Monday, November 13, 2023

...More heart palpitations from remote tech assault. At a continuous basis. Very faint attack but nevertheless lethal as it's 24/7.//Hours of information-extraction today by a much more subdued Farrakhan. Trying not to trip on all the eggshells with the answers "forced" out of me in teleportation "waking" "prime body" interrogation. Going on for hours answering all his questions. The topics fascinate me anyway, I have not talked with anybody about my concepts and it was a new thing for me. I could feel the impenetrable set of imageries he was placing on me--i.e. my "ethnicity" which is not what he is accustomed to out of NYC or around the world as I have NEVER been a part of that diaspora, nor did I grow up around it although my parents came from there they soundly rejected in, in daily life and in almost every other way. They were bound to it. Farrakhan cannot fathom my background but I have some idea of his (out of NYC). It's hard to deal with. He at least can listen although this is a first without his condemnation outwardly spoken but it was there nevertheless. What to do? I can't stop this endless interrogation but I keep trying to make it positive and keep any peace possible.

He did express dislike when I put the question to him, whether he disagreed or agreed and made the expected nasty commentary to me; but otherwise remained silent except for a barrage of questions about my political leanings and disposition--going on for hours. 

It was nice not to be constantly yelling and flying into a rage as these sessions almost always become (due to them, not me).

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The healing process goes in it's sluggish labyrinth backward mostly and a few steps forward after much much much struggle.

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Thinking of all the years back in 2015-2019 when I wrote constantly how many people in H-wood were welcoming in Nazi culture by participating in this contract out on me. I wonder what they think now that their children got their modeling debuts from prominent Nazis in Europ-a-land as a result but America is in the throes of what people are calling Hitlerian speech when Trump calls his rivals Nazi genocidal terms; wants to build encampments for refugees and wants to dismantle any checks and balances for his assumption to power, have the militarized units arrest or citizens run over with their cars any protestors in their "way".

Were your children's modeling careers really worth this devastation to America in the end? You are still living in Beverly Hills worrying about your mansion in the direct line of more fires of climate change destroying your elite mansion community when you could have helped put environmentally protective people in power instead of attacking ME to get your children into modeling in Europigapeland for your fascist ascension to power.

Thinking of course of Jada & Will, the most smug, nasty but they at least let it be seen in the Oscars slap season, yet no one will admit to how they participated in attacking me and thusly putting this near end to the US Government in power.

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Yet, my endless protestations have gone to mute ears. I am now telling some of it to Farrakhan who for months has been nearly violent and acrimonious towards me until this morning when he grilled me, expressed disgust for me and what I am saying upon me questioning him if me, who he hates, I said, had told him enough information. He kept asking me, I kept talking. 

I keep trying to express the boomerang effect of minorities working for the purposes of death squad white supremacy gang stalking terrorists if they assume that this will help elevate the formerly "oppreseed" into the entitled group. I asked him or I rather told him that the elevation to a higher rank would probably inevitably lead to a total collapse of all formerly offered incentives to a worse situation of victimization than before having helped put the fascist Nazi 4th Reich into power --that once they assume total power, they will boot your group out. It may happen after your death, but your children or their children will be in a worse plight than you were when you got the CHANCE to vocalize your dissent many decades ago and have risen in power since to become part of the same group which crushed your identity in the first place.

I keep telling these celebrities assaulting me that it is they who are under more mind control suffocation than me. Yet because they comply to the rules and regulations, they really don't believe they are suffering for their complicity.


I keep trying to urge them to understand that they are dealing with a dispose of your victims group, which I can't emphasize enough because I am so busy fighting against all they accuse me of--I keep saying that they kill off people who comply even if they follow instructions like good little tykes. Once they get the power-over the target will eventually be eliminated (murdered) and/or the next generation will just be kicked out of power.

This has happened frequently throughout history but it rarely makes the history books but if you search enough you can find the patterns.

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Face mutilation via tears literally forced out of my eyes due to microchip throat implant and brain/nervous system implanted along my spine---hours per day, every day for over 15 years days with tears streaming. A microchip implant in my throat the weapon inserted for a "procedure" I was drugged and under mind control into accepting, of course never being informed of the real reason (torture equipment in my throat, affecting eyes, throat and nose). The hateful creeple ordering this are models and famous for their facial close-ups and are making goddamn sure my fade is wrecked every day marring my face through this torture apparatus. Daily nightly in addition to abuse and torture. All because i fight for my own self-independence rather than enslavement. They would be doing this to me regardles of whether I "accept" their torture enslavement or not. The point is that they want me broken and destroyed it would be done no matter what I said or did they would find any reason. The hateful rat spawn dropping of depp, the violent nasty sleaziness of old boy scum gavin, the shit ugly nasty sickness of violent rapist dirty shitnigger the atrocity hero you all have worshipped his rancid huge body building nazi appearance and fake smiling personality (smiling because americans are so "stupid" as to agree to put this scum f** in power as governor and then keep him as some figure to admire while he's a sick psychopath nazi bigot without any kind of decent personality but oh, he is violent and is pushing for a collective of "entitlement' without having to actually compete for the titles just follow orders sent to him via central naziland euro-hatezone. He's so disgusting but he did not originate the tears without end it was stallone's partner who poisoned and raped the poison into my body for years until i realized he was murdering me as i fought back. Years later most of my hair has been removed under orders of shitnigger after his german nazi rapist blonde bigot began raping and torturing me with abuse and dehumanization (on top of rape, which shitnigger has done to include himself in the entitlement zone of sexual assault revered in californication by old boy scum gavin as his mentor) and gavin is trying to have me arrested by social security after having my money blocked under orders by trump but tears--with gavin old scum boy it's endless mucus out of my nose--also forced by rotten ugly shitalina the filthy stupid paraistic trash skank who has had me poisoned fractured beaten raped and has gone to oscars as well as filthy ugly nasty pig ape pitt her husband fellow blank and ugly sick psychopath--both obtaining ideas out of my screaming ranting and formerly much more subdued writing creative concepts just stolen by them as they have me marred and mutilated on a daily basis then have the next rat trash shit in line, the ugly sick dirty ignoramus spawn rat dropping of depp to gether ideas out of tortureing and thusly they just have tears coming out of my eyes all day,, sporadically just before bed they force this so I can only close my eyes to stop the tears from further damaging the healing ointments i put on my face every day just layers to try to stop from the skin damage permanent to my eyes and skin. Still this torture and murder is highly touted and protected by the filthy sick shit of the american government the rat skin demo-rats who rush to dump racism and hate on me giggling about this torture and mutilation saying the nazi shit trash filth parasitic women are so "beautiful" as the torture to mar my face every day continues the mutilation of my hands is non-stop my skin my body my face from hours per day of shit filth scum yelling death threats and insults into my brain through this tech that the stupid animals should never have been handed but the government just joins with them yelling death threats at me for defending myself. Again, I repeat, they did this shit to me before i ever began to fight back; becaus I had no idea I was so drugged it was impossible for me to comprehend. I wonder how much more violent sickness must be imposed on america in general before anybody stops worshipping sick stupid psychoapthic shit as they are and stop their endless imposition of their ugliness on other people and actually to care about society to care about the integrity of not just entertainment but it's connection to politics if there will EVER be any actual humanity in that arena of sleazy sick power-mongering filth parasitism?

  To attempt to express to you expletive ignorant readers out there that there is something extremely sick about what they are doing, and ye...