There is NO "loving your abuser" and being "allowed" to thrive and strive next to the fascists and Nazi Mafia murdering bigots. You will be killed in the end just like all the people you turned against, of your own race and skin color and gender who are targeted for death and destruction by the fascist Nazi/Mafia pig ape cartels--displayed in short by Pasolini in SALO.//This is an addition to the post yesterday (on Facebook) on this same theme, in that the commentator who analyzed this film, which I admit I had to skip through very often to get through, because of the scatological content and the violence, which left me skimming through but I did keep fast-forwarding to the very end, to the meaningful parts with the symbolic content, which of course the bare-bones approach of the typical critic of film lacks in detail in their film analyses, in our post-modern world of dumbing down-- what he left out and completely got wrong was the literal progression of fact of which of the teens got murdered in the end. The commentator claims that it was the male who always smiled in loving devotion and fell "in love" with his rapist abuser, whom he clung to in a cognitive dissonance which is the kernel of mind control operations--to traumatize, rape and abuse the victim until they "love" you. The reward, according to the disinformation propagandist who put out this movie review, is that if you "love" your abuser, you will be spared and you will get to survive the ordeal.

 "Salo, or the 120 Days of Sodom (1975)/DISTURBING BREAKDOWN". SpookyRice. February 19, 2019.

But contrary to his "plot" summary, the loving male WAS KILLED at the end of the film, I remember this avidly, and know that he was WRONG in his review and analysis--whether intentionally or he, like most other brain-manipulated regurgitators of disinformation and propaganda, was informed by his "handler" on what to say. "Loving" your rapist abuser is NOT going to save your life "in the end" it's merely going to get you perhaps a delusion of being "accepted" by the violent usurper organization which relies upon mind control to slowly suck the life out, brainwash and control and then after stealing or sucking everything out, eagerly awaits the murder ritual "sacrifice" of the loving mind control victim in the "end" as the culmination of a "successful" mind control murder operation. It is the sheeple willing to get on the trains to their death with a few soldiers with guns standing by. It is people being told that Biden loves t hem and cares, as well as Trump, as they perform all the rituals of death and destruction because they "believe" that they are beloved an cherished by the destroyers who seek to suck out and drain as much as possible using mind control means to bend the population into all deadly directions until they "love" and cheer on their abusers. It is what crooked Hillary and Bill Clinton did, if you ever study what kinds of absolute cimres they committed in Arkansas and Whitewater you should have understood what kind of destruction they would wreak upon the U.S. in general. They are still scamming for money and luxury, and they are all under the thumb of fascist Nazi usurpers out of Europ-a-land--the Clintons primarily through England, as that is where Bill ran for an Oxford education under a grant opportunity---to escape having to fight in the Vietnam War, He wrote lengthy letters explaining how much he reveres life and can't tolerate killing (in the name of) and must therefore decline fighting alongside his impoverished whites and blacks to kill the Asians in Vietnam. Instead he was programmed to spread war and racism in the U.S. as a puppet of England and this force has been put into highest position in every field, which I am currently dealing with from Whorewood.

The "boy" who smiled with sheepish love into the face of his rapist was killed brutally at the end of the film, the culmination of the sacrificial rape and orgy fascist Nazi Italian wealthy elite film that Pasolini was murdered for having made. His killers ran him over shouting something about Pasolini being a "Communist" bastard. They obviously were agents of the post fascist Nazi Italian State which pretended to be against the war, and put directors like Bertolucci with his blonde fascist and Italian American fascist actors in positions of being held up as "heroes", which would of course placate the pre-disposed Socialist and Communist viewers of Italy, for their own eventual slaughter in covert assassinations something akin to the COINTELPRO operations that plagued America in this exact same time period of the mid-70's, when that film came out.

There is no "loving your abuser" and being "allowed" to thrive afterwards. You will be used, if lucky like all the puppets of the plantation of minority appearance are, and get mansions and will be invited to lavish affairs, perhaps even occasionally put into high political position, but that will be a short-term superficial appearance with the undermining already programmed into the sell-out minority minion (and it's descendants, who expect to be glamorized endlessly not daring to contradict anything just going along and being plied with luxury and wealth for their participation in the eventual murder of billions).

This is the story of the Jews who were handed police uniforms by the Gestapo so they would whip and beat the targeted for slaughter Jews, steal their goods and food, and "love" the Germans who, after the years of the "end" of the war, have done almost everything to welcome in with open arms, minds and legs spread for every kind of trauma-based mind control acceptance. It is Bloomberg being handed billions for his role as a most vicious and violent Jewish Nazi, helping to bring in extreme wealth into the 4th Reich and viciously attacking me with his rotten dirty stupid spawn daughter who has been "welcomed" as ugly rotten Bloomberg has been; now smiling with a warm smile of sheepish delight that Time Magazine has honored him for a past year of violence against me--I expect that is the reason why he was awarded with a slew of other "good" minorities for being People of the Year--hosted by the Nazi/Mafia 4th Reich in the media. The result is the break-down of feminism, reproductive rights, and the Left and Right of the American Dream turning into a one-way street towards take-over by fascist, Nazi Mafia europigapes and their cartels of foreign influence. It all ties in, because the situation has been allowed to fester and grow for so long--before the end of WWII surely and prior to that war undoubtedly. It is very impossible for me to explicate my ideas without rambling, and thus this all sounds like a ranting conspiracy theory crazed rant, but these aspects are truly inter-connected and relevant. I am NOT able to write clearly or think clearly. Typing is in itself made so difficult by the stiffening of the keyboard and the keys disfunctioning (sic) so continuously that I can't write a single word without having to backspace or pause to make sure it's written somewhat correctly. Thinking is marred by subliminals being constantly pumped into my brain as my brain is afflicted by wavelengths that alter cognitive critical thinking and enhance emotional hyperbolic hate--consumed by rage, and the situation is so foul and disgusting due to the sickness of the so-called "people" assaulting me. DeNiro is not alone with his rancid inner core of defunct out-of-touch with humanity putridity, but he's been so awarded by the blonde women of Whorewood for his role in breaking darker skin women, which he does with me and began when I was being violently raped by a (dyed) blonde bigot German whose video I posted once because of a reproduction of a piece that he played in a movie, which I thought was done well, the production and the playing, and the creep instantly rushed to violently rape me using extreme drugging and violence. I was so drugged I could not function or think. He was pumping poison into my body while hitting me through the rape, and the actor Deniro then began punching into my face after a month of poison being pumped into my body by this huge disgusting dirty nasty filthy German creep I never "loved" but under drugging and mind control while sleeping and so sick I could not move in a waking state, "made love" like he was the creme-de-la-creme and I finally began screaming in outbursts that his greasy pig member was too foul and to sotp and stop and stop and stop--so greasy and dirty blonde Nazi fascist Mafia defender DeNiro began punching violently into my face while I was teleported--he and they always teleport me and while I am barely able to "see" in the instasnt "waking" state they grab at my body--Depp and his dirty daughter would push me off heights in this state, and rape me from behind as I was just "waking" up in th is teleported state to the alternatate state as they viciously rape and beat and abuse me when I am absolutely defenseless, coming into cognitive awareness just at being teleported to them. DeNiro uses this constantly. This morning I woke up with blood stains on the crotch area of my sleep clothing, and the "dreams" were of dark-skinned dark-haired minions of the Nazis walking around hand-in-hand naked in public--with me in various poses and being assautled by police and the night before that it was rambling written recitals of people being stuffed into bed mattresses with rats, read to me by some scumbag while I was in this barely functioning teleported/deep sleep state. And on and on, with the psycho creeps. In the years of writing about what these pig ape filth parasite scumbags do, with the blonde women adoring them for their utterly depraved and sick and psychopathic sickness endless aimed at me, to destroy me, while they poison me with bloating and hardening chemicals inserted into my vagina and bladder nightly, before they had their minions go an break into my room raping me while I was teleported being abused and raped, simultaneously in both states--and on and on, the blonde women adn the white supremacist women and the black rotten filth like oprah and farrakhan only jump in to defend their "masters" as they unleash hate and violence upon me for calling one of them an aunt jemima one time, as a plethora of blacks have ever since come to threaten to kill me, call me a prostitute and stupid and nothing, an they sit next to their white nazi counterparts and then drivel on to the public about how they are "fighting" racism and white supremacy.

More slaughter of blacks by white cops, more violence unleashed in society--more Nazis and white supremacy rising to direct legislative power since the mind control tech was handed to Trump by filthy racist shit pit and this pig group of "Italian-American" mafia like Stallone and deniro and pesce and their associates out of fascist Italy (now fascist openly in politics) but the movies they played in, in the 70's were all about "fighting" against their political "fascist' oppressors in a huge and vast mind control operation to herd the communists and the socialists and the "radicals' into "loving" their abuser through the portals of loving their abuser, which is the entertainment media at this point, shepherding the sheeple into loving their slaughtering bigot abusers. 

While Oprah and Farrakhan and Bloomberg sit with billions of dollars and their respective "empires", they violently assault me as I fight the rapist murdering bigots who pour money onto them to play these roles for society, similar in respect to placating the upset masses and brainwashing them into compliance to loving their abuser--who is not going to let them live, despite even oprah and farrakhan and bloomberg being wealthy symbols of the slaves who love their abuser, awarded and praised for their endless decades of playing these roles so successfully.

It is the story of filthy rape cheerleader shitalina with pig pitt who both fully participate in rape and violence against me, but crank out movies based on ideas I wrote of frantically trying to persuade anyone reading my posts that these creeple are going to destroy both feminism and the country. Endless praised and awarded at the Oscars, handed mansions and glorified by Europigapes when they go to live in Europigapeland, handed millions and billions and if they "break" me into "loving" the shit filth pig ape abusers and giving them a "baby" they will get a media empire.

So it is a story of you people loving them and expecting that once the Imperialistic Nazi Mafia Europigapes whom you have allowed to take over everything are going to just let you live in your habitats with wealth and comfort with people like me destroyed, killed off any ideas I may have stolen and all my capabilities stolen and blocked so the fakes and liars can continue to placate the public into "loving" their abusers and exploiters.

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*posted on Facebook yesterday--April 13, 2023, related to the movie Salo, my commentary as it applies to the current "Italian-American" mafia violence aimed at me for over 7 years or perhaps much longer. All inter=connected to the Italian Mafia out of Miami Beach which has been following and torturing me and poisoning me slowly to death since 1997 (or earlier).

/I discovered that the terrorist minions had put a triangular shard of black glass, extremely sharp edges on all sides--on my burgundy colored bed sheet---while I was out shopping getting attacked by blonde bigots from Europigapeland and their Thai minions--nearly hit by a huge SUV driving directly into me as I was driving at high speed on a busy road--it came at me from the side, from a parking lot or street. Hours of people attacking me, as always happens, but YEARS of just this one terrorist who probably considers himself more "Italian" aristocrat with his undoubted welcome mat in Italy for helping to establish a fascist Italian Mafia presence in the U.S.--the goal of many fascists around the world to infiltrate and destroy concepts of equality and justice and turn every single iota of the planet into a fascist Nazi cartel-driven plantation system (=slavery and oppression and genocide and extreme wealth encapsulating the opposite extreme). Then the minions, operating under instruction by the white supremacist fascist pigapes of America who have been torturing me in this room with stinking fungus inserted into my vagina every night while sleeping and unconscious from drugging poisoning and rape insertions but while teleported and my consciousness literally blocked out into the teleported "other" state.//my reaction of rushing at the pigs now trying to kill them, screaming in absolute rage that is not contrived after years of yelling in hate to get off me get off me as they laugh and make jokes. As "punishment" for reacting in rage after more than 7 years of just one of the extremely nasty terrorists--disgusting deniro who is a psychopath criminal absolutely beloved by every politicians who has come to exploit this situation for endless media interviews and deals--Hillary Clinton being one of the most egregious hypocrites of them all--and with her Italian force backing her (she is very much connected to Italy and the fascists of that country defend and love her-as they love all the Americans institutionalizing fascist politics into American society. The blonde Nazi women are thusly only considered women "allowed" any kind of business or independent status (but still enslaved in various other ways) and the dark skinned women who only serve and obey them like the Aunt Jemimas of the plantation genocide death system are then "allowed" as adjuncts to the low-level scumbags put into high positions of power--in this case because of criminal exploits along with excellent posturing and acting capabilities--but as for deniro, so ugly and disgusting by now from YEARS and years of violence towards me literally every day with stinking filth sprayed on everything and into my body and my hips and spine being put out of alignment so that ugly rancid pig ape and the brooklyn mafia shit scumbags associated with deniro and pesce get instant free promotions for the furtherance of their psychopath dramas put to tv and movie--but this disgusting man, who is truly a psychopath--(deniro) who wants nothing more than to be an Italian fascist "nobleman" and this contract out on me is something that has lifted him and his squad closer to that aristocrat fascist ideal with full applause by fascist Europ-a's who have completely taken over so many positions of American society and hold out endless awards for those following the basic protocol that movie Salo encapsulated, in very obvious visual form. Trying to get very violent and sleazy sick people off me who inflict the sickness of their sleazy and decrepit lack of soul on me every day they possibly can, as an almost pathological need to inflict violence. Odd that Hillary Clinton is such an avid "feminist" who quotes people like Susan B. Anthony but yet, when it comes to fascist "Italian" Americans, she's full on the torture and violence and sadism which is based on dehumanization of women (and men). These people attacking me lost their humanity perhaps long before they lost their lost virginity. But the truly pathological aspect of all this is that all the peeps of H-wood and the institution we call "congress" absolutely applaud these pig apes and continue to allow them to inflict as much violence upon me as they are allowed---I have to state again that pig ape deniro and his psychopath team of actors from the movie joker obtained a serious huge aspect of a concept from their torture of me and my response to it, and having stolen the idea, not only no thank you but endless violence to get more and more for the sick and disgusting perverted thugs so beloved of the institution for death and destruction the U.S. Government and all the shoulder-shrugging minions who see what is happening to me but can't connect the dots to a serious decline in our society by the continuing neglect of what this technology has allowed fascists to program these celebrities into. I have to repeat that the list of the scum who have abused and teleported me who are now publicly known for their violence is growing. However, the most violent of the men, even if they are first castigated by society, eventually are pardoned as they go off giggling for the next round of debauchery with full applause and invitations to Cannes and to every Italian fascist modeling appearance in Venice and Rome--the mecca for the fascist pig apes of Whorewood and Congress as well.

However, what is really being programmed is not ME but it's the sleazy and essentially stupid sick shit you all cheer on who are being programmed that something like Salo is attainable in American society and well be a force of promotion for all who follow this type of sadistic murder system upon anyone they can get into the teleportation or MK ULTRA or date-drug and rape and mutilate harness--

Still, my words will fall on deaf minds who can hear the lament but don't consider this to be shocking or any kind of threat to them or their or your security.

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"Robert DeNiro Cocaine Scene (1900/Novecento, 1976)". Bangers and Mash. July 31, 2021.

This is a film by Bertolucci, which I believe has been relegated to a dust file in the annals of H-wood sensationalism. Deniro played a man who, in the near opening scene, told a young Italian peasant (in Italian, not sure if it was a voice-over) that he should obey his "master" and so the youth, strapped with a shotgun, shouted, "There are no more masters in Italy" and killed the persona that Deniro played. Bertolucci's "radical liberal" approach has been left as a faded film from the days when being open-minded towards the light of humanity was something H-wood sold off. But what really brainwashed filth like deniro and pesce is what this next scene portrays, in the numbing of the soul and spirit in excess and sleazy sex and drug haze inebriation. I believe the character deniro plays in the film abused the blonde women (always considered the epitome of womanhood) so she ran away--the innocent blonde with the "dark" man--(dark hair).
Deparieu also teleported me along with rapist abuser Depp years ago, and I don't know how many "anti-Nazi" movies he has come out with since (meaning the French prick playing the "good" blonde role in this film, which was supposed to be a kind of Communist/Socialist ode to revolution, against aristocracy and fascism but still clinging to racist fascist Nazi iconography in the lead blonde "good" characters and the "dark" bad character, so aptly played for once by Deniro in his capacity as an evil b-tard
I wonder how many lines of cocaine this psycho sicko deniro has snorted down all the decades of his fame and fortune, blowing his brain into a powder puff of sleaze and an endless need to satiate the loss of love and heart in his blackness of empty void. Every day for years he has participated with the rest of the shit of pit crew to violently have my body poisoned, very similar but more sinister almost than Salo--my uterus partially severed out, toe broken, teeth nearly knocked out, gum tissue severed and cut out after trying to bash my teeth in, hit by cars and nearly killed by landing on the pavement on my jaw--laughter and rape and violence from shit pig pit after that with melania trump threatening to really kill me the next time I wrote on facebook that pig shit pitt should not be awarded with more oscars for endless violence at me using these technologies--just asking for justice. shit deniro and pesce coming to inflict more violence because pit the pig extraordinare and shitalina were not violent enough for me to break--so they got cocaine-saturated deniro and pesce to try to destroy me--and now it's been going on and on and on every day for hours and hours and hours of abuse and torture just from this piece of rotten sick crap deniro and pesce, but now it's deniro--and they can't get enough of violence, and years of me writing about how sick and disgusting they are never achieves anything more than more psycho wanna be aristocrat fascist Americans living in Europigapeland in castles where they can teleport and mutilate nad rape and beat and rob anything from people if only Elon Musk could develop this technology of brain implants more quickly so they can get someone "fresh" who becomes traumatized much more easily thanm me, after years of this going on.
So screaming at deniro for the nth year to get off me, and they put urine on my clothing and a triangular piece of glass that matches the color of the bed linens--and etc. If you watch Salo you will see the absolute resemblance of the PROGRAMMING that the pig apes from Whorewood are getting and the mind control is really being aimed at THEM and not me. **Hacking is very bad now, the stiffness of the keyboard and how the spacebar won't work, when I pound down on the keys literally with the full force of my fingers and hand, oliterally pounding like it's weight-lifting---so hard I'm literally going full strength to get anything out. This disgusting cocaine-brain scumbag actor who is so foul and nasty, as well as absolutely corrupt hillary and of course trump is nothing but the same thing--they are all sickening and the movie salo really represents what they are aspiring to be. They have sold America out so badly but Congress and Whorewood and most of American society is right there applauding them for representing their "interests".

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"Novecento (1900) Clip". Community Kino. December 21, 2021.

How disgusting to see this French Nazi racist playing something that Bertolucci included as some kind of "good blonde" icon of "clean" society fighting oppression. This rotten and foul actor is the exact opposite--but now thinking and typing are extremely difficult for me, nearly impossible to fight to pound letters out---but this is a movie that Whorewood never brings up, they only put deniro as a mafia psycho scumbag and claim that these mafia psychopath dramas are "the best" movies ever, a claim that is never replaced by any other movie franchise and they remain being titled as "the best movie ever" by all these white supremacist movie controller programmers. They will never put a Bertolucci film like this portraying rotten and evil deniro as something that actually is far more close to reality, but unfortunately not so for the blonde French actor Depardieu, who is still touted as being "the best" and a benevolent bs con artist who comes out with his anti-Nazi bs for publicity but very disgusting in racism and hate when I am teleported to him. For his years of rape and torture of me, Depp is endlessly honored by the French and all the Europigapes trying to infiltrate America through the media--along with his dirty ugly skank creep daughter, they are endlessly being promoted by fascist Nazi interests using them, these drugged up crap Americans, all drug addicts formerly on cocaine and other drugs, NOW they are endlessly striving for that sexualized titillation hormone high on torture and rape and violence--literally addicted to it as a replacement for cocaine and whatever else they got high with until they lost their souls and personalities and become pure mind controlled puppets for the 4th Reich. It ha been so strenuous to type this and think clearly without resorting to name-calling. My brain is as always under strong attack by mind control tech so I can't think or type with all this interference. This has come out as a ranting piece to discredit me, but the situation has been ongoing literally every day for years and no one will interfere so I don't have this putrid creep ordering the sleaze filth living next to me to use mechanical arms to douse my clothing hanging up to dry on the patio with urine, and putting shards of glass on my dark bed spread so I can't see it--and etc it's been going on with rape and mutilation and poisoning that is disgusting, absolutely sick and foul. They keep being applauded by the fascist mafia out of Italy who operates with Stallone. HIllary clinton just laughs about it, she's truly anathema at the very least to the feminist movement, if not to America as a whole. The bs lies they all spout in public about how they care so much about women and equality and are against racism is also part of the filth that underlies all the posturing they do. But that no one will ever stop this sick psycho scum parasite from attacking me and feeding off the money and the power and the violence like it's a drug, is appalling that America puts the enabling "above the law" title like a stamp of approval on celebrity bullshit operators cranking out fantasy roles about how much they "care" and how society needs them so much (the government needs them so much because all the government does is fully fund and hope to enlarge more victims to be tortured by shit like these pig apes from Whorewood, and the rest of the wealthy, until the 'trickle-down" technology will reach sadistic hypocrites like Marjorie Taylor Greene who is dying to become an aristocrat with luxury Europigape red carpet treatment for her role in playing fascist Nazi with gun-toting America waiting to destroy the country, so the fascist Nazis and Mafia can continue to take over the country with their divide and conquer strategies--so carefully played out with this technology of mind control, including all the violent and mafia and murder movies and the people mind controlled to go out and shoot and kill--yes, people are being targeted I believe to play these roles in society--terror, chaos and more and more Europigapes coming to claim that America is truly f-ed up not like them and their wonderful Europigape countries where rational and calm people like they are in full control, more or less. Let us come to help you, they claim, just give us the best beachfront property in every major city. Turn H-wood into a fascist Nazi enclave with Europigapes coming to show Americans how to pose, dress and make real movies. You can see Tarantino if you look closely enough and all his crew following the white lines to their fascist psychopath movie deals and "wins" year after year. They are having deniro torture me along with pesce so this group of shit can be handed more power in H-wood and I am trying as hard as I can to prevent them or any fascist from turning America into a Europigape colonized cesspool, as it has turned into already in so many respects for so many people.

Another stinking filth report--again. Urine sprayed onto the wet clothing I had handing outside after having just washed them. I know the clothing was absolutely clean when I hung it up. Stinking of urine when it was dry enough to take off the patio, where clothing, plants, everything is routinely damaged, broken and the entire area has been sprayed with brown, permanently staining goo which nothing washes off. No amount of scrubbing or trying to dissolve in baking soda and vinegar and nothing gets the stink or the goo out of the walls, floor, everything on the walls--but as usual disgusting and foul. The room 2 floors beneath mine has the creep terrorists who make loud psychopathic laughter noises when I realize that my clothing stinks of urine. Their surveillance extends to knowing exactly what I am smelling or seeing, even when it's late at night, there are no lights on the patio so it's almost black, and they know what I am doing every moment and thinking. It's always a sick and disgusting experience dealing with anyone who operates within the beehive pyramid entity that this group entails. Everthing they say and do is sleazy and sick and disgusting and mostly stupid. Most of them are capable of doing their jobs of selling "Democracy" for public viewing on air or the tube. Their propensity to lie and deceive is also part of the filth that they pour out due to the ugliness they continuously harbor but don't reveal, and that hate and ugliness congeals and they are just rancid with emotional rot and psychopathic sick behavior.

What I learned about Russian military soldier life while living in Germany (around Russians in a foreigners dormitory for women with Germanic heritage roots-as I have in my background in some odd way, not exactly what I am "proud" of but...)

All this talk about Russia and Russians for so long, and in my utter exhaustion from returning from shopping---only one murder attempt while driving--yeah! Well, only one huge SUV driving directly into me from a side road or from the side, driving into me, while I was driving at high speed in the middle of my lane

but utterly exhausted from all the hard lacerations of hard poisons which are pulled in every direction while I am out and about. I have to carry so much extremely heavy weight due to the three "default" bags (huge, laden with items I don't want destroyed, stolen or sprayed with permanently stinking substances)

and it pulls the poisons latched to my spine, glued into my muscle tissue and viscerae and every other part of the interior of my body, and it's being pulled simultaneously in all directions while I'm carrying all this heavy stuff while under attack from all directions.

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I'm too tired to fight the hacking to write with correct grammar--it's so difficult to type at this point that I am writing as quickly as possible just to get some of the words out. There is a hack and interruption every word or every other word--so this is lugubrious 

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When the  Ukraine-Russia "war" or military exercise, or whatever you want to call it (a lost cause) began, I had no thought whatsoever that "Ukraine" or NATO would "win" against Russia. I know that Putin knows exactly what he is doing, as does NATO. The world requires a polaristic duality in order to have an enemy in which to spend billions of dollars into the coffers of various entities who profit from cold and hot wars.

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But my point was to write about Russian military and the extremes to which Russian soldiers are trained to become like "stalin" (which I heard is the Russian word for "steel").

I was invited, when I lived in Germany, to the house of a Russian man (early 20's) by a Russian woman who lived in a room next to mine, along with a Romanian woman who had befriended me (to participate in gang stalking terrorism, for one thing, and perhaps for her and her family to be more accepted into mainstream German society in the little village which I had much more to do with a few years later. Neo-Nazi activity is very much at the forefront of this very small village, which is not a little arm-pit "dorf" but has it's own wine label and vineyards spread throughout the village and region, slping up to the hillsides of the "Schwabish Alps" and the Medievel castle resting on top of a craggy very steep hill above the town.

My experience wasn't as a tourist, and so I got to hear the gossip, or perhaps that was the "gang stalking" protocol of endlessly aiming negative energy and thoughts at me, but I heard a lot of @S**t about the goings on of the people, the affairs, the sex tourist trips to Hungary just after the fall of "Communism".

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The type of training I was casually told about, while I was offered cups of coffee, cake and etc (it was a Sunday, that is the Cake day in Germany, or Southern Germany where you sit around eating cake with family or good friends (or more like drinking beer after beer in a bar or cafe after the family gathering).

I was told that soldiers in Russia had to jog 10 kilometers (or it was "miles" I can't remember, the story was told to me in Schwabish German and not in English, or it was mixed because none of us could speak the others' language well at all, or German for that matter).

This very athletic man told me that he had to run carrying a backpack for 10 kilometers (or miles) up a steep hill, wearing heavy hiking boots, in the snow in winter. There was no exception, and everyone had to do it no matter what. He also described other conditions which also the German mandatory army detail entailed, which was to sleep outdoors in January on the ground and then wash your body with cold water, outside, after sleeping all night in the snow without blankets or anything (having to fight for your life and survival) and then washing your body, taking off your clothing, and then doing more hiking and etc for miles for how long, I can't remember).

One of the German men (whose last name was very Polish) but like his father and mother, born and raised in that area and considered 100% German---but, he told me that if a Russian soldier in training died, the Russian military didn't care. They literally trained people to be able to fight or die, in military training. There were also stories of people being threatened with murder, and the threat was not a listless coercion attempt but a reality, and if people working in scientific research didn't find solutions or experimental designs they faced being killed, so I was told.

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That is what a German told me about Russian military, with a grain of fear about how violent that situation must be for Russian men to have to endure. 

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But I am now exhausted and I can't go on, only to write that I don't believe that Russia will fold and that Ukraine and Nato can fight Russia and also China will probably get involved and other countries are also lending military mght to the Russian theater so----I  expect very drastic and dire situations to arise out of this conflict, which will become a conflagration.  

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I fear that in comparison, the U.S. is very weak and bombastic about it's power and far too complacent about it's position in the world theater of politics, military might and economic stature.

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I could delve into other topics such as the "leadership" I am faced with in teleportation lacks the essential human dignity and grounding to be able to perceive how dangerously inept they are in the face of their enemies, whom they have embraced and handed every kind of 

vulnerable exposure to, and pathways for infiltration. They always underestimate the vileness of the Europ-a war machine and the lies and hypocrisy that they want to believe in for their sense of restoring white supremacy and fascist Imperial culture within the U.S. and their only goal of eliminating "equality" or the struggle for it far overweighs any rational assessment of the serious pitfalls and dangers of the people they embrace from, in particular, Europ-a-land.

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I had intended this post to be about Russian military raw grit and the level of do-or-die training that makes the Russian military very much on par with the fighting-for-survival camp of the Ukrainians. But the ability to withstand stress and pressure within the framework of war has been a Russian advantage for many a year--not sure how long, I truly don't know much about Russian history, like most "Americans" but I have this understanding that Russians  have been trained to fight "to the death"--their own death--making them a formidable and unrelenting foe. 

The hacking is very bad and I am too exhausted. I have had to rewrite sentences at least 6 times in the course of writing this because they are attacking the font size and blocking typing, and it goes on and on every time I try to write another sentence the font is at tiniest size, too small to read. It never normally happens. I have to once again clear out the system, which I have been doing now almost every day. The horrific hacking begins almost immediately but with time the laptop is laden to the point of being frozen and all kinds of hacking and blocking prevents writing. It gets to that state 3 days after doing a 2+hour "restore" system operation.

 

Another desperate appeal to "entertain" the numb and dumb people reading my posts about the future of technology put into the hands of stupid sleazy filth parasitic psychopaths who are paid to torture and abuse and rape for profit---when you combine this sick mentality with access to both technology and murder capability plus the capacity to air it livestreaming---you get something like sadistic thrills at slowly roasting animals to death and televising it for a live-stream podcast. Although this sounds like an extreme idiot psychopath, this is exactly what happens to people with access to the teleportation/drugging/rape/teleportation technologies that are so cherished by the "elite" useful idiots of American society and their dumbed down sheeple rapacious violent followers.

University of Louisville student investigated for air-frying live baby chicks 

The jump from having a sick stupid college student, drunk from orgy parties on the weekends and going to South Beach to get sucked and f**ed and traveling to Thailand to pay nearly zero for sex vacations and/or to any other destroyed colonized countries that our fascist Nazi alliance post WWII has destroyed and taken over in the 4th Reich hegemony plot to usurp and suck out the vitals of the planet for elitist luxury plantation life--

and as the respect for life flies out the window while the technologies are endlessly poured into the open market and the closed societies of covert terror apparatus. While every movie is about death and violence and revenge and blonde Nazi worship and Mafia glamorization and organized criminality and "cool" rebellion fueled by drug addiction and sex addiction and work addiction;  and the violence and cruelty movie mind-numbing fodder that the sluts and creeps of Whorewood and their Mafia Nazi conglomerate psycho scumbags keep pouring out about relishing revenge plots of mass murder and gun violence and sexualized "empowered" women in gyrating pornographic posturing akin to porn flicks about gun-toting chicks--and etc etc

But when the tech is spread far and wide enuf to this crowd of sleaze, you will get human beings slated to be sacrificial victims of slaughter,  being seasoned literally like the baby chicks in this video while they are drugged on mind control drugs, microchipped and numb and zombified, then as they are roasted as they clamor to try to save their lives the giggling and mirth of the sleazy filthy Nazi Mafia pig apes will be heard on the video tapes and on the live streaming mafia Nazi entertainment vlogs and dark web--as is already happening from YEARS of me being tortured in likewise fashion, as the violence of the shit people celebrities you all adore increases while they continue to get " high" off violence and torture capacity and the hormonal high off violence inflicted on a completely vulnerable person.

And when it comes to government officials, the propensity for exploitation of human beings and complete disregard for human life, the code of ethics and the U.S. Constitution to which they all claim they owe all allegiance flies out of sight as they burn and beat and abuse and insult giggling like the rest of the sleazy and sick and stupid celebrity pig apes. Then there are the "normal" people of society, like the undoubtedly white "Christian" filth creep who sprinkled seasoning on baby chickens and then air fried them to death in horrid, horrid torture live-streamed for thrills and "fun".

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This literally will be the future of the technology that dumb and immature Elon Musk is cranking out to the billionaires so they can get their kicks by teleporting and torturing or murdering someone without any government censor or societal blocks, as people will simply follow orders and comply with elitist secret rape and murder policy, as they do uniformly now with full permission to the sleazy filth pig apes always cherished by society. 

What this undoubtedly white Christian-based creep did to these animals for an entertainment vlog is exactly what will happen and is happening now in the realm of teleportation and the videotaping of the violence and cruelty that always increases with each sleaze sick parasitic pig ape who teleports me. The longer they have access to the tech, the lower the standard of their humanity and the higher their propensity towards this kind of insane cruel murderous violence with psycho sick skits accompanying the acts of slow torture-to-death.

I continue to write these posts every day because the hell and sickness of the teleportation parasites continues for hours, every morning and while I'm in deep sleep. Every morning it's rape cheerleader, violent abuser deniro and his mafia goons instructing him to be brutal and violent towards me. they sit and instruct him, but they don't make their faces known to me but I know at least who one of them is (and pesce is also always there, as is the gotti family). He's extremely violent and a pest beyond pestilance.

 Right now the hacking is bad, and the page freezes constantly. I realize that although I don't want to write more posts, because it appears to be a waste of effort at this point to get anyone to respond in any way that defends my rights according to all laws in every country, which no one will defend while government agencies and officials and celebrities are breaching every human right possible in this contract and laughing and enjoying it thoroughly. It is now a huge hunt pack and sport game to abuse, slap, punch, insult and attack me using these weapons that ilk like Elon Musk have been put in control over to augment into reality so people who want to live in a fantasy paradise of control and rape and torture/murder capabilities without any culpability whatsoever are rushing to get involved, invest in, and control and own. The list is ever-expanding, and most of the people attacking me are some of the most vocal proponents of "freedom and equality" in the media universe that is of global proportion, and what America "represents" to the world.

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Ever disgusting, ever violent and filthy and dirty and ugly and disgusting towards me, this foul-mouthed sleazy nasty fascist Nazi mafia parasite upon me never stops threateningly attacking me. The use of this technology is so subtle that every single thought I have he responds to using the subliminal voice-to-skull technology; that is, speaking into my inner ear. I can sometimes "see" him ephemerally but usually he's just constantly insulting my thoughts, if I use any sharp instrument he and his team make comments about cutting off my body parts with what I am  holding. They "instruct" me to stab myself, etc etc. I can "feel" it and "hear" it but this is being done on the most subliminal sense possible.

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the people who literally love deniro for this type of violence are people like dirty nasty Anne Hathaway, who giggles and laughs, along with Tom Cruise and of course his former wife--the bigot blonde who is the most vocal about "fighting for womens' rights" ha ha--as long as they are Nazi women and not those slated to be beaten in their stead, as I am put into this position by their disgusting vile men like deniro just looking for someone to beat and abuse if possible so he doesn't continue to violate and torture the women he actually lives with or with whom he sticks his greasy and dirty body parts into, I can't imagine how violent he eventually becomes with each and every single one of them, eventually. Even the blonde Nazi pig apes whom he reveres like they are gold instead of bs at heart, greedy and sleazy as he is and his world of nasty goon who are too sick to be allowed to have access to this technology, but alas Biden calls himself, or his wife, an "Italian" and of course as people accuse the Bidens of being a "mafia" family I fear this is even short of the actual reality of innate criminality that this president now in power actually holds in reserve and brings out in situations like mine, where he can have his buddies who are psychopath killers, apparently, unleash part of the woman-hating filth upon me--every single day, day after day, now it's gone on for over 5 years without end. 

so, this morning, every single thing I did and thought to myself was echoed in the "mirroring" that these parasitic exploiters use (meaning all of them) in order to use ruses of pretended familiarity with the target they are preying upon . It's a tactic probably endorsed by all the business strategists to win favor and make friends with people you want to take down in business or in politics.

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no matter how many years I write of the atrocities on a personal level these people fling into my privacy, no one ever interferes or stops them. The government relies on people like this to torture civilians who just happen to have microchip implants in them because the individual--myself in this case--is fighting for my basic human rights to even think my own private thoughts without "fear" of being tortured for not thinking anything but dumbed down approval of pieces of sick and sleazy stupid shit who are taking over the country and the planet who are bringing the culture and environment and society down into a primitive pig ape level of existence, and then stealing my ideas so they can hold up alternative concepts so people believe that they actually "care" about life and other human beings. 

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Completely cherished by every crap government that has been in power for most of my life. Hillary Clinton is on first-name familiarity with them, and her racism is so far ensconced in her duplicitous contrived personality that it far overshadows her concern for anything but being kept in the power structure and in the limelight for her endeavors in "women's position in society for business success" as her seminars seem to always focus  upon . Her darker-skinned fans are always supposed to bow in deference to her and woe to those who don't. I didn't pretend that her insulting demeanor towards me from the very onset for her promotional status was anything but bs crap and although I didn't yell back or fight back, I just said a few calm words about her being hysterical and I just didn't know what to say so I basically said nothing. She began to have my body sliced every night while sleeping and ran off getting her tv show by the Nazi media for her fascist approach towards me. The mafia filth always backing her up. No matter which criminal is put into the President's office, the mafia under deniro and pesce is always going to be given precedent for opportunity to exploit because blonde Nazi women like Hillary Clinton rely on violence through their criminal agents like deniro to fully empower them as "women" in "power". 

As I wrote earlier, the most fastidious supporters of blonde Nazi iconography are these "Italians" from Brooklyn who are Americans rejecting their country and betraying it as they are actually traitors and the laws against betrayal against your country and sabotage should be upheld. But hillary only wants to have this blonde Nazi image affixed to her as being "superior" so her power trip over me under this fascist Europigape paradigm resulted in more bodily mutilations of me, and deniro is endlessly assaulting and threatening me. 

so I write these posts every day because I have to express myself in some way or another. There is always something I can focus on about the hypocrisy and deceptions and ruses being used to trick the populace into following in the footsteps of what Hitler wanted America to become, which it now is thanks to these Europigape fanatical traitor Americans. It's disgusting that Trump uses the patriot movement to enlist criminal terrorists into sabotaging the United States under all kinds of lies and hypocritical oaths to violence for the sake of a power grab take-over with genocidal racism and hate as one of the main vehicles of enlisting more fanatical zealots from the religion of the 4th Reich paradigm. The actors like Deniro are some of the most zealous of the upholders of white supremacy, even with his black girlfriend or children or wife or whatever. Sleeping with a minority and then disposing them later on, after obtaining a child, is not exactly the same thing as caring about equality in terms of racism. 

But I am slightly off because the black Nazi movement is supposed to mean that it's "Jews" or others like "me" who are to be considered the victims while the blacks are the preferred status "good" minorities who follow the Nazi protocols. I wrote of Clarance Thomas and his black Nazi actions and behavior and now it's coming to light in full spectrum of Nazi 4th Reich affiliation for blacks who really support fascist Nazism. The "Italian-American" mafia is just another adjunct of that former Axis power partnership between Mussolini and Hitler, reborn into a regurgitated state.

Deniro is just wetting his pants over all the nazi models and actresses who surround him with love and affection after he abuses and punches into my face and threatens me with brutal murder and insults my body and is so violently threatening as they sit back over joyed. Pig apelina and pig pitt are always there applauding him (of course, after the terror sessions are over). They tried their best but deniro is unashamed of his violence and is proud of it. He's always been trained and awarded for violent racism towards jews in Brooklyn, and my parents and grandparents told me stories of the mafia attacks upon them, but not very clearly as they were "supposed" to keep me ignorant of the deadly threat aimed at me that they hoped to avert by offering me up as a scapegoat and sacrifice for their own promotional status, which in turn became their own demise but in various other aspects other than being overtly attacked by shit like deniro as I am every single day--or they all take turns attacking me endlessly so he gets to go off elated with the young model pig ape whores who he loves who surround him with love, giggles and applause for his violence against me. Anne Hathaway is one in particular. I always forget to write about that forgetable skank who has been a part of this terror campaign against me. I wrote of her long ago, and she has not overtly participated but the photos of her with deniro with her laughing with him is  tell-tale as much as her standing next to him while he threatens to kill me and have my body parts severed off and etc....

I didn't want to forget about writing about her because she is still being given the limelight for her hate crimes against me, as is Tom Cruise who has "won" top award for a movie I think is probably not as great as all the pundits say it is, but I have not watched it. These movie awards are so rigged it's disgusting. 

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When and if I can ever enjoy my morning or life without sick and violent sleazy pieces of rotten shit interfering with death threats and subliminal suggestion of killing myself and calling me bitch and loser and insulting and making comments on every single thing I do and think to myself and insulting all I say and think to MYSELF IN THE PRIVACY OF MY ROOM then I may stop writing these posts. The pieces of shit rely on me writing about them to further gather more awards for being disgusting parasites leeching off my life force using these weapons of destroying and stealing and rape and torture. 

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I also usually "forget" to write about that Australian skank who has partnered with Tarantino and pig pitt for years and years to obtain her endless lead role capacity in Nazi 4th Reich Whorewood--what's her disgusting name--played opposite shit pig pitt in Once upon a time in Whorewood--the movie derived by Tarantino from posts I wrote about Charles Manson, and turned into fascist Nazi mafia hate against "liberals" in the guise of "dirty hippie" hate by the fascist blonde Nazi "elite" who always dominates top real estate around the planet due to their egregious hate genocide qualities and characteristics, endlessly championed by the Whorewood establishment, regardless of whether people who claim they are "Jewish" run it or the outright Nazi/Mafia cartel currently endlessly assaulting me for a take-over which has already begun (they all helped to oust Weinstein, and taking over his position, all of them absolute rape and sexual abuse fascist misogynists, particularly the blonde Nazi women who claim they are Me Too).

But what's her nasty dirty name and her mostly crappy hysterical acting qualities--Margot Robbie, I never think about her but when I see her endlessly ugly face being portrayed as some top "beauty" and actor -so-called then I have to think about this putrid creep who is part of the larger English Imperial colonized structure which is striving to take over H-wood through various colonized subjects like the Australians and the Canadians and etc. Their influence is of course enhanced by shit like Aprah and her crappy "black women empowerment" interviews with the English monarchy, playing that old chestnut card of "black victim" status which Aprah relies upon, as well as fascist Nazi black Nazi supporter Farrakhan.

Oh, I am now ranting, but I always forget to write about robbie who has thoroughly participated in the violence against me but has never actively assaulted me visually in the teleportation. I know that piece of creepiness is there, and pig pitt of course feels the blonde Nazi woman pushing against him in amorous flirtation and loves the attention just like deniro does. Their violence towards me always puts shit like robbie in these lead roles, and you can count on that as being a fact although, of course, from my position of being victim of highly covert, secret technology I have no evidence or proof of that, only in the actual results, year after year of her partnering with pig pitt and being put into lead position endlessly alongside him in roles and shitty stupid hate-themed movies which are supposed to be "quaint" and/or "cute" in all the merriment that goes along with their psychopathic swagger and jokes that are included in the films and the subsequent interviews of the psychopath parasitic scum laughing about their easy access to endless Oscar awards every year for just venting their racism and violence against me, endlessly and perpetually. 

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There are manty others, of course. There is not just the daughter of Depp who is a most vicious and sleazy creep endlessly adored for the parasitic energy she feeds off violence, and then there's Martha Stewart, and there's Amber Heard, and there's Meryl Streep and oh ....I always forget to mention Tom  Hanks--and it is late now, I have been writing, there are so many of "them" smirking their way to the Oscars year after year tagging on the coattails of pig pitt and filtha shitalina the ugly creep pair plastic-coated shit.

What have I "done" to attract this kind of hate? Well, after the Europigapes who have passed this contract in full detail that they originated years ago (over a decade now, where they stole my ideas and then were poisoning me to keep me paralyzed and dying as they pumped poison into my body via rape--this group like deniro pesce pitt filthalina aniston et al have had the shit stalkes in the buildings next to mine rape me physically by entering into my room while they--the pig actors, teleported me so my consciousness was teleported, I felt nothing, and they shit breaking into my room thanks to all landlords who gave them keys, would also put my hips and spine out of alignment every night while I was unconscious--while they all kept me poisoned to the point of paralysis and inertia so my body is completely broken down and then they abused me non-stop in every conceivable way. Including poisoning and making my body and home and food toxic and inserting fungus into my ears, hair, vagina, food and furniture every single day in a lengthy murder attempt that I am still vulnerable to. They continue to drug me. This pig ape piece of filthy vile crap deniro has been behind much of the violence I just mentioned for well over 5 years, and pig pitt and shitalina for over 10 years, and the pigs who handed them the contract to torture me to death after extracting creative ideas go back to 1987 and 1996, when I met the two Europigapes, successively. 
But that's not enough torture for the shit that has been in control over the United States and so it goes on. Lynch Mob greasy Senator Graham ascribes all of this to being a "system" akin to lynch mob activity that he and his group are "proud" of. Yelling it at me and then poisoning my drinking water so dangerously it's almost a miracle I didn't die just from sepsis from his months of attacks upon me only because I said NO to being raped and or exploited by another bigot who wants immediate access to my never say ing to to one shitty ugly pig whore fascist Nazi pig creep after the next in something like a gang rape contract while they and their nasty wives, girlfriends and boyfriends and children all obtain huge promotions and money and awards for torturing me using microchip implants and lies and abuse and date rape drugs and poisoning and mind control technologies. One of the pieces of shit after the next. Me saying no after years of mutliple rape and murder attempts, they torture me for saying no and go on with deniro exerting torture for the sake of technocratic sex trafficking entitlement along with nasty and immature Elon Musk who, when he teleports me to his nasty and foul group of ugly old men in their billionaire yacht clothing (I think he had me teleported to some yacht orgy situation with ugly billionaire creepy old men on board) as I said, as usual, NO after years of "lovingly" in a drugged up stupor making "love" to men I ran from in disgust when I was not paralyzed, not so drugged I could think clearly and see clearly--ran from them, but "loved" them with all heart and soul while teleported and drugged and in sleeping dazed state while my brain was tweaked into a sexual frenzy--the parasites feed off it and then abuse, insult and poison me with intention of paralysis and murder. I am now fighting to stop this and I get people like Hillary Clinton looking for an easy monetary boost to her millions and or billions and media promotions so she assaults me violently and ushers in months of my body being sliced literally with knives every night between my toes and etc--every one of them brings in another form of torture so it accumulates into an entire body mutilation process that never stops. 

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So my "crime" is in defending myself and they call me bitch and stupid and loser and nothing and a whore and a prostitute and a stupid ugly bloated old woman and etc etc they go on and on and on and on. My crime for defending myself and saying no, they are torturing me and they are being paid in millions for it, each and every one who participates. That includes also so many black "strong" women who were just featured  in this years' Oscars, and last years, like Tiffany Haddish although I think she was not in any movie that won a nomination, and another black woman who is so offensive I can't remember her name it is blacked out--she was in a movie made in England about wealthy white English and a murder mystery--she stole ideas from me as well and is to be seen with all the violent abusive white supremacy men assaulting me now--like Austin Butler, who sits smirking and making jokes about me sitting with legs open and apart next to pitt who always sits in that sleazy pornographic posture while he and shitalina sit glaring in hate at me like predators being handed terror technology to inflict more and more endless violence as they feed off it hormonally and get promoted without end.

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My "crime" of defending myself, that is all I have ever done. Otherwise, the account of the English professor who stunted my attempts to actually live and have a career in Minneapolis is the same story of these pig apes and the years prior to them and after the pig ape in Minneapolis, it's basically the same set of people following the same patterns of behavior set in protocols by their elders who sometimes may be younger than they are, but wealthier and in more positions of power to continue the template of Nazi 4th Reich Mafia Axis power grabbing over the planet that has turned into a sum of humanity that has lost all touch with life in their cyberkinetic world of entitlement and "godlike" power and these are moronic humans with so much less intuitive knowledge than anything resembling a "god" capable of killing off the planet with the touch of a button. they are all, as I wrote earlier, tethered to those in the Oval Office and in top positions in the U.S. Senate and House of Representatives, where obedience to law is only a superficiality because they are literally handed all access to committing every crime possible without detection or law enforcement monitoring through these technologies that unraveling despot Elon Musk is now put into wealthiest man in the world status for helping to further develop and promote.

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Still, although I am innocent, everyone continues to cheer absolute racist terrorists on as if they are heroes defending them against people like me who may have the ability to compete on my own terms and be successful and not willing to be exploited or turned into a groveling obsequious parrot puppet for them to oppress and suppress and sexually abuse upon their slightest sleazy whims in order to crush my spirit so only they can feel beautiful and happy on this planet--and I wonder if they are capable of those emotions without having to crush other people down in order to feel up. It seems that they rationalize their violence by saying amongst themselves that their violence is justified in the need to exert power and control and this is the only way to obtain it. Unfortunately, their grasp over the functions of nature will kill everything and everyone because they are truly out of alignment with life and nature in their quest for absolute power using these technologies to control people who just follow and obey-one of their most successful death and destruction claims to their superiority is that no one now questions them unless they are part of the duplicity deception of pretending to be "fighting" against tyrannical power grabs but are actually just the false opposition. 

My crime is in being actual opposition. In wanting to live my life in peace and being able to expand my life and creativity and to earn profit off my ideas and think originally and not be a "minority" to be suppressed or told I must obey and love the abuser in order to not be a genocidal target.

More continuation of the bitter reminiscences of terror "gang stalking" operatives in Minneapolis circa 1982-83--vicious, lying, and icons and plied with money and awards after each and every attack, upon me. For now, the rewards are so splendiferous that no one can resist them apparently. I suggest that in the future, once this system is more global and seamless, upon pain of death people will be obliged to participate with no rewards but only as soldiers for the "elite" instead of money being poured into every opportunistic sleazy rape and murderous scumbag on the planet, as is the case for now. But this is a post about Minneapolis and Bob Dylan using his influence to obtain white supremacist Minnesotans to help assert his daughter into fame and fortune by attacking me using this system.

 As always, I have to "remember" what I wanted to say, after getting physically away from the influence of the tech blasting into my brain while I sit in this one spot. As I was in another spot in this tiny cubicle room, I "remembered" that Bob Dylan was in the background of another operation that very same Freshman year I lived in the Dorms at the University of Minnesota. Oh, I was attacked from dawn to dusk and in the night obviously by "lesbian" fellow rape culture opportunists, but in the meantime, I was somehow associated with a white male, very homely, very attractive, very blondish with brown hair overtones in that 80's hipster style of one side being swept back. I have no recollection of ever having met him. I just remember that I was suddenly being invited out for dinners by him.  His conversation often veered into the category of having once dated Bob Dylan's daughter, "Maria" I believe her name was called ((I have never looked this up and I truly don't give a damn my dear and won't do it now). He talked of her almost every single conversation as I asked him about what Bob Dylan, the famous Minnesotan Icon at least in "Left" Minneapolis circles (which were very racist nonetheless). He, I think his name was "Ed" this good-looking, affable dude said his name was--tall, good body, fun, light, seemingly. I was pretty viciously attacked in that place, the dormatory and during that time frame. It was before Prince came out with his movie, and I was so drugged up all I could do during subfreezing weather was collapse in bed by nighttime in a drugged-up daze as my roommate in the dorm would poison and drug (and probably do worse) to me. I have no idea, luckily, what "they" did while I was drugged and unconscious and my brain was switched off to being physically assaulted. That is one of the good points about this technology, is that you are unaware of how disgusting people are truly when the disguises are off and torture is allowed in group frenzied hate settings.

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This same dude "Ed" was also behind me in a concert, which was no coincidence, for an English band that is now currently part of the cyberstalking attack upon me. I have no idea if they sit in the back rows of chairs while the usual terrorists from H-wood endlessly assault me (and very often from Brooklyn)--but their videos and songs were plastered on my YouTube channel every single moment, ever day. I used to listen to their songs, they were very popular with the "Cure" type crowd (they also poured their videos on my YouTube channel every day for months, and occasionally still pump out a few to hack into my social media)--but, it was Depeche Mode concert and that band has now come out with a "new" album, thoroughly supported by the 4th Reich media conquest of mind programming that you all call "entertainment". 

But there was Ed with his blondie girlfriend standing exactly behind me, in this huge auditorium concert hall where Depeche Mode was playing to more than 2,000 people, I don't know, the place was a huge hall, the sound quality was almost the worst, and they looked tiny from the distance I was at with the "Jewish" dark-haired man who would shout in the surveillance room he and I were in, that he really wanted a "blonde with huge tits" into the microphone-covered air, while I was so drugged up I just sat and looked at him in an uncomprehending daze. 

But Ed followed me around with the Jewish man who ended-up threatening to kill me once I broke the orchestrated "relationship" off with him and he didn't get ALL the rewards he was promised if he could just latch on indefinitely to attacking me with my full consent and permission.

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I hope people can follow all the dots and symbolic meaning so I don't have to "spell" it all out with the Jewish Nazis working in absolute collusion with the white supremacy that created murdering bigots like Derek Chauvin in Minneapolis. So very much I was exposed to with the "subculture" people were all nearly obsessed with becoming as "European" as possible and their one and only destination on Earth was to go to, live in and date and sleep with Europigapes. They programmed me completely into desperately needing to go to Europigapeland where the fascists could take away whatever they wanted as they programmed me with their Concentration camp arsenals of drugs and mind control technologies.

Oh, I also never "chose" the ugly Jewish creep who attacked me, I was introduced to him by the "Half-Jewish" friend I had while I was at First Avenue. I was hypnotized, and only, as in all the cases of the "men" who date-drugged me as I "believed" for some inexplicable reason that I was "instantly" in love with creeps I later think of as really disgusting filth forcing themselves upon me.

We all did a cameo on the same stage that Prince performed his routine for in Purple Rain --so I was also performing on the same stage--it was for a little stupid "contest" to do "air guitar" dancing to songs. It was spontaneous and we had never practiced--and I was "forced" through mind control to dance onstage without prior notice or practice to a song by Yello. People came up to me claiming that they recognized me afterwards, on the street (they said it was a "good" performance when I asked, not sure how much they were lying or instructed to say that and by whom, I wonder?)

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Correction, as usual after having gotten up from the laptop and doing something else--I remember the band was The Art of Noise--a band that this Jewish terrorist who only wanted "A blonde with big tits" as he shouted it for the terrorist Nazis/Mafia using their surveillance microphones to hear as his "reward" for playing anti-Semitic hate rapists drugging bigot for their approval (he also was an aspiring writer, and musician, of course). 

The song was "Peter Gun" and we danced to it. I just kind of thrashed around with my stiff body and drugs feeding my brain--it probably looked extremely unimpressive and mediocre. It wasn't "fun" it was being mind controlled and an embarrassment for me afterwards. However, I was always welcomed in with a smile by the front doorman and I didn't have to pay sometimes to get in (the same doorman in the film Purple Rain--the huge white-blondish man wearing the zebra-striped clothing style). So, I actually got one perk from all the hate acts foisted upon me in the end, I got at least one club where I was welcomed and not attacked, which was the former First Avenue before Prince was killed and then taken over by milktoast white supremacists putting out really folksy but electrified fodder. I was actually assault once in a really sordid and sleazy way, which I expect everyone who profits off attacking me has to coordinate at least one time (which is far too much). I always avoided Prince even when invited through his grapevine network, to personally go to Paisley Park and meet him via an "artist" looking for promotion by using this tech and drug interface upon me (once they latched on, suddenly they were going to be recorded for the first time at Paisley Park and invited me to go along for "fun"). I always declined such invitations, subconsciously suspecting something amiss, just from the nervous polite energy and the cautious and reserved appearance of being casual I knew something was creepy and wrong with the situation, but had no idea whatsoever. I didn't want to be a screwed-over pop star girly object so I also declined and also Purple Rain is not exactly the "feminist" iconography that perhaps many today assume that it is. To me, at the time, it was a chauvinistic piece of sexual aggrandizing of male sexual exploitation put into rock style. Now it's considered a "classic". I only watch the movie to remember all the wonderful times I had at First Avenue seeing and hearing other styles of music than were portrayed in the film--but listening daily to Prince albums for the years that he was a rising star around the world--at least for a while I listened almost every morning to one of his albums (his earlier stuff, more based on the Minneapolis mentality than a Europigape/LA style which he adapted very quickly and turned into a kind of softened down version of his former, 1982-1984 more hard-edged, critical thinking and questioning normal hypocrisy image and experimental musical style).

"The Art of Noise featuring Duane Eddy--Peter Gun". Art of Noise. March 25, 2016.

A continuation of yesterday's post on the English Professor out of Minneapolis who used a pre-ubiquitous terror technology to utilize the already in existence drugging/poisoning/stalking/cyber warfare operation of terrorism to thwart my fledgling career in Minneapolis (to be a writer).

Now, instead of an England-born English professor using "gang stalking" techniques that were a bit less sophisticated in technological terms back in the mid-late 80's--now highly ubiquitous and ever-present in every telecommunications attempt I make to make my presence known in any capacity, in any version of technology and in vocal communication (the microchip implant in my throat  hinders vocal chord and constricts my threat while I am talking--and eating as well--and sleeping as they force this to close so there is a horrid noise which is so loud as air is completely constricted in my throat that I am always woken up just at the point of falling asleep--when the expletives don't attack my throat like this, I sleep with my mouth closed and don't sound like a snoring thing but when they attack me, the noises are horrific and discrediting, of course their endless aim of making me look bloated, crooked, so drugged up I can't think, etc)

But back in the mid-80's when this technology, already developed but not routinely handed out for the terror groups to use as access was not as open-source as it is now, the group used this professor to do what terrorist hackers do now on a regular and constant basis: they rewrite my words to discredit me. I wrote yesterday that this professor played a stunt so that a fellow classmate would "grade" my paper and then we would have to meet outside of class to discuss what elements of the writing the other student liked or didn't like. I have never had to experience anything similar to this style until I took online classes for grad school, 20 years after leaving physical classrooms. The highly unusual aspect of the discrediting attack was done in a way that my creative writing was literally rewritten in a mocking and sarcastic insulting way, making my points appear sophomoric and distorted into ridiculous themes. Now, this same exact protocol is being used by routine HACKING which is non-stop and has been for now years and years (over a decade). During this time, I, like everyone else I knew at the university, relied upon a old-school typewriter to type out my papers. The terrorists of course broke the typewriters so they clanked out very slowly and required repair and didn't work correctly, but nevertheless the hacking capabilities in this technological regard were not possible at that time in history. Now this type of rewriting and hacking is non-stop to discredit me, and any idiot can perform this action by deleting words and rewriting them. I had to point this out, as it was blanked from my brain while I wrote the post yesterday. The brain assault by tech to literally block critical thinking and cognitive train-of-thought--erasing short-term memory in bursts of blasting the brain (which leaves me dizzy and nauseous when I get up from the laptop after having to spend more than 6 times the amount of time fighting to backspace and rewrite what hackers are blocking--). No professors in classes are required now to completely rewrite or distort the writing of people under targeted surveillance and attack. Anyone can experience this type of rewrite discrediting now and I can't assume that I am the only one. I wonder if any of you reading this will stop assuming that it can't happen to you (because you are too beloved, special and important for all that hate you spew out against me).

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The technology for cyberwarfare foisted upon the population for bigot 4th Reich social engineering had undoubtedly already been in use and in existence, but it's proliferation was not as ubiquitous as it has become now in the 2023 time zone. The person I did not mention by name, this man who wrote stories which I read, claiming he came from an English "working class" origin and wrote short stories about people struggling to rise out of their social class in upward mobility. He was definitely a wolf in sheep's clothing, to put it succinctly, or in other words, an aspiring "yuppie". The end of one of his short story books was a personal soliloquy about walking in the snow around one of the lakes in central Minneapolis (Uptown area), and thinking with relief about how he loved living in Minneapolis and was out of the English constraints of class warfare system. In retrospect, I realize that what he did was wholly an Imperialistic quest for lebensraum and power, and he used the classic centuries-old formula of Imperialism upon me, and undoubtedly many others. He was in no way as "liberal" as some of the professors who actually put me into a position of generating a decent reputation in Minneapolis amongst the writer's groups, one of whom truly bolstered my attempt to have a real career in writing and introduced me to publishers of Mpls magazines, gave me the reference to work as a research assistant at a writer's "guild" if you will, a "Loft" it was called, supposedly implying "lofty" intellectual writing. 

The English terror "professor" arrived not long after I had obtained the position. He was not slated to give a class in the "Loft" for that Spring/Summer of around 1987, but came on a sudden approval by the Loft administration. I was told that I could take these classes/seminars for "free" because I was working gratis (non-paid) as this assistant, working to try to generate a decent portfolio after the first month from having graduated from college with a degree in English Literature. The system had organized this terror operation, I so believe having observed how people suddenly flock to every class and thing I do in order to surround and attack me, so as to drive me out in any way possible and take away any attempt I would have for any decent position in society, under the aspect of society's demands.

I had forgotten to write the little part I wrote above about the ending of the English man's book on how he left England to live in America with his "beautiful blonde" American wife (obtaining his Visa and other legal means of citizenship, something I see endlessly here in Thailand, the legal interchange of mutual marital vows combined with legal Visa and citizenship and then infiltration and then overtake and then fascist Nazi ideology spread through financial incentive-based coercion and mind control programming with threat of being homeless and not having enough to live on, forever--i.e. working 12-hour shifts every single day of the week, which many Thai people in "wealthy" Phuket are supposed to live off, and these are the "lucky" ones in the tourist areas who also rely on things like "happy ending" types of relaxation for the fascists and Nazis who come on their genocide and holocaust-derived earnings to have endless weeks of paid-for, State-sponsored vacays).

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Unfortunately, he has been so welcomed while the actual American professors who had so much more to say about writing, were so much more adept at intellectual output, writing and observation have been relegated to a type of scholarly silencing, left without interviews as this English bigot has been handed.  His showmanship for his "Pro-Democracy" fodder for interviews is so reminiscent of the politicians of the "Left" who firmly follow the 4th Reich protocols of attacking me while their pro-Europigape counterparts from Whorewood sit in their chairs basking in the endless billions of dollars being poured into each and every one of them by the Europigapes who come, occasionally, to threat me and yell with fascist hate at me as they pat their American "partners" with love and tell them to be more brutal, "don't take 'no' for an answer" is the theme. Endless prizes, mansions worth double-digit millions are handed to them. Politicians who have obtained not just funding for their own personal wealth accumulation but money for their covert death squad assassination groups--i.e. formerly known as lynch mobs in the South--bolstered by the MAGA movement, which was given almost carte blanche financially to operate openly with death squad activity (which is what I hinted at using the George Floyd analogy)--all stemming from this same group of H-wood celebrities I have been writing of who are being promoted by the 4th Reich in both Europigapeland and the American fascist contingent--"Left" in particular in this attack upon me, those shouting about "Democracy" more than anyone else in the media are almost those who more cynically come to abuse and insult me. Or they watch on and hack their videos onto my YouTube channel, play their music with the cock rock actors who raped and tortured and poisoned me, which reminds me of Bob Dylan, that famous "liberal" former "activist" who is now being handed a biopic movie deal to promote his false identification that loomed large during the hipster Vietnam era. He has participated in a collateral fashion and amongst the rape and genocide-Holocaust-spewing hate actors who beat and raped me--for years, and Dylan, out of Minnesota, formerly hung and played at the very same cafes where I went and had stalker terrorist "lovers and friends" play on the very same cafe stage--on the West Bank across from the main campus of the University of Minnesota, Minneapolis--just next to the Mississippi River. The honky tonk joint sort of blues and folk place that perhaps still has some of that flavor, but now without Dylan except that his painted portrait hangs in main spaces in Minneapolis. In fact, the very writer's "Loft" building where I was assaulted on multiple fronts by administration and "students" and seminar fascist Nazi "Left" Europigape "leaders" is in the very same vicinity as the cafes where Dylan played his unwelcomed and booed performances until he, like me, fled Minneapolis in search of a big city like NYC where Jews had not been, at that time, so drugged and tortured by death squad mind control goons that there was still room for an outcast "Jew" being welcomed into their midst, with social commentary questioning the Nazi status quo (during wartime, when whites conscripted Jews to be the "intellectuals" defining why the pig ape fascist white supremacists shouldn't have to fight in war at all; oh, they were all so anti-racist and open-minded into orgies on drugs at that time and welcomed Dylan. Now, he's being welcomed for helping them to fight the "bad" minorities like me who actually are FIGHTING imperialism and racist indoctrination. His help has, assuredly, been enormous in favor of supporting Nazis and Mafia around the world as an icon.

"Icons of Filth--Fucked Up State". doedsredskap. November 6, 2008.

The band, Icons of Filth, is an English Band. They are singing about English politics. It has now been spread into Minneapolis, through Dylan and assorted others of the same basket, weaved in an insane asylum of power-seeking imperialist fascist Mafia Nazi 4th Reich promoters of an empire of filth and hate and death squads you all applaud after they torture me to obtain this high status for awards year-after-year. Promotions, movie deals, biopics now, you will see Dylan get kicked out by the Nazi racists of Minneapolis who wore hippie tye-dyed clothing. I feel sure that up to this point, the script will include that aspect of his "heroism" to fight racism and his victim status "fighting" against racism and all that bs k-rap, as he sits in his mansion in reality somewhere outside of Minneapolis celebrating the movie deal he's just been handed. The lead actor portraying him, part "Jewish" has also participated in this hate and rape torture anti-Semitic situation of teleportation and cyberstalking. He's been arm-in-arm, mouth pressed against mouth supposedly, if you can believe the gossip columns, of those who raped and beat me, and they are all celebrating this movie about this "folk" hero who was so instrumental in helping white males to not have to fight the endless war machine that ensued after Vietnam helped to turn Thailand into a Nazi prostitute vacation exploitation "paradise". I'm certain Dylan will come here to get his paradise treatment for being a good boy, soon enough in his celebration for his upcoming film, which will sell his records and his image as being a "hero" defending "Democracy".

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ICONS OF FILTH

Fucked Up State Lyrics

Life ain’t no fun in this f*cked up state
Where they teach you to love in a world of hate
This world they run & treat as their own
Using politics, religion, the queen on her throne
Give us lies & hide the truth
We never doubt so we don’t find the proof
Time to doubt stand face to face
They’ve stolen our world now they run the place
We don’t want your fascist state
We don’t want your world of hate
We don’t want your lies & cons
We don’t want to tag along
We don’t want dividing lines

We don’t want set times
We don’t want your deathwork nor its pay
We don’t want to do as you say
We don’t want your bright coloured bribes
We don’t want your f*cking lies
We don’t want your politics
We don’t want your violent kicks
We don’t want your nuclear power
We don’t want your doomsday hour
We don’t want to live in fear
We don’t want polluted air
We don’t want the atomic risk
We don’t have to live like this

Nostalgia through a sour lens of the crosshairs of targeting. Discovering that the trend of terrorist "gang stalkers" who are part of the vast mind information/control industry such as authoring, output, and social engineering via "art" who avidly orchestrated some terrorist activities towards me, was featured in a very small-time video interview for a show about "Democracy". It is an all-too-common theme. The man in question is a Europ-a white supremacist out of England. Sorry Englanders, but it has relevance to the training in fascist Imperialism that America is now undergoing in it's transition from being "Democratic" to a fascist, 4th Reich colony of Europigapeland--sorry to sound so "crazy" "conspiracy theory" but the pieces keep fitting into this larger picture.

 I won'/t say his name for fear of him being promoted, as all the terrorist celebrities get promoted the more I write of the violence and insanity they heap upon me in their striving to gain free and immediate approval for funding of their projects, awards and prizes are just being handed out like goodies from a cornucopia in this Nazi/Mafia 4th Reich social engineering situation that mind control is now an ever-increasing component of, in this puzzle picture that is taking global shape.

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He was one of my professors at the University of Minnesota. He tried his gimmick on me, back in Freshman year. I saw an evil glint in his arched eyebrows that looked absolutely "possessed" with bad intention as he "invited" me to become a more intimate part of his position because he thought he could tutor me in some capacity. I immediately felt the threat even if I could not identify it outright. Many others who have played the same "game" did not have the obvious appearance of being nearly forthright in the plot to scam me (in worse ways than just playing games).

I looked him up today because I am looking in some of the old haunts of my past. It's hard to find many of the people I had known, the women mostly as their names are impossibly changed and because of mobile phones, their names are not listed on White Pages and few of them are listed anywhere at all, readily accessible on an internet search.

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He had people rewrite my papers for a class. We were instructed to write a series of short segments and then hand them to assigned fellow students in the class to "grade" and write comments on, but only at the back of the paper. What he did was get a female who actually altered my story to "take the p*ss" out of it, to use an English idiomatic phrase, to mock it and insult it, but very expressly insultingly. I believe that this instructor, or Professor, actually rewrote my assignment to mock it himself and used this fellow Nazi/white supremacist as his prop for the take-down "skit". When I approached him about it, he said it was "funny" and I should just laugh it off. I didn't just laugh it off. But I didn't respond openly to his comment because I was saturated with mind control drugs to the dregs of my intestines at that point (and still am, decades later) and I was blocked from speaking, I literally was forced into a numbed and blank state of non-expression. 

I also got a tenuous position at a writer's "loft" in Minneapolis--a writer's enclave. I worked as a research assistant, upon the recommendation of a professor that placed me highly in other legitimate circles within the Minneapolis writer community. This English professor, however, began a gas-lighting campaign and I was gently questioned by the Loft's more aged staff in casual conversation during lunch. I was more highly drugged at that point, as always had happened whenever I obtained a higher position in anything of a competative nature, so as to destroy the opportunity for me--and then, as happens now, the pig apes of Whorewood and the politicians can then hiss in hate at me that I am a "nothing" and have never done anything, have never accomplished anything, and all I have ever done is stolen from me or blocked. I am always, if I obtain any position whatsoever, either put in accidents to try to paralyze or kill me or drugged to the point of near comatose mind control and then forced into discrediting situations. I "react" under these conditions with people literally speaking through me, and I lose the position also due to the gossip and discrediting campaigns of people like the Europigape who is highly "respected" because no one of the Minneapolis writer world will openly or privately express what a classical bigot he truly is. I was not understanding of how this situation was being forced upon me and didn't consider the fact of racism when he was playing his part. 

I also later contacted him many years later when I was living in Gainesville, Florida. I wrote to him and described the basic outline of how I was being gang stalked, but I had no official term for it, had never heard of it, and he wrote back with just a few nasty sentences stating that I was "neurotic". That is the classical response by the bigots who orchestrate the terror campaigns to drive the last few nails into the discrediting campaign aimed at completely paralyzing the target. The accusations of being mentally ill are the usual first knee-jerk reaction by these jerks who perform the drugging and discrediting.

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What is remarkable in it's unremarkable repetition is how he has been labeled as a "liberal fighting for Democracy" by his fellow white craggy Minnesotan "liberal" fellow old grey men who lavish such praise heavily upon white supremacists of their own ilk. 

It follows the "liberal" "Minority" people (whose names I am tired of being tortured for writing) but who are not of white origin out of Europigapeland but are instead from places like The Bronx in NYC (I think that's where she's from?). Whatever, the part where she's from in her district where she actually dances like she's "black" while making her public appearances, but comes to glare in hate at me for fighting for my human rights. She's very famous for her "fighting for Democracy, Feminism and all that" she "fights" for in her theatrical performances for all cameras possible.

It's the ubiquitous social engineering template repeated from Minneapolis to NYC to Europigapeland fascist Nazi/Mafia 4th Reich followers. All the "liberal" fascist Nazis, who wear "alternative" clothing and try to appear like they are not trying to be wealthy and etc, but who strive to uphold fascist wealth entitlement culture nevertheless through mind control, which is a precursor to genocide. 

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The bitter lens of seeing this man being so honored in Minneapolis. One of the blonde Nazi Minnesotan women who was in the writer's workshop he held, where I was a "student" writer alongside many others, and he got another woman to harass me who was a part of the general white supremacy culture of Minnesota--the culture that supported, and still thrives in supporting the likes of Derek Chauvin. When I watched the Floyd Trial out of Minneapolis and understood that Chauvin and Floyd had a mutual connection through both working as security guards at a club, I felt that the conditions of the murder may have been part of a "stalking" death squad operation that went too far. Expecting to get away with it, Chauvin walked away smug and sauntering like all the people attacking me everywhere I go, but nothing compares to the swagger of the politicians and the smug smirking giggling and gloating of the millionaire and billionaire celebrities stealing my ideas and torturing and poisoning and having me poisoned and mutilated every single day--for years. 

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All of them claim they are "fighting for Democracy". All of them take their cues from fascist, white supremacists out of Europigapeland especially out of places like England, France and Germany. 

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So this English, out of England, writer's Loft class for this non-profit also generated another attack upon me while I was in this writer's seminar. He got this blonde woman to "befriend" me who then hissed at me to leave Minneapolis and never return. The point is that the English take over and get rid of people "like me". Americans in droves follow this protocol system in their desire to destroy Democracy and instead turn it into a slave plantation system, whereby only white supremacists and the good plantation house slaves can obtain some semblance of "Democracy" and "fame" in this fame-driven culture, only and only if they obey and attack people like me (Jews) in order for the plantation slave system to be more fully incorporated under the watchful eye of the Illuminated Democracy white old crusty man's club with his nasty rape-cheerleader violent women and children following the same protocols they are being actually taught by the Europigapes like this English bigot who has since been so highly valued in the Derek Chauvin land of Minnesota.

The activists, the people who fought the racism i.e. the Minneapolis protests against the Floyd murder, never protest this English expletive--no, they are so brainwashed and can't even begin to consider that in his white cloud of white supremacists constantly surrounding him, his genocidal fascist Nazi proclivities are disguised under the frumpy "liberal" attire and "lofty" literature accolades the white supremacist culture of Minnesota has awarded him for his "work" on helping them to create a fascist Europigape colonized 4th Reich state of Minnesota. Prince's assassination included in this drama but that's another story I have written of in my Facebook stories, unrecognized as anything remotely legitimate. The endless Prince videos are posted like all the rest of the terrorist videos, by the people wanting to profit off this contract. They are "black" but don't give a damn whether the conditions for participating are based on Nazism or not, because if they get promoted for complying to the House Rules, they are then not relegated to being stuck in racist Minneapolis with no options and surrounded by discriminatory bigots on all sides of that white tundra.