Thursday, July 10, 2025

30 minutes after having published the last post--my internet was switched off 7 times, within 30 minutes---that is a 3 minute or longer wait for reestablishment as all functions are slowed down and the processing chip for my computer has been replaced by a cheachb hp slow reduced chip I believe---the place I spent literally 7 days of hours per day of fighting to phone, so they had time to pay the people working there to lie, which Ib

 ...I have to continue here, as hackers just hacked a function so that in the title portion where I was writing, a that I type turns into a delete of the last letter so I begin to type and the sentence is being deleted instead


they lied to me at this other business which I had fought for a week, literally hours per day to get internet to work, the block and the malware (half a million files or more hacked per day) with the system frozen completely--it would turn on after the business was closed on the other side of the planet


they repeated a script (I believe) when I asked about a facet of their business which is not connected to " the cloud" as this woman referenced it as only accepting a payment version I cannot obtain


when I asked her again she sighed as if I were a complete drag dumb and not comprehending because what she was repeating ,from my YEARS of experience in dealing with similar companies, is that it was a "personal" decision for their local area of business in this regard and she blocked any potential for my using their business, unless I were there in person. 


She referenced phoning other companies to get other information, so I began to phone, was put on hold for 10 minutes when I finally reached a person (with a very thick, heavy accent sounding like coming out of India, which means potential outsourcing of customer service) I was almost instantly hung-up on after explaining my question in detail; the internet was turned off then, and then I unplugged the router and plugged it back in, waiting the connection established only very so slowly, then tried again, the number I had just dialed, successfully used, was not longer "valid" so I had to refresh the page--which then went blank as the internet was cut off by just flipping a key or switch by the hate in the rooms next to mine; while typing this the cursor jumps to other words as I type and if I try to click back where I was in the middle writing, it jumps back again and I click back where I was, in the middle of a word the entire paragraphs highlights, I try to click to get the highlighting off, the page turns blue, I then click again only to fight to finish the word I was on, while every key is so stiff I must pound constantly,, the letters don't appear I pound and fight to get a single sentence out


meanwhile, 30 minutes of trying to reach the other business where outsourced INdians are working the phones, which means they will outright discriminate as they do here in this other Third World, completely colonized controlled by English and German and Europ-a domination terror mind controlled minion compliance---thrilled to be part of the terror team rather than it's victim, the outright discrimination by people going through the channels of the nazi control system are the first element units of discrimination open and outright--this I have seen in Miami, it appears very true in Los Angeles and not from immigrants but many generations but they are "minorities' usually yapping into microphones about fighting racism and oppression, the most outright outspoken railing against discrimination are the first to violently assault me almost


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After the voip service was disconnected three times while I was pressing the number, the number disappeared while I was typing, the page went out, etc I phoned the same department, the very same woman who had hung-up on me answered--she obviously was Indian the call center is undoubtedly in India--she calls herself "Claire" an obviously English name, from the English colonized call center she had first hung up on me, then as she picked up the second time, let the phone hang in silence as a loud ruckass was ongoing in the background as she let the clatter and shouting in her background continue--a common occurrence especially in outsourced third world countries they do this for almost every call--yelling, screaming people shouting clattering things being thrown to the floor in the background as the nasty unhelpful lying 3rd world minion is "helping" me--she finally said her name, and then with hate in her voice said "NO" to my question with sneering contempt. I told her "thank you" she answered promptly "you're welcome" as her instant response---outside of her nazi programming she could respond with something decent if only to end the call upon a positive note as I was trying to do---


thusly, one week of the U.S> business being told what to say, which is why it sounded like a script, they were instructed on some of the areas I might question, instructed as they were to respond with an annoying sort of "sigh" as I asked to clarify I told her I understood for many of her long-winded, sort of insulting responses although I said I understand she went on with sighing annoyance as if she had to repeat everything with minutae for all details with sighing annoyance, only to block anything I wanted--after one week she had been offered some tantalizing promotion or free deal for this response


I won't go into detail but I know that private businesses like this in fact operate in a way in which I could use them as a business, but she lied and repeated as if I were making an annoying and uncomprehending question--which I did because she repeated it as a script it sounded so robotic and I had asked just a simple yes or no question (the hacking is so awful I can't write with perfect grammar it is too hard to pound the few words out now)


they are all doing the same thing--they are all under control if someone is outside of their instruction they tamper with the controls of communication so I can't reach the agents until they are fully paid, coerced replaced the calls rerouted etc


ON all searches the payment I asked about state that the businesses accept the form of payment I asked about, but when I phone or contact either they are lying or the search engines are not up to date---all state they accept my payment options online, all say otherwise by phone and in chat. the internet has just gone out for the 10th time in 40 minutes. the signal appears on, the wifi router is lit up all lights are on, I was just using the laptop and it searched and worked then instantly it was off but no external appearance all was functioning the router lights remain all on 





The Heart of Darkness: & Total cyber-terrorist attack on my laptop and all externals---the mouse, the keyboard, the router lights remain on, but they are turning the wifi off every 2 minutes or less, like turning a switch on. I am trying to do business overseas, very vital for me and they want to block it because they must control my life to get their endless profit off my loss, while they steal everything and destroy everything they can't take. My flowers have been poisoned again, beautiful brand new, poisoned so all the flowers are drooping from poison having been dumped on the beautiful plant. 3 years every plant that thrives gets killed and is broken. If it lives, all flowers are picked off by their mechanical arms. Yesterday the Russian shit whore female of the whore ape team in the room beneath mine (2 floors down) was sauntering with swagger at her team of brownies doing her hate glaring work for her---pouring muck, black and brown permanently-staining filth into my room every single day and debris on the floors killing plants making my living space stinking; all the muck the drop and pour and scatter and break is permanently coated with some greasy substance, obviously laboratory-created and sent special with love from America to russians placed to torture me here with their teams of minorities. But the internet--as they turn the wifi off constantly, every click on any website I am doing something important on they freeze, the system freezes the wifi goes out constantly, they use the voice-to-skull technology (hissing into my ear, fake tinnitis is a symptom of it) hissing "loser" and "bitch" and "shut up" CONSTANTLY in a loop of hissing hate. This is being done by their minority teams who are in the rooms on all sides; the one in the room to my left is the main terror operation, they have built a faux wall of cabinets lining my wall and the degree of separation is a thin particle board between my room and theirs, where they insert mechanical arms through the boards and they do it, injecting their mechanical arm to mutilate poison and inflict as much damage without physically entering my room.

It's another 30 minutes of me just clicking turning the router on and off fighting to type--as I type they block the keyboard so I must unplug and plug it in, then I must do it again, the mouse in the past 2 days has become nearly inoperable due to malware not the problem with the mouse itself----to increase the stress of me fighting to type while they turn the internet off; as they just did it again

in the room next door they have the monitoring of my laptop my brain my body and the extensive weapons of torture and obstruction pointed into my brain and body; especially in this area where I have the laptop. Filthy brown muck surrounds me from years of them spraying and going itno my room to spray stinking piles and layers of black and brown goo on the walls, floor, on the furniture on my books on my clothing and when they can get into my room to assault my body, they inject fungus semen and fracture my bones 
without going into my room just from mechanical arms they can slice into my body which they do every chance they can, every day cutting into my cuticles pouring hardening substances on my toenails so they are hard stubs that never grow

from one week of non-stop fighting, 24 hours yesterday of fighting to use my laptop, a 12 hour day of literally fighting to get onto the internet doing system recoveries without end, hours of the computer spinning as they blocked every function

so the russian swaggered in a sexuality from the turn-on of torture

paid for with love from america
the us government a compilation of sell-outs and nazi adherents adoring euro p-a's and absolutely bringing every infiltrating nazi colonist imperialist into the country to help assist in a total overtake of the country
the government is wracked with legal-trained and theatrical-level performative liars, absolutely going along loving all the fascist nazis who assault me and bringing them all in! through this contract out on me they get theatrical actors rushing to help program in more nazi white superiority and the blacks and minorities of america can't wait to go to paris and london to go to fashion shows and get featured as main stars for bringing them all in! It has happened with numerous nepo-babies of the "liberal" nazi celebrities who embrace their nazi vicious violent murderous partners out of euro-p-a-nazi land--absolutely unabashed at performing dehumanizing genocidal acts of yelling violent torture--the english in particular--those who are Shakespeare renowned in movies are the most fastidious torturng yelling violent nazi bigots but being perfectly capable of perfect english rather than their german nazi partners they are the ones put into main control operation of the torture

the russians just being able to hiss "bitch" and "shut up" and inflict endless carnage, are welcome nonetheless as ole uncles and aunts of a former despotic fascist regime which americans yearn to emulate
total peasantry to the point of starving hoards in poverty being oppressed

perhaps leading to a "revolution" which will lead to a complete Stalin-dictatorship--the end result of the "revolution"

and thusly, deary americans, that is probably the outcome they are planning for
in the meantime, the horrid politicicians also yearn for this outcome the progressives are going to play a huge role in the eventual outcome of bloody revolution which will bring in a neo-nazi antisemitic concentration camp regime (right now, in the beginning stages with the"immigrants")

but don't worry about me, just your witch hunt target "did something to deserve it" the expletives, especially out of euro p-a-land hiss in hate at me that I "deserve" it and the americans are just violently digusting with their endless bottomless greed grasping for media relevancy for endless awards and prizes, meted out by the absolutely euro-fascist regime control over Hollywood there is no doubt about it
and coming out of whorewood is the current terror fasco regime you all love, can't stop talking about, for good or bad you can't even stop talking about them
msnbc for example are the main "liberal" promoters of the nazi fascist regime trying to emulate german and russian concentration camp gulag revolutionary martial law then dictatorship regime change in america

but I am just here, they need creative ideas because they are such empty, really hateful leeches who must feed off torture to feel "sexy" which is how the russian was sauntering from the groups of brown minorities lavishing slavish worship like she was a rock star--and living in a third world country the whites who exploit the degraded and oppressed mentality of the completely over-ridden places have said that they live like "rock stars" with sex and cleaning slaves doing all the disgusting violent work for them
it is clear and obvious here\

but in america, the same "subset" of the nazi hierarchy have the civil rights jargon to rely on, the put pictures of shirley chisholm on teeshirts and in photos near their desk but fully support the white nazi rape and torture of me violently defending the abusive violent men who assault me if they can get lavish praise and promotion in the plantation system they are trying to "become president" in when the nazis are not overtly in power it will be the progressive black and brown plantation slaves putting shirley chisholm up as their image but they are nothing remotely similar in anything but their skin color

and so, the russians with the help of their slave minions are blocking my internet so I am writing this

because I am trying to do business, for one entire week I have fought to make one single phone call

in the meantime the russian woman was so sexually turned on by the "power" that was handed to her by her teams of brownies who did all her bidding, and the sexual thrill they get from torture

which is why the english hateful bigot was violent towards me initially then sexually overcharged--he is here every single minute using the voice-to-skull; even while I am shopping in public, to try to familiarize myself with his endless pervasive inflicting of his greedy attempt with the most pernicious hateful americans behind him to push and get, the "alpha" male predator rape culture of endless torture violence mutilation\they they are sexually turned on by it, as this is the only way they can feel turned on whether it is because they only have hate for me their racism makes them only respect blonde women or whatever (blondish--white nazi women they can only "love" or "respect" or the minions who pour slave devotion to them with obvious obsequious reverence they can finally get up the passion to "love" them but from what I have seen, usually at least here where I am it is a business proposal in order to circumvent the national laws restricting endless foreign impingement upon colonialization efforts, so the laws dictate a national/foreign partnership in all real estate investment and transactions and you just get your intended target as close to you as possible, once you oppress them enough through murder and war and rape and torture, then you can partner with them, arousing enough passion to even have chidren but the women are waiting (the nazi women) in the backdrop for "the horror" to dwindle down into a cozy domesticated living situation and then swooping down to go for the kill, finally ousting the little brown girls and boys back into the corrugated tin shack ghettos, sent packed away from the beach areas to remote villages once more or just killed off for lebensraum

it is the same in america, they are trying to force this on me
the man is constantly for hours per day trying to force himself on me, the technology enables them to force their voices and their thin vision upon me and they exploit it for torture terror and then sexual titillation swagger as they are turned on but the most reason for this is the absolute compliance of all governments, not just the main predator united states which has fully paid for this to be implemented around the world but all governments. was it the nazis who first sponsored all this and the americans got part of the nazi gold after wwii or was it part of the american plan to begin with?

it is now yet one more hour of me struggling to use the internet to make ONE PHONE CALL after ONE WEEK of the internet being turned off constantly\

if anybody could be so kind as to stop this block of my attempt to just FIND OUT if I can do some business
and perform what I need to do to try to save my life from their life-threatening assaults on my survival---which are continuous and constant, offering only rapist violent men who say they are "rich" and will offer me "protection" with mafioso theatrical nazis assisting in the racketeering department mode of usurpation and theft, rape and violence, who all identify as being "italian" just like the americans who want a fascist nazi regime to quell anyone like me (not quell crush is the word they use) from displaying anything similar to talent, beauty and in particular, actual joy in living as an independent and thriving person living to my potential they want to use anything they can steal from me, and crush me for being independent from their control and abuse--exploitation
so now, the hacking to my mouse is such that I  can't pull up another page even though the mouse works, the page appears and then diminishes instantly---I can't click on one page, and open another window they are blocking that, so I  can't compare information I need from one screen to another
etc
all the while the internet is being turned off like the sun coming out of clouds on a cloudy day

one hour of fighting to do a few simple things which would have taken 5 minutes normally
hours per day of me doing this to get information on how to deal with the endless official lies by government agencies now OPENLY DISCRIMINATION AND LYING to me and blocking my money even sending letters stating that my money has been reinstated then sending me other letters stating that they sent me warnings that I was sent letters to take action and I have not
etc etc etc
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The entire week of me fighting to make a phone call, to my phyiscal exhaustion while at the same time this english man is yelling abuse at me every single moment all day, night and day, so I can't think at the same time they are blocking my brain's ability to calculate--they can compartmentalize brain function by the way, make the heart accelerate, block critical thinking at critical moments
and yelling abuse death threats after having raped me yelling constantly and then every second making comments on what I am doing

euro-p-a- after euro-p-a in particular out of england but they are just the english-speaking agents of the german nazi empire they collaborate with
doing this, non-stop death threats my body my home my finances under murderous assault non-stop homeless threats while I am shitting the poison out they poured into my food and injected into my bladder to paralyze and murder me, glaring in hate as I shit out poison fighting to get them off my life as they are partnererd with the secretary of defense making death threats after punching me in the face yelling "loser" at me with his family after insult after insult as I finally lost my control and began fighting back after hours and hours and hours and hours of abuse yelling directly into my brain by he and his family---partnering with the german violent rapist literally repeating what he had done, the instructions now fully conveyed to the english man who will never stop forcing himself on me as I fight and shit out the poison in utter sickness they want me broken crushed

the giggly laughter of the white women from congress happily engaged in yelling "the victims of the oppression the poor the blacks the latinos poor poor" yelling for their oppression rushing laughing threatening to kill me but they are "fighting for the oppressed" under the new regime which is a very old regime, indeed

the horror, the horror (the whore the whore is the phonetic equivalent, which is the point my step-father made in his book of analysis of Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad, who moved from Poland to England so understood very clearly the intent of imperialism by living around it in ENGLAND)

I am only conveying an analysis it has come to light in this situation

Meanwhile, the "system" is working on influencing through the brooklyn mafia-u.s. government collusion to block my attempts at the "other end" which is, the week of me fighting to make a single phone call has been met with re-organization of the structure of the receiving end so when I finally am able to make a phone call, terror agents will pick up the phone or instruct them on exactly what to say, which "they" all repeat as every business I have ever come across in my life since understanding this "stalking" operation is that of "mafia" overtake with fake agents wearing the uniform of the business enterprise literally replace the actual agents---here in a tiny developing country where they have no "back room" to hide in, they sit in the front while fake agents are at the cashiers they glare in hate, they are in the guise of being actual employees--they literally follow me around and instantly take over any place all who own a shop here in a third world nation are instructed that the mafia controls their a$$ and they had better submit; behind them all is the "white man" and his "woman" who are there to glare in violent hate if the orders aren't obeyed, and behind them are people like the secretary of defense with all kinds of weapons at his instant knee-jerk disposal which are mind control weapons poverty weapons of discrimination the system is fully controlled in this way; the incompetent grifters are put into high ranking positions of power so they will assist in the take-over and theft of resources for their mega-billion dollar investment schemes (sound like anyone you know in positions of power at htis moment)




Wednesday, July 9, 2025

Nostradamus had to write in a covert "code" fashion to override the Inquisition death sentence by torture regime, and I must write likewise in code to avert the threats of death and imprisonment for calling one of the extremely violent abuser wanna be gestapo nazi americans a hog &....but also an ape; thusly P-a =pig ape. The rest is my drugged and tortured meandering of inventive immature ramblings trying not to use their names just images and words floating to the surface of a murky pool reflection _upon them, me expunging my body and spirit of their foul and dank Christ-tan orgy commemoration of the holy trinity of money, sex and greed and hate death racism and rape culture theft glorified under a veil--trinities heaped upon obnoxiously one another in triplicate form until it is a swarm---noxious, belligerent bellowing bs holy-r-than thou rape pornographer 4th reichers devoid of any and all moral principle according to Jesus f-nation krispy kreame /// terrorist report---24 hours of literally struggling every SINGLE MOMENT to use my laptop on the internet. 24 hours for just the past day, every day for 6 days fighting to get half a million files off my c-drive just in the morning hours, 6 hours on the first day, 8 hours the 2nd, then I lost count--literally the importance of business I must do has forced me to fight for my life to use my internet to make international voip calls and conduct other internet-necessitated tasks which are critical, not just important for my life. My internet only worked AFTER business hours were over, literally I fought through the entire night, performing TWO RECOVERY with deletion of the c-drive reinstallment of windows--twice in 5 hours, waiting to click on all the prompts to get the situation continuing, the internet turned off mid-cycle so had to begin again. Doing at least 8 resets and then reverting to deleting all files and then after the first day of the internet turning on for 5 minutes max at a time, then today hackers reduced that to 30 seconds to 2 minutes with al freezing. After each recovery they hacked the audio off, and trying to locate it and install it was met by continuous complete and total freezing DOS of the system, so complete I had to turn the computer off tne router off both on and then once the signal was established, it worked for 2 minutes tops and then was gone--restarting turning the computer off the router off walking back and forth to do all for the last 6 days I estimate I turned the router off at least 150 times or even more---non-stop continuous. Meanwhile, in teleportation for the last week threatened with murder at least 4 or 5 times, sexually attacked and then raped by another yet another euro-p-a- violent abuser with p-a-itt-ina watching smirking and glaring and brushing me off as something to pass around to all the europ-a-'s who want to exchange some free land or opportunities in London or England for exchange of imposing vicious genocidal rape and torture mutilation and extreme violence upon people who resist re-colonization by English euro-p-a's who are welcomed with open everything by the throngs of "I"m part English part German" so-called Americans who want concentration camps they voted it in they are laughing now and partying it up, their plantation "my p-word" subordinates awarded for their role in all the uprising of plantation decimation of america, and they are awarded for it after the "joy" "p-word" tour yelling about being victims of discrimination and then under the psychopathic smiles of the europ-a's they turn on me with most vicious violent gruesome death threats and smiling lovingly at the "concentration camp" spewing bellowing behemoths they adore despite their open unrestrained racism aimed at me, for which they all smile with their most warm loving adoration for lavish praise afterwards and of course awards in the circuit of mind programming 4th Reich. the hacking to my keyboard is now so awful it's almost impossible to type. I spent the entire day yesterday and today fighting to get information; as soon as I latched onto important "know-how" vital instructions the page was frozen, the computer froze I could not even scroll to take notes (they had observed me doing this with other previous chats while they then restarted the chat by deleting the critical components of the hacking prevention tips and rewriting the information omitting the kernel, but leaving the outer shell intact so to a novice as I am, it would read as firm and solid instruction. I am now very dizzy the terrorists are making the keyboard very stiff so it's nearly impossible to type, and I am being deluged with brain pulses (weapons aimed into my brain/head to literally make me so dizzy I can barely see I feel nausious and sick and cna't go on) the attacks are increasing the hate and severity death threats rape and the gangs of celebrities so viciously murderously demanding that everything be given to them for free forever by my .life being destroyed for their endless profit and of course, my ideas they steal and they get the violent Nazi american to threaten my life and to incarcerate me if I so much as write any post like this--not even using derogatory terms for him and his partners---i.e. skunk face hog goh and skunk face christ--eeee (ew). canto go on feel dizzy and sick the internet is now on, for 24 hours I could not get it to last this long so they have compensated by attacking my brain and nervous system very horribly the keyboard is like I am pounding cement repeatedly----------------







this is the third computer of mine out of student loans and then from my subpoverty disability saved over year to afford---broken by this group for me fighting to stop being posioned and raped and abused to death, writing as a testament since before I began writing the murderous violence was so extreme as to be a continuous life-threatening situation--literally and in ways I cannot explicate now the hacking to the keyboard is making anything nearly impossible

very dizzy now as well, my vision is very blurrly I feel like I could pass oput soon the attacks are so vicious to my brain right now

this group is latched on yelling having me raped punched in the face after they have poisoned me so hard poison has made my body a hard shell stuffed with black stinking putrid hardening bloating poisons mixed with sickening mind control drugs; its' still in my body everywhere they have had part of my uterus severed out while I was in a comatose deep sleep state being abused in teleportation as they cut this out---causing hormonal imbalance while they tortured me and have not stopped every single day night and day day after day night after night non-stop since at least 2013, but earlier as well the really murderous "men" (italian and english_) stole ideas and were raping poison into my body had me thrown in jail after I called them pigs--my teeth nearly knocked out my hair poisoned out and my scalp a rubbery destruction zone huge portions of hair gone stubs remaining on my scalp for years--still fighting to grow the hair bac to at least 2/8 of an inch

the list of destruction permanent fractures maiming slicing dehabilitating and they are latched on to get more free ideas for more oscars guaranteed for assisting in programming into the 4th reich with all the adherents rushing like lemmings to join in (never fearing falling off a clip they abhor anything hindering their endless grasping sucking out stealing and posturing with pig sniffing the air postures of a faux superiority
i am too dizzy now to continue, I can't even focus my eyes are just dazed I can't concentrate the attacks have been increased greatly

plus, after drugging which rendered me in a highly susceptible state of exploding in rage after the "man" (euro-p-a-thug-a-lug beer floatilla thug) heavy square and retreating to his lair of fellow alcoholic reveling hoodlums (meaning soccar)
I can't think any longe this attack is seriously dehabilitating
the keyboard is so stiff it is a form of torture to try to get anything out pounding non-stop my head feeling like I've been on a roller coaster for a few hours

a few minutes later, so dizzy I got up, my head feeling like I've been spun around and around---the keyboard and mouse hacked so they are barely operable, the mouse newly hacked today along with the 250,000 files dumped repeatedly for days on end every few hours or instantly once I deleted them all, returning instantly
until the computer is so infected it would require an extreme professional to remove some of it

along with the rapist thug-a-rue and his english fellow yanking-hater (yank-hating) was a writer, who is having me raped by his violent and abusive partner buddy who will probably star in one of his upcoming series, but he wants to steal ideas from me and extract ideas out of torture as i have been working on "ignoring" the p-a's as the suggestion from the people who don't condemn the p-a's they only suggest to me that superhuman ignoring violent hateful leeches yelling directly into my inner ear bypassing any critical boundaries and going at it for over 6-16 hours per day--as this "man" has been doing, addicted to violent abuse and giggly and merry about all this amplitude of his former abusive tendencies now amplified exponentially and all paid and promotional with a series of hateful americans providing the foot in the door by sticking his other appendage into me for his promotion along with violent abuse  hours per day--high on it, addicted to it\

and so the writer obtained my introspective analyses which the hateful violent p=a's torture me for thinking or writing or saying under torture; I have done my best to remain silent as the advisors have all instructed in the peaceful domiciles of their accommodations also paid-in full by their "benevolent" societies but yet one of them violently threw objects around me the one and only time he participated in teleportation as if I had been a very naughty girl not giving raping 4th reich men and women all they demand that I not threaten them not be beautiful have a beautidul body no money living only in squallor that the artificially enforce upon me with thousands of millions of brown and black flecks staining their otherwise glaring white backdrop to a hellish hellscape scene in a grimoire that is being confused for quasi-religious modeling influencing Nazi 4th reich posturing in all respects. \

I am now pounding every letter out, my hands unable to move, my brain in a dizzy spinning mode unable to type and finish my thoughts any longer. The english writer got his friend to rape and abuse me so I would, under drugging and mutilation from spending hours and hours not only detoxifying (=shitting) black horrid poison I managed to crack out of the huge internal structure solid and hard as granite in places (all palces) which this same group ordered put in my body in the clear, liquid poison form for the many years of this torture contract
but hours non-stop fighting to use my laptop to stop from the CRIMINAL ACTION they have obtained out of their minority latino poopulation in a very hot place but steamy let it sink into the ocean--always the hurricanes blowing always the population growing--and the money owing, etc yes, they love living in ameica they are deemed the "good" latino immigrants especially for enacting fasco-discrimination policies with lusre and joy schadenfreude as per instruction by their fasco Nazi mafia superiors out there in miami
too sick from this attack to continue

continuous and extremely threatening lies by a government agency oscial security absolutely lying to me knowing that no one is going to bother with any criminal action towards and i have evidence---letters stating my benefits were reinstated but were not--being lied to by every agent at the office--and the mail system I rely on literally lying making nasty remarks in a tone of joy of me being under this much threat--using a slur towards my last name the one time I phoned her, the "manager" who has since blocked my previous skype number but told me she had no idea why it was not going through

i'm so dizzy from the brain attack I cant' think any longer or fight this typing. they are threatening my life literally through social security in a way that is a series of outright discriminatory illegal criminal but the person people in charge of this have rushed to smirk and smile as they are confident that they will only be promoted into even owning their own political nazi 4th reich party for upcoming elections--with the potential of satellite changing of polling booths as well--what could the maggots yearn for more than that? but in deep dank state h-wood, oh, how they are rushing to attack me in droves
so to obtain ideas derived out of extreme violence and torture of me, the gaunt english writer sat along with the "post" "elite chatham house snob" who said that his portrayal of a holocaust survivor, while not looking like either a victim of a genocidal regime with any of the marks of such threat except for looks of grim rage, evenly distributed at a constant rate of "rage" substitution acting, saying that his portrayal while not appearing exactly "Jewish" was a "superior" form of that race (I told him he was a british israelist" he began to inflict his violence upon me or his chagrin but it all leads to violence the subordinates like the alcoholic subordinate "lower class" thuggery are dying to follow orders and inflict their beer hall salutory nazi thuggery upon me.  the "intellectual' calm and beer froth white in appearance  sat comfortably but on the edge of his seat as I ranted my ideas gushing forth after this rapist who had just abused me sexually a few days prior was following me around as I fought to establish internet connection literally to save my life, as they all orchestrated the total and complete block to my financial survival anjd smug and determined to "crush" me--the leech writer sat on the edge listening for what he could steal--of course, ensuring I neve have a chance to write it myself or if, they would steal and thusly torturing me to get me to express anything was what was their "necessary" prompt

to get ideas to get the recognition of my ideas as their own, paif for in full by the 4th Reich--sitting next to p-a-pitt-ina who has been stealing my ideas derived out of poisoning, always keeping me on the edge of near death for at least 16 years and being paid in how many millions after taking my ideas to the oscars non-stop 

all the ideas stolen from my writings but now just tortured out of me through rape and non-stop blocks to my survival and the stress of fighting for my life constantly I began to scream and cry as the other skunk-face cock rock cock sat smug and smiling openly about the anguish he had spent 30 years or longer helping to inflict, also going to the oscars as a result of the promotional scheme scam of assauling me but having usurped the ostensible "alternative" sex lifestyle of the white male pleasure dome  next to him was a woman who plays the sex slave glorified pop music "star" who has helped to spawn a generation of fellow sequin garnished hor-d-ourves on top of a p-valley gesticulating phallic music industry pitting me as the "brown girl" of her 70's era song about the gypsy and as usual, dumping her own fear subliminal terror of appearing like the minority using me as her shield--as so many black and "brown" women do, the blondes who shower them with love for this antisemitism who envelop all the "other" minorities with showers of acceptance and approval for being the prime instruments of their extreme adherence to Nazi "eliminate all Jews" from america and the planet

and, I'm not of that religion, creed or really that race (I am slightly "mixed" by the way, just to say...)
and never identified with that group having attempted to and been subjected mostly to hate and betrayal for the same reasons of shifting burden onto me to lighten their load (and the are loaded with a special two-letter abbeviation begins with a b and ends with an s)


Tuesday, July 8, 2025

Serious business I must attend to, due to the blocks to my survival from this group----trying to phone businesses need webcam--hackers are pouring over HALF A MILLION files onto my c-drive every few hours I am deleting and deleting and doing 2 3-hour reset functions per day, making it now 5-8 hours of just fighting to get the laptop to work. Now I have spent 8 hours today doing 2 resets and 1 factory restore; after the restore, it won't work very well. I can't open the support assist to get updated drivers, they have blocked all functions. I must phone I am so exhausted I can't do more and I have missed days from fighting. The serious hacking began when I decided what action to take regarding a serious threat to my life--was told by the terrorists in the daily morning torture abuse sessions with groups of celebrities and it was the dude high on mass murder coming with glee to threaten to " put me in prison" for calling him a name---after his violence and years of this ongoing --and he had my money cut off, now is saying he will put me in prison. I am fighting to untangle what he messed up, and they are hacking such extreme blocks it is literally impossible to use my computer. Right now I am fighting as usual to pound all keys out and am so tired at 1 a.m. with this health situation THEY created on top of what this organization forced on me all my life--very sick, they drain my energy they are making me old now--and I am fighting to not lose my money or my life and they are trying to block literally all transactions every business is openly lying and discriminating against me; my bank (I never chose it) my mail service (I really had no choice all mail services have lied and discriminated) and the hacking became unending non-operational in just the past few days, just when I mentally organized how I would deal with this problem they are creating with life-threatening consequences----trying to change the direction so they are bogging hundreds of thousands of files which I can see when I click on the software distribution folder it's 250,000 files at least twice per day, a minimum of 680 files on my c drive instantly after I delete them all--and more and more and more. Every function is blocked, the second I get onto the internet they pour malware and trogans and whatever else onto my system rendering it inoperable, literally, almost within a few minutes--20 minutes I can use it maybe with constant Dos attacks forcing me to get up and down turning the router on and off the laptop on and off--probably over 30 times or more today. I must use the internet for my survival now.

In trying to learn how to block hacking while my laptop is off, I got into an AI chat, which is now completely hacked, and the hacking must be done from the inside of the company---too long and too late at night to get into it--I've been working all day, I had intended to phone businesses yesterday it's now another day of not being able to get things done--they force me to have to rush they sent me a "last warning" but I never recieved any of the other letters and was sent a letter from social security that my benefits had been reinstated beginning April 1, and they just kept them suspended and are now threatening me with "by" a certain date, giving me the holiday weekend to miss out on business then hacking has begun for days I have spent over 20 hours in 3 days fighting to use my laptop.


I am unsurprisingly able to type this, they feed off my writing about this they need it for their protocols and contract to get me to write


It took 3-4 hours of frozen laptop the wifi being turned off every 30 seconds, as they are doing now--I was trying to disable the wifi so they can't hack in my laptop, which they do and they use it also to transmit signals into whatever microchips or relay instruments they have in my surroundings for the teleportation torture--I believe it helps carry the signal whatever it is (satellites linking)


because for one single night I didn't have death skits homeless skits and abuse skits, the second I woke up they sexually assaulted me, and they kept up for 3 more hours as I remained calm they were in my face abusing insulting death threats endless hissing hate--finally I lost it screaming hitting them to shut up and go away--screaming how disgusting they are--they sit gloating the apparatus to support them literally feeding off destroying my life for their endless career spotlight is unbelievable--as the politicians are also fully engaged in obtaining media spotlight I have no chance for justice and law to prevail.

they are turning the wifi off every 30 seconds and that is no exaggeration--it is constant. IMpossible to get anything done. They are threatening me with homelessness after rape (this morning me physically fighting the f off, with the usual sitting smirking gloating watching me scream in rage they feed off it, smiling laughing they have had me mutilated poisoned they have gone off on tours to oscars stealing my ideas in most cases and demanding that they are glorious so important I am nothing

to me it is the opposite my plans for my life have been much more valuable than anything they put out for one second of their careers


and everything about them is horrid--their horrid movies their horrid personalities their horrid politics

demanding I make myself a willing sacrifice for the SHIT that they put out, that they are, and that they do but you all love bullshit so they are championed I am scorned for just fighting to not be killed raped poisoned my ideas constantly stolen to embellish the blank void hate black holes that they really are (former cocaine junkies former sex work alcohol addicts now torture addicts and addicted to this contract plus the torture all a replacement for their sex and drug addictions--watching me get raped as they try to force "love" out of me so they can suck it out, then reveling in joy that I am screaming to get off me as they continue and continue, they can't succeed or live a day without abuse torture and being paid in unbelievable amounts for it. All the politicians love them for it they jump in. Society loves them all for it, they now have huge swaths of desperate impoverished people to exploit control manipulate and or torture rape mutilate and poison kill if they don't like them but want to steal with they can produce or have or just to claim that only they are "superior" which after all these years I have an impossible time seeing anything of any quality in any of them


so they keep raping abusing to get more so they will be enhanced so what I always hated about the boring horrid movies will be a forever thing, plus the political landscape of fascist nazi hate and mafia antisemitism black nazis jewish nazis latino nazis without end forever if they could keep abusing me to get a global cartel out of it, everyone not killed off will comply


since none of you ever does anything to stop them,why don't you put up a donation fund to pay for their sleazy hate lifestyles of parasitic hate torture rape and racism inflicted upon someone else and get off me? that they can't succeeed at this point in all their careers without non-stop torture of me to obtain promotions from a sick and disgusting group---which you all love

they are detestable to me


Thursday, July 3, 2025

25 minutes to copy and paste one conversation in an AI chat bot, onto my notepad so it would copy correctly (footnotes with links so I had to use a different format) every time I highlighted a paragraph the hackers frenetically deleted and made the words literally "move" as I tried to highlight them--I had to go back and forth at least 5 times to try to copy anything---and when I finally got a copy, I would paste it onto the notepad and it would be out of sync, completely disarranged the paragraphs beginning from the middle and it was so chaotic--and this is ALWAYS every time I try to get anything done; plus the keys so stiff it's nearly impossible to type at all, must endlessly backspace. I can't describe how many people have used this hacking and obstruction of all technology to "blame" me for not being able to get anything done, some yelling at me as if I am "stupid" and etc when I am drugged, the hacking is so disastrous that no sites work browsers apps never work--all so hacked . sick of it, sick of seeing politicians laughing about it as they join in with these deplorable celebrities who are so foul and disgusting I am compelled to feel "suicidal" to get rid of them--I never feel this way otherwise the tech is blasting my brain into a nether region of being cornered they are so loathsome, the entire global world of these foul creeps.

More tech terror aimed at completely blocking me in all respects: skype was shut down, and all my attempts to use any other voip service have been blocked. My debit card will not process with every single voip phone service available in all searches all is being blocked. I found one single source which I can use, and now the browser phone app is not working--it worked a few weeks ago, perfectly, now the app is blocked on the site. Zippcall, which was perfect and my one and only available international phone service now blocked due to hacking. I must make phone calls now due to the other terror tech assault on me I must fight to clear up.

Outright fraud, discrimination and blocking of my finances (as usual) by Social Security Biscayne Blvd Field Office and my mail service. No mail reporting the letter(s which obviously were supposed to have been sent, but I was LIED TO that I had received no mail for months upon request. The field office LIED to me by phone, yelling fascistically that I had to pay in cashiers check in person to their field office and that they would suspend payment until I had done this. They further sent me a letter stating that my payments had been reinstated (but obviously had not when I checked on the website suspended) I phoned asking for a letter, I was told that I needed to do another assessment because they had "done it wrong" I told them I had already received the final papers the interview had been completed and I just needed a letter to instruct me on how to reinstate my payments. I wrote emails to the usually prompt in reporting mail service when my money was cut off, but they are remiss in alerting me, upon request, on the vital letters for my financial survival. Absolute lies from both sides of their equation--a government office and a mail service both lying to me, and my emails being hacked and deleted and blocked also a huge potentiality but the government field office lying is no hacking joke. There were "problems" with them phoning me as the appointment was supposed to be, and etc the entire thing was completely out of appropriate protocol from every moment of this entire situation.//That means they sent me, or were supposed to send me, information months ago (probably at least 2 months ago or 3) and they forced me, by lying that I had to come in person for an appointment (which is absolutely outside of all their protocols not even allowed) and they cost me at least 4 months of monthly payments by keeping this information from me. The letter which they so wonderfully sent in my official government online page was this "last request" and "did you forget" was added because obviously there had been many contact attempts for months and this was the "last chance", giving me very little time to respond, actually. //this has happened to me for years, where I have been informed that 3 other letters had been sent but my mailing service (at a different location) never sent me information, etc I can never know if the social security field offices are lying or the mail services are lying--all are part of the attack upon me regardless of where I attempt to do any business it is like all is controlled by this hate organization I cannot obtain accurate information or legitimately correct business for any single thing I attempt (plus internet is almost impossible to use and never in any serious business capacity for any survival self-employment).//More continuous DEATH THREATS by the celebrities--they so enervate me that under drugging, hypnosis and for the 16th year in a row screaming that I don't "like" the celebrities relying on torturing poisoning mutilating and having me beaten raped and tortured so they can endlessly obtain funding for slated oscar-winning and award-winning movies--all funded and projected to be at least in top competition if only for the multi-millions of dollars poured into having their full-fledged fascist celebrities endlessly installed into top positions, working with their other arms of the entire global operation. I told them I don't care if I die, under extreme duress and nauseating hate to get them off me, in any way possible. I am not suicidal it was suicide programming; which, by the way, IS A THING they can do and have done to many. I told them I would rather see them expire and screaming that they are disgusting once more, they finally stopped attacking me. Now it is death threats every day because they cannot "win" through their own "merit" unless they are either extracting ideas out of me and then torturing me to obtain the permission or just torturing me without end, every day and night, taking turns all getting non-stop prizes and promotions for it; including others of their more political departments funding and approving and profiting off all of this. //Oh me oh my, I am just one person. but, I am not suicidal this was said in an enraged mind controlled hate spewing of just sickness from the never-ending daily stupidity and abuse from them, they seek any rationale to attack me using anything I said while being attacked by them, coming at me days later as if this was a crime and they are threatening my life for it and etc (that I said to one of them that their wife's music was what little 8 year old australian girls really like) and even though I thanked them for some of their tips, they must abuse me for anything I say after , oh, it had been 10 hours per day of his abuse non-stop every moment of every day and nighttime torture--. Today I received a "last warning" of a financial obligation I must submit or "e

 ....for the third time while in the middle of typing, they made the page freeze, the cursor skipped to some other part of the page, and I lost my place I tried to move the cursor and the page freezes so I will continue now....

they use anything whatsoever or no reason to just begin screaming and yelling at me with violent hate--death threats are now daily. 


they are so disgusting towards me, I can't imagine that they are charming people of high society glamour but their fascist undertaking makes them truly glow with hormones and the endless money makes them glow, they laugh and giggle and go out partying after unleashing their ugliness hate and stupidity sickness out on me.


And so, I have to now fight for my survival once more--they have deprived me of any way to earn income, they cut off my money, blocked my ability resolve this problem without me having to spend half a year or longer using my endless penny-savings every year for an emergency, rather than being able to solve the problem HALF A YEAR AGO.


I then tried to simply make snapshots of the letters put onto my online social security account, that was frozen it took me over 40 minutes total to copy 4 pages using snapshot and then get into my email and upload them into an email to myself---they stopped the wifi connection thrice, they froze the computer endlessly they froze all functions and I had to click and wait

they are uploading at least 20,0000-250,000 files constantly on my C-drive and once I delete them using cache clearing, they upload them instantly again so it is constant hundreds of thousands of files hacked continuously into my laptop


and I still have to deal with the social security agency, and although it is not the field office where they OUTRIGHT lied to me endlessly thusly blocking my ability to gauge and deal professionally with the situation, literally sending me a lying letter that my benefits had been reinstated, but were suspended, then lying about how they had done the interview wrong and it had to be done again, and I told them I had the finalized finished review papers mailed to me already. Then the mail service never sent me the letters from which I could have dealt with the problem and at least tried to get my payments reinstated---probably at a minimum 3 months ago, but probably I was able to do this in March or April---it's now July they are sending me "last warning" letters to contact them and that I was contacted in the past---but they did not state this or how many other letters had been sent. The entire thing reeks of making america hate again


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One year ago they had my PHYSICAL MAIL blocked from my home address and that caused my debit card to be cancelled. I tried to obtain an emergency card and that was returned by Fed Ex as my address was registered as unavailable and to return all mail--at the federal level it was done by a government agency dealing with postal service.

The bank made me spend SIX WEEKS identifying myself as they lied to me perpetually by phone and refused to even allow me to speak to customer service agents because my phone calls were diverted to terrorist agents posing as bank agents. 

This was a bank that I was forced to have dealings with as my bank out of Gainesville was closed and my accounts were shifted to this new bank out of PA. One of #47's sons made some social media post which was hacked into my facebook or some social media whereby he stated that this bank (PNC) was "his" bank and he thought it was "great" and it was not some random post, I believe and for him to just write about this one bank that he thought was "great" which was discriminating against me--seems to be making america hate me (again) but my bank in Gainesville, some of the managers had been extremely friendly. During Covid I phoned this bank and sometimes at random moments when the network of terror was disrupted, I got extremely friendly caring and professional people instantly helping me. Now that the hate regime is in full operation, it appears that the covid era was almost an oasis of having polite professional treatment, I also obtained this from social security when I phoned them as well during that Covid era--and the local businesses as well.

Now all the friendly people I had dealt with are "gone" because my phone calls I believe are all diverted. No mail comes to me, and all I do is blocked. 


Still no one lecturing about the solvency of the United States in places of high political power is intervening in this most egregious situation, and I am a prototype which means they want to and are expanding this, have expanded this type of endless networking of absolute discrimination at government and financial institutional level. I can forget about decent health care and of course, any personal contact with any living being which is not tainted with selfish hate dripping oozing with greed and exploitation is impossible. All pets all animals I love are killed. thusly, I am writing this to the void as usual and it will go nowhere, at least for now. Perhaps when OTHER PEOPLE who are deemed to be the privileged who still think that it's funny that it's happening to other people will one day realize they got duped too.


Some are realizing it now but it's too late--they've been deported or their family has. I recall how vicious the Latinos were towards me in Miami and in Florida in general. 


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Also, my security code log-in for the SSA was stolen and my account accessed by hackers obtaining my code. One of the code that I absolutely have never used, and this has happened in the past--had already been used. That means that I received no notifications which I probably should have, and the template, like all templates has been hacked so if the agency had sent me notification so I could resume my payments, they deleted it. They could also have deleted email information from my mail service, but they are absolutely involved with the attack situation without a doubt. Too bad I can't provide evidence this is part of the discrediting of me, to not be able to provide evidence. It is undeniable however from all the protocols they have followed the same as almost every other mail service (not to sound racist, but in Florida and in Los Angeles the Latinos have openly discriminated against me in a most direct and plain way---without apology and absolutely lying directly and constantly and nasty about it). that is why I added the reference to how many Latinos in Miami are some of the most vicious, and I would suggest that at least ONE of the attackers in all the years of their proxy minion behavior at least one has been deported under the current hate regime or they have a family member or friend who has, which is why I wrote the seeming lightly connected statement above about those who happily attacked me assuming they were "homies" with their 4th Reich "partners" who paid them (thusly they were subordinates being paid anyway).

Saturday, June 28, 2025

Terrorist Report: just the basics, man.

 Terrorized by a senior politician in congress, who has been a component of this endless attack upon me for years. Only one year and 6 months until the next Mid-term, hopefully that means the next one will be, as has appeared earlier in teleportation, at least not "gung ho" to join in with the rape and torture and mockery and abuse. Claiming all the while to have a special connection to the divine source of moral imperative to rid the United States of me as a "whore" for reading tarot cards, thusly being a "witch" ("thou shalt not suffer a witch to live" would be his Oldie Testimony although he claims to be a staunch supporter of the New old religion dogma--that is, What would Jesus do? Surely not this....). Regardless, telling this person for the next time in the 4th hour of morning-to-afternoon teleportation torture hate, abuse from the same gang of hate and ugliness endlessly sucking my life force out of me and my ideas to generate something "original" from their protocol system of hate and massive violent assumption of "superiority" if only from technology and mass participation in murder death squads torture and now mind control programming celluloid production of determinate choice-boundary mindless mindset mechanisms for massive deadly force cartels. 


I could not help reacting in rage, not only for tarot cards but for having worked at the Lusty Lady in San Francisco, an establishment that was intended to honor the rights of women in the adult entertainment purview, which means that it is the WOMEN who are in control over what, when, how and to never accept any kind of derogatory insult or domination from any man controlling women's sexuality; I believe this is the main H-wood mechanism for furthering the deception that women are free and independent in America pursuing justice and against rape culture. to prove this, they fervently rush to assist in mostly white males violently raping and abusing me using every racist and sexist machination of degradation and humiliation for their 4th Reich Nazi antisemitic empire of nazification of the planet through the celluloid process of brain melding with the public. the Lusty Lady was taken down by the establishment of white male investment a la Forbes, which honors the females fully invested in the rape and torture contract out on me, they are labeled as "independent" although their promotions depend on honoring the rape culture which bypasses them by dumping all the hate for actual real independent and strong women onto me, especially those not of the blonde bigot superficial appearance, but the minorities who fully invest in the hate cartel and are slavishly devoted to bestowing full support to the white nazi female haters are then honored by establishment players such as Forbes and in H-wood in particular to mangle the actual reality of what feminism was originally intended.This applies to the anti-racist and the "liberal" factions, just in their own realm of manipulable adjustment to blurring lines between lies and honor.


I could not repeat for the millionth time to the rape group sitting drooling with racism, delight that the government is allowing them to inflict endless torture mutilation poisoning rape and violence upon me and then get promoted for it in ways they never had been able to achieve before they were handed this non-stop promotional contract for mind control and nazification of the planet. 

However, I am still being drugged ,mutilated and tortured in my most vulnerable deep sleep state, so I wake up trying to "ignore' the abuse insults death threats that go on and on for hours and hours while I am endlessly sick from the thick poison that has hardened into my back and limbs, my skull into my feet, a labyrinth of hard poison which is clear, odorless and tasteless or they pour it into food so I can't taste it, undoubtedly my delivered gallons of water are all poisoned but I am unable to carry such heavy items myself.


And, after having raped me, having me poisoned with his FBI and CIA and dark money drugs and death squad poisoning that his fellow ilk of the Cross brigade, fully justifying their hate and violence and death squads with quasi-religious fanaticism all backed-up by death squads and government funding in the limitless dominion of their Legion, and they are Legion.

To try to explain that this was a place, unlike their racist sexist society which tries to pit "darker" colored people into the sex slave category; this is honored in h-wood in pop music in particular but regardless, I am endlessly fighting off their labels of racist hate categorization with all their humiliation negation of my capabilities and talents--my ideas from which they have been awarded at Oscars which they stole out of my writing, but given nothing and then what I had was stolen or destroyed killed and broken stained stinking and this never ends

and so, because I was made paralyzed by hard poison and while in deep sleep, my body was fractured by people literally putting my spine out of alignment, harming my body nearly fatally, leaving me to die a slow, horrible death from which I escaped by leaving the country-- many times actually---and I could not explain that they are abusive and sexually dysfunctional, that their racism combined with the rape capabilities of having someone so drugged they can't function on the most serious survival defensive mode, along with microchip implants in the nervous system and brain and other vital areas of the body which can be manipulated into dysfunction

but, for them to destroy me is their aim, so the endless sexual abuse is their forte for which they are placed in highest honor in the world for their double-standards, their usurpation of the feminist movement, the civil rights movement, and any other human rights action that has been deemed a threat, carefully constructed to be taken over by those actually employing the most negative of the traits which they are honored for "fighting" in their public displays of well-orchestrated performative con sales pitches.

So I had to go to the tack of telling him and his rape feminist white nazi life-sucking hateful parasite next to him, a sexualized hateful woman-hating bigot when it comes to racism and the demand that it's banality but sexualized hateful sleazy but glorified theatrical performances which token sexual gratification of the most oral fixation to the hateful men who really are addicted to pornography, cocaine, alcohol, drugs and money power and anything else (sports) power, high on all they can obtain.

So I had to tell the "christian" next to the rape feminist white bigot that it was because of people just like him (and him directly) cutting off health care from Americans and from the death squads pouring poison into my body and having me physically paralyzed to the point of horrific "undetectable murder" through this heinous operation, that I had to do what I had to do to survive. I then told him that he is anything but an example of Christianity and next to the fraudulent feminist they were sitting drooling with spite, hate and glorified by the ability to have me beaten raped and tortured in teleportation surrounded non-stop by hate and abuse and no one ever stepping in to defend an iota of human rights.

But I had to remind him that in his current iteration as political slayer of the country, I am just another victim of his very non-compassionate policies of cutting health care and that having to work at the Lusty Lady, where I was in a private booth not dancing around, and I was in control, or I thought I was (the management was stealing my money I was too drugged to take account, trust me the mind control drugging and the compartmentalization of the microchip implants plus drugging plus a planet of people complying gleefully with this terror system made it impossible for me to really function at a proficient financial level)

and it made them at least stop trying to deflect all their pornographic violence, the rape which they say, according to the bible I am a witch whore plus reading tarot cards

and having no access to health care with a metal rod coming out of my spine due to what the death squad people did to my body after they forced an accident on me during the same day--I was not able to sit for more than a few hours, the rod was literally coming out of my back but this is a long story

and my family went berserk they are a murderous group and I am their sacrifice to the 4th Reich

so I had to leave, I had no way to earn money in any normal capacity; I had been working as a temp secretary once I began to become financially stable after my first 3 months of having moved from Minneapolis to San Francisco, 3 months after having graduated with my Bachelor's Degree, I was put into an accident and then my body fractured while in deep sleep

thusly, today I collapsed onto my bed in sickness from detox, and in the deep sleep, they mutilated my fingers and I was put into a semi-comatose state which they do every night while I am sleeping--they have cut out part of my uterus while in this deep sleep state--the drugging is so extreme that they are pouring pain killers into my body non-stop plus mind control drugs

so, I then was unable to not react although I am trying not to. that was into the 4th hour of the endless audible voice-to-skull endless death threats (every knife I hold they tell me to stab myself with it, etc always extremely violent murder suggestions if I am doing anything that they could use as a weapon, which is almost everything I do) plus all the hate words, on and on, as I begin to whistle and sing, singing to Bach violin concertos which I played before I was made nearly paralyzed--I played in a symphony by age 12--violin. So I began to sing to a Bach double violin concerto, I knew every note---and they began to insult me, and etc to belittle to demean and I was trying to not react, but being human the drugging which is making all the barriers to stoicism nearly impossible, eventually I reacted. This is an every single day hours upon hours of abuse attack and no support for me whatsoever from any body on the planet although so many people know about my situation and not a single one comes to me with any support and if they "help" it is so covert I have no idea, only that some of the abuse seems to wane a bit, temporarily they always go into frenzy abuser mode as quickly as possible and the cycle of abuse never ends.


All of these "people' have been put into the categories of assuming benevolent help for those suffering from what the "helpers" glob onto--the abuse, the racism the "satanic" hate principles from which they have a never-ending chasm of black negative energy to dump onto me or anybody I assume as often as they can, if only to smile grandly into cameras for the public assuming the opposite stance.

So I told them that people like they have cut health care and that is why I had to do what I had to do. They could not think of any response and so truth won out for a few moments. They stopped yelling and hissing hate and death threats and abuse at me, but I collapsed in sickness from the poison they both and their group had ordered in my body and I lay down unable to protect my fingers from the endless slicing into and under my cuticles they cut into them once more--the fingers are so mutilated my hands are enlarged and veinous from decades of sharp knives being inserted under my cuticles and horrific chemicals slathered on my skin--my hands, my forearms completely coated with "scales" and liver spots from endless poisoning.


It is so painful right now to continue to pound down on the keys I must end here.


(hacking blocking keyboard function keys so stiff I must pound down on every key and backspace and rewrite)

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After a little break, to let my shoulders not ache from pounding down constantly to get the words to appear:


the entire episode, back in 1989, has made me technically disabled, which was proven by social security around 1997 or so, can't remember the exact date. I also was assaulted seriously in Germany after I tried to get another hateful drugging abuser off me, and so while in deep sleep they injured the area they knew had been already assaulted while in deep sleep back in San Francisco--I had gone to Germany to have the metal rod removed, worked as an English teacher and then the same protocol system began once more until the 4th Reich ordered so much poisoning in my body to murder me that I ran for my life once more to obtain some kind of way to survive. 

The Big Daddy network of controlling, sexist abusers with the white women and their frantic minorities rushing violently at me with more open aggression almost then the whites to prove how much they are in with putting all the wrath and hate upon me for just defying being willingly murdered as the main target of the Nazi 4th Reich

and so, this group has ensured that Big Daddy from congress used their access to Social Security (done BEFORE THE ELECTION, HALF A YEAR BEFORE because they KNEW that this administration would come into power) but regardless, the previous administration had fully complied with the torture and discrimination but not to this horrific extent as under the current terror regime, for which this most closed-minded terrorist politician was chosen by the Democrats so they could conceal their participation in the 4th Reich regime (not change just a more open revelation of what they had slowly been accumulating as official policy, disguised as being unable to pass the bills and get things done, lacking action, etc any excuse)

so, they just have blatantly cut my disability payments off, and in addition to the Christian justifying raping me because "thou shalt not suffer a witch to live" which was the Judaic sentiment expressed in The Old Testament, nothing Jesus would have condoned, but using "The bible" to justify having raped me. The politician is a known pornography cognitive dissonance paradox of chastisement but seemingly confused on the topic condemning it but trying to monitor it in a shared juvenile situation---also has been known to crash cars while drunk, on the D.C. area where he is the lead regulator of religious political fervor.

Both of the hateful abusers are put into the costumes of wearing some mantel of pseudo-religious affiliation with some righteous cause. 

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and so, they had my disability cut off. All involved are extremely wealthy, but this contract out on me guarantees that they will never have to worry about using their own money to pay for the ideas they have stolen from me, or for their projects all will be covered, they will remain at the peak of the performative maze for just using technology to manipulate me---ostensibly this is a prototype for the general malleable population and for those who do not comply with their death squad world of minions for which they are promised dominion.


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Otherwise, without my ideas and asking me for ideas out of drugging and torturing me, observing all I do, think and what I read, my responses so they can steal any alternative perspective to sell my ideas as their original concept, thusly only they are "alternative and cool" and I am kicked out told that my ideas which they steal are theirs only they are "cool" and can sell my ideas. Otherwise, they repeat the old ideas which have been already regurgitated endlessly and thusly they can't do more than abuse me night and day and I am determined that my family having been turned into a plantation slave mentality destroyed even while complying (murdered actually I believe) and that this group is a travesty of all that has transpired in the realm of human possibility of freedom of creativity, of the enabling of the human being to achieve and to have and to own without a domination death torturing sword of Damocles of the State of irresponsible leeches hovering over them to quell their every chance for personal and financial growth due to their needs to control and exploit everything--like the "Golden Age' they are referring to, which I think Charles Dickens so greatly exposed in his 19th century novels, so forgotten and the movies only focus on the adaptation of the "romantic" components of the novels which really were social statements about political structures impacting the people fighting against extreme oppressive foundations of corrupt and rotting societies. 


It was not a "Golden Age", in other words. But, this mentality is one of the biggest components of the programming which this group is transmuting through the more "original' concepts they steal from me, and others like me (who they are I have no idea) and of course, there are the extremely talented in the media I am not negating them just referencing those attacking me, which include the many who participate and occasionally join in to torture and control (i.e. the most white and extreme of the "liberal" set, who really want the return of the Golden Age they have co-opted the progressive movement and others similarly).


Wednesday, June 18, 2025

The hacking of my computer and wifi are so complete that I began to attempt to download an update from the update app on the windows (10) and 2 hours later it was deleted as it was being installed--back to 0% and it has stuck on 0% and will not move. Today every 2 minutes for over 4 hours the internet was turned off by hackers. I walked up and down this room to turn the router off and on every few minutes to try to get a few simple things done, which I must do so I have to fight to use the internet. I now cannot plug in the new (next replacement from the long line of keyboards I have purchased as one after the next is sliced through the cord, knife cuts into the power cord and the thing made inoperable after a few months---month after month, year after year. NOw the USB ports only work when I do a reset. But the reset has been blocked---the drivers have been corrupted or removed. Trying to update into a new bios (the problem started when I got onto the Dell update website to upload a new bios to stop the hacking--the new bios was so corrupted it put on much more malware. I have had to stop doing all updates on the microsoft site because of malware affixed to the updates. I have been trying to upload updates just to try to fix this, and updating to windows 11 and the update was frozen for 2hours then was deleted while it was in the 25% installation stage; then went to 0% downloaded for another 20 minutes and I am trying another website and that is being hacked and blocked too. The wifi was turned off again as I was downloading the update once more--which they do every few minutes and always while I am fighting to get anything serious done, and they block it every time. ///meanwhile the frenzy of hate from the filth whorewood group is never-ending, the applause from the shit politicians is always there to fund, support and profit off this murder contract out on me. The wife just turned off again, making it one single minute before turning it off and then on and then off--in less than 2 minutes. On and on. More disgusting Europigapes a non-stop swarm of white supremacist nazi bigots, progressives from america joining in he white supremacy "fun and games" the bigots are coming out like leeches from the woodwork in this hateful despicable insult to the legacy of the United STates. a completely failed country, these filthy stupid incompetent pieces of shit you all worship

Saturday, June 14, 2025

If you don't want a murder regime to destroy the United States' history of freedom, then boycott dirty s**thole Whorewood which put the filth into power: bringing in every Nazi Europigape to inflict (English) vicious Imperialism Colonialistic violence and German Nazi filth and hate (lying and so beloved by the mediocrities of the whorewood ensemble who rely on the equally banal europigapes to inflict a terror regime under the umbrella of the now visible terror regime, turning whorewood into a non-stop portal of Nazi entrance into everything America. //Because I was so distracted by 16-25 hours per day of yelling abuse through teleportation, extreme drugging being raped and tortured, I watched a movie which --the clip of which--had deliberately been hacked onto my youtube channel which I watch to get into a different brainwave state to shut the endless yelling abuse death threats and hate from the filth of whorewood and their politician backers (you will never see the Minnesotan senator Klo-b-whore get shot, her "Democrat" allegiance is a full-on smiling support of all things German undoubtedly she would claim she is "part German" and thusly, bringing fascist Nazism to inflict torture and rape upon me "exalts" her ugly dirty self--by the way, "Klo" in german is I believe either slang, a colloquialism for toilet--and of course, b is "be" and whore is exactly what this group of rapist s***t really all are, as they endlessly project and have their dirty brown-skinned minions their sh**t into my room every morning. Yes, since the dirty ugly German filth joined with the English bigot scumbag but in particular, since the dirty German joined in because I met him one evening as after he joined into the mutual gang rape situation in which I was extremely drugged, the German Nazis disguised as "alternative" with their long hair and spiked "punk" attire, but with constant little "jabs" at how Imperialistic "America" is--while when given the chance through dirty filth whorewood, they exhibit not only Imperialism but the Nazi hate that they preteneded to descry--as long as they can wear their fake alternatvie garb and do what they want (whore around, get drunk and high, rape and drug and poison anyone they don't like, ride the wave of the presumption that the Nazi regeime is their legacy and people had better submit automatically, which of course, the mediocrities of whorewood attacking me (dino big daddy of shitalina was there last night, fighting for his half decade of attacking me through my step-father who was part of a symposium for the James Dickey fame crest from the film Deliverance--my step-father invited to Atlanta for this poetry reading, my father a notable anti-war and poet figure at the University of Illinois (UIUC) and thusly, the bigot with his Nazi coordination did their "search and destroy" operation to use and suck everything out of "Jews" and continue the KKK and Nazi and English colonialization efforts that have been ongoing for over the length of the Constitutional Republic of the United States (in particular the English colonizers--fully the whorewood ensemble has brought in every English Imperialist murdering pro-Nazi crap mediocrity--some of whom recite shakespeare--and viciously attack me/torture for responding to quotes about shakespeare or for having ideas pertaining thereto therefore--which is met by violence rape and assault). So, the pig ape scum group which I have been literally fighting for over 16 years or longer, fighting death, every top politicians rushing to join in, not just the Klo who has proven her allegiance and smug disdain for me and for racist hegemony for the white pig ape cartel of the U.S. with non-stop black and brown slaves doing their Aunt & Uncle roles, which they do proudly and viciously attack me for pointing that they are just playing these roles, which they do openly but like all the deflecting lying s**t whores, they lie and deny while doing the thing they are claiming they are not--openly.//they are spraying a substance containing feces on my floor behind my head, which I have had to turn to the foot of the bed because it is pushed with bolts into the floor, right against a corner of the room where literally daily horrid stinking fungus is sprayed into the area behind this little faux wooden bedside stand which stank so badly from nonp-stop spraying I have had to cover it with plastic--they spray this nightly and daily using their mechanical arms also slicing and mutilating my body--so I sleep with my head facing the window draft (sliding patio door) and so they are spraying feces on my body and on the floor. This began with this ugly dirty piece of shit from Germany who was a lying deception agent smiling and happily playing the usual "German" game of pretending to be kindly "fun" and this encourages the "have a nice day" Americans that they really are open and welcome towards them. with so much hate that people like me are capable of higher potentiality, which the pig ape cartel has ensured I am not able to achieve, the poisoning to death and paralysis began while I was in grad school. And so, its' happening. None of you will do anything, but I hope when you read of the politicians from the Democat Party being shot yesterday (I don't know right now how they are faring) the coincidence-so-called that this happened on the day of Trump's military parade is not a random occurrence. I wrote of death squads for years warning that to continue to fund the shit of whorewood would result in more nazification of the united states, and they are fully engaged and protected. Not only Nancy Pig-lousy joined in during the first year of the tyranny of Biden disguised as hapless and helpless stuttering with projects doomed to fail but projecting the humanitarianism that the Demo-rats rely on to sell their version of the fascist Nazi snake oil. And so, this German ugly shit creep hacked a ciip of his nasty nazi german movie I could not recognize the pig he and his team had me so drugged that the memory of him was gone. What I had not realized was how hateful he was behind the fake warm smiles, which the dumb stupid whorewood americans also are tricked by, and are pursuing their welcome into Germany as welcome guests in exchange for putting yet another gestapo sick fuck into the united states through this system. I had thought to myself that he looked "old" when I checked on an interview of him jabbering about "peace and love" into the camera with his greasy fat-lipped smile, which was a facade or maybe he meant only for Germany and destruction for the hated america when he joins with the utterly devoid void of the whorewood group shitalina the stupid ugly whore and pig ape pitt and the big kkk daddy of shitalina which trump put as "commissar" of Whorewood to ensure that as many nazi bigot ape shit whores are welcome from germany and england and france as possible. In exchange the dirty apes are being handed an empire in partnership with total take-over with dirty german and english nazis destroying freedom of thought--literally. Only their banal mediocrity and "classical" interpretations which they never composed are allowed. Also, more people getting killed more politicians joining into this attack upon me to demonstrate their allegiance and then being interviewed by the collusive media which has fully complied with this system---and has since whitified as well. Even those from MSNBC who joined in assuming they would be exempt from the whitening and mediocrity banality machine which is the hallmark of fascist nazism and no independent thought or commentary--and even they, white but alternative ---or black and seemingly part of the black nazified machine--but they got axed as well. Soon like the leader of the state in which all of this has happened just joined in to get his brownie points with the shit group has demonstrated that he is still a good-ole boy part of the cartel so he will be exonerate from getting shot or cancelled by the 4th Reich--thusly allowing, as he has always done, the pig ape shit whores to continue to inflict non-stop torture and rape and violence upon me. Now the German piece of shit is projecting his true essence, which the stupid whorewood group of shitalina and her dirty ugly sleazy sick daddy are gulping in as warm lovely brew for their endless cartel overtake. // Last night the teleportation skit was of me "sh666ting on an entrance of a doorway---of course, it was not "me" doing it, they had these blackish pieces which resemble the hard black poison which these shithole whores had put in my body--the german ape filth shit creep years ago, the english hateful violent sleazy dirty scumbag for years profiting off this contract while I was beggging for my life for the poisoning to be stopped--now joining to inflict hate abuse non-stop criticism demands to obey so I am more mediocre that this boring and empty stupid sleazy creep(s).//but if you don't want more nazis to inflict death squads upon politicians who do not comply, and then exalting the shit that do comply while still spouting the "Democrat line" rhetoric which is pontificated with theatricality--but the problems only mount they scratch their dirty heads saying they can't do anything but wait for the people to vote them into power the next time; while "they" had the power under dirty lying f**ck biden the problem was enhanced so now they are all covertly capitalizing on the cryptocurrency dark money scheme but descrying it at the same time. The Demo-rats could not stop trump from profiting off the crypto scheme nevertheless and voted for him to continue (for them to continue profiting off it in offshore accounts such as my brother the attorney with connections in the Cayman Islands has helped provide for all those who join in).


 

-Stinking demons' attack: it is the outward manifestation of the inward infestation of the filth, stinking ugliness of the celebrities ordering their white nazi counterparts, lodged in this mostly empty condo (my floor, rooms surrounding mine the most occupied out of the entire building in one concentrated area; the rest, the floors are completely empty.//Every single day, stinking putrid substance are being sprayed on my clothing. I got out of the shower and filthy stench was on my towel, which was clean the last time i used it but I had to leave the room twice and in the interim the spraying was everywhere. Waking up to wafts of stinking substances sprayed on the floor. Every day cleaning greasy oily stuff sprayed on my formerly bright yellow sulfur lamp, which has been doused daily for over 3 months or longer with black oil and grease, the bottom is saturated in oil every day it is being eroded daily--sometimes twice a day. The area stinks of grease. Ty try to clean the endless stench being sprayed everywhere my living space, on a continuous basis day and night, entails using what tny energy I have from the poison they put in my body, which comes out as stinking black hard death substance, paralyzing me for decades but heavily since the whorewood group got a hold of endlessly torturing me day and night and feeding off it. The increase in stinking filth has arrived with the english and german bigot haters, who behave like foul stench, on a personal and spiritual level--their animosity of racism and hate for me being independent, having some intelligence that they perceive as a threat because according to them I must be drugged raped and abused but my ideas stolen with me being murdedred--which has been the situation for over 20 years by now coming from the English connected to The English Royalty=The Crown (conglomerate organization, many actors out of england celebrities fully immersed in extreme violent racist hate mentality---murder, genocide in other words).

**Cleaning clothing for me entails hand washing every single item in my bathroom sink. The stains and stinking filth sometimes must be scrubbed out. The little washing machine that came with this unit was broken years ago. the landlord refuses to replace it, and obviously he conducted the attack on the object in the first place under order of trump in the last endless hate deluge from him, only followed by a deadly deluge of hate from the democ-rats under biden the bs flop, and then once more the absolute deluge of violence under trump. now a team of europigape rape scumbag dirty filthy men are ensconced in sitting on their brains, smirking and laughing as they jointly assault me. Tow have raped or participated in rape (one has raped, the other I am unsure about I was so drugged while in Germany at this horrid dirty house in the middle of a tiny town South of Stuttgart, about a 45-60 minute drive south). The third is just violent and nasty but remains fixed as a stench on my life every moment all day for hours making violent comments while I am in the bathroom, endlessly commenting directing how I should do things etc. I try to "ignore" him but I find I react and respond to his commentary instantly without any barrier to my self control. I do constant breathing exercises to try to gain more control, but the drugging is non-sto while I am asleep. As always I need a safe place to live so they can't poison me any longer with these drugs and I am not so susceptible to instant reaction and every morning I am screaming in rage and physically assaulting them trying to kill them. It is due to non-stop drugging while I am asleep, being teleported to sick ugly crap "people" doing sick and dirty stupid things--everything is a stinking foul permeating endless toxicity from these expletives. All is rancid and rotten they dump onto me. Their behavior towards me, as if to signify that their lack of respect is something I "deserve" so they use mind control to make me repeat sentences that are conveyed subliminally, then toture me for having said them in pre-orchestrated events they also manufacture. For this they receive international applause (especially in france and other europigape destinations) but in particular the more europigs they bring into america to infiltrate, the more awards and deals they obtain in places like cannes and in england and etc. But their behavior is a psychic stinkhole cesspool as well. Everything they say and do is sick, stupid and dirty. I find it impossible to not identify them as stinking and foul. when I use the pronounds "they" and "them", it is the shitalina pig ape pitt nazi mafia cartel with the brooklyn mafia ceelbrities making their mafia movies goon squad stuff year after year, and the europigapes who are always, year after year put into oscars contender plcaces, and americans who only respect europigapes as if they are deities which they aspire to become as well--and the europigapes must be gods of filth but they are exalted anyway for it. That the united states has reached a new ostensible low for morality and judgment is tied into the endless applause given to these fake scumbag filth bucket sleaze stupidity emptiness death squad spurts of stench--------------


Of course, the American partners of the Europ-a-land cartel of bigotry, immense wealth from all their criminal exploits for centuries including the 3rd Reich, are impressing upon the greedy empty holes of Whorewood that being dirty and filthy towards me is an "elite" behavior which is to imply that blocking my every aspect of success in business, finance, survival, and artificially manufacturing a "ghetto-like" filth bucket living existence, they so happily comb through my body and home to spray filthy stink 

for a few days, they put some liquid on my floor behind my head as I slept stinking the entire room up---sprayed just before I was awoken by their hate skits in teleportation. I was subjected to another one this morning by the dirty hate filth americans with the never-ending assault of the russian (who has stake in europ-a-land is an absolute tyrannical despotic enabler and is honored by "both sides" of the exploiter and do-nothing politicians. The Americans use every filth tactic as emulation of the europigapeland model of forcing filth, poverty, sickness and endless state-sponsored discrimination. For me to fight back is met by near death assault as they are murdering me anyway albeit to extract all they can out of me first while taking all I really have worked for away and all I love is either killed and left dead or taken away to be abused to death (my cat La Moux is being tortured tgo death by hateful baryishnikov, he is truly malevolent).


The stinking filth is really them, but I am fighting all day to heal from the stinking filth they poured into my body while stealing my ideas and destroying my finances my property my body my joy in life and killing all animals I take in as pets. Then raping the poison into my body, and torturing me for fighting in my defense to get them off of me, out of my body, etc


all met by hostility, hate and glee laughter and joy and hope and change from the Democrats, and yelling violence with full partnership by yelling openly racist republicans and democrats more congealed concealed about their inclusion in the racist doctrine; as long as I am their "replacement" they are all into attacking me as proof that "get her, not me what a joy hope and change it all is!"


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I had hand made beautiful clothing and have not worn it yet. Partially because I am scared that the blonde Nazi women who have done this before will do it again: any time I wear any bright and pastel colors anything beautiful and light, it is blonde nazi europigape women who surround me ( they could be russian as well or from that region) who somehow bump into me and walk sauntering away--I see instantly a stain on my clothing, and the stain is permanent never comes out (ink usually, on white or pink or light blue anything beautiful and new is sprayed or stuff flicked on it from behind. I make beautiful clothing and I have left it on the rack outside of the enclosed spaces which I have had to hermetically sort of seal off from mechanical arms jutting into my room (through the faux panel "wall" behind the cabinets which line the entire wall from floor to ceiling, tapping on the extremely thin particle board is a light echo sound with no cement behind it, there is cement behind the refrigerator (the wall) and you can't hear a little thudding echo if you tap on it--)

and so, I have clothing racks in front of the front door, for multi-purposes which are to block the door at least somewhat along with many other layers of protection so the mechanical arms cannot open the front door from the inside--and thusly as the celebrities influenced by the hate and murderous protocols of the europigapes they worship and are letting in like droves of an infestation they assume is a beautiful shimmering addition to their monopoly through this contract out on me, fully supported by politicians in congress mostly the top ranking members making contradictory statements about this impeding obstruction of freedoms and technology, barely touching on these subjects only on the emotional content in order to sell their product of being in "opposition"

and so, they are going full gung ho spraying stinking filth once more. I see it as an EXTENSION OF THEIR INTERIOR PERSONALITIES but their greasy hateful dirty sleazy filth they pour on me as if it is me and not their exuding repugnance and oily greasy stinking filth which permeates their personalities, disguised by so much plastic coating and posturing coaching (some the coaching has been through their entire lives, they appear to have zero personality structures whatsoever all is a contrivance and a deception to the point that they are absolute artificial stinking filth but cleansed by pouring their ugliness out on me.


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Like millions upon millions of other people around the world, or billions, I get into the tub sphere and watch the mind glue that has turned into a muck mud slide of hate and filth from celebrities, tv news anchors, media moguls tech billionaires congressional criminals et al only because I watched the news, watched some movies most of which had been hacked like a phishing expedition to lure me into watching so they could join in. Once in, they never leave, permanent stinking stains on my life. Growing and attracting more mold muck fungus types of infucktious diseases (sic) with humanoid properties confusing one as to the shallow outer shell of the inner stinking foul personality structure; most of which is imitated artificial crab meat packed with slimy hateful appendages. 


Just getting into symbolic metaphors at this point, my brain and body are exhausted now every single day I spend most of the day cleaning. The filthy English creep (hardy) who forced his hateful nasty violent noxious self on me only because I was intrigued by a movie clip that he had hacked onto my youtube page; once the last promotion he obtained by punching into my face had come and gone, his lead role playing an American bad guy but with a good heart, or from the last 5 minutes or so of the movie which is mostly all I watched--glorification of psychopathy once more. Rushing to assault me, he has fixated himself upon me. Along with the German slime scum who was part of a nasty Stuttgart aspiring to infiltrate American group of musicians and whatever else, males all, they rushed to join in on the weekends at this house where I was so drugged I can't begin to describe it--they had made sure that after I taught English to this creepy lying anti-American music promoter, and I was transfixed by his stories of managing concerts and upon invitation to attend such an event I went--was drugged and then promptly so drugged and passed around as a career enhancement rape toy for the german pig ape scumbag teams, this german dirty creep one of the rapist hateful bigots (like all the germans attacking and assaulting me, he played a "convincing" nazi in a movie, a german movie)


The hate and mutilation of my body then the hours per day of endless violent threats death threas insults and constant criticism demands that i obey his dictates to do what he wants me to do in my room endless hate hours upon hours per day. A long-distance running trying to sprint the attacks on me to a final "win" conclusion for the entire lot of scum shit and filth--the whorewood group of hate and stupidity who have stolen my ideas for over 16 years annually getting awards for them---

I have so many OTHER THINGS TO DO but I am now cleaning literally all day, and in the skit about being around english sausage-looking chubby English with mean and greasy countenances, I was told that I was going to stay in a hotel but it would be only that I had to clean a bathroom for about 5 people. I told them no, I was unable to speak or move after that--my body and brain were "shut down" by the microchip implant and I had been drugged as I always am every nigt so my reactions are never my own.


I always wake up screaming as the group of filth and shit sit there smug and always told they are wondeful by every president (all of them are backing this group and this hate and stinking filth they are and do and pour on me the politicians surround the filth ape pig shit whores and denounce me and mock and laugh and make fun like dirty little children at a witchburning festival



Wednesday, June 11, 2025

A complete and total surge-infestation-parasite-pig-ape-leech assault since the celebrities knew that the Trump campaign was going to "win" which was months before the Nov. election (2024)--the vicious and increase in assault began with german Nazis and has not stopped with more German nazis american nazis and english nazis--the same ape filth parasites who have attacked me for years are now in frenzy feeding mode as the trump hate cartel has given full permission to inflict more upon me. the "alpha" pig ape knee-jerk jerk-off rapist stuipd immature dirty filth crap of "men" so-called and their hateful sleazy stupid empty blank hateful nasty vile l"women" so-called, and the minions of all skin colors are on a vicious tour to repeat years of profit and abuse, just taking turns. One scumbag who I met through some people who arranged a yelling hate match while I was drugged, completely dazed by drugging in a German little town I was drugged into believing was a "fun" weekend get-away (next to a little town called "Killer", in the South of Germany or between Stuttgart and Tuebingen) this blonde german "punk" hair style creep arrived, was making his moves to be in movies and like so many rushed to come to ensure that hate and viol.ence were inflicted upon me by the "friends" (one had been a former student of mine from Berlitz language school, who arranged that I lose my job, and he was involved in the music industry arranging drug and orgy tours of british bands throughout germany, and other "alternative" nazi bands (outwardly making all the antifascist statements, secretly doing a search and destroy mission upon the americans they wanted to get out of Germany and to attack and exploit--I was a main target for a lot of people let me tell you1 this creep I never even thought about, had only recognized him by watching a German movie about the holocaust where he played a very nasty german commandant or whatever--while he was playing his "game" Upon me, with his spiked hairdo, and playing guitar, he was all gregarious and happy pot smoking "cool dude" a la american affectation in order to take down my defenses so he could inflict his horrid sleazy opportunistic exploitation attack with huge smiles all the while. I forgot about him completely because not only am I constantly drugged, but I never saw him again after that weekend and have met a lot of other peoplel and I had no idea what a pig ape nazi scum he actually is, until now. But a few MONTHS ago I watched this movie that, the trailer was hacked onto my youtube channel, I didn't recognize anyone and thought maybe it was an algorithm because the pig apes are constantly hacking nazi concentration camp videos onto my youtube just to program me, they way they program all the other victims they exploit who are then trauma-based mind controlled "slaves". //I watched the movie and eventually realized he looked familiar. I looked up his name and saw that it was barely recognizable, and looked up his history and yes, he had studied theater in Stuttgart and got his move in the biz for playing a nazi (so "alien" to what he really is, ha ha or that was back in the 90's now he's full on with no more fake huge smiles, and this i his latching parasitic pig ape "game" being "played" alongside the Americans and the English who are all using any pretext to assault me in the same vein: I checked out videos from him in the last few years, and he looked old and like he'd been partying far too much. It is a result of drinking a lot of beer, I would suggest as this is a tradition and custom but that doesn't make it healthy and a positive influence on the body especially daily use for decades, sitting around getting sloshed almost every night, many do this by the time they are 60 they are pretty damn old-looking. I thought this to myself and then dismissed the whole thing. The rat from Green Day, this stupid yelling fascist wanna be europigape scumbag I have forgotten his dirty name, but he rushed to teleport me screaming about me calling this fuck "old" while it was my THOUGHT and it was an instant reaction (as always, I am drugged and under non-stop torture which the shit of america thinks is a fun game of torturing me to death so they, too can obtain free hand-outs of money and influence in the media, so it's a huge fun game for eveyr sick fuck (--mostly you reading this all of you--at this point in time I mean. The hacking is once more atrocious on the keyboard** hard to write clearly or think at all soI am cursing not able to think clearly. The pig ape, after maybe 4 months of me thinking this thought 4 months ago, never doing anything like clicking on his shit thinking about the pig ape he arrived after weeks of the rat from green day the faux "punk" bunch of hateful hissing insulting posturing bs rats usurping the punk genre--they appear to be anti-fascist but they are deception bullshit agents and not even par excellence they are just so superficial as "punks" but they are put as the fake pied pipers to lead the children into the arms of the fascist fourth reich even with dyed green hair---. this fuck has gotten a lot of men to rush and call me old. Tom hardy is there every moment of the day, which means no one is geting that leech off me. CAlling me old constantly, I thought probably he considers that he is getting old, but they are projecting this on me as well as abusing torturing poisoning raping and abusing me to death, which preceding the murder is making me old from poisoning stress and all loving positivity stolen from my environment. even getting on the internet to change the hate ranting they are constantly aiming at me they make impossible as the internet is hacked they block my reset capabilities all is hacked and I am stuck here as a non-stop sitting duck target with no chance to get support or anybody concerned whatsoever about this egregious criminal operation and absolute rejection of humanity and all that culture has ever aspired to be.//Alongside the opportunistic leech tom hardy and then the rat from green day, and I mean they are using this one little sick "thought crime" attack as if I committed the most heinous crime the yelling abuse rage and hate violence and the disgusting filth they order sprayed on everything the endless death threats (once more today from dirty ugly sell-out whore tom cruise, always there to support europigs in their take-over of the united states because his banality and mediocrity is always highlighted as being "the best" by endless standing ovations that are orchestrated by his french fascist nazi partners as they go through that stupid and ignorant whore into the united states; trump does this every single day, and they have been poisoning me for over 15 years and are screaming about me fighting to get the murdering pieces of sleazy grease off me. Then robert deniro rushed to violently threaten to kill me repeatedly because I wanted to make sure that the claims that his relative dying due to me "cursing him" (by that time it had been about 6 hours or more of him and pesce not only poisoning me as I wrote very day about being murdered they laughed, they partied they went to the oscars using an idea for joker that they stole out of torturing and abusing me and then asking what concept I would use to describe the situation. they used that "happy" reference in joker which was a large part of the construct of that movie--and then continue to poison me and abuse me--in the shower consatntly body shaming comments sleazy and sick as hell--having people rape me and as I fought to get them off me, screaming that they were pounding poison into my body, the filth of deniro rushed to pucnch me in the face order no-stop torture as that filth become embraced by biden, claimed he was against trump (but defends trump like a minion absolutely completely pro-trump much more than biden). Today he rushed to abuse and threaten my loife yelling endlessly because I asked AI if his relative had died from an overdose, one or two weeks after (years) of abuse and poisoning and murder, accxiedents abuse while in the shower from their teleportation, I asked if his relative had indeed died--because I screamed at deniro with utmost rage that I hoped he and his family would all die. One -two weeks later his relative died of a drug overdose. Now it is "My fault" because I am a "witch" and obviously "knew what I was doing" (putting it in the past tense changing the 2nd person to the 1st person)--and responding to that rotten fuck that it was years of him having me poisoned to death abusing me to death and finally I screamed to die as he was murdering me. the response was "you don't know what murder is " or something to that effecft and that he claims the death of his relative, like the stupid sick ignoramus that he is, like a dumb ignorant medieval witchhunt scumbag literally violently blaming me coming at me to scapegoat me for his relative's death screaming that he will get me for the death of his relative--as if it's all my fault. I keep telling and screaming at the fuck pig that he was and still is murdering me he screams he will murder me--only to be repeated by dirty filth fuck tom cruise in the same day (the former in the morining, the latter in the evening) during the entire day while I was out shopping tom hardy was there making hateful comments about me being old. Finally after trying to ignore him and not resopnd, I just told him that he and they are all dirty old men no matter how old in physical years. Only to return home and to see that the German ape filth was there and has been partnering with this since I watched that movie 4 months ago. the excuse he makes for violently assaulting me is that I thought that he looked old. That is the only pretext the rotten dirty leech parasite can find to endlessly abuse me and try to make me old by dumping no-stop hate torture and poisoning upon me alongside the rest of this pile of stinking filth. All it took for deniro to get his next promotion out of abusing me was for me to ask the ai chat if his relative had indeed died from an overdose--and he rushed within 4 hours to violently yell death threats about how it's my fault. The stupidity and neanderthal blaming of me like a dumb ignorant peasant in a medieval town with a witchfinder general handing out promotions to the dumb apes for every stupid sick sleazy rape and assault upon me possible; all is covered in the dark web "entertainment" genre of having me poisoned every day so I am screaming in rage, sitting alone and as usual, today I shat out a lump of poison that was so huge and hard it clogged my toilet--it plugged up the toilet drain, and I had to get on, once more, rubber gloves and there was no liquid mess, nothing like diarrhea, it was a hard lump as large as my entire fist (and I have large hands for a female) completely hard, intact, nothing even stinking it was so old and hardened in my body--the sleazy and stupid ape pig whores attacking me are responsible for having me poisoned but they are threatening myu life for fighting back to get the leecheds off me. Trump of course laughs and makes fun of it--I have also wished him death after he ordered with his nasty dirty nazi wife cars to hit me, he laughed as pig pitt raped and beat me and the reason they had me hit by a car was I wrote in my facebook completely blocked page that pitt should not win more awards and that his theft of my ideas should be stopped--for a year he used that as an excuse to literally abuse and have my gum tissue severed out to the bone while they abused me for hours per day--that rotten fuck won an oscar later that year for his year of abusing me, once upon a time in whorewood was taken by dirty tarantino out of my writings about charles mansion (and completely turned it into blonde nazi foreign robber maggot adulation omitting roman polanski as anything but a supplier of a house for her, really killing off polanski once more, turning the entire situation into a 4th reich display of white supremacy). This year tarantino is putting out kill bill vol. 4,out of the idea about the silent little black girl versus the loud and personality white little girl--one blank, vacant and silent out of his racism and the white girl absolutely "in charge" and I said that, so he is coming out with that concept--as usual, I get nothing for the concept, he is adulated for being "DEI " bullshit--his jewish wife out of israel is probably pulling him back from making more 'you die in a concentration camp" when I told him "No" for providing more ideas for his next oscar-winning movbie while he and they are all poisoning and abusing me to death, killing my cat as they all get new lovers new lives they get divorces they get oscars they suck out my life force make me old make me dying they are abusing me to death; trump who obtained the presidency has latched onto abusing me for over a decade and has used my reaction of rage to justify having my money cut off from social security and is increasing the abuse to really vamped up murder levels. I have grey streaks of hair now, my body withered and old, the german rotten pig fuck wants them to make me old for thinking that about him. I never chose to put death chemicals in my body and they are abusing me on average 16 hoiurs per day or more plus I am drugged with "rage" drugs they increase my nervous system through their implants into my spine and brain, and then abuse me until I reach a state of enraged violence----every single day, they go on and on and on and on. They use any damhn excuse to abuse me fgor months and years--all of them.

 ##The next day: after having fought to pound the post out last night, under extreme duress because the terror regime (Democrats, repubs) have jointly partnered to stop pretending that the government is not a fascist nazi mafia state any longer on all "sides" (complicity to the power grab to put it mildly, profiting thereof is the exact reality--btw the democrats just "could not" stop t-rump from profiting off his meme coin--but guess what the real "reason" was?)


hacking is once more blocking function

I wrote yesterday in an exhausted state of sickness, detox and the endless yapping of death threats by creeps (your famous celebrities and wanna infiltrate america nazi partners out of euro-land)


but I wrote that my disability was cut off "because I told trump I wished him dead"---that was a brainwashed and mind controlled statement I have been writing this for months---they made the decision to cut my money off months or years prior to my screaming in rage after, in deep sleep mode, drugged, under hypnosis, I screamed at Trump after months of dodging my money being cut off--understanding that once the 4th reich in it's almost open manifestation with the infestation of the 4th Reich Nazis and Mafia from our hostile deadly enemies the stupid celebrities "believe" are their great friends and partners---so beguiled by the psychopathic charm which is a learned trait not a genuine pattern.


I meant to say that they cut it off with many manipulative attempts to get me to not fight back against endless abuse with humiliating hate commentary and violence to which, under the drugging and mind control, while my back is against the wall they teleport their ugly sleazy selves into my every private moment--and once more today the German nasty parasite I mentioned last night, who dearly wants to infest america with his nazi troop out of stuttgart and I think he lives elsewhere as well---and he is torturing me for my thoughts---a "thought crime" this is a creep I met for one night 20 years ago and only hung out with because he was invited to someone else's house--20 years later the filth creep is torturing abusing and using any excuse to get entrance into whorewood--and the stupid apes of whorewood welcome this filth in without reservation. Truly a stupid and sold-out bunch of money grabbing whores, on all fronts.


Trump cut off my money as did the rest of the hate team of rapist bigots and murdering genocidal sleazy filth parasite league (and of course, my youtube channels are packed with nazi glorification videos and emaciated jews behind barbed wire in concentraton camps, photos of dead jews, etc

they have learned to dearly covet the prospect of stealing and robbing everything around the world using their relative's genocide as their spring board by the mere mind programming mention

however, the world of brown and black and jewish and any other "Minoritiy" group are their real soldiers at this point, they encompass the globe the vicious desperaton of the "oppressed" to be welcomed into the 4th Reich is why it's so in power around the world.


Hacking is preventing my typing and my brain of course under extreme blanketing of cognition


they decided to cut my money off a long time ago. they are saying that I did something that made them do this to me by screaming in rage that I wished he had been killed in Pennsylvania. I am referring to years of trump having fungus inserted into my ear canal, injecting me with a seriously dangerous virus just 2 months before the outbreak of covid---after I fought with an austrian dirty celebrity filth ugly old man ape who was insulting me I defended myself--he got a black LA k-rapper to assault me as his proxy--

it is the same in "critical race theory" los angeles as it is in a developing counry, the same exact slavish devotion to the 4th reich

I only wrote two tiny examples of the YEARS AND YEARS of what trump has done to me, along with the democrats like "The Squad" and many others who are fully committed to assisting as "minorities" in co-opting all resistance and then in private fully attacking me for having defended myself against white supremacy attacks.


they claim they are "fighting" racism and trump in public, for which they are slated for the upcoming election cycle to "win"

they have never, ever fought anything but how to conform and learn tolie and steal ideas to sound like they are oppositional.


the attacks continue with this dirty sick german creep--and the english one--they are ordering the minions in the rooms next to mine to spray permanent stains on clothing I made by hand, silks and beautiful colors--they had sprayed fungus on them and I washed them, only to see that a permanent red stain was on the clothing which absolutely had not been there when I hung it up to dry. cleaning stinking filth and debris under everything I have on the floor, because I cannot use any cabinet they spray stinking permanently staining filth into all enclosed spaces and all open spaces.


I am too exhausted from pounding this out, taking so long they also always slow my capability to type by about 400% or something like that.

Tuesday, June 10, 2025

Why I wrote another chaotic hyperbolic ranting but accurate, reality-based post today despite fighting as I do to not react, as the people monitoring my brain/body and functioning respond with advice constantly on how to be as calm, cool and collected as they are. They (these specific people) live in the equivalent of a commune financial status. They must work, but as I can ascertain, their sustenance is mostly assured, they have a safety net, they are surrounded in a peaceful domain and they have been trained in a philosophy which they can calmly relate. As opposed to their former more historical predecessors, they have no Emperor trying to dissolve their collective they are honored as cherished entities of wisdom in a techno world. They hack videos responding to my enraged, drugged up and mind controlled (microchip implant) plus YEARS of literal non-stop 24 hour torture per day, as every single thing I do in this room is being monitored, my eyes are dropping with tears my throat chocked by the microchip implant in my throat; it happens at odd moments while I am unprepared to "breathe deeply" as they would advise. I grab hold of objects at spurious moments rushing to get things done because using the internet as a form of "escape" from the non-stop "stupid bitch stupid stupid bitch bitch" endlessly hissing into my inner ear, with comments on every single thing I do by the hateful and bigoted lynch mob celebrities championed by the politicians who not only fund these operations but are heavily involved and have been for well over a decade--firmly established in the favor of any president, candidate and the influence they bear is enormous in choosing the next presidential candidate after they have "proven" what duplicitous lying manipulators they are and in how much they favor a complete genocidal take-over of the United States through so many avenues of not only mind control but in al facets of life. Thusly, it was Elizabeth Warren who, after the 4 years of Trump (she began hacking into my internet just after Trump began teleporting me to rape and torture abuse and laughter gaiety and his sudden instant ascent into the presidential leadership candidate role within one month of going from losing to winning--after having teleported me. Warren also simultaneously hacked her photos; one of which was of her smiling a really sadistic smile behind a fake appearance of normalcy--I know this type of smile from the photos of Nazis with tortured Jews being killed at their feet, the same sort of smile and I saw it in Germany quite often and I have seen it from my family members and she wore that same kind of crooked smile in a non-publicity photo and I realized the alarm but had no knowledge that clicking on her page would entail her being allowed access to this torture campaign, and she has been involved since at least 2016.//I cannot cite the source, but when Biden was running as presidential candidate (I cannot type capital letters it is extremely arduous just to type at all, the hacking malware is so extreme--it took me 25 minutes to gain access to Wifi the block of everything is non-stop)--Warren was the person who influenced the decision by the Democrat Party to put Biden as the official Presidential candidate back in 2020 or whenever she or the decision was made but mostly it was as always a contrived programmed event calculated to put an easily manipulated person into the office. //I suggest that Biden has been mind controlled probably drugged and then injected with poisons so he is dying and it shows (I am being killed I am dying from abuse and torture, they are abusing me to death the signs of premature old age as my body is dying from stress is also their calculated intention and I mean "they" as in the predominant exploiters I have not stopped writing about for over 16 years, they are all still there but I did not understand how much involvement warren has had in this until very recently. I knew it but her presence is veiled in regard to the more overt abusers who hack regularly. In this Trump ordeal she began hacking her "help" videos to the desperate Americans like myself facing being killed by all life support financially being cut off. They have ensured that i cannot earn a single penny, the filth and hate of whorewood in conjunction with absolute Nazi bigots like Warren (and I mean this emphatically she is a wanna be German with all imitation of Nazism except for her "progressive" stance) but, I hope I am not digressing too mucvh---so, Biden proved to have been the reason, as people are now saying "after the fact" that it was Biden who really put Trump into power for various reasons. I can suggest not even tentatively but it seems like a feasible suggestion that Biden has been a drugged and poisoned mind control person with increasing debilitation to his mental clarity by the likes of absolutely controlling warren and the outcome has been that she and the others who have been a huge component of this Congressional participation team (Republican Democrat Progressive) is that they are being paid in millions of "dark money" investment scams and schemes due to participation and allowance of this hate torture contract out on me; plus they all undoubtedly knew that trump would introduce his crypto currency and they could all invest and channel their illicit money through various means (I wrote yesterday or 2 days ago that my brother John was a manager of a nightclub in the Cayman Islands, and Warren was dictating her controlling and ugly horse voice to him and it was imperiously aimed at my brother--a lawyer at the top of his game, or at high levels has jurisdiction in 3 states, and can easily have money funneled to the Cayman Islands and my family on my father's side are extremely and corruptly well-connected. This is a mere hypothetical but her behavior towards my brother was demanding, a tone of voice that is akin to fascist corporate towards a minion inferior as her intention to sound that way is part of her extreme antisemitism and hate and her desire to become as nazi as possible. I am at the moment disgusted by her, but that she is gnawing and gnashing her teeth in front of the audience of people alarmed by the DOGE Committee, saying all the things with theatrical umph that people who are terrified of losing their lives due to the cut in their desperate only-source of income, which they have forced upon me so I am literally tethered to social security disability and cannot function in any way but to be a sitting duck at this point, with not only warren and not only trump but a myriad of endless groups of people all uniting behind destroying my mind, body and spirit in order to "crush" me into compliance to them murdering me and stealing all ideas without me fighting in my life defense. I watched my parents get killed, as I believe, by slow poisoning by their "wonderful " friends the relatives who rushed to violently assault me (not my siblings but their spouses and the spawn of their unions with nazi hate creep they aligned with in order to be not left out of displaying their talent; otherwise like me, the people not willing to dote as slaves upon the nazi shit who abuse insult and then glob onto this contract out on my family, so my family now is desperate to have me slowly killed without a single chance for me to survive so they can continue to feed off my life being destroyed--I have been saving money and fighting this group, they rushed to make sure I am homeless returned back to america in chains arrested and poisoned raped tortured and abused to death. The endless amount of money being paid to all participants is unbelievable but so is the funding for the Pentagon and other nefarious sources of these "operations"; this operation upon me is a tantamount importance to the 4th Reich in mind and body fucking raping and stealing. .///so I tried to be silent as I was advised by the financially secure, surrounded by other shaved-head conscripts to a life of security and officious benevolence (except for this particular monk lives at least part-time in Germany--speaks absolutely perfect German, and in the teleportation his one appearance to me, as I was naked or almost about to get into my shower (a dark, dank room endlessly sprayed with grease, fungus stinking odors sprayed with brown goo that permanently stains can't be removed unless the tiles are sanded down or removed--but he violently threw something in rage (has learned German techniques of traumatizing, it is a very german thing to do, he is fully indoctrinated in his 'cultural exchange" and this was without words, only to signify that I am "bad" and a violent response towards me for defending myself against Germans and other nazis trying to take over the United States through the endless "I'm part German" American throngs who are the white controllers of minorities; thus I wrote this post this morning because the other "half" of the white supremacy leagues also state that they are "part English". Thusly, the "be silent" "advice" given me by a man who violently threw something in the teleportation, smashing it extremely violently without saying one single thing, but then putting and hacking videos of him being calm, centered, collected and adivising people on how to be calm and "strong" just as he "is"-his voice is also a learned German tonality that has resonant seriousness with almost monotone calm depth---it is supposed to signify a deep well of strength and wisdom. It is a learned trait, as well. The thing I learned in Germany about keeping a calm exterior is that you cannot show any weakness to the parasites that German culture truly engenders through rigorous monotonous conformity to authority but training in how to lie, appear like a pleasant and professional or calm person belying a horrid and hateful malevolent intention behind the calm exterior. ///I tried to follow the advice as the "I'm part english" group with Baryishinkov put Tom Hardy once more to hiss or has his minions or people surrounding me hissing into my inner ear "stupid bitch" and commenting literally on every single thing I do, and giving "help" advice as well. At the moment when I cannot sustain an endless defensive posture, he jabs a hateful death threat, calling me bitch, making sexual rape or assault remarks while I am eating, and this goes on and on for about 10 hours in intermittent intervals throughout the day-or 12 hours now. Thusly, this morning I had to face another day of it, he began before the sun set and after I spent another 25 minutes (today over 1 hour) trying to clear the cache turn the computer off turn the router off turn the computer on clear the command clear the memory, turn the router off, restart the computer, the internet would come on and after 2 minutes it was turned off again. That goes on every day for one hour just to attempt to use the internet. Then the internet turns off (the router still on lights all on) so, as the approach of another day of being called a bitch, him bringing in with baryishnikov right behind him, all the people who rushed to assault me with shitape pigalina and pitt for years, returning once their world tours were finished, returning with death threats, insults that are disgusting and rancid in how rotten their minds and spirits are. all of them are consigned to representing some facet of being an "underdog' fighting against injustice. When they play evil villains, they are exalted in their bravado and swagger. And so, with poison that I had fought to get out of my spine for days, exercising as they abused and tortured me literally all day and night, every day, (for years this has gone on that schedule as all the criminal politicians just keep it going, people like warren along with the other white supremacy bigots also have a titillation factor of seeing me made old, they laugh about how my body is disfigured, they get hormonal highs off it, like you would see of glowing people smiling in front of a lynch victim in those old photos that blacks put out to claim that this system is still thriving or has been a horrid history of the united states. I have to dread and fear these people who proclaim their history of enslavement and lynching because the second they get a chance for approval of the very same modern-day groups which I know warren really is--they viciously assault me with violence and hate and laugh and giggle about itl. They are instantly given media spotlight and advanced to the next level of representing victimization put into higher political office. They rush back to assault me and threaten to kill me when I react in rage at their literally abusing and hitting me for defending myself against people like Hegseth who had taken his instructions from shitalina and pig ape pitt to punch me in the face have me dancing while i was listening to music just so they could dance near me and then call me a "loser" and then abuse and attack me. For defending myself Hegseth was right there when my social security disability was cut off--he told me that if I submitted it would be returned--submitting to being raped poisoned abused and my ideas stolen by people who pay nothing and destroy everything I am, have done, and then steal my money and block all opportunities for me. So, this morning, another day of the hateful violence of tom hardy awaiting me, it began before I was even consciously awake because they had broken through the defenses of my protection for my hands--which are swollen, huge and veinous the nails are yellowish and grey from everything from non-stop poisoning to sharp knives (very small) being inserted under the cuticles for over SIXTEEN YEARS and I mean nightly for at least 16 years . I look completely like a black veil has been put over my light; shitalina and pig ape pitt are glowing with hormonal energy they literally are lifel-sucking energy vampires feeding off destroying my life and feeding off the highs--they and tom hardy alike have poisoned me (they inject poison into my bloodstream, I suggest, when they insert knives under my cuticles the drugs penetrate into my bloodstream, but they also inject it into my bladder so I really don't know how it's being actually done--the poisoning and drugging I mean they are attacking my body on all fronts so it is impossible to gauge any longer. I have begged the world to help me to have money to earn money to be able to use my internet so I can afford to try to find a place that is not a leaky sinking boat with panels and doors that are so easily opened from both inside and out---but nothing, they just took my survival money away. I then began listening to warren knowing that she's a fake but not understanding how murderously malevolent she is--and by writing this, she will be promoted once more. She will get more houses mansions and invites to be "friends" with Germans who have learned the skill of smiling warmly, indoctrinating all those who feel inferior to the Nazi standard, as they sell out america so it comes true they destroy the country from withing. The rapacious lying Germans (as a whole, some exceptions they have been "culling/killing" their generous and actual authentic people for many decades, but increasing since the Clintons had the U.S. Troops mostly pull out of Stuttgart and most of Germany--excepting Rammstein, but of course the bases remain open but Nazism began to flourish (I was there, I lived there before and after the circa 1994 edict was made by clinton to pull most of the bulk of the troops out-. but the amount of americans I met while there was a large troop presence, at u.s. bases such as robinson and patch barracks surrounding stuttgart (please note hacking is so pronounced I am not using capital letters it's so hard to pound down at this point). Anyway, americans were so engrossed in the warm loving smiles that germans gave them loving invitations to their dinners and homes, the warmth exuded feels genuine they have learned a most seriously powerful skill in how to emit this seemingly highly personable ruse. Americans were so beguiled especially the blacks who stated that they felt like they were in a kind of welcome paradise that american never showed them; how nice the germans were. behind their backs, literally, the same germans would hiss at me in an attempt to divide and conquer what stupid creeps these same black soldiers were--trying to get me to join in with their mirth in humiliating them, which they did but smiled into their faces, gave them meals, the white women showered them with sexual favors acted like domestic sex slaves almost and then after they got them surrounded had them evicted and they hoped to make them leave germany permanently. I saw white americans like warrn fully immersed in this welcome party that germans have given their american invaders who beat down the hitler regime--their counter-attack has been loving psychopathy in order to lull and lure all who want a "clean" and open but concealed anti-brown and black society to generate another huge genocide of theft to steal and rob but also to just get high off abusing and killing. That is the sick smile that I saw on the face of warren, and in the last 2 weeks she and pigapealina and shit ape pig pitt brought on teams of germans in a skit in which warren dismissed me with a wave of her hand, as I reacted to her dehumanization with rage (always drugged up, out of balance and always after hours per day of being threatened with dismemberment by tom hardy, or shitalina pig ape pitt--and by tom cruise and his dirty nazi english crown associated wife most lavishly giggly the nazi women smile and laugh about me being poisoned raped and mutilate and bloated crooked they smile and laugh--warren has done the same--oprah has viciously assaulted me just like warren completely beguiled by the warm smiles of the white supremacists who realize that oprah is a sheep herding influence to bring more blacks into the nazi fold. And thusly was my post this morning, but also because I can't stand tom hardy any longer sitting as a lump leech on my life, but also trying to obtain new ideas for him to steal as his projects, as dirty shit whorealina dn pig ape pitt have been doing to oscars and golden globe and endless europigapeland honors for emulating fascist nazism embedded into american culture--adn thusly, any original thing I do is met with hate and spite, but he asks me for ideas. This has been the case with the english for years and years, insults abuse they demand that I am just a minority uneducated stupid rape sex slave impoverished mutilated destroyed victim but ravage me in order to obtain ideas--the english have obtained the concept of The Handmaiden's tale, which I wrote of and about 6 months to 9 months later it became a tv show reaching millions--the connection is justified in my case since it happened almost on a non-stop clockwork basis from the same group, and the blonde english star of that tv series hacked her goddamn rotten face onto my internet just like taylor swift did for over a decade until she reached this zenith of attention--undoubtely obtaining also endless titles for her crap singing (I find so boring and unexceptional, but America has lost it's quality filter I believe so they just go for anything they are instructed to approve of) just as almost instantly after tom cruise violently yelled screamed at me he was instantly given standing ovations for his french appearances for his stupid movie sequel, and before he latched onto assaulting me his movies were not in the top slots but after he began, adn instantly they are all applauded for this nazi program--i believe that the gang stalking death squads which encompass the globe are instructed to rush to applaud for the movies that the mind programming hate squads of celebrities crank out--and thusly under the 4th Reich, the supposed huge "win" for the crap movie was due in large part, mostly I believe, to an artificial construct of the adherents and the terrorists on the lower ranking levels being instructed to go out and pay to see this crap movie (for all the creeps who assault me,; in particular for the ideas which are stolen from me, turned into nazi spectacles of embedded racism disguised as "help" against oppression).

 This morning I woke up, after Hardy (who just appeared, 7:30 pm, after having injected his voice into my brain through the "voice-to-skull" technology, I did not see them, but I had been teleported to a skit in deep sleep where I was in my childhood home in Champaign, Illinois. The home and my step-father was taken-over by the "I'm part French" step-mother from Peoria, Illinois who was handed free trips to Paris after she began to program my step-father into accepting fascist training, in exchange for his books being published--he refused to allow me to visit him after 1988 because "Phyllis won't allow it"---she has appeared in the teleportation whooping with delight at me being tortured, mutilated raped and beaten she hopes to death--as I believe she contributed in whatever way she could to the demise of my father but supposedly gave him one of her kidneys as he had multiple transplants due to --terminal--diabetes--but I was there, I know the place well--they put a rubber glistening huge black snake on the floor of the living room, I was instructed in deep sleep "edit" phasing in-and-out so I reached down and was instructed in a drugged deep sleep hypnotized state to grab the snake--they had something bite me--I then saw a fuzzy instant glimpse of this "snake" on the floor supposedly it was slithering into the dining room in front of the front door. I called out to it to go outside as I flung the front door open, and then a cat appeared --and this group has tortured my cat to death, so they are playing on the cat theme for further traumatiztion, because for years of them stealing my ideas to go to the oscars with them, they have not sucked enough of my life out they must go on and on until they obtain all they can--me "submitting" to them abusing me without me having any human rights to defend myself, me giving all they can steal out of me willingly, then allowing them to poison and drug me to death without resistance, so they will just get rid of me once they have obtained enough ideas and anything thye can such out of me, and then I must go willingly to death after my entire life spent ruined by their sleazy sick stupidity and greed--a universal trait for this sickening group which has taken over every single agency on the planet that I am aware of--)

so I was teleported to this foul and nasty woman--who began having me attacked by all my "relatives" for saying that I want more than to get a job part-time teaching students as a substitute for my years of having obtained a master's degree in criminal justice. Because my "aunt' had made this "suggetion" they all began to glare with hate at me, telling me to leave immediately because supposedly I can't have anything more important or "better" than them. The aunt never finished college I believe she got some sort of degree somehow to teach english as a substitute. 

That was the last time I saw my step-father but the woman he married, when I phoned him many months after this (and I am relating the absolute situation that I only said I was spending hours studying at graduate level and didn't want to part-time substitute teach school kids for all the work--I also had been drugged by them so it was as usual my honest response under truth serum drugging which they never stop pouring into my body then torturing me for expressing my honest responses instead of lying that they are "better" than me and I can't have anything "better" then they---)


and so, I phoned my step-father, she answered with venomous hate in her voice, sneering in contempt at me and I told her to get my father, he began nastiness and I told him that she was extremely rude for no reason. He sent some email about being "pissed off" about something, I never finished reading the brainwashed response and never spoke to him or contacted him again. He died a few months later and the creep obtained my childhood home.


the shit of pigapealina and shit ape pig pitt are putting every single person from my background they possibly can to hiss hate at me in this teleportation hole they have forced me into. The people who are hateful and nasty are those who used drugging to get me around them or other ruses, I never deliberately chose a single one of them but they all appeared with warm friendly smiles and overtures of loving warmth and kindness They all used "alternative" clothing and statements to further conceal their fascist Nazism, which comes out like vicious venomous slime creepiness in the teleportation with dirty and ugly sick shitalina pig ape pitt-they are so loathsome and stupid and dirty and all they can do besides steal my ideas is commit violence and feed off it--they cannot begin to fathom a single creative and inspirational idea--but they must suck that life force out of me

and so they put this creep in front of me, my family members who have been overseeing my murder and destruction of every single thing I have ever attempted to do, all my life they have made sure I am destroyed they organize it they get paid for helping the 4th Reich to ensure that no one who is not a full supporting brainwashed enslaved minion outside of their group (or inside it, whites also get killed if they don't comply) and thusly, the warm sheep smiles of my family members for the photos they take with Please love me how warmly I smile--they all do this, and then viciously they assault me every single chance they can get--if they are meeting me for 2 days and don't have time to use any justification to abuse me, they just begin in public so the people sitting nearby who are there deliberately can hear it--they get promoted instantly


and so, I woke up this morning after yet another forced personal contact with some slime filth creep who I had never willingly chose to be in my life, most of them I was forced to be around, I had befriended, in some cases, people in their group and they were part of the group and I just went along, drugged in a stupor most of the time, not ever having any barrier or awareness just dazed but seeming alert.


Then to Hardy making sleazy comments as the sun was rising, and then when there was light, I saw that they had broken through the barriers protecting my hands from being sliced and my skin doused with chemicals that literally curdle the skin barrier--and they have once more damaged my skin and my cuticles and drugged and poisoned and then abused me (right now I am struggling to pound every word out, literally the keyboard will not function I must fight every word so I cannot write with elaborate analysis or calm composure, getting into cursing the longer the frustration to fight to pound every letter out)

so I wrote for these reasons once more. I had to sew the top layer of protection I use (compression socks) over layers of wrist guards I seal around my wrists, they cut through the cotton gloves so they could insert the mechanical arm with the little knife and spraying function so they damaged my skin barrier, which looks old and my hands have been slathered with this for so many years non-stop the skin is permanently damaged--there are liver spots coating my forarms from poison and being tortured for non-stop hours while shitting out poison, being abused non-stop for hours per day, raped and beaten at every vulnerable and weak moment possible, then attacked by neighbors with their electronic weapons once the filth wealthy creeps take their dirty breaks to party, laugh and get off on it in every way .


The protection I had hand-sewn and turned into what I hoped would be a shield was stretched while I was sleeping (every night they just pull on the area I had sewn which had been extremely tight, but somehow became very loose---all done while the microchip implant in my brain renders me absolutely unconscious; this mechanism is why I have fractured bones and injuries from what was done to me in deep sleep hypnotic microchip implant comatose deep sleep--not just 'theta" but totally unconscious and my consciousness is teleported to the location where I am teleported. I can be woken up and have a sort of Schroedinger's cat experience of being in two places almost simultaneously--it is otherwise known as quantum entanglement

but despite all this groping for terminology--the immaturity and misuse not only of "power" and illegal criminal behavior from ALL of the politicians involved not merely just observing (I think there are no passive observers)


To summarize: non-stop, literal non-stop 24 hour torture using these egregious technologies, none of which are documented all are "top secret" and the involvement of almost all branches of the government have shown up in one way or another through agents, representatives (i.e. warren buffet, who is the wall street magnet) then podcasters and news anchors galore, (msnbc and fox but mostly msnbc--to prove they truly are no opposition to fascist nazi takeover and/or will remain silent and do nothing but participate in some way in attacking me, protecting all who do attack me from the government, etc).


I keep fighting against just letting them get away with this, despite a world of murderous goons endlessly attacking me from every corner of the planet, in every business, I can't eat at any restaurant they poison my food, I can't socialize because I must carry all that is precious to me (cooking oil, shampoo, my identification in every single thing I need I must carry around, they have stolen my identification my diplomas my birth certificate my social security card etc etc sprayed stinking filth on my passport (the stench never comes off, I surround the passport with scented pouches for drawers the stink never comes off) I carry so much with me that I cannot socialize or they will poison my shampoo so my hair falls out and permanently (still so hard to type that pounding on the space bar still the words are glued together, etc )

and once the pig ape pieces of stupid ape shit like shitalina and pig ape pitt get awards and go to the oscars for the ideas they have stolen from my writing, written on facebook because my every technology device is broken or stolen and destroyed--I wrote on facebook and shitlalina pit ape pig obtained oscars with malificent blonde once upon a time in h-wood the handmaiden's tale barbie war machine maria and a broadway play about illinois that stupid "elite europigape" shitalina stole from my years of writing about how I did not grow up in a loser way in a little nothing loser state in a loser town---so they made a play and it went to broadway, alongside hillary who tortured me and had my body seriously mutilated every night and screamed and yelled at me while I had done nothing to her, or any of them, they were told to abuse and hate me and they obtain endless millions of dollars funding and prizes and awards and tv shows all funding covered all done for them--and alongside dirty stupid ape whorealina hillary also made a play about "women" and she also got a dirty little hypocritical tv show as well which "won" awards or was in the running. The obamas have latched onto me for years and years over 20 years by now

and thusly,  they have weapons, drugs and they take turns obtaining ideas from me, but THEY NEVER STOP ATTACKING ME TO DEATH EVEN AFTER THEY WIN AND GET MILLIONS OF DOLLARS they latch on so their filthy even more ugly and stupid children can obtain awards and prizes and deals and be put into a monopoly on entertainment monotony---hyped up by sex and violence and barely disguised fascist nazi programming.

they never pay, they never say thank you,,when I become angry because after they torture me and poison me to obtain the ideas, they drug poison and rape me to obtain permission to get paid in full to "star" or produce the ideas (and the list of what shit ape pig pitt has stolen is much longer than just two movies, both of which almost won or won and the pig tortured and fractured my jawline raped me and tortured me viciously for about a year to obtain his oscar award--the filthy pig then continued instantly the next day after "winning" and then passed me around to his fascist nazi europigape friends to rape beat and torture me so they all could partner up with this ever-increasing throng of filthy sleazy dirty creep politico celebrity hate machine operation.





I can never get rid of these filthy dirty ugly sick sleaze shit parasites you all worship as your celebrity bullshit operators, they remain like the stench they order on my clothing and into my body. they are putridity and are sick stuid evil crap yet they are put on pedestals and have NOTHING to say actually stupid as hell. The ugly dirty filthy europig shit "men" are having my clothing--everything I wear, sprayed with noxious stinking putrid substances--it is literally non-stop all day every item I wear stinks. The pigs are stinking ugly sick fuck crap as well--all day these ugly dirty sick loser scum shit whroes and their filthy women are having my home sprayed with stinking substances but this is literally all day long this is ongoing---since this dirty filth german sleaze creep joined in and then there's the english shit scum and then not sure what the american is doing is't hard to tell--the male hate zone of rape culture with this "enslavement" microchip ipmlant and hardening poisning to death situation I am stikll shitting out their filthy poison all day and sick all day and in bed and paralyzed aND CAN'T move and am stuck sitting in front of a laptop unable to read or think due to the ugly loser creeps screaming death hate and violencde at me because they are losers can't function without faking everything can't have sex without manipuolating using and abusing how do eheir ugly dirty women tolderate these filthy creeps? How oeverjoyed they are that this contract is forced on me, the sleazy shit women involved as well. They are all as stinking and ugly dirty as the filth they are spraying on my clohting--it is nonstop cleaning due to some losers who are stupid, ugly and disgsuting to the point that their presencer is like stinking filth plus the filth they order on my clothing all about them is filth and crap and shit. You all worship them however.