Wednesday, April 24, 2024

I planted Curly Kale seeds today in the 4 huge pots on my patio that have been doused with fungus and killing chemicals so all and every single plant for 15 months have been systematically killed under order of the millionaires and billionaires. Because they have forced me into such poverty, I truly need to grow this FOOD for my health, as they are overly concerned about me "healing" but keep poisoning and torturing me (to death) yet I am not able to carry and pay for endless "luxuries' like green leafy vegetables I truly desperately NEED for my body. Can you f-ers please stop killing my plants! I need this for MY FOOD INTAKE as in food I can grow and eat because you have blocked my internet and poisoned my body so I can't afford to pay for this food in stores. I need to grow it, leave my plants ALONE (*and me as well).

 Yes, the idiot savants want me to "heal" so they can force me to relocate so one of them and all can exploit me to death after trying to kill me with poisoning and raping the poison into my body and torturing and drugging me to death and abusing me to death. They now need a "baby" which is anathema to me in any consideration of having this theoretical "baby" with any of them, or anybody of this organization as they appear to have zero personality and all conform to instruction and scripts. My life choice of actually having a baby has also been taken from me because this very Whorewood group ordered part of my uterus to be severed out while I was in a deep comatose drugged and mind controlled/teleported sleep state. Of course, always to the silence from the world and absolute parades and more plastic surgery and millions of dollars and Oscars and political campaigns and interviews for "them" (you reading this).

_People that just violently assaulted me in every way 4 days ago just "won" a British award or some award in a way that is startling. It's never ending.

But, despite me not wanting to leave where I am, not desiring a baby much less with any of  "them" from that insidious group you all belong to reading this now--

I need something healthy in my life. They have killed all the beautiful flowering vines for over 15 months, every single month letting the planet grow to a seemingly blossoming level of beauty and then poisoning it slowly to death. 

But this is now a green leafy vegetable so not a flowering exquisite beautiful object which you all want to take away from me---anything loving, anything truly beautiful is killed, taken away, stained, frayed, ripped, stolen and destroyed. Literally all I make that is beautiful gets sprayed or stained and ripped and destroyed--hand-made objects.

But this is food. I imagine that if I grow food such as a non-flowering utilitarian vegetable that is just green, not beautiful flowers but just green--that they will still find a way to poison it or make it wilt and die slowly.

But I am living on sub-sub-sub-poverty income and have zero way to redress the poverty this group has forced on me.

They keep drooling like the wolves they are, waiting for me to be their next meal after having fed off torturing me for over a decade and all I own and think of they steal and/or destroy.

BUT I NEED FOOD. This greedy and sleazy meaningless haters have stolen my money and poisoned and drugged my food and body and sprayed toxins on my living space--every day for well over 10 years and much longer.

But I make an appeal that I NEED FOOD I NEED IRON FROM GREEN LEAFY VEGETABLES

And I can't afford to pay such high prices I also have to buy all food for 2 weeks as the poisons are so painful in the excruciatingly slow process of fighting with no information on how to do this--getting the poisons out as they are abusing me non-stop so my body is ALWAYS AND CONSTANTLY in a state of hate, defense and shock as these filthy and life-fuck scumbag celebrities and politicians go on and on. But they are waiting to exploit a baby out of me because of this contract. As every piece of sick shit and filth and crap who teleports me gets an instant promotion, as just happened with an English piece of rotten shit with some sleazy and dirty French and the usual greasy American wanna be French aristocrat, promised it all if he just allows the filth from Europigapeland to infiltrate by torturing ME. And to help this group in any facet in any way is so disgusting and yet, there is still NOT A SINGLE PERSON stopping this endless destruction of society and this institutionalization of torture, rape and theft of property of intellectual property of the next institution of enslavement of discrimination and of genocide---


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One entire hour of fighting to click on one single item and fearing I would lose the information I kept fighting until the page froze, entirely. Turning the laptop off restarting--I just did 2 resets yesterday=4 hours, then 1 recovery, spent another hour fighting to toggle off any conceivable port of entry for hackers--using everything I am able to afford, which is nothing any longer---and then MONTHS OF this disgusting English rapist yelling screaming punching me in the face raping me so violently my body convulsed an embedded object in the multiple layers of hard poison that his partners, who he loves and calls more beautiful his great friends, but sticking to me non-stop as they laugh while he punches me in the face-then asking me for ideas, constantly then yelling at me to shut up--anything I think that is elaborate or intellectual he begins violently yelling at me to shut up, his partners the wealthy English who sit silently as well as the american "I'm part English" who have been showered with applause oscars awards for stealing my ideas and then covering up the theft with destroying all evidence of what I have written, leaving me for hours per day fighting JUST TO TURN THE WIFI ON is almost like a miracle if I can use it without it being blocked, attacked or turned off--and when I am fighting to get ANY SINGLE THING DONE in any capacity as a survivable entity on this planet, the every single thing I do is blocked, hacked, rewritten and all that I try to accomplish is blocked, destroyed and anything I think is used to attack me and is stolen if the hateful rapist abuser endless parasites need more ideas. This is something like 4 months of the next abuser violent life-threatening rapist literally turning my hair grey after his violent yelling abuse and rape, after the german parasite came punching raping abusing my face my body endless death threats--and senators are rushing yelling screaming threatening to kill me, and I am just one person defending myself and am surrounded by hate endlessly and always. The one and only thing I have left on this planet my cat they stole years ago whenI fought to get the next murdering rapist (depp and heard) off me from pounding more poison as deeply into my body as possible--and so they tortured my cat most beloved wonderful and beautiful animal and showed a photo of her fighting not to drown they threw her in the swimming pool and took photos of her fighting for her life not to drown--before sending her to baryshnikov who has teams of dogs chasing her, as she screams in terror and they fractured her rib cage for me calling the rapists who were murdering me, poisoning me laughing about how "fat" I had become as they had hardening murder poisons laced with horrific drugs poured into my food as they pounded the poison into my body every day laughing as I fought to stop it--then the 24/7 torture began and has not stopped for the past 16 years YEARS non-stop daily torture and abuse. Teams of actors and politicians have rushed to join in, raping abusing and calling me names endlessly abusing me and instantly being interviewed on major news networks on the same day or the next--featured in documentaries and etc on and on, and this english abuser rapist is being championed, is probably undoubtedly being handed as well as his cohorts out of London and england (germans russians etc all backing him, teams of euros are behind him, he is the english-speaking terror chaos agent sent to "break and crush" me for just fighting back--just defending myself and having ideas that they can sell off as their own--giving me nothing but taking all they can away from me. As with all the others, the beautiful flowering plants are half dead withered and black, after I throw plants away and buy more, this english hateful leech on me has them slowly killed--and he's there literally almost 24 hours a day abusing me. I can give one example of how blank and hateful he and his fellow english bigos truly are: one of the actors began violently raping and threatening me for writing a comment that slightly disagreed with what the american blonde woman had said about a shakespeare play--he rushed raped abused threatened my life yelled for hours as I fought the next hater and fought to get him off--for just demonstrating my own mind and thoughts on shakespeare which was not a light subject--I always received A's in college for my writing on shakespeare by the way, just saying. but the threat to them that I should have ideas and not just say nothing and not demonstrate my own talent or mind, as their take-over of the united states, in combination with the push for white fascist nazi supremacy is fully ongoing, and this is one of the facets not only to cut out education but to silence people like me so only their ordained critics and bigots have the only "say" or word possible, even for my own private thoughts. This next english rapist who so violently abused and raped me that part of the embedded filth that the aamerican nazi fascist mafia teams had poured pumped and injected into my body having one euro-rapist abuser after the next pound the poison into my body; thusly instructing this next one so blank and conformist all I see is blank hate and power machinations coming from him, not a second of any intelligent or interesting thing he has to say to me as with all. I was listening to wnyu archives and one show called passport, from around 2011 had a show with some electronic experimental music; one musician out of germany was playing a skewed version of a very classical-sounding piece. I listened and recognized the song and piece, but was a bit unsure (I had heard it in 2010, so a long time ago and it was in a collection from the artist). the endless leeching of my life every moment that this man who has made my hair turn solid white in front of my forehead from his violent rape death threats and 16 hoursa per day of abuse, yelling at anything I do that is above basic half-brain dead mediocrity, the only level they want me at, but they are still torturing me to obtain ideas through trauma rape and torture drugging and abuse. To continue: I was listening, the DJ said that this was a German artist who transposed a piece from Vivaldi and I thought to myself, in conversation with this hateful bigot I want no conversation with, but he is literally "in my head" for about 1/2 of every single day, literally from the moment i wake up to at bed, in my sleep, its' more than 12 hours per day, of death threats of smashing my head in of pornographic sexual abuse comments of asking me for ideas perpetually because I actually try to learn something every day, I have always tried to have a stellar career this group has poisoned me to the point of my body being paralyzed in internal equivalent of cement while they torture me endlessly untilI scream out ideas or "converse" with them because they are literally leeching off my thoughts my energy and life every moment to get this disgusting contract this insidious insult to humanity this lowering of all standards which thousands flock to---and I thought to myself, almost conversing with the leech energy drainign grey-hair making violent pornographic hate rapist out of england and his "aristocrat" "High class" supposed "superior" haters that it actually was a piece by Bach--what else would a German play they are all always referring to Bac-

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