Monday, November 13, 2023

...More heart palpitations from remote tech assault. At a continuous basis. Very faint attack but nevertheless lethal as it's 24/7.//Hours of information-extraction today by a much more subdued Farrakhan. Trying not to trip on all the eggshells with the answers "forced" out of me in teleportation "waking" "prime body" interrogation. Going on for hours answering all his questions. The topics fascinate me anyway, I have not talked with anybody about my concepts and it was a new thing for me. I could feel the impenetrable set of imageries he was placing on me--i.e. my "ethnicity" which is not what he is accustomed to out of NYC or around the world as I have NEVER been a part of that diaspora, nor did I grow up around it although my parents came from there they soundly rejected in, in daily life and in almost every other way. They were bound to it. Farrakhan cannot fathom my background but I have some idea of his (out of NYC). It's hard to deal with. He at least can listen although this is a first without his condemnation outwardly spoken but it was there nevertheless. What to do? I can't stop this endless interrogation but I keep trying to make it positive and keep any peace possible.

He did express dislike when I put the question to him, whether he disagreed or agreed and made the expected nasty commentary to me; but otherwise remained silent except for a barrage of questions about my political leanings and disposition--going on for hours. 

It was nice not to be constantly yelling and flying into a rage as these sessions almost always become (due to them, not me).

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The healing process goes in it's sluggish labyrinth backward mostly and a few steps forward after much much much struggle.

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Thinking of all the years back in 2015-2019 when I wrote constantly how many people in H-wood were welcoming in Nazi culture by participating in this contract out on me. I wonder what they think now that their children got their modeling debuts from prominent Nazis in Europ-a-land as a result but America is in the throes of what people are calling Hitlerian speech when Trump calls his rivals Nazi genocidal terms; wants to build encampments for refugees and wants to dismantle any checks and balances for his assumption to power, have the militarized units arrest or citizens run over with their cars any protestors in their "way".

Were your children's modeling careers really worth this devastation to America in the end? You are still living in Beverly Hills worrying about your mansion in the direct line of more fires of climate change destroying your elite mansion community when you could have helped put environmentally protective people in power instead of attacking ME to get your children into modeling in Europigapeland for your fascist ascension to power.

Thinking of course of Jada & Will, the most smug, nasty but they at least let it be seen in the Oscars slap season, yet no one will admit to how they participated in attacking me and thusly putting this near end to the US Government in power.

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Yet, my endless protestations have gone to mute ears. I am now telling some of it to Farrakhan who for months has been nearly violent and acrimonious towards me until this morning when he grilled me, expressed disgust for me and what I am saying upon me questioning him if me, who he hates, I said, had told him enough information. He kept asking me, I kept talking. 

I keep trying to express the boomerang effect of minorities working for the purposes of death squad white supremacy gang stalking terrorists if they assume that this will help elevate the formerly "oppreseed" into the entitled group. I asked him or I rather told him that the elevation to a higher rank would probably inevitably lead to a total collapse of all formerly offered incentives to a worse situation of victimization than before having helped put the fascist Nazi 4th Reich into power --that once they assume total power, they will boot your group out. It may happen after your death, but your children or their children will be in a worse plight than you were when you got the CHANCE to vocalize your dissent many decades ago and have risen in power since to become part of the same group which crushed your identity in the first place.

I keep telling these celebrities assaulting me that it is they who are under more mind control suffocation than me. Yet because they comply to the rules and regulations, they really don't believe they are suffering for their complicity.


I keep trying to urge them to understand that they are dealing with a dispose of your victims group, which I can't emphasize enough because I am so busy fighting against all they accuse me of--I keep saying that they kill off people who comply even if they follow instructions like good little tykes. Once they get the power-over the target will eventually be eliminated (murdered) and/or the next generation will just be kicked out of power.

This has happened frequently throughout history but it rarely makes the history books but if you search enough you can find the patterns.

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I look like I am dying and I am being killed by daily torture ongoing for over 15 years (much longer) due to teleportation sick shit scum whores being handed freely this avenue of just killing me but extracting sexual energy, then ideas. Still trash shit noem with the german scum stupid ape, cherished, surrounded by love, plastic surgery beauty treatments due to the depp family and noem sponsoring non-stop beautification for this filth creep ugly alcoholic piece of stupid shit while previously he looked haggard, old and greasy like the alcoholic slime that he is. He rushed to dump his hate on me for only telling him that he looks like he is a mind control target due to his faux punk personality in, I can fully assure you all, Nazi germany to the core no change since 1939 in that country and it remains as it's goal the infiltration and destruction of the United States. I have huge black circles under my sunken eyes, with my face sagging from depression, screaming literally every day in rage at white trash nazi shit filth "men" to get off me. Dirty sinister newsom and his filthy "feminist" wife with the former english shit whore group of stupid dumb mirran helen who has spent years having me beaten, raped and abused with making murder attempts at me ongoing for years--sitting in the crew because I have been sucked of ideas via torture by this hateful nazi bigot director joe wright (mr. wrong what a dong scum)---while in the shower, after hours of being slapped, abused by noem and this gruop of other pieces of shit. Asking me while in the shower, as my brain needed some positive stimulation and a conversation which I have not had with a single human being for over 15 years--my every day is spent bveing abused, raped and tortrured by shitalina then groups of europigape filth shitm, then americans welcoming in every nazi fuck scum possible so many black nazi fuck scumbags it's unbelievable all screaming at me blaming me for being racist hitnting slapping because farrakhan told them to do so and trump has a contract with farrakhan to include the "good blacks" into the white nazi genocide against jews--as well as latinos and o ther jews. My face destroyed from rage, hate and abuse b eing b eaten raped tortured and my ideas furnishing empty, hateful shit like joe wright with his sleazy white culture movies where insecure whites can screw blacks and feel an ego trip as slavery sex plantation society flourishes in the whorewood seeming (mostly out of dirty nazi england) this "integration" policy but it's truly just emphasizing black sex slavery just as america doesa with it's gyrating black personalities (and kamala harris by the endless emphasis on her sex life demeaning her in this fashion). To continue, once again the puffed up sucking plastic surgeyr lips of dirty sick ugly noem, the personlification of sleazy parasitic self-serving america with steven miller and hegseth trump bannon shitalina pit pig and the german ape the english team--asking me for more of the information I have researched for years, to whatever extent I am capable of not much with daily 16 hours of abuse from teleportation and torrture, disability from poisponing and spinal fractures, fighting daily rape ugly shit "men" who are most disgusting embraced by whorewood and congrfess alike--especially the europigape nazis.

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