Thursday, April 27, 2023

The flower garden & trellis is being slowly destroyed and killed off by terrorist minions using their mechanical arms to attack my personal space from rooms on all sides of me. Besides pouring debris, and nasty crap onto the patio every single day (hairs everywhere glued to the patio tiles, debris always sprinkled into the sliding door grooves, every single day a huge quantity). The flower buds are being sprayed with something that wilts and kills them off. This has been done so routinely while all flowers in rooms around me blossom and bloom constantly. It's not due to some pest or disease and it also happens in every Thai place I have lived, with the same process going on and on. I have to either try to rejuvenate a p lant that is now half destroyed or buy another one and go through taking the half dead (formerly beautiful white flowering plant) now with zero flower buds, like all the new plants I just bought, which came with many flowers and now all flowers are gone, they pick off the buds every day and destroy the remaining flowers so I NEVER get flowers on perennial flowering plants which should be in full bloom all the time and no matter what, all flowers are picked off at the bud everywhere I go in Thailand terrorists make sure plants are half dead on my patio with dirt and filth everywhere.) The landscape behind my patio is filled with plastic hangers, huge plastic bags and what had been a hillside of flowering vines is now weeds and plastic bags and no birds or animals anywhere---killed off, shot at, they are silent it's like a dead zone.//There also is a cat that is a kind of "stray" but gets fed and lives around the condo grassy areas. It runs to me meowing for petting and loves me. They take this cat away every time I go out of this place when I am strong enough (now only 2x per month). I thought the cat had been taken away, but it appeared after a 2 or 3 year absence because it is always taken somewhere else for every trip I make--for years they have done this. It slipped them one time a few days ago. I told the cat (who "speaks" Thai I guess) but I said in English to sit and wait for me while I went upstairs to my room and then would return. It sat immediately and looked "obedient" and was waiting. It was gone when I returned and is now gone every time I go down again. They take every single beautiful and loving thing that I have or which approaches me away IMMEDIATELY. My cat La Moux is waiting, if she is still alive and this precious animal is being tortured just to torture me for fighting for human life and dignity that no one will defend or protect me from this endless murderous onslaught of sickness and violence I did nothing to "deserve" except oompete to win and not be "enslaved" and raped and poisoned to death by people I do not think are so "superior" at all. //Still nothing from society or it's entertainers in this respect whose lives revolve around selling these same concepts of individual freedom and defense against tyranny and oppression.

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Gavin newsom has had my ssi disability benefits completely closed and off---they were "suspended" and now they are "discontinued" and this happened in the last 2 months after his endless assaults on me. Because I am fighting to get the next abuser potential murdering hater off me (the end result is being mutilated after rape and abuse leading to death, it has been ongoing for years I am fighting to heal every day) he exacerbated the inability to heal with 16 hours of abuse and torture per day, I could not function nor get anything done and I am still being tortured with him glaring in hate as I scream out my hate for this person who has hit abused sent euro men to rape and beat me as his proxies---has had me abused so badly my body has broken down and I have been threatened endlessly that they will destroy me have my money cut off and kill me for not allowing him to abuse sexually exploit and threaten abuse insult and just "take it" as a "slave" using brain implants, a universal torture and murder system aka "gang stalking" which is just death squads using every person who wants to get a kill thrill open public hunting license to inflict sadism and torture upon another person; usually paid in full with free everything and endless promotions for all involved. They all glob onto abusing me forever to continue to get the endless free deals by just inflicting rage and hate and racism and sexism and violence on me--a target. The benefits as of August were still in "suspended" status but now "discontinued" which means he had them in California block all benefits for having fought against rape and torture for daily hours of abuse. He was slapping hitting abusing sticking his penis out at me insulting threatening and having my home made filthy and stinking then demanding that I clean it up as he watched with my body and nervous system under a kind of puppetry manipulation, I would clean and drop on my bed in sickness from the exertion from the poisons HE PROFITED OFF HAVING POURED INTO MY BODY ALL THESE YEARS UNDER PELOSI with their endless profit off this system through whorewood, which he sits in total solidarity with after years of them stealing my ideas. He is now stealing ideas about equality and fighting injustice from me so he can blurt them out with huge practiced smiles but since he abused me so badly and after 6 hours of abuse every day I am screaming in torture rage after non-stop truth serum drugging and abuse every day and night screaming how much I detest him by now. Thusly he and they all in California have had my disability totally cut off and they are forcing me into homelessness due to this chicanery. I was forced to leave the country my family was making sure I was being KILLED by poisoning and have not stopped having me poisoned raped and tortured hoping to capitalize on the final death of this contract and are now engaged in abusing me with the whorewood team, with newsom there every day sitting in the background glaring with murderous rage at me for saying no to his exploitation of me, with my consent. Will someone please stop this endless murder of me after years of them putting trump into power and putting this disaster for the country, the economy so they don't have to pay taxes and so newsom can become the republican candidate who will pardon them all for their current crimes, continue white male rape culture which is fine and dandy for the black and jewish out there participating eagerly in this as they say it's only happening to me and "not me" they say with smug delight about themselves. This is the standard response, however the system is being currently expanded by the Neuralink company and people WILL be raping teleporting and murdering others bringing society into a degenerated and horrific state of anarchy with all murder being exonerated because no one will be able to prove it. That is just one example, but I had to leave to save my life and get health care since my family refused to help me while I was in grad school, living off student loans I asked my brother to help me find a place to live as he and my other brother are both heavily involved in real estate, they just hung up on me laughed and with absolute hate refused to help me in any way. forced to live on far below the poverty level back years ago now it is impossible for me to survive and heal. They orchestrated this destruction of my disability so they can have their children and themselves get instant promotion into h-wood through the A$$-list whorewood group which have gone to oscars for over a decade using ideas they have stolen from my writing as they made me paralyzed with hardening poisons and kept poisoning me while I begged for YEARS online to get anybody to stop this as they were murdering me and they still are killing me daily with 16 hours of abuse per day.

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