Sunday, January 21, 2024

To live in my own home, peacefully--but no, today the filth attack has prompted me to write once more about the terrorist organization and it's filthy minions and organizers. Even though they usually have stolen enough money to have cleaning personnel.

 They broke my toilet seat while I was out of my torture unit shopping a few days ago. I had to order a new one (ordering online is cheaper than buying one in the store, including shipping costs). They messed with the delivery and I was attacked with brain-altering tech while I tried to talk to the maintenance and front desk workers.

Today I received this toilet seat and the maintenance worker, a small, very nasty Thai absolutely thrilled with attacking me for the white supremacists who throng to get their free deals, as this maintenance dude also does, by just organizing attacking me so the filth in Whorewood can watch on, giggling and laughing and smug and paid and promoted, as usual.

The company created a seat that is about 3 centimeters too short. I measured the seat and ordered the seat that conformed to the very basic standards (40 cm). I had an object that was exactly 40 cm and I measured it all before ordering (there are three choices for the standard toilet systems, one is oval (too long) one is almost square (for the modern toilets, and then this standard round size for the usual toilet in all the lower-price places for the plebs.

The seat does not fit the bowl and there are 3 centimeters between the edge of the round seat and the ceramic bowl. That means that I have to maneuver to lift up the seat, because I always lift it up when flushing. It means I have to work out a way to not touch the bowl but still lifting up the seat so as to lessen the splash on the bottom of the seat-yes, little details but they have so much surveillance on me that they understand what I am doing and have ordered this specially-cut seat so there is this very tiny gap that should not be there.

AT every door and elevator junction were white Nazi pig apes, probably from Russia, I didn't have any conversation, they surrounded me and I have never seen them in this empty condo building in which about 10, or fewer, of the units are actually occupied and the rest are absolutely vacant. The entire area has been emptied out of inhabitants just for this stalking purpose. The people who have created this terror surveillance space are obviously investors who will build some  huge project once I leave, doubtlessly. This is a prime real estate location and it should be beautiful but they have made it an endless near-death poisoning and rape and torture situation for me while they laugh and profit off this. That would be the Whorewood A$$-hole listers which includes Trump and his family, and now Biden apparently is a co-partner on some level but I don't know if he will directly or indirectly profit off whatever will be built. This place is called Panason Green Places Condominium. On some Google Maps it does not exist any longer but it's there if you key-in that to Phuket.

The elevator had a large, (what I surmise to be) hormone-growth Nazi blonde female, and on the ground floor, another horrmone growth Nazi following me to pick up this package. Once was approaching the elevator with the nasty maintenance worker behind me, once the elevator door opened there was a man walking directly into us all with a look of hate and fake "surprise" on his nasty (ugly) face. I think he was cuing the maintenance man to be as hateful as possible, giving a sign with a glaring look of "be this way" (I surmise once more, as the minions are always under direction of white supremacists who are lurking in the background observing and monitoring and perhaps even using the voice-to-skull to direct the attacks (from all angles).

Once in my bathroom this guy proceeded to turn the water spigot for the toilet sprayer open so water poured onto the floor. I asked him what he was doing and he remained silent. He only said "YOU" and pointed to something he needed me to get for him to help remove the silicone I had used an adhesive because they broke the other seat so I tried to fix it, and they kept removing the sealant but I did it well enough for one of the sides to remain firm, and they just broke it this week. There was still silicone on the ceramic bowl, and this guy only yells "You" at me whenever he comes to "repair" what he has actually broken along with the endless rotation of white Nazi pig apes who come especially during high season to screw me over as badly as possible--literally poisoning me to death, rape and mutilation and they all are glowing with hormones of violence and power and following me around the hallways, etc (otherwise the hallways are empty on all floors, it's like a ghost building, on top of this remote hill that is very close to a huge shopping center in the middle of Phuket Town--absolutely prime real estate).

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He sprinkled rusted safety pins, black crusty chunks of something undefinable, grime, black flakes on the toilet bowl, debris, while I was getting this object to scrape off the remaining hardened silicone.

The floor was greasy, stinking and filthy when he left (perfectly dry and clean before he arrived).

Out of my mouth immediately, instantly was this excessive, "thank you so much" as if he were so kind and I was so grateful. 

Like ALL THE MIND CONTROL operations of compliance to abusers, haters, sleazy sick psychopath white trash scumbags who are trying to force compliance to being oppressed, abused, raped, insulted and slowly murdered while telling them they are wonderful, this is the plot but it's not a story it's their actual agenda.

It came out immediately before I had a chance to stop my words. This happens to frequently, and always under stress. I was barely able to understand how much filth he had just poured all over the floor. They kept me without a toilet seat that was attached to the bowl for over 5 days so I was just glad to have something.

Only to see that the seat was too short, but absolutely of a standard size within 3 cm--just too short to fit over the bowl, but large enough to sort of fit on the surface so it barely covered the hole at the end of the circle.

Filth everywhere and puddles of stinking water this creep had strewn everywhere. 

I had so kindly thanked him,, he walked out saying nothing and leaving me with a stinking mess to throw away and clean up. He also took photos of his "work" for the pig apes to gloat over. While we were waiting to go upstairs, by the way, the cleaning woman was sweeping her broom behind me as I told her to go somewhere else but then the doors opened, and the ugly white trash pig ape (probably Russian) with the gang-banger short hair like a stubble on his nearly balding head, sports clothing but more Europigape trash gangland mafia style he had on, and his glaring ugly face looking at the Thais with this "hate" look implying to attack me with vicious hate (for him and all the pig apes who had followed me in the elevator going down and up, etc).

The broom symbolism is 100% Nazi and hails back to the operation of genocide. I will let you readers figure that one out if you can't already.

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TO not be stuck in this situation I never created. I spent 6 years in grad school for a few reasons that are on a different track from this particular day's description of terrorism.

I have been poisoned and my spine fractured while sleeping because I resisted being date-raped with mind control drugs by rotten white trash pig apes, and a few Black Nazis and Jewish Nazis and etc (and women too, and I am not lesbian even remotely). I am referring to drug-induced comatose mind control sexual violence. 

I fought to get abusive users off me, and I would get in weird "accidents" and people would viciously attack me but I had no idea what was going on. I now realize that the slow deterioration of my health (endless poisoning all my life) was a calculated deterioration appearance so when they finally would kill me, people would assume it was from many other variables. This is what most of the covert killings involve in one facet or another.

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I have fought to earn a living, to have a career, to go to grad school and begin some new life with a decent salary--and poisoned, mutilated, put in accidents, and a few other nasty things happened to thwart everything I attempted.

People will say that I am making excuses for whatever lies they want to justify. There is something called Gang Stalking. There is something called "Black listing". There is discrimination. I need to reiterate that because people will say that I am making up excuses for all the years of fighting and struggling, without any information on what was happening to me, and all around me without a single person ever once warning me except through vague hints I had no concept of their veiled symbolism and thought they were kind of creepy or just being negative, I had no idea there is no way someone can make a hint about my particular situation so that it can be understood without actual layers of empirical evidence--not "proof" but just how the situation operates as there are layers that one needs to understand in order to grasp the concept of the whole of the global situation. Just a few hints provided me with no forewarning. All my life.

But I am not able to live in a decent house. The stigmatization of my character and the mind control which literally forces me to react like I'm giggly, high, giddy and accepting of abuse (my brain is blanked out I am in a state of seeing superficial awareness but I literally am in a daze in the comprehension department of the compartmentalized brain-mapping capabilities of this "mind control" dehumanizing tyranny being constantly aimed at my brain, such as what happened today when it came out instantly "Thank you so much" as I saw filth and filthy water and debris all over the floor that this terrorist creep, under instruction from the dirty foul filthy pig apes who are under order from the dirty filth pig apes of Whorewood and wherever and whomever is directing that group of puppet whores to do this to me--they all laugh and are giddy with power and hormone highs.

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I am writing this, once more, to try to alert people about the danger of allowing sick scum people like this to continue and for this situation to continue to be allowed to go on and on and on and on with more and more and more people joining in and being handed these weapons and drugs every day, week, month and year.

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What I truly suspect about how my brain was afflicted by the mind control while this maintenance man turned on his Smart phone, it appeared like he was checking the screen or taking a picture. I asked him for the 4th time "what are you doing" as he kept doing things that were inappropriate but my brain was under this semi-conscious functioning state but not being able to connect any dots to a serious situation of being under attack. This is how precise the brain-mapping capabilities of this technology truly is. Without being able to provide research on this subject, I can only attest to my own observations and how people always have a smart phone turned on around me while I am "forced" to spurt out words I never thoughts of, body movements and motions (that could be dangerous in the wrong situation) that I never intended to do that just happen like my arm pops out, my fingers open up while I am holding something, and it can be much worse with how my body is manipulated, much much worse and I had a situation that was nearly deadly because my body was forced to move in a way that caused me to fall --my legs popped up directly at a 90-degree angle while I was running to work in my office shoes on cement. I have had baseball training and instinctively I always fall in a sliding fashion because we had to practice this sliding into base move and I do it automatically (or usually I don't want to test this theory out--but after so many cars stopping directly dead in front of me on busy, high-speed traffic and me having to literally slide to not get killed by trucks in front of me which have stopped dead while I was driving over 40 mph--sliding literally with the bike)

and, my body my brain my words can be so manipulated so I perform actions like I agree with being insulted, attacked but I am just in a drugged up daze. I suggest that this maintenance guy turned his phone on, was checking the photo application for a second, which may have been a carrier for a signal, I am not sure but I think the mind control is being relayed via mobile phones (cell towers triangulation or whatever it is).

I think this operates with the microchip implant in my brain. I wonder if and when I will be taken seriously and this situation revealed and taken seriously not as a stepping stone for scumbag opportunists but people who have the foresight to realize hos much degeneration of the human situation will occur, a complete de-evolution of humanity is ongoing with this advent of technology to the most primitive mindset of the people being handed these technologies.

The most brutal, stupid and sleazy aspects of humanity are being encouraged, enhanced and awarded just like Pavlovian Conditioning.

They are trying to condition me to accept being murdered, raped and destroyed prior to a slow, horrid death (or a fast one). These words come out so quickly I have no time to stop them. I only realize I have said them after they come out. The brain-computer interface I believe combined with this brain-mapping and drugging is mostly responsible. But the enforced isolation as no one will have real contact with me any longer and all avoid me. Everyone follows instruction everyone does nothing while I fight for my life as they consider it my problem. I suggest this will become a deadly societal problem in the very near future.

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Another day of sleazy, sick dirty foul arnold hate-ni88er your robotic former governor of california working for both his and newsom's endless praise and promotions into the new nazi world order h-wood regime convergence of one-world order consolidation. Every day that ugly sleazy filth "listens" to my inner thoughts to yell abuse and insults at what I am thinking with threats not to "think" what they are pumping into my subconscious, hacking into my laptop to tweak a thought reaction or vulnerability therein so they can insert their programming just so they can rationalize yelling abuse which culminates in death threats and more torture--tears torture out of my eyes completely destroyed cheek and facial tissue damage from 20 years of tears pouring out of my eyes daily for hours per day--years and years. When ugly shittrash-nigger arnold came with non-stop blacks and now violent murderous cartel Mexican ?--thug gang-bangers who starred as drug cartel murderous "strong" attacking the "white man" who they grovel to as slum dog millionaire--aspirants groveling dumb moose-like thug pawns being uncle tom replacements for the plethora of blacks surrounding the german and austrian sleazy dirty thugs who just flick their little snot fingers and the black americans--all yelling with bombastic "strength" about the injustice they bear as representatives of racial prejudice and discrimination. They are the foremost attackers upon me in physical violence terms almost as much as ugly dirty shitnigger arnold who is never, ever identified by ICE as any immigrant threat. Those brown-skinned with naturalization papers are still targeted even when the ICE agents are aware of their status but no questions aimed at the real vermin poisoning the blood of america ugly arnold. My body has further deteriorated from the years of his violence and instruction to the "me two" skank shit of shitalina non-jolie scum ape trash parasite with ape pitt pig who starred in movies "fighting Nazis" all literally just awaiting instruction on how to behave like murderous, genocidal fascist nazi thugs as partners with ugly sick shitnigger arnold on how to create this merger which they have not just "violently" but not merely "murderously" but--oh the words I should look up in a thesaurus as most Americans shun such verbal description while they are fully implementing the rise of such behavior and overtake by this rancid filth arnold filthtrash-nigger such a filthy and nasty dirty creep. Never questioned due to his nazi background thusly glorified as being some incredible muscular disgusting hulk of social engineering and the dread Kennedy family post the actual glorious intellectual and upstanding John and perhaps his brother Robert in the shadows but following the leader. Putting fascists into power and they are still pushing him to help them remain in luxury lifestyle abundance america can go to hell and let nazis overtake--that is what the broken down kennedy family now is and the battle over that building is actually of more symbolic import than people realize. A Crumbling edifice of past-long--ago Camelot now turned into camel-lot parking for nazi orgy blank and meaningless movie fodder. A bemusement park in Californication of outdated celebrities revamped into celestial appearance one of which is dolly the sheeple part ton of bs which is never questioned likewise nor are any of the vampire lying nazi bigots polished with knobs of rotund amplification of Congressional dark money funding so america appears like a shining beacon. Headed by not Atlas Shrugged in the form of deformed body apperature arnold shitnigger trashy nazi filth infestation no--glorified as another polished deception to urge americans to allow more of the vermin to poison the blood so they can more easily suck more out while appearing as white nights in shining armored security fascist gestapo guards coming to ensure anyone venturing into your secluded gated white nazi community gets killed surreptitiously covertly via their death squad gestapo teams handed poisons, drugs and brain implants with gangs coming to rape and torture upon order. All handed down in instruction from the California Governor's rape association of white nazi overtake. They want to actually create little "tech" fiefdom's so said the "Mexican immigrant" white boy in appearance (hair shorn to disguise his dark hair) gil duran (*author of "Nerd Reich" fame, bolstered by NY times reading lists, etc but surely instructed on what to detail as his "investigative journalist" title is for the San Francisco Guardian where he has operated in the past). On personal terms with ole gavin and that means even older ole arnold hate-nazi nigger trash he's really despicable and his nazi brown-skinned thug goons yelling death threats grabbing my breasts were instructed to do this under ugly not jolie shitalina's endless years of having groups of people scream insults about my "breasts" as I am shitting the poison out never-ending detox for years and years until I am at the breaking point due to the trump-era 16 hours of torrture and abuse per day while the poisons, still never out after 20 years or more of fighting to stop the drugging and poisoning--and still very ill still the poison remains and they abuse me without fail every morning when the drugging is fresh in my blood stream after having been injected or pumped with it in sleep state--Or my morning beverages are poisoned this group has access to all manufacturing and pirating of products so all is poisoned in wrapped, prepared state puon the shelf even but I must store some food products in my home which I do need to get energy to deal with endless life-threatening abuse and violence imposed upon me hours an dhours without end. A morning without me struggling with all my strength and might to not react to the brain-implant thought process of lightening-speed instant reaction in my "brain" my mind reacting to insults and as quickly as they yell pre-planned insults because they perpetually hack their photos and the thought control videos--which I may not "click" on but I see them. The instant "reaction" of thoughts which may have been implanted becomes the next hour of death threats for having "thought" this instant reaction which I cannot control). It turns into hours of back-and forth yelling. This is not isolated to dirty ugly stupid sick shitnigger arnold--who is persistently without end daily hours of abuse to render my thoughts as my brain is put in survival stress mode they extract more ideas for that ugly slime sick fuck to steal as his own--or to profit off. Since they all rely on scripts and then repeat thought processes for their careers and lives, and I have avoided them, people like them and have formerly had "artistic' friends with which to talk about artistic matters or politics or anything else, always looking for an original thought and eschewing the standard programming because long ago I realized there was a lot of conformity to whittling down thought into palatable easy-listening music like elevator scripts which abound. Or that has been my experience I am ALWAYS surrounded by the terrorists of this group and like a surrealistic dream of living in a caged mental trap entrapment, I hear only ugly sick things form them to just render me in a state of negating their society but forced to be "around them" and their u gly stupid immature sick insulting abuse statements for every thought and action I do. All day and night, and they create the flaws for which they latch onto abusing me (subliminal sentences implanted via voice-to-skull technology as I am drugged without a single person to talk to and for decades literally I have been forced into this state due to their poisoning). The focus is always on my external physical appearance which is covered with scars, blemishes deformity which increases as this non-stop daily barrage of hate is dumped on me by the huge deformed mutated ugly sick filth of this dirty crap arnold shitnigger who has a LOT of hate and ugliness he needs to dump on me or anybody he can. It is the same with them all, they dump and dump ferociously all their insecurities and hate upon me. The women are always fixated on their physical appearance so they make sure to deform and have me mutilated p lus they are "feminists" so they must have me sexually asasulted as well to try to demoralize demean make me grey broken down. My body has withered from not being able to "just ignore them" as the goody people tell me through their version of "help' (after teleporting me to slamming objects violently on the ground in front of me as symbol of their rage that I am not helping them all to obtain some huge h-wood complex of media corporate empiric whatever--no one tells me the end goal. From the black energy of their attacks on me this Paramount/Warner Brothers' merger appears to be the frenetic frantic tipping point of their usual hateful rape and murder personalities into a frenzy of violence at me fso ugly arnold can produce some original ideas (derived out of murdering me as his goal is and his threats he promises to fulfill are--the goal also is to abuse and threaten me so violently that any "resistance" is met by near death. The latino men are very good at this and they are even more violent than the "Italian-American" mafia out of Brooklyn (maybe they are holding back a bit since I am from Brooklyn but I doubt that is the reason--or I mean my family was from Brooklyn I was born in Glen Cove and lived in Forest Hills one year and then Purchase for another year but somehow I feel a sort of identification on a very slim margin of parallel but the latinos out of mexico or whereever there is no common ground except we are all on earth in this spot all with an agenda. Theirs to perform acts of gangland violence and brutal psychological and sexual violence not at the extreme they may have rendered upon others in the past--there is a death and very morbid energy from one of them. Waves of "dark spirits" surround his attack upon me it is reflected even in my immediate environment). They are the uncle toms which arnold uses as his proxy and his racism which they are controlled by is vented out on me. //So I see my body just mutilated, old aged completely growing old from this daily ugly hate dumped on me by these people who all have insecurities and this tech enables them to unleash it out onto me. It is such a welcomed and cherished technology the politicians likewise have a lot of bs to dump on anybody possible and they all want elimination of any competition to their control and money. Any mention to them of the principles for which America was a truly great country in concept, the "shining beacon" upon which the tired and impoverished rushed and then the gold diggers came and once all was wealthy and originality the nazis who had originally intended to crush america under hitler's plan (really Stalin's plan or maybe more Lenin's plan and perhaps before him Marx's plan and before him and Engels --mostly the german not the jew---on and on this plan to create this global systematic conformity and mass elimination of most of the population so little huge plantation could spring up in california with gavin and his crew and arnold and his plantation system and all the celebrities with their masses of brown, black and jewish constructs all "fighting against racism" the most stupid and dumb racist promoters --my family included or those people I was forced to be around and endure for about 15 years of my life then rushing to get out--they were almost the first brought in to torture me to try to re-establish this parasitic feeding function of the AIPAC---yes my family is connected to the nazi jewish leagues out of nyc who like the rothschild's hand over sacrifices --as in millions or more---for promotion into nazi culture --resulting in nazi paris hilton's family bigots with her own black chuck d out of public enemy the first to violently glare in threats against me for being happy her goddamn mansion was burned down in a moment of divine justice against the rancid filth she represents--a most ugly vile bigot antisemite her sister married to the gold mine of the rotschilds and as representative paris h-ton of bs comes with the black "fighting racism" yelling boldly but when I was explaining and saying "I only meant that after 13 years of her fully participating in having my home(s) destroyed my body raped my body poisoned and drugged into deformity so as usual the blonde nazi women can feel lighter, free and happy that only "they' get to be "beautiful" and congress and society must upkeep the old standards imposed on all societies around the planet--for centuries at least---and so, he almost physically assaulted me they cut my disaility money off that week and it's still off--that was back in november 2025 but the actual real cut-off lasting to this very day happened in March, 2025. Under the instruction of them all (just mentioning some of the American and nazi influences the american paris hil-ton of shit with her black "activist" "strong" yelling bullshit chuck d of public enemy--the guy with the not dope but dopey voice and his huge clock on a chain partnering with a blonde white woman in italy for a "reality tv show" where he literally falls down to run after her while she makes a nazi pose sniffing the air as italians laugh at the black "boy" running after the white "girl" in devotion--that is the h-wood influence upon these "bold singing" yapping do-nothing but "active in their community" so all he could say with hate and violence is that "good people are losing their homes" i kept sa ying I was referencing this one aspect of that filthy skank whore pjrostituted real porno scum not his "poor blacks" of los angeles who are undoubtedly very wealthy living in the hills and mansions, and like himself living off the royalties of "fight the power" which he is only fighting me--the "powerless" victim of racism but "jewish" as they define me forcing yet more cliched stereotypes on me

Once more, I could not "ignore' although I literally was trying with every ounce nuance and bit of my strength to not react. The dr...