Saturday, October 23, 2021

Terrorist financial/economic and communications salvo: ripped off in multiple venues creating a chain of severe over-pricing, denial of services and blocks to obtaining accurate information or services. My mail service in Florida is charging me an extra $100 for simply putting 4 documents into an envelope and creating a shipping label for a FedEx shipment to Thailand. All mail services in Phuket are lying, claim they speak no English or don't understand my basic and simple questions; across the board this occurs on a near 100% basis so denial of basic services is overarching discriminatory terrorism.

 Hackers are severely blocking the keyboard juxtaposing letters as I type. Backspacing and rewriting is continuous. Undoubtedly they will rewrite/delete parts of this blog once I publish (or while I am in the process of writing).

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The cost to ship a 0.1 lb letter via Priority FedEx from Florida to Phuket costs $89. For the past three deliveries I have used with this service, they have charged me $200 for sending debit cards to be picked up at the FedEx station in Phuket, because I cannot trust the terrorist network that presides over this nearly empty condominium where every person in this place is operating to attack me. Not a neurotic observation on my part as this has been recurring for decades. 

I wrote a letter to my mail service trying to hint that I needed them to obtain information as asking them anything directly entails a negative response. I was hoping to get them to offer support because I cannot obtain any real answer from the Thai Post, if I want to ship this package containing my new debit cards in this transfer of my former bank to a new bank that has just bought it out. I did not know that my bank was being transferred because THIS MAIL SERVICE HAS BEEN NOT REPORTING MAIL THAT I RECEIVE ON A REGULAR BASIS TO THE POINT THAT I RECEIVE NOTICE OF THREE OR FOUR LETTERS PER YEAR. They also doubled the price and stopped sending me notifications for letters I need from places like my bank. Thus two months ago in a very sick condition from the detox of the poison that the terrorist network put in my body--in this 10+th year of detox with no help and all access to earning blocked by the very wealthy who are vying to see which one is going to be the puppet handler over my body using these technologies--with endless abuses and tortures amounting in an attempt at "behavior modification". I must add, thought, that my many years of being attacked has proven that services were blocked to me long before I began to resist and now fight (for my life) to protect my body, home, and the attempt to get any entity to respect all the laws protecting citizens must be done in such a way that public condemnation will be made transparent (not hidden under privacy or private appeals for justice, in other words) but since all that this organization is doing to me currently still is illegal, they operate in secret I must try to expose them in the light of public scrutiny. The discrimination from this mail service is illustrated with flowery pleasant words and kindly gratuitous thank you's peppered with spray of hate underneath all the flowery false rhetoric.


This is a copy of the letter I sent my mail service which I then changed to ordering the 100% mark-up of services where this mail service is pocketing $100 extra in this overcharge, knowing that I have little to no recourse in defending myself legally while I remain here in Thailand. If I were to return to the US and try to litigate any kind of civil suit, I'm sure the Statute of Limitations would erase all illegal liability on the part of this service, and there are other factors inhibiting my ability to legally defend myself outside of the sheer distance factor.


I wrote this letter and it is a most pleasant recap of a most sinuous and nasty situation of utter discrimination and lies and blocks and outright hate attacks aimed at me by these mail services. The service I now use is the 4th in the past decade out of Florida and I can't keep changing my address and I need something reliable. The terrorist network ensures that I receive no replies when I do search for another mail service, as well as all phone calls for inquiry into such are diverted to terrorists who lie or hang up on me or say preposterous things and tell me they can't help me. I am stuck with the terrorist network blocking every single thing I do and ability I could have to live in safety in cleanliness and in some kind of decency or so I would like to imagine that my living and business status would be far better off if I were not under this kind of circumference of attack on a 24/7 basis for decades without end, day and night, not a day of it stopping.

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Thus I will be forced to pay $400 in the last 3 months because the mail service did not report the initial letter my new bank sent to alert customers of the old bank that the system would completely change and new debit cards would be issued. My old debit cards expired two months ago, and they were issued for a 2-year period which is far less than debit card expiration dates should be. The alerts to inform me of this change were all blocked by this mail service. In the last two months also my monthly benefits were cut off because this mail service did not scan letters, upon request, that had been sent to me (they first scan the outer envelopes and then ask me if I want the letter scanned).

They charged me $5 to download a letter and put it in an envelope and put a local stamp to have it sent to a local address. I realize inflation is a huge problem in the US, but the charge of $100 extra for FedEx services is more than inflationary excess.

I also cannot use DHL as they refuse to speak English with me, answer the phone. They close and lock the doors if I drive to the station which is very distant from my house and a long drive up a very busy road that means potential accident increases due to terrorists always nearly hitting me especially on roads like that which the DHL office is located. DHL also stole items from a box I had shipped from Germany to Thailand--many years ago. I thus cannot trust the terrorists who operate this network where I live, or don't want to risk having debit cards and vital information I can't have copied easily "lost" or not delivered, which is a direct threat.

These are just an iota of the hardships that have been forced upon me, notwithstanding the problems that institutions like Federal Aid for students with financial aid offices lying and blocking services from me in the United States. 

The examples and lists are far too long to elaborate upon. I am constantly trying to think and type as these two components are always, 100% of the time I write every single time I write--under such attack I can't elaborate no matter how hard I try. 


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This letter was sent after the mail service informed me that I cannot have FedEx pick up my few documents at their location because only they can have access to shipping via FedEx. I was trying to circumvent their $100 fee for this very simple action. The package is two plastic cards and two one-page letters, all weighing less than 0.5 pounds. With tax this comes to $200. Because I am stuck with having to risk my mail being stolen or not delivered and these are all vital financial documents for me (what little I have in that arena) then I must go through this service and not risk USPS or DHL--all lie to me, all rip me off. I can't get a straight answer and in Thailand I can't get any answer most of the time to any simple question. Even when I speak Thai they claim they "no understan".

IN response to my mail service denying me the chance to pay $100 less then they are stealing from me/ripping me off using reliable FedEx services (they are pushing DHL on me and that is a German company that has stolen my property when I shipped in the past to this same Phuket office. I think they just used a box cutter here in Phuket and then stole whatever they liked that I had shipped to me--which were beautiful personal items I didn't want to leave behind in Germany that I bought using student loan money. All stolen, and then the rest of my belongings stolen after that in a serious attack made on me by the Europigape rapist terrorist who are still operating with the Americans in H-wood--all beholden to foreign "dark money" sources which feed their careers and feed off my life force; all have stolen ideas from me and then stolen everything I love and have worked for and still are trying to suck more out of me using terrorist violence that never ends.

Thus discriminated against by this global network. 

Here is my letter written in the most polite terms possible in some attempt without making a direct request to check information for me, which I realized they would never do upon request or in any way--


I have then had to chose using FedEx and paying another $200 to get 0.5 pounds of vital financial information sent to me, which totals $400 for the past half year for 1 pound of paperwork and debit cards to be sent to me. All of this mishap is due to this mail service not reporting my mail and I was uniformed. The bank website did not explain this transfer they had sent "important"-marked letters which this mail service refused to alert me of. So they are not only denying me vital mail service but also raking in hundreds of my stimulus money, which I have saved for this "rainy" day of incompetence and hate crime block which has manifested in this vital economic and information threat (to my life, in essence it is very dangerous and could be potentially fatal for me due to this discrimination and the many results of their blocks of my financial information.

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..."I am going to look into USPS Priority International type services which I know are trackable and more cost-effective. The problem is that I read on the US website that due to Covid various Thai mail centers have been closed. I live in a condo where they claim they "speak no English" and I have to weigh the security factor versus expediency. I know 99% that I will receive my package in security and a timely-manner using Fed Ex. DHL has proven to be extremely unreliable I have used them before. Here in Phuket their offices are closed during open hours, they can't "understand" me when I ask basic questions on the phone and one time a large package I sent out of Germany to Thailand had been opened and items were missing. Another reason I can't use DHL is that the Thai site lists a number of factors for customs that are dubious and no one can answer my questions. How I wish I could use the cheaper services but they prove to be unreliable for these important financial documents I need. 


I write this to let you know that I was not dismissing your earlier recommendation to use DHL. I can't even phone that company in Phuket without getting people who can't speak English, and the same is true for calls to the main call center in Bangkok. As for the Thai Post, the situation is almost the same to get reliable information via phone or even in person sometimes. It is a joke, unreliable to say the least.

I will let you know what I choose soon, it may take a few weeks as there is no rush. Please keep my items safe in my box until then!

Best Regards,"

Terrorist stinking filth report: October 21, 2021. My bathroom reminds of of one of the circles of Hell in Dante's Inferno. The hell of the terrorist stalkers with their master/slave operations of attack in shopping spaces is a more concealed version of the stinking filth

 Because I am partially paralyzed due to poisoning of mind control drugs interlaced with hardening poisons, which have created an internal "shell", hard-caked chemicals that break off in tiny pieces and expand greatly so my body is endlessly caked with bloating and sagging areas and this hard extended piece latched on to my vertebrae from skull to toes. Every attack on my body, which has not stopped for a single day, results in poison seeping into every rip, tear and crack and "accident". 

I thus have not been able to scrub the endless brown sticky and toxic layers of filth that have been sprayed on my floor, the walls of my bathroom or the furniture. The little cleaning I can do is restricted to standing erect and washing clothing. Having to bend down to hand wash clothing (because the spin cycle and the wash cycle have been "broken" by terrorists so I have to use the washing machine in a very physically demanding way, lifting heavy and huge sopping wet clothing because I can't dry anything.

Thus, in the state of things of filth, I have been using my bathroom with very low lighting, or outside lighting to not have to see the brown stinking filth that has been sprayed on the walls. I bought more silicone to layer the tiles because terrorists have removed all of the silicone between all tiles in the shower area, which is where I believe the tiles are being lifted and insects and filth and stinking odors are being sprayed--every single day, as often as possible to retain a stinking and foul odor perpetually in that room. I have to keep the bathroom door open up to having to seal the door shut with the rope and hooks that I have pounded into the frame to stop the terrorists from inserting more mechanical arms through that portal of breakthrough sabotage and terrorism and bodily destruction. The door has layers of open spaces for air vent flow, and I taped and glued an artistic covering with paper and glue and tape. The tape has been removed in many parts and I have to glue and repaste and now I am putting more silicone on the areas between the tile cracks of the floor for the 4th time since I moved in here. Every time the terrorists enter my room when I am out, they remove more bits of the silicone so I have to routinely repaste this.


When I take showers, I have to use a mop to clean the water which terrorist keep spraying on the floor so it takes 15 hours sometimes for water to dry in this orchestrated endless water/filth attack which is just one of many in just this one little room (and the rest of the studio is an endless deadly toxic and bodily attack situation that goes on and persists like a virus that has no antidote). Terrorists then spray the mop with fungus while I try to dry it outside on the patio, which is coated with brown spray stinking filth on the white tiles and there is always filth and dirt sprinkled on the floor (after I clean it the sprinkled dirt reappears within one hour).  I do clean the bathroom but I am not able to scour and scrub nearly permanent brown grease sprayed on the walls of the bathroom, this is too much for my spine to take with all the additional fractures the terrorists have inflicted upon my body for all these decades.


I had to turn on the bright today to put down the silicone and the bathroom is the very worst I have ever seen it for all the years I have been going through this. There were dripping and embedded brown stains dripping from the artwork I glued onto the bathroom panel shower area (to try to block out the endless brown/black sprays of fungus and mold that terrorists have never stopped putting in that area so no matter what I do it's always brown/black and filthy. The water after I clean comes out brown and black with the stinking water. This also happens when I wash my clothing which likewise is sprayed with the same permanent brown staining toxic filth. I hand wash clothing which is too putrid to wear (usually only bought recently, as I must constantly throw items away that have been ripped, torn, stained, stinking and shrunk to nearly child size so I can't wear anything). 


I now have to find the energy to take a kind of hard-bristle broom and try to scrub more of the filth but I am in such pain from endlessly cleaning and endlessly detoxifying from the hard poison that I really cannot clean up this filth. The floor and the counters I am able to clean, but even the floor has been permanently stained with black and brown goo hardening stuff that nothing gets out. The floor is so ugly and filthy from what they have sprayed and poured on it that no amount of scrubbing or work will get out. It's absolutely disgusting to have to be forced to live with this.

My body of course is caked with this poison filth but also my skin has been so endlessly saturated with damaging chemicals, likewise my hair as well--there are endless cars my body looks like it's a huge pot of cellulite and they have also damaged my hair so badly there are balding spots. It's like every attempt I make to live with beauty has been under deadly assault by this group.


The other filth is the filthy behavior of the toxic terrorists with their minions everywhere I go shopping. I am now accosted and asked to check in my bags at a store where I have used the same bags for shopping and never had a problem until the borders for Thailand opened last week and the filth on their undeserved vacations have poured in for their pimp and terrorist "holidays" in Phuket. Assaulted around every corner and the white Nazi supremacists use the brown Thais as missiles which walk into my cart while they saunter beside them out of harm's way. It is the ultimate in the wealth inequity and how little the exploiters actually care about those they feign to be "friends" with in their exploits of taking over Thailand. Usually this experience is always with one white Europ-a male and a cluster of brown Thai women with their children, who are instructed to run into me as I push my cart ahead they get slammed by my cart because they are walking into me either from all angles as I turn a corner or aisle or they assemble into a huge, swelling group which blocks all access to movement as I am directly pushing a shopping cart and very easy of course to see. They all pretend they can't see me as the little children or the women walk either directly in front of me so I slam the cart into them (around corners) or, as they slowly amble directly in front of me while I am pushing the cart at a brisk pace getting from one store to the next (because I must carry so many bags wherever I go to try to protect the things I need that are essential, because everything I leave in this room when I leave gets sprayed and damaged and destroyed).

They amble in front of my cart like missiles which suddenly lurch to one side to block my path--usually they are looking down into mobile phones but often they appear to have no communication devices in front of them--so I suspect the "voice-to-skull" technology may be employed, or more likely people loitering on the sides as terrorist agents are giving signals for them to move in front of me at the exact moment where it would appear they are not in the path of my cart, but then they lunge nearly like they are drunk and block my path but often I hit them (softly usually). This type of situation is so ubiquitous that it recurs at least 8 times in just a one-hour shopping experience--at a bare minimum.

I consider that to be a filth attack as these people disgusting as if they were pieces of rotting carcass stinking up my happy and quick pace. It's like endless ugliness surrounding me at these stores. Even if they appear fashionable and well-groomed. Mostly those who attack me are not of the "elite" level but you can be certain they are operating for them.


When I see the inequity divide, the result of world bank austerity measure of genocides and holocaust loot turned into Thailand vacations, where slaves compliment the exploiters hoping for a larger slice instead of 12 lousy working hours or prostitution where one night amounts to $20 (for ALL night, not a few minutes "one time"). 

How willing the minions are to be part of a hate team attacking a target, and how willing they are to help their exploiter by allowing themselves to be slammed by a metal shopping cart at fast pace hitting them as they appear to swerve while they are pushing in front of the cart in a huge group. How glibly the bigot who is surrounded by a team of adherents who hope to live in the Big House and get some Western money instead of only having to rely on cheap jobs for tourism or perhaps in some other sector if they are more well-educated. These are the types that surround me. I am not referring to Thailand as a whole but this is the huge majority I see and in every city I have been to in Thailand. The same dynamic applies in the United States but the color divide and the inequity chasm is not as apparent and often is concealed by grandiose posturings of righteous independence allied with activism albeit always controlled and following orders.

So I have to gather the strength to do this--cleaning the filth in  the bathroom which will just be sprayed once more the next time I leave. It is like one of those hellish chores that those in Hades in Greek mythology are forced to do in something like Dante's Inferno.

Thursday, October 21, 2021

Terrorist stinking filth report: October 21, 2021. This is disgusting and it's been ongoing for over 3 months every single time I use my bathroom sink. Terrorists are literally forcing stinking foul air to be pumped through my bathroom sink drain from the other side of the wall (somehow).

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The stinking putrid air is being pumped up as if by a tiny fan and it spews into my bathroom. I have been holding my breath while using the sink because the smell extends feet into the bathroom from this little opening. I have already stuffed plastic into the water drainage hole in the porcelain basin of the sink to try to stop the air from wafting throughout the bathroom. They are literally using a fan to pump more out. I have begun today to use a face mask just to try to use the bathroom sink because I can't hold my breath very long and so I have to turn m head away from the sink just to try to gasp more air in instead of breathing in this putrid sewage stink that is part of yet another terrorist attack upon my living space and another component of toxicity that they are using to poison me with sepsis or some deterioration of my body from endless fungus, mold and stinking substances poured into my body, food, and the air I must breath because I have to seal all windows and breathe the toxins they spray on literally EVERY SINGLE THING in my room with stinking fluids that are probably cancerous as well.

The pumping of this air has increased now that I am using a face mask, which did avert the stink the first time I used it, but the second time the increase of the pumped sewage air wafting up through this tiny little drainage with a seal attached to the drain--so the space is even smaller than an open drain--and it's putrid it's so foul it's really sewage air being pumped up.

Now I am considering putting a clothes pin on my nose just to try to use the bathroom sink--and this continues every single time I use the sink to clean--and I must clean so often due to nasty stuff being sprayed on my patio so when I go outside (which is often to do things like clean laundry that is stinking) they spray and pour debris, greasy tufts of hair that isn't mine but similar in color to mine--nasty and filthy and my room is filthy as well from the endless toxicity and debris that is sprayed and sprinkled on the floor and into cabinets and behind furniture and etc etc

The additional efforts I must make to protect my body are so numerous and the hacking is so bad right now--I must pound down almost with all strength to get the keys to work I really don't have the strength to go through more of this pounding down at this time to detail how I must tape my body and put on layers with safety pins to try to stop this group of inserting more objects under my fingernails (something that has not stopped for YEARS and fingernails have fallen out). They are smearing chemicals on my legs which I can't cover up because they do nasty things if I wear pants while sleeping--won't go into nasty details.

It's all stinking and filthy and foul, what this terrorist organization does and what they say and what they do and how they act and behave in this situation of attack towards me. I don't even know what having a clean home to live in is like and 100% of all the filth is due to what this filthy organization of terrorism has done to destroy my home and body and as much of my life as possible. Then the nasty and dirty things that these terrorists actually do is on a scale of human dirt and filth on a very low level of vile nastiness and low human behavior. Unelevated to say the least. In the gutter of human behavior to be a bit more precise. All this filth and hate poured into my home and life and people who are nasty and dirty attacking, raping and robbing and trying to pour out their misery and ugliness out on me constantly-=hacking is so bad I have to stop now my entire arm is sore from pounding down on the keys and then having to rewrite and correct due to hacker deletions/insertions.

It's all so sickening and filthy and disgusting and dirty--their sexuality their actions their words their behavior the stinking filth they put in my body and home and clothing and food--and then the dirty politics involved and then the dirtiness of people never stopping this and it being protected and me being silenced in this dirty contract out on me while the guilty appear as pristine and clean due to all the people scrubbing the filth off them as they pour their nastiness out on whomever is available. Now with teleportation the dirty can infect the innocent so much easier and lower them into pits of filth while they feel elevated with all their nasty and dirty exploits.

Here is a very amusing but poignant critical analysis put in hipster form regarding the hypocrisy of racism, elitism and protection of all criminal exploits in H-wood milieu. Much matches many points I have made, although written in mind control "enraged" exacerbation state-of-mind with hacking and rewrites on my part. I feel confirmed, maybe people will begin to actually question more of the "institutions" that have prevailed such as "entitled status" of people whose jobs are to lie and pretend they are not what they truly are but perform and are believed as only the parts they play.

 "FAN OUTRAGE AT MEL GIBSON CASTING IN JOHN WICK SERIES | Double Toasted". October 19, 2021.




The audience and fanbase is also to blame for the concealment of crimes and the allowances of every deviation from acceptable normative standards of behavior and speech.
Good thing for the many movements that have fought in the streets to have to base to attack those who have so openly made racist, sexist and other types of words and actions in our mind programming media (dark-money controlled) entertrainment conglomerate corporations.
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One point I will add to this commentary, should anyone reading (hacking) into this post may hear if they do listen to the full video below: if "Hollywood will do all the wrong things until they are forced to do right" is correct, then the fact that Gibson "apologized" for his black racist comments but has not done so publicly (according to this video, I don't know if Gibson has made a formal apology to Jews) but the Anti-Semitism that Gibson is famous for remains untouched in the public record. Meaning, as interpretation of the above sentences, that because the Jewish community has not formed a vigilant force to counteract open Anti-Semitic content in H-wood (and there are many instances of extreme anti-Semitism in some of the most goofy and demeaning tv shows and film representations, of course mostly played by non-Jews who mock and insult the entire diaspora, seemingly without any retort or outrage by the Jewish community at large or from the complacent Jewish community of Los Angeles. Being an outsider to these communities I only know what I see in public media and my few experiences, very brief, of going to a few JCC's and seeing the stalking apparatus in full operation amongst "my people" who are adherents to Jewish Nazism, as so many are. Thus there is no outcry for apology or if there has been, it is nowhere near as vehement as the Black community. According to the video Anti-Semitism remains an untouched "privilege" because no one is fighting it in H-wood to the point that such open tirades are causes for complete "cancel" of the racist, bigot or sexist in question (in this question it's Mel Gibson). Like the commentator in this video, I also admire many of Gibson's performances and think he is of high rank in acting skills and performance capability.
One of my main contentions regarding this absolutely bigoted celebrity group endlessly assaulting me using teleportation and gang stalking with all their weapons of "non-lethal" electronic torture which can amount to death very easily if misused, and there is little oversight of these weapons or these terrorists ordering the infliction of these tortures upon me. I contend that although these celebrities have their merits as performers and even as artists, there are others who may not absolutely conform to the fascist deception and ideology which these terrorists truly all embrace whom I have been writing of for years (and many others whom I have not written of because I am endlessly tortured for doing so and plus they just get promoted--this point has been brought up in the video and it is a crucial component as to why and how this kind of anti-social behavior is embraced and "allowed" for the "entitled" Karens of H-wood.
Despite all that, many others of perhaps even superior talent are being blocked because this group of bigot celebrities are operating and have been working to ensconce the already affixed monopolies that they have been handed already for decades and decades in many cases. I would like to see others of high quality also have the chance to perform in mainstream media instead of the same rotation which is a closed-circuit of corruption and fascist indoctrination propaganda.
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* Nota Bene: the hacking and DOS attacks have been rampant during the course of fighting to pound this out. The keyboard is being manipulated and letters juxtaposed while I write, so I imagine that as usual hacker terrorists are rewriting, deleting, otherwise redacting what I have been fighting just to pound/type out. I have no re-read the post so I leave it as is because I am too sick from the poisoning and tired of the rewriting after I publish and edit while I am typing and know that I typed it nearly perfectly the first time.

Wednesday, October 20, 2021

Political Peeps are getting around, circumambulating--the established order structure of power and it's refreshing. Having to go outside the prescribed order of how "things are done" and Trying to achieve things that the established order of things blocks irredeemably leaving them in the dust to fade away. As long as the people going outside the rules are fighting for a free Democratic Society then I am in favor absolutely (moreso if they conform to my political frame, of course I am partial).

 "It's Manchin vs. Sanders in infrastructure spat". Reuters. October 17, 2021.




Strategically maneuvering outside of the formal structured albeit stalled endless debate on Capital Hill: BERNIE SANDERS PUBLISHES CO-OP IN MANCHIN'S WEST VIRGINIA NEWSPAPER on why the Build Back Better legislation must be passed, overriding Manchin's territory to try to get a grass roots reaction to this obstruction for the passing of the Bill.


The fact that this West Virginia newspaper chose to print this display of "outsider" US Senatorial opinion for the passing of legislation that Manchin is blocking, is a clear message of how many of "the people" in Manchin's own State believe or want to have expressed by their own Senator by a Senator from another State. What Manchin is blocking is an unpopular move by his constituency probably in large part, I believe is part of the message that this W. Virginia newspaper is allowing to be publicized.


Thus Senator Bernie Sanders and India Walton from Buffalo, NY are not on my S-list today, for a change I am honoring people who are what I consider to be following the true spirit of independence and patriotism because they are going outside of an enclosed political structural systematically biased operation to achieve goals that actually work to improve the lives of "lower classes" and "the vulnerable" who are so overlooked and ignored (and misaligned and hated by the wealthy and "elite").

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NOT ON MY S-LIST TODAY for a change something positive about other people on this planet inspires me today regarding politics!

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INDIA WALTON --good for her!

"Meet India Walton: Black Socialist on Democratic Ticket for Buffalo Mayor Snubbed by NY Dem Party". Democracy Now!. October 20, 2021.






India Walton, on the Democrat ticket for Buffalo Mayor but also an independent Socialist, is not backed by Schumer or many other leaders of the larger, national Democrat caucus. Walton formerly defeated the incumbent in another race who was of the entrenched old boy network and this is a slight change from the usual campaign trail saga. The response to India Walton running for Mayor, coming from the official NY chair of the Democratic Party, is an infantile expression of bigotry and ineptitude and bias (see video below for more details)

I understand completely just from this one situation covering the stonewalling of Ms. Walton by leaders of the stoic Democratic Party reveal to me, personally, why my situation is being silenced and condoned completely by leaders of the Dem Party who are thrilled that this is happening to me and in this "private" state of complicity with the other criminals are thrilled to participate in an extra and ultra-right-wing form of racism, discrimination, and much worse but I am tired of writing about these actions aimed at me with these "covert" technologies as if I am an eternal victim (which subconsciously places me in the suspect category for most people who associate victimization with weakness or inadequacy on the part of the otherwise helpless victim--and especially when these technologies are inflicted the target is not guilty and absolutely helpless when no one will recognize the crime or criminals and no defense or shielding is provided anywhere on the market for the victims to turn to for any defense).

Ms. Walton has sprung up from the grass roots movements of her community, gone out and done the work of protesting and assisting in efforts for labor unions and etc. She said in the interview that the Democratic Party in her city refused to do more than placate the concerns that the constituents had but in the end, applied funds and other resources and levied laws which support the wealthy and mostly white and left everyone else out in the cold (to die, really).

She said she took the initiative and ran for office and beat the white established incumbent.
Now she is running again and is being insulted and silenced and ignored by leaders of the Dem Party who also silence and allow this torture crime to be inflicted upon me, as they also laud the criminals and endorse them publicly for their fake altruistic performance con artistry in order to lull the desperate-for-change into their own eventual runs for political office.
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A mod-modern-day pantheon of sorts. The originals whose messages and meaning have been copied and pasted into synchronized lesser versions, sold off as sultry sell-outs to the purchased bought and sold (out) but not out of business explosive profiteering for guiding the misspent youth into safe territory for indoctrination into capital gains tax avoidances..

 "Bob Schneider--Snow Men". Bob Schneider. May 25, 2017.


Sometimes it still snows in April.



Lost but not forgotten by a few who were there but who are dying out and being replaced excessively by the egregious.

dudes and dudettes of rock n roll/funk/soul/pop/explosive dynomite keepers of the gate through which have passed pop culture sensationalism and emulation. Watered down just a bit by now with the next few cycles of imitators....(unrecognizable to the owners of the genres perhaps). Ain't that the way the stealin'' thieven' intellectual property usurpers operate tho?

Terrorist physical attack via remote technologies or microchip implants in my body: tears forced out of my eyes daily--now going on over 8 years. The skin under my eyes is irreparably damaged. My cheeks have been damaged (the skin) from years of tears being forced from my eyes (not me crying for years, but tears and excessive mucus, forced very heavy "sneezing" and chocking and constricting of my vocal chords and throat. All done from remote sources, all damaging my skin, my throat is damaged from the microchip implant, my vision is impaired, and this attack of tears being forced, albeit brimming in my eyes not always tears pouring down--the skin under my eyes is like thin paper about to rip by now, the skin has been damaged permanently. It is happening now, it goes on every day. Can anyone ever stop this terrorist attack which I cannot protect myself from? This injustice and violence endlessly aimed at me by people winning awards for being philanthropists and feminists who are overseeing this torture and mutilation operation can't anyone ever stop them or this terrorist violence against me? They also have cut out parts of my body and tried to smash my teeth out and have made my hair fall out by smearing damaging chemicals into my hair and other parts of my body on a daily basis. Can't any of you ever do anything to protect Democracy and Freedom in America? This situation forced upon me has proven to be a direct an dire consequence of this group helping to promote certain people into power by inclusion in this most fascist and Nazi-controlled devastation "experimentation" into "behavior modification" which is just a fancy term for torture but using technology, implants, terrorist "gang stalking" drugging and poisoning. Can't any of you ever do anything about this situation which is a dire threat to humanity but none of you can even begin to understand this it seems.

Tuesday, October 19, 2021

Gustave Dore's rendering of Saladin, the Egyptian leader of marshal resistance against the 12th Century Europ-a Imperialist/genocidal Colonialist thieves, aka "Templar Crusaders" and their minions of course assisting in all the undesirable operations.

 "38. SALADIN. A formidable leader, Saladin, Sultan of Egypt, is respected by his enemies and idolized by his followers." Wikiart.org/Saladin/Gustave Dore. 




"Crusaders Surrounded by Saladin's Forces". Gustave Dore. Ibid.




I wonder how many "Middle East" conscripts the Crusaders employed to do the dirty work, defile, spy upon and sabotage all efforts of the indigenous people to oust the defilers of their land, now called "The Holy Land" and to sack The Temple of Solomon in Jerusalem. The same efforts of the Crusade are now in operation in the Middle East and have been for decades (the US leading forces of sabotage and destruction and looting, not just for oil but for the seat of power in Jerusalem. The same forces we now call fascist Nazism and racist Imperialism and Colonialization.
The same protocol system is in full operation to this day, but now targeting the United States and Democracy, what shreds of it are remaining.

The (mainstream) fascist fashion industry awards fascist rapist enablers as being heroes of feminism....once again, year after year, the worst offenders are heralded by this industry and the H-wood cartel/politico conglomeration of brainwashing, mind programming propaganda to award the best liars and fakes promoting false values which ultimately undermine the real activists and the real movements.

 The statement above is the essential gist of this commentary after perusing the "news" today. Every day I see that the terrorist actors, politicians and singers and et al are awarded with highest honors by the fascist and mostly foreign-controlled mainstream media. My futile searches for alternative news sources I believe have been met with hacking censorship. 


I also realize that the individuals on a personal basis "feed" off any negative or angry reaction I display in these posts; as they have done for years while I have written with disgust under drugging and after being assaulted in most criminal and vile ways by them and the men they claim are abusing them. They get more promotions the more I write in anger about their hateful sick and disgusting actions towards me. I only write this in a more general sense today because I realize the entire process of my writing is sent only to the perpetrators and those who may care about these types of actions, should there be any remaining alive on this planet as I cannot find anyone around the planet who does not participate willingly in this kind of sick technocratic systematic torture/murder technology/"gang stalking" sheer terrorism system. Or, if they are against it, they back off and remain silent and do nothing whatsoever to defend the victims or to speak out against the system of hate and violence.


The honors go to the worst perpetrators. The real fighters remain unmentioned and only in their very tiny circles, if that at all. The real activists who have gone out far beyond the cracking point of the proverbial limb of the tree that is dying are left to drudge out their fight in obscurity. Some, nay, many or perhaps even most have been killed who may have actually gotten something done.


As it stands, these corrupticians who are so honored all claim they are victims of male violence in Whorewood. How fervently they have attacked me laughing, gloating, sneering, spewing their filth literally on me after I tell them they are ugly and foul skank whores in rage from more than 8 years of non-stop attacks. They are honored by this fascist fashion industry which has it's roots in post-Vichy France and when I see how much "power" the Germanic Nazi male rapists have over this organization I see where the onus and the centrifuge of this force presides. All the blacks involved fervently defend the German white rapist, violent and genocidal men who assault me as they hiss and spit at me and order filth to be poured into my home because I am fighting against being raped, tortured and imprisoned and turned into some kind of slave. That is after the "feminist" fascist adherents who laugh and smile with glee after I am beaten and raped by the men whom they claim are abusing them, who they sit next to as they all partner to see how much they can continue to suck out of my life force, my concepts or ideas so they can continue to proclaim their identities as being "feminist" and the blacks listen in on my thoughts on how racism operates and on politics--use whatever they can steal, then torture me and leave me with not just nothing but far less than what I had before they all came to grab, suck out and rape and steal everything possible out of me.


They are all being honored and praised by the fascist foreign-controlled fashion industry, which is intimately connected to the acting world, which is firmly attached to the politicians (my experience has been of Democratic leaders, except for one Republican but he had been a member of the Dem Party many years ago).

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I have expressed this same sentiment this same depiction of the ultimate deception of the planet by these celebrities for years and only have been subjected to filth spewed into my living space and physical dismemberment and mutilation (on a daily basis to the point that my entire life is spent fighting against the technologies being used to breach the walls and panels with mechanical arms which tear into my body and spew damaging chemicals into my food and hair, and open all locks of the front door so rapists can enter. All with the full approbation of the celebrities and politicians (in my case, Democrats of highest rank but undoubtedly with full consent and approval of Republicans , who have never openly participated in attacking me in teleportation but my suspicion is that like their foreign fascist Nazi counterparts in Europe and abroad, they are the onus and centrifuge of this whirling infusion of bs that permeates the mind control apparatus of the media and political machinations of deceit spewed into the brains of the desperate for power viewers who are so beguiled by the packaging of the spewing bs that I have had to unfortunately see up close. 


Let me try to describe this a bit more clearly: here in Thailand, as a tourist you can go to little cafes on the side of the road. The rood appears on the plates like wonderful reddish curry dishes with floating wonderful shrimp and herbs. If you request directions to the bathrooms you will discover that there are piles of dishes unwashed and actually NO SOAP in the bathroom or any hand soap in any of the sinks where dishes are washed in cold water very quickly and dipped in a pot of water where perhaps 30 other dishes were quickly dipped in the same single stagnant  pot of water. When you return to your seat to eat that not-so-scrumptious dish because you have seen the back room and the tangled stinking mess that would defy every health code in the United States to the point of being criminal, you see rotten old men with their granddaughter Thai consorts who they sometimes marry, who have gone through these women to invest in Thailand because in Thailand investing in property involves having either a spouse or a Thai partner, but being married makes the contract a bit more permanent so many are married. Personal discussions with the men who attack me who are part of this group, who have girlfriends or wives in this Nazi-Thai arrangement, all claim that the women don't mind if the men go out to the "girly bars" which means prostitution bars and/or they "cheat". 

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And together holding hands, these same arranged merry band of cheating Nazi gradfather/daughter Thai business arrangement of "love" attack me, gloating and turned on. It is akin to the Nazi structure that permeates the Whorewood milieu. The same operating principle of filth behind the varnished plastic surgery smiling faces and the sexual arrangements that all conform to for their "careers". Some of the women who cry "victim" the loudest who serve and obey most fervently this fascist fashion Nazi (mostly "dark money" foreign-controlled) system sometimes are then allowed, after they have served, gyrated and been the sex object girly wives of these rapist white fascist Nazi males who attack me either verbally or in other more pernicious ways--sometimes they then, after being used and then discarded, get to date or be with men whom they actually like. All of them go off on their "merry" psychopathic way after attacking me, with accolades and applause heaped and praises and the image of them in political terms, being also honored by the "Democratic" representatives in Congress as being advocates for the Democratic platform (i.e "women's rights") --a hollow and empty set of hot balloons floating in the sphere of the media protuberance like a phallic image projected on a screen of absolute male domination and minions smiling as they "complain" and are buttressed by the fascist fashion industry. The ultimate aim is the utter backlash of the entire feminist system and it's real activists through the false imagery of these awarded rapist enabling expletives who fully support every kind of racist and fascist Nazi image and action of rape and torture against women. All have been indoctrinated into the fold of this pasture of bs through having been traumatized themselves as they all seem to claim. Perhaps the claims are correct but their interpretation of victimization is based only on themselves and all they can use to enhance a false protuberance image of themselves like that phallic rape system they are just members of.

A chaotic blip in the otherwise white-male corporate candidate process of ensconcing white male power in the seeming duality of a bipartisan system. This ties into "mind control" because the entire system as it has been foisted upon me reveals this "backlash" against political rivals to white supremacy even in the poised position of "minority" candidates springing up but who revolve around the centrifuge of orders systematically handed out which they follow, all adhering to the white privilege ancient regime but being presented as alternative and fighting for equal rights or debunking that this is even a problem if they represent the more open conservative side of the one-sided monopoly. Mind control drugging and microchipping of non-consensual targets is the future of censorship of any real or perceived threat in the future of the upcoming surge of the return of the old forces that have created all the hate and death and oppression for so many centuries using ancient forms of censorship to achieve absolute domination of power.

 #(Nota Bene: hacking is rife and it has become nearly impossible to get writing out as my brain and keyboard are under non-stop attack and assault--the system of attack which I have written of in nearly every post for years because the hacking and brain-altering attacks are so severe and never stop. I am not going to re-read this post so I have no idea how badly it will be redacted/deleted in parts or rewritten).


"Virginia gubernatorial debate crashed by third-party candidate blasting ‘racist & sexist’ censorship of campaign". Ruptly. September 29, 2021.


--From article (link posted below)

“I just made it clear that I am a candidate, to let Virginians know that their censorship of my candidacy is racist. It is very sexist. It is very oppressive,” Blanding told the media outside the event, following her interruption.
Blanding was not allowed to debate despite being on the ballot. The goal, the candidate argued, is to keep Virginians from knowing who she is “so they feel that they have to choose between the lesser of two evils.”
She went on to blast the “two rich white men” being invited to debate, while a black female candidate is left out of the mix.








Ms. Princess is running on the Progressive platform in Virginia as a 3rd Party Candidate. She, like so many other 3rd or Independent Party candidates, has been left out of televised debate with the "duopoly of corporate candidates" (Rep v. Dem corporate one-sided, in other words). In keeping with the racist and duplicitous "Progressive" YouTube commentators' participation in threatening or exploiting my situation for their continued monopolies of the "alt-Progressive" corporate-sponsored but seemingly independent verbal monopoly, not a single one who has either assaulted and teleported me has included this tirade that Ms. Princess made during the live coverage of the Virginia Gubernatorial debate two weeks ago. My post is more to do with the monopolistic and covertly corporate-funded "alternative" Progressive media that proliferates on YouTube and as such, they are considered the one-voice range of mostly male-dominated commentary, very similar to the other monopolistic candidates and their monopolistic news commentary performers (aka "anchors"). Of these two who I checked whose videos were plastered on my YouTube page (not by an algorithm, but of course I cannot verify this claim)--one of whom verbally but viciously attacked me in teleportation, the other has not made his presence known except through manipulation of my YouTube page (not an algorithm, I repeat), and the other two I did not look up because they are repugnant to me and both assaulted me--one threatened me with death after I told him I hope he dies; but I said this in the sleeping, under hypnosis, drugged up torture victim state while he was cognizant and whether drugged up or not, was fully conscious and should have had a semblance of empathy for my situation b8ut like all of the terrorists attacking me, has none. And of the two I checked, neither has put in a video of this very important race in Virginia which was interrupted in the televised debate by the ousted 3rd Party Candidate, Ms. Princess, representing the Progressive Party faction of the otherwise dubiously corporate Democratic Party caucus. As I have been threatened with death by a very prominent representative from the House just last week (still, in the teleported, more than a decade of being teleported and tortured/raped/physically assaulted/highly defensive outraged and ready to protect myself by people trying to kill me in accidents and through poisoning==my state was and is often that I wish them death who assault me, and I scream it at them in teleportation. These are the people who get represented on "air" in YouTube and my voice is absolutely silenced and I am shut out of all debate--and if I were "allowed" the brain-altering technology, drugging and microchip implants would preclude any heightened verbal agility and would render me blanked out and nearly comatose for any verbal assault or ability to elucidate clearly and well.
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Probably Ms. Princess has not been microchipped so the "old school" version of exemption applies by simply not allowing her to participate although she is on the ballet.
In the future I suspect real alternative people wishing to be not murdered by those on power (who really do yearn for massive murder operations and they latch on with great violence and threat and they carry out orders of great harm inflicted upon my body in what is a slow murder operation after they abuse and threaten and assault me in teleportation. That is the future of the "corporate" technocratic dictator fascist Nazis who are already firmly ensconced in nearly lifetime dictatorial positions but use great verbal rhetoric to claim they are all too altruistically in defense of "The American People".
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“I just made it clear that I am a candidate, to let Virginians know that their censorship of my candidacy is racist. It is very sexist. It is very oppressive,” Blanding told the media outside the event, following her interruption.
Blanding was not allowed to debate despite being on the ballot. The goal, the candidate argued, is to keep Virginians from knowing who she is “so they feel that they have to choose between the lesser of two evils.”
She went on to blast the “two rich white men” being invited to debate, while a black female candidate is left out of the mix.

Monday, October 18, 2021

Britain's Got Talent emulating American Soul music but moreso integrating American anti-racism through the musical genres that have travelled the airwaves "across the Pond" divide, reaching into the divisions that racism has so entrenched in the "Old World". The Artful Dodger lives and has turned from Garage Music to Soul. He's gone from being an outcast little white boy from the 19th century to a full-grown black male of the 21st who sings of the soulful upcoming of the Black Bird. White supremacy is for a while stifled by the Americanized Artful Dodger.

 "Britain's Got Talent 2018 Lifford Shillingford from Artful Dodger Full Audition S12E05. Popcorn. May 13, 2018.





First and foremost, I love and so admire Charles Dickens' Oliver Twist, and indeed all of his writing if not for the content for the writing style. I heard this song on a compilation of "Garage" music today and the band's name is/was Artful Dodger. I then looked it up and discovered this Britain's Got Talent clip with one of the former singers from Artful Dodger. What I notice immediately is the blonde bigot female asking with condescending coldness his name, and her response was a physical movement of snubbing her nose that I have seen particularly pronounced in British blonde women of her ilk (bigoted, racist, part of a racist discrimination Nazi fascist Network). The camera was cut off just as she was about to snub her nose in that seeming physical gesture that is a coded signal of white supremacy and disdain at this black singer.


The singer, Lifford Shillingford (what an original and interesting name!) sings an American classic from Sam Cooke which I just heard from another compilation a few days ago. The song, blues and soothing but sad yet uplifting---resonates with my mood and my aspirations for this crime being lifted out of the shadows of silencing and full complicity from the fascist "powers-that-be" who you will all agree are your epiphany.

I observed the rest of the "judge" panel, who are very highly influenced by American pop and anti-racist music and philosophy (including also of course from their own country but American influence is there without a doubt). Simon Cowell was there of course wearing his kinda Los Angeles style gear, and I thought of how wonderful it is that the black woman in the panel was so supportive of this man who began to sing in such a plaintive but beautiful way (he could easily have come out of Georgia with his singing style). And I am grateful to America, the United States, for it's subcultural influence on the planet, and that it can override the traditional white supremacist bigoted "powers-that-be" at least in the realm of music. I am glad that this influence has transferred around the planet to some degree. These are the impressions I observed while watching this video. I also was influenced by the English person (originally from Ireland) who was part of the teleportation crew last night. I got into the London glib banter I had heard while drinking with some people in pubs and some of them from the West Side--(boys) and of course they prefer a soft option so I was impressed by their explanation of some of the slang and went on a slang kind of spree with this English Londoner (formerly Irish from Asbury Park-- a place I have been but I won't elaborate on what I thought of the place as this group tortures me for any negative or critical commentary I make. Also hackers are constantly blocking keys while I am writing as part of the larger silencing apparatus.

Sunday, October 17, 2021

Terrorism update II: I have been quelled.

 I have many, many ideas I want to write about and express in creative fiction. I have spent years watching celebrities ordering my slow demise through drugging, poisoning, toxicity poured into my living space while my body is laced to the bone with hard poison and most poisonous toxic chemical putridity that has fermented inside my body which not a single one of them has helped me to remove and indeed, they have blocked my ability to earn money in order to obtain the health care I need just to have my teeth cleaned. I can't trust a single doctor on the planet as it is anyway as all are ready to inject poisons into my body or mutilate me in "accidental" medical mishaps.

I have many creative ideas and for all these years I have watched them get stolen verbatim in some and many cases. When ever I write about these celebrities and what they have stolen, it is a surety that eventually they reach the pinnacle of celebrity status. It has recurred so endlessly that by now, writing about the crimes of these intellectual property thieves is akin to helping them become promoted into endless higher status. Not only that, but I am tortured for expressing myself in any way that is positive or cheerful, intellectual or capable.

I recall the many efforts this terrorist organization made to actually murder me when I was in grad school because of the image they want to project upon me as being inferior to them somehow (through all their machinations, denying higher levels of education as getting into grad school itself was a labyrinth of lies, obstructions and denials based not on my capabilities but on absolute untainted bias and discriminatory practices by quite a few institutions).

I now have ideas about films I would like to write but my concepts are so "radical" to these staunch fascist, Nazi adherents that they literally threaten to kill me after they extract information about my analysis of their racism and sexist (sexism based on racism, they give a few women token positions and allow them to "compete" but only on "their" terms--these white "brotherhood" fascist Nazi men and their plethora of brown/black-skinned minions).


My concepts are so "dangerous" (a term a German pig ape used against me, which this group now echoes only because  a German Nazi pig ape who exploited me years ago told them that this is the term they must apply to me). Actually the dangerous ones are these people and not me, as they have already proven to be incompetent in leadership although none of you can perceive this because you see only the glamor of the unearned accumulated wealth that these pigs have sucked out of all their millions of genocidal victims.

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I want to write and as I wrote above about not being able to write: my thoughts are being "harvested" and stolen (one of the fascist Mafia/Nazi Americans of this huge celebrity group is making a movie based on actual THOUGHTS I had about his films--and he has adapted these concepts into his next movie). Another one of the celebrities has physically assaulted me for THINKING about how bad she is, and the situation of actually writing anything and publishing it in this already hacked and blocked blog (or any attempt at any web page will be similarly blocked and censored and restricted in scope of service on the web, only received by the huge terrorists of this organization). My concepts that the faux "liberal" commentators and rappers and actors and politicians can use to pump up their image has been stolen. Meanwhile, they privately obey the orders, play the game, mandate the restrictions and follow the plan of fascist Nazi white male supremacy global take-over but in America it's being done in such a sly and slippery sleazy way through these moderators of opinion who are torturing me for actually caring about these concepts that they push like slingers of dope to the audiences who then carry-out the covert terrorist missions on behalf of the system entire, en toto.

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The First Amendment is actually the very FIRST terrorist attack that has been foisted upon me. The quelling of my voice began with a microchip implant in my throat. It began with excessive mind control drugging along with hardening chemicals that have kept this muck in my body, deforming the shape of my body, blocking and restricting movement until I am partially paralyzed and my sole purpose in life is to not be paralyzed and to remove this poison from my body--somehow, lacking health care, knowledge of what this poison is, and using only intuition and guess and more than a decade of constantly being re-poisoned while I am tortured and insulted, hit by cars, and then information extraction and more violence leading to me writing and  writing for over a decade, but never able to write creatively and so sick of seeing my ideas stolen, the thieves ordering my stinking fluids sprayed on my clothing, linens, into my body cavities, rape and torture from the groups who surround me where I am living so I have had to spend years fighting to just stop the endless entrance into my living quarter of tiny stinking filth that these filthy pig apes have ordered to pollute my body and life and home. All because I have attempted to write, to create, to compete and to not be subjected to their inferior imposition of their limitless sleazy and selfish acquisition of these technologies which have been handed out so freely by what appears to be a most innately incompetent US Government.

So I am quelled from writing. Years of writing about these crimes and these criminals has amounted to NOTHING changing. Nothing is being done and more and more celebrities and politicians jump at the chance to get a huge promotion for attacking me. Now they are punching, hitting, slapping, threatening to kill me as the violence just increases the longer they have these technologies at hand, so freely given by my most sinister government and the agencies which control the free give-out of these murder and theft technologies.



Saturday, October 16, 2021

Terrorism update: I have been quelled. Death threats now in teleportation hate and information extraction spats leading to violent reprisals by the famous celebrities and politicos who ask me under hypnosis and while I am drugged concerning my honest appraisal of them and their politics, betrayal of the US Constitution and all Laws that respect human rights (that are in existence but rarely truly enforced around the world).

 Returning Home to my stinking, befouled rented "castle" that fungus and putrid sprays stank up yesterday after being harassed endlessly while shopping and nearly hit whilst driving: the usual that I have been writing of asking my country and all representatives of justice to please put an end to and my lawful rights restored instead of all trampled on endlessly by highest-ranking politicians and celebrities, enforced by "force-multipliers" around the world who giggle and laugh as they are allowed to vent their pent-up hate and hostility against an absolutely isolated targeted person whom they don't know and label as such with glee and the joy these subordinates have for being handed all technologies to do the bidding of those at the "top" of their hierarchy who want genocides and murders assassinations and block of all real competition--all the while posturing with grandiose verbage about how they are "fighting" and "care" about all these issues of justice and freedom, free competition and to just quote the environmentalist icon who does the same, "blah blah blah".


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I am quelled because it's now nearly a decade of attempting to journal and document these crimes, only to have more and more famous minions with their lower tiers of (mostly "minority" which actually are a majority in number) minions who perform the stinking filth atrocities for which those at the top denounce publicly and deny and are very quick to exact violence if anyone tries to document and write and express any dissent to the ever-narrowing tyrannical conglomeration of a small upper less-than-1% of the real creators of this highly coveted system of hate and discrimination (discrimination against anyone who fights their system).

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Just last week small shops I have been going to regularly during the closure of Thai borders with smiling and friendly staff (but they become sour and sullen quickly because they are instructed to be nasty and rude, but regardless they are not as well-trained in this art of rude fascism and so they are replaced by hateful and ugly people with ugly, frowning faces and ugly dispositions, towards me at least. They make a point to be extremely gracious to the terrorists who surround me and rip and tear at my clothing from behind with little slashing razors or knives while my back is turned and I am paying at a cash register.  I was subjected to these formerly nice places to shop. One woman at a register began rummaging through my bags while I stood paying as she pretended that I had stolen items. The people around me were white Europigape tourists, one of whom followed me with his shopping cart and was about to push it into me from behind as I had to hand the receipt to the check-out people to inspect the items (this is mandatory because this is a huge warehouse merchandise center called Macro). I have never been harassed by people at this store until yesterday, and I am now a regular at this store. Last week they greeted me with smiles and at the check-out they were polite, and nodded with knowing approval as I walked past the people who have been there for these many years I have gone there. All were gone yesterday replaced by people attacking me as the white bigot Nazi fascist pig ape Europigapes instructed them and are training the Thai people into how to behave like ugly and rotten creeps, deferential to them like bowing slaves and hissing and attacking with the most vicious hate in order to obtain more promotions, as tourism is almost the sole means of these people getting out of poverty or at least the more greedy want to live in the big white man's house with luxury appliances too--etc etc the reasons are numerous for people complying with this system. Those who have been reticent or outright against this system have been killed off are are in the process of being destroyed.

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That was just a small snippet but only one week into "high season" and the rotten and foul white pig ape scumbags from Europigapeland are doing the same ugly and sick antics of hate that I have been writing of for years. I am quelled because the attacks on me are so numerous and violent and the threats are now increasing to cutting off my money and outright death threats. All of these occur after they exact information about my real state-of-mind, where I have no chance to buffer my words with more politically correct concealment or polite genuflection. No. I am point blank honest and of course not just irate but furious from years of this torture and violence, where my ideas are then stolen as my attempts to earn money so I can live in some kind of decency are absolutely blocked.

I will write more on the next blog post about my yearning to have a career in a creative field, which is being blocked so absolutely and quelled, like all the rest of all that I have worked for, earned and all has been either stolen and used by fascist Nazis feigning compassionate humanitarianism or, just threatened if I write and attempt to express myself in anyway that threatens the image that I am supposed to be a sex slave prostituted nothing, which is their real intention for me. First they have to torture me to obtain ideas so they can get paid to rape and have their orgies while they have blank slate mentalities. Of course, I am supposed to be what they truly are behind all their training in how to manipulate and crunch numbers and pretend they are savvy and sophisticated and even "wise".  Most of the "wisdom" they spout is stolen by the real deep thinkers who are absolutely blocked from having any real chance to compete in the market they dominate and want to control to their deaths, in a successive cycle of in-bred nepotism in their "family" of celebrity orgiastic "brotherhood". Women are included but they are ornamental instruments of the real agenda for white, male supremacy, fascism and tyranny over the entire global population.


I am quelled by these forces and many of the attackers, if not the majority, are women and minorities (so many female minorities).

To No one, as there is no one here (except me). Update on the attack on my life, this time financial. It was forced on January 14, so last week. As I suspected and knew, it was done recently and my mail was rejected at the mail service I have used for months---returned my money suspended. They are demanding either a redetermination--I am chronically disabled, this group crushed my lumbar and cervical vertebrae the medical records state chronic and permanent disability which means there is nothing that will make me "Normal" or capable of doing much, but of course they will try. I am s tuck most of the day in pain and unable to even do anything but they want to squeeze everything out of me, the tiny subpoverty included from SSI Disability. I could not obtain Social Security Disability, which would not force me to live on subpovety "Welfare" subsistence, but instead some livable expense and able to live abroad in order to survive but on SSI you are forced to have repeat reviews--but I am disabled they still are forcing the qualification for welfare upon me. They are not supposed to. They also either did not k now or lied but Social Security administration has changed various rules for food budget and you don't have to report on whether you have assistance for food or help, but this woman asked me if I did. It is listed on the website as a recent LAW that changed the policy, right below the main top portion of the main Social Security Administration page (ssa.gov) but she did not know this. I did not need to remind her for fear of the usual recrimination for knowing more than the person put into some position to deprive me of something like basic service and survival. That is how they have forced me to live. I now have to wait to phone this department in Hollywood to speak to a man to make some phone interview where all kinds of questions will be asked and I could lose everything. Even with medical records, they will force me to have to fly to America where I have literally nowhere to go, no money to survive on, and a physical condition that will make me extremely sick and in threat of extreme physical decline or illness from stress to my spine.

3 hours later of bureaucratic targeted stalking bs (repetition of the same events for most calls proves that this is not just the normal bur...