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Tuesday, June 29, 2021
A clip/video of the racist bigot abuser/user teleporting me with his German girlfriend, holding hands. Two bigot ugly dirty Nazi pig apes in my country being told that they are incredible just because they are Nazi shit. There is the man nightly raping and slapping my face and insulting me afterwards; , telling her that he loves her and complimenting her on her beauty with praise for her personality and everything else that a man in love would bestow upon a women he wants and admires. With me there is only the exact opposite and this sleazy rotten pig ape Nazi whore is doing it not only because he's a racist piece of pig ape shit but because he enjoys torture and is a bigot shithead who I have been fighting to get off me for the last month: this filthy German Nazi pig ape has shown me without fail absolute disrespect at ALL times, hate, rape, violence, insults before and after the hypnotized "love" that he drains and sucks out of me then slaps or abuses and says continuous insults after he rapes me and forces a reaction of "desire" that is a sheer product of mind control exploitation. When I see this video and see the extent to his racist attitude and behavior I can only ask the world to get this ugly an violent bigot pig ape off me because all I have done for one month of rape and abuse is tell him to get off me and he pins me down and rapes me and I can't stop him. His plan to exploit me further with threats and no one defending me has forced me to write all these series of posts today because he's a really ugly personality towards me and I so hope he's destroyed GET THAT ROTTEN NAZI PIG APE WHORE RAPIST OFF ME GET DAVID GARRETT OFF ME I CAN'T STOP HIM AND HE'S JUST GOING ON AND ON WITH HIS PLANS TO FORCE A TRULY HATEFUL AGENDA ON ME FOR THIS PIG'S ENDLESS SENSE OF ENTITLEMENT--WHICH THE PIG APES OF WHOREWOOD ARE INDULGING THIS ROTTEN SKANK WHORE GERMAN NAZI PIG INTO JUST DOING WHATEVER HE WANTS. I SEE WHAT A DISGUSTING EXPLOITER AND USER HE IS WHEN i WATCH THIS VIDEO AND WHAT A CHEESY, GREASY AND DIRTY WHORE THAT PIG REALLY IS. i AM VERY UPSET THIS IS SOME PIG RAPING ME NIGHTLY USING THIS EQUIPMENT AND THEN EITHER HITTING OR INSULTING ME AGFTERWARDS AND i AM HITTING HIM BACK SREAMING AND THIS NEVER ENDS. hE WANTS TO FORCE ME TO GO TO GERMANY WHERE HE SAYS HE WILL HAVE ME RAPED BY HIS FRIENDS AFTER PROVIDING HIM WITH A BABY SO THIS BIGOT RAPIST PIG APE CAN OBTAIN ENDLESS DEALS AND GET MOVIE CONTRACTS PROBABLY. hIS UTTER HATE TOWARDS ME IS SO APPARANT WHEN i WATCH HIM WITH THIS GERMAN PIG APE WOMEN i SO HOPE THIS MAN IS DESTROYED FROM THIS ENDLESS INSULT AND VILENCE TOWARDS ME THAT THE PIGS OF WHOREWOOD ARE CHEERING HIM ON TO DO SO THEY CAN ALL GET TH IS CONTRACTG OUT OF ONE OF T HESE WORTHLESS PIECES OF CRAP FORCING SLAVERY, A BABY AND ABHSOLUTE OPPRESSION ON ME. PLEASE GET THIS ROTTEN SLEAZE SDUMBAG NAZI OFF ME PLEASE GET HIM OF ME PLEASE GET DAVID GARRETT OFF ME UGLY SLEAZY DIRTY GERMAN PIG APE GO DIE AND GO TO HELL. or hits me. I want this rotten German sleazy person off me and I can't stop him from his endless pursuit of trying to clinch this contract out of abusing/using and exploiting me in this teleportation hell. Will SOMEONE PLEASE GET DAVID GARRETT OFF ME PLEASE GET HIM OFF ME i CAN'T STOP MY REACTION TO THE H YPNOSIS AND TELEPORTATION HE'S ABSOLUTELY VIOLENT, NEGATIVE, SLEAZY AND A HATEFUL RACIST BIGOT TOWARDS ME. The hate and disrespect is theonly thing I have ever experienced from each and every pig ape teleporting me I just want some kind of responsible action taken to protect my rights as a human being. Please MAKE THIS BIGOT HATEFUL GERMAN ROTTEN CREEP STOP TELEPORTING AND RAPING AND HITTING AND TORTURING ME HE'S A SLEAZY HATEFUL RACIST RAPIST PLEASE GET HIM OFF ME. The difference in this nasty man's treatment of a German women he really wants and loves is 100% the opposite of every nasty, vilent abusivd action he takes againast me. I can't stand seeing this rotten pig ape with this German pig ape holding her hand while he's abusing me whenever he rapes me and I am hypnotized before and after to "believe" that I am "in love" with some hateful loveless scumbag who is really so racist such a bigoted piece of crap exploiting me. I have told him no endlessly for over a month this is never ending his greed is the only thing I know about him plus his hate.
"I'm not an abuser...." says the abuser who is being shielded from his violence inflicted upon me with almost a lifetime guarantee of more to come in the future and demands to go to Germany to be abused and tortured and gang raped and forced to have a "baby" and live in a small little Nazi enclave and get endless Hell perhaps until I die. Ha ha the article I just discovered just now because I have been avoiding all internet searches trying to not make it appear as if I want anything to do with him. What did I discover? Ha ha what a sick joke (on me and the world). The teleportation technology is PERFECT for racists, rapists, abusers and worse and this is so welcomed amongst these terrorist organizers and their drooling pornographic men and women who can't wait to destroy and rape and steal and suck out and discard afterwards with the press of a button. Fully automatic rape technology with full granting of permission by every top official in the US and the rest of the planet goes along.
David Garrett Reaches Settlement Over Alleged Ex-Girlfriend Abuse Claims.
“'Ashley and I had been together from October 2014, she lived in my apartment in New York … I separated from her in February 2016 … I am not an aggressive person – violence is simply not something I’m into … ” Garrett stressed at the time....The 28 year old former X-rated actress last June accused the violin superstar of physically assaulting her and forcing her to do a number of humiliating acts during the course of their relationship – including drinking urine."
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Wow, wonder what kind of hell this wonderful person Garrett has in mind for me if I go to his little Nazi village in Germany, good old f-ing Germany.
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The Madwoman in the Attic. My silencing and crazy-making protocol system so omitted from public consciousness but "crazy bitch" syndrome is instead constructed as the dominant narrative by crazy-making men and their crazy bitch women. It was a book, it is a book, will it be burned in the future? Will it be banned or just ignored? I submit my programming detail and analysis in this post which I am not at ease to write any commentary on due to silencing of technologies, keyboard hacking terrorist hacking redacting and blacking of my brain by implants and remote technologies and drugging. (torture/rape/mutilation/dream teleportation psycho-trauma on a nightly basis, etc etc etc)
https://www.enotes.com/topics/madwoman-attic
The Madwoman in the Attic
by Sandra Ellen Mortola, Susan GubarThe Madwoman in the Attic: The Woman Writer and the Nineteenth-Century Literary Imagination by Sandra Gilbert and Susan Gubar was first published in 1979. It is considered a landmark of feminist literary criticism. A second updated edition appeared in 2000.
The Madwoman in the Attic takes its title from the iconic early-Victorian novel Jane Eyre. In this novel, Rochester's first wife, Bertha Mason, has gone mad and is kept locked in an attic. Because Bertha Mason Rochester was a wealthy Creole woman from Jamaica, she represents a sort of monstrous "other" in the nation: passionate, exotic, and mad, demonized by the novelist and the characters of the novel. In Gilbert and Gubar's survey of Victorian female novelists and the portrayal of women in Victorian literature, they consider Bertha to be a prototypical exemplar of the "woman as monster." Among the major authors considered in the book are Jane Austen, Mary Shelley, Emily Brontë, Charlotte Brontë, and George Eliot.
Gilbert and Gubar argue that, within the patriarchal environment of Victorian England, women struggled to create an identity as authors. As part of this struggle, their portraits of women bifurcated female nature into two extremes: "the angel in the house" (who was traditionally "good," submissive, and virtuous) and the "madwoman in the attic" (the image of woman's suppressed anger, rage, and power). Neither of these two emblems of femininity, though, are whole or complete women, and many novels by women would have paired characters each representing half of the emotional range—with the monstrous woman often channeling the author's genuine anger at patriarchal oppression.
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50 YEARS OF THE FEMININE MYSTIQUE: SANDRA GILBERT & SUSAN GUBAR. WW Norton. January 23, 2013.
An interview of the authors of The Madwoman in the Attic.
Monday, June 28, 2021
"Labeling her as Mad." (The Madwoman in the Attic). More on silencing: I am confronted with a classical musician of the male-dominated tradition out of Europ-a-land and his demand that I submit to being silenced so the Nazi/Mafia cartel terrorist organization along with the blonde, fascist Nazi women and their "Minority minions" who also cheer all of this on so they can play their seemingly "powerful and strong" minion roles and sleazy pornographic symbolism for all their media output go along--along with all the other suppressed and fully obedient slaves being programmed into the Old World fascist former genocidal regime and it's politics, and the arts and classical music I learned from having played classical violin and being fully attacked by Germans (in Illinois) taught me to avoid this entire genre or it's leaders. Now I am confronted with one more planning to take-over America and the minions of American Nazi and Mafia affiliation fully bringing yet another destroyer in to take over and control and abuse and rape and steal and Colonize. Threats abound in all directions as he scoffs and glares and demands while teleporting me and with the terror groups I am stuck once more writing to this empty page to the full audience of blank and silent silencers. I could not have written it more precisely (the quotation below) than a Wikipedia and 19th Century slave of domineering Europ-a fascist pre-Nazi culture. Ak those photos of Jewish women who held Master's and PhD qualifications in Nazi death parades marched through the streets naked and shivering as the filthy and brutal Europigapes (who I must deal with here in Phuket, stupid, brutal, sleazy and foul but with all the money they stole from people they slaughtered and the absolute compliance of most of the world including Whorewood, USA they have formed the further expansion of Nazi culture into SE Asia and into America as I see when I am teleported what stupid slaves have been put into power by fascist Nazi/Mafia cartel terrorists). Oh how the Europigapes during and preceding and after the Holocaust hated the intellectual Jewish women and their high academic performances and power and intelligence--all those "good mothers" of the Nazi men who served and obeyed and did their household chores and never got out of line--now the threat aimed at me these fascist Nazi women--part of this fascist Nazi terror mafia organization who want to become executives in their own right but must have their sleazy and hateful pornographic men rape and oppress me as they steal ideas I have studied and conceived of as their posturing #MeToo! blanket mind control programming to put themselves as the leaders of every alternative movement and control of media industry as far as their fascist Nazi/Mafia/fascist/sexist rapist male partners will allow and allot for them to play as underlings to them.
"Gender and class limitations[edit]
The music historian Richard Taruskin suggests that "[t]he life of Fanny Mendelssohn Hensel is compelling proof that women's failure to "compete" with men on the compositional playing-field has been the result of social prejudice and patriarchical mores (which in the nineteenth century granted only men the right to make the decisions in bourgeois households)."[17] Such attitudes were shared by Mendelssohn's father, who was tolerant, rather than supportive, of her activities as a composer. In 1820, he wrote to her, "Music will perhaps become his [i.e. Felix's] profession, while for you it can and must be only an ornament".[18] Although Felix was privately broadly supportive of her as a composer and a performer, he was cautious (professedly for family reasons) of her publishing her works under her own name. He wrote:
From my knowledge of Fanny I should say that she has neither inclination nor vocation for authorship. She is too much all that a woman ought to be for this. She regulates her house, and neither thinks of the public nor of the musical world, nor even of music at all, until her first duties are fulfilled. Publishing would only disturb her in these, and I cannot say that I approve of it.[19]"
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Sigmund Freud: his views on sexuality were so threatening to the emerging fascist Nazism of Europe that of course he and his concepts were put on death lists by Nazis when the final takedown of culture began. My experience of living in Germany exhibited to me absolute Freudian sexualized familial relationships and immature Europigapes who never develop past a few of the Freudian oral or anal stages for their entire lives. Violent and stuck in corrugated pathways of domination and submission, they adhered to the usurper "friend/foe" of Freud in the take-over of Carl Jung whose philosophies have completely obscured the more relevant of Freud's especially in German culture and in American culture as well, for which many a feminist has fought for decades and died and been killed for centuries or millennia . People cannot grasp concepts of Jews unless it is sanctified by the Church and cult of Nazi approval (or my personal, very skewed and at this moment hyperbolic ranting mind control/drugged theory of their Nazi/Jew relationship of stealing and taking over any movement, the Nazis are into that so heavily at least from my personal experience of being around them endlessly all my life and attacked endlessly all my life and my concepts stolen my fight to have a career turned into near-death accidents and near-death poisoning and then near-death abuse while fighting to heal and I am just writing all of this from my very personal experience and this very emotional rant at this moment). Take it as an extemporaneous rant, but it is based in a very sordid reality.
Freud analyzed "hysterical" women, a pariah class of women who could not adapt to being forced into domesticated slavery, sexual annihilation, and drudgery for which some cracked eventually.
Labeled "hysteria" and thus, my years of being teleported (no evidence, all crimes promoted the perpetrators exalted in their careers and handed millions of dollars in business deals and awards and praise from the skank women who want to see women like me maimed, scarred up, broken down, raped, beaten slowly to death and emotionally and sexually castrated poisoned drugged and etc etc--in effect, your Nazi blonde women in Whorewood and their husbands (i.e. the Pitt gang which is now overflowing with all races, creeds and colors of participants).
The basis of power, the endless oral fixation of power (fellatio) and it's supposed humiliating subservience---which is supposed to imply the weak and powerless sucker as opposed to the dominating powerful rapist or "top" over the "bottom"
yes yes, no one can really associate Freudian infantile regressions with these characteristics of rape and power that are being forced upon me in this situation. The people involved all cling to their mommies and daddies in ways that break their own spirits and force them into lifelong emotional bondage to their childhood frozen stages of development.
This power structure was so dangerous to Europ-a's that they wanted Freud dead, and his legacy is rife with insulting bias against him as if his ideas were absolutely passe. The structure of parents having a power differential of the mother playing domestic slave, the children in bondage emotionally to this structure their entire lives, and the larger macrocosm of the power of domination and subjugation is never questioned and Freud has in a sense hit the dust bin of history but remains alive like a parched dried out old scroll of antiquity in universities while Jung is fully embraced for his naziesque philosophies of Hermitic duality and bisexuality and etc etc (the esoterica as well which is reminiscent of Nazi occultism and arcane mythology).
Women in particular, as in the "programming" over me, met with full approval by Nazi women like Hillary Clinton who poses as an advocate for "women" and Nancy Pelosi who poses as an advocate "for the American People" (but not me and being raped and mutilated and tortured reminds me of the NY mafia from which this skanky rotten thing stems from, the hate of the "Italian-Americans" who of course have their own historical legacy of fascism and the utter sexualization of women and their bondage to various domesticated roles. Of course there is the Roman Empire and it's legacy which remains as a dominant force, and the "Italian-Americans" want only to resume the ancient anti-Semitism they had embraced with full genocide for 2,000 years which has spread like wildfire into all of Europe--and now into America.
STUDIES INTO HYSTERIA. SIGMUND FREUD AND JOSEF BREUER. Psych Reviews. January 8, 2018.
The situation being forced upon me with the "gang stalking" terrorism of "force multipliers" of millions of citizens who covertly operate as agents of terrorism surrounding me and attacking me in throngs of sometimes hundreds of people at one location, scattered around and even airplanes and buses can be used as terror operations. All to create a version of the old European system that created the "hysterical" female "disorder" that was used to incarcerate into mental institutions how many women for how many decades, years or centuries? Or they were hidden away in the attic, a situation that probably has not gone out of style. I am such a victim of this state-sponsored version of the old, enforced European system.
If perhaps you read the book Tell of the D'Urbavilles by Thomas Hardy you can see just a bit of this in action, or to the point more Emily Bronte where a woman in the attic was kept in hiding (was it Jane Eyre?)
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'THE MADWOMAN IN THE ATTIC', WOMEN, WRITING AND MENTAL ILLNESS in TELL ME WHY. Game Assist. February 22, 2021.
"Madness and mental illness are created to enforce power structures in society...women are disproportionally affected because Patriarchy has constructed what women are and what Woman is..."
MY SITUATION OF BEING TARGETED AND TORTURED, RAPED AND EVEN PART OF MY UTERUS SERVERED AND CUT OUT WHILE IN A COMATOSE SLEEPING, MK ULTRA STATE, IS A STATE-SPONSORED FORM OF ARTIFICIALLY-INDUCED 'HYSTERIA" thus to endlessly label me as deranged or histrionic--meanwhile the Nazi women and their adherent minorities attacking me likewise steal whatever ideas I can lament or rage out on any electronic form or even through thought-reading/hacking and thus they have ideas from which to continue to sell themselves off as being progressive feminists but who actually are setting women back hundreds of years while the system that has always operated to drive women into "insanity" is using them to "take over".
Ken Russell's Crimes of Passion.
Is sex-for-sale one of the few outlets for wealthy white women where they can actually not become hysterical, or become hysterical if they have a secret "other" life? Good thing for anonymous big city lifestyles and wig shops.
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Post-addendum: I had written with a question mark that it was Emily Bronte who wrote Jane Eyre? (sic) however, now having taken time to look it up, it was not Emily but Charlotte Bronte who wrote that story of the madwoman in the attic. I had tucked away memories of reading Wuthering Heights as the sole proprietor of my memory cache regarding these English authors because of the racist element that Heathcliff portends. The endless discussion of racism has permeated so much of my cultural and societal observation that the more relevant feminist interpretation, like what most of society does, is swept under the rug in favor of the more male-oriented "racist" theme which, like patriarchal structures and thoughts, exposes "racism" but omits the "feminist" component to a large degree in the greater social discussion. Thus I had remembered only Emily and Heathcliff and forgot in my compartmentalized memory units the much more relevant (to my situation) story of the "Mad" woman in the attic of Jane Eyre. I find that I have suppressed many feminist references or perhaps they were brainwashed and mind controlled/drugged out of me. The persistent theme of racism dominates all. Feminism is like the madwoman tucked away in embarrassment, like a kind of taboo that risks censure and name-labeling of shame to be a "feminist". The technology inflicted upon me has made being a feminist cause for terrorist death squad attack that is always covered up by programmed women (who have covert racist agendas or trying to fit into the racist hegemony if they are members of the "minority" group).
Feminism, per se, is very dangerous to the prevailing status quo and must be convoluted and twisted entirely into it's antithesis, while still retaining the title of being "feminist" in this 4th Reich global terrorist mind control programming terror network.
Oh the silencing--the racist and sexist silencing by Big Daddy fascist Nazi terror organization with their rape enabler skank whore females cheering them on.
CANDYMAN TRAILER 2 REACTION, WHAT IT MAY DO RIGHT/ Double Toasted Bites. June 25, 2021.
Sunday, June 27, 2021
Terrorist health assault: June 27, 2021. I remain very infected with what could be a serious infection that microbiotics will not cure--after terrorists sprayed rotting meat into my body and I am now infected and it's horrible and kind of scary as the infection after more than 10 days won't go away with heavy doses daily of anti-biotics. I truly hope whomever ordered this upon me and has also done the deed are themselves made very ill and harmed seriously.
This is an addendum to the post that I am writing after having published this post: I was very upset as the situation is upsetting to have to face injury and infection due to the malevolent crimes and criminals I must deal with and without any protection whatsoever from any authoritative source that is supposed to protect these very instances of egregious harm inflicted by violent people.
I wrote that I am merely protecting my "rights" under the US Constitution. I used a very oft-used catchphrase of sorts, that the Constitution lists the "rights" of the citizens. I was stuck in a mode of cursing and anger due to the technology ALWAYS hindering my cognitive functioning while I write and enhancing all kinds of chaos and alternative states while I fight to formulate thoughts under these adverse conditions.
I realized after I got away from the laptop that what I had meant, or should have written, is that I am defending my Unalienable rights that the Constitution referred to, but meaning that the limits imposed upon the excesses of Government intrusion and all those violent acts of state-sponsored crime and terrorism I experience on a daily basis are outlined by the Constitution as what the Govermment is supposed to be enforcing and protecting--the privacy provision and freedom of speech and ability to defend oneself against a corrupt government and it's forces. These are aspects being undeniably denied me and yet, this has become a norm that is far and above the normal corruption that people even like Edward Snowden has exposed in his feat of exposing the invasive actions and unconstitutional realm of violating every kind of privacy that the US Government is currently engaged in, alongside their partner corporations such as Google and Apple (one of the celebrity scumbags who has attacked me for years and years, I believe, is involved in some way with Apple).
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I fear the infection has spread into my internal organs. I don't want to go into details as this is a kind of delicate subject to write of on the internet but it's been a very subtly deadly attack that has made me literally ill and could cause serious health problems. I have no money to go to doctors and doctors from each attack that mutilates my body and affects my health. I don't know what to do I don't know if I am internally infected and how this could affect my internal organs. The problem simply has lingered and I know that is very serious. The infection will not be stopped with by now a lengthy antibiotic course. It has reduced but remains scary and serious. I don't know what the long-lasting impact of this will be. I remain using "natural" healing and a few antibiotics daily but the situation has remained lingering and now appears to be chronic--just from what these pieces of shit from Whorewood ordered or whomever else is involved in this deadly assault upon me that goes on and on with attack after attack upon my body by shit celebrities who have, in the past 10 years, severed out part of my uterus, tried to have my teeth knocked out, have then had their agents cut into the gum tissue of the teeth they tried to knock out--have had me raped nightly for years while I was unconscious in the MK ULTRA teleported sleeping state--have had cars hit me and at least a few hundred cars drive nearly into me nearly every 5 minutes of driving--that went on for years--cut into my toes cut into my fingers and tried to make my hair permanently balding and damaged beyond repair (which it is to a large degree by now and my fingers are permanently damaged). There is a lot more violence this group of shit and filth like pitt and his nasty rotten wife have ordered upon me before and after torturing me to obtain ideas for their award-winning bs movies as they keep being patted on their greasy pig ape whore backs for what they have done in this Nazi, fascist contract out upon me with zero recriminations and zero support for me to live in peace. I am now infected and they put the rotting meat substance in an orifice and the infection has spread into my organs due to what these filthy and sick pigs have done--but mostly because NO ONE would defend me and now I am covered with scars and illness from this group of pig shit. Pitt and his filthy sick ugly whore skank wife--so disgusting towards me and to me by now I can't stand the sight of this pieces of shit anywhere not in the media or on my personal searches--as for the others involved--they are detestable, ignoramus whores and pieces of shit--when my country ever gets to the point of not allowing this to go on and on will be a huge milestone in the elevation of the United States--but for now it's this covert genocidal agenda that is never stopped. I remain very ill and this group of billionaire pigs who have obtained idea after idea from me and have blocked my every attempt to earn even a single dollar, while they have had their minions actually STEAL MY MONEY while I am unconscious--I can't afford to go to a hospital and I think this is very seriously affecting my health (plus years of trauma-based torture so my immune system and the stress levels have been deadly and have never stopped-while I fight to heal from serious poisoning)
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I must order express extremely vital financial objects from my mailing service out of the US. So far, Fed Ex in Phuket has no telephone nu...
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Many songs trigger thoughts, emotions and concepts directly or indirectly to my experience of observing the endless repetitious patterns o...
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For the past few days the terrorist minions, which here in Thailand specialize in Asian cooking condiments such as Fish oil and fish cakes...