Thursday, September 26, 2024

Clothing, and my bedsheet where I sit to put on the many healing ointments I can't afford to try to diminish the years and decades of ugly, sick crap whores from the whore contagion of the 4th Reich ensuring my skin is doused with destroying chemicals, my hair nasty, wiry and then falling out, my body covered with chemically-induced red pimple scars which they tattoo indelibly into my skin after the eruption. My toes crooked all have been broken, the nails destroyed from hardening chemicals smeared on their for at least 40 years, every single day (also on my knees, non-stop daily I mean nightly as all this is done while I am sleeping. I can't cover my entire body in strings tied around to every part of my body with material underneath so they are still dousing my skin and attacking my orifices--any possible--. But, they have just once more sprayed noxious and stinking odors onto my clothing, all hand-made. I just cleaned them and while I was out yesterday being attacked by scores and scores of scumbags in the stores and streets, the other scumbags were happily joyfully spraying stinking filth into my clothing and in my room, which stinks of fungus and some dour stench that is sprayed constantly onto my floor, furniture, the walls, the cabinets and there are greasy permaneantly-stained brown dripping droplets covering the formerly white and clean walls. The clothing has something like dead meat stench--it's sprayed on my bed constantly in the spot I sit on to put on lotions and potions. My sleep wear is stinking and I just bleached and cleaned it two days ago in preparation for today, when I would be exhausted from carrying at least l30 pounds of items I carry, many of which are the healing ointments some in glass jars, and then groceries to last me 2 or more weeks, going back and forth and under attack non-stop which also sucks the life force out of me dodging people constantly walking into me. If my back is turned for more than one minute they rush to rip threads out of my backpack and clothing from behind. Etc. All of this as filthy dirty ugly Prostitutalina is for the 15th year in a row being awarded for an idea she stole from my multiple daily writings on how evil and sinister she and this group is, which is only a mere fraction of a less than 1% of the global number of creeple who are so joyfully spraying stinking filth onto other people's property, having them "gang stalked" which is sick death squad goons following and terrorizing lone individuals in every single thing they do with full participation of police and society which negate and blame and accuse the person trying to get help or filing a complaint. This year two awards are slated to ugly sick shitalina, one of which already has been given for her theft of my many years of writing about where I grew up, Champaign, Illinois and very often in those posts I have included some of the music scene. This ugly stupid lying filth skank trashalina stole whatever concept possible, of course she did n'ot write or do anything more than present a face as most of the work was done for her, or at least the monetary and the promotion, the instant fast-track to the highest award but I don't know if she actually won. That dirty ugly sick creep hacked her filthy ugly face constantly onto my every click on any newspaper and on all sites that have access to any of the national news, so I had to see it and then I saw alongside her the photos of some of the other blonde Nazi filth who have likewise viciously attacked me for the same award system (all, each and every single one a mainstream figure for "feminism" in particular Hillary Clinton). And now she's slated for an award at every top awards ceremony this year, once more. Trump, who "won" the presidency because this group from Whorewood initiated the 4th Reich into approving of his rape and racist treatment of me and thusly it encouraged the 4th Reich fascism and dictatorial propensities in the form of Trump, who has been obviously programmed into becoming more and more in that domain than less of an American dedicated to observing the Constitution. //The rest I could list is just a long-winded enumeration of similar sick promotions of sick and sinister fakes. But all of them have prospered non-stop, obtained what they otherwise never have achieved, and the more money and "fame" is bestowed upon them, the more trained they are into imbibing the very essence of fascist Nazi death squad/concentration camp mentality. The more they help to subliminally transmit this ideology through the reverse psychology of their fake rantings and movies, (dirty ugly sick shitalina and her partner pig dirty ape pitt and their nasty Whorewood cartel bunch of pig apes who are just detestable non-human scum--sorry, I can't find more elaborate words for them, as I am under mind control the keyboard is being hacked so writing is too difficult to get my first thoughts out as i begin to curse they are transmitting curses into my subconscious strata to discredit me).. So cleaning stinking filth, fighting to keep the WiFi system on as they remotely turn it off constantly, block and hack and destroy and steal nevertheless what I barely manage to pound out, and that is almost all I do except for fighting to break the hardened (as concrete) endless layers of hard shell-like structures embedded completely into my spine, nervous system, it's into all joints, it extends into my toes, it's up into my skull, it has blocked my internal organs of the digestion track, etc etc. It is lodged behind my heart so when some of the poisons in my thoracic region begin to swell and loosen, it's like having a mini-heart attack if I move the wrong way it presses my heart in a dangerous compression.

 The stench doesn't come out with just normal washing, with the clothing I made meticulously by hand. Every stitch by hand as they smear stinking filth on everything I use on a daily basis. I keep it all hanging up on a huge clothing rack on the side of the room next to the patio sliding door (one of the doors is broken they removed the roller attached to the bottom which slides along the track). 

There is another rack next to me in this tiny area in front of the front door which I use against the door, which of course does nothing to stop them from breaking in but it may hinder with all the many other items I use to block the front door so I am not raped by thugs and scum who are paid to live for free in this building where I have almost been killed in multiple ways over the years I have lived here; every day, literally is spent cleaning stinking filth and fighting to rid the poison from my body and then collapsing in front of the laptop, only to have the keyboard so badly hacked I can never type unless I struggle with every word and pound down as hard as possible, only to see that hackers are rewriting what I type and struggle to type for hours--it takes hours to type what would just take me about 20 minutes otherwise I am an extremely proficient typist. I actually won "fastest typist" in high school, at that time, a mere 100 words per minute but now, I can barely get anything out it takes hours to constantly backspace and retype and then I never recheck any longer what they have deleted and rewritten--or mostly I never do, sometimes but it's very depressing to see this.

They steal whatever ideas they can, but then continue this slow murder operation. They also keep babies in front of me constantly as direct symbols of what next they want to suck and drain out of me.

Dirty ugly sick shitalina and pig nasty whore ape pitt have ordered part of my uterus severed out so how any baby will be obtained out of me plus the poisoning they never stop so I am constantly fighting death every single day from the recurrent drugging which will destroy my liver and kidneys I have huge liver spots from the endless torture and stress combined with endless poisoning of such deadly hardening bloating absolutely non-organic deadly chemical mess forced into my body as the pig apes are being celebrated for the ideas I wrote of regarding how sick and blank and stupid and what shit they are--which they use to portray themselves as being heroes fighting against and they are awarded for it each and every year, without fail. 

they have done so much to bring in so many Europigapeland fascists and Nazis and Mafia they are constantly awarded in Europigapeland for all they have done to promote the destruction and deterioration of the United States while being awarded by this sinister disgusting the terms of un-endearment can't flow enough for me to express what utter SHIT this government is in probably most of it's entrails of the most visible scumbags put in front of cameras constantly.

The shit who jumped to participate in teleporting and abusing me, notably Adam Kinzinger, is being hailed as some maverick fearless hero for his resistance to the attempted coup by the Rump Rangers of #45. He, in fact, along with Ratskin, jumped to join with dirty shitalina and pig pitt to abuse and insult and mock how my body looks and etc laughing like dirty 4th graders reading porn. THAT is how "heroic" they are, which is to pander to the demands that they truly are racist Nazi bigots but they do not want the Trump cartel to dominate the political sphere. As long as it's "business as usual' which is the slow destruction of the united states and putting lying sinister and disgusting fake shit into power so the Europigapes can partner and then insinuate themselves either as "legal" investors--the "good" immigrants that the 4th Reich of Amerikkka welcomes in with open legs.

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After all their millions of dollars in awards for torturing me non-stop , they are all in top positions but are torturing me for defending myself against the sickness of the shit of this country and that includes all the little rivulettes of creeps who perform the gang stalking death squad actions which are concealed as "normal' every day activities they just happen to surround and attack me while my brain is coated with mind control drugs ("gravy") and then in s slimy dousing of mind-disorientating drugs the technology and microchip implant interface blocks critical thinking and literal physical functioning plus understanding and then inserts subliminal instructions to absolutely gas light me and discredit me and I don't "understand" and act like I'm really not in control and doing things that I absolutely would never do, but done in such a way that they come out instantly without my prior thought or consideration, done in language or in a voice I never used and is not mine. They can ever change my vocal chords to alter how my voice sounds so every time I am on the phone they lower my voice to a level that sounds horrible.

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but with all the years of all the millions and the awards, they keep on attacking me. They keep on destroying my property while they are all being handed mansions in Europigapeland or Martha's Vineyard. Obama can't exploit me with cruelty and vicious violence through his Europigape white supremacists enough..he just goes on and acts like I owe him "respect" and to never question or get angry. 

That is the REAL STATE OF AMERICA now as it truly is. I am discredited ignored en masse I am stolen from my ideas are stolen I remain living in a murderous living situation where they can just break into my home and body and destroy my property if I don't "like' being abused by shit like the most disgusting lying filth of the House except for Pig-lousy Pelosi and et al. 


Their ugliness and hypocritical lying bs is just astounding and yet I write and write but no one will proffer the video recordings of me being abused raped and the years of me screaming in rage that  I find them despicable wish them death to get off me--over 15 years of it with ugly sick prostitutalina and shit pig pitt as they keep latching on.


They are so incompetent on a higher level of originality and in production they absolutely MUST have this organization doing every vital thing for them in production scriptwriting and of course in years of acting coaching to perfect the semblance of the ideas that they are stealing from me (prostitutalina in particular) plus the years of her stealing my endless responses in rage about women's rights which they violate with her at the helm of this shit ship every single day laughing and smug and being awarded invited to the White House under Biden repeatedly. In partnership with dirty ugly nasty Pelosi who is not a kindly benevolent warm and concerned competent personality for that position. She is a hateful lying bigot Mafia Nazi also trained in Whorewood to perfect the semblance of something like a female doting old aunt caring so deeply about every human and political issue.

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One entire hour of fighting to click on one single item and fearing I would lose the information I kept fighting until the page froze, entirely. Turning the laptop off restarting--I just did 2 resets yesterday=4 hours, then 1 recovery, spent another hour fighting to toggle off any conceivable port of entry for hackers--using everything I am able to afford, which is nothing any longer---and then MONTHS OF this disgusting English rapist yelling screaming punching me in the face raping me so violently my body convulsed an embedded object in the multiple layers of hard poison that his partners, who he loves and calls more beautiful his great friends, but sticking to me non-stop as they laugh while he punches me in the face-then asking me for ideas, constantly then yelling at me to shut up--anything I think that is elaborate or intellectual he begins violently yelling at me to shut up, his partners the wealthy English who sit silently as well as the american "I'm part English" who have been showered with applause oscars awards for stealing my ideas and then covering up the theft with destroying all evidence of what I have written, leaving me for hours per day fighting JUST TO TURN THE WIFI ON is almost like a miracle if I can use it without it being blocked, attacked or turned off--and when I am fighting to get ANY SINGLE THING DONE in any capacity as a survivable entity on this planet, the every single thing I do is blocked, hacked, rewritten and all that I try to accomplish is blocked, destroyed and anything I think is used to attack me and is stolen if the hateful rapist abuser endless parasites need more ideas. This is something like 4 months of the next abuser violent life-threatening rapist literally turning my hair grey after his violent yelling abuse and rape, after the german parasite came punching raping abusing my face my body endless death threats--and senators are rushing yelling screaming threatening to kill me, and I am just one person defending myself and am surrounded by hate endlessly and always. The one and only thing I have left on this planet my cat they stole years ago whenI fought to get the next murdering rapist (depp and heard) off me from pounding more poison as deeply into my body as possible--and so they tortured my cat most beloved wonderful and beautiful animal and showed a photo of her fighting not to drown they threw her in the swimming pool and took photos of her fighting for her life not to drown--before sending her to baryshnikov who has teams of dogs chasing her, as she screams in terror and they fractured her rib cage for me calling the rapists who were murdering me, poisoning me laughing about how "fat" I had become as they had hardening murder poisons laced with horrific drugs poured into my food as they pounded the poison into my body every day laughing as I fought to stop it--then the 24/7 torture began and has not stopped for the past 16 years YEARS non-stop daily torture and abuse. Teams of actors and politicians have rushed to join in, raping abusing and calling me names endlessly abusing me and instantly being interviewed on major news networks on the same day or the next--featured in documentaries and etc on and on, and this english abuser rapist is being championed, is probably undoubtedly being handed as well as his cohorts out of London and england (germans russians etc all backing him, teams of euros are behind him, he is the english-speaking terror chaos agent sent to "break and crush" me for just fighting back--just defending myself and having ideas that they can sell off as their own--giving me nothing but taking all they can away from me. As with all the others, the beautiful flowering plants are half dead withered and black, after I throw plants away and buy more, this english hateful leech on me has them slowly killed--and he's there literally almost 24 hours a day abusing me. I can give one example of how blank and hateful he and his fellow english bigos truly are: one of the actors began violently raping and threatening me for writing a comment that slightly disagreed with what the american blonde woman had said about a shakespeare play--he rushed raped abused threatened my life yelled for hours as I fought the next hater and fought to get him off--for just demonstrating my own mind and thoughts on shakespeare which was not a light subject--I always received A's in college for my writing on shakespeare by the way, just saying. but the threat to them that I should have ideas and not just say nothing and not demonstrate my own talent or mind, as their take-over of the united states, in combination with the push for white fascist nazi supremacy is fully ongoing, and this is one of the facets not only to cut out education but to silence people like me so only their ordained critics and bigots have the only "say" or word possible, even for my own private thoughts. This next english rapist who so violently abused and raped me that part of the embedded filth that the aamerican nazi fascist mafia teams had poured pumped and injected into my body having one euro-rapist abuser after the next pound the poison into my body; thusly instructing this next one so blank and conformist all I see is blank hate and power machinations coming from him, not a second of any intelligent or interesting thing he has to say to me as with all. I was listening to wnyu archives and one show called passport, from around 2011 had a show with some electronic experimental music; one musician out of germany was playing a skewed version of a very classical-sounding piece. I listened and recognized the song and piece, but was a bit unsure (I had heard it in 2010, so a long time ago and it was in a collection from the artist). the endless leeching of my life every moment that this man who has made my hair turn solid white in front of my forehead from his violent rape death threats and 16 hoursa per day of abuse, yelling at anything I do that is above basic half-brain dead mediocrity, the only level they want me at, but they are still torturing me to obtain ideas through trauma rape and torture drugging and abuse. To continue: I was listening, the DJ said that this was a German artist who transposed a piece from Vivaldi and I thought to myself, in conversation with this hateful bigot I want no conversation with, but he is literally "in my head" for about 1/2 of every single day, literally from the moment i wake up to at bed, in my sleep, its' more than 12 hours per day, of death threats of smashing my head in of pornographic sexual abuse comments of asking me for ideas perpetually because I actually try to learn something every day, I have always tried to have a stellar career this group has poisoned me to the point of my body being paralyzed in internal equivalent of cement while they torture me endlessly untilI scream out ideas or "converse" with them because they are literally leeching off my thoughts my energy and life every moment to get this disgusting contract this insidious insult to humanity this lowering of all standards which thousands flock to---and I thought to myself, almost conversing with the leech energy drainign grey-hair making violent pornographic hate rapist out of england and his "aristocrat" "High class" supposed "superior" haters that it actually was a piece by Bach--what else would a German play they are all always referring to Bac-

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