Tuesday, March 9, 2021

Movie review. MAGALAND. What is this horrible movie which won the big, big Golden Shower award for best movie in 2021. How much did that cost to bribe the Awards slingers, I wonder? Contrast that to 1982's, LIQUID SKY--have you heard of it? Compare: what is only a "fringe, cult" classic worth? at least a few pounds of gold compared with the boring Golden Shower award winner which is worth inflationary prices of inflated worth with a huge bubble of meaningless ready to burst at every moment this movie draws you into a long sleep as the film goes on and on into nothingness for a few hours and even the sunset you slumber down into at the end of the movie is a watered down sepia shade of meaninglessness. and bleak and dreary ugliness with people cheery because they are too dumb and numb to understand they are actually suicidal and hopeless. Nomadland sleeper in an RV movie, A movie which won in the era of MAGA tedium exploding into near catastrophic violence. Nomadland is a by-product of MAGA imaginary Hallmark happiness living in ugly surroundings, poverty and ugly people doing stupid things and all put into a frame of American winner category.. Contrast: Pre-MAGA Liquid Sky, which keeps you so alive, shocked, surprised and still the undertone is dreary despair but done at least with neon flair and absolutely fabulous hair (and makeup and clothing). Liquid Sky was a product of New York City when rent was still affordable in insect-ridden Alphabet City, lower even in scale to Greenwich Village. Compare this to the post-MAGA-DISORDER BOREDOM movie of 2021. It's like observing the American culture drifting from wild and dangerous to wildly dangerously empty and horrifically meaningless, put into top movie award category after years of traumatizing MAGA chaos which these meaningless MAGA multitudes truly yearn for, shocking meaning by way of the years of Trump shock exalting the MAGA crowds and giving them a sense of hope for their Hallmark devoid meaninglessness-- their meaninglessness drifting in a tide of shallow bad music and ugly surroundings. . The exaltation of the most mundane and dangerously violent culture of America, MAGA, put into top media awards category thanks to mega-media MAGA Trump's influence in the film and Whorewood industry and all the minions operating as lead celebrities and all their producers and governors who have committed every act of every hate crime that MAGA endorses in order to be considered worthy of being governors of these awards ceremonies. Obedience. which obviously means they obeyed orders as these puppet minions always do and thus, they voted this most horrific movie into top tier and awards category for the Golden Showers award top movie of 2021. because it appeals to the meaningless MAGA "Base" which is a violently suppressed genocidal racist faction which lives in a daily bubble of meaningless Hallmark sentimentality in RV's and ugly clothing and stupid rephrasing of Hallmark sentimentality. View the contrast of meaning so sharp it kills in Liquid Sky, to meaninglessness of Nomadland that bursts into murderous riots when they are given permission to step outside of ugly hallmark landscapes. Now exalted by a movie which portrays this essence of ugly in American culture as if it's interesting and noteworthy of highest esteem in arts. Hopefully, next year will have a better selection in the Biden era.

 *Please note that by the time I got through fighting to pound out letters for words due to hacker malware blocking the keyboard capabilities, I re-read just the title above of my post and had to rewrite twice because hacker terrorists had begun deleting words and pasting what was left into elongated, very rambling sentences that lost meaning because WORDS WERE DELETED BY HACKERS. I cannot control this endless revision of my writing except to write here that this will be an ongoing attack throughout the rest of this post which I am incapable of writing for the third time (plus my brain and my motor skills are likewise under attack). As usual people will be scanning my post to see what they can steal for their own use, from this insidious group which probably does not even consider itself to be MAGA denizens but even the most colorful celebrity is a bleak and meaningless plot waiting to explode with violence--now you must read the rest of my analysis to understand this reference:


MAGALAND 2021 NOMADLAND never neverland never ending bad, awful and miserable movie which won top award.

This is a POST MAGA-TRAUMATIZED-STRESS-DISORDER DEPLORABLE MOVIE AWARD WON!!! Win Win Win a movie award representing life for American "losers"/aka MAGA devotees. Finally there is a movie representing the reprehensible (most of them are violent and filthy terrorist gang stalkers, and trust me, the characters in this movie that spout Hallmark sentimentality are vicious murdering bigots who will kill using covert technology any day of the damn week and laugh about it. in this respect, they are absolutely no different from the characters of Liquid Sky who are vicious, mean and will kill if handed the technology which would exonerate them. The difference is that the people who view such diverse (in every respect) movies often have a huge chasm of level of explosiveness ready for mass rioting and death squad activity. Or so I would like to believe. In actuality, the difference is minimal. At least the "crazy" movie is visually stimulating instead of emotionally enervating as MAGALAND people and their movies are.

2021 but it could be pre-historic drifting through de-evolution after a magma plasmatic mass extinction period of finding a path through carnage of the destruction of the hip, beautiful and savage.

NOMADLAND

2021

(please tell me when to wake up while playing this horrible YouTube analysis and as well as while watching this movie on my laptop?)

Even the review is horrifically boring along with even worse music supporting the badly written review and analysis. 





The empty landscape, the emptier people. The lack of plot and the vacuous meaningless of daily routine set to bleak desperation. A seriously ugly woman, forlorn but finding solace in roaming around in a camper and urinating in the wild fields of some desolate field. Why do movies have to show people urinating as if this is an artistic point of focus on something...I am unsure of what.


She becomes in the course of the few minutes I could tolerate watching this most boring movie: Settled and nested into finding nooks and crannies of pleasantries and discussions exploring the nearly meaningless meaning of life with contented victims of the craggy facial misery set of MAGA deplorables. All characters having accepted the inevitable cheeriness of life without real charm, living within the texture of the unraveling of culture. Ugly people with Hallmark sentiments. 


A movie suited for the MAGA wave after years of new wave, and alternative wave, and classical wave, but this is the result, this movie NOMADLAND of the roaming landscape of the Base which is MAGA NOMADLAND put into movie form. Appealing as the MAGA movement has done, to the wasted, the drunkards, the non-hipsters, the anti-hipsters, the alcoholics of the western fringe who placate themselves with pithy fake happiness memes as consolation for shattered dreams. This movie is a direct result of the 4 years of Trump appealing to every kind of under-the-surface stifled volcano which, in this movie, is just about to explode but they are so confined in poverty and the Hallmark Nice Day paradigm that the explosions of inevitable violence came out in a reality tv show called The News during the Capital riots and Insurrection on January 6, 2021. That day was the inevitable conclusion to Nomadland.

Otherwise, quite a sleeper and the creeper characters were just to ugly and fugly to look at.

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PRE-MAGA morbid movie, no wave no brainer excellence unregistered in mainstream media.

LIQUID SKY

1982

Lookin' like it came straight out of a roaring 20's Max Ernst painting, every shot is an eerie sensation of floating in plasma while drinking opium-laced wormwood--(which is something I have never done but it's been done to me). The colors, the bleak vibrancy of decadence and stolid rancor stifled by a silent code of mesmerizing but soulful stares into the other soul of the viewer. Hair and bodies erect but wavering and slinking yet sensual yet devoid of innocence (to the core).


New York city in a place and time that Donald Trump never publicly ventured on a dark rainy night in a dark cloak of invincibility to explore the darker seamy side of his birthright city. Nothing of the plain, lower loser faction in this movie yet it is almost the antithesis of what the MAGA movement is and has become. This is a most excellent but dreary movie if you are looking for a happy ending between a person divided betwixt itself as a male and female complimentary pairing of opposites. The lead performer is a female but plays her complete soul partner as a male. Scenes are shot with her giving her male double a blow job (which is her giving herself a blow job). The oppositional forces between the bleak movie that won a top award and this "cult" movie that won no awards in America but 7 abroad in foreign countries. This movie is special to me in that the filmmaker, Slava Tsukerman, taught film at SUNY Purchase where I was a student for one year (a great year for me). The film came out in 1982, and I was a student at the university where Tsukerman taught in 1984. The atmosphere was of exploring the Village art scene at the time (SUNY Purchase is known as an "art" school within the State University system--just 40 minutes' drive outside NYU, that great city).

Thus, my taste and appetite is always starving when it comes to the mainstream movie awards circuit. 

I see the MAGA influence even in what has won an award and after the rancid aftertaste of the entire movement is slowly dissipating I can only put out this post to try to get people to be interested in reviving at least colorful, beautiful sad and pathos-driven main characters who are sharp, keen and have ZERO HALLMARK sentimentality to deal with the idiosyncracies of colorful personalities rather than the bleak wearing down of the imagination, lifestyle and keen sense of appraisal of life without having to dull the mind and senses that NOMADLAND the dull, dull landscape of boredom has produced to give the MAGALAND (losers) a sense that they are not excluded by the colorful and the brave individuals who dare to make movies about women being raped and then killing the soul mate who has betrayed her as she then gets high with some aliens afterwards who land on her rooftop.

Give me color!

Give me lights!

Give me wild clothing give me girls who are boys and boys who are girls!

Give me dancing give me sharp hate and love and excessive calm bursting into explosions of passions!

Give me NYC in the 80's when it was punk and affordable for art students to thrive in and also to play around without having to die fighting to pay rent.

Liquid Sky fashion show--(Max Ernst painting lookalike fashion show).

Doesn't it make you feel alive watching this small clip, as opposed to your senses suddenly shutting off and down when you watch the MAGALAND movie?



One actress gives herself, dressed as a male, a blow job (and then later kills him through her friends, aliens, which live on her patio roof. Now, why can't America come out with a movie similar to this instead of MAGALAND tedium which won such a top award for such bottom mentalities, fashion, culture and lack of meaning and context and...and...etc etc.

Yet this does have great meaning and has absolutely no Hallmark sentimentality. There is no stifled aggression and thus, you won't see artists who watch these films or people who enjoy this movie storming the US Capital because they lack such lustre, life and love or hate in their real, horrific lives which MAGALAND Nomadland so absolutely put on a clay pedestal of highest categorical film in the entire industry of Whorewood.

A woman playing both a male and female, where even her self cannot respect her twin soul mate because the male must dominate. A movie in which people are also bleak and lack meaning but they strive to use whatever they have to paint and make over the bleak and empty inner landscape. There is more but I am tired of fighting hackers while I am trying to write this and endlessly backspace and rewrite so this is the end of this "review" ha yoo! Whatever hackers rewrite I am too tired of fighting to pound out letters and fight hacker terrorists any longer right now.

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WOULDN'T YOU RATHER WATCH THIS INSTEAD OF MAGALAND LOSERS DRIVING IN UGLY BEATEN-DOWN RV'S IN WASTELAND, USA? Drooling out their life epiphanies to joke box blues songs that are canned laughter long past expiration date?



LIQUID SKY 1982, the full movie in all it's infamy and glory and gory addicted adulterousness.





Monday, March 8, 2021

My musical source of solace is still being blocked by this hacker/terrorist group. The WNYU archives, which have functioned for over a decade with no problem for most people, has been listing "no file" in what should be daily archived shows. All is being blocked, and the template for the site has been hacked and is being compromised. I cannot contact the station as all my emails are rerouted to terrorist "stalking" agents and I can't get a legitimate response through any electronic means.

 That includes all phone calls. I do not know how badly the postal service is participating in blocking my communications.


This is all being sanctioned by the U.S. Government at highest levels.


This began last month, at the near onset of the latest terrorist celebrity who is coming at me with "guns drawn" to get his free promotions, deals and lead roles for more shitty stupid blockbuster movies. The rest of the usual criminal celebrities love this thug and they laugh as I am fighting (for my life) to pry the next disgusting and extremely unwanted parasite off me. The Government continues to allow this to go on and on and on and on and on and on. Deals made with the latest stimulus bill are part of this politico-celebrity scam of the pyramid scheme that continues to use me as part of their more massive mind control operations. I continue to be silenced. But now my music is being blocked by this sickening thug who disgusts me and all I do is hiss hate at him and he responds by having me tortured and it goes on and on with the next one, after the last pig ape who tortured me from Whorewood, and the last one, and the many who took turns teleporting, raping and poisoning me to death (but I managed through my own resources to try to save my life) and the last one, all of them have stolen ideas from me. I don't know about the current creep but I won't ever watch one of his movies or bs videos so I will never know what or if he is stealing some concept from me. 


Will someone get him off me, and them off me and force the US Government to stop allowing torture and violence to continue against me as if I am the worst criminal possible when I am actually innocent of any crime, blocked from Habeus Corpus with this endless torture and violence only because I was microchipped, they want to get huge fortunes and deals by "crushing my spirit" and forcing a mind control agenda on me while blocking me from all financial and all and every kind of success and freedom and love and joy on this planet. These parasites are utterly sick, depraved and filthy and vile.


I also want my cat La Moux returned to me immediately. Alive, happy and healthy. Please, she is over 20 years old and I hope still alive. Trump has stolen her but he has handed her to some male who is taking care of her some place--I don't know where but Trump knows where she is. 


These creeps should be forced to pay restitution for their crimes so I can purchase my own home, in my name, which is further protected from more terrorism by my supposedly Democratic government instead of the same government sponsoring domestic terrorism against me.

The rape of Arizona sacred site of Oak Flat. The rape of the United States by an internationally-backed but US-lead mining consortium. The collusion of Americans in this process. The rape and genocide that this larger terror operation attacking me, which is interconnected through their global network of technological terror and Kontrol, to this mining operation in Arizona. The lack of respect for life, the rape culture that permeates all living and organic land and people, the exploitation and need for endless wealth accumulation at the expense of the Land, the life and of all possible to kill off for profit and hegemony: is reflected in this very configuration partnership and the lack of all concern about the sanctity of anything spiritual that truly has meaning in reality. The levels of death and destruction in all arenas that are raped and killed off by this larger organization is both tangible and intangible. Stop the rape of the earth. Stop the rape of targets. Stop the infiltration of the US and other nations by investors with their traitor native partners. Stop the death of the planet by these ignorant, perhaps well-educated but the overarching mentality is of their greedy rapists who all hold high educational degrees or have great wealth backing them.

"In Arizona, a struggle over sacred Apache land..." (You Tube title, PBS NewsHour. March 8, 2021).





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"I am not against mining, but this is the worst mining project I have ever encountered."--Dr. Steven Emerman.



*NB: Whatever typos, grammar or combobulated sentence structure appears on this post is entirely due to hacker terrorist redactions and revisions and insertions.

The seeming hyperbolic emotional rants are also due to mind control, drugging and the struggle to type words out which allows the mind control to overtake my more rational state of mind. My body continues to be sliced and burned while I am unconscious/sleeping/under mind control and thus part of my hostile reaction is due to daily dismemberment. Parts of my body from a few years of this nightly incision into my body have permanently damaged my fingers and toes, which continue to be sliced and cut into despite my every effort for over 2+ years to defend myself in every way possible with all my money and time and effort spent to block these mechanical arms from entering my room. My toes are being slashed into the arches of the soft padding on the toes, in between the toes in the webbing of the skin, and burned with skin peeled off nightly on every toe of my left foot and the large toe of my right foot. It makes walking nearly impossible or even standing on my feet impossible. My fingers are already deformed from over 6 years of objects being inserted under my nails and cuticles every single night while I am unconscious and unresponsive in this microchipped/MK ULTRA/brain implant sleeping state while teleported. The terrorists performing these actions (I forgot to mention but have written months ago that Hillary Clinton is a major player in this attack upon me, and the physical assaults of cutting into my body have begun while she has joined into the "game" as she laughs and screams at me alternately. She sometimes "hugs" me after a brainwashing operation as if to prove that I "love" the abuser, which is a huge part of the mind control operation and is integral to racist programming (slaves love their masters I believe is their objective) and victims of murder love their murderers is more like the accurate point. 

As I have so often castigated The Obamas in this situation and for so many years, as they are easy targets of blame, I actually believe that Hillary Clinton is more of a factor influencing the Obamas than the actual willing participation of these people. Regardless, they are far from not guilty in this situation. I just want to clarify this as I am only a muffled witness and not able to see the finer details or who or what is exactly partaking in this dramatic exercise in mind control technology and major massive manipulation by the media and it's congruent political partnership (which extends into global investment as in the Internationally-funded Arizona Oak Flat mining proposal).

As of right now, the drilling and hammering have begun once more in the studio directly beneath mine.

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"The land development proposed by an INTERNATIONAL--INTERNATIONAL--copper mining group proposes a unique mining operation that they admit WILL DESTROY THE AREA." What do they care about America if this is not even their own country and are also infiltrating the US to destroy alnd rape and reap all they can off the country?
Another crime is being committed by a foreign agency infiltrating and raping the United States with full permission of the AMericans who make such deals with these investors. I see this every day in Phuket, Thailand so I am familiar with the greed and Imperialistic aspirations of these foreigners who rape and reap al l they can drain, suck out and destroy from Thailand and the SE Asian market and geopolitical machinery of "development". The Resolution Copper--the firm responsible for this travesty against this region and culture--is a white male out of Australia (colony of England with more Imperialist aspirations--of course, welcomed with open arms by the Democrat-lead Arizona leader who approved of this desecration of the land back in 2009, working with fellow Republicans of AZ). The rest of the team featured on the Resolution Copper webpage are Americans by birth. However, the silent partners form a vast network of exploitation that extend into the Australian portal into English and UK Imperialism. I am beset by Aussies in this celebrity campaign of torture using this tech who operate in tandem with their English, UK and other EU (and beyond) partners. Although one could argue that I am maintaining a "conspiracy theory" stance with no evidence, I use my years of observation into these practices used against me and the international factions participating, and my years of observing how these various groups attacking me then operate licenses to open businesses here in Phuket and also get properties (I highly suggest but do not know where in Phuket, except that they have been offered prime real estate to develop and I highly suggest that they too are cutting into pristine land to rape all of it's natural habitat for their endless increase in dirty lucre that they are all gloating about as their free tokens of participation in a huge Nazi/Imperialist push of global dominance.
As for larger issues: There in Arizona is yet Another crime against planet Earth in the making. A crime against the spirit of the desert which will be raped for some copper. How much more mineral deposits does the manufacturers require before the planet is raped to death and dying in convulsions of planetary ecosystem collapse? How many more meaningless people will drool over raping the land of its resources so they can profit off living off all the resources they can plunder?
This same philosophy carries over into their personal lives, as they want genocides and death and endless wealth accumulation by their endless display of conspicuous consumption--fostering endless greed and a lack of moral standing on any emotional level--they emit this into the planet in both their movie productions and their resultant displays of wealth and grandizing posturing, which is then seeped out into the consciousness of the planet's media consumers who "learn" by imitation that rape, theft and genocide are really the marks of true elitism. In turn, they learn to emulate these behaviors. They also learn to emululate the false narratives that they truly "care" about society while working to destroy whatever they can to maintain their privileged status. This trickles down into acceptance of death squads, torture in prison camps and racism that is systematic and now this technocratic fascist MK ULTRA, microchipped and terror system that I have been writing of for years that remains silenced and accepted on a global level by all the religious and the charity and compassion snake oil salespeople being promoted by this media branch of the hate and desecration organization that I have called all kinds of easily identifiable names such as "Nazi" but which actually have already infiltrated almost every branch of every side of every organizational operation around the world--or so it seems from my decades of attempts to find even a single person who will step out of line to defend me on any level, anywhere on the planet.
This rape of the country and the land by foreign interests, assisted by the well-educated Americans who want death and hate but disguise it all under "liberal" rhetoric (such as the Democrat Senator who first introduced this land grab bill in the AZ Senate in 2009--under the administration of the predecessor to the last President, the former last president the 45th). The "seamless" line of corrupt succession has been handed over to Biden who I believe is putting a halt to this endless proposed destruction of the AZ spiritual and most beautiful land.
What they rape from the land, they also rape from their own people, which is what they have done to me and they will surely do to some of you (if not already and of course, none of you are aware of how badly you too have been victimized but you can only continue to pass the hate around and victimize someone else).
STOP THE RAPE OF AMERICA not only by foreign interests by but the Americans who eagerly pass off their responsibility to the country by trying to grab as much as possible for their own private pleasure prosperity--all sanctioned because some of the even attend Ivy League universities. They lack the education that is required to actually responsibly lead the country without helping enemies of the country to infiltrate and destroy it from "within".

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Another State I have lived in, besides Arizona, is Minnesota. This hits "home" within my heart and soul and I join in the fight from this location so far away due to the rapists attacking me so they can destroy the planet without resistance or threat to their self-proclaimed superiority (which can only exist with utter destruction of any outside competition to their global group--thus it would appear that competition does exist but it truly does not). However, back to nature and the fight against the utter destruction of the planet by ignoramus idiots who claim they know almost everything and are the best possible of all the best that ever has been or ever could be--such lies such BIG LIES.

The fight continues with those who have been killed off so the earth can be developed and raped by the rapists who are attacking me (their ensuing generations after the initial genocides and rapes in order to take-over the land). Btw: treaties are being decimated by these plundering developers of this oil pipeline.
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"WHAT IS LINE 3?" (You Tube. Honor the Earth. December 5, 2016.




"Enbridge Line 3 Replacement Project Breaks Ground in Minnesota". (You Tube. Lakeland PBS. December 11, 2020).





"The Pandemic Pipeline: Land & Water Defenders Continue Resistance to Enbridge Line 3 in Minnesota". (You Tube. Democracy Now. December 18, 2020. 





Another rape of the Earth by rapists from the Earth--a continuation of my post earlier today on the AZ copper mine rape by rapists and destroyers.
The men who work in construction are extremely pleased and say that they will begin to lay the sand oil pipes throughout the State of Minnesota, into the ground "where it belongs" BUT WHERE IT DOES NOT BELONG because rape does not belong penetrating anything including the vulnerable Mother Earth.

PBS NEWSHOUR. Published to You Tube today. More vital information on the future impact of this pipeline which could destroy water systems not only in Minnesota, but down into the Mississippi River thus contaminating drinking water throughout the entire region of states where this grand river flows through.




More on rape culture--the construction of yet another oil pipeline snaking it's venomous path through Minnesota with further repercussions into the Mississippi River region (many states with potential oil spillage and water contamination).

Due to global warming it's now not too cold to go there and fight to preserve Minnesota and the waters and the region from this incursion into sacred land and yet another violation of another Native treaty with the United States Government.

THIS PROJECT (ABOVE) IS BEING FUNDED BY A CANADIAN OIL COMPANY which is hiring US law enforcers to protect their mutual interests (a Canadian-US joint project, just as in the Arizona copper rape project for mining copper).

Canada, a colony of England historically. One of the actors who has raped and threatened to murder me is from Canada. He operated with a black English model in attacking me after I tried to get him to leave me alone. Just pointing out the configuration of colonies subjects operating with their host controlling Imperialist country.

The micro and macro levels of these partnerships and the psychological impetus behind the exploitation are strikingly similar and really stem from the same paradigm and mentality of every kind of violence perpetrated upon targets, which includes vulnerable land which is akin to raping Mother Earth for profit and supremacy.

WTF? *Crass song, You Tube)




(lyrics):

What the Fuck?

Crass

Sunday, March 7, 2021

Terrorist report: March 7, 2021. My drinking water is being poisoned once more with a foul plastic taste. I drank it yesterday and the bottle was half full (I keep the glass bottle in my refrigerator) and it tasted clean just last night. Today, after the mechanical arms got through destroying things and cutting into my body (with harsh chemicals smeared on my skin, hair and into my food, sprayed on clothing, on the floors and every single place I live and on my body and clothing). The mechanical arms can not only pass through small spaces but have spraying capabilities and small knives/cutting instruments attached. I have no doubt I am drugged every single night in such a manner, probably through skin patches. They have destroyed so much of the texture of my skin that I am literally covered with blemishes and body disfigurements (in addition to the poison that has been inserted through my food all my life that has hardened into my spine/hips/legs/feet/arms/skull/neck etc and into viscerae). How many more presidents, politicians and actors and mafia actors and leaders must I endure with near-death attacks going on nearly perpetually? With all these attacks they teleport me nightly to death scenes, rape scenes, me being " homeless" in the teleportation skits, abuse and insults and threats and rape and endless interrogations and brainwashing and hate without end by these actors who emit "love" and "compassion" in every bs presentation they make about how much they care (that includes the politicians). This is an ongoing attack that president after president has engaged in or allowed all my life. How much longer must I wait before there is even a single person who will stand by me instead of backing down, remaining silent and watching and obeying these crooks, sleaze rapist and fascist scumbag whores? I now have a very nasty actor out of Europ-a-land who is a most repulsive abuser and has only hate towards me. This person, from my experience of having lived in Europe, is an absolutely anti-American infiltrator and yet this group of actors completely laughs as they watch him abuse me and me fight back like it's a circus performance. Meanwhile the politicians completely support and defend HIM and participate WITH HIM in attacking ME. I am being poisoned and this attack has begun with my drinking water, amongst other deadly attacks by this disgusting actor who I have told from the first second he began to attack me that he's not anything to me but a hateful personality and to go away--he's been using threats of death, poisoning, heart palpitations, teleportation skits of rape and death, my home stinking my flowers dying every day--(moreso than the usual endless attack but increased). Still, my government supports him because he has helped them to forge a deal for a lot of $ going to Nazi-controlled California. Forget about skin color when it comes to what is in control in California and who. Will anyone ever stop this Nazi empire out of Whorewood, GmbH, Inc in California, partnering to use this technology upon me. I had to leave the United States to obtain health care, and this group has forced me into such poverty that I can no longer afford ANY health care whatsoever. They have made me so financially unstable that I could fall at any moment. If I had an accident, which they keep trying to put me into with near-death car accidents continuously forced upon me by their terrorist teams here, I would have no recourse or support system in health care or in anything else. Will someone please, please please get this rotten actor from Austria off me, along with his other Nazi buddies out of his country and Germany and plus the multitudes of English actors (and one Welsh, or maybe two or more but definitely an old man out of Wales has also participated in this situtaion of attack upon me in a more vicarious form but undoubtedly has offered advice on how to crush my spirit and soul and body through all kinds of physical violence endlessly directed at me--because whomsoever breaks my spirit and body will "get" more high awards so this throng of sleazy, slutty stupid creeps has not stopped for nearly a decade with me crying out for help every single day for years and only more politicians and more media stars and more news anchors get involved to likewise get their own promotions. Meanwhile America is in a perpetual crisis that began under the administration of this death and terror system aimed at me--under their tenure the American situation has worsened nearly immeasurably. But I need a support system and for this hell to be stopped from this sleazy and nasty Europigape creep from Austria--I have only been writing about him for over a month or longer--time is now slipping it's another disgusting unwanted pig ape torturing me to obtain endless awards and deals by the fascist Nazi organization that has taken over the United States, thanks to these meaningless whores I have been writing about for YEARS to the endless silence and silencing of everyone. With all my prescient warnings that have gone unrecognized and unheeded, but were accurate--to this very moment of warning about continuing to allow them to just go on and on inducting more stupid soldiers into this army of dumb with the result of America slipping and turning into a cesspool of hate and destruction with fascists ready to take over for their Kontrol. But this creep is now ordering my food to be poisoned and I so hope this creep is destroyed please get this rotten piece of crap off me--but every time I write about how disgusting they are, they only get more promotions and deals and front lead roles in more crappy movies about how they are saving the world and America. When will anyone be responsible at least for the future security of the United States enough to stop this?

 It's not just the cumulative effect of non-stop, daily and nightly stress upon my psyche and body systems as a result of "traumatization", which is the terrorists' eternal and vigilant intended effect, but the cuts into my body along with the spraying of toxic substances around the region that is being cut is also a factor in blood poisoning--sepia. My IMMUNE SYSTEM being overly taxed for about a DECADE has contributed to my body breaking down and aging nearly exponentially during this last decade of non-stop torture, disfigurement and violence aimed at me. Of course, that is their intended effect besides slowly and "covertly" murdering me. The more I look weakened and deteriorated the more the claim that I "died" from my body breaking down seemingly naturally can be increased. Along with seemingly "irrational" behavior due to being drugged eternally and under life-threatening attack every time I drive and with my food intake, continuously I break down physically. 


THEY HAVE ALSO STOLEN THE ONE AND ONLY CONSOLATION I HAVE, WHICH IS MY CAT LA MOUX (TRUMP STOLE HER AND HAS THREATENED TO KILL HER INNUMERABLE TIMES). She was born in 1998 and 7 years ago when the first "A-list" celebrity began to teleport and torture/rape me, I wrote ceaselessly for the first two weeks of his onslaught of the beginning of another two years of his rape and violence--but I said no and after two weeks he had my cat thrown in the swimming pool where I was staying, they took a photo of her nearly drowning and then stole her. I have been teleported to her a few times, and she is now very old and I have no idea if she is alive or not but if so, I want her back alive with my own home, paid for by these millionaire/billionaire rapists and criminals from all the millions of dollars they have been paid for their criminal antics including the theft of many of my ideas but also while ensuring I receive not a single penny for any attempt I make at earning a single dollar from all the exertions I have made to lift myself up from this cesspool they forced upon me.

so I have no recourse, no stability in any sense whatsoever, due to this group. I have no loving, kind or fun person or animal in my vicinity willing to risk being killed by defending me. All animals I have taken care of since they stole my cat have all been killed or stolen from me once more. I have therefore not a single person to even have a chat with. I have no support system and I am surrounded by violence and hate on a 24/7 basis, with non-stop attacks that continue to, at best, aggravate me, but at worse it's like a broken record in my inner ear of hate that revolves like a spinning hate hole forced into my brain by their tech, drugging and the subliminal hate content that creates such a reaction (that goes on for hours). I also can't breathe deeply, which is akin to what I wrote a few days ago about being slowly suffocated to death. In this stress state, along with innumerable attacks, I also am being attacked by their remote and microchip implant tech into a nervous state of shallow breathing and heart palpitations--so literally I cannot breathe except very shallow with this traumatized induced state that has gone on every single day for hours, for a few years (like nearly a decade). 


My health is so badly deteriorated and I do understand that their ultimate goal is my murder but all appearing like I just "aged" and broke down, mentally or physically. Already when I tried to get help from the health care system and had to explain a few things, I was automatically diagnoses with a mental disorder although all I did was describe to the person interviewing me aspects of attacks upon me as I sat answering questions in a pleasant tone, with no creepy wacked out answers to the questions. I said nothing that would be deemed to be a condition of mental disorder but they placed this diagnosis on me for official record. I am just adding this because I basically have done nothing "wrong" or illegal and am no criminal and have not even been a political activist, as in , any threat to this hate system in a political sense. They just don't like me trying to compete against them and trying to win and then beating them when I do compete (as has been often the case before such poisoning was inflicted as to make me nearly paralyzed and "disabled" due to their attacks). As for the psychological effects, after a lifetime of drugging and now the decade of torture, I have reacted in a hysterical manner and have written under these influences. But with all the continuous attacks such as cutting into my skin, spraying toxic substances on the clothing, blankets and sheets where I have been cut (at night, while sleeping and my consciousness is teleported elsewhere, I am essentially comatose in my original primary body state but my consciousness is teleported to the location where I am then abused, assaulted, insulted and threatened LITERALLY EVERY SINGLE NIGHT with the most sick, sleazy and stupid violent sleazy dumb skits possible--by these self-ordained icons of "class and style" and compassion and posturing bs.

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So, this is to describe a murder attempt. My character assassination has almost been completed and that was not done through wealthy celebrities but by their minions (white men and women and blacks and everyone else inbetween in color range) when I attempted to get health care and help and support because they forced me into such dire poverty. 


now I live in another death trap of torture, surveillance, rape and dismemberment while THEY ARE POISONING me so the poison seeps into my blood stream.

I am broken down physically AND I NEED THIS TO BE STOPPED IMMEDIATELY. So far two US Presidents have presided over this contract out on me and I have been waiting for the next administration to actually step up and defend "Democracy" and it appears that they just want everything to go back to more smooth criminals flouting bs lines about how much they care about everything while the system keeps killing people they don't like, i.e. moi.


However, I think this group is a disgusting example of the deterioration of everything that is truly glorious and classy on this planet and I do want to live with my body intact and the beauty that is marginally remaining to not be destroyed any longer by these utterly disgusting scumbag rapist whore nazi filth that has ordered this non-stop filth poured into my body, hair and skin and all that I breathe in and eat. My body has become nearly rancid from blood poisoning due to this shit group of filth and crap and their stinking, dirty hate system forced upon me.

They continue to get plastic surgery and their homes cleaned by bowing, smiling "brown and black" slaves serving them (in LA and everywhere else, if they can get it they will). 

How many years I have been writing about this and still I am continuing this endless script that is a broken record except that my body is not capable of sustaining more and more and more poisoning along with non-stop hate and stress attacks they use with this technology that literally blocks my heart and breathing and oxygen intake, thus reducing immune system and increasing risk of all kinds of deadly diseases and failures for my body system.

PLUS FUNGUS AND MOLD put into my room on a daily basis, on all furniture and into all closets where my clothing is. Into my food sometimes. They used to put fungus into my ear canals, into my vagina and in my hair--every single day. I have had to nearly hermetically seal off all windows for the night so I was continuously breathing this fungus/mold mixture in plus the rancid toxic sprays they continue to put on my furniture, clothing and on my body and food--every day, for years. They have also inserted or injected substances under my skin with surface as round, hard objects and thus appear as cysts. I need health care to remove these and the doctors I go to say they will charge me over $600 to just incise a small little round object. I thus have to live with this disgusting object (there are two of them on different parts of my body) and can't do a single thing to remove them. They did this to me in America and it took me a few years to get any Medicaid health care clinic to even remove a huge one that was inserted on my chest. The clinics would inform me that my health care did not cover this, and that also their equipment was "gone" to remove such an object.

This is the kind of slow murder and disfigurement I have had to suffer with for years, and it was why I left the US (I have only JUST BEGUN to begin to describe how bad it was in the US). Now, due to Obama and Trump, I have been put into such poverty that I can't afford to see a Thai doctor so thus, I have zero health care once more because of these presidents and their greed and hate (don't tell me that Obama is not anti-Semitic--and by the way, I am not part of that culture or religion but they don't care, they want me to be in a category that makes the white bigots comfortable that everyone is in a place that puts them on top and by association with the endless stereotypes they are continuously reinforcing, thanks to mind control organizations like H-wood and it's tentacle arms of brainwashing into racist and Nazi ideology (please don't exclude blacks in this process as they are vitally important in keeping up various pretenses but meanwhile reinforcing the stereotypes and also the divide pattern as they are set against jews now in order to be elevated by white supremacists--).


And so, I am now in a much worse position to receive health care while this non-stop poisoning continues. All I do, literally, is clean up stinking toxic filth that is sprayed on every single thing in my room and on my body--every single day. I am so exhausted from it that I cannot clean up the normal things that really need cleaning.


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Please will someone do something to stop this murder.

Ongoing physical mutilation terrorist report: the slashing under my fingernails and cuticles so that elevated bloodied swelling continues, the fingernails and fingers swollen, cuticles completely severed-off my toes and fingers, in addition to poisons put on my toenails to harden the nails into coarse, hard plastic texture never-growing deformed twisted and blackened. The mechanical arms are constantly going underneath all the layers of protection I wear every night also into my scalp to make hair fall out--falling out in clumps once more so the little bit left on my scalp is mostly gone.//While ugly shitalina the filth torture prostituted Nazi bigot of Whorewood with the German ape scumbag rapist her ally in utter genocidal violence, promoted by Trump and the Nazi 4th Reich and Gotti dynasty mafia with Stallone, et al (gmbh ltd English monarchy ltd) and once the slash under my skin they inject poisons, or foreign substances or materials so the "mind control "terror regime can continue for HOURS upon my waking from hate skits forced into my sleep state while being teleported, while they are slashing into my body and my consciousness is teleported outside of my "prime" body.//Every day dirty ugly shitalina has her rape dirty foul "men" and herself laugh about my breasts while I am getting undressed--the poisons she laughed about having her dirty nazi scum and brown and black and jewish minions pour into my body every day for the past 15 years, with my family, neighbors, and the 4th reich death squads having done this for decades priorr to this filth creep (but her dirty Nazi daddy was involved in this contract out on me back as early as 1974 or 1975, probably 1974 when my step-father the highly skilled poet writer professor was involved with the author of Deliverance in a poets seminar in Atlanta and returned extremely embittered, and he had to change his priorities of writing he then partnered with one of the English terrorists back in 1987, in London when I went there for a summer post graduation of college--and this man is intimately connected to the English royalty as a painter and his wife is the daughter of the director of Deliverance--partnering with dirty shitalina and pit ape pitt for over 15 years but ordering my family's targeting, my poisoning (which did begin before they got their filthy leeching apparatus sucking apparatus onto my life for their endless promotions) I was sent to live across the street from this English bigot back in 1987 in the organized hate structure, and my step-father was also involved in this orchestrated plot for his own promotion. But beyond all the greed and sleaze of this group including my own family, I must state that this ugly dirty whore has looked at least 20 years youjnger while I look 30 years older from the parasitic leeching off my energy, having dirty men rape and beat me as she watches on smiling and laughing along with dirty foul shit ape pig pitt and ther est of the apes and scum of Whorewood and Congress. The joke is that my breasts are not plastic surgery like ugly shitalina's and the jokes are endless after abuse death trheats this German ape endlessly punching my head and face, getting the crap of the Steven Tyler group connected to Stallone's Italian--all with English Italian French and German fascist Nazis rushing to join into collaboration of their take-over of Whorewood with dirty u gly stupid shitalina and pig ape pitt put endlessly into the Oscars every year, as they have been taking turns since their clutching onto my life for this contract back around 2014, taking the tech from Depp and putting Musk into power along with T-rump. The rest is " history" but you all keep silencing this situation so it's more death squad censorship.

  I put compression socks on my hands on top of layers of materials so my hands feel squeezed into crumpled shapes upon waking/. The ape shi...