Monday, March 20, 2023

I get deluded with false nostalgia sometimes; and sometimes I am duped by duplicitous terrorists.

 "Li'l Abner (1959) Best Quality". Charles D. August 10, 2022.



(As far as I know) there are no Confederal Statues honoring Confederal Generals or leaders in Champaign, Illinois--the "Land of Lincoln". Just one State up from the Mason-Dixon Line. //IN watching Lil Abner this morning, the actual movie proper and not a clip off of YouTube that I discovered last night, while under the influence of mind control that had been pummeling my brain for hours along with drugging---but the musical piece I postedy yesterday from that movie--that sounds like an economic analysis platform for either party of the U.S. in it's current mode of fiscal near-catastrophe, nearly on the edge of total collapse, the same indictments against leaders applied back in 1959 as are the same mantras repeated by either and/or both parties--I miscalculated the inherent racism of the H-wood industry and assumed that the types of people I grew up around who supported me in Champaign, the white folk--unpretentious but hip and cool anyway--not wealthy, but had enough. Had moral virtue that they spouted which may or may not have been a cultural dictate and nothing they truly clung to in the interior of their real selves. Treated me with kindness and respect. Some made sure that I was treated in a specially kind manner because they understood the hate that was going to be inflicted upon me and they protested it in their own, sweet way (later to be replaced by hostile and deadly types of people of the younger generation).
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What an assumption I had made about this film, yesterday night, placing my own experience into an H-wood movie featuring values that would today be almost grounds for legal action for discriminatory remarks in a film.
At 18 minutes into Lil Abner, I see that this Southern group assembled for a town meeting are proclaiming love and adoration for the Confederate General statue in the middle of the "town" square. The houses I see in this movie resemble the types of dwellings that were dotted all over Phuket when I first arrived here, back in 2002 or 2003--shortly before the Tsunami, maybe a year prior to that event. Now, like America, Phuket has the Nazi Lebensraum architecture of "Bauhaus" which has been a plague upon nature, spreading it's cement beehive structures throughout the land and then throughout the world.
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but Back in the day, honoring the Confederate General with zero people "of color" anywhere to be seen in this movie, really reflects a time when they were considered "invisible".
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I will not get or delve into more false memories of the "beauty" of the people of a State that bordered on a Slave State from the Confederacy, as Illinois was and is.
But I add this amendment to my post on this subject. Still, the clip I posted about politics and economics is as viable as socio-political-economic criticism then as it still is now. The entire movie is worth salvaging if only for these aspects of the film.

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Oops! Now at 19 minutes into the movie, there's a white male dressed as an "Indian" (now "Native American" or "Indigenous"--) wearing a leather outfit and fake feather and etc...so I must not judge the entire film based on 18 minutes worth of depiction of Southern culture which honors the fight against the Yankies by a song-and-dance routine (19 minutes). Apparently the "Indian" is thrilled about honoring the Confederate Cause to have a National Divorce from the "North", according to the implied premise of this movie. There may be some other "minorities" placed in roles in this film--undoubtedly all supporting whatever the song and dance forces them to dance to alongside their Yee-Haw neighbors (just remembering that tv show which had the same type of costumes and giggles and laughs comedy routines). I'm trying not to judge this film as being "racist" but it appears to be absolutely.

Why I wanted to watch this film in the first place is that most of the movies that do appear (free streaming) are usually about trauma, violence, murder, criminality, sleazy sexuality (supposedly "open-minded" if it involves homosexuality). The "comedies" are usually about blonde women with very white men who have happenstance love problems until the happy conclusion. The more "black" the actors, the more violent and sad and traumatizing the plot and script appears to be. I find that one of the most persistent terrorist attacks upon me is for white bigot expletives to begin telling me personal problems or made-up problems just because they want to dump negativity on me. Although H-wood appears to be "diversified" in colors and spectrums of skin and shade, the generalized compartmentalization of defining who gets to enjoy life with light-hearted fun and love as opposed to heavy and misery themes very often continues the color and race divide.

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Terrorist hacking *documentation*---my Social Security Account obviously hacked, my "back-up codes" for the newly implemented "log-in.gov" account are out of sync and a back-up code was used so that I used the sequence I should have had (I literally send myself emails after each use, so I know which of the codes from the limit of 10-per list which is then replenished after the 10 are used by the recipient (me) in this "secure" system. I saw that formerly someone had changed the red "suspended" status to "discontinued" in black, and now, after one of my codes is out of sync, the "suspended" red is back replacing the more finality and doom status of "discontinued". As usual, whilst fighting to type this, after having deleted another 1213 extraneous files hacked into my system after the last cache clear, which was just prior to the 7 minutes of internet access for the first time today, which was "allowed" 20 minutes after I had first turned the router on. The WiFi signal was on for about 1 minute and then turned off. Was turned off, this is a daily routine with the hackers it requires over 30 minutes at minimum to use the internet without it being turned off non-stop every 2 minutes or less. Always when I am trying to open important information or am in the midst of typing a post such as this one, which is intended to calmly document the hacking; too bad I did not save a screenshot of the former and the latter (determination status altered by hackers; or ostensibly another "oops" mistake on their part). Must fight now to return on the Wifi after having turned it on 45 minutes ago, used it to open the page for one site then it was instantly turned off for another 20 minutes as I cleared the cache, etc and after having used it for about 1 minute it was so slow I got back into clearing files in the C drive, which resulted in seeing over 1200 files newly hacked into my system from having opened one page for about 10 seconds. The WiFi signal icon on the lower right-hand side of the page always remain "on" while the hackers turn the signal off. It remains appearing as "on" for about 2 more minutes so when I am in the middle of trying to send a business email or other, when I click on publish or send the entire message gets deleted. They do this while I click on publish for my blog posts, which are deleted as well but especially on youtube comments (it's also near impossible to use the caps key again and the keys are so taut and tight pounding is required to get anything out). Etc. Must fight now to get the signal back on. This routine happens literally every single time I get on the laptop, morning or night hackers are waiting to perform this hacking block which always goes in the same pattern (perhaps it is a program trojan keystroke logging, etc I have no idea). I am considering trying to learn Linux, one of the distros. Wonder if that would, in any way, shield me from this hack which probably is more related to my router and not the software or programming I use, my computer or anything else. //Another 6 hours of the same terrorist maga and political aspirants for president torturing abusing threatening my life (formerly extremely murderously sick, nasty and violent) now more subdued, of course they just "cannot" ever be stopped or the democrats cannot conceive of amounting more millions into the campaign finances for the upcoming election; one of them so absolutely violent and nasty and filthy in all ways towards me so life-threatening, as they all are. Now must fight the internet again. No way to earn money. but the finality of "discontinued" has been taken off and merely "suspended" means I might have a chance to salvage the disability that these very same people who are torturing me now (one is exempt from a long-term terror death attack on me but has no qualms in participating with those who have so her inclusion is only a mere momentary blip in time the beehive mentality means that she is there in spirit with them and would have done the same all 30 years ago, 10 years ago, or 50 years ago as many of them currently still murdering me through stress and drugging (yes the drugging is persistent nightly I wake up in a cloud and fog) the maga female gently inserts the parasite leeching apparatus to gently ask me for questions so the german punk nazi portrayed as an antifa can steal ideas to sell more when he is welcomed with the open wide legs of depp's hateful most puppeteered french spawn of the french blonde nazi "model" who aspires to entrench a french cartel alongside the german (so the german "punk" faux nazi-life-threatening cretin) is lovers or partners and both, (or sport sex partners really for torturing me is a joint sexual operation they all are livid with sexual thrills after torture it is a most potent aphrodesiac for the loveless and sordid). The english are defending the poor german I wrote how his every punk show is intended to convey the exact opposite in meaning when he shouts out his 30 year-old lyrics into a megaphone and the crowd erupts. His stance on stage is to shout ("on one side, lets have the Left and on the other side, the other Left") as the crowd erupts and attempts to have a mosh pit of sorts, the true meaning is the National Socialism is a "Left" Party and always has been aligned with Communist and a more fascist refined version of the autocratic rule of Stalin and the intention of the Russian revolution as dictated by Marx was to have GERMANY as the sole focus of the "revolution" as a more highly advanced industrial nation. The revolution is what is now a global nazi enterprise just renamed and refashioned to suit the national character of every aligned state, which is of course the United States at this time. But to say that the "left and the other left" all join together is a unified nazi dictatorship and his every pronouncement of such is an opposte double meaning, double-speak. the crowd, or many understand this and thusly his fake anti-nazi music so-called is really nazi rallying. When I wrote this, the english contingent of murderous bigots who sent the english rapist thug to beat abuse and was killing me while I was in the throes of life-threatening poison detox--16 hours per day literally yelling death threats and abuse and insults directly into my brain not taking a break--raping beating and etc while 30 year-old poison was pouring out of my body because I am fighting for my life not to remain helplessly paralyzed in a room and situation of non-stop murderous and drug-induced endless rage and hate. All loving, fun and happy people, animals and things are taken away and killed and destroyed and all people avoide me thusly I am being killed by this. but when I wrote about the ploys and social engineering of fake opposition which the crowd implicitly understands, it is in aligment with the more extreme party which is far more nazified than the mere AFD Party (which Elon Musck made a celebrated giggly smiling partnership with, endorsing the "far right" ). The english who have murderously assaulted me for decades, combined just yesterday or 2 days ago to jointly assault me in this endless yelling hate rage (murder, slow death by a thousand parasites per week) asault in this egregious sick and for-losers has-beens and wanna be's and those in power who are so corrupt they must have this cartel to entrench a malicious deadly cartel of yapping fakes into power. all work to have the nazi german put in whorewood to conduct more vicious racist agenda, minority a$$-groveling (like mandami with the german and ben shapiro a few days later) nazi cartel appearing as various factions "opposing" for various splinter groups or mainstream groups but in essence all working as one, hateful global atrocity campaign (genocide and population elimination is the ultimate end-goal). Rich and absolute drenched in poverty, subservient slaves servicing them for a bit of a piece of the pie enslavement and mind control enabling mediocrity to appear as glorified and all ideas-stolen fake affronts to actual meaning in life celebrity politicians. Supported a billion times over by podcasters of the "left" and "right" all appearing opposite as well, with mainstream anchors bypassing actual news reporting in favor of mass-distributed news bylines. 

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