Thursday, December 7, 2023

New Years Death list wish for the shitlist of pig apes from Whorewood and Congress--who have poisoned me nearly to death, ordered cars to hit me, ordered people to mutilate the damage after being hit by cars, allowed sleazy sick filth bucket whores from Whorewood to teleport me for TWELVE YEARS with torture literally night after night and day after day without end non-stop.

 How many times must I repeat their rotten names.

I wrote a death wish for only a fraction of less than one percent of the celebrities who have joined in with the pig ape team A-hole list and top level executive Branch mind screw operators from Congress, as well as lessor House and Senate members who are, or appear to be, well-educated or linguistically fluid shit-slinging bs operators full of the same.

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When I write that I hope Biden dies--and please asap like now, I don't mean a Repug thug to replace him or Trump or his train nor do I mean Liz Cheney but if there is a chance for any change she may be it. Her help in putting Trump into power by allowing him to get away endlessly with all his violence, undoubtedly she and her father have known about my situation or people similar in my position who are just desperate for help while they are smug commenting on how they will bypass election rigging and just brainwash people into doing what they want for their endless electoral and celebrity monopolies on power.


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I also had written on Facebook that I hope Scorses and Deniro and the other golddigger mafia criminal from that group "win" the upcoming rigged celebrity circuit awards for Nazi programming disguised as benevolent concern about minority women and such (in their case) and for concerns about feminism as long as it means freedom from rape for blond shit like maggot robber and her crew of rapist scum from England who rely on their Commonwealth thugs to perform the acts of violence in their name but they will not be recognized as being the main perpetrator  in every case (see Dumb Whorren MIrrage and her career for the sspan of more than a decade climb like a spike of artificial sweetener on a diabetic dying patient that is the body politic of the entertainment political industry but she has collaborate behind and along with the shit like maggot robber and has sent her rapist pig men to violently rape and torture me in her stead for writing about her inclusion for all these years of me being poisoned and mutilated so the bigot women can scream at me that they are so much more beautiful after all their plastic surgery while even basic health care is denied me even if I am registered to receive it I am discriminated in such a way that the diagnoses are wrong intentionally and the he4alth care is substandard. I now cannot afford health care in a 3rd world developing country due to their violence against me economically and financially.

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While they continue to poison and torture me so my body is under non-stop deadly stress and threat of murder is literally against me every day in their verbal assaults as they rape and beat and mutilate and destroy.

Endlessly awarded for this, they all are.

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When will there be anything of leadership that frowns upon this and doesn't want an immediately stepping-stone for their own greedy aspirations for media coverage or money and deals?

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All I can do is wish and pray for their deaths that come now, today. They are threatening to kill me as usual after having written this, but with a skit of stabbing me in the gut by the man "helping" me for the past year of helping HIMSELF and his rape crew of blonde skank filth pieces of shit helping him to rape me so they too can obtain awards and prizes. they glare in hate as they force me to "love" them under a sleep state microchip brain implanted state while drugged to the max after being tortured non-stop for years and years with my cat stolen by them to block all and any love and friendship from my life in every way possible. Now they are killing my flowering vines, every time I buy and plant anything it flowers they kill it immediately.

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Wtf that this is never stopped? And yet, the endless onslaught of fear against Trump creating a dictatorshp yet the same blathering haters in the media are doing exactly the same thing towards me to prove they are right on board. THey only want to usurp power for themselves as the Right and Left are now vying for exactly what kind of dictatorship fascist techno-tyranny will emerge after the dust settles. Wil it be a pseudo-religious tyrant woman-hating porno brothel rape-torture-kill-maim and bind type of Johnson orgy atmosphere with preaching and condemnation and/or will it be the blathering "We're fighting for Democracy and Freedom" while stealing all possible from the common fund and giggling as people become homeless while they "can't pass" any bills to support the society while those are only interested in going overseas to lavish in the plantation luxury of the mansion that the 4th Reich has built for them where people are so programmed int menial sex trafficking style happy-ending massage partnership for economic partnership of all plantations going to white bigot pig apes--that is the system that is being created but which "side" will get to suck the life and $$ out of all in the "end" of the power struggle, I wonder?


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Post script add-on: When I wrote above that people are "shocked" that "no one' really "cares" about Jewish women being raped in Israel, and I wrote that I am not surprised whatsoever because I am being raped non-stop and I must beg for the next parasitic scum shit whore to be pried off me, now going on years of this on and on and on and on. I do not consider myself to be "Jewish" but all the shit whores must plaster their hate stereotypes and negate all that I am and have ever done in my life, or that I tell them repeatedly that I do not follow the religion nor the diaspora nor the culture not identify myself as such. I only write this now because they have forced these labels on me. THey poisoned me because "jewish women" unless they are blondish are not "supposed to be more beautiful" than the blond whore ugly skanks like the pieces of ugly shit endlessly assaulting me so I am huge, bloated and the endless hate and violence is not exactly calming and the sleep deprivation for 12 years is not a contributing factor to "beauty" sleep nor is non-sto0p hours of death threats and abuse and then shitting poison out and seeing my body covered in scars that have been permanently scarred into my skin, my hair mostly gone from similar types of attacks ongoing with fungus smeared in my hair every day for years from this same group of ugly sleazy shit.

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I wished Flowers of the Killer Moon to win best actor, supporting actor and picture and director yesterday for a few reasons. Firstly I am always under drugging and mind control while writing on this laptop, some electromagnetic field is pulsing around my head and into the microchip so I am highly susceptible to mind control subliminal programming which I repeat as if it's my own idea.

Secondly because the other movies featured mostly English and foreign directors and actors which I find loathsome especially since without trying to be biased I did not find anything exceptional at all about these movies slated for nominations. The Klaus Barbie movie has bright and happy sets and costumes which is kind of cartoonish and different from a "normal" plain directing style, so people were thrilled to have cartoons somehow CGI's into a movie set. Otherwise, all I saw were more Nazis from the 4th Reich trying to impose leadership upon the American mind programming machine with the full complicity of Biden and all the politicians as well as their favorite "liberal" politicians like Clinton and the rest--but all obtain their mansions and parties overseas and now they are getting mansions in Thailand as well. So they are non-stop flocking to torture me to death and participate. They also get their political favoritism by the 4th Reich and all are racist to the core including the Blacks who are fully programmed into antisemitism but they deny it with scoffing laughter or grim silence as they continue to do the bidding of the KKK and Nazi operators they are "friends" with in their power-grabbing schemes. 

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I chose Scorsese honestly for his talent in directing, lighting, the actors he choses as extras and wish he would chose some other actors other than violent 4th Reich mafia Nazis who have tortured me for years under his gaze and his promotion as well. Yet the others really focus so much on Europigape actors and directors and their products are not superior nor is their acting anything really truly specific.

I looked at the actual photos of the people of historical repute who were the actual involved in the real indigenous slaughter scheme and I feel instantly that Scorsese was an apologist for the actions of the lead characters and especially in what DiCaprio played as being sad and weak and sad about the entire exploitation of the "brown people"--he's so absolutely in real life violently participating in yelling and abusing me as well and it's more disgusting to see the actual face of the man involved who had a psychopathic calm demeanor that belied any kind of compassion from within but appeared as such--the typical structure of exploiters. The film makes this man look stupid and weak, which in the real-life photo he absolutely was not. The woman nearly at his feet was so downtrodden in this relationship she looked like a slave from a plantation worse for wear and tear emotionally and in ever way with him standing over her smug and calm. Not crying and sobbing as DiCaprio played, I believe was an insult to the actual real cruelty that he and his group actually ARE in real life when it comes to this type of violence against women (like me). Truly this is true.

I chose them because the alternatives are so bad and awful and so obviously in favor of English take-over as Oppenheimer looked and sounded like absolutely boring trite and meaningless and nothing special in directing or action. The acting looked like some display of more false piety in terms of concern for human life on this planet. Oppenheimer always posed with much self-regard with a kind of smug superiority fully emitting his grandiose opinion of what he had done and created in the photos I have seen. Unlike the nearly crying actor terrified of what he may have done to the planet--another apologist re-enactment totally off the reality of the numb and cruel callous nature of the actual nature of the actors who play roles about people caring but underneath it's a script put out to lull the masses into compliance to accepting a false narrative of security--that the leaders are not smug and sinister stupid shit and whore rapist murdering bigots in actual real life who can't wait to kill and rape and rob.


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One entire hour of fighting to click on one single item and fearing I would lose the information I kept fighting until the page froze, entirely. Turning the laptop off restarting--I just did 2 resets yesterday=4 hours, then 1 recovery, spent another hour fighting to toggle off any conceivable port of entry for hackers--using everything I am able to afford, which is nothing any longer---and then MONTHS OF this disgusting English rapist yelling screaming punching me in the face raping me so violently my body convulsed an embedded object in the multiple layers of hard poison that his partners, who he loves and calls more beautiful his great friends, but sticking to me non-stop as they laugh while he punches me in the face-then asking me for ideas, constantly then yelling at me to shut up--anything I think that is elaborate or intellectual he begins violently yelling at me to shut up, his partners the wealthy English who sit silently as well as the american "I'm part English" who have been showered with applause oscars awards for stealing my ideas and then covering up the theft with destroying all evidence of what I have written, leaving me for hours per day fighting JUST TO TURN THE WIFI ON is almost like a miracle if I can use it without it being blocked, attacked or turned off--and when I am fighting to get ANY SINGLE THING DONE in any capacity as a survivable entity on this planet, the every single thing I do is blocked, hacked, rewritten and all that I try to accomplish is blocked, destroyed and anything I think is used to attack me and is stolen if the hateful rapist abuser endless parasites need more ideas. This is something like 4 months of the next abuser violent life-threatening rapist literally turning my hair grey after his violent yelling abuse and rape, after the german parasite came punching raping abusing my face my body endless death threats--and senators are rushing yelling screaming threatening to kill me, and I am just one person defending myself and am surrounded by hate endlessly and always. The one and only thing I have left on this planet my cat they stole years ago whenI fought to get the next murdering rapist (depp and heard) off me from pounding more poison as deeply into my body as possible--and so they tortured my cat most beloved wonderful and beautiful animal and showed a photo of her fighting not to drown they threw her in the swimming pool and took photos of her fighting for her life not to drown--before sending her to baryshnikov who has teams of dogs chasing her, as she screams in terror and they fractured her rib cage for me calling the rapists who were murdering me, poisoning me laughing about how "fat" I had become as they had hardening murder poisons laced with horrific drugs poured into my food as they pounded the poison into my body every day laughing as I fought to stop it--then the 24/7 torture began and has not stopped for the past 16 years YEARS non-stop daily torture and abuse. Teams of actors and politicians have rushed to join in, raping abusing and calling me names endlessly abusing me and instantly being interviewed on major news networks on the same day or the next--featured in documentaries and etc on and on, and this english abuser rapist is being championed, is probably undoubtedly being handed as well as his cohorts out of London and england (germans russians etc all backing him, teams of euros are behind him, he is the english-speaking terror chaos agent sent to "break and crush" me for just fighting back--just defending myself and having ideas that they can sell off as their own--giving me nothing but taking all they can away from me. As with all the others, the beautiful flowering plants are half dead withered and black, after I throw plants away and buy more, this english hateful leech on me has them slowly killed--and he's there literally almost 24 hours a day abusing me. I can give one example of how blank and hateful he and his fellow english bigos truly are: one of the actors began violently raping and threatening me for writing a comment that slightly disagreed with what the american blonde woman had said about a shakespeare play--he rushed raped abused threatened my life yelled for hours as I fought the next hater and fought to get him off--for just demonstrating my own mind and thoughts on shakespeare which was not a light subject--I always received A's in college for my writing on shakespeare by the way, just saying. but the threat to them that I should have ideas and not just say nothing and not demonstrate my own talent or mind, as their take-over of the united states, in combination with the push for white fascist nazi supremacy is fully ongoing, and this is one of the facets not only to cut out education but to silence people like me so only their ordained critics and bigots have the only "say" or word possible, even for my own private thoughts. This next english rapist who so violently abused and raped me that part of the embedded filth that the aamerican nazi fascist mafia teams had poured pumped and injected into my body having one euro-rapist abuser after the next pound the poison into my body; thusly instructing this next one so blank and conformist all I see is blank hate and power machinations coming from him, not a second of any intelligent or interesting thing he has to say to me as with all. I was listening to wnyu archives and one show called passport, from around 2011 had a show with some electronic experimental music; one musician out of germany was playing a skewed version of a very classical-sounding piece. I listened and recognized the song and piece, but was a bit unsure (I had heard it in 2010, so a long time ago and it was in a collection from the artist). the endless leeching of my life every moment that this man who has made my hair turn solid white in front of my forehead from his violent rape death threats and 16 hoursa per day of abuse, yelling at anything I do that is above basic half-brain dead mediocrity, the only level they want me at, but they are still torturing me to obtain ideas through trauma rape and torture drugging and abuse. To continue: I was listening, the DJ said that this was a German artist who transposed a piece from Vivaldi and I thought to myself, in conversation with this hateful bigot I want no conversation with, but he is literally "in my head" for about 1/2 of every single day, literally from the moment i wake up to at bed, in my sleep, its' more than 12 hours per day, of death threats of smashing my head in of pornographic sexual abuse comments of asking me for ideas perpetually because I actually try to learn something every day, I have always tried to have a stellar career this group has poisoned me to the point of my body being paralyzed in internal equivalent of cement while they torture me endlessly untilI scream out ideas or "converse" with them because they are literally leeching off my thoughts my energy and life every moment to get this disgusting contract this insidious insult to humanity this lowering of all standards which thousands flock to---and I thought to myself, almost conversing with the leech energy drainign grey-hair making violent pornographic hate rapist out of england and his "aristocrat" "High class" supposed "superior" haters that it actually was a piece by Bach--what else would a German play they are all always referring to Bac-

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