Saturday, February 19, 2022

LIQUID SKY makes me want to cry for lack of alternative movies (and people I consider cool) I have no $$ access to.

 I was lucky to have experienced ONE SINGLE YEAR of living in the shadow of that NYC scene at SUNY PURCHASE in Westchester County, NY--just a 40 minute drive into downtown Manhattan (a few years down the road from when this film was made). In the days when wearing black was in vogue and punk was not a Green Day hype.


Liquid Sky (1982)





Monologue from film:

"You wanted to know what I am? I'm a killer...I kill with my cu*t. You can write about it in a midnight magazine. Or, the National Enquirer...isn't it fashionable? And I'll take lessons...how to get into Show Business. Be nice to your agent. Be nice to your audience. How to be a woman...how to be free and equal...f*ck women instead of men...you'll discover a whole kingdom of freedom...men won't step on you any more...women will." I must dedicate this last quote section to the females who participate in this rape enabling, oscar winning performance contract out on me that they so giddily participate in. I think the monologue encapsulates their prior experiences and how they became rapist enabling madams willing to prostitute and watch on laughing as men rape women who are not pretending they are 'in love" or "enjoying" it. Oh, this movie is too outrageous to ever become anything that H-wood would ever produce. And the Me Too! movement! So many of the women attacking me as I have written for so many years fully participate and are happy as hell to watch this happen to me while they can be promoted out of the former ruts they were in (and relationships and status as they also steal feminist ideas from me so they can latch onto this mentality but still conform to the white male rape privilege step-on and get off-jack-off circus. Note that this scene has circus music in the background played at a slow, druggy and delirious pace like the time lapse of having to live through this in the circus entertainer morbid-fantasy world that I have been dragged into as a teleportation rape object turned into contractual feeding frenzy by the rape culture "feminists and their rape orgy men (they claim they love them so much as they search for other lovers after they obtain their "freedom" by participating in this hate contract out on me).



Liquid Sky - Margaret's Black Light Monologue




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Mutilation: Last night in deep sleep after having (artificially induced via torture invasive microchip implant technology in combination interface with extreme drugging and various other tech and drug and in deep sleep state immobility and self-defensive capability)---stomach digestive substances literally almost spewing out of my mouth in deep sleep state (this can be done with the microchip implants along my spine, into my brain, my esophagus which renders my body susceptible to many attacks which are murderous---but dredging up digestive "juices" from my digestive tract while in deep sleep state is one of the attacks which they intended to make me spew it all over my head covering last night which would have been almost like acidic vomit spewed over the many layers of protection so they can't gouge my gum tissue out again, loosen my teeth by smashing into them ---and of course, I feel nothing and they are teleporting me in this deep sleep state to other locations where I am called "ugly" and abused by their hate minions, most of whom are probably looking for a job or a role in their "empire" they have built around this contract out on me). That was only a precursor to me having not spewed it out but the peristaltic action forced into my intestinal tract lead to detox of the poisons lodged somehow in conjunction with the elimination process so I began detoxing hard poisons and then horrific liquid poisons in the middle of the night because they had spurred this digestive system--normally this may occur in the morning upon having coffee or some other stimulant purgative drink or exercise (rare) and thus I was shitting diarrhea out while my head was covered my feet bound in many layers to stop them from nightly cutting out the cuticles around my large toes, which they have kept almost falling off by slicing the cuticles literally off from around each large toe--this has gone on more than 6 years on a nightly basis despite wearing similar layers of protection to try to stop this and never succeeding because of the ability to read my thoughts, monitor literally all I think and do, with night time vision visual technology and this thought-hacking they know what I am doing to protect. They have ways of concealing their egress so I can never tell if I am healing or if they have sliced off more the injuries are so permanently scarred into my body as I fight every day to protect my body). //Gouging and slicing into my cuticles, mostly severed off on fingers and toes, continues. I put on first a pair of opera gloves which extend to my biceps. Then rubber band around the wrist because two cut off circulation (or had at the beginning of this new attempt to stop the destruction of my hands which has been ongoing since 2011 and has not stopped for a single night or day except for the few, rare occassions I try out a new protection set of gloves, socks, compression socks, rubber bands, tie-around strings, rubber gloves, etc which get pulled out of place and thin razor sharp instruments get under the long-sleeve contraption I hand-sewed to protect all these layers--they use this flexible mechanical arm to get under the opera gloves, under the next pair of work gloves with rubber coating so they can't slice through the material to slice into fingers and destroy severing out completely cutibles, leaving huge red welts around every finger and nails black, dead and I can't use my hands and fingers to do things which require minutia any longer. ) then there are wrap-around with velcro wrist bands, and I must gauge whether to painfully cut off circulation by tighetning as much as possible because as the night wears on, the pressure does cut off blood flow until I am in such pain I wake up in the drugged state (I am drugged every time they assault me so I am always in a mind control vice mentally upon waking as the teams of celebrities--now their new leader and the new empire which seems to be on teh axis

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