Sunday, November 10, 2024

The skunk system has some odious musk waiting to spray on the planet from a high perspective of satellite surveillance and death mobile upward mobility & I have to now write in code like someone living in the Dark Ages or a gulag, becuz: Censorship Big Brother has returned and I have been "flagged" for a virulent hate-riddled post about the 4th Reich lower animals with snouts on hooves and the oily skunk which emits musk odors and it's satellites and etc...I did not look at the date on the particular flagged and deleted post, but it was not written recently or my brain is so foggy th but I was sent a warning and that the post had been deleted. I have written many an immature and hate-riddled post for years, but now the Big Bro is pounding down anything criticizing Big Snout 4th Reich with hooves and I can't use various word couplings any longer. It was deemed "hate speech" but "it's the hate that hate produced" (Malcolm X).

A skunk sprays musk out of it's alimentary canal---that's what I meant, all good fun speech no hate speech here. I wrote something about a skunk and it's musk spraying greasy hate snout hooved filth into my home every day for years but it appears that the skunk has access to sophisticated technology and will spray more and more musk everywhere around the planet!

It's first name, E-coli lon-cheney (not hate speech, not directing any aspersions in any direction to any particular person or it's nefarious clutch upon #45 T-rexump and out of the anal cavities of the boob tube comes more t-rumprex effusions of Pepe La Pew's musk odorous censorship dedicated to FREE SPEECH!!


"The Goodfeathers get sprayed by Pepe Le Pew". Slizors72. July 2, 2022.





Right in the middle of a sentence I was adding another thought to, another page popped up and what I was writing was obscured by the pop up entertainment page. All day the speakers have been blocked from emitting sound, and I was screwed around with by the cheap online order service called Big C whereby they have no change upon delivery, they pretend they can't speak English, I try to get the front desk here where I live to phone and speak Thai because they told me something was taken off my order but they mumbled in Thai and said only "finish" and "out of stock". They changed the order online and no one would speak English to me, none whatsoever and the one person who phoned only rapidly said she did not know would contact the branch and if they had anything to say they would inform me.


The front desk was an attack situation of the cleaning lady yelling obscenely "phone you in 10 minutes" when I told her to shut up as I was speaking to the front desk person who is polite and I wrote on google translate what I needed to know--as the "english" speaking department would not speak English. The front desk person who speaks English to the white males of the split hoof variety with snouts underneath their scrubbed suckled faces who instruct them in yelling and fascist mentality---

and trying to avert plebian "hate speech" now and not able to think

as this one  lone English speaking person who was abrupt and only kept repeating they might phone me back with information. I had only phoned Big C because they refuse to have any change when they deliver, which is almost impossible for any delivery company to have zero change but the two big groceries in my area refuse to carry any change upon delivery and demand exact change from me. I never have it, and they make me wait as they drive to get change (while my room is being ransacked by the white repositories of refuse with their black and brown refuse liners working like oreo cookies to attack me in unison as a team of master slave 4th Reich. I wonder if any of this is deemed "hate speech" I must learn to altercate the hate (speech).

I was on the phone asking this woman for her phone number and explained that they will not speak English by phone at the Phuket store, which caters to millions of English-speaking tourists and they always are speaking lovingly to the snout masters with hooves which are disguised by black jack 3rd Reich boots disguised as fashionable attire, all is disguised however under material comfort and "fashion". 

I am trying to really avert using direct hate speech now. While i was speaking by phone the microchip implant in my throat constricted my larynx to the degree that all I could do was choke as it tightened nearly to a deadly grip on my breathing and vocal ability. There are little "tricks' I sometimes  use to avert this attack, but they have amped up the tightening as response to my threat being nearly completely closed off---it was so small the constriction upon my throat while trying to speak.


I then got a notice, the first ever, in which I had written about the greasy swine and jungle denizens of the ape variety on the planet of the 4th Reich which are endlessly attacking me, with hyperbolic ranting rage due to excessive drugging and teleportaton torture that is never stopped.

All these years of ranting but now, the 4th Reich is really making inroads in censorship and silencing of my blog which is read by whom, exactly? Censors of the 4th Reich and only the terrorists attacking me?


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My room sprayed with stinking filth while I was downstairs. This Big C delivery sent me a delivery at 9:30 a.m. I always order delivery from 2-5 pm. They always deliver around 10 am. I phone and tell them to deliver on time. They deliver earlier the next day in their fascist response to providing negligent discriminatory service, as ordered by their oreo white center counterparts, whose cloven hooves and snouts with oily surfaces are just like puddles of slime in which they drink their merry daring escapades into the imitation thereof, but they are just sandwiched black recesses on the scumponds of the many multi-faceted surfaces of a huge global orea manifestation infestation which is now being turned into that skunk effusion of musk which is propelled into satellite disrepair of the former "Democracy" which catapulted that skunk with his greasy nasty snout musk into orbit to supersede NASA so that voting booth hacking could be done without any limitations and snarly snarks by the defunct U.S. Government.


Was any of that "hate" speech did I redefine the terms well enough to get past the censorship of the 3rd Reich infection that has spread now, on Day #1 of the dictatorship, into blogger and thusly has deleted my post, and then I could not log into any of my blogger accounts (I have 3).

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All my years of warning that the skunk and it's musk would stink up America and that the S. African Apartheid mentality was going to spread too the Nick Fuentes party in which they are blowing their toots to get them all suckled into the 4th Dynasty of Dictatorship on Day #1.

Well....it's not even day #1 and the censorship has already begun aimed at me. I have written effusive hate speech for years on Blogger but never until day #1 of the day after the day after the day after the RIGGED election has the censorship been an unofficial day #1 of dictatorship and it's not even out of or within America it's global. The technology being dispersed everywhere.


I wrote for years about the skunk and it's nasty musk in partnership with brown shirted bigotry and jack-booted thuggery disguised in elaborate corporate 3-piece suits.

I was threatened with death, called a "loser" by the owner of the eponymous newspaper Bloombertg and his yelling scion female spawn who screamed in rage with hate as I kept saying, You have to watch out for the (skunk and it's musk spray) and  I was threatened with death. Of course, tax breaks for the billionaires and they are all sitting around schmoozing celebrating their win. Why the eponymous name of the Bloomberg empire was running against #45 saying that it was "he" who was an "existential threat" seems very ironic at this point which I would say is more attuned to what he represented and still represents in some way or fashion. 

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Of course, my writing, someone is reading it but whom? People looking for "retribution" for writing anything related to "hate speech" who monitor?

But I have a blasted "paypal" link to my site which no one has ever donated to. Blasted. I have not checked because they have hacked my system for so long that it's nearly impossible for me to access my own blogger webpage without going into very "secure" insecurity measures using various VPN and other types of unusual browser applications but no one has ever donated anything but seemingly someone is reading my post(s) and the reactions are always punitive, to be sure.

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the other reactions are a slight cessation and then resumption. It's a game, really a yo-yo of a mind screw.

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The old ways of people having to write concealed in "code" to try to allude to their perspective is now upon the world. You can't outright say that the squirrel skunk and it's offensive spray musk is really a 3rd Reich out of a 3rd World Oreo black and white apartheid system trying to infiltrate and promote the same system upon wonderful America, now can we, now that the censorship has reached this level of obstruction to writing angry words but no death threats on my part.


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AFter all these years of writing, and telling those "in power' about what needs to be done---as every single thing I said to that newspaper eponymous owner B-berg the former mayor of Mafia-town big rotten apple--I told him everything over 2 years ago and literally ALL has come true and all was exactly what needed to be done. But offensively I was brainwashed with the belief that what 'they" say in public running for office has at least a semblance of constructive reality and yet, it proved to be so false that it is dangerous to mention any single iota of all that they publicly espouse in the private hate torture contract forced upon me. They are all so opposition to all the egalitarian phrases that they are coached to crank out every 4 years. 

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The opposite of black cloven hooved snouts in this building are leisurely prancing around now, but walking like solemn calm and composed at this point from months of attacking me in my home using a non-stop barrage of frumpy looking black oreo counterparts (brown in this vicinity but only a variant of any "race" not deemed to be the inheritors of freedom from legal constraint and all freedom to rape plunder steal rob murder and lie and cheat as a professional display of "competency" in the privacy of the orgy hate sphere of the huge oreo 4th Reich.

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I can now only write seemingly in code. What the hell no one is listening as it appears except for the monitors and the down-pressers looking for ideas to steal and excuses to torture me further.

So today while I was being screwed around with my pillow was sprayed into the layers of silk/satin covers and linen into the pillow with dead meat spray substance, my shoes as well, all I can wear are rubber shoes which I clean after every use and they are stinking with putrid odors once I return from having gone downstairs using another rubber pair of shoes I use only for the purpose of walking downstairs because they are firm and not rubbery type of rubber shoes.

The only shoes I have which are actual real shoes, meaning with soles and shoe material that is not cheap rubber, I must keep completely stored and I have to carry them around with me in a huge cart-and oh, they just broke my cart that I bought a few months ago--

and, etc etc

the stinking mess was on my handmade sleep wear, and my floor is in tatters after it was clean and almost perfect just 6 months ago (almost) it's now shredded

I would really like a house, rented if I must, with a swimming pool so I can have my muscles exercises due to the stiff hardness of the poisons literally like rods inserted into my back along my spine

and so when deliveries come I can just go to my front door instead of putting items in bags, this requires at least one hour to pack everything in away that I can carry it, that includes my cooking oil my shampoo my shoes (which have heavy rubber soles but its' because I have to carry so much, they are a bit like doc martins but of course knock-offs, very good shoes but very heavy)

and then all my ointments and powders for healing from years of mutilation and poisons smeared on my skin--which is still ongoing as I cannot block my body from the mechanical arms at all while sleeping


and thusly, as usual. I wrote posts today so honestly real and vital for security of the United States as I have been doing for years. The failure of the Democrat Party is only what I have been writing of for years to which I have been poisoned raped tortured and ignored in my endless writing about being poisoned to death abused to death

and all that I wrote, all that I warned has come true but much worse as with all the drugging and torture and no one even speaking to me, just responses in some way or means from someone or some entity as I write endlessly in repetition that some cloven hooved snout white oreo with its' adjoining black center of the oreo is attacking me with it's outlaying black oreo counterparts minions of the oreo collective of the 4th dynasty nasty reich ---am I using "hate speech" now I wonder?

and, I wrote and have written and NOW after all the damage has been done, are the people who hacked their videos onto my YouTube mentioning that these people who I wrote of years ago, warning and warning, are now a problem in terms of future campaigns. Do you think there will actually be any more campaigns and that in 4 years there will be a chance for any change from Oreo Plantation, 4th Dynasty nasty Reich, incorporated GmbH ltd?

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My memory is always blasted by this blasted technology that various versions of musk-ular skunks are spraying on my life and they will be doing it to you too, probably already they have as I truly suspect that the dear current election was rigged by the musky sprays of incontinent supercontinental satellites. The hacking on my laptop proves to me the capabilities of hackers making a menace but still all the router lights are on, the system displays that is it on and working perfectly. Therefore, what they can do with my system, I believe can be done to a voting booth as well. I am, of course, no expert how easy it is to claim my total ignorance of such topics. However, I am well-exercised in the incision of obstruction of hackers and years and years of being followed around at every single computer system I attempt to use, to handheld mobile phones even from strangers I am instantly hacked--the remote capabilities for interference are astounding.

But the creepy oreo interior white center manchild who lives down the hall, sometimes, walked calmly down the hall with his dog--the first time he appeared about 8 months ago he was in the vein of having shot something to a satellite high crack in the sky with hyper body jerky spasmatic hormonal torture highs--he had a different sleazily-clad black cookie exterior replaceable minion on his arm at the time. She has since been replaced by yet another replaceable skunk skank who obviously helps them all with the spraying of musky filth stink on my every livable item that i have spent my subpoverty income attempting to avert utter shabby living conditions, always made shabby broken and stinking ripped and torn.


there is another brown exterior replaceable oreo minion in the room across from mine, so whenever I walk to the garbage area, around the corner down the hallway, she can sprint to my room and back doing whatever damage their cameras have shown them to be easily accessible  in the sprint mode

The replaceable skank "girlfriend" of the erectile moment was wearing something like a crack outfit with her protuberance showing with every sauntering swagger of hormonal high torture aspect. She glared into my face as my brain was triggered to look back--and this can indeed be done, to have subliminal "commands" to look at exactly the same precision angle at someone from a distance or close up just staring like demonic fodder under control themselves.

The formerly spasmatic oreo white snout hoof grease puddle is now erect from months of torture and abuse so his former ganky appearance is now confident. This is one of the social engineering aspects which totally enthralls all the participants into this contract upon me, the sense of Power and thrill and the hormonal high, plus free rent and promotions plus endlessly replaceable skank skunks to suck up for free as they try to force this same skank skunk inferior position on me while undermining literally every single thing I could possibly strive for to attain on any level.

As everyone goes along, except for the odd moment in history during Covid when the networks were dispersed and blocked from their usual buy-out of the "my daughter and son for sale as well as grandma and pa and dog and cat too banana republic" brown replaceable endlessly replaceable minority minion entourage encircling one or two of the cloven hoof snout-snot coated social emulation icons

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The "Free Speech" "advocates" who can buy out social media platforms have turned their "Retribution" Eye of Sauron onto my home which is a daily event the eye is never glaring from some obscene angle into my body shower home into my brain my thoughts and speaking hideously infantile insults and sewage-style hate porn body image hate insults and then they teleport me to inflict the actions partnering with the words

but the infliction of their "freedom caucus" was pouring a blue-ish liquid into the plate upon which the brand new sulphur lamp I ordered was smeared with this greasy substance and poured into a puddle underneath the electrical socket and wiring. The lamp and connection to that light source was just 1/2 inch above the top layer of the greasy liquid substance (dyed bluish). It leaves a greasy stain on the surface of the lamp and it's dangerous. It's the 3rd time this has happened with this one spot. I had put the plate under the lamp (it's a decorative Asian style plate not a utilitarian plate) and they instead just poured this greasy liquid (it was greasy the last time and the time before that, so my comments written about the grease of these "people" from years of just getting down to the down low of their essence and they are of course spewing it into my home as usual.

I had cleaned a bright yellow shirt that has been smeared with dead meat substance, again and again. I washed it, they sprayed more of the filth on it once more. They are using mechanical arms while I sit with a plastic tarp surrounding my head because of the mechanical arms that come through the fractured and broken sink cabinet underneath, from the room next door they insert a mechanical arm through this top portion of the wayward cupboard space so I can't see or reach the area above the huge pipes, and the barrier between my room and the next is a plywood piece that bends with my finger just pressing lightly against it. They keep it moist, pouring water into the bottom of the cabinet and they always make holes in all the pipes which I try to cover and seal up but they rip all out anyway

and they spray horrific chemicals into my hair from behind.

I am ALWAYS every single day in a state of physical shock, not meaning "Mental" from stress but physical from poisons and detox from murder poisons which are such disgusting chemicals concocted in laboratories, I would suggest from research labs paid for by funding to "fight cancer" or some such feign of pretense for human development. Could be a substance created in the c-tration camps or some such horror that was sent by Paperclip Express to the wonderful country that I was born into which has been paying from top quarters ALL MY LIFE long before the current culprits "in power' eagerly and happily have furthered this goal.

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Watching all the "lib-tards" making their solace commentary after "promising" as they did in 2016 that the "liberal female" would win, most def. But alas, they were somehow "wrong" so absolutely wrong about how the actual power structure works, or maybe they were paid to project a hopeful fantasy. And they knew all along. I suggest the majority knew about what would happen. Promising that Harris would "win" so seriously and emphatically gave people the impression that their vote would not matter. Perhaps the promise of her winning made people think that they didn't have to rush to vote and so they didn't. 

Anyway, the freedom to express the rage from over 15 years of no one giving a damn about rape torture fascism the growth of a Nazi culture derived out of this contract out on me--I mean derived as a derivative of the outgrowth of open season upon people "like me' who the hairy with snouts and the 3rd dynastic reichdumb really always targeted (all my life).

But the culture became open and now it's open season on a lot of people. Some believe that the former "leaders" will be targets on a list. No, the "list" is just a green light for more targeting of defenseless and helpless people like me who the bigots from all the Parties hate. It means more people who are a threat to the culture claiming that by inherent right they are "superior" and giving equality and freedom in actuality threatens that ancient regime.

That is what the "list" really is. Anyone not bowing with loving devotion to the icon indoctrination of racist hegemony. It means the list includes the plan to kill off a majority of the WORLD population and not let them escape into a "safe" country anywhere on the planet.

The movements of neo-ism have increased basically out of the globalization that the "liberal" economics developed oh so long ago, back in the 1990's and even earlier. 


The only thing is that my years of writing about this has only helped to further the careers of the fake opposition and given me nothing but more death threats and more attacks and more people (I mean hairy marsupials and snout and cloven hoofers with portfolios made with inflationary pomp).

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That no one could foresee the threat to anyone else when they knew or heard about my situation only shows that all expect themselves to benefit endlessly from this system. I understand that as I grew up in a sort of sheltered situation for a little while. I had no idea that actual opportunity was based on a premise that you bow to the 4th Reich and it's demands for turning against others so the divide-and-conquer system would only create one stable group which would expand territory through various methods. Our current system of encroachment is in the mental processes of belief in the visual products by which so many of the fake opposition reside.


So the attacks are never stopped upon me. Those who spoke out against the illegality of the current are now happily going about regrouping their portfolios because they viciously assaulted me in teleportation with hate and vicious yapping yelling and hate, derision that I am being murdered by poisoning laughing about it and then physically abusing me and raping poison into my body with full applause by the entire group and then a cascading effect by the "invisible majority" who are the cheering throngs of crowds and the gang stalking hateful violent murderous bigots and haters and minions.

So it's never stopped and the hate was constant under all the lecturing "freedom" people from around the world.

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Not even a single person in all of the American top levels who have teleported me from all parties from the podcasters to the celebrities have done a single supportive gesture that is open and not concealed--if anyone has even done that. This group plays decrease and increase of violence so that the target is not outright slaughtered but given time to relax so the next round of torture rape abuse and near-death is on a more numbed level of response of hysteria but more ferocious. They feed off it every day and it is never, ever ever stopped.


America was doomed before the election. It was a non-stop murder situation upon me under Biden. It was "Christian" Mike Johnson Speaker of the House who raped and threatened my life and slapped and hit me after Pelosi, in her turn as speaker, threatened to mutilate and kill me with a voice you will never hear from her croaking in hateful evil at me for fighting in my defense. Her feminist chants about being a woman in power is met by the Christian chiding of the population to reject pornography and to embrace their Church as the savior. 




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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.