Thursday, June 9, 2022

AMERICAN PSYCHO/"I HATE CHILDREN"--This post pertains to a PARADIGM and not to any individual *it also pertains to the sick contract out on me to provide a baby to someone who is part of a torture/rape/destruction of body/home/mind/spirit/sexuality technological sex and torture trafficking operation forced upon me by all presidents and at the present and it's "leaders" who act like sick and stupid psychopathic deranged clown children when they join the teleportation team venting their stupidity and violence upon me endlessly and for years every single day, thus exhibiting great buried psychological problems that they have covered with mannerisms equating, albeit, only superficially, to sophisticated maturity, their public seemingly controlled personas--all programmed, all with sublimated violence and rage stemming probably from their childhood(s). . The people who may see tmy words here and associate them with recent encounters, I only use these situations as basis for my point, not to point at these people but it's only symptomatic--their behavior--of the group to which they adhere and the responsibility and guilt that hangs upon this group as a whole to which children are being killed (i.e. in Texas recently)"Punk Music is for loserz because you're poor and a LOSER" shouted the snarling childish poseur, it's overgrown childish progenitor silently agreed and thought of the collection of EZ listening Jazz and elevator placebo effect musick-- which is a cultural must for the wealthy and their classical infatuation with all things European in the fascist wanna-be Nazified halls of conspicuous consumption destroying the planet wrapped in an environmental unravelling of entitlement. The guns are being passed out but the real deadly weapons the wanna-be aristocrats employ for their sex slavery trafficking/ murder/killing operations and genocides and holocausts are silent. They operate on frequencies of sleaze, selfishness and obedience to collective immaturity to amass all that they cannot with real confidence acquire through real effort due to their lack of mature capability and ethical and mature understanding. //CHILDREN SPEWED OUT FROM OVERGROWN CHILDREN I HATE WHO ARE HATEFUL.(Have a Nice Day and listen to your elementary EZ Listening Musick to calm your bouts of childish murderous rage in the wealthiest nation on Earth where the rich are training their children to kill because they have electronic murder weapons which are concealed by the children in power who listen to EZ Elevator Music to quell their hyena ape impulses).

 **Hacking and the brain-altering tech affecting my motor skills, so my hands would not move correctly, and my brain could not think, and the keyboard was so blocked I had to backspace and rewrite almost every other word, literally throughout this entire thing--the keys are so stiff I must pound down, etc)

------------------------------
"ADOLESCENTS--I HATE CHILDREN". Crisp. October 20, 2016.






------------------------------

Some punk (musack) is fun
Some is of political orientation best left to Schlager Musick
Some punk is violent
Some is dance-worthy in a mosh pit

But all have a political message wrapped in a succinct often humorous sardonic package of loud, fast and relief for pent-up emotions.

Don't belittle punk music if you are a musical elitist snob because
usually the music the most nasty of attackers I have met listen to emotional calming and suppressing music to smother the real hate they live with pent-up with fake smiles of entitlement and leisure for a class of people smug about their "superiority" over others just because, for example, they listen to "classical" music which is supposed to denote highest class and style possible on the planet.

This is just a weird perusal through a very diminished scale of pondering this morning, as I await the trial by fire and the lyrics to this song have some connection to my situation and to other recent situations involving children and the grown-up children whose weapons are not semi-automatic, which Congress is not worried about enjuf in The Senate, but those electronic weapons that are termed "non-lethal" and sonic mass control weapons which can kill or blast out ear drums that the public really has to be wary and terrified of--all coming from the wonderful "Democracy" and "Freedom" government of the United States and their fascist, Nazi and Mafia allies.

So to all you kiddies out there who have allowed your sense of responsibility to the nation, to the planet, and to your personal selves wither down into the most immature, puerile and unaccountable lack of responsibility.
----------------

I heard this song "I Hate Children" this morning on a show from WNYU--due to the terrorists I believe co-opting this station--because it was very alternative when I first began listening to it, and as celebrities in charge of media affairs began to accumulate in this hate group of celebrity repressed immaturity teleportting with intention to terrorize and abuse me to death like kiddies enjoying torturing and the like of immature hate behavior in groups---which adults employ and children actually rarely partake in such violent murderous operations (contrary to what that book The Lord of the Flies depicts)--
I thought of the recent Texas shootings, and the teenager who just shot all those kiddies in what is obviously a race-based hate act, learned probably from his elders who are only rancid and more ossified in the flesh but have lost all their youth but cling to an immaturity to redefine their aging ossification (and I admit that when I deal with the terrorists I regress to a childish hate stage, because they are so childish--I appear as the crazy immature one because these actors and people in power have learned and been trained to conceal their very violent and psychopathic orientations, which become unhinged in ferocity when they have a chance to finally unleash their inner trauma-based childish fantasies upon someone else--and they vicariously live as the exploiter which probably they were forced to submit to, they are now very good and follow all instructions but can't wait to be the inquisitor and their childishness is of a most decaying stench of repression bubbling up from the cesspool of their subconscious desires to finally inflict whatever they can from their repressed childish trauma upon anyone else, anyone at all it won't matter who when this technology is passed around to more and more and more and more of these grown-up psychopathic immaturity hate reapers of society all put into highest positions for every business and affair.

-----------------

**Again, this musing/pondering about music and weapons and terrorism, wealth, government-sponsored mass weapons and corporate consolidation and etc...This was inspired perhaps by some people but not a direct representation of them. They only spurred this train-of-thought to various eddies of interconnectivity between what people espouse and what they really are doing when the music's over and all is silent. They keep silent about the silent weapons which can kill not a few people in a mass shooting spree, but an entire group can be decimated with a laser from a tank, electronic portable weapons can disarm and destroy and kill a person, melt brains, fuse cells, etc all due to this tech which all the celebrities in their mansions and the politicians are greedily, with childish glee at violently attacking me, somehow now turned into a symbol of hate for that group for various reasons. They all have various reasons, and I have to see just childish responses from people being handed murder and torture silent weapons by immature irresponsible leaders who are incapable of mature reasoning and administration.**

I see at least one of the terrorist celebrities who participated in this torture system forced upon me with all it's nascent murder and rape and terror applications being extremely vocal with a polished acting coached style to try to put various blocks to easy accessibility to weapons--background checks, etc he advises while he's a full participant in a covert technological mass murder/terrorism operation with new weapons while he remains silent about it, as he screams as loudly as the cameras can tolerate about how he cares about "Democracy" (meaning mob rule, Nazis and Mafia ruling through death squad mobs, and that is only and exactly what this bigot celebrity from Texas and all those participating really are pushing for while trying to block sales of hard weapons on the shelves. Since I am a government-sponsored target of terrorism, I am probably not able to purchase a gun due to the labels administrators placed upon my record due to having applied for disability years ago and mentioning various facts which had nothing to do with me personally but with my family which is also a huge component of this terrorist operation--I may never be able to arm myself to defend myself through legal means, because the government doesn't want me to be able to defend myself at all against any and all assailants part of this huge government-funded and supported terrorist operation which is expanding into society at a rapid pace by now)--all the "elite" and well-controlled celebrities and politicians are keeping silent. All the weapons of mass murder albeit technological silent weapons, are so silent about this terror technology. They may lambast the blast of whatever they hate about my music, which they co-opt by buying out the formerly underground radio station and turn it into their mu-sick, easy listening alternative, mind-placating drone. Taking over my radio station and turning it into a quantized music magazine Fox News Blues machine of suppressing questioning and meaning) and dulling the mind, body and soul but seemingly fun and alternative--

The terrorist celebrities are loudly in front of the same Congress which is funding and passing out these silent weapons of mass murder, rape, torture and destruction such as all the through-wall torture technologies, the brain-altering tech which makes being calm, cool and critical analytical and capable in public situations impossible--(my voice becomes altered due to the microchip implant, I become giggly, loud and out-of-balance as people surround and attack me).

The celebrities absolutely pushing for these silent and covert weapons are openly fighting gun proliferation and want background checks and such for all the people they want to really disavow (won't get into theorizing about what mind control and microchip implants these celebrities really are helping Congress to pass into mass major distribution by their favorite Nazi/Mafia/Minion death squad covert co-opting and black-ops psy-ops groups they all order all the terrorism through--as their proxy agents).

They all support this--listening to that plastic-surgery EZ listening calming music for the genteel, well-practiced polished celebrity promotions vying for political positioning and power-. This dude from Texas who is a most nasty bigot and sex offense participant, shouting to Congress to pass background checks, etc-he's teleported me as well with the other rapists and abusers and Mafia bigot murdering haters--calling me or insinuating that I am some "prostitute" while it's he and the rest who are the whores and not me--I am a victim of crimes and mind control, as they perhaps are as well, but I am not turning the victimization or anything else upon others as they all are, very happily, and engaged in this every day for years or keeping silent about it. You can bet this actor I refer to loved Huey Lewis and the News, Phil Collins and Whitney Houston as well as jazz bake-your-brain classical and other calming Girl from Impanema style pre-orgy music for the elite who want to crush and break people into desperation and poverty and for them to really just shoot each other into death and provide more lebensraum for themselves; and the silent weapons that sick, pontificating sex-offender version of H-wood rapist Catholic Priesthood--a psychological psy-ops expletive--is endorsing are as deadly as assault-style weapons being sold in stores so the GDP can expand and corporate consolidation of power and death squads can organize.

Everyone knows anyway that ghost guns are a serious problem, as are all the problems that Congress has allowed all these years.

You can bet the very same celebrity has an arsenal of weapons in his home, not excluding his newly acquired acquisition to mind control, and microwave death and torture technology and all the other covert silent weapons he loves to have within reach to brainwash and order all kinds of crimes that are concealed with full applause of Congress.

Well, I'm sure they all listen to all these pop songs and love to go to the classical concerts to display their diamonds and wealth along with their other co-conspirators while outside the rioters are the minions they rely on to do their dirty work--outside wearing their loser clothing and their loser mobile homes and their loser homelessness who will do ANYTHING to get out of their ruts and the violence the elite undoubtedly are happy to inflict upon them through their silent power plays. The minions only reflect the violence of those who oppress them, as I see every day in this terror operation it truly is a "trickle down" operation of power to the lowest level, but operating on a horizontal plane of immaturity and childishness and violence, greed and explosive death impulses.

The poorer people, the "losers", the hate when they are handed weapons is extreme, as it is at top levels but quelled by the EZ listening to entitlement they all flock to in the halls of plenty. The poor, what they expose is explosive. Perhaps the pawns and the minions all listen to whatever violent disposition music, even some fast hardcore Nazi punk--gang bang or rock n roll cock rock to titillate those hormones for the inevitable violent explosion at the end of the song--which is the same as the bang at the end of most classical pieces for the wealthy and the exclusive. I know this all sounds like a kind of "Marxist" style analysis. However, it's based on observation of being at these various levels of attack and seeing the Trickle-Down effect, and that is all. It is simple analysis of actual observation, not a socio-political orientation that I am induding in this rant. I am not Progressive or anything on any side or level---I am excluded by all the Parties and all the Parties, like my radio station, have been co-opted by this hate organization which controls both "Left & Right" of the political Party spectrum.

I refer more specifically as something I advocate or like as music, once in a while, I have a broad range of music I listen to and enjoy--to the type of punk which questions and posits and makes light of serious ideas that are otherwise unpopular, such as what I write in almost every blog and get tortured for.

---------------
"AMERICAN PSYCHO--HUEY LEWIS/PHIL COLLINS/WHITNEY HOUSTON". littlebostonnews. April 6, 2009.


---------------
**I always have to add more that my brain has been blocked from accessing, although I "think" of these ideas while I am backspacing and rewriting every word or other word and my brain is under attack by brain-altering tech, I lose all the thread of conscious deliberation and can't get past a few ideas, and then go into tangents while hackers delete commas (I had to completely rewrite one such huge paragraph above, where all commas had been deleted and words deleted to create a nearly disorganized string of concepts tied together but with crucial junction words gone, so it was a chaos and mostly unreadable.
--------------
I call the celebrities teleporting and raping, or being enablers,   WHORES because not only are they being PAID for RAPE---which literally is a form of prostitution, they are selling their rape and sexual activity for payment, thus the exchange of money for sex makes them literally prostitutes. In addition, their behavior is so lewd, which they are told associates them with entitlement, based on older aristocratic versions of dehumanization particularly of those in lower socio-economic levels then they are--the entitlement, which is characteristic of how to treat those who are "upstarts" or "bad" or don't immediately accept authority or for whatever rationale they all use against me--don't know, I would suggest racism and sexism are at the heart, but their behavior with all the decades of debauchery behind them probably include many of the same Blonde types that are in this clip--you can make a few associations such as the latest public trial and the subsequent witch hunt operation of the public for the most part in defending the white male against the blonde woman who accused him of violence and sexual assault. Oh, how the majority of the H-wood women in the "I'm the most beautiful" Nazi clique of white supremacist rape and dehumanization criminality--now dancing in delight as this tech and organized mutilation/murder/rape global operation ensures they can attack without any resistance anyone who is a threat to white bigot male rape culture supremacy
but going on a tangent--trying to include this in the "immature" category of children who are hateful who retain their adolescent looks through vigorous plastic surgery modifications every few months.

They act like whores, they are whores, prostitutes being paid to either collaborate with or become rapists using teleportation and drugging and mind control, microchip implants and all the other arsenals of violence that "cool" dudes like that technology celebrity are fully assisting in implementing for the massive Nazi/Mafia take-over of the planet, now coming into full culmination of decades of "experimentation" and planning and research and development; this envelopment of the planet extending into satellites in space to fully enmesh the air-tight global fence keeping people in place and or destroyed.
----------
They all listen to EZ calming music for their orgies and etc. I can guarantee that is probably the music, or really horrid pop music which appears as being alternative but instead has co-opted the real questioning artists who are silenced or kept out or killed, if they reach too many people and make them stray from the general quantized score that is being played out subliminally for silent acceptance to a tune that the piper is dog whistling out to the public for obedience and non-thinking --sometimes the followers are just kept as pets, if they are "lucky".

=================


"LUCKY'S SPEECH WAITING FOR GODOT". LazBrezer. January 2, 2013.


=================

Another addition after half hour of being away from the laptop and the brain-altering influence exerted as I sit in this one spot: I was gouged last night with mechanical arms cutting into my finger cuticle, underneath the nail--the nails were black and then green from insertions of metal and then fungus every single day--for years this was done. I forgot to add one layer of the three layers I already use on my hands, last night, because I was very ill and tired from detox--I also am still being drugged somehow while sleeping in addition to being --every single day--mutilated in some way. I respond with these posts, and then the information is gleened for ideas that the terrorist whore celebrities can use for their output about how wonderful and caring and loving, humanitarian and fighting for "Democracy" not just in America but also for the entire Universe! And it is never stopped. Their blank and empty mindsets are endlessly thus filled with ideas gleaned off this nightly and daily torture which they add to the programmed formulas that keep sustaining white supremacy, racism, hate, death culture, mobbing, and celebrity iconography of people you would never buy a used car from if you met them in person and they were trying to sell you something....

No comments:

Post a Comment

Last few thoughts--a separate post but interconnected to a previous post today---hours of abuse per day I have a lot to expunge from my mind and heart and soul, what is left. Expanding and contracting simultaneously. Imploding from nausiated disgust and the sense of stinking death rot from these filth slime crap things out of whorewood and the corresponding politicians. Expansion realizing how much I have undervalued myself in the past due to being poisoned, stuck and sick always from their thwarting and silencing of my talent, health beauty and expansion of my life so these filth foul parasites can feel expanded. They grow in energy from parasitic life-sucking for sure. The black rancid parsite of Pvalley--the ugly hate of this trio and undoubtedly the white nazi trash male actor who played alongside the ugly yapping sinister black trash creep yelling "ugly loser' at me perpetually with the smirking sneering rat depp filth trash---and the german total crap scumbag family who has been invited to "traumatize" me by every means of "blaming" me for a lifetime of this sinister sick scum ape who tortured and then fractured my spine, obviously a murder attetmpt for his failure and his problems. The ape men who rape and drug me using this system all have serious problems with their lives, emotions and in relationships. They then implode because this tech enables the "instant gratification" scumbags to indulge in their every sense of power by pushing someone else down; instructed in Nazi ideology that they are then the "master race" imbued with instant superiority for having someone drugged, their brain put in a type of vice and the planet can be turned into a slave and master plantation. They indulge in every drunken and orgy whim until they are so unbalanced about their actual real capabilities that somehow something rebounds the impracticality of their overwhelming self-absorption is unrealistic in real-life terms. //This sick filth creep obviously had problems before I was forced into his sphere because my nazi sick family forced him on me so they could endlessly profit off destroying my life. I had won contests I was at the top in many things I endeavored in, this outraged the nazis and they instsructed my completely supplicating family to destroy me "from within" under pretext of "sibling" in-fighting so it was murderous violence poisoning and drugging and the "sibling" mass of black hate got deals, and were invited to parties, etc felt like they were welcomed. They stared with loving submission to the nazis towering in disdainful demanding glares to attack me, which they did and were allowed to compete and win and obtained private lessons for their children, etc and whateve other perks. They still werre declining like arnold shit-stench n9gger and like all the rest, and like this german sick crap family who I last saw in 1993 and really thought I would never see them again, never once wanted to contact them or anything like that. But this black nazi shit who came from P-Valley began by hate and abuse instsantly with no "provocation" from me--only that I had called dirty oprah an aunt jemima under minnd control traum and torture after 2 years--only 2 years compared with 16 or 17 from the depps ongoing without end--none of these ape pigs can achieve much more than what they truly are worthy of and the former free deals for just dumping their sick problems out on me did not elevate them enough to sustain anything but a downward slide into more mediocrity and their own problems, which are many for all of them individually and collectively all they do is swarm to abuse me to dump all their hate and problems out on me, projecting literally everything possible upon me as the blame target. The black shit came, freshly instructed "call her stupid call her bitch call her ugly laugh and giggle with the u gly sick rat depp because you will get your movie and tv show next round with the ellison merger and shitnigger arnold. but tortuer and abuse her to get ideas for your next shit black nazi victim Critical Race theory bullshit tv show. //the ape sick pig fucks kept abusing me until I finally began to yell names at them which I have written earlier---becuase their tv f-ing show is all about women being victimized by white nazi trash men like this german ape fuck they surrounded with love and adoration only because he is a nazi white male and so is the white male in teh cast who is ordering them to abuse me so he can profit off this but remain, as the white nazi trash always does in modern "woke" society, behind the scenes but orchstrating all the racist violence and chaos and then once all fails, as the europigapes have been constructing in america through their dumb mind programmed idiots like trump, shjitnigger his nazi progarmmer instructing him how he can gain but destroy america so f-ing what, all he needs it so be approved of by the euronazis they bring in peter thiele to destroy america with nazi muck out of south africa. Nazis of america onlky want me destroyed and blacks to do the nasty work of genocide for t hem, which is the programmibng I was faced with directly with this prick valley putrescence valley yesaterday leadcing into today. Hate that was murderous, ugly negativity without end. The smirking delight of the ugly plastic surgery skank prostituted filth crap who played a victim of an interracial white/black marriage of domestic violence, e,xactly what I was forced into by my family-a similar plot to this shit actor playing a role she has no comprehension of and would have submitted to the abuse and hujmilation of the white male if she had been forced into this role forced onto me, in real life not fantasy college-level critical race theory writing as this p-valley writer is: pure academic critical race theory expressed in all it's bookworm parameters in scripts that are very much readily available in various stories by other authors or in social studies ecucation. I am not a student of critical race theory per se but I have studied domestic violence and nothing she wrote of had any deviation from what you read in a graduate class on similar topics. //The intersecionality is also available in feminist classes which I also have studied so what she wrote was very common knowlege at higher educational studies, if they are allowed any longer. I had to finally begin to rant and scream about how stupid they are in allowing this system to flourish for their dirty tv show careers. they are literally helping to UTTERLY DESTROY America through this nazi german team with sick shitnigger arnold and his filthy kennedy nazi fuck family systejm urging him to steal and rob on their behalf. the tv shows that filthy dirty stupid arnold, so not an artist, creative content anything just a sleazy filthy rapist white nazi rapist racist nazi bigot with the kenney crime sleaze filth family---his former wife has a very ugly expression opn her power encrusted face is very much a hateful influencer in destroying america and is like so many nazis awash in destroying minority opportunity as part of a general platform. The black nazi shit from this shit tv show came to support them and literal extreme hate aimed at me. The writer glared in absolute murderous hate and rage at me after the 4th hour of me explaining how they are wrong to support this and why--which is the way this group has obtined ideas for all these 17 years of abusing torturing raping beating abusing raping insulting to get me to scream ideas about justice so they make movie shit out of it--funded by multi-milions of English royalty and german nazi and everything for that merger with the naziified ellisons and etc and so, ugly sick dirty nazi arnold obtained another idea out of me so he can produce and profit off it. Not a single penny for me, not even a thank you NEVER a redcuction of abuse and murder for me--slow torture to death continuously shitting out murder poisons every day or being constipated with it, sick and drugged every day to the max so every morning I am in a near delirious state of drugged inability to think and act decisively while htey scream and insult and threaten me into my brain, hours of it beginning the second I wake up--on and on and on. This filthy dirty hate creep is going to turn it into black victims of racism with them starring in it. The filthy depp rancid piece of stinking sick ugly shit will play a white suporter of compassion for black victims of racism, which is what the real originators of racist divide and conquer p lay in both real life and in movies, the roles are interchangable but always they are at the helm of the surrpetitious machincaitons for racist override. Dirty sutpid sick arnold fixates on hacking animal devouring type videos because his view is that--and I insert here--he is not a creative talent, he is a sick rancid

  The hackers as usual froze the entire laptop in the midst of writing the above-- Arnold sick filth-igger is not a creative talent, his tal...