Thursday, April 6, 2023

Last post of a day of ranting: very sick from detox. One of the reasons I am essentially begging for my life for torture to be stopped, because I am very ill and this group of sleazy greedy parasites attacks me for their promotions and money-making greed contractual acts of torture, violence, rape and endless abuse using technologies that trashy Musk and the trashy U.S. government and it's affiliates and partners have heaped upon me, ostensibly because "you are the only one who has survived" who is reasonably rapable and exploitable for the tastes of the pig ape whore scum "men" and their equally repugnant "women" partnering "feminists" who cheer and laugh as I get teleported to rape, beatings, and endless fascist yelling of death threats and insults of absolutely violence hate into my face while I fight for my life to heal from the non-stop poisoning they all have profited off pumping into my bladder through my vagina or into my food/sprayed on my clothing, furniture and etc every day, day after day, for years and decades by now. With this repugnant grout out of H-wood, the situation is now reaching a FIFTEEN YEAR mark of endless death attacks forced upon me by these expletive unscrupulous psychopath expletives.

 I have begun doing self-massage and have tried massaging my internal organs going down the "Sagittal" zone of the body, or the "chakra" system. A wave of congealed and trapped poisons have inundated my immune and endocrine system and for the past three days all I can do is sit in helpless and dazed sickness, which feels like I am floating in a sea of sickness unable to ground my body from this sensation of death which I must fight. Meanwhile, the usual greedy sleazy vampire parasitic scumbag whores from Whorewood go on and on assaulting me as they always do, day after day, sitting in the chairs, in rows, threatening to kill me, threatening and calling me a bitch and trash and I am nothing as they torture me to obtain original ideas from the years I studied in college and grad school while they were out snorting cocaine at orgies after their scripted acting performance roles for movies, having obfuscated college and grad school for their "careers". 

They MUST continue to attack me to crush my spirit and break me psychologically, sexually, spiritually and physically every single day and every single moment I am in a deep sleep. Today the torture skit was of a Germanic couple of pig apes pretending that I am "in love" with some blonde German piece of excrement who had his girlfriend alongside him as he embraced her but played a skit that I was actually "her" but just viewing "myself" from behind in this dazed and deep sleep, which took up most of the morning and until 5:30 pm this afternoon, I was in a deep almost comatose sleep state. 

This was the "nicest" teleportation brain-altering mind control "dream" they forced upon me I think for years. Just to have me "love" some scumbag who I would never  open up to in casual conversation much less "love" completely, as they tried to program me into believing. So many people for so many years have approached me with absolute hate that one person not approaching me screaming as a fascist and threatening me and trying to rip things off my clothing and spray things onto my clothing and steal my money and block my brain functioning while insulting me is like a miracle of human decency if they are actually kindly towards me---and that was only for a skit to try to make me believe that Germans are lovable and that I love one of these putrid pieces of crap. Unfortunately, I refer to the Germans from this organization who are just the next generation of Nazis, but not in uniform. Their behavior is completely uniform, and that is their warfare uniform by now, their uniformity. Thusly I can make assumptions that this is a piece of rotten shit but only at the younger stage of rottenness, and although I was not beaten, raped or thrown off heights, yelled into my face that I am nothing a bitch and trash and a bitch and a bitch--as they slap rape and torture me and then they teleport me to their rows of chairs as I try to kill the people sitting there--not able to do anything, they teleport me to stop me while I am rushing trying to punch them in the face, etc. Yelling and screaming how disgusting they are, every day, and today while in this most deadly healing phase, it was just "love" from a bunch of shit trying to brainwash me into believing that these pig apes are not out to steal everything possible and then poison me to mutilate and make me huge, deformed so they can claim that only they are "beautiful" as they steal my money and call me a "loser" for not being financially solvent, while I remain paralyzed and stuck every day as a sitting duck while these parasitic greed sleaze filth bucket celebrities can't ever, for one single day, not once, ever, stop exploiting the contract for endless promotions and profit by just "letting" me sleep in peace so I can heal. No, I am supposed to look broken down so the blonde Nazi ugly filth whores can feel entitled and more beautiful, the men are so incensed that I am capable of competing against them that they want me drugged to the point of death while they claim I am "stupid" as they steal ideas I studied for and they didn't. 

They can't stop for a single moment trying to obtain more promotions and power out of attacking me. 

The politicians of course come laughing and assaulting me with more surety that they are entitled to doing this to the vulnerable public because they love seeing the homeless suffering to death in the streets while they go out snorting and drinking their alcohol at black money donor parties where the funding for fascism and destruction of American society is the main focus--mostly funded by Europigape and other foreign nationals who these rotten politicians only bow in deference to--because the only countries they care about are those which their ancestors ran from--or came to America to infest it with the planned world domination scheme and to make sure that no real freedom from the Europigape caste system ever takes root in the New World. I am an example of this, and the racist remarks are like non-stop tsunamis of splattering spittle yelled into my face from pig ape and his whore after the next, on and on, year after year, they never stop for a single moment trying to rob, rape and beat the beauty and health and peace and joy out of me.

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Clumps of hair continuously falling out when I brush my damaged destroyed hair, what is left of it from years of fungus semen and hair-follicle destruction chemicals slathered into my scalp by the whorewood group STILL welcomed to inflict death upon me in covert, slow mechanisms of undetectable torture, information extraction and violence. Once more Gavin Newsom literally under threat of continuous torture-to-death by his ally Tom Hardy asked me for a tarot reading about whatever--his premise to run for president. I instantly told him to stop the near-death torture that he and hardy have been giggly and sexually completely turned on with derision rape and torture sexual emotional and physical abuse leveling my body hormone levels combined with endless murder poisons I am shitting out from decades of them pent-up inside layers of hard-as-rock poisons that were integrated with mind control drugs and other poisons to kill me undetectable--every day fighting to stretch and exercise while a panel of men who have raped tortured abused my cats insulted me with hate and derision then destruction when I defend myself--politicians rushing to threaten to have me killed for defending myself all sitting there urging me to hurry up and get the poisons out so they can achieve their agenda of forcing a baby out of me for next generation mind control experimentation and studies---forced out of me in a system of life-threat abuse rape and racist violence that is akin to lynch mob covert murder and destruction of american independence of racial equality which is enforced with malice and malevolent murderous violence by English Imperialists--Hardy a staunch Royalist and today after his endless hissing death threats while I was going to the toilet while I held any object his abuse that goes on literally every moment all day into the night then in deep sleep; now maybe 7 months of him after years of endless euro-apes rushing to do the same with shitalina and ugly dirty pig ape pitt using this contract to steal MY IDEAS so they appear as if they are not stupid dirty mediocrity prostituted nazi iconography ape scumbags----bringing in non-stop europigape shit whores who rush violently at me beating raping having me on my knees as they sexually torture and abuse me when I fight back shit like nancy pelosi (with newsom as part of her cartel plantation backed by italian fascist and brooklyn mafia genocidal murdering bigots---) and thusly, I collapsed in the past 10 days from huge chunks of poison that have been embedded and latched into my spine and hips into my skull extending into my entire skeleton in a labyrinth of complexity twisting tubes of the hard poison with pockets of stinking foul black poison pouring into my blood stream and literally ripping cellular muscle tissue and internal skin out of my body---I collapse very often on my bed unable to keep my head up in a sinking drugged sickness often they gouge the cuticles cut them out (hardy had this done at the onset of his terrorism and rape and beatings and non-stop death threats for the first few months---actually, more than half a year of daily and nightly torture from this odious thug completely welcomed to abuse me into fractured mental states of sobbing and crying to stop raping me get off me shut up screaming as ugly shitalina sits watching smiling and laughing ugly dirty pig ape pitt smug and determined that his years of going to the oscars for the ideas his group of shit stole from me--from Once upon a time in whorewood to spotlight to blonde to babylon and tv shows he has producted (i.e. about bob marley) and just for having inflicted mutilation tortrure abuse and rape upon me his dirty trashy mediocre partner shitalina has gone to the oscars for stealing ideas verbatim that i wrote maria malificent another movie about cambodia and multiple movie themes and concepts she has stolen from my writing--using my words verbatim as her "feminist" pitch for the United Nations during the Nazi regime ousting jewsw from whorewood such as weinstein, etc etc. I fell asleep because huge hardened chunks of death and murder poisons I had twisted out of the sides of my back into the lateral framework of the sagittal plane---and I literally could not move I could not wrap the layers of protection around my head as I do every night; I began wrapping my head for the past 2 days but not having taken a shower for over 5 days I finally was able to wash the tell-tale greasy stink that was sprayed and rubbed into my scalp which they do every time I cannot protect my body. My hands are huge and ugly from chemicals slathered on my hands, the cuticles having been literally cut out of multiple fingers and toes my hands and feet are completely deformed the skin hideously scaly from the moisture being completely destroyed---the months of working every day to heal are just reverted back to the horrific state my hair and scalp and body has been for years of not being able to defend or protect myself while I was so bloated and paralyzed with poisons latched onto my spine in every single possible contortion combination pulling in every direction simultaneously so drugged I could not understand movie plots and etc. Every day being tortured for more creative ideas so the dirty filth of europigapeland can use my ideas as their own to infiltrate the American market. Policitians rushing to join in making every kind of death threat at me as they profit and join into the endlessly corrupted media empire that the europigapes have either bought out and control from behind the scenes or have actually purchased or play controller roles therein. the Nazi network also demands that all obey all the dictates of their control. Thusly Hardy went at me today and it is instant energy-draining hate for this vile and filthy thug who appears only to be a mediocre mindless bigot with boxing training using it upon me. They smeared my hair so badly that the barely thin layer of hair covering the huge bald spot from years of my hair being so damaged for a few months after I fought off a german rapist who was especially violent and abusive and I called him a pig--dirty filthy arnold shit-negtger rushed to hug him openly in front of me putting his snake arm around the german stupid ape creep--who had been trained in the art of passionate violin playing by a wheel-chair bound Israeli Jew very famous--who happily gave this german lout lessons because Jews are supposed to service nazis, didn't you know? Instantly the Jewish man poured his videos onto my youtube channel but my hair began to fall out in clumps my scape was knobby from the hair follicles literally having been pulled out--hair removal technology was used on my scalp to literally pull hair follicles out. There is nothing I can do to regrow in these 80% bald patches on my hair but extremely thin 1/8 inch sprouts of hair have grown back after putting everything I can think of and purchase on the scalp. Gone---5 days of such sickness that as usual I was writing FURIOUSLY BEGGING FOR MY LIFE TO GET HARDY OFF FROM ABUSING ME TO DEATH while poisons were literally ripping out of my central nervous system, taking bits of nervous system cellular structure and muscle and flesh out and dumping murder toxins congealed into my body for over 40 years--this is what was done to me decades ago from multiple surgeries, just by the way. Somehow as a miracle someone got hardy from abusing me to death by making him stop for one day--the ape has returned because behind him are the English crown members of the wealthy "elite" pig ape cartel, who have proven to be stupid ugly dirty racist bigots with very little behind their assumption of intellectual superiority. They claim is bolstered by having me drugged into near comatose inability to understand, being manipulated by them mentally while I am in deep sleep state teleported to their houses where they play lying skits so I presume the situation is relevant to one concept but instead they are using word plays on the meanings as if I am consenting to their abuse and degradation skits. Little beyond power grabbing machiavellian mental mind screw mentality has ever been demonstrated by the english "elite" who rush to have their violent lower classes inflict the street fighting thuggery upon me in my vulnerable state while ugly shitalin and pig ape pitt sit smug because for over 16 years I have told them NO that I can't stand them by now it's in every subconscious state declaring how odious and repulsive and dirty and what parasites they are---still they persist because like hardy they are mostly mediocrity their pumped-up body images trained and coached NOT POISONED with hardening and bloating chemicals and not infected with racist bias intending to crush the spirit and pride of the groups they want to exploit (to death) such as Jews, blacks, etc (amplifying gays as long as they are mostly white or service them if they are otherwise--the one group that the Nazis abhored is now seminally welcomed into the 4th Reich which is homosexuality but only as long as it is in the private enclaves of the wealth orgy estates and private, not as any potential power group in society).//so, telling hardy with seething hate that he is disgusting--but i was watching something that was hacked into my youtube channel with Prince Charles and his spouse riding in some carriage to greet trump & frau nazi wife---and I said trying to be friendly trying to say something honestly positive that, yes that was beautiful and if I were english I would be proud of such a display. Instantly as if I had exposed a weakness or vulnerability hardy punched my breasts with violent hate saying "damn right" blah blah about english superiority and that I had belittled his culture previously--but I have never said that the beautiful buildings and the displays are inferior I have stated that their overtake of america using death squads and utmost racism and minorities who are blank and dumb control victims of racism fighting for a "piece of the pie" are their dumbed-down pawns; apparently america is comletely controlled by this group. The whites are in-training for the lessons to be learned in the psychological destruction of groups which pose a threat to their centuries of millennia of racist overtake of other cultures and societies (along with the rest of europe, basing much on Roman history and fascist and Imperialism the entire continent was the precursor to american slaughter and genocide of the Indigenous Indian tribes and everything else they could depose and steal from--which is the prevailing norm now regarding "minority" groups in America a similar pan-euro model of genocide is being trained through these mind control skits and Hardy is like the masses of the working class "soldiers" and for Hardy it is his huge chance to get out of playing thug roles and have the elite mark of distinction he is reveling in the money and profits and awards generated he is fixated into abusing me (to death) if he could. //NOthing can get him off me. The politicians are determined to get this contract, the democrats are working with the republicans in this private mind control hate scheme so they all "share" in the power structure and share dividends alike and no amount of change or resistance is possible even with the changing of horses the guard remains something of violent armies protecting the monarchy's interests (america now as a vassal colonized state of english imperialism german nazism french haute fascist fashion and italian mafia programming). I just have to add that Scorsese "won" some award for his movie about an American indigenous tribe of wealthy indian women who had inherited massive amounts of wealth due to oil being discovered on their native tribal lands--or those lands meted out to the tribes after the Euro-=colonists decimated slaughtered and destroyed and left them with nothing. This same principle of stealing all and giving nothing in return is the operating priincipal of this contract out on me. Besides that, the movie about some tribe with the actors who have rushed to assault me for decades (even before their open inclusion in this semi-closed circuit of terrorism absolutely controllked by fascist nazi groups mafia and organized criminality operating in smooth criminality with politicians who espouse every kind of benevolent concern about their sales-pitch group they are defending in public--screwing in private unless they can play or go along and play plantation subordinate). //The movie is based on the reality of this program into training Americans into the "Manifest Destiny" mentality of genocide of Indians (now people like me, the "tribes" they want to steal all from and destroy afterwards, sometimes intermarrying to gain acceptance and then slowly poisoning the victim to death, as the movie detailed it was another Nazi programming bs whorewood movie detailing the methodology of what is so benignly called "gang stalking" and "gaslighting". They use the same methods as were detailed in the movie of drugging and poisoning and mind controlling with "love" and then stealing the loot the land the oil the money and for me, it's ideas. Nothing but torture to death afterwards and having people moved out moved off eliminated silenced dis-empowered and then shot in the head if they fight back (one of the indigenous women was killed in such fashion because she began hitting her white tormentor abuser husband and thusly the white nazi cowboy network told the husband to prove his worth for white man's burden and so he shot her in the head in front of his buddies but that is like the token symbol of approval and that he never gave a damn in the first place, was always using her for usurpation of the oil and land for the "good Christian" men and women who went out to the rodeo after they slaughtered and took all over. This movie "won" but it was a programming device with Scorsese and the brooklyn mafia thugs like deniro all hailing back to Italy constantly with the gottis only stating that they are italian and etc--the same principle applies to shitalina with her english mommy aligned with the english crown, and hardy sits next to them all--newsom with "I'm Italian" pelosi, and etc etc the list is endless, the situation is never ending. I am writing this today just to detail their modus operandi in case one day people are fed up with how badly the country is falling apart perhaps they might recall how they used entertainment and worship of plastic-created mediocrity sleazy sexualized psychopaths in order to put in power a government that sold out for haute luxury for politicians in france and italy as their quid-pro-quo. treating americans like the indians the former euro colonizers so easily slaughtered and in american fashion justifying it all with hailing Jesus as "good Christians". Hardy never mentions Christianity he only references the English Empire constantly as his main focus of justification. Right now he has hacked a photo of Big Ben in London as the photo for my microsoft page which is hacked so badly that they are turning everything on and off so constantly it's about every 3 minutes. I watch and peruse the utter destruction going on every day not only in the U.S. but in terms of surveillance they are clamping down absolutely. They want an IMPERIAL control system of despotism. Therefore, they can barely get Hardy off me for even more than one day the awards and prizes he is obtaining for endless life-threatening abuse and hate has pushed his career into a huge spot I suggest--as with shitalina and pit ape pitt and anniston the dirty wife of pitt and the group of whorewood Reagan-era plants into that system to penetrate and bring in as much euro-centric facsist nazi imperialistic smug posturing sexulized and then never-ending in the headlines and sequels but MY IDEAS they have used as if they are not hateful life-screwming mediocrities while they have destroyed for over 16 years and much longer my every life-work for my success stolen and destroyed broken and killed off everything that was beautiful. My patio is lined with dead plants that had been gloriously flowering beauty plants slowly killed after months of me fighting to keep them alive as they are slowly killed, plant-after-plant. Dirty sleazy hardy yelling "you can have plants and your own garden" (If you just provide me with this endless award as all the men who rape and abuse me are all trying to abuse me into "submission" after the abuse is so violent and life-threatening their every word and action is so ugly dirty filthy and abominable that htere is nothing but me praying daily for their deaths).

In the past 10 days, I have written essentially screaming online begging to this this foul and disgusting oaf scumbag hardy off me--for mont...