Saturday, November 13, 2021

Conformity versus ostracization versus elimination.

 



...but oh..how that dark side of the lunacy comes to the light of the darkest black of night when teleportation amplifies the spotlight of the circus-circus frowning clowns who can reveal to one another a group cluster flicker of insanity that is acceptable because according to the DSM-IV-TR, actions of violence inflicted upon a minority by a majority are not deemed to be any kind of mental disorder or aberration from the "norm" and thus is not the moral or mental responsibility of the lemming that partakes of group violence because it is not confined to the actions of a solitary perpetrator who behaves in asocial mannerisms.
Thus group violence remains a tenant of society and is not considered any personal defect or blemish upon the characters of the people who coagulate into a mass of violence. They are instead often lauded for their actions or in their group consider each one as a brother or sister acting in a righteous cause whether it's a hate crime or just actions of persecution for purposes of group catharsis, ritualistic elimination of an outlier or threat to their commonality.

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IT's very hard to avoid when sleeping, teleported and put under hypnosis as people "egg" you on to obtain a reaction from their "trauma-based" insanity clause for which they are contractually paid in a whole lotta filthy lucre. A key to try to self-hypnotize I must make this my mantra to the insanity of the dream-factory-makers of H-wood who need to create tense, ugly and nasty violent and stressful situations to prove that they truly don't give a flying fickle about anything as trivial as respect for other human beings, love and compassion, sanity and morality, ethics and philosophical concerns for the uplifting of humanity:

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"Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf (1966): Killing Martha". mutinyonthekitkat. 



An H-wood, art-house, teleportation dream sequence movie clip I experience at night myself--the film resonates with the dark side of the lunacy that technology affords.
Who's afraid of Virginia Woolf with her books and need for a room of one's own? "Dangerous" women must be KONTROLLED CO-INTEL-CONTROLLED! I have been labeled as being "dangerous" by rapist men who torture, abuse, kill animals (order them to be killed by their minions who will perform every and all crimes for these men). I have never participated in violent crimes, never condoned rape, and don't associate with people who have no moral conscience who will do anything if they can get off on it or obtain a promotion. The pyramidal schemata "rewards" these men (and their female counterparts) with excessive rewards for enabling extremely violent and dangerous actions to become normative values albeit hidden in the dark lunar eclipses of ecstatic and orgiastic ritualistic offerings and sacrificial purgatives of their excessive and dangerous propensities towards violent thrust for power and control Co-Intel-control. Kontrol. Yet I am labeled as being dangerous for defending myself against their global organization instead of meekly submitting or succumbing to it or them as most do (or risk being sacrificed themselves or teleported to absolute violence). These (me) are the types of people who are labeled as being terrorists (by government which is a terrorist organization in many respects) and by the local sub-groups operating their sub-strata terror death squad "gang stalking" operations. I am branded as being "dangerous" and thus "dangerous" women must be Co-Intelpro-Kontrol-CONTROLLED. The irony is stifling yet it's abysmally accepted worldwide...

Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf? Played by actors, written by writers who delved into the complexities betwixt sanity insanity and societal conventionality.

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"How Foucault Saw ‘Madness and Civilization'". Pocketbook Philosophy. September 24, 2020.




"Art and Mental Disorders - How are they related?". The Secret Plot. June 2, 2016.



Regarding video above on art and madness: The little cameo depictions of "insanity" in characters as depicted by "normal" iconic actors is insanely humorous to me because some of the very same actors have teleported me to their personal private idaho ho ho traumatizing insane mentally deranged skits! It's funny to see them "acting" whne in reality they truly are a bit off-key and not anything like an edited and glossy movie fictatious make-up-laden fantasy. I have only watched a few minutes into the clip and hasve not seen all the actors and their respective "insane" roles played in movies but so far within the first two minutes I have counted no less than 2 actors starring in films about mental disorders/illness/insanity and they all are performing these acts towards me to "traumatize" me in ways that reveal true dissonance within their very mental make-up and a lack of cohesion with any kind of true moral compass. I guess another term for this is "entitlement" to "do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law". Lawlessness and encouragement of what are called mental disorders are all allowed for the "elite" set of societal "icons" but icons of what exactly?

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"Ceremony - Dead Moon California / The Difference Between Looking And Seeing". Joelisonfire. 




Lyrics:
Opened my eyes with temples in strain
pictures of strangers I've wanted to meet
they're not as real as the bones that I sleep in
missing people that never went missing
when I am real I look forward to living
maybe someday I'll be a good person
Unsatisfied with love and kindness
just focused on the self
absolution reeks of weakness
temporary culture makeshift
bad will go the time for them
a death taking place
I've watched my generation piss themselves again
Hide from snakes with arms and legs
I'd rather just blend
Mr. Graves digging ditches
cemetery for the living
Shallow minded patrons suit this million man march
in this rotting gut degeneration there's only the ebb
The foundation collapses
we continue to hurt
knee deep in a river
but we're dying of thirst
the foundation collapses
we continue to search
knee deep in a river
but we're dying of thirst

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"What is Deconstruction?   Key Concepts of Jacques

 Derrida)". PHILO-notes. January 31, 2021.







Friday, November 12, 2021

The nebulous "algorithm" was not involved in the hacker terrorism trigger on YouTube. How I wish I could have used this for some evidence if only I had someone or somewhere to go with any of the information/scant evidence of this endless terror contract out on me. The person I referred to only by hints today in my early post (post-drugged-up suggestion after sleeping "trauma-based mind control" stupid sick skits performed by a variety of actors and their associates. Responding on cue with long-ranting posts about these terrorst celebrities and politicians which is always met by silence as more and more people get involved because no one ever defends my Constitutional Rights or stops this terrorist criminal situation. The person had smiling and laughing photos of herself pasted on my YouTube "recommended" channel. I had never used her name in my earlier post about how disgusting she behaves. Her smiling laughing sick psychopathic grins after the attack should be used to discredit her and not my ranting posts to discredit me. But not having anywhere to turn for any form of evidence I can only write about this. How disgusting these creepazoid fakes act whenever they can demonstrate how much they adhere to this protocol of torture, terror, racism, hate crimes, violence, supporting every kind of fascist and mafia dictatorship and loving every minute of being promoted and getting away with their every crime against me. The legions of fellow bigots of all races and economic levels are likewise nearly drooling to obtain access to torturing people using this technology and all their fellow minions participating upon cue like lemmings following orders to attack without any censorship or law enforcement whatsoever. So she's getting her promotion I wrote about her, only using vague references trying not to make it so obvious whom I am referring to which ha been used, as this was the intended purpose or partially--to gain another promotion like all these hateful celebrities have been doing for nearly a decade from one to the next without end for me--it's disgusting. Utterly depraved and sick and stupid behavior from people who are supposed to represent something noble and worthy of high regard but instead the lowest most sleazy and foul behavior is being rewarded and used as stepping stones for higher positions in the ranks of the unworthy and incapable of ultimately handling such technology responsibly. Don't trust that Swedish meathead activist who is as ugly in the privacy of real life as her ugly frowning, hissing and yelling at "America" persona is for cameras to click and minorities are never held in such reverence when they get arrested for fighting climate change only the Europigape creep who is wealthy is celebrated as some celebrity figure. It's the same fake posturing hate-based racist nazi entitlement personality as the rest of the modified crew (synchronized and monotonized and appearing to be brain-washed lobotanized).

Irma Galindo Barrious, Mexican land defender, is now missing. Presumed murdered by forces eliminating environmentalists. Many land defenders have been assassinated by whatever forces there are which seek to silence these voices crying for pristine forests and natural areas to not be decimated by logging/oil and other interests for profit. These are the people who are not white fascist Nazi "entitled" activists who are televised as reps for the white races to not have to live in the filth that they have mostly helped to create in their wealthy countries (globalizing and outsourcing the messy filth of pollution to outlying dependent countries in many cases). 


Here was a real activist that was silenced. Real activist meaning she did not support the fascist Nazi/mafia cartel industry and was instead actually fighting against the corruption that has created all this destruction. So many land defenders from S. and Central America have been killed by such forces and it is a travesty. Racism is very much a part of the environmental movement and of the destruction of nature as well. I could write more but hacking and brain-altering attacks are making typing impossible and it's just plain difficult if not near impossible at this point to go on. Hackers keep freezing all pages while I am surfing and writing--it happens at least once every three minutes it is constant. I try to clean out the system but the terrorists hack back in within a few minutes of me spending 3 hours to do a restore function and install all updates and etc.



Mexican Indigenous Land Protector Irma Galindo Barrios Missing for Over 2 Weeks



Let THEM hold the microphones as they exclaim about the damage to their culture, their land and their habitats upon which they depend for fishing, hunting and land-based sustenance. They are not deemed as important as Europ-a fascist-oriented bigots out of Sweden who lambast the United States in hissing hate lectures which are hailed as somehow revelatory. The impoverished "developing" country voices which are being silenced by assassination receive no such credit nor are they recognized in international media. I was just attacked by yet another persona (non grata) who is being hailed as this revolutionary type figure when in fact it hisses out hate-laced facts and figures that it probably has been fed by others who are helping to create this icon for Europigapeland politics (aiming barbs at the United States as a collateral attack in the political realm operating in tandem with seeming righteous climate action protest. Another rotten celebrity who is part of the fascist Nazi promotional schemata. The putrefaction of the cesspool driving the environmental cesspool remains glib and smug after having been awarded for assaulting me while I am teleported after asking me under hypnosis what I think about her/it without all the barriers of polite rhetoric to shield me in any way because they are using drugging and "truth serum" type technologies while I am in deep sleep state, sick from drugging, years and years of non-stop abuse and torture and all animals I love killed. Of course she could give a damn about any of that. That is the climate change "activist" that the Nazis concocted to present as their symbolic representation of "Millennial" or whatever term this old teen hag is supposed to represent. I can "see" that her parents are behind this or someone very old whom she is emulating and repeating and hissing in hate at the United States (some old Nazi who is still p-ed off that the NaZis lost so they are doing everything possible to try to "win" the game in the final end game.)


But who is listening to my writing? Really listening or caring or thinking that this is a catastrophe and must be addressed immediately? No one. These are your cronies and your "friends" and co-conspirators I am writing of. Your fellow criminals in promotional pyramidal scheming. I am referring to just another creep who has hissed in hate at me after under hypnosis after being a part of this group of absolutely vile terrorist celebrities and politicians is showing very clearly that genocidal fascist Nazi and Mafia entitlement in this organization is far more important than actually giving a damn about climate change or the environment or the people who have helped to create such a mess--which is NOT ME but THEM the people who are right there urging this creepy ugly sick thing to violently hiss in hate at me like an ugly old hag but apparently this is someone who has just come into her drinking age years in American terms. She seems like an old and bitter alcoholic who feeds off abuse and violence and I can see it quite clearly and her smug delight in participating in this hate crime against me should warn people that perhaps it is the indigenous people who should be the real faces for environmental change instead of a Europigape fascist Nazi creep who is participating in this hate crime. As I have written so often, part of the environmental crisis is because of the white supremacist attitude that they can rape nature they can rape people they can rape and steal and rob and murder whenever possible for their endless looting sprees based on genocidal protocols. That is her attitude and paradigm which she is defending with fill hateful hissing ugliness like an old hag it's disgusting to have to see this next cesspool operator smug and smiling after hissing in hate at me--especially since I am not the enemy of nature and I have tried to protest against the leaders who she publicly berates but is actually defending in their push for absolute power and white supremacist fascist Nazi/Mafia govermnment which would be tyrannical fascism at best definition. Wholesale legalized slaughter and geoncide is acutally their real aim. The more people who get killed the easier it will be to continue to plunder nature but for fewer people so the planet could be sustained. That would have to be the only rationale that this ugly creepy activist really could have for her behavior towards me in this situation. I have been tortured for a DECADE AND her lack of compassion in th is regard should be a "red flag" for anyone who cares about the integrity of these celebrities and their causes that this is an abysmal failure on the part of what and who is "allowed' to actually represent "activism" for "change". (Meaning no change only blah blah blah on that ugly Swedish hag's part and not of the people fighting for actual legislative action which she is condemning in American politics--this is the Nazi push to discredit and take over the United States and as usual the American celebrities are fully operating to help bring in more fascist anti-Americans into their fold for that huge international umbrella operation that they assume they will always be at the top layers of if they just continue to partner with fascist Nazis while they appear to "forget" that fascist Nazis have always expressed great hate for America. They only see the crocodile smiles and believe in it too. Even thought their entire lives revolve aroudn deception they cannot understand that beneath the fake smiles, the flattery, the incentives and invitations to the halls of fashionable fascism that they are just being used and manipulated. I am under hypnosis and I am truthful for my truth and they hiss in hate at me--and thus this happened once more today and the result is another creep forcing their rotten videos on my every internet search for today--part of the hate protocol and triggering function.


I regret that I have helped to further the aims of this parasite by having written or expressed anything about this rotten thing today but I try so hard to reach anyone who is not a part of this death system and hope it will influence people to actually stop these criminals from destroy the planet, the United States, and of course I would like some kind of legal protection and to have this hate contract and situation stopped, if only someone would make the effort to protect my human rights from these celebrity philanthropists and charity funders and tax haven mavens and etc. all fighting against fascism, racism, environmental collapse publicly and doing everything possible to help prop up that very system.


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I must stop writing these posts now because it is a threat to my life at this point. I have tried and it seems that the situation has worsened significantly with more and more expletive operative celebrities jumping to get free new promotions for attacking me. That includes politicians who threaten me with death just before they need to pass huge legislation supporting their Party agenda (which is really just one side of the one-party fascist police state that props these criminals up in all their graft grifting and gyrating gratuitous larceny).

They are threatening to take away my money. They are drugging me every single night to try to get a written response and then once they obtain it they torture me for having written anything adverse to them and their crap and hate and violence that never ends for even a single night or day. It is beyond the pale of sickness but it's legitimately supported at highest levels controlling your lives too. Climate change is only supposed to inflict the poorest and the wealthy nazi countries are scrambling to retain their hegemony so it looks like just killing off millions of poor and displacing millions as immigrants is one sure way to retain full control over the remaining resources without having to reduce lifestyle of gratuity and endless gratification. Long showers, consumerism without end, production without end for them. That is their end-goal. The fascist Nazi climate activist is one of these really supporting a genocidal agenda but spouting hate at America as a collateral political objective--thrusting that hate spittle at America because her old age mentors are incensed that America still retains some semblance of Democratic values which they want to completely dismantle. I have to witness this every day seeing Americans flock to participate in this Nazi global incorporated lying machinery via media and political machinations for posturing placebos to the public, now ingrained in fascist Nazism to a huge degree within the United States=-=-and brought to you by these celebrities let me tell you how you have all just ignored all of this and let it continue down it's path. Of course you all want this to happen so I am wasting my time and all the time just trying to get anyone to care or stop them through this platform. All other avenues of expression are being blocked and none of the "activists" will do anything because this situation does not alarm them but it should and it must.




"HEllo from the gutters" of LA ...(good bye). I was under mind control when I wrote glowing reviews of Spike Lee (who is a racist, anti-Semitic terrorist agent part of the cartel attacking me). David Berkowitz was an MK ULTRA/Manchurian Candidate assassin. I think he was drugged "out of his gourd" when he committed the macabre executions that helped anti-Semitic Spike Lee to come out with an anti-Semitic film which basically ingratiated him with the Nazi Mafia cartel which runs H-wood and the political fodder genocidal machinery of the United States and the fascist Nazis in Europ-a-land who have embraced Lee (after he attacked me using this racist protocol even more so). I regret the posts I wrote about him below, which I will not edit, but to demonstrate how badly I was under drugging/mind control/subliminal attack while I wrote the posts. I wrote of the mind control effects below and want to state that my honoring of Lee--who is 100% a member of this terrorist celebrity group assaulting me which has not stopped for a decade or longer---and my "honoring' him for this blatent and stupid depiction of Berkowitz (played by an "Italian-American buffoon actor) is racist "as hell" . I posted this yesterday on Facebook and was so woozy from mind control blasting into my brain and nervous system plus hacking blocks (going on right now as a matter of fact) that I just got off the laptop so the complete nausea that the technology afflicting my brain/body would stop somehow if I just got away or stopped writing, as these attacks are designed to discredit me as I go into ranting hate expletive-driven rants, or I just can't think or type any longer and feel extremely sick and dizzy so I must stop. Thusly, to continue. I could not post this yesterday but realized after having gotten off that this is a hugely significant issue and has been covered up for so long. What Berkowitz says in this video clip is significant to MK ULTRA programming and to the travesty of violence that the "programmers" and the expletive minion wanna-get-easy-promotion terrorists really are all about, underneath all their societal posturing (and mostly they are "respectable" members of "the community" in most cases).

 "David Berkowitz interview. The Son of Sam on Larry King Weekend. 1999 interview.". The TVisions. 




I posted this yesterday on Facebook and was so woozy from mind control blasting into my brain and nervous system plus hacking blocks (going on right now as a matter of fact) that I just got off the laptop so the complete nausea that the technology afflicting my brain/body would stop somehow if I just got away or stopped writing, as these attacks are designed to discredit me as I go into ranting hate expletive-driven rants, or I just can't think or type any longer and feel extremely sick and dizzy so I must stop. Thusly, to continue. I could not post this yesterday but realized after having gotten off that this is a hugely significant issue and has been covered up for so long. What Berkowitz says in this video clip is significant to MK ULTRA programming and to the travesty of violence that the "programmers" and the expletive minion wanna-get-easy-promotion terrorists really are all about, underneath all their societal posturing (and mostly they are "respectable" members of "the community" in most cases).


I have written today and the effects of mind control are now blocking my functioning so I will leave this as the slowly-descending into ranting post that it became under these obstructive mind control and hacking influences.

I can honestly say that having woken up this morning I immediately recognized that I was under brain-washing mind control when I claimed that Spike Lee's film Summer of Sam was one of the best movies--this happens often under these pernicious influences of mind control attacks. The aim often is for the terrorists to get you to claim openly that you admire them, their bs crap they put out in the media, that if I say I will watch their bs that means they have somehow succeeded in abusing me and then getting me to say that I will watch their s**t (please note the effects of mind control that I wrote of above are in full effect right now--hacking is very bad, I am sinking into ranting expletive-driven hate rants).

The aim of this sick organization en toto is to get victims to "love" their perpetrator abusers and to buy into the bs that they crank out, whether it's a celluloid version of some hyped-up fantasy, or a political crusade to "save Democracy" or "fight for the American People" as they all claim, these vicious rapist-enabling, mind control do-nothing about leaders who are really all ensconced in this organization to the hilt of their mind control daggers they thrust into public consciousness as often as possible.

This keeps happening to me. I also must suffer endless threats to my life for simply clicking on a movie and while under mind control writing something about how much I admire the expletive who stars in the film--all forced into my subconscious by the inaudible subliminal mind control technology, penetrating all my critical thinking capabilities by the incessant drugging that is always forced upon me. I also must purchase food that is marked on sale if I want to begin to be able to afford the food I need to heal from all this poisoning. The organization knows t his so they put out drugged and nasty food that appears decent in the plastic packaging. I take extra precautions to seal and make my food secure with all kinds of plastic bags and rubber banks so the mechanical arms would have to rip the bags open--and this group for now is using a protocol where zero evidence is provided to any victim as a safety procedure that is followed at all times. In the future they will NOT HAVE TO HIDEW their crimes when all governments and law enforcement have fully been infiltrated and all are greedy and violent supporters of this hate organization--and that is happening with increasing rapidity the longer no one does anything to stop this terror hate genocidal death organization to which you all reading this (for now) belong --or most of you. The rest maybe should rethink going along with it.


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"I just felt like a brainwashed robot. ...I just felt like I had no mind, like someone else was controlling me."--David Berkowitz on the question of how he felt while going on killing sprees during the Summer of Sam (by interviewer Larry King--vid below).

@14 minutes into the interview, Berkowitz explains the confusion that lead to his being "carried away by a paranormal" force--I believe he was very possibly/probably a mind control experimentee, instructed to kill as an "experiment" that went a bit too far. The mentality of people who utilize these technologies, drugs and mind control operations is as insidious as the crimes that appear as lone-shooter rampages and mass genocidal violence inflicted upon the helpless and defenseless. People are so easily manipulated and it is unbelievable still to me that no one ever mentions this subject or the ways in which people can be programmed to perform actions that essentially ARE against their Will.

Berkowitz also states that his mother took him to a psychiatrist once a week for a period of two years. It's possible/probable that the mind control drugging and programming were instilled and introduced into his system at that time. I am just mentioned parallels and probabilities to how these manipulators and callous power-thirsty monsters operate upon children and the innocent and unsuspecting. I know a lot of anti-Semitic groups like the "Italian-American" community--across the United States and much more pronounced in Europe and esp. Italy are very much advocates for destroying the lives of Jews using these systematic mind control operations. I can't recount how many people of that insidious group, how many people how many years I have had to experience this but it appears as a finalized conclusion with the mafia-driven "Italian-Americans" who have encumbered me with their vicious racism and hate (I am thinking of one actor in particular, taxi driver). I just really suspect so many "weird" happenings and situations now that I understand how wide-spread and supported this system of hate inflicted upon me truly is and how they operate is always ugly and sinister and hate-based.

The completely wacked-out Berkowitz could have been drugged up on mind control drugs people put in his food and led to a kind of slaughter by his nasty Satanic group which probably was a CIA action of mind control/brainwashing into creating Manchurian Candidate assassins.

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"SUMMER OF SAM - 'Hello from the Gutters'". ENT3R666. April 12, 2012.






HELLO TO THE STREETS OF LA
where the ants feed on dried blood, stale vomit and urine! (quoting from David Berkowitz below--the scene has changed from NYC to LA).
Some infamous writings and rantings of rage can be turned into great punk song lyrics...sung by non-punkster actors (I assume) who are playing for mainstream audiences who devour these tidbits in the salty bloodless theaters or watch sucking out the blood in the private streaming flickering shadowed walls in the halls of their private pleasures!
What a good movie portraying the satanic "Italian-American" scene of NYC which has brought about so many sordid deaths and so much terror and tragedy--but people can only look at the victim who has gone out to create more victims in the shadows of the flickering shadows of the moon of the lunacy, created by the "normalcy" of the mafia Italian-American NYC bigot circus of sexual repression turned into violent oppression turned into sexual obsession and mafia discretion.
I have to wonder how much anti-Semitism that Berkowitz endured at the hands of the bigot "Italian-Americans" of NYC and also how much Spike Lee has likewise portrayed--except that he got one of the "Italian-American" bozos to play the Jewish outsider and the actor makes Berkowitz appear absolutely stupid--which actually is the obverse as Berkowitz was a mentally ill genius unlike the more "normal" mafia greasebags who are terror wrapped in bigot wrapping and cultural trappings. But I love this scene and the rest of the movie has some "over-the-top" silliness but otherwise it's Spike Lee taking his demons out before succumbing to doing what it takes to get promoted "to the top" of the bigot 3-ring which he has done selling out. This movie may have been the fringe of Lee's descent into the abyss of the circus sell-out circuit.

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"The Son of Sam Letters". Alternative Deathstyle. July 20, 2020. 




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Hacking and brain-altering attacks are rampant as I write, have to struggle to think, write and even to scroll down hackers keep freezing and stopping the flow of internet surfing--constantly in fact. Hard to write, they are using some technology to bring emotions and biases that the ego otherwise would stifle and not just blurt out. I am blamed for this and tortured for my thoughts which this tech sucks out by people who suck everything else out of me possible to exploit and take and steal and destroy. My thoughts which are drawn out without the critical threshold of 2nd thought hesitation--it just comes out, it blurts out as I struggle to pound out words and fight to think. Well, honesty is extremely unpopular and they are forcing this out of me but it's not what I really would have written, but once out, I am glad to have gotten it out. Wish I could actually write without these encumbering blocks and then the stifling of my writings and stolen by creeple non-stop and me blocked from having any real public exposure to my thoughts--just you hackers and terrorists reading this. Well, screw it the punk scene is great, probably my favorite of all Spike Lee films and somewhat resonant of the actual reality of a punk show. Notice that the scene lasts for less than 2 minutes so I think that is about the best I can ever say about Lee at this point of his participation in this terror contract out on me so my view of him and his movies--like all the actors involved, meaning the males and females--all has "soured" to the extreme bitter distaste seeing their faces or movies.
But I thought of this scene in having scrolled down and seeing scenes of the actors attacking me who try to trigger me by posting their faces endlessly therein. My thoughts went to this scene of the ants feeding off the dried blood because I thought of the streets of sordid LA and the extreme battles-to-the-death that have ensued in that travesty terror elitist fantasy Babylon brothel blood-soaked place and it's themes and....I am now blanking out my brain is confused my hands can't write and that is all fornow...

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"Summer of Sam Dance Scene. There But For The Grace of God". raysjimmy. 




It's really a great movie and should have been included in all those lists of "best movies of all time" which never include this film--it's really a top-notch film in all respects from script to dancing to import but the creepy dumb guy playing Berkowitz ruined the film--like a souffle that should have been perfect but imploded in one crucial spot. Love this scene--encapsulates much of the theme of the film--which is why I wrote about the "Italian-American" aspect and racism and this terror organization operates when given a chance during a crisis--the film reveals a bit of the bigotry and witch-hunting violence for anyone straying outside of normal conventionality. Only this small bit of anti-Semitism was hinted at, but if you could hear the more private conversations of the "Italian-American" bigots open racism is one of the most common themes and spoken/slurred out like gluttons feeding off a frenzy. The film only hints at this but it's a big hint except it is ruined by the bigoted portrayal of the Jewish man played by some obese idiot "Italian-American" and I suspect that Spike Lee participating in this contract out on me is his own gateway into higher promotion as well as his reverse racism and propensity to try to become as bigoted as those he claims are biased against "his people" and so in order to appease them he attacks me with hate in his own little way (not like the really violent whites who attack me who are his "friends" I would suspect he and they would all say). Oh wel, to whom am I writing to anyway? Just more bigots reading this who fully support all this terror I think none of you would even give Summer of Sam any mention whatsoever but Spile Lee in his current incarnation as a black Nazi surely you all love his movies even if you can't "remember" this one. It's a classic it should have been given more awards and more attention and it should not be forgotten as being one of the best films ever!

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My brain by now, from fighting to type the above while my brain was put into some technological vice--affecting my concentration I was just fighting to pound out letters and get my brain to operate. It's rambling and seeming incoherent in spots because I am so dizzy and under such negative mind control/technological assault to my brain in addition to hacking blocks to the keyboard. The multi-pronged attack that never ends.

A succinct list of situational terrorism my s**@t list:

 1: I have stopped detailing the expletive celebrities who are assaulting me in a never-ending line-up of people looking for easy promotions. The latest is not a shocker for me but as usual represents "The Left" and it's efforts to create a peaceful, healthy planet. This is one of the Europ-a-land reps for sustainability and a healthy planet. It's filled with vicious hate and negativity looking for it's easy promotion into more fame. It represents efforts that indigenous peoples all over the planet never achieve because she is the face of Europigape chagrin over policies that pigs like her actually covertly support because it's part of the "entitlement" process for white supremacy and Nazi/fascist/Mafia looting and plunder and vernichtungen.


Writing about these creeps has proven to only help to promote them. It appears that if they are abrasive abusive annoying cloying stupid sleazy violent making me queasy they get a free greasy uplift for their sagging careers. I then get tortured for writing about them even though my writing about their ugliness and stupidity is one of their main objectives (which is part of the protocol for obtaining their greasy promotions for being so easily programmed into fascist behavior modification as they too are "mind controlled" subjects who never resist if they get free deals they have no qualms about any kind of exchange of mental freedom because they don't really think independently anyway so there is nothing much to lose in that respect, for them in this exchange of simply following orders and then being promoted into higher positions of "authority" to meet out more violence and terrorism to other unsuspecting targets who are left with zero support and all law enforcement in the global terror police state supporting all the upper echelons of the terror organization.

It turns out this was not succinct all. I was going to write a brief sentence highlighted with bold letters to accentuate each item and it turns out the subject matter is just too significant to reduce, although I'm sure the ever-reductive celebrities are capable of reducing the most complex of ideas into basic 3rd grade level sentences for easy comprehension to the point that it's forgettable and doesn't penetrate to any great level of the mind, heart or soul.

They also are threatening me constantly to take away my money and sustenance. The rip-offs from businesses are so tantamount at this point--I mean an entire bank being shuttered to block me from obtaining money so I must spend an addition $8.50 in addition to a 3% banking fee--my bank I use does not charge this fee on their end, and there is only this one bank that will allow me to use their banking services without this fee. Thus I had to spend that extra $8.50 and to these greedy, sleazy celebrities and activists and intellectuals who live in mansions and are constantly showered with free gifts and all expenses paid and the longer they shower me with undeserved hate and unjustified terrorism the more free gifts and entitlements they are handed, so they never stop.

The latest addition I criticized which to these "entitlement" wanna be fascist tyrant dictators you call your "Leftist" celebrities, any criticism in the slightest could be justification on their part to have you executed assassin-style. This latest hag-looking thing celebrity just rushed at me with screeching hate as the blonde Nazi group sat with legs spread in sexualized titillation while the screeching old woman teenager pounced upon me for the benefit of obtaining some free new deal for her blathering bs "Liberal" posturing about activism and etc. I tried to tell her that the group she is operating with has been directly responsible for helping climate change to exacerbate with the policies that they supported and obtained their endless trophy deals and awards from, but only I was attacked viciously by this rotten Europigape skank creep because that means a free deal or entitlement for her and her "cause celebre". I am actually describing her in much-too-much detail and it may not be so difficult should anybody be reading this at this point (I realize my ranting only drives readers away--I really suspect that mind control is driving these rants and I believe that is 100% correct--part of the discrediting process).


2. Not succinct any longer but....


Mind control whilst I write has increased so I am not capable of accessing my critical thinking capabilities. The attacks have gotten to the point that I am extremely dizzy and feel like my head is being slightly crushed inward as my vision blurs and always my hands can't move to the keys as I am stuck and frozen in physical movement. I can't imagine the technology being used to achieve these effects but the "beaming" into my brain and nervous system can be affected in public places and always is, in every instance where I have any contact with any other human being or the potential for it (in written form).


3. I am investigating basic off-grid survival videos on YouTube, knowing that my survival capability if I had to go on that route is much closer to Zero than I would like. The effect of the global police state and the inaction by all members of Congress to intervene in this terrorism that so many fully support (so many from The Left, the names are many but again, this organization keeps having my mail service in Florida not report mail that could stop my basic flow of income or they create terror schemes to have the government agency that has provided me with sub-sub-unlivable poverty income to barely survive and they keep threatening to have reviews and that I must come in person to their office in America and that my case is constantly under review--a situation that has never occurred until Trump took office in 2016--for decades I was never bothered my situation is chronic, meaning a permanent disability from this terror organization having me poisoned with intention to slowly suffocate my internal organs and bloat me into paralysis. they then fractured vertebrae and broke bones and if this terror group had the opportunity to break into my room (after spending over two years fighting to block all the cracks and portals of this tiny studio--with dollar store materials and some hardware hooks--each month not being able to continue to afford the necessary items so I had to wait weeks just to try to complete maybe half or a third of each "project" of pasting and gluing objects over each panel--the entire studio is covered with penetrable cracks and panels that are indeed opened up from all sides of the entire studio--top, bottom, both sides. If they still could physically entire they would be raping and putting my hips out of alignment and sticking fungus into my orifices, hair and etc etc as they have been doing for years (the celebrities of "The Left" have all profited off this situation and the longer they have had access to this kind of extreme rape and torture system the more callous and violent they have become, and the more awards and promotions they have all obtained by this nefarious sick organization which also controls politicians in the same, exact system. I wish I could mention some of their names but they have been ordering my skin to be slashed between my toes and my body and my hair falling out from chemical terror and my skin slathered with something that scars like I have burn scars and spider veins pounded into my legs--all done while I am "asleep" after having been drugged up, in a comatose hypnosis and being teleported to abuse and rape in the twin-body physical state that teleportation has created. I so hope that one day someone can provide any kind of responsible law enforcement agency with the reams of footage that someone and some group must have of me being teleported to Los Angeles to be abused and beaten and raped and tortured and insulted and etc by this group of expletives while my physical location of being in this place where I now am is confirmed--just to prove that the US Government and H-wood the mind control/propaganda arm of the "Left" is only the arm of the "Right" fascist mafia group which is controlling all--probably from some exclusive place like Geneva and other lavish Europigape entitlement Nazi/Mafia enclaves. Meaning America is being controlled by very nasty foreign agents and the Americans so eagerly have latched on to fascist Nazism and Mafia take-over of all the most critical agencies which rely on "The Left" to promulgate the lie that America is working it's hardest but surely failing somehow to keep America on track to obey the US Constitution and to protect and serve it's inhabitants except for the very weak and vulnerable which the politicos and the fascist Nazi celebrities who all are charity and government icons all are blathering about how they are fighting to protect in all their creepy superhumanoid blockbuster computer-generated mind control fodder.

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Tuesday, November 9, 2021

Terrorist Report: (*this post has been badly hacked/rewritten. Grammar has been deleted. This reads like a 3rd grade-level non-English-speaking writer in most places. I am under extreme brain-altering effect while the keyboard is also being blocked. The combination of hacking/brain-altering tech/and hacker rewrites and deletions has made this post impossible to get through clearly. I rewrote one part of one paragraph after it had been almost demolished by terrorist hackers with deletions and inserts and grammar deletions---I can't go through the whole thing it is nearly incomprehensible in most places, lacking cohesion and grammar and then I could not finish my thoughts while I was--and still am--constantly backspacing and rewriting because hackers are just obliterating all I write and think and attempt)--the one bank in Phuket which will give me a cash forward on my Visa Debit card closed the entire bank today when I needed to withdraw money. This is not a banking holiday and every other bank in Phuket was opened the entire day. If I use an ATM, first terrorist hackers have blocked access to my card via cash machines for a few years. Then I am charged over $30 to withdraw my money with double expenses and my bank has limited my cash withdrawal per ATM visit to just $400, which is far below my daily withdrawal limit. I can't change it I have tried. All of my phone calls are re-routed to terrorists who lie repeatedly and claim they can't understand or speak English.

 Because I am so injured and partially paralyzed, and it requires at least 3 hours to pack all my bags, bring them out of multiple sealed plastic bags, clean off the stinking odors of clothing, and then upon returning it requires at least 2 hours to repack everything and hide it under a part of the furniture where I still have to seal and multiple-seal the bags that contain all my essential documents which have been sprayed with stinking odors and sprays for so many years that no amount of cleaning gets the laboratory-created stink out of the items. 

I am in too much pain to go through driving and nearly being hit and a few hundred people attacking me while my body still has the hard poisons latched into my spine which I fight endlessly to slowly rip out using every means I can possibly figure out by watching videos on YouTube on detoxifying from poisoning. Over ten years of this and I'm still in too much pain and still working to detox with endless abuse and violence from these celebrities and these terrorists attacking me.


Thus I had to go to the one bank a few more miles' drive South which I know will perform the cash advance option. They charged me $8.50 plus my banking fees plus the 3% charge so it's going to come out to costing me $30 just to withdraw my money. 


Right now hacking is so bad and the keyboard is being so badly manipulated I must physically fight to get these words out and every word is a physical strain of pounding down and backspacing and rewriting as letters won't appear when I pound down to get anything out.

My condominium is now packed with creeps who loiter and follow me around and stare and block my path. The stinking substances that have been poured into my home are like foul semen laced with fungus or mold. Poured into my bathroom, a piece of clothing, my floor has been sprinkled in all corners and parts under furniture with debris and grime and soot and brown/black grime is everywhere--the walls, the floor, etc.


Hairs are everywhere steeped in oily substances.


The view I have of the hillside outside my window. It is almost an 80-degree angle facing my window and there is a plateau and then a steep 90-degree towering cliff beyond the small hillside/cliff facing my patio. The two animals that remained alive have been either killed or shot away or chased away and that makes zero animals and only weeds growing with plastic bags and plastic hangers and things thrown on the hillside that used to be covered with birds and white flowers. blown apart and demolished by the terrorists. All the birds have been killed. Two lizards remained--huge incredible species--now gone and their former very happy habitat has been taken away from them just to torture me and to keep only uglinss and hate surrounding me.


I went to this bank to withdraw money, Krungsri in Rawai. Rotten an decrepit ugly white older males went in as the staff was hostile, pretended they could not understand almost everything I said but spoke perfectly with apologies and loving kindness to the ugly white trash males who were there instructing them on the bigot protocol that the bigots of H-wood ordered them to perform, as well as years of stinking and foul putrid substances and my hands are huge and ugly from years of having to clean all of this perpetually.

Went to my motorbike rental place in that area because they told me months ago that they would order me a new motorbike--I have been paying this same price for one motorbike for over 4 years and I have paid for it at least 3 times over. Because this terror group forces me into not being able to earn even any money whatsoever, all my money is spent on renting and paying off the cost 4 times over. They promised me and then lied. They promised me again and asked me over and over what color I would like. My brain is put into such a mind control spectrum of incomprehension while they are lambasting me with interrogation techniques of repeating the same thing over and over an dover and over and yelling at me the same questions and prodding my arm and hitting my arm and asking as I repeat an drepeat and when I get angry, they take things away and refuse service. After having this horrid attack at the 2nd bank in Rawai after the first bank which had been literally closed in a terrorist action to block me from obtaining money without me having to lose     MORE money by this group forcing a discriminatory action upon essential services that are being blocked and over charged and etc upon me. That is, my mail service charging me over $100 per smallest Fed Ex package while all other mail services are literally refusing me service or lying or not delivering or literally stealing my items from packaged boxes (DHL here in Phuket has done that and I have no recourse to justice whatsoever here in Phuket). Back to this motorbike rental. The one woman who spoke English is now gone--I mean who did not pretend she "no understan" English. They are being instructed in English on how to attack me, by the way. I lost my temper after having to go through driving more miles and go out of my way to obtain money because it is too hard on my body to spend hours fighting to just get in and out of this room. I also have to block my front door by inserting objects in the cracks of the doors on all sides because mechanical arms were being inserted under the door frame (there is a significant gap--this entire studio has gaps and cracks and tiles everywhere and all my years of effort to stop all of this still has not effectively stopped the mechanical arm terrorist/body mulitation/food poisoning/drugging/filth and stench attacks in this room from the creep terrorists on the other sides of the walls-and those who insert the mechanical arms under the doorway where there is ample space for a mechanical arm to break though--as they then open the front door and rape and destroy my body and room while I'm teleported while sleeping only to be raped twice in both locations (body twain by the teleportation technology>


I am fighting to type this and my brain is going into not just tangents but I can't focus or concentrate. I am so dizzy and feeling so ill from the effect of my brain under this endless onslaught of deadly attack to my brain by these tecynologies--it's like I'm in a fog and fighting to think clearly for ever a minute. I can't even begin to write and finish my thoughts at this poing.

I lost my temper at this motorbike rental place after having to go through rotten disgusting old white males (not just Europigapes but an American creep with the obsequious Thai female lovingly thanking and apologizing as they glare in hate at me, nearly yelled at me, glared in hate as I walked in saying very loudly "what do you want" in ugly hateful tones. Not "understanding" when I asked for change for a 1000 baht bill I had to repeat this 5 times in a row because she "no understan". I had to pay an extra $8 for in fees because this bank, which I never use but have in the past out of desperation when Bangkok Bank is closed or they refuse me service--it has happened for the most bogus lying reasons in the past, in this area and it also is the area I have lived in for a few years (nearly killed by the Nazi network and hit by cars and etc many times--under orders for a few of the near-death attacks by the H-wood celebrities you all love and they are just endlessly feeding off this contract out on me.

But I went to this motorbike rental place, where I go every month to overpay them for this motorbike which has been scratched up by terrorists who just scrape the paint off while I am parked and in shopping malls or in stores--


after "no understan" and there was a team of Thai people yelling questions at me and repeating the same thing as my brain--as it is now--was under so much attack I answered the repeat harassment interrogation question-answer session like I was a robot just endless being pressed to repeat and go though a cycle of stupidity with them yelling the same question at me in non-stop blathering hate banter yelling at me. I could not "understand" that I was under attack, but I finally got so "drugged up" (as I am right now, I feel like I am completely drunk or high while writing this under this effect--the manipulation of brain-waves is being blasted into my brain as I fight to pound this out right now--and that is how it always is when I am in public as I repeat and say things I have never thought in language I never use).

it is again too impossible ot write this out. I told this Thai skank that she was full of shit and a liar. She understood all that and responded by having an ugly Thai male yelling like a fascist adherent into his phone while she held it at me as I was getting my things to go. They are not going to buy me this new motorbike and I am just endless stuck in every facet of life possible by ugly and crap people. The pandemic gave me a chance to breathe a little bit from years of violence from hundreds of filthy sick scumbag losers attacking me every single time I have gone out. I can't believe how many sick an dstupid and rotten pieces of shit there are on this planet participating in t his ugly organization. I am so exhausted right now from pounding down on this keyboard and fighting to think. The creeps are increasing the attack on my brain my vision is blurry I can't think I can't t ype I can't finish this any longer I am just unable to think and write at this point--

so I am stuck. 

I have reacted to the shit people in H-wood who have tortured, ordered me to be mutilated, raped beaten spat upon urinated upon stolen idea after idea told me I am nothing stupid a bitch have had me raped and raped and poisoned and my body completely scarred up while they tell me as my body is breaking down and aging, as they also had part of my uterus cut out but refuse me any help in health care so I need hormone balancing herbs and myb ody is just deteriorating as they keep on having me poisoned and abuse and abused and abused as I yell adn wish them death every time they teleport me while they tell me they are "so superior" and I am nothing an it never ends.


Was threatened with death by the Speaking of the House a few weeks ago when I said that these Nazi men are disgusting--I put it in a more elaborate and verbally eloquent way--this sick woman acts like I am supposed to be absolutely stupid instead of having a degree of intelligence that should have enabled me to have a career instead of rotting in a filthy cesspool stinking studio which is perpetually being sprayed with toxic stinking substances day and night by mechanical arms and writing endless posts while sitting on Disability and not getting health care while abusers and users keep trying to pound me into slow death while more and more millions and millions of abusers and losers keep surrounding me. 


I see the waters washing away these parts of the planet due to the greed, stupidity and incompetence of this organization which has taken over every government, is a death and hate and racist and death-mongering exploitation organization. 


But now my arm is so sore from pounding down I can't go on.

years of this hate from this group in H-wood and they are increasing the violence because I by now pray for their deaths every single day they are so ugly and sick and stupid and vile and so are their children adn friends and organization I detest them and it's just never ending--they keep attacking me I keep wishing them death they never stop tryign to exploit this hate contract out upon me for themselves for years, then their rotten shit children, their shitty friends, so they can have the "power" to have sex partners who will do anything to be a part of this power system that these incompetents have been handed by posturing incompetents in Congress who really are destroying the planet and are absolutely too vile, stupid and sick to have been put in these positions of power. It is now nearly impossible fo rme to type any longer it's such physical exertion I am literally in pain from pounding as hard as I can to get the words to appear. My hands hover in mid-air unable to move my brain is completely udner attack. I can't even finish my thoughts nand this is now impossible to go on any longer.


When you rotten people reading this finally realize that this system is also destroying your own lives and your planet, perhaps then you will finally stop allowing incompetent hate-death-mongering idiot posturing bs con artist whores to obtain power over your planet and your lives. 

Monday, November 8, 2021

Terrorist filth stink drugging poisoning food attack etc hacking combined with brain-altering tech/drugging etc report: November 8, 2021.

 Hacking and DOS is very bad today. I just did a computer sweep last week and it's now corroded completely, slowed down, DOS compromises every basic search. I tried to "remember" the term "Audition" just a few hours ago for a post and I could not remember this term while watching the Fame movie clip with LeRoy.


The attack on my brain whilst I write is far worse than I can portray it mostly because my brain is under attack while I write...

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Stinking filth poured into my food. This was a bag of something dried that I had bought and stored in my room, which was replaced by rancid and rotten items tainted and undoubtedly any and all things I leave like tea bags, herbs, anything like coconut dried powder in bags that are hermetically-sealed are taken out and replaced by tainted food stuff that the terrorists order to be polluted and poisoned and drugged by their every-corrupted business and manufacturing plant, which is a global operation.

Feeling dizzy just from attempting to write the few paragraphs above. Hacking is so bad I can't write a few words without having to correct and backspace non-stop.

Disgusting and foul operations and deeds performed by disgusting and foul and stupid sleazy sick putridity performing minions who hiss in hate that this makes them "superior" and of course as they limit competition to only their smaller and smaller clusters of f-ers competition and free access to any other type of talent or capability is not just thwarted but effectively killed off. 

Disgusting acts of putridity, and that is all I can see of these creeple who keep hissing that they are "superior" and use only violence and stupid sleazy and disgusting means in order to block the access to power of actual real competitors who ARE superior, if only not blocked, poisoned, gas-lighted and killed off.

To No one, as there is no one here (except me). Update on the attack on my life, this time financial. It was forced on January 14, so last week. As I suspected and knew, it was done recently and my mail was rejected at the mail service I have used for months---returned my money suspended. They are demanding either a redetermination--I am chronically disabled, this group crushed my lumbar and cervical vertebrae the medical records state chronic and permanent disability which means there is nothing that will make me "Normal" or capable of doing much, but of course they will try. I am s tuck most of the day in pain and unable to even do anything but they want to squeeze everything out of me, the tiny subpoverty included from SSI Disability. I could not obtain Social Security Disability, which would not force me to live on subpovety "Welfare" subsistence, but instead some livable expense and able to live abroad in order to survive but on SSI you are forced to have repeat reviews--but I am disabled they still are forcing the qualification for welfare upon me. They are not supposed to. They also either did not k now or lied but Social Security administration has changed various rules for food budget and you don't have to report on whether you have assistance for food or help, but this woman asked me if I did. It is listed on the website as a recent LAW that changed the policy, right below the main top portion of the main Social Security Administration page (ssa.gov) but she did not know this. I did not need to remind her for fear of the usual recrimination for knowing more than the person put into some position to deprive me of something like basic service and survival. That is how they have forced me to live. I now have to wait to phone this department in Hollywood to speak to a man to make some phone interview where all kinds of questions will be asked and I could lose everything. Even with medical records, they will force me to have to fly to America where I have literally nowhere to go, no money to survive on, and a physical condition that will make me extremely sick and in threat of extreme physical decline or illness from stress to my spine.

3 hours later of bureaucratic targeted stalking bs (repetition of the same events for most calls proves that this is not just the normal bur...