Thursday, April 6, 2023

Last post of a day of ranting: very sick from detox. One of the reasons I am essentially begging for my life for torture to be stopped, because I am very ill and this group of sleazy greedy parasites attacks me for their promotions and money-making greed contractual acts of torture, violence, rape and endless abuse using technologies that trashy Musk and the trashy U.S. government and it's affiliates and partners have heaped upon me, ostensibly because "you are the only one who has survived" who is reasonably rapable and exploitable for the tastes of the pig ape whore scum "men" and their equally repugnant "women" partnering "feminists" who cheer and laugh as I get teleported to rape, beatings, and endless fascist yelling of death threats and insults of absolutely violence hate into my face while I fight for my life to heal from the non-stop poisoning they all have profited off pumping into my bladder through my vagina or into my food/sprayed on my clothing, furniture and etc every day, day after day, for years and decades by now. With this repugnant grout out of H-wood, the situation is now reaching a FIFTEEN YEAR mark of endless death attacks forced upon me by these expletive unscrupulous psychopath expletives.

 I have begun doing self-massage and have tried massaging my internal organs going down the "Sagittal" zone of the body, or the "chakra" system. A wave of congealed and trapped poisons have inundated my immune and endocrine system and for the past three days all I can do is sit in helpless and dazed sickness, which feels like I am floating in a sea of sickness unable to ground my body from this sensation of death which I must fight. Meanwhile, the usual greedy sleazy vampire parasitic scumbag whores from Whorewood go on and on assaulting me as they always do, day after day, sitting in the chairs, in rows, threatening to kill me, threatening and calling me a bitch and trash and I am nothing as they torture me to obtain original ideas from the years I studied in college and grad school while they were out snorting cocaine at orgies after their scripted acting performance roles for movies, having obfuscated college and grad school for their "careers". 

They MUST continue to attack me to crush my spirit and break me psychologically, sexually, spiritually and physically every single day and every single moment I am in a deep sleep. Today the torture skit was of a Germanic couple of pig apes pretending that I am "in love" with some blonde German piece of excrement who had his girlfriend alongside him as he embraced her but played a skit that I was actually "her" but just viewing "myself" from behind in this dazed and deep sleep, which took up most of the morning and until 5:30 pm this afternoon, I was in a deep almost comatose sleep state. 

This was the "nicest" teleportation brain-altering mind control "dream" they forced upon me I think for years. Just to have me "love" some scumbag who I would never  open up to in casual conversation much less "love" completely, as they tried to program me into believing. So many people for so many years have approached me with absolute hate that one person not approaching me screaming as a fascist and threatening me and trying to rip things off my clothing and spray things onto my clothing and steal my money and block my brain functioning while insulting me is like a miracle of human decency if they are actually kindly towards me---and that was only for a skit to try to make me believe that Germans are lovable and that I love one of these putrid pieces of crap. Unfortunately, I refer to the Germans from this organization who are just the next generation of Nazis, but not in uniform. Their behavior is completely uniform, and that is their warfare uniform by now, their uniformity. Thusly I can make assumptions that this is a piece of rotten shit but only at the younger stage of rottenness, and although I was not beaten, raped or thrown off heights, yelled into my face that I am nothing a bitch and trash and a bitch and a bitch--as they slap rape and torture me and then they teleport me to their rows of chairs as I try to kill the people sitting there--not able to do anything, they teleport me to stop me while I am rushing trying to punch them in the face, etc. Yelling and screaming how disgusting they are, every day, and today while in this most deadly healing phase, it was just "love" from a bunch of shit trying to brainwash me into believing that these pig apes are not out to steal everything possible and then poison me to mutilate and make me huge, deformed so they can claim that only they are "beautiful" as they steal my money and call me a "loser" for not being financially solvent, while I remain paralyzed and stuck every day as a sitting duck while these parasitic greed sleaze filth bucket celebrities can't ever, for one single day, not once, ever, stop exploiting the contract for endless promotions and profit by just "letting" me sleep in peace so I can heal. No, I am supposed to look broken down so the blonde Nazi ugly filth whores can feel entitled and more beautiful, the men are so incensed that I am capable of competing against them that they want me drugged to the point of death while they claim I am "stupid" as they steal ideas I studied for and they didn't. 

They can't stop for a single moment trying to obtain more promotions and power out of attacking me. 

The politicians of course come laughing and assaulting me with more surety that they are entitled to doing this to the vulnerable public because they love seeing the homeless suffering to death in the streets while they go out snorting and drinking their alcohol at black money donor parties where the funding for fascism and destruction of American society is the main focus--mostly funded by Europigape and other foreign nationals who these rotten politicians only bow in deference to--because the only countries they care about are those which their ancestors ran from--or came to America to infest it with the planned world domination scheme and to make sure that no real freedom from the Europigape caste system ever takes root in the New World. I am an example of this, and the racist remarks are like non-stop tsunamis of splattering spittle yelled into my face from pig ape and his whore after the next, on and on, year after year, they never stop for a single moment trying to rob, rape and beat the beauty and health and peace and joy out of me.

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The STRANGER IS YOU is the strangler within waiting for you to self-sabotage for THEM: Wait for "them" to reveal what lies behind the smiling, humanitarian masks waiting to "help" you if you would just help them to help you--give them POWER help them to help you! Vote for them! Cheer for them! Believe in their acting and movie roles PUT THEM IN POWER because they entertain you!: As I lay in bed for the past TWO MONTHS in agony at times, under non-stop assault by the haters I have written of endlessly as they are encouraged to go deeper into abuse--years of them making millions off my ideas and out of just simply dumping their racist and sleazy sexist hate upon me as symbol and everything they "hate" and thusly, regardless of anything I have done (nothing except compete and win--in the past before decades of poisoning and health care denied and then torture and poisoning nearly to death and then tortured to the extent that I have spent years in torture hysteria on blogs writing to the incompetent shit of america who have allowed this hate cartel to just go on and on---to the detriment of the planet. MIllions are being killed due to this group of stupid sick crap and many more are dying in America due to this group putting that hate into power (not just a small "1%" but a huge component of the country not silent majority any longer. They tortured me endlessly I wrote their names I have been writing their names and you keep them in power. They mutilated my h ands so badly because I c ould not wrap layers of protection around them--they are withered they have all the veins sticking out--my hands have enlarged and then shrunk in skin tissue but enlarged due to the stress of the cuticles being severed out repeatedly day after day---little knives inserted under my cuticles nightly daily as I lay in bed unable to move--could not get out of bed. Hours of abuse being punched hit slapped and raped by the group and yelled at and sneered at and a president, his wife, two california governors, a senator, another senator, a house rep from Congress and about in the past 3 months 150 celebrities have rushed to assault me with the main abusers who are just rolling in money and were before they latched onto assaulting me becaues appratenly their money could not buy them slots in main roles and producer and profiting off the ideas they steal from me---torturing me to get more and yelling "loser" and "stupid" as they go on every second of the day yelling and threatening y life and abusing and making tears come out of my eyes--spraying stinking filth on my clothing my furniture my curtains my bed etc under things filth sprayed and dumped using their mechanical arms--in every room behind panels which are opened and then sealed shut on the other side---non-stop it goes on and on. My hands were so damaged they look like I am dead --like a dead person's hands the extent of severing into the nail bed every day for years and years (since 2012 it has gone on and on and on nightly that means over 15 years of my cuticles being routinely nightly slashed and cut into almost every single night. But they poured horrific chemicals into my hands which literally the skin tissue has become almost dead in appearance from what they did--the hands are withered and boney with blue veins from the poisons they poured on my hands and skin and then slashed cuticles every nail so the blood flow was restricted. They injected something into my scalp to make the hair dead in the front of my hairline---that goes along with sick and stupid sleazy deep sleep teleportation skits of hate, homelessness and abuse--my hair is completely gone on most of my scalp from the damage they have done, my skin is pockmarked and racked with scars from nghtly poisoning my body is hard internally like an internet hard wall restricting my body and fighting to get it out since 2011 and I am still fighting as for hours every day the rat spawn of depp screams hate at me dirty arnold is always encourating every sick parasitic psychopath sadist (that is what the humanitarians in media and in congress all rally around, the sadism the violence and torture every single one of them don't doubt it for a second--the hippie musicians of the 60's and 70's who were most famous have not stopped for years and years participating all callous rape culture and racist sexist the MEN and their hippie women just can't wait to profit off inflicting torture and near-death upon an innocent person--oh the excuses they make just labeling me with any absurd but dangerous label of justification and then all repeat it. Seeing how the witch hunt mentality is so easily spread in this modern age but then again, these same creeple were put in "power" to regress society to a point of neanderthal homostasis of concern about society and a reversion to feudal lord dominion over those they exploit--to death--they all can't wait. So I remain fighting seeing that there is no salvation the candidates being put as the hopeful for the against rump are just more but not as mandarin jaded as the usual dinos corrugated with corruption but all blathering out the same hopeful jargon as one another---they are all sanctioning with whole-black-hearted glee this endless rape torture nazi violence upon me. Almost all of whorewood has participated all the A$$-hole actor/actress haters all using this contract to never have to fight for a role again, in league with the politicians who want to never have to fight for another election again (rump is promising a 100-year no-contest for repug wins after the midterms when the jack-in-the-box nazi reversion campaign for the golden era of nazi and feudal lord dark ages resumed. To see me able to compete and win and also be beautiful has meant mutilation without end for over 18 years without a single fuck in the entire world defending me against this brutality not one single person doing more than a mere little drop in an ocean of violence---that is the future whatever they are promising for the midterms by now I doubt seriously will result in anything but--in the end not immediate but long-term a worsening of the current but short-term they will appear like Nirvana. In history this has always been the case, but then OOPS THEY Will fail and inevitably the fasco nazi haters will get their concentration camps not only for the "illegal" brown people....

**hackers are at work again deleting words from sentences and half-deleting and pasting sentences together. I re-read some of the sentences ...