Sunday, January 21, 2024

To live in my own home, peacefully--but no, today the filth attack has prompted me to write once more about the terrorist organization and it's filthy minions and organizers. Even though they usually have stolen enough money to have cleaning personnel.

 They broke my toilet seat while I was out of my torture unit shopping a few days ago. I had to order a new one (ordering online is cheaper than buying one in the store, including shipping costs). They messed with the delivery and I was attacked with brain-altering tech while I tried to talk to the maintenance and front desk workers.

Today I received this toilet seat and the maintenance worker, a small, very nasty Thai absolutely thrilled with attacking me for the white supremacists who throng to get their free deals, as this maintenance dude also does, by just organizing attacking me so the filth in Whorewood can watch on, giggling and laughing and smug and paid and promoted, as usual.

The company created a seat that is about 3 centimeters too short. I measured the seat and ordered the seat that conformed to the very basic standards (40 cm). I had an object that was exactly 40 cm and I measured it all before ordering (there are three choices for the standard toilet systems, one is oval (too long) one is almost square (for the modern toilets, and then this standard round size for the usual toilet in all the lower-price places for the plebs.

The seat does not fit the bowl and there are 3 centimeters between the edge of the round seat and the ceramic bowl. That means that I have to maneuver to lift up the seat, because I always lift it up when flushing. It means I have to work out a way to not touch the bowl but still lifting up the seat so as to lessen the splash on the bottom of the seat-yes, little details but they have so much surveillance on me that they understand what I am doing and have ordered this specially-cut seat so there is this very tiny gap that should not be there.

AT every door and elevator junction were white Nazi pig apes, probably from Russia, I didn't have any conversation, they surrounded me and I have never seen them in this empty condo building in which about 10, or fewer, of the units are actually occupied and the rest are absolutely vacant. The entire area has been emptied out of inhabitants just for this stalking purpose. The people who have created this terror surveillance space are obviously investors who will build some  huge project once I leave, doubtlessly. This is a prime real estate location and it should be beautiful but they have made it an endless near-death poisoning and rape and torture situation for me while they laugh and profit off this. That would be the Whorewood A$$-hole listers which includes Trump and his family, and now Biden apparently is a co-partner on some level but I don't know if he will directly or indirectly profit off whatever will be built. This place is called Panason Green Places Condominium. On some Google Maps it does not exist any longer but it's there if you key-in that to Phuket.

The elevator had a large, (what I surmise to be) hormone-growth Nazi blonde female, and on the ground floor, another horrmone growth Nazi following me to pick up this package. Once was approaching the elevator with the nasty maintenance worker behind me, once the elevator door opened there was a man walking directly into us all with a look of hate and fake "surprise" on his nasty (ugly) face. I think he was cuing the maintenance man to be as hateful as possible, giving a sign with a glaring look of "be this way" (I surmise once more, as the minions are always under direction of white supremacists who are lurking in the background observing and monitoring and perhaps even using the voice-to-skull to direct the attacks (from all angles).

Once in my bathroom this guy proceeded to turn the water spigot for the toilet sprayer open so water poured onto the floor. I asked him what he was doing and he remained silent. He only said "YOU" and pointed to something he needed me to get for him to help remove the silicone I had used an adhesive because they broke the other seat so I tried to fix it, and they kept removing the sealant but I did it well enough for one of the sides to remain firm, and they just broke it this week. There was still silicone on the ceramic bowl, and this guy only yells "You" at me whenever he comes to "repair" what he has actually broken along with the endless rotation of white Nazi pig apes who come especially during high season to screw me over as badly as possible--literally poisoning me to death, rape and mutilation and they all are glowing with hormones of violence and power and following me around the hallways, etc (otherwise the hallways are empty on all floors, it's like a ghost building, on top of this remote hill that is very close to a huge shopping center in the middle of Phuket Town--absolutely prime real estate).

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He sprinkled rusted safety pins, black crusty chunks of something undefinable, grime, black flakes on the toilet bowl, debris, while I was getting this object to scrape off the remaining hardened silicone.

The floor was greasy, stinking and filthy when he left (perfectly dry and clean before he arrived).

Out of my mouth immediately, instantly was this excessive, "thank you so much" as if he were so kind and I was so grateful. 

Like ALL THE MIND CONTROL operations of compliance to abusers, haters, sleazy sick psychopath white trash scumbags who are trying to force compliance to being oppressed, abused, raped, insulted and slowly murdered while telling them they are wonderful, this is the plot but it's not a story it's their actual agenda.

It came out immediately before I had a chance to stop my words. This happens to frequently, and always under stress. I was barely able to understand how much filth he had just poured all over the floor. They kept me without a toilet seat that was attached to the bowl for over 5 days so I was just glad to have something.

Only to see that the seat was too short, but absolutely of a standard size within 3 cm--just too short to fit over the bowl, but large enough to sort of fit on the surface so it barely covered the hole at the end of the circle.

Filth everywhere and puddles of stinking water this creep had strewn everywhere. 

I had so kindly thanked him,, he walked out saying nothing and leaving me with a stinking mess to throw away and clean up. He also took photos of his "work" for the pig apes to gloat over. While we were waiting to go upstairs, by the way, the cleaning woman was sweeping her broom behind me as I told her to go somewhere else but then the doors opened, and the ugly white trash pig ape (probably Russian) with the gang-banger short hair like a stubble on his nearly balding head, sports clothing but more Europigape trash gangland mafia style he had on, and his glaring ugly face looking at the Thais with this "hate" look implying to attack me with vicious hate (for him and all the pig apes who had followed me in the elevator going down and up, etc).

The broom symbolism is 100% Nazi and hails back to the operation of genocide. I will let you readers figure that one out if you can't already.

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TO not be stuck in this situation I never created. I spent 6 years in grad school for a few reasons that are on a different track from this particular day's description of terrorism.

I have been poisoned and my spine fractured while sleeping because I resisted being date-raped with mind control drugs by rotten white trash pig apes, and a few Black Nazis and Jewish Nazis and etc (and women too, and I am not lesbian even remotely). I am referring to drug-induced comatose mind control sexual violence. 

I fought to get abusive users off me, and I would get in weird "accidents" and people would viciously attack me but I had no idea what was going on. I now realize that the slow deterioration of my health (endless poisoning all my life) was a calculated deterioration appearance so when they finally would kill me, people would assume it was from many other variables. This is what most of the covert killings involve in one facet or another.

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I have fought to earn a living, to have a career, to go to grad school and begin some new life with a decent salary--and poisoned, mutilated, put in accidents, and a few other nasty things happened to thwart everything I attempted.

People will say that I am making excuses for whatever lies they want to justify. There is something called Gang Stalking. There is something called "Black listing". There is discrimination. I need to reiterate that because people will say that I am making up excuses for all the years of fighting and struggling, without any information on what was happening to me, and all around me without a single person ever once warning me except through vague hints I had no concept of their veiled symbolism and thought they were kind of creepy or just being negative, I had no idea there is no way someone can make a hint about my particular situation so that it can be understood without actual layers of empirical evidence--not "proof" but just how the situation operates as there are layers that one needs to understand in order to grasp the concept of the whole of the global situation. Just a few hints provided me with no forewarning. All my life.

But I am not able to live in a decent house. The stigmatization of my character and the mind control which literally forces me to react like I'm giggly, high, giddy and accepting of abuse (my brain is blanked out I am in a state of seeing superficial awareness but I literally am in a daze in the comprehension department of the compartmentalized brain-mapping capabilities of this "mind control" dehumanizing tyranny being constantly aimed at my brain, such as what happened today when it came out instantly "Thank you so much" as I saw filth and filthy water and debris all over the floor that this terrorist creep, under instruction from the dirty foul filthy pig apes who are under order from the dirty filth pig apes of Whorewood and wherever and whomever is directing that group of puppet whores to do this to me--they all laugh and are giddy with power and hormone highs.

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I am writing this, once more, to try to alert people about the danger of allowing sick scum people like this to continue and for this situation to continue to be allowed to go on and on and on and on with more and more and more people joining in and being handed these weapons and drugs every day, week, month and year.

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What I truly suspect about how my brain was afflicted by the mind control while this maintenance man turned on his Smart phone, it appeared like he was checking the screen or taking a picture. I asked him for the 4th time "what are you doing" as he kept doing things that were inappropriate but my brain was under this semi-conscious functioning state but not being able to connect any dots to a serious situation of being under attack. This is how precise the brain-mapping capabilities of this technology truly is. Without being able to provide research on this subject, I can only attest to my own observations and how people always have a smart phone turned on around me while I am "forced" to spurt out words I never thoughts of, body movements and motions (that could be dangerous in the wrong situation) that I never intended to do that just happen like my arm pops out, my fingers open up while I am holding something, and it can be much worse with how my body is manipulated, much much worse and I had a situation that was nearly deadly because my body was forced to move in a way that caused me to fall --my legs popped up directly at a 90-degree angle while I was running to work in my office shoes on cement. I have had baseball training and instinctively I always fall in a sliding fashion because we had to practice this sliding into base move and I do it automatically (or usually I don't want to test this theory out--but after so many cars stopping directly dead in front of me on busy, high-speed traffic and me having to literally slide to not get killed by trucks in front of me which have stopped dead while I was driving over 40 mph--sliding literally with the bike)

and, my body my brain my words can be so manipulated so I perform actions like I agree with being insulted, attacked but I am just in a drugged up daze. I suggest that this maintenance guy turned his phone on, was checking the photo application for a second, which may have been a carrier for a signal, I am not sure but I think the mind control is being relayed via mobile phones (cell towers triangulation or whatever it is).

I think this operates with the microchip implant in my brain. I wonder if and when I will be taken seriously and this situation revealed and taken seriously not as a stepping stone for scumbag opportunists but people who have the foresight to realize hos much degeneration of the human situation will occur, a complete de-evolution of humanity is ongoing with this advent of technology to the most primitive mindset of the people being handed these technologies.

The most brutal, stupid and sleazy aspects of humanity are being encouraged, enhanced and awarded just like Pavlovian Conditioning.

They are trying to condition me to accept being murdered, raped and destroyed prior to a slow, horrid death (or a fast one). These words come out so quickly I have no time to stop them. I only realize I have said them after they come out. The brain-computer interface I believe combined with this brain-mapping and drugging is mostly responsible. But the enforced isolation as no one will have real contact with me any longer and all avoid me. Everyone follows instruction everyone does nothing while I fight for my life as they consider it my problem. I suggest this will become a deadly societal problem in the very near future.

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Last few thoughts--a separate post but interconnected to a previous post today---hours of abuse per day I have a lot to expunge from my mind and heart and soul, what is left. Expanding and contracting simultaneously. Imploding from nausiated disgust and the sense of stinking death rot from these filth slime crap things out of whorewood and the corresponding politicians. Expansion realizing how much I have undervalued myself in the past due to being poisoned, stuck and sick always from their thwarting and silencing of my talent, health beauty and expansion of my life so these filth foul parasites can feel expanded. They grow in energy from parasitic life-sucking for sure. The black rancid parsite of Pvalley--the ugly hate of this trio and undoubtedly the white nazi trash male actor who played alongside the ugly yapping sinister black trash creep yelling "ugly loser' at me perpetually with the smirking sneering rat depp filth trash---and the german total crap scumbag family who has been invited to "traumatize" me by every means of "blaming" me for a lifetime of this sinister sick scum ape who tortured and then fractured my spine, obviously a murder attetmpt for his failure and his problems. The ape men who rape and drug me using this system all have serious problems with their lives, emotions and in relationships. They then implode because this tech enables the "instant gratification" scumbags to indulge in their every sense of power by pushing someone else down; instructed in Nazi ideology that they are then the "master race" imbued with instant superiority for having someone drugged, their brain put in a type of vice and the planet can be turned into a slave and master plantation. They indulge in every drunken and orgy whim until they are so unbalanced about their actual real capabilities that somehow something rebounds the impracticality of their overwhelming self-absorption is unrealistic in real-life terms. //This sick filth creep obviously had problems before I was forced into his sphere because my nazi sick family forced him on me so they could endlessly profit off destroying my life. I had won contests I was at the top in many things I endeavored in, this outraged the nazis and they instsructed my completely supplicating family to destroy me "from within" under pretext of "sibling" in-fighting so it was murderous violence poisoning and drugging and the "sibling" mass of black hate got deals, and were invited to parties, etc felt like they were welcomed. They stared with loving submission to the nazis towering in disdainful demanding glares to attack me, which they did and were allowed to compete and win and obtained private lessons for their children, etc and whateve other perks. They still werre declining like arnold shit-stench n9gger and like all the rest, and like this german sick crap family who I last saw in 1993 and really thought I would never see them again, never once wanted to contact them or anything like that. But this black nazi shit who came from P-Valley began by hate and abuse instsantly with no "provocation" from me--only that I had called dirty oprah an aunt jemima under minnd control traum and torture after 2 years--only 2 years compared with 16 or 17 from the depps ongoing without end--none of these ape pigs can achieve much more than what they truly are worthy of and the former free deals for just dumping their sick problems out on me did not elevate them enough to sustain anything but a downward slide into more mediocrity and their own problems, which are many for all of them individually and collectively all they do is swarm to abuse me to dump all their hate and problems out on me, projecting literally everything possible upon me as the blame target. The black shit came, freshly instructed "call her stupid call her bitch call her ugly laugh and giggle with the u gly sick rat depp because you will get your movie and tv show next round with the ellison merger and shitnigger arnold. but tortuer and abuse her to get ideas for your next shit black nazi victim Critical Race theory bullshit tv show. //the ape sick pig fucks kept abusing me until I finally began to yell names at them which I have written earlier---becuase their tv f-ing show is all about women being victimized by white nazi trash men like this german ape fuck they surrounded with love and adoration only because he is a nazi white male and so is the white male in teh cast who is ordering them to abuse me so he can profit off this but remain, as the white nazi trash always does in modern "woke" society, behind the scenes but orchstrating all the racist violence and chaos and then once all fails, as the europigapes have been constructing in america through their dumb mind programmed idiots like trump, shjitnigger his nazi progarmmer instructing him how he can gain but destroy america so f-ing what, all he needs it so be approved of by the euronazis they bring in peter thiele to destroy america with nazi muck out of south africa. Nazis of america onlky want me destroyed and blacks to do the nasty work of genocide for t hem, which is the programmibng I was faced with directly with this prick valley putrescence valley yesaterday leadcing into today. Hate that was murderous, ugly negativity without end. The smirking delight of the ugly plastic surgery skank prostituted filth crap who played a victim of an interracial white/black marriage of domestic violence, e,xactly what I was forced into by my family-a similar plot to this shit actor playing a role she has no comprehension of and would have submitted to the abuse and hujmilation of the white male if she had been forced into this role forced onto me, in real life not fantasy college-level critical race theory writing as this p-valley writer is: pure academic critical race theory expressed in all it's bookworm parameters in scripts that are very much readily available in various stories by other authors or in social studies ecucation. I am not a student of critical race theory per se but I have studied domestic violence and nothing she wrote of had any deviation from what you read in a graduate class on similar topics. //The intersecionality is also available in feminist classes which I also have studied so what she wrote was very common knowlege at higher educational studies, if they are allowed any longer. I had to finally begin to rant and scream about how stupid they are in allowing this system to flourish for their dirty tv show careers. they are literally helping to UTTERLY DESTROY America through this nazi german team with sick shitnigger arnold and his filthy kennedy nazi fuck family systejm urging him to steal and rob on their behalf. the tv shows that filthy dirty stupid arnold, so not an artist, creative content anything just a sleazy filthy rapist white nazi rapist racist nazi bigot with the kenney crime sleaze filth family---his former wife has a very ugly expression opn her power encrusted face is very much a hateful influencer in destroying america and is like so many nazis awash in destroying minority opportunity as part of a general platform. The black nazi shit from this shit tv show came to support them and literal extreme hate aimed at me. The writer glared in absolute murderous hate and rage at me after the 4th hour of me explaining how they are wrong to support this and why--which is the way this group has obtined ideas for all these 17 years of abusing torturing raping beating abusing raping insulting to get me to scream ideas about justice so they make movie shit out of it--funded by multi-milions of English royalty and german nazi and everything for that merger with the naziified ellisons and etc and so, ugly sick dirty nazi arnold obtained another idea out of me so he can produce and profit off it. Not a single penny for me, not even a thank you NEVER a redcuction of abuse and murder for me--slow torture to death continuously shitting out murder poisons every day or being constipated with it, sick and drugged every day to the max so every morning I am in a near delirious state of drugged inability to think and act decisively while htey scream and insult and threaten me into my brain, hours of it beginning the second I wake up--on and on and on. This filthy dirty hate creep is going to turn it into black victims of racism with them starring in it. The filthy depp rancid piece of stinking sick ugly shit will play a white suporter of compassion for black victims of racism, which is what the real originators of racist divide and conquer p lay in both real life and in movies, the roles are interchangable but always they are at the helm of the surrpetitious machincaitons for racist override. Dirty sutpid sick arnold fixates on hacking animal devouring type videos because his view is that--and I insert here--he is not a creative talent, he is a sick rancid

  The hackers as usual froze the entire laptop in the midst of writing the above-- Arnold sick filth-igger is not a creative talent, his tal...