Sunday, March 19, 2023

I've been so ill from detox for the last few days of unending sickness that I am staying awake because I'm sick of sleeping due to being sick. Watching Swarm and amazed that it's much better and fascinating and so good that I've watched the episodes in complete disarray. Began with the third episode, then the 5th then the 7th and I'm on the 4th. It's good in that no matter which episode I watch, I'm not really missing out on the storyline as each episode stands alone as a fascinating piece of the overall patchwork of another sex/murder celluloid product, which I am against and sick of seeing as the representation of society. ------ I finally decided to look-up which celebrity this "true" story was based on and saw that it was one of the black Nazis who have assaulted me in protection of a German rapist. I thought that the sleazy and hateful subject matter of a fractured woman seems to be out of the crack in the abyss from which these actors fly out of when the are not in their domesticated wealth luxury grasping conniving plans of monopoly and deferring to white supremacy. ----------- I realize that perhaps many people know this, but a "Beehive" has been alluded to as a symbol of "The Illuminati'" and the organized system of holographic worker bee society. Allusions to the husband of this black nazi making the pyramid and his association with "The Illuminati" have been referenced in "conspiracy theory" videos on YouTube very often. As usual, no mention of the white Nazi supremacist celebrities and their affiliation with "The Illuminati" is made in the same sort of light as the black celebrities. -------------- I can only state that while, as usual with most of the celebrities attacking me, I never once liked one of her songs, nor that of her husband except for that one about the 99 B**tches and a problem is not one--- nothing she has ever done has impressed me, but her former "girl group" song about survival was something I liked when it came out; I liked the group and not her in particular, and only for that song. ------------ I find it not unusual that a morbid show about psychopathic darkness of a spiritual morbidity is associated with this character personality, who claims she has a duel personality spirit living inside her which comes out when she's making her most sexualized stage performances with a violent gyrational twist. I always thought of her as a product of white supremacy cultural indoctrination of blacks into white mainstream society. How much worse she is in real life to that assumption than I had surmised. I also took the cue from one of the very white supremacist terrorists who attacked me on South Beach who claimed she "loved" that bee hive leader of the Illuminati/Nazi organization-and I guessed correctly that if this white supremacist bigot loved that singer, then the singer had to be a comfort to white supremacy in the disguise of being a "strong black woman" making waves for "black women everywhere". ---------- now here is a story of a black women played most wonderfully in a psychopathic "evil" way by an actress who I do think is a better artist than the symbol she is supposed to be a kind of mind-controlled psychopathic serial killer honoring and dedicated to, like a cult leader. The stories are all amazing, the shots, the photography, the sets, the kind of "female" presence is amazing and I felt that this series touched on some aspects of my own life in being an "outcast" (but not in killing people or wanting to kill people) but only in the sense of being on the "fringe" of society and living a kind of life that is "free" of restraints (which is infuriating for the terrorists, that I could adapt to this level of independence--thusly they poisoned me with hardening poison to keep me paralyzed and thus stuck in one place while they torture me). --------- As for Billie Eillish--(not sure if I spelled that correctly) oh how she played a most annoying "spiritual" "white girl" fake parasite feeding off the vulnerability of a target/victim to exploit and try to churn into a brainwashed groupie dedicating her life to the group. I have been invited and then slightly involved in something similar to that white girl "spiritual" domestic scene and I experienced some of the very same atmosphere. I also discovered some of them were equally annoyingly fake and some were racist and some were threatening terrorists from the Nazi organization. As I wrote, I was "invited" there so it was a set-up in the first place. I lived a few blocks away from this house when I had almost no money and they had monthly meetings with food and discussions and it was a meeting ground for artists and musicians --all female. It was very "familiar" to me, and Eillish played the part well. She too, I believe, has been one of the terrorists involved in a more collateral way to this terror contract out on me. But she played her part well, despite not being an actor. I thought she played her role better than many or most of the actual blonde "actors" (female) who sit around jeering and giggling as their husbands and boyfriends and male partners rape and abuse me as they applaud and "love" them for it. =-------------- The show and the other actors is truly done exceptionally well, to my taste of outrageous living on the fringe of society moral story depiction. It's a story about brainwashing and social isolation as well, played in part by those who actually are participating in these types of actions so they can actually brainwash people into becoming zombies dying to live if only to have a kind of contact with them through a mobile phone or laptop screen as a substitute for disappointing human contact. They are helping to usher in mass murder also through their actions, although they would probably shrug in denial or disregard for the consequences of their actions. It's a series of stories befitting the general atmosphere of death and addiction to celluloid and deadly disappointing humans playing these "goddess" and god-like characters. The "goddess" worship cult of white women, like all the characters in other parts of the series, all form a coalition of forces that are deceptive, dark lies wrapped in fantasy projection and based on luring people into providing energy to the "bee hive" of the group feeding process of feeding off the money and loneliness and grasping need of the hungry ghost "fans". The mind control and trauma-based conditioning ensures an endless supply of drones and worker fans supplying $$$ and adulation to the false idols placed on precarious clay bases which ultimately prove to be deadly illusions, creating zombie murdering fans willing to do anything to find an iota of humanity through contact with a hive of other mesmerized worker bees supplying nectar (money) and energy (life force) to dead souls gyrating as icons of life and glam and mystery forces (effete and dead and based on fantasy celluloid manipulation).

 It is very hard/impossible for me to write my thoughts completely due to the attack on my brain as I fight to deal with the hacking attacks--


this black female singer and her husband both used anti-Semitic hate slurs at me using genocidal death language after I tried to get a German white male rapist from beating and raping me in teleportation. I finally had to resort to calling him names and fighting to get him off me. Anytime I referred to his precious Nazi country in realistic terms regrading it's nascent Nazi empire exhibitionism, he punched me (in teleportation). The black "fighting against racism" married couple then used Nazi slogans of killing Jews and sending me to a concentration camp. Since then, as before, they have not stopped "winning" top awards for major awards ceremonies. 

This is so typical for those of the "minority" oppressed groups and I have seen it so often that there is not a year or ceremony that goes by without at least 5 black people and other "minorities" being awarded or featured in photo-ops as being part of the "in" crowd. 

One very hostile and death threatening "Jewish" male just got awarded some honorary title by Time's year list--and like the Forbes lists for most important people, they are those who attack me put into "top" leadership projections for the endless monopoly of this group to propel it's most false promises for the disenfranchised to look up to for hope for their lost sense of reality and selfhood.

They are all such false constructs that the violence inherent in society is depicted in this show Swarm very well. The fractured murder impulse is being indoctrinated into the public by "celebrities" like these symbols upon which Swarm is based.

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All of the pig, scum "men" who are engaged in this teleportation rape sex slavery racist nazi mafia bigot contract to get their dirty worthless over-rated cheap-A$$ selves into higher positions by just viciously attacking, hitting, sexually abusing with their dirty women cheering them on. Including shit like oprah the aunt jemima of the plantation of whorewood and american nazi society---but this one is a german and he is part of the "antifascist" regime calls americans stupid in his schwabish interviews which he assumes no one but his nazi "punk" fellow anti-authoritarian albeit still racist as hell pieces of fellow lying shit all adhere to. Decades of american overtake of their country and now, this one is rushing to assualt me so "stupid americans" will put his dirty lying drunken a$$ into a major position of leverage due to just punching me in the face after days of him abusing me and I react--I ignore him and he uses the teleportation while, as the hyenas calling themselves "lions" all do, attack me at my low sick healing collapsed sleep state as the poisons are hard as rock literally glued into my spine and nervous system--I break them off, just a little bit which expands into a huge rock-hard pile coming out of m ybody then I can't protect my body from their teleportation nodules and teh slashing and mutilation of my body while I"m unconscious and asleep due to the microchip implantation system. Like the stupid and ugly filth of whorewood, as i am merely sitting in this filthy torture chamber room they made destroyed, stinking brkoen down shabby dirty permanently sprayed filth coating all things; perpetually cleaning clothing that I have not worn just sprayed with toxic stinking filth scrubbinb permanent filth they spray on everything--this next hyena parasite has rushed to abuse me. I had written him a friendly warning because he represents the punk "alternative" in Germany so he rushed to prove that he hates me always hated me (as all the people I have been connected to all my life rush by invitation to the shitalina whore ugly stupid ape cartel pig pitt euro-nazi filth brigade your celebrity shithole whorewood scum crap which most of you are so brainwashed and glazed and dazed to understand that they are really crap and scum glorified by a truly malevolent death cult system mostly from foreigners to the United States determined to see it be destroyed from within so stupid dirty sick idiots pervade in positions of high power all bought out purchased whores following orders not caring the least only being glorified by their pilgrimates to Paris for shopping sprees as the main incentive)--and so, absolutely sick I am teleported to the last few teleportation sleazy dirty white trash nazi filth "men" they all want to become president of their corporate level prostitution master-slave society cubicles putting me on the lowest rank. This one is continuously using the teleportation combined with the thought-reading technology to literally sneer in hate if I think to myself, as I have literally not a single friend on the planet everyone wants to rape beat abuse me to get a promotion or they could care less that this system is being put in place they are glad put dark-haired women without lighter skin into positions of inferiority have them raped if they are talented make them mutilated and deformed by hard poisoning if they are beautiful abuse and torture them endlessly while they are laying in sickness from the paralysis and then steal their ideas and then torture them for exhibiting greater independence of thought than the blank and hateful whore puppets just following orders. the cognitive dissonance scumbag fake opposition are the most hyena giggly of the rat packs calling themselves lions. Everything they do is by deception lies and then viciously becoming ugly demons in the presence of their fellow euronazi pig ape shit. I am currently besieged by Nazi-trained white nazi shit trash mafia europigapes while the trump regime is bringing literally murder death squad trainors out of europigapeland to train americans like hegseth to become outright murdering bigots in simulation of their dreamland nazi germany. So disgusting but you stupid fucks all love black pig whore oprah the worst programmer for black inclusion in nazi culture along with obama they are despicable so the jews are like supine (to borrow the term the leech parasite attacking me uses in his condemnation of the weak democrats he is vying to compete against) but he is trying to make me supine so white nazi trash pigs and their blonde dirty filthy "feminist' wives can be the only ones claiming to be "free and independent" and "strong and fighting" everybody else had better submit to being denigrated and letting the white trash of the "other side" take control with their black uncles and aunts helping to steer the rest of the black and brown population into subservient supplication with huge warm smiles and loving embraces for defending nazi rape culture while enhancing white nazi pig whore (bitch) female oppression of the "other" women who they laugh about being raped sold off into sex slavery the brown and asian and they really want the jews to be destroyed and to take over israel--just saying that these lying dirty creep crap all claim they are "christian" and "support israel" they support genocide not only of palestinians but of jews ultimately they want to take over the holy land for a 5th crusade and push all jews into the sea (concentration camp techno-feudalism enslavement as a parallel putting the women into prostituted denigration). How I wish there was anything other than sleazy lying ugly sick fakes abounding in positions of power. so many people of good character, honesty and decency have been literally eliminated for decades prior to this moment of all the dominos falling at once.

  I told, I mean I wrote on facebook that I saw his appearance in videos and he looked like he had been poisoned because he is of the "...