Another day, another death threat after being called the b-word from yet another English murdering bigot celebrity rushing to join into the never-ending increasing throng of abusers haters rapist celebrities, politicians and podcasters. Was it my fault or theirs that I know that any click on any stupid movie clip or everything they hack into my youtube channel is an open invitation by the United States government working as partners with mind f** whorewood to bring in as many of the english and europigapeland nazis into the control and approval factor for quid-pro-quo luxury haute deals to be "enjoyed" by all involved while the "freshly" enthusiastic abuser can't wait to hit abuse insult and threaten to kill me if I defend mysel from-in this case, years and over a decade of his exploitation with yet another white nazi trash "feminist" who stole an idea I had written about on Facebook. The pig apes then hacked the resulting movie on my "paid" tv cable channel which came with the rent which came with poisoning my uterus being partially severed out animals I took care of being mutilated and horrifically killed and left dying or dead on my front porch by nazi neighbors who rushed into my room while I was unconscious and being teleported/abused by american celebrities (depp in this case a firm English supoporter much beloverd in that country for his wholesale support of all English to come on down and infiltrate america so his spawn and his friends and dirty french wife can obtain endless deals promotions and welcome. the exchange is to sell america out in mind control English morbidity influencing movies for chaos mind programming and their overtake. I have seen these dirty most rabidly racist sick filth creeps for decades now and he was and is just another hateful white nazi trash creep fully supporting mutilation rape and poisoning drugging and the theft of my ideas. It was daniel craig and I had made the mistake of clicking on his old bond movie clip which was repeatedly hacked into my channel. the reason I clicked on it was that gavin newsom had been so abusive verbally and also hitting me that, every day I "escape" by turning on my youtube to get the voices of people to alter my focus of attention because I am unable to block out the voice-to-skull hate abuse insults and death threats and the endless line-up of people who have invested and are profiting off my slow and horrific murder. I must say right now that hacking is atrocity I can barely type out any word blockae of keys is rampant so I am not using capital letters the exertion is so extreme to get anything out. Every day one white nazi bigot male is abusing and torturing sexually molesting harassing and insulting me until I reach a point of utter rage to get them to shut up after answering all their endless probing querstions because the english sick fu((* filth are making movies about mind control they are blank hateful albeit have learned their creative skills of manipulation and filmography, but they are much more adept at mind screw manipulation this is a trait inculcated into the fabric of their Nazified stratified country and culture which has lost it's soul and has turned into a Nazi partner with all things Imperialistic in Europigapeland. they are a coheisve unit of pan-europigapeland fascist nazis disguised as concerned Democracy-loving pundits of American when they reach the shores of Los Angeles to dig for their gold and plantations.//I can't remember the thread after about 2 hours of me cleaning the stinking filth, surveying the dying plants which were vibrant flowering beauty beyond comparison to the ugliness of these death dirty nazi life-sucking murderous bigots (of all races skin colors and genders and levels of society it is a unified group the only difference is in outward features of socio-economic status). //But I got into the usual "get out of my country" lecture after being abused prodded and having to put away layers of clothing tripping over the ripped-up floorboards and the havoc they have turned my living space and life into. All morning I put away the endless layers of protection for my hands, which are mutilated and destroyed and ugly and large from years of knives being inserted under my cuticles literally every single night until the hands--which also were smeared with extremely damaging chemicals while my body was poisoned nearly into internal suffocation and paralysis--all of this craig (daniel) had profited off with his white English "feminist" wife. I had written about the female head of the Library at Alexander (Greece in antiquity) not sure which century B.C. at the moment but the female was lynched by a patriarch crowd before the library itself was burned. I wrote of this, Craig's wife whatever her name is was featured as the librarian. I had written about her because of the racist backlash by pig apes like the craig family (rachel whaterver her last name is is his wife, she had not taken his surname) but, people like them are conferring the same backlash against ME in having erudition and learning. The backlash against women being so well-educated that they surpass the men in their community intellectually had to be a backlash of utter demolition and carnage in order for the old order to be restored. I had written about this, because IT IS HAPPENING TO ME it is also happening to America. I have been raped and beaten by the Welsh (English) Anthony Hopkins which Trump referenced in his campaign as that character from Silence of the Lambs: Hannibal Lecter. I believe that Trump was really paying homage to his benefactors who put him in power and have helped orchestrate the internal demolition of the formerly free country of the United States in the version of English Apartheid, Elon Muck. Musk is a firm old-school nerd put into fame by this contract out on me, I have written about this for years, it has been wiped ignored and me tortured for having written anything resembling reality and truth in this matter of how this contract has enlarged absolute fascist nazi overtake of the united states from within. The very ample means of controlling america has been the greed and luxury concept that created the reagan generation which has trickled down into the current fiasco of wiping out the middle class entirely, but part of that extinction of the american system of freedom of thought, movement and for people like me formerly the targets of genocide in europigapeland (and trust me they are nazi genocidal in England, one of their Islands in the Atlantic --The Isle of Jersey--a completely English-controlled island considered a luxury vacation area fully partnered with the Nazis in WWII to have Jews transported to Auschitz and this fact has been ignored universally that the English given the chance deported Jews for the Holocaust. But to continue, the point I was making as usual the nazi english took as THEIR concept meaning that THEY the white nazi trash skanks of the rape violent murderous bigots men "entitled" firstly then the white trash females get the second portions of the entitlement gorging parasite festival of their reincarnation of imperialistic overtake and then all the brown and black and poorer non-white entitlement get the next lower ranks of the dibs. But,, I am digressing I am also fighting to type and think due to all the attacks on my brain (already they have hacked a page completely blocking this page while I was in the middle of typing, then blocked the cursor so I could not find the space I had been because I am writing on the top line of the blog, so as to try to stop them from highlighting and deleting the entire post which they do almost every time I try to write anything condemning (which is every day but they did it yesterday). To continue, I get onto my laptop into youtube to shut up the hate and abuse from the next abuser and the next abuser---they sit for hours and hours per day making me old my energy completely drained as they ask me about what I am doing and why. the trauma the torture and decades of this going on literally every day, the poisons I am shitting out from decades of being trapped within hard shell recesses of my body eliminating all this while they are injecting death threats and abuse and asking me for ideas and NO ONE SUPPORTING ME PERSONALLY so I am alone, endlessly without a single soul for company (they even killed a spider which I allowed to be on my patio corner which captured mosquitos and I was grateful I used to say hello to it every morning, so hegseth made sure to kill it no spiders return out of terror--the spider had been there for years it was a fixture there I felt it's energy and because I had one single communion with one single entity on the planet they killed it) I go to my patio and beautiful plants are just slowly bneing killed, all is broken filthy dirty the pristine newsom is demanding that I bend my fractured and plastered spine to clean the filth his group is being paid free rent to spray and pour into my everything, continuously day and night. so I clicked on the clip of an old bond movie and I got craig this morning, hours of interrogation because they must have new ideas from me for FREE as they are "entitled" I am supposed to be a "slave" unpaid and then poisoned so I can't be beautiful and any threat to the whore women these nasty vile men are married to or the white race in general. Then they ask and ask I respond without any ability to stop my thoughts and responding--I have tried plus they are so violent that I try to stop the endless violence because grey steaks in my hair from hours and hours and hours and hours per day of abuse and violence rape sexual abuse non-stop--increasing in endless severity for the past YEARS until it is almost 20 hours per day (plus the shit in the rooms surrounding me take over then the pig ape scum who are the celebrities the politicians get their breaks they go off smirking laughing with endless huge awards and prizes for the ideas they suck out of torturing me they go off partying they can be seen with huge broad smiles in photos from the unbelievable promotions they are handed--I suggest the entire situation is being funded by the English Crown, as this influence has been a life-sucking destroying influence literally all my life as far back as 1973--the English are on a "Search and Destroy" mission as surrogates for the German Nazis, as English is the language used to deploy agents infiltrators and obviously americans nearly worship the english for some damn reason of mind programming. So, after going into my endless diatribe about how english are infiltrating america bringing the HEGELIAN DIALECTIC which is to create chaos and misery and panic then offer the pre-orchestration solution, which is their "rescue" plan of control and becoming the furhers of america. They have used the English influence controlling muck musk to divide and destroy america from within. I must repeat what I wrote years ago, that RFK Jr. was personally approved-of by Muck in this situation of teleportation aimed at me, when I had been so drained mind controlled I hoped without knowing anything about RFK, Jr. that he would be akin to JFK and Robert Kennedy. Instead, I got a nasty sexual-abusive white prick scumbag making sexual abuse remarks as musck then almost hugged him, patted him on the back sort of embraced him and them rfk was fully welcomed into the maga muck world and is now inflicting destruction upon americans in his little realm of destruction meted out to him NOT BY TRUMP BUT BY MUCK MUSCK. Under the supervision of the Crown of England and these vile filthy celebrities. //Was it "my fault" that I clicked on the video in a drugged daze, very sick from detox which never ends because they poisoned me all my life embedded the poison into my body through three major back surgeries and then continued the poisoning with intentions of paralysis and horrific internal suffocation. America provided me with ZERO health care except for one clinic in one city I ran to, which was over-run by the 4th Reich and they closed the formerly accessible alternative health care clinic I had relied on to save my life, and this is just to say that RFK Jr I had hoped would try to introduce such clinics into american society through his power but instead is just doing the bidding of preventing people from accessing health care, which is a murder en masse strategy I would argue especially since I know this group, I know Nazis I know how they operate, or to some extent Americans are pretty beguiled by the fake smiles the europigapes give the gullible americans who have forgotten history. Was it my fault that I tried to divert my attention from the grey-hair life-suckiing hate of gavin newsom who expects that like trump kamala harris rfk jr he too can be put into presidential position slots by torturing abusing laughing brining all abusers onto the contract--under kamala cardi b came to smile lovingly into the face of the white nazi prick male out of germany who had made nazi concentration camp death threats after punching me in the face raping me violently repeatedly while shitalina sat smiling and sitting next to him. Cardi then threatened to have me brutally killed she thereafter "won" a huge award as some great influencer. The black podcasters who hack their black victimization podcasts into my channel obviously know about my situation because the hacking is too repeat for it to be some algorithm especially as I never look up black podcasters in any search term I just click on the stuff that is forced on my channel to learn about perspectives and what is ongoing. every click is an "invitation" to be threatened with death or raped and abused for months or years.

 **Post publishing addition (fighting to click 8 times again in a row to type into this space, hackers are blocking cursor function and keyboard function but I was trying to write---My brain is under memory and also cognitive functioning attack every time I write thes posts which are filled  with typos because it's too much strain to pund my pinky into the upper case key, and too hard to fight to pound every letter trying to get my thoughts out my brain is then blocked due to the microchip implant in my brain--. they block memory so while I was in the middle of retyping my brain was blocked, as happens frequently, from literally "remembering" what I was fighting to type. Anthony Hopkins raped and beat me after I posted a comment on a "rehearsal" youtube video when he and jessica lange and the rest of the prime cast were doing their first reading of Titus, the film based around Shakespeare's Titus Andronicus. I have zero people to talk to, and I just simply wrote in the comment section an extremely BENIGN comment not "trolling" about how I disagree with what Lange had said and that I considered the plot to be much more violent than her Christian-based interpretation and I backed-up my thought with quotes and references to the script and play. I was raped beaten and extremely abused by Hopkins until I finally fought to defend myself. I then was abused by Lange who was not physically violent but surely ordered the crews in the rooms surrounding me to do diligent damage to my body home life food poisoning drugging etc. The point is that my demonstrating intelligence and not "bowing" to "them" as the only entitled people to have interpretations on Shakespeare, the holier-than-thou English bouy of their ocean of claims of intellectual might and superiority is the shakespearian actors who routinely have rushed to steal my ideas while threatening to have me killed for responding in rage or even any resistance to their actual poisoning and abuse/torture murder ongoing for decades with full regalia applause by all of whorewood and all of congress, whose only aim in life is to be welcomed into fashion shows and orgies in Euro-land as entitled guests with mansions and vineyards and etc. I add this at the beginning because it exemplifies not only the Imperialistic crushing of the intended infiltration into America but also what they will be doing much more openly once they (the English and Europigape fascist Nazis all with huge grins smiling saying they are so sorry about the Holocaust some have tears in their eyes when they say it, bravo what actors the yare truly malignant scum-cysts that have not yet popped they appear as beauty moles waiting to explode the americans consider these to be beauty they are puss-filled death waiting to pop out. The lens thorugh which I am able to see this so clearly is due to being the endless victim and having seen the ploys from the Germans up close for so many years--the literal smiles turn into hateful grimaces once the black american army soldier walks out of the room and the germans all groan in mutual disgust and hate once the pretense is over. That is just one easily discernable example of years of the janus-face of the Europigapes I am dealing with, who smile and lavish love upon the americans who could not care about any victims much less me they only feel entitled and welcomed into the luxury boutiques of the lavish genocidal regimes expecting gold-toilets and mansions and are being paid in handsome rewards for selling america off--they all still believe that I am a b-word (the Americans) because the English tell them to think this and act upon it, with the Germans right close behind and etc. The payments for heaping torture and abuse upon me overrides any other consideration or consideration of the consequences so every day I am repeating to one english or american white male demanding sexual slavery and ideas for them to steal for their productions and promotions and egress into whorewood and thusly into american politics through this contract (they were already embedded before this contract, btw but this contract of mind control is so coveted by the government that this is a prime contractual frenzy being inflicted upon me). MY point about Hopkins and Lange in the simple comment I made as an inclusion for a discussion and an alternative perspective on the use of violence, which I said Lange had whitewashed and watered down in her analysis (only the famous actors were allowed to give their opinions about the meaning the less famous actors sat staring silently--I believe they were told to shut their "holes" and only Hopkins Lange and the other few more famous ones allowed to speak--which is the system of hierarchical entitlement to exhibit an opinion an idea or intellectual prowess which is what this group is working on constructing to destroy american intellect and only the english shakespearian actors are supposed to be the most intelligent and etc. Americans continue to bow to the facade and the accent and the shakespeare-quoting hate-filled dinos they are absolutely racist to the nth degree and murderous bigots. Employed by the English Crown to retake their former colony. Dumbing down the public has been the work of Fox News owner Murdoch who created the ENGLISH empire of Sun News back in the 80's. this fact is rarely ever mentioned if ever in the news and in public awareness now. Please note that it is actually impossible for me to write with seamless cohesion or even well at all under these conditions***

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Right now, I had to click literally over 8 times to get the cursor to appear at this lower portion of the body of this post---the hacking is so severe as always--the backlash I had written about regarding the female head librarian at the ancient greece library at alexandria--a very famous library the burning of the ancient scrolls and texts has probably obliterated some of the most profound lessons in history--the backlash against me is for any woman who is not a white nazi bigot being more intelligent and capable is unthinkable for the extremely openly racist english society--and that has been inculcated into american society or probably never left.

just by the way, I heard a fact-based statistic that about 6% of the American colony population actually fought against English Imperialism. That fact is also never ever quoted by anyone. 

Just to say that the fascination with racism and imperialistic white entitlement has never, ever left. The trump situation is a remnant of the old school mentality coming to life with full support of the English crown via whorewood, which put trump into power as well asl muck musk the English and German consort working to poison pollute exploit and destroy the middle class the working class (white black whatever to create a roman society of a two-tiered system of master-slave the technology firmly cementing that divide by literally blocking cognitive function of those like me plus all the poisoning and drugging).

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I could go into more detail but if I were not so endlessly hacked I would have been able to sprint this post out in about 15 minutes but it's been about 45 minutes fighting to type and backspace to retype and to think clearly without going into hyperbolic ranting (the attacks on my brain render this in combination with the frustration of the hacking to the typing mechanisms and also the ISOLATION LACK OF SUPPORT and the endless hate poured on me every single day from morning to morning without break at this point)

Craig called me the b-word I flew as usual into a rage. He is of course a martial arts fighter I am disabled so luckily someone stopped him but it turned into a fight. He then like bannon trump the german rapist and many others (mostly english) threatened to have me killed.

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Along with craig, was the endless tom hardy the sleazy violent disgusting parasitic leech on my life force. I play a "Hidden objects" game which is just playful sort of fun (free games online downloaded) and all throughout the game this dirty creep is telling me to go faster and his team of dirty english skanks are hissing "stupid stupid" endlessly while I am sitting trying to get my focus on something fun. He is endlessly bullying me to go harder faster the entire time I am trying to relax and just play a game (hacking is so bad now that I am backspacing 4 times to write one word every key is blocked)

this violent thug has been a grey-hair making rapist abuser for months, only replaceing a german sleazy sick scum who followed the exact protocols the exact same type of frenzy of sexual violence and abuse. they are all embraced by the president senators congress people and celebrities. Their every statement to the public is to descry sexual abuse rape and that they are "fighting" for some human dignity issue.

I had mentioned hardy yesterday so of course that was his cue to return, under newsom's umbrella of exploitation as dictated by bannon and hegseth as proxies for trump---unsure exactly how this all works it is a secret society to be sure. They are all members of this, the rapists and nazis the white supremacist the black white supremacists the jewish white supremacy nazis et al

they all literally do and say almost the same exact things they don't have to think or do anything but make their own abuse and violence input to the general instructions. They are all vile dirty filthy sleazy sick and act like stupid moronic apes and suck all they can out of me like sucking snorting pigs huffing and puffing about their entitlement and that I am nothing etc insults without end but endlessly asking me for creative ideas and endlessly having me drugged to the point of inability to do anything but sit in drooling stress relief playing games and absorbing myself into more youtube videos to hear other voicees. the movies and plays I have downloaded are not helping me because for some reason I am fixated on seeing how badly america is working on the nazi regime that they all helped to put in power because they all assumed that the stress and "fallout" was only happening to me and never to themselves.

they are all trying desperately to find the same snuggled niche into the bowels of the nazi regime only to continue to abuse and torture me as they had been doing but being given to oppose trump in their relative capacities as administrative duties dictated by job description.

IN short, everyone is now rushing to re-abuse me so they can get permission to pretend they are opposing their "brothers and sisters" which they all say is their "friend" which is code for secret society fellow member--they all hissin hate at me when I am fighting to get another sleazy dirty rapist scum whore ape off me (the men are prostitutes absolutely all bought sleazy prostituted creeps)

they all say with hate that the scum who had been poisoning and having me raped to death is his (or her) "friend" they lovingly embrace them and abuse me in front of the abuser and join in.

This was done by Bernie Sanders standing lovingly behind Hillary Clinton although I had done nothing but click on a video of Sanders on his endless repeat diatribe against the one percent---I had written my usual posts about hillary and her abuse of me, and she and sanders sat and stood (she was sitting he was standing behind her hugging the chair she was sitting on) he hissed in sarcasm that "she is my FRIEND" (this same sentence is repeated endlessly by the other high-ranking members of the many "sides" of the one-sided spectrum of duplicity by the monopoly one percent in public office especially this is a common phrase--Lindsey Graham said that about Pelosi after she threatened to have me killed while she was sitting next to S-negger after he hugged the German thug who I had only clicked on his violin musical videos he raped me with hate and insult denigration and I fought back---s-negger literally embraced him smiling broadly at me--which means s-negger instructed him on sexual violence at me---P-elosi then just threatened to kill me for her "friend" while they also jointly were sucking covid relief money from a California funding bill which was happening the next week after their death threat assault upon me) but the trend of calling fellow abusers who all routinely follow the patterns is by calling them "friend". Hillary mentioned a hostel in Phuket named Shanti Lodge where the South African owners of this tiny little sort of grubby place had me sexually harassed and they had shit put on my bed--stole my birth certificate and social security card and other papers I had in my room (I stayed there all of 2 weeks) the place was crowded with bigots assaulting me men would follow me to the swimming pool wearing tiny thongs and spreading their legs wide open while I was alone in the early morning trying to exercise for my fractured and poisoned body while these men sexuallya bused me in this way. ) I had never even written about that place, but Hillary had a pile of papers apparently my "dossier' in front of me and sanders was right behind her. He sneered at me with condescending hate that while Hillary laughed with hateful glee and said she knew what they did to me because it was reported in this file --she never said it she only nodded towards the papers which apparently had the information--I was in teleportation state my vision is extremely poor in that state but this is the "skit" they performed jointly--all obtaining endless promotions afterwards hillary obtaining a tv show about "women" and feminism and then a broadway play alongside shitalina for the 16th year stole my ideas as if she is not a rape enabler skank racist beyond belief with hillary right there alongside her to obtain the english crown permission to have her tv shows and broadway play)

Sanders hissed in contempt that Shanti Lodge would be closed within 60 days. And they were closed, but re-opened from being a 3 star travelers lodge into a 5-star boutique hotel beachfront in a much more expensive area of the island---they were inland in a very poor area of Chalong in Phuket and were then paid by hillary and sanders or really the english crown to re-open with the same name (or the last time I checked) with exquisite furnishings and retail boutique "clientele" or of that highly expensive Thailand prime beachfront property value setting and appearance. It was literally scummy dirty but had some original artistic paintings the bigotry and racism was Apartheid to the extreme.

But to continue, Hardy came to abuse me today I was too tired of perpetually fighting to yell at this filth scum ape crap piece of human debris any longer. He feeds of hate and negativity as the English truly do, they love creating misery they literally feed off it and work to create it. This has translated into American politics as Trump, who was catapulted into orbit in the 2016 election cycle by having been handed this technology and contract by Amber Heard and Elon Musk--after the Depp "punch" that he and she both had been inflicting upon me for over 2 years prior to him transmitting the same violence upon her (not even close to the degree she and he both giggled laughed and were turned on mutually by inflicting upon me)

Now Depp is starring in a movie with ridley Scott as the director. Undoubtedly they are good "friends' and have been throughout this entire rape and torture contract that was initiated by Depp into a non-stop frenzy for the rest of his good "friends" out of Whorewood. But shitalina and her filthy father have been attacking my family and me since 1975 so depp had nothing to do with that.

I wonder how long the cascading turn of the screw it will take for more people to begin to associate the violence heaped upon me and is still ongoing every single day and the destruction trump but the more English and Nazi colluding muck musk have inflicted upon america and to precious americans who always joined in with the death squad groups attacking me. Some of those are now losing their businesses but I will have to state that the "friends" in their death squad groups are far more important to them than allowing me to have a chance to not be so drugged I can't compete against them and win ever--they will sacrifice everything for their "friends" network

oh yes, jennifer anniston is a huge terrorist in partnership with shitalina ape pig pitt and the name of that stupid tv show is analogous to the "friends" network. They are always advertising the pan-europigapeland "friends" network of death destruction racism and imperialistic overtake.

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Hardy was standing right next to Ridley scott, who has rushed to violently yell with murderous rage and hate at me and his sick ugly daughter hacks her photos with smug nazi postures of elite entitlement "superiority" while the nasty dirty daddy of the nepo-skank is violently having me assaulted by the extremely violent stupid sick hardy--a thug but he is the epitome of the english empire down to it's rotten core roots. scott has rushed to attack me for every movie trailer I have clicked on, and because also I am fascinated as many are with the story of Napoleon and wrote a research paper on the French Revolution in college, I watched about half of the movie made by scott--it was last december as I recall although endless violence has been inflicted upon me in such repetition that time is now merging into years of the same pattern on a daily basis

I believe it was scott who ushered in the german filth rapist nazi scum but it could also have been obama when I lost my temper and rushed at obama with violence for, by that time, the 15 or more years of obama having profited off this contract and for having handed it over with glee to trump for the continuation of michelle and her daughters writing about the nazi filth of beyonce in sick and sleazy murder psychopathic tv shows also featuring a dirty blonde white nazi creep singer very famous how had also stolen some of my phrases I had written and rushed to join in and was like aoc invited to the met gala afterward

the endless non-stop lineup of shit people whose music tv shows and everything else I am assaulted by is due to the need for me to have any diversion from the voice-to-skull verbal torture rape and death threats insults and yelling directly into my brain by this tech an dgroup of stupid ape shit celebrity politician sick scum every day for hours per day. It is a form of torture to death. the ignorant ugly apes have no conception of what they are doing or working with only that they get promotions and are promoted for finding ways to blame me for the violence they are creating. 

Nor do they care that they are murdering me to the contrary they extract ideas and are killing me they are turned on huge erections turned on beauty treatments of feeling ennobled and entitled and then they are promoted into highest position they otherwise could not obtain

so ridley scott has partnered with depp to make a characteristic multiple  personality disorder new psychopathy training movie featuring depp and it is being advertised as a fantastic journey as usual into an old theme

but at the onset of the literal 16 hours per day of hardy during the day--only day time and nighttime but in deep sleep homeless murder skits as well--almost 24 hours non-stop so hardy is expecting a huge bonus that this stupid ugly sick thug could never achieve for being an alcoholic sick dirty racist bigot otherwise

what I write makes no dent people just continue to buy into the celebrities and assume that regardless it's happening to me, what fun for you all

but just writing about the ramifications that have begun to trickle down into a stain on american society that is undeniable for all of your assumption that it's fun happening to me that I did something to "deserve" it and all I can say is that when it happens to you you WILL have done everything to have deserved it for having done nothing to stop this pile of shit you all still are applauding daily and nightly. 

Hardy or really ridley scott ordered their dirty filth thugs the brown-skinned and white nazi shit trash who control them where I live to literally gorge out my cuticle and nail bed on my right-hand middle finger, exacerbated by 16 years of nightly incisions into my nails and cuticles , literally night-after night and I also literally faint or collapse onto my bed without being able to put on the many layers of protection to try to stop the mechanical arms from severing off more of my body parts. I was extremely ill as hardy and scott ordered this complete mutilation permanently gone half of my nail bed and the cuticle is completely cut out severed below the cuticle line into the bone and finger. 

S-negger after I fought the german ape fuck pig violinist off me by just calling im a pig had most of my hair chemically destroyed off permanently--they also permanently took all hair follicles from my underarms and they did this to my scalp as well while I was completely unconscious--using whatever technology is used to remove armpit hair follicles on my scalp---My scalp was rubbery with huge pricles of hair follicles having been literally plucked out permanently for having fought to get their precious german fuck ape pig from slapping my face while sticking his greasy pig penis in my mouth calling me a bitch for having fough and fought  for years and years to get shit like depp and the endless shitalina line up of europigape scum and filth off me. Hardy was just another ugly dirty sick psycho fuck rapist who did all the same permanently mutilating my hand yesterday after I wrote about it he rushed to teleport me smug and smirking make a joke about it proud and happy to have done it. I haver fought and fought to get him off me pounding his huge thug body but he's a huge piece of rancid meat so I could not budge him (a boxer apparently). Behind him is the sick filth of ridley scott and also deep--but behind depp is amber heard with muck musk

and all the "friends" take rotations spitting at me having me gang raped and the line-up of senators and congress people yelling death threats at me for fighting in my defense is non-stop.

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Every single Ridley Scott movie (that I am aware of as I have never been a fan) has been regarding overstep of power and empire. The dark maelstrom of abuse of power and horrific trauma and death with americans in lead roles, often being the most heavily gored and mutilated but not so sure as i have not done a study of this

but in reality it is his input on the trauma-based mind control through which he is endlessly regaled by whorewood industry which is controlled to such an extent by this system; which I would suggest is English Crown controlled to a much higher percent than a mere fraction. I am only basing that on the gravitational pull of the people who assault me and who apparently is in control of this contract. Under Trump the English have come pouring out like cockroaches in dark as the blackness of this group.

Through the dirty greedy need to feel "|important" the self-hating celebrities on pompous power trips to assert their lack of actual genius and competency are partnering with the endless doling out of trips to europigapeland and haute luxury everything bestowed for having sold out America to this sick sinister group determined to devour america from within.

The other english embroiled in this always play movie themes about power and manipulation for power intrigues. Using chaos and mind control themes. It is a reality of what they are actually in fact doing through the blank ignorance and assumption of "superiority" of the whorewood and congress wanna be aristocrat monopolist and entitled for everything they want master slavel plantations and to have private torture and rape chambers via this technology and a veritable WORLD of compliant servants doing everything to get a little piece of the mansion even if it's to be a slave.

They are offering me either death or homelessness and or being a slave to be murdered in more opulent conditions by complying to being poisoned my ideas stolen by blank but yapping hateful english in partnership with expectant of endless promotion and an empire of movie shit recurring sequels and bloodbath chaos mind programming.

& don't forget about their crappy, shitty children spawn who expect entitlement forever out of this contact. Decades of the same stupid shit being cranked out annually by a never-ending rotation of the same dirty meaningless crap out of whorewood and in congress as well--dinos latching onto power until they are almost dead in their congressional seats, all elections being rigged by tech innovations that will remain secret because everyone gets a reward for keepign silent and going along.

I am aging and dying exponentially due to never-ending torture which is still a chic and fashionable sport for the Whorewood establishment, like a human sacrifice actually it is a human sacrificial ritual that congress is paying for and also rushing to join in. It is the nazi 4th Reich trying to destroy anything about America that could pose any challenge to their overtake of america with full support by the entire establishment, which has been selected for their secret society membership following orders blank and dirty genocidal puppetry. It is endless slow torture to death with me fighting to not collapse and die from stress and old age--my body is aging rapidly because it is MURDER. ONly to the delight of shit like bannon and hegseth and trump and the democrats are just a thin shadow a few degress in open viciousness from the repugs, on the "same page" and the grift of stealing and sucking the money out of americans and handing it to the wealthy is now an open sport on the entire country and even on other countries (i.e. brazil with the 50% tariffs)----.Every single day, for the past 16 years and actually much longer, white nazi trash rape filth hater nazi murdering bigots handed this teleportation technology, combined with a mass of black and brown and less influential nazi bigot whites (like almost the entirety of Europ-a-land, it seems truly a huge percent of nazi adherents and in america it grows daily) and they suck my life force out after drugging and poisoning and mutilating and destroying my body every day they inflict life-threatening abuse and damage upon my body and life force energy: every day, literally another greedy sick sleazy white trash filth scumbag is there to inflict his entitlement to rape abuse and insult and steal everything possible out of me so his filthy nazi trash wife girlfriend daughter etc can have original ideas; while making damn sure that I receive not only nothing but they destroy as much as they are alloowed (they would horribly murder me, each and every single one if given permission) so they all do their hate work of abusing me into slow death and that is a deliberate, not just a result of non-stop abuse. They all have parts of my body cut out or destroyed; they all become president or hopeful presidents. Newsom is working with ALL of the abusers I tried to get away from by moving my address from the Florida Trump hell of lies and open fraudulent discrimination by the Miami social security field office, by moving to california I hoped to escape that corruption instead, because of my actual concern about the destruction this group of shit out of california has created upon america and the world by putting this money-font of graft and corruption the trump money-sucking machine out of the citizens of the united states and pouring money into the coffers of the whorewood establishment, pelosi rushing to join in---years ago, all of congress rushing to join in with their repug colleagues their good friends. All the racist jokes and death threats heaped upon me by the openly racist repugs is met with claims that I am racist for having called the absolutely violent oprah who did everything her white supremacists had done towards me joining in, as the blacks have done all claiming to be poor oppressed victims of racism but made good by their product of "fighting racism" and thusly, it's a non-stop black famous parade of hate aimed at me because after years of oprah sucking my life out by participating and stealing all she could, as a white supremacist of the openly racist plantation, I called her an aunt jemima and since then all blacks in power have rushed hitting abusing and calling me names and--oh yes, ice cube was sitting next to oprah asking me for ideas for a few years as well--but I am the problem with america according to them a racist they must vent their discrimination rage against--so they sit next to gavin newsom the next money machine big daddy who has been so completely abusive towards me that I am as usual praying for his death hoping he goes away screaming and hitting him to shut up and go away as I do every single day. He is vying to be president so he MUST abuse me violently mutilate my body call me names have all the people who have been murdering me for years rush to sit next to him as he glares at me because under demand I must service him as a sex slave and then to help him, like them all, get into highest position of power by being abused by them and if he can, as they all try, to break my spirit and then they get a gold mine which is what trump has done, and used me as the punching bag of white male shithole supremacy and the promise of making women like me pay and pay and pay for being happy beautiful smart intelligent athletic beautiful body so they poison mutilate rape and call me names and I am surrounded b y shit hate filth and violence and the entire planet is working with them all. That is the real reason why trump was put into power along with musk, working together back in 2016 they nearly had me killed by near-death car accidents since then I have been figthing non-stop to not be poisoned to death and huge hormone growth sick white trash fucks pounding the poison into my inert sleeping body after shitalina laughs about me being "fat" and my breastrs sagging down as the muscles have deteriorated and non-stop abuse and yelling abuse death threats and smirking smug shit whores like all the pigs that newsome brings every day who have been poisoning mutilating and raping and stealing and robbing and killing me sit next to him so he can prove that he is in no way whatsoever concerned with human rights only about privilege and money and appearance and in being as fashionable nazi europigapeland approved of for the english crown to hand him a universe of luxury haute and orgies like trump and his group are offering to the shit like warren the crypto scam they have all spent the biden years signing autopen legislation and thoroughly supporting trump because the money is flowing to the demorats who like pelosi (see what I wrote about her grifting before the covid legislation was passed and how she and the former gov shit-negger assaulted me to get huge chunks of that legislation to line their pockets and their constituents //meaning pelosi---to obtain luxury swimming pools, etc while they literally made the citizens homeless as a result. Smiriking laughing they are literal blood-sucking parasites on the population and this technology is enabling stupid meaningless shit to suck ideas out of me, and anyone else and also sexual energy and also life force energy. The ugly pig ape white trash men have so much rancor for any woman not blonde and of their white supremacy group who want all the rage and ugliness of these pig scum "men" to be vented on me, and all the universe of future victims they hope musk will generate with more brain implants through neuralink--and Harris--her white half-jewish daughter is the perfect example of the collusion with white nazification of all races--and so, I am writing this because I am now, after having tried to help in some way to stop trump from using dictatorial powers in california I am now subjected to trump again and what I had tried to do to get away from his florida social security fraud FRAUD by that department upon me is now heaped upon me by newsome in the form of threats abuse brining all the people who have raped mutilated and tortured me for the past year of trump injecting his violence before the election because it was RIGGED---and newsome wants that money the power and he is doing every nazi racist bigot thing aimed at me, and the black nazis are fully joyfully rushing to join in as usual---so, I write this knowing that newscum or some other filthy fucking pig scum will be forcing hate, death and sucking my life force out myt hair turning grey from being literally murdered but kept alive as they drool to have me heal so they can force a "baby" otu of me while I am screaming daily for them to die and fucking go to hell and to have my money returned to me--the sub sub sub poverty income I got for having to run out of america twice to save my life from my family doing what the nazis wanted them to do--brutally have me killed in a slow horrible way because they want everything about me destroyed--beautiful, happy and winning competitions against white nazi trash this is a capital crime and punishable by slow horrible torture and rape to death.//But first, the dirty rape culture pig men must have their dirty shit prostituted wives make documentaries about being "women" they are all emulating the demo-rat Hillary Clinton a most foul criminal fake who has trained shit like elizabeth warren nancy pelosi and al the rest to have scores of black and brown faces around them (also shitalina and dirty pig ape pitt) they all conscript black and brown to surround them advertising how "Non-racist" they are, when in fact it is a PLANTATION scanrio with fully compliant aunt jemimas and uncle toms and f((you blacks who rush at me for being "racist' you are the racist sick fucks joining in with white nazi supremacy to help them kill jews (who unlike ben shapiro actually do not want to help nazis come to power and white supremacy to destroy and control them; they are token personalities who are handed wealth beyond belief for their full support of white nazi pig apes but they are just being "played they are just images for the lemmings who they want to follow these dirty lying fakes off a cliff once the nazis corrale them all together and then push them collectively off, perhaps the token crap like oprah will be dead by the time the nazis are readly for the next genocide so she doesn't give a damn neither do any of them):// Harris who obtained her vice position out of the vice of this group due to oprah and obama who have latched onto assaulting me for decades by now it's almost 1 1/2 decade for obama; 60 years for shitalina and her filthy daddy and the english associated with them and the English crown due to the movie deliverance my step-father was associated with James Dickey the writer and that brought them all together and I was handed off as the family sacrifice it is now coming into fruition of all of them converging after DECADES of torture poisoning and stupid ugly shitalina stealing ideas as well as filthy stupid pig ape pitt--and here is newsom who with pelosi who joined into the group at the onset of the biden terror regime when the stimulus bills were her gold mine of graft, along with former gov shitnegger out of austria the hero of whorewood and of that political machine. I only was drugged desperate and dying from abuse from hours per day of rapists out of germany and England who have been mutilating my body my hair turning grey from the poison I was shitting that they all put in my body for decades--literally poisons that have congealed into hard pockets inside my body cavity I was breaking out and detoxing they have non-stop surveillance of my brainwave activity saw I was extremely ill and viciously abused me for hours of abuse death threats and yelling to try to "break me completely" in order to suck the rest of my life out because of the near-death they are constantly inflicting upon me: Five months ago Tom Hardy began a torture regimen against me of at least 10-16 hours of yelling violent insults beatings and rape--he had my right finger so mutilated that he had the entire cuticle cut out of my fingernail bed and it has not grown back--it has been permanently severed out after he raped and punched me in the face yelling with violence at me as I cried and screamed to get off me after his rape shitalina the ugly sick skank shit laughed smiled and this sick ugly thug was there today sitting next to newsom who has sat next to this ape for --how long for the next repeat white male rapist inflicting endless interrogation so his wife, his friends and the endless crew of shit from whorewood can obtain more ideas. HE had my other finger next to the completely disfigured dead nail sliced into, it is bulging with blood underneath the huge swollen area. This is my hand wrapped in two gloves, with a wrist band and then a wrist support gym band which you use an adhesive to tie to your desired tightness--I wrap it so tightly my hand is throbbing within a few seconds because I am cutting blood flow off. On top of it all I have compression socks, which I have had to sew together into one elongated piece. The ape filth use the mechanical arms to stretch the compression socks while I am drugged, in deep comatose sleep and they inject drugs into my blood stream every time they slice my fingers, which is--has been for over a decade every single night. My hands are venous as a result huge they smeared absolutely damaging chemicals on my skin, my forearms my legs and cut and severed out completely cuticles also on my toes---the toe is half-off on my right foot--the cuticle completely cut off the nail is black perpetually. The middle left-hand finger is so ugly and disfigured after what Hardy did before raping and beating me and yelling while I was shitting out poison shitalina had ordered to her ugly beady prostitute eyes glaring with hate as I ran to the toilet shitting out piles of diarrhea poison every day and unable to move--while paralyzed shit like lindsey graham rushed to assault me using the teleportation of course---the ugly dirty redneck filth parasite began yelling at me abusing making racist comments and teleported me to his "christian" family as they asked me about my religious beliefs, with politeness I answered something that Jesus on the Cross is a perpetual message to kill Jews---and that I object to this image (the original real Christian sect in old Israel after Jesus had been slaughtered used the symbol of FISH not a crucifix, and that image has been used as a surrogate human sacrificial and racist symbol ever since, Jews being the target) but they all walked out on me. Graham then after his abuse insults and then sending me to his family as if he wanted me to feel "comfortable" then had my apartment hellhole courtesy of the united states shit piles like him inflicting their woman-hating "Christian" racist genocidal violence against me but all claiming they are devout christians any critique of the hypocrisy is met with more violence and death threats---and in this vein, I am now the subject of endless hours of abuse from gavin newsome and he has done the same exact things all the sleazy abusive white pig ape men do, in non-stop rotation. He spends hours grilling me for information and ideas I scream them out in hate and rage telling him to shut up--he remains more determined---the drugs they are injecting and mutilating my body to make me just incapable of self-restraint this is truth serum being injected into me it is murderous torture combined with over 16 years of it ongoing day and night with not a single person coming to me who doesn't instantly turn and viciously attack me when they are spoken to with promises of their dream promotions for wreaking their hate against me just to get more promotions. Anyone who does exhibit any kind of sympathetic kindness is gone almost instantly never invited back (Jackie Chan came last week to offer me a workout tip that was integral to my healing--dirty filth fuck baryishnikov has spent maybe FOUR YEARS telling me to put my shoulders back and one time he told me to put my knees down while I was trying to stretch. otherwise he fully participated in having me poisoned for the first 2 years at least, with me perpetually telling him to go away as he has brought in groups of rapist abuser genocial nazis out of paris london but mostly the english.l baryishinkov was KNIGHTED BY QUEEN ELIZABETH 2 months after beginning his non-stop torture and abuse of me, very quietly in the background (because he is KGB-trained the silent force behind groups of yelling rapist english filth shit and scum you all "worship" for their white supremacy instruction to americans to follow you all want them to take everything over keep doing nothing about this situation being forced against my life as the sacrificial offering to the nazi europigapeland machine).

Hours of information extraction with the shit pigs who have been poisoning me through their dirty black and brown filthy minions and europigape scum who infest my surroundings and are paid free rent and everything else to pour filth spray crap kill plants kill animals I harbor or feed mutilate my body to murder me and for free white nazi trash can break into my room rape and smear fungus and semen into my hair into my vagina while I am being put in homeless situations in teleportation or death skits or abuse rape and etc

all of this is the stepping stone endless foray into lead roles for the shit like the endless filth of tom hardy and his ugly dirty english group--fully welcomed into whorewood along with dirty shitalina the mediocrity skank who has been catapulted into the oscars along with stupid dirty ape pitt her husband stupid and blank both my ideas have bolstered the shit of these sell-out europigapeland puppets

and newsome is the same shit as they all are. Sitting today was snoop dog and ice cube as newsome asked me for ideas about whatever--probably racism just so they can both slip into the "black South Side" voices rather than the near "white" acceptable vocal range they exhibit for whorewood A$$-list approval--if I hear them in the odd hacked video condemning them which they of course have made just to hack into my channel (I suspect, this is not so "paranoid" as one might assume due to the excessive promotional million dollar contract this fiasco of human failure technology forced upon me has been used to bring more stupid mediocrities into power--that includes mediocre crockett who is just another black nazi who stole my writing about how mediocre the shit whores are who are attacking me years and years of only hearing stupid sick things from them and entitlement sneers as they ask me for ideas, go to the oscars and now newsome has obtained permission to thwart trump's military overtake of california (until he contess it at higher courts, probably he will get his way once more, undoubtedly so newsome must continue to abuse and abuse me) 

after I supported this nasty dirty ape newscum his ratings went up, and both trump and hegseth and bannon rushed to make sure he was violently abusing me

and bringing in all the hateful parasites who have been murdering me for all these years who he brings on as torture while he sits next to them glaring in hate at me

because me helping him to thwart trum's overtake and fascist tendencies, which was my only aim trust me I knew nothing about newsome and unfortunately if I had known he was in any way connected to ugly sick pelosi the pig lousy I would have just ignored the situation completely

but I was drugged and traumatized trying to get this murdering shit hardy off me--he had created a swath of grey hair on my forehead because I was and am healing the poison shitailna and they all profited off having poured into my body-- abusing me violently nearly to death both before during and after the poisoning as I have been fighting to stop them to stop the poisoning and fighting in vain to get a single politician to stop this terror contract

they all rush to get their own profit and promotion out of it

the list of democrats is increased by one right wing fascist nazi republican democrat in addition to elizabeth ugly dirty warren and her stupid asinine squad, yappy dirty aoc and amy klobuchar and then hillary clinton--all have dark women next to them as their proof of supporting anti-racist democratic "values" all plantation nazi bigots warren the most "revered" is the most violent german nazi piece of shit but now newsome is proving to be just another one and is just another one

no one can detect this of course, I could not detect it the stress from years of torture and the threat of trump cutting off my survival money made me desperate

so I clicked on the videos tried to support this worthless piece of pig meat ugly huge hormone growth sick fuck newscum

he obtained a "win" his ratings went up instantly--just as they had with trump once he hacked his personal photo in his jet on his tour--obviously not a promotional photo it was grainy like from a mobile phone he looked like a greasy car sales 2nd hand hack but I clicked on it fearing hillary during the crusade to endlessly have her take-over the demo-rat party and I feared she would continue the violence against me so without understanding this system I merely clicked on the photo of trump on my facebook feed--a place of torture bigots hacking their shit to get me to click

I made the mistake of clicking on official news clips regarding the texas and california redistricting efforts on all sides

I supported the worthless newscum and it's been a repetition of trump rushing to ensure that newsome scum is the violent abuser that they all become increasingly threatening

my plants dying being killed my hands mutilated

I want to point out that if you listen to the bullshit yapping of newsome in his "fighting trump" videos he states that america is a "Democracy coming from Greece and Rome" but in effect his pelosi connection is fully mafia Italy and when he says rome he means the slave system--the two classes in that society were the poor and rich--the plebian and the patrician classes and the wealthy had the legal right to have people mutilated in the street if they didn't bow and scrape appropriately or made some slight or the wealthy creep felt offended in any way they had the right to really have people's limbs cut off. It was a master slave society and that is what newsome is really hailing in his blathering bullshit "fight against trump" in front of cameras. The american machine is a constitutional republic based on the roman and greek senate and separation of powers of the monarchy and a senate but of course everyone knows how that worked out. America was supposed to be a NEW SYSTEM not a new rome. But they want plantations and master and slave, and this filthy ape fuck is using violence and yelling at me in ways  with his huge pig body hitting me demanding that I let baryshnikov continue as I fight to get them off me. like warren and clinton and klobuchar the racism of these ape pig filth and the black nazis like crockett and ice cube and snoop dogg is to have me as the lowest, because "Jews" are supposed to be the slaughtered replacement of white superiority taking over Israel and the Jews being eliminated. They have conscripted completely unethical lying shit like ben shapiro to be the spokesperson for "the jews as his abuse of me under the trump regime has become violent and nasty sleazy and abusive---

the blacks are just endlessly assaulting me and they fully support trump. It was farrkhan hacking his "righteous" banter on my channel again but of course, I clicked on it hoping for some righteousness as I am surrounded by people literally abusing me to death in my living situation and all day and night by whorewood and shit like all the demorats all the republicans all conspiring to have me turned into a desperate and dying "slave" they can beat slap rape abuse insult and cut my disability off because I have fought to get any of my life back to heal and to get this group of shit off me and live my life for over 16 years of non-stop daily fighting

they ahve obtained oscars and awards, like all the rest, newsome obtained his promotion got a much higher approval rating because he instantly rushed under pig-lousy's urging and his obviously nazi dirty wife to abuse me so her "woman documentaries" will be exalted like shitalina and dirty pelosi and clinton whose "woman" tv show and broadway plays were based on having the skin in between my right toe and second toe cut to the bone so the skin is gone now, there is non-stop infection in that area no matter what I do

and they are all just going on mutilating me--this was the policy under rome where the patrician class had the entitlement to have their "slaves" mutilated their arms and fingers and toes cut off if they displeased them in the street--a stranger perhaps. This legacy continued into Europigapeland into the 18th Century or even later--only recently has this "entitlement" changed into some form of "Democracy"

but this stupid ugly group is working to reinstate that kind of barbaric institutionalized murder regime

they ask me for original anti-racist and anti-fascist ideas perpetually especially about women so the shit whores of that group can continue like ugly sick shitalina to steal them to promote her dirty ugly sick stupid self as being a strong woman because she can yell has had body manipulation to appear like a large breasted adolescent male style slim down body (parts cut out by plastic surgery and gastric bypass) and etc but having me completely mutilated and poisoned laughing as they all call me fat my breasts sagging and etc while they continue to ask me for ideas 

ice cube having latched onto this contract in 2013 when I posted one of his videos (or a few) about "no vaseline" and he remains\

but farrakhan, hacked some of his yelling lectures about how america and "the white man" just oppress the world

and trump having me raped and mutilated hit by cars my body parts cut out and mutilated by all his democrat and black and feminist friends on the "other side" so they can get tv contract endless interviews on the day they assault and abuse and hit and spit at and abuse and oppress me (the most hypocritical was Jamie Raskin under the Biden terror regime of endless rape and abuse, which really was the directive of shit trump who never was taken off abusing me he just went into hiding so I would not write under the biden terrorism that trump was still in control--working on how to bypass all the legal battles buying off all the shit and especially THE BLACKS

and Farrakhan openly supported trump, and two nights ago I felt like I was in 2nd grade when he came to me after I made the horrific mistake of clicking on his "I hate white man righteous poor oppressed black man me" videos---and he rushed to come to assault me, saying something sleazy like he was my father and daddy--etc (like trying to hint that I am a pedo victim) and then using the voice-to-skull after I had watched all the discussion (worthless waste of time watching the lectures and podcasts on  youtube which proliferate endlessly fixated on trump as a form of negative advertising)

and because of the next stupid attention-getting scam about trump being "dead" because he had not appeared for 5 days, I watched and then farrakhan came to ask me about how I felt about it--I thought something to myself and he almost yelled something that was supposed to get me "in trouble" like in school someone "telling on you" to the "teacher". 

Absolutely working for the black man to be on top of me along with the rest of the pile, like with crockett who says and screams that supporting hegseth and bannon in their death threats abuse violence and assault of me, "its' just politics" and the blacks were there today, after 12 years of ice cube literally profiting off having me poisoned and raped to death, always smiling laughing smirking and enjoying it happening--the antisemitism of the blacks in power is undeniable and yet it's never a topic in the media---never

and thusly another day of another parasite sucking ideas out of me. I feel so old in the presence of this life-sucking parasitic hater newscum

and he's not going to stop. After he has received the "permission" by the 4th Reich to contest Trump's overtake he along with the endless ugliness and racist misogyny of pelosi who is "working for women" but is like shitalina a favorite of the white male shit plantation KKK society i.e. graham who talks about her almost lovingly and violently yells at me for having written in rage about pelosi coming during 2 of the stimulus bills that were passed to join in with rape scumbag schit-negger out of austria the nazi former governor, a good friend of the democrat california machine of corruption, graft and right-wing nazi overtake--she sucked the stimulus money designated for the working class and poor and stole that money to build a luxury swimming pool for the white wealthy shit of san franciso out of that endless attack upon me--threatening ot have my foot cut off and then the next stimulus bill a few days before it passed and she was awarded a huge chunk (which means dirty filth nazi shit-negger also got a huge chunk of what she obtained, their buddy-buddy grift partnership) 

and the corruption and money theft by this team of newsome and pelosi and their teams of "democrats" along with all the europigapeland nazis infesting los angeles and california in the quid pro quo bargain for mansions in europigapeland for the sleazy greedy scum of the new scum working for the old scum

I can't get rid of him. He is now "in control" of my disability reinstatement promising to keep it off, because he is now working with trump

If i Had not cared about trump taking over los angeles and california and trying to help that worthless dirty piece of shit newsome I may have had a chance top get my disability reinstated

but he is now promising me that it won't happen because he has to get more and more out of me

my hands are so ugly and mutilated they just sliced into the already compeltely damaged cuticles 2 nights in a row

and the abuse is as usual going on from 9 a.m. until 3 pm or longer

only to be inflicted all night in deep sleep me being made a homeless person having to sleep with a man in order to have any place to live (not having "sex" but the concept was there) and etc under this filthy ddirty creep claiming he's a "good christian" like hegseth like whatever bannon says--and they are dirty filthy rape creeps they all really are

and I worked at the lusty lady which was to empower women's sexuality in a way that is so threatening to the rape and racist agenda the shit like ice cube also persists in "enjoying" so everyone is putting me at the bottom of the food chain to be devoured raped and my oscar-winning concepts just sucked out me tortured to get more ideas never paid my life destroyed my body made old grey hair from shitting poison out while fighting to heal while being violently raped and raped as shitalina watches on smug and laughing applauded by shit like graham and pelosi now I hoped that the younger newsom would not be the old scum but he's just the new scum from the old scum.

the people who call him newscum are doing that because trump used that term. I insist that when they call newsom newscum they are actually unconsciously tying him with trump because he is just a follower and not a leader just another stealing lying pretentious fake who has infiltrated all opposition to fascist tyranny. that is also pelosi most of the democrat caucus who are currently in the highest positions in congress I also believe and know that tim walz to be a fake kamala harris should be no surprise to those who are even slightly aware and many have no clue that elizabeth warren is a devout nazi white supremacist her "squad" is the replacement of plantation "good blacks" and etc

all the white nazi shit have a swarm of brown and black faces around them in the demo-rat party the only reason is to garner the vote

but the blacks are now turning to republican as the demo-rats have proven to be so ineffectual

Mutilation to my right ring finger---huge, almost bloody and swollen. The mechanical arms slipped underneath two layers of gloves, a wrist stretch band and over all that a wrist band supporter latched around my wrist until the blood pressure was limited to constrict ability of the mechanical arms to slip under all---but it did. I was drugged through the intravenous route (or capillary, if you will) and then sent to another teleportation skit, not as violent as the daily pre-hours and hours of death threats abuse and physical violence that is the norm every day from the throng of your politicians and celebrities fully "in the pocket" of the 4th Reich. Not a single one has ever demonstrated anything but the most stupid superficial meaningless grasping greed "narcissist" disposition lacking all wisdom, intellect and profundity in addition to empathy which is absolutely lacking. I am currently in the throes of the California 4th Reich. I had hoped to get away from the Florida death squad Latino-controlled Social Security Field office in Miami which routinely lied to me and even sent a letter upon request for how to repay the money my family had used to have that agency "red flag" me because I was put into a near-death orchestrated physical violence mutilation process under the orders, again, of my family, back in 1988 which rendered me disabled but never receiving even a correct diagnosis from any of the public hospitals, thusly leaving me to die a horrible slow death until the metal rod implanted in my back from the nightly dislocation of my hips and spine my violent brothers inflicted upon me during childhood along with waking abuse--but then, all of this, after years of me literally fleeing the country but before having to literally flee for my life to obtain health care when the metal rod from the "scoliosis" surgery because the hardening poisons made my spine crooked and then the terrorists had the Nazi doctor embed a metal stabilizing rod into my spine which could be dislocated through a "spring" in the hook system--which was done after a "freak" accident where my legs literally popped up at 90-degrees which has never happened to me in my life; even when I took trampaline classes as a 10 year old, I could never achieve the 90-degree angle before the surgeries enmeshed poison and hardening bone material into my spine--but I am going into a meandering path as the hackers make the keyboard so stiff it is nearly impossible to write on. The endless meandering path of my family putting MURDER as their leverage into positions of acceptance into the 4th Reich has included my "prestigious" uncle Bob Josefsberg in Miami and his nasty children having my expunged shoplifting charge reinstated after I took a class and had the expunging of my one-and-only misdemeanor taken off my record--I had been told by police that I could not prosecute nor obtain police action against what I thought had been a Miami-based stalker going berserk and having proxy people stalk me in Oregon and in Gainesville, Florida because I had not heard of gang stalking ever. I moved to South Beach because it was his jurisdiction and the only reason I had contact with this Harari real estate scumbag was when I was looking for an apartment on South Beach after having been accepted at the FIU program to obtain an English Certificate in order to LEAVE THE UNITED STATES AND OBTAIN HEALTH CARE. The stalking and poisoning until my body was huge began at that time in 2001--it began after I clicked on an apartment that had exactly what i wanted but no price, so I wrote an email this Syrian Parisian-based real estate taking his real estate license entry course wrote back stating that he could show me the apartment and began asking me personal questions. I felt this immediate surge from just sitting at a public library trying to obtain an apartment on South Beach and writing to this agent and suddenly an overwhelming addiction sexual all-encompassing sensation overtook me like being addicted to drugs. By that time I was huge my body being poisoned with bloating and hardening poisons every day and I have been all my life. the drugs and poisons and the mind control tech which the stalker use in proximity aimed at the body of the target in conjunction with the mind control drugs; in tandem with absolute compliance from the entire globe in ostracizing abusing discriminating against and then murdering through these covert means via poisoning to death but making it appear that the person is just getting sick, old and just breaking down to justify calling them all the names the pig ape scum call me now in the celebrity politician group--who rely on this system for their endless monopoly on power through their mediocrity and LACK OF INTEGRITY to put it in the most mild form possible. this includes my family who has had to leech off this contract for my life in order to obtain endless deals and promotions for demonstrating the most murderous attacks upon me under the guidance of the "pleasant" "Christian" white nazi filth fu**s sitting watching smug and smirking as their "little brownies" and minions do their filthy hate work for them. thusly, the train of abuse and attacks upon me is as meandering as this post has become because it is as intertwined into my life and running concurrent throughout society as the poisons still latched into my hips and spine which this current group of slithering slime parasitic serpentine liars and fakes out of whorewood/Congress have imposed upon my body. thusly, my family has made sure to rush to join in, a never-ending circulation of white nazi rape culture bigot men with the shit out of whorewood endlessly there smirking and smiling as they control the government not the other way around. The media is the one and only representation of society at this point and the lies and deceptions are as snaky and slithering grease stain slithering excrement just dripping off the walls of the exterior of the sanctuaries of the hallmarks of a sane and decent society. //I have endlessly appraised that media representation is far more important to all the expletives in power and their podcast nation of lying yapping minions than any constitution or bible ever could be. But while this entire post may seem like a meandering and almost serpentine explosion of fragmented detail, it is all absolutely interconnected. So I was mutilated, and the California tyrant next one yearning to become president is inflicting his mutilation upon me, sexual abuse, insults and threats my money remains cut off he has brought my murderous family and the murderous bigot celebrities claiming they are all his "friends". It is a "secret society" after all, and all members call one another "friends". It happens in the political realm of the teleportation when "Underling" minority democrats stand behind the blonde nazi superior nazis in the food chain of the democrat machine (controlling it, but all hailing to foreign countries in this particular case it is England but for the California realm it is Italy under the current tyranny regime attacking me---behind the yearning politician is a slew of congress members who want this contract so uniformly he viciously attacks me. No respite from this slow torture to death for me even though I tried to help stop the tyranny of the trump take-over they can't resist this opportunity of just endlessly attacking me to partner with their "friends' the facsist nazi maga white males rape culture nazi bigot genocidal death threat fellow scum and their blonde nazi shit skanks cheerleaders for racist rape calling themselves "feminist' looking at me screaming ideas about feminism which I studied in conjunction with the injustice and dinosaur white male entitlement culture which they are endlessly in reality fomenting the democrat-fascist tyrants really right wing republican maga with their "friends". //to gain movie and podcast and media influence is the ONE AND ONLY thing controlling the united states government at this time. In short. My family is happily handing me over once more to be beaten raped poisoned tortured and murdered so their filthy half-nazi children can obtain jobs in whorewood. With relish and enthusiasm and looks of smug white male entitlement "superiority" they have flourished in the last few months of being welcomed with open arms into the A$$-list whorewood ensemble using them to "traumatize" me and the creep factor of my disgusting rotten family is revolting so they keep pushing them at me smiling laughing and smug whie I am being raped beaten and poisoned and abused to death. What they have done is try to have me killed multiple times in my life to get the final contract out of having me sold off raped drugged and mind controlled all my life with every single attempt I have made to have security and a solid life demolished with full support of this group of slime I have stopped all contact with at least a decade ago. but the next fascist tyrant is there, putting stinking new clothing in the garbage room as the incentive that I took the expensive (sort of, I need good bags for the fact that I can't use any of the cupboard space in this torture room I have had to literally pound metal hooks into the floor-to-wall cupboards due to NO WALL being between my room and the room next door--the room was manufactured to have this faux wall with just a bare particle board separation which is bent or somehow allows for mechanical arms to get through all spaces of the room at all times so I closed them off--they protrude from the actual wall area so there is a small bit of space in this room and I have all my belongings in huge racks and on the floor in bags))but putting new clothing but it all stinks--and once I clean some of the light-colored pieces (thusly using my resources after they have had my money cut off, because my family used an inheritance to lure me into having contact only for them to rescind it all and have social security cut off all my benefits and leave me with nothing, as I am told they (trump, and senators from the rep party and then democrats as welll) that they will have all my benefits remain off until I submit to being raped abused and loving the pig ape shit scum for it so they can become another tyrannical president but this time under the rubric of democrat huge smiles much younger but more violent on a total ego trip with a hateful rash of absolute fascist nazi italians waiting to lunge into obtaining all the best california real estate--which has already happened by the way, the brooklyn mafia has been on an exchange program for also putting nazi antisemitism into america and handing all they can to fascist extremely murderous italians in exchange for lavish mansions plantations on tropical islands for having the reach to the president of both parties for the past 16 years of the same actors playing both sides but playing anti-trump for the public. Hillary put them onto attacking me her "friends" are English her hubby studied at Oxford and there was mind controlled and programmed to instill the Nazi 4th Reich through all their hateful policies disguised as fiscal responsibility (NAFTA, THE CRIME LEGISLATION OFTHE 90'S ) and then taking most of the troops out of Germany thusly putting nazi fascism into power, using the inevitable deluge of disenfranchised immigrants as a crux for the rise of fascist nazism--the english have such long-range propensities and planning the puppets of america greedy from middle class aspiring to be tyrannical aristocrats have lunged at getting rich. Thusly in California is the same exact system they are now all integrated through this technology. They all can be in different places but teleported to the hate attacks upon me as a group--me every day one against 10-15 or more greedy avaricious empty blank meaningless hateful puppets controlled by fascist nazism. Their awards including oscars golden globes and stealing my ideas because they are such blank and meaningless fascist nazi bots in the hierarchy--filled with rape, sexual violence bigotry they must have an outsider to provide them with ideas which they then are disparaged for being "woke" because they turn the ideas into a joke they are absurd the movies are mostly bullshit crap but they "win" awards nevertheless. This in turn makes for more right-wing backlash against such movies because they are made by such fakes and liars who are being instructed how to topple the idea in the first place by their nazi english and italian and German and French professionals who are trained in the duplicity of selilng how they are "democracy" but in reality pushing for global 4th reich nazi fascist genocide. They all only hail to obtaining wealth, and in killing jews in particular as the nazis made that a priority the blacks rush to join in and the "good" jews like my family are the most vehement in having me destroyed. All of them are working to get into the media empire it is what is ruling and destroying america from within. It is a serpentine construction of deception and subterfuge for the utter take-over of italian fascists english blathering bs operators and french fascist fashion and german murdering bigots fully inculcated--all--with the 3rd reich program pogrom and the aim of the 3rd reich was to take over the united states and turn it into another colonized monarchical plantation with concentratino camps. Does that sound familiar to all those who have ignored my 16 years of writing that this would happen if no one ever stopped this group? But you all continue to divert the reality in your most excellent podcasts as if you are rational and analyzing the situation in terms of an outdated system before this tyrannical overtake. **As usual my internet has been turned off and I have had to pound with all my hand and finger strength every single key as usual --writing to a blank generation of do-nothing wanna get rich grasping greedy sleazy meaningless idiot savants .

Of course, while all this restriction of literal motor skills is under attack through the same network of microchip implants along my spine, stemming into my brain--I am rendered ranting due to the 16 years of daily torture to which everyone on youtube who can potentially put any information that I write of so they can "Mirror" me and I click on their stuff they join in the teleportation

the politicians rant constantly about justice freedom and equality--I click on that and they rush to violently abuse me for having the nerve to watch the shit they crank out

or the temerity or stupidity to believe any single thing of what all of them blather out continuously about democracy freedom women's rights the government making all great christianity and feminism

More hours of hate, insults, sexual sleaze, forced into responding due to incessant never-ending drugging while I am in deep sleep mode so empty, blank and hateful parasites can obtain original ideas, and to torture me for having ideas and then extracting and giving hate, death and mutilation old age and destruction of my life in return---slow torture to death while they are making millions out of my ideas and promoted into more and more high positions for demonstrating mind fuck screw racist ignorant propensities rather than maturity insight reason skill other than lying mind fuck screw for greed as a mutual collective death squad-supported self-proclaimed "superiority" group. Obliterating opportunity and access as the main characteristic of their power assumption and supported by a global entity of destruction nazi-emulating bots. ///The same person is coming at me slapping my face interrotating me for hours--I had determined to not answer but they "read" my thoughts using the cochlear technology aka "voice-to-skull" for thought-reading of inaudible vocal vibrations picked up by their sensitive instruments, relayed to apes pigs whores scum who then take the ideas as their own to sell themselvers off as not being formulated hate bots entrenched in obedience and power-over dynamics. Not a shred of concern that for over 16 years their "friends" in filthy stupid sick whorewood have obtained my ideas by making me old having part of my uterus severed out (of course while drugged and in deep comatose mk ultra brain implant chipped unconsciousness as the apes went into my room handed to them by my family by way of the network) they poisoned my food blocked access to all earning made me paralyzed deformed poisoned my living environment abused and raped the poison into my body as I wrote about being poisoned only people like Nancy Pelosi rushed to join in threatening to sever off limbs and then to have me brutally killed. Years YEARS later and millions of dollars poured into the collective of her cult of Californication, I am now under her colleague familial hate entourage being slapped for responding to hours of abuse from one man who has brought in people to threaten to kill me people insulting me sitting next to brutal rapist who made my hair turn more grey after the last brutal rapist they go on for hours per day abusing hitting insulting and asking me for ideas as I rush to shit out poison that is lodged in my spine and back they go on and on. I told myself to tell him to fuck off for this next day (today) but before I was even awake they began once I had finally begun to take the endless layers of wrapping around my foot hands head and body which I must do to stop the shit from slicing gum tissue out of my mouth to have my hair permanently chemically destroyed with huge balding spots which after years, literally years of fighting to get it restored about 1/8 of an inch has sort of become a fuzz most of it out---gone seemingly permanetnly from years of my hair being slathered with mold fungus semen and other chemicals until it just fell out also from stress and my body has so much aging from daily abuse going on for hours an dhours. Greedy hateful white nazi bigot sleazy filth "men" so-called rush tyo abuse me every day taking turns huge erections and filthy sexual insults and sneers that I am a prostitute slut nothing bitch for having worked at the lusty lady, which was actually the exact opposite of their sleazy racist rape culture entitlement to abuse women--it was a stand against male domination and women's right to practice their own sexual freedom it was female-controlled and run but it was nazis everywhere who had to enforce racist policy of anyone not of their nazi filth machine being the targets of white nazi pig ape rape and hate sexual abuse--so it failed but I had for a short while an opportunity to not be a constant victim of date rape drugging rape mind control deep sleep rape and drugging that no one can fathom. People who are clueless but considered sage hack endless videos about how to remain stoic and not respond they have zero concern about learning of the drugging I am undergoing nor do they do more than hack videos so they can get promotions if I click on them. they probably believe they are "Helping" me but no matter how many times I write that the lusty lady was an empowerment for women's sexuality and that the drugging makes it impossible for me to remain "stoic" or not respond but in combination with NO SUPPORT ONE PERSON FACING TEAMS OF SHIT SCUM HATE with huge erections on the torture rape and power and money poure dinto their dirty filthy greasy prick profit professional displays of the contrary to the public for what they really believe and are in this context. //My family was once more invited to join in, the dirty empty stupid children of my rotten siblings who are sitting there waiting for me to break collapse and the californication machine of racism antisemitism nazification of that place has put them endlessly into attacking me the children staring with dumb hate and glaring demands that they get my life as sacrifice for the shit and stupidity that they are promoted for my life my body my soul being destroyed so the shit nazis who married into my family to obtain this contract as partners thusly training the children into nazi mentality and I am stuck responding to every question by this thug politician who is now abomination like the rest. //they had a skit yesterday of my cat La Moux, my real family, in a daze laying next to another cat which had literally been so obscenely mutilated, or it appeared like a cat with all limbs hacked off flies buzzing around. My cat stared at me and then raised one paw in welcome to come and hug her, and I rushed to grab her and rescue and hold her and they forced a literal heart attack on me, I mean "attack" they can manipulate my heart and kill me with this tech I almost collapsed and my vision went characteristically black like in tunnel vision which they do in public when they are screwing me over when I am trying to respond to attacks that are egregious by people in shopping lines who are abusing me, etc they have these technologies in combination with the brain implants that the shit of musk is trying to circulate so the nazi pig ape shit can have many more people to torture kill destroy and suck ideas out of because they truly are life-fuck sick and stupid ape pigs unworthy of leadership except that they are trained in how to present and how to rhetorically respond they are only europigape nazi adherents to this religion of worshipping all things europigape nazi they have zero concern about life humanity and especially about america except for all the MONEY MONEY MONEY they can suck out of every single thing if they are put in positions of power. Trump was put into power so the demo-rats like pelosi can have more mansions in italy and claim she is an "italian-american" (but calls her self italian in private no doubt) like the rest of the mafia filth fuck who have been so sleazy ugly dirty racist the famous mafia actors the thugs and whore apes who are endlessly worshipped by the whorewood establishment for selling crime and mafia mentality). So, I was threatened by this huge ape creep who has hit me--and he is huge and violent of course, behaving like this is his ticket to ride to get more and more promotions. he is asking me for ideas constantly every single day and has followed up on one idea by singing some kind of criminal justice reform bill which I had under pressure under torture under being slapped hit threatened with death abused by him--after being hit raped tortured beaten for 16 hours per day until a huge grey streak appeared on my hairline after the last english bigot sick fuck he rushed to assault me with the endless recurring black nazi out of the demorat party the "rising star" they call all these nazified minions minorities and demo-rats who claim they must "fight fire with fire" but in actuality they are nazi recruits only incorporating openly the policies of the nazi regime. They are profiting off the trump sucking apparatus of all the american money the wealthy can obtain--they are as criminal as corrupt as rape culture and as racist as the maga from whom they obtain permission to abuse me and are being trained by them in person while they all sit together attacking me as a group. My family once more invited to join in I wrote a post about this person mocking his stance of being like all the maga sexual abuser rapist scum of the repug party just now only slightly albeit only slightly not as offensive and violent but day-by -day under the tutelage of pelosi who is a staunch favorite of the fascist nazi senators who have behaved like lynch mob rape culture bigots making open racist comments stupid ugly dirty in this context, the favorites of the repug party good buddies with pelosi they mention her with respect because she is such a good partner for their mutual crimes and putting black and brown puppet rotten accomplices to the nazification of america into power as the "squad" ---one of whom is a latino woman with her white husband thoroughly vetted by the 4th reich to present such a false image completely tethered with the puppet strings of white supremacy controlling her every thought and action. The same can be said for her elder jewish partner who is just a mere controlled with a white partner wife who is truly the same oreo counterpart as any of the black and white similarity partnerships--just a little less black perhaps oreo "light" you could call it, less odious caleries the american version of coke light (drugs high on being mental slaves for the 4th Reich trained and put into positions of power to lead all the rest into compliance to white take-over of the nation). I have repeated the same thing to everybody for years they keep asking me for the information and then using it as their platform and then having me tortured and slowly murdered aging non-stop rapidly every day from non-stop hate and stress. This person is using ugly dirty sexuality towards me is ignorant and racist sexist and truly nasty. I keep telling him that it's he who is the sleazy dirty creep not me, as they all are. My sexuality is about love and respect theirs is about the shit nazi and their adherents taking their hate and suppressed lack of personality out on someone else in the realm of sexuality because they are so disassociated with their own personalities---their own sexuality is about power-over someone else and they need someone to vent their suppressed rape rage out on because they are so alien to even their own souls and minds. but they persist and keep on. So I had tried to tell him to shut up to not talk but the drugging is so extreme that I can't do it. They began the second I woke up and was drugged so badly that I could do nothing but respond yelling and rushing to hit another fuck pig scum hate filth piece of shit as usual every day. My body has aged the stress of daily screaming in rage after hours of abuse every day for years and years and years and years. The shit apes just take turns at me. I have determined that the good people of america have mostly been killed off the country does not deserve anything from me, I have determined and I have told this greasy bunch of sleazy dirty shit that I am resisting this "for my family" so the stupid apes my "family" then assume that means that I want the shit filth children of my shit "brother" the ape greasy creep to get unending promotions for me being enslaved so they can have instant and all handed to them---the nazis who joined into my family did so because of this fucking contract they rush to have me killed and my family goes along I am their main "get out of concentration camp" calling card the nazis flock to my family to get all these free deals. My family looks like they are dragged through the mud, those who have stayed in abusive insult humilation relationships but they remain for whatever reason, but now they are emboldened by this violence towards me they watch as shit and whore apes beat rape and tortrure me the scenes of me fighting eve4ry day screaming in rage as my hair is greying my body has shriveled they cut out part of my uterus my hormones have been put into trauma mode every day for over 16 years---poisoning my food shitting out stinking piles of extreme poison for years and yeras and years and years as the have the poison pounded into my body--everyone watches without a shred of humanity they are just abusing me so they can suck my entire life out of me without me having any support or anything but endless daily screaming to fuck off and die. at pig after pig after pig after piece of shit.

The dirty, dirty creep has bannon ham-on and hegseth hog-sith sitting there watching as they are training him in nazi rape culture white male entitlement culture with shitalina the endless rape prostitute-turned-pimp whore ape smiling as this filthy creep slaps me across the face saying something about 'giving a smack" which is East Coast jargon from the bowels of the Brooklyn mafia mentality---it's not his californicatin language he is a bot being told what to do on all sides absolutely programmed and is in the pressure to be molded into another demo-rat nazi yearning to become president like all the other nazified shit out of the demo-rat party.

bannon -ham-on is a most foul, and ugly grease-stain filth psychopath hateful lying murdering scumbag---how the american people listen to that is become of the accumulation of grease in the hearts of americans from decades of mcdonalds and other grease-food consumption

artificial everything including educational level of erudite emulation absolutely blank and hateful on the most important levels of human existence

just using any and all means to steal money and suck life and wealth out and then justify it by the usual lying platitudes the most odious is the Christian bullshit snake oil line the white rape pig scum make while no matter what i say about how working at the lusty lady in 1990 because filthy shit like them had health care cut shit like them forced this microchip series of implants along my spine and into my brain and shit like them are putting shit like elon muck into power to build more death traps for other people to be accosted raped and killed while in comatose deep sleep state. The 3 minutes omitted from the Epstein prison tapes may be proof of that I am not the only person microchip implanted and mind controlled to "service" white nazi pig males for their rape consumption needs. The jews obviously sell out their children for this program and have been doing it for decades I cannot be the only one out of the wealth New York desperation row jewish nazi club of jews-for-nazis. 

and so, only because I watched a few news clips about cali "fighting" the redistricting in texas, and the endless assault on my freedoms that I wrote of for years, which was met by death threats by the filth of pelosi pig-lousy has now been met by further violence to get get get more out of this contract than the years of jumping in to get get get out of this contract that the shit of pelosi and her ilk of the demo-rat house and then the senate and then of course the repugs under trump and during biden and etc

biden "working across the aisle" as he promised was handing me over to one-and-all they all have endless promotions and lifetime appointments in their unjustified seats no amount of fighting to get them out by anyone who wants a real government to act in the interests of the actual american people will ever win out because the system is so heavily rigged beyond comprehension

and so, growing old deformed endlessly yelling and rushing at pigs shit scum and filth you all worship to shut up get off me\

I am unable to stop reponding and just ignore them the drugs they pump into my body in whatever modality they are using are breaking my brain's ability to enforce boundaries ESPECIALLY WHEN AT LEAST 10 ARE SITTING IN ROWS abusing me threatening my life\this next nazi pig is making endless sexual abuse comments and now rushing at me with his pig hand outstretched to hit me as stupid ugly shitalina watches on as usual smiling as pig white trash ape filth scumbag after filth rape pig filth white trash male and yelling abusive black dirty filth creeps yell fascistically for their white plantation masters the aunt jemimas and uncle toms the "rising star" who is so theatrical like a celebrity hailing refernce to Nazi-referencing beyonce her friend and partner all they have to do is make nazi comments hit me rush toa buse me as often as possible white trash nazi culture will put them on tv they will get plastic surgery a make-over and then told they are candidates for president and for all they can obtain a senate seat perhaps alongside bannon ham-on hogsith and the rest are there with all the demo-rats urging them to threaten my life to slap my face in front of them all for making fun of their so-called "christian" morality they espouse to make all claims of their actual sleazy nasty hateful real selves shrouded in the mystery of this claim of their religious devotion and "thou shalt not suffer a witch to live" is the quote they use for me reading tarot demanding to know why I do it. the threat this filth fuck ape is making at me isa like the nazi rats have told him to repeat: have my disability money cut of me homeless because I am not sucking their enlarged penises on my knees as they slap my face call me bitch ask me for ideas as I am so traumnatized years of shitalina and pig ape pitt using my ideas many others stealing my ideas going to the oscrars becoming vice president for me being brainwashed into thinking perhaps they might not be a black nazi perhaps they might care if they saw this crime against me

they rush to beat abuse laugh giggle cackle and then join in with the nazi rape cartel

so it is non-stop every politician every single sick fuck celebrity is a pile of lying sleazy evil shit as far as they perform for their promotions in the context of emulating fascist nazism for the sake of being promoted into the highest visible offices of america--welcoming in non-stop droves of white nazi europigapes as their heroes who claim that I am a stupid bitch but torture her to obtain more award-winning ideas and then kill her slowly horribly to destroy anything like her from rising out of america, which they now control, ever again.

Only hateful sleazy mindless soulless shit whores claiming they are "christian" and therefore above reproach for sexual abuse rape and torture aimed at me using any stupid sick justification trying to stop me from reading tarot just in case it does empower me against the sick murder they are profiting from inflicting and ongoing for decxades by now the pelosi machine of shit is never-ending

always under the control of the filth of arnold shit-negger and his nazi austrian filth machine who have rushed to assualt me-=--raping abusing and me fightingt back has obtained death threats from the "Italian" American thugs of brooklyn like pelosi is probably from the East coast what shit they have deliberately put into the democrat leadership. She in turn has put compliant do-nothing schumer the jewish nazi controlled puppet and hakeem jeffries who does his rap bullshit for entertainment does nothing and etc under the control of white bigot scum filth pig-lousy 

and this next puppet is an aspiring "fire-fighting-fire" bullshit operator being trained by bannon-ham-on the pig ugly swine who is trained in violent manipulation and using this huge mu-fucker to beat slap and threaten me now. He's going on and on in a frenzy of hormonal power high. 

This is what the mind control technology has unleashed in america. I remain the silenced victim of endless persecution and torture without a shred of concern or empathy or shock apparently by anybody, certainly the least of all my shit "family" who I have told to fuck off repeatedly had nothing to do with this dirty fuck group for years and decdes they are there with this group of disgusting children who are smirking smiling as they are encouraged to sit there mocking looking serene as their mediocrity is being bolstered by their participation in this assault upon me. My brothers the pig scum who are despicable in every way as human beings are exalted for helping nazi shit low-life fuck crap you put into highest entertainment mind fuck programming to make sure that my ideas are sold off as nazi empowering women concepts with hillary the psychopath nazi fuck also there to suck all she can out of this

it is disgusting. But never-ending. I could not stop talking the death threats my cat my only love on this planet they are constantly abusing as I ask for h er to be returned they are just watching as I exercise to stop being paralyzed and stuckin agony while they abuse me until my hair is turning grey from ugly pig men pounding poison into my body through the endless rape and abuse these ugly dirty evil lying pieces of evil sick shit are inflicting upon me--they are all getting endless media attention lead roles this next sick fuck is trying to become president america will love any and all sick lying nazi fucks this is guaranteed by the nazi movie programming which no one ever questions in the media there are no critics left to analyze the impact of this same group of recurring shit and scum starring and winning awards the dirty nazi directors also are endlessly in nonj-stop line-up for awards every year they are all taking turns

all abusing me for years and years every day

by now they are just repeating the lies that they created to justify endless abuse until the sick stupid ignorant do-nothing rotten parasitic fucks actually believe their lies

I see nothing but sheer stupidity ignorance lack of all highest quality but their money and the coaching and staging presentation is the deception they all use until America can only identify with the most lying scumbag bullshit artists

Interrogated as the usual 6-8 hours per day of endless questions by "leaders" of america who have euro expletives sitting in the background awarding them for emulating fascist nazi rape culture ambassadors of "aristocracy" all things euro-land and fascist oppression demolition of human rights and rising of white supremacy entitlement to rape pillage torture and murder with no evidence and all hush-hush silence by everybody because "it's just happening to you ha ha" and.."it's just politics" ha ha . Asked for ideas about how to get the Black vote, responding with ideas then given sexual abuse insults afterwards called a "loser" then left to fight to try to regain the life force that was sucked out of me as happens every single day for all morning into mid-afternoon (with one of the english rapist abuser hater extreme violent parasite clinging life-sucking celebrity it was literally 16 hours or more per day of non-stop death threats ) and after that, left to sit here pondering how to get my energy back and trying to ignore the endless hacking of this same person who is jumping at my every click to hear it's theatrical presentations for the public which are being given on a silver platter for every sexual abuse and insult poured on me, exponential plaudits for this attacker and his accomplices (at this point, hacking is so bad on my keyboard almost impossible to type and write without non-stop backspacing to correct what is not appearing or being retyped by hackers while in the middle of typing; endless spaces inserted between letters, etc etc rewrites are continuous after I click on publish--half sentences are glued to half-deleted other sentences) all this and then called a "loser" after hours of asking me for ideas so this next abuser parasite feeding off abusing me can get more free deals out of this non-stop attack. not a single intelligent thing spoken to me as usual, only blank silence when I ask any intelligent question only sneers of derision for all I am saying then endless more interrogation for more ideas---so they can present themselves as not "snobby" white elite nazis entitled to rape and abuse of women like me and can "reach" target audiences to sell their promotions as if they care about society. Not ever even a thank you but RAPE AND POISONING TO DEATH MUTILATION EVERY DAY ABUSE FOR HOURS while the parasite are paid in MILLIONS AND BILLIONS for my ideas promoted into presidential position for this parody of fascist nazi "elite" entitlement total psychopathy killing animals denying that the are using mentally ill behavioral structures in order to formulate a fascist hierarchical system of envelopment of society at all levels (in the midst of writing this sentence the hackers made two tabs open literally blocking this page and then putting my cursor on another part of the page when I finally got back to resume)---. Calling me a "loser" after the usual 6 hours of non-stop- interrogation by the endless note-taking bannon who yaps "kill the lizard kill the bee" when I am watching my patio natural environment and saying how charming it is that the spoilt greens I put on the dying and poisoned flowers are being eaten by a lizard--and I never "said" this I was thinking it as the leech commented upon my thoughts, as they listen and watch for hours to all and anything that brings me even the slightest happiness to kill it or destroy it. all flowers picked off for years all plants killed all flowers destroyed cats birds lizards that I enjoy watching disappear and never show up again. the lizard no longer comes to eat the greens which means the foul psychopaths have had the greens I put on the dead and dying plants that they love killing slowly every plant for over 4 years killed off--now they are killing the animals trying to kill honey bees that are huge and wonderful that feed off the flowers next to my patio from a tree outside; amazing they have not killed the trees as they did the first 3 years I lived here they also tore down all the flowering vines crated landslides of the hill and every place I have lived here in this beautiful place has been routinely made desolate with trees killed outside my window, non-stop litter and debris thrown around on the ground while every other apartment or building has trees flowers, etc. they sit asking for ideas after drugging my dying body and they go on for hours and hours, hating me for not conforming to their power structure with demands for sexual gratificatoin and then hateful disposal of me after providing dirty nasty sleazy "men" my love under drugging and date rape drugs embedded into my body and now because I have tried to stop this they have begun over 16 years ago to use deep sleep teleportation murderous levels of hardening poisons POUNDED into my inert sleeping body by the twin prime body rape with "men" injecting fungus and semen into my hair (on my head) into my vagina and stinking sewage liquids into my bladder injected into my vagina after putting my spine and hips out of alignment so badly that I would wake up with stinking hair, fungus semen and my body in so much pain I could only limp to the bathroom to eject some of the toxic poison creating worms internally while hours of the shitalina crew abusing me for hours per day to obtain more ideas---top award winning movies have ensued for them I remain fighting off the next insulting abuser who is not as deadly as the english italian and german rape scum whores men who are smiled at lovingly by the every participant me fighting to get them off me with non-stop death threats and instant yelling threats for not saying i really want your 'big penis" and etc upon demand from a man calling me a loser instead of a "bitch" by more men who are having me raped and tortured for 16 hours per day. they cut my social security disability off because I have been fighting this COMPLETELY ALONE

FOR OVER 16 YEARS EVERY SINGLE DAY

"Vatican Fashion Show---Federico Fellini (Roma)". God Spanker. May 20, 2012.

The quasi-religious fashion show: gentrified anti-racist black nazi adherent formerly known as uncle's and aunt's of the plantation; religiously fixated on selling their "fight against racism" cloaked in the shroud of slain civil rights rhetorical jargon to sell the snake in the oil of their roasted sacrificial lamb sacrifices (not them of course, because "that's just politics and how the game is played") and then the quasi-christian rape white male with their "feminist" rape cheerleader wives, dressed in pristine pressed garb funded by the legislation and celebrity royalties derived from plantation subsidies aka grift graft corruption and monopoly. Some are able to see through the shrouds of their death costumes but others are beguiled like moths to the flame desiring more fantasy.

However, I worked at the Lusty Lady for one year 35 years ago and that means I am a lascivious whore, as opposed to their religious attire the fashion they wear as a statement it goes with the parade of jargon they have been coached and scripted to repeat. If they are not able to read clearly it is now pumped into their brains by the voice-to-skull technologies which are so hip and hyped up with no strings attached, the puppets assume there are no strings. The lascivious sex torture victim prostitute stupid loser who nothing bitch they make me out to be using having worked at the lusty lady working BEHIND GLASS a completely unique establishment currently closed down by the male wealth establishment but it established clear boundaries for women's sexual freedom from harassment and oppression abuse and derogatory remarks by the customer cliente who were BEHIND GLASS so it was a fantasy projection and nothing like lap dancing--I had a loose metal rod in my back slowly coming out no help from my family which wanted to oblige the nazi network to have me brutally killed so they only tried to have me put in jail and prison for a jewelry theft after all the local rapists obtained their "fun" in raping me while I was in deep sleep state. They got the hospitals to claim that i had no problem even when I had proof from a German hospital in Stuttgart they had the hospitals claim that I was lying to home and die a slow horrible death total spinal fracture, etc internal poisoning to death. I worked at the Lusty lady until I tried to move from SF to Seattle then the 4th Reich had organized through the punk network that I move to Germany and obtain the surgery to remove the metal rod. by the time I had returned to america I could no longer sue the san francisco hospital for malpractice so I remain now disabled totally and completely. Having to run once more for my life to survive poisoning and really no health care despite having had medicaid I have gone where I have to go to get some health care. the entire time of fighting to get the poisoning ot death to be stopped countless politicians have joined into the rape circus surrounding me to pump poisons into my body as deeply as possible with me writing hysterical posts on facebook and in this blog--to which blonde nazi shit real whores stole the ideas about feminism and women's rights only to laugh as they got men to brutally rape me for writing about their collusion with these rape pig ape scumbags while stealing my ideas and going to the oscars for my ideas. They are constantly referring me to as a sleazy stupid bitch whore for having worked at the lusty lady in 1990 san franciso where I say every time that their rape is humiliation in tending to break my body and spirit they laugh say nothing and are awarded for their feminist statements which they stole from my hysterical rantings which have been stolen, deleted eliminated all money flowing to the filth real bitches stupid whores and the men who protect them because the women have usurped feminism to such a degree and put into highest political office as well (the snake oil sales pitch of fighting racism is also one of the most coveted of deceptions that the white pig ape male culture is embracing they are senators of the demo-rat party predominantly the others of the other side are "devout mothers christians" fully cheering on this rape and torture of me. they all boil it all down to me being the town, no, the universal jewish bitch slut whore nothing stupid ignorant stupid bitch fucking bitch kill her universal whore for having had sexual experiences where I controlled the behavior of the men to respect myself and the establishment. they are trying every day to lambast me, in particular the "good christian" men who are sexually obscene their behavior is in no way deemed sleazy stupid bitch whore no, they must destroy all that empowered women, in particular jewish women and perhaps some "good" blacks (their phraseology not mine). 

The English making a doco-biographical series about Mussolini have rushed to violently have me raped and tortured for over 16 hours per day so they can be entitled to taking over MY COUNTRY which I have had to flee from because so many white and black trash americans are devoutees of europigapeland culture overtaking the united States, like a colonized slave colony america has become. 

I try to inform these ignoramus idiot savants that sexual violence for the sake of racism has nothing to do with me having worked at lusty lady a place which steve forbes made sure to personally buy and replace it with a pizza parlor restaurant on north beach, san franciso the city ahs been over-run with nazi liberals and the same is much worse in south beach, florida but more fascist and racist even than los angeles (but they are trying to get rid of much of the undesired contingent) but asking me for idea on how to sell and rebrand their really rape culture white supremacy but also calling me a bitch loser and continuing to threaten my survival death threats are non-stop for me fighting to stop this endless encroachment of my life by the united states government currently under the screw-thumb of europigapeland white nazi bigot sleazy sick being manufactored as glorious supremacy entitlement culture to which white male rape culture is thriving under the bannon banner of "good wholesome" christian intellectual leader (seems pretty oblivious to everything in the context of hate imposed upon me, including their "feminist" wives who like all the rest gloat and are glorified by me being the target of their rape culture sleazy men in having someone ELSE to vent their sexula hate and debauchery on, but now it's just by clicking a button and using gang stalking to inflict near-death poisoning and torture and death even--they all can't wait this has sold like hot cakes they got muck and rump to bring in an entire cartel and the technology is being sold off as helping society by a swastika-hailing scumbag idiot who has been given all the inventions but is really selling off white male stiff boring ape culture revisited. 

The endlessly turned on town slut prostitute is the role they have assigned me to be beaten and tortured for saying no and killed and this is not going to stop with me. All the shit of whorewood has gone along with this for over 16 years and the united states government as well.

So welcome to fascist italy circa 1936 and you will get the entertainment you have been yearning for: burning pyres of the bad bitch witch in the center of the village, replicated in holographic dark web videos as the secret technology is selling like hot cakes and people are rushing to get a piece of the pie, the investment and to be part of this terror group rather than victims of it. Now the potential victims who did nothing are themselves being called "losers" are rushing to abuse me and call me "loser" so they will be included in what they never did anything in the past to stop. Now they have an excuse to join in because "it's just politics" and "its just happening to you" so--the Fellini motif of the town slut they have superimposed upon me. Regardless of my 6  years in grad school studying criminal justice regardless of my body being a universal rape and punching bag while I am unconscious as their implacable scumbags vent their woman-hating wrath and racism upon me:. I believe Fellini was an anti-fascist and this is my answer to the dirty sleazy crap that the english bigot created for his mussolini series, along with the lead actor there is only sex and violence and rape and power machinations a tiny bit of political commentary and then some good lighting mechanisms of filmography but otherwise it's the same psychopathy being sold to sell off fascist Nazism as a lure to programming of the public. Too bad they never got into the anti-semitism they only made one sneering remark throughout the film as to the racist undertones of the society but the woman-hating also omitted. Fellini and also the film SALO by Pasolini show a different perspective of the psychopathy involved in fascist rationalization, the encompassing of religious and political figures and leaders of society who are rife in terrorizing and raping the community for everything--Salo was a section of Italy in which Mussolini fled before he was executed by anti-fascists near Milan. But I am just going to copy the clip about the town slut---in the film it's a blonde woman imagine if he had used a black or dark-haired female but it's deemed "art" if it's a blonde supposedly the viewer cannot totally associate a blonde with being the universal target of sexist hate so it's a comedy--nevertheless it's funny her drooling for sex--these ape filth creeps behave like I'm an insatiable fellatio slave just dying for their greasy pricks while they slap my face calling me a bitch while ugly shitalina watches on laughing and smiling while taking my creative and original ideas to the oscars for years because I was writing about women's rights--from having worked at a "feminist" establishment like The Lusty Lady--taken down in the backlash against women's rights---(in 2013) just preceding the backlash against black rights culminating in the stripping of civil rights and abortions just a few years later, now culminating in outright fascist nazi rape culture permeating whorewood with full applause and no resistance--*I am the only one at this time. Perhaps it's a time for revival of Fellini movies and not the shit from england making pro-fascist movies depicting the usual blood-bath and rape and sexual frenzy violence power-grabbing scenes including a reference to rump "make Italy great again and etc. 

Oh, the town slut motif they have place on me, in addition to the witch to be raped but my ideas which are about women's freedom from sexual violence and castigation are being sucked out of me through hours per day of rape and torture with me fighting literally physically to get pig after ape off me--they are running for top dog of the government and of whorewood to influence control and they ask me for original ideas now non-stop taking notes bannon the sick psychopathic nazi fuck does constantly and they all do this

I hope one day someone will come out with videos of these sessions so at least one day people will see how badly america failed during this ominous time leading up to a total destruction of the country for the sake of some wealth-increase wanna be aristocrat europigape nazi and mafia k-rap many of whom are black and jewish who are drooling love like lascivious whores upon the nazis making concentration camp murder jokes, racist anti-black jokes they partner with them with love and huge smiles of love and adoration. 

"La Volpina da Amarcord (1974)". luigi zucchini. June 15, 2019.

Every single key I am pounding out now is met by some page or some non-essential item popping up in front of the screen while I am typing

hackers

it goes on and on. they have cut off my social security disability payments which they made me disabled and they created deadly sickness and poisoning they had the poison pounded into my body by the endless rape as I fought to get them to stop they increased the tortured until it was non-stop with THOUSANDS of tourists per year stalking me--ie. if I drove around the beach or to the store for about 6 hours of shopping and doing things I had at least 500 people attacking me by almost hitting me while driving constantly, etc groups of 20 "swarming" into me in shopping centers

I just began using a "cheap" store to buy food because of 6 months of surviving off the stimulus money provided by the government during covid---they are demanding that the inheritance money my family sent me as only a lure to get contact with me so all the nazis my siblings intermarried with can get more and more out of my family because my mother providing the spawn of my siblings with worldwide free vacations and etc which she obtained from her mother who organized gang stalking decimation upon my family for her endless luxury life rather than living in Brooklyn with her compliant husband they just sold first their children and then grandchildren into this Nazi hate cartel program

and so, they tried to establish contact writing a note on facebook in my message center stating "we could not find you but we looked on facebook" and it was one of the spawn looking for a free promotion into everything through this offering of a little crumb from my mother's absolute violence out of having me raped and poisoned with the entire family's consent--who now are living in mansions for having followed me around, putting a little slight misdemeanor of shoplifting when I lived in Miami, which I had expunged from my record my first offence ever--they had it not only reinstated as a "crime" but accelerated as a criminal offense my brother the attorney who was the first to "embrace" me like a leech clinging onto getting whorewood to recognize his offshore cayman island contacts for the upcoming crypto-scam schemes the Demo-rats and Repugs may want to hire him for as their executor of the grift--in addition to participating in this crime which my family has been increasingly psychopathically rendering upon me going into all my life, literally.

And so, it was another hateful sleazy nasty politician with it's "opposition" sitting taking notes, after having the liqard poisoned it no longer comes to eat the greens I put on my dying plants which are daily being killed ever-so-slowly. I told them that at least one of them is mentally ill for this behavior they then deflected it upon me saying that I must be mentally ill--so I got into definitions that I had studied for  years in Criminal Justice classes regrading mentally ill classifications from the DSM-IV-TR manual of mental disorders and classification of psychopathy include delight at killing and maiming and torturing animals as prelude for human violence. 

INstantly they claimed what I said was "no it's not" like auto-reflex then spent hours asking me for ideas about how he can sell his brand as a caring for blacks get the vote--crock-a cracker was there but had no concepts it appears but they just were using truth serum and mind control to extract, then more "my penis' and etc hate comments insults sexuality insults abuse referencing me as a slave sex disposable insult and hate harm and abuse object then calling me a "loser" afterwards. I told him that he must be very sensitive to how Trump --his supposed opponent--calls him a "loser" and it must be affecting him so that he just repeats the hate upon someone else--

which is the main characteristic of all the rapists and abusers who have not dealt with all their personal pain they have found a way for everyone to dump their personal problems out on me and then blame me for it.

I.e. blacks love to hit me and threaten my life saying that I am "racist" like a red flag to a bull the blacks rush without any semblance of questioning or just accepting point blank that calling their billionaire black icon of wealth attainment within the 4th Reich selling antisemitism like they are all doing as their private elite club membership--but calling her an aunt jemima for the previous years of her stealing my ideas like all the white filth hate rape scumbags had been doing--your beloved and cherished celebrity A$$-list whores skanks and idiot savants ---and then having me beaten raped and poisoned with my explanation above only a mere scratching of the surface of the damage and death they were inflicting laughing and going out being told that they are real Europigapeland aristocrats with peasants being killedl raped and disposed of lying about their democracy equality lines and going off to lavish haute culture parties after they don their black ghetto voices for interviews for the black patrons they sound so entirely different from the greedy stupid things that they are around their white controllers who they speak with perfect English but are completely different characters for their black cultural interviews to continue to "represent" how to attain money for approval by white nazi culture

the white male totally engrossed in entitlement culture and wealth is playing up to his antagonistic opposition in this theater of abuse, so they ask me for ideas because they just are extracting ideas for whatever reason, then disposing of me with contempt for having opinions that do not opine with their power needs for their own endless assumption of everything handed to them and all resources being directed towards their ever-increasing mansions in Europigapeland 4th Reich buddy-buddy with violent genocidal nazis in ole euro-land

welcomed into america as heroes and cultural "superiorities' while america is drowning in mediocrity--a word I began using and it's being echoed now from people who had hacked their videos into my youtube years ago--now using my word which is that word mediocrity

no thanks even. I am still waiting to see if my disability will be reinstated after 6 months of them raping abusing me so badly that grey streaks spread over my hairline from my life being destroyed slow DEATH MURDER

not even a thank you and not a single INTELLIGENT conversation from any of these "leaders" in the totality of 16 years of daily abuse interrogation I have yet to hear or see any similarity rather than a simulation of higher intelligence

they can speak with elaborate vocabulary in interviews but they are "supposed" to demean me so badly that even speaking to me with anything but grunting "suck my dick" hate spewing "my dick is huge" and me groaning with disgust and revulsion after they ask me what I think about that responding with "I don't care" in disgust

they can't understand anything but oppressing me apparently they are only fixated upon this so they can "just politics" promotion into higher positions of power.

The usual apathy and this behavioral psychopathic pattern is still be unquestioningly repeated into culture through the conditioning and the psychic threads of this behavior integrated into the falsities of their professed posturing in front of cameras the essence is conveyed the public has been so insensitive to anything other than their power attainment and getting over on others getting rich getting the american dream being part of the power structure

I listen to the complaints of the blacks and the democrats who, for years I wrote and wrote about this situation and what it would do--they only rushed to abuse me because I called one of them an aunt jemima for having abused me in the same pattern as the whites who have pushed for a power structure that has eliminated Affirmative Action and Abortion--but no problem for the mind screw operators they have been paid so much they just rush to their haute modeling parties in Paris to get their abortions and have "equality" at the parties they assume they are welcomed as americans or blacks or jews or whatever they claim is their disparate position in society

but the entitled white male currently abusing me, far less of a brute force rape hateful life-destroying scum as the english team you all worship their accents and you all defer due to the programming of their "superiority" because of the MEDIOCRITY you are all embracing in preparation for their take-over over the chaos you are all too apathetic and scared to make a stir scared to lose your little piece of the american dream pie to do anything whatsoever it's not even a problem me being microchipped tortured nearly to death screaming-writing for years about it people only mocking stealing the concepts and then turning to me when their power structure is collapsing so they can get nestled back into the nazi fold by attacking me--when they allowed it to fester and assumed it would never be a threat to their sexual violence they cloak it all with christian statements of superiority to justify their sexual violence and abuse of me.

Or whatever "cause "they have clung to. For blacks it's "racism" as an almost religious cause racism they are fighting racism prompts them to abuse and slap hit and help rape me so they can claim "it's just politics" while they partner with rape culture white out of congress-whorewood plantation, ltd gmbh inc

for the really murderous white males and their "feminist" white skank women it's "christianity" the "value-system" they cling to in order to justify calling me a prostituted sex slave nothing bitch loser etgc while they are drugging and making sexual demands for instant gratification because he's the "big man" and has a plantation of servants servicing him upon demand his good wifey probably has her side-dish as well which for most women in her position is her children. 

If my cat La Moux is still alive, please have her returned to me immediately alive and healthy---they stole her years ago because I love her and she loves me. They are torturing her if I fight rapists. PLease get her away from hateful animal torturing killing bigots and return her to me.

Working on becoming a zen master beyond human endurance: techno-terror non-stop using Social Security my lifeline as a torture tool. I received notice that I have messages in my online social account. I am now unable to access my account unless I use a VPN. Hackers have literally blocked all access (or the DOGE forced this change, but I suspect that it was is hackers) so I must use a VPN. The source I have been relying on, free accessibility unlimited--is now blocked. It won't connect it worked perfectly the last time a few weeks ago (less than a month ago). I tried to use a different VPN after having asked an AI bot which was the best free online option. As soon as I began to click on the download process hackers turned my wifi off. All lights on router were connected the remote blockage to my signal often keeps the router appearing like connection is on but on the laptop it's off. The laptop signal for wIfi likewise appears on but no sites operate. This happened 4 times for every attempt to log into my social security account while the frustration grew after 45 minutes of turning the router on and off, clicking and waiting and getting up, they began to attack my nervous system because I could not remain composed and calm throughout this process so the "backdoor" hacking into my nervous system, formerly composed and calm from a morning of only stupid sick teleporation skits while in deep sleep--not people being murdered which happens in many of the more distraught grasping abusers who rush to join in so they can get what all the "friends" in their secret society have obtained by non-stop years of abusing poisoning torturing raping abusing me for defending myself against ape rape with violence etc. It was me being put on a toilet while people in the room sat there being creeps, smug and sleazy and nasty I am so used to being naked and abused in front of groups of terrorist politicians and celebrities, who love to make nasty comments about my body while I am undressed mocking abusing it's a showtime for them all! I woke up in pain from the exertion of cleaning stinking filth and muck the anguished aspirant for promotion inflicted upon me for not instantly gratifying his demands to provide him with instant promotion and my human sacrificial laying down of my life for his endless glorification. I had done too much, so I was in pain as well. I thusly had to take some semi-opiod pain killers this morning also my system flush with a very gentle albeit opiod pain killer (kratom, at least organic! Hopefully not too badly sprayed with toxins). //I had fallen asleep in my drab but very comfortable exercise and cleaning clothing waiting for my bank client relations terrorist to phone me to make sure that the 8 times I have requested tha

HYPHEN be inserted into my apartment number for my address, which they refuse to do correctly although when I fill out the online secure form through their message center the many multiple attempts I have made appear as blue scroll down addresses that were already input into the system. In short, they are deliberately writing my address incorrectly because it has an elongated form containing a  hyphen between apartment numbers. From the 8 attempts i made repeatedly throughout the past month, one single letter was sent to my mailbox with the correct format. Instantly the bank sent another letter with an address "change" with the wrongly written address. I got on Facebook to request through a different system, without having to pay $5-10 for a voip phone call (so I can't call them collect, they have an option for collect calls but it won't use through a voip app)

and thusly, asking facebook message center, which is listed on the bank's contact information there is no email address provided or even physical address I believe. One must go through that route, only to be told that the person assigned to me who had sent me a contact request letter was the person to deal with (duh, I wrote to them that this person is not responding to my attempts for her to phone me)

I finally wrote back to the facebook person that the contact is not responding to any request for a phone interview for her to phone me at an appointed time, and I asked angrily what the problem with the bank was that it cannot correctly write an apartment number such as xxx-xxxxx including the hyphen after I wrote it in my personal account, after being "hung up" on in the online message center (the terrorist relay my every email and message chat to terror agents who cut the wifi connection after they make vague and incomplete responses, thusly I must fight to establish wifi connection for the next 15-30 minutes to actually receive a somewhat realistic or halfway correct answer. They told me to use the personal account address change and I did that. They could not input the address correctly after the 1-3 day wait (the wifi turned off when I asked for an address change through their "secure message center" beforehand I was cut off after the agent wrote that I should use my personal page and not go through the message center to change address-the wifi was turned off instantly and after 30 minutes I gave up, and then just went into my personal account to change address). After a week my address had been input like a demented person with no understanding of mailing address wrote my apartment number on top of the address field, as in name/xxxxxxxxx/street apt xxxxxxxxx/city/state/zip

literally they put the 8 digits of my apartment number on top of the address field then the street and then again the apartment number then city and state etc. It was so unprofessional it was disgusting. I then tried it again online and once more they put in the address wrong. I got into the message chat system and was told that i should input my address through their secure online message chat system and not through my personal settings address change field. 

I input address changes 6 more times through the chat until I finally asked them to get a manager to contact me so it would be input correctly. the chat agent told me he was trying to locate a supervisor and to wait. I told him I need someone to go through the actual protocols of their bank and for a manager to send me an official email with their telephone number to establish contact and a time for them to phone me

that resulted in waiting 8 days for the manager who never responded and then getting in desperation into facebook to try to reach anybody else, who told me to contact the person who had not responded. I told them that this manager ("Lisa" and the normal routine is for the managers to include the first letter of their last name as in Lisa F.)

but she just put in "lisa" which is not the professional bank policy the managers never just put in a simple first name they always include an initial for last name. I wrote the angry message to the facebook agent who told me to "have a nice day" which is what I tell the nasty abusive social security agents after they abuse and yell at me, and I respond with "have a nice day" so now this group is deflecting that attempt to end a hateful negative discriminatory exercise in crime against me with that ubiquitous American phrase.

I wrote for her to phone me at 9 am (yesterday) her time--and nothing happened. 

then getting into my mailbox which was, as usual, the moment I clicked to view the box the internet wifi was turned off for 20 minutes as I began to become exasperated I finally obtained service, only to go through what I described above. Only to see that it was official verification that I am paying the money my family sent me as an inheritance so they could try to lure me into having contact with them; their lawyers used hacking terror tactics and lies throughout the process my entire "family" had a group mailing system attached to the lawyers so they all had access to my account. Unfortunately at that time I was not thinking of their hacking propensities nor did I understand the true malevolence of this group. I had a vague feeling but as a mostly positive person I just thought that they might be antagonistic but not deadly murderous conniving and influenced by their nazi spouses who are in for the money from my family---with zero concern about me. This has been translated into the nephews and nieces of the very violent siblings that i left a long, long time ago.

But, they manufactured this crisis of social security red flagging me cutting my disability payments off in March and literally lying yelling asking me to pay all I had in my bank account, in person, to a Miami Field office (on biscayne blvd) to empty out my account before considering whether to reinstate my benefits.

Every contact and letter I receive which I must click on various pages to obtain, has the terrorist hackers turning the WiFi off constantly, every few seconds while I am in the process of trying to log in with my one-time-code, then the wifi is cut off. I become naturally irritated but the level of stress from literal vicious abusers and users trying to render me homeless prey to their rape sex trafficking fellatio physical violence usary hate abuse information extraction poisoning drugging hate and then disposed of--in whatever form they want to kill me off or just pass me to another friend who also wants a free bump-up on it's career. 

My body begins to tremble because of the microchip implants in my spine or I should say embedded perhaps within the hard poisons that are rock solid which the current line-up of terrorists waiting to feed off everything about me--for free of course they are told I am here to service them in every way as a slave my ideas which they have won oscar awards for and nominations they only have to make sure to have me poisoned drugged and rendered mute in any way possible so they can firstly claim the ideas as their own secondly to stop me from having any chance whatsoever to compete and then to destroy me so the concepts and the source of the alternative concepts are obliterated no record left and me tortured for not obeying being abused raped poisoned to death without fighting back.

All the technology they use is in constant combination of blocks to any system so I become angry then they begin to transmit nervous system attacks and brain attacks so I cannot "handle' the stress and then the years and months of my sub-poverty income now being taken away with me waiting for a decision for my life which the u.s. president the speaker of the house former now just a senator another senator the homeland security top official the current speaker of the house two more senators and the rape poisoning murdering bunch of celebrities and rapists laughing glaring with hate saying first the people who have stolen my ideas will never pay me anything for the ideas or the years of torture--all is gratis for them courtesy of the united states government. Second my disability payments will never be resumed and if I try to change my address or really fight to have them reinstated and thusly block them from forcing me into slavery and murderous rape fellatio slapping being called names without fighting in my defense they will have me killed--but they were poisoning and abusing me to death for years by the way but not acknowledging that.

They forced physical fracturing of my spine because the microchips in my brain and along my spine (in my throat as well) force me into a somnulant state disassociated from all physical sensation while I am helplessly asleep, inert and being either teleported to a different location which also shifts my consciousness and bodily sensation; like my vital functions remain keeping me alive but all pain and mutilation I feel nothing; also suffused with drugs and poisons which are administered in various ways such as food poisoning and also insertions into my bladder while I am in deep sleep, unconscious and lacking all physical awareness in my "prime" sleep body while being telpeorted to abuse in the different location.

they made me become disabled in this manner and while having me drugged and poisoned into internal suffocation of my organs paralysis of my spine (the poisons literally solidify into a huge labyrinth-serpentine-shaped block of hard poisons which there are no herbs in the American medical establishment to dissolve so I can work as hard as I can to break them once the herbs i now am able to barely afford --of course, now living off the stimulus money and every month i saved money and this is what I am living off now---and i can't obtain any of this in any western country and if so, the quality I suspect will be much diminished what i now obtain is fresh and much more potent than the exported herbs which are beautifully packaged extremely over-priced compared to the level I can obtain or could obtain here, I believe perhaps i am wrong but america is an unholy unhealthy place and any alternative healing is for wealthy people, in Asia it is believed that working people are a vital customer base for this herbal system so they are not relegated to horrific death by their country's medical establishment(s) as in the United States. 

And so, I finally got into my account only to see essentially receipts for the money I have been paying back from this inheritance, because my family organized this in conjunction with the hate group of whorewood to have social security flag me, then scritinize everything about my life to render a decision whether to cut my sub-poverty albeit survival money due to these factors of (and at this point, I cannot divulge more vulnerabilities)

the dehumanization and lack of empathy as exhibited across the board of american administrators of law and of art is so unbelievably life-fuck sick and deadly sleazy selfish all higher ethics and morals are more empty than anything anyone could ever imagine. It is not just my situation but the examples of this lack of humanity and murderous exploitation and sucking in of all resources money pouring into their top echelons of their cartel so the lower vicious ranking of all their minions and those aspiring to reach the white light apex of their hate pyramid scheme renders society into a vicious soulless constipated death machine of greed acquisition.

The technology could so enhance human life, and the wealthy and those who are viciously life-destroying lacking all beauty of the spirit and soul but are trained in how to lecture beautifully to the opposite--

the rest are being traumatized into not questioning their falsities although only a few selected are put in positions of public awareness all calculated to dim the stress of the dim realization.

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This morning, before I saw the notice of letters in my social security account ("messages") I had to spend 30 minutes of fighting to get internet connection every time I tried to log into my mail account. I got into the main page, and as soon as I clicked on log-in the wifi was remotely disconnected. Of course the signal appeared on in the lower right-hand corner of the screen, and the router lights were all "on". I had to disconnect the cable, turn the router off and on, connect the cable, walk back to my chair across the room. Please bear in mind that I have spinal fractures they put my hips out of alignment after raping me nightly in this room under the first t-rump administration using his good partner putin's terrorist white male (trash) creep body builder muay thai fighters who were given keys to my apartment by this landlord; I nearly died trying to secure the panels and the front door when a chair I had used slipped and my head missed hitting the corner of the table as i fell backwards (because terrorists are spraying grease on my floor brown and black grease which remains permanant--also on the walls, on my clothing, on all ornaments into my food on the bathroom tiles so it's brown sprays dripping off the tiles blackened and this stuff can never be removed not using any cleaner scrubbing it does nothing using the most extreme brushes wire etc) but not to digress, I nearly was killed due to this grease sparyed on my floor and I fell on a huge bag of plastic bags I have next to my table because I save all plastic bags for reuse; otherwise I would have been killed years ago in this room fighting for my life to stop the break-ins that shitalina has laughed about mocking how my body is so broken down--formerly very athletic beautiful she made sure to dismember and disfigure me --she also organized having part of my uterus severed out while I was in deep sleep then poisoning my food having huge hormone growth "men" pound poison into my body in both teleportation and deep sleep inertia comatose state as they poured injected this hardening poison into my body, which seeps into every tissue and bone fracture so solidify like a serpentine internal straightjacket of immobility then internal suffocation of the intestines and total paralysis. Laughing about me shitting stinking piles of brown goo black poison out daily and continuing to poison me while torturing ideas out of me. It goes on and on this filthy dirty whore is lavished with praise by the white male rape cartel the ugly dirty white females associated with the pig ape men are giggling more then elated that this is happening to me so their "go getter" "men" can dump their vicious murderous impulses on me or others similar and they get cherished because the hate they all have in common is diverted to other people. that is why former slave holders and the nazis (i.e. if you see photos of american southern slave plantation owners how they posture in superiority poses it is due to having people to dump their murderous and wrathful hate upon while cherishing their likewise sleazy dirty female consorts white trash now in modern society glamorized by whorewood

sorry for the personal statement I realize most of you reading my blog are of the plantation mentality and love that system consider yourselves the elite but I would argue completely the opposite using fact based on your deceptions and mind programming death cartel using torture and murder as your main means of claiming your superiority blocking access is your secondary means.

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so today spending maybe 1 1/2 hours or 2 hours trying to access my mail and vital life-or-death information with non-stop DOS attacks on my computer and router. That they have also altered the mechanism for wifi connection so the system appears "on" and thusly I can never tell if the wifi is on or off makes for me getting blocked at every critical juncture to accessing information that could mean death or life for me (or rather, just to avoid a more horrid future of total financial ruin along with physical and my home being destroyed repeatedly with stinking filth which I am too paralyzed and in pain to clean as these men who order this after dumping their black-hearted sexual violence and abuse on me demand that i clean it up as they use mind control and stress to attack me--they attack my nervous system until I clean the filth they order their complacent and "good" brownie terrorist brown-nose partners to pour into my body life and home

I tried to get into WNYU which formerly was alternative music but since the trump administration in 2016 the station has turned into a horrid mainstream albeit unsuccessful pop music band venue mostly resorting to old and tried "alternative" subculture bands which were on the mainstream side rather than the truly original and defiant and musically complex bands--it's so horrid now that I try to listen and even their "flashback" type shows are so bad and the bands are so mainstream "underground" and it's been the same type of reducing all mental construction of original and critical thinking to obtain compliance in bot performative obedience in the guise of alternative "Underground". The whorewood celebrities are so vacant in regard to anything other than their sleazy posturing nazi k-rap movie founation and their theft of my ideas so as to usurp any sort of real alternative cultural awareness but intermixed diluted and destroyed by their plastic surgery posturings of superiority the nazi postures intertwined makes for the repetition of conformity to authority despite the seeming outward relinquishing of domination by white male bigot rape and genocide culture--(this means for all other minorities not merely "feminist" endeavors to sell off rape culture disguised as rebellion against--and white females and perhaps some of their "good" black counterparts are the main representatives of female empowerment outside of entitlement sexual abuse against minority women which is pervasive and fully approved of, in particular the white trash skank scum of whorewood are extremely anxious to be selling my ideas off as their own and having me beaten raped poisoned mutilated turned old and broken down by non-stop hours per day of rape beatings death threats for actually imbibing my ideas which they have stolen adn then turn their male partners into rape hate murder bots fully automatic haters like flipping a switch they all generate extreme sexual and racist violence against me almost all identical told what to do they comply because they have been doing this all their lives, for however long their mommies allowed them to indulge in their pornography because that's the way boys are---the "good" mommies would say (I am just visualizing a scenario I have no idea but they are all immersed in pornographic rape and hate fantasies I am not their coming out party for their misogyny cravings like addiction).

I tried to get into 2009 archives from a show which I KNOW has been saved and I can click on the year for all the crucial chaos shows and will obtain the thursday show. But, since I have already recorded and saved the shows from before July, I see now that while I had checked repeatedly for shows in August and onwards which were in the "play" mode--all the shows for the entire day for the rest of the year have been deleted---they appear with the playlist but "no file" appears. Just suddenly, within the last month because I clicked a few weeks ago and checked and decided that I would just casually record and save the shows at a later date. I had been fighting yesterday to get into the WNYU archives and thought precisely what i wanted to save and download--and the wiFi was turned off as usual just as I got into the wnyu site. My internet remained off for as usual another 30 minutes i struggled to get on and did other things being told with caustic hate to clean the filth that had been sprayed in my room by the person responsible for ordering the "good" brownies to do it for him (they get free rent, and whatever else for doing this filthy work)

they deleted all the shows for the rest of the year--august until january of the next year. Every single show from the entire day was also blocked, which means they could not either have time to separately delete the shows for the particular time slot per once a week they just deleted ALL SHOWS entirely from all the thursdays from 2009 from my system. 

Instead, I though how can I find some good alternative punk compilations online or how can I go through the playlist and record the playlist and create my own file? Because every single app and function I use is either blocked from download, corrupted so it doesn't work properly or if it works once, will never work again they hack into every thing and block future functions.

I got into YouTube and VOILA! There were lists of "lame" punk recordings by the male white k-rapsters who proliferate my system because I had put a few of their former 80's and early 90's punk songs to amplify my writings. Where are they now under the trump tyranny? they are hacking into my system to get media coverage if I am careless enough to make the same mistake I have been making for years which is to click on the k-rap these terrorists hack into my social media or even to see it is dangerous., If I visually "see" them (I don't mean just punk, but the "feminists" like jane fondu a most hateful bigoted racist abuser with her german rapist friends rushing to abuse me when I don't just placidly accept her insults and demeaning comments etc)

the alternative mainstream terrorists--

and so, because this group can "hack" into my thoughts, there is another plethora of "punk" band compilations to make up for the block to the DJ I really enjoyed listening to from crucial chaos from 2009 (perhaps in 2008, and that year is completely blacked out they took the shows off as well for his slot)

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I'm just wondering how many more streaks of grey hair, signs of aging and decay of my body because of non-stop death threats poisoning rape abuse and death threatening stress I must undergo--how many more grey hairs now due to this endless barrage of hateful loveless immature life-sucking bot-like adherents to just following orders will be destroying my every waking and sleeping moment with hate, interruptions and in our modern digital age blocking access while assaulting my nervous system and brain as I begin to yell in rage at the computer and fight to get access to my mail to get into social security --the hacks to accessing everything in particular that i can no longer use the vpn I had been using, and the social security website is now hacked so I can't access it without a vpn. Then trying to obtain a new vpn was met by the internet being turned off repeatedly for the next 30 minutes, only waiting to see if they have cut my money off for good, are warning me about something, what more after my family used an inheritance to get my disability payments to be stopped so they could rush to join in with shitalina pig ape pitt cartel including all the top politicians in congress either in the wings, or the new administration has brought on new terrorists who must make their hateful displays of violence and threats at me--every new administration brings on more senators and hateful nazi bigots with nazi tattoos and their families in "good christian" denunciation of me my life and helping to terrorist me into grey streaks and old age as shitalina lavishes praise and applause is welcomed by all the politicians as a great boon to their portfolios the constitution they study with diligence rather than the U.S. constitution

and thusly, how much     MORE are they going to pour heap and dump on me? 

but it never ends. Because at this moment i believe I am the only person actually in reality FIGHTING against this overtake by fascist nazis and I have been for over 16 years (and earlier in my life when sent to germany and by bigot white shit trash "men" who drugged abused raped and i fought back; when I didn't fight back they just made sure to destroy much of what I had, stole items from me, made sure to let me know they only really loved white trash creep women as part of the protocol they woulud bring on blonde women to do this who were not their "real" girlfriends, etc) so I fought back instinctively they are using all this tech whether I approve or not to "crush" my spirit and soul. I get then politicians from Congress ALL of the presidential applicants and nominations rushing to slap hit have german nazis point sharpshooting rifles at me with glaring violent deadly hate (that would be one of the top progressive democrats I am referring to when I wrote that she was in the crypto-currency scam and was making public statements about all the poor people being kicked off social security, which she and many of her cohorts in congress worked diligently to accomplish so no matter what state I am in they will enforce this for the empire of media k-rap they all expect to endlessly bolster their professionally trained speeches about democracy and freedom and for the repugs it's for christian values while they are raping me at the same time because I read tarot cards and worked at the lusty lady due to republican closure of health care and their entire group having organized my spine to be fractured all health care denied whether I have official medicaid insurance which did almost nothing for the years I was suffering with poisoning denied me health care and even the most basics I was abused at medicaid offices and etc it was torture to go into one of these medicaid offices--one chiropractor used extreme violent "adjustment" practice which is illegal it was an attempt to seriously injure me, knowing I had no way to sue for damages and etc)

but to continue, because I have to fight to obtain any health care that actually will do anything, I had to do a few things utterly drastic to save my life and for that my family organized this endless scrutiny of my situation by social security to stop all my payments---taking back the inheritance even the repayments is suspect at this point

but beyond that, to have any political representative that actually cares about anything other than pocketing all the illegal dark money bonuses for their endless greed and to find any sort of modicum of decency or soulful love for humanity on any level would be almost a miracle at this point.

The techno-terror is also instilled into the hearts and souls of the soulless celebrities who are operators of deception working for a government determined to install a plantation slave system with homebound concentration camp brain implant torture mechanisms also of slow horrid murder while they have covert surveillance and teleportation technology to inflict grievous murderous harm with death squad goons from your neighborhood just drooling to break into someone's home, rape and destroy and plunder and they get some loot to boot.