Saturday, February 19, 2022

Plz GAwd: get me out of that stale H-wood media rut and into the Groove! A reminiscence of those good ole art school dayz at SUNY Purchase and the usual chagrin at the grinning celebrities after yet another year of torturing me to obtain their coveted "awards". I praise those who have "won" nominations for their talents and not for their participation in illicit, illegal and criminal actions as part of this Mafia Nazi clique that keeps retaining it's grip over the main lead role circuit and awards circuit via this mafia/nazi hate contract out upon moi. I would like to see actual real competition and competency but if that is blocked and this monopoly must be endured as the symbolic representation of the "best" that the United States film Academy can offer, why can't people like me who want different ideas, different themes, different actors not have free access online to some of the hidden extraordinary talents that are invisible which are blocked somehow.



***PS--I have not watched the above video. Is there anything to see, to watch or learn about? Not for moi. Blah blah blah goes the video about blah blah blah boring movie fodder K-rap. (Nazi mafia themes projected by Nazi Mafia controllers of mind programming machine, conglomerate, international.)


A minimum of 50% of those celebrities and perhaps their directors and pop singers--all interconnected like an incestuous band of snakes-- listed in this Newsweek article below--as potential award-recipients for this "highest" acting and film awards season have been or and still are involved in terrorist teleportation torture towards me (endlessly). Some have gone on and on for years. What I find amazing is that in at least one of the movie nominations the acting is a complete abomination of bad acting (obviously in only my opinion). The (using the generic term) actor involved was bolstered by supporting actors throughout the film, which began on a greasy sleazy shot angle of the hips/genital areas and slapping and yelling in what could be called a domestic violence interlude with the female being the aggressor. It was an expensively made film, and I think that was the point. The actor in question is a complete creepy expletive as well. It's not a good qualifier for being promoted to this height in the acting genre. I truly want to be able to access easily and for free alternative film, actors and directors instead of the same fascist Nazi fake liberal coterie of terrorists.

The ratio of people who are terrorists involved in teleporting me to non-participants is more lie a 60-40 ratio than the 50% I mentioned above. This includes pop singers and also directors and et al.

I praise those who have "won" nominations for their talents and not for their participation in illicit, illegal and criminal actions as part of this Mafia Nazi clique that keeps retaining it's grip over the main lead role circuit and awards circuit.
I would like to see actual real competition and competency but if that is blocked and this monopoly must be endured as the symbolic representation of the "best" that the United States film Academy can offer, why can't people like me who want different ideas, different themes, different actors not have free access online to some of the hidden extraordinary talents that are invisible which are blocked somehow. Just as what I write is made invisible to those looking for ideas and information on such themes as surveillance and State-sponsored torture--or just for my chance to write creative fiction, as these same people and their controllers (out of England mostly it appears) are literally stealing verbatim my writings and ideas (and then screwing me over and over for years and years, claiming they are an "entitled class" and my objections are so absolutely mute and ridiculous and criminal in fact, and in fact according to them reason for attempted murder against me if I so much as make a joke after trying to get one of them after the next off me as they cling on to get more and more free deals such as these promotions that keep pouring out and going on).

How I would like to at least have free access to real innovative films, from say film schools where creative ideas are rampant. But I truly cannot access anything but this mainstream stuff and I scoff at how only these same people of this clique are only entitled to "winning" year after year. The films really aren't very good at all, just produced with millions of dollars and high tech.

I have actually attended a New York State University system version of an art school and was familiar with independent film. There were weekend films of underground and alternative directors and actors. How I am just stuck in a miasma of this band of treacherous attackers out of that H-wood back lot torture horror shop infliction and then can't find or get access to anything online which has any kind of real interesting alternative. I can't afford to purchase any independent film subscription and even when I peruse the independent sites the films only look like the rejects for what mainstream didn't want.
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A minimum of 50% of those celebrities and perhaps their directors and pop singers--all interconnected like an incestuous band of snakes-- listed in this Newsweek article below--as potential award-recipients for this "highest" acting and film awards season have been or and still are involved in terrorist teleportation torture towards me (endlessly). Some have gone on and on for years. What I find amazing is that in at least one of the movie nominations the acting is a complete abomination of bad acting (obviously in only my opinion). The (using the generic term) actor involved was bolstered by supporting actors throughout the film, which began on a greasy sleazy shot angle of the hips/genital areas and slapping and yelling in what could be called a domestic violence interlude with the female being the aggressor. It was an expensively made film, and I think that was the point. The actor in question is a complete creepy expletive as well. It's not a good qualifier for being promoted to this height in the acting genre. I truly want to be able to access easily and for free alternative film, actors and directors instead of the same fascist Nazi fake liberal coterie of terrorists.
The ratio of people who are terrorists involved in teleporting me to non-participants is more lie a 60-40 ratio than the 50% I mentioned above. This includes pop singers and also directors and et al.
I praise those who have "won" nominations for their talents and not for their participation in illicit, illegal and criminal actions as part of this Mafia Nazi clique that keeps retaining it's grip over the main lead role circuit and awards circuit.
I would like to see actual real competition and competency but if that is blocked and this monopoly must be endured as the symbolic representation of the "best" that the United States film Academy can offer, why can't people like me who want different ideas, different themes, different actors not have free access online to some of the hidden extraordinary talents that are invisible which are blocked somehow. Just as what I write is made invisible to those looking for ideas and information on such themes as surveillance and State-sponsored torture--or just for my chance to write creative fiction, as these same people and their controllers (out of England mostly it appears) are literally stealing verbatim my writings and ideas (and then screwing me over and over for years and years, claiming they are an "entitled class" and my objections are so absolutely mute and ridiculous and criminal in fact, and in fact according to them reason for attempted murder against me if I so much as make a joke after trying to get one of them after the next off me as they cling on to get more and more free deals such as these promotions that keep pouring out and going on).
How I would like to at least have free access to real innovative films, from say film schools where creative ideas are rampant. But I truly cannot access anything but this mainstream stuff and I scoff at how only these same people of this clique are only entitled to "winning" year after year. The films really aren't very good at all, just produced with millions of dollars and high tech.
I have actually attended a New York State University system version of an art school *SUNY @ PURCHASE--and was and have been made familiar with independent film. Dynamic not static forms and formulas. There were weekend films of underground and alternative directors and actors. How I am just stuck in a miasma of this band of treacherous attackers out of that H-wood back lot torture horror shop infliction and then can't find or get access to anything online which has any kind of real interesting alternative. I can't afford to purchase any independent film subscription and even when I peruse the independent sites the films only look like the rejects for what mainstream didn't want.
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Some of the directors and films that were shown at SUNY @ Purchase---where I was only able to study for one completely awe-inspiring year at this college--but was really a Minnesota State resident and my parents balked at paying probably 10x the tuition as for Minnesota State University systems --so I had to return back (but got Edumucated at Prince University @ First Avenue--a liberal arts education you can't pay for or buy at any college not even at funky Purchase--which was conservative in comparison with the stuff that First Avenue put out--including films by Lydia Lunch prior to concerts and etc al-international bands, artists from all over the Twin Cities in fashion attire at this incredible club with all kinds of art and ideas and explorations and interpolations of life and it's wonderful explorations without fear or hate--Prince Style--classy all the way. Better than any college experience but while I was in college also studying alternative subjects because of the Feminist blast from Andrea Dworkin fighting to make pornography illegal on the University Campuses and around the Twin Cities. Oh it was a time in Minneapolis that no university could ever preach or teach as well and to such a wide-ranging free and fun audience (the feminism was not as much "fun" but was centered around harsh truth).KENNETH ANGER--Scorpio Rising and other such films were shown in the auditorium as we went out afterwards to the punk-theme dance in the auditorium--(it was the Punk era--and oh yes, was told that Basquiat hung at the SUNY Purchase campus and that form of art was in vogue while I was in the school--and thus the H-wood scene to me is both archaic and out-dated and remains like a relic of Reagan Youth now in it's decline still performing lead roles !!!~~with the same directors and producers as well. They claim they are "liberal" now. It's such a drag. I really want to have access to what I consider to be great art and not something that feels like a huge stale fart in "art".





It was the student films from SUNY Purchase that were most intriguing to me and of course I have no access to any independent student film (for free) online, or I would not be wasting my time with the H-wood stuff which is so awful and violent and boring. The comedies are extremely racist in the H-wood films, usually (90% or more of the time) depicting blonde (Nazi, in my opinion) women or of the Nazi appearance "falling in love" and only they have a light and fun time in life according to film (and the Nazi Mafia really want to ensure that this happens in real life, making misery as much as they can for any targeted person or group so only THEY can be depicted in all things as having the best and having the most fun). I lived my life with the objective to have as much fun and also to work and play as well as possible--the best in life--and have been poisoned, tortured and mutilated as a result because I was succeeding in this endeavor and in other areas as well and that can't be tolerated by the constrictors. This entire philosophy unravels all other dimensions of any other competing paradigm both in film and also in real life, if the mafia Nazis can get away with it (and they are with these technologies and the implicit and tacit approval of all government officials even those of the "under privileged" classes who are privileged by the time they play the game and perform the square dance for the boxed in realities that are continuously cranked out to the public with very little alternative realities or constructions of art to rely upon unless you are lucky enough to live in a place which is now very watered down in that respect--i.e. Greenwich Village--all has already been usurped and taken over, the alternative scene. My music station out of NY University has been partially sponsored by one of the mafia "Italian-American" directors who has been a part of this terror contract out on me, and the radio station has declined in the extent of it's alternative DJ's into mainstream and horrible programming to the point that I almost always cannot listen to any of the recent years (since 2016) and the music is becoming like horrid versions of wanna be capitalizing on alternative culture horrible musical K-rap. It's the same with the culture. But luckily I was able to experience the last remaining dregs of the alternative but it really had been bought out and compromised and turned into fake altruism, which is similar to H-wood.

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My beautiful malibar spinach plants being killed as well as a kale plant. This is food I am growing on my patio and as always, chemicals sprayed so the leaves are sagging, the plant slowly dies. After growing it for 2 months. This has been non-stop ongoing every plant, every single one I buy seeds for since they kill all potted plants instantly I can't afford to continuously pay for potted plants any longer. Every seed I plant begins to grow. Once it reaches blossom or edible state, it gets killed.//All morning the moment I woke up were the 2 English haters racist bigots part of a team which has been slowly poisoning me to death like my plants---connected to absolute wealth but like their partner out of London, are so convinced they are entitled to steal and rape and rob anything they want out of me and use it for themselves. Rushing to join into the pan-eurohate team with american nazis rushing to join in---insults abuse---I responded then I posted something about sexual abuse racism imperialism---so they sprayed the plants which I just watered one hour ago which were strong and healthy. Now withered. The poisons make the plants forever unable to tolerate sun they are like rubbery, sagging and never recover. This is FOOD for me it's FOOD because they cut my money off. They made me disabled by mutilating poisoning and fracturing my vertebrae, all with their teams of their up-and-coming who all want a world where no one can ever aspire for anything and all is put into English compartments and German nazi hierachy, the good ole boys and their good ole days. So they just kill my plants on a non-stop basis. Flowers, edible foods they kill and kill. They kill any animals I have as pets they kill my body they kill and are smothered with applause by the nazi coaltion controlling the American media and political spectrum. Americans rush towards them with huge goo smiles of devotion and starry-eyed reverence and glare at me in utter rage hate and sneer smirk are delighted to help these nazi bigot euros to rape torture and all can steal ideas out of me, rape and torture whether I agree or not. They were murdering me while I was "agreeable" because I was so drugged without any knowledge of the ugly sickness they truly are and thusly I was pleasant in a hazed mental state of fake "love" but could never stand the people when I met them in reality, in person. The English creep they are partnering with, who is married to the daughter of the director who shitalina trash skankalina's daddy worked with for the movie Deliverance--I was situated across the street from that rancid creep back in 1987 when I visited London on a tourist visa and a travel card for a Euro vacation---I think that system is not longer in use but at that time a student could purchase a Eurail pass and travel almost anywhere in the Euro-zone (before the Schengen agreement, I think so hard to type not going to look it up). I was just traveling without having studied the realities because I wanted to experience my travels not as a tourist. thusly this filthy creep DANNY MOYNIHAN--see his wife who is the daughter of the director of Deliverance--a filmi set in the South with the bigot KKK nazi daddy of trashalina ugly not-jolie the sleazy dirty sick imposter stealing my ideas as Moynihan had been doing years prior to obtaining a partnership with dirty nasty Whorewood to obtain millions of dollars in funding to manufacture "blockbuster" award-rigged trophies for ideas stolen from me, or undoubtedly others as these are cliche-racist bigots all, one-and-all who have no concepts other than avoiding taxes playing rich domination sexual titillation selling sex selling violence selling victimization and raping to steal ideas murdering me to steal ideas in a horrific poisoning scheme. /Two english wealthy men arrived to steal rape and rob but not as rapacious and sleazy and violent as ugly arnold the filth you all continue to keep around to inflict nazi programming and much more nazi violence when you continue to hand that filth lying scum more money and power and media exposure. All the nazi filth of whorewood revolve around him to just grab everything they want to obtain but aren't talented enough to actually win by quality alone so he can just grab it all by the p-888sy and claim to be the superiority of the planet---all handed to this pack of rats without question by the leeches looking to revive their flailing careers and their money portfolies and etc. //

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