Saturday, April 15, 2023

"Remembering" what hackers deleted from my last post, 2 hours after turning off the WiFi all came back in a memory rush. While "they" were blocking keyboard function and then deleting huge segments of paragraphs and stringing and rewriting other parts together to make non-sequitur sentences. My memory and brain blanked out so I could not "remember" what I had been writing about because they juxtaposed and mixed parts of sentences and deleted parts of sentences so what I had written in a specific order of thought was mixed and jumbled up and partially deleted while I struggled to think clearly as the keyboard was blocked so badly (as it now is).

 I wrote of the sexual violence being inflicted upon me by Marjorie Taylor Greene--just writing about it will probably land her more personal interviews for media "giants" like 60 Minutes. I wrote that I keep telling her I am not gay, but she continues to threaten and play "friendly" like an ac/dc circuit of mixed messages of threat and cheery friendliness, with sexual overtones (to submit or else) but put in such a mixed cheery then threatening way. 

I wrote of how one of the people who has had my cat stolen and makes jokes about it, giggles as the men who want to impress her because she has sucked so much energy out of having me attacked, beaten and raped first by her father for years as he both pumped poison into my body via rape and then had me re-poisoned anyway and then raped by the terrorists in the rooms next to mine, after stealing my cat, having other animals killed, abusing and torturing me and beating and pushing me off heights in the teleported state and rushing at me from behind while I was just teleported and raping me as I kept saying no, while he increased the violence to the point of punching me--to the point that he began punching his accomplice wife who then tried to have me hit and killed in a month's worth of cars almost hitting me while I swerved out of death's way at the last minute--the daughter of this duo partnered with the "battered" "victim" former wife to assault me and has not stopped since 2013, her entire life transformed by torturing me. The hormones of entitlement and violence she has subsumed in this endless violence contract upon me have left her glowing with Nazi hormones of "ultra-violence" like a smiling happy sadistic turned on skank, which is all I think of her, but she keeps asking me what I think of her in the teleported "truth serum" state. So I keep saying this, they keep assaulting me. Everyone attacks me for her and I keep fighting to get them all off me. That is what happened in teleportation last night, after I have been "begging" for years to get deniro off me, and of course he is not gone whatsoever with his Stallone and Italian Mafia partners, who have always been behind slowly killing me and calling me a "loser" after having my mutilated--and I never have met this scum actor only sold cigars at his birthday party back in 1996 or 1996 one night--not meeting him but assaulted by a male saying he was a stripper and I should have sex with him, invited as he was performing for sleazy and nasty stallone. I disliked him immediately and felt a really prick auro around him. I have been raped, assaulted, poisoned and tortured nearly to death ever since 1996 or 1997 by his partners out of Italy and him in the background, him partnering in a video wearing silly makeup on his face which Trump also had, put on as a sadistic "joke" on my YouTube channel because both profitted off this contract so enormously, and in their mutual racism and hate they were giggling just like the skank piece of sleaze shit daughter of the rapist skank greasy piece of shit actor who teleported me without end as I begged, wrote to stop raping me and torturing me afterwards as he did, my immune system breaking down and my body breaking down. He raped in in front of filthalina as well, and then a few years later, pitt joined in with the rape after I wrote that there should be JUSTICE and they should stop being promoted and being handed Oscars Year-after-year as this also has never stopped.


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I begged two days ago to get deniro off me because he has been violently grabbing at my breasts after I have written, after years and years and years of absolute torture and violence from him and pesce and the gottis and Hillary Clinton partnering with them, and the rest of the actors all sitting in the rows of chairs watching on, as they take turns. 

So the wheel of torture has now revolved 10-degrees onto the last bunch of pig ape shit who have tortured me, the skank daughter, the shit couple pig pitt and filthalina, and deniro putting his videos on my youtube channel as usual. They just shifted him off torturing me to the same people who handed him allowance to attack me after years of them doing it without destroying me to the point that I would tell them I "love" them for poisoning and raping and mutilating me, according to the contract which would further give this group huge and enormous contractual prizes for Nazi/mafia 4th Reich business positions in Whorewood, backed by the filth from Congress and the president who also profit off this and biden's team is fully backing this, 100%. Partnering with the Mafia, he has put the usual "Italian-American" on his new "art" team because this is his direct conduit to more advertising for his upcoming campaign, and the actor politicians who pretend they are "Democratic" and "care" about society. they all threaten me and participate with absolute hate when they are teleported to me sitting next to the H-wood holders of media attention who are expecting to gain an entire empire if they destroy my body and spirit and force a baby out of me and then do whatever---being handed every single thing for it. 


I wrote about Farrakhan implying that I am a stupid prostitute--with threats and full love for blonde Nazi culture, defending their "right" to abuse and threaten me with death if I don't give them what they want immediately, claiming that they are my "superiors". I had to remind him that if people are blocking your opportunities they are your OPPRESSORS not your superiors. He has remained silent ever since but the tortures remain like a burst of a hate dam endlessly pouring over everything I do, think and my sleep state is endlessly saturated with trauma-based torture, endless hate skits are inflicted upon me by these sicko psycho shitbag whores you all call your celebrities and politicians.

I am trying to remember what else I forgot, but in the interim, I wrote far more than had been deleted in my last post. I write this because the torture is murder and no matter how much I describe absolute criminal behavior, apparently Biden is as lawless as Trump and as sleazy and foul but can conceal it so much more cleverly.

so much aligned with Mafia--he claims his wife is "Italian". He hugs the Nazi Mafia women who are part of his political crowd after they have my body mutilated and threaten to kill me for just saying NO to being passed around as a beat and torture sex rape victim who is being tortured for ideas that stupid skank whores out of Whorewood require so they can appear like they are not sleazy and stupid sick shit clinging to the rape men who still control them. Handed millions and then they ALL obtain their divorces and then continue to gather round all together with their former husbands to inflict as much every kind of torture upon me as possible in order to obtain this huge prize if they just break me. Deniro, so used to torturing and killing people has black bad negative energy that is so stinking and foul it's a complete filth sub-universe that I am being exposed to with all the psychic ugliness that his spirit has sucked out of all the people he has attacked, all the drugs and all the porn sex and all the "entitlement" and all the lavish orgies. 

So I was just passed around again, to be told that I am some stupid whore who worked at a feminist sex entertainment theater--so I have to respond to the lies and the distortions. They deleted so much of the personal account of the grabbing at my breasts by deniro because after something like 5 years of daily absolute terror, bodily mutilation, people going into my room while I sleep and raping and smearing fungus into my hair, clothing, vagina and food and furniture--every single day while he teleported me upon waking to endlessly insult and berate and threaten and make sick disgusting commentary on everything I did--with murder threats constantly and abuse and hate along with pesce. After years of that, I am now screaming and trying to hit him wishing him death and hoping somehow that some force will stop this filth black hole from ever inflicting that kind of sick crap upon me or anybody else ever again. But biden and trump are all his partners, as are the "feminist" pig ape whores from Whorewood, in particular the blonde ones who profit and gain off this kind of racist violence the most. 

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And that is the impetus for my hours of writing posts. It's been over 5 years of just deniro and pesce taking turns with pit and that nasty woman he married (both of them) and their lovers and friends and partners and all the black people looking for acceptance in the mafia Nazi cartel controlling H-wood. It's now very sickening for me to hear white supremacists keep lying about how "Jews" control Whorewood. Jews come at me with vicious hate in order to more openly display how much they "hate" me and "love" their Nazi controls to whom they grovel in deep abject devotion. These are the people the Nazis claim are "controlling" H-wood and how they should be removed. "Removed" in their terms means killing them off, by the way. 

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Simply lying and lying to me by phone refusing to send me any letters about my situation and ILLEGALLY demanding I go in person but yelling--literally yelling with hate and fascist abuse--that they "suggest strongly" that I go in person--asking me a spate of interragatory questions about the status of my case which were questions I would have to look up to get the precise dates and informtaion but on a main line call when I was trying to change my address because they wrote it incorrectly--assuming I would phone back--then yelling that because I answered one question one month wrong (after 15 months of my benefits being cut off) the white woman yelled "I can't verify your identity you must go in person to a field office I SUGGEST" I told her that firstly changing my address by phone does not require me to go in person to a field office, and that it was protocol for SSI recipients to phone in address change in fact it's their policy and recommendation--she screamed literally yelling "I will tell you what protocol is" as i hung up at that point. 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