Sunday, January 21, 2024

To live in my own home, peacefully--but no, today the filth attack has prompted me to write once more about the terrorist organization and it's filthy minions and organizers. Even though they usually have stolen enough money to have cleaning personnel.

 They broke my toilet seat while I was out of my torture unit shopping a few days ago. I had to order a new one (ordering online is cheaper than buying one in the store, including shipping costs). They messed with the delivery and I was attacked with brain-altering tech while I tried to talk to the maintenance and front desk workers.

Today I received this toilet seat and the maintenance worker, a small, very nasty Thai absolutely thrilled with attacking me for the white supremacists who throng to get their free deals, as this maintenance dude also does, by just organizing attacking me so the filth in Whorewood can watch on, giggling and laughing and smug and paid and promoted, as usual.

The company created a seat that is about 3 centimeters too short. I measured the seat and ordered the seat that conformed to the very basic standards (40 cm). I had an object that was exactly 40 cm and I measured it all before ordering (there are three choices for the standard toilet systems, one is oval (too long) one is almost square (for the modern toilets, and then this standard round size for the usual toilet in all the lower-price places for the plebs.

The seat does not fit the bowl and there are 3 centimeters between the edge of the round seat and the ceramic bowl. That means that I have to maneuver to lift up the seat, because I always lift it up when flushing. It means I have to work out a way to not touch the bowl but still lifting up the seat so as to lessen the splash on the bottom of the seat-yes, little details but they have so much surveillance on me that they understand what I am doing and have ordered this specially-cut seat so there is this very tiny gap that should not be there.

AT every door and elevator junction were white Nazi pig apes, probably from Russia, I didn't have any conversation, they surrounded me and I have never seen them in this empty condo building in which about 10, or fewer, of the units are actually occupied and the rest are absolutely vacant. The entire area has been emptied out of inhabitants just for this stalking purpose. The people who have created this terror surveillance space are obviously investors who will build some  huge project once I leave, doubtlessly. This is a prime real estate location and it should be beautiful but they have made it an endless near-death poisoning and rape and torture situation for me while they laugh and profit off this. That would be the Whorewood A$$-hole listers which includes Trump and his family, and now Biden apparently is a co-partner on some level but I don't know if he will directly or indirectly profit off whatever will be built. This place is called Panason Green Places Condominium. On some Google Maps it does not exist any longer but it's there if you key-in that to Phuket.

The elevator had a large, (what I surmise to be) hormone-growth Nazi blonde female, and on the ground floor, another horrmone growth Nazi following me to pick up this package. Once was approaching the elevator with the nasty maintenance worker behind me, once the elevator door opened there was a man walking directly into us all with a look of hate and fake "surprise" on his nasty (ugly) face. I think he was cuing the maintenance man to be as hateful as possible, giving a sign with a glaring look of "be this way" (I surmise once more, as the minions are always under direction of white supremacists who are lurking in the background observing and monitoring and perhaps even using the voice-to-skull to direct the attacks (from all angles).

Once in my bathroom this guy proceeded to turn the water spigot for the toilet sprayer open so water poured onto the floor. I asked him what he was doing and he remained silent. He only said "YOU" and pointed to something he needed me to get for him to help remove the silicone I had used an adhesive because they broke the other seat so I tried to fix it, and they kept removing the sealant but I did it well enough for one of the sides to remain firm, and they just broke it this week. There was still silicone on the ceramic bowl, and this guy only yells "You" at me whenever he comes to "repair" what he has actually broken along with the endless rotation of white Nazi pig apes who come especially during high season to screw me over as badly as possible--literally poisoning me to death, rape and mutilation and they all are glowing with hormones of violence and power and following me around the hallways, etc (otherwise the hallways are empty on all floors, it's like a ghost building, on top of this remote hill that is very close to a huge shopping center in the middle of Phuket Town--absolutely prime real estate).

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He sprinkled rusted safety pins, black crusty chunks of something undefinable, grime, black flakes on the toilet bowl, debris, while I was getting this object to scrape off the remaining hardened silicone.

The floor was greasy, stinking and filthy when he left (perfectly dry and clean before he arrived).

Out of my mouth immediately, instantly was this excessive, "thank you so much" as if he were so kind and I was so grateful. 

Like ALL THE MIND CONTROL operations of compliance to abusers, haters, sleazy sick psychopath white trash scumbags who are trying to force compliance to being oppressed, abused, raped, insulted and slowly murdered while telling them they are wonderful, this is the plot but it's not a story it's their actual agenda.

It came out immediately before I had a chance to stop my words. This happens to frequently, and always under stress. I was barely able to understand how much filth he had just poured all over the floor. They kept me without a toilet seat that was attached to the bowl for over 5 days so I was just glad to have something.

Only to see that the seat was too short, but absolutely of a standard size within 3 cm--just too short to fit over the bowl, but large enough to sort of fit on the surface so it barely covered the hole at the end of the circle.

Filth everywhere and puddles of stinking water this creep had strewn everywhere. 

I had so kindly thanked him,, he walked out saying nothing and leaving me with a stinking mess to throw away and clean up. He also took photos of his "work" for the pig apes to gloat over. While we were waiting to go upstairs, by the way, the cleaning woman was sweeping her broom behind me as I told her to go somewhere else but then the doors opened, and the ugly white trash pig ape (probably Russian) with the gang-banger short hair like a stubble on his nearly balding head, sports clothing but more Europigape trash gangland mafia style he had on, and his glaring ugly face looking at the Thais with this "hate" look implying to attack me with vicious hate (for him and all the pig apes who had followed me in the elevator going down and up, etc).

The broom symbolism is 100% Nazi and hails back to the operation of genocide. I will let you readers figure that one out if you can't already.

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TO not be stuck in this situation I never created. I spent 6 years in grad school for a few reasons that are on a different track from this particular day's description of terrorism.

I have been poisoned and my spine fractured while sleeping because I resisted being date-raped with mind control drugs by rotten white trash pig apes, and a few Black Nazis and Jewish Nazis and etc (and women too, and I am not lesbian even remotely). I am referring to drug-induced comatose mind control sexual violence. 

I fought to get abusive users off me, and I would get in weird "accidents" and people would viciously attack me but I had no idea what was going on. I now realize that the slow deterioration of my health (endless poisoning all my life) was a calculated deterioration appearance so when they finally would kill me, people would assume it was from many other variables. This is what most of the covert killings involve in one facet or another.

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I have fought to earn a living, to have a career, to go to grad school and begin some new life with a decent salary--and poisoned, mutilated, put in accidents, and a few other nasty things happened to thwart everything I attempted.

People will say that I am making excuses for whatever lies they want to justify. There is something called Gang Stalking. There is something called "Black listing". There is discrimination. I need to reiterate that because people will say that I am making up excuses for all the years of fighting and struggling, without any information on what was happening to me, and all around me without a single person ever once warning me except through vague hints I had no concept of their veiled symbolism and thought they were kind of creepy or just being negative, I had no idea there is no way someone can make a hint about my particular situation so that it can be understood without actual layers of empirical evidence--not "proof" but just how the situation operates as there are layers that one needs to understand in order to grasp the concept of the whole of the global situation. Just a few hints provided me with no forewarning. All my life.

But I am not able to live in a decent house. The stigmatization of my character and the mind control which literally forces me to react like I'm giggly, high, giddy and accepting of abuse (my brain is blanked out I am in a state of seeing superficial awareness but I literally am in a daze in the comprehension department of the compartmentalized brain-mapping capabilities of this "mind control" dehumanizing tyranny being constantly aimed at my brain, such as what happened today when it came out instantly "Thank you so much" as I saw filth and filthy water and debris all over the floor that this terrorist creep, under instruction from the dirty foul filthy pig apes who are under order from the dirty filth pig apes of Whorewood and wherever and whomever is directing that group of puppet whores to do this to me--they all laugh and are giddy with power and hormone highs.

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I am writing this, once more, to try to alert people about the danger of allowing sick scum people like this to continue and for this situation to continue to be allowed to go on and on and on and on with more and more and more people joining in and being handed these weapons and drugs every day, week, month and year.

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What I truly suspect about how my brain was afflicted by the mind control while this maintenance man turned on his Smart phone, it appeared like he was checking the screen or taking a picture. I asked him for the 4th time "what are you doing" as he kept doing things that were inappropriate but my brain was under this semi-conscious functioning state but not being able to connect any dots to a serious situation of being under attack. This is how precise the brain-mapping capabilities of this technology truly is. Without being able to provide research on this subject, I can only attest to my own observations and how people always have a smart phone turned on around me while I am "forced" to spurt out words I never thoughts of, body movements and motions (that could be dangerous in the wrong situation) that I never intended to do that just happen like my arm pops out, my fingers open up while I am holding something, and it can be much worse with how my body is manipulated, much much worse and I had a situation that was nearly deadly because my body was forced to move in a way that caused me to fall --my legs popped up directly at a 90-degree angle while I was running to work in my office shoes on cement. I have had baseball training and instinctively I always fall in a sliding fashion because we had to practice this sliding into base move and I do it automatically (or usually I don't want to test this theory out--but after so many cars stopping directly dead in front of me on busy, high-speed traffic and me having to literally slide to not get killed by trucks in front of me which have stopped dead while I was driving over 40 mph--sliding literally with the bike)

and, my body my brain my words can be so manipulated so I perform actions like I agree with being insulted, attacked but I am just in a drugged up daze. I suggest that this maintenance guy turned his phone on, was checking the photo application for a second, which may have been a carrier for a signal, I am not sure but I think the mind control is being relayed via mobile phones (cell towers triangulation or whatever it is).

I think this operates with the microchip implant in my brain. I wonder if and when I will be taken seriously and this situation revealed and taken seriously not as a stepping stone for scumbag opportunists but people who have the foresight to realize hos much degeneration of the human situation will occur, a complete de-evolution of humanity is ongoing with this advent of technology to the most primitive mindset of the people being handed these technologies.

The most brutal, stupid and sleazy aspects of humanity are being encouraged, enhanced and awarded just like Pavlovian Conditioning.

They are trying to condition me to accept being murdered, raped and destroyed prior to a slow, horrid death (or a fast one). These words come out so quickly I have no time to stop them. I only realize I have said them after they come out. The brain-computer interface I believe combined with this brain-mapping and drugging is mostly responsible. But the enforced isolation as no one will have real contact with me any longer and all avoid me. Everyone follows instruction everyone does nothing while I fight for my life as they consider it my problem. I suggest this will become a deadly societal problem in the very near future.

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All physical mail blocked from my mailbox---no letters for weeks and weeks, months and months but for years--decades literally no personal emails except from people trying to use, abuse and exploit me in this contract. Millionaires and billionaires rushing to have my subpoverty SSI disablity cut off because they can't create movies, new ideas or fashion a movie cartel without this contract using me as some mind programming example of someone who hates these actors, their movies never liked 99% of them, the bs image they presented or their crap movies literally never even watched tv for most of the 70's and 80's and 90's only when I was so drugged and paralyzed did I watch anything related to the crap they crank out--so drugged I can't concentrate looking endlessly for anybody who resembles the bullshit narratives of concern about "women" (only blondes or some black women mostly all focusing on nazi women white with their plantation supporters attacking me) and then the bs about society, fighting the ultra wealthy while they rush to join into the wealth "elite" nazi cartel of abusing people to death as entertainment stress relief for white mediocrity and destruction of equality and chances to compete---thusly they glare at me with murderous hate for depriving them of the empire they don't deserve can't obtain if there were actual real competition were all failing in their careers or had no careers are has-beens for the most part--etc etc rushing to violently abuse me now starring directing producing without end. As some have noted, i.e. the Englishman running for Rep. Gov of CA--Whorewood has "failed" the crap they crank out now that they got rid of the Jews "too many jews in hollywood" they used to say they still blame jews for all the problems in every field---but it has been publicly noted that the movies are crap people are turning away the h-wood allure is dried up due to this mediocrity crap having taken over---through non-talent power-grabbing nazi mind control and death squad "gang stalking" "fun and games" for the pig ape worthless group attacking me with deadly hate the nazi ni88er terminigger creating most of the violence I have just described and for years encouraging, with great success, extreme violence aimed at me by shitalina-ni88er and pitt-ape-ni88er and all the arnold nazi ni88er wanna be nazi grab em by the p- scumbags rump being just another one---unrecognized because he said it openly they all are much more concealed. thusly this covert tech that all the msnow anchors and cnn anchors who joined in over a decade ago and still remain (those who did not participate as much are cut off and gone)---still won't report an iota of the real situation which has created the rise of the death nazi squad machine--thusly I remain their sole target because otherwise they are death dino hate bigots without soul creativity or love although they "love" their partners because this hate terror torture tech gives them ample opportunity to such love, life and dump their death and hate out on people and it's all a giggly laughing party for the non-exceptional" elite so I remain tortured abused they are all completely convinced that I am this horrid b-word deserving it all for having fought for over 15 years on a non-stop nightly and daily basis rather than what they get from the majority of the dumb apathetic scum of the world: total approval without question for the mediocrity shit they are and crank out.//The promise of instant money (the rump corruption machine has handed many a demo-rat insider trading and crypto opportunities which they can so easily hide once they join in with this group all the mafia money-laundering capabilities and the media and political suppression of any and all transparency and they are now open fascist murdering rapist bigots towards me unapologetic after 15 years of more and more being promoted. Thusly I remain without any solace comfort support and all law, constitutional protections are mute and dead and gone it has trickled now into society but no one will name the real onus of the problem which absolutely stemmed from this contract out on me--but it did not originate the problem only was a revelation that all will support it will keep silent will protect and join in laughing as the hyenas that they are, glorified by a stupid sick society gone to hell long ago very much programmed by the hell of the death murder nazi regime like shit-nig88er trash and his ilk out of whorewood (put debt crisis reagan into power and then rump who is almost singlehandedly as leader destroying the economy in permanent ways creating the end of israel the antisemitism resulting in the further rise of nazism and more and more death and destruction to the cheers of the muck investment nazi strategies (make americans pay for the rise of the nazi machine---through their 401K retirement portfolios in enforced stock purchases of the nazi IPO muck foundation empire paid for by the suckers and losers of America--all still cheering this pile of rancid crap on and on as if they are heroes because they learned to give lectures presented as heroes you can see replicated in movies--just watch the latest bs newsom speech with his wife fully nazi-plastic surgery altered as all the shit filth of whorewood also have been (square jaw implants for both old boy gavin and his nazi sex trafficking "femnist" nazi wife)--. Requests to social security, over 20 requests since March, 2025 on why they cut my benefits off resulting in zero response, being yelled at, hung up on and lied to with hate and open discrimination. My mail service openly lying and discriminating against me openly defying their stated policy and openly denying me service and openly lying in a most open discriminatory way.//Items stolen from my room the last time I left to go shopping. items I always leave in the same exact place (for years some items on my patio) gone--just disappeared checked dug through the contents nothing--just stolen. Items in my fridge I had partially eaten were contaminated with fungus and mold (this item lasts for weeks when not tainted--is now riddled with fungus after having opened it and stored it normally. when not leaving my room which is most of the time, the food source is edible fresh and lasts weeks wrapped and stored in exactly the same place---all done while I was gone plus daily spraying of foul stench sprays on clothing, bed linens and behind furniture on furniture, etc. Stinking filth and debris poured on the floor so the entire dustpan filled to the brim with debris soot black nasty something indiscernable but always it is done whether I leave or not the mechanical arms to do this to make my living space stinking and filthy. In deep healing sleep every day a greedy exploiter--famous for their benevolent exploits in film and politics--abuses me while I NEED HEALING SLEEP from the murder poisons they administered through their minority minion and white nazi trash network death squads aka "gang stalking" (such an innocuous term for such a deadly murder operation).//More and more--not able to heal they are endlessly abusing me hours and hours every day day after day night after night all day all night using this tech like sleazy sick filthy sub-apes exploiting tech to dump their hate and filth on someone else--using any lie to justiify and then never stopping they are addicted. This is the zeitgeist this is the emotional and mental/intellectual level that is administering the current malaise afflicting america but blaming "the other side". Dumping as much as they can on me then asking me for ideas about how sick they are so they can play victim fighting evil (my ideas about them, turned into their heroic exploits in programming for 'hope change and joy" or "christian" values (which I have a billion times more than the maga hate-rape murder nazi haters (includes demo-rats galore).