Monday, November 13, 2023

...More heart palpitations from remote tech assault. At a continuous basis. Very faint attack but nevertheless lethal as it's 24/7.//Hours of information-extraction today by a much more subdued Farrakhan. Trying not to trip on all the eggshells with the answers "forced" out of me in teleportation "waking" "prime body" interrogation. Going on for hours answering all his questions. The topics fascinate me anyway, I have not talked with anybody about my concepts and it was a new thing for me. I could feel the impenetrable set of imageries he was placing on me--i.e. my "ethnicity" which is not what he is accustomed to out of NYC or around the world as I have NEVER been a part of that diaspora, nor did I grow up around it although my parents came from there they soundly rejected in, in daily life and in almost every other way. They were bound to it. Farrakhan cannot fathom my background but I have some idea of his (out of NYC). It's hard to deal with. He at least can listen although this is a first without his condemnation outwardly spoken but it was there nevertheless. What to do? I can't stop this endless interrogation but I keep trying to make it positive and keep any peace possible.

He did express dislike when I put the question to him, whether he disagreed or agreed and made the expected nasty commentary to me; but otherwise remained silent except for a barrage of questions about my political leanings and disposition--going on for hours. 

It was nice not to be constantly yelling and flying into a rage as these sessions almost always become (due to them, not me).

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The healing process goes in it's sluggish labyrinth backward mostly and a few steps forward after much much much struggle.

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Thinking of all the years back in 2015-2019 when I wrote constantly how many people in H-wood were welcoming in Nazi culture by participating in this contract out on me. I wonder what they think now that their children got their modeling debuts from prominent Nazis in Europ-a-land as a result but America is in the throes of what people are calling Hitlerian speech when Trump calls his rivals Nazi genocidal terms; wants to build encampments for refugees and wants to dismantle any checks and balances for his assumption to power, have the militarized units arrest or citizens run over with their cars any protestors in their "way".

Were your children's modeling careers really worth this devastation to America in the end? You are still living in Beverly Hills worrying about your mansion in the direct line of more fires of climate change destroying your elite mansion community when you could have helped put environmentally protective people in power instead of attacking ME to get your children into modeling in Europigapeland for your fascist ascension to power.

Thinking of course of Jada & Will, the most smug, nasty but they at least let it be seen in the Oscars slap season, yet no one will admit to how they participated in attacking me and thusly putting this near end to the US Government in power.

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Yet, my endless protestations have gone to mute ears. I am now telling some of it to Farrakhan who for months has been nearly violent and acrimonious towards me until this morning when he grilled me, expressed disgust for me and what I am saying upon me questioning him if me, who he hates, I said, had told him enough information. He kept asking me, I kept talking. 

I keep trying to express the boomerang effect of minorities working for the purposes of death squad white supremacy gang stalking terrorists if they assume that this will help elevate the formerly "oppreseed" into the entitled group. I asked him or I rather told him that the elevation to a higher rank would probably inevitably lead to a total collapse of all formerly offered incentives to a worse situation of victimization than before having helped put the fascist Nazi 4th Reich into power --that once they assume total power, they will boot your group out. It may happen after your death, but your children or their children will be in a worse plight than you were when you got the CHANCE to vocalize your dissent many decades ago and have risen in power since to become part of the same group which crushed your identity in the first place.

I keep telling these celebrities assaulting me that it is they who are under more mind control suffocation than me. Yet because they comply to the rules and regulations, they really don't believe they are suffering for their complicity.


I keep trying to urge them to understand that they are dealing with a dispose of your victims group, which I can't emphasize enough because I am so busy fighting against all they accuse me of--I keep saying that they kill off people who comply even if they follow instructions like good little tykes. Once they get the power-over the target will eventually be eliminated (murdered) and/or the next generation will just be kicked out of power.

This has happened frequently throughout history but it rarely makes the history books but if you search enough you can find the patterns.

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Terrorist mutilation report: yet another female skank nazi bigot white trash filth has ordered more mutilation on me---or was it the german rat filth creep? or both as they are always together but people say that the german is a "punk" alternative--but why would blank and rotten mindless noem hang with a real antifa of any country infinitely all day every day for months if he weren't a stupid redneck nazi like her? She ordered, or he ordered, or someone ordered another hard blob inserted into my face under the skin--like the one near my eye on the other side--they have inserted bulbs under my skin which are huge and look like cysts--I would pay to remove them even with no money coming in because they cut my disability--and they made me disabled this very german scum rat whore ape---but they would infect any scar they would douse the procedure-slashed area with permanently staining chemicals so the scar would remain forever. They are also forcing tears to stream down my face once more, which from years of this ongoing with the depp shit family they did this to me for years--the depp shit filth grease-stain family the shit daughter of that filthy dirty ape rat pig is once more in this realm of torture and it could have been her but they are forcing tears to stream down, every day at least for a while after years and years and years of it with literal scars on my skin under my eyes from this attack they never stop, but especially when this dirty filth nazi shit rat creep is co-joined with every euronazi white trash pig alcoholic rapist--like her grease-stain father she needs the same mentality and incubates the essence of debauchery-proclivity like the rape daddy she adores and I wonder what else she is magnetically sealed towards with these sleazy and dirty drug and alcoholic scumbag rat creeps---but the last 2 days they inserted this---my skin never just popped out bumps on my face or body---this is not due to anything other than superficial attacks which are continuous on my body from years of mutilation---I am not a fucking criminal, not a goddamn illegal immigrant but there is krappy scumbag filth noem this greasy empty stupid blank lying sick filth endlessly getting off on manipulating torture rape violence and screwing me over and mutilating having financial charges brought against me and then demanding that I stop thinking literally and "punishing" me for thinking in any sense other than to obey her rotten putrid skank filth self stupid and ugly and dirty as she is--blank as a personality her large plastic surgery sucking parasitic lips puckered up watching as the german rat filth abuses and tortures me, gathers non-stop blacks to abuse and make the most sinister and ugly of racist slurs at me while she watches on approvingly--oddly, it takes a lot to convince any Jews around her that it's not only "me" ha ha and that "It's only happening to you" is actually a falsity. It takes a lot because people within this situation are likewise being programmed and mind controlled, drugged into a mental stupor and only fixated on what they can be handed for free to dump their stress hate and stupid ugliness out on me. Regardless of whether they are Harvard-trained or eloquent at times, the stupid banality of evil emerges every time and as time progresses they all become akin to ignoramus pig ape rat violent sick psychopathic murdering genocidal rapist mass murdering thieving rapist dirty and foul stupidity epitomized in the lowest nadir of human psyche realms.