This cat is more like my child than any animal as a pet. This is my only family I have left. Please, please stop this cruelty that this group of violent brutes have inflicted upon me and my cat. Please have her returned to me alive and healthy and with my own home that should be paid-for by the billionaires and millionaires who have not only tortured me and should pay me restitution and be stopped from further violence towards me, but also they have stolen concepts and creative ideas from me and have not only done that but tortured and maimed and disfigured and severed parts of my body off using their minion terrorist "gang stalking" organization.
My cat is all that I want to live with. This group is using her as collateral and like a hostage in order to force me to conform to the exploitation that they plan on forcing upon me. Their plot is to force me to have a "baby " with some man who is abusive, vikolent and hateful towards me (all of the people involved in this are extremely violent, nasty, abusive and hateful towards me--without fail, day-after-day , year-after-year; after they steal ideas. After they have made my body broken down my home so stinking and filthy it's toxic and deadly to live in and the threat to kill my cat has been used to manipulate me for years.
She was born in 1999 and I so much want her to not be abused to death because she is my cat. She needs me now. She is obese, is somewhere being ignored, where I used to play with her every single day and she was alive, vital and joyous. Now she is dying and waiting and waiting. The cruelty towards me by your celebrity "heroes" of society I beseech the readers to please have her returned to me alive and healthy and for this cruelty and violence perpetually aimed at me only because I was microchipped and some hateful person or group put some contract out on me to have me turned into an abused and destroyed mind control slave--so my cat must suffer so I must be tortured because I am fighting for justice and freedom. Will someone please have her returned to me alive and well--without me having to be forced to be with rapist racist abusers who are violent and loveless and so negative and hateful towards me just so they can obtain some contract bonus and deal out of this endless violence towards me. Please--my cat is named La Moux--she is the avatar for my Facebook page--an American Shorthair breed--the last I knew, Donald Trump had taken her to some man to take care of her--I have been teleported to her many times while she believes, as an innocent and loving animal, that I have finally returned and have come to take her away from the nasty and negative people who are ignoring her. This is cruelty not only towards me but cruelty towards my cat who is even more innocent than me.
"JOHN BERGER AND SUSAN SONTAG TO TELL A STORY 1983."
"Sontag embodies an age now lost. One where ideas matter. She understood the vital importance of culture, especially in a country (The USA) descending into banality and unbridled consumerism. And she fought, with unmatched ferocity, to protect it."--Benjamin Moser, Sontag biographer. (see video below)
"LIFE AND WORK OF SUSAN SONTAG". RT America. July 25, 2021.
I was required to read John Berger's book on art, Ways of Seeing, that shaped a different perspective in my analysis of art and function. This was for a Freshman (undergraduate) course basically in the realm of sociology.
Susan Sontag was a writer I also was required to read, and I have lapsed into forgetfulness of her writings and thus, this will be a good refresher if I can get past the three other 2-hour videos on politics by Chomsky and another one by a former Intelligence operative on how the Cold War has never ended.
The drugging keeps me very ill and unable to focus or concentrate (or is it the remote mind control attacks forcing this with/without the drugging?).
Very worthwhile listening to, spending time if only I was not so ill from drugging/poisoning (concentrate is diminished at least by 50% due to this factor).
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One critical feminist perspective that I relied on when listening to the Harvard-trained RT interviewer and the male writer examining the legacy of feminist writer/lesbian/activist/scholar/scriptwriter Susan Sontag is their mutual veiled sexism when detailing how Sontag was a "sadomasochist" and their explanation for why Ms. Sontag was such an emotional wreck (veiled interpretation, words so cleverly concealed but containing the kernel of this essence of her emotional dysfunction and miserable state of living on a personal and sexual level) is that as a Lesbian (who lived with her partner, celebrity icon photographer Annie Leibovitz) for a number of years apparently as well as any pair has done for that length of time--but in a sense discredited as a woman for her emotional foibles, according to the two men creating this image of Sontag as being unable to emotionally intersect with any other human being on a real and tangible emotional level. Due to a few of Sontag's personal introspective analyses of her childhood and her mother's proclivity to abandon the young daughter once any suiter or male swept the mother into some other type of emotional bonding, leaving the young Susan Sontag to flit in isolation and thus, according to these two male commentators of the "intellectual" prowess savvy accepted media commentator status, left an uneradicated scar on Sontag's psyche to the point that only abandoning all lovers emotionally was all she could do in her brilliant intellectual career but, as the men felt relieved to state, emotionally she was essentially as "loser".
This kind of stereotype of women who are successful, when it comes to having a level of comparable or superior capability to males of the same rank in the same field of intellectual pursuit, who are competent as far as producing analytic content goes, but by elimination of their own failures, the fault of the female threat to their manhood must necessarily be somewhat not only a lesbian but even in that escapism from male domination, the domination of this cliche of the woman being emotionally bankrupt is one of the staples of the continuing discrediting of women who hold such a threat to women's independence from the shackles of the intellectual world dominated by males (and violence and threat are not exempt in that lofty world where concepts of using force, intimidation and lies and violence are supposed to be carefully analyzed away or buried into some innocuous pursuit like sports or career aspirations).
Sontag is honored but discredited as the dysfunctional sadomasochistic lesbian by men who are put into the pop culture world of information dissemination on how to analyze content and how to perceive those who are held in reverence but are blocked in this current "post modern" world which these men dominate (with a few "lesbian"/bisexual women trailing behind but put carefully into higher positions as long as they tow the line of male violence and domination. I write this as I have been teleported to more than one of these very famous American types and they are fully immersed in this type of male subordination of me, as long as it can't happen to them--so they assume.) I doubt my analysis of how these men put into the slots that could otherwise be occupied by conflicting narratives would have occurred to any of these "feminist" women who have participated in the torture and violence inflicted upon me by the most sexist, misogynist, rapist, woman-hating organization which has catapulted women who obey but appear ostensibly as "feminist" icons for their endless slew of media productions and political campaigning.
I'm sure these parasites who energetically feed off ordering these filthy and stupid sick attacks never tire of the energy they feed off from the violence and negativity they truly emit.
My motorbike was punctured--the back wheel had a very long screw drilled into it--that happened yesterday-or I discovered it yesterday as I was in a hurry to get my Fed Ex package. My motorbike had been also changed in a parallel position in the parking lot--instead of the slots where I always put it in the correct position. Another motorbike was parked within a few inches of it in the parallel position to the actual vertical spaces for parking. Every motorbike grease hole-in-the-wall in my vicinity was prepared to do the "gang stalking" circus performance as teams of people drove up. I was lied to about service and I was overcharged but I got the tire fixed (I asked for a new tire, they said "NEW" back to me and then put a patch on the hole (taking the very long screw out first--I watched as the thing that had been drilled into the tire was at least 4 inches long). The price in Thailand would be half of what they charged me. As they lied to me and I had no options and no way to communicate as they always tell me they can't understand anything I am saying, even when I speak in very basic Thai (such as shouting numbers in Thai that a child could understand but they never can, these terrorist attackers are all told to say the same things and they all perform according to script).
The tire had also been attacked the previous time I drove out of this place--last week. That means that this is going to be a continuous form of attack--either damaging the motorbike or attacking the tires and wheels. This is now recurring. It is coming from the most recent addition to the H-wood attack group aka (celebrities).
Another very disgusting recurring attack is for cockroaches to be put alive into spaces such as the box I keep my pressure cooker in (there is no storage room any longer, all cabinets are sealed and pounded together I can't use any closets in this room. The few I do use are locked and sealed which I open almost 1x every two months--stinking fungus wafts out of the closets just used for clothing and material items. I can't use any single closed space for any utensils or cooking ware, but I do keep the pressure cooker in a box on the floor in a tight angle between some other boxes I use to store things--there is a tiny walkway between the bed and these boxes and the useless cupboards which I can't use (trying to stop the mechanical arms I finally just sealed up every closet and cupboard in the series of them extending from floor to ceiling in this endlessly paneled attack/surveillance torture chamber "studio".
Cockroaches put into the cubboard underneath the sink--which is stinking with fungus and brown grease smeared into the trays and water dripping from the pipes that are always being broken (all seals are broken or removed--in every place I have lived for over 15 years this has been the endless case--it is a waste trying to insert new seals as they are immediately removed when I leave the place I "live" so the problem is never stopped).
The motorbike and the live cockroaches put in spaces where I keep cooking and other items is one of the newer attacks of filth that the newest addition to this gang from Whorewood has included with open arms and legs into their clique of abusers, users, parasites, etc etc. Absolutely filthy and disgusting, as they all are and the attacks only demonstrate their true leanings and their real personalities.
This newest expletive is not going to stop having this filth and this real attack on my motorbike which is expensive--he is now costing me a lot of money in constantly repairing and throwing things away. The filth he has ordered to be poured on me into me on my property now things are being broken and I am being overcharge double for every thing I order or attempt to fix from their endless attacks--from this next wealthy person who has exploited and assaulted me in most filthy and nasty ways while I am a very kindly and nice person to all these parasites who attack me until finally I can't stand them any longer and fighting to get them off for some of them has lasted over 8 years of continuously saying no and trying to kill them--they never stop they never stop attacking me they never let go of trying to obtain every single thing possible out of this contract out on me--finally they are not human beings any longer but repulsive and filthy disgusting parasitic whores and apes I can't stand even writing their names but I just want them off of me
and this filth and these disgusting attacks are not going to be stopped unless someone stops these people.
I have tried do endlessly to describe how dangerous they are to the welfare of the United States and all they have participated in the near demise of the Democratic system but still they are allowed to continue to gloat over their crimes against me as their violence escalates and the silence and apathy and nothingness of the void as a response remains like a stable factor or variable. I still can't understand how people so desperately want such a hate system to thrive but..they keep on being rewarded they keep on being put into highest positions and obviously people who fully approve of this system and are fully integrated into it are reading this right now--obviously.
Yet I just ask for this sickening and increasingly vile and disgusting (in my estimation) person who wants so desperately to have a "baby" out of me so he and his group can be promoted into very high-ranking positions and I just want to be left alone. Can't these parasites obtain high positions on the merit of their "art" or talent? Why must it always be me being attacked for these expletives to be promoted why also must I endlessly ask and beg for anyone to finally stop this endless sickness and why can't anyone ever see what a disgusting system this is and actually do something to end it? I have to endlessly ask the same question as the answer remains the same always and yet I still can't believe the utter stupidity of the human race in putting such filth into highest positions because they order filth and crap to be poured into my body and home and all I work for stolen by them so they can appear as if they are not programmed mediocrities with a lot of plastic surgery enhancing the filth of their disgusting personalities?
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I am under mind control so I am not getting to the point, being succinct is impossible and my emotions are being tweaked while my sober mental capabilities are being thwarted --I believe this is always the case when I begin to rant with hate and I stop writing about what I was intending to convey on a practicable level of informative output.
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The mind control is devastating and I experienced another attack at the store--but right now I am tired from pounding down as the keyboard is under attack m yhands can't move I am exhausted from trying to think and rewrite and backspace and pound down on the keys because the keyboard is being hacked and is so stiff it's now physically exhausting to pound down any longer.
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But.. I literally could not think or move while someone was pushing my cart into me as I was loading my groceries at a bakery cashier counter--it was a Thai woman shouting at me to move my cart while I was unpacking items from the cart onto the counter. I was blasting music into my ears with earbuds. I became confused I only could think of what I was going to say--all my defenses are blocked during these mind control attacks as people push into me and insult and threaten and do sick things and I am stunned, can't speak, am paralyzed and then I find my lips moving up into a "forced" ugly smile--like my face is plastic being manipulated and my facial muscles go up into a grimmace as I begin to giggle while I am under attack--I only recognize it after the attack has happened and after my seemingly "weak" or inappropriate reaction has occurred and there is no longer time to remedy the mind control forced reaction. I could feel my brain being zapped--like I was spinning--confused as she was pushing and ramming my cart into me. Only 5 minutes later could I "remember" that I would have told her to stop bothering me or to be firm and say something like"I'm busy stop pushing my cart" but I was frozen--like my head was spinning and I was dizzy--but standing still unable to move--unable to speak unable to "understand"
this happens every time I am in public while people surround and attack me in these stupid and nasty terrorist endless protocols that are so repetitive--but every time, my brain is blanked and this is too powerful for me to handle alone without any shielding and also alone surrounded by these creeple and also with endless attacks that never end and no support no protection no friends no allies and nothing and no one and endless stress, physical attacks from mechanical arms, drugging in my food and on my skin and etc etc
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last night again I was attacked in a mind control way that was disgusting. It was a nasty and stupid skit that was played but it was a German woman swimming in a pool and I swam in a lane next to her and she glared in hate at me and like an editing freeze/stop/action frame (i.e. actors used to these types of edited scenes) I said from under the black haze that I was "awoken" to in the sleeping teleported state--something polite to this disgusting German pig ape skank creep like 'Oh, I didn't know you were going to swim" or something akin to being apologetic. In my mind it was actually being polite and not wanting to bother other people--my politeness and my kindness actually but these people ONLY want to bother others for their power--and so it was this almost diametrically-opposed attacker/polite response in this instant "waken" state while teleported, not knowing where I was, the situation, and just repeating what I was told to say while under hypnosis, in this state, while sleeping, etc etc as the parasites felt relieved that they got their next free deal for being pig ape parasitic predators feeding off abusing someone else--as they all do.
I can't describe how disgusting these creeple are and their modus operandi is always something I consider the realm of inferior people who do not deserve in any respect to be in the position of leading anything but a criminal ring--not leaders of entertainment or the arts or politics--as they all do in this case of attack against me.
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Of course people keep putting them into positions of power and I can never find them or their movies or music or art or politics anything but utter crap upon humanity and I have to dig to find anything credible or artistic from output from OTHER people who I find have good output on any level.
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It was a kind of hateful post today, as always. What they are doing is disgusting they are all out laughing and giggling and enjoying the millions of dollars in new deals. They are now making me lose the tiny bit of money I have spent months trying to save because they are breaking the motorbike and breaking all the few things I own and I must spend all my time cleaning up stinking filth and fight to get the poison and drugs out that it's now--over 10 years of fighting and fighting as they attack like the parasitic filth that they are. Your favorite celebrities--the sexualized scumbags you all think are so cool.
I write this post today because it pertains significantly to my situation of being "gang stalked", targeted, tortured, they are trying to turn me into a nearly zombified sex slave abused and torture-to-death symbol for the endless onslaught of the racist/rapist/white supremacist/Nazi/fascist agenda that is sweeping over the United States and has been (all my life but it has surfaced directly in the last few years). The deluge will affect more people than just me or people you reading this assume are only supposed to be the victims but of course in your callous disregard for human life you assume it can NEVER happen to you.
"...Why we need more women in Congress...why we need more women to vote...". Excluding of course those of the "Freedom (to screw you over or kill you and use mind control on you) types like the former Phyllis Schlafly and those women currently opposing abortion and women's independence from male domination society (excluding the men who are warm and tender towards women who aspire for a career but also men who aren't bigoted racists in that respect and who only support fascist Nazi women who pretend that they are "feminist" but can't wait to push other women down --i.e. me--if they also want a career which their bigoted rapist fascist Nazi white males support for them but make sure I can't compete--)
WE ALSO NEED PEOPLE TO FIGHT THIS MOST RACIST AND FASCIST NAZI SYSTEMATIC FORM OF DISCRIMINATORY VIOLENCE THAT HAS BEEN SUPPRESSED--THE TECHNOLOGIES THE GANG STALKING TERRORISM THE DRUGGING DONE IN RESTAURANTS, BY AGENTS POSING AS LOVERS OR SPOUSES OR EVEN DONE BY CHILDREN OR SO-CALLED "FRIENDS".
WE, PEOPLE WHO ARE SUFFERING UNDER THE ENDLESS DECADES AND CENTURIES OF FASCIST RACIST NAZI BIGOTED OPPRESSION--WE NEED MORE REPRESENTATIVES WE NEED TO BEGIN TO FIGHT HARDER THAN EVER BEFORE BECAUSE THE BACKLASH IS NOW AT THE STAGE OF REVERSING WARS LEGISLATION AND RIGHTS THAT WOMEN AND SOME (A MUCH SMALLER MINORITY OF) MEN FOUGHT TO ACHIEVE. IT'S ALL BEING TAKEN AWAY SYSTEMATICALLY DON'T LET THEM CONTINUE TO FOMET A RACIST SYSTEM USING THIS TECHNOLOGY OF MIND CONTROL BECAUSE EVENTUALLY IT WILL BE TURNED EVEN AGAINST YOU DUMBED DOWN NAZI WOMEN READING THIS WHO ASSUME IT ONLY HAPPENS TO ME or women you don't want to see rise up and defeat you if only given the chance to compete and not be tortured slowly to death like a witch hunt because "society" can't stand to see women like me have any power, money, beauty, success in any endeavor or independence. They want me shackled to some abuser controller, whether male or female, black or white or any other "race" or any orientation, the organization of the terror network is not inclusive only towards white supremacists but it certainly revolves like a centrifuge around that certain cluster and operates from within that framework of absolute racism turned into covert and overt murder and assassination operations. Thwarting of brain activity, poisoning, drugging, rape and non-stop violence has been my "punishment" for trying to compete and succeeding against bigot Nazis.
Now I say you must not assume that the targets do not include yourselves. It might also behoove some people to actually begin to foster some form of broad and basic compassion towards other human beings and not to turn away while someone is being tortured and oppressed with these covert groups and weapons. What you do to someone else is likely to also happen to you at one point or another (to various degrees of seriousness).
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"HOW A MISSISSIPPI ANTI-ABORTION LAW COULD LEAD TO OVERTURNING ROE V. WADE." Washington Post. June 4, 2021.
the men can rape you and get away with it, and there will be no excuse if you cannot afford an abortion past the narrowing window and also can't afford to fly or go to another state to obtain an abortion.
The Domino Effect may be in effect unless people FIGHT.
Contact your Congressional representatives and contact the Supreme Court judges and march in the streets.
Fight poverty fight women's continuing powerlessness in the face of men's rape culture and their demands that women remain in the home, pregnant and destitute under their control and our ubiquitous domestic violence & rape culture & disenfranchisement of women and their children society is on the verge of obtaining another "win" from the skewed Supreme Court if this ruling is passed.
The package has been listed on the Fed Ex site (but no alerts arrived in my email as I have ordered on the site, which have appeared every day except for today, the day of delivery at the Phuket station where I have to pick it up).
I used my SKYPE to phone this branch a few days ago. Now the sound is being remotely blocked. The microphone is listed as being turned on but when I phone the "Echo" Skype testing service that is now being blocked and the call is cut off. I phoned the Phuket station and they hung up on me as well, as if they can't hear me and there is no sound.
Thus, if I drive the long distance to this station they could tell me--as they did the last time I picked a package up there 2 years ago, that the "site has the package listed as having arrived but it hasn't been delivered HERE yet--maybe come back in an hour." (their English was much worse than that, they used gestures and could barely speak English at the one and only Fed Ex station in international Phuket with over 9 million tourists and 30,000 foreigners many out of English-speaking countries.
Plus...the keyboard and laptop I'm using are being blocked and hacked so the operation time is extremely slow, the keyboard is nearly at an impossible state of dysfunction and I'm just struggling to use basic functions including making one phone call to a Fed Ex station to make sure they won't screw me over and over today, using the exact same system of attack as they did the last and only time I have ever been there. Being prepared in advance does not stop the DOS attacks and the lying agents operating at these branches and systems of attack at every juncture of the process (all telecommunications are diverted to probably one source of terrorist hackers, but I am not certain if that is necessarily the case but usually it's the same voices which answer the phones out of very similar places.)
"HOW TO PROTECT YOUR SECURITY AND PRIVACY." Lynnette Zang. July 23, 2021.
Today, Friday July 23, 2021, my package sent from my lying, rip-off terrorist mail service in Orlando, sent this FedEx Economy package at the highest price (quoted as at a higher price than Priority 1-3 day service, which is what I had requested)--charging me nearly twice the price for Priority at the slowest delivery schedule. This package is supposed to have arrived in Phuket today. The tracking site shows only the information from yesterday's logging activity. Every morning the email alerts for the status of the shipment have appeared on my email address except for today which is the day it is supposed to arrive. The package was listed as being in the Bangkok area yesterday. The package was also listed as having left the FedEx Bangkok hub sorting area yesterday. A flight from Bangkok to Phuket takes more or less 2 hours to complete. It arrived in Phuket yesterday but the status is now being blocked. This morning there are no alerts and the status remains exactly the same as it was yesterday. I need this package in order to pay my rent, the contents are critical for me to obtain immediately which is why I paid so highly but got charged at twice the rate as Priority and am waiting as the hacking terrorist system is going into discriminatory mode once more to block everything.
The male who operates the station here in Phuket, who is a terrorist agent whether he is the actual customer service agent or just an terrorist posing as such (as part of the "gang stalking" terrorist organization, which always has someone posing as an actual employee of every business whether they are an infiltrator into the business or an actual prop--but this also occurs worldwide and always happens in every business and health care and university and every kind of transaction possible in the United States--my personal experience related here is unbiased and with retrospective analysis of all the protocols that have been endlessly repeated throughout the years of this attack systematic discriminatory set of protocols.
The terrorist agent at the Phuket Fed Ex branch, the one and only station in Phuket that is listed (and either terrorist hackers blocked all information on DHL but that is either blocked or all stations are closed in Phuket, after the pandemic much has been closed here. Because I cannot reach any business without my phone calls being diverted to terrorist agents who attack me while the terrorists in my vicinity are manipulating the microchip implant in my throat so I can barely speak, as they tell me to scream into the phone because they cannot hear me--a most typical phone terrorist attack I experience at probably a 70% rate); this happened the last time I phoned this man 5 days ago--screaming and repeating simple numbers to get him to repeat correctly the tracking number as he said he could not understand and could not hear me; this is the same male (because I recognize his voice, because I know that the same people attack me for years at various stores where I go for crucial needs who are there to attack me in any way possible, with glares as the rest of the staff sits back giggling because it's so much "fun" to target someone else). This is the same Thai male who was at the station two years ago who told me that the package had not arrived although the website said that it was ready for pick-up. He lied to me at the store and told me to return in a few hours--the drive there was very long and at that time the people attacking me had a series of very small cars drive out from behind huge trucks literally coming within 2 inches of hitting me as I drove directly at high speed in the middle of the road during high traffic times. At this time two years ago, after having to return because he lied to me about the package not having arrived although the website said it was at the station ready for pick-up, and what could I do? There was no manager there was no one to phone for any managerial assistance. When I returned, that time two years ago, this same man now waiting to attack me when I arrive today, or whenever the hackers stop blocking information, after I phone him to confirm that the package is actually ready to be picked-up at the station, while he will tell me he can't hear me that I must shout and repeat a series of 10-digit tracking numbers repeatedly (last time last week I had to repeat it 7 times, or more I lost count)--two years ago this terrorist posing as a Fed Ex employee giggled as a group of Thai teenagers pushed behind me as I stood in line and got to the counter--the surrounded me at the counter and as he asked me various questions pretending he could not understand English well and I had to repeat at least 4 times simple information. While I stood there the group behind me ripped things on my clothing and flicked stuff on my jacket and etc...(this happens almost all the time, people coming from behind to ruin my clothing and put stains on my clothing as I pay--the cashiers always pretend nothing is happening. The people doing this are expert pick-pockets and thieves. I feel nothing. They steal things like keys if they are in my pocket, and etc etc
My internet terrorist blocks: this blog of course has been blocked since the Austrian bodybuilder former governor of California got involved in this contract out on me. My email account similarly has been manipulated so the emails I send out are sent immediately to my trash file within my own email account. I have to forward the email that wasn't sent back to my inbox and then forward it to the recipient. All the many terrorists I have to deal with at businesses such as this mail service in Orlando feigned that they never received critical information that I had sent through this loophole process. After I sent 3 more emails from another email account, which is currently being blocked so it time's out when I try to log-in--at a nearly 100% level of DOS attacks-it is becoming almost impossible to log-in to that account which I have been using for less than 5 days (but I created it years ago--the hacker?terrorists then blocked the page from me being able to scroll down to read emails past the 5 that appear on the front page--so I reverted back to Google and now I have to revert back to this system which is already being blocked).
I could go through the further process of sending a complaint to the Fed Ex agency but I can only surmise that this American business is firmly a component of the terrorist network and I am tired of fighting and writing and complaining to fake managers who do nothing--most of the time nothing is ever done about these attacks. So I write it here--maybe someone has some influence and can stop this attack upon me. I need that package well before banks close today at 5 pm and I need to be able to have time to pick the package up at one location and drive 10 miles to the one bank in Phuket that doesn't deny me service as all participate in lying and blocking services to me and there is no agency I can complain to all businesses here in Phuket actively participate in these terrorist activities.
I do not want America to become a similar dumbed down slave agency of Imperialistic Europ-a and other foreign entities who completely control everything including the Government here in Thailand. The situation is dire and the replacement of the people who had been friendly and nice has gone through a complete elimination of anyone who is friendly towards me--they are literally sent to other locations in Thailand or they get fired or they leave because this terror network has completed a thorough controlled socially-engineered master-slave colony and this is their ultimate goal for the United States. I believe Los Angeles is one of the most wealth-consumed master-slave cities in the United States. All the celebrities who attack me are operatives of one or another Europ-a country all are intimately connected through familial lines or through marriage they all follow Europ-a fascist Nazi protocols and now I see that Russian influence is a dominant factor behind all of them. I fight to stop this just by my resistance but I urge readers to consider what gullible traps they fall into when they are so beguiled by gold-plated fake charm of psychopathic usurpers out of these foreign countries. The result will be a completely modified and mediocre slave state that will resemble a failed State eventually with fascist Nazis controlling the upper tiers of society. It is already happening and it's been happening for decades.
Everything's Wrong If My Hair is Wrong--The Waitresses (1983).
*this post was severely blocked from DOS attacks (browser freezing, hacking and interruptions while fighting to type--the keyboard going berserk as hackers insert typos while I am in the middle of fighting to type and can't get much out--the usual, as always---never ends. This means that probably hackers will delete/rewrite and alter my post to discredit me--
I know that my hair has been a main target of physical attack for decades. Before I could finally manage to somehow block entry into my room physically (meaning, without leaving overt evidence of break-in, but the mechanical arms continue to wreak every kind of damage of my home and body and property and food and health and well-being). My hair continues to fall out daily. I do not believe this is an organic process nor is it from some illness. Either my shampoo, conditioner, or other products I put in my hair have been poisoned with hair follicle loosening agent or some similar form of attack in one ointment or cleanser I put on my hair--I can't carry every single thing I use on my body around with me in the already 3-4 heavy bags I carry around with me containing items I ingest for healing (contained in glass bottles, very heavy, and bulky) and so, hair falls out daily. It's very disconcerting it's very damaging. I am writing about it out to the void. I need a safe home I need money in order to move to a place where this is not as easily accomplished as in this surveillance/torture chamber studio where every wall has panels and areas that can be breached by mechanical arms and remain as portals despite years of me fighting to figure out how this is happening and then not being able to stop it. The terrorists have made some of the areas that I should have been able to successfully block from entry--which were quickly and shoddily patched over and while appearing as faux wall paneling are extremely flimsy and smeared with chemicals to the wood is peeling and bends and can easily be breached--etc etc I am certain the areas are numerous where the breaching continues--particularly susceptible is the area beneath my kitchen sink and there are huge gaps where the cupboards should have closed firmly against the frame of the cupboards but instead nearly half-inch spaces/gaps create openings that the mechanical arms simply get through. I have patched them up with rubber and various bottles stuck into the spaces but the terrorists manage to get through everything.
Thus, my body is attacked with these mechanical arms.
This morning I awoke to see a completely perfectly-rendered heart shape poured onto my bed sheets next to the spray bottle of water I keep on the bed (because there are microwave torture instruments just below my bed propped up and aimed at my body from the studio beneath mine--they burn my body so I must spray water to cool down the burning heat sensation. The water spray bottle was dry and had not been used but there was a completely symmetrical heart shape on the bed sheets that had been made mechanically by the mechanical arms which obviously can be utilized to create spherical shapes using the spray apparatus (which also sprays stinking substances into my hair, on my clothing, pours debris and crap on the floors, grease and brown stinking fungus concoctions on the walls and furniture, and etc etc. They slash into my toes and fingers and thus--my hair is being sprayed with something that is making is simply fall out from the root every day more and more falls out--the balding and thin spots on my scalp are alarming. I sleep with my entire body covered but the mechanical arms are operated probably by AI or some smart technology and it's all computer-driven software--I am certain. Of course I have no evidence. The water-shaped heart has dried out, my little mobile phone camera has already been broken and if I had taken a photo of this heart shape on the very dark wine-colored bed sheets I doubt this would suffice as any version of credible "evidence " of these hostile intrusions by these mechanical arms.
The cap I made that completely covers my head, with a chin strap--all of which I pin together as tightly to my chin/head as possible but there is still a small gap where a very thin mechanical arm can penetrate. I discover that the pins I use are sometimes off of the cap while I had closed them completely and from the interior of the fabric which I wind around the chin strap and secure with these very small safety pins. The pins (or some of them) are thrown on the floor when I wake up. My hair has not been able to grow for a few decades the attacks on my hair have left it scraggly, like someone took some sand paper and scraped my hair so it was like straw with chemicals poured on it so it's the texture of broken straw pieces.
It is very hard to write now the hacking and the attack on my brain are making me sit here freezing and not able to move my hands or think or write and I will stop. It's all very bad. How long before the United States does not allow such a situation like this continue against a civilian, as I am also innocent and this is such a crime against me. How long must I wait for someone or any entity on the planet to defend me or stop this? I have heard that the plan is for no one to ever truly help the targets of such bombastic hate and targeting. Shame on the United States shame on the world for allowing such a system to destroy lives. Many who gave in and did what they were told have also been destroyed even when they did exactly as they were instructed to do by the Nazi pig apes and their rotten ilk.
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Oh my poor brain is under attack. I "remembered" this as I sat watching the news. I have to sleep with my hair and head wound with a cap and this sewn-on chin strap with safety pins typing it all down like a wind-around turban that extends to the base of my skull and all the way under my chin nearly down to my collar bone. The mechanical arms slip under the tiny area that is not completely plastered into my skin so I have no chance to protect many parts of my body. I was sleeping wearing pants to try to protect my skin on my thighs as the terrorists use the mechanical arms to slash cuts into my legs, to cut areas where I had shaven (and then douse some kind of scarring ointment so any cut becomes temporarily tattooed on my skin--but if this continues as it has, these all turn into scars.).
And then, even while sitting in front of this laptop I must wear a cap completely covering my head so the mechanical arms can't (continue to ) spray stinking fungus substances into my hair from areas behind my head--such as mechanical arms being extended through the piping of the kitchen sink that is just behind where I sit in front of this laptop-this studio is so tiny it is a microstudio. They also spray horrid substances on the kitchen countertop, which has a greasy brown residue upon waking as that also is an area of attack; this group wants me to continuously ingest poisonous substances but the poisoning is done so slowly that the gradual deterioration of my body appears as if I just don't eat well or take care of my body--or something that is part of an fake "organic" process of deterioration or "normal" illness. I am constantly fighting to not be maimed, scarred and my hair has been almost completely chemically treated out in areas and it's truly impossible for me to defend myself in this studio.
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My brain is truly under strong attack by brain-wave altering technology--however you want to define it* I "remember" ideas I had originally wanted to write but got "lost " in digressions and my hands can't move to type--the attacks make it feel like my brain is wading in thigh-high water trying to sprint and just being slowed down into a near crawl of mental exertion fighting what is being blocked in my brain by these terrorists operating these insidious and foul technologies (like all the foul and disgusting things that these terrorists do and gloat and feel elevated at doing).
I "forgot" to write that because I was sleeping with pants that I had also sewn foot coverings into the open holes where the feet are, the terrorists sprayed a most foul stinking rotten meat and fungus substance directly into the crotch area--night after night until I became ill from the attack. I now can't protect my body and these terrorists insert objects (I have had objects inserted under my skin to appear like cysts--and slashes, spider veins have been pounded into my legs while I have slept before I finally was able to manage to somehow block the front doors and windows from being breached--through much exertion, cost and effort because I can only rely on deductive reasoning to figure out and eliminate causes of entry--it has taken me years to understand with all the drugging and lack of finances (due to all financial earnings being blocked for years) and I could not afford materials every month so I would have to wait to buy more month-after-month. This is just never-ending, this endless fight to get teleporting rapinst abusers off me and to stop the violation and destruction of my body and to endlessly write about it into the void of the internet universe to apply repeatedly for years for redress of these wrongs for protection which all law enforcement denies me and any help or assistance in providing evidence so I can actually report these crimes or get any support whatsoever to stop these endless attacks and violations of all laws and it's just all never ending. How much longer must I wait for any humanity to step-up and demand justice for me?
"BREAKING: RUSSIA SUCCESSFULLY TESTED HYPERSONIC MISSLE PRAISED BY PUTIN AS 'INVINCIBLE'." Russia Insight. July 20, 2021.
Watch how that thing flies up into space and fizzles away into the upper atmospheres. Dreaded technology. The Cold War has never stopped. People involved in attacking me are operating in concert with Russians--either they are American with East European contacts or they are from Europ-a-land and have operated in various capacities in Russia. There are Russian comments on various YouTube pages of a certain person who has teleported me. I believe they are either direct operatives or indirectly they are being worked up by Russian agents as middle-persons. I fear for the future of the United States. Stop allowing the fake smiling charming psychopaths from foreign countries to influence your decisions, oh aspiring couldn't-care-less celebrities (from America).
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"NOAM CHOMSKY--FOUNDATIONS OF THE WORLD ORDER: THE UN, WORLD BANK, IMF & DECL. OF HUMAN RIGHTS 1999." MIT Video Productions. December 7, 2018.
"DEMOCRATS PUSH $3.5 TRILLION DEAL..." PBS Newshour. July 15, 2021.
That includes of course their Europ-a-influencers who hold much more power over their mentalities (those ultra-wealthy in the US I mentioned above) than the ethics of a Democratic society, of any kind of egalitarian justice, of anything resembling a functioning society where absolute violence is allowed in order to obtain a goal--with the technology they have been handed their absolute plunder philosophy comes to the fore-in addition to their ultra-violent propensities. The longer they use these technologies the more callous and violent they become. Their children are violent and meaningless abominations, which means they carry this over to the next generation which thoroughly imbibes the principles of exploitation to the point of killing at a whimsical state of chagrin at not getting what they want immediately; using these covert "non-lethal" technologies, mind control which can include "suicide programming" and the endless rape and plunder that they all gloat and smile and are thrilled to have "entitlement" in performing upon defenseless individuals--as I know that there are no people or law enforcement agencies protecting anyone in my situation.
"SALLY CHALLEN'S SON CALLS FOR MORE ACTION TO TACKLE DOMESTIC VIOLENCE." Good Morning Britain. March 1, 2018.
*Written 2 hours after post below: Because these rapists who are teleporting me are being awarded for being so violent and abusive that I write or have an adverse (or induced other reactions) and write about it, they are being promoted. Because I have tried to innoculate myself against their ugliness and sleazy hate, they are amplifying the violence in order to achieve what formerly caused enraged reactions out of me. Writing about this for a decade and the perpetrators and their children continue to star in movies, have had massive plastic surgeries, have stolen ideas from me and then immediately after sucking all they could out of me, had my body mutilated (a broken toe, my toes and the skin between the toes cut to the bone every single night, objects inserted under my skin, my skin slathered with damaging chemicals, part of my uterus cut out as it fell out the next day--a tiny organ fell out--my period stopped that month--my body changed because hormones were being stopped as abuse and endless violence continued--my body has broken down nearly exponentially just from the stress alone--and many other injuries--teeth nearly knocked out and the gum tissue cut to the bone--raped nightly in both teleportation and in reality as my brain is put into comatose states and I feel nothing but see the evidence upon waking--my hair chemically treated out to have balding spots and hair constantly falling out--all of this from just this group of celebrities you all cheer on, whose every action of violence has helped them to obtain their cherished dreams of new studios and being promoted in producer spots (that they obtained after the vacuum of Weinstein, who they all helped to oust from his position of power). And more and more, just from this group alone. But since this German violinist began he has been ordering his filthy minions to insert fungus and rotting meat into my vagina and my home is being broken down and his rape is extremely ugly, nasty and violent. He's obtained an 8-month Europ-a-land tour within the time frame of nightly assaulting me with this rotten and disgusting form of rape that is intended to be one of the most insulting forms of insult--according to these woman-hating porn covert homosexual abusers who are in control. Thus, the violence has increased and I am reacting. He is obtaining a promotion for every day I react and write about what a disgusting pig ape he is--which is funny to the people promoting him and the ilk that has preceded this disgusting person who is just following orders and then increasing the violence in order to freak me out and obtain such a wretched response that I write of. Of course 2 months of writing about how awful and disgusting he is has done nothing to urge anyone to defend me or stop him. I thus will not write of him again mostly to not help him get promoted. Suffice it to say that none of you are going to do anything and my writing about this only serves to elevate another Nazi pig ape scumbag into the already sold-out Whorewood crowd, who is helping to destroy Democracy and are welcoming every Nazi and fascist anti-American into the United States who holds out a promise of them obtaining another castle or mansion in the 4th Reich Europigapeland upper Nazi wealth tier. Thus I say no more. He is not going to stop no one appears willing to ever stop this crime that has been perpetual against me. I just wanted to try, no one is shocked no one is alarmed no one is doing anything no one has ever really done anything but join in to obtain promotions for their own greedy and greasy promotions. There is nothing more to do except ask people who may be concerned, if anything for the future of their own lives and the protection of the United States against such obvious Nazi and Mafia criminal infestation.
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I abhor them and their names by now as they have no individuality or personality as far as they behave towards me in this contract, where the same exact behavior is replicated from one disgusting pig ape whore skank to the next who teleports me. The men are foul and rotten bigot Nazis and there is a depth to that statement that I could not have fathomed prior to being exposed to the depth of their depravity, hate and violence that is repeated in an odious trail of them (how long a trail of tears that has preceded them from other victims of their sexual and racist carnage I can only imagine) and of course, with the technology I can only imagine old rotten men teleporting children and women who hate them to inflict as much psychological damage as possible.
But you all keep supporting them and doing nothing so I can only hope your children get teleported and raped and abused by these putrid so-called "men" who you all cheer on.
Last night again I was subjected to the sleazy and hate-racist-based sexual assault of this German pig ape violinist who that ugly, fat and bloated "Italian-American" who played that famous psychopath role in Taxi Driver and the other psycho criminal roles for which that even less funny, charming but rotten and foul Mafia actor absolutely is in love with. The Rat German pig ape is exuding sexual energy, his hair is down in a feminine homo-erotic posturing around the ugly, fat old greasy mafia actor from Brooklyn who is really sexually turned on, perhaps blinded by desire for--I can see the rotten German pig ape influencing the greasy American "Italian-American" idiot scum into performing his hate violence upon me--as this Germanic scum pig has been doing non-stop now it's two months of what is now a complete hell of another creep I detest endlessly performing the same promotional rituals of hate that I have had to experience for 7 years from Pit and Depp taking turns and the list goes on and on--(not just them, and me fighting endlessly now for over a decade this has been a non-stop fight every single day to get one of them off the next off me--as they all do the same things).
After Nancy Pelosi gave absolute permission for the greasy "boys" to continue to rape and abuse me, and Hillary Clinton ventured into the fray to see what she could get out of it--offering me a home to live in but when I asked about the caveats she began yelling furiously at me and never answered the question. I assumed it would only mean a continuation of the same old patterns of abuse and being passed around to various people to be raped while in a sleeping, MK "alter" state (comatose, insensitive to being raped and punctured and sliced and bones broken while in this unconscious state--my entire body is by now covered from head to foot with endless scars, blemishes and my skin has been corroded with the chemicals that have been almost eternally all my life smeared on my skin---but much worse since the beauty-obsessed plastic surgery crowd out of Whorewood who want to absolutely break my skin, hair and body down plus my mind, spirit and psychological state they want unraveled and destroyed.
Thus, in a homoerotic bonding, as also that ugly rotten Austrian scumbag body builder put his rotten foul huge arm around this rotten feminine bisexual (obviously) creep scum out of Germany--with his dyed blonde hair the bigot men out of Whorewood are so turned on it is doubtless that this much younger man who bases his performances, as many of these rapist "sex symbol" whore rapist bigot Nazi men do in Whorewood whose every performance is a pitch to sex their effete sexuality--as their skanky whore women the famous celebrities are likewise endless posturing skank icons
so he was sexually turning on the energy towards these men who gravitate towards him--who have embraced him as the newcomer into the fold of Nazi bigots--and the violence has increased to levels that could have killed me from poisoning--I am still fighting the internal infection into my intestines because they smeared fungus and rotting meat substances into my vagina every day for maybe a month. My body has broken down further from this infection which still lingers and I still cannot afford health care. That was while this pig ape German scum was raping me every day as years of isolation and pain and abuse "forced" this absolute reaction out of me because this whore out of germany ,this rotten violinist who disgusts me in every way by now--his sexuality is like a rotting decaying fungus-infected piece of meat--spiritually, emotionally and his racist is so obvious--the rest of the creeps in Whorewood have exposed how rotten-to-the-core and homosexual they really are--completely turned on by this pig rapist whore ape and they are viciously turning on me as rotten ugly deniro (got I hate the name--and the person is a foul and rotten evil ugly sinister piece of rotting criminal and foul meat and a crap and stupid personality but very few people know as the psychopath "charm" of these criminals is being endlessly touted in their every fake good ole' boy interview as they giggle and try to sound intellectually sophisticated. Utterly devoid of intellect or real artistry except in portraying criminals. So endlessly pushed as being incredible for portraying violent criminals with a few "jolly" roles of abuser men inbetween their utterly violent roles as criminals which make them appear glamorous. Nothing glamorous when they are really being mafia in private. Of course, this is what the Nazi pig apes of America are endlessly uplifting and what they want to control the Whorewood Nazi mafia cartel.
Thus, I was in another verbal fight with the blonde dyed Nazi glowing with sexual energy as the rotten Nazi Mafia scumbag old man nearly was swooning in desire for this bisexual conniving player. (scumbag rapist sleazy and stupid rotten creep put into lead position because he learned how to lay violin passionately instead of like a robotic German Nazi--trained by famous Jewish men whose families had to flee Germany from the Nazis--now slaves of the 4th Reich training the German little pig apes into how to pretend they have some kind of depth of soul--but mechanistically is all the apes can imitate and they have no depth no artistry and this German pig ape is a boring example of that-if you break down his horrid "crossover" albums which have sold so many I can't understand why.
And so, viciously and violent under attack by deniro the scum rapist racist mafia greasebag.
Raped last night with another yelling one-sided monologue of me screaming after being hit and raped again as the other whores of whorewood watched on welcoming this pig into their group. so far the pigs who have teleported and raped me stopped after I tried to castrate them after I tried to punch them in the face yelling that they are disgusting and loathsome. Most of them stopped because they have their wives and girlfriends who are sitting nearby watching on cheering it all on but probably they don't want their wives to see them as ugly and violent as they really are at heart.
But this Germanic pig ape--the shit from Germany is as violent and ugly as he is, in female whore form, so he has no reservations. I tried to bite his filthy and pig ape penis off two days ago--he stopped teleporting me yesterday but last night--he began again his usual fantasy of pinning me down, sitting on top of me, sticking his filthy pig ape penis in my mouth, slapping my face, threatening me and hitting me endlessly on and on as I tried to stop him. I was under extreme mind control and could not really move- My thought to castrate him was blocked from my brain--I believe that was a result of mind control
and then....yelling in hate at him trying to punch his rotten ugly face screaming how I wish him death and his group (the pigs you all love the mafia greasebags the whores and the skanks you have all put into top award categories all these years of attacking me)
wishing him death yelling how disgusting he is on and on as the pig remained silent--the endless cyclical protocol--the abuse, hit, rape and torture me in these deep-sleep rape and abuse teleportation skits--I try to get away from them but cannot move physically and can't see where I am--essentially partially blind in these states and then--in a near-waking state as I am just about to wake they teleport me sitting silently in a sitting state as I begin to scream about how disgusting they are--it's been 10 years of this on and on and on day after day with one ugly piece of crap after the next.
It's amazing to me how this group is supposed to "represent" anything related to entertainment or "art" instead they are just propaganda agents selling Nazi mentality and ideology.
the hackers are now blocking keys at a nearly 100% rate I am exhausted from pounding down and backspacing and continuously rewriting. they are also blocking my brain's motor functions so my hand won't move to keys I want to press--like blocked.
Can someone please kill this German pig ape I have been fighting to get him off me--he's such a filthy and disgusting creep and is determined to get everything out of this contract of abusing and raping and destroying me as possible. He wants to drag me to his little shit German town which I could give a damn about and the people are exactly the hundreds of thousands of "gang stalker" terrorists who have behaved in ways that has prompted me to only regard them as PIG APES for all these years. I can't think of them as human beings I am so turned -off to that culture I can't begin to describe how disgusting living around them as a prisoner of rape and being gang raped by his fellow Nazi boyfriends and girlfriends as this scumbag is being rewarded and going on tours from just two months of torturing me he's not stopped being awarded endlessly and the Whorewood group is absolutely thrilled with this Nazi rapist sleaze whore. The men, as I wrote, as turned on to the extreme and if they have not had a sexual tryst with this pig they deeply desire it--their hatred for women at that stage of their rotting decomposition into old age has made them absolutely hate women (especially minorities, as they are fastidious racists--some of these rotting ugly men who embrace this filthy German pig ape scumbag whore rat have had brown/black-skinned girlfriends who probably they abused--have been mocked by others in the Whorewood arena and they are absolute racists who want women "like me" absolutely broken, raped, beaten down, turned into whores, cleaning ladies, prostitutes, never with a career or a chance to earn anything but subpoverty income as they have forced upon me.
Years of these pig apes torturing me to obtain ideas I studied for in school, in undergrad in graduate (they are not interested in the criminal justice theories I studied in Grad school as they are all criminal psychopaths/sociopaths but so are the majority of the inhabitants of the planet as I have had to unfortunately see in this targeted position.
All of you keep remaining silent and protect these worthless pieces of excrement because of course you are probably on a very similar level or have been programmed to do nothing about injustice as you watch their crap they are endlessly being promoted for displaying and somehow you are all lulled into allowing this 4th Reich to proliferate at an alarming rate--a pandemic to be sure.
But if anyone can ever get this German scumbag off me..please, in addition to the grease "Italian-American" mafia group that Trump sicced on me years ago to help him to obtain this contract--years of torture, years of violence, and they have been handed awards and obviously are profiting and gaining more and more influence along with Scorsese and probably many other directors of that level of that tribe--
the hacking is now very bad my brain is under attack I can't write any longer at this point.
"Floods, Fires & Heat Waves: Michael Mann on the New Climate War & the Fight to Take Back the Planet." Democracy Now! July 16, 2021.
* I can't describe how nearly impossible it is to sit here waiting for hackers to stop freezing pages and every action I take, every click, every word typed, every search, every single thing I attempt to type is blocked and frozen. Waiting time for any page to open is at least one full minute of the page being frozen. The entire browser is freezing if I click on one page and then try to switch to another. The keyboard is non-functional I must backspace nearly continuously as keys won't operate. The block to my every attempt to write, all things are blocked from me.
Another addition to the list of attacks upon me I will just add now: in addition to stinking sprays put on my clothing (while I am sleeping on my sleepwear) and filth sprayed on walls, cubboards and filth sprinkled on the floors-they now just broke the freezer section of my tiny little refrigerator--the door has been broken which means that nothing will really freeze. The water faucets are making a racket every time I try to turn water on, and the attacks never end. The attacks in the last 8 weeks have mounted to nearly everything I have and own being broken and made filthy and nasty and shredded and broken down.
I keep fighting and cleaning and sitting fighting to remove poison out of my body and I thought I would stop writing but I am under too much mind control attack--my brain is blasted I become extremely fatigued in front of the computer as my brain is under attack constantly. So I write--the haters steal more ideas to claim as their own-they go off laughing and they never, ever, ever stop the attacks upon me after they make money off my ideas.
The same situation as I wrote of in my very last post--the racism the discrimination the effort to completely destroy women who are not blonde and Nazi adherents is a true death cult push of elimination. The absolute injustice continues at highest political levels. My only hope is that the climate change will change this death system because the pig apes have gobbled so much of the planet for their nasty orgy slave plantations (using their secret term not mine--they just view "black and brown" people as slaves--these Nazi pig apes who are raping and abusing me--trust me, they are that vicious they are truly that racist). Hopefully the guilty will go down with their plantations crushed and their system destroyed by Mother Nature wreaking revenge upon the rapist pig ape Nazi 4th Reich operators. The rapist pigs and destroyers of all they assume is too vulnerable to fight back.
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The hacking is absolutely horrible right now--it's like the laptop is frozen and the keys are glued down. I must pound down with my entire hand and arm strength to get the keys to actually operate otherwise spaces and blanks and letters won't appear. It is also pages freezing, as I wrote. It is incredibly difficult to think and type under these strenuous conditions. It is all part of the silencing the blocks to my success to any career aspirations I have had--accidents, poisoning and now endless abuse from already "successful" white pig ape males raping me endlessly in a succession of filth and hate from them and their nasty women surrounding them. The fight to destroy the American system which represents any hope for women who are not blonde Nazi pig apes is one of the biggest goals of the 4th Reich global pig ape network.
