Monday, September 23, 2024

The lament about the squads of locust conquering flying worms (similar to flying monkeys but insect parasitic leeches more like not even charming to any degree but totally evil and insect creepy crawly devouring worms--but with wings and locusts plagues of death coming to your theater near you the political theater the war theater etc):I am so completely blocked from earning any money that I can't get out of this situation. My entire family has profited off this contract all my life and some of the most abusive live in luxury mansions while they are so life-threatening to me I can't even talk to them ever again they are such greedy leeches on me. I need money if these filth ape whores of whorewood can't even contribute $100 per piece per month for me to MOVE to a home where I have a private pool so I can try to heal my body from the violence they keep on inflicting. Their point is to completely destroy and break my body. Right now my body looks like an 80-year old woman, my arms are pencil thin with skin hanging down because it has atrophied from over 15 years of non-stop paralysis poisoning and mutilation and abuse. Everywhere all over my body poison is hanging off my limbs and abdomen and they have made most of m y hair permanently gone--a huge hair loss I used to have abundant hair and this is not from stress (although the ability to heal is one of the factors in why it won't grow back, and each and every day without pause they are abusing me literally every single moment for over 6-8 hours, every day without end). This is applauded by all politicians who are endlessly makin speeches in front of Congress about breaches of moral dignity and the Law. On all sides of the proverbial aisle. //I need money. My family has a lot of money they obtained in part by this contract out on me, and like all the hate of the terrorist celebrities, they all have spawn who are then reliant upon this contract in order to get more and more free everything. My family was "forced" to intermarry with 4th Reich users and haters. Some of them remain in "happy" marriages but they look like destroyed people. Others are divorced or they all look destroyed from the oppression of this humiilation and destruction hate contract. They obey every issuance and they are "allowed" to live in suburbs and all are in friendly contact with society. They shun and abuse me as viciously as any of the violent Nazis whenever possible. My uncle is a multi-millionaire who constructed, along with my Nazi half-Jewish grandmother a very deadly attack on me and they actually had someone killed as a part of this contract. My uncle got his gay magazine approved-of by the Arizona bigot 4th Reich community as a result I was left with a fractured spine, having to escape my mother trying to blame me for a theft although I had no car and the bus could not have taken me to her home and etc and they have been paid also in millions for this contract out on me. I dearly love my body and it is broken from this. I need a SWIMMING POOL NOW NOW NOW and not some time in the future when some vicious Nazi bigot tells me that he has a swimming pool and if I just have a baby with this pig ape whomever whichever shit scum Nazi bigot hater who offers me all the lies possible, I can have access to a swimming pool (would that be before or after the murder once you obtain a baby although dirty shitalin and pig pitt made sure to have part of my uterus severed out while I was drugged and in deep sleep, they then had my money stolen so I could not afford any sort of health care and could not afford to eat for the last week of the month, as they stole my momey and then poisoned whatever they could as well. My body huge and rotund from bloating poison as I lay in beds paralyzed for years and years as they asked me for ideas every day with deep sleep skits of homelessness and murder and death and hate and being raped and beaten as i kept fighting for justice for human rights for my privacy my right to live in peace for my right to not be fucked sucking penises on my knees wh ile the men would insult and berate me and slap and hit me and then have me poisoned and tortured afterwards., I am being assaulted now by Senator Kennedy who is fully enjoying this. He is being highlighted as they all get in the media after they participate so in the upcoming election the Nazi circuis of America can see that he's going to continue Nazi endeavors indefinitely as you keep putting him and his ilk into power.//I need a swimming pool to heal in a safe and not contaminated home--and if any of you don't need a fascist Nazi State I suggest not doing nothing as you all have been doing for years and years watching me cry out into this void for someone to stop this murder. Krapola is fully embracing the German Nazi swine pig ape who is foul and dirty and stupid and sick. As long as it's German and a Nazi she will devote all her loving enthusiasm to him the more Nazi-like he is, the more love he and all these pieces of shit get. The furtherance of Nazism is thusly assured unless you reading this don't stop this group and this contract-not just on me but it's of course being worked on for expansion by people like Elon Musk. Every president in the race is fully embracing spreading more of the poisons drugs death squad cartels increasing Nazism and white supremacy.//I need a swimming pool a private house this to be stopped. Make some of them pay me and then get them off me. I left that country many years ago because of the death squads and the lack of justice. Now It's like every top politician and media personality is in league with this. I need them to be stopped, is there anyone left on the planet not totally either apathetically accepting of this surge in this locust expansion of devouring conquering worms?

"Edgar Allen Poe: The Conqueror Worm (read by Vincent Price)". Christopher MacIntyre. March 25, 2015.



 I can't express how meaningless and sick and stupid the whores of whorewood are. Ugly sick prostitutalina is focused solely on making my appearance as destroyed as possible. The one and only qualification is that she look better and thusly she is entitled to use my ideas as her own while they block everything from my own use for my own career or life. This is not just stupid meaningless shitty prostitutalina or pig shit pitt ape, but the entire 4th Reich is dedicated to blocking my every single thing of love, enjoyment, happiness and physical beauty. Having poisoned me all my life I was literally denied health care while having Medicaid in the U .S. I was refused correct diagnoses. I was lied to repeatedly by everyone involved. I was so drugged and in a state of drugged stupor that I could not produce anything. I went to grad school for something like 6 years only to be nearly poisoned to death that by the end of my last semester I had to be rushed to the emergency room in so much paralysis pain I literally had to crawl to get to the door and I had to argue for 20 minutes with emergency dispatch to send an ambulance (this was in rotten Germany where I was being poisoned to death by someone I had known as a "friend" who began poisoning me when I refused to be sexually exploited by him, because he offered me a room in his home which was divided into apartments. I had never told him anything about attraction and he offered me this little rental room when I phoned him from Phuket saying I wanted to visit Germany again (in a drugged and brainwashed belief that Germans are not sick and disgusting as I now know most of "them" are--despite what most of you believe due to the psychopathic nature of these filthy vile creeps, they are not warm and friendly they are sick and parasitic. The leech concept of parasitically using and exploiting using all propagandized means has become so successfully imported by Germany you all instantly welcome in the most stupid and banal of ass-wipe scum shit because you are all so brainwashed. I know this because I used to be. It is not because of "me" it's because you just have not discovered it out yet. Some may never discover it as they are experts at delusional mind control.


But that is somewhat straying from the point. I have been bedridden since 2011--and even long before that but completely paralyzed and sick but able to move occasionally. i am still in that condition and I fight to heal I fight to get the poison out. It is so toxic and such a shock and the hours of rushing screaming in a frantic display of mental illness on my part of just needing them off me as they are sucking my life out of me and they ask me for ideas every day. I am now being constantly sucked dry not just by dirty ugly shitalina who has made damn sure my body is sagging broken down aged like I'm an 80 year old woman with wrinkles all over my body from sickness, shock to my system and they keep pounding spider veins into my body and blemishes and marks and scratches and cuts and incisions into my cuticles and toes--every day something else. EVery day life-destroying abuse for hours an dhorus per day. Finally I begin to scream ideas after having been drugged and abused and now it's another pair of fuckers sitting there listening in to get ideas, just as stupid meaningless shitalina has been doing for FIFTEEN YEARS so now she can perform as if she has any emotional and intellectual "depth" that is an imitation of me screaming out ideas for FIFTEEN YEARS under non-stop torture. My body is now reflecting horrific murder attempts that they would not stop as they also want me in a coma to teleport and rape me in that state as well. They would not stop poisoning me with hardening bloating poisons. The politicians like shit rotten hillary all the democrats came (I mean, those I have written of for years, the most violent was Raskin who is a most vile and dirty lying Jewish Nazi and then Michael Cohen who is also endlessly  featured as an "opponent" to Trump came to viciously murderously yell at me in a way that is like a form of murder--the hate and violence of this black empty hateful demonic thing yelling furiously at me, just like Graham just like Kennedy just like all of them except shitalina gets one pig fuck after the next to do it for her--

and so, she has been working to tear my body apart and have me broken on every level. But every day another fucker joins in to abuse me and take down the ideas I am saying because I sit here analyzing all day due to paralysis, they then suck the ideas out and poison and torture me TO DEATH afterwards with sneering contempt calling me a loser a bitch they laugh they go off snorting in entitlement they all get more and more money and millions and millions more and more and more and leave me to be raped and beaten and abused by their gang of "friends" in whorewood and congress whorewood, nono-stop day after day after day no matter what holiday it is.

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When I am finally able to do the very intense but non-aerobic exercise I am capable of, which must be done very slowly to try to break the internal poisons as they are supposed to be impossible to get out. From the first, when I had done master cleanse 10-fasts for 2 years, and the poisons were in combination with being raped and my body put out of alignment every single night by the mostly Russian terrorists who broke into my room while I was teleported and unconscious in the "prime' body state. Regardless of the many locks and strings I tied into the slide-through lock systems, my home was breached every day and I could not understand why. I was so drugged and shitting (for years) huge horrific piles of black poison as the bloating poison expands to a huge massive mass upon the concentrated heat of the gastro-intestinal system and internal body heat and etc. They put my body out of alignment and then when it took me YEARS to try to figure out how to block the front door, they were still injecting poison through mechanical arms through my vagina with sewage stinking liquids every single day for years they did this. That alone is another form of murder. They injected so much toxic sewage stinking liquids and hardening bloating poison I had to rush to the bathroom nightly (this continues as they keep on drugging me in this way, while smashing my legs so capillaries burst, which they just did in the last few days as this is fresh blotch of horrific spider veins and all is done while I'm in an unconscious deep sleep state being abused put in murder and death situations and then being abused upon waking as the celebrity shit sit in rows and rows watching as one fucking pig ape after the next takes turns abusing me so I begin to yell the concepts of justice and my analysis as they need this to have any other perspective than the blank and sleazy shit ones they all are told to believe in and promote.

So, to continue, after years of being so sick and under so much torture, I began to try to exercise as I had tried to remove the hard tubes that literally are pulling my spine in every direction upon each and every vertebrae.
That was after Senator Graham, and he has gained a lot of media attention since the 2 years ago of his violent yelling and abuse spree upon me while I was bedridden completely in pain from the poisons expanding beneath my knee caps I could not move, it was agony. Like the German sick fuck ape the physical pain was only an opportunity to viciously exploit me and so he had my bathroom flooded by having his teams of minority brown and black Nazis gouge holes in the metal pipe so there was 1 inches of water in a floor in my bathroom. I had to fight that, not being able to literally move, I had to clutch onto walls to stop from falling oer while he was violently murderously screaming at me in the teleportation because I said no to his fucking exploitation offer with his goddamn Nazi family Christian bigots et al. to live in S. Carolina and be fucked or whatever by how many I dont know so more Nazi lynch mob sick apes can have more and more, as if Whorewood and it's Nazi promotion of Trump along with Oprah fully endorsing every Nazi alongside Krapola--so there is no difference almost only in skin color superficiality
but I began to exercise after that hell hate greying hair life sucking fucking hell of another greasy sick fuck--who was given immunity from testifying instantly that month, and dirty fuck pig pitt obtained a $40 mansion in Carmel with Graham sitting there as Shitalina stripped for him (topless) while I sat there dazed in the telportation whorewood skit of quid-pro-quo nastiness.

I began to exercise and instantly Baryshnikov came to abuse and try to control the situation. I had watched a few of his movies and wrote, like with so many in my drugged and dazed saturated with drugs and poisons bloated state--I complimented him--and he appeared to yell violently at me bringing people I had known in Minneapolis who are now older, not as cute and young, and openly violently yelling at me like fascists looking to murder only because their careers were in decline (non-existent for this person I will not name)
and that has begun YEARS of Baryishnikov forcing his unwanted control attacks upon my every exercise, giving me "hints' after I think them. He has given me about 3 or 4 helpful hints and had his staff hack a load of exercise and massage videos. He told me to hold my shoulders back and to lift my head up. He would yell at me while I was cooking because I used mushroom soup broth and he screamed fascistically like a murderous tone that the food was "brown" and stupid sick things like that. He was so intrusive as  I kept shouting to shut up and go away for about 1 year as he constantly forced himself upon me after having raped and slapped my face (he only had me giving him blow jobs while he slapped my face and calling me bitch or whatever in front of ugly sick prostitutalina, as the 10th or so fuck whore pig to have done that in front of her--I think it's more like 20 at this point after 15 years--all the while, featured as a feminist for the United Nations as I scream concepts about domestic violence and women's rights, she only steals them to present herself as caring about women and violence against women. 
This discrepancy is so enthusiastically embraced by this filthy like Senator Graham that while she stripped for him he told them to continue the MURDER of me and the poisoning as he went off being complimented and is now featured as a good guy for the Repug party once again. No trial in Georgia appears to be ever forthcoming and he is exonerated for his role and all done because of dirty shitalina and pig filthy ape pitt and this deal they made
now while I am stuck in paralysis and sickness, he comes every time I begin to exercise to try to break out more poison. I am in 100% concentration while he forces his disgusting self upon me by commenting constantly about what I am doing. Some of it is helpful but the atmosphere is antithetical to healing and he is then allowed to have me abused so his daughter and his filthy fucking friends can continue to get movie deals for this intrusion. The advice he gives is constantly beset by his interruptions of my thoughts while I am pulling my body in all the directions that the poisons have latched onto my spine, yelling that I must not stretch like that but only stand still. For the 100th time I have to repeat that my body needs this. I literally had to physically fight to get him to shut up and now he's back with the German rotten fuck ape who has brought every kind of hate upon me he possibly can, to the degree that isn't outright murder. Or in conjunction with Trump.j

Also, the dirty old women skanks who were Fassbinder's actresses (Rainer Werner Fassbinder not the scummy actor who has also joined into this contract for his nasty promotion, not as rancid as most of them however I must admit but anyone who joins in is a creep in my opinion--if I ask my self I do admit yes they are all shit).
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so he is now exploiting me every time I exercise and I can't get him to stop doing this. I need silence I need this fucking rapists to go away
but I was writing about the women conntected to Fassbinder who made NAZI STATEMENTS at me and I defended myself so dirty Baryishnikov then viciously attacked me in defense of the German Nazi brigade. Now with the German sick fuck he is out of the closet with physical slaps abuse insults and constantly interfering with my little bit of exercise while having me poisoned as he had done, while screaming at me using every kind of body shaming he brought that into the "game" and this is being used by ugly shitalina constantly--my body is now so broken down and distorted and scarred and blemished as a result he kept having me poisoned to keep me paralyzed as he and his nasty friends continue to latch on as long as possible, using any excuse such as I need to fucking exercise to break the poisons out of my back.
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I wrote something a few days ago about Fassbinder in one of the extremely sick detox posts on Facebook--because I have to divert my attention from the pain--I don't use pain killers my body is already so drugged and poisoned I fear I am on the brink of liver collapse they keep poisoning me
but I wrote that I was only referring to the genius of Fassbinder and not his goddamh actors who are not even close in intellect or genius
that night in deep sleep I believe it was Baryishnikov who ordered that --and this has happened many times in the past--they can make bile come up my throat and because I am so used to them forcing things like my jaws snapping shut--they tried to make me bite my tongue like this for years while in deep sleep
and I can control this by now
but it's like acidic bile and that was done for saying anything about Nazi-spewing Germans who all claim they are anti-Nazi in every public statement, as does Baryishnikov.j

HE WILL NOT go away so the little amount of exercise I get is fraught with a violently rapist abuser attacking me viciously with Nazi bigots (and this is no exaggeration) commenting with yelling that I should not do the things that are healing me, and torturing me for not 'obeying" as he also has my cat and  had her beaten and tortured in front of me. This life fuck sick dirty creep still has my cat. And he won't go the fuck away and shut up while I am exercising.


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Pimp nazi-nig88er hustler trained, believing without end that they "deserve it all "without having to prove "superiority" except in some body-physical appearances in movies---huge bodies, swaggering sexualized hormone injected plastic surgery enhanced---giving the nazis the sense that they are the epitome of every single aspiration of humanity possible (by blocking competition and creating nepotistic monopolies, endlessly encouraged by the never-leaving office politicians): because they are nasty rapist white expletives, pimps and whores but they are being programmed by the endless waves of terror death squads, nazi programming and ersatz "liberal" midterm victory hollowed out anti-semitism by any other name--no, they are the elders of Zion who instruct the fully dominated, cowed and loving Jews into genocide against Palestinians so the Promised Land is handed to them, everything is supposed to be first class entitlement for "them" the white nazi americans and their minority minions are working to achieve this new system and making America obsolete. They also program and pay off the palestinians and muslim brotherhood to kill jews so they create the endless conflict(s) and sit back smug watching and nudging one another about how gullible and programmed their "slaves" are in providing them with the resources (american military nazism by nazi hegseth, for example and whatever else comes in his wake) and thus, the world is being programmed in installing the 4th Reich but immediately, the situation out on me which no one is concerned about enough to give a goddamn about, or stop in any way, all must obey, follow orders all are given perks deals and promises and some get ousted from that narrowing empire but the rest are all the more determined to create a slave empire upon which they rest and everyone else does the work for them. The not so incredible Germans who steal ideas, just as the hate from whroewood has stolen my ideas and has generated for them untold wealth, prizes and oscars and awards and accordingly,I get raped and mutilated all my money stolen my years of study for graduate degree turned into poisoning and paralysis then rape and torture and endless information extraction which "they' are supposed to get "for free" and violent mutilation and rape while I am drugged, asleep is their entitlement allowance paid for in full by the obamas, by trump they all get next administration presidential privileges and endless speaking tours. and etc. Now they can all enjoy the hacking musk and his satellites and then the nazi-impregnated minions who follow slavishly all that trump instructs them to do, so people like me are never going to be a threat to their expectation of superiority just granted them like peasant slave and medieval dark ages hierarchy to the point that "nepotism" is not a word bandied about any longer, just "privilege" and then throw in God as Christian beloved of God status. So this is what "they " are successfully working to obtain. so far every top politician in congress has already been primed into following and obeying these dictates all are thrilled to engineer this into society. //thus, behold the type of german and french who people are rioting en masse in France and Italy and other countries in Euro-hateland and trump is saying they are the brown and black "losers" so they are just losers who can't make it. All avenues for "making it' are being demolished like the People's House at the White House---so behold, this rapist dude who had me gang raped and then fractured my spine when I fought back, all done while I was unconscious this is a mind control project---is rushing to be welcome into whorewood as part of the governor's race for president and the former governor who is still with his greasy paws on every million dollar legislation being passed by the pelosi faction with endless insider privileges, and because they are white nazi body builders or just drunken rape lying bigots but nazis so american needs them more than they need me to provide endless original ideas so shitalina and ape pitt can help more nazis to come into rape and steal and rob but only for "me" the darker haired "jew" not affiliated with any jewish group, israel and am an independent thus no group protecting me and the nazi farrakhan oprah and obama connection has created antisemitism which all the aspiring blacks Ih ave ever met and been attacked by are fully in their pocket doing their role in fomenting a shift in racist hierarchy, or that is how I interpret their viciousness in atacking me but endlessly claiming I am racist thus justifying their partnership with nazis in destroying me while they get endless promotions out of it~!//not low and dirty,no, they are exalted pure "beautiful and superior" white nazi men out of Germany and Austria only "because" it is expected and programmed. The vast numbers of black men and women and latinos and jews--all claiming to be victims of racism--rush to the hollywood nazi inner circle to "get their want it all american dream" payouts for fully putting nazi rapist genocidal haters into power; none of which Without delving into my usual hate ranting, I am under physical assault by yet another German rapist who is continuously attacking me with the depp daughter who hasn't stopped for most of her life in being handed every prop for her career out of simply having me raped, beaten mutilated and tortured. Beginning with her daddy then many german men, along with s-alina not jolie but sick and nasty. My ideas have furnished them all in this group with hundreds of millions of dollars from royalties and awards and deals--=my ideas sending them into fame and notoriety me getting my life, body and finances destroyed. Another hater who fractured my spine is here with his brother, a violent nazi who posed as a "hippie" playing guitar when I first met him in 1992--back in the hair band days they had all their costumes but underneath were nazi swastikas and endless mind control concentration camp programming they were being paid to implement upon me, as an mk ultra microchipped victim of endless assault and lies, systematic to the core of american and all other societies and their governance and societal trickle-down membership(s). //He was instructed to suck out what he could, drug me continuously and then when finished have me gang raped (that happened pretty quickly amongst his nasty nazi "punk" band friends---all obtaining records and tour deals after participating in attacking me. I was doped up always was, and going to that place near stuttgart was under a great deal of life-threat health issues. This man got his counttry and nazi group to provide me with health care and then kicked me out because I became angry about his increasing violence and abuse and what appeared to be a gang rape but I was unconscious, the signs were very clear. They didn't bother to conceal it very much. His parents, one out of Austria a small-town type Nazi and his mother a German. they swore they never ate any food but German, meaning only the German culture had any relevance. The first day I met the father he made a throat-slicing movement across his neck at me after I had offered them little gifts as a sort of cultural exchange friendly gesture. It is always the same, I compliment am friendly and supportive of the people whose money motives so outpace any action I take and they so aggressively abuse and insult me without any rationale (except racism or whatever, profit motive and allowance to openly display their racist hate by this group instituting nazism in american culture across all spectrum of cultural, institutional and financial means and ways). //It turned into hate fighting but I was drugged and my nervous system always put into a frenzied "love and passion" mode for him to suck my life force out of. This group is endless life-sucking energy zapping parasites it is vampirism put into technological but sadly, political import so much so that they handed all this technological terror to musk who has been granted every single top position and financial power to distribute to the spectrum of the rapists, genocidal murdering bigots and the trickle down to their seemingly "not racist' brown and black and minority minions (white skin is no exception many blonde "Jews" assault me with vicious delight and stare at the nazis to obtain the bestowment of approval by the nazis. This happened in Hitler's nazi SS even with blonde Jews who assimilated in superficial appearance into Nazi appearance but in every other way were probably some of the most vicious of the attackers upon the darker and completely vulnerable jews they helped in having decimated in genocidal mass murder. Now they just work viciously to institute the modern version of private little imprisonment and rape situations this conract out on me is so promising of--so protected at every level and by "everybody" in power.) This man with his brother and parents sit urging him to slap my face in a huge theatrical gesture from a side angle while I am sleeping, just "waking" in a dark black tunnel vision, and peforming acts of abuse at me "because" back in the day, after the gang rape and abuse and "helping" me to obtain the surgery which is the reason I went to germany--my family wanted me dead and fully sacrified to the death organization for their endless promotion and approval (all intermarrying with nazi gang bangers some blonde and white some mexican some very white "jewish" doesn't matter all are aligned all follow the same protocols). HE had a nervous breakdown during a verbal fight with me, one of the many. they use mind control and drugging on me to be "adhered" to the abusers so I can't "get away" I literally am chemicallly latched onto association with people I want nothing to do with. It's so powerful and at the levels of internal poison trapped into my nervous system, along my spine (and still there, hard as rock to this moment I fight every day to internally break this enclosure that appears like a "shelf" along my spine) but, the poisons are directly in contact with my central nervous system, along with the brain implant and throat implant and a series of implants along my spine; those are the systems I can literally "feel" attacking me but I don't know how many more there are. also the poisons latch onto all rips, tears and fractures and then remain stuck until I physically find a way to internally "break" them out through various herbs, stretches which are not the "normal" you would see in any instruction for a gym membership, not for tai chi i have had to adapt all the problems into my own routine (or similar to what others have created but I have only seen one single video using some of the adaptations I have studied for years to try to internally break this ledge of poisons out). He is blaming me for his nervous breakdown, for which he was hospitalized. He got this contract out on me. He stopped working he just partied but appeared to be "going to work" as I was drugged and living in his apartment in a tiny "dorf" village with no one to talk to, and all people nazis surrounding me with fake warm smiles but using mind control tech to institute friction and rancor between me and him. He likewise was drugged and a mind control object and with all his cocaine and endless partying with his friends who likewise raped and abused and insulted me as often as possible, the combination and what may have been the slight ethical sense of responsibility he may have had with destroying this relationship, as I was "instructed" to be very loving which I was. I was upset I was drugged and angry. His nervous breakdown: hostpitalized supposedly given shock therapy. I went with his family to the hospital which to Americans appears like an almost resort high luxury establishment with a surrounding beautiful wooded area

Some of the rancid parasites, all of whom I have committed no harm to whatsoever--the dirty german whore pimp and his nasty dirty nazi austr...