Monday, September 23, 2024

The lament about the squads of locust conquering flying worms (similar to flying monkeys but insect parasitic leeches more like not even charming to any degree but totally evil and insect creepy crawly devouring worms--but with wings and locusts plagues of death coming to your theater near you the political theater the war theater etc):I am so completely blocked from earning any money that I can't get out of this situation. My entire family has profited off this contract all my life and some of the most abusive live in luxury mansions while they are so life-threatening to me I can't even talk to them ever again they are such greedy leeches on me. I need money if these filth ape whores of whorewood can't even contribute $100 per piece per month for me to MOVE to a home where I have a private pool so I can try to heal my body from the violence they keep on inflicting. Their point is to completely destroy and break my body. Right now my body looks like an 80-year old woman, my arms are pencil thin with skin hanging down because it has atrophied from over 15 years of non-stop paralysis poisoning and mutilation and abuse. Everywhere all over my body poison is hanging off my limbs and abdomen and they have made most of m y hair permanently gone--a huge hair loss I used to have abundant hair and this is not from stress (although the ability to heal is one of the factors in why it won't grow back, and each and every day without pause they are abusing me literally every single moment for over 6-8 hours, every day without end). This is applauded by all politicians who are endlessly makin speeches in front of Congress about breaches of moral dignity and the Law. On all sides of the proverbial aisle. //I need money. My family has a lot of money they obtained in part by this contract out on me, and like all the hate of the terrorist celebrities, they all have spawn who are then reliant upon this contract in order to get more and more free everything. My family was "forced" to intermarry with 4th Reich users and haters. Some of them remain in "happy" marriages but they look like destroyed people. Others are divorced or they all look destroyed from the oppression of this humiilation and destruction hate contract. They obey every issuance and they are "allowed" to live in suburbs and all are in friendly contact with society. They shun and abuse me as viciously as any of the violent Nazis whenever possible. My uncle is a multi-millionaire who constructed, along with my Nazi half-Jewish grandmother a very deadly attack on me and they actually had someone killed as a part of this contract. My uncle got his gay magazine approved-of by the Arizona bigot 4th Reich community as a result I was left with a fractured spine, having to escape my mother trying to blame me for a theft although I had no car and the bus could not have taken me to her home and etc and they have been paid also in millions for this contract out on me. I dearly love my body and it is broken from this. I need a SWIMMING POOL NOW NOW NOW and not some time in the future when some vicious Nazi bigot tells me that he has a swimming pool and if I just have a baby with this pig ape whomever whichever shit scum Nazi bigot hater who offers me all the lies possible, I can have access to a swimming pool (would that be before or after the murder once you obtain a baby although dirty shitalin and pig pitt made sure to have part of my uterus severed out while I was drugged and in deep sleep, they then had my money stolen so I could not afford any sort of health care and could not afford to eat for the last week of the month, as they stole my momey and then poisoned whatever they could as well. My body huge and rotund from bloating poison as I lay in beds paralyzed for years and years as they asked me for ideas every day with deep sleep skits of homelessness and murder and death and hate and being raped and beaten as i kept fighting for justice for human rights for my privacy my right to live in peace for my right to not be fucked sucking penises on my knees wh ile the men would insult and berate me and slap and hit me and then have me poisoned and tortured afterwards., I am being assaulted now by Senator Kennedy who is fully enjoying this. He is being highlighted as they all get in the media after they participate so in the upcoming election the Nazi circuis of America can see that he's going to continue Nazi endeavors indefinitely as you keep putting him and his ilk into power.//I need a swimming pool to heal in a safe and not contaminated home--and if any of you don't need a fascist Nazi State I suggest not doing nothing as you all have been doing for years and years watching me cry out into this void for someone to stop this murder. Krapola is fully embracing the German Nazi swine pig ape who is foul and dirty and stupid and sick. As long as it's German and a Nazi she will devote all her loving enthusiasm to him the more Nazi-like he is, the more love he and all these pieces of shit get. The furtherance of Nazism is thusly assured unless you reading this don't stop this group and this contract-not just on me but it's of course being worked on for expansion by people like Elon Musk. Every president in the race is fully embracing spreading more of the poisons drugs death squad cartels increasing Nazism and white supremacy.//I need a swimming pool a private house this to be stopped. Make some of them pay me and then get them off me. I left that country many years ago because of the death squads and the lack of justice. Now It's like every top politician and media personality is in league with this. I need them to be stopped, is there anyone left on the planet not totally either apathetically accepting of this surge in this locust expansion of devouring conquering worms?

"Edgar Allen Poe: The Conqueror Worm (read by Vincent Price)". Christopher MacIntyre. March 25, 2015.



 I can't express how meaningless and sick and stupid the whores of whorewood are. Ugly sick prostitutalina is focused solely on making my appearance as destroyed as possible. The one and only qualification is that she look better and thusly she is entitled to use my ideas as her own while they block everything from my own use for my own career or life. This is not just stupid meaningless shitty prostitutalina or pig shit pitt ape, but the entire 4th Reich is dedicated to blocking my every single thing of love, enjoyment, happiness and physical beauty. Having poisoned me all my life I was literally denied health care while having Medicaid in the U .S. I was refused correct diagnoses. I was lied to repeatedly by everyone involved. I was so drugged and in a state of drugged stupor that I could not produce anything. I went to grad school for something like 6 years only to be nearly poisoned to death that by the end of my last semester I had to be rushed to the emergency room in so much paralysis pain I literally had to crawl to get to the door and I had to argue for 20 minutes with emergency dispatch to send an ambulance (this was in rotten Germany where I was being poisoned to death by someone I had known as a "friend" who began poisoning me when I refused to be sexually exploited by him, because he offered me a room in his home which was divided into apartments. I had never told him anything about attraction and he offered me this little rental room when I phoned him from Phuket saying I wanted to visit Germany again (in a drugged and brainwashed belief that Germans are not sick and disgusting as I now know most of "them" are--despite what most of you believe due to the psychopathic nature of these filthy vile creeps, they are not warm and friendly they are sick and parasitic. The leech concept of parasitically using and exploiting using all propagandized means has become so successfully imported by Germany you all instantly welcome in the most stupid and banal of ass-wipe scum shit because you are all so brainwashed. I know this because I used to be. It is not because of "me" it's because you just have not discovered it out yet. Some may never discover it as they are experts at delusional mind control.


But that is somewhat straying from the point. I have been bedridden since 2011--and even long before that but completely paralyzed and sick but able to move occasionally. i am still in that condition and I fight to heal I fight to get the poison out. It is so toxic and such a shock and the hours of rushing screaming in a frantic display of mental illness on my part of just needing them off me as they are sucking my life out of me and they ask me for ideas every day. I am now being constantly sucked dry not just by dirty ugly shitalina who has made damn sure my body is sagging broken down aged like I'm an 80 year old woman with wrinkles all over my body from sickness, shock to my system and they keep pounding spider veins into my body and blemishes and marks and scratches and cuts and incisions into my cuticles and toes--every day something else. EVery day life-destroying abuse for hours an dhorus per day. Finally I begin to scream ideas after having been drugged and abused and now it's another pair of fuckers sitting there listening in to get ideas, just as stupid meaningless shitalina has been doing for FIFTEEN YEARS so now she can perform as if she has any emotional and intellectual "depth" that is an imitation of me screaming out ideas for FIFTEEN YEARS under non-stop torture. My body is now reflecting horrific murder attempts that they would not stop as they also want me in a coma to teleport and rape me in that state as well. They would not stop poisoning me with hardening bloating poisons. The politicians like shit rotten hillary all the democrats came (I mean, those I have written of for years, the most violent was Raskin who is a most vile and dirty lying Jewish Nazi and then Michael Cohen who is also endlessly  featured as an "opponent" to Trump came to viciously murderously yell at me in a way that is like a form of murder--the hate and violence of this black empty hateful demonic thing yelling furiously at me, just like Graham just like Kennedy just like all of them except shitalina gets one pig fuck after the next to do it for her--

and so, she has been working to tear my body apart and have me broken on every level. But every day another fucker joins in to abuse me and take down the ideas I am saying because I sit here analyzing all day due to paralysis, they then suck the ideas out and poison and torture me TO DEATH afterwards with sneering contempt calling me a loser a bitch they laugh they go off snorting in entitlement they all get more and more money and millions and millions more and more and more and leave me to be raped and beaten and abused by their gang of "friends" in whorewood and congress whorewood, nono-stop day after day after day no matter what holiday it is.

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When I am finally able to do the very intense but non-aerobic exercise I am capable of, which must be done very slowly to try to break the internal poisons as they are supposed to be impossible to get out. From the first, when I had done master cleanse 10-fasts for 2 years, and the poisons were in combination with being raped and my body put out of alignment every single night by the mostly Russian terrorists who broke into my room while I was teleported and unconscious in the "prime' body state. Regardless of the many locks and strings I tied into the slide-through lock systems, my home was breached every day and I could not understand why. I was so drugged and shitting (for years) huge horrific piles of black poison as the bloating poison expands to a huge massive mass upon the concentrated heat of the gastro-intestinal system and internal body heat and etc. They put my body out of alignment and then when it took me YEARS to try to figure out how to block the front door, they were still injecting poison through mechanical arms through my vagina with sewage stinking liquids every single day for years they did this. That alone is another form of murder. They injected so much toxic sewage stinking liquids and hardening bloating poison I had to rush to the bathroom nightly (this continues as they keep on drugging me in this way, while smashing my legs so capillaries burst, which they just did in the last few days as this is fresh blotch of horrific spider veins and all is done while I'm in an unconscious deep sleep state being abused put in murder and death situations and then being abused upon waking as the celebrity shit sit in rows and rows watching as one fucking pig ape after the next takes turns abusing me so I begin to yell the concepts of justice and my analysis as they need this to have any other perspective than the blank and sleazy shit ones they all are told to believe in and promote.

So, to continue, after years of being so sick and under so much torture, I began to try to exercise as I had tried to remove the hard tubes that literally are pulling my spine in every direction upon each and every vertebrae.
That was after Senator Graham, and he has gained a lot of media attention since the 2 years ago of his violent yelling and abuse spree upon me while I was bedridden completely in pain from the poisons expanding beneath my knee caps I could not move, it was agony. Like the German sick fuck ape the physical pain was only an opportunity to viciously exploit me and so he had my bathroom flooded by having his teams of minority brown and black Nazis gouge holes in the metal pipe so there was 1 inches of water in a floor in my bathroom. I had to fight that, not being able to literally move, I had to clutch onto walls to stop from falling oer while he was violently murderously screaming at me in the teleportation because I said no to his fucking exploitation offer with his goddamn Nazi family Christian bigots et al. to live in S. Carolina and be fucked or whatever by how many I dont know so more Nazi lynch mob sick apes can have more and more, as if Whorewood and it's Nazi promotion of Trump along with Oprah fully endorsing every Nazi alongside Krapola--so there is no difference almost only in skin color superficiality
but I began to exercise after that hell hate greying hair life sucking fucking hell of another greasy sick fuck--who was given immunity from testifying instantly that month, and dirty fuck pig pitt obtained a $40 mansion in Carmel with Graham sitting there as Shitalina stripped for him (topless) while I sat there dazed in the telportation whorewood skit of quid-pro-quo nastiness.

I began to exercise and instantly Baryshnikov came to abuse and try to control the situation. I had watched a few of his movies and wrote, like with so many in my drugged and dazed saturated with drugs and poisons bloated state--I complimented him--and he appeared to yell violently at me bringing people I had known in Minneapolis who are now older, not as cute and young, and openly violently yelling at me like fascists looking to murder only because their careers were in decline (non-existent for this person I will not name)
and that has begun YEARS of Baryishnikov forcing his unwanted control attacks upon my every exercise, giving me "hints' after I think them. He has given me about 3 or 4 helpful hints and had his staff hack a load of exercise and massage videos. He told me to hold my shoulders back and to lift my head up. He would yell at me while I was cooking because I used mushroom soup broth and he screamed fascistically like a murderous tone that the food was "brown" and stupid sick things like that. He was so intrusive as  I kept shouting to shut up and go away for about 1 year as he constantly forced himself upon me after having raped and slapped my face (he only had me giving him blow jobs while he slapped my face and calling me bitch or whatever in front of ugly sick prostitutalina, as the 10th or so fuck whore pig to have done that in front of her--I think it's more like 20 at this point after 15 years--all the while, featured as a feminist for the United Nations as I scream concepts about domestic violence and women's rights, she only steals them to present herself as caring about women and violence against women. 
This discrepancy is so enthusiastically embraced by this filthy like Senator Graham that while she stripped for him he told them to continue the MURDER of me and the poisoning as he went off being complimented and is now featured as a good guy for the Repug party once again. No trial in Georgia appears to be ever forthcoming and he is exonerated for his role and all done because of dirty shitalina and pig filthy ape pitt and this deal they made
now while I am stuck in paralysis and sickness, he comes every time I begin to exercise to try to break out more poison. I am in 100% concentration while he forces his disgusting self upon me by commenting constantly about what I am doing. Some of it is helpful but the atmosphere is antithetical to healing and he is then allowed to have me abused so his daughter and his filthy fucking friends can continue to get movie deals for this intrusion. The advice he gives is constantly beset by his interruptions of my thoughts while I am pulling my body in all the directions that the poisons have latched onto my spine, yelling that I must not stretch like that but only stand still. For the 100th time I have to repeat that my body needs this. I literally had to physically fight to get him to shut up and now he's back with the German rotten fuck ape who has brought every kind of hate upon me he possibly can, to the degree that isn't outright murder. Or in conjunction with Trump.j

Also, the dirty old women skanks who were Fassbinder's actresses (Rainer Werner Fassbinder not the scummy actor who has also joined into this contract for his nasty promotion, not as rancid as most of them however I must admit but anyone who joins in is a creep in my opinion--if I ask my self I do admit yes they are all shit).
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so he is now exploiting me every time I exercise and I can't get him to stop doing this. I need silence I need this fucking rapists to go away
but I was writing about the women conntected to Fassbinder who made NAZI STATEMENTS at me and I defended myself so dirty Baryishnikov then viciously attacked me in defense of the German Nazi brigade. Now with the German sick fuck he is out of the closet with physical slaps abuse insults and constantly interfering with my little bit of exercise while having me poisoned as he had done, while screaming at me using every kind of body shaming he brought that into the "game" and this is being used by ugly shitalina constantly--my body is now so broken down and distorted and scarred and blemished as a result he kept having me poisoned to keep me paralyzed as he and his nasty friends continue to latch on as long as possible, using any excuse such as I need to fucking exercise to break the poisons out of my back.
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I wrote something a few days ago about Fassbinder in one of the extremely sick detox posts on Facebook--because I have to divert my attention from the pain--I don't use pain killers my body is already so drugged and poisoned I fear I am on the brink of liver collapse they keep poisoning me
but I wrote that I was only referring to the genius of Fassbinder and not his goddamh actors who are not even close in intellect or genius
that night in deep sleep I believe it was Baryishnikov who ordered that --and this has happened many times in the past--they can make bile come up my throat and because I am so used to them forcing things like my jaws snapping shut--they tried to make me bite my tongue like this for years while in deep sleep
and I can control this by now
but it's like acidic bile and that was done for saying anything about Nazi-spewing Germans who all claim they are anti-Nazi in every public statement, as does Baryishnikov.j

HE WILL NOT go away so the little amount of exercise I get is fraught with a violently rapist abuser attacking me viciously with Nazi bigots (and this is no exaggeration) commenting with yelling that I should not do the things that are healing me, and torturing me for not 'obeying" as he also has my cat and  had her beaten and tortured in front of me. This life fuck sick dirty creep still has my cat. And he won't go the fuck away and shut up while I am exercising.


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Dirty, greasy california governor nazi vector of Newsom (old boy scum gavin) with his arnold trash and english nazi filth instructing him on what to say and do, as he complies and then gets yet another day of promotion for his nazi presidential tour; far more abusive then trump even this filth creep with the nazi california group has imitated their "bitch" referencing me to fighting for my life to not be raped and "allowing" them all to instantly obtain endless free empires of nazi control over all they can't win by actual talent so abusing me and demanding that I am a "bitch" for fighting for my life to get them off me and FOR MY COUNTRY TO NOT BE OVERRUN BY NAZI SHIT WHORES and the REAL BITCHES I am the beautiful and loving kind person who happens to be female but the bitch term intended for instant hate by the dumb obedient followers and only applies to females not providing instant access to the pricks and their sleaze racist rape machine disguised as macho heroism by dirty nazi whroewood and american cultural adaptation to this by-product of the take-over already over-run by nazis in America at all levels (almost): to make California appear "democrat" for the "balance of power" always the pendulum swings with just a slight margin favoring one set of nazi filth to the next "pendulum" swing to the "other side" meanwhile the consolidation of power has remained in the same greasy stink hands and is being passed down the nepo-incompetent lying trash told what to say and think. Dirty greasy gavin brought in nazi arnolde the rapist "I'm sick of you reacting bitch" rapist scum nazi for me responding to abuse insults and torture rape because of this contarct--the shit of america turned on watching me get beaten raped everyone can't wait to have this system expanded in dirty california by elon musk and his nazi europigape troops--all are exalted by it dirty jenifer lopez endlessly getting her next demo-rat tour with gavin for the upcoming next circus performance of her shouting out "women" for teh blonde nazi or dyed blonde minority minions she represents. Not latinos for trump any longer it will be nazis for white nazi trash gavin and gretchen whitmer a brown-skinned man put in power as another minion working for nazi racism and hate and a slew out of Michigan--(assisting blacks in that role for "inclusion" but the entire gamut is nazi antisemitism anti' aipac" as they state) but today was yet another day in the years of newsom's addiction to the tortrure of trump----and biden and the obamas and the clintons (all have rushed except for the biden team) in this last few years of the trump admin to really come out of hiding and out of disguise. Nothing gets new-old scum boy off me he must run for president they are all relying on him and dirty jenifer lopez to continue to be the celebrity blonde dyed wtf hell doesn't matter as long as it appeas blonde to present the demo-rat next convention for promotion of her next lead role and high position in the nazi shitnigger arnold NAZI MEDIA EMPIRE. Telling dirty gavin what to say, as they all do=who are not only sleazy ignorant nazi shit but incompetent for lead positions except to install nazi mainstream mediocrity dumbing down and hate programming disguised as benevolence=rushing at me for having watching news describing Los Angeles news on Mayor Bass---brings on the slime of hate and violence already forced on me by the filth celebrities in LA (or their teleportation locals but mostly LA they all flock there somehow using technology or they appear in one place but perhaps holographic tech is also being used; probably as many are located in New York City, etc or WASHINGTON D.C.).;;dirty corrupt malfeasance creep sex offender slime gavin newsom and so putrid it's a long rant to pronounce the name of the former governor who has no business still being involved in the newsom corruption machine. Have sex or you don't get social security disability due to these same people having your spine fractured in multiple locations, poisoning you fracturing your body alignment years later when creeps break into your room while asleep puting spine and hips out of alignment to make you paralyzed while having you poisoned non-stop with bloating poisons which act as cement for every minute fissure or fracture, etc the lout newsom still embraces them all and must go at me every single day to get his promotion to become the next united states president with democrat wonder woman gretchen whitmer, whose capo slotkin came to physically assault me as her proxy while she undoubtedly remained sitting quietly but turned on as hell as they all are, in the back rows of this chamber where they torrture me in teleportation while I am in bed in "prime" location sleeping, drugged, dying from torture abuse and stress and newsom working with trump has kept my ssij disability payments cut off since March, 2025. Threatening me and I won't get benefits unless they get this contract of me submitting to being raped, abused, and not fighting back and TO DEATH without any resistance and "loving" them for it. Telling them to fucking die every day praying for their deaths every day (forgot to pray for newsom's death yesterday while praying for the rest of this scum group): Screaming "bitch, see I am not corrupt" after hitting me while I watched a podcast about mayor bass out of la being indicted on fed charges of corruption. Considering the criminal machinery of the rump regime I find nothing really damaging to the image of bass but it's intended ot aid the nazi rise in californication with reps discrediting the dems prior to election SO THEY CAN REALLY SUCK AND DRAIN HOMELESS RESOURCES OUT just as probably dirty newsom has been aiding and abetting in and remaining smiling making jokes about rump on twitter and then running for president. Every day having me tortured to death for his rise in power.//The daily routine of daily quota of torture abuse hate beatings sleaze hate filth for promotion imposed as always every day without end hours per day and night-year after year after year every day every month every week every hour year after ytear after year and still the filth is not stopped. They were curtailed to not go at me for hours and hours but it was about 6 hours, like totally almost nothing compared to literally all day and night which has been non-stop 6 months prior to the trump explosion of shit-storm troopers. Newsom and jenifer lopez and a german skank I had screamed at hitting her to go away--as I had done with newsom and lopez and her husband and this german nazi filth fuck "liberal not nazi' nazi skank trash parasite who has made sure to assault me viciously with rapists and abuse when she had the chance. Invited in by dirty lopez who organized a deep sleep skit of me being homeless and invited to live with this german creep and etc as I was 'happy and saying yes, how wonderful under hypnosis, and drugging and my head wrapped in the usual 8 layers of protection and blasting deep sleep hypnosis tape into my ears they still got through. //Wakuing up to rancid greasy lopez smiling because it affected me screaming and yelling to go away and "that thing is not a friend" to which dirty "j-lo" smiled like "triumph" I got my promotion for forcing an agenda forcing hyponsis forcinhg a reaction of happiness when I want to get this filth off me never happy to see that creep out of germany,j etc. Then turning on the desktop to blot out their ugly sick voices commenting on every dsingle thing I thought and did. To go about cleaning stinking sheets having been sprayed with stinking substances clothing stinking with sprays of stink filth on the clothing cleaning and cleaning the black soot and grime rubbed sprayed on everything literally every single thing all is scratched all metal is made rusted everything broken shabby sprayed stinking black and brownspray that never comes off clothing rancid stench they spray every day. In pain hard poisons blocking movement trying to exercise with their ugly scum comments about my body. Getting undressed and then listening to a youtube podcast about the Mayor of Los Angeles indicted by fed agencies for corruption with housing (as elections loom and the republicans control nasty dirty nazi gavin and his crew and they want the english nazi to take control, etc it's not a far leap of fantasy to imagine this was a rigged expo of feigned "corruption" for Bass). I began to listen instantly dirty sick ugly gavin old boy scum corrupt rotten nazi a$$-groveling dirty nazi bigot soon to be out of power trying to abuse me to death through his arnold shitnigger trash hate partner always sucking out american monmey for nazi infestation always gcorrupt dirty shit like gavin rush to get that money adn welcome in all nazis possible they get elected the presidency all money will be shared once that lout c orupt scum crap gets into power--his promise and he can't stop attaccking me using dirty arnold or jenifer scumbag skank loppez or the 500 or so from the past year rushing to assault me just in this provate group setting. He began screaming at me BECAUSE i WAS LISTENING TO NEWS OUT OF CALLIFORNIA that means he has full "entitlement" abuse insult slap hit abuse insult me because it relates to him in the most fragile way parallel to his nazi regime labeled "democrat" in power (one of the "men" was cast out for rape and sexual assault but dirty gavin has piglousy protection racket the mafia and nazis so that information can't get out as easily). Screaming at me: "bitch see It's not me who is corrupt" because I had accused him of corruption after it was evident his corruption at me endless torture rape and threats if I don't compy and have instant free sex slave sex and then be beaten abused by nazis the rapists who get promotoins with their nazi "feminist" wives stealing my dying ranting written posts asking the world ot stop this epstein replacement of epstein island but far more violent murderous and deadly than whatever happened to those females (and males but that is also never told obviously the homo component is omitted from record). //I began yelling at him that his governorship has enough reach to attack me obviously he has enough reach to abscond with money for homleess out of LA and began hitting him to get him off me. I then wanted to watch more news out of california because they remained silent--the pigs whores shit scum were not yapping incessantly with death threats, abuse and calling me bitch and me reacting screaming hitting them screaming yelling trying to "ignore" them unable to do it the drugs tney force me create instant internal thought reaction and that is all it takes. Instant truth serum their goal to abuse me into total silence and acceptance hwile being raped adn MURDERED for their profit and titillation of torrture sadism. So I listened again and he began slapping me hitting me as I "ignored" him fighting him off but then saying he's just a sleazy grease stain and I don't care what he thinks and I forced myself to remain silent. by that time it haad been the 8th hour of abuse since they forced the deep sleep torrtuer on me and waking up, doing cleaning of stinking filth as part of the torrtue, exercising and then eliminating (shitting out) more chunks of the never-ending huge "shelf" sructure embedded in my back which never comes out just pieces keep fracturing, slowly coming out (requiring 1-3 days) then me sick, and them lunging at me when the pioson seeps into my bloodstream upon elimination to get me as deeply as possible as they had raped the poison into my body as deeply as possible as well.