Saturday, February 19, 2022

Plz GAwd: get me out of that stale H-wood media rut and into the Groove! A reminiscence of those good ole art school dayz at SUNY Purchase and the usual chagrin at the grinning celebrities after yet another year of torturing me to obtain their coveted "awards". I praise those who have "won" nominations for their talents and not for their participation in illicit, illegal and criminal actions as part of this Mafia Nazi clique that keeps retaining it's grip over the main lead role circuit and awards circuit via this mafia/nazi hate contract out upon moi. I would like to see actual real competition and competency but if that is blocked and this monopoly must be endured as the symbolic representation of the "best" that the United States film Academy can offer, why can't people like me who want different ideas, different themes, different actors not have free access online to some of the hidden extraordinary talents that are invisible which are blocked somehow.



***PS--I have not watched the above video. Is there anything to see, to watch or learn about? Not for moi. Blah blah blah goes the video about blah blah blah boring movie fodder K-rap. (Nazi mafia themes projected by Nazi Mafia controllers of mind programming machine, conglomerate, international.)


A minimum of 50% of those celebrities and perhaps their directors and pop singers--all interconnected like an incestuous band of snakes-- listed in this Newsweek article below--as potential award-recipients for this "highest" acting and film awards season have been or and still are involved in terrorist teleportation torture towards me (endlessly). Some have gone on and on for years. What I find amazing is that in at least one of the movie nominations the acting is a complete abomination of bad acting (obviously in only my opinion). The (using the generic term) actor involved was bolstered by supporting actors throughout the film, which began on a greasy sleazy shot angle of the hips/genital areas and slapping and yelling in what could be called a domestic violence interlude with the female being the aggressor. It was an expensively made film, and I think that was the point. The actor in question is a complete creepy expletive as well. It's not a good qualifier for being promoted to this height in the acting genre. I truly want to be able to access easily and for free alternative film, actors and directors instead of the same fascist Nazi fake liberal coterie of terrorists.

The ratio of people who are terrorists involved in teleporting me to non-participants is more lie a 60-40 ratio than the 50% I mentioned above. This includes pop singers and also directors and et al.

I praise those who have "won" nominations for their talents and not for their participation in illicit, illegal and criminal actions as part of this Mafia Nazi clique that keeps retaining it's grip over the main lead role circuit and awards circuit.
I would like to see actual real competition and competency but if that is blocked and this monopoly must be endured as the symbolic representation of the "best" that the United States film Academy can offer, why can't people like me who want different ideas, different themes, different actors not have free access online to some of the hidden extraordinary talents that are invisible which are blocked somehow. Just as what I write is made invisible to those looking for ideas and information on such themes as surveillance and State-sponsored torture--or just for my chance to write creative fiction, as these same people and their controllers (out of England mostly it appears) are literally stealing verbatim my writings and ideas (and then screwing me over and over for years and years, claiming they are an "entitled class" and my objections are so absolutely mute and ridiculous and criminal in fact, and in fact according to them reason for attempted murder against me if I so much as make a joke after trying to get one of them after the next off me as they cling on to get more and more free deals such as these promotions that keep pouring out and going on).

How I would like to at least have free access to real innovative films, from say film schools where creative ideas are rampant. But I truly cannot access anything but this mainstream stuff and I scoff at how only these same people of this clique are only entitled to "winning" year after year. The films really aren't very good at all, just produced with millions of dollars and high tech.

I have actually attended a New York State University system version of an art school and was familiar with independent film. There were weekend films of underground and alternative directors and actors. How I am just stuck in a miasma of this band of treacherous attackers out of that H-wood back lot torture horror shop infliction and then can't find or get access to anything online which has any kind of real interesting alternative. I can't afford to purchase any independent film subscription and even when I peruse the independent sites the films only look like the rejects for what mainstream didn't want.
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A minimum of 50% of those celebrities and perhaps their directors and pop singers--all interconnected like an incestuous band of snakes-- listed in this Newsweek article below--as potential award-recipients for this "highest" acting and film awards season have been or and still are involved in terrorist teleportation torture towards me (endlessly). Some have gone on and on for years. What I find amazing is that in at least one of the movie nominations the acting is a complete abomination of bad acting (obviously in only my opinion). The (using the generic term) actor involved was bolstered by supporting actors throughout the film, which began on a greasy sleazy shot angle of the hips/genital areas and slapping and yelling in what could be called a domestic violence interlude with the female being the aggressor. It was an expensively made film, and I think that was the point. The actor in question is a complete creepy expletive as well. It's not a good qualifier for being promoted to this height in the acting genre. I truly want to be able to access easily and for free alternative film, actors and directors instead of the same fascist Nazi fake liberal coterie of terrorists.
The ratio of people who are terrorists involved in teleporting me to non-participants is more lie a 60-40 ratio than the 50% I mentioned above. This includes pop singers and also directors and et al.
I praise those who have "won" nominations for their talents and not for their participation in illicit, illegal and criminal actions as part of this Mafia Nazi clique that keeps retaining it's grip over the main lead role circuit and awards circuit.
I would like to see actual real competition and competency but if that is blocked and this monopoly must be endured as the symbolic representation of the "best" that the United States film Academy can offer, why can't people like me who want different ideas, different themes, different actors not have free access online to some of the hidden extraordinary talents that are invisible which are blocked somehow. Just as what I write is made invisible to those looking for ideas and information on such themes as surveillance and State-sponsored torture--or just for my chance to write creative fiction, as these same people and their controllers (out of England mostly it appears) are literally stealing verbatim my writings and ideas (and then screwing me over and over for years and years, claiming they are an "entitled class" and my objections are so absolutely mute and ridiculous and criminal in fact, and in fact according to them reason for attempted murder against me if I so much as make a joke after trying to get one of them after the next off me as they cling on to get more and more free deals such as these promotions that keep pouring out and going on).
How I would like to at least have free access to real innovative films, from say film schools where creative ideas are rampant. But I truly cannot access anything but this mainstream stuff and I scoff at how only these same people of this clique are only entitled to "winning" year after year. The films really aren't very good at all, just produced with millions of dollars and high tech.
I have actually attended a New York State University system version of an art school *SUNY @ PURCHASE--and was and have been made familiar with independent film. Dynamic not static forms and formulas. There were weekend films of underground and alternative directors and actors. How I am just stuck in a miasma of this band of treacherous attackers out of that H-wood back lot torture horror shop infliction and then can't find or get access to anything online which has any kind of real interesting alternative. I can't afford to purchase any independent film subscription and even when I peruse the independent sites the films only look like the rejects for what mainstream didn't want.
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Some of the directors and films that were shown at SUNY @ Purchase---where I was only able to study for one completely awe-inspiring year at this college--but was really a Minnesota State resident and my parents balked at paying probably 10x the tuition as for Minnesota State University systems --so I had to return back (but got Edumucated at Prince University @ First Avenue--a liberal arts education you can't pay for or buy at any college not even at funky Purchase--which was conservative in comparison with the stuff that First Avenue put out--including films by Lydia Lunch prior to concerts and etc al-international bands, artists from all over the Twin Cities in fashion attire at this incredible club with all kinds of art and ideas and explorations and interpolations of life and it's wonderful explorations without fear or hate--Prince Style--classy all the way. Better than any college experience but while I was in college also studying alternative subjects because of the Feminist blast from Andrea Dworkin fighting to make pornography illegal on the University Campuses and around the Twin Cities. Oh it was a time in Minneapolis that no university could ever preach or teach as well and to such a wide-ranging free and fun audience (the feminism was not as much "fun" but was centered around harsh truth).KENNETH ANGER--Scorpio Rising and other such films were shown in the auditorium as we went out afterwards to the punk-theme dance in the auditorium--(it was the Punk era--and oh yes, was told that Basquiat hung at the SUNY Purchase campus and that form of art was in vogue while I was in the school--and thus the H-wood scene to me is both archaic and out-dated and remains like a relic of Reagan Youth now in it's decline still performing lead roles !!!~~with the same directors and producers as well. They claim they are "liberal" now. It's such a drag. I really want to have access to what I consider to be great art and not something that feels like a huge stale fart in "art".





It was the student films from SUNY Purchase that were most intriguing to me and of course I have no access to any independent student film (for free) online, or I would not be wasting my time with the H-wood stuff which is so awful and violent and boring. The comedies are extremely racist in the H-wood films, usually (90% or more of the time) depicting blonde (Nazi, in my opinion) women or of the Nazi appearance "falling in love" and only they have a light and fun time in life according to film (and the Nazi Mafia really want to ensure that this happens in real life, making misery as much as they can for any targeted person or group so only THEY can be depicted in all things as having the best and having the most fun). I lived my life with the objective to have as much fun and also to work and play as well as possible--the best in life--and have been poisoned, tortured and mutilated as a result because I was succeeding in this endeavor and in other areas as well and that can't be tolerated by the constrictors. This entire philosophy unravels all other dimensions of any other competing paradigm both in film and also in real life, if the mafia Nazis can get away with it (and they are with these technologies and the implicit and tacit approval of all government officials even those of the "under privileged" classes who are privileged by the time they play the game and perform the square dance for the boxed in realities that are continuously cranked out to the public with very little alternative realities or constructions of art to rely upon unless you are lucky enough to live in a place which is now very watered down in that respect--i.e. Greenwich Village--all has already been usurped and taken over, the alternative scene. My music station out of NY University has been partially sponsored by one of the mafia "Italian-American" directors who has been a part of this terror contract out on me, and the radio station has declined in the extent of it's alternative DJ's into mainstream and horrible programming to the point that I almost always cannot listen to any of the recent years (since 2016) and the music is becoming like horrid versions of wanna be capitalizing on alternative culture horrible musical K-rap. It's the same with the culture. But luckily I was able to experience the last remaining dregs of the alternative but it really had been bought out and compromised and turned into fake altruism, which is similar to H-wood.

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Simulation of domestic violence from sleazy filthy creeps--your heroes your celebrity shit out of london, germany and california trying all to appear compassionate and intellectual but sleazy and rotten inactuality; In order---according to this disgusting "system" imposed on me, every law, every constitutional right not merely abridged but decimated by the entire united states government and most of it's people (yes you) (and please note, additionally I am unable to think with much clarity my brain is under non-stop attack in this position where I fight to pound letters out-the keyboard attacked simultaneously so it's impossible for me to write succinctly or with cognitive finesse--just ranting for the most part but being tortured to death and then exploied to death is gruesome and agonizing plus not being able to articulate it adds to the frustration and rage--the pigs have it all worked out (the pig rat ape whores they are all so disgusting and really rotten "evil"--and "they" encompasses the "liberal progressives" who rush to join in the nazi brood--the socialist and communist branches of fascist nazism and fascism in general---) so there is not a single person still and more running for government under the guise of "change"from the usual don't' believe the bs they are rotten to the core fully aligned with the rise of the 4th REich nazi death squad machinery but out of desperation and income inequality they will usher in nazi socialistm so whether left or right the outcome will be the 4th reich; this system of persecution surveillance and mutilation torture poisoning and murder will continue to expand under shit like musk et al but newscome out of californication has been slated as the Hegelian Dialectic "hero" rescuing america from "trump"what a sleazy sick violent and genocidal fascist bigot he truly is; like the shit and filth out of whorewood the white nazi trash all multi millionaires they have brown and blackies surrounding them people associate that with "not racist" it's the epitome of racism it is the new plantation master-slave society but the slaves who project enslavement and gyrating sex slave happy to be servicing with my p&&s$ are part of the "plan" plus the fake hip hop "fighting racism" but ultimately servicing as violent abusers for their white masters (the latter the males for the most part or females calling themselves "queens" but the former mostly confined to the females who are all viciously antissemitic becaues they are told through endless incentives that turning force amplifier for whitey master will bring them grammies and oscars especailly if they dye their hair blonde--and a bevy of other minorities have played the same hand. THis is the opposition to trump underway this is the real prime time real news evverything else is a performance show. so impossible to type the hacking and malware is making this impossible I am backspacing and pounding so hard the keyboard is being damaged so I will stop I literally am unable to type any longer due to hacking when will you goddamn do-nothing creeple sheeple et all out there every do anything to stop this overtake by nazi fascists of the united states government?//filthy newscum old boy scum running as "democracy" advocate shithead creep can be welcomed by the nazi 4th reich as american president, he came once more, since last july when I changed address to california and then supported his redistricting prop 50, this heinous leech abuser sexual assault scumbag old boy scum has had men rape, torture, beat and that is only in conjunction with the years of his passive approval with pig-lousy the house speaker rushing to join with shit-negger the former nazi governor who has brought so many europigape nazis into california that it is literally run by europigape nazis and all thed filth of whorewood and in congress must "bow' to nazis (i.e. german shit who are not even wealthy, educated just connexted to the money of diamler benz the manufacturing in stuttgart, for example and I know these jerk off scum shit and met them years ago and know them and have been victim of their gang rape mk ultra attacks, so similar in nature to epstein island but using tech to protect and conceal theiir filthy vile predatory) the shit came to extract more ideas and then abuse, insult and leave me cleaning up literally piles of sitnking filth, my home so destroyed it is grotesquely filthy and broken from years of their brown slave dirty creeps destroying plus white nazi eurotrash telling their stupid slaves what to do; there is old boy newscum with his plantatiion in california built in part by shit-negger and then pig-lousy his family relative by marriage building up a nazi center of political cohesion into american politics, being touted as the next viable candidate for shit rotten lack of leadership but with an arsenal of whorewood plastic surgery and script writers to conceal how sick and rotten he truly is.//For the endless day in a row this filth creep has brought fascist nazis to either rape, torture to get their free deals ultimately for his career explosion which happened the month he began torturing me once I changed address--"believing" in the bs he was spewing about democracy and how heinous trump is--all a deception total bs lies this filthy creep is another a$$-worshipping slave for the trump plantation an underling hired scumbag to represent the emerging "socialist" nazi democratic side to authoritarianism. Merging with the german shithead endlessly in this group, was mandami the scum grease stain and one day this will emerge because I wonder how long he can front fake greasy smiles and say the scripts that people are yearning to hear (free things the impoverished due to trump and biden policies destroying their income sustainability?). Etc etc the examples are many but this is the "left" right now in particular the PROGRESSIVEES who are the Socialist/Communist force of nazi (National Socialistm=Nazi meaning it's a phonetic adaptation in german of national socialism german workers party it was shortened to nazi)//Tortured and abused by the gang of scum, shit and filth whorewood plus old boy scum for ideas about a film they tortured me to obtain the original idea from; all done while I was in deep sleep nascent waking state (this morning, more information for the shit, trash pig whore apes who have raped, completely mutilated my body had my uterus partially severed out then blocked money I had no way to pay for even decent food as they tortrured me into old age, then sliced my cuticles out--non-stop for over 15 years almost every night my fingers are ocmpletely mutilated as are my hands--red pimple scars from chemicals they poured on my legs, and arms and then tatooing the bumps into my skin--nothing gets it out. My hair almost bald huge pathes of hair literally follicles removed while in deep sleep and unable to wake. The shit English filth came to get moe ideas because they are hateful ugly and blank and for years they have obtained HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF DOLLARS IN PRIZES FOR MY IDEAS they literally stole from my writings and from my then incessant torture to obtain more ideas; this year because I stopped writing my ideas which have been used as their concepts, written in such short nothingness incapable of creating anything the hacking is unbelievable I am unable to write, function and the attacks on my brain and body render me incapable of doing much almost all day, every day in agony from hard poisons latched in every direction into my spine as they abuse and abuse and yell and rape and beat and torture me every day. This morning upon the first gleam of consciousness, once more artificially awoken by the attack on my nervous system plus non-stop DRUGGING so they can extract ideas and then obtain truth reaction so I can't disguies or control my RAGE from more information the "truth serum" drugging made it literally impossible for me to stop telling them the ideas for their upcoming civil war movie which they will, as they have done for over 15 years actually 20 from their English Crown associate Moynihan this filth scum rapist wealthy white trash pig creep, associated with dumb whorren mirrage and her irish stew filth rapist scumbag endlessly starring in movies since having attacked me back in 2012 funding shitalina and ape pitt for their movies based on MY IDEAS for years and years and years and years my ideas furnishing them with oscars for years and years (or nomination) NO MONEY FOR ME. After I began to scream to get off me as usual every single day trying not to react not to divulge information but impossible in endless paralysis, shittin poison out day after day that these filth apes put in, my money so depleted my living space FILTHY BROKEN DOWN endlessly cleaning unbelievable stinkin filth from my body and my livin space their dirty brown and black minority slaves pour in, then their black ceelbrity slaves and politicians (old boy scum especially has a californication plantation slave system which america yearns to spread across the country this system plantation all smiling uncles and aunties servicing to live in the big house with whitey nazi as they viciously attack me for their prizes and for the essential murder of me). They will give me not even a thank you, as they j ust insulted me after about 2 hours of incredible information they obtained from me. I divultged years of research in Albert Pike from the Morals and Dogma Freemason fame (KKK founder it has been said) and then the russians sending ships to aid lincoln then the internatation new order which ensured out of reconstruction (there was collaboration with europigapes italians pre-mussolini fascism and also germany the pre-nazi era, of course working with the south) and more--the stupid ugly dirty pieces of shit sat there as I scrfeamed to stop asking me for ideas and once they obtained 2 hours of incredible info they abused insulted and then I saw that another piece of white clothing was stained yellow brown which I had hung up last night perfectly clean--. The filth pigs then go off smirkin with fuckin newsom the rotten scum who sent the german nazis to rape and assault me after the english shit sat with that ugly dirty filthy creep to rape beat and yell death threats for 16 hours per day, asking for ideas afterwqards then insulting me instantly afterwards, theynb coming back to get more ideas. Only stinking filth poure dinto my room and insults and poverty no money they remain blocking my DISABILITY which they all created upon me aqnd then were killing me with re-poisoning as they sit smug and just trying to suck my life out completely every day turned old and broken from this shit never ending. And sill, not a single anythikng from this filthy defunct government of shit and crap my years of having b een exposed to these filthy p0oliticians on all sides is so alarmingly similar to the shit of american and the rest of the world--the "new world order" whichj I would put the movie centering around the ostracization of mary todd lincoln because she was not a fascist nazi and her husband as well-but the nazis rose up in reconstruction that is what I would want to creat they of course would glorify their naizi establishemtn putting their filthy dirty meaningless stupid shit selves into the heroic roles giving me nothing but just moe slow torture to death. My body completely broken down as they extract everything out of me like a huge group of leeches surrounding me because of this fuckin shit government handing worthless parasits glorified for their plastic surgery psychoopathic posturing by you idiots out there.

  Just by the way (with so much effort to type pound this out, and my brain put into ranting hyperbolic mode hysteria after hours of pig scu...