Monday, March 20, 2023

I get deluded with false nostalgia sometimes; and sometimes I am duped by duplicitous terrorists.

 "Li'l Abner (1959) Best Quality". Charles D. August 10, 2022.



(As far as I know) there are no Confederal Statues honoring Confederal Generals or leaders in Champaign, Illinois--the "Land of Lincoln". Just one State up from the Mason-Dixon Line. //IN watching Lil Abner this morning, the actual movie proper and not a clip off of YouTube that I discovered last night, while under the influence of mind control that had been pummeling my brain for hours along with drugging---but the musical piece I postedy yesterday from that movie--that sounds like an economic analysis platform for either party of the U.S. in it's current mode of fiscal near-catastrophe, nearly on the edge of total collapse, the same indictments against leaders applied back in 1959 as are the same mantras repeated by either and/or both parties--I miscalculated the inherent racism of the H-wood industry and assumed that the types of people I grew up around who supported me in Champaign, the white folk--unpretentious but hip and cool anyway--not wealthy, but had enough. Had moral virtue that they spouted which may or may not have been a cultural dictate and nothing they truly clung to in the interior of their real selves. Treated me with kindness and respect. Some made sure that I was treated in a specially kind manner because they understood the hate that was going to be inflicted upon me and they protested it in their own, sweet way (later to be replaced by hostile and deadly types of people of the younger generation).
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What an assumption I had made about this film, yesterday night, placing my own experience into an H-wood movie featuring values that would today be almost grounds for legal action for discriminatory remarks in a film.
At 18 minutes into Lil Abner, I see that this Southern group assembled for a town meeting are proclaiming love and adoration for the Confederate General statue in the middle of the "town" square. The houses I see in this movie resemble the types of dwellings that were dotted all over Phuket when I first arrived here, back in 2002 or 2003--shortly before the Tsunami, maybe a year prior to that event. Now, like America, Phuket has the Nazi Lebensraum architecture of "Bauhaus" which has been a plague upon nature, spreading it's cement beehive structures throughout the land and then throughout the world.
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but Back in the day, honoring the Confederate General with zero people "of color" anywhere to be seen in this movie, really reflects a time when they were considered "invisible".
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I will not get or delve into more false memories of the "beauty" of the people of a State that bordered on a Slave State from the Confederacy, as Illinois was and is.
But I add this amendment to my post on this subject. Still, the clip I posted about politics and economics is as viable as socio-political-economic criticism then as it still is now. The entire movie is worth salvaging if only for these aspects of the film.

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Oops! Now at 19 minutes into the movie, there's a white male dressed as an "Indian" (now "Native American" or "Indigenous"--) wearing a leather outfit and fake feather and etc...so I must not judge the entire film based on 18 minutes worth of depiction of Southern culture which honors the fight against the Yankies by a song-and-dance routine (19 minutes). Apparently the "Indian" is thrilled about honoring the Confederate Cause to have a National Divorce from the "North", according to the implied premise of this movie. There may be some other "minorities" placed in roles in this film--undoubtedly all supporting whatever the song and dance forces them to dance to alongside their Yee-Haw neighbors (just remembering that tv show which had the same type of costumes and giggles and laughs comedy routines). I'm trying not to judge this film as being "racist" but it appears to be absolutely.

Why I wanted to watch this film in the first place is that most of the movies that do appear (free streaming) are usually about trauma, violence, murder, criminality, sleazy sexuality (supposedly "open-minded" if it involves homosexuality). The "comedies" are usually about blonde women with very white men who have happenstance love problems until the happy conclusion. The more "black" the actors, the more violent and sad and traumatizing the plot and script appears to be. I find that one of the most persistent terrorist attacks upon me is for white bigot expletives to begin telling me personal problems or made-up problems just because they want to dump negativity on me. Although H-wood appears to be "diversified" in colors and spectrums of skin and shade, the generalized compartmentalization of defining who gets to enjoy life with light-hearted fun and love as opposed to heavy and misery themes very often continues the color and race divide.

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Beyond sick sadism beyond cruel and unusual punishment for no crime other than nazi lynch mob racist lynching via mafia nazi political leaders and celebrities but inflicted by localized death squads handed weapons, drugs poisons and stinking filth and the hate is already installed via hollywood movies and the lack of love which is the replacement for the loss of respect for life. The only thing taught to all of these criminal haters is having money and ostentatious living displays of conspicuous wealth attainment. Otherwise, they can't live without dumping rage and hate on others to get more and have other people crushed. They are addicted to violence rape and theft extraction and probably torture-to-death. The hegemony principle of having death squads in other countries for decades now turned inward to slaughter of targeted groups and people.//Thus : Hillary brought the Gotti's into this hate terror regime to implement her Broadway play and her tv show featuring women's empowerment. She screamed yelled and after her asking me in depth for ideas about Schubert's musical journey through dismal and dark German hate spheres with some beautiful musical notes added (and the one german who sang in baritone hacked his videos for about 10 years non-stop to get me to click) just saying it's the typical. I had posted a few thoughts on facebook about Winterreise ("Winter's Journey" ) which is a solitude sad sorrowful remorseful death-centered droll piece of beautiful musically-adorned thoughts on death, suicide and love lost. I wrote it regarding how being raped without end by people also murdering me using tech that Hillary santioned for years and decades previously, but I did not write about her--I just wrote about the loss of love (they are delighted to see this happen they want me spiritually destroyed physically marred beyond recognition and all creative ideas stolen me broke financially ruined because women's rights only applies to blondish women and some of their brown lackies and slave mentality supporters). Hillary teleported me, and then after abuse screaming with deniro and pesce who brought in the gotti's to rape and spend over a decade of torture, etc etc but hillary then grilled me for ideas about winterreise for her Connecticut house where she had me teleported (a huge backyard area with rolling slight "hills" only grass--a huge estate double-storey house---a huge kitchen with a metallic island in the middle just in case anybody has been to her next mansion obtained from her criminal expertise with a lawyer degree and the presidency as her money-obtaining endless fund and next campaign finance springboard to endlessly rely on 1992 as the years (or 1994 whatever) and 30 years later still featured as the highlight of the Democrat Establishment endlessly interviewed. but asking me for one of her soirees about concepts of winterreise or what food to present while asking me (and now hackers are again freezing the page, the browser and laptop I just turned it on after turning it off so they freeze non-stop when I begin to write about their crucial nazi systematic abusers like hillary who is the champion of blonde nazi ambition to put people like me down into the ground if possible but stealing ideas because these "good" women look away when their husbands rape jewish women force fellatio on them and then it's publicized all over the world and the jewish woman is a joke and the entire episode keeps her silent and a good girl so she is welcome to represent "women" endlessly in the future. It showed her lack of any resistance to rape culture in other words, thus she could champion "feminism" forever as long as the white and black nazi jewish cartel rape culture men were concerned she remains their favorite "feminist". She asked me a score of questions about how to redecorate the wooden winding stairway in a spiral curve up from the ground floor (first floor) an antique old house in connecticut she told me the State uppon asking her. Curtains of English flower design appearing "blue" or "yellow" I could not see clearly but for once I was able to see colors--they can alter my visual perception in this state so I saw the colors. She then teleported me back and then mutilation to my feet began the next day they began slicing skin between my toes and kept doing it every night--injecting pain number into the slicing to the bone after johnny rotten had my toe broken on the same left foot months earlier for saying something he didn't like after I responded with anger to his insults and abuse. I had written that he looked adn appeared poisoned I was concerned he began abusing me to get his promotion and that same year a tv show came out about the sex pistols. But all that brought on the gotti crime family of extreme abuse and hate as people can imagine but almost sanguine in comparison to arnold s-ne88er really a violent genocidal murderous bigot and beloved by all in power it's amazing how much they love this hateful violent murderous man and his group waiting to completely infiltrate america with nazi derath squads americans like hegsesth already fully primed for genocide and death squads. Just elect him into office the maga nazis will approve of death squads saying that it's fully ordained by Jesus and God and then also sanctified to purify the military of black inferiors but farrakhan is superior because he really endorses trump so----the gottis came to inflict ove a decade of non-stop torture--pesce and denior winning oscars 2 years in a row (deniro) putting trump in power as much and often as possible working for the democrats as well---Schumer inviting not jolie into his office to support the violence against women bill I think they passed it, she spent months and years representing the "fight" for "fighting" violence against women while having me beaten raped and my ideas stolen so she could likewise go to broadway presengin my ideas about illinois music I wrote on facebook for years and also the oscars for maria based on my posts about maria callas and then years of rape and mutilation poisoning nearly to death and they are still murdering me--my face now lined with black worry and hate lines my lips and cheeks sagging from rage hate my eyes sunken in my face changed her laughing as she screams in edelight that I am "ugly" as I told her that I never considered her bueaitful so years of mutilation was her response through this tech. Fully suported by hillary but oh, the gottis tohelp her get more and more out of this abuse contract. the gottis working with hillary and so many of htese people steven spielberg is also always there wihle the gottis are abusing me but never interferes he just joins in like all the rest of the jews. But hillary--and the gottis he new york political career of hillary has put her in good with trump even after she and bernie helped him to "win" back in 2016 and both have been rocking the stock market and tours around america selling progressive and feminism and both attacking me with snering hate and mutilation and then handing me over to the gottis and endlessly shitalina to mutilate and torture and they keep getting the gift that keeps giving this contradct out on me.

  The methodology of the gotti family has been to have me raped (one of the gotti sons or grandsons of victoria) then beaten and raped beate...