"I'm not an abuser...." says the abuser who is being shielded from his violence inflicted upon me with almost a lifetime guarantee of more to come in the future and demands to go to Germany to be abused and tortured and gang raped and forced to have a "baby" and live in a small little Nazi enclave and get endless Hell perhaps until I die. Ha ha the article I just discovered just now because I have been avoiding all internet searches trying to not make it appear as if I want anything to do with him. What did I discover? Ha ha what a sick joke (on me and the world). The teleportation technology is PERFECT for racists, rapists, abusers and worse and this is so welcomed amongst these terrorist organizers and their drooling pornographic men and women who can't wait to destroy and rape and steal and suck out and discard afterwards with the press of a button. Fully automatic rape technology with full granting of permission by every top official in the US and the rest of the planet goes along.

David Garrett Reaches Settlement Over Alleged Ex-Girlfriend Abuse Claims.

Trust what she says.

(from article): Violinist David Garrett has reached an undisclosed settlement with his ex-girlfriend - who was suing the virtuoso for a reported $12 million over alleged abuse claims

 “'Ashley and I had been together from October 2014, she lived in my apartment in New York … I separated from her in February 2016 … I am not an aggressive person – violence is simply not something I’m into … ” Garrett stressed at the time....The 28 year old former X-rated actress last June accused the violin superstar of physically assaulting her and forcing her to do a number of humiliating acts during the course of their relationship – including drinking urine." 

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Wow, wonder what kind of hell this wonderful person Garrett has in mind for me if I go to his little Nazi village in Germany, good old f-ing Germany. 

HA HA HA HA HA HA

This is what untold numbers of women, children, boys, girls, dogs, cats and other assorted animals will face when teleportation is further handed to up-and-coming abusers, rapists, pedophiles, nazis, perverts, pornographic haters with murderous fantasies. But wow, last night he threatened me that I have to remain "silent" and only he can talk when I go to Germany to be his torture victim, sex trafficking victim/slave/abused torture victim/opportunity for advancement with Whorewood skanks, pigs and pig apes and then he can do whatever he wants and I can't sue him for it as he wants me silenced and not speaking out and tucked away in some nazi village where he can do whatever he wants to me and the entire country is going to back him up. This is just after one month of him teleporting me, which began thirty-three days ago. For the past 33 days I have done nothing but fight to get him off me.

Ha ha ha this man who claims innocence abuses me every single day. While I am sleeping Garrett lives out his fantasy dreams of getting away with his porno hate and violence fantasies.

Well, the US Government fully accepts and is promoting this technology with full blessing of women of Congress and former presidents and their wives and children--not to mention other various members of Congress and millions of citizens around the world who are so used to pornography, violence against women, and all that this unfathomable hate technology of teleportation is promising to every abuser, user, hater, bigot racist who wants to rape women they can't be seen in public with and etc etc and the boys and girls they really want to rape who are children or even infants.

But I can't describe how THRILLED the Whorewood women who have attacked me/stolen ideas are that this man is abusing and raping me. They love him, he is welcomed I can't imagine how many contracts he has been simply handed for demonstrating absolute hate and violence towards me as he wines and dines his beloved Nazi new friends in Whorewood, California. His dream come true, not just being welcomed into Whorewood and invited into the inner circle but then someone to abuse endlessly who can't sue him for violence and he is demanding now that I remain "silent" and never speak out if I am in public or with him or whatever--just silenced and shut away and tortured, raped and etc that is his plan for me and the Whorewood group is thrilled and love him already --the "Me Too!" women especially.

Good going America good and great job of providing for every abuser to vent his rage and hate upon helpless people who are sleeping. As for the orgy fantasy aspect, I have been told that this technology is "fantastic" by someone who had me nearly killed before and after endless teleportation and rape of me as the bigot nazi female was on an absolute power trip.

This man Garrett within ONE SINGLE MONTH has told me that I have no choice but to go to Aachen Germany, have a "baby" with him, have sex with his friends upon demand, the slapping, hitting and abuse has not stopped for a single day--he's being awarded, praised and is undoubtedly in the middle of new projects handed to him for participation in this horrid situation and technological rape and abuse racist situation. The women who have participated love him and embrace him with open arms.

For one month I have tried to avoid looking information on him up but now I see that this is almost a sick joke but it's not funny at all. I can't begin to express the irresponsibility and racism and hate of the US Government at highest levels and the cascading levels of terrorists who operate in the lower ranks of this hate global fascist Mafia/organized crime/Nazi organization.

All of these men participating in this hate crime using this technology upon me are violent Garrett is nothing original or unique whatsoever.

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Motherless child ha ha ha

he wants

he demands

a child conceived from (merely one of) the devil's violinist(s) _there are so many wanna be Satan's and bad boys out there.

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I have not watched this video (yet) but I do not need to.

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can't not wait to undergo a sick relationship that I never "allowed" to happen with the giggling and smiling skanks of Whorewood so glad that after more than 8 YEARS of fighting for my independence, right to live in peace with some kind of decent life, and years of fighting their pig ape whore rapist men--now that very viciously abusive Garrett is here with his gang rape group and his controlling abusive manipulation and I can't "get away" and the US Government is fully supporting every rapist teleporting me, blocking my earning and silencing my plight and situation while I fight and etc

It is no mystery that this is a potentially deadly situation and that this man is a violent abuser who wants to completely imprison and torture me. The shit people who have teleported me for years are so fully welcoming him into their rotten fold because they want this contract and to see me screwed forever just because I have been fighting their exploitation and don't see them as being great celebrities but instead I have had to see the stupidity and sheer ignorance of this crowd for all these years.

What can I do but appeal once more to get another even worse one off me?

8 SIGNS OF AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP.

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SICK AND SAD RELATIONSHIP

PORNO FREAKAZOID MUSICIAN ABUSES PARTNER WHO WANTS TO BE IN THIS RELATIONSHIP (UNLIKE ME, WHO DOES NOT NOT NOT WANT A RELATIONSHIT LIKE THIS OR WITH THIS ABUSER OR ANY OF THESE CELEBRITY WEALTHY FREAK ABUSERS AND USERS).

Similar to the woman in this photo: he has proposed "marriage" to me, telling me I must have a baby and live in Germany where "you can't get away" and I have an infection due to the terrorist attacks probably he ordered (but there are so many celebrity rapists, abusers and users involved by now it could have been any one of them but he is involved and has power over the attacks). I just want a "normal" relationship with someone who likes me at least to "like" not to hate and abuse for profit in some sick contact so he can get more deals or whatever the "high" is but it's destroying me-which they want--and the perpetrators are all laughing and telling him he's great. According to this article he's a regular porn addict and escort service gold-plated customer. Not really what I want in any man and not as a "father" to any baby which I also don't want with him or any one of these terrorists in this organization. I am a victim of serious sex and torture trafficking for wealthy freakazoid loveless bigoted men and their equally rapacious and sleazy wives, children, daughters and groupies of friends surrounding them plus government full support and all green lights for all involved. I just want a decent relationship with someone halfway my friend instead of a comlete enemy who is a porn freak abusing and exploiting me (plus it appears he uses cocaine which is an awful drug.

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3704428/World-famous-violinist-says-extorted-porn-star-ex-girlfriend-claims-drink-urine.html

The Madwoman in the Attic. My silencing and crazy-making protocol system so omitted from public consciousness but "crazy bitch" syndrome is instead constructed as the dominant narrative by crazy-making men and their crazy bitch women. It was a book, it is a book, will it be burned in the future? Will it be banned or just ignored? I submit my programming detail and analysis in this post which I am not at ease to write any commentary on due to silencing of technologies, keyboard hacking terrorist hacking redacting and blacking of my brain by implants and remote technologies and drugging. (torture/rape/mutilation/dream teleportation psycho-trauma on a nightly basis, etc etc etc)

 https://www.enotes.com/topics/madwoman-attic

The Madwoman in the Attic

by Sandra Ellen Mortola, Susan Gubar

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The Madwoman in the Attic: The Woman Writer and the Nineteenth-Century Literary Imagination by Sandra Gilbert and Susan Gubar was first published in 1979. It is considered a landmark of feminist literary criticism. A second updated edition appeared in 2000.

The Madwoman in the Attic takes its title from the iconic early-Victorian novel Jane Eyre. In this novel, Rochester's first wife, Bertha Mason, has gone mad and is kept locked in an attic. Because Bertha Mason Rochester was a wealthy Creole woman from Jamaica, she represents a sort of monstrous "other" in the nation: passionate, exotic, and mad, demonized by the novelist and the characters of the novel. In Gilbert and Gubar's survey of Victorian female novelists and the portrayal of women in Victorian literature, they consider Bertha to be a prototypical exemplar of the "woman as monster." Among the major authors considered in the book are Jane Austen, Mary Shelley, Emily Brontë, Charlotte Brontë, and George Eliot.

Gilbert and Gubar argue that, within the patriarchal environment of Victorian England, women struggled to create an identity as authors. As part of this struggle, their portraits of women bifurcated female nature into two extremes: "the angel in the house" (who was traditionally "good," submissive, and virtuous) and the "madwoman in the attic" (the image of woman's suppressed anger, rage, and power). Neither of these two emblems of femininity, though, are whole or complete women, and many novels by women would have paired characters each representing half of the emotional range—with the monstrous woman often channeling the author's genuine anger at patriarchal oppression.

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50 YEARS OF THE FEMININE MYSTIQUE: SANDRA GILBERT & SUSAN GUBAR. WW Norton. January 23, 2013.

An interview of the authors of The Madwoman in the Attic.

"Labeling her as Mad." (The Madwoman in the Attic). More on silencing: I am confronted with a classical musician of the male-dominated tradition out of Europ-a-land and his demand that I submit to being silenced so the Nazi/Mafia cartel terrorist organization along with the blonde, fascist Nazi women and their "Minority minions" who also cheer all of this on so they can play their seemingly "powerful and strong" minion roles and sleazy pornographic symbolism for all their media output go along--along with all the other suppressed and fully obedient slaves being programmed into the Old World fascist former genocidal regime and it's politics, and the arts and classical music I learned from having played classical violin and being fully attacked by Germans (in Illinois) taught me to avoid this entire genre or it's leaders. Now I am confronted with one more planning to take-over America and the minions of American Nazi and Mafia affiliation fully bringing yet another destroyer in to take over and control and abuse and rape and steal and Colonize. Threats abound in all directions as he scoffs and glares and demands while teleporting me and with the terror groups I am stuck once more writing to this empty page to the full audience of blank and silent silencers. I could not have written it more precisely (the quotation below) than a Wikipedia and 19th Century slave of domineering Europ-a fascist pre-Nazi culture. Ak those photos of Jewish women who held Master's and PhD qualifications in Nazi death parades marched through the streets naked and shivering as the filthy and brutal Europigapes (who I must deal with here in Phuket, stupid, brutal, sleazy and foul but with all the money they stole from people they slaughtered and the absolute compliance of most of the world including Whorewood, USA they have formed the further expansion of Nazi culture into SE Asia and into America as I see when I am teleported what stupid slaves have been put into power by fascist Nazi/Mafia cartel terrorists). Oh how the Europigapes during and preceding and after the Holocaust hated the intellectual Jewish women and their high academic performances and power and intelligence--all those "good mothers" of the Nazi men who served and obeyed and did their household chores and never got out of line--now the threat aimed at me these fascist Nazi women--part of this fascist Nazi terror mafia organization who want to become executives in their own right but must have their sleazy and hateful pornographic men rape and oppress me as they steal ideas I have studied and conceived of as their posturing #MeToo! blanket mind control programming to put themselves as the leaders of every alternative movement and control of media industry as far as their fascist Nazi/Mafia/fascist/sexist rapist male partners will allow and allot for them to play as underlings to them.

FANNY MENDELSSOHN OPUS 11.

What most beauteous music and I have never heard of Fanny Mendelssohn and only searching for classical female composures because of this German classical violinist who is demanding that I be silent and do what he says to every single iota of his demanding fascist oppression to destroy my spirit and soul while the bigot fascist American Whorewood slaves and fully indoctrinated mind-controlled puppets try their best to emulate fascist Nazi mentality. Like a pack of hyenas but really more with pig-ape personalities. 

I thus sought this morning to discover female composures and it is very hard to find as I do not know of any names. It is so rare that females from any century have been put into any classical hall of antiquity where applause is given to the composures who were silenced, forced through a system of murder, imprisonment, stifled patriarchy and motherhood of such an oppressive nature that "hysterics" were not just a demarcation of women going into ranting phases of rage due to the suppression but women became mentally ill and confined sometimes into attics and other mental institutions due to the imprisonment that Europigape fascist woman-hating culture forced them into. This is now being threatened upon me with every kind of societal force (poverty, threat of murder, poisoning and rape and that is not a threat it's been an ongoing situation due to this technology with full societal consent).

With the bigot women laughing and giggling and watching on and giving hints as to how to penetrate and destroy as much as possible of me to their rapist men. The slave "minorities" watch on and don't even blink they are so brainwashed they can't feel much of any kind of fight any longer.

I now dedicate this to the women who have been silenced and I must fight and fight and fight alone alone and alone to not be forced into this horrendous predicament that is looming over me like this very large German man who is going to be handed endless promotions for using so much violence and threat upon me that I must "submit" and it's just a microcosm of the forces in Europ-a-land that have dominated for centuries (with genocide as being the end result).

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FANNY MENDELSSOHN--WIKIPEDIA

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fanny_Mendelssohn

"Gender and class limitations[edit]

Abraham Mendelssohn Bartholdy, as drawn by Fanny's husband Wilhelm Hensel

The music historian Richard Taruskin suggests that "[t]he life of Fanny Mendelssohn Hensel is compelling proof that women's failure to "compete" with men on the compositional playing-field has been the result of social prejudice and patriarchical mores (which in the nineteenth century granted only men the right to make the decisions in bourgeois households)."^[17] Such attitudes were shared by Mendelssohn's father, who was tolerant, rather than supportive, of her activities as a composer. In 1820, he wrote to her, "Music will perhaps become his [i.e. Felix's] profession, while for you it can and must be only an ornament".^[18] Although Felix was privately broadly supportive of her as a composer and a performer, he was cautious (professedly for family reasons) of her publishing her works under her own name. He wrote:

From my knowledge of Fanny I should say that she has neither inclination nor vocation for authorship. She is too much all that a woman ought to be for this. She regulates her house, and neither thinks of the public nor of the musical world, nor even of music at all, until her first duties are fulfilled. Publishing would only disturb her in these, and I cannot say that I approve of it.^[19]"

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Sigmund Freud: his views on sexuality were so threatening to the emerging fascist Nazism of Europe that of course he and his concepts were put on death lists by Nazis when the final takedown of culture began. My experience of living in Germany exhibited to me absolute Freudian sexualized familial relationships and immature Europigapes who never develop past a few of the Freudian oral or anal stages for their entire lives. Violent and stuck in corrugated pathways of domination and submission, they adhered to the usurper "friend/foe" of Freud in the take-over of Carl Jung whose philosophies have completely obscured the more relevant of Freud's especially in German culture and in American culture as well, for which many a feminist has fought for decades and died and been killed for centuries or millennia . People cannot grasp concepts of Jews unless it is sanctified by the Church and cult of Nazi approval (or my personal, very skewed and at this moment hyperbolic ranting mind control/drugged theory of their Nazi/Jew relationship of stealing and taking over any movement, the Nazis are into that so heavily at least from my personal experience of being around them endlessly all my life and attacked endlessly all my life and my concepts stolen my fight to have a career turned into near-death accidents and near-death poisoning and then near-death abuse while fighting to heal and I am just writing all of this from my very personal experience and this very emotional rant at this moment). Take it as an extemporaneous rant, but it is based in a very sordid reality.

Freud analyzed "hysterical" women, a pariah class of women who could not adapt to being forced into domesticated slavery, sexual annihilation, and drudgery for which some cracked eventually.

Labeled "hysteria" and thus, my years of being teleported (no evidence, all crimes promoted the perpetrators exalted in their careers and handed millions of dollars in business deals and awards and praise from the skank women who want to see women like me maimed, scarred up, broken down, raped, beaten slowly to death and emotionally and sexually castrated poisoned drugged and etc etc--in effect, your Nazi blonde women in Whorewood and their husbands (i.e. the Pitt gang which is now overflowing with all races, creeds and colors of participants).

The basis of power, the endless oral fixation of power (fellatio) and it's supposed humiliating subservience---which is supposed to imply the weak and powerless sucker as opposed to the dominating powerful rapist or "top" over the "bottom"

yes yes, no one can really associate Freudian infantile regressions with these characteristics of rape and power that are being forced upon me in this situation. The people involved all cling to their mommies and daddies in ways that break their own spirits and force them into lifelong emotional bondage to their childhood frozen stages of development. 

This power structure was so dangerous to Europ-a's that they wanted Freud dead, and his legacy is rife with insulting bias against him as if his ideas were absolutely passe. The structure of parents having a power differential of the mother playing domestic slave, the children in bondage emotionally to this structure their entire lives, and the larger macrocosm of the power of domination and subjugation is never questioned and Freud has in a sense hit the dust bin of history but remains alive like a parched dried out old scroll of antiquity in universities while Jung is fully embraced for his naziesque philosophies of Hermitic duality and bisexuality and etc etc (the esoterica as well which is reminiscent of Nazi occultism and arcane mythology).

Women in particular, as in the "programming" over me, met with full approval by Nazi women like Hillary Clinton who poses as an advocate for "women" and Nancy Pelosi who poses as an advocate "for the American People" (but not me and being raped and mutilated and tortured reminds me of the NY mafia from which this skanky rotten thing stems from, the hate of the "Italian-Americans" who of course have their own historical legacy of fascism and the utter sexualization of women and their bondage to various domesticated roles. Of course there is the Roman Empire and it's legacy which remains as a dominant force, and the "Italian-Americans" want only to resume the ancient anti-Semitism they had embraced with full genocide for 2,000 years which has spread like wildfire into all of Europe--and now into America. 

STUDIES INTO HYSTERIA. SIGMUND FREUD AND JOSEF BREUER.  Psych Reviews.  January 8, 2018.

The situation being forced upon me with the "gang stalking" terrorism of "force multipliers" of millions of citizens who covertly operate as agents of terrorism surrounding me and attacking me in throngs of sometimes hundreds of people at one location, scattered around and even airplanes and buses can be used as terror operations. All to create a version of the old European system that created the "hysterical" female "disorder" that was used to incarcerate into mental institutions how many women for how many decades, years or centuries? Or they were hidden away in the attic, a situation that probably has not gone out of style. I am such a victim of this state-sponsored version of the old, enforced European system. 

If perhaps you read the book Tell of the D'Urbavilles by Thomas Hardy you can see just a bit of this in action, or to the point more Emily Bronte where a woman in the attic was kept in hiding (was it Jane Eyre?)

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'THE MADWOMAN IN THE ATTIC', WOMEN, WRITING AND MENTAL ILLNESS in TELL ME WHY. Game Assist. February 22, 2021.

"Madness and mental illness are created to enforce power structures in society...women are disproportionally affected because Patriarchy has constructed what women are and what Woman is..."

MY SITUATION OF BEING TARGETED AND TORTURED, RAPED AND EVEN PART OF MY UTERUS SERVERED AND CUT OUT WHILE IN A COMATOSE SLEEPING, MK ULTRA STATE, IS A STATE-SPONSORED FORM OF ARTIFICIALLY-INDUCED 'HYSTERIA" thus to endlessly label me as deranged or histrionic--meanwhile the Nazi women and their adherent minorities attacking me likewise steal whatever ideas I can lament or rage out on any electronic form or even through thought-reading/hacking and thus they have ideas from which to continue to sell themselves off as being progressive feminists but who actually are setting women back hundreds of years while the system that has always operated to drive women into "insanity" is using them to "take over".

Ken Russell's Crimes of Passion.

Is sex-for-sale one of the few outlets for wealthy white women where they can actually not become hysterical, or become hysterical if they have a secret "other" life? Good thing for anonymous big city lifestyles and wig shops.

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Post-addendum: I had written with a question mark that it was Emily Bronte who wrote Jane Eyre? (sic) however, now having taken time to look it up, it was not Emily but Charlotte Bronte who wrote that story of the madwoman in the attic. I had tucked away memories of reading Wuthering Heights as the sole proprietor of my memory cache regarding these English authors because of the racist element that Heathcliff portends. The endless discussion of racism has permeated so much of my cultural and societal observation that the more relevant feminist interpretation, like what most of society does, is swept under the rug in favor of the more male-oriented "racist" theme which, like patriarchal structures and thoughts, exposes "racism" but omits the "feminist" component to a large degree in the greater social discussion. Thus I had remembered only Emily and Heathcliff and forgot in my compartmentalized memory units the much more relevant (to my situation) story of the "Mad" woman in the attic of Jane Eyre. I find that I have suppressed many feminist references or perhaps they were brainwashed and mind controlled/drugged out of me. The persistent theme of racism dominates all. Feminism is like the madwoman tucked away in embarrassment, like a kind of taboo that risks censure and name-labeling of shame to be a "feminist". The technology inflicted upon me has made being a feminist cause for terrorist death squad attack that is always covered up by programmed women (who have covert racist agendas or trying to fit into the racist hegemony if they are members of the "minority" group).

Feminism, per se, is very dangerous to the prevailing status quo and must be convoluted and twisted entirely into it's antithesis, while still retaining the title of being "feminist" in this 4th Reich global terrorist mind control programming terror network.

 

Oh the silencing--the racist and sexist silencing by Big Daddy fascist Nazi terror organization with their rape enabler skank whore females cheering them on.

 CANDYMAN TRAILER 2 REACTION, WHAT IT MAY DO RIGHT/ Double Toasted Bites. June 25, 2021.

As for silencing, I am undergoing the oppression of the threat of EVERY SINGLE THING aimed at me to be silenced while the fascist, racist white women who have had their men torture and rape me as they watched on insulting and threatening me--that is Creep the Meryl piece of shit actor, and filthalina and her hubby and the rest of this zoo of pig apes with their Europigape whore partners--filthy and vile and dirty--sorry for the hyperbolia--excessive rage from YEARS of it going on and on

I am now confronted with the person manipulating me highly telling me with threat of EVERY SINGLE THING to be silent--to be something like a good slave obeying and silently doing what I am told to do (in their case, the situation of doing what one is told includes being murdered without protest).

Thus, just in light of this, I began watching this movie review and the small focus on the disparity between the K-rap that the "media" puts out about "woke" culture and the people LIKE ME who truly fight, are attacked, fighting for my life I have been for years while they are breaking my body and trying to break my spirit, mind and soul--"they" as in your crap actors you all adore who "represent" every kind of alternative feminist, anti-rape culture anti-racist culture who welcome in every fascist Nazi from every other formerly Nazi country to infiltrate Whorewood--one of them being the former Governor of California who is a most EVIL infiltrator and user and exploiter and parasite on the United States who I think has absolutely worked to deteriorate and destroy the US in order to capture politics and the economy with his nasty fellow Nazi pig ape whore ignoramus creeps

and so, this film review discusses the real fight versus the bs K-rap coming out of the media--with this film perhaps as an exception and a focus on the real horror of brutality that these whore pig apes I must deal with daily and nightly are inflicting upon the world

with bright, plastic surgery coated bs posturing smiles for cameras and the focus is more on them than on the real fights who can't afford plastic surgery and are mostly kept silenced in poverty but they march out and get killed in protests and are discriminated against and gang stalked and poisoned and targeted (many of them and undoubtedly the real fighters are all on lists and blacklists that go on around the planet of Nazi control--enveloping all in a shitty mediocrity of conformity and bs media output).

I suggest watching this clip and review for a very poignant review of the reality of who really are the heroes and what the bs actually promoting racism, sexism, Nazism, fascism really is (Whorewood, California with their bs Europigape fascist Nazi whores laughing in delight as the greedy, mostly stupid apes do what they are instructed to do and in targeting me they are stupid and stupid ignorant morons following orders with no excellent capabilities for artistic merit or leadership (my 10 years experience of them torturing me to obtain ideas and their general morass of assinine personality traits has demonstrated an absolute lack of all creative excellence) just stupid "puppets" of nazi scumbag whores who they and you all adore.

My ranting is over: I WILL NOT BE SILENCED AND OBEY GERMAN F-ER WHO IS TELEPORTING ME SO GO TO YOUR CREEP ACTOR mERLY AND SCREW THAT ROTTEN FOUL THING--there really needs to be a complete shift in the representation of Hollywood and I mean a total shift from ignorant Nazi/Mafia control to artists and people who care about society and about the planet and aren't sleazy rapist whores and pigs and apes in "real life" outside of their plastic-coated smiling fake performances and media opportunism.

I am under very strong mind control and the keyboard is very hard to type on (extremely stiff, and undoubtedly hackers will delete and rewrite much of this post which was written with expletives and rage and excessive hyperbolic ranting but over 10 years of torture that never ends--I was attacked this morning once more with threats of being silent and I just say I will NOT BE SILENCED EVEN IF I WRITE SOMETHING TODAY in this post YOU WILL NOT SILENCE ME NAZI FASCIST MAFIA IGNORANT PARASITES WHO HAVE TORTURED ME FOR YEARS BECAUSE YOU HAVE NO ORIGINAL IDEAS AND ARE BASIC RAPIST FASCIST NAZIS WITH MEDIOCRITY AS YOUR BASIC UNDERPINNING.

Even if this group and this organization has stolen all my opportunities and they want to put me into a domestic slave sex raped and gang raped and tortured position in Germany or elsewhere--which I am fighting to stop this contract and fighting to get support and all I can do is write these posts every single day (now over a decade of asking people to stop torturing and raping and abusing me and years of writing these posts on social media trying to obtain even a single support system and talking to people in any real-life situation is met with terror agents attacking and threatening me).

But here is the movie clip: oh the horror of "real life" and in this case, put to the screen in a horror flick I would have immediately dismissed as being a cheesy horror flick and I would never have begun to watch this movie. I watch this You Tube channel of film reviews for that reason, I don't have to watch the movies and it's just pulp movie stuff but there are real gems and the guys on this show are more than hilarious. I can't drink while watching them for example.

As for my ranting in excess, the mind control technology is blasting away at my cognitive functioning I can only get out more basic urges of hate and more basic language. It is in effect another form of silencing but while keeping the appearance of loquacious verbosity blathering ranting hate and expounding while cursing. No one really can get through it, I realize. They are connecting these more primitive urges with my brain's critical thinking capabilities in some fashion that I know is being done remotely and is not my sole form of verbal exposition.

Terrorist health assault: June 27, 2021. I remain very infected with what could be a serious infection that microbiotics will not cure--after terrorists sprayed rotting meat into my body and I am now infected and it's horrible and kind of scary as the infection after more than 10 days won't go away with heavy doses daily of anti-biotics. I truly hope whomever ordered this upon me and has also done the deed are themselves made very ill and harmed seriously.

This is an addendum to the post that I am writing after having published this post: I was very upset as the situation is upsetting to have to face injury and infection due to the malevolent crimes and criminals I must deal with and without any protection whatsoever from any authoritative source that is supposed to protect these very instances of egregious harm inflicted by violent people.

I wrote that I am merely protecting my "rights" under the US Constitution. I used a very oft-used catchphrase of sorts, that the Constitution lists the "rights" of the citizens. I was stuck in a mode of cursing and anger due to the technology ALWAYS hindering my cognitive functioning while I write and enhancing all kinds of chaos and alternative states while I fight to formulate thoughts under these adverse conditions.

I realized after I got away from the laptop that what I had meant, or should have written, is that I am defending my Unalienable rights that the Constitution referred to, but meaning that the limits imposed upon the excesses of Government intrusion and all those violent acts of state-sponsored crime and terrorism I experience on a daily basis are outlined by the Constitution as what the Govermment is supposed to be enforcing and protecting--the privacy provision and freedom of speech and ability to defend oneself against a corrupt government and it's forces. These are aspects being undeniably denied me and yet, this has become a norm that is far and above the normal corruption that people even like Edward Snowden has exposed in his feat of exposing the invasive actions and unconstitutional realm of violating every kind of privacy that the US Government is currently engaged in, alongside their partner corporations such as Google and Apple (one of the celebrity scumbags who has attacked me for years and years, I believe, is involved in some way with Apple).

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I fear the infection has spread into my internal organs. I don't want to go into details as this is a kind of delicate subject to write of on the internet but it's been a very subtly deadly attack that has made me literally ill and could cause serious health problems. I have no money to go to doctors and doctors from each attack that mutilates my body and affects my health. I don't know what to do I don't know if I am internally infected and how this could affect my internal organs. The problem simply has lingered and I know that is very serious. The infection will not be stopped with by now a lengthy antibiotic course. It has reduced but remains scary and serious. I don't know what the long-lasting impact of this will be. I remain using "natural" healing and a few antibiotics daily but the situation has remained lingering and now appears to be chronic--just from what these pieces of shit from Whorewood ordered or whomever else is involved in this deadly assault upon me that goes on and on with attack after attack upon my body by shit celebrities who have, in the past 10 years, severed out part of my uterus, tried to have my teeth knocked out, have then had their agents cut into the gum tissue of the teeth they tried to knock out--have had me raped nightly for years while I was unconscious in the MK ULTRA teleported sleeping state--have had cars hit me and at least a few hundred cars drive nearly into me nearly every 5 minutes of driving--that went on for years--cut into my toes cut into my fingers and tried to make my hair permanently balding and damaged beyond repair (which it is to a large degree by now and my fingers are permanently damaged). There is a lot more violence this group of shit and filth like pitt and his nasty rotten wife have ordered upon me before and after torturing me to obtain ideas for their award-winning bs movies as they keep being patted on their greasy pig ape whore backs for what they have done in this Nazi, fascist contract out upon me with zero recriminations and zero support for me to live in peace. I am now infected and they put the rotting meat substance in an orifice and the infection has spread into my organs due to what these filthy and sick pigs have done--but mostly because NO ONE would defend me and now I am covered with scars and illness from this group of pig shit. Pitt and his filthy sick ugly whore skank wife--so disgusting towards me and to me by now I can't stand the sight of this pieces of shit anywhere not in the media or on my personal searches--as for the others involved--they are detestable, ignoramus whores and pieces of shit--when my country ever gets to the point of not allowing this to go on and on will be a huge milestone in the elevation of the United States--but for now it's this covert genocidal agenda that is never stopped. I remain very ill and this group of billionaire pigs who have obtained idea after idea from me and have blocked my every attempt to earn even a single dollar, while they have had their minions actually STEAL MY MONEY while I am unconscious--I can't afford to go to a hospital and I think this is very seriously affecting my health (plus years of trauma-based torture so my immune system and the stress levels have been deadly and have never stopped-while I fight to heal from serious poisoning)

I so hope they are destroyed I can only say this about this group of apes and pigs and whores. The list of celebrities involved is so huge and it's never ending and they are as foul as the infection they put into my body--ordered it upon me I mean by rotten filth living in the rooms next to me who are guffawing idiots and stupid morons performing most disgusting acts of sabotage and terrorism and again, getting free rent and huge promotions out of it just like the celebrity filth you all think are wonderful in your hate and Nazi collective agendas out there.

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ALL I HAVE DONE IS FIGHT FOR MY RIGHTS UNDER THE US CONSTITUTION--FOR THAT, I HAVE BEEN DISMEMBERED, TORTURED, RAPED AND ROBBED, DEPRIVED OF HEALTH CARE AND FOOD, INSERTED WITH OBJECTS AND FUNGUS SO BY NOW MY ENTIRE BODY IS COATED WITH SCARS AND I AM NOW FACING A SERIOUS INFECTION THAT WON'T GO AWAY BECAUSE OF THE FILTH OF THIS GROUP FROM WHOREWOOD AND THIS ORGANIZATION IN GENERAL. THAT I FIGHT FOR HUMAN RIGHTS AND MY RIGHT TO LIVE IN PEACE HAS BEEN THE IMPETUS FOR UTTER VIOLENCE AGAINST ME BY ROTTEN AND IGNORANT WHORES IN H-WOOD WHO HAVE TORTURED ME TO OBTAIN IDEAS SO THEY REMAIN ":RELEVANT" AFTER YEARS OF THEIR ENDLESS STUPID AND FOUL MOVIE OUTPUT AND THEY ARE ROTTEN FILTH THAT HAS STUCK TO ME LIKE FUNGUS i ALSO CAN'T REMOVE. THAT i FIGHT FOR THE US CONSTITUTION AND MY RIGHTS THEREIN ONLY ENTAIL THESE COUNTLESS SLOW MURDER ASSAULTS UPON MY BODY. THAT i HAVE WRITTEN OF THIS FOR YEARS AND NO RESPONSE HAS BEEN RENDERED TO ALLEVIATE THIS VIOLENCE ONLY IS TELLING AS TO HOW CORRUPT AND FAR-GONE THE UNITED STATES IS WHEN A U.S. PRESIDENT (TRUMP ) AND CELEBRITIES IN WHOREWOOD HAVE BEEN PERPETUALLY ATTACKING ME FOR YEARS AS THEY GET PLASTIC SURGERY TO CONCEAL THEIR UGLINESS AND SLEAZY FOUL DECREPTITUDE i REMAIN ILL AND BROKEN DOWN AND BEING ASSAULTED NIGHTLY SO THEY CAN GET MORE AND MORE FOR "BREAKING MY SPIRIT" IN THE FIGHT TO HAVE SOLVENCY AND THE RIGHT TO A DEMOCRATIC LIFESTYLE OF HAVING ANY HUMAN RIGHTS WHATSOEVER. THAT THIS IS NEVER REVEALED NEVER EXPOSED NEVER WITH ANY DEFENSE FOR ME WORLDWIDE IS UTTERLY DISGUSTING.

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I remain being teleported and seriously assaulted in a most graphic and exploitative way by a man who is probably responsible for having ordered this serious and potentially dangerous attack upon me. He is demanding that I go live with him in a small German town where I have previously been sent to meet with members of some Nazi circle (many years ago). He teleports me and forces a kind of excessive reaction out of me and then abuses me afterwards. He thinks me being infected is funny and has smiled about it when I told him. This is now into one entire month of this endless nightly assault where I wake up being able to think more clearly but while in this sleeping state I am kind of like putty in his hands because of the extreme reaction he or this technology is producing in me. I don't know even if this is an organic reaction to him, it certainly is not a mental decision on my part but the reaction is as if I am hypnotized prior to being put into this semi-conscious and most pliable state while sleeping and teleported. When I am awake and aware after these extremely emotional experiences I have with him, as he really is on a huge power trip over me, I think and can understand the level of manipulation but I can't control it in my deep sleep state and from years of isolation I have had not even a single pleasant human interaction for so many years--or only briefly and then only in very distant spaces in public places but nothing with anybody for so long I don't even miss human contact any longer. They took away my cat who was my family and that is all I truly miss of any contact with any other living being. When this man teleports me it's as if a surge of emotion pours out, which he then turns into a vulnerability to abuse and dig hate into my psyche afterwards. It's as if this infection going now deeply into my body is what he is spiritually and psychologically doing or attempting to do to me as a human being--to penetrate and infect and destroy me from the most human need for intimacy which is health and sane, and turning it into a vicious physical and otherwise violent and malevolent attack upon me. the disgusting set of actors watches all of this as they award him and praise and pat him on the back as they have n't stopped doing this to me as well for years and years with their versions of slow murder pumped into my body and health decline and attacks upon my body which have never ended every single day without fail.

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This is a convoluted post as I commented upon the video before I had finished watching the entire monologue in the MSNBC Maddow report below. Terrorist hacking & filth report. June 27, 2021. But first, just yesterday I wrote in one of my lengthy posts that I wished Rachel Maddow would make a report about my situation (which involves MK ULTRA microchip implants, mind control and has involved a US President and has influenced to some degree politics in the US at that level--similar in a way to the movie Manchurian Candidate which Ms. Maddow has commented upon today--just one day after I wrote how I wanted her to conceptualize this subject in a tenable way and one day later she has. Is that just coincidence, considering that she has been a part of the teleportation situation and knows about my blog and Facebook pasts as well? I will not know the answer to that today but it is a question worth rhetorically positing.

 BREAKING TRUMP NEWS. MSNBC. Phat Kmer Official (channel). June 27, 2021.

Terrorist hacking report: once more, as I write in the comment section for a You Tube video (the video below), hackers have deleted parts of the post and of course rewritten what they did not delete and changed grammar and etc etc, the endless discrediting factor of all that I try to write and publish on every forum on the internet-, hackers have deleted parts of the post which I had to rewrite. After re-writing 4 times and discovering after posting the comment that hackers retrieve what I had originally written and insert that but jumble all together. Thus, attempt-after-attempt I write slightly differently and each rewrite is then jumbled with the last one preceding the last post. Writing the same thoughts 5 times in a row just to try to get the concept out is part of the endless disgusting attack system that is part of the Manchurian Candidate system. Cleaning up piles of filth that have been throw on my floor--piles of hair clumps--debris and crap and bits of who-knows-what laying on my floor. The dust bin is nearly half filled to the brim and this is one of those huge hand-held receptacles for cleaning with a broom. Filthy and disgusting. From terrorists of course.

This video appeared on my You Tube page under this false channel I have never subscribed to. I get these videos under my algorithm-controlled "recommended for you" front page every day but I have over 40 other channels I have subscribed to and rarely receive any notification of videos--just what hackers insert so I can see what people involved in triggering me and their videos are putting out--part of the general mind control program.

This video is not about Trump it's about MK ULTRA: a movie called The Manchurian Candidate. Rachel Maddow claims this is her "favorite" film. Interesting choice--perhaps she is trying to influence the viewers to watch the film as I have reservations in believing that this film is Ms. Maddow's first choice as movie (not saying she is lying but I just think there may be other movies she may prefer).

All such videos like this that have no information about Trump are labeled as under some Vietnamese name (or Cambodian) or channel with Trump featured as the news item but often there is nothing regarding Trump in any of the videos with these misleading titles.

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Well, good for you MS Maddow and how wonderful if you did take that cue I had written in my post yesterday on this topic of mind control and my situation; as the movie, the original is spectacular as a comedy look at a very serious subject. The subsequent remake is more serious because the situation has morphed into a much more deadly force. Death, much death is the ending of both adaptations of the book (which I have not read as I actually do not need much fiction to enhance my personal experience which is truly "stranger than fiction").

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Because my brain is so muddled by the effect of the "mind control" technology I commented upon this video before assessing it as I should have. The video makes the slightest reference, not even a reference, to mind control and quickly makes a sharp deviation into Trump territory--as the title of the video suggests. McCarthyism is the segue into the former allies of Trump and the Mafia connection (which I also wrote of very, very briefly in just one sentence yesterday in one of my lengthy posts). There is a connection between my suggestion to Ms. Maddow as expressed only in my posts yesterday and the highlight she made connection McCarthy to Trump in this convoluted roundabout way.

I think this is the closest major media will dare to go concerning the situation I am embroiled in. That mind control may be a serious issue affecting the country and/or politics is only put as an embroidery around the usual topic of the corruption surrounding Trump and his former and current ties to mafia. No mention whatsoever of mind control but only as the movie The Manchurian Candidate goes, to bring the movie into focus is to make a kind of "mind control" suggestion to viewers to watch the movie and perhaps make connections between all these various "dots" Maddow is drawing lines to and fro from and together.

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Final note on Maddow, who I have in sarcasm referred to as Madcow in times of ranting "immaturity" (ha ha).

I also wrote, yesterday, about the exploits of Nancy Pelosi who has attacked me along with the Celebrity Nazi bodybuilder former Governor of CA--it was a very ugly situation but they both appeared in a cozy familial sense of solidarity on this point and like they were best of buds. Thus, today Maddow/cow has included in this mere modicum mention of MK ULTRA that, at the end, Pelosi is akin to "mommy" and that her actions in the House of Representatives are as praiseworthy as her own media output of defending every covert crime she has witnessed and perhaps participated in, just like Pelosi and the usual suspects who are always shielded from every suspicion--the celebrity A-hole crowd.

So much for Madcow and her reporting which I have tried to "ignore" in the past after she glared in hate and spoke at me with hissing hate and negativity just like all the rest of this hate gang of thugs always does--despite me never having harmed them or the Europigape fascists who handed this technology and are partially responsible for meting out these huge contracts to the rotten group. They all behave like jackals and jackasses and hyenas whenever they appear to get a victim. I swear I am innocent of anything remotely deserving of endless years of this kind of violence or attack. Yet it persists like this infection they forced upon me, and the poisoning they forced upon me (this organization all my life I mean) and every other kind of block to my life like forced poverty and discrimination at all levels at all times in all things I pursue and etc etc. But to have just a few cats taken away from me so I have at least some kind of attachment that is unsullied by this subhuman group which is always exalted by popular opinion as if they are untouchable in design and malign intent is just unbelievable. They are so far above suspicion and yet so guilty of collusion and of  helping and assisting in what is now the US fascist Nazi emerging state of terrorism within the United States and now abroad (or vice-versa, as it's been abroad for many decades and is now only surfacing as a serious domestic threat that is visible--thanks to this group now attacking me out of Whorewood, USA with all their Europigape fascist, Nazi handlers telling them what to do and say to become just like them--fully supported for decades by Americans in their foreign policies and the Marshall Plan and etc etc. 

Really, Maddow is part of the problem that she endlessly giggles about in her very well-written and articulated exposes. I watch her videos because her presentation of the information is more detailed than I obtain from other major news sources. I had this experience also with very well adept personalities who play the roles but are part of the sink holes that collapse the entire structure of a free society. They are very well-equipped to crank out the grind that leaves the viewers blind to what is really going on.