OSSOFF FOR PRESIDENT 2024 (amended to include, perhaps, Stacey Abrams). There is no chance for America to become a world leader in Democracy unless there is a huge shift in leadership in Congress; I believe the majority of Congress is absolutely a criminal hoard of liars and fakes (and my experience of having been tortured by Presidents, their staff and fellow cohorts in Congress and their bs operators and con job artists in Whorewood, the rape, racism and hate crime for profit capital examplar of the US; except for him to be put into this exalted position. Plus, Jon Ossoff is good-looking and not a crusty and ugly rotten-looking decrepit thing that most of the leadership physically and emotionally and mentally also present in their appearance and their real lack of ethical responsibility to people like me. Treated with endlessly increasing violence BECAUSE I AM DEFENDING MYSELF ACCORDING TO THE US CONSTITUTION AND MY INALIANBLE RIGHTS--which these fucking pig ape whores are all claiming almost openly that have no bearing upon me or my life. The politicians, the fucking criminal rape and scumbag whore rapist actors who are so famous and their endless supply of jerk-off loser creeps operating the terror skits and the gang stalking terrorism upon me in public spheres also where politicians and police and administrators absolutely participate--all businesses all rental places all businesses everyone and everywhere people are drooling to get free handouts of promotion and free easy money. All sick and disgusting. The planet is dying you can see it clearly right now and the mentality of all these millions of stupid and rotten pig ape whore pieces of shit who are the integral components of this most corrupt and foul and pestilent organization are truly bringing about the destruction of the entire planet. Although some of the shit actors are now "activists" to stop pipelines and for environmental threats to the planet, their mentality is still that of pig ape whores who have created all the loveless deterioration of all humanity and destruction of the soul and spirit that cherishes life and liberty without abuse and exploitation. Their protests are mere shallow representatives of the need for adulation for superficiality or purpose--all being hailed by the media as some kind of generosity on the part of these vicious and rotten foul and stupid whores who are celebrities "fighting" against the continuation of pipelines. They have no respect for life itself but they don't want their shitty mansions and lives in California to be threatened by more fires and life-threatening extinction that they fully welcomed when the pigs who promoted them into main lead roles were handing them out all those millions of dollars to promote their involvement in the mind screw industry that they represent.

The hacking is very bad now as usual. The lag time between typing and the letters appearing is very visible. The keyboard is so stiff I must pound down with all my hand and arm strength by now to get anything out. The internet is so badly frozen and inoperable I an barely use it.

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**I don't know if this link I copied below will open and if the streaming video will work. I can't see the final published product of this blog any longer, it was blocked from my laptop and all Google Blogger blogs are likewise being blocked so I can't get into any blog that is associated with Google on this laptop. All due to terrorism hacking. 

So the link I found was on Facebook and it was the opening statement by Ossoff to the first black woman being nominated to The Supreme Court. I am not thrilled because she is black, I only hope that she's not another minority minion having been put into a higher position because she's a good obedient minion following orders of white supremacy and in the service of protecting white Nazi bigot interests especially when it comes to attacking me, in the name of continuation of the Holocaust which is not over for most of the Europigape Nazi followers.

Jon Ossoff Delivers Opening Statement in Supreme Court Nomination Hearings

*This post has been written under a kind of breaking point of stress. First, the blocks to my internet are constant now, for many days now hacking and DOS of the internet is rampant. The poisoning of my water was a kind of "last straw" as I wrote, in my last post, for days now the hate and violence of these teleportation skits has been in the extreme hate crime categories--of course no one ever f-ing does anything ever to protect me. Presidents have come and gone and participated or gained off allowing this to be continued as I wrote and wrote every day begging the government for people for celebrities for all the feminists for the charitable humanitarians in fucking Whorewood to please do more than participate in this crime against me for your goddamn next billionaire mansion deal and lead role. Nothing, nothing for years. Put into a murder/Death situation three nights ago. Raped two nights ago. Put into yet another "your kicked out of your living situation you are homeless" with disgusting and stupid foul creeps that only these real losers but wealthy and entitled pieces of foul shit in Whorewood are associated with--the kind of crap and shit people who are really at their real emotional and intellectual immature levels--when I write the silly and immature posts about them I am only reflecting their behavior it is not my real personality level it's just a mirror. 

But now the internet hacking is so bad--I spent 30 minutes yesterday fighting to open one single page on my browser, The pages froze constantly for so long I had to get up and do many things before fighting to just click again. Every click on any tab or item entailed a spinning of the cursor and then waiting 3-5 minutes, and then trying again. And then it would happen the next time I would click on anything. This is now going on repeatedly and it's just never ending. I've had piece of shit actor after piece of shit actor for months attacking me so they can get top awards at these awards ceremonies (Golden Globes, Academy Awards, etc) all of them raping, abusing, insulting, hitting, using Nazi genocidal holocaust references to killing me in death camps like Auschwitz, endless threats and abuse after I respond to their insults trying to defend myself. They come at me while I am sleeping and drugged, after more than a decade of rape and torture and murder attempts that have gone on and on for years and years just prior to the teleportation hell of these pig ape whores--and all obtaining every kind of coveted prize they could not attaint to prior to participation in this hate crime against me. All with full participation by fucking politician after piece of shit president after joke leadership from the United States Congress

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All I can say about Biden is get the f-out of power. Thank you for the stimulus checks. You're about to begin WWIII. You are putting black people into power but so are the Nazis--it's now a kind of chic thing. I listen to Katanji Brown Jackons repeat the same things that her predecessor had stated on issues and they all appear to have no opinion and all claim they are just going to follow the dictates of precedent and written doctrine with absolutely zero personal attribution of their own opinions. I am not exactly enamored by her but okay--it's a day for Black women but ultimately so many of the black women participate with the white male Nazis and their filthy bitchy rapist enablers who attack me--at least that's what the bs celebrity blacks do in Whorewood at a rate of almost 100% for all the top blacks in that arena of mind control programming--so I can't imagine that Jackson is going to be much different. However, I feel somehow that if there is any chance for any semblance of freedom for ME in the future it may come if Ossoff is put into power. Otherwise it's going to be an Oreo deception of black and white supremacists sandwiching together like buddies but all following the same dictates of this pernicious global oragnization as more and more and more people of every race and color jump onto the bandwagon of this Nazi hate crime protocol systematic murder and power acquisition operation.

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Biden: No thanks for your rotten Democratic partners like Pelosi who threatened to kill me when she participated in the teleportation terrorism, so the Europigape actor thug ugly creep she was sitting next to could feel relieved after he had used Nazi rhetoric aimed at me when I responded quickly to shut him down all he and they do is use this violence and the threats that are endless to censor me and stop my writing and thinking and in having any kind of decent life. That is the contribution that Biden included after YEARS of life-threatening violence from Trump, years of Obama doing what he did in foreign affairs for all the years of his tenure: assist in authoritarian fascist Nazism and full support of white supremacy. He was kindly enough to have not blocked my mail and social security unlike Trump who has nearly had me killed in accidents, raped and tortured and like Obama--the same protocol. Now with Biden it's just another free-for-all with politicians coming to exploit and abuse me alongside the shit and fuck crap actors who are revolting and when I have to deal with this stinking foul filth that is constantly sprayed in my food, water and clothing and furniture, into my hair, my body into my everything--and all the time--I only think of how stupid and hateful and ugly they ALL really are. And then I hear Ossoff and I think that this is a decent human being. I was so desperate that when Kinzinger had begun his exploitation of the Insurrection to begin his own political party (and all those donations) i was so desperate for anything decent to happen in American politics with all the bs blathering rhetoric all the corrupt politicians make about fighting for freedom and justice--but not a single one of these fuckers in Congress will do any single damn thing to ever stop this hate crime against me that the United States government has so fully endorsed and funded for all these years and years and years and years and decades. Goddamn fucking American government and the bullshit creeple put into lead positions in all the major fields and avenues of power. What a load of shit you all are.

When I listen to Senator Ossoff I believe that there is a future hope for the United States that isn't filled with blank and blathering professionals spouting absurdly Hallmark Vaseline-coated rhetoric filled with platitudes about Democracy and Freedom. Here is an articulate personality who appears to have the real heft of personality to actually attempt to fulfill the promise of a country borne out of the necessity to obstruct the endless passage of one tyrant after another.

My situation of being a target that presidents, president's wives, senators, Representatives from Congress all flock in a long line to participate in the endless free awards, promotions for political gain by this elusive but firmly entrenched, what appears to be a fascist Nazi and Totalitarian organization which controls them all (including Putin, yes, Putin has also been involved in this while Trump was prez). But they all conform to this hate contract attack protocol with rabies mentality--sick and psycho and disgusting.

I now have to deal with filthy and vile creeps who come for "high season" in Phuket, mostly rotten Europigape shit and crap who flock to this emptied out condo and inflict as much violence as they possibly are "allowed" to get away with. So far, under the now obviously corrupt Biden regime, Pelosi, Kinzinger and Raskin and Rep. Cortez have all, singly or jointed combined forces with this insidious group of celebrities to assault and attack me. The crap and shit from EUropigapeland who also bring in scores of thais to attack me here are performing vile and filthy acts--which is what I think of all these criminals who are politicians and the celebrities--pure crap and shit as human beings. When I heard Kinzinger blather on with the rhetoric of a college sophomore about his "Democratic" and "America First" ideology it was so basically empty and devoid and that sense I had was compounded by the sheer ugliness he portrayed at me when teleporting me, alongside the usual crowd of abusers rapists and users and haters who have gone on and on and on and on day and night, handing over me and this tech to their myriad of friends and partners mostly out of Europigapdland who act like hyenas on crack--when they get the chance.

So listening to Ossoff right now is extremely refreshing and I believe that he should be a serious contender for the 2024 Democratic Ticket for PRESIDENT.

Poisoning of my drinking water; Terrorist filth and stinking foul report. March 23, 2022. My drinking water tainted/poisoned. My sleep gown sprayed with stinking foul filth while it was hanging outside because it had been sprayed last night while I was sleeping in it. While hanging outside more disgusting filth sprayed on it. This was before I had written my post earlier today. They just keep going on and on. Everyone just continues to do nothing to stop this or protect me, on and on.

 The water which I keep stored in my completely cluttered room because I can't use any of the closets or drawers to keep anything I need to use on a regular basis due to spraying of filth into every single closed area, and also on clothing hanging on a rack just next to this tiny table, two feet from the "kitchen" sink area--next to the bathroom door--with the huge set of gigantic furniture taking up the rest of the space and the landlord refusing to take any of it out--then threatening to kick me out if I throw any of it away or give it away.

I keep huge gallon jugs of water I have to carry and put on a little rolling carry fold-out carrier--to my motorbike, down a huge hill, lifting all up and down and going back and forth and my body is so weak and frail from all this decade of no exercise, always ripping poison out of my body--but I carry 4 jugs like this every few times I am not too sick and in pain to get out of this room to buy more necessities--4 times a month--at most. The nearer I get to removing the poisons at this skeletal level, the harder it is for me to do anything at all because it's at such a central point of my nervous and skeletal system--the hard poisons that I keep fighting to get out, sans health care, enough money for decent food that is not poisoned or drugged at stores. But now they are poisoning these jugs of water. Every jug is normally filled with filtered water from special water-refil stations (coin-operated water machines). The water is always fresh. Today, after 2 weeks of drinking sparling water I buy, so I have not tasted my drinking water for quite a few days because I just use it for tea. The little sip of water I took, from the water bottle I keep in a glass bottle in my fridge, was so toxic that I felt absolutely sick and still do, one hour later. This was from a small sip. I then smelled the water in the jug that I had been using for all these 2 weeks--(one of many, there were something like 6, but the mechanical arms sliced through the plastic lid of one, wrecking the bottle for usage--I had to throw it away. The terrorists also keep smashing in the plastic jugs which creates a fragile tension on the bottle and also particles of plastic then can flow into the water (at minute levels but it's not healthy and is toxic). They have done this to almost all the bottles. But all the bottles smell like fungus, the taste is of a rubber water hose and foul odors from the water which means they dumped the filtered water out and used the hose attached to the washing machine on the patio---and the water in this huge and old cement hulk of an emptied out condominium is rife with fungus and years of pent-up bacteria and etc. This is what they have put in my drinking water. They left one single jug with clean water, perhaps forgetting about it. I drank from the glass bottle of drinking water a few days ago, and it tasted fine so they must have done this while I was sleeping --I think, not sure maybe they did all of this while I was out shopping the last time. But it's a poisoning attempt. I still feel ill from that one little drink more than one hour ago. When will anyone ever stop these disgusting pig ape whores from ordering this upon me and the living conditions that my dysfunctional government has forced upon me with full awards and prizes going to all the psychos attacking me?

To break the grip of the US is the ultimate goal and to replace it first with a power-sharing agreement and then to ultimately undermine the US and bring it crashing down is the ultimate goal. Americans are living in a Disney-esqe Fairy Tale Fantasy about gingerbread castles in wonderful foreign countries with charming and pleasant sophisticated 4th Reich genocidal murderers who inhabit such castles. Teleportation Terrorist reaction to my writing/terrorist hacking report after having written a simple comment on a YouTube clip about tourism in Europ-a-land and the hostility with which Americans encounter their beloved 4th Reich fairy tale Disney-esque fantasy continent vacations: a spate of Google "critical security alert" emails sent in tandem to various email accounts due to hacking last night which lasted for hours, DOS attacks galore. I had written a comment on one YouTube video that just appeared on my "recommended" page which I clicked on (always click bait for me from terrorist prodding to trigger a response, often for ideas to be stolen by this terrorist intellectual property gang of thieves who hold high posts in the media-terrorism complex, Intl). It's not just hacking and attacking that has become so (un)officially sanctioned but the threats and intimidation and violence then rendered by the minion gangs of aspirants into higher positions that create this endless stifling and suppression-oppression. It is the endless recurring force of threat which is one of the most prevalent reasons WHY Jews never help me in this predicament that many a Jewish person has gleefully engaged in--the threat and violence is so omnipresent and (un)officially sanctioned--they have a dire need to shift anti-Semitism onto the recognized witch hunt target--me, in other words. But beyond all that (fact-based) theorizing:

"Hansel and Gretel/ Fairy Tales and Bedtime Stories for Kids/ Adventure Story". Fairy Tale Stories for Kids. September 24, 2016.

"...the outside of the gingerbread house was full of delightful treats and candies. A warm and kindly old woman invited the little sheeple children inside for a scrumptious meal and a warm fire. Once inside the gingerbread house, the interior was much different than the outside. It was filled with scary dead animals and dark objects met the vile and filthiness of the interior..." (paraphrasing from this chestnut bedtime story---notice how all the "evil 'characters have brown or dark hair? Nazi programming incorporated into Fairy Tales--I can only imagine how many of the terrorists teleporting and attacking me were brought up with this same very story with the same depictions and now they translate that into the facades of the fascist terrorists out of Europ-a-land and want only to relive that fantasy fairy tale childhood feel of mesmerizing feel-good bedtime fantasy.

I had written one factual but hypothetical comment, in plain and in non-hyperbolic terms (meaning rational, clear, concise and in a few brevity sentences) about Germans and how they smiled with shine when the US troops were abundant in Germany back in the 90's while I lived in Stuttgart, but shifted to hissing and then outright nastiness once all the majority of US influence and domination receded and troops were pulled back and out of Germany--to a large extent.

I was tortured in teleportation skits last night and by a German man I had known during the time I was absolutely unaware of the contract of MK ULTRA, rape and poisoning/drugging. I wrote a few posts about him many months ago (maybe two or three months ago). He had a cache of American songs under his cock rock musical belt which he whipped out for his presumptuous pro-American rock persona--a staple in the Stuttgart "alternative" szene---for decades because he imitated David Bowie back in the 70's and then imitated Jimi Hendrix and then he imitated 80's pop rock musicians and then in the 90's he played out his real action against me with his "alternative szene" friend who was my student at Berlitz Language School--where I had worked--in an all-out rape, poisoning/drugging as a part of their anti-American "search and destroy" operations--all covert, and obviously in concert with US forces as I had had dealings with the US Consulate in Stuttgart and the people sent to "help" me in my case (a different situation, under the same contract) were absolutely a part of the American push for absolute global Nazification and 4th Reich consolidation activities (Un-American, to be sure).

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And I was threatened once more in this teleportation skit with being made homeless. Oh---two nights ago, while being teleported I was raped and put on a bed with a camera on a tripod filming the entire event--but last night the endless recurring teleportation skit of me being made homeless, being kicked out of a place I had been living somewhere in this teleportation skit--then having to be around people I would never want to look at much less be around--forced into their hate skits as they abused and played scenes of hate, problems, arguments, etc. Three nights ago I was put into a teleportation state of being told I was going to die and something about my death.

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I was not going to go into these details because I had thought of a humorous short story I would like to write--of course, humor towards these loveless hateful expletives is something they counter with absolute death threats and violence because all their stupidity and ugliness and hate--which so easily could be countered with a joke because they are so sick and stupid in all that they do--but with all the weapons the US is handing them to torture and murder and steal and rape and rob, the freedom for the right of free speech is something being easily so blocked by my government representatives. One of whom who recently, in the last few months, was part of this terrorist teleportation gang of actor celebrities who all nearly bow down to Europ-a's like deferential minion vassals bowing to the charming smiles and fake inculcated wiles of these perverted hateful most violent and vile personalities but cloaked in millennia of perfected outward "graces" which appear as appealing as the gingerbread houses that adorn their landscape--while they--the Americans, continue to pursue policies and politics that they are intravenously fed by the fascist Europ-a Nazis to defile and destroy parts of their own country--and to give full red carpet treatment to them to come and colonize the country.

But the mesmerized Americans with Germanic last names hiss in hate at me about, "So you don't like Germans?" with menacing threat--while they publicly claim they are fighting for America to be First on the Stage of power.

But I wasn't going to write about all that today. The mind control apparatus beaming into my brain is opening up my communication barriers and breaking down all defenses as I write.

I had formulated a most entertaining opening segue to this post which I have not written. The threat of this group in making me homeless, cutting off the sub-sub-poverty income I have barely managed to obtain from near-death and fighting for my life for decades while this organization ensured I was being poisoned with bloating and hardening poison, not a single human being ever warned me of this, all doctors and hospitals lied and/or discriminated against me with the goal of my annihilation--

as they are doing with so many other Americas at this time---

If this blog were made available to the general public and not confined due to hacking terrorism ordered by this nefarious group and it's organization to quell and stop my information from being actually put on the WWW/and if I could earn money off this as some bloggers do (but gang stalking targets are endlessly discriminated against and if people were to send me money the terrorist org would absolutely block the money from being transferred and would also not allow the information of such transaction to be known to me--as for years and decades my emails are blocked, responses are blocked, attempts to earn money are blocked).

Then my ideas are always stolen by one of the posturing bs con artists and all of them pose as anti-Nazi and fighting against racism and for Pro-Democracy in their every public photo-op.

Their speeches like cereal cardboard advertisements for sugar-coated processed fodder for the Nazified 4th Reich public to continuously ingest.

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But I can't write my short story--I may later--all of this post and the contents are pouring out of my brain right now, I had not intended to go even into this much detail.

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Now, as to what I had "forgotten" to write because my brain is caught in an electronic web of brain-altering technology while I write (as always happens in every communication I attempt): The German male I oh-so briefly described above, his name is Andy, had spoken with his rapist partner who had essentially created a hate attack situation where I got fired from my job, where I had obtained excellent credentials but then the management was replaced by search and destroy Nazi agents and fellow teachers in this little tiny school--I was drugged, put into this hazy "in love" drugged up and technological vice, went to this student's house where I was fed drugs and then got lost in a drugged up haze where Andy appeared to assist. These two very huge hormone growth men began discussing how they hated Americans--put into little story-telling devices instead of outright anti-American rhetoric. One of the stories was of a party they held where there was only one single American invited. During the evening--I assume after the drinks and drugs were all dispersed--drugs for fun for the Nazis, drugs for mind control I assume for the target--at least that's the operational principle that they put in drinks they so kindly hand with this glorified "politeness" that belies the vile low and baseness upon which they really base their personalities and operations. Reliant upon centuries of encoded and enforced social decrees of behavior, which makes them appear gentile and sophisticated--these Nazi pig apes I mean.

But back to the story--the one American was then, according to Andy's story (which was probably just a metaphor as I was the only American in the room) was completely ostracized and people told him to his face that they hated Americans. This was the actual wording and story that Andy told--who was welcomed with open arms and I assume legs by this group of completely bedazzled aspirants for "sophistication" and Europigape "elegance" which they perform for their posturing bs charity events as they rake in the $$ for these posturing con job snake oil events.

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Even when they hear a story like this, they will give this lying Nazi the benefit of the doubt over my re-telling of this actual fact of how he thinks and what he does.

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It's just a little symptom of the signs of the hate and hostility that Germans in particular but that policy has spread out because Nazism has spread out across the planet (is anchored here in SE Asia). The anti-Americanism as a "Hegemon" is so hostile a concept to Europ-a Nazi 4th Reich administrators and also of their aspiring minions--at all levels this policy and paradigm haTo break the grip of the US is the ultimate goal and to replace it first with a power-sharing agreement and then to ultimately undermine the US and bring it crashing down is the ultimate goal.s seeped into the fabric of every culture not just in Europ-a-land but in various other continents as well.

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There's one of the celebrities who I occasionally do a search engine thang for just becuz it's a bit fun (is it healthy?). I use this as a thermometer of sorts for my situation. But my brain, being under such ominously distorted states due to external forces, picked up this memory out of my brain-memory bank and it just came to me--a song out of the 70's I would hear from WLS out of Chicago when I lived in Champaign (got reception all those miles away on my little radio in my bedroom). I had given up at that point on classical violin and wanted to be part of the "fun" music that "everyone" was getting hip to. I now recall a movie and book (I read the book, didn't get through the movie) called Looking for Mr. Goodbar.

 "Helen Reddy--Delta Dawn Music Video". YazerPro. February 12, 2009.

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But DELTA DAWN (now realizing this title also has significant symbolism but won't go into that detail right now): the song that just popped into my brain and memory is not linked to my opinion of the male actor, the association came with all the videos on YouTube that are crazy fan stuff---obsessive/compulsive drooling for a celebrity, for example--and other ideas I won't write about in the personal domain.

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...and my 2nd association from floating but associated ties to the fan-base idolatry of celebrity brings to mind the great character of Miss Havisham from Charles Dickens' Great Expectations--again, the book brings more detail but the film versions bring the character a bit to light. Ah, what a fantastic beast Miss Havisham has created in the general but perhaps forgotten literary and film landscape. This also has personal associations with the ideas floating through my mind of this weird situation foisted upon me with being teleported to "them"--as I watch the fan stuff on YouTube, the gossip and the posturing charitable photo-op stuff of the celebrities who couldn't give a damn about the issues unless it involves some kind of profit or fame for them and their most cherished careers. But Miss Havisham and Delta Dawn are both adoring the YouTube videos (featuring every day with a fan base of millions this most famous male/one who women kneel in devotion to, some women I mean. Also men, of course).

"Great Expectations 'Miss Havisham' Mertida Hunt, 1946". Cool Guy. May 28, 2017.

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...and this song comes to mind---not because of the NAME in the title but because of the song--(I had forgotten the title of the song and the name of the woman for whom Ms. Reddy is singing) but the weird crescent moon hanging over a dying swamp is the term I might use for the technologically obsessed---I heard this song out of Chicago, over 200 miles south in Champaign and I tried to understand it with a 12-year old mind but could not grasp the sordid waste of life that Ms. Reddy was singing about---the video, though, is quite the subliminal because in the first scene of a city scene is a most clear and defined phallic symbol building--almost clearly obscene--I think media is more adept at hiding such clues at this point. But it wasn't really meant or intended to be so hidden anyway---it has a direct bearing on this theme and of the not so veiled obsession with "big city" pipe dreams and men and love and media addiction devoid of reality---(or is addiction the ultimate reality?)

"Helen Reddy--Angie Baby Cartoon". LukeDuke908. February 19, 2012.

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But as a little aside: here's to Ms. Helen Reddy and her contribution to the real feminist marches, meetings and fights that women have had to undergo all these years of protest--I AM WOMAN

hear me roar, baby! Maybe? A lady? Shady? 

"I Am Woman--Helen Reddy". Sophie Othilla Ngo. January 18, 2013.

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"Looking for Mr. Goodbar (1977) clip". Films 411. September 20, 2016.

This brings back a very different memory of me and my grandmother marching in a protest to keep abortion legal. This march was in the streets of Phoenix, Arizona around the mid-late 80's. My grandmother and I had our arms around one another while marching amongst the protesters in the middle of a long train of women marching for abortion rights to continue. Strangely this was one of the few circumstances where me and my g-ma actually embraced for more than a few seconds (she was a bit distant and very controlling--maybe a bit like a Miss Havisham but in connubial bliss with my endearing grandfather who devoted his life and everything to her, and it was mutual but I know she cheated on him and he still loved her for it. They loved one another for more than 50 years like the best of friends and devoted to their deaths). She was loving but not a doting type (my mother called her a kind of "super bitch" personality). She kind of taught me the "hard way" not to get involved with the creeple that the Nazi organization flew into my path with my brain inundated with "gravy" mind control ooze mostly all my life. She kept admonishing me to pick better men but in a whiney way which kept me on my toes--endlessly looking for Mr. Goodbar and now I've given up on looking for the elusive ultimate deadly abuser fantasy (must see but mostly must read the book Looking for Mr. Goodbar to understand my drift, can you DIG IT?).

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"5 Easy Pieces--Stand By Your Man--Tammy Wynette". HD Film Tributes. June 22, 2021.

This song, and this movie 5 Easy Pieces come to mind in this miasma of memories associated with looking up celebrity fascination on the tube circuit pumped directly into your brain and heart---themes of feminism. Oddly, the woman who played the "feminist/independent" character who Mr. Nicholson lent one of his homes to, promising her that he would never kick her out, once she reached that untenable age he did, indeed kick her out. I don't know what happened to her since I assume she got over very well--maybe I'll look it up.... But the film 5 Easy Pieces is, in part, a depiction of the fantasy good girl wifey woman who dotes on her husband and every tear waiting to drop at the slightest hat falling the cliche perfect woman-as opposed to the 70's version of the New Independent Woman who could stand on her own (maybe to buy and purchase her own house? However now that I understand the good ole Mr. Goodbar Network I know that women being blocked from obtaining financial freedom is a thing and for real, dude. At least for me becuz I'm supposedly "dangerous" and very bad and the list of hate terms for me is endless according to the people using subliminals to drain my brain of all positive reinforcement about who an what I am--thus carried-on by the teleporting terrorist mind screw operators out of H-wood, the celebrities who seem to gain money from their exploits playing the freedom loving women but support male domination oppression to an extreme degree of violence when it comes to me, as they also participate in the violence, ostensibly to prove to the male-dominated media industry controlled, I assume, by men largely and the women who support misogynist woman-hating culture.

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"Tammy Wynette--Divorce (lyrics)".  Lee Westwick. September 6, 2012.

At least d-i-v-o-r-c-e is still legal....women who want independence still have a chance to not be as enslaved but mentally they remain cloistered and supporting cheerleaders for male abusive relationships---

Terrorist Body Count: Another "new" terrorist-staining-compounded-embedded "scar" on my thigh that was only a mere scratch on my thigh, turned into an infected swollen scar which has healed into a permanent brown slash mark visible from a distance on my leg. A recap of some of the deformities that this group of highly wealthy, plastic-surgery-enhanced, endless beauty treatment celebrities and their Nazi and minion proxy terrorist abusers have inflicted upon my body.

 While the hacking commences....

I know that after getting up from this computer, on this table in this tiny torture and surveillance chamber--I will "remember" at least a few more injuries that this group (the collective, for decades, not just this one specific group in Plastic LA)---has inflicted upon my body.

Besides the poisoning with not only mind control drugs, which included pain-numbing chemicals, some kind of metamphetamine mix into the brain-altering mixture and the HARDENING and bloating chemicals that have kept all these drugs rotting, fermenting and suffocating into the crevices of my utestines (viscerae) my nervous system affecting my behavior and brain functioning and destroying mobility--but then also aesthetically producing an effect of something akin to sagging layers of superficial adipose tissue forming above the hard chemicals that have turned into something like a turtle's shell into my back, extending into my legs, hips, along my spine and into my back, up into my neck and then into my skull--where probably the brain-implants were cut and placed into my brain when I was, probably, around 1 year old or 2. Then there's a microchip implant in my throat which has prevented me from singing which I used to love--but also creates a system that this group never stops exploiting of closing off my wind pipe so while I am eating I begin to choke--or drinking--at the first gulp they force the sphincter muscles to contract so it's a semblance of that surprise element and also like water going up into your nose while you have liquids in your throat. They also force this same set of sphincter muscles to contract while I am in a deep sleep mode--causing a kind of creepy noise in my nose and throat and waking me up suddenly from this deep sleep state. I am always ill from detoxing the hard poisoning or fighting to not drown in all the new poisons and drugs that are infected into my system by the terrorist stalking teams which taint and poison with fungus, drugs and mold and etc my food--also the air I have breathed into without fresh air for over 8 years trying to stave off the home invasion groups which break my bones, destroy my skin and hair.

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Skin and Hair: my forearms have been smeared, I assume for years, with something that literally has caused the appearance of reptilian scales on the surface of my skin--like a mummified arm, the skin has a scaly appearance. I have softened the skin from all these natural treatments I can afford, but like this new scar on the front of my left leg, the damage they inflicted has been permanently and chemically embedded into my arms. In broad daylight it is repulsive and horrible.\

My hair of course has been so badly chemically damaged from nightly forays into my body and room by this team and it's collective organizational demands to inflict their hate and sexual depravity upon me--every single night while I am teleported, my consciousness literally sucked out of my "prime" body in the original sleep state location, the more ephemeral body (which apparently appears like a whole and organic body to those in the 2nd physical state location--my prime body is where many of my most sensitive functions like taste, smell, clear eyesight, etc remain but my consciousness is blanked out so whenever the minions break into my room or attack me while I am in this deep state I am unaware of any attack and they always insert pain-numbing chemicals so I can't tell upon waking that I have been broken, inserted with objects, my body put out of alignment but for many years I could not get up out of bed without limping because these minion ape whore pigs would rape, put my body out of alignment, insert fungus, cut into my body, put fungus and damaging chemicals into my food and body to damage me in a seeming slow deterioration plan so their outright violence just appears as a natural decline in my mental and physical state. I never feel anything while they do this but I am always aware of having been teleported to the sinister, so extremely STUPID skits and hate attacks with dumb negativity that just keeps going on and on like a Kindergarden bunch of bullies who have no intelligence of the emotional level beyond a basic thug immaturity--but I never feel any of the violence being inflicted upon me while I am being mentally,emotionally and physically and sexually tortured by the celebrities and all those who have participated in the teleportation hate attacks--every single night--including last night where they did a "skit" of telling me about my death, being buried or something like that===so my consciousness is always split in twain while I am under multiple levels in two different physical locations of absolute violent attack--that is how insidious the technology is being used or misused by this team and by the US Government with full participation of all involved globally who all follow the same exact protocols so there is no difference between cultures of places whether I move here or there---So the point is that I am put into this vice situation due to the technology that counters all decent human intervention for self defense--as these weak and violent and abusive celebrities and political leaders inflict their hate skits for their sense of power and my oppression--with me continuously fighting them and fending off their verbal and physical and sexual violence upon me which has never stopped for over a decade just from the teleportation and that is not the decades of people using this technology to inflict their rape and mutilations--but never to the extent of the last decade of absolute destruction and deterioration of my body and it's physical appearance with so many scars, broken bones (my toe broken so badly is juts into my foot at a 45-degree angle which would require surgery to correct, I think--maybe).

Thus my consciousness is also being as slowly ripped apart as the rest of my body on this daily version of absolute destruction of me while it is made to superficially appear that I am just "getting old" breaking down or perhaps dying from the poisons that are constantly being inflicted upon my body and breathing space and food and life and all the hate and stress that is perpetually poured upon my every moment of life, day and night, sleeping or waking enough to have killed a few people in the cumulative process of this break-down set of protocols to destroy me.

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(or maybe it's the microchip implants which literally put me into a kind of narcoleptic numbed and blank mental  state with or without the teleportation consciousness shifted to another location...?)

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What else? There are so many other injuries but I see now that some of the original scar on my leg has "healed" but there is a brown slash that was just a little scratch below the surface of my skin a few weeks ago. They pour brown stinking goo into my clothing--when I hand wash clothing I wear every day into the sink basin in my bathroom I see brown water due to this brown stinking mess that is sprayed on the walls (white walls now tainted with brown stinking and permanently staining goo sprayed into cabinets, my clothing, and of course they sprayed this on this scratch on my let, which infected it and then stained the slash/scratch into my skin, now it is permanent.

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That is my left thigh just above the knees, then there is my right thigh in the same spot with an inserted silicone-type round object which is supposed to look like a sebaceous cyst. The terrorists also inserted the same style silicone injection into my left rib area so wearing anything revealing that part of my body, like the ugly poisons which look like folds of flab all over my body--I have to completely cover my body and wear huge clothing to conceal all this deformity and scarring which has made my body completely hideous at least according to my personal appraisal. At best it's just broken down, crooked--no exercise for a decade because of the hard poisons and the drugging and the lack of having access to swimming pools--I am afraid of being pulled down into the water by terrorists and then drown if I were to go swimming in the Andaman Sea--I think there have been people who are targeted here in Phuket who were covertly assassinated in this style--pulled down by terrorists snorkling or scuba divers-this is indeed possible and I would like to write a story about it but all my stories and ideas are being stolen so I am sick of writing, having no chance to get a real audience and a chance to compete in any literary market without my ideas being endlessly stolen by hateful people destroying my body and life like this.

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The list is much larger than this, but I leave it here--oh yes, the chemical endless destruction of my hair which has been so badly destroyed the huge balding spot with years of my hair falling out. I have to cover my head with plastic completely covering my skull with the bottom closed off around my neck--sleeping with layers of plastic and coverings on my head, wrapped around my neck in a system of protection I hand sewed--just to try to stop the chemical destruction of my hair--and when I successfully do this and block the mechanical arms which break into my room while I am plastered into this chair in front of this laptop because I am so paralyzed, poisoned, sick and detoxing every single day (for a decade) I am in too much pain to go out (and people always attack me from behind while I am in public, and no one stops the terrorists or warn me, so they also spray crap into my hair while I am paying or in public as they slither up from behind to put crap on my clothing, rip threads out and spray crap into my hair--always from behind when I am standing at cash registers holding all the bags I carry because the terrorists damage my property whenever I leave this room)

And when I manage to cover up my hair with plastic tied basically around my neck, and secured so mechanical arms can't get into the loose bottom of this neck area--almost no hair falls out.

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Three days ago I was extremely ill as poisons that had fermented, stagnated and were stuck underneath the hard poisons stuck into my body, embedded into bones, into my back, etc--I did a few days detox and could not finish the usual 9-10 day detox process because the poisons being loosened as my body was going into this fasting mode--the poisons and drugs were so toxic that I had to eat to get the poisons to latch onto the food instead of my skin (the poisons latch at cellular levels to objects, so fasting loosens the cellulite or adipose layers, the poisons begin to soften and then if I eat, the food then provides a latching material for the poisons to cling to and thus for years that is all I have been doing to fight to get this never-ending hard block of poison out of my body. Of course ultrasound therapy would help but I am stuck in near homeless financial status as the millionaires and billionaires who all perform publicity-driven charity events and organizations which are part of their public personas will never help me financially to obtain health care I really need to speed this process up as they endlessly inflict so much stress that only accelerates the destruction of my body--in other words, slow murder.

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*Post-script add-on--"remembering" what I was in the process of writing but which was blasted out of my short-term memory whilst in the process of writing. 

I was trying to explain that a few days ago horrific and putrid poisons and chemicals were pouring out of my body (in my endless series of detox/fasting, days-long sessions which has been ongoing once or bi-monthly for over 3 years now) but...I literally passed out--fainted--but laid down during the morning when I was first beginning to eat food that would absorb the poisons---as I felt sizzy, exhausted and could not sit up (this was at 10 am or so) and thought I would just lay down for a few minutes because I literally could not function any longer--this was after the horrific mind control drug concoction and bloating/poisoning chemicals had detoxed out of my body after eating) and so laying down, I literally passed out into unconsciousness for 4 hours of a deep sleep--with my microchip implant being tweeked on my throat to cause this horrid block of air, a horrid sound in my throat which the terrorist minion attackers in the next room would inflict on me the entire time. I then experienced the same effect the very next day, as nearing the last few stages of detoxing the hard poisons in my body have put me in the range of extremely dangerously toxic material stored inside my viscerae and into crevices coated by the seals of the hard poison, latched onto my skin, into bones, my spine, etc. Two days in a row I thus passed out literally into unconsciousness after detoxing in the morning after having eaten--after a few days of fasting (not even able to go the full time period for fasting because the poisons being detoxed were so toxic I had to stop the process).

I then saw that because I was so ill I had not energy or time to put the many layers of protection around my head (I do it in such a way that I think blocks the mechanical arms--but which could easily be breeched by manual attack)--and my hair was once again falling out. The terrorists wasted no time in the furtherance of destroying my hair, my appearance, my body, and they absolutely exploit every moment of vulnerability possible.

This is the level of attack this group of millionaire and billionaire celebrities go to in order to try to abuse me into "submission" to them exploiting me in every way possible for the continuation of their "elitist" expectations of being automatically put into main and top position (they hope with any "upstarts" of any minority group thus being drugged, microchip implanted, made ugly, disfigured or just murdered--outright theft of original ideas will become and is standard practice already using subliminal thought-reading technologies and also the universal blacklisting so no one may aspire and gain any prestige is also now an encoded enforced policy of the body politic. 

I am now well enough, at least temporarily but now on yet another fasting detox project for the nth time in years--but my hair is no longer falling out because I am not literally falling into a state of toxic shock and laying unconscious for hours without the hair and head protection which I have on my head literally all day and night-because I am still too ill to get up and move around and there is no place in my room which is not broken into by the mechanical arms which inflict as much damage, poisoning, insertions, skin-damaging chemicals onto my skin, into my skin, into my orifices, into my hair, into my food, on my furniture so I breathe it in--and they spray this crap into my hair from all angles all the time unless I am moving and standing up--which is too painful because the poison detox also literally rips tissue out of my flesh every time this hardening poison finally rips out of my back--and always only in tiny increments so the process of elimination and painful healing of my body is non-stop. I can't move, I am sick from the poisons and the entire process of the aim of destroying me physically and in appearance is augmented by not being able to even stretch, move, go any place as I remain a sitting duck type target while these attackers are in a war mode where every vulnerability is an absolute green light avenue for attack. Slow murder. This is not just my body count. How many people have been eliminated thusly and for how long has this system been going on? What is the actual body count that this terrorist organization has created around the world and for how many years--or centuries?

I would like to imagine that she had the force of character and optimistic and grounded self-awareness of her feminine strength to not have been involved in "gang stalking" terrorism. That her femininity was so stable that reliance upon attacking another woman was not a crucial staple in her ethical vocabulary. A study in feminine power when Florence Bates and Ingrid Bergman have a tête-à-tête scene in: "Saratoga Trunk--'I live by my wits...'".

A study in feminine power when Florence Bates and Ingrid Bergman have a  tête-à-tête scene in: 

"Saratoga Trunk--'I live by my wits...'". SueSueApplegate. November 2, 2013.

Florence Bates: Would she have been a #Me too! rapist enabling exploiter, fascist and Nazi ideologue slinging out white supremacist propaganda cloaked as anti-racism? If she were in H-wood now, would she resort to the teleportation contract terrorism foisted upon me, and after usurping would she be advertised by that industry as another "strong" woman fighting against misogyny as another celebrity so-called "feminist" working for photo-op and charity pocketed funds and publicity too based on destroying other woman if they are not "legally blonde" or with dyed and/or plastic surgery modification to appear as synthetic versions of white supremacist imitation?

I would like to imagine that she had the force of character to not have been involved in "gang stalking" terrorism. That her femininity was so stable that reliance upon attacking another woman was not a crucial staple in her ethical vocabulary. I would like to imagine that such a woman was strong enough to not depend on the admiration of men whom she likewise helped to rape and abuse other woman just so she could obtain a promotion in another role and also a thrill-seeking sense of power out of such participation. I feel that she may have been a legitimate woman of character. Is this only wishful thinking for a nostalgic concept that I feel could have been the case? Her sense of being a strong woman was not dependent on attacking other women for a sense of "superiority" a cheap-shot power play for ascension? Florence Bates~~never heard of her 'til I started watching Hitchcock's 1940 Rebecca. Amazed at her strength of personality and power that exudes from this old black & white into my awareness. She's a domineering force and admirable in her acting qualities. She was the first female lawyer in Texas to boot! A lawyer metamorphosizes into a fierce acting personality. A connect between appearing before a court and appearing before the court of public opinion using the same-said acting skills necessary to sell justice or injustice as well as truth or fiction. Wish she were still alive and a part of H-wood to this day. Would she have obtained any star billing if she attempted to join the H-wood circuit in our "slim, thin and modified" era? Would she be too obdurate a personality for today's standards of seeming strength coupled with abject submissiveness for the women who claim they are "feminist" in H-wood?

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The thin, fashionable, wealthy and glamorous/beauty woman conspiring with the "I look like a washer woman but I live in luxury" strong-willed and loud woman devouring her petite chocolates as they conspire and discuss the strengths and weaknesses of their respective feminine wiles to obtain their goals. I must see this movie.

*This is NOT a Pro-Russian post, nor is it an anti-Ukrainian post. It is about Goose-stepping, wanna be accepted by the 4th Reich--Ukraine getting equipped by the 4th Reich is the reason why Russian forces have been stymied thus far from the previously "expected easy invasion" that people (news commentators and political analysts and comedians) claim Putin and his army had previously "expected". Part of the sell by the US media of the Ukraine entrance into the 4th Reich NATO alliance is The heroism hype regarding the *brash* Ukrainian civilian corps (and the Azov Neo-Nazi battalion that Americans seem to love and ignore their political leanings) and our beloved US media sensationalism regarding "Ukraine heroism". and the "fighting of brave normal civilians" to deter Russian invasion:

 (Defense Update Magazine) The Russian War in Ukraine --First Impressions

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How Ukraine’s Jewish president Zelensky made peace with neo-Nazi paramilitaries on front lines of war with Russia

"The president’s Jewishness as Western media PR device".  

One of the most protracted lies that US media commentators and analysts are using regarding Zelensky is that the Russian claim that Neo-Nazis are marching under Zelinsky-approved flags cannot be true as Zelensky is a "Jew" and therefore cannot, absolutely impossible that Zelinsky could have any affiliation with Nazi groups or protocols or forces. However, the reality likewise that I know 100% to be a genuine fact is that Jews participate in Nazi protocols every single day. They do so with Nazis against me for their own promotions, they operate with Nazi groups, and they have adopted into Nazi protocols completely. I have seen this all my life and know it is a fact. The silencing of this very poignant fact is what keeps Nazism alive in large part and the disguise of the minorities who participate as their cover for "fighting against racism" is one of the biggest farces and lies on this planet regarding any real fight for Freedom of equality. It is the silent way that Nazism thrives and is indeed increasing on a global scale (one can so easily see this happening in the United States, despite all the plethora of H-wood movies with bombastic anti-Nazism and rhetoric and political speeches to the contrary, all denials and lies). AGAIN--to reiterate this for the 3rd time, hacking is very bad and my brain is under extreme attack--I can barely see straight any longer my vision is completely skewed, I can barely think clearly it's impossible to go on into detail about this unless I stop and get away from the influence of the attack--in front of the keyboard or just stopping the WiFi or whatever is being beamed into my skull/Brain. But the situation of Jews fully participating in Nazi protocols is something I have been burdened with all my life. Note how there are NO Jewish groups or individuals coming to my defense despite famous personalities out of H-wood who are famous for their anti-Nazi/anti-Holocaust movies, all their contacts and etc. I have tried with Jewish people and groups and have gotten only attacked by them in one form or another--again, all my life this has happened. I have first-hand experience with how Jews must conform into the demands, the cracks and crevices, of this disgusting Nazi-based protocol system that is the basis of the terrorist "gang stalking" and MK ULTRA contract out on me. The tenuous ties to the warfare consolidation of Nazi extremists into the Ukraine army and police is nothing short of the same system confronting me--which is to conform, obey, submit, incorporate, allow them into highest positions, ignore their hate speech and help and assist them into stealing all they can from me--that is the protocol--it is what Zelensky must conform to as well--with his blonde non-Jewish wife of course as his token "pass" into being acceptable into mainstream 4th Reich position of power and especially in the entertraiment (sic) field. There are very few differences between what the Ukrainians demand of conformity to Nazi authority, and also they want to be accepted into the EU (by way of NATO).; Their Nazi posturing is a sure way of advertising their willingness to be part of the "team" which the Western countries all but cloak in fake altruistic anti-Nazi posturing (oh how much they do in H-wood).

**Please note that while I write this hacker terrorists are disrupting the keyboard and functioning almost every word or other word--my brain is under the usual fog of brain-altering technology--as I wrote below my vision is now blurred, I feel dizzy, I can't think clearly and after I write sentences I re-read and see hackers have deleted and strung deleted parts of broken sentences together--they change sentence structure and meaning--I can't type without having to continuously fight to backspace and retype as the keyboard functions are being blocked--space bar won't work, keys I press do not operate and other letters appear instead-etc etc. I wrote of this under a kind of brain-alteration effect where I got into the more hyperbolic reaction on my part--again, my vision is now very blurry like I am "drunk" and my brain is under heavy assault by their brain=altering weapons-"they" meaning the US Government funded operatives who employ these US state-of-the-art ""mind control and torture technologies including the hacking revision of what I write for discrediting purposes.

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What the news stories and analyses I have watched and listened to from mainstream news commentators, what the recurring themes-makers are not informing the public about and the REAL reason Russia is losing so many troops, and why Russia has resorted to attacking Ukrainians in more civilian areas, similar to guerilla warfare tactics.

Prior to the invasion, prepared and supported by NATO, there has been an Upgrade in Ukrainian electronic weaponry courtesy of NATO countries such as Germany and the US. A surprise to Russian troops, Ukraine is now equipped with higher-grade Anti-missile and anti-tank weaponry, drone technology and laser and other electronic warfare equipment that the Russians are unfamiliar with after the 2014 invasion, now a new game-changer. Ukraine has been trained and more heavily equipped with upgraded weaponry (but still far from being up to current state-of-the-art standards for US military) prior to the invasion by NATO partners (of the US and by the United States).

Due to the surprise element of the newly-acquired high-tech anti-tank and anti-missile technology and more enhanced electronic warfare capabilities, the article continues, to avert the unanticipated element of heightened warfare technology,. the Russian forces have resorted more to the shelling of civilian areas as a form of using the surprise element. Russia is going to relative extremes to counter the new Ukrainian defense weaponry and electronic equipment.

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The article states that Ukraine has been prepped by NATO and the United States for a new invasion "for months".

" Since 2014 the Ukrainian army has been equipped with many locally produced weapons familiar to the Russians. But in recent months, Ukraine has obtained many western anti-tank and anti-aircraft weapons.....Among them the Javelin and NLAW ATGMs, German-Dutch Panzerfaust3, and AT-4, which have caused significant losses among the Russian armor; they also successfully deployed Stinger and Strela MANPADS missiles against Russian aviation assets, including fast jets such as the Su-27/30, MiG-29, and Su-25 and low flying helicopters, such as the Mi-8/17, 24/35, 28 and Kamov Ka-52.

On the other side, Russian land forces seem disorganized when not posing to their cameras, particularly in the dismounted deployment of mechanized infantry—the lack of organized, combined arms maneuver results in heavy losses in material and lives. In the first three weeks of combat, the loss rate of Russian forces has amounted to about 8-10 percent of their force and turn to use indirect firepower by artillery, rockets, cruise, and ballistic missiles. Even if these attacks are directed at Ukrainian forces, the dispersion of such firepower results in indiscriminate attacks on cities and villages."

However, the Defense Update article also states that the technology Ukraine has amassed from NATO is not up-to-date "state of the art" but is instead relics from 1990's military hardware and equipment. Yet updated somewhat in recent months, surprising the Russian military advance into Ukraine.

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There's a lot of hacking and hacker deletions going on as I write--I notice that my sentences are being rewritten and become very jumbled due to hacker interference. However this post appears after I have corrected it for the third time--all due to hacker intrusion. Also my brain and thought processes are likewise under attack by their brain-altering tech (but I am still writing correctly and cohesively--just all re-arranged afterwards by their terrorism). It's very hard to write clearly the keyboard is very hacked and difficult to write on--I press one key and another letter appears, etc...

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..but to continue on the story above. Defense Update also reports that both the Russian and Ukrainian equipment is outdated to the point that tanks are getting stuck in mud and breaking down. Ukraine had participated with NATO forces in training prior to the invasion and had not performed mandatory and routine maintenance of tank and arsenal after the military exercises.

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Instead the news coverage I have heard, and those mostly white males who are the "liberal" commentators on YouTube and for their comedic political entertainment shows--their commentary about how staunch and brave the actor of Ukraine is only heightens the emotional appeal of footage of civilians (i.e. women and children) fighting so "bravely" for their country as the vanguard of the defense and the reason for the relative "success" of the resistance to the Russian invasion. Not really the actual reality of the facts---it's NATO giving weapons and all those millions of $$ that the US is also sending asap to Ukraine with weapons and support and logistics and more up-to-date equipment--you can be sure that what had been 1990's era weaponry is now going to be state-of the art. I am still upset that all that money is being sent to this war effort instead of going to people who are homeless in the United States, need health care, need housing instead of shipping money for oil interests and the war-machine effort to Ukraine. I also need money due to the TORTURE contract that the United States has forced upon me....the systematic torture and destruction of my body and my home and property and career and health and happiness that so many greedy and rapacious have "indulged" their greedy aspirations into due to this most heinous and cruel and violent contract that is by now endless ongoing torture. I heard a story about a Guantanamo prisoner who has been awaiting any kind of Habeus Corpus proceeding and has been in that torture camp for almost 10 years (or was that 20 years by now?) who was used as a human practice object for slamming targets into the ground--head into the ground--as part of training exercises held at Guantanamo for US troops being trained in anti-terrorist maneuvers. The man in question, out of the Middle East (Afghanistan I think he is from) now has brain damage and is still being held as a prisoner without charges and no trail--he has never been put before a judge or court or told what crimes he has committed.) All the years of torture (the soldiers spent 2 hours per day slamming his head into the ground for training exercises on a human experimental object). This is similar in scope to what has been done with me, except this is a torture, rape and theft of ideas "project" that ultra wealthy have "enjoyed" participating in with endless awards and promotions for them all. I remain nearly homeless and living under non-stop threat of all my money, sub-sub-poverty level, being taken away from me every single day if I write the wrong things that "offend" the criminal perpetrators--your beloved celebrities--your wonderful enhanced personalities who you all give carte blanche to commit every kind of crime without any transparency or media focus on how corrupt the celebrity culture really is and the promotions and the "dark money" behind their every movie and programming enterprise (aka "propaganda"). But no, I sit here watching as the United States if funding a partial Nazi operation in Ukraine (The Azov Battalion, for example) and I am stuck being totrure by Nazi celebrities who, like the media and news outlets proclaim the Ukrainians to be--just heroic fighting for justice, Freedom and Democracy--but the marching Nazis (which also comprise Russian society and I know this 100% because I've been attacked by lots of Russians here in Phuket) but....they're being funded with millions of dollars that people like I need--which I deserve which is what justice really should be--for Freedom and for Democracy. Ignored, silenced and under non-stop threat ot remain silent. Also tortured by subliminal tech after I write anything that is a threat to these expletives--including any idea that I write with clarity and briefly--as right now I can't even see straight because of this attack on my brain--my brain is under extreme attack while I am writing it's very hard to focus or think or see clearly--my vision begins to go while I write. But after I write any brief comment because the terrorist attackers also utilizing this brainwave tech make it literally impossible to focus, type and think and see--my vision is so blurry I am so dizzy after just 10 minutes or so of fighting to type and think. But I am a torture victim and I need money out of reparations for the crimes against humanity that the United States government has been instead showering upon already extremely wealthy--who then get a kick out of mutilating my body with chemicals, poisons and disfiguration (broken toes, insertions under cuticles, hair being chemically treated to fall out--balding spots on my head--etc--then told that not only am I "stupid" all the time after the celebrities steal my ideas, but then I am "ugly" and they are far more "beautiful" as they also destroy my health and physical appearance. Living in squalor and filth is part of the torture and slow murder through poisoning contract that the US is also funding and fully supporting. That Ukraine is being handed millions of dollars and then being advertised as a brave and heroic culture instead of what had been in the news back in 2014: a Neo-Nazi culture that is basically letting the Western countries know that they are following the Goosestep alliance and instead of covering their stance up with the posturing Freedom k-rap that the NATO countries incorporate so fully into the entertainment spectacle of movies and brainwashing media hype--they openly let countries like Germany, one of the lead countries of NATO and of the arming of this country--letting them know that they are unreserved in their NAZI incorporation into the culture. It is a kind of inculturation into Nazism that these former CCCP bloc countires feel obliged to have to perform and then incorporate into their cultural paradigm in order to be accepted as "players" in the 4th Reich.

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THE SIGN O'WAR! (The Birthday Issue #313)// Imagine if no one knew the date of their birth but only the date of their death? That would change the bs of astrology and sun sign cliches! Instead it would be, your death date makes you a Leo and you will burn in the fiery sun of an explosion because your sign is FIRE. Would it make the astrologically stupid cliched and stereotyped statements by obsessed people any less stupid if birth and death dates were reversed?

 "God Sent a Message to Every Person with the Date of Their Death and This is What People Did". Movie Recaps. March 10, 2022.

"The Brand New Testament Official Trailer". MovieClips Indi. November 9, 2016.

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"12 Zodiac Signs at Reunion Dinner". Wah!Banana. February 11, 2018.

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"The 4 Most Powerful Zodiac Signs. Are You One of Them?". Be The Light. August 14, 2020.

S***T! My sign didn't make the list. But I do find people of these signs to be most aggressively annoying and rude and crude, belligerent. The qualities of "power" that are ascribed to the human race by the corrupt who codify these qualifications and characteristics leave something to be desired...

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"Melodysheep--Be Like Water My Friend! Bruce Lee Remix". December 12, 2012.

Yet however, Bruce Lee has advice to any fighters out there who want to learn how to beat fire-starters who obliterate, block-head obstructionists of wood, earthly destroyers and some watery equivalents: "BE LIKE WATER, MY FRIEND. IT IS THE STRONGEST OF ALL.". And my sign, "Pisces, my "Sun sign" also is complimented by Moon in Pisces, Mercury in Pisces, but my ascendant is in Sagittarius meaning fire, just enough, to get me going instead of languishing around in a pool of watery relaxation with no ambition. Not that I truly follow this, but I have done this on-line generated birth chart so I know just these few of the "houses"--I remember that my Venus is in Taurus, making me a "romantic" and thus I cannot abide by the pornographic haters who surround me trying to force sex slavery and unpaid sex prostitution abuse-discard object for hateful and loveless abusers and exploiters. (who are considered "the most powerful" by the odiously dumb who create the mystique of what is powerful and what is not in this world, which is driven-by media executives who need this paradigm to justify their rapacious greedy acquisition mentality).

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..But instead of fluidity, harshly deemed the penultimate of power--- THE ALL-ENCOMPASSING PARAMOUNT SIGN O'THE TIMES IS : THE AGGRESSIVE (you get your own cheerleading squadron of minions if you pursue this Left-Hand path):

"Faith No More--Be Aggressive". Hello Motherfucker! July 20, 2014.

Fascism and "gentrification" of South Beach (=increase in violence, hostility and discrimination from terrorist Nazi/Mafia "gang stalking" mind control operations and upgrading of technocratic mind control systems, incorporating goons and Minority minions) . Gone, gone with the wind of "gentrification"--El Pirata Cigars on South Beach--get a cafecito--get cuban bread or a sandwich---get some excellent Macanudos and smoke them finely after your easily obtaining little Cuban meal.

 EL PIRATA CIGARS --formerly established in a 40-year tradition on South Beach at 326 Lincoln Road. Otherwise known as Zellick's Cigars, which then expanded to the shop next door to become (Zellick's) Presto Pizza. Zellick used to be a "friend" of mine (still a gang stalker, but probably as good as it gets when it comes to the base-level thugs of all socio-economic and cultural cliches who participate in this terrorist operation).

("Closed Permanently") PRESTO PIZZA --with highest quality ingredients and fresh-made pasta. Plus fun staff, hip hop and funk, heavy metal and alternative prog music played and food served by tattoed younger dudes with Zellick at the counter with his dyed green hair and an "E" for ENDO (his band) cut into the side of his green little hair---funky and fun. Now seriously expensive and gentrified by Europ-a's in yet another near identical style of pizza place that appears like all the "boutique" style of interior design. Tedious. The old flavor that CREATED Miami has being turned into a Europ-a-zone.

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The one and only Zellick is on bass---

"ENDO--Simple Lies". Soffcore. July 6, 2006.

"ENDO--Malice". Dragutin Stevic. August 13, 2011. 

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I ALSO know Gil, lead singer of ENDO. He's surely not innocent but a complex personality. The lyrics are as complex as his personality and worthy of esteem (ENDO was highly popular in Miami and elsewhere--I recall that when ENDO played along with Vanilla Ice years ago in Ft. Lauderdale --I was there--Vanilla Ice cancelled ENDO's performance just as the show was about to begin because MOST of the people in the venue were there to see ENDO and not Vanilla Ice. There was a walk-out and protest against Vanilla Ice by at least 2/3 of the audience--people who had paid for the show).

Gil-- Comes on with smooth quietness in his calm demeanor when you meet him. He is soft-spoken and almost quiet. When he sings (I mean explodes) you can hear his vocal range in the ENDO hardcore which is as loud and boisterous as anything I have ever heard, amplified or synthesized or not---. 

"ENDO--G.A.D." metal is my life. October 22, 2021.

(LYRICS) G.A.D.

ENDO

I don't want to be me, I just want to be free! [2x]

Going down the ozone, lookin' for a new home

Tryin' to cope with the madness, future crisis,

Choked up, I can't breathe.

Loss of control, what the fuck's wrong with me?

Paranoia, the levels are dropping.

Something's dying within my coffin.

Slave to my own enemy, can't you see?

I don't want to be me, I just want to be free! [2x]

Eyes of unreality, notion of consciousness

Got to get grounded before they come for us.

Pose for another shot, my thoughts are broken.

Impending loss is what I'm holding on to

Got to make my way to the fire that burns my flame.

King to my own enemy, can't you see?

I don't want to be me, I just want to be free! [2x]

I just want to be free.

Source: LyricFind

Songwriters: Eli T. Parker / Gil Bitton / Joel Suarez / Zelick Ian Gimelstein

G.A.D. lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc

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A relatively recent photo of Zelick nowadays--domesticated---married with two babies, his gentrified wife out of Alabama (Zelick's Nazi/Mafia assimilation enforced protocol as he is also a "gang stalker" terrorist but nothing like the levels of the fascists who have taken over his joint, operation and South Beach) and two dogs and an inflatable swimming pool in his back yard. Getting a bit chunky these days. 

--post script: I spelled Zelick incorrectly in the first paragraph(s) but now see it's just one L not two. Oh well.