On the FIRST FOUR MINUTES OF STEVEN SPIELBERG'S WEST SIDE STORY: THE BEST MOVIE OF SO MANY YEARS I can't count how long it's been that I been or felt so transported. /////As for the rest of the blank slate of mind programming/propaganda agents and their operatives in this same media circus field: This to me is just the symbolic emptiness and sleazy stupidity not only of the major actors and of this effete and meaningless set of shitty movies and actors who keep cranking out bullshit about how much they are fighting for Democracy and peace and freedom and equality--but of the system in it's entirety which is it's parallel acting circus: the United States Congress, the 3 branches of government and the trickle down pissing order that they are only shadow puppets serving a truly dark entity which controls them all..they are complete mind fuck screw-over and mediocrity operators and you are still allowing them to be promoted into highest positions by doing nothing to stop them)--please goddamn the media also needs to be protected from the insurrection of this onslaught of media corruption and insider trading and Dark money influences (nazi/Mafia).

"Steven Spielberg's "West Side Story" | Official Trailer | 20th Century Studios". 20th Century Studios. September 15, 2021.

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I also want to change slightly my former opinion of Olivier (I had written it on my Facebook page, because it did not deal with mind control but now I have shifted this opinion and it is now a part of the Europigape fascist Imperialistic anti-Americanism which is indeed driving this contract out upon me). He is one of the best SHAKESPEARIAN actors possible in the history of film. Limiting the qualification to that arena of judgmental opinion on my part. Otherwise, he reflects the same English sort of limiting judgments himself. I watched a clip that was somehow put on my Youtube channel recommended page, on top, about Olivier receiving a top honor at the Academy, handed to him by Tootsie (another terrorist who played part of the anti-Semitic English hate stalking terrorism but not directly personally but from a distance--it was weird I thought at the time, but now I know it's 100% the same protocol that countless other haters have also performed.

So it was just watching more bigot anti-semites (including "Jews") bowing to English usurpation of American media in the Academy Awards. What Olivier said was that Marilyn was not an actor, and in order to control her, her American "controller" had to mention Coca-cola...in order to get her to respond to acting tips. He said she only stuck her breasts out and ass for her acting appearances and that was basically all that Marilyn was, compared to him, of course, he intimated. In the clip of the Oscars that I mention above, the English actor/woman sitting next to him was wearing a thin lace top revealing her breasts, which also was cut down to her sternum to accentuate her "bosoms" for the effect, and to draw attention of course. As opposed to Marilyn, this female "actor" is and was a crappy actor whose appearances were fraught with her sticking out her breasts and ass for effect. Unlike Marilyn who had a commanding performance for her roles, despite it seeming to focus on her sexual appeal. Guess who the English woman was in the Oscars where Tootsie played groveling Jew defering to the English bigot who probably hates Americans but can tolerate a deferential Jew who bows down in reverential awe--probably unlike Marilyn who didn't want to play the game. Olivier I can only suspect immediately demanding sexual gratification in that pre-Me Too atmosphere and was used to getting his nasty, dirty old man way with woman in the casting couch and beyond. I think Marilyn was trying to not be exploited and as a co-star of equal or greater magnitude fought to not be like the bowing deferential or the sleazy skank mother of the sleazy skank who is now attacking me and watching laughing as pig after ape rapes me (famous actors) including her hubby the blonde NaZI who is also an abomination to my senses as she is. That was the mother sitting next to Olivier--another sexualized but sleazy bad actor but accepted as a sexualized object, along with her cocaine enhanced skank daughter who these men all defend for her role in rape enabling them so they can all be promoted by their English masters who control them all. As they all bow and grovel and then turn upon me with the most vicious hate so they can play these heroic defender of Democracy and Freedom roles, stealing as many ideas from me as possible--the skanky whore women who all play the game and give the pigs what they want on the casting couch but then complain when they get a chance at the MeToo! hypocrisy. the rest of the movies I analyze for Illuminati and Nazi/Mafia endorsement mostly the former through endless symbolism but the latter are outright and almost overt (you can be sure lots of subliminal suggestion is being enhanced by all the technologies aimed at the audience).

I had also watched a separate clip on YouTube (appearing somehow) of Olivier complaining about what a "stupid American" (paraphrasing) Marilyn Monroe was when he worked with her in a movie about a Duke and a call girl or a Prince and a call girl or something like that! ("lol") I've heard the same hissing hate from so many English regarding Americans but mostly aimed at me (anti-Semitism, although I just get hate from most jews too because they all fall in line and obey and attack me as well because I am not a member of the Semite league and never have been--and needing to absolutely confine people into the stereotypes and cliche boxes that the bigots rely upon, they must try to enforce all the hate stereotypes on me, and the victims are some of the most vicious about trying to push anyone who won't conform into the boxes that they have submitted to--and it's all only to be put in a lower position than the bigots who threaten with death if people do not conform--). I lost respect for Olivier but he's superlative playing Shakespeare without a doubt.

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As for Spielberg--this is a movie that should have won the G-Globe (Shower) award but of course did not because it' s controlled by Europigape fascist Nazis especially the English Imperialist Nazis..

I can't understand how millions of people would not clamor to watch a film like this instead of yet another CGI superhero franchise movie, but I swear the brainwashing and programming of the human race began a long time ago using subliminal technologies and I think the messages being implanted into the masses of lowered IQ brains is: "Watch stupid sleazy movies and not quality highly interesting intellectual movies".

I truly hope The Academy Awards Governors will hand this movie top film of the year (and of many decades it's one of the best--so far). I can tell after just a few minutes what incredible difference there is betwixt this and the rotten rest of the directing/film/production and boring repetition of the same actors--I don't recognize a single actor so far (I know Moreno will be there, and her twist on the character she plays will be fascinating as well).

It's like watching film like I think should be at the level it never has been for so long (even from some other Spielberg movies, not for the directing but perhaps for some of the actors---Bridge of Spies hasn't gotten the high credit it deserves and is not mentioned enough--

so hope Spielberg wins top awards at the Academy Awards. He should. The Dog movie I think is something that was slated to "win" and is nothing comparable to West Side Story. Not even close. Please do not let the awards system be rigged any longer let true and real art and artists prevail and not sleazy, vile, violent, stupid and rotten foul ugly cocaine and plastic surgery enhanced skanks and whores and bigots and fakes (10 years of being teleported and tortured by some of the most famous and that is my assessment of them--10 years of their torture and disfiguration and poisoning and abuse and hate against me every single day and night--they tell me they are more "beautiful" than me and etc. They say this after asking me for the millionth time what I think of them... I always respond but now with more alacrity and descriptive low-brow response--either you are a piece of shit, a refrain by now to one of them after the next--all nestled in their new plastic surgery appearances and mansions and flying around in jets--but now the skank who I think is a cocaine-drained rotten ugly and foul whore piece of shit is having all these men repeat that she is 'MORE BEAUTIFUL" but they never stop the violence to break me down and down and they have gone on endlessly for years. This to me is just the symbolic emptiness and sleazy stupidity not only of the major actors and of this effete and meaningless set of shitty movies and actors who keep cranking out bullshit about how much they are fighting for Democracy and peace and freedom and equality--but of the system in it's entirety which is it's parallel acting circus: the United States Congress, the 3 branches of government and the trickle down pissing order that they are only shadow puppets serving a truly dark entity which controls them all..they are complete mind fuck screw-over and mediocrity operators and you are still allowing them to be promoted into highest positions by doing nothing to stop them)--please goddamn the media also needs to be protected from the insurrection of this onslaught of media corruption and insider trading and Dark money influences (nazi/Mafia).

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**Hacking is very bad while I write this post, so the terrorist/hacker

deletions and rewrites of grammar and sentence structure is very likely after I publish this post. The system is so bogged down and slow that I have to get up and do other things while waiting for a web page to open. The operating system has been rigged to not be able to perform more than one function at a time. So if I am trying to open a page on a browser, I can't click on another tab and open another page and get access to any other site. The tab may open but the system freezes--and it freezes while I am trying to log into any URL--it is so repetitive that I can only do a few things per five minutes. The keyboard is rigged so when I press a key another letter appears than what I had just pressed so I am continuously correcting and backspacing and rewriting as well. //My brain is under attack and the keyboard is almost inoperable. The computer system is also very hacked and badly operating (I just did a reset two days ago).

IN ADDITION: I am being viciously attacked in teleportation by the very same people who have gone on and on for over 8 years or longer--one is alluded to below as the ugly cocaine skank, but it's also the same herd of them--it never ends. Politicians come and join in on the attacks and then it is still never ended. That is what is happening now. The hacking is very bad--so this post is also fraught with hate speech after yet another hate confrontation with another group yelling that I am ugly and stupid while they have broken my body and poisoned raped mutilated cut parts out of my body broken my toes and cut portions off and doused my skin with chemicals to make it curdle and put fungus into my hair, vagina, ears and on my skin and food and on ALL SURFACES AND FABRICS AND FURNITURE IN THIS ROOM every single day for YEARS AND YEARS. Forced tears out of my eyes, made my lips and cheeks pull down from the microchip. Killed cats I took in to love and care for, stole my one precious cat and laugh and make jokes about it as they promote their rugrat shit children out of this hate contract so the nepotism of their autocratic rulership can be furthered in that respect. The post is an unedited hate rant;. It is the result from non-stop torture using these nefarious pernicious technologies and pernicious misuses of everything possible to attack me; stealing and destroying all I am and all I worked for and loved also broken and stolen from me plus personal mutilation and poisoning and drugging--so excuse the hate and blame the haters who you all keep putting into lead positions and into lead roles and cheering this crap on and on like they really are incredible. I watch 4 minutes of West Side Story and see immediately the difference between what a great director can produce and what shit these parasitic hateful evil pieces of shit produce (along with their equally vile producers and operating controllers).

REVENGE OF THE NERDS*#($! ....Democracy, that old Chestnut. Chestnut definition: 6. a. An old joke or story. b. something (such as a musical piece or a saying) repeated to the point of staleness. --Miriam Webster Dictionary.

 You can see in the video that the "nerdy" --looking due is thrilled that he's hacking and stopping the car of the "trendy" looking spiffy dude--who has "won" the power? THE NERDS!!! And their technology!!!! And those who gain access to the tech which are the spiffy "winners" who make sure everyone they don't like is a "loser" by the use of this tech (which can kill or destroy their enemies). Thanks to the powers that pay for such research this is now happening ubiquitously around the planet, covertly!

"How to Hack a Car: Phreaked Out (Episode 2)". Motherboard. May 30, 2014.

The terrorist organization is also blocking the electric motor of the "new" Honda motorbike that I am renting--by force. They began breaking my old but reliable Honda ("old" meaning a few years--maybe 5 years I paid monthly rent paying the cost by at least 5 times over, besides the years of paying rent for motorbikes and paying off total price of the bikes by 10x over--and over--never able to earn money to pay for my own property. The motorbikes I did buy and cars I have bought were immediately broken and put into disrepair (literally a hole was punched into the floor of one vehicle--in winter in Minnesota).

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But this "new" motorbike is being blocked from starting. The engine dies when I stop at any intersection. This happens almost all the time while driving, and even stalls while I am driving. There is a green light, like an email @ symbol on the dashboard of this electrically-engineered motorbike (but runs on gasoline of course). This means something like the battery is low or there is a problem. The bike is less than 2 months "old" by now. The light showed up a few weeks ago and then stopped and the bike ran normally. Now that "high season" is in gear this attack also happens while cars are driving behind me and not stopping. I tried to get across an intersection yesterday and a huge car had stopped and began driving straight into me and if I hadn't swerved it would have hit me. The bike almost stalled at that point. I was carrying this new pressure cooker which didn't fit into the leg area as the other older bike had enough space--so I was driving very dangerously not being prepared for this loose and large box, heavy, that I had to literally prop upon my knees to be able to somewhat steer-not able to round corners but I had to drag my feet in order to make large arcs in order to navigate corners. The huge van began to drive straight into me while I was making this loose and large arc while the engine was stalling--

so it's a threat to my life and it's being done by their remote tech aimed at my vehicle.

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I keep writing of this, but it's a very disorienting effect of their terrorism: I wrote of just a few of the filth and scum attacks (scum as in literal scum that is flicked, poured and smeared on everything in this room, almost--walls, floor, cabinets, countertops where I cook--any white tissue I use to clean up the filth is brown almost immediately--likewise my clothing, when I clean it, emits a brown liquid as this scum filth is also sprayed on my clothing at any hour this group can manage to insert mechanical arms into my room--and now that I am not closing the patio doors so I get fresh air, as by now from years of breathing in this filthy toxic my body has completely broken down

but the other damages to my BODY besides making my hair fall out and killing hair follicles permanently--(not a natural product of stress-related factors or of poisoning but deliberate sabotage and disfigurement, along with scores of other very damaging effects to my overall appearance and just fighting to not stink every time I go out to do anything as they spray filthy vile toxins and stinking substances that likewise are permanent on my bags, backpack, items inside--every single thing from my passport to my wallet to every item I carry around and the stench emits from a few feet away--another extremely nasty discrediting tactic. I bury and bind it all up in multiple layers so at least one facet of this is not under their endless destructive attack. That is only because I managed after years to stop them from breaking physically into my living space while I am unconscious and sleeping and teleported to the Hell that the celebrities and politicians inflict every single night with their "fun" toy of teleportation.

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My legs are scarred up because they put something on my skin every day that causes rashes and eruptions. They then tattooed it into my skin so the marks are permanent. This is the area above my knee caps,  and on my arms and on the thigh area. This is not my conjecture that they are doing this, it is factual but of course where is the evidence of such? I cannot obtain camera footage because without enough money to waste on such equipment I can't fight the hacking and deletion of evidence. This has happened to me already when trying to film the "perpetrators" in public places--the cameras are jammed the footage is partially deleted just from remote hacking devices on my personal gear.

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My skin has blemishes they cut and inserted into it for years and these circular objects that have been injected under my skin  (I think silicone). The objects then get infected with the bloating chemicals which then coagulate into these recesses and tears in my body skin structure--which is why this organization has been so keen to put me into accident after accident, and of course they did body manipulation while I was sleeping to make my body crooked.

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And so, I write of this once more. I cannot protect my body from this. Right now there is a huge brownish gash on my thigh because I cut it while walking into the metal hooks that I use to try to block the mechanical arms from breaking into my room from the under sink cabinets in this "kitchen" area which is just a countertop with my table two feet away from the counter and a table set against the wall. The white painted surface of the walls in all directions have been splattered with brown goo stuff that permanently stains (of course, nothing gets it out, no solvent no cleaning fluid nothing). They put something like this into my wound and it's now just a brown gash that won't heal because they also made it infected. They probably put this stuff on my by now marked wound every night. 

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I NEED A SAFE HOME TO LIVE IN. I am subjected to this tyranny because I was inserted with the tyranny of these microchips and the greedy celebrities and politicians are being offered untold awards if one of them (then they all get) some kind of award system that is probably so unbelievable--they are all in a virtual feeding frenzy trying to abuse and torture me into submission so they can obtain this contract, whatever it is it is huge. 

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I am just trying to retain my independence and the human rights that are supposed to be intrinsic to any civilized society that all the leaders have bashed and dashed for decades all without a glitch or a hitch to the stances they make about how much they follow the Constitution (for their constituents) but not for me. If I have no advocates, and the other targets also remain isolated and under the oppression of similar types of psychopathic groups which are titillated (as they are) by torture and violence, feeding off hate and theft and rape and robbery and attempted murder and the huge power high it affords them--

and, writing to try to reach out once more.

I cannot get out of this place and I have moved literally non-stop for decades because this has followed me around and around with no relief or protection.

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How many more years must I write online to a silence audience which participates in this either complacently or directly?

Why is this so impossible to have stopped against me after all these years and years and years simply because I was put on some list and people just viciously can't wait to torture someone and keep it all mum and they all are really violently sick at heart and mind and soul.

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But they tell me that I am the problem. It's me being racist when I become incensed that other races are attacking me but make their debuts on the stage for their "anti-racist" memes and themes. It's me who is racist, they claim because I am saying that they are racist and following orders from white supremacists in this hate organization which has no cultural or ethnic boundaries for the hate attacks.

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The future looks grim for freedom in general for the planetary population. So far so many people are being handed these free incentives. They only begin to question it once they are personally attacked and then quizzically try to ascertain if they, unbelievable they assume they are far too important or critical a part of the hate organization's structure, but I can assure you that they can easily replace any or all of the lessor minions and minorities after they obtain their goals of final domination--which seems to be what they already have for the most part with all the duplicity of their public stances as to defending and championing human rights, but especially, "Democracy" that old chestnut.

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I had no intention of writing today but they created this noise terrorism, which prompted me to have to write because years--literally years of drilling and pounding and chiseling and hammering on the room beneath mine (literally over half a year of daily pounding in the room beneath mine and rooms two floors down, the noise so loud it's almost the same effect as if it's right next door). so I wrote, and now I'm going into drug and mind control tech-induced long-winded diversion sort of ranting--hoping that someone will do something of course it will not be stopped any time soon. ---------------- But these things just go on and on. Now that the pandemic is "winding" down the terrorist mobs are winding up the same hate that I have written to appealing for some kind of defense for years. I thought after the 45th Administration that the violence would abate but it's almost the same hate that I have always experienced under all administrations without pause. I now see that the hate terrorist organization is truly non-partisan, most tellingly at the uppermost positions of "power" but I think they are just followers of protocol of the elders of tyranny, racism and violence and theft and murder and genocide. More descriptions--if you want to know about these attacks which proliferate every business and place on Earth (so I have been confronted with at all times in my travels around the planet for years).

*Upon re-reading part of this post, I see clearly that Hackers have deleted parts of the post below, but I will not spend more time fighting  hacking and trying to get sentences out as my brain is being severely attacked while the keyboard is nearly inoperable --keys are being juxtaposed while I am typing, etc. My brain can't think clearly and I "forget" what I am writing about while in the middle of typing--while endlessly backspacing and deleting because of typos due to hacking--etc. The post is disjointed but all is due to hacking/deletion/rewrites etc.

 I was not going to begin this with just businesses. The hacking is of course very bad right now. I have just cleaned up stinking filth poured onto my patio--every day terrorists use the mechanical arms to sprinkle filth on my doorstep to my patio. There are always greasy clumps of hair approximately my hair color--but more like Thai hair strands--very dark brown or black (I use henna on my hair so my hair has a reddish hue). Embedded clumps of goo stuck on the white door frame at the bottom--dirt and debris sprinkled on a brand new covering for the entrance because terrorists keep ripping up what I put on the floor to stop the panels from being lifted up--they routinely rip and tear apart the very artistic floor coverings I concoct with basic materials but I know that the epoxy glue is very stable--they rip and tear out all I do and make and throw and sprinkle stains on everything I use to make artistic in this room. They have ruined essentially every single thing I have and no matter how new it is, they begin to deteriorate everything so eventually every single thing is tattered, broken, rusted, filthy with permanent brown or black stains embedded by the laboratory-concocted substances which are intended to have a permanent staining effect.

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I "forgot" because I was too dizzy and sick from this brain attack while writing to add that the fake "Pharmacist" in Supercheap pharmacy (in Phuket Town) always tells me now that any prescription I want is gone and with hate and ugliness he blurts that he doesn't know when new shipments will arrive. What can I do when they continuously lie at businesses and government agencies which I am confronted with plants who actually do not work there (or who are sent there to produce the hate attacks)?

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I could not get my prescription, and this was for thyroid problems which began once the microchips and the electronic torture began to really be implemented--at the onset of the Bush II terror administration (for "targets" ) beginning after the Twin Tower bombing (and Pentagon). My body went within a few months of Homeland Security and the NSA and all that these agencies began to covertly implement on the "terrorist" domestic population which includes me, who is not a terrorist but I am surrounded by officially paid and supported terrorists every where, every day, without end. They all are sinister, smirking and laughing about the ease with which they are being paid to simply inflict their sick insanity and insipid stupidity and moronic filth out upon someone who is left defenseless with every single person and agency fully defending hate and torture and this kind of violcnce.

The effect of the mind control is in full effect right now---I was writing about hypothyroidism, which began after the "New World Order" of post 9-11 began to take effect. The death poisoning also went into high gear, but then became an official death warrant once I both attempted to enter graduate school and once I was almost finished with obtaining my Master's Degree. I am still being insulted by the wealthy who steal ideas and ask me for advice and information about how incompetent and stupid and meaningless and nothing I am but only after I am so ill I can't function and then they destroy any attempt I make to thrive and get out of the rut they forced me into. Hypothyroidism is also an effect of electromagnetic exposure--which I am definitely a victim of. 

I was trying to get more medicine--Levothyroxine--and I was rebuffed with hate and negativity as this man told me that they were out of the dose I required (which is almost impossible for a very popular pharmacy as this place is, with such a common ailment). And then telling me new medicine may not come or he doesn't know when, with such hateful nastiness. That has been his demeanor for years, he's always there when I arrive--there is always a long line of white men and Thais encircling him, cutting into my clothing, spraying stinking stains on from behind and pushing into me at the same time--always it's the same thing. During the pandemic there had to be space between people, but now they are not enforcing it and I was surrounded by people not wearing masks who were going to play this same hate trick on me from behind--I was completely surrounded. I had no time to try to wait for them to all finally leave--as in these situations at stores when I am surrounded once I pay there is no line and no more people--and this also has gone on and on for years and years. 

I had no intention of writing today but they created this noise terrorism, which prompted me to have to write because years--literally years of drilling and pounding and chiseling and hammering on the room beneath mine (literally over half a year of daily pounding in the room beneath mine and rooms two floors down, the noise so loud it's almost the same effect as if it's right next door).

so I wrote, and now I'm going into drug and mind control tech-induced long-winded diversion sort of ranting--hoping that someone will do something of course it will not be stopped any time soon.

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But these things just go on and on. Now that the pandemic is "winding" down the terrorist mobs are winding up the same hate that I have written to appealing for some kind of defense for years. I thought after the 45th Administration that the violence would abate but it's almost the same hate that I have always experienced under all administrations without pause. I now see that the hate terrorist organization is truly non-partisan, most tellingly at the uppermost positions of "power" but I think they are just followers of protocol of the elders of tyranny, racism and violence and theft and murder and genocide.

Noise terrorism report. February 23, 2022. Once again, grinding, drilling and whining buzzing from drills and grinders in a room just beneath mine. Every year this begins when the "high season" begins and the pouring in of terrorists on their months-long vacations and retirement sprees ensues. The drilling only happens either around my studio or on floors directly beneath mine. The condo is essentially emptied out and only terrorists surround me in the rooms on all sides.

 They are also doing creepy things like spewing up stinking filth from the drainpipe of my sink whenever I use it. They broke my fan, the 6th fan I have had to buy for just the small bathroom in the past 2 years. I had to throw away my pressure cooker, one year old, which has been sprayed with deteriorating rusting chemicals so the interior was completely rusted and breaking apart. They also spray the pot with stinking foul rotten meat odors when I dry it. I clean it soaking in bleach, it smells like dish soap and bleach and is purely clean, but upon drying it stinks of rotten meat and other odors from food I have not cooked, but perhaps some of the ingredients I did use were incorporated into the attack stinking odor attack.

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As for the brain manipulation by their technology--after writing these posts I have to get up and get away from the laptop because I feel so dizzy, sick and almost nauseous from the effect of my brain being bombarded with their electromagnetic or whatever form of electro-chemical obstruction to normal functioning is going on here.

It is sickening and the effect lasts for hours almost. The media is labeling something like this as "The Havana Syndrome".

Some of the people who lecture about Progressive politics and have been part of this attack upon me scoff at the notion of such an effect and deleterious "syndrome" being manufactured at all. They make insinuations that the targets or the claims are part of some ruse or silly delusional hoax or exaggeration (my words, paraphrasing their intention in their more exacting calm-level words). As they participate in this targeting of me, of course. Knowing full well what is going on, of course.

Many, many more attacks happened yesterday while shopping at the various places I had to go. 

One place, a pharmacy called "SuperCheap" has a Thai male behind the counter who is a terrorist operative who isnasty and rude and lies about product availability. He had become someone more placid during the pandemic, but now that the foreighers who inspire and train and order him to be a hateful attacker are here en masse, he's filled with vicious ugliness and hate. The store is pretty small, but it was packed with long lines of people and as I entered and went about swerving around all the terrorist agents blocking all paths and stopping in the middle of the tiny aisles, the very same people after 15 minutes of me walking around were still in the same positions of this snaky line packed 2-people in a row. When I am in situations like this, the terrorists who push into me from behind begin to cut into my purses and packpack and sometimes flick stains onto my clothing or rip the fabric--always from behind as I am surrounded. I protected myself by sitting on a plastic chair and pulling it up into the line, which took less space than all the terrorists standing in clusters on all sides--but another terrorist Thai agent behind the counter wearing the store uniform began making nearly hysterical hand and arm gestures for me to stop doing that--knoing that the real people working there would not care and that I was taking up less space than the terrorists standing in zig-zag formation on all sides of me, I just ignored her. I asked for a refill of a prescription and the Thai man who is always there with hostility to lie or attack me--now pronounced during this rush of the white supremacists out of Europe who proliferate in hate clusters and surround me with ugly and sinister and sick (and stupid) hate skits and attacks, now after years of writing about this the resurgence of their hate and stupidity and sick and creep attacks is the "old normal" of their diseased mentality coming back en force. The subservient followers all beckon to every call to behave with the most sinister and ugly hate. The people who had been warm and friendly during the pandemic are all gone, except a few remaining but the ratio is now increasing of people I have never seen and the formally nicer people who didn't attack me, actually did the jobs they are paid to do, and were normal helpful customer service employees.

I walk into stores and the people I have never seen glare in hate at me with stupid dumb looks of animalistic emptiness and greed--driven of course by that factor probably more than anything else but the dumping of their hate unto a lone target is probably even more enticing than simply just obtaining free loot from this looting organization they all bend and bow to on every level of existence, every day and moment of their lives.

And more and more. But now stinking filth that is permanent sprayed on clothing--my jacket has red stains that won't come out with anything --the stains appeared upon waking yesterday and the night before I had checked the coat to see that it was okay for my shopping trip. The same red stains appear on my artful constructed containers in this room because all the cabinets are not only fully sealed and tied together with metal hooks to stop the mechanial arms, but the stink and stubstances sprayed onto all the clothing--well, it's been three days after cleaning two items that have been stored in the closets and the horrific stale stinking odors won't get out--not from being exposed to the very harsh Thai sun--and I really like this clothing but have not worn it because of the disfiguration of my body which this group has also forced upon me by pouring this hardening, bloating, mind control cocktail--tasteless, odorless--in my food for decades. 

The hacking very bad right now--I write normally and letters appear in a string as if someone pressed a button and random keys appear while I am fighting to pound down because the keyboard is remotely being affected with stiffening malware. 

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Years of writing about this to the empty void of this readership and it's never stopped. Everyone participating in this crime who is famous is an "advocate" of Democracy and many of the most vicious purport to fight fervently and yearly and daily, especially for Progressive politics and platforms. Not a single one of them, especially in the YouTube and social media platforms but also include major news networks--not a single one really engages in exposing mind control technologies or claims from the many silenced other targets who experience this hate hell every single day with no one taking them seriously or stepping in to defend or help. 

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As for speculation or theorizing or making hypotheses, all that happens when I write is that people steal verbatim the ideas. My "freedom" to write has been turned into a life-threatening exercise in power by government agencies which are dsicriminating aginast me, I write of this and it's still ongoing. My every phone call to these agencies is diverted to terror agents who expressly lie without end. It's now 6 weeks of phoning to have my address changed correctly, with threats of forcing me to come into their office to report various aspects. Something I should not have to do and has never been an issue in the 25 years I have been subjected to this sub-poverty level where I am also treated with condescending hate and insults by practitioners and the celebrities and politicians because they are part of th is larger network that forced this status upon me by accidetns, poisoning, fracturing of my vertebrae while I slept, more accidents breaking more vertebrae and poisoning hardening into every rip and tear within my body. The physical attacks remain while I am sleeping.

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Just writing to the empty void of this audience which is fully in league with the terrorist organization. William Cooper in his Hour of the Time lecture series always claims that form his indelible research the real origin of all of this is The Illuminat.

I could then go into more writing postulations about an episode of his lectures about the McCarthy Era and H-wood--and a certain movie portraying some kind of supposed "Kangaroo Court" accusing a beloved set of actors with potential Communist sympathizing--

but the depth of the situation goes and extends far more deeply into the kernel and core of this organization and it's not a story of a crazed anti-Communist. But on that note, I am always under threat for what I write. They try to get me to write by using such tactics as these noise terrorist attacks. Once I begin to write the mind control tech plus hacking combined force a somewhat jibberish rant but the terrorists know what I write without all their hacking interference, they also can obtain access to my thoughts which they do every day all the time night and day. So they gain access, distort what I write, distort my brain cognitive processes with these technologies, and then profit off exploiting and stealing whatever they can--andf then torture me for having written or expressed anything remotely threatening their coveted pirate system and their hate operatives who always posture in the most magnificent malignant tupsy-turvy of ideology.

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Oh, one more set of attacks I forgot to mention because I was becoming so dizzy and sick from the brain-altering tech attack: I use a small folding rolling carrier when I am lugging groceries and all the huge bulk I buy because I am stuck in this room for days and days upon end (sometimes for two weeks) in healing mode and hard chemicals are slowly ripping out of my body at cellular levels--for years it has not stopped without end--the chemical mix is so lethal and disgusting--just another symptom of how this organization operates with their steal and rotten intrusion and embedded paralysis of mind, soul and body if they possibly can permeate into every level of every person's being in order to incorporate them into their larger flesh-feeding frenzy operation.

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I leave this metal rolling carrier at the garage with a Thai "guard" who is absolutely a terrorist and part of the larger group. He does things like help the white males who drive their bikes directly into me as I drive out of the parking lot--the steep slope of the hillside where this huge condo is perched means that you don't have a plain level vantage when you are driving out, so they exploit this to come from side angles and this Thai garage parking attendant (seemingly) looks directly into his mobile phone to direct the exact precise speed and moment for which to attack--I can see this easily. But I used to leave my carrier in the small little hut that was abandoned a long time ago because this condo was emptied out expressly just to target me with no witnesses--something that has happened in shocking style in apartment buildings and homes around the world--particularly in the USA.

All the surveillance and seeing what I do to try to protect myself from their endless face-to-face harassment and lying and scoffing and attacks--they refurbished this little hut once I began trying to get around the other attendants who sat at a table just at the entrance. Now this attack is centered upon my carrier--so they are packing the bearings and wheels with strings, soot and black grease compacted into the joints so the wheels won't turn. I had used a lighter to burn out the strings and grease, and I then sprayed the joints and axels with WD45, but yesterday with a huge grin this dude handed me my carrier and it was so packed densely with black grease that my lighter won't get rid of it. The stuff is so pounded into the wheel sockets or axels, that trying to rip it out and burn it out for more than 10 minutes still meant that I had to literally drag my huge and heavy shopping bag (like over 20 pounds or more) with laundry detergent and other heavy bottles--all in a huge artistic laundry bag actually---almost too large to sit in the leg area of my motorbike and it extends to the handlebars of the bike---and I had to drag this huge bag because they packed it so badly with all this grease. It's  unsable perhaps by now from what they just did to it. I had to buy another pressure cooker costing me over $20--I just bought it less than a year ago and they destroyed it. Along with another fan, and all the things I have had to pay to replace, all I do is spend what money I need for food on replacing essential tiny little appliances that I need for living--I have one cooker, one pot, a few fans because they broke the air conditioner--and etc. Clothing is routinely stinking with substances that never come off with any normal store solvent or cleaning or bleach or vinegar--permanent and destroyed--over and over. The list goes on and on, but that is really creepy and this creepy condo the dirty and nasty terrorists turned into a stinking and broken down ugly place--not just my room but the natural area in the back of the condo has been ravaged--all birds that once flocked are now completely gone like a barren dead zone--shot and killed to stop them from flying in this area. The two lizards who had thrived on the rocky hillside are completely gone--either shot and killed or taken away (likely the former and not the latter) because I threw food to them and had a kind of contact with them.

It is foul and disgusting that I am forced into this along with the stinking filth that has been injected into my body and hair and skin and food and I'm endlessly cleaning or detoxing, healing and stuck with no ability to earn money or get real defense or live in peace---

Some of the terrorists who had engaged or supported the terrorism aimed at me during the last administration are now themselves on terrorist watch lists. They bitterly descry their "lack of freedom" and the injustice of targeting. Not a single one has or will ever stop the terrorism they endorse against me which has been only slightly turned against them--nowhere near the degree it has been perpetually aimed at me. " (Western) Society appears to have little defense against against the abyss of human decadence. Such as, for example, misuse of liberty for moral violence against young people, such as motion pictures full of pornography, crime and horror. It is considered to be part of Freedom. And theoretically counter-balanced by the young people's right not to look or not to accept. Life organized legalistically (a society controlled by laws, but lacking moral responsibility to other human beings) has shown it's inability to defend itself against the corrosion of evil. And what shall we say about criminality as such? Legal frames, especially in The United States, are broad enough not only to encourage individual freedom, but also certain individual crimes. The culprit can go unpunished or obtain undeserved leniency with the support of public defenders (meaning fans and constituents, not free legal aid). WHEN A GOVERNMENT STARTS AN EARNEST FIGHT AGAINST TERRORISM, PUBLIC OPINION IMMEDIATELY ACCUSES IT OF VIOLATING THE TERRORISTS' RIGHTS."--Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn. Harvard Address. June 8, 1978. /////////Absolute silencing and oppressive, deadly force used upon me (while many have stolen my ideas they obtained out of drugging and torturing using these stealth teleportation and hacking modalities of surveillance). Not able to write my ideas any longer, the threat of making me homeless and of more accidents, poisoning and torture (which never ends anyway) is the oppressive factor. Only white males and their approved-of minions playing the roles slated for their support system of white male supremacy are "allowed" to make public comments or criticisms. The criticisms they do make lack integrity of reality and truth and obfuscate issues, as angry as the rants may seem. I remain fighting to heal the permanent damage to my body and life that this group of intellectual property thieves have stolen so they can be promoted by the media conglomerate controllers--call them fascist or authoritarian deceivers if you will. I will.

*please note that mind control technology and hacking have interfered with the writing and production of this post--** 

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Below is a poignant perspective of American society by this former Soviet defector and detractor to Stalin's death camps and regime. Having been sent to the Gulag system for something like 8 years, Solzhenitsyn was highly awarded upon entrance into the United States for Cold War propaganda purposes. After he gave this insightful lecture at Harvard, the acceptance of his stance waned considerably according to those interviewed in documentaries I have seen. This lecture was a kind of indictment against the post WWII wealth and status of the United States, from the perspective of someone who had undergone a transition from an impoverished albeit open-society to the ultimate genocidal regime (millions upon millions of Russians/Soviets killed by the Stalin regime in an internal genocidal sweep--the target group was farmers and poor and radicals and politically incorrect who uttered even a joke or slight against the regime). I post only a small set of sentences but the entire lecture is absolutely correct for our current time frame while all the investigations for the Capital Riots are going on, and news broadcasters are lamenting the loss of Democracy like it's a dime store novel phrase. Solzhenitsyn has much to say about media inclusion in fascist regime propaganda which applies absolutely to our current "free" media system. It also applies to me as journalists (albeit only one directly) have also partaken in this promotional scheme of teleportation hate for promotion aimed at me, as some kind of entryway into proving what good following order soldiers they are when the facetious blathering is finished for their career spotlight lectures in front of cameras for "the news".

I suggest to anyone who may want more puzzling aspects of our current fiasco of responsibility just a bit ironed out in a palpably erudite way by this Nobel Prize winner for his books on the topic of oppressive political death regimes in the former CCCP.

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"Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn's Commencement Address at Harvard University—8 June 1978". Solzhenitsyn Center. April 12, 2013.

I realize that the expletives really get turned-on and drool over my hate rants, because it proves I am immersed in the misery depths of oppression that they want me ensconced in, rather than the happy light flowing unconstricted level of Life and Joy that I originally was and am at heart--but tortured on a non-stop daily basis with permanent physical damage to my body that is horrifically disabling and deformative.

One of the actions of permanent damage happened during a time when I was being raped by a German expletive--absolutely a racist and fascist personality who plays classical music--as I was brought up around myself, being trained beginning at age 8 for classical violin. Attacked when I reached a level of proficiency by Germans, back in Champaign, Illinois whose parents somehow were involved at the University of Illinois or in some field, I don't know what. The children were just attack units programmed by their Nazi Germanic parents who had moved to my town in Illinois. Nazis in Illinois is not uncommon as history has shown with Neo-Nazi rallies as early as the 70's, where of course a Jewish attorney "defended" their "First Amendment Rights" by protecting their "free speech"--ha, it's just another case of a minority minion laying support role on the larger plantation (now a burgeoning domestic homeless concentration camp/gulag system under rising rents and homelessness).

But back to ME here and now.

They began permanently destroying my hair follicles on the entire crown area of my head. Hair won't grow back and this is not some hair loss problem. The expletives you all cheer on as your celebrities and political leaders ordered that because I was fighting for my life to get this huge disgusting rapist off me, who was making me very ill by his pounding my body literally with his full body weight and performing absolutely disgusting rape acts, while he was completely embraced by the mafia and Nazi actors and the "liberal" administration officials who began threatening to kill me once I had to fight and yell insults at this man and his appendage which still reminds me of disgusting foul meat--the entire personality and situation is a foul and stinking evil permutation of anything resembling "classy and elitist" it's just cruelty and sadism disguised as elitist "entitlement". Any thug who is squatting in a homeless camp could act exactly the same and the behavior has nothing to do with entitlement, it's just part of the torture and murder apparatus and destruction of people like me. Of course, as usual, many "Jews" are there to fight for "protected speech" of the rapists and abusers.

But I am going into dangerous territory now, as the threat of making me homeless remains with this government agency which has been ordered by the former administration, developing into the continuance of endless harassment for years by this agency to have my monthly subpoverty income declined and stopped so I am absolutely homeless and destitute. That is after the expletive actors and some politicians have stolen ideas from me and made millions off their collaboration with their Nazi/fascist writers and directors and programmers to integrate my concepts so they are nicely secured within the framework of their Nazi and fascist Mind Programming media and political push--and only for their advantage. They continue to violently assault and insult me and what I am and have done--which as I have tried to express for years, has been completely devastated by poisoning which after now going into ELEVEN YEARS of fighting to remove this poison while under non-stop torture and rape and physical assault and re-poisoning scheduling by this group of expletive expletives--has blocked healing and made my health deteriorate to the point that my entire body has stagnated and broken down from more poisoning and unendurable daily 24-hour stress levels that have kept my body in defense mode and into a tense and breathless state of anxiety and hate--every day this has been done to me while I have fought to heal--also they blocked income so I can never afford the health care I need. 

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So I remain. The more I see and analyze of them, the more ideas I have to write and the more they threaten me and then the more my ideas are stolen by them as they continue the drugging with "truth serum" style technological/drug interface systems so I keep writing and needing to express the hate and release and get it out of my system, and as usual in futility address whatever audience there is out there hacking and reading these posts, and ensuring that only your hate organization has access to my posts and the larger web has none--so I can't ever actually reach anything outside of people fervently fighting to oppress and murder me and gloating and smirking about it the whole way as I write these posts. 

So my hair is just almost gone. I have a few bits of hair I can brush over the balding spots. I am trying every kind of natural healing product that is recommended on YouTube but the problem persists. THis is not, I repeat, an organic balding situation it is induced by the terrorist group. They also were slicing into my toes and fingertips every single night and once the cuts were made, also inserting stinking fungus into the sliced wounds. I now can't sleep without taping gauze and packaging tape into my hands and feet and then bundling my body in layers of protective clothing (such as hands sewn in the sleeping gown I have, which is routinely sprayed with stinking fluids while I am sleeping by the terrorists utilizing the mechanical arms to attack my entire body)

I can't have my  hair exposed in my room, as I sit in semi-paralysis. I have to cover it with a set of scarves (one thin scarf is not enough, they slice rips into the fabric and from behind, inserting their mechanical arms through cabinets and cubboards and panels, which I have also tried in vain to protect but this group enters my room every time I leave to cause endless damage and stinking toxicity to my living space--

so I can't write my political or socio-political concepts. the threat of cutting off my money has been bi-annual or quarterly by now. It was never done until Trump got into office but the next administration has completely followed suit and has increased the violence aimed at me by the actors (especially out of England).

I now watch on the tube that the Republicans who were ousted from the main perches of power are directing their wrath at the crimes they happily orchestrated against me while Trump was in office. Many now yelling about how they are being targeted were very engaged in the triggering social media campaign which is supposed to make me appear "delusional" if I try to explain how stupid but pervasive it is and utilized by politician and celebrities without end--for over a decade since this contract welcomed in celebrities and then politicians and it's just a stink hole of corruption and deception--from one political party to the next.

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But I can't write about my new revelations in detail as I am under extremely serious dire threat, here in Phuket while the agencies are in the United States, saying that their demands are consistent with the systematic rules which I have never encountered one single time in the 25 years I obtained this very low monthly stipend until this campaign of total government agency harassment began in 2016 and persists to this day--

It is censorship without end. Threat and draconian torture without end for simply defending my human rights against rape and torture, mutilation and theft of my every thing I have ever loved or worked for by these expletives who are told they are entitled to steal and rob me of every single thing I am and have done while telling me that my ideas that they stole are actually THEIRS and I am just a "loser" while they then threaten to make me homeless, after permanently destroying parts of my body like my spine and now my hair is more than 1/5 permanently gone after I fought back against violent rape and murder attempts by their Europ-a "leaders". These are the Americans who have been put into lead position. Whatever I write is stolen as I am then tortured for having written it. Stolen and then permutated into some vaguely similar concept but touted by a "liberal" fascist Nazi who is part of this huge racist organization which is fully supported by the minority minions, who actually form a population majority.

But I get no help from a single human being whether it's from my writings/rantings on these social media forums or in the sphere of human activity in "normal" society there is no one and nothing. No human rights protected all is ignored. I can't provide evidence and the breadth of surveillance and the systematic discrimination and blocks and hacking means I can't find any coordinated protection unit. The usurpation of all the support groups for this situation also ensures that I remain isolated and unable to protect myself or provide evidence.

My hair is just one small component of the entire body length of damage and scars, blemishes and breaks of my body. All because I wanted to compete and could win without wanting to defer like the rest of the minority minions who are accepted as symbols of "freedom" if they obtain higher positions but ultimately must defer and comfort and provide succor to the white supremacists who suck the life out of everything possible.

My cat, La Moux, which was my only remaining loving sentient being they also stole years ago and if she is alive I want her returned immediately. Otherwise they are still waiting like a pack of expletives for me to finally somehow heal so they can somehow exploit a "baby" out of me so they and their children can have entire monopolies on media in some exalted higher position that means a lifetime of monopoly for the actors or more leadership promotions for the politicians involved. Every lower level of minion also gets a huge bonus or free something or other according to whatever can be used to entice them into willingly perform every dirty and foul act of violence and theft and discrimination against me. 

LIQUID SKY makes me want to cry for lack of alternative movies (and people I consider cool) I have no $$ access to.

 I was lucky to have experienced ONE SINGLE YEAR of living in the shadow of that NYC scene at SUNY PURCHASE in Westchester County, NY--just a 40 minute drive into downtown Manhattan (a few years down the road from when this film was made). In the days when wearing black was in vogue and punk was not a Green Day hype.

Liquid Sky (1982)

Monologue from film:

"You wanted to know what I am? I'm a killer...I kill with my cu*t. You can write about it in a midnight magazine. Or, the National Enquirer...isn't it fashionable? And I'll take lessons...how to get into Show Business. Be nice to your agent. Be nice to your audience. How to be a woman...how to be free and equal...f*ck women instead of men...you'll discover a whole kingdom of freedom...men won't step on you any more...women will." I must dedicate this last quote section to the females who participate in this rape enabling, oscar winning performance contract out on me that they so giddily participate in. I think the monologue encapsulates their prior experiences and how they became rapist enabling madams willing to prostitute and watch on laughing as men rape women who are not pretending they are 'in love" or "enjoying" it. Oh, this movie is too outrageous to ever become anything that H-wood would ever produce. And the Me Too! movement! So many of the women attacking me as I have written for so many years fully participate and are happy as hell to watch this happen to me while they can be promoted out of the former ruts they were in (and relationships and status as they also steal feminist ideas from me so they can latch onto this mentality but still conform to the white male rape privilege step-on and get off-jack-off circus. Note that this scene has circus music in the background played at a slow, druggy and delirious pace like the time lapse of having to live through this in the circus entertainer morbid-fantasy world that I have been dragged into as a teleportation rape object turned into contractual feeding frenzy by the rape culture "feminists and their rape orgy men (they claim they love them so much as they search for other lovers after they obtain their "freedom" by participating in this hate contract out on me).

Liquid Sky - Margaret's Black Light Monologue

Plz GAwd: get me out of that stale H-wood media rut and into the Groove! A reminiscence of those good ole art school dayz at SUNY Purchase and the usual chagrin at the grinning celebrities after yet another year of torturing me to obtain their coveted "awards". I praise those who have "won" nominations for their talents and not for their participation in illicit, illegal and criminal actions as part of this Mafia Nazi clique that keeps retaining it's grip over the main lead role circuit and awards circuit via this mafia/nazi hate contract out upon moi. I would like to see actual real competition and competency but if that is blocked and this monopoly must be endured as the symbolic representation of the "best" that the United States film Academy can offer, why can't people like me who want different ideas, different themes, different actors not have free access online to some of the hidden extraordinary talents that are invisible which are blocked somehow.

"Lady Gaga To Beyoncé: 2022 Oscar Nominations Snubs And Surprises". Newsweek. February 9, 2022.

***PS--I have not watched the above video. Is there anything to see, to watch or learn about? Not for moi. Blah blah blah goes the video about blah blah blah boring movie fodder K-rap. (Nazi mafia themes projected by Nazi Mafia controllers of mind programming machine, conglomerate, international.)

A minimum of 50% of those celebrities and perhaps their directors and pop singers--all interconnected like an incestuous band of snakes-- listed in this Newsweek article below--as potential award-recipients for this "highest" acting and film awards season have been or and still are involved in terrorist teleportation torture towards me (endlessly). Some have gone on and on for years. What I find amazing is that in at least one of the movie nominations the acting is a complete abomination of bad acting (obviously in only my opinion). The (using the generic term) actor involved was bolstered by supporting actors throughout the film, which began on a greasy sleazy shot angle of the hips/genital areas and slapping and yelling in what could be called a domestic violence interlude with the female being the aggressor. It was an expensively made film, and I think that was the point. The actor in question is a complete creepy expletive as well. It's not a good qualifier for being promoted to this height in the acting genre. I truly want to be able to access easily and for free alternative film, actors and directors instead of the same fascist Nazi fake liberal coterie of terrorists.

The ratio of people who are terrorists involved in teleporting me to non-participants is more lie a 60-40 ratio than the 50% I mentioned above. This includes pop singers and also directors and et al.

I praise those who have "won" nominations for their talents and not for their participation in illicit, illegal and criminal actions as part of this Mafia Nazi clique that keeps retaining it's grip over the main lead role circuit and awards circuit.

I would like to see actual real competition and competency but if that is blocked and this monopoly must be endured as the symbolic representation of the "best" that the United States film Academy can offer, why can't people like me who want different ideas, different themes, different actors not have free access online to some of the hidden extraordinary talents that are invisible which are blocked somehow. Just as what I write is made invisible to those looking for ideas and information on such themes as surveillance and State-sponsored torture--or just for my chance to write creative fiction, as these same people and their controllers (out of England mostly it appears) are literally stealing verbatim my writings and ideas (and then screwing me over and over for years and years, claiming they are an "entitled class" and my objections are so absolutely mute and ridiculous and criminal in fact, and in fact according to them reason for attempted murder against me if I so much as make a joke after trying to get one of them after the next off me as they cling on to get more and more free deals such as these promotions that keep pouring out and going on).

How I would like to at least have free access to real innovative films, from say film schools where creative ideas are rampant. But I truly cannot access anything but this mainstream stuff and I scoff at how only these same people of this clique are only entitled to "winning" year after year. The films really aren't very good at all, just produced with millions of dollars and high tech.

I have actually attended a New York State University system version of an art school and was familiar with independent film. There were weekend films of underground and alternative directors and actors. How I am just stuck in a miasma of this band of treacherous attackers out of that H-wood back lot torture horror shop infliction and then can't find or get access to anything online which has any kind of real interesting alternative. I can't afford to purchase any independent film subscription and even when I peruse the independent sites the films only look like the rejects for what mainstream didn't want.

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A minimum of 50% of those celebrities and perhaps their directors and pop singers--all interconnected like an incestuous band of snakes-- listed in this Newsweek article below--as potential award-recipients for this "highest" acting and film awards season have been or and still are involved in terrorist teleportation torture towards me (endlessly). Some have gone on and on for years. What I find amazing is that in at least one of the movie nominations the acting is a complete abomination of bad acting (obviously in only my opinion). The (using the generic term) actor involved was bolstered by supporting actors throughout the film, which began on a greasy sleazy shot angle of the hips/genital areas and slapping and yelling in what could be called a domestic violence interlude with the female being the aggressor. It was an expensively made film, and I think that was the point. The actor in question is a complete creepy expletive as well. It's not a good qualifier for being promoted to this height in the acting genre. I truly want to be able to access easily and for free alternative film, actors and directors instead of the same fascist Nazi fake liberal coterie of terrorists.

The ratio of people who are terrorists involved in teleporting me to non-participants is more lie a 60-40 ratio than the 50% I mentioned above. This includes pop singers and also directors and et al.

I praise those who have "won" nominations for their talents and not for their participation in illicit, illegal and criminal actions as part of this Mafia Nazi clique that keeps retaining it's grip over the main lead role circuit and awards circuit.

I would like to see actual real competition and competency but if that is blocked and this monopoly must be endured as the symbolic representation of the "best" that the United States film Academy can offer, why can't people like me who want different ideas, different themes, different actors not have free access online to some of the hidden extraordinary talents that are invisible which are blocked somehow. Just as what I write is made invisible to those looking for ideas and information on such themes as surveillance and State-sponsored torture--or just for my chance to write creative fiction, as these same people and their controllers (out of England mostly it appears) are literally stealing verbatim my writings and ideas (and then screwing me over and over for years and years, claiming they are an "entitled class" and my objections are so absolutely mute and ridiculous and criminal in fact, and in fact according to them reason for attempted murder against me if I so much as make a joke after trying to get one of them after the next off me as they cling on to get more and more free deals such as these promotions that keep pouring out and going on).

How I would like to at least have free access to real innovative films, from say film schools where creative ideas are rampant. But I truly cannot access anything but this mainstream stuff and I scoff at how only these same people of this clique are only entitled to "winning" year after year. The films really aren't very good at all, just produced with millions of dollars and high tech.

I have actually attended a New York State University system version of an art school *SUNY @ PURCHASE--and was and have been made familiar with independent film. Dynamic not static forms and formulas. There were weekend films of underground and alternative directors and actors. How I am just stuck in a miasma of this band of treacherous attackers out of that H-wood back lot torture horror shop infliction and then can't find or get access to anything online which has any kind of real interesting alternative. I can't afford to purchase any independent film subscription and even when I peruse the independent sites the films only look like the rejects for what mainstream didn't want.

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Some of the directors and films that were shown at SUNY @ Purchase---where I was only able to study for one completely awe-inspiring year at this college--but was really a Minnesota State resident and my parents balked at paying probably 10x the tuition as for Minnesota State University systems --so I had to return back (but got Edumucated at Prince University @ First Avenue--a liberal arts education you can't pay for or buy at any college not even at funky Purchase--which was conservative in comparison with the stuff that First Avenue put out--including films by Lydia Lunch prior to concerts and etc al-international bands, artists from all over the Twin Cities in fashion attire at this incredible club with all kinds of art and ideas and explorations and interpolations of life and it's wonderful explorations without fear or hate--Prince Style--classy all the way. Better than any college experience but while I was in college also studying alternative subjects because of the Feminist blast from Andrea Dworkin fighting to make pornography illegal on the University Campuses and around the Twin Cities. Oh it was a time in Minneapolis that no university could ever preach or teach as well and to such a wide-ranging free and fun audience (the feminism was not as much "fun" but was centered around harsh truth).KENNETH ANGER--Scorpio Rising and other such films were shown in the auditorium as we went out afterwards to the punk-theme dance in the auditorium--(it was the Punk era--and oh yes, was told that Basquiat hung at the SUNY Purchase campus and that form of art was in vogue while I was in the school--and thus the H-wood scene to me is both archaic and out-dated and remains like a relic of Reagan Youth now in it's decline still performing lead roles !!!~~with the same directors and producers as well. They claim they are "liberal" now. It's such a drag. I really want to have access to what I consider to be great art and not something that feels like a huge stale fart in "art".

Scorpio Rising 1964--KENNETH ANGER (and his many splendorous films, multi-colored fantastic 

origamis of light and sound and movement and fantasy and delight and despair).

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Slava Tsukerman---film professor at SUNY @PURCHASE while I attended. Director of LIQUID SKY. Beautiful and creepy but wonderfully so. It feels like time and art have regressed into a block formation of sterility when I look at these H-wood films in comparison.

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I attended SUNY @ PURCHASE 10 years after this NY Times article was published--ten years later it was more well-funded but less alternative but still wild and off-beat. 

I was of course stalked by what seems to have been the entire floor of my dorm--was that intentionally created by the planners of which wing of the dorms I was to be put in?

But I still was opened to vast new experiences but alas surrounded and drugged perpetually so I didn't get to experience people I may have really been absolutely turned on by and not turned off by (on my personal journey through that academy).

Nevertheless as to the talents of the terrorists there have been very few who reached even that level (apparently I have had no real conversations with the famous actors in the many YEARS they have teleported and terrorized me so I only see something like one or two dimensional "just following orders" abusers when I am teleported to what is now endlessly being awarded year-after-year as being "the best". I know that there are better and it's a pity and shame for the United States that such alternative artists are always being excluded and now ideas can so easily be stolen, as they have been from me by members of this group for so long with no recognition, not a thank you, only torture, mutilation and rape and violence without end. The insurrection of January 6, 2020 reaches many other levels of society than just the distributed videos of ransacking thugs breaking into the Capital Building. The tentacles of power gripping each and every single strand of power was put as the anchor for the outward extremity of the eruption of violence on that day, which remains as a kind of anomaly to some in America and not as a RESULT of various types of fascist overtake of many other areas of society.

A funky 70's NY Times article about the fledgling new arts school of Purchase, which I attended 10 years later after it had been more fully funded and was thus a more superficial "alternative" scene (Basqiat had hung out, for free of course, and was gone a few years prior to my one year at that school living in the dorms--and he only hung at the student apartments and not the dorky dorms).

It was the student films from SUNY Purchase that were most intriguing to me and of course I have no access to any independent student film (for free) online, or I would not be wasting my time with the H-wood stuff which is so awful and violent and boring. The comedies are extremely racist in the H-wood films, usually (90% or more of the time) depicting blonde (Nazi, in my opinion) women or of the Nazi appearance "falling in love" and only they have a light and fun time in life according to film (and the Nazi Mafia really want to ensure that this happens in real life, making misery as much as they can for any targeted person or group so only THEY can be depicted in all things as having the best and having the most fun). I lived my life with the objective to have as much fun and also to work and play as well as possible--the best in life--and have been poisoned, tortured and mutilated as a result because I was succeeding in this endeavor and in other areas as well and that can't be tolerated by the constrictors. This entire philosophy unravels all other dimensions of any other competing paradigm both in film and also in real life, if the mafia Nazis can get away with it (and they are with these technologies and the implicit and tacit approval of all government officials even those of the "under privileged" classes who are privileged by the time they play the game and perform the square dance for the boxed in realities that are continuously cranked out to the public with very little alternative realities or constructions of art to rely upon unless you are lucky enough to live in a place which is now very watered down in that respect--i.e. Greenwich Village--all has already been usurped and taken over, the alternative scene. My music station out of NY University has been partially sponsored by one of the mafia "Italian-American" directors who has been a part of this terror contract out on me, and the radio station has declined in the extent of it's alternative DJ's into mainstream and horrible programming to the point that I almost always cannot listen to any of the recent years (since 2016) and the music is becoming like horrid versions of wanna be capitalizing on alternative culture horrible musical K-rap. It's the same with the culture. But luckily I was able to experience the last remaining dregs of the alternative but it really had been bought out and compromised and turned into fake altruism, which is similar to H-wood.