Monday, November 13, 2023

...More heart palpitations from remote tech assault. At a continuous basis. Very faint attack but nevertheless lethal as it's 24/7.//Hours of information-extraction today by a much more subdued Farrakhan. Trying not to trip on all the eggshells with the answers "forced" out of me in teleportation "waking" "prime body" interrogation. Going on for hours answering all his questions. The topics fascinate me anyway, I have not talked with anybody about my concepts and it was a new thing for me. I could feel the impenetrable set of imageries he was placing on me--i.e. my "ethnicity" which is not what he is accustomed to out of NYC or around the world as I have NEVER been a part of that diaspora, nor did I grow up around it although my parents came from there they soundly rejected in, in daily life and in almost every other way. They were bound to it. Farrakhan cannot fathom my background but I have some idea of his (out of NYC). It's hard to deal with. He at least can listen although this is a first without his condemnation outwardly spoken but it was there nevertheless. What to do? I can't stop this endless interrogation but I keep trying to make it positive and keep any peace possible.

He did express dislike when I put the question to him, whether he disagreed or agreed and made the expected nasty commentary to me; but otherwise remained silent except for a barrage of questions about my political leanings and disposition--going on for hours. 

It was nice not to be constantly yelling and flying into a rage as these sessions almost always become (due to them, not me).

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The healing process goes in it's sluggish labyrinth backward mostly and a few steps forward after much much much struggle.

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Thinking of all the years back in 2015-2019 when I wrote constantly how many people in H-wood were welcoming in Nazi culture by participating in this contract out on me. I wonder what they think now that their children got their modeling debuts from prominent Nazis in Europ-a-land as a result but America is in the throes of what people are calling Hitlerian speech when Trump calls his rivals Nazi genocidal terms; wants to build encampments for refugees and wants to dismantle any checks and balances for his assumption to power, have the militarized units arrest or citizens run over with their cars any protestors in their "way".

Were your children's modeling careers really worth this devastation to America in the end? You are still living in Beverly Hills worrying about your mansion in the direct line of more fires of climate change destroying your elite mansion community when you could have helped put environmentally protective people in power instead of attacking ME to get your children into modeling in Europigapeland for your fascist ascension to power.

Thinking of course of Jada & Will, the most smug, nasty but they at least let it be seen in the Oscars slap season, yet no one will admit to how they participated in attacking me and thusly putting this near end to the US Government in power.

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Yet, my endless protestations have gone to mute ears. I am now telling some of it to Farrakhan who for months has been nearly violent and acrimonious towards me until this morning when he grilled me, expressed disgust for me and what I am saying upon me questioning him if me, who he hates, I said, had told him enough information. He kept asking me, I kept talking. 

I keep trying to express the boomerang effect of minorities working for the purposes of death squad white supremacy gang stalking terrorists if they assume that this will help elevate the formerly "oppreseed" into the entitled group. I asked him or I rather told him that the elevation to a higher rank would probably inevitably lead to a total collapse of all formerly offered incentives to a worse situation of victimization than before having helped put the fascist Nazi 4th Reich into power --that once they assume total power, they will boot your group out. It may happen after your death, but your children or their children will be in a worse plight than you were when you got the CHANCE to vocalize your dissent many decades ago and have risen in power since to become part of the same group which crushed your identity in the first place.

I keep telling these celebrities assaulting me that it is they who are under more mind control suffocation than me. Yet because they comply to the rules and regulations, they really don't believe they are suffering for their complicity.


I keep trying to urge them to understand that they are dealing with a dispose of your victims group, which I can't emphasize enough because I am so busy fighting against all they accuse me of--I keep saying that they kill off people who comply even if they follow instructions like good little tykes. Once they get the power-over the target will eventually be eliminated (murdered) and/or the next generation will just be kicked out of power.

This has happened frequently throughout history but it rarely makes the history books but if you search enough you can find the patterns.

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Extreme drugging of my body while in deep, comatose MK ULTRA brain microchip induced non-senstaion, non-reactive state. Drugged so severely that I wake up feeling sick and drugged and in this state, a non-stop, daily onslaught of government abusers of the constitution, law and all ethical and moral codes rush in their sloth-like vulture-vicious gnawing into my psyche, body, spirit and brain all they can steal, suck and destroy in me they all cumulatively work to suck out and destroy. As I have been writing of for years and years to no avail only more politicians rushing in each admin to have me raped, tortured poisoned abused and endless information-gathering for them to steal to feign being "democracy" pundits working for "the ameriacn people" all euro-nazis sitting in the ensemble making sure that america has no blacks, jews and gays who will not instantly get down and blow them off for all they can derive from exploitation done with a loving smile of servitude and then in return, they get to "represent". The blonde nazi women rush to have minorities put into worse slave positions with no chance unless they fully worship and provide sex slave gyration open-leg and huge sloppy smiles to all white boys who rush to attack me as they are awarded for their so-called music and political tirades about defending minority rights. Sitting in rows of chairs, the hate leeches who have stolen my ideas after having me so badly poisoned that 13 years of literal dying paralysis and a huge,misshappen body is their delight to mock and make fun of--in thechairs after rushing to abuse spit on me have me raped by yet another white nazi hate boy who wants to be involved in overtaking america--the politicians rushing to get their quid-pro-quo deals of mansions in france, germany and england in exchange for their"expertise" in hate-themed moral deconstruction of society movies and endless nazi-themed movies disguised as entertainment spectacles of murder, blood gore and blonde nazi worship disguised as hero movies. Politicians rush to abuse me and the more creative in their hate attacks upon me the more leverage in the upcoming elections and positions of powerless "power' they will receive. Most or all of the current line-up have fully welcomed the trump fascist nazi maga profit endless theft of the economy, covertly stealing and insider-trading deals galore for their participation in coercing all of congress to comply and never question their criminal consolidation of power with fascist 4th reich trump and euro-nazi zone world which control them all. Not a single person "dares" to question this contract out on me and the impending disaster it entails, rather they rely on the defunct politicians to say the most stupid and nasty sleazy ugly dirty things to me in their stead so they all can jump into the next level of grift and graft of the economy in the guise of "not able to do anything" which has resulted in this upcoming year before the mid-terms of the people who watched me get poisoned, raped and tortured my ideas furnishing rows of celebrities and trump and many others with phrases, words which I write which are stolen so instantly and then regurgitated and hacked back onto my internet service so I see as part of the "rubbing" insult to injury that this group has endlessly derived great mirth in forcing their minions to do, which they all happily indulge in the extra jab at the end of assisting in slowly murdering me through stress and mutilation and poisoning they want to add as much sadistic insult to injury as possible. The upcoming election means that those who put trump into power albeit appearing as the "Cemodracy-loving" Democrats are now viciously and violently threatening my life having me rapedand abused and nazis are all welcome to abuse me; in particular those who have for 30 years, 50 years, 13 ydars, all spent their entire lives for their career s to be put into orbit by having me hit by cars, poisoned nearly to death paralyzed my spine fractured as they laugh and go off to partying on their sucess; and rushing to abuse me as often as possible for the next upcoming role and tour they rush to abuse rape beat and laugh and make jokes smug and smirking as politicians threaten my life tell me to obey these worthless dirty vile parasites and the rest is pure silence and complicity. I cannot "Just ignore" them due to the drugs they have inserted into my body, probably through my vagina inserted by tube into my bladder or my food--I am always forced to get up to use the toilet in the black middle of the night (this is not due to water retention this is nothing that happened before I began to block my front door and prevent the endless human break-in into my rom while sleeping because people went in, had my body put out of alignment poisoned and drugged my food stole my body destroyed clothing shoes and then raped me and stuck semen and fungus into my hair and vagina smeared mutilating poisons on my skin until it appears like scaled reptile in texture injected silicone bulbs under my skin, etc. I finally managed to block out human break-ins so after this happened I must urinate every single night a huge amount and instantly afterward (as in, once I return to bed and fall asleep in sickness which is so continuous because of daily drugging) I am then teleported (never happening before this nightly urination) and then I am abused, put into homeless situations abused by sick dirty filth creeps partners of this group of your revered celebrities and politicians and podcasters and etc. I am surrounded by the expletives who I can barely "see" there are always at least 8 of the directors actors politicains and then inn the rows behind them are many unseen as my vision is really controlled in this state I can only see a few people but they make comments from the back rows. The abuse is so endless and I respond instantly to every question and insult and abuse. It is impossible to control as I try to meditate,breathe deeply and etc. I finally begin to rush at them hitting them as they ask me using voice to skull inaudible technology about how and why the expletives have abused and are bothersome after my endless fight for my life to heal and get poison out while they are abusing and torturing me literally every single moment, day and night, for over 15 years non-stop icnreasing in non-stop violence rape and torture every day rapists and filth who have been propelled into international stardom who have had my body made putrid stinking bloated sothey can get plastic surgery by the nazi euro-hate nazi scum who sit completely surrounded by near worship by the americans so absorbed in having nazi culture glorified into american politics and society. they ask me endlessly how and why they are disgusting, and through the endless truth serum drugging hours of abuse and questioning the nazi "punk" german is obtaining every new idea and the celebrities and politician as well. they then sneer in hate and contempt as I spend hours fighting to clear my energy from their toxic death hate life-sucking energy abuse drain which I cannot block, fight or get anyone to stop ever the entire government has fully promoted every sick and dirty creep who has participated and they are glorified. All euronazis welecomed the celebrities who you see in the movies are absolute nazis part of the international nazi leagues--and you can believe me when I say that every single german is a nazi at this point, the former "alternative" are fully frauds and even more nazi then the mainstream germans you may meet if you happen to find one who is authentic human and personable who is white, which is rare but possible still. ///and so, it goes on. death, old age and torture to death.

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