Did Democracy begin to die in H-wood or on Capital Hill? This is my new series. I would write this on a new webpage which is not hacked, but due to suppression due to the absence of Democratic freedom, I am blocked from real WWW accessibility and all my posts circle to the fascist, anti-Democracy entertainment and political entities which are having a blast enjoying torturing, stealing, raping and robbing using these nefarious covert technologies which I have written of for so long. One of my posts today is going to include how these weapons are now being used against high-ranking members of Congress in what has been dubbed, "The Havana Syndrome" but that will be another post.

 I begin this series with only two words regarding the initial cascading effect of the decline in Democracy and it's values: Ronald Reagan. H-wood transplant who was brought into power on Capital Hill by the fascist and anti-Democracy contingent which sponsors and promotes such malleable and purchasable mind controlled "puppets" who perform the acts of sabotage all with a glossy, H-wood created series of smiles and facsimiles of political memes and rhetorical pleasantries akin to verbal diarrhea in their ultimate effect. It's a stinking situation that apparently I only am able to recognize which is an attempt to write that is absolutely smothered by censorship because freedom exists rarely in media presentations. An only acceptable dialogue of narrow-confines is allowed and only those who follow those prescribed lanes of information/ideological output are "allowed" the "freedom" to write according to those narrow definitions imposed.

I did use to work for a State newspaper in the copy room--albeit for a very short time as the terrorist apparatus was in full force to discredit me, all with anti-Semitic campaigns and slogans and right-wing hate and of course there was the mind control and physical attack that accompanied it all. I left and found mainstream media of a most distasteful variety of mental diarrhea. Everything trickled down to the editorial desk from either the Associated Press or Reuters, and no variation from these monopolistic entities was allowed. The news was a constant regurgitated enterprise of an attempt for English majors to rewrite basic bylines of very simple information. I am referring to editors of a major and famous State newspaper, and that was my experience of working in the media besides being teleported to the iconic representatives of entertainment entrainment in H-wood. Plus, also not excluding my experience of having family members work in H-wood and also those who grew up in that environment who are related to me whose stories echo, but only mildly, what I now am experiencing (they of course knew that every word they spoke was being monitored and they too operated under this system for the benefit of being promoted into higher Nazi-fied gentirficated status by attacking me. Thus the one who grew up in that mine-field of explosive racism and bigotry informed me every so mildly and gently that H-wood is probably a place I should avoid. Now I can't get away from it although I have only been to Los Angeles for two days in a transfer from Florida to Thailand when I flew and had to make a lay-over. I also spent a few days there when I was ten years old, and took a bus tour which bored me so badly of the H-wood Hills and I was not impressed back then just by the cement structures and the lack of natural environment--as even those areas outside of the mind control visual conglomerate centers were as abstract and distant from nature as the enterprises with their manicured lawns, distanced from natural forces and comprised of artificiality to the extreme (but oh how I see how much more distorted and degraded this system of deception is now).

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Ronald Reagan brought about the Trickle-Down economy which brought about an extreme wealth gap, destruction of the middle classes into a kind of medieval peasant/ultra rich fascism that now pervades the country. It certainly pervades H-wood and it's main iconic media reps (the "actors"). The ensuing years of administration toeing the line of allowing such wealth discrepancies to flourish until now the entire country is on the brink of collapse economically and in so many other areas (the Debt has to do with the greed culture that the 80's and the Reagan Era of explosive debt economy has brought to the fore, right now the United States is about to default on it's trillions of dollars in debt that Reagan helped to bring about, while, like these fascist Nazi actors, is nearly worshipped for helping to bring about this fascist, Nazi controlled state of the United States. Once the US defaults on it's loans, it is not covertly controlled by foreign entities but is openly controlled, similar to how Greece was ransacked by Germany in it's "Austerity" robbery of the Greek treasury, driving another colonized and traumatized country into severe poverty with the Golden Dawn rising up to meet the fascist powers in servitude to the powers that control the economy. The Greek Golden Dawn is a fascist pro-Nazi organization coming out of formerly brutalized-by-Nazi-Germay's Third Reich genocidal forces back in WWII. The victim becomes the perpetrator, of a lower status of course, and "learns" to emulate and "worship" the abuser. 

THAT IS THE GOAL OF MIND CONTROL AND THESE TECHNOLOGIES WHICH HAVE BEEN FORCED UPON ME. 

Poverty and systematic racism, the subjects of the hate are forced to live in squalor, filth and decay (I believe brought upon the community by the other forces within that community which get leverage and promotions by helping the abuser to degrade his/her own community so they can "get out"---a phrase that did not originate from that movie by the way but the theme has been a constant to GET OUT of the racist constructs of destruction and decay and death that are CREATED and sustained by the oppressor towards the oppressed.)

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On to the current situation. 

PRETTY HIDEOUSLY VACANT. TOTALLY PARTIAL RECALL of the petty vacant pistols of Sex and their ode to pretty vacant themes that become the tidbits of their insatiable lust for celebrity and fame. An ode to the hoary old punk daze when it was fresh and the anger was so ripe you could pluck it from the energy of the sound. Now sagging and tired, it is resurrected for a moment but not an homage to the rotten but to the Pistols as an iconographic vacancy that was tenable but now so tenuous in modern form. Punk is not dead but it's undergone a transformation into commercial consumer concubine status. Rotten and over-ripe, searching for vacant pretty things to clutch onto for celebrity and non-celibate excess. I think of the emptiness of celebrity and politico alike in my years of experience and this song was part of an algorithm cycle that sprung from the vacant portals of the YouTube vacuum to appear on my channel. The first sentence I had written earlier in this type of vein was highlighted in blue and then deleted by hackers. I tried to retrieve what I had written by memory and instead this above just came out. I have so longed to write in a creative style and thus, as confusing as this is, it feels so much more punk than I have felt in such a long time. I used to write poetry when I also wore punk fashion (unfashionable but subculture fashion). So tired of fascist fashion and pretty vacant fascists of fantastical beasts and other vacancies of imagination and culture (political, celebrity, media and morality all mashed into a mash-up of vacant cultural hideousness so ugly it's just completely petty).

 

Sex Pistols - Pretty Vacant

* I need to add at this point that the long paragraph above was a rewrite because the original was highlighted and deleted by the terrorist hackers. My brain is in a muddle due to the technology blasting into my brain (aka mind control) and the keyboard feels like a rusted metal board I must pound down on to get anything to write--my brain under attack, the keyboard under attack, hackers are deleting as I am writing what was what I thought a great kind of poetic sentence. The point really is that I am in a reminiscence mood of and for punk culture that had been but now seems to be a regurgitation. I find only fascists everywhere I go participating in this odious organization. The people I must deal with are pretty hideously vacant and that is bound-up with the politicians who combine the media vacancies of meaning with the celebrities rife with over-ripe verbal and seemingly meaningful petty, noxious bs. Seeming pretty but petty and vacant the vacancies are taken there is no space for meaning even in punk culture. Or is there? I am tired of being constantly surrounded by fascists of all denominations of cultural membership including the faux punk. But, I feel in a punk mood after a long day of listening to music that lulls the senses, is harmonic, and at the end, although it was a joy to listen to all this other more pleasant music I feel punk. But where is punk now? Maybe it was pretty vacant to begin with? Maybe I'm just unfortunately always surrounded by fascists who are pretty vacant but violent who pose as punks and alternatives and compassionate and loyal and loving and humanitarian but are hideously pretty petty and petulant and putrid. So tired of sitting in semi-paralysis day after day. Feel punk wanna dance and be around people who are alive and fun and vital and not sucking out my life and attacking me for aspirations of being promoted into the pretty hideously vacant celebrity/political life of death.

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I've chosen all this other kind of music today while cleaning the stinking filth the terrorist filth has polluted of my clothing/linens/room and unabashed at night, I am just tired of pretending it's all al wonderful day of rain to listen to some good old down Blues

I JUST FEEL PUNK THINKING ABOUT POLITICS because politics has created the filth that I must clean up that isn't mine

Thinking of the good ole show, the product gleaming and shiny but very old coming out next quarter for more dividends of the country divided will it ever be united in it's bipartisan balance with the fascists not in power on both sides of the proverbial "aisle"?

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Years of dealing with this vacancy in American media/political life through dream teleportation nightmares of realization that the reality is a vacant promise with no bottom only tops screwing everything and everyone over as much as they can screw what they consider to be the bottoms for them to dig into every orifice possible to extract as much life force as possible--(it all seems just so S&M but violent vacancy within the volcano underneath the volcano of their minds the real reality is that they want to penetrate all the bottoms' behinds--( ha ha what great punk lyrics what a great set of lyrics for a punk song in dissonance.

Don't want punk to be dead. Resurrection piYour pretty heroes (so you think) are vacant and the vacancies are open for your penetrating media exposure to penetrate into vacancies of pretty vacant.

I feel so punk right now. Want to watch a movie made by real punk directors for a real punk audience, not a fake trying to appeal to the punk (former) viewer audience. Now everyone is just pop-a-go-go like a yo-yo bursting and popping like vacancies of empty meaninglessness.

Here's to the Sex Pistols as an ideological movement ( not as individuals grasping for power and teleporting me--rotten please do not confuse this for adulation! Admiration for past glory now it 's a bit hoary).

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The TWIST, Deary Johnny Rotten, is that at the end of the day, and at the end of this nasty review, is that I revere John Lydon for his contribution to music, to his movement, to his originality, to his punk revolution if you want to call it that (as it truly was) but of course there were other punks before him and after--just feeling closed in, want to go to a real punk concert not a regurgitation of the old days but in millennium dumb form. LOVE YA SEX PISTOLS! MY post I hope is in a punk vein of raging controversial questioning--how would you want it just to be pretty vacant saying "yes it is so great"---? Which it really is, but without the angry piss-party writing I can't express it any other way. So, as we Ameicans would say in a pretty vacant way, "have a nice day".

God Save America---but NOT the House of Representatives' Drag Queen, sitting on a crumbling regime because she thinks she really is the actual Queen--"she ain't no human being, a fascist regime" (Sex Pistols, God Save the Queen). Please God get rid of Pe-lousy! NEVERMIND THE BOLLOCKS--IT'S THE HOUSE OF REPRESENTATIVES DRAG QUEEN--THE GREASY "ITALIAN-AMERICAN" FASCIST REGIME of Pe-LOUSY.

 

SEX PISTOLS - GOD SAVE THE QUEEN

"WATCH: Pelosi fires back at reporter who asks if she ‘hates’ Trump". PBS. December 5, 2019.

Goddess Save America. God Save the World. Goddess save me from the fascist regime. God damn your greasy Nazi organization, the fascist regime which these leaders completely represent. A carry-over from Europ-a fascism and Imperialism and the "Italian-Americanism" of mafia Nazi affiliations that have been so wrongly put into power for far too long.

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What a greasy, lisping liar! Pelosi teleporting me during the 2nd Stimulus Bill passing along with terrorist A-negger the fascist Nazi. Pelosi glaring with absolute hate at me--even though I had not had a single word with her, she was told by the Europ-a to hate and without hesitation she glared in hate in a way that was deadly. She then began insulting me and I said angry words back (in teleportation, asleep, under hypnosis and drugging) I said that there could be evidence of this terrorism against me if only she or someone would conduct digital forensics--she glared in more violent hate into my face and I called her ugly and that she was a traitor to the United States. She then, along with the white, Nazi foreigner who used to be Governor of California, said with hate alongside him, that she would chop my foot off. This greasebag, listening to her now because I was searching for some clip to add to the below Sex Pistols video about non-human leaders, but finding this clip surges a disgust at this putridity of a so-called leader. You can count Pe-lousy as a puppet of foreign fascist regimes and the video about the Queen of England can easily be transferred to this rotten defunct destroyer of America (just one of so many). I can never hear her talk I have to shut down any video--and I had this disgust initial reaction the very first time I saw a photo of her, listened to say that she was an "American-Italian" which to me means, fascist puppet of fascist Italy--and wow, oh boy, what a tyrannical sick fake she is. This is one of those rare things in which I also agree tentatively with Trump but as usual for completely opposite reasons. What a greasebag Pe-lousy is. The latest fiasco of the infrastructure deal is not necessarily her fault, but when people blame Sinema of AZ I only wince in the knowledge that one of the worst fakes and betrayers of America is this rotten skank who is a huge failure on the part of the United States to elect and put into power actual representatives of US interests and not foreign, fascist infiltrators who makes black money deals with agents of Nazi, Europ-a-land as Pe-lousy did when she initially--without reason or warrant other than her Europ-a-based fascism, anti-Semitism or whatever her nasty unfounded reason was or is---ironically she is not racist towards Schumer who practices all the religious ceremonies of that religion which I have never subscribed to nor been a part of the diaspora. Being "independent' makes me a target for haters trying to force me into their boxes and cliches due to their HATE. That is what Pe-lousy really is all about (listen to the video when she slurs, "I hate nobody. Never. No one." She's such a disgusting sleazy, dirty and lying greasebag (mafia scumbag put into position of high power due to her corruption and malfeasance and graft and promises of helping the "American People". Will the Democratic Party ever put someone who actually holds some kind of feasible authenticity ever into these types of positions of power who will not allow death squad "gang stalking" and corruption as so many have and are doing? Can't wait for Pe-lousy to be out of office (next year, hopefully sooner).

Abortion rights for control and consent over one's body is the same fight for the right to not be microchipped and raped and tortured via the multi-systematic tyranny of targeting terror/death squad groups, drugging and poisoning via the systematic terror operations and rape and mutilation plus eventual murder of the target (according to most statistics, the majority of stalking targets are women). For all you "feminists" out there who also partake in this male-dominated, rape and torture MK ULTRA mind control situation who claim you all advocate for women's choice in abortion. Freedom to choose medical treatment for one's body, for the right to respect how one's body survives the task of living our lives, is the very same thing as autonomy over our bodies where microchip implants, external control over the brain/body continuum and thought control is like endless rape and impregnation of deadly forces bearing evil rotten fruit from violent mental rapists whose aim is your destruction and control. I suspect many who firmly advocate for abortion are the same forces (who burn crosses) and want you to bear their oppression with ultimate control over every aspect of your body and life for THEIR BENEFIT, usurpation of all they can steal and suck out of you, and then your ultimate disposal when they are finished using and controlling you. Feminists out there reading this take note of what you are and continue to allow to foment in the culture. Tyranny over the body, rape and mental rape and murder.

 

"Watch Live: Women’s March holds rally to protest Texas abortion law | CBSN." CBS News. October 2, 2021.

THE RIGHT TO CHOOSE HOW ONE CONDUCTS ONE'S BODY AND LIFE CHOICES ARE EXACTLY THE SAME AS FIGHTING AGAINST NON-CONSENSUAL MICROCHIP IMPLANTS, MIND CONTROL SO RAPISTS CAN GET THEIR THRILLS BY IMPREGNATING UNSUSPECTING TARGETS WHO ARE DRUGGED VIA "FRIENDLY" DRINKS HANDED ALONG WITH TECHNOLOGICAL TYRANNY AFFECTING BRAIN, THE SUBCONSCIOUS AND BEHAVIOR" MODIFICATION". THE RAPISTS BY-AND-LARGE DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE TARGET AND WANT TO IMPREGNANT TO IMFICT AS DEEP A WOUND AS POSSIBLE. BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN POISONED ALL MY LIFE, A PREGNANCY WOULD HAVE KILLED ME BY THE POISONS RIPPING MY ABDOMEN AND SPINE APART. I HAD TO HAVE ABORTIONS IN ORDER TO SAVE MY LIFE. BECAUSE THIS ORGANIZATION HAS FORCED ME INTO EXTREME POVERTY I HAD TO GO INTO DEBT IN ORDER TO PAY FOR THE ABORTION CLINIC THAT WAS MILES AWAY SO I HAD TO DRIVE HOURS, PAY FOR A CAR RENTAL ON TOP OF THE $500+ COST FOR THE ABORTION PILL OFFERED IN ONLY ONE LOCATION IN DEVELOPED WORLD USA, IN THE STATE OF FLORIDA. I AM NOT THE ONLY WOMAN WHO HAS BEEN FORCED INTO THIS SAME PREDICAMENT AND OTHERS WILL BE KILLED BY THIS POISONING AND MIND CONTROL RAPE AND TORTURE SYSTEM OF HATE THAT IS BEING INFLICTED BY WHITE SUPREMACISTS WHO ARE YOUR NEIGHBORS, YOUR LEADERS AND YOUR MEDIA ICONS WHO FURVENTLY SUPPORT ALL OF THE ACTIONS OF THIS GROUP BECAUSE THEY GET A PROMOTION OUT OF IT--EVEN IF THEY OPPOSE ABORTION THEIR INSATIABLE GREED AND SELFISHNESS PRECLUDES THEM FROM DOING EVEN AN IOTA OF RESEARCH INTO HOW THIS ORGANIZATION TRULY OPERATES. THEY HAVE NO CLUE HOW THE TECHNOLOGY OPERATES,THEY KNOW NOTHING ABOUT HUMAN BIOLOGY IN TERMS OF HOW THIS MIND CONTROL TECHNOLOGY AFFECT THE BRAIN/BODY CONTINUUM. THEY ONLY KNOW THEY WANT TO GRAB, RAPE, STEAL AND ROB AND OFTEN THEY WANT TO MURDER. FORCING RAPE AND THEN IMPREGNATION UPON PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN POISONED BY THIS HARDENING CHEMICAL MASS OF BLACK, STINKING GOO THAT HARDENS INTO BONES AND VISCERAE IS A MURDER PROTOCOL THAT ALL THE PEOPLE I HAVE BEEN WRITING OF FOR YEARS ARE ALL ADVOCATING, WHETHER THEY ARE CONSCIOUS OF IT OR NOT. THEY REMAIN UNCONSCIOUS OF THIS FACT BECAUSE THEY CLOSE THEIR MINDS TO THE REALITIES OF WHAT THEY ARE TRULY BRINGING INTO THE PLANET, AND TRUST ME, THEY DON'T CARE. AS LONG AS THEY CAN AFFORD TO TREATMENTS AND ABORTIONS IN OTHER COUNTRIES FOR THEMSELVES OR THEIR DAUGHTERS OR FEMALE COMPANIONS, FRIENDS, RELATIVES, THEY REALLY COULD NOT CARE IF THEY HELP TO MURDER MILLIONS OF AMERICAN AND OTHER WOMEN THROUGH THIS INSIDIOUS AND VIOLENT MIND CONTROL OPERATION OF TARGETING, GANG STALKING AND POISONING/DRUGGING/PARALYSIS AND MIND CONTROL TECHNOLOGY.

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Not as an aside, but equally important to the discussion I posted above (my commentary on the abortion rally and this issue) is that the "date" rape and subsequent abortion I mentioned in the above paragraph was orchestrated by the management of the apartment complex I had been living in. It occurred shortly after the orchestrated car accident I mentioned a few days ago on my KMart/Walmart/terrorist-controlled car "accident" which nearly killed me) where on the first day of grad school in Pensacola my car was hit on multiple sides in a murder attempt "accident".

This was all conducted by the very racist, sexist and violent Nazi gang stalking organization to stop me from obtaining a graduate-level education. After I had to drop out of grad school I remained in pain, and was then attacked by someone in the apartment complex where I lived who had been hired by the management. He harassed me continuously and made personal contact with the management who stood by as he harassed me in full view. This included the entire staff and various people who congregated at the apartment complex. I had only been in Pensacola maybe two weeks by the time this all occurred--both the accident, dropping out of grad school and then the date drugging/mind control/orchestrated impregnation murder attempt.

Let me please explain that my body was like a bloated balloon filled with poisons which were stuck internally due to hard poisons literally latching them into various levels of my body and always affecting my brain and nervous system--in addition to the microchip electrical affectation of the "mind control" total-encompassing effect of "behavior modification". In pain, always drugged up both internally and by terrorists entering into my home and drugging and poisoning my food every single day--I succumbed to suggestion while under even more acute drugging conditions by a person who had absolute nasty (but selfish) motives who I did not like or was attracted to but this mind control/poison/drug effect makes you feel sensations that you could as easily affix to any inanimate object. I only accepted an invitation to go out because my car had been wrecked, I was in pain, didn't know anyone, wanted to go and have fun and I got drugged, raped and then left to pay for an abortion. I was then attacked in the University of Florida, Pensacola health care clinic by terrorist women (blonde types) who began harassing me with moral concerns that it was a "sin" for me to obtain an abortion and they tried their best to harass me into having some baby which of course they knew stemmed from a drug/rape/mind control situation. I had to argue with them to stop harassing me as it was a University Health Clinic from the State of Florida and that abortion was legal and my choice. I had paid all fees for the first semester by that time. There was an abortion clinic but I distrusted (and still do) anyone cutting into my body from years of being medically mistreated at other clinics and I opted for the much more expensive abortion pill. My only access for this service in that area was to drive across Florida to Jacksonville, rent a hotel room and pay all from my own pocket as the man who got me pregnant left the city. The management was a complete terrorist attack situation, as every single place I have lived at for decades has been.

This kind of attack formation can and will be used to silence, block higher education, or simply murder women who these Nazi bigot men despise and want to eliminate (murder). This is one of the hidden and covert means and ways of obtaining that goal--through microchip implants, hardening chemical covert poisoning, mind control technology/drugging/date rape/impregnation and then denial of abortion services or making it unaffordable or impossible for the impoverished target to obtain. Targets such as people in my situation become are universally discriminated against for jobs, health care, and even correct information and are usually suffering from acute medical conditions brought about by the covert assassination forces that these death squad terrorist squads use to silently and covertly, always without evidence, always with full support of family members of the target, police, leaders of the community and on and on it's now an ever-increasing system of assassination and violence and murder death squads.

Blocking abortion ties directly into the gang stalking milieu, it ties directly to misogyny in the extreme, it ties to the block of abortion and blocking access to health care, blocking services for people who may be targeted as many women are being targeted, poisoned, date raped and often they have no idea it is happening to them, including that they have been covertly and non-consensually microchipped with "behavior modification" purposes (which is entitlement to rape and abuse women, on the part of men who belong to the rape culture good ole-boys clubs along with their very hateful women who fully endorse and cheer this all on.)

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Also not as an aside but a tangent component of the entire discrediting and murder system I mention regarding grievous bodily harm this systematic torture "gang stalking" operation inflicts: I had, by the time I got to Pensacola, not my first choice in Florida by any means for grad school but my financial situation and other factors precluded private universities, and also I had attempted to attend University of Florida in Gainesville where I literally was lied to about programs, attacked when I complained about having been lied to, and then blocked from applying after having complained. I then was accepted into FIU in Miami and that was a series of car accidents, my car being towed during the first week of school, I was harassed and had to move twice in one week due to harassment from places I resided with appliances being broken, landlords coming to repair although I had no "complained" and was fighting to study through the first week of this endless ordeal (I had to drive from Gainesville and with almost no money fight to rent a place with my cat --who has since been stolen and is in captivity by these rapist men and their hate wives and their organization--but I was kicked out of place-after-place because I had brought my cat with me as I had no choice.) I then had to wait for student loans in order to study for grad school (where you can't miss a single day of studies) and I was kicked out of places so often in orchestrated situations of harassment and attack where things "broke" and landlords began yelling at full fascist top nasty tone at me for having a cat---as all the terrorists who ordered these attacks watched on their surveillance as these criminals then obtained their awards, promotions and the like--all smug, grinning and psychopathically delighted--please be sure that the majority of the most nasty were "minorities"--Latino and Black).

Thus I had to return to Gainesville and wait more months in order to get into this Pensacola school where I was nearly murdered on the first day of grad school. It began another year or longer of moving and fighting and trying to get health care and finally I arrived in a distant land where I now am being harassed continuously with no chance to operate on the Master's Degree I finally obtained (but which is pending because the Fin Aid department of my school I finally was able to take online classes for, thus circumventing more car breakdowns and accidents but then my internet service was constantly being blocked and I was also being poisoned to death while I was fighting every day to study for hours at graduate levels).

And thus, abortion rights tie into Nazism, hatred for minority women attempting to ascend into positions of power or even of autonomy--and believe and trust in this: many of the women who participate are very happy to see the target fall so they can obtain whatever positions of power women are allotted and they are as vicious and often even moreso than the rapist and impregnating men who perform the functions for the benefit of their Nazi women who they fawn over while they insult, rape and abuse the "minority" women "like me" who finally, by now, am at the point of having no respect for this racist system and want it derailed and it should be.

Abortion is not only a matter of women having access to health care, it is a facet of the most racist system due to technological and Nazified tyranny that has emerged in our modern technological era. Until gang stalking and these implants are exposed, these facets of torture rape, mutilation and attempted and actual covert murder through the very "natural" mechanisms of sex--which is always misused by these men and their women who assault me--of every race, gender, age and economic and educational status.

Some of the most nasty and obvious reverse discrimination is through the portals of subordinated minions (which includes anyone of any gender, skin color, socioeconomic status or designated race and affiliation). . How I agree with Trumpism on this point: yes, I can also have that tinge of what seems so rude, especially to Americans who hail from foreign countries--

 I seriously mean absolutely no racist offense which could so easily be construed from this post-- but I am absolutely sick of foreign outsourcing and years of being transferred to stalking terror agents who pretend they can't understand and all behave like slimy morons but I know they aren't but actually kinda are because in essence they are incompetent if they discriminate according to the principles of this terror organization.

I phoned an American at a very central bank inland not outside of the contiguous United States who had a very expert and professional manner and within 5 minutes resolved my problem with my account. The others stammered, slurred (intentionally) and told me that having to fax a request to have my account unfrozen because the terrorists blocked keyboard functions (3 times in a row) and froze my account, thus telling me that I had to have an SMS text code sent only to a US mobile phone, come personally into a branch, or send a fax request to unblock my online banking information. All raised their voices when I informed them that I was out-of-the-country, they almost began to get rude and nasty telling me that there were no other options. That happened three times in a row. I also got on my first call to the inland bank (where I have personally banked in the past--it was an extremely professional and friendly bank despite all the hostility of the terrorists in the vicinity--which means they always kept their professional demeanor, although not other branches in the area were of the same standards and I got nastiness and rudeness from the more outlying smaller branches. I phoned a main branch in a city which has a very professional business atmosphere and services many people.

But the first phone call to this very branch involved speaking to a woman who had a foreign name and only a slight accent--who immediately put me on hold as soon as I began to talk--in an abrupt and very rude manner. I can truly empathize with the Trumpster and with Trump in his campaign to let American things be American--for the strengthening of American business. Unfortunately his stance didn't apply when it came to the terror operation involving me as he always stood by Nazis from foreign countries over me and my human and US Constitutional rights, thus always defending foreigners particularly and really only if they were Europ-a and mostly if they were German or of these wealthier Imperialistic and fascist country origins. Not surprising considering the Trumpsters affiliation with Nazi groups undoubtedly from these very same countries. I am not being racist but I just want to say that when the subordinates and minorities who are inflicted by racist subordination are put into these important banking and other outsourcing positions they act like absolute tyrants and screw me over every time I call. I got this likewise when I had to phone the Dell Computer customer service because terrorists kept breaking my new laptop (many years ago when I lived in Oregon) and it got so bad that I wrote a letter to the Dell corporate headquarters requesting and complaining about this outsourcing problem and so many other US Dell customers also complained at this same period in time until Dell actually stopped outsourcing their customer service help lines to US call centers.

Undoubtedly T the former 45 also employs the same vicious and seemingly incompetent minority minions-as all the white supremacists do. I know how "racist" that sounds but it's from hours of being f**ed around on the phone by hissing and hateful minority minions who are all operating under orders from most vile white supremacists---here in Phuket where the discrimination is outride absolutely in my face and illegal where I have no chance to defend myself--it's like all accounts from the Jim Crow era where outright discrimination towards blacks was allowed.

that truly is what your suprerficially charming Europ-a's are really like--really beneath all the posturing. Not "all" but through all their culling out of the alternatives and all the posturing bs agents it's really a huge proportion of these people who are so welcomed into the folds of American power structures, which so strives to become just like a fascist, Nazi, Imperialist and global domination entity along with their Europigape partners with all the hissing and violent minority minions tailing along in the wake of all the injustice, hate and death that they spew across the continents through these covert operations and agencies of deception.

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The post above was of course rewritten, partially deleted and such by the terrorist hackers. I really don't feel like wasting more time today repairing more of their damage. You can get the gist of the meaning but it's been refabricated into a confusing set of grammatically-incorrect run-on sentences that meander due to deletions and inserts by hackers.

This is why the US-based business of Fed Ex, like the United States, must remain in decent and professional hands and not sink into the abyss of outright fascist Nazism as Germany really is underneath all the posturing that it and it's posturing bs con artists (a huge majority of the Germans truly are like this despite all superficial appearances to the contrary). I try to not succumb to this terror of pressure to accept being a "sex slave" microchipped abused and exploited woman forced into some kind of violent, loveless, friendless situation with anybody and that accompanies trying to not let the United States sink into the hands of the fascist Nazis from foreign countries who are behind and associated with this very influential celebrity clique. I am thus under non-stop torture status and it remains so. How I hope to try to write something to influence people to not allow this to continue any longer for me personally or for the future of the United States and it's power allegiances.

 Today the first internet (meaning a plethora of other electronic weapons attacks including the same verbal confrontation of hate and yelling and negativity I experience every single day/night with the sleeping/awake teleportation terror "toy" that is being so grossly misused.

Via internet: the attack was on my banking webpage for the log-in credentials. For over a decade I have typed in the very same password without a single problem. Today I got in bold red a "wrong answer" alert and I typed the password in 3 more times. The site then completely locked my access to my account and I have to phone another agent at this intercepted terrorist hacker organization who will feign to not understand English, interrupt me constantly just as I am beginning to speak, and then after much mumbling, coughing into the phone, repeating questions and putting me on hold they may finally assist me after a 45-minute wait with interruptions, holding, fighting for them to say that they understand, at least 5 minutes of the tiresome procedure of terrorist attack via "customer service" will entail profuse polite thank-you's and elongated flowery sentences about how much they appreciate my business and what more can they do for me, after I tell them that I don't need any more information and goodbye. Etc etc.

The computer is freezing every time I try to open a page, click on another tab, or just go from one function to the next the computer freezes (a remote manual attack I suspect by terrorist hackers).

Instead of just being easily able to access my bank account I will have to spend at least another hour trying to get some terrorist pretending he/she can't understand and doesn't know how to operate this situation putting me on hold for at least ten minutes and being politely nasty.

If I want to copy and paste a term or sentence, I must click and attempt to use the copy or paste function at least four times because terrorists just delete the function so it's erased as soon as I lift my finger off the mouse while copying. If I put the cursor blinker on one spot, hackers move it immediately to the next space so I must click on the first space, which does not work until I click on it three times. The situation continues in various versions of the above terrorist hacks so I have to perform any single function a minimum of 3 or 4 times, usually every few times I click on anything. The freezing of the pages is continuous.

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Yesterday I spent one hour just fighting to open the cabinet doors underneath my kitchen sink, to have to clean up stinking water that has been put on the plastic trays I keep on the bottom of the cupboard underneath the piping, which I must tape and bind with rope because every single kitchen piping system I have lived at has been affected with every rubber seal removed and no matter how many times I replace the seals, they are removed immediately after I leave the rented squalor attack place I have been forced into due to all the labyrinth blocks and sequential maneuvers to force me into having almost no choice or maybe one terrorist location in which to live.

Waiting for my country to not behave like a Stasi or fascist Nazi operation performing antics continuously about "Freedom" and "Democracy".

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My bank has the option for me to phone an automatic bank information line so I can access information on account balance without having to reach a human being to get harassed by a terrorist agent. My money should have been direct-deposited by noon today my time, but of course hackers are delaying it so it won't show up until a very late hour of the day (It was deposited in reality at Midnight last night Central Time, USA and that should have immediately been entered into my account but of course this has been ongoing, this hack to block my funds until very late in the day--for years). All my phone calls to my bank (via terrorist agents operating under the cloak of this international terror operation, perhaps they are employees who operate out of places like Puerto Rico and Columbia and other Central/S. American countries but that is where my phone calls reach every time I try to get a straight answer I get people who stammer and stutter through broken English--intentionally, which is exactly what happens with every attempt to get information or conduct any kind of transaction here in Phuket--but 10 years ago everyone spoke fluent English here in Phuket until it became Nazified--I mean "gentrified" with more money pouring in, more Nazified Thais are doing the same attack sequence of pretending they can't understand or speak English.)

So, it goes on and on and on and on. Teleportation remains at the same hateful pace of endless interrogation and attack as it has for a decade without end, not a day of it ever stopped.

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The next attack just happened: I phoned DHL in Bangkok and got first a male who refused to answer with "DHL may I help you" but instead got a slurring, high-sounding guy saying "hello" like a gangster, sloppy and slurring like he was stoned. I asked if this was DHL and he said Yes. I then asked about shipping and he blurted out like all the Thai people who pretend they "no understan" English, "WHAT?!!!" in a pretended annoyed tone of voice. I told him I need English, he then put me on hold. Waiting a few minutes i hung up and phoned again. I told the woman my question, she answered she could send a link to the DHL office which moved over 2 years ago but the webpage that I get is outdated and the office is closed (likewise the main DHL website which I obtained in every English-search engine with all offices in Phuket closed--but it was just a hack and there is one Express point--)

When giving her my very easy email address but being very deliberate to spell it out using the standard "v-as in victory" etc way of spelling so she would not say she "no understan" she repeated the wrong address anyway after I had spelled it slowly and clearly three times in a row. She then repeated some obscure vowel noises that were so dissimilar to the P as in proton mail that I use, that I told her that it was wrong--she then said "Yes, P, which is what I said" which is not what she had said. My brain was blurry at that point and the link she finally sent was too "confusing" for me to read completely--I saw lists and boxes and I got so confused I could not do more than one thing at one time--my brain is ALWAYS to blanketed out with this technology or the implant that I just can't get past a foggy confusion in any simple question-answer session. It didn't help that she kept giving me wrong spelling after I repeated it, by the time she finally got it "right" I had spelled it out slowly, clearly over 5 times. Then, the template for the link with directions was only in Thai--now my Google map only exhibits directions and places in Thai language with zero option to change it to English. The link to change to English had been deleted.

I also had this problem when I phoned my bank a fee weeks ago and the information I needed, which was in a link, had been completely deleted from the template so I could not sync with the repetitive, coughing and Not speak English well terrorist banking "rep" on the phone out of Chile or maybe Honduras or someplace like that--non-English-speaking so the same ruse of "no understand" applies to every outsourced phone call from my own country--

and thus, all is blocked all interminably blocked. While all is blocked or deleted while I am trying to obtain information that is already deleted so I can't access it (or like my bank account, the password I have used for over a decade for the first time didn't work and I am locked out of my account and must make another "put on hold for 15 minutes" session with "not speak english well" stuttering lying and stammering coughing terrorist agent where I will have to repeat everything 5 times over before they finally understand.

With the phone call above, I told her that I was shipping something out of Florida to Phuket. Four times she asked me if I had a tracking number (I said I only need information from the beginning and I have not shipped the package yet--I repeated that 4 times during the call). She then said that packages out of Bangkok to Phuket were available--so I had to repeat for the 6th time that I was shipping something out of the US to Phuket. The entire time I was in a "gullible" state-of-mind and could not get past the hazy confusion that my brain had been put in to "understand" that she was screwing around with me. Despite ultimately knowing this subconsciously I was so struggling to get links to open and read the pages she sent and get directions and information which she kept repeating and then saying wrong things so the information had to be asked and repeated continuously. Put into a headspin in other words with confusing and wrong information constantly being uttered by this woman in Bangkok on the phone, but then information on prices she said she also could not obtain (a huge lie) and that all pricing comes out of the UK DHL site from shipments out of the United States. How can I tell this woman on the phone that she is lying--or that she cannot obtain shipping cost information? I was stuck just barely having one access to obtaining information and she sent me a link, which didn't work by the way, the address was typed incorrectly in the field and Google Maps couldn't find it until I typed in just the street name and the DHL office name. That has been the horrid case of blocking my every transaction for years in this same kind of multi-pronged series of attacks on my brain, on the internet functioning, on website templates being manipulated with essential information literally deleted, while the phone calls are diverted to terrorist agents posing as "help" who confuse the entire sequence with interruptions, wrong information, repeats of wrong information (always asking me for information for something I never mentioned such as shipping packages out of England shipping packages out of Bangkok and I had to repeat 6 times and maybe more that I was shipping out of the United States to Phuket).

I am thus so blocked from all professional encounters and all financial earnings all access to information without having to fight and struggle and repeat and nearly scream into the phone the entire time because the terror agents also tell me that they cannot hear me and to speak up. Every second is a terror attack and my brain is under so much stress from the tech blasting my memory (short-term) my ability to concentrate and then they also constrict the microchip implant embedded in my vocal chords so my voice is cracking, hoarse, I can't speak my throat tightens so badly I can barely speak as I cough and my throat becomes extremely dry--then the pitch is lowered remotely as well to sound in a way I consider not very nice--all manipulated by this throat implant. As I type right now of course keys I press don't show up on the page and I must backspace and retype words continuously--every word or every other word (not all the time but most of the time) I must pound down because the keys are being stiffened by the malware on this laptop keyboard.

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This post above was of course hacked and partially deleted and rewritten. Right now I am on hold for 10 minutes by now with the bank which blocked my access to online banking after it blocked my security question which I have never once had a single problem with in over 10 years of using this same bank online using the very same security question. Now I sit here as the hold goes on and on. I also want to add that the post above reads in a very confusing way due to all these factors making my writing appear confusing--hacking, rewrites, deletions, keyboard malware, my brain under attack, short-term memory loss whilst writing--etc etc. But as I attempted to get prices for international shipping from both the Fed Ex site and the DHL site, the pages had been corrupted so the fields that I had to enter to gauge prices were gone--literally removed. I got the cyber assistant which sent a link to the page to enter shipping information and the fields for weight and type of package literally were gone from the site--so I could not get information on shipping costs. That means I have to phone and get dubious or wrong information. I also was given conflicting information today when I phoned the Bangkok DHL office (but not really, it was redirected to someplace else to a vey fake agent who gave completely wrong information and incomplete. The 2nd agent I phoned after by now it's been over 2 hours of just being stuck phoning repeatedly to obtain a single answer because all attempts to obtain any information are being transferred to lying and nasty agents (who shout "{What?" into the phone when I ask a question--I have to almost yell, just like I have to pound down on the keyboard constantly so every single attempt to get a single answer for very vital financial transactions or business require literal shouting into the phone, repeating questions to foreigners (even when using US banking services)--etc etc I am now being directed to an agent but the call is going silent--nothing is happening the call has been disconnected with the "bank" after more than 10 minutes of waiting on hold. There was no hang up it's just blank silence after being put on hold and getting nowhere. That means I have to phone again and go through this once again due to increased terrorist intervention in my telecommunications, internet hacking, and I just went through a complete attack from my mail service and my government stipend and my money cut off and threats to my life from income block and it's all coalescing right now within the last few months of financial terrorism--the attacks have increased in this very vital field of survival since the onset of the latest German "celebrity" rapist terrorist who is an extremely nasty and violent Nazi rapist racist fascist--really nasty and hateful and disgusting and this group of celebrities from H-wood have increased in their abuse tactics and ugly violent demeanors towards me since they literally embraced him and welcomed him with his increased life-threatening tactics into their nasty clique and fold. 

I forgot to add that I was also hung up already once before being hung up again by this banking service while I was blocked from entering my security question, locked out of online banking and now sitting on hold for by now 30 minutes after having been hung up on just earlier. Waiting on the 2nd call right now for a terror agent to lie, interrupt, cough , call me "mr." and then to lie or hang up or not be able to speak English and all the other stuff. It is the exact same thing repeatedly in every phone call for every business except for purely English-speaking who are often very nasty, yelling and coughing into the phone, lying and very, very nasty even when speaking English. In this way I can't get a single thing done if I need to accomplish anything for my survival or for my self-reliance.

Terrorist hacking report: September 30, 2021. It is extremely difficult to write any email inquiries or obtain information due to hacking and rewrites that terrorist hackers insert or delete into my writing, while my brain is under attack by the brain-altering "mind control" technologies.

 I have sent two emails today to my mail service and upon re-reading what had been sent, after sending--hackers had changed my writing and it all sounds confusing and lacks information. The pages also keep freezing as hackers block/DOS. All my emails read like confusing non sequiturs and read like haphazard and long-winded grammatically incorrect confusion. While I am writing I blank out and "forget" to include pertinent information that is vital such as dates.

I also had to fight with hackers who kept changing pdf files that were attachments to emails that the mail service had sent. I tried to get the correct dates associated with the scanned pdf files and every time I clicked on one of the attachments hackers would switch the files so I had to struggle to find the exact documents I really urgently need to be sent to me. I had to send multiple emails because with all the struggle to find the pdf files in a series of string emails where once I would click and get the file I needed, I "forgot" information and had to retrieve the same file and it would "move" to another date and string of emails so I had to constantly fight to obtain what I had just read after closing the document, because my brain was so "confused" I could not think clearly.

I also discovered that searches and requests for DHL information (the shipping company) were blocked, requests unanswered (or more like just blocked from me receiving the replies) and this kind of block had cost me $125 in the past as my mail service also used the most expensive at the slowest rate and all attempts to locate any much less expensive DHL office was met by all blocks to information so I literally could find no locations in Phuket whatsoever despite trying and trying and phoning and sending email requests for information. All phone calls were blocked, all information requests were unmet and nothing happened. 

Upon using a Thai search engine I see that there are at least 5 DHL pick-up locations and service centers in Phuket which I could not find on the English DHL site--meaning it was hacked and information blocked. 

As I type the keyboard is being hacked so letters I type are juxtaposed while typing--I must almost pound down and the keys are so stiff while my hands can't move--as I fight to type with this endlessly hacked keyboard and my brain really blocked by a force that just hinders clear thinking and motor skills (all from remote or microchip implant)

The block to ever transaction or attempt to get any kind of useful information anywhere on the planet has reached a near impossible stance as every single attempt to get any single thing done that is of a business or professional nature is met with as many blocks and lies and lack of information and internet hacking with information just blocked out from every search. My every phone call is intercepted by terrorist agents who are negative, lying and blurt out disinformation continuously. The hacking to the keyboard is enough to seriously thwart any kind of real attempt at obtaining a fast and accurate email correspondence, let alone the rewrites, deletions and blocks to my brain which are of such a nefarious and subtle effect and of course all lacking in evidence as I cannot prove this claim. As I type now I must pound each and every letter out, my hands can barely move it's like I can't "remember" how to type, and my memory and thought patterns are so mixed and blocked and stifled. 

So sick of this. Can't do more than struggle and then wince in near embarrassment every time I re-read emails I send for business purposes, which are so badly (re)written and my brain is put so out of context out of memory out of professional style. The keyboard then tops the situation with mixing letters as I type and blocking easy access to just writing quickly and efficiently. It's like wading at hip-height through mud to try to type on these hacked keyboards and this malware follows me on every keyboard I attempt to use.

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If "you" have read my post above, you can see easily how confusing it was hacked and rewritten. Commas were certainly deleted as well as parts of sentences so the revised/redacted by terrorist result was bad grammar, confusing and almost incoherent in parts like I'm rambling and incoherent. All done by hackers and this is evident in the post I just wrote above. It is so HARD DIFFICULT TO TYPE on this hacked keyboard as well like really fighting a glued-down keyboard--keys are juxtaposed while I am writing, etc, there is a lag time between when I press a key and when the letter actually shows up--if it's not mixed with some other letter or just some "left field" letter thrown in by hacker terrorists. All this amounts to me not being able to conduct business without completely discrediting my ability to communicate or appear professional (or competent). The hacking so I can't get accurate information and constantly am in a state of confusion because information on the internet is so often blocked and that also creates this discrediting of my person by the terrorist operation. As I tried to write, I searched for DHL offices and got zero results on all the normal search engines and even on the Enlish DHL site. Zero results for Phuket when I used the DHL website. When I used a Thai search engine many office locations (all tiny little hole-in-the-wall type little shops showed up as legitimate DHL pick-up and mailing stations. Every phone call I make in Thailand is either hung up on or they "no speak English" even when I use the "English" option. This has been happening in Thailand for so many years without ever once getting someone who can provide ANY bit of information in English except for the most basic yes or no questions answered. This organization has made doing any business here in Thailand virtually IMPOSSIBLE including just using the internet to generate any income whatsoever. I can't function. the billionaire/millionaire terrorist wealthy who are at the upper tiers of this terror operation all call me various "loser" type names while they ensure that I am living in squalor that their terrorist minions force upon my living quarters, that I can't afford to live in a very nice place and what I can afford they trash and make filthy every single day using their technologies (mechanical arms). They then block all internet access to any kind of earning whatsoever, calling me a loser all the time in various insulting ways. After they poison my home and make it literally toxic to breathe in, where I must close all windows at night to stop mechanical arms from entering, I thus am being slowly killed in yet another way through toxic inhalation of the poisons they keep spraying on my furniture, floors, walls, my body/hair/food and everything else in this room while, last but not least, I cannot afford to pay for health care because of their blocks to my every attempt to generate enough money to actually be able to afford food and health care, new clothing and etc (I can't do any of it, essentially but I barely exist month-to-month while they torture me slowly to death on every other level using their hate technology). So, I remain stuck here like this fighting just to write a decent inquiry or get information and all I do is under seriously deadly attack, literally every single thing II is under attack including breathing, using my eyes (tears forced out of my eyes and constant attacks on my nasal passages due to the microchip implants and technology) and etc...it's a total immersion into terrorist electronic warfare and communications is also blocked due to these technologies. I remain so bound-up in this network of suppression both physically and financially and with everything else--it's just another day of writing about this ubiquitous terrorist organization to the silent void out there reading this.