Sunday, March 19, 2023

Big Brother Adolf forbids you to crack jokes, or be light and happy unless you belong to the white supremacist, preferably blonde "entitled" cultural abyss of violent and sleaze slinging to the rest of the planet for their ugly and sinister take-over plots: on pain of death, AS of late, the very violent and nasty fascist bigots teleporting me are using intimidation and threats to stop me from making jokes while they are abusing me--which I do coming from a family that always cracked jokes at dire situations--not always, but my father's side, coming from a comic H-wood writer's family system--to try to lighten the hate atmosphere they perpetually spew onto my very happy life that they have tainted with their black energetic life-sucking force of technological tyranny.

 "Li'L Abne Original Trailer". Вайнах ЛигаJanuary 23, 2013.




The movies and songs and shows and celluloid and political product they are slinging is of a morbid, usually with murder and sleaze, and sleaze and murder, rape and pornographic, abuse and tyranny versus "good" themes--but morbid, dark and foreboding, not funny and light. A serendipitous discovery of a movie that I formerly would not have even begun to watch has now turned me on to the days when light-hearted political satire and commentary but based on "rural" formulas for what American had been, before all the strip malls and Walmarts and MTV programming sleaze and "be bad" videos profoundly turned Americans into sadistic and pornographic consumers dedicated to killing in the name of pleasure and comfort and then Haute Living as the epitome of all Socio-political American cultural existence they strive for:

I found me a movie I'm a gonna watch--no sleazy murders, no murderous sleaze---
just plan political satire in the form of outdated fashion in the former USA where thought was something that money could not buy (out) for sell-out---even for "rednecks"--in the "sticks"

I'm a-still goin' through the accusations that not being from a European citadel makes me a stupid American instead of someone with potential to think and understand the bs that the "elite" are pumping out---

I think it's time for Lil' Abner to be resurrected because I have never even heard of this comic or Broadway play or movie. I just happened upon it by accident--a fortunate accident. Strolling through the free streaming movie lists of morbid mind control trauma based sleaze/murder programming, corruption and thuggery promotions written by screenwriters and directed by expletives and portrayed by actors of the same moral fiber---

I'm gonna watch this and feel proud of American culture for a small moment, reminiscing about the time when the country was able to pull TOGETHER to question the berserk policies of politics and the elitist puddles of conglomerated wealth---

Now all has been programmed by a holographic endless repetition in the form of quick and easy brain-programming accessibility in the form of quick and easy sleazy and murderous technological programming (your boxes, tubes and electronic brain-implant portals termed "entertainment" devices---often with a "moral" "Righteous" quality intermixed with the subliminal programming to consume, and be devoured and devour and consume--)

Lil Abner even has some excellent choreography, acrobatics and the people have a less-than-sleazy but still aesthetic and even "sexual" quality)--


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"Ludacris Champaign, IL clip". MrEFFDUBB. October 17, 2022.



...and Champaign, Illinois-born Ludacris, comin back from his years of living in the Big Tyme (LA) training, programming the folk on how to get drunk, drive in the fast lane, yelling "b**ch get outta my way" driving over others--etc--how to become "someone important"---watch the audience cheer. I wonder how many of the audience members for this show would fully attack me as gang stalkers? Or would they as opposed to the bigot outright racists of Champaign who would disdain this concert? Would there be a demographic difference between Ludacris "get outta my way b**"" followers following hate protocol, versus the "good Christian" attackers who would have me poisoned and raped to death and put in accidents and attacked without end, I wonder? When I grew up in Champaign, around 1968, 1969, 1970, up until 1975, the "redneck" common folk were polite, gentle and kindly towards me. They not only preached moral virtue but practiced it. If it weren't for these types of people (I refer to the white types) I would not have survived psychologically the terror that the "hip" wanna be "haute" types turned into once "disco" culture and MTV consumed culture into consuming and discarding with hate the rural attire and attitude---

But these types, the kindly white folk in my neighborhood, who helped me, did not participate in the terror afflicting me--they had a gentle and kindly humor alongside their moral stance of doing what is right by human virtue--of not attacking someone without just cause, of protecting society from people creating chaos. A structured sense of good deeds done for people regardless of expectation of promotion or award, only that the reward is that the society remains intact with goodness at the basis of human interaction, following a creed of respecting others on equal basis. That was the stalwart basis which was of course a dream-like aspiration but it was the rational justification for not allowing terrorists to attack me. It didn't always work, and as society began to delve into the disco era and the programming into fast, easy and sleazy consumer upgrade of human beings into consumable consumers--that era of that Illinois culture died along with it. Some of the people who had formerly truly advocated for me mysteriously died and their children became nasty gang stalking terrorists towards me, as if on cue. Maybe I am merely dreaming in a nostalgic sense, but I know this to be the case. Perhaps I was spared because I was a young child instead of a growing, budding female ripe for exploitation? I don't know. I know that once the technology expanded the consciousness to include porn, sleaze and murder depicted for "entertainment" the gang stalking worsened. The more the disco era progressed the more people could only see that unless you looked like all the rows of blonde models portrayed in the media you were "nothing" in terms of "popularity". Maybe I was sheltered from it all being bused to a "black" part of Urbana to undergo "experimental" teaching methodology for advancement into critical thinking capabilities (which the drugging reduced at least 80 percent when the MK ULTRA program became much more vicious and deadly, in the mid-70's).


As I recall, the people who truly kept my life on an even keel with normalcy always had a slight joke to offer when there was a breach of the societal contract that the terrorists tried to inflict upon me. It was humor and a sense of dignified justice and the belief that no one should be pushed down and that society should operate upon the principles of rightness and fairness and that no one is above the law (following in the Patriotic praises these people made about how America is a place where people are "free" to live without tyranny--and they meant it, for me, for themselves and the community. I am not sure how much they meant it for black folk living in poverty in Urbana, however as I lived in Champaign). I was not made aware of the private sayings of the adults when it came to these issues. However, the school I was sent to had advanced instruction for blacks so I think the community at large wanted very much to improve life for all.


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When terrorists moved from Chicago to Champaign to foment the terrorist COINTELPRO agenda, the "big city" terrorists easily and quickly persuaded the "good" white folk to partake in terrorist activity towards me. The truly funny and good people who had formerly sheltered and protected me completely disappeared from life, most of them died within a small window of time. I truly believe that COINTELPRO killed even the truly righteous even of white culture (because they were NOT Nazi white supremacists). The jokes stopped and no one laughed as they completely ignored the terrorism that then swept over the area I lived, and I see it has swept over the country and the planet in one, huge fell of an action as if on a huge technological planned tsunami of hate. No jokes any longer, not allowed. Serious and take the hate and violence without making jokes. That is the threats I am being forced with in teleportation, or it happened two nights ago by the Germans ("heavy" metal musicians, who use "humor" but black in their white supremacist musical "anti-racist" songs and videos). Not so much at all in the private hate technological tyranny of the 4th Reich teleportation torture they have latched onto (perhaps their careers are going down, they need more money, etc). No jokes they threaten me. I think of how the truly light and beautiful people who kept me alive in my childhood always had a small joke in addition to laughing at the perpetrators and abusers who relied upon and now rely upon all law and justice being obfuscated for their take-over plots and schemes.  
They call themselves "important" people, they claim they are "superior" because they have mansions of extreme wealth in the "big city" and in Europigapeland. 


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"Malcolm X--Interview At Berkeley (1963)". Reelblack One. June 12, 2018.




***Post Script: btw, when I refer to "jokes" I mean insulting humor aimed at people physically threatening to kill me, insulting me based on racist and sexist grounds--and while I'm prostate, or drugged up, teleported, and being unjustly accosted like this, I think of jokes about how deranged and stupid the accusers are, how sick and stupid their cliched arguments or lack thereof insinuating the immediate category they impose upon me--whereas I can think of insults about them ad hominem that apply which are highly insulting--their response is knee-jerk threat of violence as their one and only response. They are always in groups of 2 or more (usually more like 10 or more) in these situations, with government, Mafia and Nazi support ranging from hundreds of thousands to millions of "gang stalker" re-inforcements to their every directive to attack me, ie. nearly hitting me with cars perpetually while I am driving as my steering and wheels are remotely blocked by technology--etc. The jokes I make as a salve to the insult and violence these expletives are constantly making into my face while I am sleeping, nascent sleeping, in a teleportated state while waking but partially paralyzed and thus stuck in one room, perpetually, for 2 weeks at a time, as they continuously pummel my brain with "stupid bitch" in loops, I "hear" it hissing constantly, and etc (every time I use a knife they tell me to cut my tongue, they tell me to do disgusting things while I'm in the bathroom-by now I know and understand how the cochlear technology operates and when I "feel" this "urge" i know it's subliminal jack-a$$ types spewing hate into their little microphones which direct the sentences into my cochlear but at a subliminal frequency). I respond with really excellent funny insults back at them, joking or just making light of their hate and ugliness and mostly their stupidity. They want to quash this as much as possible for the maximum effect of silenced misery, part of the trauma-based mind control protocols of destroying a personality and superimposing inferior self-abnegation as a critical component of their hateful white supremacy indoctrination programming through trauma and genocide and torture. **When I say/write that the white people who made "jokes" as they defended me, back in the less-than-haute atmosphere of highly intellectual, morally sound and explorative into advanced concepts of living in a Just society that Champaign was, in theory, presented to me growing up. The "good" white people would make jokes, light and almost whispered but in a very soft way, making fun of the people attacking me. It was a dismissal of the hate and arbitrary injustice that was used to justify discriminatory hate acts upon me. AS I wrote above, these types were literally "gone" and replaced almost immediately when wave of haters from other places (many said they were from Chicago) who took over the previous roles. Those who had been in the roles which protected me were almost instantly vanished and gone forever (probably dead then, and long dead now). I believe, as I wrote above, that this was a part of MK ULTRA's backlash against Civil Rights and all the "alternative" cultures that my family had formerly participated in and was at a pivotal center of in Champaign, from the University of ILlinois with all the student protest culture--my step-father being a literature professor who smoked pot and marched alongside the protestors of the Vietnam War, while being held aloft as a highly regarded professor at the University of Illinois (UIUC). Once the COINTELPRO forces rushed in, circa 1975--the hate backlash was like a plague of locusts coming to kill and devour. That movement has grown almost exponentially ever since. But I still have that ability to make jokes about them, which they want to kill off--as they kill so much off.---I don't consider this activity being "clownish" because it's weakening the seriousness that the criminal fascists are creating about how much they are to be taken seriously. Even if they are now accruing murder technologies that the U.S. government is handing out to psychopaths who become more pronounced psychopaths who are being handed these technologies--and that is no joke. Video below, which popped up on my YouTube channel after I wrote the first part of this post-concerns "Negro" comedians from the Entertainment field who are, in Malcolm X's words, "clowns" and "puppets" of the White man. I think the role of comedy should not be considered a weakening of the utter seriousness of which I write, which is very serious indeed. I joke because I am serious. I can't fight back against forces of multiple people using tech I can't stop with hundreds or millions of people attacking me and all Government allowing and funding these activities. Humor is a weapon, they are trying to disarm me and become only sober and sad and crushed emotionally and psychologically. I would laugh if I could destroy them, trust me, laughter has a role as a serious weapon. 

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.