Sunday, April 2, 2023

Another reason why I fight, or Mein Eigenes Kampf gegen Nazis und andere Mafia Criminalitater. It is the global concentration death camp vs. luxury resort world landscape of the 4th Reich with it's new technological instruments of social engineering and death squad universal system of seamless and unified, centralized-based, reliant upon repetitive protocols, torture and horrific slow murder of targets, sometimes individually and I assume as the technology and system grows, so will the numbers of casualties of this "system".// I was told that I was and am "lucky" that the people torturing me are only "them" who are jolly but violently disposed Mafia with instructions to promote Nazis and bolster their mutual empire, formerly called The Axis Powers (Italy+Germany+Japan). They said I was and am very lucky that I only experience nightly and daily torture from them instead of truly violent and murderous psychopaths such as murder operatives from truly sadistic sub-culture organizations. Apparently these must be likewise sponsored by those in "normal" positions of power in "society" just as "they" are in the group attacking me who are prominent in "entertainment" and "politics" within the purview of the United States, land of The Free and Home of the Brave.

 Why I fight, or Mein Kampf, mein eigenes kampf gegen Nazis und andere Tod groupen (excuse my Intermediate-level German language skills, or lack thereof).


*Nota Bene: I re-read this post after having published and realized that huge portions were simply deleted. I had to fight constantly to backspace and retype due to blocks to the keyboard function (they always increase the blocks while I write about them blocking the keyboard, ha ha). I wrote that the next generation, the children of these psychopath criminals attacking me who are yearning to unleash their genocidal fantasies based on the Nazi documentaries that they plaster on my YouTube channel and verbally assault me with when they teleport me--the children of such are being trained in becoming absolute despotic tyrannical fascists and nazis and criminals entitled to do whatever they want. Anyone competing against them who is not "supposed" to be superior by their cliched stereotypes and racist memes will be, as I have been poisoned and drugged into paralysis and killed slowly. If they could, they would rape as many as possible and kill them off. The rest of society has ALWAYS watched on doing nothing as this was very obviously happening to me and very many people knew, and now even more know and the same response is the ubiquitous response to these violent actions upon me. That is sort of the gist of what I had written which was deleted, as I can recall. I am ALWAYS attacked by "brain-altering" technology so it's impossible for me to think clearly and access my true capabilities cognitively  while trying to express myself. Literally there are "gaps" in my memory and ability to think. The ideas always come back to my consciousness when I am off the computer. Sometimes it takes hours for my brain to regain some semblance of normal intellectual functioning. But the attacks on the keyboard are very obstructive in the process as well. I now have to go up and correct many of the words I wrote which are underlined in red due to the blocks to the space bar and keys from malware and hackers. 


I had to nervously laugh when I was told that I was lucky it's just "them" and not truly deadly people who are part of this terror group out of famous and wealthy individuals merely striving for entertainment and media and political monopoly, rather than those who brutally sadistically murder those who go against their demands. Another such video appeared on my YouTube channel this evening, as I am too exhausted from the effort to try to break the internal poisoning through very careful and slow isometric exercises that I do every day, if only to break out a tiny small fraction of a little bit of the poison, which takes at least one day to swell up and then loosen if I eat the right food that is heavy enough for the adhesive poison to latch on and then pass out. The drugs and poisons that are then emitted into my bloodstream make it impossible for me to do more than sit staring into a screen fighting to gather the strength to do more than sit in a numb and sick state--to get anything else done. So I click on YouTube to find entertainment because all the movies and videos and reading material I have are all very "heavy" topics and my brain is too saturated with brain-numbing drugs that have congealed into hard pockets inside my body for a few years or decades, and have thus fermented or stagnated. I am very ill every day like this, and the fight to get this poison out and heal is a non-stop internal battle.

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This evening a documentary about Mexican cartels was put on my YouTube channel. This is after I was told, yesterday during one of the attack and insult sessions that is ongoing every morning through teleportation with the celebrities and politicians sitting in rows as one after the next takes turns insulting, berating and threatening me--for hours, and it goes on every day, and it's gone on every day for years without end.

Hearing this, it confirmed the worst I can imagine of how deadly and dangerous this technology is and would be if it were continued to be put into the wrong hands, which the government officials deem to be the "right" hands. 

When I observe as the target and torture victim of the people who are the most smiling and gregarious of American media who are vicious and violent towards me in private, I can't imagine how much more sadistic and deadly those who are not "privileged" and are accustomed to death squads roaming the streets, such as in Mexico, being handed these technologies. Or those in the streets of Los Angeles, or those in the streets of Manhattan, or those in the streets of Lansing, Michigan who form death squadrons with military-grade weapons and allegiance to re-creating concentration camps in the New 4th Reich America this organization is working assiduously to put into power asap. Obviously destroying the semblance of the structure of a constitutional Republic is of first order. At best, it would remain "in name" only, and only then applicable to the most "entitled".

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I try to stop the progress of this situation and the entitlement programming of those who, in my opinion, undeservingly, are put into highest position in various propagandized positions in society. As I wrote many months ago, or years ago, the most articulate and competent of these terrorists are those in the media, i.e. anchors and political news commentators. Underneath the Big Brother "Democracy" output are just human beings with foibles and cracks and chasms of personal prejudice that remain fastened to the race for power and supremacy. "By any means necessary", as I have learned "the hard way", is one of their secret mottos.

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If me being basically gang raped non-stop for over a decade, part of my uterus severed out, my hair permanently chemically damaged so there is a huge bald gap covering at least half my scalp, my fingernails and cuticles mangled by sharp instruments inserted under them literally every single day for years until I have to wrap my hands and feet--yes my toenails smeared with hardening chemicals, the skin between my toes severed nightly until I had to wrap them with layers to try to stop this--after a very long time, a few years, of trying to figure out how to block the violation of my room by terrorists. They hide their attacks and mode of entry very cleverly. 

My spine fractured and hard poison inserted into my body. Poisons slathered on my skin nightly for years so it's permanently scarred from toxic eruptions and then whatever erupted from fungus poisoning and etc was "tatooed" onto my skin by more chemicals. And there's more and more violence to my body that has completely permanently damaged parts of my body, which I must fight every day to heal and then I must fight to not have more damaged every single day.

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If this is "better" than what "could" be inflicted upon me, I realize that for the sake of humanity I am fighting not just for myself but for anyone else caught in this hate situation. I have no idea how many others are in this horrid predicament, but I actually found, in all these years of fighting, a sense of "patriotism" towards what "America" is supposed to represent. These people who are working out of greed, selfishness, racism want nothing more than to rule over a destroyed wasteland of what America is quickly turning into.

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I can't describe how many of these celebrities and politicians literally laugh and are turned on, behave like the "evil" characters in the movies they play heroes of, are absolutely lacking in all moral and ethical concern for human life, the U.S. Constitution. I realize in their Nazi and fascist idealization of their organization that I am not "supposed" to enjoy the rights of any U.S. constitution and only they are "entitled" to get "freedom". The longer they have access to these torture weapons and covert technologies, the more violent and sadistic and genocidal they become. They are showered with awards and promotions without end for their ever-increasing "success" at this social engineering system of protocols based on a newer version of a global concentration death camp vs. luxury resort world landscape of the 4th Reich with it's new technological instruments of social engineering and death squad universal system of seamless and unified, centralized-based, reliant upon repetitive protocols, torture and horrific slow murder of targets, sometimes individually and I assume as the technology and system grows, so will the numbers of casualties of this "system".

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So I fight it by sheer determination in the face of non-stop physical and every other kind of torture. But I am told that I am "lucky" that it isn't worse. This situation WILL become worse for society at large, and there is no doubt that if left unchecked that is exactly what will happen. I am treated like a witch in a hunt, a pariah, a criminal worthy of death threats for not complying with this system automatically and upon demand. I am informed that I am "lucky" for not having worse than Mafia and criminals and psychopaths who already have mansions around the world, private jets, millions and billions of dollars already at their disposal plus all kinds of public attention glued to their every move so they must remain extremely cautious about their criminal enterprise afflicting me, for their endless gain based on emulation of Nazi concentration camp and genocidal death squad actions and propaganda to bring "the masses" into the sway of their subliminal and symbolic mind control programming with their movies, political rhetoric and public "appeal".

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I fight it as some kind of ostracized object who is treated with brutality for trying to not "allow" this situation to be further implemented. The result of it going unchecked, I believe, will become something similar to Mexican death squads in a culture that will become something like a "banana republic"--as I have held the belief that many of the Europ-a's truly want to turn America into a colonized death squad colony of fascism and destruction with the greedy and sleazy nasty celebrities and politicians sitting in luxury in Europ-a-land with their new mansions handed to them--which they already have been handed so they are completely sold out and brainwashed and they fully comply with the protocols. The rest of America, turning into a literal wasteland as the Europ-a's swoop in like vultures to implement a literal death squad society with these technologies. The constitutional "rights" of individual humanity will ONLY apply to the very wealthy. The other masses of incarcerated and homeless and slowly dying in the streets will remain with no rights for anything. Then the technologies and death squads will begin their ravaging of the country, for real.

I fight and I am treated with hate, violence, death threats by those "in power" and ignored and left to be raped, poisoned and killed by the rest of society which appears to only care about other people but no plight is "supposed" to be ignored. They all follow in the protocols.

I fight for what? I am fighting for something. Not just myself but for the notion that there was a country founded on principles that life can be something worthy of individual attainment if given the chance to compete and live in peace without endless monopolies of power blocking access to "the dream". These people and their technologies attacking me will not just take away "The American Dream" but literally life for thousands, millions and once they get a taste of death they will go on and on. I just envision this, and see it happening RIGHT NOW. I fight for some kind of justice for myself and for not allowing this. I am often very shocked that no one can perceive how dangerous this technology being used against me truly is, how absolutely fanatical about exploiting other people and raping and killing others will become a dominant theme. How many Nazi concentration camp videos these putrid criminals attacking me out of Whorewood have put on my YouTube channel and then threatened me with murder, plus all the bodily mutilation plus infecting me with fungus daily to slowly kill me, plus of course poisoning me with hardening and bloating poison and then teleporting me to nightly and daily terror and torture. I have been told that I am "lucky" that it's not worse. Unless someone stops this, not just for myself but for many others this kind of system will be a much worse deadly situation. 

I also truly believe, based on reporting in the news. that these types of death squad activities in Mexico are partially funded by agents of the U.S. Government. For instance, there have been reports of military-grade weapons used by Mexican cartels that are of origin within the United States military, and etc etc...

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"Mexican Cartels' Insane Torture Methods". The Club. February 27, 2023.




 Meanwhile, the people (from Mafia out of Brooklyn, "entertainers" who have tortured me now it's gone on for years and years, periodically taking turns with a host of other Whorewood "celebrities") who says I am "lucky" is physically assaulting me, threatening me as usual. Violent, sleazy, nasty. But I am "lucky" it could be something like all the Nazi concentration camp videos they keep pasting on my YouTube channel, and the torture and death videos they keep posting on my video to threaten, intimidate and terrorize me on some level. I fear for society. I fear that the leaders are absolutely defunct as human beings and as leaders of any kind of society, much less a "free" society. They delight in death squads and making people destroyed, miserable and dying in sickness and poisoning and starvation. They love rape and sex trafficking. They claim they are religiously based but they appear to be more possessed by "evil" than anything else. The technologies are being dispersed like candy and what I have observed about human nature is that when given the opportunity to commit crime, people fully change. The more they are allowed to get away with crime, and if they are actually rewarded for it and promoted and paid for it, the more they become violently affixed to the principles that they have every "right" to do whatever they want to you with the weapons, poisons and technology they have even the slightest desire to do, like Nazi concentration camp guards who upon whim beat prisoners to death brutally--or Mexican cartels who create gruesome death tortures such as are in this video. The technologies they use can burn your body perhaps to death slowly--cause heart attack, but slowly, they can poison you with internal bloating poison so you die a slow horrid death. No doctor will provide a reasonable diagnosis as they are all forced to comply with this organization and many very happily do so. The list can go on and on how people will be brutalized and murdered by such people and even moreso by their children, now being trained that they can inflict death and destruction upon anyone they don't like who is competing against them or a threat of having more success than them, particularly if they come from a group that is deemed not "supposed" to be better, because only white Nazis are "better". They will artificially reconstruct a person to have no chance, to be malformed, to be sick, to be dying and then claim they are the only ones competent. If anyone disagrees they will be brutally killed and I think if this technology and situation is not stopped, the murders will be in public like public lynchings of old which one of the very nasty Americans of high political rank told me is a "system" which he and his "people" are very proud. 

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"Lucky's speech Waiting for Godot". Laz Brezer. January 2, 2023.



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"Chomsky-Foucalt Debate on Power vs Justice (1971)". Philosophy Overdose. July 21, 2021.


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"The Doors--Strange Days (Official Video". The Doors. October 3, 2017.



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Non-stop, literally hours per day of "tears" forced out of my eyes due to the throat and (brain/nervous system) set of integrated (non-consensual) microchip implants forcing tears, tears down my destroyed skin around my eyes, cheeks and yelling screaming death threats hate mafia nazis surrounding me, taking a break from their "liberal" posturing in front of media photo-op fame 15 minutes per day for them---censorship for me and tears, tears forced out. While eating tears streaming out of my damaged eyes, my eyesight deteriorated years ago from tears and tears. Always it's one person who is in the "room" of mass-surveillance torture who is always there when the tear torture lasts for hours, non-stop. He hopes to "win" a huge prize and has already obtained probably a ton of money due to his endless torture, abuse and rape abuse death threats bringing in every body possible in the radius of his Californication secret enclave of torturing me-for-profit-and-promotion. The biggest hit in H-wood since sliced coke was doled out in parties that still lingers in addiction to instant gratification and grinding teeth for gritty grandizing self of course but a collective.//His name? Well, he's hoping to rule the land and the world by clinging onto having my face destroyed. Tears forced out of my eyes non-stop since 2011. It used to be pouring tears for hours, usually while I was driving (soft murder attempt no hesitation in saying this). //He's always there when this happens. His wife called me a prostitute for questioning her "feminist" claims while making documentaries on the subject. I have not watched them trying not to evoke the grasping hate clawing at me which is omnipresent every second of every nanosecond of my existence, in particular for watching 5-minute clips of these celebrities, politicians and etc who hack their videos on my youtube channel. I glue my mind to youtube to block out their subliminal although audible voices screaming every kind of insult and death threat at various audible levels directly into my brain as tears are pouring out tears while I am eating tears my eyes blurry can't read without glasses (used to have near perfect eyesight which lasted until the non-stop hours per day, day after day, month after month, year after year tears torture until it literally felt like my eyeballs were going to slide out of my head and potentially they can achieve this grotesque torture--also they can make your heart "explode" and etc with what I have read but never seen exposed as "microwave" torture which combined (not exclusively) with microchip implants (not sure if the interface is necessary or not or if they can simply induce a heart attack, a fatal attack, by microwave in and of itself as the energy source or even if microwave is the sole tech responsible for heart palpitations--they used to do this I wrote about it and at least that has been abated but not completely stopped--they torture me with heart palpitations still always when I am opening a letter from an agency which revolves around my survival as they also have attacked me using that route as well). ///This person is going to leave his officious office in January, 2027 but will he still be torturing me and bringing in various euro-hate people who he hands me over to RAPE BEAT rob and torture yelling death threats at me. They play these roles in movies and then enact the murderous aspects they play as heroes fighting for society to protect. I could go on the food chain effect of this as it's only one part of a chain of influencer activity which defies integrity. //My face has become very sagged downwards due to this tears torture. They also have used tech to literally force my lips and cheeks to be "pulled downwards" thus making my face appear very sad, tragic and marred the skin is destroyed from the salt and (base or acidic not sure should look it up) endless deteriorating content of the artificial tears. This forced tears torture also affects the mucus so there are knobs of "snot" in my nose and in the breathing apparatus which do not come out with just the normal nose-blowing or anything I must literally "pick" my nose to get these glue-globular globs out of my nose so air is not constricted. Just using a tissue to try to unglue this mucus out of my nose will not get it out. The substance is unnatural since the origin is unnatural. I write this because eventually I need to breathe since at night I must protect my mouth from their mechanical arms literally slicing gum tissue out of my jawline, my gum tissue they have cut it to the bone on my lower jaw. Eventually I had to devise a sleep wear apparatus so they can't so easily cut my gum tissue. When I collapse from toxic shock from the poisons they put in my body (all my life) I am unable to move after a certain point I must "collapse" on my bed and then they jab metal objects under my teeth like pricking instead of cutting what is barely left of the gum tissue. They also smear stinking greasy hair-removal substances into my hair and on the scalp so hair is constantly falling out if I don't protect my hair which has been happening very often for the past 6 months due to the extreme toxicity of the poisons in my back which are like an endless hell of trying to soften and get out. It is endless the poisons are rock-hard and bits expand, making me appear bloated (the terrorists who poisoned me for years then make jokes about my body when it is so bloated, while I am naked in my private space totally not private in other words, observing me naked making jokes about the mutilations and body disfiguration they forced on me using drugs and poisons in addition to the phsical scars covering my body. I have only elaborated slightly on a few). This man is a Democrat making all promises of defending the country from the ravages of the current system which is endorsing him through the celebrities who put the current into power but make all public claims of hating and "fighting" him. I have, as anyone can see, stopped writing in this format on blogger but nevertheless the hours of yelling death threat-laden abuse from rows of celebrities, mafia and political nazi-affiliated every party line and position in the spectrum sit abusing and glaring at me as under extreme brutal death threats (from mafia out of NYC, so accustomed to partnering with celebrities and political power structure that they are reliable attack systems intended to traumatize and torture people as proxy for the white bigots who have formed their civilian death squads and attack dogs out of these types of people who range from every culture and skin color race but this particular group is particularly brutal as they are proud and contemptuous about their entitlement to be the vicious death-threat and worse system which the blondies use them for. It's a symbiotic relationship but has been in function for decades. It's Mussolini and Hitler just in a macro level, in esssence. This man continuously always there when the tears torture is enacted has been part of at least 5 rapes of me in the past year and a half and enjoys it. His wife calls me a prostitute and they are trying to become the ultimate leaders of the United States after he leaves office in a few months.//My face is ravaged and destroyed in order to reverse the damage he himself with his selfish hate and greed has inflicted upon me (yes I said "NO"" to being sexually used and exploited by him. His feminist wife must have thwarted him from raping me so he got Germans and English to do it as his proxy. They are then welcomed into H-wood to become the "liberal" spokespeople along with the already established euro-=nazi cartel to enlarge the scope of their money-incentive puppy roll over and rape system. I am merely advocating for human rights, my rights and for payment for ideas stolen by the multi-millionaires and billionaires who have tortured ideas out of me. I stopped writing my ideas years ago so they torture me with horrific death threats and violent abuse. In deep sleep teleportation while I am extremely ill from yet another round of detoxing horrific poison which enlarges, takes over my body in the liquified state after having cemented into a hard plug shape and then expanding (it requires about 3 days after a huge, hard plug finally breaks out of the endless huge "shelf" of poison literally coating my spine, attached to my hip, extending down my crooked legs and up into my skull into my brain from the microchip implant(s). //My face is sunken in ward from the tears and the endless hate yelling and abuse they force on me nightly and daily. //They never stop literally never, ever stop attacking me tears always so I can't look in the mirror any longer my face shape has been so distorted it is pathetic and horrid to see the damage. It's all over my body they have used this system to deform me for decades. But this man and his feminist blonde wife are just endlessly forcing this torture on me and then when I am picking my nose so I can breathe at night, because I must cover my mouth and firmly wrap around string-like ropes so the mechanical arms can't breach my home-made protection gear (hand-sewn and made for this purpose) they also smear stinking permanently staining stench into the nose and mouth area and in every area where my nose can breathe in the stink that they spray and put on my clothing literally every day this is done. I am perpetually cleaning so my room doesn't perpetually stink even though I have open windows to air out the room.

  Then after the death threats by an "expert" (mafia out of NYC) telling me that he can get the poisons out of my back--just knifi...