Tuesday, March 21, 2023

Never-ending poisoning and sickness. Never-ending asking anyone, everyone to stop the poisoning and torture that is endlessly being used as a promotional hate crime platform with me as the endless victim of state-sponsored terrorism and torture and murder.

 I ask again that this situation be stopped, not temporarily, not reduced in deadly abuse, but stopped completely. Where is there any accountability or responsibility for human justice or life where this is concerned? 


I have been literally shitting piles of stinking hardened and putrid fermented poisons and part of my skin and tissue as the poisoning has never stopped. I remain now sitting in sickness, for over one week shitting stinking putrid poison out that the terrorists poured into my body and food for years and all my life. I have not been able to exercise as I am too ill, in too much pain.


After years and years and years of endless shitting out poisons while the plastic surgery celebrities with millions and billions of dollars have  only kept this murder contract going, with me perpetually stuck semi-paralyzed, sitting in rooms being tortured and abused every single moment, from endless hate subliminals to my eyes being watery from tears being forced to accumulate--to my internet being blocked every moment, to all attempts to do any business always circumvented by the terror operation. to having to fight to not have the rest of my body completely damaged every moment. Teleportation is an endless psychopathic murder exercise in power for the celebrities who vent and pour their malice into my sleeping vulnerable state as they feel light and sexually charged afterwards. They never stop the violence in that aspect. I can't sleep and heal either, so it's another component of absolute destruction of my body and healing process and life and mental and spiritual health. They never stop the abuse while I'm sleeping and it's endless darkness, hate and torture while I'm sleeping.


I have been literally passing out from a slight form of toxic shock every day for over a week. I usually have to spend a minimum of 30 minutes covering my head, my mouth, my feet and as many body parts as I possibly can before going to bed. Otherwise the terrorists insert the mechanical arms into my room through the open windows, the panels in the walls, etc and mutilate my body through every orifice possible, without end. I spend more than 90 minutes every morning going through a routine of putting the things I wrap around my head and clothing through cleaning routines because while sleeping the terrorists spray stinking substances on my clothing, blankets and etc. I have to clean everything I put in immediate contact with my body every night and morning because of the endless toxic spraying of stinking odors and substances on my clothing while I am unconscious, being teleported to torture, or with mechanical arms from behind while I am stuck in semi-paralysis in this chair being brain-controlled through various technologies so I "click" on the terrorists' videos and mind control K-rap so they can get a promotion. That is why they keep me paralyzed, plus they want to have me broken in every way possible so destroying my body and taking all I love away from me, abusing me with endless loops of "bitch/stupid/ugly and words about slashing my body cutting off my tongue while I am cooking, etc etc it goes on without end every moment of my life with the subliminals and the hate and violence--while sleeping they force my throat to close so I am choking and making horrid noises while I'm fainting from toxic shock and must sleep. They keep waking me up with this horrid suffocation and loud throat noise as I am then teleported to abuse and the most creepy and sick situations of people acting like horror movie monsters or I'm always forced into homeless skit situations or being sexually and emotionally and intellectually abused--every single time I sleep. now I need more sleep because of this toxic shock situation of finally breaking off some deeply embedded "plug" in my body--as this filthy nasty crap has been coming out, my abdomen remains in a huge pot of black poison ever-remaining in my body because the hard poisons keep it all locked tight into the hard shell that I can't remove--for over a decade I have done nothing but fight to rid my body as the parasites you all call your wonderful "elite" celebrities have made damn sure to have me poisoned to death slowly every single day without fail and then abused with these teleportation and subliminal murder technologies that pump hate and abuse at me literally ever second of my life.

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My body is covered with mutilations this group has forced upon me. I have sat alone being abused with creeps on every side of me attacking me every moment while I am paralyzed with this hardening poison. They stick mechanical arms into this room from all sides through panels and cracks and the open patio sliding door from above and below--mutilating my body is a non-stop threat to my life and health. They used to spray fungus into my hair while I was too drugged to move, sitting as my body congealed, for years this went on and on. I was so drugged I could not even understand what was happening. All the while  pit and his ugly dirty wife were pummelling me nightly with teleportation abuse and stealing ideas which they have since profitted off and obtained awards out of. They have not only given NOTHING in return but have destroyed every single thing I love and that makes me feel strong, beautiful and happy as the mutilations and abuse continue unabated no matter how many awards and prizes and promotions they obtain. THey never stop the attacks upon me and the need to obtain this contract of forcing a baby out of me.


 I am perpetually staring at a huge bulge of black poisons blocked under the hard shell of poison that has accumulated into my body for all my life. No matter what I do, they continue to poison me and this huge bulge remains--it's not "fat" or me being lazy, lethargic and over-eating. 

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Please can someone get this murder to be stopped? So far politicians have jumped in with glee and delight with rape, abuse and torture, yelling and violence, near-death accidents, and yelling that I am a worthless loser who deserves it--from the leaders of America on both parties. They honor with near devotion the celebrities who have poisoned and mutilated me for years while stealing ideas I have written of. they have their friends tell me I am a loser and worthless because I now look so aged and broken down and sick and bloated with scars and blemishes all over my body, while with their ever-increasing millions and millions of dollars they routinely get the best plastic surgery and beauty enhancements. I remain fighting to wrap all the food I get on sale, often poisoned, because they have blocked all financial earning attempts and my very ability to physically move and mentally deal with the challenges of terrorists attacking me on all sides, perpetually every moment of day and night with technologies that remain concealed and cherished by the government and it's branches of the media who fully are enthralled with yelling, beating, raping, having me tortured and mutilated as they yell how ugly and worthless I am in this destruction contract. I am perpetually yelling at one sleazy ugly Nazi creep that I don't want him and his nasty wife/daughter/girlfriend/boyfriend as they come at me like vampire bats in rotation, day after day, year after year. 


I can't look in the mirror any longer. I have spent yet another WEEK in utter sickness, sleeping without covering up my body as they keep inserting metal objects under my cuticles and into my skin and under my skin and in my hair and etc


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Can't I ever just be "allowed" to live in peace finally by my disgusting country and it's defunct leadership? After decades of this shit being forced upon me, can't they ever leave me alone? Can't these celebrities ever stop hacking into my internet so if I click on their crappy videos or react to the endless torture and rape and violence, they get a promotion and another year of Oscars for this travesty of human degradation that they are being nearly worshipped for, by this sick society I can't even survive in any longer.

Can't they ever be stopped, like pit and his ugly disgusting wife who had to ensure that after stealing ideas about "feminism" to sell herself off as being anything but a rotten and ugly skank plastic-coated creep--then mutilating my body with pit sitting attacking me with death threats and abuse continuously. They keep putting their crap on my youtube and my internet--I am drugged every day and I click on the crap and they probably get some "promotion" for me clicking on them because I want nothing to do with them but I am under mind control--and thus, they get promoted for being "successful" at forcing people to "like" or be interested in the bs they are cranking out year-after-year. 

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Can't this ever be stopped after more than a decade of me writing about this every single day without fail as I detail the violence and hate and rape and abuse that none of the politicians yet so far have ever been concerned whatsoever about stopping. THey all laugh, join in, mock insult and keep me being poisoned to death as they also exploit and get promotions, tv shows and media coverage for having participated.

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I wonder when any of the selfish people reading my posts will ever begin to consider that in their little protected worlds that they may discover that destruction has ensued either for them personally or just for society itself as a result of allowing this travesty of injustice to continue unabated, as you all have done for all these years of participation in this violence and social engineering contract of hate and destruction of people and individuality and life on this planet.


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Social Security SSI Disability illegally cut off by the stench filth of arnold gavin and rump muck and the nazi coalition of whorewood who have made hundreds of MILLIONS OF DOLLARS IF NOT BILLIONS FROM HAVING STOLEN MY IDEAS--not paying anything and then destroying what I do have, then taking away sub-poverty social security because I am the only person in the united states fighting racism rather than playing a game of pretending and dancing around with posturing speeches and stupid songs and movie fodder k-rap, the rest look on doing nothing that is why rump came to power and then again without any resistance. //Otherwise, 6 years of grad school and all attempts to earn money literally blocked while paralyzing me with poison and abuse and drugging every day--trying to obtai money from a GoFundMe account & is it BLOCKED no resopnses it is hacked from general view; this has happened when I tried to earn money online my url is blocked from the internet upon a url activity search I have decoded their total block of any activity (including my blogs and facebook posts only met by enemies looking to murder rape torture whatever they can get away with to get their failing careers back into the nazi orbit. Shitnigger arnold and dirty nazi gavin one facing extinction for years until he got his chance to prove he's really a nazi kgb agent torturing me without end and bringing as many gold digger scum like nancy pig-lousy and then gavin scum old boy onto his nazi payroll thusly he is holding an "environment" conference which is a front for nazi endorsement of yet another obama nazi replica to put more white nazi wall street investors into the money destroying the investments of the lower ranks and with the aid of nazi republicans killing people using social security as an excuse---my ideas furnishing stupid ugly ape arnold with so much clout to enter back into whorewood his violence is endless death threats for not allowing him or his nazi jewish and black partners to abuse me without me responding in self-defense while they are drugging me with truth serum and abusing me into my brain non-stop all day and night until I do react--they spend hours abusing me until I do react just to justify more violence and it is a never-ending domestic violence cycle--ask shitnigger arno0ld's former wife if that rancid fuck she divorced is abusive as hell when the sexual "fun" and games are boring and he has to actually be anything but a rancid "me only" scumbag as he is programmed to be: thusly...under your gaze and silence and protection of that group of shit filth: Stinking sprays on my clothing ordered by the stench of arnold the sick fuck-ni88er termini88er nazi filth---who is using (perhaps...in part) my concepts of saving environment to push his nazi inclusion in american politics as his "platform"---his stench is conveyed onto my property just as his ILLEGAL VIOLENCE against me (i.e.lifting me up in "teleportation" while I am literally on the toilet grasping my abdomen due to the black horrific poisons I have spent 30 years fighting to eliminate from my body which this dirty ugly thug scum parasite calling himself "superior" has ordered put in because me being able to compete might mean his blank ugly dirty nazi mentality is lacking and void of originality as is he--thusly stealing my ideas and then having me slowly killed serves his nazi concepts perfectly--unfortunately supplied and protected by the demo-rat party of california old boy gavin scum and the nazi obamas the deception of which is still protected because they so fully support white nazi nationalism but are "actors" proclaiming how hip and not racist they are (not): thusly, with them all, they informed Social Security to literally change my status from "suspended" to NO BENEFITS they also illegally issued "benefits ended" (sorry can't remember the exact official term but not 'suspended" meaning can be reinstated but completely gone). They are yelling at me, the white nazi bigots who are answering my many phone calls about how and why and why have I not received any mail information on why benefits were cut off only being yelled at lied to and abused by phone--their only method of communication under orders of the obamas the trumps the dirty shitni88er arnold still controlling CA politics the pipeline of Nazi gold holocaust derived is ruling America and the Engllish crown equivalent as well; however, the lying yelling abusive people answering the SSA main line number demand with "suggestions" that I go in person to a field office to get the answers rather than THE LEGAL REQUIREMENT OF THEM REQUIRED IT IS LAW TO SEND ME INFORMATION informing me of t he situation what must be done. The former rules of demanding people go in person were changed under the Biden administration (partially due to Covid) thusly mail is preferred and they have cut down on social security so mail is the real preferred method of communciation which THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO COMPLY WITH. Simply lying and lying to me by phone refusing to send me any letters about my situation and ILLEGALLY demanding I go in person but yelling--literally yelling with hate and fascist abuse--that they "suggest strongly" that I go in person--asking me a spate of interragatory questions about the status of my case which were questions I would have to look up to get the precise dates and informtaion but on a main line call when I was trying to change my address because they wrote it incorrectly--assuming I would phone back--then yelling that because I answered one question one month wrong (after 15 months of my benefits being cut off) the white woman yelled "I can't verify your identity you must go in person to a field office I SUGGEST" I told her that firstly changing my address by phone does not require me to go in person to a field office, and that it was protocol for SSI recipients to phone in address change in fact it's their policy and recommendation--she screamed literally yelling "I will tell you what protocol is" as i hung up at that point. I told her that they need to send me mail so I can get information she told me that I have to spend all my money before they would consider and that I would have to goin person--absolutely ILLEGAL and not policy by LAW. In person as they have done by phone they will lie, once the lie is solidified as if it were an official meeting they can just write the terms and conditions and then have me arrested for one slip-up I made which I cannot help I had to SAVE MY L IFE FROM BEING POISONED and I had to leave thusly that is all they have and they are lying and illegally demanding improper protocol denying me information ILLEGAL all done by old boy gavin scum governor of ca and the shit whore ape former CA gov arnold shitnigger trash who is such a foul and stinking lack of american values you all worship due to the energy of just stealin raping killing and robbing and then abusing anyone who can't fight back into "submission" that's all it takes---it's spread like a virus california hails that prick scum and his acolyte dirty nazi gavin old boy scum the lying fake smiles of the pig ape creeps and their illegal money schemes is what people really gravitate towards. I remain with my status literally blocked, the benefits cut off since February 2025 the man doing it in miami literally demanded I go in person to their office pay with cashier's check all my bank account balance (covid money stimulus payments and student loans) which are exempt. Telling them that these are exempt under law they yell abuse and just cut my money and refuse to send letters THEY ARE REQUIRED BY LAW TO SEND for a repayment schedule. They sent me a payment schedule without identifying anything other than a financial amount---not completely legal as they are supposed to let me know if benefits will be reinstated. I paid two months then never hearing anything I filled out economic hardship forms requesting from the California field office which dirty old scum gavin instructed, which they did quite happily it was a white nazi creep woman and then the usual california and american plantation system of minorities following orders, the more down they were on the ladder (in this case, Asians) the more sneering with lying contempt they had in their voices to get approval for the nazi slicing of employees out of social security this was their means of proving they will lie and kill people upon order by cutting off their survival money if they are not approved of by shit like old boy scum gavin who yelled "I don't want people like you in my State" so it's HIS State not a United States entity but HIS state--his control with arnold telling that rancid scum gavin what to say and do to become "president" all will be rigged. Since ugly dirty arnold grabbed with his filthy snorting sucking body and system onto this contract that ugly stupid rancid fuck has had people threaten my life repeatedly he has done it repeatedly has abused insulted punched raped and brought in at least 300 or more people to abuse me in just the last 2 months--that ugly rat roach parasite leech has since opened an "environmental" bullshit conference in his native Austria to sell off black nazi kamala harris as the puppet of the obama nazi uncle tom aunt jemima tap dancing team lovingly smiling with adoration into the faces of every rapist nazi-spewing shit white trash filth bucket out of germany and austria possible with ice cube and snoop dogg just violently abusing me on cue as well for years and YEARS AND YEARS. thusly, because I have actually fought against racism I am now cut off disability ILLEGALLY it is not illegal or against SSI rules to save covid money or student loans but they can just lie and yella t me and do whatever they want under this filth shit team. I moved they refuse to send a letter stating I have moved as such---they have literally taken off any benefits as me being a recipient on the SSA website after refusing to even respond to my economic hardship letter request zero letters with zero information BECAUSE THEY ARE OPERATING ILLEGALLY AGAINST THE LAW against me under orders of rancid stink stench arnold ugly filth trashnigger fuck and the obamas you all worship for their acting skills but still putting white wealthy above all but handing the poor a few little crumbs which are taken away instantly when their good friends the white nazis take power--promising if you just re-elect their pupet skank prostituted shit kamala with oprah and gyrating skank nasty dirty nazi black trash cardi b and j-lo and the rest of that shit nazi crap black circus and the "liberals" all will be hunky dorey and arnold will get more millions and control more politicians through the nazi gold pipeline all law will be only tendered for all who comply with being humiliated raped people l ike cardi b have been honored for selling black nazi plantation sex slavery honored endlessly as "freedom".