Monday, November 13, 2023

...More heart palpitations from remote tech assault. At a continuous basis. Very faint attack but nevertheless lethal as it's 24/7.//Hours of information-extraction today by a much more subdued Farrakhan. Trying not to trip on all the eggshells with the answers "forced" out of me in teleportation "waking" "prime body" interrogation. Going on for hours answering all his questions. The topics fascinate me anyway, I have not talked with anybody about my concepts and it was a new thing for me. I could feel the impenetrable set of imageries he was placing on me--i.e. my "ethnicity" which is not what he is accustomed to out of NYC or around the world as I have NEVER been a part of that diaspora, nor did I grow up around it although my parents came from there they soundly rejected in, in daily life and in almost every other way. They were bound to it. Farrakhan cannot fathom my background but I have some idea of his (out of NYC). It's hard to deal with. He at least can listen although this is a first without his condemnation outwardly spoken but it was there nevertheless. What to do? I can't stop this endless interrogation but I keep trying to make it positive and keep any peace possible.

He did express dislike when I put the question to him, whether he disagreed or agreed and made the expected nasty commentary to me; but otherwise remained silent except for a barrage of questions about my political leanings and disposition--going on for hours. 

It was nice not to be constantly yelling and flying into a rage as these sessions almost always become (due to them, not me).

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The healing process goes in it's sluggish labyrinth backward mostly and a few steps forward after much much much struggle.

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Thinking of all the years back in 2015-2019 when I wrote constantly how many people in H-wood were welcoming in Nazi culture by participating in this contract out on me. I wonder what they think now that their children got their modeling debuts from prominent Nazis in Europ-a-land as a result but America is in the throes of what people are calling Hitlerian speech when Trump calls his rivals Nazi genocidal terms; wants to build encampments for refugees and wants to dismantle any checks and balances for his assumption to power, have the militarized units arrest or citizens run over with their cars any protestors in their "way".

Were your children's modeling careers really worth this devastation to America in the end? You are still living in Beverly Hills worrying about your mansion in the direct line of more fires of climate change destroying your elite mansion community when you could have helped put environmentally protective people in power instead of attacking ME to get your children into modeling in Europigapeland for your fascist ascension to power.

Thinking of course of Jada & Will, the most smug, nasty but they at least let it be seen in the Oscars slap season, yet no one will admit to how they participated in attacking me and thusly putting this near end to the US Government in power.

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Yet, my endless protestations have gone to mute ears. I am now telling some of it to Farrakhan who for months has been nearly violent and acrimonious towards me until this morning when he grilled me, expressed disgust for me and what I am saying upon me questioning him if me, who he hates, I said, had told him enough information. He kept asking me, I kept talking. 

I keep trying to express the boomerang effect of minorities working for the purposes of death squad white supremacy gang stalking terrorists if they assume that this will help elevate the formerly "oppreseed" into the entitled group. I asked him or I rather told him that the elevation to a higher rank would probably inevitably lead to a total collapse of all formerly offered incentives to a worse situation of victimization than before having helped put the fascist Nazi 4th Reich into power --that once they assume total power, they will boot your group out. It may happen after your death, but your children or their children will be in a worse plight than you were when you got the CHANCE to vocalize your dissent many decades ago and have risen in power since to become part of the same group which crushed your identity in the first place.

I keep telling these celebrities assaulting me that it is they who are under more mind control suffocation than me. Yet because they comply to the rules and regulations, they really don't believe they are suffering for their complicity.


I keep trying to urge them to understand that they are dealing with a dispose of your victims group, which I can't emphasize enough because I am so busy fighting against all they accuse me of--I keep saying that they kill off people who comply even if they follow instructions like good little tykes. Once they get the power-over the target will eventually be eliminated (murdered) and/or the next generation will just be kicked out of power.

This has happened frequently throughout history but it rarely makes the history books but if you search enough you can find the patterns.

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Stinking filth sprayed into areas I just cleaned. Hackers just froze the desktop for the 8th time in less than 2 hours. Every time I begin to write about their crimes they block all functionality in the midst of writing a potent senntence.//cleaning stinking dirty debris scattered all over my patio, with clumps of hair, little pieces of decorations I pasted onto objects, clumps of dirt after nothing happens but me being inside after having cleaned earlier. Then cleaning stinking filthy clothing which I have never worn, but was new when I got it--stinking sprayed while I as out of this room or while I was in it and sleeping and incognizant of their mechanical arm sabotage of my every item in my vicinity they can spray, make stinking, broken and ugly while mutilating ;my body without end so it's coated and covered with sliced blemished destroyed corrugated skin broken bones most hair gone etc etc tears streaming out of my eyes perpetually day and night for 20 years which newsom recalled in his administration of nazi rancid injustice towards me and he is still there profiting and exploiting abusing having me tortured he gets his next interview for presidency out of it his wife gets another "feminist" blonde nazi heroic christian vanity project to augment the nazi rise to power of the demo-rat party candidate making jokes as his campaign platform plus a repeat of slogans.//Another area I had cleaned earlier bestrewn with sticky mess that adheres to my skin along with hair pieces which were scattered in the oily and greasy sticky stuff but sprayed finely into the area, which is black underneath the ground which I had decorated after they slashed and made the floor dirty they then sprayed literally with black paint substance stuff which of course nothing gets out, it won't even begin to rub off. This is all over the completely mauled floor. Oh, while I must fight to get any words out as hacking to the keyboard makes typing without typos impossible, literally---they underline with spell check more "sophisticated" vocabulary I use so any higher elevation of my verbal skills is daunted or stopped as much as possible. //My body STILL bloated with a hard, literal bulge of poisons on my left side but extending all over my back to form a shelf structure that NEVER comes out just fighting it daily for 20 years and fighting to stop the bloating poisoning for over 30 years and fighting to get health care for over 40 years and fighting to not be attacked, whether conscious of the attack or not but getting away from pigs who exploited me using drugging and mind control obfuscation of wary consternation of threats to my environment--all is blanked out so stinking and dirty creeps can inflict and pour their hate and racist animosity at me including women of course whoa re also rapist nazis even when they are jewish, black or whatever skin color, shape or nationality.//THe filthy sick dirty celebrities NONE OF WHOM I ever, ever ever wanted any proximity to just in drugged malleable state I watch the crap they hack onto my youtube while I sit in utter sickness detoxing from the poison they and everybody else had dumped poured pounded injected and otherwise inflicted upon me without my awareness as they smiled and handed me plates of poison and drinks of rape. //

  The marginally apt celebrities who are relished like some condiment the society of hate can't stop gorging on as if a main course subs...