Thursday, April 6, 2023

Last post of a day of ranting: very sick from detox. One of the reasons I am essentially begging for my life for torture to be stopped, because I am very ill and this group of sleazy greedy parasites attacks me for their promotions and money-making greed contractual acts of torture, violence, rape and endless abuse using technologies that trashy Musk and the trashy U.S. government and it's affiliates and partners have heaped upon me, ostensibly because "you are the only one who has survived" who is reasonably rapable and exploitable for the tastes of the pig ape whore scum "men" and their equally repugnant "women" partnering "feminists" who cheer and laugh as I get teleported to rape, beatings, and endless fascist yelling of death threats and insults of absolutely violence hate into my face while I fight for my life to heal from the non-stop poisoning they all have profited off pumping into my bladder through my vagina or into my food/sprayed on my clothing, furniture and etc every day, day after day, for years and decades by now. With this repugnant grout out of H-wood, the situation is now reaching a FIFTEEN YEAR mark of endless death attacks forced upon me by these expletive unscrupulous psychopath expletives.

 I have begun doing self-massage and have tried massaging my internal organs going down the "Sagittal" zone of the body, or the "chakra" system. A wave of congealed and trapped poisons have inundated my immune and endocrine system and for the past three days all I can do is sit in helpless and dazed sickness, which feels like I am floating in a sea of sickness unable to ground my body from this sensation of death which I must fight. Meanwhile, the usual greedy sleazy vampire parasitic scumbag whores from Whorewood go on and on assaulting me as they always do, day after day, sitting in the chairs, in rows, threatening to kill me, threatening and calling me a bitch and trash and I am nothing as they torture me to obtain original ideas from the years I studied in college and grad school while they were out snorting cocaine at orgies after their scripted acting performance roles for movies, having obfuscated college and grad school for their "careers". 

They MUST continue to attack me to crush my spirit and break me psychologically, sexually, spiritually and physically every single day and every single moment I am in a deep sleep. Today the torture skit was of a Germanic couple of pig apes pretending that I am "in love" with some blonde German piece of excrement who had his girlfriend alongside him as he embraced her but played a skit that I was actually "her" but just viewing "myself" from behind in this dazed and deep sleep, which took up most of the morning and until 5:30 pm this afternoon, I was in a deep almost comatose sleep state. 

This was the "nicest" teleportation brain-altering mind control "dream" they forced upon me I think for years. Just to have me "love" some scumbag who I would never  open up to in casual conversation much less "love" completely, as they tried to program me into believing. So many people for so many years have approached me with absolute hate that one person not approaching me screaming as a fascist and threatening me and trying to rip things off my clothing and spray things onto my clothing and steal my money and block my brain functioning while insulting me is like a miracle of human decency if they are actually kindly towards me---and that was only for a skit to try to make me believe that Germans are lovable and that I love one of these putrid pieces of crap. Unfortunately, I refer to the Germans from this organization who are just the next generation of Nazis, but not in uniform. Their behavior is completely uniform, and that is their warfare uniform by now, their uniformity. Thusly I can make assumptions that this is a piece of rotten shit but only at the younger stage of rottenness, and although I was not beaten, raped or thrown off heights, yelled into my face that I am nothing a bitch and trash and a bitch and a bitch--as they slap rape and torture me and then they teleport me to their rows of chairs as I try to kill the people sitting there--not able to do anything, they teleport me to stop me while I am rushing trying to punch them in the face, etc. Yelling and screaming how disgusting they are, every day, and today while in this most deadly healing phase, it was just "love" from a bunch of shit trying to brainwash me into believing that these pig apes are not out to steal everything possible and then poison me to mutilate and make me huge, deformed so they can claim that only they are "beautiful" as they steal my money and call me a "loser" for not being financially solvent, while I remain paralyzed and stuck every day as a sitting duck while these parasitic greed sleaze filth bucket celebrities can't ever, for one single day, not once, ever, stop exploiting the contract for endless promotions and profit by just "letting" me sleep in peace so I can heal. No, I am supposed to look broken down so the blonde Nazi ugly filth whores can feel entitled and more beautiful, the men are so incensed that I am capable of competing against them that they want me drugged to the point of death while they claim I am "stupid" as they steal ideas I studied for and they didn't. 

They can't stop for a single moment trying to obtain more promotions and power out of attacking me. 

The politicians of course come laughing and assaulting me with more surety that they are entitled to doing this to the vulnerable public because they love seeing the homeless suffering to death in the streets while they go out snorting and drinking their alcohol at black money donor parties where the funding for fascism and destruction of American society is the main focus--mostly funded by Europigape and other foreign nationals who these rotten politicians only bow in deference to--because the only countries they care about are those which their ancestors ran from--or came to America to infest it with the planned world domination scheme and to make sure that no real freedom from the Europigape caste system ever takes root in the New World. I am an example of this, and the racist remarks are like non-stop tsunamis of splattering spittle yelled into my face from pig ape and his whore after the next, on and on, year after year, they never stop for a single moment trying to rob, rape and beat the beauty and health and peace and joy out of me.

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Terrorist tech used while battling with a company delivering water: the usual gang stalking systemic attack. They will not deliver unless I pick the phone up to confirm the "next day delivery" --on day before delivery. If I do not pick up the phone the day before "next day delivery" they cancel the delivery. They have people routinely who cannot speak English clearly except for a few words, all contrived they speak English perfectly but just garble everything in such a rushed slurred manner that it is ridiculously funny almost. Later on the website has corrections for the inevitable items that they take out of every order---(I order other items too heavy to carry for my very injured body). This once very professional and friendly grocery chain, before the current admin came to power they were giving me free items as gifts, very friendly and professional always polite and with no problems. Now it's endless problems with extremely rude delivery people outright nasty towards me, smirking and gloating with the front desk people in the lobby all gathering to block the door push in front of me break things if my back is turned of my property while my back is turned, etc etc etc. They have stopped phoning me to confirm delivery so by 7 pm I don't know if they are delivering or not. No delivery unless a prior phone confirmation, and they have stopped phoning. A few weeks ago they never phoned me until I spent time over one hour trying to get a call back with confirmation. the sun had set already and it was nearing 7-8 pm. Finally a non-English speaking woman phoned and said, "we come in two days no tomorrow" and garbled something else. I told her I had to have delivery for tomorrow by that time I had fixed my schedule and it was for a next day delivery as well. I had to push her to actually deliver on the next day for a next day delivery. //2 days ago I ordered for next day, and yesterday they had not phoned by 7 pm, which means they could tell me that they would deliver perhaps in 2 days for a next day delivery, at the very end of the day into near deep dark night while they are a business working hour type of store, they close fairly early 8:30. I phoned their main number I was told they would phone me back (7 pm) 7:30 pm I phoned again got the same (terrorist/gang stalking diverted phone all agent) lying telling me that "if they confirm to me they or I will phone you back. I asked her firmly to please phone them now to confirm and she said "if they phone me back I will call you have a nice day" sarcasm permeated her little fake terror agent contrived employee voice. After about 20 more minutes I phoned the local store and was told they would phone me back in 5 minutes--the person on the phone not expecting my call was able to speak and understand english but not rapidly. 5 minutes later a woman who phones me for literally every single delivery in which some attack is made, not this store but all deliveries (the terror organization has constructed this one person to relay all the attacks, to open my packages to drug and poison food and water to screw me over, etc she is always unable to understand basic english although of course she speaks perfectly--as they all do with the nazis who order these attacks coordinate them and then watch it all unfold through all their tech surveillance). She garbled "water 3" and then blah blah so mashed-up with non-syllabic gutteral jibberish it was impossible to understand anything. I then began giggling which is part of the mind control--they attack my brain my nervous system and my throat is always constricted due to the microchip implant in my throat. They also alter my voice due to this chip so my voice sounds weird always---I choke cough in the middle of sentenes as my throat literally closes off to air and I can't even speak. Then I can't focus or remember my phone number, the attacks on my brain and body are endless. I then repeat after I am lied to sentences which are slightly discrediting. I keep repeating the situation as they repeat some stupid smug retort but sounding semi-professional, such as, I tell them to have the phone confirmation before 5 pm and that I had to wait until 8 yesterday and earlier this month and to stop doing that. The very pleasant (undoubtely having a great time doing this) agent then responded (retorted snorted) that "I see you can wait until 8 pm for a confirmation next day call so I will tell them to phone you up to 8 pm". By that time I had already repeated 8 times that I need them to phone me before 5 pm so I can arrange my schedule. I was nervous, unable to remain calm the attacks on my throat, memory, brain and nervous system plus subliminal vocal "commands" kept me like hectic, unfocused, and then she told me she would have them call me to confirm in the next 15 minutes and instantly under mind control because they had already been making sighing annoyance noises (in a previous call earlier to try to address these issues I was being lied to and told that I had phoned them at 1 pm yesterday, but it was 7 pm, and I had to make excuses for them and all the sentences I said were not my lingo not my rhetoric not my verbal usage but relayed subconsciously. Due to the severity of my need for this delivery system and all other factors I can't be aggressive and nasty in complaining in any way trying to be pleasant while they are terror agents posing as employees in the first place. So after repeating that I need them to confirm before 5 pm so I can arrange my schedule rather than not know if they are going to deliver at all, she then repeated that she would have them phone me by 8 pm. I had to interrupt saying that "no I need them to phone me by 5 pm" for the 8th time in the 10 minutes of repeating and repeating the situation, all under mind control, nervous system attack, vocal constriction my throat closed I was coughing and unable to think clearly. I can't describe what a drag this is to deal with---but of course, it's fun for them. Probably very entertaining for most people reading my blog to see this kind of obstruction and discrimination being used through tech terrorism and microchip implants all non-touch torture no evidence what a field day the 4th reich has with this tech all the sadistic users, abusers, haters nazis rapists etc they are cloying to get into this situation to have "fun" raping beating abusing me using this tech to get me to repeat under extreme life-threatening sickness and duress statements in which they respond with "you thought this about me" thusly rushing screaming hitting and attacking me using all they implant into my subconscious which I repeat after they have essential services, my life support income (disability from the years of poisoning they all have inflicted and laughed about mocking my body bloating up as they were murdering and raping me to death).

  All the while, cleaning clothing which hangs on the huge clothing rack near my patio entrance because the other clothing rack posited agai...