Wednesday, April 24, 2024

I planted Curly Kale seeds today in the 4 huge pots on my patio that have been doused with fungus and killing chemicals so all and every single plant for 15 months have been systematically killed under order of the millionaires and billionaires. Because they have forced me into such poverty, I truly need to grow this FOOD for my health, as they are overly concerned about me "healing" but keep poisoning and torturing me (to death) yet I am not able to carry and pay for endless "luxuries' like green leafy vegetables I truly desperately NEED for my body. Can you f-ers please stop killing my plants! I need this for MY FOOD INTAKE as in food I can grow and eat because you have blocked my internet and poisoned my body so I can't afford to pay for this food in stores. I need to grow it, leave my plants ALONE (*and me as well).

 Yes, the idiot savants want me to "heal" so they can force me to relocate so one of them and all can exploit me to death after trying to kill me with poisoning and raping the poison into my body and torturing and drugging me to death and abusing me to death. They now need a "baby" which is anathema to me in any consideration of having this theoretical "baby" with any of them, or anybody of this organization as they appear to have zero personality and all conform to instruction and scripts. My life choice of actually having a baby has also been taken from me because this very Whorewood group ordered part of my uterus to be severed out while I was in a deep comatose drugged and mind controlled/teleported sleep state. Of course, always to the silence from the world and absolute parades and more plastic surgery and millions of dollars and Oscars and political campaigns and interviews for "them" (you reading this).

_People that just violently assaulted me in every way 4 days ago just "won" a British award or some award in a way that is startling. It's never ending.

But, despite me not wanting to leave where I am, not desiring a baby much less with any of  "them" from that insidious group you all belong to reading this now--

I need something healthy in my life. They have killed all the beautiful flowering vines for over 15 months, every single month letting the planet grow to a seemingly blossoming level of beauty and then poisoning it slowly to death. 

But this is now a green leafy vegetable so not a flowering exquisite beautiful object which you all want to take away from me---anything loving, anything truly beautiful is killed, taken away, stained, frayed, ripped, stolen and destroyed. Literally all I make that is beautiful gets sprayed or stained and ripped and destroyed--hand-made objects.

But this is food. I imagine that if I grow food such as a non-flowering utilitarian vegetable that is just green, not beautiful flowers but just green--that they will still find a way to poison it or make it wilt and die slowly.

But I am living on sub-sub-sub-poverty income and have zero way to redress the poverty this group has forced on me.

They keep drooling like the wolves they are, waiting for me to be their next meal after having fed off torturing me for over a decade and all I own and think of they steal and/or destroy.

BUT I NEED FOOD. This greedy and sleazy meaningless haters have stolen my money and poisoned and drugged my food and body and sprayed toxins on my living space--every day for well over 10 years and much longer.

But I make an appeal that I NEED FOOD I NEED IRON FROM GREEN LEAFY VEGETABLES

And I can't afford to pay such high prices I also have to buy all food for 2 weeks as the poisons are so painful in the excruciatingly slow process of fighting with no information on how to do this--getting the poisons out as they are abusing me non-stop so my body is ALWAYS AND CONSTANTLY in a state of hate, defense and shock as these filthy and life-fuck scumbag celebrities and politicians go on and on. But they are waiting to exploit a baby out of me because of this contract. As every piece of sick shit and filth and crap who teleports me gets an instant promotion, as just happened with an English piece of rotten shit with some sleazy and dirty French and the usual greasy American wanna be French aristocrat, promised it all if he just allows the filth from Europigapeland to infiltrate by torturing ME. And to help this group in any facet in any way is so disgusting and yet, there is still NOT A SINGLE PERSON stopping this endless destruction of society and this institutionalization of torture, rape and theft of property of intellectual property of the next institution of enslavement of discrimination and of genocide---


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Throat-induced (non-consensual) microchip torture forcing tears, throat constriction while eating, and the endless hate of this group of just extremely hateful celebrities and politicians remains as the daily hours of abuse per morning. Amazing that in this afternoon they are not still abusing me in rows of chairs staring like starved rats and leeches devouring my energy, life force and sucking out ideas which I spill out continuously for hours after their torture and abuse without end (18 years by now on a non-stop daily basis, leading to 16 hours per day and night ore more over the past 2 years but almost the same under the biden hellscape period and endless torture under trump 1st term and endless near-death poisoning and abuse (under all) but under obamas which remain as steadfast abuser-for-profit black nazi terrorists working with all their good white nazi supremacists in whorewood and congress whorewood. Aspiring politicians are rushing to join in, as they torture me and remain silent as they abuse ideas out of me. The former governor and soon-to-be former governor of that golden state cali are now a cali cartel of violent rape abusers and hateful exploiters of me with their throngs of minorities, has been celebrities and already established but not quite on the non-stop tier of non-stop top awards as the bulk of those who have spent 18 years torturing me day and night remain after their careers were faltering until they leeched latched onto abusing me nearly to death. They remain despite my months of writing about them, only handing this torture apparatus to their "friends" who need this career-enhancement so they take turns all obrtaining lead roles oscars awards and asking me non-stop all morning for ideas. Ignoring them is impossible. The amount of energy required would take up litearlly all of my life force to ignore their violence since they augment it non-stop with physical torture such as tears pouring out of my eyes. My skin is thoroughly damaged my eyesight permanently deteriorated to a degree I can no longer read without glasses, the prescription is increasing and increasing. My face looking so foreign to me from not only tears forced out of my eyes hour and hours per day, for literally years on end without end daily (this had stopped for a while until newsom obtained pemission by trump to inflict this torture after I endorsed newsom's prop 50 in california--the redistricting plan. Under drugging and extreme violent torture I wrote a message to his facebook page, and like depp back in 2012 he began violence, rape torture and increased it to non-stop terrorism when I said "no" to being his willing "sex slave" abuse victim and substitute for his domestic violence problems, which all the people involved are heavily invested in transference onto the stalking target so it appears they are all by-products of domestic violence or extreme racist policy alteriing the possibility of people in the United States elevating above racist cliches that only the white nazis are the "most beautiful". The horrific endless physical torture for mutilation and destruction of the face has been ongoing since this plastic surgery rife hate group out of h-wood began clutching at destroying my lief in every way possible. Before that it was "Just" poisoning jme into a huge, football shaped poisoned and dying drugged into near comatose levels of incoherency victim to be exploited (ideas without end beginining with the English wealthy "art dealer" I met for circa 4 hours total back in 1987 during a summer vacation trip to London with a Eurail pass. I was put into a little "bedsit" studio across the street from him in Chelsea (the Engllish creep who has spent 16 hours pe day yelling non-stop abuse and death threat yelled "that's what you get for trying to live in Chelsea" when I had written in my blog that I was put there by a real estate agent when I asked for a little room on my budget (they raised the price for me it went lower after I stopped renting I had asked afterwards) and I had no actual "choice" in the matter I had no idea where to go and this agent told me there was '"one bedsit" which fit my request (in all of London) conveniently across the street in a "posh" area from a man connected to the contract my family had made with the English in connection to the movie Deliverance, back in 1974). Back to today: tears pouring out again as I sat yelling my tirade of "leave me alone" type "get off me" endless daily repetition of this theme. They sit like statues adorned with the promise that respecting any single thing about me is FORBIDDEN they happily comply. They remain sitting and digging into my psyche to obtain ideas. They never say thank you there never any interesting reply except for the ugly hissing of the dirty hate spawn of Depp yelling her daily non-stop "loser" at me after they obtain ideas (my ideas have furnished her movies, the only ones that made any significant headlines in her entire career and her modeling came about as part of this scheme to use h-wood to bring in nazi infiltrators via h-wood into controlling american politics using nazi and english crown money handed out and distributed like candy to drooling addicts Americans they call "stupid" behind their backs---they say it openly at me whenever they can, these nasty English in particular but it is echoed throughout the Euro-diaspora of nazi persuasion. But AFTER they torture me to obtain ideas and use tears torture in part to obtain ideas. The pain is now reaching agony misery stages of torture from over 15 years of tears being forced out of my eyes. Additionally as usual the russian ballet exploiter who operates a sly strategy of claiming to be "helping" me and adds a few tips, which are beneficial but only after I think of the tips myself first--thusly only repeating my thoughts and adding a few to adjust the endless onslaught of English, French,; Austrian and German rapists and abusers he partners with, as his proxy abuse squads groups of euro-haters screaming murder, all kinds of insults. The body builder out of Austria the former gov of that dread state which used to be some kind of "open-minded" paradise of developers and cereative potential is now torturing me non-stop for years to obtain original ideas which the English crown furnishes with millions of dollars in funding for huge grand set design and costume grandeur to bolster the scripts which have, in part my ideas derived out of torture and then the usual nazi platform propaganda scripts which are essential copies of paradigms of such platitudes which echoes the platitudes the politicians use, who also observe my screaming responses to "why is this bad" and then tears torture, everything broken, stinking and more damage to my body, my property what is left of it with endless death threats and abuse going on and on for hours per day. //Never once even a basic "thank you" or any kind of money or support just abuse and then they finally just vanish and they obtain the ideas, taking notes on how they can use the ideas, and then threatening me with death having their hateful expletive scream "loser" or they just say how "stupid" the ideas are and then I see my ideas used in their movies which I deem to be a lessening of extreme originality of my original concept and turned into yet another formula nazi propagandized movie which "wins' an award and then is forgotten evermore since the movies leave no lasting mark on anybody's minds except perhaps for the mental masturbation of watching their skank rape nazi women or men gyrating or heaving around with sexual allure supposedly (years of plastic surgery and modeling with all kinds of subliminals, I believe, to enhance this effect on the viewer). //The script to "help" me while I am exercising has been used by two foreign men coming out of the near former soviet and nazi encampments which Americans have "forgotten" were once dedicated to destroying American and infiltrating and taking it over. As if it was never a threat American nazi celebrities rally around the extremely violent abusers in their ploys and schemes of torture, obtained from Stasi and Nazi administrators of mind control operations. Tested in Nazi concentration camps, by CIA LSD drug lords posing as experimenting on mind control MK ULTRA upon the unwitting prostitutes and politicians who could be bribed thus the mind control was easily ascertained upon both the wealthy and eduated as well as the desperate and possibly less well-educated simultaneously. Their mind control operates always the same: I am exercising to try to break the "internal shelf structure" of hard posions jutting out of my back, blocking movement along with the fractured vertebrae along my entire spine, performed in the span of years to inflict total disability and then denying me health care, even when I obtained it after years of struggle and applying for disability--which they have had cut off and have tried in the past month to block all attempts for me to have it reinstated by infecting my laptop so badly infected it's unusable, turning electricity off completely where I live for days and days and then increasing the abuse from people in all tech shops to the point of near physical fights because I am under mind control in such spaces and unable to contain the rage they use brainwave and subliminal phrases and literal body functions to obtain (affecting thoughts and emotions into hyperbolic knee-jerk instant reaction of rage, combined with life-threat to my existence on levels of extreme stress and drugging abuse and all avenues of producing the hundred or so downloads this agency required for them to assess my case after 16 months of no response and non-stop abuse and torrture rape from one trump politician who partners with the usual obama and clinton teams and the old biden-era abusers from the dem party are sitting next to their "opponents on the other side" all working to abuse me into "submission" for their co-joint partnership in a total entropic overtake leading America into a non-stop fascist dictatorship but "benevolent" when the dems take power.

  The ploy that is used to obtain more perks, deals and permissions to control the entertainment-political entropic realm is handed to this ...