Monday, September 23, 2024

The lament about the squads of locust conquering flying worms (similar to flying monkeys but insect parasitic leeches more like not even charming to any degree but totally evil and insect creepy crawly devouring worms--but with wings and locusts plagues of death coming to your theater near you the political theater the war theater etc):I am so completely blocked from earning any money that I can't get out of this situation. My entire family has profited off this contract all my life and some of the most abusive live in luxury mansions while they are so life-threatening to me I can't even talk to them ever again they are such greedy leeches on me. I need money if these filth ape whores of whorewood can't even contribute $100 per piece per month for me to MOVE to a home where I have a private pool so I can try to heal my body from the violence they keep on inflicting. Their point is to completely destroy and break my body. Right now my body looks like an 80-year old woman, my arms are pencil thin with skin hanging down because it has atrophied from over 15 years of non-stop paralysis poisoning and mutilation and abuse. Everywhere all over my body poison is hanging off my limbs and abdomen and they have made most of m y hair permanently gone--a huge hair loss I used to have abundant hair and this is not from stress (although the ability to heal is one of the factors in why it won't grow back, and each and every day without pause they are abusing me literally every single moment for over 6-8 hours, every day without end). This is applauded by all politicians who are endlessly makin speeches in front of Congress about breaches of moral dignity and the Law. On all sides of the proverbial aisle. //I need money. My family has a lot of money they obtained in part by this contract out on me, and like all the hate of the terrorist celebrities, they all have spawn who are then reliant upon this contract in order to get more and more free everything. My family was "forced" to intermarry with 4th Reich users and haters. Some of them remain in "happy" marriages but they look like destroyed people. Others are divorced or they all look destroyed from the oppression of this humiilation and destruction hate contract. They obey every issuance and they are "allowed" to live in suburbs and all are in friendly contact with society. They shun and abuse me as viciously as any of the violent Nazis whenever possible. My uncle is a multi-millionaire who constructed, along with my Nazi half-Jewish grandmother a very deadly attack on me and they actually had someone killed as a part of this contract. My uncle got his gay magazine approved-of by the Arizona bigot 4th Reich community as a result I was left with a fractured spine, having to escape my mother trying to blame me for a theft although I had no car and the bus could not have taken me to her home and etc and they have been paid also in millions for this contract out on me. I dearly love my body and it is broken from this. I need a SWIMMING POOL NOW NOW NOW and not some time in the future when some vicious Nazi bigot tells me that he has a swimming pool and if I just have a baby with this pig ape whomever whichever shit scum Nazi bigot hater who offers me all the lies possible, I can have access to a swimming pool (would that be before or after the murder once you obtain a baby although dirty shitalin and pig pitt made sure to have part of my uterus severed out while I was drugged and in deep sleep, they then had my money stolen so I could not afford any sort of health care and could not afford to eat for the last week of the month, as they stole my momey and then poisoned whatever they could as well. My body huge and rotund from bloating poison as I lay in beds paralyzed for years and years as they asked me for ideas every day with deep sleep skits of homelessness and murder and death and hate and being raped and beaten as i kept fighting for justice for human rights for my privacy my right to live in peace for my right to not be fucked sucking penises on my knees wh ile the men would insult and berate me and slap and hit me and then have me poisoned and tortured afterwards., I am being assaulted now by Senator Kennedy who is fully enjoying this. He is being highlighted as they all get in the media after they participate so in the upcoming election the Nazi circuis of America can see that he's going to continue Nazi endeavors indefinitely as you keep putting him and his ilk into power.//I need a swimming pool to heal in a safe and not contaminated home--and if any of you don't need a fascist Nazi State I suggest not doing nothing as you all have been doing for years and years watching me cry out into this void for someone to stop this murder. Krapola is fully embracing the German Nazi swine pig ape who is foul and dirty and stupid and sick. As long as it's German and a Nazi she will devote all her loving enthusiasm to him the more Nazi-like he is, the more love he and all these pieces of shit get. The furtherance of Nazism is thusly assured unless you reading this don't stop this group and this contract-not just on me but it's of course being worked on for expansion by people like Elon Musk. Every president in the race is fully embracing spreading more of the poisons drugs death squad cartels increasing Nazism and white supremacy.//I need a swimming pool a private house this to be stopped. Make some of them pay me and then get them off me. I left that country many years ago because of the death squads and the lack of justice. Now It's like every top politician and media personality is in league with this. I need them to be stopped, is there anyone left on the planet not totally either apathetically accepting of this surge in this locust expansion of devouring conquering worms?

"Edgar Allen Poe: The Conqueror Worm (read by Vincent Price)". Christopher MacIntyre. March 25, 2015.



 I can't express how meaningless and sick and stupid the whores of whorewood are. Ugly sick prostitutalina is focused solely on making my appearance as destroyed as possible. The one and only qualification is that she look better and thusly she is entitled to use my ideas as her own while they block everything from my own use for my own career or life. This is not just stupid meaningless shitty prostitutalina or pig shit pitt ape, but the entire 4th Reich is dedicated to blocking my every single thing of love, enjoyment, happiness and physical beauty. Having poisoned me all my life I was literally denied health care while having Medicaid in the U .S. I was refused correct diagnoses. I was lied to repeatedly by everyone involved. I was so drugged and in a state of drugged stupor that I could not produce anything. I went to grad school for something like 6 years only to be nearly poisoned to death that by the end of my last semester I had to be rushed to the emergency room in so much paralysis pain I literally had to crawl to get to the door and I had to argue for 20 minutes with emergency dispatch to send an ambulance (this was in rotten Germany where I was being poisoned to death by someone I had known as a "friend" who began poisoning me when I refused to be sexually exploited by him, because he offered me a room in his home which was divided into apartments. I had never told him anything about attraction and he offered me this little rental room when I phoned him from Phuket saying I wanted to visit Germany again (in a drugged and brainwashed belief that Germans are not sick and disgusting as I now know most of "them" are--despite what most of you believe due to the psychopathic nature of these filthy vile creeps, they are not warm and friendly they are sick and parasitic. The leech concept of parasitically using and exploiting using all propagandized means has become so successfully imported by Germany you all instantly welcome in the most stupid and banal of ass-wipe scum shit because you are all so brainwashed. I know this because I used to be. It is not because of "me" it's because you just have not discovered it out yet. Some may never discover it as they are experts at delusional mind control.


But that is somewhat straying from the point. I have been bedridden since 2011--and even long before that but completely paralyzed and sick but able to move occasionally. i am still in that condition and I fight to heal I fight to get the poison out. It is so toxic and such a shock and the hours of rushing screaming in a frantic display of mental illness on my part of just needing them off me as they are sucking my life out of me and they ask me for ideas every day. I am now being constantly sucked dry not just by dirty ugly shitalina who has made damn sure my body is sagging broken down aged like I'm an 80 year old woman with wrinkles all over my body from sickness, shock to my system and they keep pounding spider veins into my body and blemishes and marks and scratches and cuts and incisions into my cuticles and toes--every day something else. EVery day life-destroying abuse for hours an dhorus per day. Finally I begin to scream ideas after having been drugged and abused and now it's another pair of fuckers sitting there listening in to get ideas, just as stupid meaningless shitalina has been doing for FIFTEEN YEARS so now she can perform as if she has any emotional and intellectual "depth" that is an imitation of me screaming out ideas for FIFTEEN YEARS under non-stop torture. My body is now reflecting horrific murder attempts that they would not stop as they also want me in a coma to teleport and rape me in that state as well. They would not stop poisoning me with hardening bloating poisons. The politicians like shit rotten hillary all the democrats came (I mean, those I have written of for years, the most violent was Raskin who is a most vile and dirty lying Jewish Nazi and then Michael Cohen who is also endlessly  featured as an "opponent" to Trump came to viciously murderously yell at me in a way that is like a form of murder--the hate and violence of this black empty hateful demonic thing yelling furiously at me, just like Graham just like Kennedy just like all of them except shitalina gets one pig fuck after the next to do it for her--

and so, she has been working to tear my body apart and have me broken on every level. But every day another fucker joins in to abuse me and take down the ideas I am saying because I sit here analyzing all day due to paralysis, they then suck the ideas out and poison and torture me TO DEATH afterwards with sneering contempt calling me a loser a bitch they laugh they go off snorting in entitlement they all get more and more money and millions and millions more and more and more and leave me to be raped and beaten and abused by their gang of "friends" in whorewood and congress whorewood, nono-stop day after day after day no matter what holiday it is.

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When I am finally able to do the very intense but non-aerobic exercise I am capable of, which must be done very slowly to try to break the internal poisons as they are supposed to be impossible to get out. From the first, when I had done master cleanse 10-fasts for 2 years, and the poisons were in combination with being raped and my body put out of alignment every single night by the mostly Russian terrorists who broke into my room while I was teleported and unconscious in the "prime' body state. Regardless of the many locks and strings I tied into the slide-through lock systems, my home was breached every day and I could not understand why. I was so drugged and shitting (for years) huge horrific piles of black poison as the bloating poison expands to a huge massive mass upon the concentrated heat of the gastro-intestinal system and internal body heat and etc. They put my body out of alignment and then when it took me YEARS to try to figure out how to block the front door, they were still injecting poison through mechanical arms through my vagina with sewage stinking liquids every single day for years they did this. That alone is another form of murder. They injected so much toxic sewage stinking liquids and hardening bloating poison I had to rush to the bathroom nightly (this continues as they keep on drugging me in this way, while smashing my legs so capillaries burst, which they just did in the last few days as this is fresh blotch of horrific spider veins and all is done while I'm in an unconscious deep sleep state being abused put in murder and death situations and then being abused upon waking as the celebrity shit sit in rows and rows watching as one fucking pig ape after the next takes turns abusing me so I begin to yell the concepts of justice and my analysis as they need this to have any other perspective than the blank and sleazy shit ones they all are told to believe in and promote.

So, to continue, after years of being so sick and under so much torture, I began to try to exercise as I had tried to remove the hard tubes that literally are pulling my spine in every direction upon each and every vertebrae.
That was after Senator Graham, and he has gained a lot of media attention since the 2 years ago of his violent yelling and abuse spree upon me while I was bedridden completely in pain from the poisons expanding beneath my knee caps I could not move, it was agony. Like the German sick fuck ape the physical pain was only an opportunity to viciously exploit me and so he had my bathroom flooded by having his teams of minority brown and black Nazis gouge holes in the metal pipe so there was 1 inches of water in a floor in my bathroom. I had to fight that, not being able to literally move, I had to clutch onto walls to stop from falling oer while he was violently murderously screaming at me in the teleportation because I said no to his fucking exploitation offer with his goddamn Nazi family Christian bigots et al. to live in S. Carolina and be fucked or whatever by how many I dont know so more Nazi lynch mob sick apes can have more and more, as if Whorewood and it's Nazi promotion of Trump along with Oprah fully endorsing every Nazi alongside Krapola--so there is no difference almost only in skin color superficiality
but I began to exercise after that hell hate greying hair life sucking fucking hell of another greasy sick fuck--who was given immunity from testifying instantly that month, and dirty fuck pig pitt obtained a $40 mansion in Carmel with Graham sitting there as Shitalina stripped for him (topless) while I sat there dazed in the telportation whorewood skit of quid-pro-quo nastiness.

I began to exercise and instantly Baryshnikov came to abuse and try to control the situation. I had watched a few of his movies and wrote, like with so many in my drugged and dazed saturated with drugs and poisons bloated state--I complimented him--and he appeared to yell violently at me bringing people I had known in Minneapolis who are now older, not as cute and young, and openly violently yelling at me like fascists looking to murder only because their careers were in decline (non-existent for this person I will not name)
and that has begun YEARS of Baryishnikov forcing his unwanted control attacks upon my every exercise, giving me "hints' after I think them. He has given me about 3 or 4 helpful hints and had his staff hack a load of exercise and massage videos. He told me to hold my shoulders back and to lift my head up. He would yell at me while I was cooking because I used mushroom soup broth and he screamed fascistically like a murderous tone that the food was "brown" and stupid sick things like that. He was so intrusive as  I kept shouting to shut up and go away for about 1 year as he constantly forced himself upon me after having raped and slapped my face (he only had me giving him blow jobs while he slapped my face and calling me bitch or whatever in front of ugly sick prostitutalina, as the 10th or so fuck whore pig to have done that in front of her--I think it's more like 20 at this point after 15 years--all the while, featured as a feminist for the United Nations as I scream concepts about domestic violence and women's rights, she only steals them to present herself as caring about women and violence against women. 
This discrepancy is so enthusiastically embraced by this filthy like Senator Graham that while she stripped for him he told them to continue the MURDER of me and the poisoning as he went off being complimented and is now featured as a good guy for the Repug party once again. No trial in Georgia appears to be ever forthcoming and he is exonerated for his role and all done because of dirty shitalina and pig filthy ape pitt and this deal they made
now while I am stuck in paralysis and sickness, he comes every time I begin to exercise to try to break out more poison. I am in 100% concentration while he forces his disgusting self upon me by commenting constantly about what I am doing. Some of it is helpful but the atmosphere is antithetical to healing and he is then allowed to have me abused so his daughter and his filthy fucking friends can continue to get movie deals for this intrusion. The advice he gives is constantly beset by his interruptions of my thoughts while I am pulling my body in all the directions that the poisons have latched onto my spine, yelling that I must not stretch like that but only stand still. For the 100th time I have to repeat that my body needs this. I literally had to physically fight to get him to shut up and now he's back with the German rotten fuck ape who has brought every kind of hate upon me he possibly can, to the degree that isn't outright murder. Or in conjunction with Trump.j

Also, the dirty old women skanks who were Fassbinder's actresses (Rainer Werner Fassbinder not the scummy actor who has also joined into this contract for his nasty promotion, not as rancid as most of them however I must admit but anyone who joins in is a creep in my opinion--if I ask my self I do admit yes they are all shit).
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so he is now exploiting me every time I exercise and I can't get him to stop doing this. I need silence I need this fucking rapists to go away
but I was writing about the women conntected to Fassbinder who made NAZI STATEMENTS at me and I defended myself so dirty Baryishnikov then viciously attacked me in defense of the German Nazi brigade. Now with the German sick fuck he is out of the closet with physical slaps abuse insults and constantly interfering with my little bit of exercise while having me poisoned as he had done, while screaming at me using every kind of body shaming he brought that into the "game" and this is being used by ugly shitalina constantly--my body is now so broken down and distorted and scarred and blemished as a result he kept having me poisoned to keep me paralyzed as he and his nasty friends continue to latch on as long as possible, using any excuse such as I need to fucking exercise to break the poisons out of my back.
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I wrote something a few days ago about Fassbinder in one of the extremely sick detox posts on Facebook--because I have to divert my attention from the pain--I don't use pain killers my body is already so drugged and poisoned I fear I am on the brink of liver collapse they keep poisoning me
but I wrote that I was only referring to the genius of Fassbinder and not his goddamh actors who are not even close in intellect or genius
that night in deep sleep I believe it was Baryishnikov who ordered that --and this has happened many times in the past--they can make bile come up my throat and because I am so used to them forcing things like my jaws snapping shut--they tried to make me bite my tongue like this for years while in deep sleep
and I can control this by now
but it's like acidic bile and that was done for saying anything about Nazi-spewing Germans who all claim they are anti-Nazi in every public statement, as does Baryishnikov.j

HE WILL NOT go away so the little amount of exercise I get is fraught with a violently rapist abuser attacking me viciously with Nazi bigots (and this is no exaggeration) commenting with yelling that I should not do the things that are healing me, and torturing me for not 'obeying" as he also has my cat and  had her beaten and tortured in front of me. This life fuck sick dirty creep still has my cat. And he won't go the fuck away and shut up while I am exercising.


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The shitnigger team and it's newsom scumbag plantation minions and nepo-scum ignoramus plastic sleazy parasites are abusing me sitting in rows of chairs every morning and afternoon and night now. For the past year it's been 16 hours per day plus deep sleep abuse, endless mutilation of my body as usual that has never stopped, drugging into hysteria so my hair has turned grey the aging process of me who has always been very young, athletic and yes, beautiful just abused into old age every day marring my soul and spirit. The peace of meditation is exempt and breathing and being calm impossible in this torture chamber room where I remain fighting to heal from hard poisons that are rock embedded along my spine. THey are pushing to abuse me into "submission" which is just continuation of a murder campaign (literal murder not a hyperbolia on my part) but before the midterms. But what is the use when the top layers of the Demo-rat "party" of lying and filth "demons" has rushed to profit off this contract, all publicized all given insider trading information all laughing and mocking me while I am being killed with their permission. The next wave is sure to be more adepts at following orders but they are just going on and on to get this contract. The worthless multi-millionaire group of nazi celebrity black nazi shit jewish nazi shit white nazi really shit have not been able to score real top awards unti they furiously clung onto abusing me (to death raping poison into my body laughing as they ordered and continue to order nightly mutilation and drugging so I can't be calm and stable, thus murder via abuse is ongoin without end) but they have never been able to get more than their sexualized sleazy physical and psychopathic lead role fame in youth and now, the latching onto abusing me viciously has been continuous and thusly the midterms, while the nazis control all sides they are lunging at me furiously dirty shitnigger is using every manipulation possible to the extent he is allowed. Another neighbor cat I was having fun with he made sure to take away and killing a tree outside my window. Dirty ugly filthy leech, a true energy paraste kkk noem truly is, but she was with the german "punk" nazi every day for hours per day as he has trained her in theft and nazi gestapo mentality. The murders in minneapolis took place while he was training noem and miller and bannon and et al into nazi methodology. He remains a staunch fixture of the nazi shit group--sean penn pig fucker is there after his bout of extreme violence extreme towards me just prior to his "win" at the oscars and I was drugged and under torture when I wrote that he should win; just as I was drugged and under 16 hours of abuse death threats and rape beatings by dirty filthy tom hardy the english nazi thug and i wrote that newsom should become president--only once per scumbag piece of shit nazi trash shit and they lunge at me forever more. Dirty nazi roman polanski is there to revive his goddamn nazi satanic career due to just abusing me using nazi protocols. I watched his last poor jewish victim of french antisemitism movie and thusly he is viciously attacking me with nazi hate and racist dehumaniDaily terror ritual of semonic demonic raponic terminator-s-negger nazi hate derived derivatives of nepo-culture and their Nazi-controlled mommies and daddies. So hard to put in mundane terms as nothing gets attention from entertainment-starved and soulless americans and their international followers than entertainment. How to describe this Roman Circus torture syndicate in terms that might not be entertaining schadenfreude titillation torture-sexual arousal for the idiot savants reading this; well ingrained and trained in sophisticate demur lecturing on youtube and in front of congress. Hateful sneering demons in private--thrilled at the trough of feeding off the american econmy which rump has unleashed, brought about by the endless profiteering off all former administrations even your black icon you worship as being a smiling and warm, entertaining jokster but serious and adept in the ways and means of social control. Just a few blunders after the 2008 economic crash by fully supporting wealthy bankers and letting the poor fool investors lose everything but most important for obama was to keep t he economy afloat by allowing the real crooks engineering the market crash to continue unabated not even criminal charges for white collar crime. Should be an indication of his true merit or lack thereof but no, the smiling entertainment quality and the proposals of hope, joy and change resonate still to this day despite all having ultimately failed. Yes, he helped put Trump in power by happily handed this contract and tech over to trump while he and michelle and their h-wood paid children still obtain book tours, tv spots and endless media circus for their every endorsement of blonde "democrats" and for the next joy and hope change tour raking in multi-millions, more book tours and etc. However, the entertainment value and the promises and the hope one latches onto is the most adhesive and thusly no scritinizing of him nor his panderings to trump. as i have written for years, the result was the rump made mockery of the obamas in a monkey or ape AI video which people called "racist' although rump also adequatly pictured newsom as an a$$ but that was never brought under fire; as well as many others of the dem party looking like bobbing smiling heads atop various animals, mostly domesticated. All are involved in this scheme of ENSLAVEMENT using mind control microchip and gang stalking death squds which are minimalized when they are labeled as "gang stalking" and "electronic harassment" it's GESTAPO DEATH SQUADS, POISONING TO DEATH, DRUGGING INTO HYPERBOLIC HYSTERIA, DISCREDITING AND EXTREME PSY-OPS TO "neutralize" anyone not fully bowing and accepting abuse from the white nazi contagion which remains the influencers in h-wood who put rump in power (and killed Prince as well, through their system at the same time becauase at that exact time Prince was covertly assassinated I was trying to get back to Minneapolis, and from what the world has seen of that State in fighting the KKK Noem greasy filth money-sucking apparatus which the repugs like Senator John Kennedy just "blinked" at while asking politely with gingerly temerity about this apparent slight oversight of money expenditure for a private jet money for her energy-sucking-torture-derived photo op campaign for her upcoming election campaign. The German nazi filth named Axel a greasy filth from around whom, like one of the Dante circles of Hell rotates endless black nazi goons from whorewood-land and the usual endless faces representing the fight against racism but fully devoted to antisemitism upon me--as I am completely rejected by Jews have had nothing to do with that culture all my life besides a few investigative egresses into that culture a few very scattered times, each time leaving with a sense of falsity on their part, alienation and the lack of utter grasping of fierce opposition to a next holocaust and indeed, grasping onto becoming jewish nazis and deriding abusing an handing me over with snarling hate to prove how Nazi they are--but all the hate labels and hate is being dumped on me with teams of expletives every day assaulting me. I remain being drugged so badly and the filth who have raped beaten and POISONED ME INTO PARALYSIS and then torture me for hours per day while under paralized immobility as they abuse poison me into screaming ideas about how disgusting the are and why as they steal the ideas. 5 hours today with shitnigger and the filth spawn of depp this ugly stupid rotten parasite leech the group of them. Grey hairline on me from years of this every day day after day. Unable to protect my body while they gouge and mutilate me every single night, then drugged as they inject drugs and poison into me. They are htere now with rotten shitnigger the austrian sick rottgen fuck who became cali governor now a parallel nazi adjunct to the rump regime who also put him in power to bring in more nazi europigape scum and shit glorified by monarchy money to infiltrate america and turn every group against the other--I am seeing it ongoing lierally day after day and writin about it without end has resuled in NOTHING happening but more applause. They are trying to make sure my money remains off so I am stuck in near homeless desperation they continue to abuse and drug me for over 6 hours per day every morning upon waking from fresh drugging while in deep sleep. Still extremely sick mostly bedridden and uanble to function as they take that as vu lnerability to exploit with murderous hate and abuse. Every day they asault me beginning from the moment I wake up from a night of being telpeorted to hate and homeless rape and murder skits---

  **Hackers began literally deleting what I was writing about polanski the sick ugly fuck (take him back to nazi france) who I don't wan...