Monday, March 13, 2023

Not ALL teleporting/celebrity fascist, Nazi/Mafia white supremacists with their onhanging minion terrorists "won" the Academy Awards. That's a win (for me, the world, for society and for "art"--hopefully it will survive intact the deluge of technological monopoly and tyrannical fascist indoctrination thusly, lack of originality and meaning concerning decency for human life for all people).

 Michelle Yeoh did the endless onslaught of internet cyberstalking terrorist infliction of herself, her videos--etc. I posted a video about her years ago, maybe 7 years ago, where I wrote that in the film "Tai Chi Master"--which featured Jet Li and is my favorite Martial Arts film--not that I'm a connoisseur of that genre---but also in Silent Nymph, Fighting Crony, she was also excellent in her martial arts display and artistic rendering of a woman suppressing her desires.

I didn't expect her, at the time, to participate in Nazi, racist terrorism within this contract but look! She obtained endless awards. I did not like the movie she put out, that display of mismatched sci-fi cliches about worm holes and the meaning of AI and "feminist" outcoming of the suppressed woman coming "out" into a Dominitrix type personality (the daughter scene was kind of offensive to me--of the lesbian coming out into dominitrix costume and fascist "power"--which to me is just another propaganda "art" depiction of how being a fascist is more "powerful" for women than any other outcome a girl could possibly want for successful attainment outside of male domination) but she's (Yeoh) a product of H-wood and thusly--she has conformed and "won".


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The male I wanted to win actually did. Win best actor. As far as I could tell from the little I saw of The Whale, he was portraying a man capable of self-contemplation and understanding in a deep and profound way. I actually felt tears forming watching the last part of the movie although I had seen no other part except for the trailer. His performance was truly inspiring. He was not, as far as I can tell, promoting fascism and I can only stop breathlessly in awe that H-wood did not "award" another fascist Nazi with that highest prize for portraying fascist Nazi ideology (that includes the other minions fighting against sexism, racism and all that K-rap--please note I use the "K" in K-rap to imply "The K-Economy" of the division between rich and poor. It's crap with wealth aspiration to be an entitled elite, that is what I am implying. Often it comes in the form, for some of the minions, in the form of rap music or pop but it's crap anyway with a huge K-Economy--a term that died out once Biden took office, as the wealth gap just increased exponentially with the collapse of Silicon Bank in California. The consolidation of wealth into the pockets of the investors like Musk who formerly loudly advocated all the eager greedy little white Nazi men to invest in cryptocurrency who are now defunct economically if they invested in FTX. Now they the smaller tech firms in CA are defunct as well while Musk is grabbing all opportunities because of course he was not invested in that bank). I'm referring to the "K-Economy" which has increased now under Biden, and when I use that term, it's been silenced just as I am. But it's still in full effect.


And I am still alive after a murder attempt yesterday. The white male I wanted to win because he did not portray a fascist oppressor sauntering psychopath is a win to American society which actually needs men who are capable of self-introspection-and also of attending to eating healthy food, if the food suppliers just won't poison the food with all kinds of toxins and pollute the atmosphere with all kinds of pollutants and kill off smaller farmers mortgages in land grabs which are just called "normal" interest rate hikes and whatever it's called by the billionaires like Bloomberg who also capitalize off the suffering of others and then run under the Democrat label, accusing Trump of administering the "K-Economy" and being an "exponential threat" to "Democracy" while he is one of the worst offenders of that.

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He and types like that are still "winning" in their absolute chicanery, but for one day, at least one actor "won".

Also the "strong black woman" who viciously attacked me, albeit twice or so (but undoubtedly sitting in the huge rows of chairs as these K-rappers sit gazing and smirking and laughing as I am tortured and attacked to pour out ideas they can steal for their concepts while they watch me get tortured and assaulted and go off laughing about it and all of them want to teleport other people besides me and have great sex or torture and kill them too!

The "strong black" woman actor did not win. That is a win for the actual movement for rights for African Americans--black, whatever term is politically correct now. It's a win for people who aren't going to convene with white supremacists so they can present a false narrative in movies about how much they are "fighting" against racism. It imbues a false sense of hopelessness in the viewer whether they know it or not, it imbues the meaning that the only way you can have a role outside of poverty is to play the minion and fully conform to fascist ideology.

Her losing is a win for Black women, in my opinion of course.

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Michelle Yeoh "winning" for Asian women, is a loss but she's not as offensive as the rest, so I have ignored her for all these months of her endless cyber hacking/stalking of my social media with her clips--alongside all the fascist Nazi terrorists. 

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What can I expect from the  H-wood Academy and it's tentacles of power and mind programming, after all? Something like praising art and allowing for free and fair competition? Geeze---

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Unfortunately, one of the worst terrorists of them all "won" a category through his production company. The theme was of abused women "fighting" against  male torture, rape and absolutely violent oppression. That is all this man and his wives (co-partner in his production company) have inflicted upon me for nearly a decade on a daily basis. Death threats have abounded from them after years of obtaining top awards for portraying psychopathic Nazi characters (the actor, not his sappy movies about the minorities "fighting against racism" and/or women being empowered by "fighting back"--like this creepy movie based on a book). That is a total loss, as usual, for the Feminist movement in it's true meaning and intent to salvage women from domestic violence, because it pits the white women against the poor and minorities--as being the favored victims of male domination and rape and violence and murder---as I have written endlessly, the teleportation enables these "men" to press buttons and force me into their vicinity where I am essentially nearly blind and bound--a true torture and rape position in every way. Because I don't say "yes" to a line-up of rapists which is akin to a sex trafficking "comfort woman" operation but as a prisoner of a racist war and backlash against feminism for women "like me" who are "bad" and the "b-word"--bad bad bad (!!!!) who say NO and Stop while these men are told they have every "right" to beat and try to kill me if I say no. These same actors with their production company have spent a decade having animals I love and take care of stolen, taken away and brutally killed and left in front of my living situation on the front lawn or in front of my door. They have severed out part of my uterus so the aging process during this decade of non-stop poisoning and torture has exacerbated the breaking process of my body--without hormone replacement therapy--they had someone go into my room and cut out part of my uterus--it came out while I was in the shower I saw it on the shower floor--a definite intestine part. They have damaged my hair, skin and etc (I have only been writing about non-stop violence towards me for saying "NO" while they have stolen idea after idea from my writing and the verbal information torture extraction sessions which have gone on and on daily for YEARS longer than a decade).

Not just no repayment but my property, what I can barely afford, constantly being destroyed and broken and made stained, stinking and like tattered and disgusting and stinking and worn out, within a few weeks of me having bought all or anything--


The loss for the rights of women was lost last night when this film won some award at the Oscars. On the surface it appears like white women from something like an Amish community being tortured and raped in violent brutality style. The actors are all white supremacist actors, some of whom have participated in this contract out on me--and they all enjoy "privilege" of rapist enabling "good" women who want their sleazy and whoremongering males to rape and beat women like "me" instead of them.

This is a loss for the meaning of The Feminist Movement where you don't have to be a sexualized object in order to be considered as a "powerful" woman---or a sexist and racist enabler of the violent murdering brutal men who control the "alternative" genre in politics and in "culture"-=-or lack thereof.

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Sunday, March 12, 2023

Terrorist/murder attempt report: almost hit by a grey flatbed truck speeding directly into me inside a Y-junction, where I had right-of-way. There also were no cars approaching as I was driving into this y-shaped intersection that has no stop light or stop sign--(Thailand)--you just are careful at this intersection and trust that other people are not crazy stalkers out to hit and run. There were no cars approaching but this truck sped from around a corner just before the intersection--my motorbike visor had been mutilated in the area where a large plastic screw attaches the visor to the helmet. The ridges of the plastic screw had been gouged so a large oval-shaped hole had been made while I had the motorbike parked at a shopping place. The terrorists also smeared black marks on the bike after gouging the screw so I could not tighten it. It crashed into the helmet constantly. There was a smear of something that made visibility very cloudy--so the visor, which is a black tint, as many of the visors are, was so smeared up with something I could not see clearly and it was very dangerous to drive. The sabotage of my safety helmet had been done shortly prior to the near-fatal hit by this truck--or it would have caused me great damage. I also was brain-manipulated the entire time I was out (and it's happening now as I fight to type this). I "forgot" to take my change after a purchase. I walked away "forgetting" that I had given a large bill and needed a lot of change. I cannot afford to lose a single penny and it would have hurt my economy if I had missed this money. I walked back to the register because I saw something else I needed and had "forgotten". That is when I realized she was quickly sorting through change and I realized my brain had been literally "swiped" clean of short-term memory. It doesn't help also that I must carry so much heavy weight, trying to protect my food that I can't finish eating and I can't afford to waste money on throwing food away. I can't leave anything I ingest where terrorists can poison or drug it, but I can't protect the huge gallon jugs of water I refill--and have to leave open and exposed until I return to try to seal them up (hoping that will spare me more of the drugging or poisoning--and it's doubtful that all my efforts are very successful. When I go outside finally after fighting to detox from hardening poison, I realize how drugged up I truly am while sitting here in this room fighting to heal and rid my body of drugs and poisons. It's a cyclical hell that is a not-merry-go-round.//Back to the near-death situation. It was a multi-pronged system of attack. //in addition to using vector analysis of exactly the precise moment to attack me from that side angle, also knowing that my helmet was attacked with grease on the visor, the screw that attaches the visor to the helmet gouged so the visor was loose and slammed down if I tried to open it and look at where I was going;// The terrorists gouged the slim line where a screwdriver would fit, and the visor kept slipping into my vision and from the side angle, at this junction, I did understand that no cars were approaching and I could see that because I turned my head--very carefully, I am always now very careful about all intersections, and everyone who approaches me on all sides--but the visor-a dark black shaded visor--slammed down, and from the peripheral angle as this truck quickly turned a corner to try to ram me , I only saw it when it was about 5 feet from hitting me AND IT WAS GOING AROUND 60-70 MPH and was not slowing down. The man in the driver's seat looked at me with a zombie hate look that so many of the death squad minions make--. I slammed on the brakes, there was gravel as usual on the road so I slid my shoes on the asphalt while slamming on the brakes. The driver, whose steering wheel in Thailand is on the right-hand side of the front area. a Thai man, looked at me with that empty blank look and then turned another corner, almost swaying with the turning action--the entire cabinet of the truck was almost swaying he turned so quickly.

 Returning to this condo, upon  opening the front door, the little room stank of fungus and semen--the terrorists had poured stinking browning/cloudy brownish/white substances into the refrigerator defrost tray at the back of the fridge. The entire room stank of this. Things around the room were likewise stinking, broken or in disarray. More of the materials I use to cover the floor so the terrorists can't open the floor panels from below and attack me through that series of potential entry points for mechanical arms--the floor covering, which I had once made very beautiful, similar to a mosaic, is slashed with so many knife slashes that it's in literal huge, spiked up tatters. More was slashed, and etc.

Huge numbers of stalking terrorists attacking me in stores--but no one assaulted me physically as they had been doing in the past by shoving and literally body-slamming me with great force and violence in the middle of huge, crowded terrorist-infested areas.

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There's more but I am too tired to go on.

Saturday, March 11, 2023

In "cyberstalking" "response" from my post this morning about getting the most unwanted Rammstein abuser/parasite off me; Having received a bunch of Rammstein videos on my YouTube channel this morning, as I prepare to go out being assaulted by a few hundred people that these terrorists are ordering upon me, I submit the great German classic adaptation from the novel into film, Berlin Alexanderplatz. Apparently, there is a 2020 version of the same film made and handed from the "God of Genius" to Rainer Werner Fassbinder to also produce. Fassbinder's version is extremely long, and the process of wearing down the viewer into the dregs of German male prostitute culture/rape/violence/extortion/gang thuggery and ultimately after all the Frauen violence, male homosexuality emerges as the predominant force pushing all the negation of women as human beings. The modern adaptation appears to involve a Black male from a foreign country and a blonde, Germanic woman (obviously a dyed blonde, most likely she's a prostitute if they are following the novel and script for Berlin Alexanderplatz).

 I knew I wasn't in the German version of Kansas---which is Stuttgart in this One Flew Over the Coocoo's Nest adaptation of Over the Rainbow scenario of teleportation--I know I'm not in Stuttgart any longer when I have to deal with Berliner types. They can't understand the Schwabish humor which makes light of so many heavy German attributes and thus, Stuttgart is the main financial powerhouse of the German State because people don't sit around in prostitute/alcoholic grazing activities as they do much more often in a place like Berlin, which is a notorious sleaze dive for bars and girls--you can add other cities into this mix. But coming out of that environment (a place I have been, not for long it was a very nasty place for me, I think it's a place where I am not "supposed" to be and the people coming from there are violently disposed to me. Making a type of joke that would go down in Stuttgart--at least for some people--absolutely fails with this person out of Berlin who is a "heavy" hitter type. 


Berlin Alexanderplatz is a depiction of that "subculture" Berlin culture that Disneyland-infected blind Americans either don't want to acknowledge, as it's a similar version of a strip club area of something like Las Vegas in sordid reality--as a comparison, or they are too mesmerized by having gone to Disney for far too long and not seeing the dark reality. Not speaking German, and buying into the saccharine pleasantries of welcome mat "snake in the grass" subtleties that Germans have been indoctrinated in all their lives in how to negotiate and get what you want with a warm smile and handshake--which Americas are absolutely tricked into, as I had been while I was under MIND CONTROL DRUGGING influence along with the technology. 

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The "new" version is the standard, typical film length and appears to involve a "racial" theme. It's a kind of cookie cutter template and probably only loosely follows the lines of the original novel which Fassbinder adapted.

The Fassbinder version, like so many of Fassbinder's movies, appears almost mundane and not like a movie--it seems to go into little tentacles of semi-importance, almost normal life dredging on. The very microscopic analysis of culture becomes a crescendo that builds and builds throughout the film--although the main character is immediately violent, the bulk of the film rests in most of the activities that are supposed to be "normal" for German men to conform to. Trying to find a better job. Trying crime in a gang to not have to work hard. Trying out passing women around. Trying out prostitutes. Beating a woman if she is a "b-word" and she "deserves it". Beating her to death. Going to prison only to repeat it without remorse because, ultimately, the real motivation for the main character and his male buddies is a submerged desire for homosexual union which is repressed due to the misogynist culture, where the women have to be stronger than the men in order to survive the proclivity of beating women in order to assert domination.

I felt and could "hear" the threats of violence from this man as I had a response to his slurs and derogatory hate sentences at me. I am now accosted on my YouTube page by seemingly humor videos about Germans and his gang, I mean band, videos about Germany and racism.

I truly suggest that people watch the entire Berlin Alexanderplatz by Fassbinder. I can truly state that understanding German to a relative fluid degree has made understanding the nuances of the film more accessible to me, and knowing the culture a bit (more than the Disneyland fantasy mind-controlled politicians and leaders of American society are and have become). I also will not hesitate to menion that immediately after I posted a video stating that Earth, Wind and Fire are superior musicians to this band who claim they are innately "superior" only because of white supremacy and racism and Nazi adherence that they really cling to underneath the posturing black leather "alternative" costumes they wear (or maybe not, they may be very open about their racist affiliation while they are in the private safe zone of Berlin--but not necessarily in Berlin Alexanderplatz but in more "refinted" areas as Nazism is indeed to be found everywhere and welcomed with broad smiles and promotions. Berlin Alexanderplatz is of course about the rising of the 3rd Reich, but I "forgot" to mention it. The film from Fassbinder takes place during the Weimar Republic, just as  Hitler was rising. It's a film about the homosexuality of Nazism, which it is claimed, Hitler very likely was a homosexual. I have serious doubts whether the 2020 version of this film will accentuate the homoerotic male domination feud between the lead characters and will instead focus upon the black male with the white blonde German female and the reactions of the Nazi culture of Berlin in response. I am not very sure I want to see this movie. But I "forgot" to mention, but I wrote of it in a post earlier, that Farrakhan rushed to defend these Germans. When I write of the relationship between blacks and Nazis I mean something like this---and it is portrayed as not being "racist" in movies and etc....their video about "Deutschland" and I, as always, have a retort that is far "superior" to the dumb cliche-driven hate sputterings that these haters always throw at me. My responses are at least original. That is why this German man put subliminal threats of violence at me for responding in intelligent ways to his dumb cliches. That is why he orders people to slam into me physically and that is why I am writing to get him off me, as this group of politicians and celebrities are completely enamored with him; black "activists" included. I don't know why, but I feel like I am the only one who understands the reality of what these people are compared to the lack of intelligent wariness of former deadly enemies that the Germans had been and truly--STILL ARE. Fake smiles and a fake warm handshake and invitations to stay at what looks like a Disney Castle in German from Disneyland--that's all it takes to seduce the dumb Americans who have been handed power in the 4th Reich establishment. Maybe if you just watch this movie about Germany, made by a German, you may get a glimpse of the actual reality that you don't want to see--Oh Hillary Clinton, Donald Trump, McCarthy, Greene, et al (Farrakhan, Oprah, et al) AOC et al, Progressives et al, etc etc etc they are all sold into this false promise of a fantasyland theme park of what they imagine Germany is.

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"Berlin Alexanderplatz (2020)--Official U.S. Trailer". April 9, 2021.

This image, below, from the trailer, makes the theme of the film appear to portray a Romeo & Juliet type theme. Nothing could be further from this portrayal in the 1980's Fassbinder version of the same adaptation from Berlin Alexanderplatz--where women are routinely passed around as commodities for men to use and discard without any emotion. The women are prostitutes and "love" these "Johns" for allowing them to live in their houses instead of being forced into poverty even though they are "working" the streets. Some of the women are beaten to death. The community "loves" and "pardons" the perpetrators, who return only to commit the same crimes. The underlying homosexuality is a theme that underlines everything. This film (below) probably completely circumvents most of those themes. It is a shame, the modern version follows the same lying bs fake scripts about racist "equality" and the hateful racist culture of all of the Whorewood movies I have seen for all these years of the racist attacks upon me by these "equality/feminist" celebrities and politicians (now supplanted by openly racist "Republicans" who are not 'Honest" they are just brainwashed by Nazi propaganda and unfortunately elected into office).



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"Fassbinder's BERLIN ALEXANDERPLATZ excellent part with nazis". BoldizsarCR.  July 10, 2012.





A call out to the "Void" out there to get anotther latched-on parasite off me, another abusive, violent sleazy most unwanted creep who latched on to this contract and won't stop having me attacked for his profit. Another sleazy and disgusting white fascist Nazi pig ape from Germany with a parasitic attitude of entitlement with his group of homeboys in his cock rock rotten band.

 I have written of him for months, at random times, because I think that this next creep parasite whose video for his few songs I posted on my Facebook page, months ago MONTHS AGO--one of the videos was to get Pitt off me, as I have been trying to accomplish that for YEARS. The song was just about telling someone "NO" to their demands for a "forever" union. The band comes from Germany, it's name, unfortunately I must use it, is Rammstein. The name echoes what kind of jerk-off f-ers they are. They keep ramming it to me, not overt rape but I believe the violence of ugly huge bodybuilder men was ordered by this Nazi creep out of Berlin, the lead singer. He, like so many, and the dumb and ugly German pig apes before him whose music videos and songs and tv shows I may have clicked on, rush to attack me. Somehow, because I speak German somewhat, they assume I must immediately provide them with this contract so they can obtain endless wealth out of this Nazi contract that America has embraced. Because the Americans participating in this contract, all of them, are like submissive slaves worshipping Nazis--the politicians are like enamored because they have spent too many years at Disneyland and only see that Disney castle and the replica of German Medieval architecture, and have swallowed the bs Micky Mouse smiles of the disgusting Nazis whom they imitate and welcome in--so they have no sense, understanding.They ask me about my perspective on Germans and on their duplicity, which I have witnessed firsthand for years while living in Germany, not just  upon me, but upon many others--they assume it's due to my targeted status and dismiss me and make jokes about it. I would not care, but their lack of understanding and basic stupidity in terms of awareness should not have to be foisted upon me in these hate skits and the Germanic pig ape scumbag whores who flock to obtain dibs into digginginto destroying my life, home and body. 

Yesterday it was a verbal exchange of hate betwixt me and this pig ape scum. I was watching All Quiet on the Western Front. He immediately teleported me while I was watching it, so we were watching it together. I tried not to talk to him, but they use a tech that "opens" my communication like a sieve with "trut serum" effect as I pour out my impressions, ideas and honest opinions while they torture me for my opinions, steal them in order to present themselves as having any opinion whatsoever that goes against fascist Nazism, and then they torture me to stop me from thinking or analyzing and poison and drug me to slowly murder me, have me raped as a form of dehumanization, and continue endless violence against me.

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I am about to go outside shopping. The last time I went out, I was nearly hit and killed by cars so often it happened at least every 5 minutes. I have to drive for hours in chaotic traffic here in Phuket where there is no police presence on the roads. Whatever cops there are, are crooked and watch on as the Europigapes launch deadly assaults upon me while the police defend them and do nothing ot help me or stop their driving. 

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This German I believe has ordered me to be physically assaulted in these shopping malls, and probably is part of the team that Musk has assembled of cars nearly hitting me or  hitting me at precise angles and at vector-analysis precision. 

Can anyone please get this next pig ape scumbag off me, finally? I wrote of it, I wrote of it, as there were so many other pieces of ugly rotten shit latched on to obtaining promotions for attacking me, unjustly. They arrive yelling, threatening, insulting and abusing. When i attempt to pry them off, for saying NO to ugly slnister, boring and sleazy putrid ugly so-called "men" they have me tortured because of their Nazi belielf that they are somehow "superior" and I must "obey" them with sexual slavery, being abused and poisoned and drugged by them to my slow death while they profit off it with their ugly skank Nazi women--who are likewise repugnant and disgusting in every way--but the entertainment industry has put this image so much into highest ranking of "beauty" and I sit here being assaulted by the House Speaker with glaring black-eyed looks of hate, endless threats about me not worshipping Germans as if I'm "supposed" to because this blank and dumb idiot McCarthy does--like the dumb slaughterhouse sheeple that these politicians are who have sold America off to Nazis along with these shit networks of death-mongering wanna be Nazi Imperialist Fascists--unfortunately including most of the Democrats so-called--thus I remain begging online for justice and a stop and halt to this next shithead ugly creep who has not stopped having me physically assaulted by huge ugly men in large spaces within "top quality" shopping malls while we are suurounded by the dark skinned inevitable slaves who fully conform and do what they are told by the bigot shit white supremacists--this system that America and H-wood and Congress has so fully adopted into the fabric of what was supposed to be, or what may have been at one time, a "Democracy". 

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This is one video this group of lying German Nazi pig apes made concerning "racism"--the usual black minion is put into the lead position with an "emboldened" "power" warrior stance. In reality, the usual master-slave system applies, and either these men have wonderful relationships with the blacks who are living in Germany as they defer to them with submission on very vital and critical levels but openly appear like they are "friends"--but when it comes to me, due to the labels placed upon me, the racism is a parasite that has been waiting for decades to re-emerge in Germany.

However, this video is so characteristic of the entire facade that Whorewood, Congress and the "Democratic" NATO block has put up in entertainment and sometimes even in political economy to promote how "alternative" cock rock pig apes like these ugly men "care" about "fighting racism". 

I was looking up the video this creep made about domestic violence and violence abains women. The video had something like his childhood trauma with mommy and daddy fighting as daddy beats the life out of mommy. this pig ape creep is crying in the video. I assumed that meant that the dumb thug was against violence and rape against women. But no, it only means it's against it happening to Nazi women and the violence should be shifted to me or people like me for the Nazi shitpile to dump their usual crap on those who are "supposed" to be their "inferiors" by rote assumption. Blocking competition and the endless racial stereotypes abound, in order to reinforce this cliche. I must endlessly fight to get parasites off me as I fight to explain to the fascist Americans that their racist cliches do not apply to me but instead the labels of inferiority actually apply to THEM. But I am more tortured for defending myself. I am not willing to be polite to these pig apes any longer, as I was in the beginning of this tragedy of their stupidity and ugliness forced puon me. 

But look at the pieces of shit with their usual "libeal" video, made in Germany, about how much they "care" about "fighting racism" with the "good" black model playing it's role--the "strong" black woman who can kick their booties because she' black and they "care" about not being racist.

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Yesterday my verbal confrontation with this creep, after a point in the film All Quiet on the Western Front, where I made a joke, under this Truth Serum effect, while this ugly putrid man forced his unwanted self upon me, as they all do, at every vulnerable moment possible (while I'm sleeping, while I'm naked in the shower as they go on and on for hours an dhours, day after day insulting, threatening, etc for their sleazy promotions--I have to see how sick and stupid they are every day and how incompetent)

But, I said something about how the German men in the movie were "looking for love" with their dumb pornographic jokes--as much of the movie, what I have watched so far, revolves around the German characters, the soldiers, looking for girls to adore them because they are manly soldiers--

the creep called me all kinds of sexually charged insults that are absolutely prototypical for German men when they are trying to "shame" women. I'm sure when he arrives to get his free mansion or deal for attacking me here in Thailand, he will indulge  happily in the kinds of women he claims I am when they also are almost free-lovingly groveling to the white male pig ape from Europigapeland like latched on slaves looking for a chance for the bit time of being lavished with a free meal, perhaps a marriage, a baby, being invited to live in Europigapeland--the dreams for uplifting their lives through these rotten whore men--who call the women they abuse and exploit these names.

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I called him names back. It was the usual downgrading of life and energy in an exchange of hate betwist me and another bigot racist who begins immediately with hate at me, so I have no choice but either to become a victim or fight back because they come at me when I can't NOT react, through this technology.

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But LOOK, here's the usual scam and psychological hoax that all these bigot fascist pig apes in Whorewood use fo sell the image that they are Elvis who "cares" about blacks during the Civil Rights era, for his own promotion into fame--


"Rammstein--Deutschland (Official Video)". Rammstein Official. March 29, 2019.



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Beyond Good and Evil at Gatorwood Apartments, Gainesville, Florida. Hungry ghost terrorists at The Gatorwood Apartments, Gainesville, Florida--the site of the "Scream: The True Story (2022)" killing spree by "The Gainesville Ripper"--where I used to live, long after the murders. If the hungry ghosts remained, they turned the usual terror psychopathy into a veritable creep show of sordid living conditions due to stalker terrorism. It was the creepiest place of attack I have lived in, almost--in retrospect it's truly hard to tell as where I'm living now is a bit creepy as well, as was the last place, and the last. It would appear that hot, tropical climates is very bad for stalking targets as the creeps can loiter outside indefinitely, sleep outside the target's domicile and venture into the target's living space very easily due to the tropical heat, inspiring insect-like penetration. If there are malevolent ghosts or evil "spirits" or a death tragedy, it appears that manifestation of death energy is somehow more imbued into the spirit of the attacks.

*Written over one hour after having struggled to pound out and backspace and retype and try to think clearly while the page was frozen constantly being turned on and off--at 40:00 into the video below ("Scream: The True Story") I am listening to the first murder victim of this Gainesville murdered (who was from Schreveport, LA). The first murder of Rollins was in Schreveport--and the former boyfriend of the first female rape and slaughter victim speaks to the man making this video presentation. What he recounts is eerily similar to what I experience whenever I am using my butcher knife-and I have written of this in a post very recently: the "subliminal" voice-to-skull technology, used by either the people out of H-wood, Congress or their proxy terrorists in the rooms adjacent and next to and above and below mine---on all sides, perpetually attacking me with subliminals, burning microwave torture, etc--but they insert "slice off your tongue" and I can "hear" it. They are trying to induce me to cut my body with my knives. I know that when my body was bloated almost to the breaking point with mind control drugs, I literally could not block these "commands" and I would literally physically move and do things that I had no connection to mentally--did not plan, words came out, and it still happens, that are pumped into my brain. This is not an "evil" force from the "spirit" world, it is mind control drugs and technologies used as a deadly interface. This former boyfriend of the first victim was the result of a stalker predatory killer whose father and family were involved with law enforcement. The killer was physically abused and terrorized by his Sheriff father, and when reports were made to police about this Sheriff's abuse and physical violence of extreme brutality towards this son, who later grew up in this Pentecostal environment, to claim he was "Satanically" possessed and went out killing people. I know that these "commands" can be done with technology and drugging. Because this information remains concealed and silenced, people can still cling to Medieval notions demonic or Satanic possession when they are more akin to being drugged and under brain-influencing subliminal technologies. Law Enforcement probably has access or knows a lot about the misuse of these technologies. I believe that there are many other similar instances of people becoming "crazy" and believing that they are possessed by "Demons". It has made for excellent H-wood "horror" genre movies. 


"Scream: The True Story (2022)". ScreamMoviesFanForever.  November 7, 2022.



Student slayings were college town's darkest days



According to this article by The Gainesville Sun, which should have the absolute "facts" about what happened to the apartment where the murders took place--but I can attest that I lived in that complex in 2002 and the building was NOT demolished as shown in this photo. I saw no police cars or heard nothing about a police "training" facility in the apartment complex. This situation was one of coordinated terrorism aimed at me, and I did phone the police and got someone from the sheriff's office for the Alachua County area--who yelled at me that I was "lying". The attacks were in my home, were sickeningly disgusting. I was drugged and poisoned very badly with slow bloating and hardening poisons--murder intended absolutely by these actions. Disgusting things were put in my room for no reason. If Gatorwood Apartments had turned the site of the murder into a police training facility--at the edge of the complex, and I walked around and looked and saw potted plants, nothing amiss, it looked like a rented apartment on the ground floor next to the wooded area (supposedly this slasher serial killer was living in the wooded area--homeless, and stalking the tenants with his surveillance of this ground-floor apartment just at the back of the complex--where the little path on the side cuts into the deep and dark wooded area, just before the alligator pond, which leads to a road that leads to a more rural field with a road (where I also used to live at Bridgelight Apartments). There was also a fire department station across the street which blew fire alarms on the fire trucks so loudly that the entire complex resounded with booming sirens at least once per day. It was a very beautiful, wooded kind of hell hole place to live with a lot of sordid characters who "looked" and said they were Christian righteous people (and that I was a "sinner" for some reason they would not detail or explain).
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Gainesville reaches 30th anniversary of student murders By Cindy Swirko, The Gainesville Sun Associated Press • Aug 31, 2020 at 8:22 am




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I am rather loosely using these "spiritual" terms about "evil" and "spirits" and "manifestation". Florida has a lot of highly-charged religious people along with their communities, praying and operating for both "good" and "evil". There are a host of enclaves of ritualistic and sacrificial religions such as Ile Ife, and there is the sacrificial religion of Christianity, which can induce great sympathy and kindness in the "true" believers but hostile murderous hypocrisy in those mishandling the "cross".
Gainesville is at a kind of crossroads between "The South" and a far distant junction into Miami culture. It's remote enough to be a swamp rebuilt in shaky ground. It is both healing and at the same time deadly, as the energies intermingle and unless you are alert to how gang stalking operates, the stealth with which the black magick practitioners operate can be highly concealed. From the little 30-second clip I got on "The Gainesville Ripper", this man claimed that he was inspired by "The Devil" and/or "evil" forces to perform his grisly deeds. As for my personal predicament, in that Beyond Good and Evil atmosphere that Gainesville can be outside of the religious affiliation identification so many adhere to--I was chased by gang stalkers of both "black magick" Caribbean following with animal sacrifices and blood sacrifices and I don't know what other kinds of sacrifices--to "Christian" gang stalkers who made direct reference to "fattening" me up (before the bloating poison made a wreak of my body, and I believe these "Christians" were partially responsible or wholly responsible). These would be the Neo-Nazi "Christian Identity" personalities with ties to both Evangelical and white Aryan Nation identification. I spent some time with both factions, as being so drugged up and invited while I was stuck in partial paralysis, they appeared like the religious sheeple in wolves scant attire which was unveiled at the slightest of pretext for attack upon me--into vicious deadly assault on the drugging and gang stalking level. Such was and undoubtedly still is Gainesville. Being a target of terrorism with technologies, drugs, rape capabilities--you will discover a host of human sacrifice and murder groups which hide under various "religious" titles. Gainesville is replete with them. The entire community is cloaked under an atmosphere of heavy, Spanish Moss drapery--creating a kind of submerged swamp air at night which is not refreshing. The whoopola of the college students at night is not like "fun" "partytown" which Gainesville has been made out to be. It sounds like bloody murder being screamed by drunken basturds looking for a fight. In the shrill daylight of all-consuming heat, they walk zombiesque in completely empty-face intent on going to classes. That is the college students. The town is surrounding the University of Florida, the main attraction to the entire town. I found it difficult to find an intellectual community that I could reverberate around and despite it being an educational-based town, the main thrust of the education was and is in science and technology. Robotic drone personalities with evil lurking underneath and racism and drunken revelry to unleash the controlled exterior made it a place where I had no problem getting down to studying for the GRE entrance exams into Grad school.
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But Gatorwood Apartments, which was a place of attack similar to the place I am now living, disgusting filthy things done, creepy, eerie, but somehow my reaction in that atmosphere of dead animals being left on naturesque, bucolic tree-lined pathways I used to walk, next to the alligator pond, away from the rushing cars and roads of SW Archer Road and 34th--the terrorists left dead cats, and people would sit on the little pathway outside of my 2nd storey apartment patio lookout--sitting staring into my window for a few hours, when I first moved in. I responded in ways that were near crazed as I spray-painted the walls and wrote graffiti on the walls. The management told me, amongst the other bs they lied about as they helped get their promotions for providing keys and opportunity for the terrorists (and there was a French flag flying in a room next to mine on their balcony--I assume now that it was part of this French contingent alongside the Italian who have been following me out of Miami Beach to obtain this contract, which provided them with a tremendous amount of money and influence as they sopped up every bit of cruelty and violence and slow murder against me in the process). But things aside such as perpetrators who are still attacking me three decades later--from my years of living in South Beach--Gatorwood Apartments truly was a place that spurred me to leave Gainesville forever. It pushed me out as I had enough of the dark energy and the seesaw of black and white magickal people praying for their purposes for "good" or "evil"--sometimes converging together to attack me all for "evil". I moved on to Portland, Oregon and lived in yet another horrific terror situation, but not as dark and creepy as that one complex, which I got from Craigslist when I was living in a rented room in a Nazi woman's house in Germany (who had participated in the 3rd Reich, was rich and "important" and thus probably a bit or quite "evil" and perhaps assisted in the murder of more than a few victims of the 3rd Reich). Then, with internet search, unable to find any apartments which allowed me and my cat to move in immediately, from overseas, I obtained this apartment with full welcome of the people who performed their own terror act upon me in disgusting, very dark ways (talking about Jesus and going to Church the entire time, and about how "some people are sinners" implying me, for some reason). I was also told by the management who had been working at Gatorwood during the killing spree by the Gainesville Ripper, that ever since the murders there has been a waiting list for the very apartment where the murders took place--at the edge of the wooded complex, where there is the thick wooded area that eventually leads to the Alligator pond, where I sometimes would sit in the grass looking at the peaceful alligator sitting waiting to devour something in the pond and the manicured houses that surrounded that pond. It lead to the road that was in front of the apartment complex I had lived in a few years prior, Bridgelight Apartments which were my very favorite apartments I have ever lived in all my life--so there is this "good" and "bad" vibe persistent in much of Gainesville for me. All-in-all, I would say that Gainesville is a very beautiful little college town but you must beware of the lurking predators hiding under the placid surface--alligator style. With spiritual badges of honor, some of the evil don white robes but practice in black magick. The truly "good" people I met in Gainesville who followed in the path of treating human beings with compassion, love and respect wore decent clothing of no particular identification. They were gentle and caring and unpronounced so you had to have conversations with them to gauge what they were--and hopefully still are. Good, decent people who actually helped me because they were against the evil of this hate organization, the Nazis, the black magick supporters of Neo-Nazi culture, and etc.
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I know that Gatorwood Apartments, where I lived circa---(trying to remember approximate dates) August 2001-December 2002 (?)--long after the murders of the 5 college students by this Ripper "possessed" serial killer, but not too long after the spirits resumed their traipsing of the grounds of Gatorwood to bring an extra foul substance to the stalking I endured. It was a place of such creepiness but bright and built around the edge of a kind of cleared-out foresty area--kinda swampy. There is a little lake not far from the grounds where alligators lurk in the green waters. There's a 7/11 not far, on Archer Road. I lived not far from Gatorwoods in a very beautiful apartment complex but I got this one apartment--two bedrooms, huge, a view of trees, balcony, washer dryer, carpeted, etc airy, bright, fresh breeze--but the attacks from the terrorists on all sides of me were dark, disgusting and foul. It was one of the most foul atmospheres I have ever lived in.
Because I do not like "horror" genre movies, I ignored this new "Scream: The True Story (2022) " movie and I have never watched any of the Scream franchise movies either. I only read today that Scream is about the Gainesville killers.
I spent years driving past the painted wall (forgot the name of the road, my memory is very blanked out now about Gainesville and it's roads and names and places--it wasn't a very spectacular place I have lived, it was a place where I got myself together enough to venture on out to attend grad school. I was also poisoned so badly I am still trying to recover, more than 20 years later (but the poisoning has never stopped).
Yet this apartment complex was a non-stop series of creepy attacks from various people that, upon reflection, has left me with the barest concept that "spiritual possession" or "evil spirits" can "haunt" a place, or people within that place. The spiritual "battle" between "good" and "evil" in the spirit realm appears to be a legitimate reality, when I think of all the greedy, sleazy and rapacious and sick and stupid people I have rented homes and apartments from, all these years, the layers of sickness that accompanied this place, Gatorwood Apartments, were sort of shocking to me. I was put into a daze of drugged out hysteria, and I really believe that the resonance of "evil" was lurking around that place. This same resonance remains surrounding the "auras" of the people who attack me. The longer they "allow" for this sort of "evil" to penetrate into their greedy and sleazy, grasping and rapacious personalities (or lack thereof, as the longer they are seduced into this kind of violence the more they appear to lose their personalities, until they merge into one dominant sick and persistently evil and sleazy sick personality typology).
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The only reason I was accepted and decided to live in Gatorwood Apartments was because I was overseas and had no idea this was the place where a mass killing spree had taken place. I was, in fact, living in the house of a German Nazi woman outside of Stuttgart, which I also discovered by chance from an apartment searching company in Stuttgart. I got this apartment in Gainesville by looking at Craigslist while in Germany, and I had never taken any interest in the killings and murders that had happened back before I even moved to Gainesville in 2000. I therefore didn't know that the apartment complex was the very place of two of the murders; just as I did not know when looking for a short-term rental situation in Stuttgart which would allow for me and my cat (not easy to find a place accepting my cat) with a garden. I got into this rental situation under the name of another woman who "rented" out the property, but it was instead inside the large house of an 80+ year old woman who, with wealth and entitlement, had been a firm establishment in the Nazi Party in Stuttgart. That is another whole story, but one "evil" living situation begat another "evil" rental living situation; and the "nice Evangelical" old Christian woman who attended political meetings inside the "Church" of Evangelical association, who formerly was of the anti-Christ movement of the Nazis--who supported obviously mass murder. This supporter of "Evil" or the Nietzsche "epiphany" that Beyond Good and Evil is the place of attainment in Stuttgart--which begat for me, after fleeing the bad energy of the cloaked Nazi which came out with snarles eventually--only to run into the welcoming Christian arms of another death living situation, dripping energetically with the murder residue of bad energy in Gainesville at Gatorwood Apartments. For both living places, I had no other options (the terror operation makes sure I have no options except to move into a terror situation of stalking/poisoning/rape, etc).
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What transpired at the Gatorwoods Apartments was a kind of schmorgasboard of attacks which were in reality, not as deadly as other places (such as Pensacola, where my life literally was almost destroyed physically in yet another car accident murder attempt and very awful things happened in that place as well). But the creepiness of the attacks in a kind perverted sleazy and disgusting set of attacks happened at Gatorwood.
Maybe I am just exaggerating because every place I live turns into a near-death trap with disgusting attacks from this sleazy and morbid disgusting hate group and organization. They always have minorities to clean their stinking filth for them or minorities to pour and pump their filth and hate upon and feel "clean" afterwards.

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**Correction to the post. Hacking is so awful that it takes me HOURS to write a few paragraphs. The internet is constantly being turned off, the pages freeze, I can't click on anything the cursor just is frozen--this happens constantly.
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In watching this documentary which is, I admit, ridiculous in the "spirit box" technology and the fantastic product of scare reality show entertainment that is not convincing at all (a joke) but....one woman describes the word I could not recall from my conscious memory--PENTECOSTAL. Yes, that Southern tradition of religious zeal, zealotry. The people who said they were going to "fatten" me up were Pentecostal. They took me to their Church. I had never been to a Pentecostal Church located on the outskirts of Gainesville, Proper-- and I was exhibited in the front row by the person I just wanted to see if I could rent another room from (every sick situation of Nazi and religious black intention came from my attempts to simply rent a room or apartment somewhere--while I had no information on the place or people--always from abroad or just arriving in a new spot or town). I am trying to remember the name of this blonde woman (in her early 20's) who I contacted through her add in The Gator looking for a roommate to share her apartment. I was put into an Italian mafia woman's place where she was outright "evil" from first glance. I had no options and this woman offered to take me to her church. Being bored, new in town, and curious I went with her. Speaking in tongues, people were creepy as Hell in that "church". I was taken to her very wealthy home with her Southern parents and told that they were going to "fatten" me up. That was when the real murderous poisoning began and has not stopped ever since. They used terminology that fits into Christian Identity (that Jesus truly was preparing the way for white Christians to take His place as the favored of God--white supremacy with black people also in attendance). I was, of course, attacked by black people who sat next to this woman (I am trying to remember her name, it comes into my memory and then is gone--the mind control is as usual blanking out my memory).

Pentecostal black practitioners and people practicing animal and perhaps human sacrifice of the Ile Ife/Santeria/Voodun traditions that carry up into Gainesville out of the lower regions of Florida where Caribbean culture abounds (lots of animal sacrifices and probably human sacrifices in Miami Dade County, for example). That culture also lives in Gainesville, and from the first month I moved to Gainesville I was initially SURROUNDED by them--black and white, all performing the same murder operation upon me. As usual, I had to "fight" to get the parasites off me, from clinging on for their promotions and for their feeding off human energy and life force and flesh and poisoning and raping and destroying for their pumped up sense of righteous selfhood in their covens and groups and religious practice ceremonies--it's quite open in Gainesville if you are in the subculture environments, outside of the usual rhetoric that pervades all the religious identification. Once you get into that submerged world, it becomes a trip down into archaic tradition based upon blood sacrifice. I consider Christianity to be based on human sacrifice and blood sacrifice as well. It's only a matter of how the interpretation of that sacrifice should be considered. Some take the wine and bread of Communion to be a holy spiritual replacement for human and blood sacrifice and they live up to the standard of respecting the sanctity of life and love for others.***:)

Oh yes, her name was/is Cameron--that woman of the Pentecostal rite association whose mother and father said they were going to "fatten" me up (for the kill). It was absolutely a premeditated murder statement. They absolutely were part of a "Satanic" cult, or something following the "Left-Hand Path" of human sacrifice--very much like Nazis and their genocides and etc. Because of the extremity of religious identification in "The South", these issues are much more pronounced in that region of the world so I had to look into the jaws for a short few years of trying to get out of them--and I'm still working on it. The "Dark Force" that is beyond Evil has seeped into so much of American Society.

A take-over shift from one lower-economic group of "Mind control/MK ULTRA/rape and torture/steal and rob "gang stalking"/white supremacist/fascist Nazi/Mafia terrorists to the next, more wealthy group in Phuket; all of the same basic "ilk" of Nazi white supremacy global takeover as the real "business model": I heartily DISAGREE with the pseudo political analysis this vlog commentator is making about "law and order" during the "coup" in Thailand (2014) in relation to the current surge in illegal Russian influx into the Thai tourist and realtor market(s)--and other businesses. He makes it out that prior to the Russian "invasion" it was the good ole Halcyon daze of Phuket (when Europ-a's mostly controlled and ruled the vast illegal/legal networks--using illegal discrimination and murder operations upon me, as is the case with Russians, there is essentially no difference only that the EU's want control and are making excuses as if they are pristine--but not so much at all). However, it's an analysis of a demographic change. Russians fleeing war but upturning the networks of power/corruption in Phuket (more money handed to corrupt controllers by Russians, more money than the EU's are paying or more favors or whatever--can't write directly about Thai government or society, it's "illegal" and a "form of Lese Majeste"). I'm not referring specifically to police or anything like that (lol--or maybe I am). No, of course not--ha ha....(not)

 "How Russian Gangs are Taking Over Phuket's Job Market!" Thai Expat Daily Show. February 20, 2023.




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"Discover How Thailand's Tourism Model is Destroying It's Future!" Thai Expat Daily Show. March 7, 2023.


**I did not go through and re-write the hacking deletions and rewrites as I had done with the 2 paragraphs I posted in the other video on "Russian Gangs"--it took so long to circumvent the hacking blocks to typing and searching that re-reading this post and retyping will require at least one hour--and then it will still be rewritten and deleted after I post and correct and etc. //so please take whatever non-aligning sentences as having been tainted to discredit me.


I DO AGREE with his comments about destruction of ecosystem, infrastructure not capable of sustaining millions of tourists into Phuket per year. Environmental degradation "is a significant issue and we cannot ignore it any longer". Finally the push for endless construction is being questioned by a white male planted here as an "ex-pat", who, instead of endlessly supporting more investment and construction, and attacking anyone like me who questions it as a point of warfare to do whatever the F*** he/"we" want with the support system of millions of Thai minions doing whatever they are instructed to do (attacking me for them violently, willing to kill upon order). They don't give a damn that they are assisting in trashing their own country for just a chance to NOT WORK 12 hour days, 7 days a week (many and most Thais work like this, for less than sub-poverty income). As prostitutes with men expecting nearly "free" sex for all-night sex experiences (paying out $20-$30), the women are very eager to participate to get out of this trafficking racket. I can't really blame them at all. But they are very nasty. Not as nasty as white supremacists, however, in America or out of Europigapeland, whom they serve like slaves but vent their rage out on me. The same for other minorities back in America--even the wealthy and famous ones "fighting against racism" as their platform for publicity (such a lie). In Thailand the lie is that the people are "lovely" and so warm and wonderful. They desperately require tourism and are thus as supplicating as possible especially to the Nazis who themselves mass-murdered (their grandparents did and their current generations suck the money out of countries by banking policies and business practice).
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The Thai people most frenetically nearly hitting me with cars in "gang stalking" operations, controlled obviously by wealthier terrorists (not exclusive to white tourists but mostly by them, I attest to this from years of observing these types of operations)--while on the road appear extremely poor, frazzled, run-down and worn-out and tattered almost.

During Covid lockdowns and the closure of Thai borders, most of the near-death cars and motorbikes swerving to nearly hit me on both sides and all sides simultaneously stopped--because so many of the business owners lost their rentals and businesses and moved back to their original habitats (where..ever they come from, mostly Europ-a-land as I see from my years of living here). Now a new nest of them has moved back and I see it's many Ruskies taking over the formerly lost-to-Covid venues. The violence I have in the last half year--experienced with this "new" Russian overtake has been people violently assaulting me in large groups by hitting me using huge bodybuilder men (which had not happened all the years of the Europ'as, so the violence has increased with Russian overtake)--with people packed into all sides of me in the middle of shopping centers (i.e. Central Festival, mentioned in the previous video by this Irish man who said that he only heard Russian when he was in this shopping mall--which is right next to my condo unit and I go there for my food). ---I don't "hear" the voices so I can't recognize whether the crowd demographic has shifted from English-speaking Europ-a tourists to Russians--as I blast music into my head to drown out the coughing triggering animal noises the terrorists make to try to frazzle me. I have microchip implants in my ribcage on my right side and the terrorists use a combination of violent noise and the slight electroshock of this implant in combination to startle me. They do this while I am in my room sitting here semi-paralyzed and extremely sick from poisoning--so I know it's being done, amongst other brain-altering attacks, while I am in public. I blast music at top volume to try to avert yet more various types of attacks and to minimize the external threat of noise assault in terrorist "gang stalking" operations". If the terrorists can trigger me to react, they try their best to destroy my image and have a fight, if I so much as react they literally follow me with threats. Once I react, the Thai "guards" on duty (terrorists wearing the uniforms of the actual real employees, who are told to take "breaks" while the terrorists take over when I am in every shop or store. They will evict me and threaten me if the white Nazi supremacists instruct it if I get into a confrontation after they assault me).

To me these white "tourists" look the same as the Europ-a's so I have not been able to tell the difference. What I notice is a jump in wealth appearance, and a huge increase in many "blonde" types with a huge amount of glittery wealth and extreme health due to wealth--this is not the average middle class Europ-a-type of tourist that had formerly arrived in huge packs into Phuket--assaulting me as all the Europ-a's had done in the years prior to Covid. But I can tell a slight difference and that is of more wealth in the legions of Legion attacking me. If this is supposed to be the "Russians" the Irish man is referring to, then I don't see any difference at all between "them" and the other "them" from East or West from that huge continent (Europe/Russia, etc) except that a lot of money is pouring into Phuket, and thus the rental prices are jumping not just by 100% but astronomical amounts, with Russian realtors advertising what had cost $1 is now around 50 times higher than it used to be--in some cases.

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That he claims that Europ-a's are more "clean" legally than the other and abided by "law" under the coup 2014 is an outright lie or he's deluded (in previous video he discussed). What actually happened is that the coup blocked all form of protest and then used various (il)legal means of shifting property ownership from local Thais to corporate-controlled (by white Europ-a's) businesses which have blasted the Thai economy with endless destruction of the ecosystem with no boundaries to building and demolishing. This ignorant commentator is now condemning Thailand for it's boom in tourism due to the coup of 2014 which took down the former restraints--and this was shortly after or before the King (can't remember how to spell his name and hacking is so bad that typing THIS is less time-consuming than trying to surf the blocked, endlessly turned off and on internet connection). but the King (B) died and when his "living in Germany" son took over, Thailand sprouted endless cement structures everywhere possible--all limits were taken down. The formerly "nice" Thai people were replaced by "thin and fashionable" Thais with skin whitening plastic surgery and endless "chic" aspirations, and thus began a significant increase in violent assault upon me. People used to speak to me in English and now almost uniformly the wanna get rich Thais with the influx of endless Nazi-controlled but Thai owned in partnership construction and businesses --but truly controlled by white Nazi supremacist investors--with a system that clamps down on protest (I won't call it fascist--ha ha--no I did not say that I just implied that it's NOT a dictatorship based on fascist white supremacist Nazi Europ-a-s who are now descrying the Russian takeover of the same ilk but with significantly more money to pay-out for this apparent take-over and a huge surfeit in real estate price gouging). The wealthy of Russian are coming to places like Thailand in order to not be drafted-or whatever---either for vacation or to live here. That is what is going on.

The Europ-a's are complaining and lying as usual about how the Russians are so "corrupt" but they aren't. I also have to state that I heard for years from Europ'as who were assaulting me (when I didn't understand or know what was happening or that I was a gang stalking target) and they ALWAYS described how inferior Russians are--and they influenced Thais, who repeat exactly what they are told to say, that Russians are "no good" and to not do business with them. I heard this so often it was almost routine in discussions about business in Thailand. That was back in around 2010-2011--2012--and now I don't talk to Europigapes if I can help it, here in fascist Nazi Thailand.


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**It is very difficult for me to think clearly and type accurately with all the brain-altering tech blasting into my brain and the hacking and block to keyboard--the usual, daily non-stop attack upon me as I fight to communicate via written form.


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I had to rewrite this twice in order to have it make some sense--from hacking and my brain not being able to function at my best cognitive level (could not finish my thoughts as my memory is being blasted). When I tried to do a search engine result on some bit I wrote of, to fact-check, I had to wait for over one minute for each search term to finally appear after the cursor span for that time, as the page appeared frozen. I see little "notices" on the bottom of my screen that the internet connection "has been lost" and after 30 seconds another sign that "internet resumed" appears. This is a continuous attack the terror hackers force upon my internet connection. Turning the WiFi connection on and off constantly while I am doing anything online. It's continuous. I can't get anything done. The terrorists are also slowly destroying this laptop, there is a red line above the screen where the screen is being slowly destroyed. The terrorists did this to my last laptop until the entire screen was black with red lines appearing underneath the black screen--This computer is 3 years old and this should not be happening to every computer I get after 2 years--from Dell--with extremely slow speed and as if the Intel chip has been removed and something that only allows for one function at a time replacing the former high-speed chip for the laptop. This is just a disgusting endless array of attacks on every single thing I attempt to do for public inclusion in society--all blocks everything is hacked everything I get is broken by this group all opportunities are blocked--I am called a "loser" perpetually by this hate group which continues to steal ideas from me derived out of torture because they can only follow orders and can't think of original concepts. This is over 12 years of this group torturing me to obtain ideas for their H-wood content which they steal from me, since I almost was poisoned to death upon completion of my Master's degree (online) and was about to begin some attempt at a career--absolutely blocked by non-stop poisoning which has continued to this very month--(yesterday, probably I was inserted with drugs last night, causing me to write this, as they use "truth serum" and something that blocks all inhibitions and cognitive "sieve" reactions as all my ideas come pouring out--essentially I write these posts because the torture never ends, I remain stuck in paralysis from the poisoning they never stop--but now they are breaking my laptop for reacting due to their non-stop torture and drugging and poisoning--as "punishment" for something they ensure I can't control and can't stop. The mind screw operation is ensconced in every single thing I do. But here in Thailand, this is the gig for the gigabyte mind control operation for social engineering. Now Phuket is extremely expensive. Perhaps that is why this white male is complaining and using environmental degradation in tandem with a complaint about Russians invading, being "illegal" and all that because of the take-over of the market the less wealthy Europigapes had "enjoyed" exploiting for so many decades without interference from wealthy Russians.

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Friday, March 10, 2023

Again, every single night I am tortured in this teleportation hell that no one is stopping or protecting me from. They are not brainwashing me into being programmed for their benefit. What they are doing is demonstrating to me how badly I have been programmed into believing that these famous personalities somehow represent what they are always portraying about how benevolent or righteous they are--as an absolute deception and a falsity. They come at me with violent raging hate, every single one is packed with violent disdain for me. I have done nothing to them and in fact nothing to deserve this kind of endless violence poured and heaped upon me like the weight of the world as a scapegoat, witch hunt and target for all to penetrate, beat and rob anything they want from and take and destroy all possible about me. They are not brainwashing me or programming me, they are deprogramming me from the general mind programming that society has created so people "believe" in these false constructs who, in fact, appear to have almost zero personality outside of a few idiosyncratic habits that differentiate them from the cardboard 2-dimensional celebrity or politician sitting next to them in the endless rows of chairs of haters attacking and observing me like it's a rite of passage--which it is for them. ------ Meanwhile, this past week or two I have had to come to the recurring realization that the Oscars and the months previous to this ritual of Nazi inclusion into the "New World Order" of fascist Totalitarianism and global domination and rich versus desperate and dying in the streets culture they are all creating-- That again, another celebrity who began pouring videos of his movie about another 50's celebrity (there was Marilyn and then this icon) who operated with the pit gang--(include the actor with the "fat suit" playing a role in the movie who has also operated) but pit was not in this movie and most of the usual gang also were not--but this "first time nominated" expletive began participating openly (he may have been in the back rows of the rows of chairs with people I cannot see because my vision is clouded--probably that is under the "control" while I am in the teleported secondary physical state (the prime state is me laying in bed in my actual residence where I can see clearly, but in teleportation my eyesight is highly manipulated). He is now "expected" to "win" an Oscar for one of the most highly coveted acting positions. His face covers every entertainment magazine I know of, has been labeled as the obvious "winner" even before the board of Governors for the Academy have met. The "rigged" quality of this predicted "outcome" so highly is "predictive programming", upon which many movies are based as well--a foreshadowing of pre-planned promotions or events unfolding after the film or media angle is presented. He has already been decided the "winner" and the abuse has flowed while he began his abuse of me. IN his stead was this MSNBC anchor, a most detestable personality. Also involved was the MAGA Republican and the leader of that faction in the very deteriorated-in-quality House--(from my perspective, as violence has poured upon me from politicians in increasing quantity under Biden. Prior to Biden it was "just" Trump--and no other politician ever came to participate. Now it's one after the next--with one of the women raping me in a way that was a power trip on her part, behaving like a male rapist on her part, and absolute discrediting of me as her sexual violence and other acts of abuse made it very clear how little respect she has for me and has shown it amply. If she is supposed to represent the white supremacists out of America that she rubs shoulders with, then rape is a huge part of the package of the dissemination of hate within America. She is very little far removed from the "woke" "liberal" counterparts coming out of whorewood--- then I was subjected last night to another sleazy sick "skit" of a bunch of creeple and an actual German man, glowing with positive energy over the fact of near worship by the Republican faction now forcing this next hate attack upon me. They tried to make a sexual union between me and this German creep. The skit was of me living in a near-homeless situation (actually homeless, the endless recurring skit as they have blocked all income from me, threaten to take away the sub poverty income I have relied upon, having studied for a Master's Degree for 6 years to try to "get out" of this situation, the poisoning and then the block to my internet and living abroad has forced me to not have a chance for anything but dependency on their whims of torture and financial ruin). I said once more, as I have been saying to this group of people who claim they don't like me, hate me want me dead think I am a "loser" and a "nothing" they beat and rape and plunder everything I have worked for and steal and rob and beat and abuse and insult--on a rotating basis of all the violence, on a rotating basis of perpetrators--every day a different attack, every day some other person or people attacking me alongside the one or two trying to get the most promotion out of this endless assault upon me--obviously this contract is under the jurisdiction of a Europigape I avoided and then was assaulted by in places I have gone to like London, in Miami which has been completely inundated with fascist Nazi Europigapes who have killed off or kicked out all the people who would resist their domination strategies-- and I remain under non-stop assault like this with the rest of the world assuming I must just be some kind of b-word and "deserve" it. No incriminating angle is placed in perspective against the wealthy "elite" and how they behave. No, they are exempt from scrutiny or accusation of being mentally and spiritually deranged and psychopathically criminal and dangerous to society. No. It's only supposed to be me, who has done nothing to harm society. All they do is work to destroy the fabric of society and install a fascist Nazi/Mafia despotic regime, bereft of law and Constitutional rights except for them in their small, protected extremely luxurious enclaves of glamor and Haute Living as they are absorbed into the global Nazi empire of entitlement. ---------------- Waiting for some sanity out of society and it's never forthcoming. Some of the celebrities hack their videos stating similar thoughts to what I am writing. I am thinking of one woman in particular who has just posted her video stating with emphatic positivity that she is the "only one" with such determination to fight the white male power structure. She actually participated in the teleportation hell, obtained a tour of Europigapeland for her inclusion, and left me fighting alone for my life while she profited off this system. Obviously her racism and sexism precluded me in the list of "women" she claims she is fighting for. That includes all the "women"/"feminists" of this group. Unless I am a black woman who plays the role expected (adoring Nazis and turning viciously against Jews, while as a "black woman" "fighting" against "racism"--as I cannot comply to that role, and the other women are just delighted, as I have stated endlessly, that the system of their violent male partners who require people to sexually abuse must include women "like me" so that they are exempt from the violence. With this MK ULTRA, teleportation and every other kind of substitution for domestic violence against blonde Nazi and black nazi and every other "minority" flavor of minion who back and are part of this Nazi global domination corporation group--the substitution of people like me, who they omit from their "feminist" struggle--who they assist in attacking--in this way, they claim still that they are fighting but the system subtly shifts from attacking them, for the comfort of having people being teleported, or drugged and microchipped, and then assaulted while unconscious, sleeping or drugged up--with the press of a button--within the arm's reach of the men they rely on for their power or their domestic living situation (and financial security) but in this way, with these technologies, the women are absolutely thrilled that the danger of themselves being the usual targets of domestic violence are shifted when these men can just press a button and inflict their violence upon people "like me" who must be "bitches" who "deserve" the hate they get--while sleeping, after having been drugged, with death squads and hate groups forcing poverty, illness and isolation upon the target (and killing beloved pets, stealing pets as they have done to me so I am endlessly alone, sick, paralyzed, fighting to heal my body years and years as they keep poisoning me). ----------------- Marjorie Taylor Greene also attacked my ability to read tarot cards. She asked me for a reading and that was after threatening me, calling me "bitch" and then using this breaking the spirit type of violence/saccharine sweetness to try to bend and twist me into trying to appease the violent agent--this is how domestic violence operates as well. When I am teleported, paralyzed by the poison they continue to have inserted into my food or body every day to keep me sick, paralyzed and stuck with only them as abusers attacking me literally night-after-night--hours and hours of psychological threats and violence, rape and intimidation and abuse with the combination of voice-to-skull technology, teleportation technology--and I'm tired now. But they go on and on for hours and hours while I'm in deep sleep state, then upon waking, then for hours just after I have been drugged and poisoned while sleeping and also my food and tea and water is drugged/poisoned as well. They inflict psychological hate implanted directly into my face and into my ears with this tech--no matter what direction I turn in the prime state, I have to "see" them in a very thin veil of sight in the other location my body is being teleported to around the planet in some other place. It is a form of torture similar to be tied down and raped and beaten and violently assaulted for hours every single day. ---------------- I am now constantly being attacked by Musk as well. He goes on and on. When I read now of his losses at Twitter and in other investments, I think of the years of him being elevated into his former top wealth position from having orchestrated non-stop torture of me and profiting and using me as a prototype for his implant factories (of death and torture, not in that order). I suspect his torture factory in Mexico with the excuse of cheaper production cost (for his "make america great" buddies who claim they are loathe to continue to protect outsourcing and globalization) but the human experimentation is going to be extremely brutal from him. He fully supports rape and torture and murder, trust me in that. Years of him being aligned with the teleporation and endless near death from cars hitting me all occur within the radius of his random assaults upon me in teleportation. He is now going at me with increasing frantic obsession to gain his money back by using me once more, as he's been doing for years. He is nothing similar to the "cool" California Laid-back LA figure he portrayed or portrays in the media. People are finally clued into what he is in his current take-over of Twitter and in allowing the MAGA and fascist to be reunited with mainstream publications of hate organizing via Twitter as their organizing platform, once more. Now people are beginning to see what Musk is, and so his zeal to regain his financial empire is being driven into attacking me for possession of this contract. He won't stop attacking me. He never acted like this in the past while it was pit and co endlessly, viciously attacking me. The relative solace I could have gotten in the years of the pandemic Pit ruined with non-stop hate and torture of me. Pit and his wife have been going at me non-stop for over a decade. I realize I am meandering in thought a bit now, the hacking is very badly obstructing my typing ability; my brain is as usual under strong assault I can't think clearly and can't "remember" my intended "thoughts" I had wanted to write. ------ So this next actor, who has already been "decided" to "win" is being endlessly photographed and pictured in celebrity and mainstream media magazines as the projected "winner" by nearly all accounts. It has been completely rigged, his nomination, his being put into that role, the movie being put into the slot of being "the best" and all operating under the auspices of this unbenevolent organization with pit and co and musk and the politicians on both sides firmly supporting it all. Once more the pit empire has been expanded during the Oscars and pit is behind this actor, completely. This actor "Hugged" pit for the golden globes when his awful zany movie was put into the "best" movie category for awards consideration. Not considered as anything but last year's movie fodder by higher ranking awards rituals such as The Oscars and all the rest. But pit still has this actor who completely saturated my internet social media last summer and has fully had people violently threatening me with psychological violence and terror for him as proxy abusers--the MSNBC anchor just a few days ago. This actor has since obtained endless interviews and highly placed photo-ops for all the mainstream major magazines--as if he's the only one in consideration for this award for the Oscars. The others are neglected and ignored, only mentioned in 2nd or 3rd consideration category and then dismissed, mostly. It's such an awful scam and such a shame for the artistic merit of American film and something called an "Academy" which is just a scam department of consolidation corporatism-aka Dark Money for political machinations and white supremacy programming.

 **Please note that hackers rewrote a few words in the post below after I had initially written it. I had written "the pit gang" and hackers rewrote it as "pig gang". I am trying to not succumb to the emotional programming from mind control tech (I believe they use ELF frequencies to alter brain functioning. Brain-mapping enables specific mood changes and obfuscates higher cognitive critical thinking/simultaneously).

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I copy and paste "jokes" I discover on YouTube about "Republicans". I am referring to those celebrities who used to sponsor and make appearances for people like Obama, who welcomed Trump into their fold so they could continue to obtain carte blanche permission for teleportation torture and monopoly in the celluloid mind programming industry entrainment --now with Biden's approval--I cannot focus on "Republicans" but the "woke" "celebrities" are NEVER mentioned in media as being anything remotely similar to despotic criminal psychopath fascist Nazis--never. They are so exempt from scrutiny that even those against "woke" culture operate with them to attack me for promotion by the fascist Nazi/Mafia party which puts them all into various slots to sell a bipartisan package aimed at one Totalitarian regime. Call them all "Republican" if you will. I'm sure there are sites on YouTube aimed at "Republicans' which make "fun" of Democrats, but I can't find them and I don't try to look. All the sites I post appear on my YouTube page, most likely hacked by those operating from within the "Left" deception of the general fascist Nazi one-party system.

That is why "no one" will ever come to represent me or defend me, and why it's never happening despite over a decade of me fighting alone asking anyone for help on the planet and all I find are part of this duplicity of "Republican" and "Democrat", who are holding positions of "power" that is.
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**btw, hacking is so bad that for the past few days I have spent literally hours and hours fighting the blocks to my system. The hacking and DOS disruptions permeate every click to the point that I have to turn off the laptop WiFi, try to clear cache, fight and wait for 5 minutes for one page to appear--(literally) and the computer ALWAYS operates so slowly that I deal with a computer that behaves like something out of 1992--and that is on every single computer I get on around the planet. I am under surveillance every single place on the planet and no operating system I get on operates even seminally like a functioning internet--or computer. The malware and DOS begins almost immediately.

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It's 12:07--I am in a Twilight Zone of trying to not sleep due to the stupid and sleazy sick teleportation skits I must try to endure every single night with psycho creeps endlessly assaulting me. I mean, your leading celebrities and politicians. If you wonder what is brimming behind the smiles and platitudes, I can assure you that you truly do not want to know. STOP ALLOWING TELEPORTATION TECHNOLOGY TO PROLIFERATE AND MK ULTRA AND BRAIN IMPLANTS. The people who want to exploit others are truly not in touch with humanity, life, love or sanity. I'm so sick of their stupid and mentally deranged crap being forced on my deep sleep state where I can never relax any moment of the day---that this is endlessly being promoted and expanded by these same criminal psycopaths, which includes you people reading this and allowing it to continue--it's truly Twilight Zone material but everyone considers it a swank and hipster thing to participate in. It's now a club of celebrities and politicians participating with absolute hate aimed at me as if I represent the problems of American society, their most hated evil representation of everything they hate (I have already left the U.S. due to sheer murder and violence but they still won't stop attacking me to push me further away--while demanding that I "come back" so they can exploit me further).
Sheer sick stupidity and insanity.
Insane in the Membrane
Every single night I have to be subjected to this only because as a natural human being I must sleep. They take this as a weakness to exploit, to violate, rape and torture someone they "hate" but then force that hated person to be their object of hate and violence as they endlessly force themselves upon this "unwanted" personality who really--I really--don't want them but they want me because of this contract out on me, while I really don't want them or their sick mental problems forced upon me through these deranged most psychopathic sick and stupid sleazy disgusting skits which reveals to me every night how incompetent these expletives truly are for leadership position.
Sick of sleeping but I have to go through it every day and night. None of you intervene, so when your planet is destroyed I hope I will survive your lack of intelligence at having to understand how sick and stupid and dangerous this all is that you never can comprehend, dumb f-ers reading this.

Wednesday, March 8, 2023

The fascist fashion and celebrity industry and Nazi iconography--(writing about it AGAIN as I look at online photos of a former attacker I was forced to be around while drugged up in Miami); Another bigot fascist Europigape "celebrity" model on my s**t list--it was me drugged up, lied to, pulled into a trap and then attacked on all sides in Miami Beach. They all got jobs and promotions. What I write of, though, is the absolute exemption from all moral obligation that the bigot blonde Nazi "models" and celebrities obtain, completely exempt from all law and restraints in this terror campaign against me (not that anyone else is morally obligated who attacks me).

 The hacking is so bad that I just tried to type one sentence three times and nothing happened. I had to fight to just get a few words out now.


I don't think I will paste the image of this blonde Europigape model who I looked up because I want to know--and I see that the half Europigape white/half Latino male who drugged me and used me to obtain this contract, and thus favoritism of this blonde model--they have all gone on to have children, covers on magazines, Tito left his construction job and got the limosine lifestyle next to this model--they are of course now separated--not listed on Facebook as friends. The son has photos of his father, Tito, but not his mother--who I can attest, is not the glamorous wonderous beautiful person that the fashion world has made her out to be because her face conforms to the Nazi profile and image they yearn to push on everything and everyone as being the one and only.

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All she did to attack me was considered a boon to her defunct personality. Tito was lifted out of poverty and selling marijuana and doing heavy construction work with his blonde German best friend (who viciously attacked me as well, they all surrounded me where I lived in a small house owned by Click Models, and ironically, this ugly woman had been a model for that company. Not surprising. The owners of Click modeling agency are "Jewish' and obviously set me up for this downfall. They have since obtained businesses in many other major cities, but they were effectively kicked out of the Miami purview because of course they are not Nazis. As Nazis took over Miami and Florida, people like the Grills were told to go back to, as black Nazis call it, Hineytown--NYC. 

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They too sold me out for this blonde Europigape model to come and wreak violence upon me. The impetus for her to get all these scraggly, unkempt men who threatened me with violence --as the celebrities do and the redneck white trash people now joining in are raping and abusing me for them as they sit in smug entitlement postures with anger, and disdain and pouting chagrin on their plastic faces so the white trash who want to get "classy" can rape and abuse me and thus, like Tito did, out of a lifestyle they truly detest--with "normal" people working awful sweat jobs and etc.

The models, the blonde Europigape-based skanks and crap people who are so internally rotten, but so praised for appearing like Nazi iconography and paid and promoted--all the violence they inflict upon me is rewarded with more lead roles in magazines and movies and for politics with their upwardly mobile, former "low-class" "nothings". Tito was all about describing his fight against racism because of his darker skin tone and dark hair and Latino half-heritage--he loves to quote Progressive (male) news analysts and always wears the "alternative" styles--but when it comes to attacking me so he can bed and have a son and a life alongside, even if temporarily but then henceforth in the fashionista crowd--for having attacked me--lifted into this wealthy lifestyle of the Europigapes and I was nearly raped by him or raped, he and this ugly sinister blonde Nazi creep had another white trash man threaten me with violence--I had not immediately "obeyed" her nasty demand at me to not throw food at a cat one late night as this group of people, the neighbors of Tito in a place I hung out at so often it was a 2nd home--but the cat was not her cat, the cat knew me, I was unwilling to physically get up and hand the cat food, I threw it casually on the ground in front of the cat. The cat was very happy, understanding that I was a friend. This bigot model began shaking her head and murmuring "no" at me, as if I were her underling and had to oby--I ignored her and continued--and for the next year --or years, probably as long as she could obtain promotions for attacking me, she had me under violent assault until I had to leave Miami because teams of Europigapes, mostly French-speaking as this ugly rotten woman comes from a Europigape French-speaking country--and every time I attempted to return, I was violently assaulted by what has become the Nazi takeover of Miami and Florida--the "alternative" scene is almost completely taken over by the fascist mentality. Once the "word" was sent to viciously attack me because the blonde bigot model wanted me crushed, that sentence of DEATH continued to Gainesville, perhaps under her order as I wrote below--(not able to think or type well at all under the hacking and brain-obfuscating tech)--and in terms of H-wood, the half-English celebrity skank who I also wrote of below, filthalina is one good term for her, her deadly assault upon me was after YEARS of her participating in stealing my concepts almost verbatim and watching me get tortured and raped by her good boyfriend Depp and now it's her husband, pit--and like the other bitch skank in Miami, all I did was get angry after finally realizing what an ugly sleazy and sick piece of meaningless crap this skank is, and after another year or two of endless torture from them all as she has not stopped making movies based on concepts she steals from me--with no payment, only disfiguration to slow murder and poisoning--my body so toxic and poisoned and the abuse has never stopped so my immune system obviously is broken and it's another form of murder all in itself--but just not saying that this sleazy and disgusting ugly skank Nazi scumbag "fashion" Nazi is not "beautiful" because of her personality towards me, perhaps not towards all the people she is somehow able to "charm" but I have only seen a most hateful and ugly, sinister and conniving ugly-eyed creep attacking me for her endless promotion and then being nearly worshipped for exhibiting a fascist Nazi mentality of "aristocratic" violence towards those who do not bow in absolute supplication--if they don't look blonde Nazi or are obsequious as the minions all are. This is all very interconnected to the destruction of "Democracy" in America at this point, this contract on me, this situation of enforced totalitarian fascist force being multiplied by wanna be aristocrat minions who will do anything to help destroy a target if only to get a few crumbs of "fashion" and the appearance of not being a "nothing". Every since the torture, being urinated on by this low skank piece of trashy crap you all worship, the endless group insults of my body being ugly, that I'm a "nothing" after the skanks have blocked all my finances, poisoned me without end, tortured me night and day for 12 years--mutilated my body, poisoned my water and food, my home stinking as I closed all  windows to try to stop the mechanical arms and the rapes where fungus was inserted into my vagina, with semen, and my hips and spine put out of alignment every single day for at least 2 years as shitalina sat grinning with her position. The violence is still being inflicted upon me. I am not "stupid" in the sense that I understand what it would take for at least a bit of the horrific poisoning and torture-to-death to be stopped; that is to tell ugly shitalina that she is more "beautiful" than me, but considering that she has been stealing my ideas which are of a beautiful quality of life concept of treating other human beings with respect, while she's torturing me to obtain these ideas and then having me raped, beaten and tortured with shit like Greene and the leader of the House on both sides of the "aisle" threatening to kill me, yelling that shitalina is more "beautiful". The concepts about equality, feminism, life and creativity that are of my beautiful disposition, that my body also corresponded with before all the murder poisoning to make my body huge, frozen, paralyzed and internally suffocating--the fractured vertebrae and broken toes and bald spots and insertions into my skin and under my skin to appear as cysts and the chemicals slathered on my skin to destroy it so it's covered with scars and liver spots from poisons and abuse so I can't physically survive it all--and every day for 12 years and longer--without a day of it ending. If I said the lie that I think this putrid ugly skank is "beautiful" perhaps some of the murder would be lessened, but of course not stopped. I understand that is what this ugly piece of shit is trying to demand, but I also understand that I was being murdered before this ugly parasite began latching onto attacking me and murdering me is implicit in this contract, eventually at least once they suck and destroy every single beautiful thing out of me.

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And this is the system that the U.S. Government is fully putting into place and installing with the help of Elon Musk and other technocrat Nazis. That it's a plastic surgery very wealthy pig ape fascist bitch or pig ape means only that they are "entitled" and the stupidity and ugliness that these shitty creeps truly are and exhibit is "supposed" to mean that in their "entitlement' they are truly beyond reproach, the law or anything else relating to a decent human society. En masse with millions of creeps all vying for glamor, fashion and power, with the technologies, the massive influx of sick psychopathy is on the verge of explosion. The sleazy politicians who have joined in somehow are too busy with their lying public appearances and graft grifting to ever begin to contemplate that eventually if enough sleazy and dumb greasy operators like them all worshipping psychopathic models and celebrities who are armed to the teeth with death poisons and drugs and technologies that eventually society may collapse or implode--but no, they only see the mirage and the fantasy and that is all they truly care about for the caretaking of the United States. Therefore I remain writing these posts to the emptiness of black-hearted wanna be only fascist fashion adepts or icons--

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Because the celebrities would fawn or even contact this woman if I put her ugly blonde Nazi face on this post, I will not do it--not wanting to draw more attention to yet another pig ape. 

She also had photos of herself put directly in a beauty salon window display right next to the Gainesville downtown area so every time I had to walk in the hip downtown area of this small university town, I had to see her rotten face. I mostly ignored it, but it was in Gainesville when the poisoning reached a level of my body swelling up in size and weight--25 pounds I gained within the first 3 months of having left Miami thin, energetic and athletic to being too ill to move and bloated beyond recognition. That bloating turned into this hard shell of compacted poisons internally embedded in my body which I fight now every day with utter sickness to try to remove while being viciously attacked by the H-wood scene with politicians behaving like the construction workers worshipping blonde Nazi celebrity and glorified Nazi iconography in order also to get out of their little redneck zones of antipathy to the norm, which they claim they are defending in their political zeal to sound as "Democratic" as possible (or whatever they claim).

I think this model was behind the order for this kill poisoning--I suspect. the people I had hung with in this little group, for the months that this model was in the shadows observing and instructing on Nazi protocols as I was handed beers, joints and parties to "Party" with this little group of artists and musicians--when she joined in the shift of welcoming me to attacking me began immediately. She was smug as hell about it, and the people who had formerly welcomed me, were friendly, suddenly were threatening me because this blonde Nazi piece of expletive wanted me destroyed because I did not "obey" her nasty demand to stop feeding a cat in the yard. I didn't even respond to her, I just ignored her. I ignored her most of the time, as South Beach was crawling with blonde Models and she was just another one I thought was annoying and wanted nothing to do with. 


And like the expletives in H-wood, they also have been poisoning me so my body is now just wracked with scars and blemishes and years of non-stop poisoning on top of what the other Nazis have done in America (and everywhere else).

They are now all featured in fashion magazines, after having attacked me most viciously prior to their jumpstarts into more modeling top positions and tv and movie slots and then one became the US President and...and...and there is a never-ending line-up of "them".

The lack of intelligence, is absolutely apparent with many of them. Those who were intelligent to know better only yearned for the lifestyle they claimed they were too "alternative" to care about, but would do anything to obtain.

But these people are of such a fascist mentality, along with these death squads of people who will do ANYTHING to be included in this wealth fashion world of celebrity and especially a near worship of model iconography--like people are mesmerized, whatever sick and sleazy and violent thing the model or celebrity does is perfectly "acceptable". I told filthalina years ago, upon questioning, whether I thought she was "beautiful" and I said no. She urinated on me and has been ordering my body to be mutilated severely, my hair and scalp damaged so badly I am balding and the hair is destroyed permanently unless I can (which I can't) afford hair transplant surgery--and then, because of this contract out on me, if I could afford it, the doctors would cause more damage to my body or kill me if I were anesthetized--. The number of gold-digger fame-seeking celebrity groveling men and women who come to get their media promotion, out of Congress let's say, who are fully indoctrinated into the mainstream media imagery of Nazi as the one and only beauty and cultural standard of top quality--literally have transposed the U.S. Constitution for celebrity worship of Nazism and media exposure as the one and only goal of their political lives (rather than protect citizens and work for the US concept of liberty and democracy--things that the celebrities are truly killing off because they are like the redneck gold diggers yearning for aristocratic wealth attainment and the Europigapes are controlling and training them in fascist indoctrination for the "trickle-down" economy of fascist divide and conquer that the politicians then pick up once they get their fashion and celebrity fantasy shoulder-rubbing highs--

and they yell at me that skankalina is more beautiful--after years of her having me so poisonined I can't move, my hips and spin put out of alignment--just like this model from Miami beach who had me poisoned so I became huge, bloated and was dying. Glorified in their Nazi pursuit of destroying anyone threatening their claims of superiority--they then get more tv, modeling and movie and thus their hangers on get more political clout for all the collusion.

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I don't think of them as being beautiful. I look at these "bitches' for that is what they are, if you take the hate terminology, which is "sexist" but these bitches truly live up to the name--and are glorified for it. The term that is hissed at me is because I am fighting for my own sense of self and have always never given a  damn about these bigot Nazi skank women and the rotten men who attack me and worship them. But with the technology and worldwide terror operation, poisoning I still can't get out of my body which should have been as beautiful and thin as the models (I used to be like that before all the deadly poisoning)--