Monday, June 13, 2022

All the Rape Culture Men's "Feminists". Everyone in the biz is buzzing about the Heard/Depp trial; none have ever mentioned me, my essential onus in the "domestic violence" themes that are now attributed to her and only silence remains about the torture, rape and violence endlessly being inflicted upon me. All is silenced by the Men's favorite "Feminists" (mostly of the Nazi appearance and persuasion) in the filthy Whorewood industry.

 What more should I say? I was reading a bit about the Cannes rewards...I mean "awards" system which is not removed from the rape-for-profit pyramid scheme that has engulfed Whorewood, to which Depp and Heard both obeyed and followed programming in violence and succumbed to it ultimately against one another. For the two years that Depp and Heard both teleported and tortured/raped (only as far as I know Depp did this and also included others in the rape scheme, often) I wrote of how they were domestic violence perpetrators. I wrote extensively about Andrea Dworkin feminist writings and wrote my view on their behavior. After Heard began a month-long rampage of trying to have me hit and killed by cars (at least 6 attempts were aimed at me in one month--one of the attempts being extremely deadly which I averted only by seconds, literally, with great effort as my handlebars were being remotely blocked from shifting and..I wrote of this years ago, repeated it, and won't go into how I was nearly crushed to death with meat smeared in a rectangular shape on the road as all the motorbikes boxing me in suddenly parted and I almost drove over the greased meat while  huge truck was barreling behind my motorbike within a few feet directly behind me).

Then teleported to the candidate #45 as Heard watched him assault and then rape me, as she glared in hate at me. The murder attempts stopped for that month as T-rump then began to slowly acclimate to the slow torture-to-death protocols. For the last year under Biden the situation has increased to slow poisoning and abuse to death--literally.

But back to Heard, who is being hailed by feminists for her daring and bold adventures in media sensationalism. Depp has been as usual defended by the white male rape culture phenomenon, to which filthalina and co. fully endorse after shitalina has also stolen feminist ideas from my writings and used them to promote herself, like Heard, into a visible position of being a "feminist" and has used that like a stepping-stone into a position of politics--handed to her of course as part of the daily--for years--torture protocols she and pigpit have sat imbibing and feeding off and dumping into and drooling over and feeling entitled over and profiteering off for over EIGHT F-ING YEARS without end EVERY DAY or handing the torture equipment to their friends, children and other assorted motley crew members of that "elitist" Whorewood group.

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I am given not just ZERO recognition by Whorewood et al, but tortured for not being a sex slave torture and rape/plunder/murder through extremely agonizing poisoning and torture protocols that parasites feed off, white supremacists laugh and go on rape and dismemberment and torture rampages on until my body is sliced off partially every day to the point of being completely mangled.

And worse, and on and on.


Zero payment. Zero recognition. Torture for holding these views which these skank whores have profited off stealing and using as their own crutch while still employing the sex toy doll appearance (with Heard deviating from this slightly, as I believe she has undergone trauma-based mind control programming in order to appear as traumatized as possible--and she has been awarded $2 million in the counter law suit--


When these filthy skanks pay me at least l0% for the "finders fee" or "agent" fee for the ideas that they stole out of TORTURING AND RAPING ME using the worst of male rape racist entitlement politics for their sex objectification promotion into power positions, albeit only marginally in some ways--then they will at least in a nascent way actually embody these principles. They are not just antagonistic but grim determined that I remain without a chance for any marginal economic stability so they can all continue to feed off this contract out on me. AS for the men, they remain staunchly supported in the YEARS of rape and torture and are smug basterds beyond comprehension compared to the crappy public images they feign that they are--but nudge nudge, all the boyz in the hood understand that they are all about rape entitlement and they all love them for their activities, especially against me, symbolizing one of the most hated racial groups possible--ironically I have had almost nothing to do with that diaspora all my life and did not even grow up around that culture in any way except that my disengaged parents came from Brooklyn and have this heritage which they NEVER talked about or mentioned or held observances of.

As far as I have ever known, I was and am an American first and anything else second. Well, that is not how the 4th Reich America views me and I am stuck in a cliche prison now that this technocratic fascist Nazi system has overtaken all law and order in the country and around the world. 

To whit: I am held silenced, my huge impact on the world for helping to give the notions of feminist mentality, against rape culture, has been more significant than ANYONE even who has read my many posts all these years, the years prior to the Me Too movement, the people associated with the initial push of that movement also involved with this rape and torture situation against me (i.e. Rose Byrne--who literally quoted verbatim something I had written on Facebook and also on my blog--I wrote of it somewhere, with all these thousands of posts by now I can't begin to find it but if it hasn't been deleted I did write of this and if all is still intact--not deleted--my words can be found and I wrote almost every time upon discovery of the "intellectual property theft"  if something was stolen and by whom). 

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You can add as one of the strongest factions of the anti-me movement (meaning ME, personally) in Whorewood the bigoted Europigape women who have the Nazi appearances that have been part of a lifetime of programming that they are supposed to be, and only them, at the pinnacle of entitlement with only their men in 1st position and them getting any other scraps from the table handed to them. With the sprinkling of a few "good" minority minions who "represent" other cultures if only to conceal the real racist agenda that they all are a part of and endlessly tout as their main motivation for all their public spewing of bs to the public and posturing bs poseur $$-making photo-ops for causes and etc ad nausium.

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The women who are associating the Heard verdict with "feminism" have most blatantly and violently with threats, anti-Semitic Nazi commentary--coming out of England at the top levels of the putrid strata that has ossified into this disgusting archaic system of racist entitlement a la Imperialism versus mass extermination as the real dichotomy that lies at the heart of their Darkness.


Yet, I am still writing trying to not gently "remind" you f-ers reading this that the whores who are still being "honored" in the media as some kind of symbol of women enraged at domestic violence and of rape culture who are part of this team endlessly raping and beating and poisoning me in ways that are utterly disgusting should be made accountable to ME for having presented the concepts they STOLE in the first place. Yet I am still tortured for holding these views because according to these whore pig ape women, I am "supposed" to have zero rights and any pardon from rape and violence against women should only go to them. The "Winning" of that pig whore scumbag greasebag Depp and his entourage which have sat around abusing and torturing me and are still---all the pig men of H-wood "A-list" scumbag status but pronounced as being supercool hipster and so wonderful--are still attacking me and giving these bigot Nazi whore women all undo respect only to demonstrate that this "Joy Division" of racism is to be upheld. 

For their part, they continue to get a firmer and tighter hold on the ultimate goal of absolute monopoly in the industry but always they are held up by the strings that pull them into their various postures. Who the pieces of shit who manipulate them are, perhaps dumb whorren mirrage out of London, living in the proximity of the Queen (W1 in London I believe it is) and her entourage are at the top but I doubt it, as they undoubtedly follow orders like the rest. Of course while siccing the boyfriend thug to rape me as proxy for her advancement and promotion, she has been at the forefront of the Me Too bs bowel movement and is still undoubtedly shoveling out the bs about what a peace-loving "feminist" and anti-racist piece of shit she is (people can't see it, I never doubted it even before knowing I knew, never thought of her as being cool or talented, never beautiful but great plastic surgery job well done on the part of the plastic surgeon). This is the kind of shit personality that is really at the heart of the male rape and racist entitlement system which has chosen which stupid and dumb whores are supposed to represent the "me too" movement so it's basically effete and has no real content in which to back up the claims of injustice because after stealing ideas they really haven't learned anything except that technology can provide quick and easy answers but no real understanding of the content or context.

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Watching Treasury Secretary Janet Yellen grilled for Biden Admin policies leading to high Inflation and my thoughts on the upcoming expected Republican bash at the Midterms: watching the Republicans admonish Yellen is like watching the precursor to old horror flick documentaries about the Rise of the 3rd Reich, all presaging the continued rise of the 4th Reich. This is a horror clip I can't watch on YouTube: why these policies are creating such disillusionment of the current regime (and I am disillusioned due to the continuation of fascist genocidal policies the current admin is not just continuing but participating in with ferocious intimidation and threats to me in teleportation hell they fund and help to further--which is genocidal fascist Nazism and Mafia overtake of institutions, or the continuation thereof).

 "Treasury Secretary Janet Yellen testifies before House Ways and Means Committee". Fox Business. June 8, 2022.

*I do not mean to boost Fox News by including this clip, but it was the first clip of the exchange btwn Yellen and the committee on the YouTube list, and I saw that it began without commentary. I have not finished watching the clip so I don't know if it will end with commentary by Fox News and I do not endorse whatever is discussed in this video by that news organization. Just being lazy and copying the first clip on the list, that's the only reason I included this particular clip. I am also not disparaging whatever Fox Business may say because it may be very astute and correct, but I have not watched through the video as I wrote of below for personal reasons (depressions watching this unfold, this calamity for the US and how I believe somehow that the policies are being directed into a grey area tending towards increasing fascism and all that pertains like following the blueprint that lead to the 3rd Reich).


 My experience of the current regime in the context of the State-sponsored terrorism that afflicts my life and has blocked all my economic and personal advancement as a viable stable participant in society has lead me to this conclusion:  the people in charge, put in leadership positions, will do almost anything to be handed free hand-outs if they conform to instructions handed out by this international fascist and Nazi organization which is obviously the covert power and force behind promotions and also for policy-making. These most greedy and myopic individuals, all acting on the force of preening in conspicuous consumption and self-glorification as I have witnessed them in the teleportation hell and violence they inflict upon me,  have no real affinity for concern about "The American People" who are struggling and not wealthy, affluent or interconnected to the fascist Nazi Mafia group to which they all belong. This personal vendetta the ultra wealthy have against the struggling, poor and certainly the disenfranchised is leading to the rise in populism on the extreme Right, similar in effect to how the 3rd Reich came into power in post-war Germany (and in other parts of Europe and in America, certainly as the partnerships that were formerly open and clear still exist and are increasing as the technology of brainwashing and incentive-based promotions and covert ASSASSINATIONS I.E. similar in scope to the COINTELPRO activities of eliminating "threats" to the prevailing covert order continue to be proliferated and continued, as the Biden Administration absolutely is doing with vicious endorsement for all these covert Nazi and Mafia policies and personalities. The rise of the 4th Reich will be inevitable unless the situation is altered greatly as soon and quickly as possible. 



With all these concepts of how the Germans got Hitler and the fascists into power (along with the other Axis Powers, Italy--for example now termed "Mafia" in the modern context in "elite" circles of society, but fascists probably outright by the people who know in Italy who are fighting this--as, for example, filmmaker Passolini had done and was murdered for exposing the sexual depravity that I have been forced to have to analyze--the "secrets" must be kept silent, and of course I refer to the film SALO--but that is another topic for perhaps another day).


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I can't watch through this video because when the Republicans begin to lecture about the list of reasons why America is heading towards a Recession, and as Republicans will and are using the economic collapse (in it's not-quite catastrophic version, not as "bad" as the Crash in 1929 that lead to the rise in fascism in Europ-a-land) but...certainly catastrophic for many people who are discounted as being "important" by the elite--who are those who will rise to become tomorrow's next enlarged rioters to install a fascist regime lead by the "Democracy Patriots" who espouse killing all those they hate in order to restore (their white Supremacy).

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I can't get through the video and I stopped watching it as the first bald-headed Republican began to mouth the ailing suffering of those becoming more disenfranchised who Repubs believe will vote them into power in the Midterms and perhaps for the next 2024 Presidential Election. 


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When I have to suffer incalculably, really being tormented and abused and POISONED slowly to death by these celebrities who are vicious and more foul than anything anyone reading this can imagine who is not a part of this "elite" group which certainly brought T-rump into power in the first place--but understanding how many of the current Biden Administration policy-making politicians, most of them the most vociferously anti-Trump politicians of "The Left" who are virulently fascist, nasty, violent and threatening towards me--including those most prominent almost in the current tv-land trials and the tribunal to eliminate T-rump but certainly they don't want to eliminate the fascist White Supremacist system which keeps them and has put them all into these covertly anti-anything that doesn't conform to the fascist Nazi white supremacy system eliminating all rights to those like me who will be microchipped, sold off by family and society into literal slavery, a technocratic version of the old most draconic slavery of the good ole days that the bigot pig apes so fervently want to re-establish as a silenced and accepted societal breach of everything that the United States ever has devised though the workings of it's socio-political machinery.

I truly cannot abide Biden for this fact and what I consider to be ultimate incompetence on his part and of the leadership (i.e. I believe that rotten K. Harris participated in this crime against me so her rotten daughter can be included in the modeling fascist Nazi white supremacy elite system--as almost all the daughters of these celebrity and politician terrorists all have ulterior motives to include friends and family into nepotistic alliances and inclusion by automatic promotion by their collusion with this fascist and Nazi Mafia entity that is a true threat to all society, not just a "Democratic" society and I believe also to the planet as they continue life-threatening global disaster eco-system policies for their endless consumption conspicuous entitlement elitist personal lifestyles, which they sell off continuously through the media).

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I can't watch what they are doing, I want to understand the economic policies but as the list of growing desperation is checked off by the Republicans who are waiting to snatch power away, and they are more blatantly fascist and Nazi/Mafia than even the Biden expletives who are poseurs for "Democracy" and "The American People". They have excluded me as a participant in American and indeed in all society unless someone is there to make sure I can't produce anything that is counter to their systematic racism disguised as egalitarian equality of all races (as Biden touts and the Repugs also do the same with their black and brown-skinned followers, the system is really the same for all involved).

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What would be necessary to counter this growing trend towards fascism that Biden and Co. are continuing to implement by their policies (including the continuation of the teleportation and microchip implant and torture/enslavement program they most violently compound by threats to me when they teleport me, as they get more promotions for their greedy and selfish aspirations--I think Pelosi is skimming money off all the relief legislation possible when she participates and is a most nasty vulture and liar and thief--meaning she's just a Nazi Mafia put into highest position and for decades lying and doing the same thing).

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 10 minutes later: I walked away from the laptop and "remembered" words and ideas I could not access--I was struggling to find this word and my brain was being blocked in cognitive function by the brain-altering "mind control" tech, as it always is while I am writing, speaking in public, on the phone, etc


The word is CONVERGENCE: the pairing of inflation and impending fascism and the rise of the 4th Reich--desperate people being fed and lead by the "elite" who want a complete control and monopoly of power--as the celebrities all are attcking me in order to obtain this contract being dangled in front of them by hissing Nazi slogan, anti-Semitic to the extreme Europ-a-fascista, Mafia and Nazi. Unfortunately, it takes very little incentive for most Americans to follow their orders and yearn for a similar Holocaust scenario in the United States (against Jews or anyone not conforming or agreeing with their every mediocrity output and law and ordinance).

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The other point that was bocked was that Kamala Harris did not join in this group, invited by Oprah, the other Democratic contestant for the raelity tv political cirsus that has been politics for a long time due to media adulation of celebrity-based posturing and elitist Europ-a-fascist fashion displays of wealth and attainment, sprinkled with platitudes about "The American People" and "Democracy".



K. Harris was invited to help create a Black Women's Caucus on the Dem ticket--that would be M. Obama, Oprah and now K. Harris--to the dismay of Biden's wife Jill who has demonstrated absolute chagrin that Harris is on a near equal fotting with her husband in politican power terms as VP.

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The Black Women's Caucus under these women will continue the goose-stepping policies of the minions who follow the orders of the genocidal fascist Nazis. Wearing fascist Nazi fashion out of Europ-a-land is one of the hallmarks of the elitist standard to which Oprah and probably the Harris female quota of the familial power structure all deem as the highlight of their conspicuous consumption attainment as elite standard-bearers of American culture. It is the same that T-rump and his family also demonstrated on a daily basis along with their staff. I was tortured for not wantign to wear French fashion by T-rump's wives--all done covertly of course by this hate system w hich Oprah also enjoyed torturing me within, and Harris exploited to be put into the VP position in the first place, and Biden participated through his proxy minions for his own participation (and thus, by following orders he is helping set the stage for the next Reich to be installed). It goes on and on, the lsit of people put into "liberal" positions who follow the same system and orders but have no broader vision of the potentials for future catastrophe, and even when they do know, they are aboslutely in favor of a fascist Mafia and nazi regime taking over the country.

Sunday, June 12, 2022

EFFED UP (movies) dot-commie. The heart is deceitful above all mainstream movies and all else sand-wished in the membrane of life's pain. Get it? Sandwiched=sand-wished! A new word structure I just made up because of the terrorist hacking which created the typo! EFFED UP MOVIES wins over free streaming H-wood fodder! Reality is real, movies from H-wood are the real f-ed up s** sand-which sand-witch.

"The Heart is Deceitful Above All Things (2004) Trailer--starring Asia Argento". MovieFans.Tumblr.Com. March 4, 2016.



 


EFFED UP MOVIES is a free streaming movie site with child abuse, pornography, exotic fetishistic murders, orgies, sex fetish murders, slash and chop sadism, and other real-life sand witches that you can sink into and revolt and revel in as you chomp on your snacks and sit on your cracks to the movie that keeps you glued to the screen.


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The endless array of other movies of similar murder plot that are thin and not thick with surprise or any element other than morbid fascination with our gun-toting mass-shooting culture hegemony First Class United States culture--the movies are very often, in Effed Up Movie world, from foreign countries. The truly grotesque come out of Asia which have fantasy slash and chop blood and gore as the main feature. They kill animals on screen, and absolute sadism if featured. I can swear after 10 years of torture from the group of actors who put out heroic fantasy movies that these Effed Up Movies are the real movies and the H-wood movies are to conceal the real. 

Looking at a movie that Russell Crowe starred in, back in 1992 as he played a skinhead in Melbourne---it was absolutely reminiscent of the English "high class" ass group which recently did a group Nazi onslaught upon me and have brought countless American white trash trailer park types into the fray to play their hand at the olde World version of pre-Nazi post-skinhead targeting (of me). They are practiced and this is nothing that is new for any of them. That movie, classified as "based on a true story" is based on the true story of how the actors who are supposed to be elite act just like the punk skinheads who go out bashing people in subway dark and dank hallways and perform other acts of bestial downpressing through violence of all sorts. This movie depicts reality, and is truly a movie that is not dull, but I could not go on because I have been "watching" a "movie" like this for over 10 years every night while sleeping in teleportation played by actors who are famous for playing fantasy hero roles about how they care about everything "liberal" and pro-black and brown. How violently abusive the blacks and browns are from this celebrity/political group towards me, all with some white bigot urging them on behind them as they then offer them promotions for their behavior and their compliance to assisting in the white supremacist paradigm.

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It's very vomitous (sic) to try to watch any movie any of these actors play in where they are supposed to represent "Democracy" and I know that their version of "Democracy" is mob violence similar to the riot on the Capital, but concealed with the technology so easily being handed out by those who sit on their cracks inside the Capital Bldg on Capital Hill and award out these covert contracts like candy to psychopathic crack addict children who are in need of ever-increasing violence and dope and hate in order to pose confidently for their roles that they are loathe to actually imbibe on any basis or level in any way, any day of the week or year.

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There is always a shift from tedium to feeling this creative urge of thinking when I watch a really moving movie that has a basis in something that is not a dulling of the mind--I truly do not mean these Effed Up Movies but just a glimpse and then comparing the violence that is portrayed almost realistically but "over-the-top" is more similar to real life than I could ever have imagined before TEN YEARS of state-sponsored tortured and terrorism with parts of my body being cut off and being tortured with politicians coming in to participate and laugh and giggle and threaten to kill me for resisting being put into a slave and torture and murder situation that they are helping to create on a much broader scale in society.

I know that the expletives in H-wood want to make a movie based on this theme. I wrote a post about being immersed in a silly game I downloaded from the Windows store (for free of course but the algorithms make playing without paying impossible if you get to a certain level). I really want to be writing and making things but the endless theft of my ideas by people I never want to see get promoted any longer has made me stop doing anything that I truly want to do--can't take notes, can't write creative ideas--only come out with these sort of stream-of-consciousness type posts and these are mostly ranting due to the horror-movie plot that I would like to actually make money off making an incredible movie about how sick and sad reality is truly is--really and truly is--in "their" world of the fake humanity where suppression of their violence and Nazi/Mafia real-life reality has made them absolutely psychotic in terms of needing to vent their suppressed hate and violence upon me--when they ever will get another victim I can't wait for--why aren't there at least more people who are microchipped and being teleported instead of just me? Am I the only one? More rhetorical questions I can't answer and no one ever tells me more than endless lies.

Their movies reflect the endless lies they are constantly spewing out of their pursed in hate lips as they glare and stare and giggle as they unleash their psycho suppressions. 


A movie about them and this situation would easily--if I made it--make perhaps the list on Effed Up Movies. I would not want to watch any version a single one of them would make on this topic as it would not just dilute the reality and the point, but turn it around into some kind of psychopathic lie with a horrid musical sountrack no doubt which would be like the abomination of how they have taken over my alternative radio station and turned it into the kind of K-rap that they crap out constantly--and they never stop, year after year because they have been embraced into the warm folds of the cold and calculating Nazi/mafia movie conglomerate system and will always be cranking out meaningless sorry crap until they finally croak, perhaps they will never be stopped from cranking out their fake and horrid crap until they are all into their 90's--like the Senators who help to fund these torture protocols, who are all in encrusted stages of fermentation and laugh happily as they sign the covert bills to further fund the terror operation which should be made into a move that would be included in EFFED UP MOVIES (dot com).

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I am watching a movie now called The Heart is Deceitful Above All Things--it's about a cult classic "mom" like "courtney love" so the movie details the stylized writer of the site wrote--the woman acting is of Italian origin but seems like a crack version of a dope fiend from some part of trailer park Florida somewhere not far from a stripper strip mall area. It reminds me of Florida, Miami--places like that although I never have personally witnessed a scene like this, with a child being abused like this in front of me the woman behaves like something that was a coke addict turned-to-crack out of South Beach, back in the 90's before it became a Fortune 500 area of orgies and huge franchise corporate discos.

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I think Lydia Lunch plays some role in this movie and so I will continue to watch this. The abuse towards the little boy is also like the group of rock solid slimebag celebrities are pouring out upon me--like I am a child being reprogrammed to be abused and my spirit and personality broken. They all act like crack whores and this movie, only included in the Effed Up Movie site, is truly not a fiction but a reality that the teleportation and this gang stalking also unleashes in the pretentiously "high class" low-ass group that has assaulted me endlessly.


A little existential mind-boggling rhetorical question about fighting the filth that I can't stop as opposed to playing a waste-of-time do-nothing game on the computer? Games, games and puzzles to waste time spent otherwise wasting time doing things necessary. Which is more important? Having enjoyment playing games, or fighting an impossible battle to clean or heal my body all the problems coming from the same insidious source, and the attacks never end. Is playing for hours at a game that will produce nothing but a sense of accomplishment to get little bright squares into patterns more important than fighting to heal and clean all the time?

 I am wasting my time on a game--something I downloaded from the Microsoft store. I have even spent money on that game, against all my preconditioning. I fell into the trap the programmer set making the game extend into a realm of impossibility unless I spent money to buy the little trinkets that are necessary to unravel the puzzles. The game is a "build" game where you build a theme park. I have spent so much time on the game because it is calming, doing something analytical because I lack anything to actually DO in life that immerses me in abstract mesmerizing processes of intricate thinking at a level of calculation. It is why sometimes something like doing math can be soothing if you are not stressing your mind on the calculations. Something that fits in place, that you know can be won and is contained in a colorful box of moving pieces--fascinating, immersion into a world of movement and award and frustration because the algorithm is intended to force you to have to pay to continue unless you fight impossibilities that the programmers injected into the game.

I have told myself NOT to get into doing this for hours, but it is stress relieving. I would be spending time doing real things but all I work on is inevitably stolen or I am teleported and asked endless questions so someone else can use the idea or what I am working on for their own output--after they steal the idea, they do something to destroy me, my work, my body my home or my mind/spirit/sexualit/soul.


So I play this game. it does nothing but really waste time I could be doing other things like the endless cleaning and healing regimes that are necessary to deal with these attacks that are non-stop upon me. I thought I would not get into the terrorist aspect within this post but that, too, is inevitable there is no way to get around the topic when I begin to delve into my daily routine, which is so haphazard and so irregular.

It is too hard to pound down on this keyboard and fight past the hacking at this point. It is very late, getting into morning I do not want to sleep I want to be awake and peruse the internet. These are things I have told myself are very bad habits, and yet I continue to go on doing these waste-of-time things instead of doing the healing activities, and then there is the endless cleaning of the stinking filth that I am faced with that I never created in this room, that I must fight to clean with all the pain in my body they also forced through their poisoning. They forced the amount of cleaning to become impossible to ever finish. Once I clean something, they spray or pour disgusting filth on it again so the problem is always there--the stinking filth is always there no matter if I clean it once or never clean it or clean it as often as possible. Immediately they use the mechanical arms to make everything filthy once I clean it, or they pour all the filth on what I have cleaned once I am well enough to go out and leave this room.

Is playing a game rather than doing endless healing and cleaning activities a waste of time if it negates all the negativity that these creepazoids are forcing upon me?


Saturday, June 11, 2022

"I love you Mary Jane. Sugar come by, and get me high".//The dope on the stock market like a bummer come-down on a high--just more dope the Stock Market is going up and down. Give me that gold and silver-backed currency dope to get high on. America and the world is so high on bubbles and celebrity addiction culture, and it's such a low drag downer when I experience it so I need that upper dope experience and need it now! Money, dope and highs and lows is today's theme.

 "Cypress Hill & Sonic Youth--Mary Jane". SD 2581. February 27, 2009.





I'm reading the front page of Bloomberg, the newspaper that has a refreshing change from the standard usual daily news fare on the other syndicated press outlets--which are an orchestrated mess of tangled but uniformly interconnected bylines published like a simultaneous one-sided plot. The terrorist celebrities offensively attacking me are connected to the Fox News/Rolling Stone "empires" of mediocrity and mind f* media--and I can't describe how understanding finally how this media conglomerate group is behind this bs operation confronting me makes me absolutely try to fight to keep outlets like Bloomberg in lead position instead of the K-rap that these celebrities are endorsing and bringing in--(also I heard ideas I wrote of verbatim stolen by The Five from Fox--not lauding myself but this is the reality I have had to confront, of course writing this is supposed to make me "delusional" according to police standards, as police never do anything to protect me and threaten me when I report these crimes). But.....Bloomberg has been publishing news about Thailand recently--on the front page--and it's DOPE, concerning these things for tourist attraction perhaps?

I read on the front page that Thailand has legalized the growing of Marijuana. I was at a very famous/popular "Thai" store about two months ago where a huge sign was placed in front of the sliding glass doors to the opening about Marijuana being sold in the produce section.

Curious, I walked in, and saw nothing (I know the layout of the store and the produce section very well). There is still no MJ sold on the shelves, but am waiting and would like to see what it would be like to have some and make tea out of it for the morning onslaught of the daily grind of teleportation hate interrogation--like waking up, getting some leaves, chewing on them IMMEDIATELY to try to negate all the hate and injection of energy, sexual, intellectual parasitism that is inflicted upon me by unscrupulous expletives every single day without fail it's a hate match with me screaming to leave me alone every single day. They sit in rows as usual smirking and silent asking an endless spate of questions to which I cannot block out or remain silent and thus not engage. Pigpitalina the ugly pair of Nazi fascist putrid icons I have been telling then shouting at that I never liked them have told them no for OVER EIGHT YEARS but this contract out on me, they believe they are entitled to. One of them tried to have my teeth knocked out, they had part of my uterus cut out, they have had my body completely marred and mutilated from head to toe--broken toes, had my hair follicles permanently damaged so most of my scalp is balding--then endlessly telling me that the ugly whore skank is more beautiful as they continue to pummel my body while I am unconscious and force hate upon me every moment of every day living in a torture chamber and my cat, the one and only thing that I truly loved taken away, with her probably dead by now waiting for me to pick her up for over 8 years

the pigs continue--maybe having Marijuana to grab upon first rising will put some kind of block to the shithold of the mind control and the offensive and odious group which is constantly feeding off my life force, sucking out sexual energy and replacing it with destruction and hate and violence and negativity, destroying my property my body, my ideas they steal they profit off and then steal my money and destroy and destroy and destroy and insult and poison and make my body completely damaged and go off telling with vicious hate that I'm a "loser" and filthy ugly whoreshitalina is "more beautiful" constantly because she is connected to the Crown and the fascist Nazi English and Europigape Nazis who are handing out these prizes because stupid American pigs like this group have handed everything over to Europigapes to control as they all try their best to pose as Europigape aristocrats and thus hate for America, hate and hate and hate for people, hate and hate and destruction of the mentality of the United States where people have a chance to rise up from lower status--

It is disgusting the government continues to allow these immature and mentally consumptive parasites to endlessly continue with this crime against me. That says that they want a fascist Nazi system that T-rump was installing but they want to have the "Democracy" mob fascist gang stalking system fully interactive with the legal system in order to continue an ever-increasing divide between socioeconomic status, with legal rights only being conferred to those who can afford legal counsel at a much higher price--and the deepening divide where justice and law are really only applied to the wealthy and the poor and minorities are going to be microchipped, put under surveillance, raped and beaten if they get teleported with no legal defense whatsoever--etc all the things I have been writing of for years this group wants to more fully implement upon society. The US Government fully supports all of this, including two members of the J-6 Committee who shout their "Democracy" platitudes and are vying for higher positions in the world, higher promotions of course handed out by the very group which installed T-rump into power in the first place.

Don't forget Pelosi, the worst of the crooks there, and this committee is supposed to be linked to her officiation. It is a tragedy.

I really need to find some way to block them out--hopefully marijuana will soon be sold on the shelves of Big C so I can get high and tell the pig apes to go fly a f-ing whatever the f-away as I am too high to care about the sickness they are endlessly shoveling into my brain and can't block out.

All of these ideas I have, and the reality of what the situation truly is: blocked due to discrediting of my personality, silencing of testimony, lack of care or concern by almost all people surrounding me in every country in every position of power all want this system to be enacted, just not with them as potential victims they only want to be a part of the perpetrator class.

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The Dope appearing like the Pope testimony for the dope lack of scope J-6 Committee & the STOCK MARKET DOPE highs and lows crashing

The dope about the J-6 Committee testimony $ & The dope on the stock market like a bummer come-down on a high--just more dope the Stock Market is going up and down. Give me that gold and silver-backed currency dope to get high on. America and the world is so high on bubbles and celebrity addiction culture, and it's such a low drag downer when I experience it so I need that upper dope experience and need it now! Money, dope and highs and lows is today's theme.

I know so little about the Stock Market. I.e: if there was a "crash" just yesterday--400 points decline on what was it? The Dow?) why has the value of the dollar gone up about half a baht from 34.50 to 35 for the sell rate, when I look at Thai Bank exchange rates?

I am skeptical of inflationary-based fiscal policy and therefore have never been keen on getting involved or studying our current boom/bust economy.

I thought the US was supposed to be on a gold and silver-backed currency, which is what the Constitution states as the only real currency and not our fractional reserve-based explosion in debt crises after crises cycle after cycle. Thus, I have not studying the Stock Market because I do not believe in it.

I also don't have the $ to invest, and if I did, I would not want to gamble and lose what tiny bit I have on a bad investment.

But the stock market just "crashed" and the more mainstream newspapers are making no big deal out of it, instead the focus is on the J-6 gossip and the lies told by some of the more famous personalities who claimed they were innocent--how can anyone believe what she said to that committee anyway? Liars, absolute liars how can anyone even make a media storm on sworn testimony of the people the most cherished and close to the Big Lie perpetrator?

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Who's really insane here? People who are creating global catastrophes and promoting conspicuous consumption and selfish greed acquisition or people who are being victimized and drugged and tortured because they won't play victim willingly and get microchipped, poisoned and raped and give "permission" for it? What's more insane? A dysfunctional government that promotes such covert activity or the people who are going crazy because they are victims of the Government-sponsored crazy-making policies to destroy anything but a rich and poor destroyed Failed State colony formerly known as The United States?

"Cypress Hill--Insane in The Brain (Official Video)". October 25, 2009.


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My hair is not just falling out and turning grey because Filthalina & Pit have been on a campaign to mangle my body (broken toe, hair chemically treated to the root so the follicles are dead--a huge swatch of no hair/balding is on the entire top portion of my head reaching down to the arch of my neck in a straight line but the chemicals they poured seeped on the sides--nothing makes the hair grow back, it remains dead, cuticles so mangled from daily insertions of metal objects under my fingernails and cuticles, can't use the nails on the middle fingers of both hands any longer or the thumb nail on my left hand--every day for years this was done while I could not stop the nighttime intruder rapists, thieves and destroyers while I was teleported to this crew of expletives and I still am teleported to this expletive group every night--etc etc my body completely mangled.

But due to the hair being destroyed, just below the first sort of "row" of hair on my forehead, at the beginning of the hairline--just behind that front area, the chemicals were poured and there is a line extending of no-hair down to the nape of my neck--the hair on this top part just above the forehead went grey because I think the damage was so great---I am using henna to try to treat this, but the daily violence is inflicting great damage to my body--as I have been telling these pig whores for years, you are killing me every day with all this stress and the hate you project and feed off every day--and it is literally every single day there is a hate confrontation as they sit in their little piggy rows in chairs watching as I scream in hate to get off me, literally every single day as they go through a checklist of questions they want to get ideas from so they can steal and then destroy me---afterwards of course. I am being murdered every day in this fashion, not just from the poison inserted into my body through my vagina, or into my food, but the stress alone is enough to kill anyone.
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Why no one in Congress will intervene and everyone treats me like I am the problem here, that it's me who is wrong that by fighting for my Constitutional Rights as a US Citizen I am somehow deserving of a death penalty as punishment for not willingly allowing this group of hate have pig whore ape men from Europigapeland poison and rape me to death and then stealing ideas because they are mediocrities but are told that as white Europigapeland males they are automatically entitled to every top position and that stealing ideas from me is their natural-born killer rights to steal and plunder. Me fighting for any kind of human rights for myself in this situation is being treated by shit like Pelosi as a capital crime for which I must be killed--as she has hissed out sitting next to Nazi criminal thug S-neger. so back to my greying hair that has become worse and worse lately because this attack on my hair happened and has been ongoing for months--(years actually, but literally making it fall out permanently was done in the last year because I was fighting to get a sick German parasite greasy and sick stupid pig from raping poison into my body every night while they all watched on, hugging HIM as I said no and no and stop and stop until I finally began to scream and he still would not stop slapping and raping me with them all watching on embracing him. Because I told him to get his greasy pig penis out of me they made my hair fall out completely in such a huge area of my head that it's at least 50% of the total hair--and then the stress, as I fight to heal my fingernails, my hardened spine from chemicals that this group of s hit has been continuing to force into my body while I have done nothing for a decade but fight to get what everyone else put in my body to keep me paralyzed and never able to live in any way (and then depriving me of health care so really it was an organized and Congressionally black-ops-approved murder operation). But the list of things I am now constantly healing is non-stop--I spend my entire life trying to heal.
Why no one will even begin to defend my human rights is beyond me while all of these pieces of expletive are shouting endlessly about how they are defending Democracy and Freedom and fighting against rape culture and fighting for women and blah blah blah. But not a single person will not participate in this hate crime against me around the planet?


Thursday, June 9, 2022

AMERICAN PSYCHO/"I HATE CHILDREN"--This post pertains to a PARADIGM and not to any individual *it also pertains to the sick contract out on me to provide a baby to someone who is part of a torture/rape/destruction of body/home/mind/spirit/sexuality technological sex and torture trafficking operation forced upon me by all presidents and at the present and it's "leaders" who act like sick and stupid psychopathic deranged clown children when they join the teleportation team venting their stupidity and violence upon me endlessly and for years every single day, thus exhibiting great buried psychological problems that they have covered with mannerisms equating, albeit, only superficially, to sophisticated maturity, their public seemingly controlled personas--all programmed, all with sublimated violence and rage stemming probably from their childhood(s). . The people who may see tmy words here and associate them with recent encounters, I only use these situations as basis for my point, not to point at these people but it's only symptomatic--their behavior--of the group to which they adhere and the responsibility and guilt that hangs upon this group as a whole to which children are being killed (i.e. in Texas recently)"Punk Music is for loserz because you're poor and a LOSER" shouted the snarling childish poseur, it's overgrown childish progenitor silently agreed and thought of the collection of EZ listening Jazz and elevator placebo effect musick-- which is a cultural must for the wealthy and their classical infatuation with all things European in the fascist wanna-be Nazified halls of conspicuous consumption destroying the planet wrapped in an environmental unravelling of entitlement. The guns are being passed out but the real deadly weapons the wanna-be aristocrats employ for their sex slavery trafficking/ murder/killing operations and genocides and holocausts are silent. They operate on frequencies of sleaze, selfishness and obedience to collective immaturity to amass all that they cannot with real confidence acquire through real effort due to their lack of mature capability and ethical and mature understanding. //CHILDREN SPEWED OUT FROM OVERGROWN CHILDREN I HATE WHO ARE HATEFUL.(Have a Nice Day and listen to your elementary EZ Listening Musick to calm your bouts of childish murderous rage in the wealthiest nation on Earth where the rich are training their children to kill because they have electronic murder weapons which are concealed by the children in power who listen to EZ Elevator Music to quell their hyena ape impulses).

 **Hacking and the brain-altering tech affecting my motor skills, so my hands would not move correctly, and my brain could not think, and the keyboard was so blocked I had to backspace and rewrite almost every other word, literally throughout this entire thing--the keys are so stiff I must pound down, etc)

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"ADOLESCENTS--I HATE CHILDREN". Crisp. October 20, 2016.






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Some punk (musack) is fun
Some is of political orientation best left to Schlager Musick
Some punk is violent
Some is dance-worthy in a mosh pit

But all have a political message wrapped in a succinct often humorous sardonic package of loud, fast and relief for pent-up emotions.

Don't belittle punk music if you are a musical elitist snob because
usually the music the most nasty of attackers I have met listen to emotional calming and suppressing music to smother the real hate they live with pent-up with fake smiles of entitlement and leisure for a class of people smug about their "superiority" over others just because, for example, they listen to "classical" music which is supposed to denote highest class and style possible on the planet.

This is just a weird perusal through a very diminished scale of pondering this morning, as I await the trial by fire and the lyrics to this song have some connection to my situation and to other recent situations involving children and the grown-up children whose weapons are not semi-automatic, which Congress is not worried about enjuf in The Senate, but those electronic weapons that are termed "non-lethal" and sonic mass control weapons which can kill or blast out ear drums that the public really has to be wary and terrified of--all coming from the wonderful "Democracy" and "Freedom" government of the United States and their fascist, Nazi and Mafia allies.

So to all you kiddies out there who have allowed your sense of responsibility to the nation, to the planet, and to your personal selves wither down into the most immature, puerile and unaccountable lack of responsibility.
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I heard this song "I Hate Children" this morning on a show from WNYU--due to the terrorists I believe co-opting this station--because it was very alternative when I first began listening to it, and as celebrities in charge of media affairs began to accumulate in this hate group of celebrity repressed immaturity teleportting with intention to terrorize and abuse me to death like kiddies enjoying torturing and the like of immature hate behavior in groups---which adults employ and children actually rarely partake in such violent murderous operations (contrary to what that book The Lord of the Flies depicts)--
I thought of the recent Texas shootings, and the teenager who just shot all those kiddies in what is obviously a race-based hate act, learned probably from his elders who are only rancid and more ossified in the flesh but have lost all their youth but cling to an immaturity to redefine their aging ossification (and I admit that when I deal with the terrorists I regress to a childish hate stage, because they are so childish--I appear as the crazy immature one because these actors and people in power have learned and been trained to conceal their very violent and psychopathic orientations, which become unhinged in ferocity when they have a chance to finally unleash their inner trauma-based childish fantasies upon someone else--and they vicariously live as the exploiter which probably they were forced to submit to, they are now very good and follow all instructions but can't wait to be the inquisitor and their childishness is of a most decaying stench of repression bubbling up from the cesspool of their subconscious desires to finally inflict whatever they can from their repressed childish trauma upon anyone else, anyone at all it won't matter who when this technology is passed around to more and more and more and more of these grown-up psychopathic immaturity hate reapers of society all put into highest positions for every business and affair.

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**Again, this musing/pondering about music and weapons and terrorism, wealth, government-sponsored mass weapons and corporate consolidation and etc...This was inspired perhaps by some people but not a direct representation of them. They only spurred this train-of-thought to various eddies of interconnectivity between what people espouse and what they really are doing when the music's over and all is silent. They keep silent about the silent weapons which can kill not a few people in a mass shooting spree, but an entire group can be decimated with a laser from a tank, electronic portable weapons can disarm and destroy and kill a person, melt brains, fuse cells, etc all due to this tech which all the celebrities in their mansions and the politicians are greedily, with childish glee at violently attacking me, somehow now turned into a symbol of hate for that group for various reasons. They all have various reasons, and I have to see just childish responses from people being handed murder and torture silent weapons by immature irresponsible leaders who are incapable of mature reasoning and administration.**

I see at least one of the terrorist celebrities who participated in this torture system forced upon me with all it's nascent murder and rape and terror applications being extremely vocal with a polished acting coached style to try to put various blocks to easy accessibility to weapons--background checks, etc he advises while he's a full participant in a covert technological mass murder/terrorism operation with new weapons while he remains silent about it, as he screams as loudly as the cameras can tolerate about how he cares about "Democracy" (meaning mob rule, Nazis and Mafia ruling through death squad mobs, and that is only and exactly what this bigot celebrity from Texas and all those participating really are pushing for while trying to block sales of hard weapons on the shelves. Since I am a government-sponsored target of terrorism, I am probably not able to purchase a gun due to the labels administrators placed upon my record due to having applied for disability years ago and mentioning various facts which had nothing to do with me personally but with my family which is also a huge component of this terrorist operation--I may never be able to arm myself to defend myself through legal means, because the government doesn't want me to be able to defend myself at all against any and all assailants part of this huge government-funded and supported terrorist operation which is expanding into society at a rapid pace by now)--all the "elite" and well-controlled celebrities and politicians are keeping silent. All the weapons of mass murder albeit technological silent weapons, are so silent about this terror technology. They may lambast the blast of whatever they hate about my music, which they co-opt by buying out the formerly underground radio station and turn it into their mu-sick, easy listening alternative, mind-placating drone. Taking over my radio station and turning it into a quantized music magazine Fox News Blues machine of suppressing questioning and meaning) and dulling the mind, body and soul but seemingly fun and alternative--

The terrorist celebrities are loudly in front of the same Congress which is funding and passing out these silent weapons of mass murder, rape, torture and destruction such as all the through-wall torture technologies, the brain-altering tech which makes being calm, cool and critical analytical and capable in public situations impossible--(my voice becomes altered due to the microchip implant, I become giggly, loud and out-of-balance as people surround and attack me).

The celebrities absolutely pushing for these silent and covert weapons are openly fighting gun proliferation and want background checks and such for all the people they want to really disavow (won't get into theorizing about what mind control and microchip implants these celebrities really are helping Congress to pass into mass major distribution by their favorite Nazi/Mafia/Minion death squad covert co-opting and black-ops psy-ops groups they all order all the terrorism through--as their proxy agents).

They all support this--listening to that plastic-surgery EZ listening calming music for the genteel, well-practiced polished celebrity promotions vying for political positioning and power-. This dude from Texas who is a most nasty bigot and sex offense participant, shouting to Congress to pass background checks, etc-he's teleported me as well with the other rapists and abusers and Mafia bigot murdering haters--calling me or insinuating that I am some "prostitute" while it's he and the rest who are the whores and not me--I am a victim of crimes and mind control, as they perhaps are as well, but I am not turning the victimization or anything else upon others as they all are, very happily, and engaged in this every day for years or keeping silent about it. You can bet this actor I refer to loved Huey Lewis and the News, Phil Collins and Whitney Houston as well as jazz bake-your-brain classical and other calming Girl from Impanema style pre-orgy music for the elite who want to crush and break people into desperation and poverty and for them to really just shoot each other into death and provide more lebensraum for themselves; and the silent weapons that sick, pontificating sex-offender version of H-wood rapist Catholic Priesthood--a psychological psy-ops expletive--is endorsing are as deadly as assault-style weapons being sold in stores so the GDP can expand and corporate consolidation of power and death squads can organize.

Everyone knows anyway that ghost guns are a serious problem, as are all the problems that Congress has allowed all these years.

You can bet the very same celebrity has an arsenal of weapons in his home, not excluding his newly acquired acquisition to mind control, and microwave death and torture technology and all the other covert silent weapons he loves to have within reach to brainwash and order all kinds of crimes that are concealed with full applause of Congress.

Well, I'm sure they all listen to all these pop songs and love to go to the classical concerts to display their diamonds and wealth along with their other co-conspirators while outside the rioters are the minions they rely on to do their dirty work--outside wearing their loser clothing and their loser mobile homes and their loser homelessness who will do ANYTHING to get out of their ruts and the violence the elite undoubtedly are happy to inflict upon them through their silent power plays. The minions only reflect the violence of those who oppress them, as I see every day in this terror operation it truly is a "trickle down" operation of power to the lowest level, but operating on a horizontal plane of immaturity and childishness and violence, greed and explosive death impulses.

The poorer people, the "losers", the hate when they are handed weapons is extreme, as it is at top levels but quelled by the EZ listening to entitlement they all flock to in the halls of plenty. The poor, what they expose is explosive. Perhaps the pawns and the minions all listen to whatever violent disposition music, even some fast hardcore Nazi punk--gang bang or rock n roll cock rock to titillate those hormones for the inevitable violent explosion at the end of the song--which is the same as the bang at the end of most classical pieces for the wealthy and the exclusive. I know this all sounds like a kind of "Marxist" style analysis. However, it's based on observation of being at these various levels of attack and seeing the Trickle-Down effect, and that is all. It is simple analysis of actual observation, not a socio-political orientation that I am induding in this rant. I am not Progressive or anything on any side or level---I am excluded by all the Parties and all the Parties, like my radio station, have been co-opted by this hate organization which controls both "Left & Right" of the political Party spectrum.

I refer more specifically as something I advocate or like as music, once in a while, I have a broad range of music I listen to and enjoy--to the type of punk which questions and posits and makes light of serious ideas that are otherwise unpopular, such as what I write in almost every blog and get tortured for.

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"AMERICAN PSYCHO--HUEY LEWIS/PHIL COLLINS/WHITNEY HOUSTON". littlebostonnews. April 6, 2009.


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**I always have to add more that my brain has been blocked from accessing, although I "think" of these ideas while I am backspacing and rewriting every word or other word and my brain is under attack by brain-altering tech, I lose all the thread of conscious deliberation and can't get past a few ideas, and then go into tangents while hackers delete commas (I had to completely rewrite one such huge paragraph above, where all commas had been deleted and words deleted to create a nearly disorganized string of concepts tied together but with crucial junction words gone, so it was a chaos and mostly unreadable.
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I call the celebrities teleporting and raping, or being enablers,   WHORES because not only are they being PAID for RAPE---which literally is a form of prostitution, they are selling their rape and sexual activity for payment, thus the exchange of money for sex makes them literally prostitutes. In addition, their behavior is so lewd, which they are told associates them with entitlement, based on older aristocratic versions of dehumanization particularly of those in lower socio-economic levels then they are--the entitlement, which is characteristic of how to treat those who are "upstarts" or "bad" or don't immediately accept authority or for whatever rationale they all use against me--don't know, I would suggest racism and sexism are at the heart, but their behavior with all the decades of debauchery behind them probably include many of the same Blonde types that are in this clip--you can make a few associations such as the latest public trial and the subsequent witch hunt operation of the public for the most part in defending the white male against the blonde woman who accused him of violence and sexual assault. Oh, how the majority of the H-wood women in the "I'm the most beautiful" Nazi clique of white supremacist rape and dehumanization criminality--now dancing in delight as this tech and organized mutilation/murder/rape global operation ensures they can attack without any resistance anyone who is a threat to white bigot male rape culture supremacy
but going on a tangent--trying to include this in the "immature" category of children who are hateful who retain their adolescent looks through vigorous plastic surgery modifications every few months.

They act like whores, they are whores, prostitutes being paid to either collaborate with or become rapists using teleportation and drugging and mind control, microchip implants and all the other arsenals of violence that "cool" dudes like that technology celebrity are fully assisting in implementing for the massive Nazi/Mafia take-over of the planet, now coming into full culmination of decades of "experimentation" and planning and research and development; this envelopment of the planet extending into satellites in space to fully enmesh the air-tight global fence keeping people in place and or destroyed.
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They all listen to EZ calming music for their orgies and etc. I can guarantee that is probably the music, or really horrid pop music which appears as being alternative but instead has co-opted the real questioning artists who are silenced or kept out or killed, if they reach too many people and make them stray from the general quantized score that is being played out subliminally for silent acceptance to a tune that the piper is dog whistling out to the public for obedience and non-thinking --sometimes the followers are just kept as pets, if they are "lucky".

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"LUCKY'S SPEECH WAITING FOR GODOT". LazBrezer. January 2, 2013.


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Another addition after half hour of being away from the laptop and the brain-altering influence exerted as I sit in this one spot: I was gouged last night with mechanical arms cutting into my finger cuticle, underneath the nail--the nails were black and then green from insertions of metal and then fungus every single day--for years this was done. I forgot to add one layer of the three layers I already use on my hands, last night, because I was very ill and tired from detox--I also am still being drugged somehow while sleeping in addition to being --every single day--mutilated in some way. I respond with these posts, and then the information is gleened for ideas that the terrorist whore celebrities can use for their output about how wonderful and caring and loving, humanitarian and fighting for "Democracy" not just in America but also for the entire Universe! And it is never stopped. Their blank and empty mindsets are endlessly thus filled with ideas gleaned off this nightly and daily torture which they add to the programmed formulas that keep sustaining white supremacy, racism, hate, death culture, mobbing, and celebrity iconography of people you would never buy a used car from if you met them in person and they were trying to sell you something....

My hair has turned completely gray on one side of my hairline in the past year of literal torture to death on a daily basis accumulative stress from 16 hours or more of death threats screaming and me unable to stop reacting--the drugging which is pumped into my body while sleeping and inserted into my food with a series of brain and spine/nervous system implants has rendered me incapable of hesitation to control the instant response which comes out within a fraction of a second to interrogation questions about all that I do so the filth shit scum who are stealing my ideas can just ask me after they have murder skits rape skits homeless skits imposed into my deep sleep state in the teleportation. Then waking up to them threatening my life asking me for more ideas so rotten hate white trash nazi shit and their minions can steal ideas and call me a stupid bitch in return make nasty racist comments after asking me for ideas--so rotten next nazi part latino scumbag closeted a$$-wipe dirty american with the german sinister psychopath nazi faux punk liberal is asking me about my healing remedies and ideas then hissing dirty jew and the problems of america are due to you (as in referencing the nazi justification for genocide that jews were and always are responsible for economic collapse and media deception and pedophilia (i.e. weinstein but nazis used this prior to the genocide as part of a social engineering tactic of total dehumanization and discrediting) I heard fuentes-rabies say that making any judgement on the blonde nazi kirk wife was just not his role to play--making judgements but instantly he uses every disgusting racial slur against me unjustified whereas the actions of the kirk widow probably are--only that as a part self-hating latino white supremacist he cannot utter a single word against the white nazi ilk he bows and scrapes to in deference which is why I call him an a$$-burrowing groper for the white nazi rat scum he worships while hissing hate judgements at me for defending myself against racism---something he cannot do instead he emphatically joins with the white nazis. I saw this behavior by brown skinned latinos as a routine rule rather than an oft-time behavior it was like a pandemic endemic in that cohort---and so I see this from him.I write this just in conjunction with everything else today--he continues to hack his goddamn videos or commentary of his crap--and the reason he joined in to the club of torture and racism against me was because I watched these videos he had formerly hacked--and because he is a sensation I wanted to understand the trend. I got frat boy beer drinking porno stupid thug stupid idiot screaming racist slurs at me and lavishing slave mentality worship of all things white nazi in this group for the past few days. A cheerleader closeted a$$-groping grouper for white nazi boys--

  this patch of grey hair is from years of literal screaming in rage all day and afternoon literally all day every day without a single day ...