(this post has been very badly hacked, I had to struggle to get words out due to malware blockage of the keyboard--terrorists rewrote parts of my sentences and as I try to gauge how much damage they have done, the terrorists are making the page skip to other parts as I scroll down so I can't even see what is going on with this post--it is filled with cursing I am at this ranting stage right now after more than HALF A YEAR OF ENDLESS ABUSE NIGHT AFTER NIGHT DURING THIS HIGH SEASON OF AWARDS TO THE PIECES OF SHIT OUT OF WHOREWOOD, AND MOSTLY NOW OUT OF ENGLAND, THUSLY: Teleportation terror: Rotation of celebrity parasitic shit, back to those who had raped, beaten stolen robbed and abused and tried to have me killed--years ago, now back again after years of their friends doing the same--the rotation continues on and on this shit is never stopped my government is absolutely a failure for human rights and Democracy (with full 100% financial and approval of Congressional pig ape scumbags mostly of the Democratic Party now under Biden--but only T-rump for years prior to the Dem take-over--there is not much difference only that after Obama a surge of black entertainers conjoined like the oreo cookie bs sandwich that they all are--both sides of the oreo cookie) and so...thusly, after ranting for days about absolute hateful psychological, physical and emotional torture in teleportation--VOILA! tHE Shit US government has just shifted the line-up of terrorists who endlessly gain deal after deal and promotion after promotion by teleporting and forcing mind control, rape and every kind of humiliation abuse torture and violence upon me; to be raped and tortured once again but by the same terrorist rapist brutality celebrities who began this celebrity contract over SEVEN YEARS AGO--now coming back, after their English and Europigape fascist instructors have done their endless violence upon me for months and months "because " I called one of them a piece of shit--after SEVEN YEARS of that rotten piece of shit having her boyfriend rape and abuse me, participating in the endless rape and torture of me using these technologies, that rotten ugly old bag then got endless plastic surgery and botox, prior to her inclusion was not in lead roles and was just a minor character in the line-up of the usual suspects for these roles--upon her inclusion in this hate crime, which this filthy and parasitic wretch loves like they all love doing this shit to people--it then began years of obtaining higher roles and lead roles and now has been awarded for the bullshit that she pumps out to the public which laps it up like the dumb animals that these people who play the localized versions that the higher pig apes instruct them into--the "people" in other words--they love these shit actors and are so dumbed down they can't differentiate any longer between what is great and what is absolute corrupted mediocrity packaged like the commercialized crap that "the people" also buy and eat--packaged shit absolutely unhealthy and bad for the environment. --a plethora of pigs and whores from whorewood and especially the most famous of the blathering mediocrities from England came to attack me to support that piece of revolting and rotting shit from London. Now the Americans who are fully entrenched in the Europigape albeit "American" facet of this mulitnational operation/organization are coming BACK to inflict more mind control rape and abuse and rape after my last few days of nearly begging this do-nothing shit readership to do something--so they just shifted the torture to the rotten parasites who have obtained endless years of promotions for the children they pumped out who are as blank, greedy and rotten as the stupid and dumb wealthy who put them into power--but they are conniving, lying and get plastic surgery are praised without end, they push people like me down and feed on the energy of torture and violence as they ensure I am blocked from all opportunities as they then say they are superior and then it never ends--one fucking pig whore after the next, day after day, night after night, year after year, without end. --apparently my last few ranting posts about being told I was going to be murdered, then the next night of teleportation being raped, then the next night being made homeless, then etc etc night after night--with YEARS of me trying to KILL these pigs when they teleport me, if I am not stuck in one position as I normally am (not able to move, like my body is frozen) but when I get any chance I try to smash my elbow into their ugly filthy pig whore faces or kick them in the face--endlessly screaming FOR YEARS that I wish them death, they are ugly and disgusting and not "beautiful" as they keep using violence to try to make me repeat while they continue the disfiguration protocols upon my body and life and home and peace and health--while Congressional scumbags and Hillary Clinton the rapist enabling fascist bigot scumbag and the ultimate scumbag Trump and they all converge upon me--the "liberal" activists in Congress coming to denounce Trump but fully doing exactly all that he was part of--(ahem, Clinton worked WITH Trump to attack me and the violence against my body increased after her nasty and ugly and stupid entrance into this ugly racist contract--as she is absolutely a pawn of the English Imperialist empire and so is her late husband ---(educated on a grant at Oxford and programmed by The English pig apes to become a plant in American politics--all their corruptions and thefts and scams included to destroy the fabric of American society).

 *NB: hacking and brain-altering "mind control" is as rampant in the writing of this post as it always has been. I re-read the first paragraph below and saw inserted repeats of words which I deleted. I have struggled to type this post with hacking blocking keyboard functioning so I can't spend more hours fighting to endlessly correct and delete and re-write--so I corrected only the first paragraph and have not read the rest, which undoubtedly will have many idiosyncratic errors and grammatical obstructions---so tired of no one ever doing anything about this situation and never stopping this herd of animalistic shithead holes.

This post today is rife with cursing as well. The pig apes want me enraged and cursing all the time. I'm going to let it all hang out today in it's emotional excess and ranting rage--the mind control tech is always blasting into my brain and reducing cognitive functioning and when I get angry the effect is much worse--due to their tech somehow getting through cognitive clarity and enhancing emotional excess and cursing--they are also inputting subliniminal cursing into my brain--no excuse. But this post is really full of ranting curses. This is after a decade of trying to write somewhat clearly to people who never stop this situation, a government that fully funds and supports this with Congressional members and presidents, all spouting the lies about their attempts to save America for Democracy--all eagerly participating in this oppression and hate crime against me using this tech--ostensibly to use it upon others who are incognizant and don't care and can't imagine it could ever happen to them. I believe the programming has been operating upon these very same actors and politicians for years and/or decades by now. But now they are all being trained to inflict their need to dominate and control upon others, while it has already been fully imprinted upon them. They all play victims of oppression in these public roles. They are pathetic but dangerously sick and have been handed these technologies and higher positions of power. When will you stupid people out there ever take what I am writing about seriously and instead of doing nothing to protect me stop them and stop this sick tyranny they are putting into high gear momentum into society as a form of social engineering?

================

So I was RAPED once again last night in teleportation. It was a kind of "soft" rape in that I was not "penetrated" but was grabbed from behind *they always come from behind* or when I am put into a position of immobile inertia and they are hovering over me--it's all done in a kind of "edit" process of making me unconscious while in the sleeping/teleported state, then I "wake up" in this other dimension to being attacked, and when I try to defend myself they blank me out again, and then they attack me and when I try to defend myself they blank out my consciousness again--I am put once again into a body position of non-defense as they attack me, and it goes on night after night. The effect it has had upon me has not been to subjugate me but rather to make me want to destroy them--these pig apes and their ilk coming after me. There is nothing cool or wonderful or beautiful about any of them.

 I was grabbed from behind by a naked blonde Nazi scumbag who participated in this hate contract. It was done in a filthy and run-down shack of a place---I tried to get away and he followed me, I blanked out (was blanked out by these shitholes) and then I was laying on the ground in a dirty and swampy area as this blonde creep lay on top of me but just held me as I could not move.

-------------

Then, I was suddenly dressed and in an urban area. There were Oriental lamp shades hung from a balcony of a building, it was the only thing I could see at that level. The rat daughter of the pig scumbag actor who beat, raped and tortured me with this piece of rotten crap daughter and his girlfriend-turned-wife who then USED MY IDEAS ON DOMESTIC VIOLENCE to legally go after this greasy scumbag rapist creep actor *very famous for all his chagrined characters at the evils of the world, all his characters portray a kind of incensed victim of institutionalized injustice--which he fully participates in personally at  every chance along with his half-French piece of rotten shit daughter--as I wrote yesterday, age has no bearing on conduct or level of integrity. However, rotten and ugly old people are more revolting when they exhibit these characteristics openly because of the years of accumulated rot that is apparent on their putrid ugly bodies and faces. Otherwise, the behavior is rank and foul no matter what age. Thus this 20-something rat creep, who stole ideas from me to make TWO MOVIES which began her career ascent-is now digging once more into obtaining more contracts out of attacking me. Her entire career has begun from this contract out on me, with the full backing of Europigape culture which has tried to murder me endlessly and has fully welcomed every fascist and sick and rotten rapist whore from Whorewood like HEROES into their throes of orgiastic power-cartel Imperialism and fascist Nazism (with Mafia right behind them doing much of the violent operational organization---the "darker" 'italians" who nearly bow in reverence to the Blonde ideology like slaves that they are--and stupid as well in so many ways but organized and deadly to be sure).

-----------

Unlike the Jews--and yes, there were some seemingly "Jewish" people involved in this shit skit last night (it was this morning, I had forgotten to tie the strings around the metal hooks of my bathroom door, where mechanical arms come through into this living space to spray stinking filth unless I leave the door closed during the times I am awake, and I must tie it shut firmly while sleeping. But I had waken up early this morning, untied the door--then went back into my bed thinking I was awake and I was--but they literally made me pass out--they can make me faint using this technology and they have done it numerous times when they want to force me into unconsciousness to rape and disfigure or dismember me--

so it happened that their technology was placed on me this morning early--I was sent to some Jewish people, again in their 20's like the age of this piece of ratish shit who hasn't stopped getting pumped up by Whorewood for her participation in this contract out on me (with their Europigape controllers who really do control these dumb and rotten celebrities--and all  of them have zero originality and thus have had this contract out on me of TORTURING ME to obtain original ideas, stealing the ideas, blocking my progress for any career, telling me that I must provide a baby for one of these u gly and rotten pig whore men so their shit children and wives can then obtain huge contracts out of doing this to me, and then it would follow I get murdered either slowly or quickly--as the contract out on me has ALWAYS been for these Nazi pig whores and their minority shithead followers to use, abuse, rape, exploit and then discard me with contempt, usually insulting me after the sexual exploitation where I was always drugged and put into a "love" mode where I believed in a drugged up stupor that I was "in love". 

-------------------

So the Jews behaved of course upon cue: they were self-defeating, self-demoralizing, acted like dumb clowns, played the roles demanded of "Jews" to be self-denigrating and self-insulting instead of the pig whore pieces of shit who are openly and endlessly insulting me. Please note how Jerry Lewis played this role and how the French fuck shits loved that self-loathing personality who finally, in the end, denounced his Nazi-based bigot family in Whorewood--probably learning so late in life that these pieces of filthy shit are not worth the energy of caring and that playing this role is a self-destruction not worth living for.

------------

That was what the bigot clown's shit filth whore daughter inflicted upon me first as the first stage of their intended crushing defeat of all my self-preservation--then the rape scene --then this piece of shit appeared to grab something I had in my hand saying "I want!" as I handed it over to her, in a gesture of friendliness which is inherent to my personality as I am a loving and giving person--to people who are decent and not pieces of rotten shit stealing everything from me possible. Oh yes, rotten Depp this fucking rotten greasebag made sure that my "daughter" my cat La Moux was stolen from me 2 weeks after this pig scum began his endless YEARS of raping me---the rotten Thai people in the resort I was staying at told me that my cat had drown in the swimming pool. They had used technology to force her to heave for breathe for two days prior to try to make her too weak to struggle. The piece of stupid and rotten shit Depp with his stupid and disgusting ugly pig daughter then put photos of my cat drowning on my Facebook page, her face grotesque in pain in the middle of the swimming pool (it was a close-up of her fighting for air) with a little caption underneath it of my cat trying to look like an alligator because her jaw was extended and her lower teeth were jutting out gasping for air--that is what this filthy piece of pig shit did--and for years all I did was beg these pigs to return my cat--my daughter--to me--while this filthy pig with this rotten whore daughter were welcomed for this Nazi behavior into their modeling and movie top clique circles and this piece of rotten shit has been there ever since--but her contracts for movie roles have thinned out since shit Trump left office so the bitch whore is going at me again--so she had me sitting in a slumped position while she told me "I want" to the pair of fashionable sunglasses I had in my hand. I was then told (it was a "thought" coming through my mind) that I had "6 pairs of the same type of glasses already at home" so I told this rotten whore skank that she could have it, handing the really cool glasses to her with friendliness that this skank does not deserve (instead I would shove that crap into her to try to kill her, really). This pig then didn't say "thank you" but then I began telling her to go to an opthamologist to have the glasses repaired (suddenly the lenses were broken) and as I woke up, realizing that I should have said Optometrist, because they had me saying the wrong thing, as they put my body in this slunched down body position like I was barely able to sit up straight with any pride---handing something I wanted over to this rotten parasite who has been endlessly handed millions of dollars to be a real parasite as this is only a paraisitic contract for empty and meaningless shit people to obtain ideas, suck out love by drugging someone into believing they are "in love" as these loveless whores then suck all energy, life force and then destroy and all is out of racism. Jews participate in this, as do blacks and Latinos and now a slew of Democrats (to me it's a lot, there are hundreds of Dems in Congress but if people at this level are participating in this contract, then how many of the Congressional people are aware of what is going on and say and do nothing so they are complacent and comply just to keep their status as being part of this corrupt but operating system? And of course they are corrupt as well.

------------------

And so I have poured this out again today--the "programming" these apes wanted to instill into me was that I "give" gladly to pig whores who are using and abusing and MURDERING/DESTROYING ME. That I am friendly while they grab, take and demean and insult, rape, humiliate, steal and rob and I am "supposed" to say nothing about it. Thus the Jewish self-denigrating creeple who were the first to begin the segment on my "humiliation" journey into giving and loving rapist pig whores and being stolen from and handing all over to wortheless shit who have stolen and raped and robbed from me for years and years, leaving me in such dire poverty I can't afford to pay for food--forcing me into physical deformity and endlessly threatening me to repeat that these whore pieces of shit are "more beautiful" with the male congress fuckers coming to enforce that system and telling this to me as well. I tell them to go fuck off--I have no respect for these Senators and Representatives and of course that is due to their treatment of me, and their inclusion into this hate technology and protocol that they use to enhance their rotten and dirty career ascents into more power. 

------------------

I woke up from this thinking with hate and rage that I wish this little piece of rotten shit death along with the mother out of France and the pig father who disgusts me. The shit they forced upon me is nothing I would do upon waking, let me tell you rotten dirty foul rat whore from the Depp filth bucket that spawned you.

As for filthy pigapewhorealina the pit piece of shit--after I wrote about her yesterday she teleported me while I had a shower cap on my head and was almost naked with my endless attempt to heal my body from the YEARS of t hat rotten stupid whore ordering my body to be broken down with poisoning and outright incisions into my body-also part of my uterus was severed out and came out as well as cuts, deformations--and my toe broken and jutting to one side--the organization has forced chemicals on my skin that have ruined it on all parts of my legs and arms--etc etc

but wearing a very expensive fashion gown and standing in the vaginal sucking posture that this parasite sucking ennui endlessly has been so adored for by fellacio-obsessed males and women who want to look like a fellatio blow-up doll with no ideas or opinions--blank and stupid with sucking lips which suck and suck endlessly everything out of me possible while men dream that this is instant blow-job--that is how I view this putrid ugly whore, but they keep using violence as this rotten piece of shit keeps threatening me to repeat that she is more beautiful than me--and she does this and the pig men do this while they are raping me and abusing me in front of her--and behind her are the English fuckers and Nazi Imperialists who have put that rotten and ugly skank into that position to infiltrate and help to bring them into positions of power into H-wood, which is exactly what these stupid and dumb Americans in that deluge of refuse in H-wood have allowed them to do, openly and willingly. 

The debacle of the black American actress who married into the Royals is only a component of this infiltration process--just one of the mind control programming "tricks' used to make people believe that they are "victims" like the roles that these terrorist scumbag actors really are, but play into infinity in their roles as "victims" of racism and sexism and tyranny---

but, that happened yesterday as well. For the EIGHT YEAR IN  A ROW I told her, yelling by now, rushing to punch her with my elbow into her ugly cock-sucking-appearance face--that she is ugly I wish her death go fuck off and die. The "feminist" advocate who only began her blathering bullshit mind fuck trip into portraying her charity public self as being an advocate for "women" and for her aspiring political career and for influence and for the bullshit money that is endlessly doled out to this rotten and worthless rapist enabling fascist piece of garbage whore---with all her coterie of minority minions and psychological slaves pumping up this image--but stealing ideas from me FOR YEARS to portray this image. this rotten whore then looked giddy and glad as I rushed to try to smash her in the face, making  a posturing pouting sexualized look for the pig whores who were all behind this shitty and sick teleportation skit while just at the moment I was going to make contact with my elbow they blanked me out and stopped the teleportation. She is absolutely always laughing or extremely glad that I am being raped, beaten, broken down and like them all is on this huge power trip of subjugation and oppression.

It keeps being supported by Congress.

Oh, I was also teleported by Noam Chomsky yesterday but at a much earlier time in the day--they can do this while I am awake but always in a very relaxed state--so of course I was in my bathroom in the darkness relaxing and there is this technology on the other side of the wall the shit Thai creeple use (on all sides by all the apartments on all sides of me all the time day and night they are operating this equipment so no matter where I am in this tiny studio they are attacking me on any or all sides of the walls and floors). They always attack me with teleportation while I am in the shower relaxing, always. Always while I am sleeping in a healing and deep sleep. 

---------

When will you fuckers reading this ever do any goddamn fucking thing to stop this group of shit? Ever? Where is my fucking country when will these whores and pigs ever be stopped? When will I just be compensated for these crimes and left alone to live m life in peace goddamn you fuckers reading this and laughing and thinking it's great. How many more fucking days, months and years must I fight for my life like this endlessly on and on waiting for my government to not be run by shit fucking lying fascist Nazis and mafia fuckheads?

"Kill Them All--I wish them all dead!"--Lindsey Graham on Guantanamo Prisoners being held without trial or conviction. No trial, crime committed or evidence required (is the American Way, God Bless America?)...one (undoubtedly out of many) of the Senators who probably (assumes out of his top hat) thinks that I did something to "deserve" being tortured by his sponsored anti-terrorist operations and thinks all the violence his government is funding against people like me is justified "to the death", ostensibly out of US-funded "anti-terrorism" funding....Well done, terrorist Senator (one out of many) Lindsey Graham!

 "Lindsey Graham Angrily STORMS out of Brown Confirmation Hearing". Waldorf Nation. March 23, 2022.

Below are facts about prisoners at Gitmo and also--not included is Graham's questioning of Judge Brown Jackson on the "recidivism rate of 31% of Gitmo prisoners released who then return to 'fighting against the US' to 'Kill Americans" once again.

In this video, the narrator of Waldorf Nations cites the statistic that FOUR prisoners in Gitmo were actually tried and convicted of terrorism (against the US). He also cites how most of the prisoners have never been held on any conviction nor have been taken to trial. Some of them are supposed to be incarcerated there "for life" or until Gitmo closes. They, too, have never been tried, convicted of terrorism nor is there actual proof of their wrong-doing that has been publicized. Yet Graham cites a statistic that 30%+ percent of released Gitmo prisoners are recidivists and repeat the terrorism for which they were incarcerated in Cuba. I find lumping all into such a categorical crime statistic without any evidence or demonstration of the statistic disturbing, yet Ketanji Brown Jackson could only agree with Senator Graham and nod her head and say that was a horrible statistic, indeed. The recidivism rate for American post-release prisoners is more than 75%, so a 30% recidivism rate should have been implicitly understood to be highly satisfactory a rate instead of being an alarming disturbing trend. You must watch the clip form Democracy Now! that was posted today on the nomination hearings. I am tired of fighting hackers to get into more endless fight to copy and paste and write and get anything done (system is extremely slow and inoperable and tired of endlessly struggling to get words out as hacking goes on. Just copying and pasting from sources requires 4-6 attempts due to hackers deleting the highlighting process--I am struggling to copy from one blog to another the words I am writing as hackers delete what I am trying to copy and paste-over and over, I must try for each attempt --it's impossible and I am wondering if I will ever not be hacked and obstructed for the remainder of my life? Will Jackson perhaps be a force of change in this regard or will she continue to agree with the criminals like Graham in Congress who fully support this domestic terrorism affronting my life and all I attempt and own and my body and life?):

----------------------

This article expresses the higher probability of why Senator Graham has so "angrily stormed" out of the hearings for the likely endorsement and placement of Judge Brown Jackson onto The Supreme Court (I predict this is the likely outcome of the nomination hearings):

Planned Parenthood Statement on Nomination of Judge Ketanji Brown Jackson to the U.S. Supreme Court

.....“This nomination arrives as our freedoms and civil liberties are in crisis. We are currently awaiting a Supreme Court decision in the Dobbs v. Jackson Women’s Health Organization case that challenges a blatantly unconstitutional ban on abortion after 15 weeks of pregnancy. The Court could rule to overturn nearly 50 years of precedent, established by Roe v. Wade, and decimate abortion access in states across the country. Already, Texans have spent nearly six months with a ban on abortion at six weeks of pregnancy, before many people even know they’re pregnant. Now more than ever, we need a Supreme Court justice who understands the impact of the court's rulings on people — particularly on reproductive and LGBTQ+ rights — and the importance of protecting individual liberties for generations to come.

“Judge Jackson will play a crucial role in the direction the court takes in the future. As the Senate considers her nomination, we must not lose sight of how meaningful this moment is for this country, and for Black women. Far too often, we don’t see ourselves represented in the highest seats of government. This nomination is also part of essential work to rebuild our courts and protect our health and rights. We call on the Senate to swiftly consider Judge Jackson’s nomination.”--Statement from Alexis McGill Johnson, president and CEO of Planned Parenthood Federation of America

----------------------------------

---------------------------------

(Very tired of fighting hacking by this point so will only introduce the video as the last part, in context, of this post today):

"Ketanji Brown Jackson: I was Standing Up for The Constitution by Representing Guantanamo Prisoners". Democracy Now! March 23, 2022.

 

This rotten global hate/Nazi/fascist/Imperialist organization keeps torturing me and never stops, with the intention of keeping me on a treadmill of writing these posts. Then they torture me for having written the posts. Then they steal the concepts. Then they call me stupid and bitch. Then they make money off my concepts. Then they block my financial capabilities and call me "loser". Then they get promotions by my shit government branch of mind control propaganda. The torture is so deadly--So I write, only to try to get anyone to stop them (which never happens) so they can steal more ideas and concepts. Thus, after years of torture, I begin again fighting this war which people think is just my problem and not yours too. Observations on my last post, the result of brain-altering tech affecting my verbal and emotional, and other nasty points of focus or speculation.

 My computer system is very badly hacked and I had to undergo another 2 1/2 hour "update" from the mere Windows 10 update system this morning. After the update finally was downloaded, the computer had to restart and then it went through yet another update which lasted 15 minutes, and then after that...the system froze with every click. 

The hacker terrorists have manipulated my computer system so that if something is downloading I essentially cannot use any other function of the computer. It freezes and stops working--I literally can't get on the internet because when I do so without waiting for the complete download and install process, the computer stops functioning and appears to be rife with malware. I thus am forced to wait for the hours that these weekly updates are put on my system, and I think this is a hacker terrorist action because for years this never happened until only recently--as in during this high season in Phuket where the Europigapes converge for their endless free weeks of paid vacation and their "master-slave" servicing relaxation for hate organization gang stalking exploits--yes, it's that complicated so I wrote their endeavors in that style of confusing but inter-extrapolated convoluted convulsions of hate combined with sexualized hate and filth attacks--as they are vile and filthy at the base and care of their personalities. I surmise, as this is part of the"speculation" that I wrote of above, they are "demonically possessed" and the rotten filth that I am endlessly encumbered with on my body, my food my home, the air I am forced to breathe if I want to try to protect my body and possessions (i.e. they use large mechanical arms to break into my home through my now-opened patio doorway because I can't breathe in the stagnant fungus-laden air that I have had to ingest on a nightly basis for over 7 years, plus the fungus in my food, hair, on my clothing and etc that I also have to deal with if I wear clothing or go to sleep and need something to sleep in and on--all is doused with stinking foul substances all the time. The teleportation skits prove to me that these creeple are surely "demonically possessed" and like a group of foul demons, they also spew foul and filthy psychological and emotional filth upon me which is essentially WHAT THEY ARE AT THE BASE OF THEIR PERMUTATED AND CONVOLUTED, TWISTED AND FOUL SOLD-OUT WHORISH MUTATED LIFELESS "SOULS" WHICH ARE cold and barren wastelands of corrupt sleaze and filth and ultimate negativity. They are paid in millions from the demonic entity that ensures that the planet is dominated by filth and hate, but those who are the most vile and murderous make sure that their minions clean up their filth so they appear pristine in all things. The vile filthy women of this blonde Nazi group of celebrity whore pieces of shit make sure to show me h ow much wealth they have and their possessions while laughing about how paltry and destroyed I look and my home and surroundings have been made--under their order. They all have a bevy of white supremacist womanizing whore-mongering bigot Nazi white males attacking me when I fight them--one of them i nparticular is a most vile and disgusting example of this, and since this foul whore from London began her assault on me (and was awarded a "lifetime achievement award" highly publicized for one of these top Nazi awards displays in the media just the same week she and her group of ugly rotten and disgusting older men who fully endorse this type of Imperialistic destruction of women "like me" with the centuries of the history of England raping, pillaging, creating death systems of despair and rot and ruin in "colonized" countries and indeed on entire continents--all fully in line with turning America into a Nazi-based colony--and their black American cousin married into the royals is just one cheap and tawdry excuse for their continued impregnating of America into Imperialist and fascist Mentality. Add the filth and hate of the A-list celebrities with their Europigape worship mentality because those are the pigs who put these whore apes into their monopolized positions of endless and recurring lead role hegemony. So boring, by the way.

-------------

So I am ranting. This morning after trying to organize things so I can go out in two days and be subjected to the pre-orchestrated hate skits that the ladyboy Thai skank who is endlessly told what to say and do by a group of fascist Europigape Nazis in the part of Phuket where I used to live, which was nominally friendly and then all the friendly and interesting people who spoke fluent English were gone--(meaning the Thais_) and replaced by heavily made-up and skanky Thais who "no speak English" and are like rotten prostitute ally thin ravenously corrupt for the whore money that they obtain by bowing in absolute obsequiousness to the pig ape Nazis who control them like absolute puppets on strings. But I must undergo seeing a Golden Retriever dog being slapped and hit by this ladyboy--the dog begging me with her eyes to help her, another smaller dog yapping furiously endlessly without stopping for a second for the 1 hour duration I am in the shop because I believe it is begging me to do more to help both of them live without being confined by ropes and tied up in one spot inside this ladyboy whore's motorbike shop--where obviously there are men coming to screw this guy at night and the dogs are beaten and abused and thus--I take the dog on walks and it pees and craps at least 6 times within a 15 minute space of time--because it is not taken out, left to rot with urine and feces plugging up inside it's body hours and hours upon hours every day. Not being played with, just sitting there rotting because the female whores who got this dog left it to be slowly killed by this most cruel ladyboy who really is a very nasty personality but very well-poised in the arts of sexual happy ending massages--that is what I have to deal with when I rent my motorbikes--the Nazi pig ape organization here in Phuket makes sure I am stuck in a labyrinth of denials and blocks so all I get are people like this for every single rental or payment option I have--and thus have to deal with hateful and skanky ugly rotten foul and evil people at every turn. 

But I sit here in this room and see that because I leave the patio doors open at night now, not killing myself any longer but my health has greatly deteriorated from having breathed in this fungus filth every night for over 7 years, plus all my clothing saturated with it, my bedsheets and pillows and etc--every day for years. That is the stinking and foul ugliness of these "demonic" celebrities and the politicians who fully sanction and support them. I have since ascertained that these famous celebrities have NEVER created the personas nor the concepts for which they are famous for representing. All the creative and talented people who were sensitive enough and artistic enough to have made a dent in the fabric of mediocrity in my sinking society are now dead or gone--replaced by Mafia and Nazi directors and sell-outs who completely bow down to this system. Some are more talented than others--

But they are possessed I feel sure of that by what Medieval writers described as stinking and foul demons. I am slathered with their filth at every turn of every moment of every day. I see the two clothing racks I have in this room because every cabinet where I keep clothing (or used to) is so stinking that the clothing is foul and putrid and stinking to a level that from one foot away the stink is unbearable--I can't even wash the stink out of the clothing completely no matter what I use--all embedded with laboratory chemicals to keep the stink into the fabric. One of the larger racks was immediately being scraped of all the paint on the metal tubing so I covered that with colored tape to create a design. That has since been scraped, scratched, partially cut off. The other small rack just to the right of this stinking, scratched up, the metal of the legs of this table all peeled of the coating so the metallic stink is constant and I can't touch any metal object in this room without decaying metal rubbing on my hands--the rack which I have used with tubular plastic hangers, just gently sliding the few items of clothing I have gently to the side--is now patched with the metal coating chemically removed so it resembles something that is worn from water and weather--like it's been outside. It is shabby and ugly in this condition. Every single thing I have has been sprayed with something stinking, has a thread loose, is scratched or tainted, broken down and shabby-=-even new things, if I wear them, become destroyed after one use.

---------------

So last night, the filthy and stinking demonic pig ape whores from Whorewood, with their collections of filthy demonic whores operating for them here in this condo, and the rest of Europigapeland and America the fascist Nazi continent, with the rest of the planet following these protocols--the teleportation skit was of me being inside a house, being told that I was only temporarily going to stay there, and then being guided by instruction to a bathroom. Outside of the bathroom was the front door of this house (i.e. the guest bathroom situated just in front of the front door of this rather cheap but in appearance a modestly expensive type of PVC-covered house in a white neighborhood). But still, not something I would want to live in if I had a choice, even temporarily. I heard the ugly sound of Thai women almost yelling outside the door just to let me know that there was a Thai influence--(because inside the bathroom was a Thai jet spray next to the toilet, which is a Thai version of a Bidet). But outside of the bathroom these Thai women were shouting just so I could hear them through the door. Because I have lived in Thailand for over 12 years I understand the tone of voice and the associated socioeconomic level and personality type just by how the vocals are used--(do not speak Thai whatsoever except a few basic words, almost nothing). I could hear immediately that these were ugly and harsh people--the type of voices I immediately understand are part of the terrorist system and fully integrated with the foul and ugly underlying theme--the demonic possession if you will. These are the types of people I must deal with, and I know the difference between the more good-hearted and the really ugly and foul types (it's harder, ironically, for me in my own language and with Americans or English-speaking but you can bet that from decades or centuries of culling the population of those who are anti-Nazi and fascist that mostly what is left in the Western hemisphere are fully integrated proponents of this hate-based filth and debasement system-.

The toilet in this bathroom that I was directed to had this little jet spray next to the toilet. But on the toilet was something similar to what you get in an gynecologists office: a set of planks on the toilet seat separating the legs like in a pelvic exam--thus you have to spray the jet spray into this device while you are sitting on the toilet seat. It is a pornographic display to be sure and foul and disgusting--of course put on some hidden camera in this rotten bathroom.

----------------------

That is their foul and disgusting mentality that I am forced to contend with every time I sleep and have to pay for anything, talk to any landlord and in every case with all the Europigape whores and Americans who are part of their system (INCLUDING BLACKS, JEWS, ETC) who perform these filth skits upon me as if it is ME who is filthy and disgusting and underserving of respect instead of THEY who are filthy and nasty and dirty and disgusting and stupid and undeserving of their endlessly free handouts of millions of dollars for the mediocrity and stupidity and sickness that they really are--and underneath the basic stupidity despite having highest educational levels in some rare cases, is the underlying ineptness of a propensity of destruction and usurpation--which means an endless devouring conquering worm that they are as a totality--devouring the planet, it's resources and the endless display of their gratuitous wealth as the symbol of their supposed superior status while of course the filth and ugliness they force upon me is supposed to then imply how I am "nothing" while they are everything. If left without all this poison and filth poured into my home and body and without all the ugliness these vile, stupid and ugly whores pigs and apes pour out upon me every moment of every day, I would be extremely beautiful and if left with some kind of "equal opportunity" I would have risen up in American society by now into at the very least something of a sustainable secure lifestyle instead of being threatened by these pig whores of being made homeless because every single thing has been blocked to and from me. Including just my cat and any animal I take it--they have sucked and drained all out of me. I have to pull out more grey hairs this morning because of the endless filth and hate toxicity they pour upon my sleep and waking state and home every single day and night in every conceivable waking and sleeping state as well. I try to ignore them so the ramp up the violence until I react in rage. Things like poisoning my water and making my body deformed and destroying my property I have spent years fighting to be able to afford because I have spent most of my money for over 3 years fighting to stop the break-ins to my home and buying materials to fight to block the entrance--just locking my door is like putting a welcome mat to rapists on my door--it does nothing. THere are so many panels and cracks and tiles that are broken into in this room--and so, I have closed the windows for over 7 years and have been slowly murdered because of breathing in the fungus and mold that these apes perpetually have sprayed into my room.

--------------

What I had not written yesterday but thought of much later after turning off the laptop and disconnecting the WiFi (unplugging all the electrics if possible). But first---I also realize how badly my brain, as I have written countless times in the past--how I can't "remember" basic words or vocabulary while I am under this pernicious influence of their brain-altering technology. I could not remember the term "gynecologist" and I am stuck with parts of my brain being blocked or hindered while I write. I am put into a ranting hyperbolic state always while I attempt to garner any kind of sympathetic reaction to this hate crime endlessly foisted upon me (almost to no avail, for years it's like nothing from the planet in general).

I want to state that my reaction to Judge Jackson who I listened to briefly was met in my memory of her predecessor--whose name I could not "remember" until I got off the laptop, and the name came back immediately without trying to access it, like it had been bottled up and was waiting to come out but I was in such a flustered state while writing, the hyperbolic reaction was the most prominent feature my brain was operating under while writing about the endless foul and stinking crap that I am forced to endure from this group of sleaze and filth and shit and crap that you all adulate as celebrities and politicians and your neighbors the good old network you all obey--but---Amy Coney Barrett--if I spelled this correctly--I can't t think clearly at all right now but the system is so hacked, the keyboard is so inoperable I must constantly rewrite words because the keyboard is juxtaposing all the letters I type or inserting spaces while I am writing one word--etc etc---but Barrett--I had forgotten to write because I got lost in tangents as I have done in this post endlessly-the effect has not diminished of the brain-altering tech endlessly being blasted into my brain while I write--Barrett, like Jackson yesterday, swore that she would only conform to the boundaries of what the Constitution demanded and her interpretation would be confined to a basic guideline, backed by prerequisite former rulings, and would not deviate from a strictly unbiased interpretation. Barrett in her nomination hearings could give absolutely no temperature gauge on how she would vote. This year, Barrett along with 6 other High Court judges completely bypassed the CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHT of abortion to make Texas as a state where abortion rights were made illegal according to State law, versus Federal and Constitutional law. This ruling again was upheld by the Supreme Court with Barrett doing exactly what she had been nominated by Trump and his fascist organization (including the black and white oh-so-Nazi-based women, the blondes who look like they were put in the same beauty parlors as the celebrities so much they all want to look like h-wood whore movie stars) but....all completely cheer this on because it will put impoverished women into positions of slavery--which of course is what these whore apes all want--and what the pogrom forced onto me is all about. Their pig ape scumbag sleazy filthy and vile shit men rape and abuse me, the pig whore women laugh and applaud and tell their dearly beloved how wonderful they are, the Nazi pig ape shit network continues to destruction of human rights but only for people "like me" but the ideas and concepts that people like me have lived on and read of, which these stupid shit whore female rapist enablers never have, are then usurped by them as "their" concepts and Their fights (i.e. filthy pigapewhorealina the pit who has done this for over 8 years, with her English shit backing and the full applause and love of her rapist abuser American hubby--and friends and cohorts and peers out of Whorewood who keep putting these vile demonically possessed pieces of shit into endless lead positions and cheering them on, and welcoming in the fascist Nazi pig apes into their enclaves and love them as they all appear as good friends (what do the Europigapes really say about them behind their backs and about how Stupid Americans are when they are with their own kind back in Nazi Europigapeland?).

----------

So Jackson, yesterday in her nomination hearing, was asked by a crusty, rusty ole white male (Durbin) about her predisposition to how Barrett had answered about her stance towards opinions and rulings on the High Court. Well, Jackson said outright that she fully repeats all that Barrett had claimed. As I just wrote above, it proves obvious how Barrett immediately in her tenure (as in, one year later or maybe 2 years later) has bypassed a CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHT afforded to women and has not, in fact, adhered to the US CONSTITUATION whatsoever in that respect. I don't know about her other rulings except for having shot down Trump's attempt to reach the Supreme Court for his claims of Election Fraud (which no court has ever proven--but facts and the law mean fucking nothing to this group of demonic whores).

-----------

Ms. Jackson, the "first black female" nominee (whoopie cushion! like a gold berg) even has "ethnic" black hair which resembles the style that Barrett has on her head---I thought of this sort of "black female with ethnic hair but almost looking like straight white hair of Barrett" and the Oreo cookie analogy and I just can't think of Jackson as anything that would be some kind of CHANGE ultimately in the already corrupted system that has enabled PRESIDENTS to teleport, rape and torture me with the full applause of Whorewood and of CONTRESS, jointly and then subsequently the next shitty president and his crew which were always there backing T-rump--the rotten young and old--really age means nothing I wrote yesterday that Ossoff appears young, but youth really has nothing to do with corruption of the mind, heart and soul. And neither does skin color, political or ethnic identification or level of education or level of wealth.

---------------

I have, in the past, only in desperation  yearned for someone who is not a corrupt foul and pestilent piece of shit being put into power who might very quickly stop this torture contract out upon me. I hope that Ossoff may represent such a person. I am absolutely, on after-thought, unsure of my former conviction which was borne out of desperation for some kind of decency in the United States leadership on all levels of society, and from those who take orders from them, and the US appears to take orders from fascist Nazi Europpigape land so----

like so many before me in this same situation, the temptation to "accept" this shit is unacceptable to me. Too many people have die fighting for a free society and in other countries for the same aspiration. I deserve better than this shit forced upon me continuously and the people who fought and died to make America a country of freedom deserve much better than this rotten, demonic and foul, stinking shit that has been endlessly put into power.

But the rotten and foul teleportation skits have increased since this rotten and foul most stupid and dirty group of English actors has converged upon attacking me after I called their most cherished blonde Nazi bigot skank whore who is blank and rotten but they love her for it--the white supremacist Nazi males and women in England rely on shit like this rotten skank to perpetuate their Imperialism because she's been so highly touted as "defending" little brown-skinned men in these movies and she's such a smiling and gratuitous fake for all the "humanitarian" causes while being an absolute vicious and nasty filthy and dirty foul rapist enabling bigot Nazi fascist Imperialist in reality. This is what all these pig ape pieces of demonic shit I have had to deal with are all like--on the most plebean levels of socio-econimic status this is never-changing and the same as well. I have seen this all my life, this ongoing bullshit deception of Americanism and equality and freedom by those whose real aims are to get as many free deals and promotions as possible; these always, always override any other concern and that is how they are all sell-out and sold out whores whose spirits are contaminated filthy and vile and disgusting and that has literally polluted the entire planet in greed and usurpation until NATURE itself is recoiling in death from the excesses of their sleaze and greed and innate stupidity in terms of what life and respect for life really is about.

OSSOFF FOR PRESIDENT 2024 (amended to include, perhaps, Stacey Abrams). There is no chance for America to become a world leader in Democracy unless there is a huge shift in leadership in Congress; I believe the majority of Congress is absolutely a criminal hoard of liars and fakes (and my experience of having been tortured by Presidents, their staff and fellow cohorts in Congress and their bs operators and con job artists in Whorewood, the rape, racism and hate crime for profit capital examplar of the US; except for him to be put into this exalted position. Plus, Jon Ossoff is good-looking and not a crusty and ugly rotten-looking decrepit thing that most of the leadership physically and emotionally and mentally also present in their appearance and their real lack of ethical responsibility to people like me. Treated with endlessly increasing violence BECAUSE I AM DEFENDING MYSELF ACCORDING TO THE US CONSTITUTION AND MY INALIANBLE RIGHTS--which these fucking pig ape whores are all claiming almost openly that have no bearing upon me or my life. The politicians, the fucking criminal rape and scumbag whore rapist actors who are so famous and their endless supply of jerk-off loser creeps operating the terror skits and the gang stalking terrorism upon me in public spheres also where politicians and police and administrators absolutely participate--all businesses all rental places all businesses everyone and everywhere people are drooling to get free handouts of promotion and free easy money. All sick and disgusting. The planet is dying you can see it clearly right now and the mentality of all these millions of stupid and rotten pig ape whore pieces of shit who are the integral components of this most corrupt and foul and pestilent organization are truly bringing about the destruction of the entire planet. Although some of the shit actors are now "activists" to stop pipelines and for environmental threats to the planet, their mentality is still that of pig ape whores who have created all the loveless deterioration of all humanity and destruction of the soul and spirit that cherishes life and liberty without abuse and exploitation. Their protests are mere shallow representatives of the need for adulation for superficiality or purpose--all being hailed by the media as some kind of generosity on the part of these vicious and rotten foul and stupid whores who are celebrities "fighting" against the continuation of pipelines. They have no respect for life itself but they don't want their shitty mansions and lives in California to be threatened by more fires and life-threatening extinction that they fully welcomed when the pigs who promoted them into main lead roles were handing them out all those millions of dollars to promote their involvement in the mind screw industry that they represent.

The hacking is very bad now as usual. The lag time between typing and the letters appearing is very visible. The keyboard is so stiff I must pound down with all my hand and arm strength by now to get anything out. The internet is so badly frozen and inoperable I an barely use it.

------------------ 

**I don't know if this link I copied below will open and if the streaming video will work. I can't see the final published product of this blog any longer, it was blocked from my laptop and all Google Blogger blogs are likewise being blocked so I can't get into any blog that is associated with Google on this laptop. All due to terrorism hacking. 

So the link I found was on Facebook and it was the opening statement by Ossoff to the first black woman being nominated to The Supreme Court. I am not thrilled because she is black, I only hope that she's not another minority minion having been put into a higher position because she's a good obedient minion following orders of white supremacy and in the service of protecting white Nazi bigot interests especially when it comes to attacking me, in the name of continuation of the Holocaust which is not over for most of the Europigape Nazi followers.

Jon Ossoff Delivers Opening Statement in Supreme Court Nomination Hearings

*This post has been written under a kind of breaking point of stress. First, the blocks to my internet are constant now, for many days now hacking and DOS of the internet is rampant. The poisoning of my water was a kind of "last straw" as I wrote, in my last post, for days now the hate and violence of these teleportation skits has been in the extreme hate crime categories--of course no one ever f-ing does anything ever to protect me. Presidents have come and gone and participated or gained off allowing this to be continued as I wrote and wrote every day begging the government for people for celebrities for all the feminists for the charitable humanitarians in fucking Whorewood to please do more than participate in this crime against me for your goddamn next billionaire mansion deal and lead role. Nothing, nothing for years. Put into a murder/Death situation three nights ago. Raped two nights ago. Put into yet another "your kicked out of your living situation you are homeless" with disgusting and stupid foul creeps that only these real losers but wealthy and entitled pieces of foul shit in Whorewood are associated with--the kind of crap and shit people who are really at their real emotional and intellectual immature levels--when I write the silly and immature posts about them I am only reflecting their behavior it is not my real personality level it's just a mirror. 

But now the internet hacking is so bad--I spent 30 minutes yesterday fighting to open one single page on my browser, The pages froze constantly for so long I had to get up and do many things before fighting to just click again. Every click on any tab or item entailed a spinning of the cursor and then waiting 3-5 minutes, and then trying again. And then it would happen the next time I would click on anything. This is now going on repeatedly and it's just never ending. I've had piece of shit actor after piece of shit actor for months attacking me so they can get top awards at these awards ceremonies (Golden Globes, Academy Awards, etc) all of them raping, abusing, insulting, hitting, using Nazi genocidal holocaust references to killing me in death camps like Auschwitz, endless threats and abuse after I respond to their insults trying to defend myself. They come at me while I am sleeping and drugged, after more than a decade of rape and torture and murder attempts that have gone on and on for years and years just prior to the teleportation hell of these pig ape whores--and all obtaining every kind of coveted prize they could not attaint to prior to participation in this hate crime against me. All with full participation by fucking politician after piece of shit president after joke leadership from the United States Congress

---------------

All I can say about Biden is get the f-out of power. Thank you for the stimulus checks. You're about to begin WWIII. You are putting black people into power but so are the Nazis--it's now a kind of chic thing. I listen to Katanji Brown Jackons repeat the same things that her predecessor had stated on issues and they all appear to have no opinion and all claim they are just going to follow the dictates of precedent and written doctrine with absolutely zero personal attribution of their own opinions. I am not exactly enamored by her but okay--it's a day for Black women but ultimately so many of the black women participate with the white male Nazis and their filthy bitchy rapist enablers who attack me--at least that's what the bs celebrity blacks do in Whorewood at a rate of almost 100% for all the top blacks in that arena of mind control programming--so I can't imagine that Jackson is going to be much different. However, I feel somehow that if there is any chance for any semblance of freedom for ME in the future it may come if Ossoff is put into power. Otherwise it's going to be an Oreo deception of black and white supremacists sandwiching together like buddies but all following the same dictates of this pernicious global oragnization as more and more and more people of every race and color jump onto the bandwagon of this Nazi hate crime protocol systematic murder and power acquisition operation.

-----------------

Biden: No thanks for your rotten Democratic partners like Pelosi who threatened to kill me when she participated in the teleportation terrorism, so the Europigape actor thug ugly creep she was sitting next to could feel relieved after he had used Nazi rhetoric aimed at me when I responded quickly to shut him down all he and they do is use this violence and the threats that are endless to censor me and stop my writing and thinking and in having any kind of decent life. That is the contribution that Biden included after YEARS of life-threatening violence from Trump, years of Obama doing what he did in foreign affairs for all the years of his tenure: assist in authoritarian fascist Nazism and full support of white supremacy. He was kindly enough to have not blocked my mail and social security unlike Trump who has nearly had me killed in accidents, raped and tortured and like Obama--the same protocol. Now with Biden it's just another free-for-all with politicians coming to exploit and abuse me alongside the shit and fuck crap actors who are revolting and when I have to deal with this stinking foul filth that is constantly sprayed in my food, water and clothing and furniture, into my hair, my body into my everything--and all the time--I only think of how stupid and hateful and ugly they ALL really are. And then I hear Ossoff and I think that this is a decent human being. I was so desperate that when Kinzinger had begun his exploitation of the Insurrection to begin his own political party (and all those donations) i was so desperate for anything decent to happen in American politics with all the bs blathering rhetoric all the corrupt politicians make about fighting for freedom and justice--but not a single one of these fuckers in Congress will do any single damn thing to ever stop this hate crime against me that the United States government has so fully endorsed and funded for all these years and years and years and years and decades. Goddamn fucking American government and the bullshit creeple put into lead positions in all the major fields and avenues of power. What a load of shit you all are.

When I listen to Senator Ossoff I believe that there is a future hope for the United States that isn't filled with blank and blathering professionals spouting absurdly Hallmark Vaseline-coated rhetoric filled with platitudes about Democracy and Freedom. Here is an articulate personality who appears to have the real heft of personality to actually attempt to fulfill the promise of a country borne out of the necessity to obstruct the endless passage of one tyrant after another.

My situation of being a target that presidents, president's wives, senators, Representatives from Congress all flock in a long line to participate in the endless free awards, promotions for political gain by this elusive but firmly entrenched, what appears to be a fascist Nazi and Totalitarian organization which controls them all (including Putin, yes, Putin has also been involved in this while Trump was prez). But they all conform to this hate contract attack protocol with rabies mentality--sick and psycho and disgusting.

I now have to deal with filthy and vile creeps who come for "high season" in Phuket, mostly rotten Europigape shit and crap who flock to this emptied out condo and inflict as much violence as they possibly are "allowed" to get away with. So far, under the now obviously corrupt Biden regime, Pelosi, Kinzinger and Raskin and Rep. Cortez have all, singly or jointed combined forces with this insidious group of celebrities to assault and attack me. The crap and shit from EUropigapeland who also bring in scores of thais to attack me here are performing vile and filthy acts--which is what I think of all these criminals who are politicians and the celebrities--pure crap and shit as human beings. When I heard Kinzinger blather on with the rhetoric of a college sophomore about his "Democratic" and "America First" ideology it was so basically empty and devoid and that sense I had was compounded by the sheer ugliness he portrayed at me when teleporting me, alongside the usual crowd of abusers rapists and users and haters who have gone on and on and on and on day and night, handing over me and this tech to their myriad of friends and partners mostly out of Europigapdland who act like hyenas on crack--when they get the chance.

So listening to Ossoff right now is extremely refreshing and I believe that he should be a serious contender for the 2024 Democratic Ticket for PRESIDENT.

Poisoning of my drinking water; Terrorist filth and stinking foul report. March 23, 2022. My drinking water tainted/poisoned. My sleep gown sprayed with stinking foul filth while it was hanging outside because it had been sprayed last night while I was sleeping in it. While hanging outside more disgusting filth sprayed on it. This was before I had written my post earlier today. They just keep going on and on. Everyone just continues to do nothing to stop this or protect me, on and on.

 The water which I keep stored in my completely cluttered room because I can't use any of the closets or drawers to keep anything I need to use on a regular basis due to spraying of filth into every single closed area, and also on clothing hanging on a rack just next to this tiny table, two feet from the "kitchen" sink area--next to the bathroom door--with the huge set of gigantic furniture taking up the rest of the space and the landlord refusing to take any of it out--then threatening to kick me out if I throw any of it away or give it away.

I keep huge gallon jugs of water I have to carry and put on a little rolling carry fold-out carrier--to my motorbike, down a huge hill, lifting all up and down and going back and forth and my body is so weak and frail from all this decade of no exercise, always ripping poison out of my body--but I carry 4 jugs like this every few times I am not too sick and in pain to get out of this room to buy more necessities--4 times a month--at most. The nearer I get to removing the poisons at this skeletal level, the harder it is for me to do anything at all because it's at such a central point of my nervous and skeletal system--the hard poisons that I keep fighting to get out, sans health care, enough money for decent food that is not poisoned or drugged at stores. But now they are poisoning these jugs of water. Every jug is normally filled with filtered water from special water-refil stations (coin-operated water machines). The water is always fresh. Today, after 2 weeks of drinking sparling water I buy, so I have not tasted my drinking water for quite a few days because I just use it for tea. The little sip of water I took, from the water bottle I keep in a glass bottle in my fridge, was so toxic that I felt absolutely sick and still do, one hour later. This was from a small sip. I then smelled the water in the jug that I had been using for all these 2 weeks--(one of many, there were something like 6, but the mechanical arms sliced through the plastic lid of one, wrecking the bottle for usage--I had to throw it away. The terrorists also keep smashing in the plastic jugs which creates a fragile tension on the bottle and also particles of plastic then can flow into the water (at minute levels but it's not healthy and is toxic). They have done this to almost all the bottles. But all the bottles smell like fungus, the taste is of a rubber water hose and foul odors from the water which means they dumped the filtered water out and used the hose attached to the washing machine on the patio---and the water in this huge and old cement hulk of an emptied out condominium is rife with fungus and years of pent-up bacteria and etc. This is what they have put in my drinking water. They left one single jug with clean water, perhaps forgetting about it. I drank from the glass bottle of drinking water a few days ago, and it tasted fine so they must have done this while I was sleeping --I think, not sure maybe they did all of this while I was out shopping the last time. But it's a poisoning attempt. I still feel ill from that one little drink more than one hour ago. When will anyone ever stop these disgusting pig ape whores from ordering this upon me and the living conditions that my dysfunctional government has forced upon me with full awards and prizes going to all the psychos attacking me?

To break the grip of the US is the ultimate goal and to replace it first with a power-sharing agreement and then to ultimately undermine the US and bring it crashing down is the ultimate goal. Americans are living in a Disney-esqe Fairy Tale Fantasy about gingerbread castles in wonderful foreign countries with charming and pleasant sophisticated 4th Reich genocidal murderers who inhabit such castles. Teleportation Terrorist reaction to my writing/terrorist hacking report after having written a simple comment on a YouTube clip about tourism in Europ-a-land and the hostility with which Americans encounter their beloved 4th Reich fairy tale Disney-esque fantasy continent vacations: a spate of Google "critical security alert" emails sent in tandem to various email accounts due to hacking last night which lasted for hours, DOS attacks galore. I had written a comment on one YouTube video that just appeared on my "recommended" page which I clicked on (always click bait for me from terrorist prodding to trigger a response, often for ideas to be stolen by this terrorist intellectual property gang of thieves who hold high posts in the media-terrorism complex, Intl). It's not just hacking and attacking that has become so (un)officially sanctioned but the threats and intimidation and violence then rendered by the minion gangs of aspirants into higher positions that create this endless stifling and suppression-oppression. It is the endless recurring force of threat which is one of the most prevalent reasons WHY Jews never help me in this predicament that many a Jewish person has gleefully engaged in--the threat and violence is so omnipresent and (un)officially sanctioned--they have a dire need to shift anti-Semitism onto the recognized witch hunt target--me, in other words. But beyond all that (fact-based) theorizing:

"Hansel and Gretel/ Fairy Tales and Bedtime Stories for Kids/ Adventure Story". Fairy Tale Stories for Kids. September 24, 2016.

"...the outside of the gingerbread house was full of delightful treats and candies. A warm and kindly old woman invited the little sheeple children inside for a scrumptious meal and a warm fire. Once inside the gingerbread house, the interior was much different than the outside. It was filled with scary dead animals and dark objects met the vile and filthiness of the interior..." (paraphrasing from this chestnut bedtime story---notice how all the "evil 'characters have brown or dark hair? Nazi programming incorporated into Fairy Tales--I can only imagine how many of the terrorists teleporting and attacking me were brought up with this same very story with the same depictions and now they translate that into the facades of the fascist terrorists out of Europ-a-land and want only to relive that fantasy fairy tale childhood feel of mesmerizing feel-good bedtime fantasy.

I had written one factual but hypothetical comment, in plain and in non-hyperbolic terms (meaning rational, clear, concise and in a few brevity sentences) about Germans and how they smiled with shine when the US troops were abundant in Germany back in the 90's while I lived in Stuttgart, but shifted to hissing and then outright nastiness once all the majority of US influence and domination receded and troops were pulled back and out of Germany--to a large extent.

I was tortured in teleportation skits last night and by a German man I had known during the time I was absolutely unaware of the contract of MK ULTRA, rape and poisoning/drugging. I wrote a few posts about him many months ago (maybe two or three months ago). He had a cache of American songs under his cock rock musical belt which he whipped out for his presumptuous pro-American rock persona--a staple in the Stuttgart "alternative" szene---for decades because he imitated David Bowie back in the 70's and then imitated Jimi Hendrix and then he imitated 80's pop rock musicians and then in the 90's he played out his real action against me with his "alternative szene" friend who was my student at Berlitz Language School--where I had worked--in an all-out rape, poisoning/drugging as a part of their anti-American "search and destroy" operations--all covert, and obviously in concert with US forces as I had had dealings with the US Consulate in Stuttgart and the people sent to "help" me in my case (a different situation, under the same contract) were absolutely a part of the American push for absolute global Nazification and 4th Reich consolidation activities (Un-American, to be sure).

-0--------------------

And I was threatened once more in this teleportation skit with being made homeless. Oh---two nights ago, while being teleported I was raped and put on a bed with a camera on a tripod filming the entire event--but last night the endless recurring teleportation skit of me being made homeless, being kicked out of a place I had been living somewhere in this teleportation skit--then having to be around people I would never want to look at much less be around--forced into their hate skits as they abused and played scenes of hate, problems, arguments, etc. Three nights ago I was put into a teleportation state of being told I was going to die and something about my death.

--------------

I was not going to go into these details because I had thought of a humorous short story I would like to write--of course, humor towards these loveless hateful expletives is something they counter with absolute death threats and violence because all their stupidity and ugliness and hate--which so easily could be countered with a joke because they are so sick and stupid in all that they do--but with all the weapons the US is handing them to torture and murder and steal and rape and rob, the freedom for the right of free speech is something being easily so blocked by my government representatives. One of whom who recently, in the last few months, was part of this terrorist teleportation gang of actor celebrities who all nearly bow down to Europ-a's like deferential minion vassals bowing to the charming smiles and fake inculcated wiles of these perverted hateful most violent and vile personalities but cloaked in millennia of perfected outward "graces" which appear as appealing as the gingerbread houses that adorn their landscape--while they--the Americans, continue to pursue policies and politics that they are intravenously fed by the fascist Europ-a Nazis to defile and destroy parts of their own country--and to give full red carpet treatment to them to come and colonize the country.

But the mesmerized Americans with Germanic last names hiss in hate at me about, "So you don't like Germans?" with menacing threat--while they publicly claim they are fighting for America to be First on the Stage of power.

But I wasn't going to write about all that today. The mind control apparatus beaming into my brain is opening up my communication barriers and breaking down all defenses as I write.

I had formulated a most entertaining opening segue to this post which I have not written. The threat of this group in making me homeless, cutting off the sub-sub-poverty income I have barely managed to obtain from near-death and fighting for my life for decades while this organization ensured I was being poisoned with bloating and hardening poison, not a single human being ever warned me of this, all doctors and hospitals lied and/or discriminated against me with the goal of my annihilation--

as they are doing with so many other Americas at this time---

If this blog were made available to the general public and not confined due to hacking terrorism ordered by this nefarious group and it's organization to quell and stop my information from being actually put on the WWW/and if I could earn money off this as some bloggers do (but gang stalking targets are endlessly discriminated against and if people were to send me money the terrorist org would absolutely block the money from being transferred and would also not allow the information of such transaction to be known to me--as for years and decades my emails are blocked, responses are blocked, attempts to earn money are blocked).

Then my ideas are always stolen by one of the posturing bs con artists and all of them pose as anti-Nazi and fighting against racism and for Pro-Democracy in their every public photo-op.

Their speeches like cereal cardboard advertisements for sugar-coated processed fodder for the Nazified 4th Reich public to continuously ingest.

-------------

But I can't write my short story--I may later--all of this post and the contents are pouring out of my brain right now, I had not intended to go even into this much detail.

-------------------

Now, as to what I had "forgotten" to write because my brain is caught in an electronic web of brain-altering technology while I write (as always happens in every communication I attempt): The German male I oh-so briefly described above, his name is Andy, had spoken with his rapist partner who had essentially created a hate attack situation where I got fired from my job, where I had obtained excellent credentials but then the management was replaced by search and destroy Nazi agents and fellow teachers in this little tiny school--I was drugged, put into this hazy "in love" drugged up and technological vice, went to this student's house where I was fed drugs and then got lost in a drugged up haze where Andy appeared to assist. These two very huge hormone growth men began discussing how they hated Americans--put into little story-telling devices instead of outright anti-American rhetoric. One of the stories was of a party they held where there was only one single American invited. During the evening--I assume after the drinks and drugs were all dispersed--drugs for fun for the Nazis, drugs for mind control I assume for the target--at least that's the operational principle that they put in drinks they so kindly hand with this glorified "politeness" that belies the vile low and baseness upon which they really base their personalities and operations. Reliant upon centuries of encoded and enforced social decrees of behavior, which makes them appear gentile and sophisticated--these Nazi pig apes I mean.

But back to the story--the one American was then, according to Andy's story (which was probably just a metaphor as I was the only American in the room) was completely ostracized and people told him to his face that they hated Americans. This was the actual wording and story that Andy told--who was welcomed with open arms and I assume legs by this group of completely bedazzled aspirants for "sophistication" and Europigape "elegance" which they perform for their posturing bs charity events as they rake in the $$ for these posturing con job snake oil events.

--------------

Even when they hear a story like this, they will give this lying Nazi the benefit of the doubt over my re-telling of this actual fact of how he thinks and what he does.

--------------

It's just a little symptom of the signs of the hate and hostility that Germans in particular but that policy has spread out because Nazism has spread out across the planet (is anchored here in SE Asia). The anti-Americanism as a "Hegemon" is so hostile a concept to Europ-a Nazi 4th Reich administrators and also of their aspiring minions--at all levels this policy and paradigm haTo break the grip of the US is the ultimate goal and to replace it first with a power-sharing agreement and then to ultimately undermine the US and bring it crashing down is the ultimate goal.s seeped into the fabric of every culture not just in Europ-a-land but in various other continents as well.

-----------------------

There's one of the celebrities who I occasionally do a search engine thang for just becuz it's a bit fun (is it healthy?). I use this as a thermometer of sorts for my situation. But my brain, being under such ominously distorted states due to external forces, picked up this memory out of my brain-memory bank and it just came to me--a song out of the 70's I would hear from WLS out of Chicago when I lived in Champaign (got reception all those miles away on my little radio in my bedroom). I had given up at that point on classical violin and wanted to be part of the "fun" music that "everyone" was getting hip to. I now recall a movie and book (I read the book, didn't get through the movie) called Looking for Mr. Goodbar.

 "Helen Reddy--Delta Dawn Music Video". YazerPro. February 12, 2009.

----------------------

But DELTA DAWN (now realizing this title also has significant symbolism but won't go into that detail right now): the song that just popped into my brain and memory is not linked to my opinion of the male actor, the association came with all the videos on YouTube that are crazy fan stuff---obsessive/compulsive drooling for a celebrity, for example--and other ideas I won't write about in the personal domain.

------------------

...and my 2nd association from floating but associated ties to the fan-base idolatry of celebrity brings to mind the great character of Miss Havisham from Charles Dickens' Great Expectations--again, the book brings more detail but the film versions bring the character a bit to light. Ah, what a fantastic beast Miss Havisham has created in the general but perhaps forgotten literary and film landscape. This also has personal associations with the ideas floating through my mind of this weird situation foisted upon me with being teleported to "them"--as I watch the fan stuff on YouTube, the gossip and the posturing charitable photo-op stuff of the celebrities who couldn't give a damn about the issues unless it involves some kind of profit or fame for them and their most cherished careers. But Miss Havisham and Delta Dawn are both adoring the YouTube videos (featuring every day with a fan base of millions this most famous male/one who women kneel in devotion to, some women I mean. Also men, of course).

"Great Expectations 'Miss Havisham' Mertida Hunt, 1946". Cool Guy. May 28, 2017.

-------------------------------

...and this song comes to mind---not because of the NAME in the title but because of the song--(I had forgotten the title of the song and the name of the woman for whom Ms. Reddy is singing) but the weird crescent moon hanging over a dying swamp is the term I might use for the technologically obsessed---I heard this song out of Chicago, over 200 miles south in Champaign and I tried to understand it with a 12-year old mind but could not grasp the sordid waste of life that Ms. Reddy was singing about---the video, though, is quite the subliminal because in the first scene of a city scene is a most clear and defined phallic symbol building--almost clearly obscene--I think media is more adept at hiding such clues at this point. But it wasn't really meant or intended to be so hidden anyway---it has a direct bearing on this theme and of the not so veiled obsession with "big city" pipe dreams and men and love and media addiction devoid of reality---(or is addiction the ultimate reality?)

"Helen Reddy--Angie Baby Cartoon". LukeDuke908. February 19, 2012.

--------------------------

--------------------------

But as a little aside: here's to Ms. Helen Reddy and her contribution to the real feminist marches, meetings and fights that women have had to undergo all these years of protest--I AM WOMAN

hear me roar, baby! Maybe? A lady? Shady? 

"I Am Woman--Helen Reddy". Sophie Othilla Ngo. January 18, 2013.

-------------------------------------

"Looking for Mr. Goodbar (1977) clip". Films 411. September 20, 2016.

This brings back a very different memory of me and my grandmother marching in a protest to keep abortion legal. This march was in the streets of Phoenix, Arizona around the mid-late 80's. My grandmother and I had our arms around one another while marching amongst the protesters in the middle of a long train of women marching for abortion rights to continue. Strangely this was one of the few circumstances where me and my g-ma actually embraced for more than a few seconds (she was a bit distant and very controlling--maybe a bit like a Miss Havisham but in connubial bliss with my endearing grandfather who devoted his life and everything to her, and it was mutual but I know she cheated on him and he still loved her for it. They loved one another for more than 50 years like the best of friends and devoted to their deaths). She was loving but not a doting type (my mother called her a kind of "super bitch" personality). She kind of taught me the "hard way" not to get involved with the creeple that the Nazi organization flew into my path with my brain inundated with "gravy" mind control ooze mostly all my life. She kept admonishing me to pick better men but in a whiney way which kept me on my toes--endlessly looking for Mr. Goodbar and now I've given up on looking for the elusive ultimate deadly abuser fantasy (must see but mostly must read the book Looking for Mr. Goodbar to understand my drift, can you DIG IT?).

------------------------------------

"5 Easy Pieces--Stand By Your Man--Tammy Wynette". HD Film Tributes. June 22, 2021.

This song, and this movie 5 Easy Pieces come to mind in this miasma of memories associated with looking up celebrity fascination on the tube circuit pumped directly into your brain and heart---themes of feminism. Oddly, the woman who played the "feminist/independent" character who Mr. Nicholson lent one of his homes to, promising her that he would never kick her out, once she reached that untenable age he did, indeed kick her out. I don't know what happened to her since I assume she got over very well--maybe I'll look it up.... But the film 5 Easy Pieces is, in part, a depiction of the fantasy good girl wifey woman who dotes on her husband and every tear waiting to drop at the slightest hat falling the cliche perfect woman-as opposed to the 70's version of the New Independent Woman who could stand on her own (maybe to buy and purchase her own house? However now that I understand the good ole Mr. Goodbar Network I know that women being blocked from obtaining financial freedom is a thing and for real, dude. At least for me becuz I'm supposedly "dangerous" and very bad and the list of hate terms for me is endless according to the people using subliminals to drain my brain of all positive reinforcement about who an what I am--thus carried-on by the teleporting terrorist mind screw operators out of H-wood, the celebrities who seem to gain money from their exploits playing the freedom loving women but support male domination oppression to an extreme degree of violence when it comes to me, as they also participate in the violence, ostensibly to prove to the male-dominated media industry controlled, I assume, by men largely and the women who support misogynist woman-hating culture.

=======================

"Tammy Wynette--Divorce (lyrics)".  Lee Westwick. September 6, 2012.

At least d-i-v-o-r-c-e is still legal....women who want independence still have a chance to not be as enslaved but mentally they remain cloistered and supporting cheerleaders for male abusive relationships---

Terrorist Body Count: Another "new" terrorist-staining-compounded-embedded "scar" on my thigh that was only a mere scratch on my thigh, turned into an infected swollen scar which has healed into a permanent brown slash mark visible from a distance on my leg. A recap of some of the deformities that this group of highly wealthy, plastic-surgery-enhanced, endless beauty treatment celebrities and their Nazi and minion proxy terrorist abusers have inflicted upon my body.

 While the hacking commences....

I know that after getting up from this computer, on this table in this tiny torture and surveillance chamber--I will "remember" at least a few more injuries that this group (the collective, for decades, not just this one specific group in Plastic LA)---has inflicted upon my body.

Besides the poisoning with not only mind control drugs, which included pain-numbing chemicals, some kind of metamphetamine mix into the brain-altering mixture and the HARDENING and bloating chemicals that have kept all these drugs rotting, fermenting and suffocating into the crevices of my utestines (viscerae) my nervous system affecting my behavior and brain functioning and destroying mobility--but then also aesthetically producing an effect of something akin to sagging layers of superficial adipose tissue forming above the hard chemicals that have turned into something like a turtle's shell into my back, extending into my legs, hips, along my spine and into my back, up into my neck and then into my skull--where probably the brain-implants were cut and placed into my brain when I was, probably, around 1 year old or 2. Then there's a microchip implant in my throat which has prevented me from singing which I used to love--but also creates a system that this group never stops exploiting of closing off my wind pipe so while I am eating I begin to choke--or drinking--at the first gulp they force the sphincter muscles to contract so it's a semblance of that surprise element and also like water going up into your nose while you have liquids in your throat. They also force this same set of sphincter muscles to contract while I am in a deep sleep mode--causing a kind of creepy noise in my nose and throat and waking me up suddenly from this deep sleep state. I am always ill from detoxing the hard poisoning or fighting to not drown in all the new poisons and drugs that are infected into my system by the terrorist stalking teams which taint and poison with fungus, drugs and mold and etc my food--also the air I have breathed into without fresh air for over 8 years trying to stave off the home invasion groups which break my bones, destroy my skin and hair.

------------

Skin and Hair: my forearms have been smeared, I assume for years, with something that literally has caused the appearance of reptilian scales on the surface of my skin--like a mummified arm, the skin has a scaly appearance. I have softened the skin from all these natural treatments I can afford, but like this new scar on the front of my left leg, the damage they inflicted has been permanently and chemically embedded into my arms. In broad daylight it is repulsive and horrible.\

My hair of course has been so badly chemically damaged from nightly forays into my body and room by this team and it's collective organizational demands to inflict their hate and sexual depravity upon me--every single night while I am teleported, my consciousness literally sucked out of my "prime" body in the original sleep state location, the more ephemeral body (which apparently appears like a whole and organic body to those in the 2nd physical state location--my prime body is where many of my most sensitive functions like taste, smell, clear eyesight, etc remain but my consciousness is blanked out so whenever the minions break into my room or attack me while I am in this deep state I am unaware of any attack and they always insert pain-numbing chemicals so I can't tell upon waking that I have been broken, inserted with objects, my body put out of alignment but for many years I could not get up out of bed without limping because these minion ape whore pigs would rape, put my body out of alignment, insert fungus, cut into my body, put fungus and damaging chemicals into my food and body to damage me in a seeming slow deterioration plan so their outright violence just appears as a natural decline in my mental and physical state. I never feel anything while they do this but I am always aware of having been teleported to the sinister, so extremely STUPID skits and hate attacks with dumb negativity that just keeps going on and on like a Kindergarden bunch of bullies who have no intelligence of the emotional level beyond a basic thug immaturity--but I never feel any of the violence being inflicted upon me while I am being mentally,emotionally and physically and sexually tortured by the celebrities and all those who have participated in the teleportation hate attacks--every single night--including last night where they did a "skit" of telling me about my death, being buried or something like that===so my consciousness is always split in twain while I am under multiple levels in two different physical locations of absolute violent attack--that is how insidious the technology is being used or misused by this team and by the US Government with full participation of all involved globally who all follow the same exact protocols so there is no difference between cultures of places whether I move here or there---So the point is that I am put into this vice situation due to the technology that counters all decent human intervention for self defense--as these weak and violent and abusive celebrities and political leaders inflict their hate skits for their sense of power and my oppression--with me continuously fighting them and fending off their verbal and physical and sexual violence upon me which has never stopped for over a decade just from the teleportation and that is not the decades of people using this technology to inflict their rape and mutilations--but never to the extent of the last decade of absolute destruction and deterioration of my body and it's physical appearance with so many scars, broken bones (my toe broken so badly is juts into my foot at a 45-degree angle which would require surgery to correct, I think--maybe).

Thus my consciousness is also being as slowly ripped apart as the rest of my body on this daily version of absolute destruction of me while it is made to superficially appear that I am just "getting old" breaking down or perhaps dying from the poisons that are constantly being inflicted upon my body and breathing space and food and life and all the hate and stress that is perpetually poured upon my every moment of life, day and night, sleeping or waking enough to have killed a few people in the cumulative process of this break-down set of protocols to destroy me.

--------------

(or maybe it's the microchip implants which literally put me into a kind of narcoleptic numbed and blank mental  state with or without the teleportation consciousness shifted to another location...?)

------------------

What else? There are so many other injuries but I see now that some of the original scar on my leg has "healed" but there is a brown slash that was just a little scratch below the surface of my skin a few weeks ago. They pour brown stinking goo into my clothing--when I hand wash clothing I wear every day into the sink basin in my bathroom I see brown water due to this brown stinking mess that is sprayed on the walls (white walls now tainted with brown stinking and permanently staining goo sprayed into cabinets, my clothing, and of course they sprayed this on this scratch on my let, which infected it and then stained the slash/scratch into my skin, now it is permanent.

-------------

That is my left thigh just above the knees, then there is my right thigh in the same spot with an inserted silicone-type round object which is supposed to look like a sebaceous cyst. The terrorists also inserted the same style silicone injection into my left rib area so wearing anything revealing that part of my body, like the ugly poisons which look like folds of flab all over my body--I have to completely cover my body and wear huge clothing to conceal all this deformity and scarring which has made my body completely hideous at least according to my personal appraisal. At best it's just broken down, crooked--no exercise for a decade because of the hard poisons and the drugging and the lack of having access to swimming pools--I am afraid of being pulled down into the water by terrorists and then drown if I were to go swimming in the Andaman Sea--I think there have been people who are targeted here in Phuket who were covertly assassinated in this style--pulled down by terrorists snorkling or scuba divers-this is indeed possible and I would like to write a story about it but all my stories and ideas are being stolen so I am sick of writing, having no chance to get a real audience and a chance to compete in any literary market without my ideas being endlessly stolen by hateful people destroying my body and life like this.

-------------

The list is much larger than this, but I leave it here--oh yes, the chemical endless destruction of my hair which has been so badly destroyed the huge balding spot with years of my hair falling out. I have to cover my head with plastic completely covering my skull with the bottom closed off around my neck--sleeping with layers of plastic and coverings on my head, wrapped around my neck in a system of protection I hand sewed--just to try to stop the chemical destruction of my hair--and when I successfully do this and block the mechanical arms which break into my room while I am plastered into this chair in front of this laptop because I am so paralyzed, poisoned, sick and detoxing every single day (for a decade) I am in too much pain to go out (and people always attack me from behind while I am in public, and no one stops the terrorists or warn me, so they also spray crap into my hair while I am paying or in public as they slither up from behind to put crap on my clothing, rip threads out and spray crap into my hair--always from behind when I am standing at cash registers holding all the bags I carry because the terrorists damage my property whenever I leave this room)

And when I manage to cover up my hair with plastic tied basically around my neck, and secured so mechanical arms can't get into the loose bottom of this neck area--almost no hair falls out.

----------

Three days ago I was extremely ill as poisons that had fermented, stagnated and were stuck underneath the hard poisons stuck into my body, embedded into bones, into my back, etc--I did a few days detox and could not finish the usual 9-10 day detox process because the poisons being loosened as my body was going into this fasting mode--the poisons and drugs were so toxic that I had to eat to get the poisons to latch onto the food instead of my skin (the poisons latch at cellular levels to objects, so fasting loosens the cellulite or adipose layers, the poisons begin to soften and then if I eat, the food then provides a latching material for the poisons to cling to and thus for years that is all I have been doing to fight to get this never-ending hard block of poison out of my body. Of course ultrasound therapy would help but I am stuck in near homeless financial status as the millionaires and billionaires who all perform publicity-driven charity events and organizations which are part of their public personas will never help me financially to obtain health care I really need to speed this process up as they endlessly inflict so much stress that only accelerates the destruction of my body--in other words, slow murder.

--------------

*Post-script add-on--"remembering" what I was in the process of writing but which was blasted out of my short-term memory whilst in the process of writing. 

I was trying to explain that a few days ago horrific and putrid poisons and chemicals were pouring out of my body (in my endless series of detox/fasting, days-long sessions which has been ongoing once or bi-monthly for over 3 years now) but...I literally passed out--fainted--but laid down during the morning when I was first beginning to eat food that would absorb the poisons---as I felt sizzy, exhausted and could not sit up (this was at 10 am or so) and thought I would just lay down for a few minutes because I literally could not function any longer--this was after the horrific mind control drug concoction and bloating/poisoning chemicals had detoxed out of my body after eating) and so laying down, I literally passed out into unconsciousness for 4 hours of a deep sleep--with my microchip implant being tweeked on my throat to cause this horrid block of air, a horrid sound in my throat which the terrorist minion attackers in the next room would inflict on me the entire time. I then experienced the same effect the very next day, as nearing the last few stages of detoxing the hard poisons in my body have put me in the range of extremely dangerously toxic material stored inside my viscerae and into crevices coated by the seals of the hard poison, latched onto my skin, into bones, my spine, etc. Two days in a row I thus passed out literally into unconsciousness after detoxing in the morning after having eaten--after a few days of fasting (not even able to go the full time period for fasting because the poisons being detoxed were so toxic I had to stop the process).

I then saw that because I was so ill I had not energy or time to put the many layers of protection around my head (I do it in such a way that I think blocks the mechanical arms--but which could easily be breeched by manual attack)--and my hair was once again falling out. The terrorists wasted no time in the furtherance of destroying my hair, my appearance, my body, and they absolutely exploit every moment of vulnerability possible.

This is the level of attack this group of millionaire and billionaire celebrities go to in order to try to abuse me into "submission" to them exploiting me in every way possible for the continuation of their "elitist" expectations of being automatically put into main and top position (they hope with any "upstarts" of any minority group thus being drugged, microchip implanted, made ugly, disfigured or just murdered--outright theft of original ideas will become and is standard practice already using subliminal thought-reading technologies and also the universal blacklisting so no one may aspire and gain any prestige is also now an encoded enforced policy of the body politic. 

I am now well enough, at least temporarily but now on yet another fasting detox project for the nth time in years--but my hair is no longer falling out because I am not literally falling into a state of toxic shock and laying unconscious for hours without the hair and head protection which I have on my head literally all day and night-because I am still too ill to get up and move around and there is no place in my room which is not broken into by the mechanical arms which inflict as much damage, poisoning, insertions, skin-damaging chemicals onto my skin, into my skin, into my orifices, into my hair, into my food, on my furniture so I breathe it in--and they spray this crap into my hair from all angles all the time unless I am moving and standing up--which is too painful because the poison detox also literally rips tissue out of my flesh every time this hardening poison finally rips out of my back--and always only in tiny increments so the process of elimination and painful healing of my body is non-stop. I can't move, I am sick from the poisons and the entire process of the aim of destroying me physically and in appearance is augmented by not being able to even stretch, move, go any place as I remain a sitting duck type target while these attackers are in a war mode where every vulnerability is an absolute green light avenue for attack. Slow murder. This is not just my body count. How many people have been eliminated thusly and for how long has this system been going on? What is the actual body count that this terrorist organization has created around the world and for how many years--or centuries?

I would like to imagine that she had the force of character and optimistic and grounded self-awareness of her feminine strength to not have been involved in "gang stalking" terrorism. That her femininity was so stable that reliance upon attacking another woman was not a crucial staple in her ethical vocabulary. A study in feminine power when Florence Bates and Ingrid Bergman have a tête-à-tête scene in: "Saratoga Trunk--'I live by my wits...'".

A study in feminine power when Florence Bates and Ingrid Bergman have a  tête-à-tête scene in: 

"Saratoga Trunk--'I live by my wits...'". SueSueApplegate. November 2, 2013.

Florence Bates: Would she have been a #Me too! rapist enabling exploiter, fascist and Nazi ideologue slinging out white supremacist propaganda cloaked as anti-racism? If she were in H-wood now, would she resort to the teleportation contract terrorism foisted upon me, and after usurping would she be advertised by that industry as another "strong" woman fighting against misogyny as another celebrity so-called "feminist" working for photo-op and charity pocketed funds and publicity too based on destroying other woman if they are not "legally blonde" or with dyed and/or plastic surgery modification to appear as synthetic versions of white supremacist imitation?

I would like to imagine that she had the force of character to not have been involved in "gang stalking" terrorism. That her femininity was so stable that reliance upon attacking another woman was not a crucial staple in her ethical vocabulary. I would like to imagine that such a woman was strong enough to not depend on the admiration of men whom she likewise helped to rape and abuse other woman just so she could obtain a promotion in another role and also a thrill-seeking sense of power out of such participation. I feel that she may have been a legitimate woman of character. Is this only wishful thinking for a nostalgic concept that I feel could have been the case? Her sense of being a strong woman was not dependent on attacking other women for a sense of "superiority" a cheap-shot power play for ascension? Florence Bates~~never heard of her 'til I started watching Hitchcock's 1940 Rebecca. Amazed at her strength of personality and power that exudes from this old black & white into my awareness. She's a domineering force and admirable in her acting qualities. She was the first female lawyer in Texas to boot! A lawyer metamorphosizes into a fierce acting personality. A connect between appearing before a court and appearing before the court of public opinion using the same-said acting skills necessary to sell justice or injustice as well as truth or fiction. Wish she were still alive and a part of H-wood to this day. Would she have obtained any star billing if she attempted to join the H-wood circuit in our "slim, thin and modified" era? Would she be too obdurate a personality for today's standards of seeming strength coupled with abject submissiveness for the women who claim they are "feminist" in H-wood?

------------------------

The thin, fashionable, wealthy and glamorous/beauty woman conspiring with the "I look like a washer woman but I live in luxury" strong-willed and loud woman devouring her petite chocolates as they conspire and discuss the strengths and weaknesses of their respective feminine wiles to obtain their goals. I must see this movie.