Saturday, November 23, 2024

I cannot express adequately how deadly sinister and foul the hate death energy that is constantly, daily and nightly forced upon me through this hate technology from your favorite celebrities (or maybe not so much for the few who aren't enthralled by pop culture which is a bubble instantly exploded if you are teleported to their hate machinations) every morning they have my body pumped with poisons and drugs whilst in deep sleep mode. My brain is capable of being shut down into unconsciousness at any moment this group so choses. Because they have experts in biomedical and other technological wizardry psy-ops professionals capable of dissecting various symptoms of brain and mental and any other ailment or deadly disease or distemper ("Mental disorder" is the technical jargon) literally forced upon a person in superficial appearance so that an instant and carefully created "diagnosis" can be rendered by one of the "following orders" professionals adjudicated in such diagnoses --so called.//The hate they all pour into my otherwise very happy life has been non-stop for over 12 hours per day, every SINGLE day, for over 15 years but much longer than that. I am referring to the teleportation and voice-to-skull which is al literal brush with "demonic" influence and I have to really venture to state that "The Devil is alive'" and Evil is truly a phenomenon after all these years of this ongoing without end. //The hate they pour on me is evident in my hysterical ranting posts, for which they create "justificatoin" for more mutilation and torture, which they were doing long before I ever had an inkling of what "gang stalking" is and they were mutilating and poisoning me long before I had any capability to consciously "resist" and say "no" to being destroyed in every single way possible almost to the point of death repeatedly and etc for so many decdes.

The amount of hate and violence that is poured on my sleep, life, body home property finances health wealth love and joyful living is a constant death energy of crushing violence that is inflicted by otherwise hugely grinning celebrities after they dump their filth upon me in every way possible and are applauded for it, by seemingly "everyone" possible on the planet while I remain reviled and a societal target pariah by "everyone" and the snowballing effect is universal. 


The need for a witch hunt is now an "open season" in the guise of technological wonder.

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Thusly, my every hate rant post is at least 80% hysterical due to DRUGGING which is never-ending while I sleep. The sleep state is filled with murder suicide and hate subliminal content and then hate and death and homeless skits intertwined with non-stop subliminal programming into hate and death and self  destruction and programming and the result is I wake up with no one here for me, ever, no one wants anything to do with me (and this is not "me" because, I must state that I found some "comfort" when I listened to former white supremacist Neo-Nazi Floyd Cochrane state that he had become a targeted person (not using that exact term) after he began to denounce Aryan Nation when they instructed him to have his son killed due to a birth defect (cleft palate).


He claimed that people avoided him, and he was a target of stalking and surveillance or in those loose terms in one of the Hour of the Time interviews, which I wrote of a few weeks ago. The interview was aired on Fresh Air with Terri Gross.

Thusly, if a white male formerly a Neo could be targeted, then this is no direct inference on myself and being a target can happen to anyone, even the group designated to "control all with one ring" (still in a sort of Lord of the Rings mode at this time, somehow references of Sauron and a single Eye hovering over the planes of existence and the many worlds is in my background memory database as I delve into this horrific murder contract that is never stopped and I remain fighting for my life and surrounded on all sides).


The sickening behavior of these cretins is so abominable and yet this is such a trending condition of acceptance into "high" rank. It is like saying that "deplorable" is a fine and dandy trait compared to this behavioral conditional protocol system

the hate and hate and ugliness and hate they all emit, and every time I see them being glorified on tv almost immediately after the violence and hate and filth they spew through their hateful proxies onto me

and they appear light, glowing this is a truly parasitic dumping opportunity for miserable hateful sick people striving endlessly to push others down for their opportunistic elevation in status.

But one after the next, to the point that these faces are so sickening to me at this point it's nauseating that they are still hacking their "stuff" and I just want to find other people who have opinions but literally--I mean literally, all my searches result in an unreasonably short list of the same people or their accomplices, who are all in networks associated with one another if you follow the threads of their networking online.

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I used to have access to individualistic writers and now it's just so consolidated and the people who are social influencers have appeared to me and the bottom line below $$$money is hate and dumping hate on other people, so it seems.


I appear hysterically filled with hate every day. The drugs and the ravaging of my body and home and life which is non-stop and the destruction, combined with non-stop abuse to render ideas out of me as the leaders of America and everywhere else CHAMPION that opportunity is being so blocked from me in everything from typing on a keyboard to obtaining any money to having privacy for even one second to my thoughts being monitored to attacks on my nervous system, brain and body all day in various horrific ways and thousands upon thousands upon literally MILLIONS of creeple participating gleefully in "gang stalking" murder operations with zero restraint but instructed to not outright murder me, perhaps smash me under truck wheels with greased meat on the road placed in a spot where all the motorbikes that had boxed me in all parted just at this rectangular shiny piece of shredded meat, literally placed in a precise rectangle on the road with a huge 10-wheel truck about 2 feet behind me as my handlebars would not budge to the left or right--without exertion to move the bars just a fraction of an inch just before driving on the greased up meat which was only visible within 5 seconds of the terrorists on motorbikes parting just as I approached this literal death trap.


That happened the month that Elon Musk and Amber Heard handed the teleportation system and technology to Trump, I believe Heard with Musk's assistance stole the tech from Depp.

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That was the month that Trump's campaign ratings went from nearly losing to being at the top of the heap of candidates, also around the time that Prince was dead (and I was trying to get away from this group and contact Prince and try to move to Minneapolis)

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The HATE that is poured on me is --there is only a word for it, and that word is so "lame" in comparison to the actual sickeningly deadly ugly vile energy that is dumped on me continuously. The aging process has so broken my body down into premature older aging and the cumulative effect is of course, because this goes on literally hours per day every day as one hateful miserable celebrity and politician yells screams abuses and insults me--only for saying NO to being tortured abused without any resistance.

I must stop writing. The murder has not been stopped. My attempts to find a single person who actually means a single bit of all that they advertise as their cause celebrity and political stance, always with the absolute "best intentions" of "fighting" some injustice, all who assault me viciously are "fighting some injustice" even if they are the most MAGA the "injustice" is of not having enough Christianity and they are victims of a "radical liberal" infestation, etc etc the plight is always expressed as they are targets of some 'injustice" perceived or otherwise.


I must stop writing. The gorgeous flowers I just bought are dying, from having been sprayed with chemicals. My clothing is sprayed with rotting meat substance that is laced with chemicals to make the substance absorb permanently, although I can clean the stench remains at a slight level unless I wash bleach at least two more times.


And for all these years, not a single person has come to support me or care or say a word to any authority or defend protect or even to think that this is wrong. The prevailing attitude is their entitlement to destroy my every moment of happiness, joy to kill all that is beautiful that I love, all animals are killed and taken away.

And it just goes on and on. The same people who are the main podcasters of America who denounced the uprising (with so many tangential reasons "why" this has happened except for the truly relevant real issues and of course, this technology and massive surveillance technology and thought reading tech they all have participated in and obtained promotions and their books and movies and tours have been made universal and global as a result)

and the hate, hate hate ugliness it is like masses of decrepit stinking foul evil permanently dousing my life with stinking filth and hate. For me trying to get rid of them, I am persecuted by politicians who go off with tv interviews from major networks and they are showered with applause for various "fights' against whatever the very same day or the next.

This group of hate has been leeching ideas off my love for myself and my life, and because I love myself and my life, they are trying to pound in self-hate and self-destruction and every single struggle I have to stop them and say no has been met with increasingly violent rape and murder threats, constantly.


The "opposition" colluders of fascist tyranny are now bemoaning the Trump take-over which they fully supported in this covert contract out on me and their fascist instant jerk-off knee-jerk reactions to me under drugging and non-stop torture is met by violence hate and torture instantly and they are applauded for it.


Writing about the endless threat to my life without a single politician coming to monitor or stop the non-stop attacks on my finances my security my life my body my sexuality

they rush at me slapping hitting yelling and screaming insulting, and now this extremely violent German rapist is sitting next to the blonde women who are "feminists" and hearing them declare the "hypocrisy" of the other media commentators who met with Trump recently, while they themselves met with a real Nazi -spewing rapist violently murder-mentioning endless magnet for every "oppressed" feminist and minority possible in American media--(I am exaggerating a bit, but not by much) the absolute violence of the "feminists" who have "fought" against sexual discrimination such as at Fox News are gladly sitting next to this German who has beaten and raped me while I fought to get him off me constantly for weeks in this hell teleportation-the sex was derived from extreme drugging and techno-interface that rendered me so delirious and also I was very extremely sick and in extreme pain because I have been working on ripping the hard shell of poison out of my body and some of it has been coming out--literally ripping my flesh at a cellular level off my spine, fractured vertebrae in multiple places due to deep sleep mutilation multiple times in my life due to, their "excuse' is me fighting to get nasty abusive "Men" off me who drugged and date raped me, as I now ascertain from the not wanting anything but a conversation to being helpless in a daze as they exploited me, and then clung on with violence when I tried to get rid of them from insults abuse and with their nasty wives or girlfriends just standing nearby. Entire groups of people surrounding me for trying to get a gang stalking MK ULTRA Nazi abuser off me, and being rendered physically disabled from bones being fractured.

And all medical care denied me literally lied to by medical practitioner after the next in the U.S.

I have barely managed to survive so many death threats and deadly attacks

the scant health care I do have is self-administered from guessing what my body needs and barely being able to afford to pay for herbal healing, and that is all I can do. I cannot afford massages and I am stuck with the landlord, my mail service, and the little subpoverty I get always on the edge of being cut off due to Trump always using this as leverage to further profit off destroying my life for his endless promotion out of this contract. The rest are never-ending abusers on me as well. The "powerful" are so completely murderously hateful and shallow in terms of humanity and any concern for human beings unless they can get something out of manipulating on any level to obtain something as an exchange.

The hate they imbibe is truly "demonic" and I am forced into this constant murder my energy sucked out daily from hate and hate due to drugging and I can't get away from this group with this infernal hell technology. 


because it is daily torture-to-death, and  I need an outlet because they are also using subliminals to force me to write--this is mind control after all--and then they call me all the woman-hating names call me every kind of woman-hating insult especially in sexuality

the people who are paid to have me raped or who rape me are glorified but I am castigated for being a helpless victim in every way

with full applause and congratulation and never-ending awards as they never stop torturing me to obtain ideas for more movie themes and any sexual energy they can suck out and return with violence hate abuse insults and when I fight back, they use torture destruction of my property

and all my years of detailing this has only encouraged more expletives to join in, rather than shun this system and actually care about the "causes" that they are catapulted into the "limelight" for expressing.

Woe to the United States. The hate will recoil into a murky future, it would seem as there are various physical laws that this kind of deeply penetrated hate which is the unanimous essence of the daily assaults upon me, without any end they are so endlessly filled with hate and violence

wreaked upon the country until it is at a breaking point

still, no one could give a damn about this situation forced upon me which brought so much chaos

they all want murder and death

I have tried to stop writing. When I do stop, they increase the torture literally exponentially until I begin to write again.

I swear the drugging makes not writing impossible


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Hair once again copiously falling out in clumps with stinking nasty foul grease embedded in the back of my hair/head/scalp for having lay down on my bed yesterday in what felt like terminal death sickness from non-stop years of rape, torture and screaming abuse from what I currently consider people who can't succeed unless they attack me to get promotions. they "suceeded" formerly in the past due to their affiliation with this nazi death cult systematic promotion hierarchy becasue they are absolutely devoid of light, love compassion and are disgusting easy to control money is the ruling factor and they have empty spaces of nothingness between their greed and selfishness frontal lobes---everything else dependent on sleazy instant gratification instant pleasure dome dumbing down sadism replacing former cocaine addition and alcoholism and sex/work/career money addictions replaced by sadistic torture they can't stop every day for hours in sexual sadism overdrive. All of them rely on sexual appearances for their "success" and posturing psychopathy and now cruelty disguised as benevolent despotism "winner" mentality.//I fell into this semi-dying state literally extremely ill and I got up to take a delivery and returned and my hair was greasy wet on the back--no one had come near me it was done while I was laying (my head loosely protected with a cap they use like mosquitos mechanical arms which gently lift and spray under hats, caps under layers of protection the tools they use-plus they put me in a semi-conscious state in that laying down curled up in sick, pit of body ailment toxic shock too sick to move state---I must have gone into a few seconds of unconsciousness this is done via the brain implant it has been done to me often in the past--so they sprayed and this chemical stinking grease fungus mold substance contains something that makes hair fall out. I had washed it from the previous inability to protect m yhair (for over 2 months I have been in inability to protect my hair, body and every other routine sliced up mutilated body part I can't protect in a state of agonized spinal fractured pioson ripping out of my spine state; all this group has forced on me due to this brain implant rendering me unconscious they can fracture and break and sliced out I am totally blacked out and then injected with extreme pain killer. Perhaps my brain compartmentalized system blocks out neural firing of pain receptors in these areas I think the tech is that refined to even narrow down neural pathways to various body parts that are sliced injected and mutilated until a few days later and then the pain is diminished and the drugging commences in other ways (combined simultaneously). //the psychic toxic garbage dump celebrities conjoined this morning with the "not supine" politician running for president. Nasty "christian" rapist currently in the speaker position who has come to assault me (just came for his louisiana primary to have me raped in a sleazy sick way totally a psycho sick creep it was a skit of a perturbed sick mind) and accepted by his evil coven of psycho-christian spouting louts and greasy toxic filth from his region truly despicable this onus of hate who is more evil and foul than I have ever been for a mere 5 seconds of my life in total his every action every 5 seconds consolidated is nowhere near my entire life of having been a very good person, a christian in heart, spirit and soul I am he''s a demonic possessed sick scum closeted sick psycho pornographer bearing a condemnation cross. He told me that the contract means I must be around people who extremely abuse me perpetually to crush my spirit and soul. This toxic group of garbage psychic trash filth out of LA was met with the president-to-be wanna be with his entourage of nazi eurotrash hate and american nazi party celebrities stealing my ideas about beauty, love and compassion and fighting against unjust tyranny---. Filthy ugly dirty their stupid ugly voices asking me if I still think they are greasy and dirty I say yes instantly in my mind it's all thought extraction. I try to "ignore' them not to react after instantly recoiling in disgust and trepidation of their murderous attacks fighting them off calling the nasty graesy filth female names in disgust to get her off---weeks of physically fighting to get her off only encourage that greasy slime and her former husband. Dirty ugly former republican governor always there handing out incentive promotions to everybody to emulate nazi concentration camp guards during the WWII holocaust genocide they have all watched the movies and can't wait to emulate this functionaity without any politican or law enforecment stopping them only joininng in and behaving like trash and filth scum claiming like johnson to be a "good christian" and "you are a whore prostitute nothing " then abusing hitting raping orhaving me raped to prove how "good" they are and how "evil" I am. They ask me for tarot readings while I am reading but concemn me as a witch justifying their rape therein. Tojtally disgusting always every moment. Every moment my lief sucked out by this filth group. It is America that country still worships this trash filth and keeps them in power, fully supported by all the "good christians" and "democrat constitutional caring about every plight of every poor person" nazi bigot genocidal hate trash psychic stink cesspool life fuck k-rap putting out k-rap and people love them for it and can't get enough of the surreptitious drug addiction.

  Of course these putrid, cesspool nothing-but-bs to say parasites must leech every concept, idea and watch me 24/7 with smirking ugly paras...