Monday, June 14, 2021

nEW yORK dOLLS Trash don't let those rotten old men wankers tell you what to say. TRASH just throw their hate and ugliness away. TRASh. DON'T LET THEM control your mind or what you say. Trash throw them away and their wives and keep the world in a state of free play that is gay, merry, clean and bright. TrAsh I mean spiritual bliss and not their rotten trashy piss on the planet. tRASH, THROW that hate organization away. trASH, LET THIS cleansing occur today and forever throw the TRASh mind controlling dirty foul dregs away.

 

New York Dolls - Trash. (1973).



"Don't throw your love away.
Don't throw your life away.
Don't take my light away."

(my lyrics)
don't do what wanker haters say
TRASH becuz' they spewin' trash
to take your life away
trash
don't let them tell you what to say
trash
don't let the trash tell you how to pray or prey or play
TRASH
won't let you take my knife away
trash
why won't you trashy wankers go away?
Trash
let me and my baby play
trash
you're the one and only
are you going to stay?
I don't want to just play
trash
I don't want to throw it away
trash
don't throw your love away
don't throw your life away.
Trash
baby be cool
and don't let the trash tell you what to say
trash
don't let the trashy old men wankers
tell you how to play
do your life your own way
get rid of that TRASH
and throw it away
trash
throw those loveless rotten old men wankers away
and all the hate and violence they have to say
trash
get it away
trash
throw it away
baby, let's just be happy and play
with or without you I'll do things my own way
and get rid of that TRASH
that's telling you to be like them
TRASH
put it in the can and keep the planet green and clean
with or without you, I'll be my own rightful Queen.

(my cover of The NY Dolls who know a lot about trash and NY).

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(My cover of Fuck the Police by NWA who know a lot about the trash of the police with their "good" citizen pigs and their racist, sexist, violent gigs).

Fuck the police
same organization
interior negotiation
sometimes your closet relation

Fuck the police
grandizing schemer
say they want the world cleaner
by making your turf meaner
raping in order to demean her

Fuck the police
representing the "good" citizens
who make sure the destroy the denizens
who are the peasants and plebeians
struggling to clean their filthy dens
that the "good" citizens have turned into pig pens.

"Yo Dre, I Got Something To Say" | Straight Outta Compton | SceneScreen






A reverse regurgitation.

 

Lydia Lunch & Rowland S. Howard ~ Black Juju



A REVERSE REGURGITATION***ALL OF MY LURID POSTS TODAY--THE SEXUALLY BASED ONES BEGINNING WITH LYDIA LUNCH'S *FUCK* VIDEO ARE NOT NOT NOT ANY ASPECT OF MY SEXUALITY BUT AN EXPOSE OF THE BASE AND SICK SEXUALITY OF THE TELEPORTING CULTURAL HEROES THAT YOU ALL LOVE AND DEFEND AND PROTECT while they try to force their filth and hate upon me as if that is me and not them. I am merely putting out videos that honest women have put out when being "sexy" according to the dictates of rapist bigots was NOT the enforced-through-violence absolute code, codified by a slew of sleazy pop stars and celebrity symbols who represent nothing but what I posted since the video *FUCK* BY LYDIA LUNCH TODAY. I am merely making a statement about THEM and not ME. That is the general rule of thumb for all my videos that appear lurid or sarcastic, which I am not inherently like but releasing the sleazy greasy filth that is continuously dumped on me by people of that same substance who appear clean and jovial and shiny and plastic-coated romantic for the media and the press, adored and protected and the need for them to turn that fake smile into a hideous grimace of rape and hate upon me is something, apparently, society needs in order to continue to put fake fantasies upon pedestals.

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Kill Your Sons - Lydia Lunch



Set your little boys free from suckling their entire lives
Hey mommies-your little boys are vicious rapists
what have you done to make them that way?
What haven't you done?
What have you done?

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Lydia Lunch Retrovirus - Burning Skulls



It's just another f**ed up trip with f-0ed up pop singers but when it comes to expressing something that goes pop explosion in your head
Very few can match Lydia Lunch--

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The Accüsed - Have You Never Been Mellow




I met one of the band in Seattle just before leaving for Germany back in '91. I sold him the rest of my Humbolt County joy ride before crossing the great divide between San Francisco and Germany. I look at photos from that time and I only rememjber that the dude I hung with for a little while had reddish hair and I can't identify which one it was at this point. He drove me around Seattle as we smoked that last precious bag I had which I have not had the pleasure of repeating as I have not been in the Humbolt County line of acquisition since that time. Oh whst a glorious ending that was to my time of living San Francisco (traveled to Seattle to take the flight was actually on my way to moving to Seattle instead I rerouted to Germany).

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The Accused- Psychomania



THIS IS GREAT GREAT MUSIC NOT MUSICK !!! Back in the "grunge" days of Seattle back in '91. Clubs I went to in San Francisco at the time had band after band that was similar and I hung with some of them in The Mission District (mostly all gang stalker basturds but still okay to hang with for a short time and good Humbolt I purchased as well). Oh well, the good old days gone now the hard driving rhythm pounding grinding and the mosh pit seem taken over by replicas. I am cynical I have been out of the loop for so long due to poisoning perhaps I am wrong and there is a fragment left of that energy. But if you listen to the raw energy here you will know that this is not the same now as it was back then (how I miss what I almost took for granted). At least it cheers me up a bit compared to the s*** I see on my endless media streams of the ennui that has been forced upon the global consciousness as being the only "art" available and all the underground appears to have vanished.

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I believe (it was a hazy, Humbolt County last smoke day so memory is hazy) but it was I think the dude on the far left who I met for that one day who drove me around as I smoked my last Humbolt dream bag and now I somehow regret not having stayed in Seattle but that's Life....(I had to go to Germany and change my life entirely for many weird reasons). I recognized his photo in the band album cover during that general time period but I can't find that poster online and I think he's very changed even in this photo from when I met him. Maybe he would remember it.) Not saying this guy was or is "my type" but he was a cool person to meet and talk to even if he was part of this insidious dearth of gang stalker terrorists. He was not as horrible as the more well-mannered "gentlemen" of our media circus sensational desensitizing romanticizing.

Sunday, June 13, 2021

The divide between Hollywood and the US Government is very thin indeed.

 "Joe Biden explains how he'll handle Putin meeting." CNN. June 13, 2021.




President Biden: "Look, I know this is going to sound somewhat prosaic, but I think we're in a contest. Not with China, per se, but a contest with autocrats. Autocratic governments around the world. As whether or not Democracies can compete with them in the rapidly changing 21st Century. And I think how we act, and whether we pull together to act as a Democracy is going to determine whether our grandchildren are going to look back 15 years from now and say, 'Did they step-up?. Are Democracies as relevant and powerful as they had been?."


This also applies to the "dark money" forces controlling the Hollywood actors and the associations therein. Try to look beyond your mere selfish aspirations for power and control and look at the future of the world and freedom from tyranny, mind control oppression and murder and rape and torture and intellectual property theft. What you consider your bright, shiny future is actually a deep and dark black hole sucking all opportunity out of the planet's resources and ideas into one, huge cesspool of pornographic imagination hate and murder repeat formulas of chaos and death.

The divide between Hollywood and the US Government appears to be very thin indeed.

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This means that all of you actors, famous or not, all the producers all the people who came from "nothing" and rose like the emblem of the "American Dream" are selling that dream off to future generations because you want a monopoly and easy promotion by your "Dark Money" handlers who instruct and train you in fascist methodologies--in particular with this mind control and teleportation technology which so many are clamoring to gain access to this instantaneous ease-of-transport into higher rankings of the industries you otherwise were not automatically inducted into. The reason you had to struggle to gain access is due to the American tradition of helping people to achieve their goals by the Capitalistic struggle for status and power, which was granted to you because others fought, died and have operated in politics and in other ways to keep that system thriving and alive. You are now killing it and although your children may also gain access into higher rankings than they actually deserve upon the merit of their true capabilities, and you all want an aristocratic system based on power and the assumption of supremacy only due to inheritance and a structure that is enforced by murder and mind control oppression rather than the freedom of thought, action and the chance to compete and succeed.

Woman tethered to the status demanded by the drooling crowd who cheer the abuser/rapist/bondage/humiliation-master (cum) romantic sex symbol male performer(s) who stage the death of love while selling it off as a venue-pleasing entertainment spectacle while the vultures hover over the murky air above the theaters and the crowds alike.

 

Wha the F*** is this about? Femicide discourse leading to inter-course? 
 
 

Andrea Dworkin | Intercourse. Feminist Heretics. September 6, 2020.

 

 

Quoted from video below:
'="The book Intercourse is of course about intercourse. The radical feminist (Dworkin) thought women's oppression was perpetrated and perpetuated through a number of major social institutions, and sexual intercourse was one of these. In this chapter she uses Tolstoy and figures connected to him through one of his short novels to illustrate a way--perhaps THE WAY--that men think about and treat women. The chapter starts with Alma Mahler, wife of the composer Gustav Mahler, and describes from her diaries, via her biographer, how, when Gustav wanted intercourse, he would wait until Alma was asleep, and then take it. One night, he came to her awake. And before he f***ed her, told her to read Leo Tolstoy's novel The Kreutzer Sonata. The theme of which is a husband's cold and indifferent sexual use of his wife, culminating in his murdering her. Andrea (Dworkin) says Leo's story is autobiographical, based on his marriage to his wife, Sophie...Sophie wrote of Leo's coldness and total indifference to her after intercourse, which continued until after he wanted intercourse again. Sophie wrote in her diary that physical love meant to her something akin to suffering. Leo F**ed her (Sophie) until he was 80 years old, a year before he died. Sophie endured mostly, if not entirely, mostly unwanted sex. The worst kind of sexual objectification.

If women's oppression lies in the extraction of her service, by and for men...

Leo's view of women in general is, 'Something to be desired.' She is an object, a body, a symbol, something to have. Equal relations between men and women are impossible (according to Tolstoy). Even in marriage a man cannot truly love.

Andrea thinks Leo (Tolstoy) understands the destructiveness to women of sexual exploitation. He writes in Kreutzer Sonata that women's enslavement depends on the fact that people see women as a tool of enjoyment, and that they think it is good to do this. So that even if they liberate her, and educate her, she will still remain a humiliated slave. And the man, still a depraved slave-owner."
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I write this because I have been "free" to the extent that I never allowed this kind of slavery to dominate me consciously. Therefore I have had to suffer torture, poisoning, rape without end form this techno-terror operation in order to force enslavement upon me by tyrannical and cold-hearted men who profess absolute devotional love to the cameras and crowds who drool in fantasy over their appeal that has been so carefully constructed by coaches and teachers and professionals in the business of keeping S&M fantasy mental and sexual bondage alive and thriving while romantic fantasy is sold in billions of dollars to drooling and desiring people wanting relief from the tedium of forced relationship ennui and the fight to restore that passion that died when the porn tapes could not sustain the relationship any longer.
 
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There truly is much more poignant analysis in the video above than I have begun to copy in this post. I heartily recommend to anyone willing to expand their perspective in any way towards sexuality to give it a little mental coitus for the inner ear's penetration into an new dimension of awareness of self and of love and it's death mirror image that is so ingrained into our consciousness through our media enterprises and socially instilled programming. 

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Andrea Dworkin's Testimony Before the Attorney General on Pornography (2/4). Feministubez. 


This is for all the racist rapists of Whorewood and beyond who applaud them (perhaps sensing unconsciously what they really are behind the romanticized sex playboy posturing gaits they assume on stage and in their celluloid performances):

please listen to this, it pertains also to freedom of speech--how is pornography related to freedom of speech you may wonder? In the last video I posted earlier Dworkin equates the mouth as a male domination sex organ--and the hate of the C*nt by men towards women.

some of these women out there reading my posts need to "wake up" to understand how they are absolutely reversing all the struggle that women have made towards emancipation from male rape and domination in their quest to obtain promotions out of this teleportation rape contract out on me. Their inclusion in this scheme will reverse the status of women, ultimately, back generations even if they believe they are going to obtain high posts in the structures of rape and domination that they are gleefully helping to orchestrate as their husbands, former husbands, fathers and lovers teleport and rape and torture me--and they all cheer on, the audience cheers them all on and more movies with the same rapists keep coming out and more of them gather to the atrocious ritual of torture and rape of me to obtain their induction into this army of rapist hate zombie robots. They call it fantasy. 

THEY CALL IT FANTASY. ANDREA *DWORKIN. 


With this technology and these death squad groups and terrorist I have been teleported, raped, raped while drugged in my room while sleeping in a comatose, drugged up state. My body has been mutilated and parts of my body broken and cut off during the last decade. The people involved have stolen ideas from me and then tortured me after they raped and tried to murder me from poisoning and orchestrated accidents. At this time there is a crowd of Hollywood millionaire/billionaire rapist racists including mafia who daily assault me and have not stopped getting "High" off the thrill and the money offered for this ever-increasing enterprise. 
I currently am being threatened by a man who is of utmost pornographic mentality which includes absolute threat of every kind of violence aimed at me by this organization of terrorists who want the German man to get his fantasies of having a woman to rape, beat and perhaps murder with absolutely no legal repercussions. So many blonde, Nazi racist women are involved who have stolen ideas I have written of in the course of the decade of this group teleporting and raping me, some of the ideas stem from Andrea Dworkin's most erudite exposition on the dynamics of power and fantasy and the absolute horror that the porno/media industry showers upon the public--which consumes it like zombies devouring near-dead meat on a daily basis. Cheering the racist rapists on and on, and the Nazi women expounding on the theories of feminism that I personally wrote of as their husbands raped and tortured me and they watched on laughing and giggling while I wrote of feminist theories such as this above. Tortured for writing anything that criticizes these psycho terrorists it has been a very long time since I have written of any feminist critique or theory. I do so today with my brain under attack and my consciousness skewed by the technology hindering various cognitive processes while I fight to type and think. 
I am under dire threat by a German man who is objectifying me in a most horrific way that has only a very dark doom at the end of his violent fantasies. His media performance is of the utmost romantic musician, in stark contrast to the nightly violence that has propelled him into warm embraces by the women who have had me tortured and raped by their husbands and lovers as they came out with concepts for their "feminist" movies which won awards while they are still having me raped and beaten, abused and threatened and my body and home damaged and destroyed with terrorist violence every single day. Their personalities in the media are of sex object vacuity but striving to make social commentary by torturing me to obtain concepts that are eeked out through sheer torture as they laugh and giggle and feel empowered while they ensure that the men oppress me so badly they want me completely destroyed, a sex object absolutely raped and tortured forever.

I have appealed to my country to intervene in this hate crime that the US Government, with women playing feminist roles in politics absolutely laughing and threatening and yelling at me while they are "famous" for their stances on helping "women" obtain empowerment.
I have only these few videos and a bare ability to think and write at this point but I continue to fight for my rights as a human being to a silent crowd which is so inundated with media making jokes about sex combined with political commentary--and women (especially black women) turning their vaginas into titles of their gyrating videos which also have some music attached to them--

thus none of them can ever intervene. Perhaps it is time for a reckoning in America as to how little concern or compassion there actually is in the society and the hate for women so absolutely endorsed, especially if it comes to racist rape situations aimed at people like me---they can't allow me to be free, happy and have a career but at this point it is rape after rape and torture after torture while I have not stopped writing about it to silence and more and more of these "romantic" male performers coming to beat, rape and try to murder me after their rape with their "feminist" women/wives/daughters who applaud and obtain ideas from my ranting and writings about feminism and rape and all the other thoughts I have not been able to write of or profit or put out in any form except for a few paragraphs per writing as I sit in near agony daily from poisoning that these same millionaires are depriving me of obtaining health care to heal or the peace to do so while they continue the rape and threats and murder threats and hate crimes against me.

The situation is very dire and if this technology is allowed to continue to be handed out like candy to every drooling "romantic" lead male out there and their audiences the rape and murder will become out-of-control.

Please try to think about it with your "other head" for a change.




 

Saturday, June 12, 2021

"Health Care Journal publishes RESEARCH calling WHITENESS, 'A PARASITIC CONDITION' without PERMANENT CURE.'" White paracitist supremacy has now been scientifically-established in one science journal. Everything I have expressed about the inferior qualities of the bigot, Nazis and their minority wanna be white supremacist minions has been studied and an actual scientific study has endorsed the view that the claim of white supremacy is an obverse perversity of an assumed entitlement, based on pure violence and not substance. This fully encapsulates the mentality of all the people teleporting me (black, white, Jewish and etc meaning the ones assuming the identities they are taught is their "legacy" and those who "wanna be" part of that power cartel of crime and posturing bluffing "fake it till you make it" paradigm).

My endless plaintive discourse in all my posts and blog entries revolves around the block to actual competition that has been foisted upon me by the "powers-that-be" who wanna be automatically installed into highest positions of power, mostly based on the premise that due to their race or appearance they are the ONLY rightful heirs to nepotistic rule and highest ranking in all fields of endeavor. The mind control technologies that are forced upon me by all involved (which is mostly all reading my posts and all surrounding me and all governments around the planet and all people I have encountered my entire life, or those who sit back and do nothing or very little but still allow the system to increase. At this point in history some Americans are a bit shocked that the malevolent system they did nothing about is now a threat to their cherished "Democracy" which they did nothing to defend when they had the chance; even as they were flown in Armies or other defense government forces they did not do their duty to protect Democracy when the threat was domestic and they were assured that their security was never at risk if they just went along with the "program").

But aside to that aside: 


I have not read the study but one simple paragraph amply describes the very essence of all that I have been writing of this group for over a decade in these posts and blogs and entreaties for anyone to defend me (to almost no avail in most instances). 

To dispel of this lie and to allow people to have the freedom not only to discover their true and real identities outside of the limitations of enforced societal cliches, stereotypes and enforced rules of society--for women to have the chance to compete but not just blonde women or Nazi women but women like me who have been POISONED so I can't compete. Others have been made pregnant (thus the abortion fight is so important to the Nazis in government who want minority women to not have a chance to actually do more than breed and remain domesticated servants with no chance to have a fight in the political and other arenas without having to perform great feats of compromise in  order to achieve any higher ranking). 

The other fight in this drama of equality, for which America is "meant" to stand but has fallen so ungracefully for so long in that respect (or has never fully stood upright in it's history but the struggle continues as some limping begin to stand up for their rights while the brainwashing apparatus of racism continues to plunge people into fantasy dramas that have subliminal mind control programming to quell their instincts and keep the former inequalities seeming to be shifting towards equality but in actuality is re-enforcing the old but by increments changing the superficial appearance of the color schemata.)

All the people teleporting me have this same principle in mind, and I quote from the scientific article:

Written by Donald Moss, an author and activist, the article entitled “On Having Whiteness,” explains that whiteness establishes an “entitled dominion” that enables the “host” of “parasitic whiteness” to have “power without limit, force without restriction, violence without mercy,” adding that it has a drive to “hate, and terrorize.”  

WHITENESS A PARASITIC CONDITION WITHOUT PERMANENT CURE


One can only wonder if the scientist writing this article is of some other race affiliation other than White? 


The rape, induced by drugging, mind control technology, and the isolation that society has allowed to penetrate my every living condition and social interaction with (as everybody obeys this system and no one goes outside it's prescribed protocols and no one stands up for me publicly or not very much and the system remains growing like a virus into every crook and cranny of every system and society around the planet). Otherwise known as the 4th Reich.

I am now confronted with this very hate system once more by someone utilizing technology that so blasts my body with an induced version of "love" (to use a very polite euphemism) whereby I am almost viciously raped with physical violence by someone I don't know or love or even like personally, where I react with utter loving reaction and repeat pornographic phrases that are being implanted into my brain (the violence and being literally pinned down physically while sleeping and teleported, drugged and under torture conditions that have not stopped for a single day for more than a decade and much longer actually) with GOVERNMENT agents and officials fully participating in this. I have to see first-hand every single day the utter hate of this white supremacist group, try to heal the countless cars, blemishes, cuts to the bone, the poison in my body, the stinking filth that has endlessly been sprayed into my living place turning it into squalor and utter toxic filth sprayed and smeared into every bit of everything I must breathe in and live around. Then I am endlessly being physically tortured by people who are STEALING MY IDEAS and blocking and preventing me from having my own career or any chance to compete.

I have been writing for years that these are parasites and now it has been "scientifically" proven to some extent. I find it amusing of course I have not read the article mostly because I already know that there is a pattern that is unchanged from one of these haters to the next. When I am confronted with one I simply continue the dialogue I had with the last one because they are a continuous and seamless entity of blank personalities with inferior mental and emotional qualities who can perform, like idiot savants, a few tricks and circus performances but on a personal level they are not "all that" to use a bit of slang--or should I just write they are not superior but in fact are parasites on others not only in the bedroom or in personal relationships but on the planet itself causing utter distress to every ecosystem and planetary political machine except for their own, safe enclaves in their scrubbed-clean filthy domestile sties. Scrubbed clean but filthy, they feed off every misery and despair situation they can enforce through all the desperate for relief minion they can induct into their ever-growing army of robot zombies who are programmed to kill and destroy (even to destroy their own for the sake of the parasites who feed off them and tell them how to live their lives according to the principles that they oppress and destroy any competition such as me or anybody else and no one challenges their false claims of superiority simply because they have programmed through violence everyone to submit and never question. Oh how the mind control technology is going to be used to force people into "loving" worthless parasites who never deserved the status in the first place let alone the utter love that these drugs and technologies "extract" out of human beings for the loveless and inferior (or not the superior by automatic decree).


Friday, June 11, 2021

The dominance of the Zero Sum Game. "'Zero sum' is the language of power. How does one overturn the ideology of power? How does one transcend that with a non-zero sum?...Some people live their entire personal lives with personal relationships centered around the zero sum philosophy." (see video below on the zero-sum game worldview).

  "Mo' Money" for the Indo-Pacific Initiative" and more money perhaps for the global surveillance and terrorist system that is still covertly funded for such operations as I have been writing of in desperation for someone to stop this for over a decade. The personal philosophy of the terrorists attacking me is very much a zero-sum game, which is also akin to their own personal relationships and how they treat others outside of their terrorist activities.

"This is no exercise — US wants to encircle China with actual troops."  RT America. June 11,  2021.




The Pacific Deterrence Initiative: A $5 BILLION increase in US military budget in addition to the billions annually spent on developing and maintaining a war presence around the world. The increase, what purpose? "As the Indo-Pacific region faces transnational challenges...For a free and open regional ORDER." --Lloyd Austin, US Secretary of Defense.
"Playing the China card has given the US an excuse to build up it's military...Some people in the US stick to the Cold War and Zero Sum mentality."--China Foreign Affairs Spokesperson.

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The $5 Billion American question for 2021: "How does one transcend a 'zero sum' mentality of 'I win, you lose'?"


The American Way, the Global Order Way, the master-slave relationship the American transnational 4th Reich Way of corporation military domination trickling down into each, and every personal relationship. The community global order domestic and State-sponsored "gang stalking" way of intimidation, terror and murder for hegemony Way out of the USA today. How many millions or billions are spent in the Pentagon budget for these covert operations? How much of that $5 Billion proposal for the Indo-Pacific region will be used for such terror purposes with surveillance, increase in constraint of individual and collective freedom and all that this kind of terrorism entails? In addition to countering the expert technologies for such purposes that China already has in operation globally in a network of information-gathering and other such war-mongering activities that are hidden behind various guises. The US must keep up and get on a higher plateau than China--or really, the US must form a better alliance with China in this regard, perhaps that also is a strategy that $5 Billion more for the already bloated budget is necessary to achieve hegemony in that region and globally. Meanwhile, the current administration proposing this increase in spending that sucks money from programs that Americans need--the current administration is ignoring my 10 years of writing posts and being teleported to politicians who allow this torture to continue at an almost accelerated pace, year-by-year without a glitch in their "matrix".


Tuesday, June 8, 2021

The expropriating Europigapes and the American wanna be Europigape imitator minions and their infiltration of American culture/politics and the land. The 2nd genocide approaches the United States and now the "native savages" are the Red/white and blue white trash MAGA maggots and the counterpart "woke" fake liberals and their minority minions

 For over a decade Europigapes fully supported by these now clear-in-focus groups of American insurrectionists, anti-Democratic haters and "Patriots" with their increasing strains of minorities voting them in power and being put into higher positions--and the much more Left-handed path of the fake "liberals" with their same interior structure but so adorned with the outer platitudes of "wokeness" have attacked me.

The Europeans (sorry to use the correct term for such subhuman scum and inferior crap) but, the two who took turns tortured me to obtain ideas so their stale, stalwart and mediocre art and entertainment output could have some kind of salespitch for the American audience and also to emulate the American style that has swept the planet. Not just emulation but appropriation of the culture is their true and ultimate goal. I see this in the German fascist Nazi who is being so embraced by the half-English whore skank he adores, his fellow bigot Nazi who hasn't stopped stealing my concepts for at least a decade so her mediocre, nasty meaningless posturing greasy whore persona with all her plastic surgery and facial modification can "sell" fascism and nazism with the "woke" label affixed to the endless promotions by the English-monarchist overtake of US Entertaiment entrainment as they seep in to destroy and take over. This German man is now using "crossover" to do the very same thing by exploiting me because I downloaded a movie he starred in (I was TRYING to get a version of a movie about Paganini with a DEAD actor--Klaus Kinsi--another sleazy German prick who made it big in the movies but otherwise, I could not get a decent version so I downloaded this movie ONLY because I was and am so ill to read, so I watched this movie to see a depiction of Paganini and not this prick violist and now for three weeks he's raped me non-stop and inserted a malicious fungus into my vagina my feet were cut into last night through layers of protection I have struggled to use to defend myself as he's telling me I must go to Germany and have a baby with him while this group of wanna be fascist Nazi Americans who have fully adapted all and every Europigape thought and action, all have castles and mansions in Europigapland as their rewards for assisting in Europigape infiltration and usurpation.

And I write this today as I have been doing for years--the feeling of old age injected into me by these rotten old men (this German man is 15 years younger than me but he's so fully integrated into rotten old man culture, as well as the cock rock rapist whores he plays his violin with out of Whorewood--the heavy metal cock rock womanizers and racists and rapist Nazi fascist with all their "freedom" cock rock bs).

And so, as I have not stopped writing about this organization, now it's in scathing hate tones as I have been injected by a hater who has sucked out my passion and love while injecting hate and his greed--that nasty Germanic money-obsessed power-mongering abuse but I can't express how he puffs up when he lets me know that I have no defense--and because MY COUNTRY HAS ALLOWED THIS TO HAPPEN-my country has been fostering Nazi culture all my life and during the Holocaust no doubt completely allowed so many war crimes to be committed against everyone in Europe who resisted that scourge of filth that was also allowed to sweep over Europe by the "powers that be" who now have fully turned into converted "Democratic" fascist Nazi cartel agencies with mafia backup.

A point I "forgot" to write in my last post because I am under so much attack, my emotions are at high peak due to being sucked out of my protective shell by this predator sexual rapist abuser fascist creep who always has his loving mommy to return to in State-funded security out of Nazi Germany that has made so many appearances of being "democratic" for posturing political purposes. He's tried to "push the envelope" in his pornographic fantasy world of hate (that is actually another robot-zombie program that I have seen countlessly in other German mama's boys who abuse "minority" women to get their pornographic high, are loving and kind to the Nazi women they marry but have this pressing need to press down on women to vent their misery in their power-domination society out in these brothels that are frequently scattered in downtown areas of German cities so the men can take their corporate power lunch breaks after power struggles with other fascist parasites as they vent their hate on the brown-skinned women in the whorehouses who have no protection because the pimps are very eager to get all that money. I have also seen this personally in Germany very often (not from MY personal experience but from observation--from going out at night and from hearing women talk--this also trickles down to white-skinned women such as Russians who are part of prostitution trafficking who claim that German men are notorious pricks and abusers). 

I have gone to German homes and seen them in action in their domestic sphere (nothing I ever want to re-experience or be around again) and I can assure that this system is very embedded into their psyche. 


Knowing thus about this man and his programming (but the stupid wanna be fascist Nazi Americans who know very little about all of this because when they go to Germany they are treated to the most smiling psychopath loving kindness by the German Nazis intent on further world domination--but now using smiles and business wiles) but...I try to fight this. I write this today to let people have some awareness that they should BEWARE OF THESE PEOPLE INSTEAD OF EMBRACING THEM OR THE CULTURE OF NAZISM THAT HAS PERVADED HOLLYWOOD and all the rest of American society.

Social Security SSI Disability illegally cut off by the stench filth of arnold gavin and rump muck and the nazi coalition of whorewood who have made hundreds of MILLIONS OF DOLLARS IF NOT BILLIONS FROM HAVING STOLEN MY IDEAS--not paying anything and then destroying what I do have, then taking away sub-poverty social security because I am the only person in the united states fighting racism rather than playing a game of pretending and dancing around with posturing speeches and stupid songs and movie fodder k-rap, the rest look on doing nothing that is why rump came to power and then again without any resistance. //Otherwise, 6 years of grad school and all attempts to earn money literally blocked while paralyzing me with poison and abuse and drugging every day--trying to obtai money from a GoFundMe account & is it BLOCKED no resopnses it is hacked from general view; this has happened when I tried to earn money online my url is blocked from the internet upon a url activity search I have decoded their total block of any activity (including my blogs and facebook posts only met by enemies looking to murder rape torture whatever they can get away with to get their failing careers back into the nazi orbit. Shitnigger arnold and dirty nazi gavin one facing extinction for years until he got his chance to prove he's really a nazi kgb agent torturing me without end and bringing as many gold digger scum like nancy pig-lousy and then gavin scum old boy onto his nazi payroll thusly he is holding an "environment" conference which is a front for nazi endorsement of yet another obama nazi replica to put more white nazi wall street investors into the money destroying the investments of the lower ranks and with the aid of nazi republicans killing people using social security as an excuse---my ideas furnishing stupid ugly ape arnold with so much clout to enter back into whorewood his violence is endless death threats for not allowing him or his nazi jewish and black partners to abuse me without me responding in self-defense while they are drugging me with truth serum and abusing me into my brain non-stop all day and night until I do react--they spend hours abusing me until I do react just to justify more violence and it is a never-ending domestic violence cycle--ask shitnigger arno0ld's former wife if that rancid fuck she divorced is abusive as hell when the sexual "fun" and games are boring and he has to actually be anything but a rancid "me only" scumbag as he is programmed to be: thusly...under your gaze and silence and protection of that group of shit filth: Stinking sprays on my clothing ordered by the stench of arnold the sick fuck-ni88er termini88er nazi filth---who is using (perhaps...in part) my concepts of saving environment to push his nazi inclusion in american politics as his "platform"---his stench is conveyed onto my property just as his ILLEGAL VIOLENCE against me (i.e.lifting me up in "teleportation" while I am literally on the toilet grasping my abdomen due to the black horrific poisons I have spent 30 years fighting to eliminate from my body which this dirty ugly thug scum parasite calling himself "superior" has ordered put in because me being able to compete might mean his blank ugly dirty nazi mentality is lacking and void of originality as is he--thusly stealing my ideas and then having me slowly killed serves his nazi concepts perfectly--unfortunately supplied and protected by the demo-rat party of california old boy gavin scum and the nazi obamas the deception of which is still protected because they so fully support white nazi nationalism but are "actors" proclaiming how hip and not racist they are (not): thusly, with them all, they informed Social Security to literally change my status from "suspended" to NO BENEFITS they also illegally issued "benefits ended" (sorry can't remember the exact official term but not 'suspended" meaning can be reinstated but completely gone). They are yelling at me, the white nazi bigots who are answering my many phone calls about how and why and why have I not received any mail information on why benefits were cut off only being yelled at lied to and abused by phone--their only method of communication under orders of the obamas the trumps the dirty shitni88er arnold still controlling CA politics the pipeline of Nazi gold holocaust derived is ruling America and the Engllish crown equivalent as well; however, the lying yelling abusive people answering the SSA main line number demand with "suggestions" that I go in person to a field office to get the answers rather than THE LEGAL REQUIREMENT OF THEM REQUIRED IT IS LAW TO SEND ME INFORMATION informing me of t he situation what must be done. The former rules of demanding people go in person were changed under the Biden administration (partially due to Covid) thusly mail is preferred and they have cut down on social security so mail is the real preferred method of communciation which THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO COMPLY WITH. Simply lying and lying to me by phone refusing to send me any letters about my situation and ILLEGALLY demanding I go in person but yelling--literally yelling with hate and fascist abuse--that they "suggest strongly" that I go in person--asking me a spate of interragatory questions about the status of my case which were questions I would have to look up to get the precise dates and informtaion but on a main line call when I was trying to change my address because they wrote it incorrectly--assuming I would phone back--then yelling that because I answered one question one month wrong (after 15 months of my benefits being cut off) the white woman yelled "I can't verify your identity you must go in person to a field office I SUGGEST" I told her that firstly changing my address by phone does not require me to go in person to a field office, and that it was protocol for SSI recipients to phone in address change in fact it's their policy and recommendation--she screamed literally yelling "I will tell you what protocol is" as i hung up at that point. I told her that they need to send me mail so I can get information she told me that I have to spend all my money before they would consider and that I would have to goin person--absolutely ILLEGAL and not policy by LAW. In person as they have done by phone they will lie, once the lie is solidified as if it were an official meeting they can just write the terms and conditions and then have me arrested for one slip-up I made which I cannot help I had to SAVE MY L IFE FROM BEING POISONED and I had to leave thusly that is all they have and they are lying and illegally demanding improper protocol denying me information ILLEGAL all done by old boy gavin scum governor of ca and the shit whore ape former CA gov arnold shitnigger trash who is such a foul and stinking lack of american values you all worship due to the energy of just stealin raping killing and robbing and then abusing anyone who can't fight back into "submission" that's all it takes---it's spread like a virus california hails that prick scum and his acolyte dirty nazi gavin old boy scum the lying fake smiles of the pig ape creeps and their illegal money schemes is what people really gravitate towards. I remain with my status literally blocked, the benefits cut off since February 2025 the man doing it in miami literally demanded I go in person to their office pay with cashier's check all my bank account balance (covid money stimulus payments and student loans) which are exempt. Telling them that these are exempt under law they yell abuse and just cut my money and refuse to send letters THEY ARE REQUIRED BY LAW TO SEND for a repayment schedule. They sent me a payment schedule without identifying anything other than a financial amount---not completely legal as they are supposed to let me know if benefits will be reinstated. I paid two months then never hearing anything I filled out economic hardship forms requesting from the California field office which dirty old scum gavin instructed, which they did quite happily it was a white nazi creep woman and then the usual california and american plantation system of minorities following orders, the more down they were on the ladder (in this case, Asians) the more sneering with lying contempt they had in their voices to get approval for the nazi slicing of employees out of social security this was their means of proving they will lie and kill people upon order by cutting off their survival money if they are not approved of by shit like old boy scum gavin who yelled "I don't want people like you in my State" so it's HIS State not a United States entity but HIS state--his control with arnold telling that rancid scum gavin what to say and do to become "president" all will be rigged. Since ugly dirty arnold grabbed with his filthy snorting sucking body and system onto this contract that ugly stupid rancid fuck has had people threaten my life repeatedly he has done it repeatedly has abused insulted punched raped and brought in at least 300 or more people to abuse me in just the last 2 months--that ugly rat roach parasite leech has since opened an "environmental" bullshit conference in his native Austria to sell off black nazi kamala harris as the puppet of the obama nazi uncle tom aunt jemima tap dancing team lovingly smiling with adoration into the faces of every rapist nazi-spewing shit white trash filth bucket out of germany and austria possible with ice cube and snoop dogg just violently abusing me on cue as well for years and YEARS AND YEARS. thusly, because I have actually fought against racism I am now cut off disability ILLEGALLY it is not illegal or against SSI rules to save covid money or student loans but they can just lie and yella t me and do whatever they want under this filth shit team. I moved they refuse to send a letter stating I have moved as such---they have literally taken off any benefits as me being a recipient on the SSA website after refusing to even respond to my economic hardship letter request zero letters with zero information BECAUSE THEY ARE OPERATING ILLEGALLY AGAINST THE LAW against me under orders of rancid stink stench arnold ugly filth trashnigger fuck and the obamas you all worship for their acting skills but still putting white wealthy above all but handing the poor a few little crumbs which are taken away instantly when their good friends the white nazis take power--promising if you just re-elect their pupet skank prostituted shit kamala with oprah and gyrating skank nasty dirty nazi black trash cardi b and j-lo and the rest of that shit nazi crap black circus and the "liberals" all will be hunky dorey and arnold will get more millions and control more politicians through the nazi gold pipeline all law will be only tendered for all who comply with being humiliated raped people l ike cardi b have been honored for selling black nazi plantation sex slavery honored endlessly as "freedom".