Saturday, June 11, 2022

"I love you Mary Jane. Sugar come by, and get me high".//The dope on the stock market like a bummer come-down on a high--just more dope the Stock Market is going up and down. Give me that gold and silver-backed currency dope to get high on. America and the world is so high on bubbles and celebrity addiction culture, and it's such a low drag downer when I experience it so I need that upper dope experience and need it now! Money, dope and highs and lows is today's theme.

 "Cypress Hill & Sonic Youth--Mary Jane". SD 2581. February 27, 2009.





I'm reading the front page of Bloomberg, the newspaper that has a refreshing change from the standard usual daily news fare on the other syndicated press outlets--which are an orchestrated mess of tangled but uniformly interconnected bylines published like a simultaneous one-sided plot. The terrorist celebrities offensively attacking me are connected to the Fox News/Rolling Stone "empires" of mediocrity and mind f* media--and I can't describe how understanding finally how this media conglomerate group is behind this bs operation confronting me makes me absolutely try to fight to keep outlets like Bloomberg in lead position instead of the K-rap that these celebrities are endorsing and bringing in--(also I heard ideas I wrote of verbatim stolen by The Five from Fox--not lauding myself but this is the reality I have had to confront, of course writing this is supposed to make me "delusional" according to police standards, as police never do anything to protect me and threaten me when I report these crimes). But.....Bloomberg has been publishing news about Thailand recently--on the front page--and it's DOPE, concerning these things for tourist attraction perhaps?

I read on the front page that Thailand has legalized the growing of Marijuana. I was at a very famous/popular "Thai" store about two months ago where a huge sign was placed in front of the sliding glass doors to the opening about Marijuana being sold in the produce section.

Curious, I walked in, and saw nothing (I know the layout of the store and the produce section very well). There is still no MJ sold on the shelves, but am waiting and would like to see what it would be like to have some and make tea out of it for the morning onslaught of the daily grind of teleportation hate interrogation--like waking up, getting some leaves, chewing on them IMMEDIATELY to try to negate all the hate and injection of energy, sexual, intellectual parasitism that is inflicted upon me by unscrupulous expletives every single day without fail it's a hate match with me screaming to leave me alone every single day. They sit in rows as usual smirking and silent asking an endless spate of questions to which I cannot block out or remain silent and thus not engage. Pigpitalina the ugly pair of Nazi fascist putrid icons I have been telling then shouting at that I never liked them have told them no for OVER EIGHT YEARS but this contract out on me, they believe they are entitled to. One of them tried to have my teeth knocked out, they had part of my uterus cut out, they have had my body completely marred and mutilated from head to toe--broken toes, had my hair follicles permanently damaged so most of my scalp is balding--then endlessly telling me that the ugly whore skank is more beautiful as they continue to pummel my body while I am unconscious and force hate upon me every moment of every day living in a torture chamber and my cat, the one and only thing that I truly loved taken away, with her probably dead by now waiting for me to pick her up for over 8 years

the pigs continue--maybe having Marijuana to grab upon first rising will put some kind of block to the shithold of the mind control and the offensive and odious group which is constantly feeding off my life force, sucking out sexual energy and replacing it with destruction and hate and violence and negativity, destroying my property my body, my ideas they steal they profit off and then steal my money and destroy and destroy and destroy and insult and poison and make my body completely damaged and go off telling with vicious hate that I'm a "loser" and filthy ugly whoreshitalina is "more beautiful" constantly because she is connected to the Crown and the fascist Nazi English and Europigape Nazis who are handing out these prizes because stupid American pigs like this group have handed everything over to Europigapes to control as they all try their best to pose as Europigape aristocrats and thus hate for America, hate and hate and hate for people, hate and hate and destruction of the mentality of the United States where people have a chance to rise up from lower status--

It is disgusting the government continues to allow these immature and mentally consumptive parasites to endlessly continue with this crime against me. That says that they want a fascist Nazi system that T-rump was installing but they want to have the "Democracy" mob fascist gang stalking system fully interactive with the legal system in order to continue an ever-increasing divide between socioeconomic status, with legal rights only being conferred to those who can afford legal counsel at a much higher price--and the deepening divide where justice and law are really only applied to the wealthy and the poor and minorities are going to be microchipped, put under surveillance, raped and beaten if they get teleported with no legal defense whatsoever--etc all the things I have been writing of for years this group wants to more fully implement upon society. The US Government fully supports all of this, including two members of the J-6 Committee who shout their "Democracy" platitudes and are vying for higher positions in the world, higher promotions of course handed out by the very group which installed T-rump into power in the first place.

Don't forget Pelosi, the worst of the crooks there, and this committee is supposed to be linked to her officiation. It is a tragedy.

I really need to find some way to block them out--hopefully marijuana will soon be sold on the shelves of Big C so I can get high and tell the pig apes to go fly a f-ing whatever the f-away as I am too high to care about the sickness they are endlessly shoveling into my brain and can't block out.

All of these ideas I have, and the reality of what the situation truly is: blocked due to discrediting of my personality, silencing of testimony, lack of care or concern by almost all people surrounding me in every country in every position of power all want this system to be enacted, just not with them as potential victims they only want to be a part of the perpetrator class.

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The Dope appearing like the Pope testimony for the dope lack of scope J-6 Committee & the STOCK MARKET DOPE highs and lows crashing

The dope about the J-6 Committee testimony $ & The dope on the stock market like a bummer come-down on a high--just more dope the Stock Market is going up and down. Give me that gold and silver-backed currency dope to get high on. America and the world is so high on bubbles and celebrity addiction culture, and it's such a low drag downer when I experience it so I need that upper dope experience and need it now! Money, dope and highs and lows is today's theme.

I know so little about the Stock Market. I.e: if there was a "crash" just yesterday--400 points decline on what was it? The Dow?) why has the value of the dollar gone up about half a baht from 34.50 to 35 for the sell rate, when I look at Thai Bank exchange rates?

I am skeptical of inflationary-based fiscal policy and therefore have never been keen on getting involved or studying our current boom/bust economy.

I thought the US was supposed to be on a gold and silver-backed currency, which is what the Constitution states as the only real currency and not our fractional reserve-based explosion in debt crises after crises cycle after cycle. Thus, I have not studying the Stock Market because I do not believe in it.

I also don't have the $ to invest, and if I did, I would not want to gamble and lose what tiny bit I have on a bad investment.

But the stock market just "crashed" and the more mainstream newspapers are making no big deal out of it, instead the focus is on the J-6 gossip and the lies told by some of the more famous personalities who claimed they were innocent--how can anyone believe what she said to that committee anyway? Liars, absolute liars how can anyone even make a media storm on sworn testimony of the people the most cherished and close to the Big Lie perpetrator?

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Who's really insane here? People who are creating global catastrophes and promoting conspicuous consumption and selfish greed acquisition or people who are being victimized and drugged and tortured because they won't play victim willingly and get microchipped, poisoned and raped and give "permission" for it? What's more insane? A dysfunctional government that promotes such covert activity or the people who are going crazy because they are victims of the Government-sponsored crazy-making policies to destroy anything but a rich and poor destroyed Failed State colony formerly known as The United States?

"Cypress Hill--Insane in The Brain (Official Video)". October 25, 2009.


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My hair is not just falling out and turning grey because Filthalina & Pit have been on a campaign to mangle my body (broken toe, hair chemically treated to the root so the follicles are dead--a huge swatch of no hair/balding is on the entire top portion of my head reaching down to the arch of my neck in a straight line but the chemicals they poured seeped on the sides--nothing makes the hair grow back, it remains dead, cuticles so mangled from daily insertions of metal objects under my fingernails and cuticles, can't use the nails on the middle fingers of both hands any longer or the thumb nail on my left hand--every day for years this was done while I could not stop the nighttime intruder rapists, thieves and destroyers while I was teleported to this crew of expletives and I still am teleported to this expletive group every night--etc etc my body completely mangled.

But due to the hair being destroyed, just below the first sort of "row" of hair on my forehead, at the beginning of the hairline--just behind that front area, the chemicals were poured and there is a line extending of no-hair down to the nape of my neck--the hair on this top part just above the forehead went grey because I think the damage was so great---I am using henna to try to treat this, but the daily violence is inflicting great damage to my body--as I have been telling these pig whores for years, you are killing me every day with all this stress and the hate you project and feed off every day--and it is literally every single day there is a hate confrontation as they sit in their little piggy rows in chairs watching as I scream in hate to get off me, literally every single day as they go through a checklist of questions they want to get ideas from so they can steal and then destroy me---afterwards of course. I am being murdered every day in this fashion, not just from the poison inserted into my body through my vagina, or into my food, but the stress alone is enough to kill anyone.
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Why no one in Congress will intervene and everyone treats me like I am the problem here, that it's me who is wrong that by fighting for my Constitutional Rights as a US Citizen I am somehow deserving of a death penalty as punishment for not willingly allowing this group of hate have pig whore ape men from Europigapeland poison and rape me to death and then stealing ideas because they are mediocrities but are told that as white Europigapeland males they are automatically entitled to every top position and that stealing ideas from me is their natural-born killer rights to steal and plunder. Me fighting for any kind of human rights for myself in this situation is being treated by shit like Pelosi as a capital crime for which I must be killed--as she has hissed out sitting next to Nazi criminal thug S-neger. so back to my greying hair that has become worse and worse lately because this attack on my hair happened and has been ongoing for months--(years actually, but literally making it fall out permanently was done in the last year because I was fighting to get a sick German parasite greasy and sick stupid pig from raping poison into my body every night while they all watched on, hugging HIM as I said no and no and stop and stop until I finally began to scream and he still would not stop slapping and raping me with them all watching on embracing him. Because I told him to get his greasy pig penis out of me they made my hair fall out completely in such a huge area of my head that it's at least 50% of the total hair--and then the stress, as I fight to heal my fingernails, my hardened spine from chemicals that this group of s hit has been continuing to force into my body while I have done nothing for a decade but fight to get what everyone else put in my body to keep me paralyzed and never able to live in any way (and then depriving me of health care so really it was an organized and Congressionally black-ops-approved murder operation). But the list of things I am now constantly healing is non-stop--I spend my entire life trying to heal.
Why no one will even begin to defend my human rights is beyond me while all of these pieces of expletive are shouting endlessly about how they are defending Democracy and Freedom and fighting against rape culture and fighting for women and blah blah blah. But not a single person will not participate in this hate crime against me around the planet?


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Rancid spray substances on my clothing---my baseball hat I just wore to fend off weather---stinking but had no time to remove it because my nasal passages are clogged from throat microchip mucus exacerbation into my nose, throat and tears pouring out of my eyes today as has been continuous (daily but for the first 15 years, this year included up to very recently but still attacking my tear ducts and nasal passages) to destroy my face,which is what ugly shitalinaj the rancid stupid skank and ugly rat filth from depp gloat about continuously the damage they have ordered inflicted on my body so they can hell with their nazi friends and partners about my appearance versus theirs--how many hundreds of thousands of dollars poured into their plastic coating and etc but mostly the gleen from torture they all glisten with hormones they are addicted to torture also for that power high and sense of control. So, tears today while I was thinking about how disgusting they are, after having to wash by hand, of course, another article of clothing I spent days working on (hand sewing) into an artistic design, completely original. They always spray filth on clothing I make by hand to destroy it, slathering stains, rips and tears into the fabric then yelling about how ugly the clothing I am forced to wear in order to not ruin the clothing by cleaning black gunk sprayed on the floor, on my clothing and etc---so, having to clean the 2nd object today which was cleaned not long ago and I wore it yesterday it was clean (but I was not as congested as I am today they did another tear pouring out of one eye attack--they can restrict the tears to one single eye--to brimming with tears but not rolling out--to making weird globs affect vision , to making my throat constrict while I am sleeping to produce a kind of semi-"snorting" noise because i am in deep theta sleep, unprepared to clench my throat muscles--it's done suddenly and it wakes me up. They can force my jaws to snap shut while I am in deep sleep. They can force bile to eject out of my stomach or perhaps gall bladder but digestive substances are ejected. Because of the many times they forced my jaws to snap shut while in deep sleep--hoping I would bite my tongue--their intention--I learned to control my mouth so I would not bite my tongue and as a result, I staved off totally ejecting highly acidic bile onto my protective gear mask I wear while sleeping to try to stave off the slicing into my gum tissue--to the jawbone---while also in deep sleep. Absolutely incapable of waking up during these mutilation nightly episodes. I am currently working on healing the endlessly sliced tissue between my toes, on the entire sides of all toes every toe, both large toes are broken and mutilated --the left large toe put out of socket it's not a bunion---as projected by the stalkers but on the other hand, the attacks on the left side of my body have been calculated to make me not only crooked but totally paralyzed with hard poison extending to both sides--I caan't stand straight I can't balance my body my hips are cemented into a crooked shape. This group the ugly dirty skank from depp and dirty ugly sick shitalina not jolie---have ordered russian men to break into my room--removing from the inside the locks, the latches I tie shut with ropes and strings but all undone in the most highly proficient engineering mechanical arms proficiency so these are tied shut after the objects placed in the door cracks, the objects which are loaded against the door-are put back almost perfectly the way i had tightly tightened them before going to sleep. My hips put out of alignment, while being raped (in black visual unconsciousness inchoate and also teleported to abuse and homelessness skits or being raped by the celebrities who then assault me violently when I am unconscious they come at me from the side forcing me into consciouenss as they are hitting me, a tactic they use continuously except for arnold the body governor of california with his shrewd former kennedy wife they formed a team---he truly was her surrogate as politician. On a stray topic at the moment. Just writing of a few obstacles I face on a daily basis all day they have attack vectors of deeply penetrating technological assault which are murderous but in the aggregate the means of murder without touch--touchless murder, torture and then with brain function continuously under surveillance--they attack more severely while I am sick and after having detoxed more of the hard poisons I have spent my life fighting to stop, the poisoning and now fighting to heal they assault me without end while I am sick from the poisons having emitted into my nervous system, blood stream, and afflicting my brain and mentality of course. This is every day and it's almost as if I must (not almost, it isj) that I must wager healing with having the strength and ability to not become absolutely enmeshed in hateful reaction--the drugging lowers or destroys all boundaries to not reacting, the stoicism is gone utterly especially in first morning waking state after they inject or pump poison into my bladder while sleeping--or however it is being done. I never had to urgently "eliminate" liquids as I have had to do since this group began years ago their assaults on me---all night, all day. My post is just recounting of only a fraction of a small percent of the totality on a daily basis. So the 2nd article of clothing which I wore yesterday was fine. The shirt I had made they made ugly stupid comments about how ugly it was (and me, and always insulting how I look while i sit here or the other activity I make when am able to, which used to be impossible the fractures the manipulation of my hips and spine and then the poisoning drugging made it impossible for me to clean the endless really toxic stinking filth they spray every night so I wake up with muck and black filth sprayed on the floor in little sort of "pebble"-like shapes--tiny but like tiny pellets of black filth which absorb into the floor--which has been ripped up in portions and then sprayed with black paint-like substances so they are literally black with huge gouges and they pour stinking black tiny "pebbles' on these areas and then every day, regardless, spray stinking nasty filth on my bedlinens, my sleep wear, into my hair when I am sitting in a drugged detox stupor in front of this laptop trying to blot out their screaming "bitch loser" insults and "stupid ugly" mostly from the hateful yelling ugly mouth of this depp filth creep--I had been too attacked while writing an earlier post about how they stole, abducted my cat in a murder-like situation of having her thrown in the swimming pool nearby. The took a photo of her with a grimmace while she was fighting drowning. They had for 3 days prior to this episode had her breathing manipulated so she was choking and heaving for oxygen. She had never done that ever, and it happened so she would be weakened for them to abduct her without great resistance on her part. //Underneath this mobile phone photo was a caption like one of those "meme" internet things which are spread around regarding some aphorism or statement about politics, in one-word sentences. They wrote with sick psychopathic smug hate positing whether she was a cat or a crocodile and how funny that a cat smiled like a croc? She was fighting for her life as the people who had thrown her in the swimming pool took photos of her just to hack into my facebook feed. I did not save the photo (this happened during the first 2 weeks of the depp years of rape, culminating in this day of his filthy spawn daughter yelling loser at me while I was eliminating chunks of poison I barely manage to break into pieces with exercises and stretches, which are so minimal for any real exercise regimen my body is saturated in every joint and crevice with this poison which they added a hardening agent so the formerly semi-flexible poisons, which felt like cartilage or just natural soft tissue so I never had a single iota of a perception that I had been poisoned all my life. They began pouring injecting pounding raping this new agent into the mix when they began the murder regimen of poisoning--happeninng pre-depp but amplified at that time by the stallone manager of bar none (last name I can provide if anybody is ever concerned with actual lawful justice for me and advocacy for basic legal rights). The same level of sick stupidity sleazy violence is continuously the rallying centerpiece of all the "righteous fighters" in the "woke" spectrum with their nazi--outwardly nazi--partners who are not as vocal about their hate they sit back more silently smug and m aking a few "crush her" comments because the most offensively violent "liberal" partners must exhibit great proclivity to Nazi genocidal murder capabilites to prove they really are "in" the gang not any question and no holds barred they are the most vociferous and nasty openly within this range of protected and sheltered criminality in that L.A. domain of promotion (with politicians coming to laugh and smile looking like Nazis smug and smiling as their victims are tortured--the greasy sadistic smile I have seen on faces of elizabeth warren and amy klobuchar but warren is openly violently active in assaulting me in various ways in this group--but has openly presented herself to me only once--the first time when she partnered with my brother John, she assumed I was unconscious and in a black visual state (which I was, they can alter my range of visual perception while teleported) and also she assumed I was unconscious in my prime body sleep state, in deep theta sleep or delta, but then I had no mistake in her voice and had listened for years to her videos (not seeking her out for 95% of all the times I listened) but she elicits so much fake optimism with her yelling tirades and my desperate grasping for any support or help, this was at the beginning of the trump 2 era---my brother and family had rushed to join in like creeps they were so and always are very disgusting in this context and smug and smiling about being nazi colluders. That they helped put nazis in power is the same reaction as what oprah had done, (she very much helped put nazis in power and I yelled this at her for the nth time of her demands to explain my statement calling her a plantation icon aunt jemima for her endless smug and exploitation participation in having me poisoned raped she stole my idea for a wrinkle in time--to not let an autocratic techno-terror governance system override love and human compassion. She used the tech to monitor my thoughts and then when I associated her with the Malcolm X lecture on house v field slave and the terms uncle tom and aunt jemima were presented by Malcolm X as derivatives of the plantation slave system---she "heard" it through the monitoring tech and then in my deep sleep state, she asked me calmly "what do you think of me?" . At that point, it had been roughly 2 years of her gladly smiling hgging shitalina in a photo which was hacked on my system--the utter joy in participarting in a witch hunt lynch mob nazi group has always beeen the

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