Sunday, January 21, 2024

To live in my own home, peacefully--but no, today the filth attack has prompted me to write once more about the terrorist organization and it's filthy minions and organizers. Even though they usually have stolen enough money to have cleaning personnel.

 They broke my toilet seat while I was out of my torture unit shopping a few days ago. I had to order a new one (ordering online is cheaper than buying one in the store, including shipping costs). They messed with the delivery and I was attacked with brain-altering tech while I tried to talk to the maintenance and front desk workers.

Today I received this toilet seat and the maintenance worker, a small, very nasty Thai absolutely thrilled with attacking me for the white supremacists who throng to get their free deals, as this maintenance dude also does, by just organizing attacking me so the filth in Whorewood can watch on, giggling and laughing and smug and paid and promoted, as usual.

The company created a seat that is about 3 centimeters too short. I measured the seat and ordered the seat that conformed to the very basic standards (40 cm). I had an object that was exactly 40 cm and I measured it all before ordering (there are three choices for the standard toilet systems, one is oval (too long) one is almost square (for the modern toilets, and then this standard round size for the usual toilet in all the lower-price places for the plebs.

The seat does not fit the bowl and there are 3 centimeters between the edge of the round seat and the ceramic bowl. That means that I have to maneuver to lift up the seat, because I always lift it up when flushing. It means I have to work out a way to not touch the bowl but still lifting up the seat so as to lessen the splash on the bottom of the seat-yes, little details but they have so much surveillance on me that they understand what I am doing and have ordered this specially-cut seat so there is this very tiny gap that should not be there.

AT every door and elevator junction were white Nazi pig apes, probably from Russia, I didn't have any conversation, they surrounded me and I have never seen them in this empty condo building in which about 10, or fewer, of the units are actually occupied and the rest are absolutely vacant. The entire area has been emptied out of inhabitants just for this stalking purpose. The people who have created this terror surveillance space are obviously investors who will build some  huge project once I leave, doubtlessly. This is a prime real estate location and it should be beautiful but they have made it an endless near-death poisoning and rape and torture situation for me while they laugh and profit off this. That would be the Whorewood A$$-hole listers which includes Trump and his family, and now Biden apparently is a co-partner on some level but I don't know if he will directly or indirectly profit off whatever will be built. This place is called Panason Green Places Condominium. On some Google Maps it does not exist any longer but it's there if you key-in that to Phuket.

The elevator had a large, (what I surmise to be) hormone-growth Nazi blonde female, and on the ground floor, another horrmone growth Nazi following me to pick up this package. Once was approaching the elevator with the nasty maintenance worker behind me, once the elevator door opened there was a man walking directly into us all with a look of hate and fake "surprise" on his nasty (ugly) face. I think he was cuing the maintenance man to be as hateful as possible, giving a sign with a glaring look of "be this way" (I surmise once more, as the minions are always under direction of white supremacists who are lurking in the background observing and monitoring and perhaps even using the voice-to-skull to direct the attacks (from all angles).

Once in my bathroom this guy proceeded to turn the water spigot for the toilet sprayer open so water poured onto the floor. I asked him what he was doing and he remained silent. He only said "YOU" and pointed to something he needed me to get for him to help remove the silicone I had used an adhesive because they broke the other seat so I tried to fix it, and they kept removing the sealant but I did it well enough for one of the sides to remain firm, and they just broke it this week. There was still silicone on the ceramic bowl, and this guy only yells "You" at me whenever he comes to "repair" what he has actually broken along with the endless rotation of white Nazi pig apes who come especially during high season to screw me over as badly as possible--literally poisoning me to death, rape and mutilation and they all are glowing with hormones of violence and power and following me around the hallways, etc (otherwise the hallways are empty on all floors, it's like a ghost building, on top of this remote hill that is very close to a huge shopping center in the middle of Phuket Town--absolutely prime real estate).

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He sprinkled rusted safety pins, black crusty chunks of something undefinable, grime, black flakes on the toilet bowl, debris, while I was getting this object to scrape off the remaining hardened silicone.

The floor was greasy, stinking and filthy when he left (perfectly dry and clean before he arrived).

Out of my mouth immediately, instantly was this excessive, "thank you so much" as if he were so kind and I was so grateful. 

Like ALL THE MIND CONTROL operations of compliance to abusers, haters, sleazy sick psychopath white trash scumbags who are trying to force compliance to being oppressed, abused, raped, insulted and slowly murdered while telling them they are wonderful, this is the plot but it's not a story it's their actual agenda.

It came out immediately before I had a chance to stop my words. This happens to frequently, and always under stress. I was barely able to understand how much filth he had just poured all over the floor. They kept me without a toilet seat that was attached to the bowl for over 5 days so I was just glad to have something.

Only to see that the seat was too short, but absolutely of a standard size within 3 cm--just too short to fit over the bowl, but large enough to sort of fit on the surface so it barely covered the hole at the end of the circle.

Filth everywhere and puddles of stinking water this creep had strewn everywhere. 

I had so kindly thanked him,, he walked out saying nothing and leaving me with a stinking mess to throw away and clean up. He also took photos of his "work" for the pig apes to gloat over. While we were waiting to go upstairs, by the way, the cleaning woman was sweeping her broom behind me as I told her to go somewhere else but then the doors opened, and the ugly white trash pig ape (probably Russian) with the gang-banger short hair like a stubble on his nearly balding head, sports clothing but more Europigape trash gangland mafia style he had on, and his glaring ugly face looking at the Thais with this "hate" look implying to attack me with vicious hate (for him and all the pig apes who had followed me in the elevator going down and up, etc).

The broom symbolism is 100% Nazi and hails back to the operation of genocide. I will let you readers figure that one out if you can't already.

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TO not be stuck in this situation I never created. I spent 6 years in grad school for a few reasons that are on a different track from this particular day's description of terrorism.

I have been poisoned and my spine fractured while sleeping because I resisted being date-raped with mind control drugs by rotten white trash pig apes, and a few Black Nazis and Jewish Nazis and etc (and women too, and I am not lesbian even remotely). I am referring to drug-induced comatose mind control sexual violence. 

I fought to get abusive users off me, and I would get in weird "accidents" and people would viciously attack me but I had no idea what was going on. I now realize that the slow deterioration of my health (endless poisoning all my life) was a calculated deterioration appearance so when they finally would kill me, people would assume it was from many other variables. This is what most of the covert killings involve in one facet or another.

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I have fought to earn a living, to have a career, to go to grad school and begin some new life with a decent salary--and poisoned, mutilated, put in accidents, and a few other nasty things happened to thwart everything I attempted.

People will say that I am making excuses for whatever lies they want to justify. There is something called Gang Stalking. There is something called "Black listing". There is discrimination. I need to reiterate that because people will say that I am making up excuses for all the years of fighting and struggling, without any information on what was happening to me, and all around me without a single person ever once warning me except through vague hints I had no concept of their veiled symbolism and thought they were kind of creepy or just being negative, I had no idea there is no way someone can make a hint about my particular situation so that it can be understood without actual layers of empirical evidence--not "proof" but just how the situation operates as there are layers that one needs to understand in order to grasp the concept of the whole of the global situation. Just a few hints provided me with no forewarning. All my life.

But I am not able to live in a decent house. The stigmatization of my character and the mind control which literally forces me to react like I'm giggly, high, giddy and accepting of abuse (my brain is blanked out I am in a state of seeing superficial awareness but I literally am in a daze in the comprehension department of the compartmentalized brain-mapping capabilities of this "mind control" dehumanizing tyranny being constantly aimed at my brain, such as what happened today when it came out instantly "Thank you so much" as I saw filth and filthy water and debris all over the floor that this terrorist creep, under instruction from the dirty foul filthy pig apes who are under order from the dirty filth pig apes of Whorewood and wherever and whomever is directing that group of puppet whores to do this to me--they all laugh and are giddy with power and hormone highs.

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I am writing this, once more, to try to alert people about the danger of allowing sick scum people like this to continue and for this situation to continue to be allowed to go on and on and on and on with more and more and more people joining in and being handed these weapons and drugs every day, week, month and year.

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What I truly suspect about how my brain was afflicted by the mind control while this maintenance man turned on his Smart phone, it appeared like he was checking the screen or taking a picture. I asked him for the 4th time "what are you doing" as he kept doing things that were inappropriate but my brain was under this semi-conscious functioning state but not being able to connect any dots to a serious situation of being under attack. This is how precise the brain-mapping capabilities of this technology truly is. Without being able to provide research on this subject, I can only attest to my own observations and how people always have a smart phone turned on around me while I am "forced" to spurt out words I never thoughts of, body movements and motions (that could be dangerous in the wrong situation) that I never intended to do that just happen like my arm pops out, my fingers open up while I am holding something, and it can be much worse with how my body is manipulated, much much worse and I had a situation that was nearly deadly because my body was forced to move in a way that caused me to fall --my legs popped up directly at a 90-degree angle while I was running to work in my office shoes on cement. I have had baseball training and instinctively I always fall in a sliding fashion because we had to practice this sliding into base move and I do it automatically (or usually I don't want to test this theory out--but after so many cars stopping directly dead in front of me on busy, high-speed traffic and me having to literally slide to not get killed by trucks in front of me which have stopped dead while I was driving over 40 mph--sliding literally with the bike)

and, my body my brain my words can be so manipulated so I perform actions like I agree with being insulted, attacked but I am just in a drugged up daze. I suggest that this maintenance guy turned his phone on, was checking the photo application for a second, which may have been a carrier for a signal, I am not sure but I think the mind control is being relayed via mobile phones (cell towers triangulation or whatever it is).

I think this operates with the microchip implant in my brain. I wonder if and when I will be taken seriously and this situation revealed and taken seriously not as a stepping stone for scumbag opportunists but people who have the foresight to realize hos much degeneration of the human situation will occur, a complete de-evolution of humanity is ongoing with this advent of technology to the most primitive mindset of the people being handed these technologies.

The most brutal, stupid and sleazy aspects of humanity are being encouraged, enhanced and awarded just like Pavlovian Conditioning.

They are trying to condition me to accept being murdered, raped and destroyed prior to a slow, horrid death (or a fast one). These words come out so quickly I have no time to stop them. I only realize I have said them after they come out. The brain-computer interface I believe combined with this brain-mapping and drugging is mostly responsible. But the enforced isolation as no one will have real contact with me any longer and all avoid me. Everyone follows instruction everyone does nothing while I fight for my life as they consider it my problem. I suggest this will become a deadly societal problem in the very near future.

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Clumps of hair continuously falling out when I brush my damaged destroyed hair, what is left of it from years of fungus semen and hair-follicle destruction chemicals slathered into my scalp by the whorewood group STILL welcomed to inflict death upon me in covert, slow mechanisms of undetectable torture, information extraction and violence. Once more Gavin Newsom literally under threat of continuous torture-to-death by his ally Tom Hardy asked me for a tarot reading about whatever--his premise to run for president. I instantly told him to stop the near-death torture that he and hardy have been giggly and sexually completely turned on with derision rape and torture sexual emotional and physical abuse leveling my body hormone levels combined with endless murder poisons I am shitting out from decades of them pent-up inside layers of hard-as-rock poisons that were integrated with mind control drugs and other poisons to kill me undetectable--every day fighting to stretch and exercise while a panel of men who have raped tortured abused my cats insulted me with hate and derision then destruction when I defend myself--politicians rushing to threaten to have me killed for defending myself all sitting there urging me to hurry up and get the poisons out so they can achieve their agenda of forcing a baby out of me for next generation mind control experimentation and studies---forced out of me in a system of life-threat abuse rape and racist violence that is akin to lynch mob covert murder and destruction of american independence of racial equality which is enforced with malice and malevolent murderous violence by English Imperialists--Hardy a staunch Royalist and today after his endless hissing death threats while I was going to the toilet while I held any object his abuse that goes on literally every moment all day into the night then in deep sleep; now maybe 7 months of him after years of endless euro-apes rushing to do the same with shitalina and ugly dirty pig ape pitt using this contract to steal MY IDEAS so they appear as if they are not stupid dirty mediocrity prostituted nazi iconography ape scumbags----bringing in non-stop europigape shit whores who rush violently at me beating raping having me on my knees as they sexually torture and abuse me when I fight back shit like nancy pelosi (with newsom as part of her cartel plantation backed by italian fascist and brooklyn mafia genocidal murdering bigots---) and thusly, I collapsed in the past 10 days from huge chunks of poison that have been embedded and latched into my spine and hips into my skull extending into my entire skeleton in a labyrinth of complexity twisting tubes of the hard poison with pockets of stinking foul black poison pouring into my blood stream and literally ripping cellular muscle tissue and internal skin out of my body---I collapse very often on my bed unable to keep my head up in a sinking drugged sickness often they gouge the cuticles cut them out (hardy had this done at the onset of his terrorism and rape and beatings and non-stop death threats for the first few months---actually, more than half a year of daily and nightly torture from this odious thug completely welcomed to abuse me into fractured mental states of sobbing and crying to stop raping me get off me shut up screaming as ugly shitalina sits watching smiling and laughing ugly dirty pig ape pitt smug and determined that his years of going to the oscars for the ideas his group of shit stole from me--from Once upon a time in whorewood to spotlight to blonde to babylon and tv shows he has producted (i.e. about bob marley) and just for having inflicted mutilation tortrure abuse and rape upon me his dirty trashy mediocre partner shitalina has gone to the oscars for stealing ideas verbatim that i wrote maria malificent another movie about cambodia and multiple movie themes and concepts she has stolen from my writing--using my words verbatim as her "feminist" pitch for the United Nations during the Nazi regime ousting jewsw from whorewood such as weinstein, etc etc. I fell asleep because huge hardened chunks of death and murder poisons I had twisted out of the sides of my back into the lateral framework of the sagittal plane---and I literally could not move I could not wrap the layers of protection around my head as I do every night; I began wrapping my head for the past 2 days but not having taken a shower for over 5 days I finally was able to wash the tell-tale greasy stink that was sprayed and rubbed into my scalp which they do every time I cannot protect my body. My hands are huge and ugly from chemicals slathered on my hands, the cuticles having been literally cut out of multiple fingers and toes my hands and feet are completely deformed the skin hideously scaly from the moisture being completely destroyed---the months of working every day to heal are just reverted back to the horrific state my hair and scalp and body has been for years of not being able to defend or protect myself while I was so bloated and paralyzed with poisons latched onto my spine in every single possible contortion combination pulling in every direction simultaneously so drugged I could not understand movie plots and etc. Every day being tortured for more creative ideas so the dirty filth of europigapeland can use my ideas as their own to infiltrate the American market. Policitians rushing to join in making every kind of death threat at me as they profit and join into the endlessly corrupted media empire that the europigapes have either bought out and control from behind the scenes or have actually purchased or play controller roles therein. the Nazi network also demands that all obey all the dictates of their control. Thusly Hardy went at me today and it is instant energy-draining hate for this vile and filthy thug who appears only to be a mediocre mindless bigot with boxing training using it upon me. They smeared my hair so badly that the barely thin layer of hair covering the huge bald spot from years of my hair being so damaged for a few months after I fought off a german rapist who was especially violent and abusive and I called him a pig--dirty filthy arnold shit-negtger rushed to hug him openly in front of me putting his snake arm around the german stupid ape creep--who had been trained in the art of passionate violin playing by a wheel-chair bound Israeli Jew very famous--who happily gave this german lout lessons because Jews are supposed to service nazis, didn't you know? Instantly the Jewish man poured his videos onto my youtube channel but my hair began to fall out in clumps my scape was knobby from the hair follicles literally having been pulled out--hair removal technology was used on my scalp to literally pull hair follicles out. There is nothing I can do to regrow in these 80% bald patches on my hair but extremely thin 1/8 inch sprouts of hair have grown back after putting everything I can think of and purchase on the scalp. Gone---5 days of such sickness that as usual I was writing FURIOUSLY BEGGING FOR MY LIFE TO GET HARDY OFF FROM ABUSING ME TO DEATH while poisons were literally ripping out of my central nervous system, taking bits of nervous system cellular structure and muscle and flesh out and dumping murder toxins congealed into my body for over 40 years--this is what was done to me decades ago from multiple surgeries, just by the way. Somehow as a miracle someone got hardy from abusing me to death by making him stop for one day--the ape has returned because behind him are the English crown members of the wealthy "elite" pig ape cartel, who have proven to be stupid ugly dirty racist bigots with very little behind their assumption of intellectual superiority. They claim is bolstered by having me drugged into near comatose inability to understand, being manipulated by them mentally while I am in deep sleep state teleported to their houses where they play lying skits so I presume the situation is relevant to one concept but instead they are using word plays on the meanings as if I am consenting to their abuse and degradation skits. Little beyond power grabbing machiavellian mental mind screw mentality has ever been demonstrated by the english "elite" who rush to have their violent lower classes inflict the street fighting thuggery upon me in my vulnerable state while ugly shitalin and pig ape pitt sit smug because for over 16 years I have told them NO that I can't stand them by now it's in every subconscious state declaring how odious and repulsive and dirty and what parasites they are---still they persist because like hardy they are mostly mediocrity their pumped-up body images trained and coached NOT POISONED with hardening and bloating chemicals and not infected with racist bias intending to crush the spirit and pride of the groups they want to exploit (to death) such as Jews, blacks, etc (amplifying gays as long as they are mostly white or service them if they are otherwise--the one group that the Nazis abhored is now seminally welcomed into the 4th Reich which is homosexuality but only as long as it is in the private enclaves of the wealth orgy estates and private, not as any potential power group in society).//so, telling hardy with seething hate that he is disgusting--but i was watching something that was hacked into my youtube channel with Prince Charles and his spouse riding in some carriage to greet trump & frau nazi wife---and I said trying to be friendly trying to say something honestly positive that, yes that was beautiful and if I were english I would be proud of such a display. Instantly as if I had exposed a weakness or vulnerability hardy punched my breasts with violent hate saying "damn right" blah blah about english superiority and that I had belittled his culture previously--but I have never said that the beautiful buildings and the displays are inferior I have stated that their overtake of america using death squads and utmost racism and minorities who are blank and dumb control victims of racism fighting for a "piece of the pie" are their dumbed-down pawns; apparently america is comletely controlled by this group. The whites are in-training for the lessons to be learned in the psychological destruction of groups which pose a threat to their centuries of millennia of racist overtake of other cultures and societies (along with the rest of europe, basing much on Roman history and fascist and Imperialism the entire continent was the precursor to american slaughter and genocide of the Indigenous Indian tribes and everything else they could depose and steal from--which is the prevailing norm now regarding "minority" groups in America a similar pan-euro model of genocide is being trained through these mind control skits and Hardy is like the masses of the working class "soldiers" and for Hardy it is his huge chance to get out of playing thug roles and have the elite mark of distinction he is reveling in the money and profits and awards generated he is fixated into abusing me (to death) if he could. //NOthing can get him off me. The politicians are determined to get this contract, the democrats are working with the republicans in this private mind control hate scheme so they all "share" in the power structure and share dividends alike and no amount of change or resistance is possible even with the changing of horses the guard remains something of violent armies protecting the monarchy's interests (america now as a vassal colonized state of english imperialism german nazism french haute fascist fashion and italian mafia programming). I just have to add that Scorsese "won" some award for his movie about an American indigenous tribe of wealthy indian women who had inherited massive amounts of wealth due to oil being discovered on their native tribal lands--or those lands meted out to the tribes after the Euro-=colonists decimated slaughtered and destroyed and left them with nothing. This same principle of stealing all and giving nothing in return is the operating priincipal of this contract out on me. Besides that, the movie about some tribe with the actors who have rushed to assault me for decades (even before their open inclusion in this semi-closed circuit of terrorism absolutely controllked by fascist nazi groups mafia and organized criminality operating in smooth criminality with politicians who espouse every kind of benevolent concern about their sales-pitch group they are defending in public--screwing in private unless they can play or go along and play plantation subordinate). //The movie is based on the reality of this program into training Americans into the "Manifest Destiny" mentality of genocide of Indians (now people like me, the "tribes" they want to steal all from and destroy afterwards, sometimes intermarrying to gain acceptance and then slowly poisoning the victim to death, as the movie detailed it was another Nazi programming bs whorewood movie detailing the methodology of what is so benignly called "gang stalking" and "gaslighting". They use the same methods as were detailed in the movie of drugging and poisoning and mind controlling with "love" and then stealing the loot the land the oil the money and for me, it's ideas. Nothing but torture to death afterwards and having people moved out moved off eliminated silenced dis-empowered and then shot in the head if they fight back (one of the indigenous women was killed in such fashion because she began hitting her white tormentor abuser husband and thusly the white nazi cowboy network told the husband to prove his worth for white man's burden and so he shot her in the head in front of his buddies but that is like the token symbol of approval and that he never gave a damn in the first place, was always using her for usurpation of the oil and land for the "good Christian" men and women who went out to the rodeo after they slaughtered and took all over. This movie "won" but it was a programming device with Scorsese and the brooklyn mafia thugs like deniro all hailing back to Italy constantly with the gottis only stating that they are italian and etc--the same principle applies to shitalina with her english mommy aligned with the english crown, and hardy sits next to them all--newsom with "I'm Italian" pelosi, and etc etc the list is endless, the situation is never ending. I am writing this today just to detail their modus operandi in case one day people are fed up with how badly the country is falling apart perhaps they might recall how they used entertainment and worship of plastic-created mediocrity sleazy sexualized psychopaths in order to put in power a government that sold out for haute luxury for politicians in france and italy as their quid-pro-quo. treating americans like the indians the former euro colonizers so easily slaughtered and in american fashion justifying it all with hailing Jesus as "good Christians". Hardy never mentions Christianity he only references the English Empire constantly as his main focus of justification. Right now he has hacked a photo of Big Ben in London as the photo for my microsoft page which is hacked so badly that they are turning everything on and off so constantly it's about every 3 minutes. I watch and peruse the utter destruction going on every day not only in the U.S. but in terms of surveillance they are clamping down absolutely. They want an IMPERIAL control system of despotism. Therefore, they can barely get Hardy off me for even more than one day the awards and prizes he is obtaining for endless life-threatening abuse and hate has pushed his career into a huge spot I suggest--as with shitalina and pit ape pitt and anniston the dirty wife of pitt and the group of whorewood Reagan-era plants into that system to penetrate and bring in as much euro-centric facsist nazi imperialistic smug posturing sexulized and then never-ending in the headlines and sequels but MY IDEAS they have used as if they are not hateful life-screwming mediocrities while they have destroyed for over 16 years and much longer my every life-work for my success stolen and destroyed broken and killed off everything that was beautiful. My patio is lined with dead plants that had been gloriously flowering beauty plants slowly killed after months of me fighting to keep them alive as they are slowly killed, plant-after-plant. Dirty sleazy hardy yelling "you can have plants and your own garden" (If you just provide me with this endless award as all the men who rape and abuse me are all trying to abuse me into "submission" after the abuse is so violent and life-threatening their every word and action is so ugly dirty filthy and abominable that htere is nothing but me praying daily for their deaths).

In the past 10 days, I have written essentially screaming online begging to this this foul and disgusting oaf scumbag hardy off me--for mont...