Tuesday, November 12, 2024

A copied post from Facebook---writing about a band out of Miami but after having tried to dig the heavy cloud of hate and abuse from the whorewood ensemble of hate crimes, mediocrity and stupid ignominy--

 Every time I listen to music on YouTube to try to shift the death and murder oppression energy that is heaped upon me every night in sleep and for around 6-8 hours upon waking and extending into mid-afternoon. The filth ape whores don't stop abusing and threatening me with their ugly sick faces directly in my face in teleportation so I can "see" the ugly sick parasites like a thin veil with their sneering and jeering smiles and hate glares as they call me every ugly sick name with death threats going on and on and on . I CANNOT NOT RESPOND I have been trying. It is their filth voices going on with hate and sarcasm constantly commenting on any and everything I say and think for over 6 hours. After 2 hours per morning of abuse I finally can't tolerate the endless yapping hate as I try to listen to podcasts and music somehow their voices override anything I blast in ear pods into my head. THeir voices override the ear structure so that the vibrations are more inwardly into the ear canal, not sound that your ears have to filter and process but vibrations that go directly into the comprehending stage so anything listening to externally does not have primacy for the aural functioning of the brain.


I mean auditory--my brain is as usual not functioning as I write curses and after I get off I always "remember" the much more erudite sentences I would have written, as if they are stuck in my memory and come out after the brain censoring tech stops being aimed into my brain while I fight to struggle to pound out anything

characteristically the internet wifi has been turned off literally for the 35th time in the last 4 hours. Every 5 minutes or 10 it's turned off. The router lights are all on and the signal icon is "on" at the bottom right-hand of the screen but the hacking is done (I do a command prompt "ping" request and I get that there is no connection but all the other signals show operational 100%. That is why I believe that the testing of the polling booths by all the untrained tech "experts" would not be able to understand the sophistication that Musk and others are capable of when hacking and blocking signals but the system appears to be "on")

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I listened to a wonderful and inspiring band out of Puerto Rico that I discovered from the pre-Trump era WNYU archives, once Trump got in and the Mafia out of Brooklyn (Scorsese, who bought an entire building for NYU for film creation, and not saying it's directly tied to him but he is directly tied to this attack upon me and his film which almost "won" or maybe it did, I don't know really but some aspects of the film about the Native indigenous characters directly echoes the type of minority death mind control poisoning and theft that is really akin to the Nazi theft and mass murder and the system has been in operation for centuries nothing is new. .But he was incorporating through fake "compassion" the very system that is being indoctrinated and systematically programmed and paid-for in full by the U.S. Government in partnership with all mafias all governments and the millions upon millions of "Normal" creeps around the world who pose as law-abiding "citizens").

And the music from NYU became so stale and mediocre the alternative subculture has been cancelled out and replaced by mainstream pop style just utter k-rap which is pretentiously called "alternative". And anyway, before that era I obtained music and one of those shows had Fania Allstars, a band out of Puerto Rico.

After over 8 hours of torture, mentioned above the sleep teleportation sick hate abuse psycho-torture that is inflicted upon me every single night without exception into death homelessness abuse rape and etc every single night some sickness is forced into my deep sleep. ONly mediocre sick crap people would conceive of these skits and then enact them EVERY SINGLE NIGHT FOR 15 YEARS AS WHOREWOOD SCUM has done.

And, I was put into a fuzzy "happy" zone of videos hacked into my youtube page and then I was literally subliminally instructed to go to an old video by J-lo & Marc Anthony from a song that was originally sung, or covered by Hector Lavoe I think and another very famous singer---and this is getting long, but J-lo appeared began insulting me and grabbing my breasts when after going on with insults I made a little retort, trying not to react knowing that is what they were striving for. That was after around 8 hours of non-stop teleportation torture abuse from this group of filth. The German rapist who I have been screaming NO to for over 4 months, it seems like at least 4 months it began when Harris began running and has not stopped. I have not stopped telling him no to get off me as he beats abuses and the German Nazi programming of this group is so profound that they gather around this unbelievably un-hip uncool absolutely fascist white supremacy Nazi-toting bigot who is embraced by the black rappers the asian martial artists the whorewood white supremacists who are glowing with delight he is providing them with more benefaction for their sick violence, and assured every new mansion and yacht anywhere the 4th Reich can provide it, endless awards more oscars as the Nazis completely control the Golden Globes and the Oscars. THe people like Whoopie who are "governors" or she used to be are fully indoctrinated into this system and fully endorse all this violence against me, and the few stupid remarks she has made in the past about the Holocaust not being about race is a psy-ops type of statement exonerating her for her racism, in a roundabout way but the hacking is so intense most of my time is spent correcting backspacing and fighting to return the cursor back to where I was typing as they keep insering it into other sentences while I"m in the middle of writing.


J-lo came and kept calling me names after I had complimented her on her dancing, which after I watched it today don't think it was actually great dancing but for a professional level acceptable. 

But I never said anything like that, behind J-lo was the German abuser user rapist violent Nazi-spewing hater who has been showered with so much praise by all involved--by Senator Kennedy who told me I liked being raped to ugly prostitutalin and pig shit pitt and I can tell that they have done a huge quid pro quo between the German Nazis conntected to this lying sleazy nasty rapist but he's warm and affable loving towards ugly shitalina and I know there is a huge exchange. He also said that they had slept together as well after he raped and slaps my face with full-arm violence while ugly prostitutalina watches on. The minorities like Snoop the rapper become very threatening when the German Nazi aura gives them "permission" to just become "Nazis" and the threats of violence incrase, as they did with J-lo as this German was there smiling with the group sitting in their chairs for hours as I screamed in rage that they are disgusting to fuck off and die--for the 15th year in a row literally every single day. Smiling and smug he gets minorities like snoop and j-lo to become violently abusive which has become a nearly daily routine. He got Finkelstein to also become immediately abusive threatening with violence and using that b-word when I defended myself against his instant insults while he was asking me questions (which they do constantly as I cannot stop talking the drugging the mind control and the non-stop torture and that EVERYBODY ignores my situation I have no support and they took my most precious cat away from me and have killed off all animals I love as they abuse me for over 8-10 hours and longer per day, and that is not including the torture technology making my eyes tear and water and my heart palpitate my facial muscles pulled down plus the poisoning and the endless fight to survive their 15 years of mutilation and poisoning with intention to paralyze and murderme.


so I write this post today, after J-lo became violent when I reacted i anger after telling her to go away as I did with snoop just yesterday--repeating go away go away for over one hour yesterday until i finally began to hit him and death threats were the response (hacked into my youtube page were endless murder types of insinuations and fighting people much stronger and being killed and etc-or the threat of)

and today it was j-lo who subliminally put the idea to look at her video, as I wrote something positive she came to abuse and abuse me as i said ad then began shouting after she grabbed my breasts that I didn't want to fight but finally they also attacked my nervous system which they also do so I react in violent rage

\then get their fucking promotion after hours of this and they all go off fucking each other going to parties laughing and being awarded and paid in millions for it.

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But mostly, they are paid to "represent" the "Democrat Party" as feminists and people who play roles of Nazis or Stasi intelligence murdering secret police (The German) but for their rotten interviews disparage these activities but in teleportation state-sponsored Nazi hate crimes against me I can't detail the huge erection the sexual thrill this porno creep had in raping and beating me while I was drugged and in agony from poison ripping out of my body at the time and had only abuse torture beatings and violence committed against me every day and night for over 15 years.


So here is my post about the J-lo who yapped on a stage for her promotion to sell off Harris, and instantly her immediate reaction because I was listening to music from "her country" was to viciously abuse me and like the other programmed Nazi icons with black skin and brown or Jewish or whatever, with "permission" from the Nazi German male, the one and only real symbol that they worship on this planet nothing else matters to them

they are vicious violent. I have tried to tell Harris that allowing him to influence the Whorewood idiot savants was very dangerous, but Biden fully allows the worst to come and rape me as to influence the rest to become indoctrinated slaves obeying fascist Nazi orders. It was Obama who smiled with loving gratitude at this foul rape bigot while I was screaming to get him off me.

The hacking is so awful and I have spent hours and hours and probably months fighting the hacking just in terms of time wasted so here is the copied post--undoubtedly rewritten by hackers.


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SPAM ALLSTARS--A particulare Miami band---met the singer in front of Jazid (Washington Ave., South Beach) and went to the Part-ee. Dancing was like hot cloistered free and vibe. It was 4th of July, hotter than.

In a tiny little jazz club with couples dancing in ways I could only watch and admire---like fluid jazz and flowing good hearted vibrancy.

The name "SPAM" implying a mix-fusion of various other genres, so funk jazz along with some scratching mixing and etc---always a variety never an expected single genre. Very Miami very mixed variety of types people colors musical mesh spam spam spam grinded meat who knows what's in the bag next? Could be pork could be chicken could be lobster and fillet of sole...?!! Fried plantains, arroz con pollo mixed with some gin and tonic and white bread along with electronic fizz...But rarely, if ever, distortion all is harmony and smooth fun interesting deviations and good times in the mood very pleasant. The bald guy is the person I met who had a very good happy and bright personality, very joking but friendly and very positive. You can see it here in the video!

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Very sadly, as I peruse the Youtube I see that the last videos shot at the apparently former Jazid nightclub were all NOT JAZZ and not even close to being jazz. It had turned into electro-hip hop without any saxophones...

it is apparently closed, at least at that location. The last I checked, an entire block down the street from Jazid has been thoroughly remade the buildings are gone it's been reconstructed totally.

Everything of course is highly expensive as well--but no loungy jazz none whatsoever it appears. Also, the few videos I have watched of Washington Avenue in the same vicinity as Jazid (formerly) are like empty in broad daylight. Used to be completely packed all day during heat and rain, people everywhere. Now it's like no one anywhere before sundown. And the jazz may have been relocated but probably, perhaps, not on South beach. Perhaps something like Jazz little cozy clubs have been moved to Brickell or Whynwood?

Not to try to make assumptions. Jazid was one of the places I really liked but always was very busy and for other reasons I could not frequent it close to how much I would have if I had the choice. Gone gone a wonderful club that USED TO HAVE JAZZ LIVE JAZZ and an atmosphere of actual musicians playing actual music not rapping and tweaking electronic equipment.

But on the other hand, as I recall the guy who handed me the Spam Allstars, the lead (who at the time had hair on his head and not shaved bald) and I thought he was a bit squirelly---weird, a bit forced and of course in aftermath I realize it was yet another opportunistic performer looking for a free ride to a promotion and my sense was to not go. I have to reconsider at all to post this video because I had earlier posted one about J-lo and got this hateful skank creep (her) who just began verbal abuse and wanted eagerly to ruin my good mood with really nasty and ugly sick behavior. Marc Anthony was there but probably was the driving force and yet didn't speak. I had to delete and while I was deleting they even turned my WiFi off so I could not delete their odious presence. I was under mind control drugging and I know that posting or even clicking on any movie or music scumbag who appears interesting is in actuality a sleazy sick f-ing fake posturing bs hateful Nazi advocate a horrific antisemite (including Jews) and just out for someone to abuse and get a promotion. The list of such crap scumbags is a global phenomenon of stupidity and ugliness and hate. Every time I see the planet going into decay I can assure you that the universal laws of positivity are actual real, and the ugliness, the bottom-line stupidity for awareness on any higher level than "what can I get out of it...and I can dump my hate abuse and misery onto someone else too andn torture rape and even murder?! Oh boy..." the line-up of such sick people has created a universal acceptance of actual mental illness and spiritual decay to the point of global catastrophe of hate leading to blind ignorance of how to treat people and the environment--the environment also is supposed to have this "butterfly effect" and the social engineering for stupidity and hate and barbarity and ugliness does have a rebound effect. They are too sick and stupid greedy greasy and sleazy to even begin to contemplate anything.

The ugliness of J-lo and Marc Anthony is intolerable as the hate of these ugly sick filth creeps who are just miserable misery-making shit on this planet polluting it and destroying it in the name of "Democracy" and "Entertainment".

I see my body dying from non-stop being bashed with the ugliness misery and violence from shit sick crap from whorewood and congress who all smile with delight as they get put in front of cameras for the bullshit lies they are constantly blathering about.

In regard to the "liberals", as for the emergence of the fascist Nazism of the outspoken Republicans and their "base" of Neo-Nazis, it is not acceptable but you know what they are all about. The "left" fascist side of ignorant abuser anti-semite racists is smothering all opportunity for REAL RESISTANCE and that is the real problem and I write of it so often
never is what I write taken seriously by my ideas are being used on a daily basis and annually some one of the shit group is winning some award or another for the ideas they torture out of me on a daily basis. I am aging into death from non-stop torture. The old dino disgusting men of the Repug party come laughing saying "that's great" and the Dems viciously abuse me and say I "deserve it" as they go off with huge smiles blathering the bullshit about "Democracy" the "Constitution" about 'BLACK victims of racism" and then they all come back to get more and more tv interviews by abusing me into death. So far no one is stopping them for a single second of the daily torture.

Why did the Democrats lose to outright criminality fascism besides the fact that the election was rigged---I have no doubt that Musk had the satellites that Biden allowed him to put into space without government oversight so anything can be done, and I know what the hacking and technological death machine they are building with the non-governmental private firm(s) that have made Musk a darling fave with all the fascist Nazi countries claiming to be "democracies" but are all falling into "right wing" rapidly--using financial woes as the usual excuse.

So, I tried to write something positivity-like and my brain was suffused with mind control tech, I wrote about this hateful pair of crap whose music to me is now in the heap of boycotted shit from shit fakes who are sinister and deadly ill on all levels--emitting death into the atmosphere behind crafted plastic surgery

so don't wonder why the planet is dying and the economy is on the brink of a Martial Law take-over by fascist Nazis at this point

no one mentions that Trump created such massive National Debt (I wrote $3 trillion but I got the number wrong) and accrued more debt that cannot ever be paid back by his squandering and graft grift along with his repugnant crew (the Democrats and liberals are part of that crew)
the economy will implode
and you will all wonder how all the hate that arises out of chaos, how the murders the stabbings that are already an almost daily barrage of head-scratching wonder by Americans as they wonder how any of this could happen in such a free society-as they urinate on the poor and use tech to torture me without any oversight and full permission of all of Congress and society
without end they are out to abuse me to death
never stopping for a day not a minute of the day with their teams of filth and shit and stupidity
I was put into a mind control daze while trying to be positive to write something positive for once
so this filthy dirty skank came to make most disgusting comments, while I was busy and the input of her nasty voice beamed directly into my inner ear my brain without any barrier--I can't move in any direction and not have to hear or see the shit and filth from Whorewood who rush to attack me while I am endlessly sick from poisoning and detox and fractured bones they forced upon my perfect body for all my life .

so, here is your daily dose of the reaction to sick hate forced upon me.
they sit for HOURS to get the chance to abuse me in rows of chairs, I can't see anything but murky bodies behind the front row of slathering hyena ugly sick celebrities and vicious (particularly in the highest positions of "power" but from the Senate on the Repug side they are outright murderous and say the most lynch mob racist statements--those from the South--and I can't forget the House as well and the hacked election has put them back)

Jesus f-ing Christ.
So, here is your filthy daily dose of me writing to the empty sickness of all "ya'll" worthless do-nothing corruptors and supporters of the death and destruction that will just blast into the sphere of society in what appears to be a short time in space if there isn't any halt to this indecency. It put Trump into power, and no one is concerned you all want a fascist dictatorship of murderous bigots slaughter of Jews because you watched all those movies and got such erections and had orgies watching Schindlers List and all the documentaries and wanted the black boots of the Nazis to adorn your racist hate that is now being so fully promoted.

Yet another "Minority" minion has viciously attacked me because I was drugged and under mind control and after hours of abuse from the rapist German Nazi-spewing disgusting parasitic death-threat endless parasitic leech who is so repugnant that I do get a slight PTSD experience of endlessly saying screaming to get off me

so I listened to music but under the endless drugging which is injected into my food and body I wrote some post about this low dirty Latina who like another Latina who won an award after violence and fascist yelling after forcing subliminal content and I am just under so much abuse and torture with ZERO support always on the brink of death they ahve forced me into
as you all fucking watch doing nothing
wait to see the result of your stupidity and apathy
but I tried to get into a good mood and just put it out there so I am not always writing about hate which no one responds to in any meaningful way
you all just allow them to go on and on

what am I fighting for, not America
only for myself at this point
not going to waste my life helping shit like this
so I don't know what to do

but watching YouTube appears to be a shark tank
but I remain extremely ill with deadly poisons endlessly circulating in my body which have compacted and the poison rips out of my body and it's just staggering I remain in this torture sitting duck situation endlessly for years

So dear Democrats, don't let fucking J-low the low-dirty blonde dyed fascist Nazi "Minority" who is trying desperately to be as blonde as Beyonce, ever speak for any Democrat candidate again

What people don't realize is that these fake scumbag haters really emit subconscious deception that people do pick-up on. the filthy lying of many of the Democrat politicians who have viciously assaulted me but have the most meaningless one-dimensional performances about how they are fighting for their "black" constituents but somehow, people just can't buy the bs any longer
and if the election was legitimate and the satellites that Biden allowed Musk to put in space, without government oversight which could affect voting booths
and if the election was legitimate which I really don't believe it was, my instinct knowing what these haters are capable of

then stop putting white-supremacy minorities with their every attempt to sound like Hallmark Democracy cards into the pulpits of the bs factory of the Obama/Hillary endless Democrat monopoly as they are paid in millions and millions to deceive the public
the greed of Americans really want to go along as they all want to be a part of the endless money raking machinery

eventually the economy and the dollar will crash, many speculate and are in dire seriousness that this will happen
when that happens, the hate of these filthy dirty creeps will explode into the atmosphere as the lies they have endlessly been projecting will leave people in rage understanding that the government and the bs factor of whorewood are actually enemies of "The People".


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literally struggling to copy and paste the post above, the hackers are deleting and changing paragraphs and as I fight to copy they make another page pop up

I write these posts only to be ignored by smirking smug biden and his adminsitration.

it was trump who was ushered by this group into power using their Nazi connections so an endless monopoly of their mutial power pact would remain intact, ostensibly forever as probably with the Musk satellite systems all future elections will be "won" by the most violent fascist running. Biden is a fascist Nazi I must say there is no other delusion to be had from years of his instant public congratulations for all the expletives raping and abusing me the most violently.

I am spending now so much time fighting to get anything out--and for what purpose you fuckers reading this are all part of this 4th Reich as well.

But I have to state that the election was not just a fraud due to harris not being strong enough or whateve,r it was a constructed failure and the fascist Nazi 4th Reich has taken over the entire entertainment and political machine of the United States and the rest of the world.


Right now the pounding and drilling into the walls of this building in some room near mine--I cna't tell where, they drill in rooms next to mine and leave the front doors open so the noise reverbs around the entire hallway. My floor is shaking as are the walls. The noise if of a construction demolition drilling and pounding of the entire building. They have been poudning hammering and drilling like this for over 6 years in all rooms on all sides of me

the hacking has made this at least a 1 hour fight and it should have taken me 15 minutes

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.