Sunday, March 5, 2023

Grab your popcorn bucket and leave your other hand free for titillating mental masturbation.//This is a post on hateful, pornographic sexuality and violence. The suitable theme for the range of movies, tv shows and pop song genres in our current zeitgeist, outside of the endless murder genre that abounds: //I am exposed on a daily basis in teleportation and in society at every corner, angle and moment with The dregs and remnants of the "feminist" movement, in my situation of teleportation rape, abuse, insults, dehumanization by men and women so fully engaged in the porn culture, domination, power and control--by women having me raped and tortured so they can obtain ideas for their "feminist" media output because they are essentially "forbidden" to be seen studying feminist literature or actually imbibing the essence of the meaning. Instead, they support violence against women because of the endless "subordination" of my race and gender, even if some of the women are part of a culture that is vying to push my group below theirs for white supremacist pornographic rape culture--rape as a means of "humiliation" and subordination. The roles in the movies are by rote pornographic and by now there are no critics making or writing criticism of these movies in "feminist" terms any longer. The women attacking me and being promoted for it are #me 2!" members, who only fight for membership of the non-rape by rapist members' members as they forget about the former feminism that once created positions where women had the chance to even speak on these issues publicly. In other words, pornographic mentality rules in the teleportation rape and torture contract out upon me. The women participating who "represent" "equality" for women of their various skin tones and shades, have fully adopted the pornographic enabler mode and are thusly being put into leadership position for their submission to male domination and rape and death threat culture. They fully contribute to the paradigm and act like the men they claim they are victims of. Some are "lesbian" and some claim they are loathe to feminism or lesbianism but when in the teleportation hate crime situation they fully conform to the expected roles of enabler for violent pornographic exploitation of me---all done for power-over and nothing to do with sex or desire. All is the effect of a pornographic culture. --------------//In my situation, the worst insult that these terrorists of the celluloid mind programming spectrum claim is that I am not a polished product of plastic surgery and diet thinness, the worst crime possible in their opinions as they throw hate at me, thus rationalizing the violence against me as being justified because I break the demands to appear as a sexualized object of titillation, unsuccessful thus and deserving of rape and hate. The bulging poisons that these women ordered to disfigure my body are used as justification for the men to make grabbing motions at my poisoned, bloated breasts like claws, to rape and slap and punch and beat me because the pornographic display models they bring to taunt, hate and giggle as the men rape and beat me in front of them, and thus they are plastic surgery models with millions of dollars creating this image that many women cannot afford to re-create, and thus selling fear and self-hate to women with a tinge of the demand to be pornographically accessible. The men grab at my breasts like their hands are claws, screaming that I am a "loser" as their wives and children chime in, more loudly than the men but not as physically violent (most of the time). Even the "lesbian" who plays the titillation porn object for men to delight in as women have sex with other women for the camera (a huge pornographic meme) follow suit. All is derived from pornographic fantasy libraries that have been ingrained in all their celluloid-produced brains. -

 "Not in my neighborhood w/Andrea Dworkin". feminist vhs archive. May 7, 2021.





"...There is a sexuality that is purported to be 'naturally' male in pornography. That is aggressive. That is violent in many cases. That certainly has to do with treating other flesh as a 'thing'....and...um, I think, I think that men have a lot of trouble with intimacy. And I don't think pornography helps. I think pornography serves to drive a wedge between men and other people."--John Stoltenberg, National Organization for Men.


Dr. Sharon Sutterfield, Director of the Program of Human Sexuality, University of Minnesota Medical School. "Pornography is fantasy fulfillment. Uh, that's what it's designed for. The notion that the bulk of pornographic content is violent is ridiculous."

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Andrea Dworkin, (based out of NYC) co-author of anti-pornography ordinance, Minneapolis, MN.

"You can't make a distinction, when you talk about pornography, between sex and violence. In pornography, sex and violence are one word, they are one act, the are one point of view. I have seen pornography as a violation to the civil rights of women....I have discovered from my study of it (porn)...that there is an intellectual fog surrounding it, protecting it by those who want to protect it. Then you start looking at what it is, and what it actually does. It is a process of subordinating a whole class of people. Civil Rights means you can't do that. You can't, by someone's position at birth, assign them an insubordinate position in society. So the question is, why does everyone think it's okay to do it when it happens to women and it's called 'sex'?"

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As for the videos posted below concerning drag culture, expressed as a mockery to feminism by the long extinct critiques of culture who were of the "feminist" make-up and activist subculture era--(so long gone, replaced by the false pieties of the furies). I include those because for some reason, the increase in pornographic indoctrination via mind programming in the entertainment media is also replacing any sort of analysis of gender roles, now forbidden and almost nearing a death threat if exhibited or published or vocalized (any gender role analysis that isn't dedicated to furthering racist and 4th Reich pornographic mentality and iconography). The discussions of yore, 40 years ago, were held after revolutionary times in the U.S. as relating to riots against the Vietnam War and Civil Rights--bunched together and then pitted into one "radical liberal" group by the "search and destroy" death squads which are now called, lightly, "gang stalking" groups. Hearing these old discussions and critiques brings me to a point of wondering if all of the people involved in the protests and discussions were all covertly assassinated, as I suspect Dworkin was, or are they all brainwashed like Stepford Wives?
What happened to the mentality that could pull down the pants of rape culture and expose the taped wiener to the thigh of male dominance through violence, a prop for political and societal control using any prop necessary to appear huge and tough in a manly way? I am not pitting any support or adversary against drag culture, I am more for it than against it but not clear on if I should call transgender people the sex reassignment they are striving for. The political ramifications of this trend for sex re-assignment and gender-bending is so threatening it is absolutely part of the sex and rape/power continuum that confronts me in the form of death-threat mongering rapist hateful men and their women sitting comfortably, mostly smiling, in the background watching with smug assurance that the years of them playing their good girl bad skank roles have paid off, as they watch me being tortured non-stop they feel lifted up and entitled. Add the skin color dimension to that and you get not only women playing the porn roles but also of watching as the "Jewish" race gets the treatment they have been screaming in rage that they have gotten for centuries (but Jews have gotten it for thousands of years).

It's amusing to watch the Raygun video and hear commentary that doesn't come up now in the serious tone that is presented in this 80's video of interviews with women, mostly black, suffering from the Reagan-era "trickle-down" economy. One of the women is a white, apparently "middle class" woman. I think in our modern iteration, she has now become a viciously hateful MAGA proponent, absolutely thrilled that I am being blocked from all economic opportunity; more for her and her husband as they claim that one day all the whites will inherit the planet and everyone else will have to be the rape and pornographic victims of their brutal and violent men-folk so they don't have to bear the brunt any longer. Shoving it off to the easily ignored and silenced victims like me. The movie star who has been gloating and smiling after ordering my body to be scarred up, poisoned so badly I am covered with marks of poisoning, being scarred after being sliced every day for years, hair skin face body all ravaged my life turned into an endless fight for survival and to stop rape and violence and get any support. The men who join in are all on the same tangent (as these hate bots always are on the same phrase, the same reaction, they are all absolutely programmed from the same one-central centrifuge of power): but because my body is now damaged visibly to the point that it's hideously deformed and broken down, the skin has been doused with permanently damaging chemicals they are covered with liver spots from my body being so badly poisoned I have been stuck literally fighting to detox from stinking, hard and black poisons endlessly being poured into my body as I fight to rid my body of it. That I am not thin and plastic-surgery modified not blonde not with pure white skin and not playing a submissive "minority" minion role is the only excuse they need to mock and insult how badly deformed I am and thus not an immediate porn object for approval. The penalty is near-death and the person who has ordered this, who has fed off the violence because being "beautiful" is her one and true path to power and the more she obtains, the less she has to rely on physical appearance once and if this contract is finally obtained she can at least age a bit instead of having to rely on being a sex object for her "power" image. That I have been bereft of my health and beauty from years of torture and mutilation and poisoning has engendered not just NO compassion from the 99% who participate, but hate and actual violence for not appearing as a fashion model svelte and plastic-surgery modified for their porn approval for their masturbatory sense of male domination over women who MUST comply. It is, in essence, grounds for execution in their opinion. The only aspect of life that the women use to get the rapist and violent men to side with them is that I look and appear destroyed from years of their ordering absolute destruction upon my body which I have not been able to defend myself from. The men protect their porn images and while they all attack me for not appearing like I'm a dieting and thin blonde woman or of that ilk with plastic surgery facial modification and breast augmentation and etc---and they torture me for not "thinking" in the mold of silenced and kind of stupid, accepting minority "girl"-and thus the term "bitch" is endlessly yelled at me, "loser" and "nothing" and "shut up" but they keep asking me for ideas for themselves, including the rapist men, to steal for their output.

Because my brain is so encumbered by brain-altering technology, hacking blocking keyboard function so I must pound out every word and backspace and re-write as hackers block and delete and rewrite while I'm in the middle of struggling to get my ideas out--I can't elaborate further on this set of concepts.

It is sex combined with violence. It is power and body and woman-shaming. It is also racism for various races to attack someone who is not obeying the programming as they do and are under demand to do (under threat of death).

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"Women's voices vs Raygun (1984)". feminist vhs archive. October 19, 2021.


What the feminists who commented on the drag queen "fun" of dressing up as women had to say about the denigration of women therein: the gender roles that women are forced into upon threat of exclusion or death, is to be as fragile, sexually accessible, non-threatening, wistful and breakable but sexually enticing at the same time--accessible sexually--is taken as a kind of take-on/take-off show for men to imitate and make "fun" of in "drag". They can take the "fun" costumes off and then resume their male dominance roles easily if they want. One of the famous "drag" costume "queens" of H-wood attacked me a few times viciously, yelling in my face while I could not look away, teleported, in a deep sleep-his pretext was that I was attacking "blacks" for having called Oprah an "Aunt Jemima" and thus I deserved years of rape, torture and violence. Obviously all the "blacks hating Jews" of the last few decades in the media is a huge component of his inner, if not outer rationale. Although I expressed endlessly for the years of Oprah having my body and home poisoned as a response to that one time I called her that name, in hate, and I never considered it "racist" it is actually an observation of how black women like her and the men too are working WITH racism. This is part of the loyalty/disloyalty subject in the next section (below). In essence, all are working to protect white male rape and domination hegemony, or call it plantation society if you will. When it comes with endless Awards presentations and parties and lead roles and millions of dollars and the "best" plastic surgery to reconfigure his face, then he's all into it, as is Oprah. All hugging and bowing to the white bigots who are busy raping and abusing and obtaining these technologies for purposes of furthering the backlashes to racist "progress" and in particular "feminist". That this black male makes mockery of women and is delighted to participate in rape culture, alongside Oprah, using the pretext that I called her an Aunt Jemima for her participation in racism, after YEARS of her participating in this hate crime against me before I had even spoken to her--so she had no pretext to rationalize her violence as a co-conspirator until I hissed these words, under "truth serum" mind control, while sleeping-_I was not 'able" to control the rage, in other words. Years of torture from blacks encircling me later, along with Farrakhan, defending extremely anti-Semitic Germans who have just been pried off attacking me (but not really, they all remain in the audience watching me get beaten and abused by the next round, using every excuse and rationale, but always pointing to how my body is huge, not "sexy", broken down, as they continue to have me maimed, never stop the abuse so I can at least look placid and somewhat more "attractive" rather than screaming in rage with my huge grey streak in my hair by now from poisoning and torture that has literally been inflicted upon me every day and night for over a decade without stop, every day and night. But gay--gay and drag queen--as "alternative" and something "respecting" women? I am absolutely uncertain of that and I find that the feminist critique of the drag men laughing about playing the gender roles is apt--that it's a joke to them, that the oppression of women is something they perhaps play in like a playground of mockery. They are excessively robust in their open demonstrations of sexual fetishness and accessibility sexually.

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Otherwise, my experience of drag society is from my uncle being the publisher of a gay (LGBTQ) Magazine from Arizona, and having worked for that mag in it's infancy back in the late 1980's. Like the "feminists" I have always encountered, the drag men participated or remained silent about the drama that was surrounding me concerning being drugged and then raped while sleeping due to brain implants. I can also add that no group has ever come forward to be actual decent human beings in that regard from any group on the planet (i.e. Christians) so, regardless of group identification, it truly takes an independent personality to rise above group affiliation and become a human being. I found that many of those who were most supportive of me had no outrageous group association and were more withdrawn and outside of flamboyant exhibitionism (Christians are sometimes exhibitionists). Regardless, I do not condone or condemn drag queens or Christians I just look for people who can break outside of the pornographic mold that has molded mindset of humanity for so long. Taboos are akin to pornographic restraints that people yearn to break in their secret lives. They remain ensconced in pornography whether they are in the strict guidelines of religion or the loose and wild froes of sexual "liberation".

"Lesbians and feminists on drag queens 70s". feminist vhs archive. March 9, 2021.


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"Heartbreak--Andrea Dworkin". feminist vhs archive. April 26, 2021.



 "Pornography Andrea Dworkin 1991". Robert Jensen. November 17, 2011.



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Clumps of hair continuously falling out when I brush my damaged destroyed hair, what is left of it from years of fungus semen and hair-follicle destruction chemicals slathered into my scalp by the whorewood group STILL welcomed to inflict death upon me in covert, slow mechanisms of undetectable torture, information extraction and violence. Once more Gavin Newsom literally under threat of continuous torture-to-death by his ally Tom Hardy asked me for a tarot reading about whatever--his premise to run for president. I instantly told him to stop the near-death torture that he and hardy have been giggly and sexually completely turned on with derision rape and torture sexual emotional and physical abuse leveling my body hormone levels combined with endless murder poisons I am shitting out from decades of them pent-up inside layers of hard-as-rock poisons that were integrated with mind control drugs and other poisons to kill me undetectable--every day fighting to stretch and exercise while a panel of men who have raped tortured abused my cats insulted me with hate and derision then destruction when I defend myself--politicians rushing to threaten to have me killed for defending myself all sitting there urging me to hurry up and get the poisons out so they can achieve their agenda of forcing a baby out of me for next generation mind control experimentation and studies---forced out of me in a system of life-threat abuse rape and racist violence that is akin to lynch mob covert murder and destruction of american independence of racial equality which is enforced with malice and malevolent murderous violence by English Imperialists--Hardy a staunch Royalist and today after his endless hissing death threats while I was going to the toilet while I held any object his abuse that goes on literally every moment all day into the night then in deep sleep; now maybe 7 months of him after years of endless euro-apes rushing to do the same with shitalina and ugly dirty pig ape pitt using this contract to steal MY IDEAS so they appear as if they are not stupid dirty mediocrity prostituted nazi iconography ape scumbags----bringing in non-stop europigape shit whores who rush violently at me beating raping having me on my knees as they sexually torture and abuse me when I fight back shit like nancy pelosi (with newsom as part of her cartel plantation backed by italian fascist and brooklyn mafia genocidal murdering bigots---) and thusly, I collapsed in the past 10 days from huge chunks of poison that have been embedded and latched into my spine and hips into my skull extending into my entire skeleton in a labyrinth of complexity twisting tubes of the hard poison with pockets of stinking foul black poison pouring into my blood stream and literally ripping cellular muscle tissue and internal skin out of my body---I collapse very often on my bed unable to keep my head up in a sinking drugged sickness often they gouge the cuticles cut them out (hardy had this done at the onset of his terrorism and rape and beatings and non-stop death threats for the first few months---actually, more than half a year of daily and nightly torture from this odious thug completely welcomed to abuse me into fractured mental states of sobbing and crying to stop raping me get off me shut up screaming as ugly shitalina sits watching smiling and laughing ugly dirty pig ape pitt smug and determined that his years of going to the oscars for the ideas his group of shit stole from me--from Once upon a time in whorewood to spotlight to blonde to babylon and tv shows he has producted (i.e. about bob marley) and just for having inflicted mutilation tortrure abuse and rape upon me his dirty trashy mediocre partner shitalina has gone to the oscars for stealing ideas verbatim that i wrote maria malificent another movie about cambodia and multiple movie themes and concepts she has stolen from my writing--using my words verbatim as her "feminist" pitch for the United Nations during the Nazi regime ousting jewsw from whorewood such as weinstein, etc etc. I fell asleep because huge hardened chunks of death and murder poisons I had twisted out of the sides of my back into the lateral framework of the sagittal plane---and I literally could not move I could not wrap the layers of protection around my head as I do every night; I began wrapping my head for the past 2 days but not having taken a shower for over 5 days I finally was able to wash the tell-tale greasy stink that was sprayed and rubbed into my scalp which they do every time I cannot protect my body. My hands are huge and ugly from chemicals slathered on my hands, the cuticles having been literally cut out of multiple fingers and toes my hands and feet are completely deformed the skin hideously scaly from the moisture being completely destroyed---the months of working every day to heal are just reverted back to the horrific state my hair and scalp and body has been for years of not being able to defend or protect myself while I was so bloated and paralyzed with poisons latched onto my spine in every single possible contortion combination pulling in every direction simultaneously so drugged I could not understand movie plots and etc. Every day being tortured for more creative ideas so the dirty filth of europigapeland can use my ideas as their own to infiltrate the American market. Policitians rushing to join in making every kind of death threat at me as they profit and join into the endlessly corrupted media empire that the europigapes have either bought out and control from behind the scenes or have actually purchased or play controller roles therein. the Nazi network also demands that all obey all the dictates of their control. Thusly Hardy went at me today and it is instant energy-draining hate for this vile and filthy thug who appears only to be a mediocre mindless bigot with boxing training using it upon me. They smeared my hair so badly that the barely thin layer of hair covering the huge bald spot from years of my hair being so damaged for a few months after I fought off a german rapist who was especially violent and abusive and I called him a pig--dirty filthy arnold shit-negtger rushed to hug him openly in front of me putting his snake arm around the german stupid ape creep--who had been trained in the art of passionate violin playing by a wheel-chair bound Israeli Jew very famous--who happily gave this german lout lessons because Jews are supposed to service nazis, didn't you know? Instantly the Jewish man poured his videos onto my youtube channel but my hair began to fall out in clumps my scape was knobby from the hair follicles literally having been pulled out--hair removal technology was used on my scalp to literally pull hair follicles out. There is nothing I can do to regrow in these 80% bald patches on my hair but extremely thin 1/8 inch sprouts of hair have grown back after putting everything I can think of and purchase on the scalp. Gone---5 days of such sickness that as usual I was writing FURIOUSLY BEGGING FOR MY LIFE TO GET HARDY OFF FROM ABUSING ME TO DEATH while poisons were literally ripping out of my central nervous system, taking bits of nervous system cellular structure and muscle and flesh out and dumping murder toxins congealed into my body for over 40 years--this is what was done to me decades ago from multiple surgeries, just by the way. Somehow as a miracle someone got hardy from abusing me to death by making him stop for one day--the ape has returned because behind him are the English crown members of the wealthy "elite" pig ape cartel, who have proven to be stupid ugly dirty racist bigots with very little behind their assumption of intellectual superiority. They claim is bolstered by having me drugged into near comatose inability to understand, being manipulated by them mentally while I am in deep sleep state teleported to their houses where they play lying skits so I presume the situation is relevant to one concept but instead they are using word plays on the meanings as if I am consenting to their abuse and degradation skits. Little beyond power grabbing machiavellian mental mind screw mentality has ever been demonstrated by the english "elite" who rush to have their violent lower classes inflict the street fighting thuggery upon me in my vulnerable state while ugly shitalin and pig ape pitt sit smug because for over 16 years I have told them NO that I can't stand them by now it's in every subconscious state declaring how odious and repulsive and dirty and what parasites they are---still they persist because like hardy they are mostly mediocrity their pumped-up body images trained and coached NOT POISONED with hardening and bloating chemicals and not infected with racist bias intending to crush the spirit and pride of the groups they want to exploit (to death) such as Jews, blacks, etc (amplifying gays as long as they are mostly white or service them if they are otherwise--the one group that the Nazis abhored is now seminally welcomed into the 4th Reich which is homosexuality but only as long as it is in the private enclaves of the wealth orgy estates and private, not as any potential power group in society).//so, telling hardy with seething hate that he is disgusting--but i was watching something that was hacked into my youtube channel with Prince Charles and his spouse riding in some carriage to greet trump & frau nazi wife---and I said trying to be friendly trying to say something honestly positive that, yes that was beautiful and if I were english I would be proud of such a display. Instantly as if I had exposed a weakness or vulnerability hardy punched my breasts with violent hate saying "damn right" blah blah about english superiority and that I had belittled his culture previously--but I have never said that the beautiful buildings and the displays are inferior I have stated that their overtake of america using death squads and utmost racism and minorities who are blank and dumb control victims of racism fighting for a "piece of the pie" are their dumbed-down pawns; apparently america is comletely controlled by this group. The whites are in-training for the lessons to be learned in the psychological destruction of groups which pose a threat to their centuries of millennia of racist overtake of other cultures and societies (along with the rest of europe, basing much on Roman history and fascist and Imperialism the entire continent was the precursor to american slaughter and genocide of the Indigenous Indian tribes and everything else they could depose and steal from--which is the prevailing norm now regarding "minority" groups in America a similar pan-euro model of genocide is being trained through these mind control skits and Hardy is like the masses of the working class "soldiers" and for Hardy it is his huge chance to get out of playing thug roles and have the elite mark of distinction he is reveling in the money and profits and awards generated he is fixated into abusing me (to death) if he could. //NOthing can get him off me. The politicians are determined to get this contract, the democrats are working with the republicans in this private mind control hate scheme so they all "share" in the power structure and share dividends alike and no amount of change or resistance is possible even with the changing of horses the guard remains something of violent armies protecting the monarchy's interests (america now as a vassal colonized state of english imperialism german nazism french haute fascist fashion and italian mafia programming). I just have to add that Scorsese "won" some award for his movie about an American indigenous tribe of wealthy indian women who had inherited massive amounts of wealth due to oil being discovered on their native tribal lands--or those lands meted out to the tribes after the Euro-=colonists decimated slaughtered and destroyed and left them with nothing. This same principle of stealing all and giving nothing in return is the operating priincipal of this contract out on me. Besides that, the movie about some tribe with the actors who have rushed to assault me for decades (even before their open inclusion in this semi-closed circuit of terrorism absolutely controllked by fascist nazi groups mafia and organized criminality operating in smooth criminality with politicians who espouse every kind of benevolent concern about their sales-pitch group they are defending in public--screwing in private unless they can play or go along and play plantation subordinate). //The movie is based on the reality of this program into training Americans into the "Manifest Destiny" mentality of genocide of Indians (now people like me, the "tribes" they want to steal all from and destroy afterwards, sometimes intermarrying to gain acceptance and then slowly poisoning the victim to death, as the movie detailed it was another Nazi programming bs whorewood movie detailing the methodology of what is so benignly called "gang stalking" and "gaslighting". They use the same methods as were detailed in the movie of drugging and poisoning and mind controlling with "love" and then stealing the loot the land the oil the money and for me, it's ideas. Nothing but torture to death afterwards and having people moved out moved off eliminated silenced dis-empowered and then shot in the head if they fight back (one of the indigenous women was killed in such fashion because she began hitting her white tormentor abuser husband and thusly the white nazi cowboy network told the husband to prove his worth for white man's burden and so he shot her in the head in front of his buddies but that is like the token symbol of approval and that he never gave a damn in the first place, was always using her for usurpation of the oil and land for the "good Christian" men and women who went out to the rodeo after they slaughtered and took all over. This movie "won" but it was a programming device with Scorsese and the brooklyn mafia thugs like deniro all hailing back to Italy constantly with the gottis only stating that they are italian and etc--the same principle applies to shitalina with her english mommy aligned with the english crown, and hardy sits next to them all--newsom with "I'm Italian" pelosi, and etc etc the list is endless, the situation is never ending. I am writing this today just to detail their modus operandi in case one day people are fed up with how badly the country is falling apart perhaps they might recall how they used entertainment and worship of plastic-created mediocrity sleazy sexualized psychopaths in order to put in power a government that sold out for haute luxury for politicians in france and italy as their quid-pro-quo. treating americans like the indians the former euro colonizers so easily slaughtered and in american fashion justifying it all with hailing Jesus as "good Christians". Hardy never mentions Christianity he only references the English Empire constantly as his main focus of justification. Right now he has hacked a photo of Big Ben in London as the photo for my microsoft page which is hacked so badly that they are turning everything on and off so constantly it's about every 3 minutes. I watch and peruse the utter destruction going on every day not only in the U.S. but in terms of surveillance they are clamping down absolutely. They want an IMPERIAL control system of despotism. Therefore, they can barely get Hardy off me for even more than one day the awards and prizes he is obtaining for endless life-threatening abuse and hate has pushed his career into a huge spot I suggest--as with shitalina and pit ape pitt and anniston the dirty wife of pitt and the group of whorewood Reagan-era plants into that system to penetrate and bring in as much euro-centric facsist nazi imperialistic smug posturing sexulized and then never-ending in the headlines and sequels but MY IDEAS they have used as if they are not hateful life-screwming mediocrities while they have destroyed for over 16 years and much longer my every life-work for my success stolen and destroyed broken and killed off everything that was beautiful. My patio is lined with dead plants that had been gloriously flowering beauty plants slowly killed after months of me fighting to keep them alive as they are slowly killed, plant-after-plant. Dirty sleazy hardy yelling "you can have plants and your own garden" (If you just provide me with this endless award as all the men who rape and abuse me are all trying to abuse me into "submission" after the abuse is so violent and life-threatening their every word and action is so ugly dirty filthy and abominable that htere is nothing but me praying daily for their deaths).

In the past 10 days, I have written essentially screaming online begging to this this foul and disgusting oaf scumbag hardy off me--for mont...