Friday, April 14, 2023

Anti-Semitic Disinformation/misinformation cranked out as "liberal" invective to not "believe the hype" about deploying anti-Semitic persuasion. "Can't Truss it"//: Yet another post for one single day---on a topic that relates to places I have lived and celebrity(s) who have used minions to target me, while I was in undergraduate school decades ago. Still inserting themselves into my purview through social media (YouTube vids galore for the one person I will only imply because he's being interviewed below).

 "Roger Waters, Bryce Greene & Ahmad Abuznaid". Katie Halper. April 12, 2023.



I am not feeling well right now, after another morning of fighting the sickness poured into my body/food for so long--and the attacks on my brain which leave me slightly dizzy, sick and feeling nauseous after I fight to pound words out and backspace endlessly while pounding out paragraphs which get rewritten by terrorist hackers anyway after posting.

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This is not intending to attack the person in question, this celebrity, but I thought about him this morning because my recollection of having been attacked via "friends" who represented the interests of various celebrities back in Minneapolis brought me to the realization of a "friend" who constantly discussed Pink Floyd, along with various other people involved in attacking me, even in Germany--throughout decades. Another one played "The Wall" but offered food and other incentives in a dorm living situation when I was at SUNY Purchase for one year in the mid-80's. I went every day for the free "goodies" because I was drugged up, it was a group gathering and we would play guitar and do things and it was always watching The Wall and getting food, from someone who claimed it was from his very wealthy trust fund so he could easily afford to spend mucho $$ for all the free stuff just readily handed out. All the people (men) who discussed and talked about Pink Floyd, for all these years, always handed out marijuana joints in conjunction with the mind control operation that they were being paid, I believe, to inflict upon me. 

I am not saying that Pink Floyd is not a band I was brainwashed into "liking", only that I was subjected to a massive mind control type of brainwashing attack as I still am being with endless Pink Floyd albums an Roger Waters videos being pumped into my YouTube channel. I subscribe to something like 200+ channels, but not a single one features Pink Floyd or Roger Waters. The "recommended" page, which I watch almost every day because it reflects the news and commentary that I miss out on from such a long distance away, is "supposed" to present videos from my "liked" and "subscribed" list, and always never does for the most part. I get endless celebrities partnering with the Mafia/Nazi cartels hacking themselves and their videos of their stuff onto my page instead.

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I listen to Waters explaining "why" he's being labeled as being "anti-Semitic" to this "liberal" vlogger--in this video. I have to stop as I usually do when I hear him speak and just try to get the rising anger away from me when I listen to the Orwellian "double-speak" he so glibly puts out, with the vocal tone of a slightly whiney victim in doing so. The victim narrative is one of the most commonplace narratives used for "double-speak" mind programming from the victim perspective to gain sympathy for those who are just distorting and manufacturing.

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Waters claims that his lectures and appearances against the "Israeli" State for it's dictatorial and genocidal policies towards Palestinians in refugee camps is being disdained by "The Germans" in Frankfurt, who, as he says, feel such "guilt" for the actions of the Nazis in the mid-30's so they are blocking his concert in Frankfurt for his refusal to "love" Israel. According to Waters, the "Germans" believe that the State of Israel in it's murderous land-grab actions towards Palestine and the Palestinian people can "do no wrong". I must add as a side that when I lived in Germany, the Germans in Stuttgart I had the few discussions on this subject with all said the same exact phrase, literally. That the "Israelis act like Nazis".

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So, I have written for many years, in a random set of posts on this theme, that I know that Germans were obligated to pump money into Israel as reparations. I know that, from personal experience, members of the Evangelical Church also have formed religious fronts in Israel but their lectures always focus on political matters and on hegemony. Stuttgart and it's outlying "suburbs" has a huge Evangelical population, btw. Please note the correlation between American Evangelicals with their desire to have Jerusalem denoted as the headquarters of power in Israel and to reinstate the Temples that the "Jews" had built. I have written at least 10 times in all these years of my posts and put podcast videos of lectures by William Cooper who explicated an historical background of "British Israelism/Christian Identity (the American version of British Israelism, the same organization which backed the bombing of the Oklahoma City terrorist attack for "Christian" causes--also according to the backed and accredited sources that Cooper used when lecturing on this topic).

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The Germans have a stake in the Israeli State. I have written that from my years of living in Germany and being an audience member for German-speaking Evangelical meetings on this very topic, where afterwards the elderly women who were alive and kickin' it during the Nazi era all discussed how wonderful and warm the good old days of Nazism were and how tight-knit the Germans were towards one another. Meaning, they loved Nazism, in effect. Their donations and influence with all their very concealed money has been covertly sent into Israel for decades through this "Church" network in Germany for as long, or earlier, than the State of Israel was founded in the late 50's--so I believe. But at least it was very healthy in it's membership and influence in Israel when I was confronted with this group back in circa 2001--summer of.

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My experiences with Israelis, every single time, has been of "Jews" absolutely following in "blonde" adoration of white supremacy. Dyed or otherwise natural blonde Jewish women, for example, hold a notch up from any of the darker woman of that nationality, as far as I have been exposed from living around Israelis in Miami Beach and partying with them to being assaulted viciously by owners of businesses and etc in that area, to trying for one semester to learn Hebrew in high school because I was told (in a drugged up mind control operation) that living on a Kibbutz would make me very healthy and strong and I should try it and it would be a feasible way for me to live without the decaying sickness my family was undergoing through the tragedy of my entire family being under mind poisoning and trauma-based mind control operations from Nazi and Mafia bigots--all around America). The people I met in this high school class were all into worshipping blonde Nazi culture, which my high school was absolutely saturated in and immersed into at that time in history. Btw Oprah went to the same high school, where she claims she was very "popular". I rejected Nazi blonde culture and was literally not-spoken to for the years I attended and attacked by some people. The people who befriended me were all violent rapists and exploiters, even at the tender ages of 16-20 (and well beyond, increasing in their racist propensities; therefore I have no people from high school I can rely on for any fond memories of past days in high school as I was constantly surrounded by creepazoids who I really find embarrassing that I was hanging with them in the first place--now in retrospect).

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Back to Waters. I have never seen a German person from any "alternative" group actually truly "remorseful" towards Israel or the reparations or that State. They pour money into Israel because there is an Anglo-Germanic pact to control the "Promised Land" and to occupy it through their minions. It is sometimes deemed the "4th Crusade" by some, and it has been a program of infiltration and domination for much longer than the inception of the State of Israel in the mid-40's (I wrote it wrong above, I am heavily being bombarded with brain-altering technology while I write this, fighting the hacking, backspacing and rewriting constantly, not able to think or count or remember dates correctly).

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Waters is on his English mission to protect the interests of the very age-old English desire to claim, as Henry V did, that Jesus and his ancestors are part of the "English" heritage and that the "Jews" are actually lying and faking their claim of being anything remotely God's chosen. They claim direct lineage to Jesus and the dynasty of David, the former King of Israel through a (according to William Cooper) absolutely concocted bloodbirth family treeline that the English royalty created to make their claim against the Catholic Church when establishing the (Protestant) Church of England, turned into various sects such as the Evangelicals. 


I am now tired of writing but that is the usual hacked and (undoubtedly rewritten after I publish) limited writing I am able to put out with hacking that is non-stop to block keyboard and my brain under typical assault that blocks cognitive functioning (and motor skill such as my hands working).

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I wish he/you Roger Waters would, after decades of forcing your music, band and now political stuff on my view, through people, through the internet and just GIVE UP because I'm not buying it--not your plight against the "remorseful" Germans who feel so sad about what they did to Jews, not your "liberal" claims at "exposing" American politics and none of it. Go AWAY! Stop putting your stuff on my YouTube I don't want to see it or hear it any longer.

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To try to put this more succinctly, in my effort to coalesce all the observations and thoughts--backed by what I know from personal experience to be heavy-hitter bigot and anti-Semitic cultures such as "England" and "Germany" (to make huge generalizations, but just because I am always surrounded by hostile forces)--I believe that people like Waters are agent provacateurs used, as all or most of the celebrities constantly surrounding me also appear to be--that what he's saying is absolutely crafted mis/dis information about Israel, and as an English Agent for "The Crown", he's dispersing the contrivances of appearing like a "liberal" but actually supporting a fascist overtake of Israel. The Israeli people I have been on personal terms with all have been absolutely programmed into following the protocols of the Elders of the Germanic and British Isrealist agenda. The love so many Israelis have for blonde nazi fascists is shocking, as I have seen it so frequently. I am not alone in this observation on the color divide and racism inherent in Israeli society. If you look at the Knesset and the wealthy Jews applauding the Israeli State apparatus dinners and such, they are mostly "blonde" Isrealis. They are absolute puppets of those who had formerly "traumatized" them and are merely conduits through which genocidal and fascist manipulations of law and power coursing through, the origin of which stems in ole England and Germany (and many other places too, including the United States where, as far as I have also ever seen my whole life, the "Jew" who want to become very prominent and wealthy are obliged to intermarry and be controlled by blonde Nazi bigots, "Italian-American" bigots, or their ilk). I am being tortured to follow in this pattern protocol, right now, every day. The main plan is for Israel to be taken over, eventually, by the Jewish nazis like Bloomberg who has been handed so much power over the money that pours into Israel, who viciously assaults me with death threats and his screaming hysterical daughter yelling "loser" at me for the benefit of the Trump hate portion of this hate contract forced upon me. Behind Trump are Evangelicals, as many of you already know, who "love" Israel but goddamn they will poison me to death for not submitting to the fascist "rule" that they are implementing using mind control, death squad "gang stalking" terrorism and all that I have been writing of for years. 

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**Correction: I meant to write King Henry VIII but I wrote V instead--I only realized the mistake after walking away, as usual, from the laptop brain-zapping zone and realized that my brain is blocked from memory. I "remembered" as soon as I was out of range. Most of my writing capability is being blocked by this brain-altering tech that is always zapped into my head while I sit here--or transmitted through the brain microchip implant. I bet you all can't wait for a completely zombified world of mind-controlled slaves that Elon Musk will build once all the animals and people from Mexico he plans on further ploughing microchips into their gray matter at very early stages of their lives will become docile, non-questioning fellatio and obedience slaves to the ultra wealthy class they are building with economic fascism plans to have their cake and eat it too and rephrasing the "let them eat cake" to the dying homeless in the streets. Now considered "elites" once more with no revolution forthcoming once the brain implants make people not able to count or think--as I am stuck with while fighting to write because I had a brief chance to learn to think while growing up and not so completely traumatized every day and night as I am now while society continues to revere these fascist liars, but some of the worst are in the form of the "alternative" "liberal" "activists" like Waters. They create such an aura of untouchable "alternative" perspective that no one can question them and their statements, cloaked in righteous, slightly whiny victim rhetoric as he is doing in this vid and lying about Germans and their culpability and how Israel is an independent actor in a theater of oppression just acting like fascists of their own accord. People like him should actually "take over" I assume he really means, and Americans should let him take political control because he's really going to help build a wonderful peaceful land of Israel with all the righteous Evangelicals pouring their money into destroying the "fascist" Israelis and putting their Anglo-Teutonic orders into power instead. I believe that is their ultimate goal, which they are slowly building over time. I would say they envision that a total Nazi/racist overtake of Israel by the blonde/Nazi cartels, backed by hateful and extremely anti-Semitic factions like the "Italian-Americans" who are extremely violent in rhetoric and in action towards "Jews"--and that cartel has been backed by the U.S. Government almost openly through Lucky Luciano ever since he helped the "Italian Campaign" under Patton back in ole WWII. The Jewish mafia was then "kicked out" essentially and all the fighters against anti-Semitism in NYC turned into the modern Bloomberg anti-Semitic money-funder of Israel--so fully contaminated with racist ideology and violently assaulting me to protect his pro-Nazi backing with Mafia support and consent by the most bigot "Italian-Americans". Yes, a global "conspiracy" I refer to, but we are in the the linear age of mind programming and consent now for the purposes of establishing the 4th Reich State of Israel. Waters is just another duplicitous agent posing under the former "hippie" days of playing his music and singing about power exploitation grabbing. Like so many, now an agent of that same force but in terms of British Colonialism, also aimed at overtake of the U.S. in so many realms of power (entertainment, politics etc).


This is: My opinion based on observation from being a target of fascist Nazism and Mafia for most of my life and also understanding the forces and lies upon which rests the axis of their "power" grabbing tactics and deceptions.

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--30 min. later, and I must correct a hyperbolic statement I made above, when I wrote that I have "never met a German" who is truly is the throes of "guilt" for the Holocaust. I met people who did these "random acts of kindness" towards me, some of them were not of "German" origin but lived in Stuttgart and region all their lives. Some were Germans who were absolutely kindly and without which I would not have had a single moment of peace. I left Germany in a neck brace due to a murder attempt at poisoning me to death, back in 2011. My vertebrae were crushed while sleeping which is part of the reason I am physically hindered, and the terror group with their bloating and hardening poison and physical attacks have kept me in a semi-paralyzed state due to the absolute attacks that Germans rendered upon me for saying "no" to being raped with mind control tech, poisoning and hate and psychological, then sexual, then physical violence and then not "wanting" more of "them" or to be in that position (any longer, from a lifetime of it).

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Some people really are not thrilled with what Germany did to the Jews and in fact they are German. I was only endlessly surrounded by hostile forces and it was a very rare occasion when a very brave soul was kind and did something to offer friendship or assistance. They are there in Germany, there is no doubt. However, as in America, there has been a concerted and coordinated mass murder operation to "cull" the population of these types. I recall one time when I walked into one of the two photocopy internet shops in the little suburb of Stuttgart I lived, back in 2010--the grey-haired German man who owned the shop, sitting at the register, kindly smiled at me, and very warmly helped me to understand some of the German for a program I needed to copy and download and etc. 

The next thing I was aware of concerning this one photocopy shop was that it suddenly closed. And the next time I saw this man who had helped me, he looked broken down and infuriated and depressed. He approached me in downtown Stuttgart on the "walking street", the Koeningstrasse (almost every German town has this type of main shopping street calleld the "King's Road", which is a very famous road by the way also in London, the same name.


He approached me with great hostility and hate, and said something as he nearly walked into me, hostile and aggressive body language, an as he nearly assaulted me in plain view in front of the entrance to the underground train station, I said nothing but only observed how he looked like a broken down changed man. His "hate" towards me was theatrical and intended for people to see, I then surmised when I began to understand the extent to which anyone not participating in hate crimes will be dismissed or killed off. I surmise or "assume" that he lost his business because he was friendly to me one single time. Believe it or not, this is how seriously deadly this organization is, and how I cannot find anyone on the planet willing to go outside of the demands of this organization for more than one minute. The friendly people are kindly towards me for one minute and then I never see them again, they just vanish. One can "assume" after countless other attacks them in the same genocidal country that "they" are all still Nazis. The killing off of anyone against Nazism is a huge social engineering project. While the main thrust of the American occupation of Germany after WWII was in full force, and I experienced the last tail end of that wag of the dog back in 1991 when I first arrived in Stuttgart--home of 4 U.S.-controlled Barracks in that general region, dominated by Diamler and Porsche and many other manufacturing firms of that power-house region.

The pretense to appear "guilty" and "remorseful" was at a height, but has completely waned since the pull-out of U.S. Troops. Those Germans who pretended they were "punk" during and after the occupation retained their drinking beer parties and "alternative" costumes but when it came to how they behaved around me, the aggression and negativity came to the fore once the restraints of U.S. military force had receded to a great extent. 

The "antifa" forces still have their open-air concerts, but being in the midst of these groups I found that during moments of truth, there was no remorse. The State benefits they all receive from the genocidal theft of property and wealth from the millions of victims has exempted actual real "guilt" when it comes to the bottom line paradigm. That is the dominating force. So when I wrote that I had never met anyone who was truly guilty, I subconsciously applied that "bottom line" factor into the hyperbolic "assumption" statement. I know that there are some who must "care" in some way, but I truly found it nearly impossible to find after years of scratching underneath the very warm and personable psychopathic "warmth" that Germans use as a ruse for their psy-ops pretense at not being Nazis en masse and yearning for more take-over of property and land and wealth and money from more victims--

Israel is one of the targeted lands for overtake, by the way (probably much of the Middle East as well, as genocides have been ongoing by Europ-a-trained terrorist "leaders" like Assad--trained and programmed in London with his education, just like Bill Clinton with his horrendous global policies of "globalization" and the "Prison-industrial-complex" of enslaving blacks in prisons, along with the poor with his "crime" omnibus bill and etc.. all programmed into them by their Europ-a-educated backgrounds of Imperialistic support for the 4th Reich, Europ-a-centered elite 4th Reich plot for global domination. I know this all sounds like a cartoon-style conspiracy theory but ....this is my blog I am "getting this out" instead of being subjected to more videos by Pink Floyd I hope my  message comes through. I post some of your The Wall videos because you clearly define how fascism works in good ole England which America is emulating and has embraced so well. That is all my posting of your videos means. I am not writing this in an antagonistic voice, but the fascists always have to retaliate if I say "no". What to do....sick of them all.




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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.