Monday, November 13, 2023

...More heart palpitations from remote tech assault. At a continuous basis. Very faint attack but nevertheless lethal as it's 24/7.//Hours of information-extraction today by a much more subdued Farrakhan. Trying not to trip on all the eggshells with the answers "forced" out of me in teleportation "waking" "prime body" interrogation. Going on for hours answering all his questions. The topics fascinate me anyway, I have not talked with anybody about my concepts and it was a new thing for me. I could feel the impenetrable set of imageries he was placing on me--i.e. my "ethnicity" which is not what he is accustomed to out of NYC or around the world as I have NEVER been a part of that diaspora, nor did I grow up around it although my parents came from there they soundly rejected in, in daily life and in almost every other way. They were bound to it. Farrakhan cannot fathom my background but I have some idea of his (out of NYC). It's hard to deal with. He at least can listen although this is a first without his condemnation outwardly spoken but it was there nevertheless. What to do? I can't stop this endless interrogation but I keep trying to make it positive and keep any peace possible.

He did express dislike when I put the question to him, whether he disagreed or agreed and made the expected nasty commentary to me; but otherwise remained silent except for a barrage of questions about my political leanings and disposition--going on for hours. 

It was nice not to be constantly yelling and flying into a rage as these sessions almost always become (due to them, not me).

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The healing process goes in it's sluggish labyrinth backward mostly and a few steps forward after much much much struggle.

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Thinking of all the years back in 2015-2019 when I wrote constantly how many people in H-wood were welcoming in Nazi culture by participating in this contract out on me. I wonder what they think now that their children got their modeling debuts from prominent Nazis in Europ-a-land as a result but America is in the throes of what people are calling Hitlerian speech when Trump calls his rivals Nazi genocidal terms; wants to build encampments for refugees and wants to dismantle any checks and balances for his assumption to power, have the militarized units arrest or citizens run over with their cars any protestors in their "way".

Were your children's modeling careers really worth this devastation to America in the end? You are still living in Beverly Hills worrying about your mansion in the direct line of more fires of climate change destroying your elite mansion community when you could have helped put environmentally protective people in power instead of attacking ME to get your children into modeling in Europigapeland for your fascist ascension to power.

Thinking of course of Jada & Will, the most smug, nasty but they at least let it be seen in the Oscars slap season, yet no one will admit to how they participated in attacking me and thusly putting this near end to the US Government in power.

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Yet, my endless protestations have gone to mute ears. I am now telling some of it to Farrakhan who for months has been nearly violent and acrimonious towards me until this morning when he grilled me, expressed disgust for me and what I am saying upon me questioning him if me, who he hates, I said, had told him enough information. He kept asking me, I kept talking. 

I keep trying to express the boomerang effect of minorities working for the purposes of death squad white supremacy gang stalking terrorists if they assume that this will help elevate the formerly "oppreseed" into the entitled group. I asked him or I rather told him that the elevation to a higher rank would probably inevitably lead to a total collapse of all formerly offered incentives to a worse situation of victimization than before having helped put the fascist Nazi 4th Reich into power --that once they assume total power, they will boot your group out. It may happen after your death, but your children or their children will be in a worse plight than you were when you got the CHANCE to vocalize your dissent many decades ago and have risen in power since to become part of the same group which crushed your identity in the first place.

I keep telling these celebrities assaulting me that it is they who are under more mind control suffocation than me. Yet because they comply to the rules and regulations, they really don't believe they are suffering for their complicity.


I keep trying to urge them to understand that they are dealing with a dispose of your victims group, which I can't emphasize enough because I am so busy fighting against all they accuse me of--I keep saying that they kill off people who comply even if they follow instructions like good little tykes. Once they get the power-over the target will eventually be eliminated (murdered) and/or the next generation will just be kicked out of power.

This has happened frequently throughout history but it rarely makes the history books but if you search enough you can find the patterns.

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Last few thoughts--a separate post but interconnected to a previous post today---hours of abuse per day I have a lot to expunge from my mind and heart and soul, what is left. Expanding and contracting simultaneously. Imploding from nausiated disgust and the sense of stinking death rot from these filth slime crap things out of whorewood and the corresponding politicians. Expansion realizing how much I have undervalued myself in the past due to being poisoned, stuck and sick always from their thwarting and silencing of my talent, health beauty and expansion of my life so these filth foul parasites can feel expanded. They grow in energy from parasitic life-sucking for sure. The black rancid parsite of Pvalley--the ugly hate of this trio and undoubtedly the white nazi trash male actor who played alongside the ugly yapping sinister black trash creep yelling "ugly loser' at me perpetually with the smirking sneering rat depp filth trash---and the german total crap scumbag family who has been invited to "traumatize" me by every means of "blaming" me for a lifetime of this sinister sick scum ape who tortured and then fractured my spine, obviously a murder attetmpt for his failure and his problems. The ape men who rape and drug me using this system all have serious problems with their lives, emotions and in relationships. They then implode because this tech enables the "instant gratification" scumbags to indulge in their every sense of power by pushing someone else down; instructed in Nazi ideology that they are then the "master race" imbued with instant superiority for having someone drugged, their brain put in a type of vice and the planet can be turned into a slave and master plantation. They indulge in every drunken and orgy whim until they are so unbalanced about their actual real capabilities that somehow something rebounds the impracticality of their overwhelming self-absorption is unrealistic in real-life terms. //This sick filth creep obviously had problems before I was forced into his sphere because my nazi sick family forced him on me so they could endlessly profit off destroying my life. I had won contests I was at the top in many things I endeavored in, this outraged the nazis and they instsructed my completely supplicating family to destroy me "from within" under pretext of "sibling" in-fighting so it was murderous violence poisoning and drugging and the "sibling" mass of black hate got deals, and were invited to parties, etc felt like they were welcomed. They stared with loving submission to the nazis towering in disdainful demanding glares to attack me, which they did and were allowed to compete and win and obtained private lessons for their children, etc and whateve other perks. They still werre declining like arnold shit-stench n9gger and like all the rest, and like this german sick crap family who I last saw in 1993 and really thought I would never see them again, never once wanted to contact them or anything like that. But this black nazi shit who came from P-Valley began by hate and abuse instsantly with no "provocation" from me--only that I had called dirty oprah an aunt jemima under minnd control traum and torture after 2 years--only 2 years compared with 16 or 17 from the depps ongoing without end--none of these ape pigs can achieve much more than what they truly are worthy of and the former free deals for just dumping their sick problems out on me did not elevate them enough to sustain anything but a downward slide into more mediocrity and their own problems, which are many for all of them individually and collectively all they do is swarm to abuse me to dump all their hate and problems out on me, projecting literally everything possible upon me as the blame target. The black shit came, freshly instructed "call her stupid call her bitch call her ugly laugh and giggle with the u gly sick rat depp because you will get your movie and tv show next round with the ellison merger and shitnigger arnold. but tortuer and abuse her to get ideas for your next shit black nazi victim Critical Race theory bullshit tv show. //the ape sick pig fucks kept abusing me until I finally began to yell names at them which I have written earlier---becuase their tv f-ing show is all about women being victimized by white nazi trash men like this german ape fuck they surrounded with love and adoration only because he is a nazi white male and so is the white male in teh cast who is ordering them to abuse me so he can profit off this but remain, as the white nazi trash always does in modern "woke" society, behind the scenes but orchstrating all the racist violence and chaos and then once all fails, as the europigapes have been constructing in america through their dumb mind programmed idiots like trump, shjitnigger his nazi progarmmer instructing him how he can gain but destroy america so f-ing what, all he needs it so be approved of by the euronazis they bring in peter thiele to destroy america with nazi muck out of south africa. Nazis of america onlky want me destroyed and blacks to do the nasty work of genocide for t hem, which is the programmibng I was faced with directly with this prick valley putrescence valley yesaterday leadcing into today. Hate that was murderous, ugly negativity without end. The smirking delight of the ugly plastic surgery skank prostituted filth crap who played a victim of an interracial white/black marriage of domestic violence, e,xactly what I was forced into by my family-a similar plot to this shit actor playing a role she has no comprehension of and would have submitted to the abuse and hujmilation of the white male if she had been forced into this role forced onto me, in real life not fantasy college-level critical race theory writing as this p-valley writer is: pure academic critical race theory expressed in all it's bookworm parameters in scripts that are very much readily available in various stories by other authors or in social studies ecucation. I am not a student of critical race theory per se but I have studied domestic violence and nothing she wrote of had any deviation from what you read in a graduate class on similar topics. //The intersecionality is also available in feminist classes which I also have studied so what she wrote was very common knowlege at higher educational studies, if they are allowed any longer. I had to finally begin to rant and scream about how stupid they are in allowing this system to flourish for their dirty tv show careers. they are literally helping to UTTERLY DESTROY America through this nazi german team with sick shitnigger arnold and his filthy kennedy nazi fuck family systejm urging him to steal and rob on their behalf. the tv shows that filthy dirty stupid arnold, so not an artist, creative content anything just a sleazy filthy rapist white nazi rapist racist nazi bigot with the kenney crime sleaze filth family---his former wife has a very ugly expression opn her power encrusted face is very much a hateful influencer in destroying america and is like so many nazis awash in destroying minority opportunity as part of a general platform. The black nazi shit from this shit tv show came to support them and literal extreme hate aimed at me. The writer glared in absolute murderous hate and rage at me after the 4th hour of me explaining how they are wrong to support this and why--which is the way this group has obtined ideas for all these 17 years of abusing torturing raping beating abusing raping insulting to get me to scream ideas about justice so they make movie shit out of it--funded by multi-milions of English royalty and german nazi and everything for that merger with the naziified ellisons and etc and so, ugly sick dirty nazi arnold obtained another idea out of me so he can produce and profit off it. Not a single penny for me, not even a thank you NEVER a redcuction of abuse and murder for me--slow torture to death continuously shitting out murder poisons every day or being constipated with it, sick and drugged every day to the max so every morning I am in a near delirious state of drugged inability to think and act decisively while htey scream and insult and threaten me into my brain, hours of it beginning the second I wake up--on and on and on. This filthy dirty hate creep is going to turn it into black victims of racism with them starring in it. The filthy depp rancid piece of stinking sick ugly shit will play a white suporter of compassion for black victims of racism, which is what the real originators of racist divide and conquer p lay in both real life and in movies, the roles are interchangable but always they are at the helm of the surrpetitious machincaitons for racist override. Dirty sutpid sick arnold fixates on hacking animal devouring type videos because his view is that--and I insert here--he is not a creative talent, he is a sick rancid

  The hackers as usual froze the entire laptop in the midst of writing the above-- Arnold sick filth-igger is not a creative talent, his tal...