Friday, March 24, 2023

Another teleportation sleep night of death scenes after pit the fascist Nazi "actor" rushed violently at me after I had written my post earlier in the morning regarding the "My med's aren't working" song and my response to the mind programming that has failed. The pig apes are now using death threats and torture (as they have for years) but there is no more "mind control" experimentation it's just violence on a fascist scale now.

 Every single post I write now criticizing those putrid sick and rotten pieces of shit, pig pit and his harem of scum whore rape-cheerleaders, including the "minority" men--there was another "Jewish" creep attacking me after I posted one of his "Liberal" analysis vlogs from the YouTube portal of Orwellian programming--he rushed to attack me sitting next to the ever-present pig pit but filthalina was not there for a relief but is always there in the background with her English "aristocrat" "Americans are so stupid" throng pushing that stupid and ugly posturing filthy skank to viciously attack me like fascist Nazis that England has become on a huge scale--Left and Right--doesn't matter--and I mean on a huge scale.

Now it's America's turn. Filthy pig pit and shitalina brought fascism into open exposure and America has latched on and loves it. They love filthy pig pit. I wish him destruction and his empire collaposed and his shit life destroyed. How I wish filthy and disgusting Whorewood would stop applauding fascism and promoting every scumbag fascist who sings and gyrates but bows in peasant-like obseqiousness to German and English and French parasitic whore scumbags who come to exploit and infiltrate the U.S. through the greed and sleaze of empty and meaningless Whorewood. I refer to the so-many blacks who have attacked me--and I can't call them "American" any longer so forget about the "African-American" label as it does not apply to them.


Calling the fascists "American" any longer also does not apply, they truly only worship all fascist Nazi Europigape mentality and their one and sole aim in achieving power and promotion is to fly to Europigapeland and obtain welcome for their participation in ushering in the 4th Reich into America. Count Marjorie Taylor Greene into that category, along with the Republican mess and the Democrat mess that has taken power. Count Bernie Sanders into that as well. I have written of his participation in this crime against me. He just concluded the politician's version of a star tour of England where he was welcomed in with love which was not really love by the English fascist crap media and "Left"--it's really about spreading Socialism but in the form of Totalitarian benevolent dictatorship as opposed to outright fascist violent Nazism. That is the "choice" that confronts society now. That is the "Left" version of the same one side of the same "coin" metaphorically speaking. Pig pit and filthalina are the utterly fake version of the "Left" side of the facsist coin. Pig pit becomes more fascist as more filth like that ugly creep from MSNBC (which one, you ask?) comes to vent fascist yelling and rage at me for not wanting to be ensnared into his provate hell of control and abuse---saying NO in other words. Politely of course at first. When I said to the Elvis impersonator that I don't care about him or his movie, that ugly foul yelling former U.S. politician violently yelled at me because the "blonde" boy has to be put into prime position. It's a replica of him and his ugly wife sitting blathering about how they used to be "Republican" but now "care" about how badly the country is going down into Authoritarianism. This is one of the most slick scumbags on air that has attacked me. 


But Sanders--I was violently attacked when I stayed at a guesthouse here in Phuket, run by S. African white supremacists who, as usual, wore the guises of being sort of "hippie" artist with a guest house that had organic food, and hand-painted walls which appear almost like a kind of artist community. The owners wore long beaded necklaces. They had ugly old white pig ape men rush in tiny thong underwear while I was on the communcal computers--they stole my identification documentation which is now gone completely because I must go in person to an office to replace what they stole. They put disgusting things on my bed, they had people attack me non-stop. When I finally confronted them, a whole room of huge Muay Thai white pig ape men and women sat around gloating in silence as the owner yelled at me--fascist style. Bernie Sanders along with Hillary Clinton told me that they would close down this guesthouse--and they did, when the Democrats took power. What they did was hand this group of fascist S. African white supremacist Nazis a 5-star resort instead of the dirty and broken down "hippie" joint where they pretended to be "alternative". This is the same exact replication of how these operators of bs work--the mind control "left" of the one-sided sphere of "influence" in the media.

Bernie just did his version of political "rock star" tour of fascist Nazi England and pig pit just brought a host of German cock rock basturds who threatened to kill me for saying no to being exploited--by them or one of them--insults, threats and pig pit and filthalina sitting comfortably watching. I had posted one song by this shit band about saying NO to someone trying to tie you down for the rest of your life in a loveless relationship. This anthem of "Nein" has reverberated amongst the soft and impressioinable "youth" and hateful adult demographic and this band is very famous for that one song--adn for the rest of their thump black metal k-rap--as all they truly are interested in is, like all German pig apes I have met, is enlarging the sphere of influence of Nazism and they picked the perfect group of shit out of Whorewood to do that--who have since wrapped their empty meaningless legs around these cock rock scumbag German pig apes--with pig pit in the lead and shitalina somehow not there--maybe she's busy. She's not missed, but oh how I want pig pit to finally go f-off to his shitty world of fascist aristocrat nazis out of Europigapeland and leave me alone. The contract is too appealing for that piece of shit to ever leave me alone and no one ever stops him or this or helps me so he's going on and on. I've lost part of my uterus, animals i loved and took care of which he ordered along with shitalina to be beaten to death and crushed and/or taken away from me/ my hair is mostly gone and won't grow back, my underarm hair has been chemically treated out and it doesn't grow as well--which would be proof of the permanent damage this group of sick slime has forced on my body--poisoning to death which still is ongoing--my teeth nearly knocked out for writing on my personal facebook page that i ask for justice and that shit pig pit stop being awarded at the Oscars as he has for every single year he has tortured me using this contract--it's now nearly a decade and that pig is a permanent fixture at the Oscars and of course, worshipped nearly at the Europigape Golden Globes for his role in bringing in every fascist shit personality out of Europigapeland to infiltrate so he can obtain his greedy aspirations for his career.

The Jewish "liberal" commentator was obnoxious and nasty--no matter what I said, he twisted it around as if I had made some insult at him. The creep sat next to Pig pit--or nearby, and insulted and kind of threatened me, or accused me of saying "wrong" things for every reply I made--offering him advice---which he took as justification to attack me--I was in the SHOWER trying to RELAX from another day of shitting the murder poisons that shit pig pit and shitalina had ordered their minions to put into my body via sewage water insertions into my; vagina and bladder for all this last decade--

The Jewish woman-hating creep I have since blocked. He has not plastered my youtube with his shitty videos, so he has a slight iota of concern about human values that coincides with his "caring liberal" stance for his posturing videos.

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As for pig pit, the movie about fighting the Nazis has no bearing whatsoever, the other movie about defending Jews only means the most obsequious and ridiculous like Sandler who is a full-on Jewish Nazi promoted into that league of pestilence for his submission to Nazi humiliation via his most ridiculously stupid roles as "comedy". He's just another generation of Jerry Lewis but not as aware or intelligent or talented.

So, that is my "hate" screed this morning. The murder skit, which pig pit has forced upon me, is in the same general sick and ugly vein that the Nazi MSNBC anchor used upon me (which shitty MSNBC fake "liberal" am I referring to? Well, he has his black minion sitting by him discussing victimization with a sad and crushed look like a dog   soaking wet in the rain with matted down grey hair) and his blonde wife sitting slightly behind him supporting his frame as he puts out the "radical" fascist Nazi progaganda in the form of "liberal" commentary for the "radical libeal" MSNBC platform, in which THREE anchors have participated in attacking me with sickness and ugliness and hate. The white male with his black minion and his blonde wife is a murderous bigot attacking me, and now pig pit has been emboldened to follow in his example and is now putting out death scenes in his stupid and sick teleportation skits. I know that the ugly white piece of shit MSNBC creep is right there instructing pig pit on how to perform "Southern" lynch mob traumatizing hate threats of death, something I am certain that ugly dirty MSNBC was trained early in, with his mommy and daddy instructing him on white supremacy tactics.

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So, accosted as usual. The skit involved a scene of a building collapsing in some kind of explosion or earthquake--they didn't define how the building literally collapsed in two. The creep who was "telling" me about the building collapse described how there were so many people literally smashed to death that blood spurted out of the cracks of the building because slabs of cement crushed bodies. The blood, he informed me, spurted up into the sky, and etc. They showed me red liquid spurting up out of a building collapsed in the center. He kept detailing how blood was everywhere, and etc.


In the nascent waking state this morning, pig pit was sitting with a grim look on his plastic-coated face, as I fushed at him with hate screaming that I can't stand him and trying to smash his face in.

I am sick of this basturd and wish that somehow the U.S. government was not a one-sided and lopsided fascist insitution working on destroying the middle class, putting someone who will promote a totalitarian fascist state like Bernie Sanders with the Clinton "Machine" backing him (oh la la, all that $$$ being put into Bernie's pocket) and btw, the Clintons are assets of the English Crown, which I have written of before but I have many things to do. I have to risk my life once more driving around to get some things done today here in Phuket. 


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Update on my post written yesterday, about the harassment and delays and misinformation /lies given to me on "chat" with my bank (PNC) when trying to get one question answered.

I realized after having gotten up from the laptop that I "forgot" items that I wanted to express and I got bogged down on detail and etc. First, I asked that this fake agent in the chat send me a copy of the chat to my email, which is perfunctory for that system anyway and should be done. What t his creep on the other end of the chat wrote was "no I can't do that" while I was typing in my email address. I looked on the chat later and she/he had deleted the "no I can't" when I was writing my email address in the field for where to send a copy of the chat. What I tried to copy and paste didn't work, and while I was copying she kept clicking on the chat so the page would scroll up to the beginning and I had to scroll down and try to find my lost place. She did this constantly while I was working on copying the information. I did not copy her answers which never answered my original question. I never got a copy of the chat although I completed all the forms correctly for obtaining a copy and which email address to send it to. I "forgot" to write that after each question I posted in the chat, I had to wait over 5 minutes for her to reply with a confusion and non-answering response. This required over one hour to get the correct answer as she kept repeating the same technical conditions, although I asked the question in the most elementary frame defining the parameters of the monetary amounts so even a 3rd grader could understand. I had to write this same question six times b before she would simply answer the question. The entire thing was fraught with lies up until the end when she told me she would send a copy of the chat, which has not since happened. 


there is the possibility that the hacker team was obstructing the copy being sent, but when she wrote "No, I can't do that" while I was typing in my email address for where to send a copy of the chat to, and then deleting it so it didn't remain on-record--only proves my hunch as to the agent being absolutely involved in this atack upon me--which was my brain being attacked so I could not think, being put into a fearful position of not being able to get any business done and my financial status endlessly put on the edge of homelessness and thus death--

with shit pig  pit and the ever-growing group of shit operating alongside him like that ugly morning blow creep who is a violent Souther bigot fascist instructing the ever-greedy and nasty pig pit to increase the violence so they all can work with the Trump empire to obtain a Mafia/Nazi endless array of golf courses and mansions and yachts and private jets and endless playboy bunnies and orgies and free everything handed to them and monopolies on politics and in the media promoting "liberal" alongside the fascist Nazis who are promoting outright MURDER in the streets if they get caught for their crimes and are not "allowed" to get away with it with cheers and applause from the fans and "voters".

Cyber attack/hacker terrorism report while attempting to conduct banking information exchange. Every nuance of the situation was a terror technology obstruction of thought and information processing from the agent I dealt with to how the keyboard and laptop operated while I was in chat.

 As usual with this bank which I never chose, because my smaller bank out of Gainesville has since fallen (2 years ago) and transferred to a much larger bank. I was not informed of mail received regarding the transfer of all accounts to a new bank after it was too late to have the new plastic cards sent to me in a timely manner so I had to pay for expedited and go through a kind of back-and-forth hell between this folding bank and the corrupt terrorist mail service I had formerly in Orlando. I am now dealing with a mail service that NEVER literally informs me of mail. It won't matter which service I try and attempt to garner because every single attempt I make on any telecommunications line is blocked and transferred to terrorist agents, so I get the same result when I make any phone call or write an email. It doesn't matter which form or place I try to use any form of business or transactional communication, literally everything is under some larger network of control and my calls are transferred to people who lie while my brain is suffused with altering and blocks of brainwave functioning.

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I tried to get information regarding various types of accounts. I had to ask the same question at least 6 times before she begrudgingly  offered me the information I had to retype 6 times in a row for her to begin to answer it. It was s very simple question about minimum amounts that were required for montly service without a fee. There were two different amounts of deposit and savings that were interchangeable with language I am unaccustomed to and I think the way this site was worded, very few people would be able to discern the exact situation without at least a minimum of one question about what it all really means. 

I had to ask 6 times in a row. I had to rephrase the question repeatedly into the most basic terms before after the 6th attempt she answered somewhat clearly, but with this air of frustration asking me constantly if I had "further questions" while I kept repeating the question she would not answer. It is the typical gimmick of making it seem that my questions are annoying while they sigh in exasperation as I ask for clarification for subjects that they provide with murky nomenclature that I think would be confusing even for the experts of that field. It's all intentional. I think most of it is pre-written as a script which they are handed threads of to repeat while I ask the questions, repeatedly as they confuse and contort the answers. The usual exasperated annoyance tone they all respond with after I have not been given a good answer after the 4th time of asking is always the same, for every time I contact any bank or service where I have to deal with financial matters. Because I have been forced into dire poverty for most of my life while my family is living off the hog in luxury and wealth because they sold me off and they fully comply to the 4th Reich and it's expectations (that they sacrifice and betray and self-abnegate in prostrated self-immolation for the sake of white supremacy, but they get to live in decent houses and get a few chances to "be somebody" in exchange for the little bit of money which they hand over to their Nazi spouses in their last Wills anyway, leaving their children like me to fight like I'm constantly on the verge of murder, which I am.

So I had to fight for over an hour while this agent worked with the hackers who would omit words from my sentences so what I wrote on this chat forum, because talking to people on the phone is an even more sinister kind of mental torture. They constrict my vocal chords and my threat is tightened by the microchip implant in my throat. They always, no matter which version of an attempt to communicate I use, block my cognitive awareness so I can't "understand" and get lost in fighting to express myself in the most easily understandible and simplistic terms. I re-read the sentences I wrote on chat and almost every sentence had a word either misspelled, a typo or words deleted. The agent was either committing the acts of cyber terrorism or working with the terrorists connected to this network, this WiFi. I would of course pay for a fiber network cable but all finances are blocked from me. Earning a single penny online is impossible so I remain stuck with endless hacking.

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I finally got a bit of information after more than an hour of struggling to type and think while this agent pretended that she was bothered repeating herself and asking me if I had any more questions repeatdly like she was annoyed. This also always happens in these situations, I am almost thrilled that they finally provide me with service. My "cup half-full" mentality emerges and I see only that I was not completely blocked from service and rejoice that it's finally over, so I am elated when I get a bit of information and I get a little bit of decent service, along with the acts of annoyance and the attacks on my brain and throat and the endless lack of verbal competence on the part of the people responding to my endless repeat questions which they only provide repeat loop answers that are unrelated to the question. 

I also am terrified, subconsciously but I realize it after getting off the phone, that if I don't play this thrilled to finally get my question answered after more than an hour of asking it repeatedly in various broken-down easy simplistic language, which is too had for them to answer but these are always basic questions for the most basic beginning at the bank to answer in every case--just on the basic policy for account minimum balance for various types of accounts. As I wrote, the wording for this bank is utterly confusing, and it's possible that the site I was directed to is hacked and intentionally misleading. Regardless, I gave her all top star reviews because this was mind controlled into me. The basic bottom line is utter terror and fear at not being given actual service and I act like a clown and fool brainwashed and drugged and responding to an ass in happy Joker drug-induced joy that they have finally given me service, with nastiness and undertones of disgruntled annoyance but it's all a construct and a lying abuse situation.

Because I have been so discriminated against, if there is a bank and I am not blocked from financial service, my main focus is not on the negative a$$-wipe I am dealing with but having some access to financial solvency as this is life-threatening as usual as all interactions, driving, eating food, sleeping and doing anything is due to milllions upon millions of creeps who are part of this hate death squad organization of the 4th Reich.


It's like a wonderous miracle if I can get a simple financial question answered and get a bit more than near nothing and homelessness and being poisoned and mutilated and tortured without end to death--as opposed to the almost constant but sometimes reduced torture and blocks to all financial solvency except for subpoverty which this group has taken away and returned upon my begging in a situation of injustice and lies--adn etc.


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I also, always only realize how nasty and lying the agent is long after I conclude the session or interview or conversation. I am totally under a mind control "spell" while I am put into this construct of hate and lies, as if asking questions that mind control experts "answer" with more confutating lies and obfuscation of information but put into such tricky language it appears informational and competent and "professional" but along with my brain being partially blocked from cognitive grasp and short-term memory and blocked from higher levels of critical thinking I am lost fighting to not be made homeless and stuck with horrible conditions so I have to deal with this hate while they feign polite professionalism w hile they are lying to me while I am fighting to think, speak or type while I am fighting to think clearly--and then seeing that what I type because speaking to them is too hard stressful and time-consuming (they put me on hold to "look up answers" to the most basic questions--and keep me on hold longer than 5-10 minutes per quesion which they then don't answer correctly). Sometimes on the phone, when I have to repeat a question because they use this mind control plus non-answering rhetorical spaghetti mixed-up gobbledygook language, they sometimes begin to yell at me on the phone (these are definite banking agents, I never get an actual authentic real customer service representative). I usually yell back and it's a complete energy sucking draining experience with parasites who aren't worth the energy spent for such a pre-orchestrated attack, which they gloat over and get energized for performing as they feed off hate and lies and attacks. They get paid and I get stuck with no answers. It happens at least 80% of all transactions I attempt to make, making any phone call or attempt to do business on any level so difficult it's truly on an impossible level to conduct any simple phone call or request for information with it being an easy and pleasant information exchange situation. This is 100% of the time for every single phone call and business and online, mail service and banking and company. Often here in Phuket I can't get ANYONE who will speak English on the phone, from Bangkok or elsewhere. ETc etc etc

It's very dangerous, like everything else that piles up attacking me on every level possible, all the time day and night.


Thursday, March 23, 2023

The mind control drugs of the media and tube are not working any longer! I'm not bedazzled any longer by all the fakes and liars in their lairs of plastic-coated celebrity and political righteousness, wrapped around smug posturing for cameras and throttling sound bytes. How can I replace these "meds"? I took them on a daily dose and believed in them for so long (psych---I never did, but I was fooled I was drugged up I was tricked and thus I got a never-ending rotation of celebrity vultures coming to take huge bytes out of me for their collective nesting into the matrix of the empire of the 4th Reich).

 "Dystopia--My Meds Aren't Working (Lyrics)". Lipslike Morphine. May 15, 2014.



Another song I discovered this morning on my cyber journey through the internet and various not-"normal" musical tracks--. You can replace the photo of bush, Jr. in the center to any current replacement focus of attention "winner" of society (which loses). The drugs of tv and the movies and all the celluloid drugs are not working--I'm not being deluded any longer thanks to help from my fiends I mean "friends" (similar to that inane tv show featuring the terrorist blonde Nazi actor who is part of this team of hate--now appearing endlessly alongside her former husband at The Oscars and year-after-year sucking out my life for it's filthy and disgusting output of stupidity which keeps getting cheered on---all the "friends" of the media coming to devour me slowly and poison me to death and abuse me to death with $$$ and applause, wild coming especially out of Europigapeland to the filthy American fascist Nazis in the media). Their drugs aren't working! I'm not "in love" with them for the K-rap crap they put out and the utter shit that they are as "people" so-called. What can replace this drug of mind control insertion into the brain, the brain-drain of the media glamorization of the most sleazy and foul murderous parasites on the planet put into lead position, I wonder? Everyone's so drugged-up on the illusion of their posturing. Everyone wants sleaze and hate and filth and violence as their leadership, everyone wants rape and torture and violence to be the underbelly of society in order to permit only fascists to rise to power--yet their power is destroying the planet as genocides and global warming is killing off the populations of the planet and the human race and the environment.

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My meds aren't working. No matter what meds they give me now, I am so far past a chemical solution to conformity to chaos that they create.


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This (news broadcast information about impending genocidal mass death around the planet due to the excesses of the elite grabbing philosophy of "neo-liberal" trickle-down theory/Ray-gun omics) is the result of the cult of "winners" who pit life-and-death against the "losers" of humanity. The minions in "developing" countries ensure that sex trafficking vacation prostitution remains a vital component of luring investors into the region. Military coups endorsed by "Western" political influence plague the world and the result is that: 

"Welcome to the War & Peace report. I'm Amy Goodman. The United Nations warns in a new report 2 BILLION people, or A QUARTER OF HUMANITY, lack access to safe drinking water, and nearly HALF THE GLOBAL POPULATION has no access to basic sanitation. UN Secretary Antonio Gutierrez announced the findings Wednesday as the U.N. Water Conference opened...".


This is not counting the add-on of nuclear proliferation from the U.S. in a proxy war with Russia, now China is becoming a "threat" and the greed and sleazy selfishness of  Californication is spreading as a contagion in the financial "sector" of global finance (not hitting Thailand yet, but undoubtedly there will be "fall-out" in some tourist sector or something). Not to worry as the Russians are flooding Thailand so the very wealthy can escape being conscripted into the war--so no reduction of "gang stalking" terrorism for me. The seamless application of Nazi 4th Reich terror activities continues as it always has, from the Europigape section of the global Mafia/Nazi operation to the Russian version (which probably invented this in the first place, or was one of the first post-modern countries to re-introduce this system--or perhaps it always has been a component of society but as is happening now, always silenced in the annals of history and literature).

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But listen to how "superior" these failures are in their "winning" pig-sniffing-the-air postures for cameras--and what results have transpired with the endless Nazi 4th Reich expansionism/Imperialism into every nook and cranny of the earth's nourishment for their sucking dry, now into every crevice of every person's life, privacy and even hacking into their thoughts, having independent thinkers drugged-to-death and then controlling all "sides" of every issue with liars and fakes so there is no actual dispersion of compelling alternative thought left. And the news from yesterday is one clear sample. But I find it hard to trust the United Nations as they put one of the terrorist fascist Nazis on it's foreign "feminist" parade media circuit to advertise how splendidly alternative and "caring" that institution is--one of the celebrity plastic-surgery exemplars of the problem of having a highly duplicitous "winner" circle of "elite" doling out a few crumbs and making merry after their publicity stunts about how much they "care". The result is only slightly touched upon in this news segment from Democracy Now, aired yesterday. 

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The "gang stalking" murder system that has been inflicted upon me is a micro-version of the global white supremacy hegemony 4th Reich, instituting absolute and dire poverty upon those targeted for being exploited and then thrown away after misuse to death. I am forced to live in stinking filth as mechanical arms and gangs of minions spray stinking filth into my living space every night and day, and when I leave they rush in, keys to my front door handed eagerly by the greedy landlords I have been abused and attacked and often raped by for all these years. It's one sleazy nasty personality bot after the next. And then, they wreak chaos and go off relaxed, looking happy as clams smiling with no wrinkles because they are perpetually dumping their violence upon victims. The technology being forced upon me is so popular that there isn't a single person put into "power" who doesn't want to either comply with the system and do nothing to hinder state-sponsored terrorism because they are so comfortable in their relative luxury (they can never get enough, so they always want more, so they will never risk anything to stop this criminal enterprise using these technologies). The others are happy to see mass spectrums of the population made homeless. They call them the "losers" and hope they die in the streets while police steal all their belongings in "sweeps" to clean the streets of America. 


I can hardly call this system or them competent or capable on a larger scale than mere juggling numbers and being able to elucidate on facts and figures, calculate how to obtain more and how to gain favoritism with fans and voters alike. How to use drugging and mass mind control to trick people into believing that they are actually doing a "good job" and are the one and only possible for these high positions--meanwhile subverting the society and working on undermining the fabric of society and that term, "Democracy", independence of mind and spirit and health of a nation and planet.


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U.N. Secretary General Antonio Gutierrez, speech to the U.N. in video clip below:

"Water is a human right, and the common development denominator to shape a better future. But water is in deep trouble. We are draining humanity's lifeblood through vampiric over-consumption and unsustainable use, and evaporating it through global eating".


I know that the "elite" consider the impoverished and the not blonde Nazi culture to be "useless eaters" and thus all the murder operations are so the gluttonous Nazi of the 4th Reich will always have tables of plenty while they watch outside and laugh as the desperate fight for survival in the streets, in homeless tent camps and in 3rd World nations as the sex trafficking vacation packages are sold to the working class of the 4th Reich Nazi cultures (endless weeks of vacay in Thailand, for example while the white supremacist pig apes with their groveling minority minions conduct terror gang stalking activities--against me, and against anyone else daring to think differently and care, in real-time, about the results of such politics and this paradigm which does not correspond to reality sustainability in our modern technocratic consumption planet).


"Top U.S. & World Headlines--March 23, 2023".  Democracy Now! March 23, 2023.




Wednesday, March 22, 2023

"Arrest This Ex President First..." is the title of this episode. G.W. Bush, Jr, namely. I can state that in the 2 administrations that Bush, Jr. presided, the terrorist attacks upon me with poisoning became so deadly in the U.S. that I spent most of my time moving from city-to-city within the U.S. (to get health care and get away from vicious and deadly attacks by people) only to leave the country entirely, and then get attacked viciously but under the operation of the Europ-a's from Miami who monitored and are still behind all the deadly poisoning and violence aimed at me. The problem is that American quickly and with no hesitation participate (an ever-increasing number as inflation grows and the economy shrinks---also not coincidental I believe to the rise of totalitarianism/fascism whatever you want to label it). I was attacked on the Eve of the election, I was living on South Beach. When I tried to vote I was literally attacked election system---told that I was not allowed to vote where I had been registered. Then trying to get to the "real" place where I was told to trek a distance to vote, there was construction blocking the narrow entrance to this polling place (right across from Fisher Island, on South Beach--there is only one parking lot with entry to get on a long sidewalk/boardwalk to finally arrive, by foot, at a polling station). The construction blocked all traffic into this area so no one could park and vote (no parking spaces within half a mile due to heavy traffic, during high season, etc). The first place I had gone to, in the South Beach area below 5th Avenue--an elementary school--during the peak hours for voting, circa 10 a.m. the fire alarm went off every half hour and everyone had to evacuate. This area was a "Democrat" voter district. In case people reading this don't know, the pre-Trump rioters were fully activated in Broward County where the actual decision for the "Hanging chad" paper ballots were contentious. Pre-MAGA thugs shouted and pounded violently on the doors of the electoral commission deciding and re-counting the votes--it was on the local news, on tv (no internet for most back then--or not so much, most only relied on tv or newspapers). It was the equivalent of a coup, pre MAGA. The terrorism aimed at me increased literally within two months of Bush being inaugurated back in 2000---and ever since, with all that money being poured into surveillance from DHS and all those other alphabet Big Brother post-Iraq war/"anti-terrorism" agencies popped up--I have not stopped literally fighting for my life, being under vicious attack--now with teleportation and the absolute secrecy of this attack upon me, people who are outright fakes in prominent positions openly reveal their affinity towards Nazis and Mafia fascists; they all lie continuously while they are being filmed, interviewed and etc. All they say to the public is lies. They were put into their positions mostly in the Ray-gun era or more appropriately, during the many phases of the Bush dynastic tyranny--so clever at concealment for their fascist tendencies--still warmly embraced in the media. GW Bush, Jr. is postulated as being a domesticated, soft and gentle p-painter in his golden retirement years with his plastic performance family smiling broadly into cameras, with their square hairdoos and Gap style clothing attire--so "all-American". Indeed it is by now. This is why I occasionally listen to or watch the David Feldman show, because he interjects not just sordid humor into political commentary, but a list of actual fact bolstering his claims with reality and data-based evidence/fact. This video details the gross amount of fiscal malfeasance that has been not trickling down but pouring down into an ever-widening National Debt crisis, for one example to this crime. The impact has been utter bombastic over-reach by political and media icons in covert fascist attacks (upon me, for example, it's so disgusting to have to bear witness to but silenced and attacked for not submitting to people I consider part of an egregious problem and absolutely NOTHING to admire or pay any respect to as they are indecent and disgusting, and yet they are promoted into higher political and media/entertainment/societal position for this putridity of the lowest moral standard of decency without outright genocide, which is what they are trying to bring into the U.S. in the current iteration of the Bush era, now labeled as 'MAGA" or "The Freedom Caucus" which is just Freedom to rape, torture and become a sleazy rape and torturing bigot with full applause from the remainder of society that has not been mass destroyed mentally or physically by the new era of technocratic despotism and fascism--the advent of which officially began under Bush, Jr. with Homeland Security, and The PATRIOT ACT.

 "Arrest This Ex President First". David Feldman. March 21, 2023.


 



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"Edward Snowden exposes US surveillance & intelligence Ops--REWIND 2017". acTVism Munich. March 9, 2023.



Tuesday, March 21, 2023

Never-ending poisoning and sickness. Never-ending asking anyone, everyone to stop the poisoning and torture that is endlessly being used as a promotional hate crime platform with me as the endless victim of state-sponsored terrorism and torture and murder.

 I ask again that this situation be stopped, not temporarily, not reduced in deadly abuse, but stopped completely. Where is there any accountability or responsibility for human justice or life where this is concerned? 


I have been literally shitting piles of stinking hardened and putrid fermented poisons and part of my skin and tissue as the poisoning has never stopped. I remain now sitting in sickness, for over one week shitting stinking putrid poison out that the terrorists poured into my body and food for years and all my life. I have not been able to exercise as I am too ill, in too much pain.


After years and years and years of endless shitting out poisons while the plastic surgery celebrities with millions and billions of dollars have  only kept this murder contract going, with me perpetually stuck semi-paralyzed, sitting in rooms being tortured and abused every single moment, from endless hate subliminals to my eyes being watery from tears being forced to accumulate--to my internet being blocked every moment, to all attempts to do any business always circumvented by the terror operation. to having to fight to not have the rest of my body completely damaged every moment. Teleportation is an endless psychopathic murder exercise in power for the celebrities who vent and pour their malice into my sleeping vulnerable state as they feel light and sexually charged afterwards. They never stop the violence in that aspect. I can't sleep and heal either, so it's another component of absolute destruction of my body and healing process and life and mental and spiritual health. They never stop the abuse while I'm sleeping and it's endless darkness, hate and torture while I'm sleeping.


I have been literally passing out from a slight form of toxic shock every day for over a week. I usually have to spend a minimum of 30 minutes covering my head, my mouth, my feet and as many body parts as I possibly can before going to bed. Otherwise the terrorists insert the mechanical arms into my room through the open windows, the panels in the walls, etc and mutilate my body through every orifice possible, without end. I spend more than 90 minutes every morning going through a routine of putting the things I wrap around my head and clothing through cleaning routines because while sleeping the terrorists spray stinking substances on my clothing, blankets and etc. I have to clean everything I put in immediate contact with my body every night and morning because of the endless toxic spraying of stinking odors and substances on my clothing while I am unconscious, being teleported to torture, or with mechanical arms from behind while I am stuck in semi-paralysis in this chair being brain-controlled through various technologies so I "click" on the terrorists' videos and mind control K-rap so they can get a promotion. That is why they keep me paralyzed, plus they want to have me broken in every way possible so destroying my body and taking all I love away from me, abusing me with endless loops of "bitch/stupid/ugly and words about slashing my body cutting off my tongue while I am cooking, etc etc it goes on without end every moment of my life with the subliminals and the hate and violence--while sleeping they force my throat to close so I am choking and making horrid noises while I'm fainting from toxic shock and must sleep. They keep waking me up with this horrid suffocation and loud throat noise as I am then teleported to abuse and the most creepy and sick situations of people acting like horror movie monsters or I'm always forced into homeless skit situations or being sexually and emotionally and intellectually abused--every single time I sleep. now I need more sleep because of this toxic shock situation of finally breaking off some deeply embedded "plug" in my body--as this filthy nasty crap has been coming out, my abdomen remains in a huge pot of black poison ever-remaining in my body because the hard poisons keep it all locked tight into the hard shell that I can't remove--for over a decade I have done nothing but fight to rid my body as the parasites you all call your wonderful "elite" celebrities have made damn sure to have me poisoned to death slowly every single day without fail and then abused with these teleportation and subliminal murder technologies that pump hate and abuse at me literally ever second of my life.

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My body is covered with mutilations this group has forced upon me. I have sat alone being abused with creeps on every side of me attacking me every moment while I am paralyzed with this hardening poison. They stick mechanical arms into this room from all sides through panels and cracks and the open patio sliding door from above and below--mutilating my body is a non-stop threat to my life and health. They used to spray fungus into my hair while I was too drugged to move, sitting as my body congealed, for years this went on and on. I was so drugged I could not even understand what was happening. All the while  pit and his ugly dirty wife were pummelling me nightly with teleportation abuse and stealing ideas which they have since profitted off and obtained awards out of. They have not only given NOTHING in return but have destroyed every single thing I love and that makes me feel strong, beautiful and happy as the mutilations and abuse continue unabated no matter how many awards and prizes and promotions they obtain. THey never stop the attacks upon me and the need to obtain this contract of forcing a baby out of me.


 I am perpetually staring at a huge bulge of black poisons blocked under the hard shell of poison that has accumulated into my body for all my life. No matter what I do, they continue to poison me and this huge bulge remains--it's not "fat" or me being lazy, lethargic and over-eating. 

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Please can someone get this murder to be stopped? So far politicians have jumped in with glee and delight with rape, abuse and torture, yelling and violence, near-death accidents, and yelling that I am a worthless loser who deserves it--from the leaders of America on both parties. They honor with near devotion the celebrities who have poisoned and mutilated me for years while stealing ideas I have written of. they have their friends tell me I am a loser and worthless because I now look so aged and broken down and sick and bloated with scars and blemishes all over my body, while with their ever-increasing millions and millions of dollars they routinely get the best plastic surgery and beauty enhancements. I remain fighting to wrap all the food I get on sale, often poisoned, because they have blocked all financial earning attempts and my very ability to physically move and mentally deal with the challenges of terrorists attacking me on all sides, perpetually every moment of day and night with technologies that remain concealed and cherished by the government and it's branches of the media who fully are enthralled with yelling, beating, raping, having me tortured and mutilated as they yell how ugly and worthless I am in this destruction contract. I am perpetually yelling at one sleazy ugly Nazi creep that I don't want him and his nasty wife/daughter/girlfriend/boyfriend as they come at me like vampire bats in rotation, day after day, year after year. 


I can't look in the mirror any longer. I have spent yet another WEEK in utter sickness, sleeping without covering up my body as they keep inserting metal objects under my cuticles and into my skin and under my skin and in my hair and etc


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Can't I ever just be "allowed" to live in peace finally by my disgusting country and it's defunct leadership? After decades of this shit being forced upon me, can't they ever leave me alone? Can't these celebrities ever stop hacking into my internet so if I click on their crappy videos or react to the endless torture and rape and violence, they get a promotion and another year of Oscars for this travesty of human degradation that they are being nearly worshipped for, by this sick society I can't even survive in any longer.

Can't they ever be stopped, like pit and his ugly disgusting wife who had to ensure that after stealing ideas about "feminism" to sell herself off as being anything but a rotten and ugly skank plastic-coated creep--then mutilating my body with pit sitting attacking me with death threats and abuse continuously. They keep putting their crap on my youtube and my internet--I am drugged every day and I click on the crap and they probably get some "promotion" for me clicking on them because I want nothing to do with them but I am under mind control--and thus, they get promoted for being "successful" at forcing people to "like" or be interested in the bs they are cranking out year-after-year. 

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Can't this ever be stopped after more than a decade of me writing about this every single day without fail as I detail the violence and hate and rape and abuse that none of the politicians yet so far have ever been concerned whatsoever about stopping. THey all laugh, join in, mock insult and keep me being poisoned to death as they also exploit and get promotions, tv shows and media coverage for having participated.

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I wonder when any of the selfish people reading my posts will ever begin to consider that in their little protected worlds that they may discover that destruction has ensued either for them personally or just for society itself as a result of allowing this travesty of injustice to continue unabated, as you all have done for all these years of participation in this violence and social engineering contract of hate and destruction of people and individuality and life on this planet.


Reflections on the "left-fork" of the double-fork split of reality in "The Quotidian", as espoused by my step-father in his analysis of what Samuel Beckett contorted in a sandstorm of words and subjective existentialism. The plight of a split in reality is loosely attributed to that Kafkaesque victim group which will remain unnamed but it is named in the passage from my step-father's analysis below.

 I look at all the book reviews and videos possible on the topics of the books that my step-father wrote and none have been commented upon or made mention of in any YouTube video analysis of literary criticism or analysis.

The essence of what my step-father--Gary Adelman--Professor, activist, blind, seer but sightless....serious flaws unmentionable, seriously joyous in living transmuted into my life as a force that has kept me alive where apes have failed in similar circumstances.

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The theme of the outcast Jew was never more ever-present than in this piece of writing. The lack of attention to my father's writings echoes the sentiment in this academic journal piece, buried under obscurity and archived peer-reviewed literary publications in academic research databases--which I accidentally happened upon as a near fluke for "free" and shortened considerably for the "dumbed down" public which has a very hard time accessing anything but "decent, good conversational gossip" and meaningless chatter (i.e. in the form of Banshees of Ishinerin).


The struggle for meaning always had the tinge of the silencing of the lambchops--the Jews--with my step-father's every written line it reverberated somehow. He never uttered the words to me in any private conversation, nor was this a theme he ever once harped upon, neither as a warning (it would have behooved my life to know I was a target of poisoning assassination, but my step-father also was poisoned). 

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There was always a longing to find a deep meaning in the words. He always admonished me to not read anything but the highest level literature and not the trashy stuff and certainly--he tried to get me to stop watching movies and tv for any prolonged period of time. My circumspect skeptical wariness of all things mainstream mean Street media come from and are derived from his passion to find meaning.


I was a part of his utter sacrifice to find publishing for his introverted search for meaning as written in book form. Despite all he did to appease the Nazi organization, his writings remain obscured even more than Thomas Hardy's "Jude The Obscure", which was one of the novels my father wrote his criticism of in his most elegant poetic language. "Jude" is the word "Jew" in German. 


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Excerpt from "Beckett's Readers: A Commentary and Symposium". Gary Adelman, et al. Michigan Quarterly Review. Volume XLIII, Issue 1. Winter, 2004.

My step-father's visage within the blindness of his personal quotidian---Beckett, Existential verbal reality fork-in-the-road to the imagination. The eternal Jew relegated to obscurity and hellish scrutiny, shrouded in this literary criticism.


"...The literary imagination is a choice, a left fork off the quotidian. If the splitting were only in the mind and not the world, deep imaginative reflection would be schizophrenic. But Kafka locates the commonplace in that deep realm of the imagination. In the work of Kafka and Beckett, the barrier between the imaginative and real worlds has dissolved. K. of The Castle strives in the imaginative world while acting out his desire in the quotidian. The same in essence is true for the Unnamable. We interpret and understand his struggle as though it took place in the mind of someone in our world desperate to keep the intimations of his uniqueness from being smothered. Wordsworth's Intimations Ode provides a useful analogy: "trailing clouds of glory do we come / From God"; "Shades of the prison-house begin to close"; "And custom lie upon thee . . . / Heavy as frost." In Beckett, life extinguishes any intimations of the sacred. The self—the soul—is extinguished, and would be for the Unnamable if he were not crafty-wise and indefatigable.

We pull for him, impelled by our recognition of different aspects of the hero, and the different planes on which his representation has a powerful significance. The Unnamable, as epic hero for our times, merges into the aspect of the condemned Jew, one of the vanquished, repelled by life yet clinging to it, as if his ghostly existence constituted an act of responsibility to those already murdered. The hero also reflects the plight of the writer: repelled by the world and by his death-in-life withdrawal from it, dimming out, his witness and his art in any case worthless, he feels incomprehensibly driven to go on trying to create. Implied as well is the manifestation of the hero as the rebellious Son refusing to serve a world irredeemably cursed, yet who believes in the fairy tale of the Good Master esteeming his bravery and intending to reward it."


Monday, March 20, 2023

My mommy dearest sitting for a convenient photo-op with Gloria Steinem---during, before and after her selling me off to MK ULTRA rape, virtual sex trafficking, poisoning and mutilation of my body with lack of adequate health care--for her promotions and for those of the Nazis my family intermarried with (who all spurn me with derision, upon orders of the 4th Reich, to which they pledge allegiance). Gloria Steinem, dyed blonde for many decades to hide her "Jewish" heritage and conform to the 4th Reich, has since fully supported the blonde bigot woman who assisted a H-wood celebrity in brutal rape and torture of me, who then stole the concepts I wrote of regarding feminism to put out her "pitch" about being a victim (and a law suit for $100 million against the rapist who jointly with her were both raping and abusing poison into my body) Steinem, with her endless H-wood and celebrity contacts, has no idea about me, whatsoever just like the rest of all the famous celebrities who have participated and the politicians have absolutely no knowledge of me or this situation. My ideas which the blonde Nazi women stole to promote themselves as icons of "feminism" are fully supported by Steinem who remains "safe" in her acceptable, dyed blonde status as feminist icon. Movies portrayed by blonde nazi actors have come out since. I remain being tortured and silenced without a single iota of protection from any of these "feminist" in the media, or in society as a matter of fact. The Jewish community, my "Jewish" relatives as well whom I have no contact with, who spurned me from childhood onwards until they literally put me in life-threatening situations for favoritism with Nazi/Mafia in Miami; the "Left" attacks me viciously, violently, aggressively in life-threatening hate. Allowing the furtherance of poisoning and assaulting my immune system while their fascist Nazi celebrity "friends" were poisoning me to death as they did nothing but profit off it; as Bloomberg and his half-Nazi-spawn daughter did for months and are still being awarded for it by the likes of Forbes Magazine. In honor of my family, in honor of all the people drugged, brainwashed, tortured and murdered I submit another story of my family and the system that has created a chasm not just in my family but in society and now a near cataclysmic catastrophic failure of leadership due to the innate corruption of this death organization so touted as being "elite". The families they destroy, the lives they destroy, this is a negation of it and of submitting to that group. I urge people to try to understand that this is not particular to MY family and is a much larger problem. This is not a "personal" statement on my part but an indictment and an exemplar of the devastation this group with it's mind control and torture/murder apparatus inflicts upon society and the planet. The lying hypocrisy of the stance of those purporting to "defend" human rights is a vast and serious problem of incompetence and I submit their example to try to stop the lies and outright deception from being further implemented and I submit this all as a WARNING.

 



There's a photo of mommy sitting and hugging or nearly embracing Hillary somewhere in this mix of her photos on Facebook (I am not in a single one--photos of her with the Nazi grandchildren of my bros and sis's who flew gratis of my mother while I was suffering in subpoverty due to poisoning she assisted with all my life to paralyze and slowly murder me as a sacrifice for standing position in the Nazi dictates of the 4th Reich).
It's the same holographic hypocrisy of the H-wood celebrities with their "woke" stances--et al etc etc on ad nauseum. My mother fought "for women's rights' but only for the blonde and black/brown minions who follow the orders of the 4th Reich and bow in subordination to that force---I am excluded of course but I was never even informed of that structure all my life so I had no choice and was always fed the myth that America is the "land of freedom" and "equality" and my mommy helped to perpetuate that double standard from within her own family offspring.
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I was sold to being raped, tortured and attacked by disgusting men looking for an outlet for their woman-hating--and for free--for them not to have to pay for it but to actually be promoted for it. My mother personally helped to take all "feminist" advancement back to the Neanderthal days of chauvinism. pre-Magna Carta for all human rights with her full support and endless violence, attempted murder and torture of me. Never once openly admitted to by my "family" which still colludes and attacks me so viciously I can have nothing to do with them. As I look at their psychopathic disgusting huge smiles and see my mother throwing money into vacations and paying for the blonde Nazi grandchildren, and all the inheritance has gone to them directly and not a single thing to me.
I was a very beautiful and loving daughter to her, trust me in that as I always have been even to the pig apes who teleported me while I had no concept that they were actually extremely malicious disgusting scumbags poisoning me to death while sucking ideas out of me so they could present something original while blocking my own life-support system of finance and physical survivability.
My mother supported THEM.
I look at her photos and just think of how or if I ever can tell my story except on this blocked and hacked Facebook page--for the record, so people can see what kind of incentive-based hypocrisy is being pumped out by this organization of Mafia/Nazi backlash against every single bit of advancement for people who had been slaughtered by Europigapes in all their genocides and Holocausts and Imperialistic genocidal acquisitions throughout history, throughout the world. Now being revived at an accelerated pace by the Europigape-inspired Americans who have slowly killed off the activists and are using mind control, drugging and covert assassination to destroy anyone opposed in any way to that system. My mother fully complied while at the same time putting out this K-rap about being a "feminist" and an "attorney" who, "struggled" with all her righteous "independence" (her parents paid for law school, she obtained her house in Scottsdale when her husband left her, which was the day he suddenly died by the way) and etc....
I hope I can one day not be attacked and blocked from writing my story. These people should also be forced to pay me reparations for this crime against me. I remain shitting the poisons they put in my food as a child and then the scumbags who have profited off attacking me in H-wood and everywhere else--whom my mother and family support far more heartily than they ever have with me--as I am the sacrifice they have made and are laughing and glad about it. They are all wealthy and influential in their communities from it, so they have happily left me to die paralyzed and being raped and tortured to death by scumbag nazi pig ape men and their shitty dirty nasty foul women behind them; while all claiming they are "Jewish" and "fighting against" everything that they truly have relied upon for their relatively "safe" standing in the communities which have these death squads "culling" out people "like me"--who actually want self-determination and not to have to have a family member sacrificed for the benefit of proving that they really are not strong in any way, whatsoever and will do every and anything for the Nazi/Mafia cult of death for their own advancement but more for their bare survival. Stop the 4th Reich expansion and stop the silencing of me and other targets of this hate technology and group! I use this in reference to my lost family. RIP.

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...and here it is! Mommy Dearest with Hillary, rubbing shoulders. I wrote years ago of Hillary teleporting and screeching at me, similar to how my mother did it, time and time again with no pretext. Always insulting and denigrating and trying to have me so messed up and put in institutions and poisoned and she handed me over to men to rape with a huge smile so blonde Nazi men would favor her for her career and living in Scottsdale with her swimming pool and cleaning maid service and private business. Me sitting in poverty as she yelled that I was a "sponge" and my ailments were due to "mental illness" but she poisoned me directly all my life knowing I was being killed via poisoning. And Hillary ordered great physical violence against me, I believe but the list of celebrities and politicians attacking me with insults and the gang stalking minions inflicting deadly mutilation upon my body every day and night--the list is so long, they have all converged upon me simultaneously--but the least or best or worst I can say about Hillary is that she participated and the physical violence of mechanical arms mutilating my body worsened after her initial attack upon me. Her promotions and her tv show with her daughter were then put on air, not long afterwards.

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This is a photo of my deceased nephew Jordan (Adelman)--it is claimed that he "committed suicide" but I think he died of an overdose (cocaine or worse). He was labeled a "loser" in the family, because I was not there in person to take the bulk of the blame and hate. They require someone to label and ostracize, it is common in alcoholic families. That is what the 4th Reich Nazis did to my mother (an alcoholic, something no one mentions--she of course "recovered" but she was very violent and mentally unstable for many years, and I truly ascribe it to the drugging, mind control operations and the psychological violence the Nazi 4th Reich with the Mafia inflicted upon my "radical liberal" family. My family swayed with the force and "rolled with the punches" and thus, my cousin "Killed himself" but probably overdosed because they kept calling him a "loser". He was just emulating my mother and her alcoholism and her criminality (unrecognized because she eventually became a Judge of high standing in the Arizona Legal Circuit, with her own law firm at the heart of downtown, Phoenix. I was one of the human sacrifices she and my family used in order to obtain these positions).

**What people don't understand is that my family, or my mother, under her half-Nazi mother and Jewish father--grew up in Flatbush, Brooklyn,  and my family had some involvements with mafia in that area. They are a kind of domesticated version of gangsters and murdering psychopathic basterds. My father, graduate of Yale Law School, was a kind of "Skull and Bones" lower level "brother" who "just followed orders" and also sold me to mind control experimentation so his very wealthy, also mafia Jewish family could live in a mansion on Long Island Sound (Kings Point--very wealthy area just outside of Manhattan). 3 generations later, I remain stuck in subpoverty fighting for my life because they all sold me out to Nazi 4th Reich Mafia torture "experimentation".

*Just for the record.**


"Mozart--Requiem in D Minor (Complete/Full)(HD)". Ermin. October 10, 2015.



Why I fight against this organization and what more terror and destruction they plan on inflicting on innocent and good people so their scumbag inferior pig apes can claim "superiority" based on a system of terror and incompetence glorified. My mother as an innocent child sitting on my grandfather's lap, my grandmother farthest right--the rest I was disassociated from at early age, as the organization of terror (4th Reich) demanded isolation from family support system. I knew none of them in the photo. I have since been excluded from my entire family. Lies abound. My siblings know the truth as do the younger members. They all get solid standing in the community and a "get out of concentration camp" status by the Nazi 4th Reich pig apes who are destroying America and the planet at this very moment. You all still sieg Heil to them as if they are "great" and making the planet even more "great" while it's literally being destroyed while you continue to deny the gross incompetence. 



My grandmother back in the day---a huge influence on my family, for good and for evil---





My mother before she bent with the consumer conquering worm to consume---bending with the remover to remove ---






One of my grandmother's paintings up for auction (I can't find other photos of her vast painting collection--her unique style. A few of her paintings were put in museums---don't know where they are now. One woman in Germany stole my painting from my grandmother--I want to get it back (hope I can one day with a little help)



I get deluded with false nostalgia sometimes; and sometimes I am duped by duplicitous terrorists.

 "Li'l Abner (1959) Best Quality". Charles D. August 10, 2022.



(As far as I know) there are no Confederal Statues honoring Confederal Generals or leaders in Champaign, Illinois--the "Land of Lincoln". Just one State up from the Mason-Dixon Line. //IN watching Lil Abner this morning, the actual movie proper and not a clip off of YouTube that I discovered last night, while under the influence of mind control that had been pummeling my brain for hours along with drugging---but the musical piece I postedy yesterday from that movie--that sounds like an economic analysis platform for either party of the U.S. in it's current mode of fiscal near-catastrophe, nearly on the edge of total collapse, the same indictments against leaders applied back in 1959 as are the same mantras repeated by either and/or both parties--I miscalculated the inherent racism of the H-wood industry and assumed that the types of people I grew up around who supported me in Champaign, the white folk--unpretentious but hip and cool anyway--not wealthy, but had enough. Had moral virtue that they spouted which may or may not have been a cultural dictate and nothing they truly clung to in the interior of their real selves. Treated me with kindness and respect. Some made sure that I was treated in a specially kind manner because they understood the hate that was going to be inflicted upon me and they protested it in their own, sweet way (later to be replaced by hostile and deadly types of people of the younger generation).
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What an assumption I had made about this film, yesterday night, placing my own experience into an H-wood movie featuring values that would today be almost grounds for legal action for discriminatory remarks in a film.
At 18 minutes into Lil Abner, I see that this Southern group assembled for a town meeting are proclaiming love and adoration for the Confederate General statue in the middle of the "town" square. The houses I see in this movie resemble the types of dwellings that were dotted all over Phuket when I first arrived here, back in 2002 or 2003--shortly before the Tsunami, maybe a year prior to that event. Now, like America, Phuket has the Nazi Lebensraum architecture of "Bauhaus" which has been a plague upon nature, spreading it's cement beehive structures throughout the land and then throughout the world.
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but Back in the day, honoring the Confederate General with zero people "of color" anywhere to be seen in this movie, really reflects a time when they were considered "invisible".
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I will not get or delve into more false memories of the "beauty" of the people of a State that bordered on a Slave State from the Confederacy, as Illinois was and is.
But I add this amendment to my post on this subject. Still, the clip I posted about politics and economics is as viable as socio-political-economic criticism then as it still is now. The entire movie is worth salvaging if only for these aspects of the film.

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Oops! Now at 19 minutes into the movie, there's a white male dressed as an "Indian" (now "Native American" or "Indigenous"--) wearing a leather outfit and fake feather and etc...so I must not judge the entire film based on 18 minutes worth of depiction of Southern culture which honors the fight against the Yankies by a song-and-dance routine (19 minutes). Apparently the "Indian" is thrilled about honoring the Confederate Cause to have a National Divorce from the "North", according to the implied premise of this movie. There may be some other "minorities" placed in roles in this film--undoubtedly all supporting whatever the song and dance forces them to dance to alongside their Yee-Haw neighbors (just remembering that tv show which had the same type of costumes and giggles and laughs comedy routines). I'm trying not to judge this film as being "racist" but it appears to be absolutely.

Why I wanted to watch this film in the first place is that most of the movies that do appear (free streaming) are usually about trauma, violence, murder, criminality, sleazy sexuality (supposedly "open-minded" if it involves homosexuality). The "comedies" are usually about blonde women with very white men who have happenstance love problems until the happy conclusion. The more "black" the actors, the more violent and sad and traumatizing the plot and script appears to be. I find that one of the most persistent terrorist attacks upon me is for white bigot expletives to begin telling me personal problems or made-up problems just because they want to dump negativity on me. Although H-wood appears to be "diversified" in colors and spectrums of skin and shade, the generalized compartmentalization of defining who gets to enjoy life with light-hearted fun and love as opposed to heavy and misery themes very often continues the color and race divide.

Sunday, March 19, 2023

I've been so ill from detox for the last few days of unending sickness that I am staying awake because I'm sick of sleeping due to being sick. Watching Swarm and amazed that it's much better and fascinating and so good that I've watched the episodes in complete disarray. Began with the third episode, then the 5th then the 7th and I'm on the 4th. It's good in that no matter which episode I watch, I'm not really missing out on the storyline as each episode stands alone as a fascinating piece of the overall patchwork of another sex/murder celluloid product, which I am against and sick of seeing as the representation of society. ------ I finally decided to look-up which celebrity this "true" story was based on and saw that it was one of the black Nazis who have assaulted me in protection of a German rapist. I thought that the sleazy and hateful subject matter of a fractured woman seems to be out of the crack in the abyss from which these actors fly out of when the are not in their domesticated wealth luxury grasping conniving plans of monopoly and deferring to white supremacy. ----------- I realize that perhaps many people know this, but a "Beehive" has been alluded to as a symbol of "The Illuminati'" and the organized system of holographic worker bee society. Allusions to the husband of this black nazi making the pyramid and his association with "The Illuminati" have been referenced in "conspiracy theory" videos on YouTube very often. As usual, no mention of the white Nazi supremacist celebrities and their affiliation with "The Illuminati" is made in the same sort of light as the black celebrities. -------------- I can only state that while, as usual with most of the celebrities attacking me, I never once liked one of her songs, nor that of her husband except for that one about the 99 B**tches and a problem is not one--- nothing she has ever done has impressed me, but her former "girl group" song about survival was something I liked when it came out; I liked the group and not her in particular, and only for that song. ------------ I find it not unusual that a morbid show about psychopathic darkness of a spiritual morbidity is associated with this character personality, who claims she has a duel personality spirit living inside her which comes out when she's making her most sexualized stage performances with a violent gyrational twist. I always thought of her as a product of white supremacy cultural indoctrination of blacks into white mainstream society. How much worse she is in real life to that assumption than I had surmised. I also took the cue from one of the very white supremacist terrorists who attacked me on South Beach who claimed she "loved" that bee hive leader of the Illuminati/Nazi organization-and I guessed correctly that if this white supremacist bigot loved that singer, then the singer had to be a comfort to white supremacy in the disguise of being a "strong black woman" making waves for "black women everywhere". ---------- now here is a story of a black women played most wonderfully in a psychopathic "evil" way by an actress who I do think is a better artist than the symbol she is supposed to be a kind of mind-controlled psychopathic serial killer honoring and dedicated to, like a cult leader. The stories are all amazing, the shots, the photography, the sets, the kind of "female" presence is amazing and I felt that this series touched on some aspects of my own life in being an "outcast" (but not in killing people or wanting to kill people) but only in the sense of being on the "fringe" of society and living a kind of life that is "free" of restraints (which is infuriating for the terrorists, that I could adapt to this level of independence--thusly they poisoned me with hardening poison to keep me paralyzed and thus stuck in one place while they torture me). --------- As for Billie Eillish--(not sure if I spelled that correctly) oh how she played a most annoying "spiritual" "white girl" fake parasite feeding off the vulnerability of a target/victim to exploit and try to churn into a brainwashed groupie dedicating her life to the group. I have been invited and then slightly involved in something similar to that white girl "spiritual" domestic scene and I experienced some of the very same atmosphere. I also discovered some of them were equally annoyingly fake and some were racist and some were threatening terrorists from the Nazi organization. As I wrote, I was "invited" there so it was a set-up in the first place. I lived a few blocks away from this house when I had almost no money and they had monthly meetings with food and discussions and it was a meeting ground for artists and musicians --all female. It was very "familiar" to me, and Eillish played the part well. She too, I believe, has been one of the terrorists involved in a more collateral way to this terror contract out on me. But she played her part well, despite not being an actor. I thought she played her role better than many or most of the actual blonde "actors" (female) who sit around jeering and giggling as their husbands and boyfriends and male partners rape and abuse me as they applaud and "love" them for it. =-------------- The show and the other actors is truly done exceptionally well, to my taste of outrageous living on the fringe of society moral story depiction. It's a story about brainwashing and social isolation as well, played in part by those who actually are participating in these types of actions so they can actually brainwash people into becoming zombies dying to live if only to have a kind of contact with them through a mobile phone or laptop screen as a substitute for disappointing human contact. They are helping to usher in mass murder also through their actions, although they would probably shrug in denial or disregard for the consequences of their actions. It's a series of stories befitting the general atmosphere of death and addiction to celluloid and deadly disappointing humans playing these "goddess" and god-like characters. The "goddess" worship cult of white women, like all the characters in other parts of the series, all form a coalition of forces that are deceptive, dark lies wrapped in fantasy projection and based on luring people into providing energy to the "bee hive" of the group feeding process of feeding off the money and loneliness and grasping need of the hungry ghost "fans". The mind control and trauma-based conditioning ensures an endless supply of drones and worker fans supplying $$$ and adulation to the false idols placed on precarious clay bases which ultimately prove to be deadly illusions, creating zombie murdering fans willing to do anything to find an iota of humanity through contact with a hive of other mesmerized worker bees supplying nectar (money) and energy (life force) to dead souls gyrating as icons of life and glam and mystery forces (effete and dead and based on fantasy celluloid manipulation).

 It is very hard/impossible for me to write my thoughts completely due to the attack on my brain as I fight to deal with the hacking attacks--


this black female singer and her husband both used anti-Semitic hate slurs at me using genocidal death language after I tried to get a German white male rapist from beating and raping me in teleportation. I finally had to resort to calling him names and fighting to get him off me. Anytime I referred to his precious Nazi country in realistic terms regrading it's nascent Nazi empire exhibitionism, he punched me (in teleportation). The black "fighting against racism" married couple then used Nazi slogans of killing Jews and sending me to a concentration camp. Since then, as before, they have not stopped "winning" top awards for major awards ceremonies. 

This is so typical for those of the "minority" oppressed groups and I have seen it so often that there is not a year or ceremony that goes by without at least 5 black people and other "minorities" being awarded or featured in photo-ops as being part of the "in" crowd. 

One very hostile and death threatening "Jewish" male just got awarded some honorary title by Time's year list--and like the Forbes lists for most important people, they are those who attack me put into "top" leadership projections for the endless monopoly of this group to propel it's most false promises for the disenfranchised to look up to for hope for their lost sense of reality and selfhood.

They are all such false constructs that the violence inherent in society is depicted in this show Swarm very well. The fractured murder impulse is being indoctrinated into the public by "celebrities" like these symbols upon which Swarm is based.

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Correction, or update to a post I wrote just prior to the Oscars. I wrote that I was nearly hit and probably killed by a grey, flatbed truck speeding at a y-intersection while I had right-of-way and this truck was nowhere to be seen as I approached the intersection. I further wrote that this orchestrated murder attempted was augmented by my visor on my helmet being smeared with grease so I could not see clearly out of the black, tinted plastic covering. The large plastic screw that holds the visor in place was broken by terrorists who performed this act while the helmet was stored under the seat, while I was in a store shopping. Meaning, the terrorists used a key to open the seat "bucket" area and grease up the helmet and then break the screw. The visor kept falling down while I was driving and I could not see, particularly from a peripheral angle. Just at this junction, and I had planned on taking this route and because the terrorists know my plans and where and what I intend to buy, how to get there, etc because of "thought reading" technologies---this was a plot to murder me. I wrote that the truck probably came from around a corner just as I approached the intersection, but in actuality the nearest road on that other half of the Y was too far for me not to have seen it driving towards me, even with the greased-up visor. I recall now that a truck was parked on the road but it appeared to be just parked in front of the little Buddhist alter area that is in this spot in the intersection. It wasn't a parking area, but due to lack of police presence in Phuket, people get away with parking in wrong places in more rural areas as this road is (in the middle of the Chalong area where there is little traffic). The car, I believe equipped with a motor that could accelerate from 0-60 in a few seconds, went from a parked position and within 30 seconds was driving directly into me from this parked position in the road, around 30 yards from the point of impact where I had to brake and use my feet/shoes to stop while the road was also sprinkled with loose gravel (another aspect of attempted traffic accidents or murder, the road is littered with loose debris, sand sprayed with silicone or gravel so stopping on a dime is impossible). This same sort of car jumping into the road from a stationary position to speeding into me has happened before. I know that motors can be equipped with such technology, which is not the normal type of engine installed into cars. These are specialty murder and assassination modified vehicles. The same thing happened to me but I was hit years ago. This was Pitt's and M. Trump's "punishment" for me writing on my Facebook page that I hope Pitt would not be nominated for another Oscar for his endless torture of me, and that there should be justice for this. I was hit and I sustained serious injury, which the terrorists, in my vicinity, inflicted upon me under order by those out of H-wood and in the White House--to increase the damage I sustained from impact of the car accident. They also had tiny assassination cars which, from my sitting position on my Honda motorbike, I could look on the roof of the tiny killer cars from a mere sitting position only about a yard above street level. The cars were one inch from the pavement, and they easily can drive into the wheels and body of a motorbike and slam the driver into the air over the car itself, it's so low to the ground. ------------ That was a day before the Oscars awards were officially designated. I know from years past that probably the actual winners of the awards "know" who is going to win. I believe this was another death threat put to the test by pit because I fought to not get his "boy" playing a lead role in a movie into another Oscars "win" for pit. He did, however, get a movie based on abusing women into the Oscar's "winning" category. the concepts of torturing women are exactly the same as what Pit and his "feminist" wives have been inflicting upon me for at least a decade. --------------- I wanted to add this more factual account of the situation. It's always impossible for me to think and type clearly while fighting to detail the endless drama going on surrounding me, to me, which forces me to write because this is an endless slow death operation that I am fighting constantly to not be subsumed by--to not die from the violence and poisoning and torture combined or forced upon me in situations such as I described here. ---------- the people who have inflicted endless violence upon me--most of my body mutilated and body parts cut out, destroyed, damaged--are out partying as usual and being told they are wonderful by the 4th Reich entertainment programming institution. --------------------- They remain being honored by the H-wood establishment and fully protected by the U.S. Government and it's officious "gatekeepers" of xociety. ----------

Big Brother Adolf forbids you to crack jokes, or be light and happy unless you belong to the white supremacist, preferably blonde "entitled" cultural abyss of violent and sleaze slinging to the rest of the planet for their ugly and sinister take-over plots: on pain of death, AS of late, the very violent and nasty fascist bigots teleporting me are using intimidation and threats to stop me from making jokes while they are abusing me--which I do coming from a family that always cracked jokes at dire situations--not always, but my father's side, coming from a comic H-wood writer's family system--to try to lighten the hate atmosphere they perpetually spew onto my very happy life that they have tainted with their black energetic life-sucking force of technological tyranny.

 "Li'L Abne Original Trailer". Ð’айнах ЛигаJanuary 23, 2013.




The movies and songs and shows and celluloid and political product they are slinging is of a morbid, usually with murder and sleaze, and sleaze and murder, rape and pornographic, abuse and tyranny versus "good" themes--but morbid, dark and foreboding, not funny and light. A serendipitous discovery of a movie that I formerly would not have even begun to watch has now turned me on to the days when light-hearted political satire and commentary but based on "rural" formulas for what American had been, before all the strip malls and Walmarts and MTV programming sleaze and "be bad" videos profoundly turned Americans into sadistic and pornographic consumers dedicated to killing in the name of pleasure and comfort and then Haute Living as the epitome of all Socio-political American cultural existence they strive for:

I found me a movie I'm a gonna watch--no sleazy murders, no murderous sleaze---
just plan political satire in the form of outdated fashion in the former USA where thought was something that money could not buy (out) for sell-out---even for "rednecks"--in the "sticks"

I'm a-still goin' through the accusations that not being from a European citadel makes me a stupid American instead of someone with potential to think and understand the bs that the "elite" are pumping out---

I think it's time for Lil' Abner to be resurrected because I have never even heard of this comic or Broadway play or movie. I just happened upon it by accident--a fortunate accident. Strolling through the free streaming movie lists of morbid mind control trauma based sleaze/murder programming, corruption and thuggery promotions written by screenwriters and directed by expletives and portrayed by actors of the same moral fiber---

I'm gonna watch this and feel proud of American culture for a small moment, reminiscing about the time when the country was able to pull TOGETHER to question the berserk policies of politics and the elitist puddles of conglomerated wealth---

Now all has been programmed by a holographic endless repetition in the form of quick and easy brain-programming accessibility in the form of quick and easy sleazy and murderous technological programming (your boxes, tubes and electronic brain-implant portals termed "entertainment" devices---often with a "moral" "Righteous" quality intermixed with the subliminal programming to consume, and be devoured and devour and consume--)

Lil Abner even has some excellent choreography, acrobatics and the people have a less-than-sleazy but still aesthetic and even "sexual" quality)--


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"Ludacris Champaign, IL clip". MrEFFDUBB. October 17, 2022.



...and Champaign, Illinois-born Ludacris, comin back from his years of living in the Big Tyme (LA) training, programming the folk on how to get drunk, drive in the fast lane, yelling "b**ch get outta my way" driving over others--etc--how to become "someone important"---watch the audience cheer. I wonder how many of the audience members for this show would fully attack me as gang stalkers? Or would they as opposed to the bigot outright racists of Champaign who would disdain this concert? Would there be a demographic difference between Ludacris "get outta my way b**"" followers following hate protocol, versus the "good Christian" attackers who would have me poisoned and raped to death and put in accidents and attacked without end, I wonder? When I grew up in Champaign, around 1968, 1969, 1970, up until 1975, the "redneck" common folk were polite, gentle and kindly towards me. They not only preached moral virtue but practiced it. If it weren't for these types of people (I refer to the white types) I would not have survived psychologically the terror that the "hip" wanna be "haute" types turned into once "disco" culture and MTV consumed culture into consuming and discarding with hate the rural attire and attitude---

But these types, the kindly white folk in my neighborhood, who helped me, did not participate in the terror afflicting me--they had a gentle and kindly humor alongside their moral stance of doing what is right by human virtue--of not attacking someone without just cause, of protecting society from people creating chaos. A structured sense of good deeds done for people regardless of expectation of promotion or award, only that the reward is that the society remains intact with goodness at the basis of human interaction, following a creed of respecting others on equal basis. That was the stalwart basis which was of course a dream-like aspiration but it was the rational justification for not allowing terrorists to attack me. It didn't always work, and as society began to delve into the disco era and the programming into fast, easy and sleazy consumer upgrade of human beings into consumable consumers--that era of that Illinois culture died along with it. Some of the people who had formerly truly advocated for me mysteriously died and their children became nasty gang stalking terrorists towards me, as if on cue. Maybe I am merely dreaming in a nostalgic sense, but I know this to be the case. Perhaps I was spared because I was a young child instead of a growing, budding female ripe for exploitation? I don't know. I know that once the technology expanded the consciousness to include porn, sleaze and murder depicted for "entertainment" the gang stalking worsened. The more the disco era progressed the more people could only see that unless you looked like all the rows of blonde models portrayed in the media you were "nothing" in terms of "popularity". Maybe I was sheltered from it all being bused to a "black" part of Urbana to undergo "experimental" teaching methodology for advancement into critical thinking capabilities (which the drugging reduced at least 80 percent when the MK ULTRA program became much more vicious and deadly, in the mid-70's).


As I recall, the people who truly kept my life on an even keel with normalcy always had a slight joke to offer when there was a breach of the societal contract that the terrorists tried to inflict upon me. It was humor and a sense of dignified justice and the belief that no one should be pushed down and that society should operate upon the principles of rightness and fairness and that no one is above the law (following in the Patriotic praises these people made about how America is a place where people are "free" to live without tyranny--and they meant it, for me, for themselves and the community. I am not sure how much they meant it for black folk living in poverty in Urbana, however as I lived in Champaign). I was not made aware of the private sayings of the adults when it came to these issues. However, the school I was sent to had advanced instruction for blacks so I think the community at large wanted very much to improve life for all.


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When terrorists moved from Chicago to Champaign to foment the terrorist COINTELPRO agenda, the "big city" terrorists easily and quickly persuaded the "good" white folk to partake in terrorist activity towards me. The truly funny and good people who had formerly sheltered and protected me completely disappeared from life, most of them died within a small window of time. I truly believe that COINTELPRO killed even the truly righteous even of white culture (because they were NOT Nazi white supremacists). The jokes stopped and no one laughed as they completely ignored the terrorism that then swept over the area I lived, and I see it has swept over the country and the planet in one, huge fell of an action as if on a huge technological planned tsunami of hate. No jokes any longer, not allowed. Serious and take the hate and violence without making jokes. That is the threats I am being forced with in teleportation, or it happened two nights ago by the Germans ("heavy" metal musicians, who use "humor" but black in their white supremacist musical "anti-racist" songs and videos). Not so much at all in the private hate technological tyranny of the 4th Reich teleportation torture they have latched onto (perhaps their careers are going down, they need more money, etc). No jokes they threaten me. I think of how the truly light and beautiful people who kept me alive in my childhood always had a small joke in addition to laughing at the perpetrators and abusers who relied upon and now rely upon all law and justice being obfuscated for their take-over plots and schemes.  
They call themselves "important" people, they claim they are "superior" because they have mansions of extreme wealth in the "big city" and in Europigapeland. 


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"Malcolm X--Interview At Berkeley (1963)". Reelblack One. June 12, 2018.




***Post Script: btw, when I refer to "jokes" I mean insulting humor aimed at people physically threatening to kill me, insulting me based on racist and sexist grounds--and while I'm prostate, or drugged up, teleported, and being unjustly accosted like this, I think of jokes about how deranged and stupid the accusers are, how sick and stupid their cliched arguments or lack thereof insinuating the immediate category they impose upon me--whereas I can think of insults about them ad hominem that apply which are highly insulting--their response is knee-jerk threat of violence as their one and only response. They are always in groups of 2 or more (usually more like 10 or more) in these situations, with government, Mafia and Nazi support ranging from hundreds of thousands to millions of "gang stalker" re-inforcements to their every directive to attack me, ie. nearly hitting me with cars perpetually while I am driving as my steering and wheels are remotely blocked by technology--etc. The jokes I make as a salve to the insult and violence these expletives are constantly making into my face while I am sleeping, nascent sleeping, in a teleportated state while waking but partially paralyzed and thus stuck in one room, perpetually, for 2 weeks at a time, as they continuously pummel my brain with "stupid bitch" in loops, I "hear" it hissing constantly, and etc (every time I use a knife they tell me to cut my tongue, they tell me to do disgusting things while I'm in the bathroom-by now I know and understand how the cochlear technology operates and when I "feel" this "urge" i know it's subliminal jack-a$$ types spewing hate into their little microphones which direct the sentences into my cochlear but at a subliminal frequency). I respond with really excellent funny insults back at them, joking or just making light of their hate and ugliness and mostly their stupidity. They want to quash this as much as possible for the maximum effect of silenced misery, part of the trauma-based mind control protocols of destroying a personality and superimposing inferior self-abnegation as a critical component of their hateful white supremacy indoctrination programming through trauma and genocide and torture. **When I say/write that the white people who made "jokes" as they defended me, back in the less-than-haute atmosphere of highly intellectual, morally sound and explorative into advanced concepts of living in a Just society that Champaign was, in theory, presented to me growing up. The "good" white people would make jokes, light and almost whispered but in a very soft way, making fun of the people attacking me. It was a dismissal of the hate and arbitrary injustice that was used to justify discriminatory hate acts upon me. AS I wrote above, these types were literally "gone" and replaced almost immediately when wave of haters from other places (many said they were from Chicago) who took over the previous roles. Those who had been in the roles which protected me were almost instantly vanished and gone forever (probably dead then, and long dead now). I believe, as I wrote above, that this was a part of MK ULTRA's backlash against Civil Rights and all the "alternative" cultures that my family had formerly participated in and was at a pivotal center of in Champaign, from the University of ILlinois with all the student protest culture--my step-father being a literature professor who smoked pot and marched alongside the protestors of the Vietnam War, while being held aloft as a highly regarded professor at the University of Illinois (UIUC). Once the COINTELPRO forces rushed in, circa 1975--the hate backlash was like a plague of locusts coming to kill and devour. That movement has grown almost exponentially ever since. But I still have that ability to make jokes about them, which they want to kill off--as they kill so much off.---I don't consider this activity being "clownish" because it's weakening the seriousness that the criminal fascists are creating about how much they are to be taken seriously. Even if they are now accruing murder technologies that the U.S. government is handing out to psychopaths who become more pronounced psychopaths who are being handed these technologies--and that is no joke. Video below, which popped up on my YouTube channel after I wrote the first part of this post-concerns "Negro" comedians from the Entertainment field who are, in Malcolm X's words, "clowns" and "puppets" of the White man. I think the role of comedy should not be considered a weakening of the utter seriousness of which I write, which is very serious indeed. I joke because I am serious. I can't fight back against forces of multiple people using tech I can't stop with hundreds or millions of people attacking me and all Government allowing and funding these activities. Humor is a weapon, they are trying to disarm me and become only sober and sad and crushed emotionally and psychologically. I would laugh if I could destroy them, trust me, laughter has a role as a serious weapon. 

stern

Saturday, March 18, 2023

Degradation of society and Residues of fascism & Murder out in the "not-woke" South Beach Streets of Ocean Drive--formerly a happy place, safe and fun and vibrant with no violence I ever saw from years of walking that very same strip of Ocean Drive, every night for at least 3 years, back and forth selling cigars.//Again, I stress and reiterate--how violent the Nazi 4th Reich overtake of South Beach has created an atmosphere of crime and violence and sleaze and "elitist" fascist Nazi/Mafia. This NEVER, NEVER, NEVER happened for the YEARS I lived on South Beach, within blocks of this very area, when the "brown and black" "nothing" "trash" people were living and hanging out on South Beach before the white, Europigape and wanna be "elite" white supremacist wanna be "Europigape" Americans--all fascist Nazis supported by Mafia-- with their fascist black and brown minions came to have orgies and "party" on South Beach for a "wild" Spring Break atmosphere.

"Shots fired in Miami Beach". CBS Miami. March 18, 2023.



 


The people (Italian and French Mafia fascist Nazis whose businesses I sold cigars at back when South Beach was artistic, fun and affordable with all kinds of independent venues instead of incorporated franchise disco repetition ad nauseum--who violently assaulted me, drugged and raped and stole my money while I was sleeping; teleported and raped me for years and kept attacking me violently with deadly racist hate first on South Beach, and then with teleportation, everywhere I ran around the world to get away from the hoards of gang stalker thugs working in unison with the thuggery controlling them--The Milon Brothers (Eric and Francis) & Nicola Siervo--all connected to Stallone et al/"Italian-American" Mafia celebrity wanna be aristocrat fascist Nazi Elite  out of Whorewood. All have movies coming out perennially about how much they "care" about fighting racism and sexism and helping society with their scripted movies but posturing in elite fascist Nazi pig-sniffing-the-empty-air poses)-- who tried to murder me, through poisoning, pounding the poison in through non-stop teleportation and rape--and sheer abuse lowering immunity and defense for my body-- after having attempted to poison me to death--and then continuing the poisoning as I fought to heal while abusing me to death on a 24/7 basis for YEARS, then handing the contract over to the expletive group you all worship out of H-wood--and now America has become more violent, America is now a death zone due to the "trickle-down" of the protocol 4th Reich system these same people are being paid in millions and billions of dollars to psychologically instill through their posturing "fashion" "Haute" culture --- because now it's all in the "open" that "woke goes to DIE in Florida"), 


AND THESE same people have contributed and very largely created this death trip tourism atmosphere. I experience it here in Phuket with the Europigapes and the black and brown minions who come on "vacay" in the same way as they bring death and violence with hate submerged, all trying to be "elite" Nazi/Mafia "fashionable" elitists, with hate and violence inculcated into the fabric of the pent-up violence with which they were traumatized into following the Nazi protocols--


The very same people working with the H-wood celebrities who have raped, beaten, poisoned, drugged and tortured me nearly to death, endlessly threatening to kill me, having me hit by cars, me escaping death and fighting for my life due to these technologies that Musk is developing so entire enclaves of 4th Reich fascist Nazis have all this murder capability at their immediate disposal. But back to South Beach--guns blazing, people fleeing in terror. Police sirens. The "hip" South Beach death craze from the murderous white supremacists with their frenzied to be "elite" black Nazis has once more shown it's true visage.

Friday, March 17, 2023

People perpetrating in ever-enlarging groups violently brutalizing one helpless victim, in the guise of being leaders of society and gatekeepers of moral and legal righteousness: I am so sick of these horrific murders by law enforcement----keeping people face-down with hands in handcuffs for lengthy periods of time when they are supposed to put them on their side, allow them to breathe. Kneeling on the backs of these victims of murder--in the name of law enforcement.

 "Irvo Otieno's family reacts to seeing tape of fatal incident: He was treated worse than a dog". CNN. March 17, 2023.



Not just black men. One white male was shot and killed for a sitting protest and as he sat with legs crossed he put his hands up. A volley of bullets hit him by the cops rushing with sirens sounding.

It doesn't matter afterwards if there is evidence of wrong-doing and the cops just get "fired" or, in extreme cases, indicted and charged with homicide (2nd Degree at most extreme)

I feel devastated and sickened by this. The man looked like a beautiful and wonderful person. I am sick of Crump endlessly standing next to tearful mothers crying into cameras about their sons being killed by cops brutally murdering their helpless, innocent sons.

I am sick of law enforcement, politicians and celebrities taking turns also violating my human basic rights as they are doing to these black men who get smashed to death in videos but the problem keeps recurring.

There is a societal problem of violence being unleashed by those in "authority" positions upon the defenseless. This is now endemic in American society.