Monday, March 27, 2023

Creep-out. Not c'est chic or L'Freak. It's just Creep out. Creeped out endlessly and tainted with negative energy for hours every day, like a stinking film of poison forced upon my skin and body and atmosphere by creeps forcing themselves upon my every moment using these horrific technologies of subliminal assault by thought-reading tech (voice-to-skull) and the surveillance and of course they can also "see" through my eyes, so they know exactly what I am looking at). It is such a creep-out experience. Years of screarming at them to get off me years of going on trying to punch them to try to stop them. Years of screaming in rage to stop and go away. Years of writing about this horrific torture apparatus and only getting more opportunistic politicians and celebrities vying to obtain their own media promotion and new mansion in Europigapeland out of this torture of me. Whomever created this contract on me certainly understood the lack of true moral leadership that they chose and cherry-picked to "lead" America as they have swooped into divide-and-conquer. Behind the people I am going to vaguely write about in this post, is a host of people controlling these parasitic leeches feeding off my life and energy--the celebrities and politicians. The problem does not stem from them, but they are certainly odious creeps doing their "job" of torturing me with psychological violence every single moment they can mass together and attack me in large groups, all caught on camera undoubtedly and then all the hate they engender is being rewarded. They also feed off the power trip as they drain my life-force.//Never-ending Pitt, Pesce and DeNiro parasitically attacking, torturing and threatening me with death, violence, mutilation and actually trying to kill me as well through slow poisoning and near-death car and motorbikes hitting me or almost hitting me (if I swerve out of the way I will get killed type of near-death accidents). Endless hours of them using the "voice-to-skull" technology and the video surveillance of this torture chamber "condo" unit to literally comment on every single action, every thought I have they comment upon--it's the most invasive violation of privacy possible. They have poisons inserted into my vagina along with drugs every single night--if they stop for one night I can tell the difference (today it was not a stinking mess coming out--and I don't mean due to the OTHER poisons that were put in my food which hardened and congealed all my life, because the poisons they have inserted do the same thing but it takes time and pressure for the poisons to literally harden into a rock-like consistency--or structure, glued and embedded into my flesh and attached to my skeleton; that is what they keep inserting into my body and have done for over a decade--)

 Any time I use a pair of scissors or a knife, the subliminals are of gouging out my eyes,  cutting off my tongue, insults about my body and it being ugly and huge (due to their poisoning and leaving me unable to stretch or exercise for over a decade as they had the hardening and bloating poison inserted into my vagina and into my bladder and into my food and fungus sprayed into my hair every day and people coming in my room while I was being teleported in a deep, unconscious state and raping me, putting my hips and spin out-of-alignment and then stealing my money, spraying permanently stinking substances on my clothing and bags, ripping soles off shoes, poisoning and drugging food, leaving cockroaches in my room, etc etc the list is far too long for me to even remember and it has been ongoing and never-ending for over 12 years from one of them to the next--but pit and pesce and deniro have been using violent subliminal for years and I have to wonder if there is anything in America that actually doesn't want psychopathic murdering bigots put into more power--and if they are aware of this going on, if all the "Progressives" reading my posts actually are concerned about the future ramifications of allowing this "system" to continue to unfurl the flags of treachery upon citizens without defense?


I am so tired of constantly telling them to go away, years and years now of yelling that they are disgusting; rushing at them punching them to try to stop them. Nothing stops this tyrannical force of hate and violence aimed at destroying my spirit, soul, body, and everything else they want to use as their own they steal and then take what I have that empowers me from me as it's all sanctioned from one Party-line administration to the next seamlessly. 

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I communicated with "them" (pesce & deniro) because I am sick of becoming sick from endless hate and negativity forced upon me while I sit in a stinking foul room with fungus and mold and poison endlessly surrounding me, my clothing, my furniture, and the vulnerability of my flesh and body has already shown that the breakdown of my immune system and my body and my vital organs is leading to not just pre-mature aging but death. I responded trying to not yell in hate as usual because I'm sick of them but more sick from becoming sick from the sickness they pour upon me.

That is part of the mind control operation, to simply, through years and years now it's gone on and on daily and nightly for years and years to break me, to wear me down so badly I can only limply try to not respond to the hate and stupidity and ugliness of these ogres and creeps and disgusting, sleazy and putrid rape whore pig ape men and their shitty ugly stupid filthy wives and children and shit partners who are as filthy and non-humane as they all are--the main perpetrators I refer to--the rotating list of pig apes from Europigapeland (the most violent and pre-disposed to genocide and yearning for another Holocaust and mass death extinction of Jews and perhaps other people who they don't like and want in their Nazi New World Order.

Thusly, the politicians, living in lavish opulence most of them, are happy to get more and more promotions and prizes as they happily engage in torture and violence aimed at me. One of the very nasty and dirty ones said mockingly that I should just keep writing but it's not going to change a "damn" thing, he glibly said as his status in the media suddenly became him in the news every day and that has remained for the last 6 months--almost every day, but very often. Although other members of Congress or former associates of high-ranking politicians (guess which one I am referring to?) have been indicted, this particularly nasty one (Graham) has been in the news more often than Roger Stone, or any of the others who are not predisposed to grandstanding public antics for attention and media coverage (i.e. Greene). Both of course have viciously attacked me. Probably according to them, they have not been vicious. I highly urge anyone with any kind of potential for that survival skill called "foresight" to actually not continue to do nothing about this technology and the potential for absolute torture to death and mind control that it poses for an absolute deterioration of mental and physical capability for many people. The people feel most smug and assured it's never going to adversely affect them do not understand that probably, in all likelihood, they already have been negatively affected by the use and misuse of this tech, and also they themselves may have been targeted long ago for the numbing and dumbing down that these expletives now currently endlessly assaulting me with threats for having ANY thoughts whatsoever--the only way I can negate the endless death threats and hate attacks for my thoughts that they don't like, which is anything I think to myself regarding any issue whatsoever. They want me a blank and responsive submissive mind control sex slave with no human rights, being abused, raped and passed around for disgusting ugly men to beat, abuse and poison because they want to damage me so that by the time they make the final coup d'grace (unlikely, the death they probably want to inflict will be horrible as they will laugh about it and watch it caught on camera, which they will put into an archive of deceased people they tortured and then destroyed slowly so it would appear they just mentally deteriorated and physically broke down--as my body is completely sick and drained of vitality and ability to move and function for the most part due to just THEIR poisoning of me for all these years and all the hate and violence has also broken my body down--the hours and hours every day of insults, threats for any and all thoughts I have, endless truth serum technology forcing me to talk as they punish me for talking, while they steal ideas I say and think for their hate movies and output while destroying me for having any thoughts whatsoever. 

Every single thing I do they comment upon. Every thought they comment upon. I am so drained by these ugly and sinister parasites I can't fight with hate and yelling in a subliminal form any longer, they are such energy-draining sucking dirty and nasty parasites they truly are not worth it. But not being able to block them out---this horrendous technology is a most disgusting misuse of scientific research. 

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. 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They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.