLE DAY WITHOUT FAIL and then I write and my ideas are then stolen by inhuman perverts who are famous for s**t.


the men and their "feminist" #me too! women using this technology to torture, maim and instruct their creep crews appear to have zero humanity and subhuman connection to the natural world and to other human beings. The rest is pretense and posturing on their part if out in public and not baring their rotten grimacing menacing malevolence cold-packed into their technologically-driven avenues for "success" while the planet they are "controlling" is dying from global warming. Even when they "protest" this they still represent and support the consumer society which is fully dependent on artificiality and lies and death culture to continue feeding the greed of these goons who rely on technology even when they are "protesting" in front of technolical tools like cameras their stance on protecting the "environment".


Unnatural bastards equals Motherless infantile life-f*cks usurping control over Nature and thus destroying life, love and the planet.


BEGIN (FOR ONCE) TO FIGHT AND STOP THESE "MIND CONTROL" TECHNOLOGIES FROM BEING FREELY HANDED OUT TO INCOMPETENT LIFE-F*CKERS, THEIR LIFE-F*CK RAPIST "FEMINIST" WIVES AND CHILDREN, AND THE REST OF THE DEATH SQUAD LIFE-F*CK USURPERS OF THE PLANET CLAIMING THEY ARE SUPERIOR TO ALL NATURE AND OTHER HUMAN BEINGS. THEY ARE SUBHUMAN SCUM STOP ALLOWING THEM TO USE THESE TORTURE TECHNOLOGIES IF LEFT TO CONTINUE WITH THE ACCUMULATION OF THE OTHER PLANET SCREW TECHNOLOGIES THERE WILL BE NO HOPE FOR THE PLANET MUCH LESS THE CONTINUATION OF THE HUMAN RACE.


Let at least nature be restored and let people have natural human interactions. Let there be real competition instead of this contrived "winner and loser" dichotomy which is technologically-driven in our "age of Democracy" where there is supposed to be equality and the struggle for freedom. Let this technology be exposed, let there be a restoration of nature and the ability for people of superior quality to actually be able to compete without their brain's being melded into a stagnant drugged up technocratical tyrannical incompetency driving the death of the planet through their "winner" performances for technological brainwashing of the sheeple.


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I am extremely under the influence of a most discombobulating mind control smothering of my brain. Ranting and going on a hate emotional level. Like being spun around while floating with no bottom on a turbulent crest of a filthy wave going nowhere and into no one's real cranium because it's just like another byte of information to feed off for unnatural people enjoying watching this unfold but never stopping this tirade against life that this technology and these creeple are bringing about onto the dying and being destroyed planet.


Tuesday, October 13, 2020

Sadly unentertaining YouTube viewing of Supreme Court Confirmation Hearings. Copied and pasted from my many Facebook posts written this early morning as they are being streamed Live on YouTube.

 My thoughts, impressions and reflections. Of course all is narrated from a highly personal point of view, my perspective is of course tainted by my experiences as a "targeted" MK ULTRA microchipped, terror target and discredited personality.


Regardless, I can't watch any current news clip without going into some kind of triggered mode, whilst sitting in front of this technology which has some kind of brainwashing/implanted device embedded into the tech or it's being aimed into my brain from some nearby location so everything I see triggers so much explosion out of me. Always exacerbated by hacking which blocks and limits my ability to function and write, and I am then under more attack so while fighting to type my level of aggression and other negative states is artificially-heightened and often the enraged,, always drugged up and inflicted with serious and deadly physical assault each and every single day---

here goes, my thoughts on Barrett who I believe may very well not get automatically handed this Supreme Court Seat. I have done mutliple tarot readings on this, and keep getting mixed cards, which means the outcome is not completely determined and also there are multiple factors that contradict the forces impelling the outcome of the decision.

I get ultimately that she will go away, and that might be that she if not nominated, or it could mean she will leave all the turmoil behind and slide into the chair of the court without further glitches to the slippery nomination and her even more seemingly unbiased slippery answers during firing questions by the Dems, like Klobuchar who grilled Barrett for the first time on her actual writings, decisions and policies. The answers were a series of backing out of answering by Barrett, all conforming to not committing oneself to any stance. A poker face behind the avoidance of answering questions regarding her direction for voting on important issues. Slippery and dubious Barrett. Of course my opinion is also skewed by the fact that I do not want these vital rulings and policies to be overturned, or the election outcome to be decided by her and her cronies.

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Senator Whitehouse, speaking Live at the confirmation hearings: an exemplary personality whose opinions I find so refreshing and elucidating. I can't post his lecture which is being streamed live at this moment, but this clip from yesterday, in a prelude to the hearings for confirmation, is a small example of the realities being exposed. Facts, not opinions blasting away time and energy as many others have done so far:


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He is someone very worthy of listening to. So many others are putting forth opinions on the personality and tenure of this choice, but this man is putting forth real information, fact-based evidence of ineptitude and corruption in the US Congressional "game" of buying legislation and oversight and the High Court and various underling decision-making.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sheldon_Whitehouse?fbclid=IwAR0J3x7o6A2mNFAdAOyMQBFOZ8ko3xz6zQlKiVPGMLGFGzkgQeoM0exUisU


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I'm now listening to Ted Cruz lecture on his involvement with a Constitutional group debating the rights under The Constitution. However, understanding that he never intends to apply these unalienable rights to me in my situation. I also got a photo which was blurry, of this man glaring in absolute hate into the camera which has been the standard for most of the attackers who teleport or are involved with this attack upon me. I can't explain how this can have such a huge reach as there are countless people protesting in the streets who have far more "radical" opinions about these "leaders" but here I am writing about this. I guess those people marching and shouting in the streets actually have a real support system, and like their adversaries, still participate in this attack upon me and I am left with not even them to turn to in most or all cases (from the many attempts I have made, this is a "blanket statement").

Hearing this hypocrisy repeatedly in every outlet of propaganda is both alarming and repetitively boring.

Cruz is such a hateful bigot it shows so openly in his private hate photo (only one I received but it looked like a red-faced devil with horns, because his hair was in this swarmy spiked style and his beard only concealed half of his huge frowning, red face glaring in absolute hate into this blurry photo. So ugly it's grotesque. He looks all spiffed up like an urban cowboy for this confirmation hearing. He's so enamored with the candidate and the promise she holds of blocking Roe v. Wade.

He's trying to pacify the Pro-Lifers by claiming that the responsibility of advocating for or against abortion will be handed to individual States to determine the extent of services and provisions. Seemingly that should calm the fears of the viewers. Looks like the cowboy got a good ole good girl to put forth the male-domination agenda.


Cruz is also debunking the accusations made just earlier by Sen. Whitehouse---that it's really the Dem Party which has been handed millions of dollars in "Dark Money" for campaign funding (and control). Too bad that Sen. Whitehouse didn't provide more exacting details because he left a huge gap for this counter-attack.


Mr. Cruz is now whistling Dixie about the First Amendment. He is advocating the silencing of me and the theft of my ideas. Again, the rights of the Constitution are being denied me and that is fully supported by both the Dem and Repug Party leadership (that I am aware of in this terror situation they all have adopted into "Dark" policy and funded by their covert organizations. Every time I hear these lead politicians flout Amendment Rights, The Constitution, and yet I remain being tortured and attacked while no one of any Party will come forward and stop this egregious crime against not only the Constitution but for my human rights, I hear them and feel like -----


Now the 2nd Amendment is on issue with Cruz. I hear him more lecturing Barrett on what he and his group expects her to push forward for their agenda more than what he has to offer as any support or contrary opinion regarding her nomination. Another issue the Repugs are making is regarding "Religious Liberty". When a person is voted into the High Court, their religious affiliation does make a difference in their philosophical leanings. I won't define this as "moral" leanings as people claiming to be non-religious can also have moral ethics that can sometimes be more profound and compassionate than those espousing stringent religious affiliation. This theme is being repeated from man-after-man lecturing at this nomination, all the Repuglicans who want to nominate Barrett. All the "facts" he is issuing I have never once heard on any news program or read anywhere. Where can I find this information he is expressing? Breibart?


 I just remembered because I am induced technologically and pharmochemically to "forget" that I was aware but unable to access these thoughts which I could access once I left the front of the computer and walked away: Oh yes! Ted Cruz put this hate photo on my system search engine, as these people in the media do every single time I get on the internet, in a revolving cycle of them one after the other (for years): they are mafia-nazi OWNED and that is the reason. They are being promoted for and outpouring of hate and violence aimed at me, as their Nazi mafia handlers are telling them that if they want the next lead position this is the hate object they must participate in attacking! Oh yes, this Cruz personality is so abhorrent because he's "owned" by abhorrent controllers and he's just a shady shadow puppet like all these people attacking me are. Also, Cruz is concentrating in his "interview" of Barrett on her familial responsibilities. Does she speak French? Does she play Piano? Does her children play piano? She reverts to the motherly role which is gently welcomed by the anxious men who want a safe, reliable female puppet who will perform their misogynist legal representation. There are no questions about her previous decisions or career. There was a very brief only congratulatory history of Barrett which had absolutely no evidence or questioning but a simple easy-to-swallow pill about how her history is "perfect" without QUESTION. In conclusion: do not put more mafia-nazi controlled hate puppets into power.

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Senator Amy Klobuchar is speaking now: again, switching to the Dem side, information, comments and ideas regarding the actual legal responsibility of the court, the history of Supreme Court nominations, and no mention of soccer mom responsibilities that Barrett performs like a good Handmaiden.


Sen. Klobuchar's grilling session of Barrett's (lack of response and responsibility to answering questions) was done so professionally and well, I was stunned into a silence as I watched in really delighted dedication this questioning but more like interrogation of Barrett that I believe should have been the standard for all the Senator's being allowed to comment or ask any questions posed to Barrett. Again, the men sink the level of intelligence down to how well Barrett performs her wifely duties and about her family and children as a main focus of the relevancy of her credible authority for holding a position on a law court (? sarcastically put in other words for my distrust in their choice and system of administering stringent guides to choosing the best for the most admirable and Constitutional reasons).

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At the end of the time I spent watching these live streaming interviews and questions, because it is 2 am and I am always sick from drugging and poisoning and the stress to my body from the hate always aimed at me by terror operations inflicted upon me, which no court no police no politician no actor "fighting" against rape culture, racism or feminist onslaught has ever done anything but jump to participate in: listening to Barrett speak for a few moments about the Constitutional Right to not be violated in one's home. Knowing she has been chosen for this nomination by people who have fully financially supported non-stop terror and murder attempts and technological terror operations aimed at me by the Executive Branch of the US government, in tandem with H-wood and beyond (into mafia-Nazi foreign terror territory):

For the first time I have heard Barrett speak in her confirmation hearings, she is lecturing (like a book-quoting professor not like a Supreme Court expert) about the modern technological adaptation of the 4th Amendment. Because no lawyer, police group, President, Senator, FBI or any person whatsoever has ever once helped me to provide evidence which I cannot alone obtain regarding government-sponsored terrorist surveillance of my very THOUGHTS and all internet blocks and hacking and obstruction. This female judge is speaking in such a legitimate way but because she has been nominated under the mafia-Nazi cartel administration which has lasted in one succession after the next all my life--I doubt that anyone who can't afford a top notch attorney will actually have the benefit of receiving real protection against unlawful searches and seizures. and all the illegal hacking, intellectual property theft, terror and torture operations will continue to be covertly upheld by this newest candidate for the High Court.

The platitudes remain and the skeptical doubt I have is probably far more generous to these fakes than they really are capable of, absolute degradation of human rights and non-stop continuation of State-sponsored terrorism against microchipped and MK ULTRA torture victims like myself endlessly under hate attacks and promoted as such by subversive groups like Nazis and Mafia. If the Dems resume power, the disguised and veiled power groups will just go into remission as they always have, but always waiting for the next presupposing despot to be put into high power for their endless attempt to gain more overt power.

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Please note, readerz, that my thoughts expressed here are under "mind control" influence. I "remember" phrases, words that I cannot access, once I move physically away from this laptop where I am being bombarded with technological brain-altering tech continuously. I feel slightly dizzy and like my head is "spinning" slightly. I use the word slightly because it's not really similar to the actual effect of being spun around but it's a similar giddy sensation. All due to technological attack upon my brain and body. The hacking remains as a deterrent to typing without endless pausing to backspace and letters appear which I have not typed, etc the usual attacks. My thoughts are thus not expressed to the full extent to which I am truly capable, and I admit under this influence they appear extremely biased because I cannot really access the capability to write without these dehabilitating effects.