Saturday, February 19, 2022

Plz GAwd: get me out of that stale H-wood media rut and into the Groove! A reminiscence of those good ole art school dayz at SUNY Purchase and the usual chagrin at the grinning celebrities after yet another year of torturing me to obtain their coveted "awards". I praise those who have "won" nominations for their talents and not for their participation in illicit, illegal and criminal actions as part of this Mafia Nazi clique that keeps retaining it's grip over the main lead role circuit and awards circuit via this mafia/nazi hate contract out upon moi. I would like to see actual real competition and competency but if that is blocked and this monopoly must be endured as the symbolic representation of the "best" that the United States film Academy can offer, why can't people like me who want different ideas, different themes, different actors not have free access online to some of the hidden extraordinary talents that are invisible which are blocked somehow.

"Lady Gaga To Beyoncé: 2022 Oscar Nominations Snubs And Surprises". Newsweek. February 9, 2022.




***PS--I have not watched the above video. Is there anything to see, to watch or learn about? Not for moi. Blah blah blah goes the video about blah blah blah boring movie fodder K-rap. (Nazi mafia themes projected by Nazi Mafia controllers of mind programming machine, conglomerate, international.)


A minimum of 50% of those celebrities and perhaps their directors and pop singers--all interconnected like an incestuous band of snakes-- listed in this Newsweek article below--as potential award-recipients for this "highest" acting and film awards season have been or and still are involved in terrorist teleportation torture towards me (endlessly). Some have gone on and on for years. What I find amazing is that in at least one of the movie nominations the acting is a complete abomination of bad acting (obviously in only my opinion). The (using the generic term) actor involved was bolstered by supporting actors throughout the film, which began on a greasy sleazy shot angle of the hips/genital areas and slapping and yelling in what could be called a domestic violence interlude with the female being the aggressor. It was an expensively made film, and I think that was the point. The actor in question is a complete creepy expletive as well. It's not a good qualifier for being promoted to this height in the acting genre. I truly want to be able to access easily and for free alternative film, actors and directors instead of the same fascist Nazi fake liberal coterie of terrorists.

The ratio of people who are terrorists involved in teleporting me to non-participants is more lie a 60-40 ratio than the 50% I mentioned above. This includes pop singers and also directors and et al.

I praise those who have "won" nominations for their talents and not for their participation in illicit, illegal and criminal actions as part of this Mafia Nazi clique that keeps retaining it's grip over the main lead role circuit and awards circuit.
I would like to see actual real competition and competency but if that is blocked and this monopoly must be endured as the symbolic representation of the "best" that the United States film Academy can offer, why can't people like me who want different ideas, different themes, different actors not have free access online to some of the hidden extraordinary talents that are invisible which are blocked somehow. Just as what I write is made invisible to those looking for ideas and information on such themes as surveillance and State-sponsored torture--or just for my chance to write creative fiction, as these same people and their controllers (out of England mostly it appears) are literally stealing verbatim my writings and ideas (and then screwing me over and over for years and years, claiming they are an "entitled class" and my objections are so absolutely mute and ridiculous and criminal in fact, and in fact according to them reason for attempted murder against me if I so much as make a joke after trying to get one of them after the next off me as they cling on to get more and more free deals such as these promotions that keep pouring out and going on).

How I would like to at least have free access to real innovative films, from say film schools where creative ideas are rampant. But I truly cannot access anything but this mainstream stuff and I scoff at how only these same people of this clique are only entitled to "winning" year after year. The films really aren't very good at all, just produced with millions of dollars and high tech.

I have actually attended a New York State University system version of an art school and was familiar with independent film. There were weekend films of underground and alternative directors and actors. How I am just stuck in a miasma of this band of treacherous attackers out of that H-wood back lot torture horror shop infliction and then can't find or get access to anything online which has any kind of real interesting alternative. I can't afford to purchase any independent film subscription and even when I peruse the independent sites the films only look like the rejects for what mainstream didn't want.
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A minimum of 50% of those celebrities and perhaps their directors and pop singers--all interconnected like an incestuous band of snakes-- listed in this Newsweek article below--as potential award-recipients for this "highest" acting and film awards season have been or and still are involved in terrorist teleportation torture towards me (endlessly). Some have gone on and on for years. What I find amazing is that in at least one of the movie nominations the acting is a complete abomination of bad acting (obviously in only my opinion). The (using the generic term) actor involved was bolstered by supporting actors throughout the film, which began on a greasy sleazy shot angle of the hips/genital areas and slapping and yelling in what could be called a domestic violence interlude with the female being the aggressor. It was an expensively made film, and I think that was the point. The actor in question is a complete creepy expletive as well. It's not a good qualifier for being promoted to this height in the acting genre. I truly want to be able to access easily and for free alternative film, actors and directors instead of the same fascist Nazi fake liberal coterie of terrorists.
The ratio of people who are terrorists involved in teleporting me to non-participants is more lie a 60-40 ratio than the 50% I mentioned above. This includes pop singers and also directors and et al.
I praise those who have "won" nominations for their talents and not for their participation in illicit, illegal and criminal actions as part of this Mafia Nazi clique that keeps retaining it's grip over the main lead role circuit and awards circuit.
I would like to see actual real competition and competency but if that is blocked and this monopoly must be endured as the symbolic representation of the "best" that the United States film Academy can offer, why can't people like me who want different ideas, different themes, different actors not have free access online to some of the hidden extraordinary talents that are invisible which are blocked somehow. Just as what I write is made invisible to those looking for ideas and information on such themes as surveillance and State-sponsored torture--or just for my chance to write creative fiction, as these same people and their controllers (out of England mostly it appears) are literally stealing verbatim my writings and ideas (and then screwing me over and over for years and years, claiming they are an "entitled class" and my objections are so absolutely mute and ridiculous and criminal in fact, and in fact according to them reason for attempted murder against me if I so much as make a joke after trying to get one of them after the next off me as they cling on to get more and more free deals such as these promotions that keep pouring out and going on).
How I would like to at least have free access to real innovative films, from say film schools where creative ideas are rampant. But I truly cannot access anything but this mainstream stuff and I scoff at how only these same people of this clique are only entitled to "winning" year after year. The films really aren't very good at all, just produced with millions of dollars and high tech.
I have actually attended a New York State University system version of an art school *SUNY @ PURCHASE--and was and have been made familiar with independent film. Dynamic not static forms and formulas. There were weekend films of underground and alternative directors and actors. How I am just stuck in a miasma of this band of treacherous attackers out of that H-wood back lot torture horror shop infliction and then can't find or get access to anything online which has any kind of real interesting alternative. I can't afford to purchase any independent film subscription and even when I peruse the independent sites the films only look like the rejects for what mainstream didn't want.
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Some of the directors and films that were shown at SUNY @ Purchase---where I was only able to study for one completely awe-inspiring year at this college--but was really a Minnesota State resident and my parents balked at paying probably 10x the tuition as for Minnesota State University systems --so I had to return back (but got Edumucated at Prince University @ First Avenue--a liberal arts education you can't pay for or buy at any college not even at funky Purchase--which was conservative in comparison with the stuff that First Avenue put out--including films by Lydia Lunch prior to concerts and etc al-international bands, artists from all over the Twin Cities in fashion attire at this incredible club with all kinds of art and ideas and explorations and interpolations of life and it's wonderful explorations without fear or hate--Prince Style--classy all the way. Better than any college experience but while I was in college also studying alternative subjects because of the Feminist blast from Andrea Dworkin fighting to make pornography illegal on the University Campuses and around the Twin Cities. Oh it was a time in Minneapolis that no university could ever preach or teach as well and to such a wide-ranging free and fun audience (the feminism was not as much "fun" but was centered around harsh truth).KENNETH ANGER--Scorpio Rising and other such films were shown in the auditorium as we went out afterwards to the punk-theme dance in the auditorium--(it was the Punk era--and oh yes, was told that Basquiat hung at the SUNY Purchase campus and that form of art was in vogue while I was in the school--and thus the H-wood scene to me is both archaic and out-dated and remains like a relic of Reagan Youth now in it's decline still performing lead roles !!!~~with the same directors and producers as well. They claim they are "liberal" now. It's such a drag. I really want to have access to what I consider to be great art and not something that feels like a huge stale fart in "art".



Scorpio Rising 1964--KENNETH ANGER (and his many splendorous films, multi-colored fantastic 

origamis of light and sound and movement and fantasy and delight and despair).




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Slava Tsukerman---film professor at SUNY @PURCHASE while I attended. Director of LIQUID SKY. Beautiful and creepy but wonderfully so. It feels like time and art have regressed into a block formation of sterility when I look at these H-wood films in comparison.



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I attended SUNY @ PURCHASE 10 years after this NY Times article was published--ten years later it was more well-funded but less alternative but still wild and off-beat. 

I was of course stalked by what seems to have been the entire floor of my dorm--was that intentionally created by the planners of which wing of the dorms I was to be put in?
But I still was opened to vast new experiences but alas surrounded and drugged perpetually so I didn't get to experience people I may have really been absolutely turned on by and not turned off by (on my personal journey through that academy).
Nevertheless as to the talents of the terrorists there have been very few who reached even that level (apparently I have had no real conversations with the famous actors in the many YEARS they have teleported and terrorized me so I only see something like one or two dimensional "just following orders" abusers when I am teleported to what is now endlessly being awarded year-after-year as being "the best". I know that there are better and it's a pity and shame for the United States that such alternative artists are always being excluded and now ideas can so easily be stolen, as they have been from me by members of this group for so long with no recognition, not a thank you, only torture, mutilation and rape and violence without end. The insurrection of January 6, 2020 reaches many other levels of society than just the distributed videos of ransacking thugs breaking into the Capital Building. The tentacles of power gripping each and every single strand of power was put as the anchor for the outward extremity of the eruption of violence on that day, which remains as a kind of anomaly to some in America and not as a RESULT of various types of fascist overtake of many other areas of society.




It was the student films from SUNY Purchase that were most intriguing to me and of course I have no access to any independent student film (for free) online, or I would not be wasting my time with the H-wood stuff which is so awful and violent and boring. The comedies are extremely racist in the H-wood films, usually (90% or more of the time) depicting blonde (Nazi, in my opinion) women or of the Nazi appearance "falling in love" and only they have a light and fun time in life according to film (and the Nazi Mafia really want to ensure that this happens in real life, making misery as much as they can for any targeted person or group so only THEY can be depicted in all things as having the best and having the most fun). I lived my life with the objective to have as much fun and also to work and play as well as possible--the best in life--and have been poisoned, tortured and mutilated as a result because I was succeeding in this endeavor and in other areas as well and that can't be tolerated by the constrictors. This entire philosophy unravels all other dimensions of any other competing paradigm both in film and also in real life, if the mafia Nazis can get away with it (and they are with these technologies and the implicit and tacit approval of all government officials even those of the "under privileged" classes who are privileged by the time they play the game and perform the square dance for the boxed in realities that are continuously cranked out to the public with very little alternative realities or constructions of art to rely upon unless you are lucky enough to live in a place which is now very watered down in that respect--i.e. Greenwich Village--all has already been usurped and taken over, the alternative scene. My music station out of NY University has been partially sponsored by one of the mafia "Italian-American" directors who has been a part of this terror contract out on me, and the radio station has declined in the extent of it's alternative DJ's into mainstream and horrible programming to the point that I almost always cannot listen to any of the recent years (since 2016) and the music is becoming like horrid versions of wanna be capitalizing on alternative culture horrible musical K-rap. It's the same with the culture. But luckily I was able to experience the last remaining dregs of the alternative but it really had been bought out and compromised and turned into fake altruism, which is similar to H-wood.
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the type of criminal america-hating foreign hate which trump claims he has been getting rid of are actually working for him to assault me. Dirty nasty but still the same as ugly white trash shitalina, ugly dirty arnold the dirty ugly sick stupid filth you all worship that dumb ape a$$--and these creeps, the dirty nasty filthy one is just a reminder that the white nazi crap you all idolize are the same thing: dirty nasty cartel murdering filthy stpuid ape bigots. The same thing that dirty sick sean pig penn did once he got his black nazi plantation aunt jemima acting partners to surround me yelling and abusing me and I rushed at them to shut up from stress of years of this daily--he grabbed my breasts and began kicking me I fought back. Because he fell dirty rancid dicrapio that so-called actor came to hug him and promise they would "get" me in some vulnerable sleep position or have my ssi disability cut off after poisoning me almost to death for years to get their undeserved oscars and deals--but just yesterday it was made clear to me the real basic vibration of this group. I have seen it seen it for over 16 years but it is now just so open at this stage. the brown vicious nazi minion dumb filthy violent sleazy antisemitic shit which shitalina and ugly dirty arnold and the rest of this filth team you all have allowed to put tyranny fascism and dictatorship into power as you all continue to cheer it on and on and on and on and then have msnow complain about it while gtalking only about donald trump daily like a mesmerizing machine glorifying that sick fuck endlessly. The ugly dirty latino kept grabbing my breasts after I wrote that his bald shaven scum ugly dirty latino filth partner had doen that because shitalina told her friends to do it and they all make comments about my breasts while i am undressed and fighting to ignore this group of rancid ugly evil shit. This filthy skank prostitute shitalina has gone to oscars at least 3 times due to ideas she stole from me, paid nothing and was dismembering and mutilating me and having me raped whiel they abuse and torrure me murderously every day and night for years to get this contract of enslaving me with my "permission" through torture. Telling them I can't stand them never liked them from day one bsack in 2013, it's still never ending. Dirty pig ape pitt has gone to oscars at least 5 times either stealing my ideas and having his shitty poison whorewood teams rewrite my ideas and taking credit but the same thign: no money and dismemberment torrture rape poisoning drugging and abuse so grey harir my body mutilated every centimeter, years of abuse from shit men ugly dirty filth fucking scum and me writing as government officials rush to embrace this pile of shit and glare with murderous rage yelling and screaming at me to "obey" and I will destroy them if I can and they must be stopped by any reasonable authority rather than a criminal nazi mafia drug sex trafficking cartel of dumb scum which tese latino men made it clear to me the low level of this group once-and-for all that this is what they are--dirty stupid sleazy violent criminals ugly sick and rancid and the types that trump claimed he was going to expel, but instead he has gotten lawful and decent people instead of this rancid shit so they can inflict absolute violent murderous abuse upon me with the teams of shit who have been doing this for over 16 years and longer can all sit glowing glggling laughing as their abuse of me every day and night is not enough. All of this pile of shit who are white fucking crap have gone to oscars and been handed millions out of destroying my life while they scream jpunch rape and abuse me because they can't fucking succeed without attacking me stealing ideas and me stuck sitting here with a goddamn SHIT GOVERNMENT A PILE OF SHIT GOVERNMENT SICK FUCKS ROTTEN CRAP and it's unbelieable that this immature and incompetent group has been handed this power. The stupidity and ignorance of ugly arnold who controls them all is the indicator of the reason why these stupid mediocrities are put in power but nevertheless that there is NOTHING NOTHING but disgusting sleaze put in power. I finally have to realize that the mojvies and the tv shows and these sick fuck celebrities are WORTHLESS SHIT their tv shows are fraudulent nothingness about hate and violence and racism and death and murder and sleazy glorificatio nof stupid apes--the politcians are corrupt beyond stupidity of putting rancid crap in power for decades the worst rise to the "top".. scum. Not worth watching their movies. For people advocating fighting "the rise of fascism" I implore you to stop fucking watching hollywood movies and find independent movie ventures instead and get away from this loathsome cartel of dumb scum nazi gang bangers. Oh, this nasty dirty breast-grabbing sick dirty ugly creep leech yelled at me "''fuck america and fuck you" as I told him that he should appreciate america for the jobs it gave him for the ability to be in hollywood and make a nationally televised series providing him with this opportunity. He told me fuck america with hate and fuck you --to me. He was so violent I read tarot to shift the murderous violent abuse of me to my positie energy for this worthless dirty ugly sick scum creep from better call saul--the white worm nazi shit who starred in lead role behind the brown dirty dumb scum who performed the violence on me because he is a bigot trash and stupid people like these brown shithead dirty creeps are what trump allows to stay and remain in america they are the scum who are infesting america with death squads working for white trash shit like this group--that is why trump allows the jmto remain and gets rid of the decent people who have committed no crimes are not filthy dirty gang bangers--they got rid of some of the gangs but not the shit out of whorewood no, they all must remain their dirty nazi coven of scum and crumby acting mediocrity and the directors as well--dirty nasty nazi bigot old men racist sleazy sick shit and filth the "italian americans" and their nazi protection racket for all criminals working for them working for the governmen tunder the white worm shit of hillary clinton and her nazi white worm trash ilk like nancy pelosi and that rancid sick filth gavin dirty old boy scum. Goddamn it is disgusting and unbelieble that 16 years or 13 years of me writing crying out for this to be stopped year after year never ending that this is allowed how sick and rancid america has become. It is clear and evident and yet these putrid sick fuck scum creeps remain untouched not scrutinized by ANYONE nary a question arises about the shit going on in that dismal hate death factory whorewood which put trump in power so they could all unleash their real vermin of immigration who hate america are nazi plantation puppets working for euro-trash nazi arnold who is never questioned no one ever does any investigation of this filoth governor who has stuck his pig ape snout into every business opportunity and is allowed ot continue to suck and drain all out of america no questions asked. they have proven this pair of ugly dirty dirtbag scum fith murderous slime gang filth who ICE shoulod have gotten rid of instead they are handed by aarnold the ugly fuck to torture grab abuse and threaten my life--and I have to realize this is the real level of whorewood they are the ultimate conclusion of the years of the white trash shit who do not talk in ghetto gang banger usliness but are as dirty and foul only the brown sick fucks are very open about it . The movies the "stars" are meaningless sick empty grasping money power obsessed worthless shit I urge people to boycott that sick fuck institution and work to create independent film studios in your local areas so independent artists can flourish that would make america maybe "good" for once not "again". I will I think never watch any more of this drivel shit out of whorewood the directors the movie stars the shit of this group are an abomination to culture, society and the progress of humanity they are the de-evolution and destruction and stupid apes ugly and dirty their movies are bullshit their acting crap and that is a compliment compared to how mediocre and meaningless they truly are. This is a nazi mafia cartel nothing more. Drug addicts drug traffickers mafia nazi slime sick fucking stupid shit who won't study or read demand that I provide ideas out of torture for free for over 20 years without anything but destroying my life because ugly dirty arnold and shitalina and their europig shit trash partners can't stand to see me with any success my eyars of grad school destroyed my fight for a career blocked my body poisoned mutilated into old age and broken down and the abuse is never stopped. A government that is so sick and ugly it's a wasteland of rotten lying crap put in power. They remain forever as well they are kept there to inflict more and more rancid ossified ossoff nothingness promises scripted speeches and then the nazis are conjoined at the hips for rape and orgies of destruction pairing through citizens united which none of them ever attempts to thwart or stop, ever. Certainly not lying filth obama who is the messenger of nazi lies lord of the flies. They are sick and demented on power and money. The movies are all propagandized mind screw projections of fantasy to keep people pacified while they destroy the country from within/ nazi communist agents like baryishnikov and ugly shitnigger arnold are agents of kgb training into infiltrating america. the ugly frog dirty stupid sick latino murdering cartel scum ape was murderously violent yelling "fuck america fuck you" and then grabbed my breasts after demanding a tarot reading. By that time I had been slapped punched and almost hit with a cane for hours previously that morning, then shitting out their poison, and sick and drugged and sick from detox and then in the evening this filth fuck came to grab my breasts scream death threats and abuse after 2 more hours I gave him a tarot reading rrying to help this sick and evil demented programmed nazi stupid puppet scumbag who hates america but trump is using him to inflict murderous nazi torture upon me so ugly white trash shitalina nnd pig ape pitt and ugly shit arnold can sit back smug saying they are "not racist' see arnold raped his maid and obtained a baby and that is "love" and he's "not racist" and all will claim he never raped her but essentially it was sex on demand with a huge warning smile to submit or else....