Wednesday, April 12, 2023

What I learned about Russian military soldier life while living in Germany (around Russians in a foreigners dormitory for women with Germanic heritage roots-as I have in my background in some odd way, not exactly what I am "proud" of but...)

All this talk about Russia and Russians for so long, and in my utter exhaustion from returning from shopping---only one murder attempt while driving--yeah! Well, only one huge SUV driving directly into me from a side road or from the side, driving into me, while I was driving at high speed in the middle of my lane

but utterly exhausted from all the hard lacerations of hard poisons which are pulled in every direction while I am out and about. I have to carry so much extremely heavy weight due to the three "default" bags (huge, laden with items I don't want destroyed, stolen or sprayed with permanently stinking substances)

and it pulls the poisons latched to my spine, glued into my muscle tissue and viscerae and every other part of the interior of my body, and it's being pulled simultaneously in all directions while I'm carrying all this heavy stuff while under attack from all directions.

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I'm too tired to fight the hacking to write with correct grammar--it's so difficult to type at this point that I am writing as quickly as possible just to get some of the words out. There is a hack and interruption every word or every other word--so this is lugubrious 


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When the  Ukraine-Russia "war" or military exercise, or whatever you want to call it (a lost cause) began, I had no thought whatsoever that "Ukraine" or NATO would "win" against Russia. I know that Putin knows exactly what he is doing, as does NATO. The world requires a polaristic duality in order to have an enemy in which to spend billions of dollars into the coffers of various entities who profit from cold and hot wars.

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But my point was to write about Russian military and the extremes to which Russian soldiers are trained to become like "stalin" (which I heard is the Russian word for "steel").

I was invited, when I lived in Germany, to the house of a Russian man (early 20's) by a Russian woman who lived in a room next to mine, along with a Romanian woman who had befriended me (to participate in gang stalking terrorism, for one thing, and perhaps for her and her family to be more accepted into mainstream German society in the little village which I had much more to do with a few years later. Neo-Nazi activity is very much at the forefront of this very small village, which is not a little arm-pit "dorf" but has it's own wine label and vineyards spread throughout the village and region, slping up to the hillsides of the "Schwabish Alps" and the Medievel castle resting on top of a craggy very steep hill above the town.

My experience wasn't as a tourist, and so I got to hear the gossip, or perhaps that was the "gang stalking" protocol of endlessly aiming negative energy and thoughts at me, but I heard a lot of @S**t about the goings on of the people, the affairs, the sex tourist trips to Hungary just after the fall of "Communism".

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The type of training I was casually told about, while I was offered cups of coffee, cake and etc (it was a Sunday, that is the Cake day in Germany, or Southern Germany where you sit around eating cake with family or good friends (or more like drinking beer after beer in a bar or cafe after the family gathering).

I was told that soldiers in Russia had to jog 10 kilometers (or it was "miles" I can't remember, the story was told to me in Schwabish German and not in English, or it was mixed because none of us could speak the others' language well at all, or German for that matter).

This very athletic man told me that he had to run carrying a backpack for 10 kilometers (or miles) up a steep hill, wearing heavy hiking boots, in the snow in winter. There was no exception, and everyone had to do it no matter what. He also described other conditions which also the German mandatory army detail entailed, which was to sleep outdoors in January on the ground and then wash your body with cold water, outside, after sleeping all night in the snow without blankets or anything (having to fight for your life and survival) and then washing your body, taking off your clothing, and then doing more hiking and etc for miles for how long, I can't remember).

One of the German men (whose last name was very Polish) but like his father and mother, born and raised in that area and considered 100% German---but, he told me that if a Russian soldier in training died, the Russian military didn't care. They literally trained people to be able to fight or die, in military training. There were also stories of people being threatened with murder, and the threat was not a listless coercion attempt but a reality, and if people working in scientific research didn't find solutions or experimental designs they faced being killed, so I was told.

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That is what a German told me about Russian military, with a grain of fear about how violent that situation must be for Russian men to have to endure. 

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But I am now exhausted and I can't go on, only to write that I don't believe that Russia will fold and that Ukraine and Nato can fight Russia and also China will probably get involved and other countries are also lending military mght to the Russian theater so----I  expect very drastic and dire situations to arise out of this conflict, which will become a conflagration.  

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I fear that in comparison, the U.S. is very weak and bombastic about it's power and far too complacent about it's position in the world theater of politics, military might and economic stature.

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I could delve into other topics such as the "leadership" I am faced with in teleportation lacks the essential human dignity and grounding to be able to perceive how dangerously inept they are in the face of their enemies, whom they have embraced and handed every kind of 

vulnerable exposure to, and pathways for infiltration. They always underestimate the vileness of the Europ-a war machine and the lies and hypocrisy that they want to believe in for their sense of restoring white supremacy and fascist Imperial culture within the U.S. and their only goal of eliminating "equality" or the struggle for it far overweighs any rational assessment of the serious pitfalls and dangers of the people they embrace from, in particular, Europ-a-land.

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I had intended this post to be about Russian military raw grit and the level of do-or-die training that makes the Russian military very much on par with the fighting-for-survival camp of the Ukrainians. But the ability to withstand stress and pressure within the framework of war has been a Russian advantage for many a year--not sure how long, I truly don't know much about Russian history, like most "Americans" but I have this understanding that Russians  have been trained to fight "to the death"--their own death--making them a formidable and unrelenting foe. 

The hacking is very bad and I am too exhausted. I have had to rewrite sentences at least 6 times in the course of writing this because they are attacking the font size and blocking typing, and it goes on and on every time I try to write another sentence the font is at tiniest size, too small to read. It never normally happens. I have to once again clear out the system, which I have been doing now almost every day. The horrific hacking begins almost immediately but with time the laptop is laden to the point of being frozen and all kinds of hacking and blocking prevents writing. It gets to that state 3 days after doing a 2+hour "restore" system operation.

 

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Rancid spray substances on my clothing---my baseball hat I just wore to fend off weather---stinking but had no time to remove it because my nasal passages are clogged from throat microchip mucus exacerbation into my nose, throat and tears pouring out of my eyes today as has been continuous (daily but for the first 15 years, this year included up to very recently but still attacking my tear ducts and nasal passages) to destroy my face,which is what ugly shitalinaj the rancid stupid skank and ugly rat filth from depp gloat about continuously the damage they have ordered inflicted on my body so they can hell with their nazi friends and partners about my appearance versus theirs--how many hundreds of thousands of dollars poured into their plastic coating and etc but mostly the gleen from torture they all glisten with hormones they are addicted to torture also for that power high and sense of control. 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They always spray filth on clothing I make by hand to destroy it, slathering stains, rips and tears into the fabric then yelling about how ugly the clothing I am forced to wear in order to not ruin the clothing by cleaning black gunk sprayed on the floor, on my clothing and etc---so, having to clean the 2nd object today which was cleaned not long ago and I wore it yesterday it was clean (but I was not as congested as I am today they did another tear pouring out of one eye attack--they can restrict the tears to one single eye--to brimming with tears but not rolling out--to making weird globs affect vision , to making my throat constrict while I am sleeping to produce a kind of semi-"snorting" noise because i am in deep theta sleep, unprepared to clench my throat muscles--it's done suddenly and it wakes me up. They can force my jaws to snap shut while I am in deep sleep. They can force bile to eject out of my stomach or perhaps gall bladder but digestive substances are ejected. 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This group the ugly dirty skank from depp and dirty ugly sick shitalina not jolie---have ordered russian men to break into my room--removing from the inside the locks, the latches I tie shut with ropes and strings but all undone in the most highly proficient engineering mechanical arms proficiency so these are tied shut after the objects placed in the door cracks, the objects which are loaded against the door-are put back almost perfectly the way i had tightly tightened them before going to sleep. My hips put out of alignment, while being raped (in black visual unconsciousness inchoate and also teleported to abuse and homelessness skits or being raped by the celebrities who then assault me violently when I am unconscious they come at me from the side forcing me into consciouenss as they are hitting me, a tactic they use continuously except for arnold the body governor of california with his shrewd former kennedy wife they formed a team---he truly was her surrogate as politician. 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This is every day and it's almost as if I must (not almost, it isj) that I must wager healing with having the strength and ability to not become absolutely enmeshed in hateful reaction--the drugging lowers or destroys all boundaries to not reacting, the stoicism is gone utterly especially in first morning waking state after they inject or pump poison into my bladder while sleeping--or however it is being done. I never had to urgently "eliminate" liquids as I have had to do since this group began years ago their assaults on me---all night, all day. My post is just recounting of only a fraction of a small percent of the totality on a daily basis. So the 2nd article of clothing which I wore yesterday was fine. The shirt I had made they made ugly stupid comments about how ugly it was (and me, and always insulting how I look while i sit here or the other activity I make when am able to, which used to be impossible the fractures the manipulation of my hips and spine and then the poisoning drugging made it impossible for me to clean the endless really toxic stinking filth they spray every night so I wake up with muck and black filth sprayed on the floor in little sort of "pebble"-like shapes--tiny but like tiny pellets of black filth which absorb into the floor--which has been ripped up in portions and then sprayed with black paint-like substances so they are literally black with huge gouges and they pour stinking black tiny "pebbles' on these areas and then every day, regardless, spray stinking nasty filth on my bedlinens, my sleep wear, into my hair when I am sitting in a drugged detox stupor in front of this laptop trying to blot out their screaming "bitch loser" insults and "stupid ugly" mostly from the hateful yelling ugly mouth of this depp filth creep--I had been too attacked while writing an earlier post about how they stole, abducted my cat in a murder-like situation of having her thrown in the swimming pool nearby. The took a photo of her with a grimmace while she was fighting drowning. They had for 3 days prior to this episode had her breathing manipulated so she was choking and heaving for oxygen. She had never done that ever, and it happened so she would be weakened for them to abduct her without great resistance on her part. //Underneath this mobile phone photo was a caption like one of those "meme" internet things which are spread around regarding some aphorism or statement about politics, in one-word sentences. They wrote with sick psychopathic smug hate positing whether she was a cat or a crocodile and how funny that a cat smiled like a croc? She was fighting for her life as the people who had thrown her in the swimming pool took photos of her just to hack into my facebook feed. I did not save the photo (this happened during the first 2 weeks of the depp years of rape, culminating in this day of his filthy spawn daughter yelling loser at me while I was eliminating chunks of poison I barely manage to break into pieces with exercises and stretches, which are so minimal for any real exercise regimen my body is saturated in every joint and crevice with this poison which they added a hardening agent so the formerly semi-flexible poisons, which felt like cartilage or just natural soft tissue so I never had a single iota of a perception that I had been poisoned all my life. They began pouring injecting pounding raping this new agent into the mix when they began the murder regimen of poisoning--happeninng pre-depp but amplified at that time by the stallone manager of bar none (last name I can provide if anybody is ever concerned with actual lawful justice for me and advocacy for basic legal rights). The same level of sick stupidity sleazy violence is continuously the rallying centerpiece of all the "righteous fighters" in the "woke" spectrum with their nazi--outwardly nazi--partners who are not as vocal about their hate they sit back more silently smug and m aking a few "crush her" comments because the most offensively violent "liberal" partners must exhibit great proclivity to Nazi genocidal murder capabilites to prove they really are "in" the gang not any question and no holds barred they are the most vociferous and nasty openly within this range of protected and sheltered criminality in that L.A. domain of promotion (with politicians coming to laugh and smile looking like Nazis smug and smiling as their victims are tortured--the greasy sadistic smile I have seen on faces of elizabeth warren and amy klobuchar but warren is openly violently active in assaulting me in various ways in this group--but has openly presented herself to me only once--the first time when she partnered with my brother John, she assumed I was unconscious and in a black visual state (which I was, they can alter my range of visual perception while teleported) and also she assumed I was unconscious in my prime body sleep state, in deep theta sleep or delta, but then I had no mistake in her voice and had listened for years to her videos (not seeking her out for 95% of all the times I listened) but she elicits so much fake optimism with her yelling tirades and my desperate grasping for any support or help, this was at the beginning of the trump 2 era---my brother and family had rushed to join in like creeps they were so and always are very disgusting in this context and smug and smiling about being nazi colluders. 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At that point, it had been roughly 2 years of her gladly smiling hgging shitalina in a photo which was hacked on my system--the utter joy in participarting in a witch hunt lynch mob nazi group has always beeen the

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