Saturday, February 19, 2022

LIQUID SKY makes me want to cry for lack of alternative movies (and people I consider cool) I have no $$ access to.

 I was lucky to have experienced ONE SINGLE YEAR of living in the shadow of that NYC scene at SUNY PURCHASE in Westchester County, NY--just a 40 minute drive into downtown Manhattan (a few years down the road from when this film was made). In the days when wearing black was in vogue and punk was not a Green Day hype.



Monologue from film:

"You wanted to know what I am? I'm a killer...I kill with my cu*t. You can write about it in a midnight magazine. Or, the National Enquirer...isn't it fashionable? And I'll take lessons...how to get into Show Business. Be nice to your agent. Be nice to your audience. How to be a woman...how to be free and equal...f*ck women instead of men...you'll discover a whole kingdom of freedom...men won't step on you any more...women will." I must dedicate this last quote section to the females who participate in this rape enabling, oscar winning performance contract out on me that they so giddily participate in. I think the monologue encapsulates their prior experiences and how they became rapist enabling madams willing to prostitute and watch on laughing as men rape women who are not pretending they are 'in love" or "enjoying" it. Oh, this movie is too outrageous to ever become anything that H-wood would ever produce. And the Me Too! movement! So many of the women attacking me as I have written for so many years fully participate and are happy as hell to watch this happen to me while they can be promoted out of the former ruts they were in (and relationships and status as they also steal feminist ideas from me so they can latch onto this mentality but still conform to the white male rape privilege step-on and get off-jack-off circus. Note that this scene has circus music in the background played at a slow, druggy and delirious pace like the time lapse of having to live through this in the circus entertainer morbid-fantasy world that I have been dragged into as a teleportation rape object turned into contractual feeding frenzy by the rape culture "feminists and their rape orgy men (they claim they love them so much as they search for other lovers after they obtain their "freedom" by participating in this hate contract out on me).




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After my internet worked perfectly, my computer operated as it should have been doing all these decades, for one single day they took more of my money in the never-ending fight for my life to not be "enslaved" with torture, rape, block of all finances abuse hate people surrounding me night and day with hate and abuse---I wrote about 6 days of spending 6 then 8 then 12 then 24 hours doing resets and recovery functions, deleting all files doing all I could to get connection for the 10 minutes necessary to make one phone call to a business in a far different time zone--critical for me, and they never answered my emails requesting information. The internet and computer worked perfectly yesterday for the few hours I was forced to spend money I need for survival to try to get out of a treacherous situation of mail being literally blocked--as has happened with all mail services literally I have used for decades, every singe one has openly discriminated, lied about mail, not reported mail, I have lost money and now my income due to it, they go off laughing being congratulated. Trying yet again, and the internet and computer worked perfectly yesterday. This morning turning the router off, clearing the 700 files hacked into my system, restarting 8 times in 90 minutes, turning the computer and router on and off waiting for the spinning to stop clearing the cache--took over 20 minutes to just clear the files in c-drive. The signal came on for 30 seconds then more turning the computer on and off. I have ONE MORE phone call to make next week, after 10 days of being told I had a deadline for my money situation in which I have spent sub-sub-poverty income savings from years of putting money away--literally years and years of doing this to try to avert what is happening now. The situations I dealt with yesterday in trying to obtain another secure mail system was met with literal lying by the AI chat bot---the people who responded from the company took my money and were unhelpful with information which I requested, leaving me vulnerable to their attacks once more to cut my income off. I phoned social security I was hung up on and then the next person who answered was gruff, nasty was coughing into the phone---the ubiquitous signal of the terror regime global operation, a triggering signal as well. I was about to hang up to try again and he already knew what I was going to do with the voice-to-skull thought-reading technology so he answered that he would perform the one task after rude, nasty abusive interrogation which I responded to with polite pleasantry, met with a sighing "ok" and he had brought up my money having been cut off (the operation conducted upon me 6 months before the Doge committee began openly to "purge" society of those they want to cull--beginning with me, perhaps the very first victim of doge before they were institutionalized as an entity. I was then rudely treated but finalized what I need to do, with this man almost yelling at me that I had to pay all I had in my bank account or they would never reinstitue my money. they had sent me a letter in April stating that my money had been reinstated. They sent me an email in my social security account last week telling me to pay up before a certain date next week or the final deadline would ensue in...they would not say, but giving me 10 days to fight to obtain information. My mail service lied and told me many things and I asked them if mail had arrived in the months of me writing every week if mail had arrived, being told nothing had happened and for years they refused to even respond to my many emails requesting information. Phoning them was met by racist slurs on my last name in dumbing down pretense of stupidity---unable to speak or write English (in Miami) writing "Knew Mail" etc in the subject line of emails for letters threatening (my income my life) by those agencies under command of their central committee "in the cloud" I guess is where it exists.// I still have to pay and pay for the money my family sent me under absolutely terrorist conditions of sending emails from lawyers brimming with obvious malware the instant I opened their group email (all family members now have my email address they have been hacking in non-stop for years) and sending wrong files and all the problems they cause--the family members who greedily had grasped for more and more from my mother's mommy christmas money font as she was paying them to be seen with blonde people on vacations--endless money poured into the children of my siblings who married into firmly entrenched 4th reich, mostly not "Jewish" people who are openly racist every chance they get (to get more free deals, my family has been a magnet for these types and the mutual partnership is my family being allowed to live in mansions on a hill--the most violent of my brothers in California, his children rushing to abuse and exploit me first, the blondes sent me messages stating after mommy christman (grandma christmas) died, they no longer had her as the portal to leech off for endless free gifts, global vacations, etc I was left to rot and die fighting for my life to have poisoning stopped while my family screamed that I was lying I had no physical problems I was mentally ill, etc making it up. I told them that social security does not make up handing people total chronic disability categorization as I have been, after waiting for over a year to obtain this "bounteous" endowment of sub-sub-poverty income, unsustainable. I was kept alive being slowly poisoned and abused to death but they need me alive to do exactly what they are doing now, attacking me with vicious murderous hate and abuse and lovingly looking at the nazi abuser murderous genocidal haters they have always handed me over to; they get promotions beyond belief. The H-wood 4th reich Nazi cartel is like a bonanza gold mine find for them, through years of me being tortured for information and idea extraction all internet blocked all hacked all ideas stolen as they have me raped and poisoned and mutilated and tortured into old age--fighting and fighting, writing what would happen if Americans continued to allow them to go on and on, and it has come to pass, has transpired now in full glorified hate attacks the audiences are cheering their heroes for building American concentration camps which will be used for further culling of the population in the future not just "immigrants"//but alas, no one cares as I have been told and have seen, not many at all, that is for sure. The rhetoric being used to sway and brainwash the public is so convincing.

  They want me now to pay all the money my family begrudgingly sent me as lure to get the blonde children of my sister into more free deals ...