The "American Dream" is for those who play into the games of the Nazis who control the GDP and all it's rivulettes of money and power flowing into Nazi Europ countries via all kinds of American institutions. IF you are black and only have shopping in Milan as your dream come true American Dream, to demonstrate how successful you are as an American living up the Dream to be Free, but downplaying me and helping fascist Nazis with Europ fascist Nazi backing to torture, poison and attack me
this is a lecture you might find more intellectually stimulating than years of your bs media posturing, all compacted into a few hours of lecturing.
P.S., there would be no Malcolm X Biography without one of the participants, and thus nothing for you to endlessly imitate in your media posturing inbetween your shopping sprees in Paris Fashion week while you schmooze with the fascist Nazis who promote you for helping bigot white rapists to torture and rape and poison and drug and steal ideas from me.
So listen well, oh nasty nappy hypocrites and listen well you dumbed down white folk trying to be pc with your newly found political correct anti-racist posturing.
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And now one more hour of me writing about this crap and struggling to get one single hacked and ruined WNYU archived program which has been inserted with mind control hate programming by a radio host not listed as the host on the very program, after more than 40 minutes of struggling to get the computer to not be blacked out any longer.
Then writing more about this situation which is what these creeps/you creeps are attacking me to obtain so you can traumatize me into writing about theories as you can steal idea after idea to have anything relevant to the current politically correct media circus that is the antithesis of all that is politically correct.
Asking for years for people to defend me seriously, without this going on and on any longer. Waiting for YEARS AND YEARS AND YEARS and writing about it for years and years as the black president who really HELPED IN HAVING TRUMP HANDED THE POSITION OF POWER due to THIS VERY SITUATION.
Over 20 minutes to upload a music show from an archived radio program. Hackers blocked the page on two browsers. After more than 10 minutes of refreshing the page and the link blacked-out completely nothing on the page, I then restarted the entire laptop, and then the pages kept being blocked for another 15 clicks and refreshes in a row. It has taken more than 20 minutes to open one single link in an archived program list.
The program that did come out was with a different radio host than listed on the program. This female has been the host for programs before (I believe all were hacked programs and the real host blocked from my particular access). The songs were all reminders of situations I was intimately dealing with and subjects I had written and conversed with teleporting terrorists about.
She is back, although a completely different host is named in the program guide. Many times the hackers block access to my searches until they can download, reformat and reinsert their mind control programming into the templates of the webpages I am trying to get "entertainment" music out of.
Functions on the keyboard are blocked. Trying to simply highlight a URL link and copy and then paste here has been arduous as the highlighting works only for half the link and then stops functioning. This also happens routinely, II have to highlight and repeat the same function four times to get the blue highlight to actually copy an entire link or paragraph or sentence. Time spent day after day just endlessly repeating worthless waste-of-time functions.
I copied this link directly and you can see that the page refuses to copy and download, blocked to access.
Over 20 minutes, and then another 5 minutes just simply trying to copy and paste the link, and another 5 minutes restsarting the machine, and another 10 minutes struggling to type and backspace hacker inserts this very page.
Just to get one link that has been replaced by extreme mind programming. The messages this charming-sounding female host puts on are all filled with hate.
I probably would not want to hear the songs she puts on at this point it's all probably very subliminally charged.
There have been times when I download some of the electronic music from various shows on WNYU, and I can "hear" subliminals inserted into the throbbing sychronized beats. I won't use the word they use, the people using the synthetic telepathy (mind reading tech, whatever it is called, that is the only terminology I have heard it used, as well as Voice-to-skull/V2K).
I just want to have a lot of great music at hand. This site has a smorgasboard of various interesting shows which I want to be able to access. Nearly one hour trying to obtain music from one link which has already, by the time I get through all the blocks, it has already become a product of negative mind programming that is offesive. There is also fun or not so negative punk music out there that I want to hear, the music for itself, for instance.
Trying so hard. I wonder if anyone will ever defend me so I'm not going through this endless attackk system, living next to creeps hissing hate sentences and phrases into my "inner ear" repetitiively (it's so nasty and disgusting, and what these sleazy nasty creeps say is like schoolyard 3rd grade but seriously deadly hate)
Where are the happy, fun people of the planet who will, at the very least, protect me so I can be excluded without being tortured non-stop or at any time? At this point I want no more human contact just my cats returned, you pigs attacking me gone forever, me living with people who if they are racist and stupid, at least leave me the f-alone, instead of this perpetual crap forced upon me. Also so I have a chance to compete without blocks to everything for my own personal business.
Can anyone ever accommodate me in this?
Here is an example of what has been taken away from me by people claiming they are "Liberal", "Democratic", "Equality-based Feminists who are lesbian black panther activists and black equal rights advocates now screaming in media publicity drives for equality who also attack me" and white liberals and white feminists and Jewish fighters for all things Democratic who also turn away
can't I at least be ostracized without stalking and this kind of endless attack on every single thing I do, not paid for by the US GOVERNMENT or any subsidiary group out of America (or any country?)
Nora Jones's cover version of a Tom Waitts song I discovered on Y-Tube: Alongside the video, There's an interview/performance of Mr. Tom Waits on the former David Letterman Show. I went to the NYC studio back in 1984 or 1985, when I was a student at the State University of New York @ Purchase. I was informed by the boyz back at the dorm that prior to every show, the ascerbic Letterman (as I later discovered his demeanor was not a view into a panorama of positivity) would venture out into the audience, before the cameras began to roll, and would ask who was from his home State of Indiana. I made sure to wear an Illini teeshirt, almost fresh from Champaign (sent by my Step-father, the professor). A grim nasty sour frown appeared on Letter's face, as he turned away in almost hate when I raised my hand and he could see the Illinois teeshirt. As if this was a personal insult for him. The show was bland, the moments when there was a camera break Letterman's cheery glib face immediately turned into a frown of concentration, hinting at the more aspiring celebrity grimmace of concentation than the funny dude all the dorm dudes thought was so charming (the dorm guzs participating in the MK ULTRA contract out on me, by the way, meaning their funny stupid boy dorm culture also hid a hate culture of rape, violence and false impressions).
Years and years later, watching what was a seeming "real" interview with one of the first celebrities of this H-wood rat pack of celebrity "A-list" expletives--(really the very first one, back in 2013). Interview with letter-woman-hater-bigot out of Indiana cock rock dude, abhorrent to me: the seemingly charming womanizing rapist beater hater racist interviewed by Letter-not-man but boy cock rock idol interviewer---turned me off so completely to this man I was almost elated when he retired from the everyday onslaught of rape boy culture insult hate "funny" late night tv crap
Looking up music I want to download on YouTube (avoiding closelly looking at who or what has been hacked onto the front page) as I have to refresh what hackers deleted from all my old files (glad, because much was hacked music mind programming musick stuff).
Saw this interview of Waits in his latter years (a few years ago) croaking and cranking out singing like a delapidated run-down old Chevy, rusted and exorbitant celebrity support from the likes of Letter-not-man boy rapist icon---
***hackers have already begun to rewrite words and alter. I had to retype again and I am so loathe to continuously have to reedit and rewrite and publish and then open up the page and rewrite, as happens every time. The sick creeps hackin in are so filthy and foul, I can't describe the insidious character of these dirty foul f-ers and their celebrity icons who order these attacks for their continuiing theft of ideas because they truly are blank, hateful empty moronic idiots promoted for their racist conformity into these Nazi power structures.****
And to put this at an end, I discovered Nora Jones. This is a bit boring for my taste, but then again, it's not Tom Waits. I am not sure i want to do a more thorough search to see how much of a sell-out this woman had to be in order to gain this position of prominance. This is the kind of music you might hear at a Starbucks, the music I have heard and turnedoff or got turned off immediately by
however, I think I'm not ginog to put her music on this entry because as I keep listening I am itching to stop typing and change the channel.
Tom Waits in his early years, before the likes of Letterman influenced his approval for celebrity good old boy hypocritical posturing grungy Whisky bar rape culture white boy crooning with prostituted females sauntering down the aisle waiting for the inevitable divorce procedings.
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THIS ALBUM IS MORE LIKE IT--the it I was itching for, an album I have heard and forgotten about for years. This is Waits, born in Cali, assimilating with the cocaine cowboy Whiskey Bar boy-rape drunken culture singing about womanizing, whoring, taking lines in Los Angeles. What a good old boy, but what great singing and muse-ick. Hiis voice is still within the range of artistic temperment and not retired to absolutely rusted out and corrupted.
Hollywhorewood and Vine, the crossing roads where whores meet celebrities.
Trending towards a more down, down low and lowdown sound. Into his more mature forays into mainstream Hollywhorewood culture and celebrity status. More interviews throughout the years on Letter-not-man boy rape late night drunken dude tv show years of interviews with that hate personality out of Indiana. I can't express the ugly look on his face simply because I raised my hand and laughed as he looked at my Illinois t-shirt. A joke, creep, it was a joke. This is the attitude the celebrities have of me. I have an attitude that they should be ousted froom their clay pedestals and thrown asunder and replaced by real artists who are not rusted personalities looking for the next whore deal Uptown but pretending they are real down low Downtown advocates for every "real" fight against Big Daddy Brother who turns them into rusted craggy whores on the Vine of Hollywood obscene intoxication.
**Now I do feel the effect of technology smothering my brain and turning it into a compressed dizzy roller coaster ride of incapability to write or type.
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I would go into more detail about the sickening disgusting attacks I have had to fight against this morning, which in a sense has been the impetus of such a bitter attack upon the probably very innocent Mr. Tom Waits (innocent of participating in the stalking. Wait until I open my YouTube channel and he appears in video after video, then teleports me with his good buddies and their Saturday Night dyed blonde dates their granddaughters' ages). Could be,might not be.
This group, and I have read this on stalking blogs years ago, want the targets completely obsessed with the staslking and endlessly fighting in vain to get any help from outside sources. Every single stalking goroup is co-opted, like all I do that these posturing p-a'sall steal from my writing and then block my ability to type and think and get any creative concepts out for my own profit
the mechanical arms got through some other sourcedof paneling in my tiny studio (now it's years of fighting agaist this in this one tiny studio, harming my body so badly by pounding screws and hooks into plastic cabinets interior, on all sides and in the middle of th epanels, layingin bed in near agony as parts of my body are literally being riped out in the process due to the hard poisons that have latched onto every viscerae and muscular structure) and still the mechanical arms got in my room last night. Another object is red under my left middle finger, inserted under the cuticle. Over 7 years of this attack on my fingers every single night. My hair is somehow not greasy and stinking, maybe the last attempt yeasterday to pound and screw in a few more hooks and tie with all my body strength rope and pvc string into the hooks to try to close all gaps in eveyr crack, as the cracks are abundant everywhere. The cabinets do not close property, maladjusted so there are openings at the tops and bottoms of these plastic-coated cheep horrible ugly cabinet doors which extend to the ceiling, so pressure makes openings as welell even if the corners and tops are secured with hooks.
I do not want to obsess with this, but I was teleproted to more stupid sick skit scenes concocted by these psychopath celebrities and politicians. Their imaginations are so ugly I truly understand why they are attacking me and drugging and poisoning me so they can steal ideas about justice. They have none, ugly to the marrow and disgusting in every crack of their rotten souls, eeking out poison into the hearts and minds of the universal media machine of brainwashed conformity to their meek intellectual mediocrity.
So I must do more today, every single day. It is hard not to obsess. the outside of my room is an empty space of all animals, birds and flowers destroyed by this group. Zero animals or birds are on the hillside outside my window. They are being shot and killed by these apes who order these attacks on me. I have had to live next to decrepit ugly nasty old men and theiir rotten ugly nasty females of all ages who orderr these attacks, here in gorgeous Thailand my omes and studios have all been dessecrated of all beautiful nature and polluted continuously by this stinking and foul group y ou all cheer on as celebrity heroes and Europ- symbols of "taste and style and fashion and 'class'"so dirty and foul and tasteless and dirty and stupid and all their "fashion" has been stolen I truly believe they can't create a single idea. All is stolen and they are supiud posturing apes. I wonder how much of this Tom Waots and Nora Jones have imbibed so they can be famous for their careers.
Descending into Starbucks culture easy-listening celebrity status! Letter-not-man interviews and croaking either too soft and slippery vocals like Nora Joones or a degenerate croaking obscenity aural old man whore song set.
And, my brain under attack as I have to try to backspace to correct. I will not re-read this post and always the hackers delete words and rewrite so it's almost nonsensical. Ugly rotten old men you all love singing the dirty old man's ditties but sung by youthful appearance pop culture Starbucks celebrities.
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Their (the above-mentioned) disgusting psychic stench sprayed on my hair brush, so it is a rancid odor and when I douse the brush handle with bleach and put it ouside to eat away at the fungus stench, the stalkers use mechanical arms to spray more of it on the patio while I go for a few seconds into the tiny bathroom, which stinks from stalkers inserting arms throgh the tile cracks and putting stinking fluids on the floor at night so when I open the door in themorning I must carry a stick of incense just to try to breathe first thing in the morning. The main room is perpetually violated by these mechanical arms after years of gluing paper on every panel, silicone on every crack, and hooks on every corner and that is not enough. There are hard wooden panels placed behind the vfery flimsy panel exteriors that I can touch in this room, but from the other side of the walls these wooden planks are put, with latches (I have heard the latches opening and closing at night when I am asleep and wake up from the noise--I can wake up from noise the stalkers are extremely quiet when they enter my room). It's anear impossibility to stop these attacks despite layers of paper glued to the panels, silicone glued to the edges of every panel on every side of all walls and floors, and now metal hooks pounded into the plastic exteriors of the cabineets (except for three on top of my "kitchen" area row of cabinets which I need all day to get plates and food) and, they get through all the hooks covering every panel and I cna't use three drawers because the panels are so far back behind the drawer fronts in these cabinets and the panels are so flimsy on the other side I can bend them by lightly pressing against them. These mechanical arms are inserted through the very plyable superficial coverings which the stalkers get through with their hard wooden panels from their side of the wall. If I have expressed this articularely, it's so hard to write so hard to think. I feel sick from the brain attaacks as I write.)
I had not intended to write more about these sickopsychopaths but it's another day of this stinking mess sprayed on my body, room, clothing, hairbrush, myu hair nearly balding in places, my body covered in bruises and black and blue marks and insertions underneath the skin, and tec
drugged up so I "rant" while I wrie about this hysterical-inducing endless series of attacks which I keep writing about to the psychos of Whorewood, California so they can steal ideas and get promoted by this sick attack attack system they all laugh about and participate in. The "normal" people who assist them are revolting over-fed parasites who feed off human suffering and misery that so many of you in the Black Lives Matter are now protesting.
I obviously found this as a random synchronicity ( searched for the concepts using search engine terms but found a world of a unique personality I sense as a kindred spirit in this material world).
Onto the more negative vibe from the previous post: I wrote above that this is the best lecture I have listened to online all day. I am not downplaying people who lecture on Y-tube who I click on, but if I get a plethora of videos from one particular personality, at this point, it makes me suspicious and guarded against the personality. My attnetion, with all the technology blocking my brain, in addition to the NOT PARANOID suspicious feelings associated wiith vicious, deadly attacks aimeda t me by people who put videos and photos on many social media platforms--and you get the point. Just having written this makes me sound "delusional' and there is nothing else i can do. I get a kind of "listeners block" to people who put their lectures on my page. I have to perform a kind of threat assessment for any person whose video I click on or movie I download or stream by now it's insane how many of you hate attacker actors there are. this man in the video, for now at least, is NOT PART OF THE STALKING TEAMS AND i REALLY DON'T BELIEVE HE WOULD BE EVER. He is the type of personality that is being eliminated by these stalker boring pedophile teleportation rapist murdering bigots of all races, colors, orientations and flaunted creeds for their offensive deeds.
With the attacks on my brain by the technology, it feels like my brain is being pressed on and off by someone blocking my brain functioning like flicking a switch on and off.
it happens every single time I write. Hackers are blocking keys and etc etc
I can't write I can't think
I write this every time, every time this group tries to character assassinate me with the hacking and brainwave blocks (neural firing blocked, whatever it is.) I sit here in this room sick from poisoning, exhausted from pounding down on plastic doors to stop stalkers from destroying my body and health, and then wondering why the hell no one ever ever DOES A SINGLE thing to protect me in a real tangivle way so I can live inpeace and wriite and think. How many more years will it take for people to actually come out publically and expose and stop these stalker teleportation electornic torture groups and methodologies and form support groups and systems against these attacks?
Hackers are now not only inserting double/triple letters into a single letter I press (or inserting spaces between letters) but now inserting upper case letters in the middle of words (plus attacking my brain while I write, so I can't get ideas out and I become extremely exhausted and unable to think or concentrate, it literally hurts to think or write my brain feels like it's being pressed inward and after I stop typing and get up from the laptop I am extremely dizzy and a slight sensation of nausia and imbalance.
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He, this speaker in the video Says so much with cryptic language. Criptic versus blood gang unity of discoursive historical obliteration of cultural non-identification.
This man in video describes over 7 years of my rambling Facebook posts about people attacking me to obtaIn ideas to co-opt as their own personal cultural lucrative identification.
And of course, While writing this the hackers have inserted some malware application which makes capital letters appear in the middle of Typing a word. I am now backspacing continuously to stop this. I can't get more than a few sentences out whenever I try to write anything, idea, creative concept. My bain is so under attack I lose ability to focus or concentrate. I become so exhausted after writing a few sentences with continuously having to re-edit and rewrite and the exertion of tech on my brain makes any writing nearly impossible.
At most, the hacking abates whenever I begin to describe their hacking and blocks to my thinking and writing.
OtheRwise< once I begin to write creative idEas or anything outsidE of what these people are doing, the blocks begin and the encumberances block all attempts to expression.
PLEASE, PEOPLE ouT there rEading this, stop thEse attacks on me pleasE stop This violencE againsT me. You can see for yourself what these hackers are doing in this paragraph itself. (I left the sentance as is, after hackers got through with the usual discrediting tactics of undermining my typing ability and thought processes. I want people to see that whatever gets published as a finished product is the result, if rife with typos and errors and lack of intellectual cohesion, due to the stupidity of these people and their disgusting hacking, the disgusting people that they are en toto it's all like crap continuously surrounding me day and night. this post is really about coming forth by day, but I am writing about the ugliness of these people operating in the Dark recesses of their filth imaginations bolstered now by this heinous, and officially sanctioned use and misuse of technology to undermine others. These stalking creeps are all so sick and stupid, how I wish someone or a group or anyone would stop these attacks upon me. It is vile that I have to sit here wiith much of the PLANET participating in this and endlessly writing about it to try to garner any support system that never comes to block this. I really want to curse you people reading this, but I remain posting yet another pathetic pathos post because everything negative I find online reminds me of this huge, disgusting group all these stalkers do is every conceiveable act of malevolence. By the time I have learned all their repository of behavior, anything that smacks of negativity belongs to the entire spectrum of their narrow-minded atrocious attack system. Thus, anything dirty, nasty and foul is reminiscent of these stalkers and their modus operandi.
How I hope the people (actors, writers, directors, YouTube presentators, eTc etc) who have attackEd me or stolen ideas will be legally punished to the full extent.
It really is the co-opting of culture, the extinction of identity, the obliteration of cultural existence. The dominance of inferior people, classes and races into positions of power.
This man expresses in what appears to be a cryptic rambling articulation of disorganized cohesive patterns an expression of ideas, put in this manner, a profound examination that reaches into the heart zones and the mind penetration. He has integrity in what he is uttering, this is the most important aspect of delivering concepts (in this example, for now I write this
Everything he entails in this about how my life and culture and intellectual and emotional power, stolen and incorporated into the perpetrator's personal gain fabrication--on point, on target, well-spoken elequence at a verbal impasse style.
The hacking is really disgusting and stupid, like the people inflicting these attacks upon me (and many, many other silenced people attacked in the very same ways). How stupid and sick this entire stalking organization is. Low brow, disgusting and stupid people acting in distusging and stupuid ways, claiming they are "superior" therefore. this man in the video really expresses so much in a kind of gasping for air method of delivering ideas.
BAck to the concepts of the video.
Are U really u if you say you are Italian but you are American, have been brought up and raised here, and have an American flag on your front porch? Are you German-American if peop[le 100 years ago sailed on a ship out of some German-speaking country and killed INdians so you could continue to kill others for your white supremacy? Who R U if Germans say that Americans are stupid? (and they say this en mase over and over, so that means you reading this who are americans)
Making "blanket statements" once again. If people are cgoing to castigate me (I mean gang stalk, poison drug rape and torture me, for their stupid cliches then I am goiing to write a simple blanket statement about how they have no identity outside of their uniform classifications.
Who am I? I have to redfine mysel;f. I thought of this concept today and my journey in researching various ideas has lead me to this statement, which has been the most fascinating lecture I have heard in all the more etiquette=trained lectureres on the internet (on YouTube that I have listened to today)
I need to find more feminist lecturers and get out of the male domain because most of the people I find on the YouTube channels are males spouting off). Are the search results skewed so I mostly only hear opinions made by males of all races and age ranges? Are women being suppressed when it comes to vocalizing their opinions?
Oh yes, oh yes oh yes that is the entire bulk of the stalkkign operations geareda tme, plus all the hacking crap I have to undergoall the times I write in every mmoment, eveywhere.
I have to deal with redefining my personality as the theater stage has changed and I have to alter with the circumstances that I must beocome a kind of Kenosis self-therapist every day.
Know thyself: i AM THAT I AM and damn YOU that you are bothering me in my personal journey of self-exploration. Your interruptions also propel me to search for my own identity and block your maladroit cliche programming.
On closer inspection, cropped. Sun disc motif with serpant headress ornamentation. The cycle of life. Hathor is usually portrayed as a bovine character, symbolising bountiful lactating maternal love and protection and strength.
In Patriarchal England, calling a woman a "cow" denotes an ugly, fat and nasty female. The reversal of the ancient honorary title of a female cow diety demonstrates the absolute hatred for female empowerment and the transition from a female constellation to a male-unified witch-burning pseudo-religious oligarchy. Perhaps using the term oligarchy is for lack of a better word at hand.
Here's the silly online personality quiz, which I will retake because I am goign to alter one of the quesions and then..will see which exciting Goddess from ancient pantheons of current proclivity I could be quickly summerized as:
Aha! on the next test, where I changed only one of the answers, I became the Cat-headed Goddess Bastet! Funny, because the answer I changed was which superpower would you chose if you could have one? I had formerly decided on Super Strength as a super power, but this time I chose flying as my super power (meaning I could just lift into the air and fly). How, how on Earth or in the spheres of the supernatural can CATS FLY and why does my designated Goddess become a Cat power as cat's can only JUMP! Very funny.
to test this silly quiz once more, I'm going to repeat the test and see if I become Bastet once more.
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for the next silly online quiz, with a much more extentive question algorithm series, I became the Goddess of Justice and Balance! Ma'at. She is coordinated with Amen Ra, which puts me into the sphere I appreciate as more universal archetype affecting the balance of life amidst the unbalance. Actually, love and balance, Ma'at and Hathor, and a cat's balance of Bastet--it's all really one and the same. Imagine how much money was spread out betwixt the various temples of each and every God and Goddess in these huge bastiens of antiquity?
Imagine merging all the various monotheistic sects and then redistributing them into various temples, each representing modern aspirations of divinity. There would be a sex predator temple dedicated to pornography for jock cock rockers. There would be a righteous Temple to Conspiracy theories and another Temple to political monotheism for universal despotism.
NOTA BENE: Always I am under attack by hacking and brain-altering tech while I write. It is extremely difficult to write at any length for any amount of time. This applies to this post as with all others.
whom victory was foretold as he came from the womb, Whom valor was given while in the egg, Bull firm of heart as he treads the arena, Godly king going forth like Montu on victory day.
The Egyptians thought that Montu would attack the enemies of Maat (that is, of the truth, of the cosmic order) while inspiring, at the same time, glorious warlike exploits.[6] It is possible that Montu-Ra and Atum-Ra symbolized the two kingships, respectively, of Upper and Lower Egypt.[7] When linked with Horus, Montu's epithet was "Horus of the Strong Arm".[8]
In Egyptian art, Montu was depicted as a falcon-headed or bull-headed man, with his head surmounted by the solar disk (because of his conceptual link with Ra[2]) and two feathers. The falcon was a symbol of the sky and the bull was a symbol of strength and war. He could also wield various weapons, such as a curved sword, a spear, bow and arrows, or knives: such military iconography was widespread in the New Kingdom (16th-11th centuries BC).
around 2055 BC, to the reunification of Egypt, the end of a period of chaos known today as the First Intermediate Period, and a new era of greatness for the country. This part of Egyptian history, known as the Middle Kingdom (c. 2055–1650 BC),[11] was a period in which Montu assumed the role of supreme god — before then gradually being surpassed by the other Theban god Amun, destined to become the most important deity of the Egyptian pantheon.[2]
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AMEN AND AMEN-RA
Of the attributes ascribed to Amen in the Ancient Empire nothing is known, but, if we accept the meaning "hidden" which is usually given to his name, we must conclude that he was the personification of the hidden and unknown creative power which was associated with the primeval abyss, gods in the creation of the world, and all that is in it. The word or root amen, certainly means "what is hidden," "what is not seen," "what cannot be seen," and the like, and this fact is proved by scores of examples which may be collected from texts of all periods. In hymns to Amen we often read that he is "hidden to his children, "and "hidden to gods and men," and it has been stated that these expressions only refer to the "hiding," i.e., "setting" of the sun each evening, and that they are only to be understood in a physical sense, and to mean nothing more than the disappearance of the god Amen from the sight of men at the close of day. Now, not only is the god himself said to be "hidden," but his name also is "hidden," and his form, or similitude, is said to be "unknown;" these statements show that "hidden," when applied to Amen, the great god, has reference to something more than the "sun which has disappeared below the horizon," and that it indicates the god who cannot be seen with the mortal eyes, and who is invisible, as well as inscrutable, to gods as well as men. In the times approaching the Ptolemaic period the name Amen appears to have been connected with the root men, "to abide, to be permanent;" and one of the attributes which were applied to him was that of eternal. Amen is represented in five forms: 1. As a man, when he is seen seated on a throne, and holding in one hand the scepter, and in the other the symbol of "life." In this form he is one of the nine deities who compose the company of the gods of Amen-Ra, the other eight being Ament, Nu, Nut, Hehui, Hehet, Kekui, Keket, and Hathor. 2. As a man with the head of a frog, whilst his female counterpart Ament has the head of a uraeus. 3. As a man with the head of a uraeus, whilst his female counterpart has the head of a cat. 4. As an ape. 5. As a lion couching upon a pedestal.
worship of Amen-Ra spread through all the country both of the north and south of Thebes, and the monuments prove that it made its way into all the dominions of Egypt in Syria, and the Nubia, and in the Oases. In the Upper Egypt its centers were Thebes, Herakeopolis Magna ; in Lower Egypt they were Memphis, Sais, Xois, Metelis, Heliopolis, Babylon, Mendes, Thmuis, Diospolis, Butus, and the Island of Khemmis ; in the Libyan desert the Oases of Kenemet, {i.e., Farafra, and the great Oasis of Jupiter Ammon ; in Nubia, Wadi Sabua, Abu Simbel, Napata, and Meroe ; and in Syria at several places which were called Diospolis The worship of Amen-Ra was introduced into Nubia by its Egyptian conquerors early in the XIIth Dynasty,
Amen is made the universe. It is,however, important to note that he is not in any way identified with Osiris
Slightly more informative video on history, reducted to labeling Montu only as a God of War.
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As I read a bit into these mysterious older Gods, I see the lessor adjuncts, the female companions of the Gods as representing both their consorts and companions, in the dual nature of procreation and nutturing assistant.
My study on the Egyptian pantheon has just begun. I read small bits about various Egyptian sects, and saw a documentary bit about Nefertiti and her son, Tutankhamun. They were outcasts and rebels from the major male-dominated Priest classes. Nefertiti had to flee from the major capital and re-instatae the ancient citadel of Thebes where the cult of Amen-Ra was reinstated. Theories of King Tut's assassination are augmented by MMR or other various analyses of the mumified remains of Tut. A blow to the head is the dominant theory of his premature death at the hands of a possible assassin, so the hypothesis goes.
If this situation were of a modern variety, conspiracy theories would abound. A powerful female ruler destined to have her heir murdered and the reinstatement of the male-dominated Priest-ruler class, along with the dessicration of her rebuilt dominion city.
More reseach has yet to be done on my part in this saga.
Amun Ra was an expression of monotheism when pantheons were big biz in major ancient temples of commercial theology. A solar deity. A central point of Being of all beings, independent of others and of all. Self-employed and independent could be modern terms. However, as a deity of all -encompassing independence, why is this not a dualistic male-female diety?
From above video: "Amun as advocate for the poor. A God of the oppressed underdog. By aiding those who travelled in his name, he became the protector of the road. HE UPHELD MA'AT, THE GOD OF TRUTH, JUSTICE AND GOODNESS....AMUN Ra denotes both the revealed and it's counterpart, the 'hidden or obscure One'." The esoteric and exoteric rules of existence. No universal source created Amen/Amun Ra. Originating outside of creation and the universe, Beholden to none, symbolizing the vacant force of AIR, yet supporting all or bedeveling whomever miscreant.
William F. Buckley has impressed me, or made an impression, in many respects because of his extreme talent in erudition. He has impressed me with his presentation and polite demeanor in his most intellectual and fascinating forays into intellectual and political oppositions, in his flat/ roundtable discussions. I refer to the few short shows I watched of his grainy black and white Firing Line interviews. I recall Buckley, Jr. interviewing my heroine Andrea Dworkin in one of his more relatively recent Firing Line interviews (meaning, it was in color around the time of the 80's). What amazed me is that in this long-ago short time ago tv zone, outside of the blasting blue, red and off-white Fox News template, Buckley, Jr. actually allows his opponents to finish their sentences (from the few interviews I have watched on YouTube). He does not blast yelling interruptions as so many of these modern shows anchors do. His vocabulary and style are the epitome of calm rhetorical debate white educated culture. I am engrossed in the themes of his interviews. I realize that many of the interviewees are not pragmatically honest in their answers. The art of polite dissemination of disinformation is a uniquely sophisticated talent, emerging as calm and extremely well-poised personalities dominating his interview shows. That he would endeavor to quietly (but with a few very obscene gestures at Dworkin nevertheless, as silent obsenities shouted in disgusting extraneous silent forms of communication) interview the extreme Dworkin makes his earlier, unapologetic 50's racist stance appear like he had a few epiphanies about being politically correct for the new hip generation now generically glued to Fox News where shouting and interrupting is the norm.
Perhaps this is the most prominant reason I enjoy watching Buckley's Firing Line because this show delves most quintessentially into the realm of rhetorical debate without the hate of snapping in judgment at opponent's views, which is so rare on mainstream tv that I appreaciate Buckley's approach nevertheless. I will continue to watch his shows knowing his background. I have not read the National Review simply because of lack of computer, lack of information, lack of brainpower due to drugging (no excuses, a reality of mind control programming and the excessive drugging with drugs no one can comprehend unless they are forced into the mire of the abyss of these brain-blowing drugs forced upon me). A calm and rational intellectual like Buckley makes the drama chaos of drugging much less powerful upon my brain. Buckley is in some form an antidote to the mesmerizing chaos the drugs and the media influx of hate chaos which permeates the media in all it's insidious permutations.
When Buckley, JR. perhaps DID evolve or get with it in politically correct culture mainstream media. Here he is actually defending Andrea Dworkin when the "Right Wing" pro-porn woman makes judgmental errors in rational thinking. This is a style of debate that is so refreshing because of the current hate syndrome in the media of expressing hate, rancor, increasing vocal dissent and unsubstantiated claims about opponents. Opinions are currently being expressed as fact. Stupid jokes insulting the opposition appears to have taken the place of this highly esteemed ancient form of discourse that does hail back to the Greek orators of historic fame.
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TEN MINUTES after posting the above. I got up from the laptop, ran my hands over water, as water appears to be a grounding element counteracting the effects of the electronic bombardment of my brain. I then could "access" the word DISCOURSE from my brain's nearly defunct memory banks. Obliterated while typing in front of whatever tech is being aimed into my brain, directly from the internal components of this laptop (and every laptop in internet cafes, or from whatever source, or from a microchip implant in my brain and remote tech affecting me by the groups of stalkers carrying portable sources surrounding me, every single place I go non-stop I am under bombardment, I believe, with this electronic brain-swamping technology.
thus, going off into tangents again: I could for a moment access this term. I added it into the "title" section of this page. Now my brain is back to being blanketed and I must backspace routinely to correct hacker inserts. I think absolutely differently in the spaces between these attacks and every instance while I am sitting typing or writing. Hand writing is a more effective deterrent to the attack. Other attackks subsume the efficacy of handwriting.
I do love using terminology and more elegant or sophisticated language. It's blocked almost completely, this ability to render words elegantly or think clearly, under these conditions I am forced into.
Buckley, and others of that intellectual level, always make me feel more empowered intellectually just by the force of their sheer verbal expressionism in an articulate intellectualism. What he expresses is profound, regardless of political siding with Nazis, I mean white Supremacists. As I am trying to relate, this man gave others who could speak elegantly the quite and reserved chance to speak inimpeded by interrruption, shouting and nasty commentaries. I respect him for his ability to expand his domain of narrow confines of white male privilege and create panels of discussion with near polar opposite pundits. The controversial subjects he brings to the form are never dull, the debate is never slow-moving. I would hazard that William F. Buckley was not a staunch radical racist or that in his latter career "life" he was capable of change and evolution, albeit to a narrow degree.
I just watched a more recent Firing Line interview of Buckley, Jr. with Muhammed Ali. Buckley most respectfully listened and was not negative in any sense when Ali spoke of racism. It appears that even Buckley may have had a few Saving Grace moments in his white privilege life/career. I think he also was capable of growth emotionally or at least for media interviews in contemporary DISCOURSE about politically delicate, surging to violent contrasts of opinions that Buckley navigates with calm assurance that rational thought can extend beyond it's own limited borders hitherto learned behavior and political formations.
I had to, for the fourth time, re-read my post and re-write what hackers had deleted, rewritten, obfuscated with insertions and deletions. I also can't think clearly due to attacks on my brain. I always must insert a comment on this as the discrediting tactics must be addressed each and every time I attempt to write. It's like swimming in a fog, trying to access my real thoughts, concentrate or "remember" ideas, words and concepts. Today, for eg., I forgot how to add two simple sums when shopping at an herbal outlet, where I have bought the same herbs for a few years. The store has a younger Thai male who hands me the herbs (now they have closed access to the shop, shoppers have to request what they need from the outside of the store (it's a hole-in-the-wall herbs shop, packed to the ceiling on all sides with boxes of herbs). I had to add 150 +180. I could only get as far as 200 and my brain was stuck on that sum. I handed him 200 baht and he smiled the ugly, evil smile that many stalkers have. Then what came out of my mouth was, "Sorry, I'm 'out of it' today"> I had absolutely no intention of apologizing or using those terms about myself. All was forced out of me by the technology and I could not get unstuck from a sum that I had, beforehand, told myself exactly the amount I would need. THAT IS HOW BAD THE MIND CONTROL IS. Okay..and the hacking has made the situation much worse. Some of the sentences above have been partially deleted at least 50 percent of each sentence was changed or deleted and then tied together by hackers. I always have to go back and spend time and rewrite, and then it's all rewritten after I attempt to correct anyway. But I try. I am writing these posts because I do not want to be silenced and I am keeping some record of this. I really have no way to send my information to anyone and perhaps in the future my accounts of the stalking will be used for benefit to the anti-stalking cause. It is inevitable that "one day" people will also rise up against this situation. It is a most racist system. With current events, it would seem that people would have already brought up this situation but the stalking and racism track remains wide open for all the black and white denizens to do nothing about the situation but continue to get promoted from within this very system entailing racist entanglement with "higher powers" of promotion in a most racist system (the stalking system is tandem with the spectrum of racism), I still cannot understand why no one is marching in the streets en masse protesting stalking death squads which are so inherently racist and bigoted. I have theories but it amazes me how people are so reluctant to identify how deadly and racist and horrible and sexist this system is. I am adding this video of celebrity women being stalked. WHERE ARE THEY FOR ME AS VICTIM OF THE MEDIA STALKING TERROR RAPE PAC WHO ARE BEING PROMOTED FOR THEIR STALKING AND TORTURE GROUP ACTIVITIES AGAINST ME? How many people know about what is going on with the situation of me, and yet famous actors, celebrities make more public appearnces 'FIGHTING" against stalking and WHY DON'T THEY EVER FIGHT TO DEFEND ME OR MAKE MY SITUATION KNOWN PUBLICALLY? I can't even watch the video because even if these women do not know what I am undergoing by their media entertrainment (misspelling intentional) leaders, even if they do not know...I simply at this point do not believe that many people in the entertrainment industry do not know and are not aware of this situation. The actors, singers latch onto a charitable cause and then latch onto the publicity of "fighting" against some evil but when it comes to actually going into a slightly dangerous area of actually doing anything about the sitation when there is no publicity or promotion involved for their image... and, I am extending theories perhaps only a small coterie of the most famous actors in H-wood only know about my situation and perhaps that is all (highly doubtful). I am very "high" from the mind control technology blasting my brain away....can't write any longer and I am bored wiith writing about this. Going off into the "why why why???" won't anyone ever do anything about this situation of me being attacked by famous actors and others and I remain fighting to clean up their filth, filghting stalkers surrounding me every single moment, fighting to stop home break-ins, writing about it into the 7th year of non-sttop writing about the H-wood actors and this situation with SO MANY FAMOUS PEOPLE READING MY POSTS AND HACKING IN and me appearing "delusional" for writing about it! Ha ha, what a great joke it all is in every direction. Can't watch this video of wealthy singers trying to get fame for making compassion statements about fighting against "evil" and really not doing much to help others in the real gritty world of violence they rise above and view from a height of great protection (so it seems). They won't get their hands sullied with actually fighting for anything in reality.
**All typos and grammatical errors are due to hacking.. As of this moment, the few paragraphs, barely able to type out and conceive due to the multipronged attack/hacking system on my keyboard and also on my brain---this is correctly typed as of now.
when I post hackers insert and this will come out with many mistakes. **The last partially-dredged out sentence WAS ALREADY hacked before I had a chance to post. They hack while I am writing the rest of the paragraphs! Ha, what a lark for them. I am not going to correct the errors because in my life, today, and all days I want to do something else like enjoy life and not concentrate, as this group wants me to do, exclusively and mostly on "them" and their foul and disgusting actions of sabotague and attack. I put this in today because I wish someone would stop the influx of more disgusting Nazi tourists into Phuket, destroying the pristine unpolluted uninfected Island. Also their psychic stench is putridity: it's been so wonderful not to have thousands of nasty and foul Europ's per month stalking me, on their nasty endless paid-for vacations. For the last few months since the Island closed off it's borders, there has been a reduction of stalkers: (for now I see that hackers already deleted nearly half of this paragraph which I am re-writing non-stop, they deleted nearly the entire content and left it in tatters and it makes no sense. As I tried to write, instead of THOUSANDS of Europ stalkers per month, it's been relatively calm with a few hundred per month, of course the vacuum has been met by the mostly unemployed Thais who have not left the island out-of-work and unemployed. Now employed and busily stalking me as the economy is supposed to be lax due to the pandemic. Prices remain as high as ever. Formerly, with the tourist seasons, the stalking has been a few thousand people attacking me the few times I venture forth from my room per month, and now the numbers of stalkers ranges in the hundreds of Thais with a handful of Whites who have been either stuck here due to border closures, or those who actually live here out of The Western countries (mostly Euro-p-land).
000000 Anticipating but not elated about waves of stench flying into Phuket once again.
(If you don't appreciate my opinion, stop hacking into my system and fly away to your nasty life elsewhere. Join your friends in Europ-land and get out of my Facebook page, unwelcome hackers).
As of news delivered by The Phuket News radio yesterday, day #45 with no reports of new Corona Virus infections in Phuket. I am unsure of the rest of Thailand infections. I am scared when borders are opened to foreign tourists. Thailand is proposing a financial stimulus campaign making Thailand a "medical hub" for tourism boost. A lot of nightlife workers rely on tourism and sex tourism to earn a living.
This is not going to be a boon for Thailand or Phuket. I also abhor the Euro-p tourists as it seems that 99% of them are disgusting and vile stalkers/Nazis. It's been so nice with only non-stop stalking from locals as opposed to tourists fresh from their suppressed "Democratic" countries and Church sanctimonious posturing. All hate spews out when these tourists go on vacation, the psychic virus of hate and the literal pandemic virus, a surge in both if and when tourism resumes. Infections are going to increase once more in Phuket.
Phuket is one of the safest places on the planet at this time. I so do not want more of the infected and nasty tourists to pollute this environment any longer with their hate and psychic filth and virus bodies and perversions and expectations of being served by "slaves".
The posture of this wanker indicates authoritarian expectation of service industry cheap, nearly free, all possible. Hordes of nasty ugly men like this coming for their sex vacations out of their nasty countries where they make jokes about the Thai girls and rush off on their endless paid vacations to exploit, splurge from money obtained by nefarious genocidal practices that has gone on and on for decades (centuries, aeons). Disgusting attitudes, as gang stalkers they are foul. The younger children of these ugly men and also their nefarious ugly wives are as nasty, vile and violent. The only difference is level of collagen and gravity on the flesh and money in the bank. Do not mistake women from Western countries as anything resembling compassionate feminity when it comes to their men destroying the lives of other women (in a racist sense). Yuck, please keep them out Tourist Authority of Thailand. Your main source of revinue, tourism, in whatever guise it appears (medical or sex tourism) is foul and vile.
"The people who rule the world, in all parts of the world, are anonymous. They are anonymous poeple."--Anthony Burgess, in interview above with William F. Buckley, Jr.
