Dead Kitties in a teleportation skit trauma-based tech attack.

I have tried to relate how these ugly, disgusting old men with their YouTube videos have attacked me. , like an STD rash for the last few weeks. It appears that the onslaught and confluence of rotten ugly old men who post their stuff on YouTube have been given full  access to attacking me, via the media and political celebrities who continuously have profited off passing me around and around to their cronies to slowly MURDER ME with endless stress, abuse and violence/rape and murder attempts via orchestrated "accidents" (as I could have been killed a few days ago with this newest "accident" which caused the broken metatarsal bones to shift more to the left into my other toes, all forced upon me not by my lack of coordination but their attacks on my body while I am asleep and in this comatose sleeping MK ULTRA "alter"mode that these expletives exploit at every single  moment thhey can, as the moguls handing out these technologies and contracts want me begging for help for the rest of my life while no one ever intervenes. Oh, how they know how banal and mediocre and meaningless the human brainwashed population has been from their mass mind-meld conditioning and comfort and discrimination entitlements.

These ugly old men on the internet who put endless videos of their rotten ugly selves on my YouTube and other pages: they are physically revolting to look at, which as I have written in a jest it's one thing to have "beautified" plastic-surgery older men who are manicured and well-dressed with millions/billions of dollars worth of clothing and accessories attackk you, but it's a far cry from attractive when it's rotten stalkers, which constitute 99% of the entire organization, who then stalk and attack with the exact same ugly personality structure and the inevitable female companion who laughs as the ugly men torture and rape and abuse someone else (leaving a bit more space for at least a manageable abuse schedule they can live with--perhaps none of them are abused by these men, that too is possible but the women absoluely blossom off participating in these situations as well). With the more ugly, old and rotten lot of them, but it's very sombre: the ugliness of the stalkers is near a putrid sensation value, aesthetic of vomitgore mentality when you have to see them proliferating your YouTube recommended page and then they attack you with more rotten old men here in Phuket. They have their grandaughter aged children female sex slave brown-skinned slaves obeying and stalking me with absolute enthusiasm.

I go off into tangents once more facing this tech-embedded mind control machine disguised as a laptop. This morning I woke up and I heard the beeping of the laptop which I had most definitely turned off and unplugged just last night. There were more objects under my blankets like pieces of silicone and etc. due to the break-in last night.

This morning I discovered that my body has healed to a greater degree so I can now try to pound in more screws into the plastic doors, in yet another attempt to stop this endless intrusion by the people getting plastic surgery, beauty treatments and laughing as they have their minorities smear stinking fungus into my hair, skin and my body erupts with all kinds of scars, blemishes covering my  body from head-to-foot, and endlessly fighting this (alone, no help, endlessly stuck in absolute povertyy). I try to look at it in a positive light that this is some experience in fighting mechanical arms from entering my room which is a "survival" "learning experience".

The unfortunate thing is that the people also doing continuous surveillance, which means those famous media celebrities, are literally watching everysingle thing I do, monitoring every single thought, and any and everything I learn to defend myself,  heal my  body, and thin about the systems and how to write about it is UNDER SCRUTINY AND STOLEN BY THEM IMMEDIATELY.

I also want to point out that my brain is literally drawn to the YouTube "recommended"/stalker rife and polluted page like a magnet. My decisions are inextricably related to the mind control aspects of the tech being aimed into my brain while I type (and in every situation). If any person reading my posts assumes that "you" can just easliy shift your brain/mind into determination to not pursue various deadly paths, you are gravely mistaken. The technology/drug interface is nearly impossible to counter if you are not some meditation athlete who can desist from all the programming by sheer wilpowerr or force of mental determination. I am drawn to due to the mind control interface I have tried to describe very briefly above. The hacking and blocks to my brain make any writing extremely arduous and  impossible to get all out I want to express, in any tangible way or form as well so that only adds to the impression one might get that I am simply fueling the attacks and "letting them happen" so to speak. That also is part of the usual blame-the-victim mentality that drives the recurrent excuses to exonerate the perpetrators and continue to leave the targets at their mercy.

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The combination of putrid attacks and the people involved are such a revolting system of ugliness, stupidity, hate, greed, selfishness, and all tauted as wonderful heroes of society in these media drives to install fascist and Totalitarian puke rotten creeps into higher positions of power.

Thus, the mechanical arm got through the tiny space between one huge panel cabinet door (extending to an area nearly at my knees and going up to the height of the ceiling. I will have to pound the spaces between the lower panels of the bottom doors to the top at the middle space, which cannot close compactly like the bottom and top have already done). They have made defending myself nearly impossible. I have also written, but I repeat here, that the interior of the cabinets have various levels of hardness behind the panels. At the outer edges of the panels the faux "wood" of the back of the panels are hard as steel. In the middle, the panels are so thin I can bend them by simply pressing my hand into them. I also have surveyed the quality of the material and I discern that there is a hard layer that is latched on and can be opened from the other side of this nearly extinct "wall" separating me from the other studio (I can hear them talk when they do talk it comes as loud and slightly muffled. They rarely talk but when they do it's louder than if a person were talking in another room with a wooden door blocking the sound level). The very flimsy exterior, which is so maleable I feel like it's almost the density of skin covering a hard surface, leaves them able to insert these mechanical arms through all the EIGHT pairs of double-hooks tied together as tight as possible on the edges and the center spaces at all middle points of every set of panels. That does not suffice they get through everything because the surface of the nearly thin-as-skin material with hard wood or metal panels right behind them makes any intrustion on any space possible for a millimeter sized mechanical arm. They open my front door with all the many layers of locks, strings, and I have also put layers of paper into the cracks since the door is too small for the doorway and light blasts in at night. I think it's also possible for tiniest mechanical arms to get through these spaces as well. 

The stalkers also create false positives for entry that are distractions from their real point-of-entry.

However, I put a brush on top of the string I used to tie the tiny metal bars that are supposed to be handles to open the huge panels of the very last set of cabinet doors I have been too injured and sick and weak to pound in.. I have been trying for over 3 months with pounding in of metal hooks and it has left me nearly severely injured with all the poisons hard into my spine in crisscross fashiion, like an internal corset and exterior shell of poison, internally glues to my spine and muscles and system in every conceivable direction. I have not had the strength to pound in which was altered between the space of last night and this morning. I have at least been able to create systes where I can detect entry, and they did get in. My hands, hair and skin have as usual been smeared wiith damaging chemicals. My haiir is a mess, my hands are huge, ugly and worn out from YEARS OF hand washing clothing that is sprayed daily with toxic sprays that are deadly to inhale. I must close all windows and seal doors to try to avert break-ins from the outside. When I had windows in the last horrrid torture place I lived in, I had to literally tape the sliding windows because the landlord refused to install screens and blocked all access to me installing screens. The people you idolize in the media who I have written of for years and years ensured I was unable to earn a single penny online and thus stuck living off circa $700 per month, as I am relegated to right now. The criminal terrorist teleportation creeps have been put into the Executive office, their children and wives receive only the top beauty treatments but put me in a place with over 30 panels which these mechanical arms break through every night to inflict damage to my body and beauty and health (slow murder) every single day. They rise into billionaire status and become leaders of society.

You all continue to do nothing to stop them or this system.

You're all profiting off this system in your comfort zones, assured that you will always have people to push down in order to keep your standard of living.

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The teleportation terror hate skit they forced on me last night was of kittens who appeared dead in baskets. I had written of another ugly old man (aging I mean) who has put a proliferation of his nasty deformed and near-dead cats and dogs he "rescues" which became an endless stream of videos because I had once searched for animal rescue videos. His videos began to dominate my pages and the severe deformation of these animals caught my attention, as they were calculated to do for what appears to be an absolute scam and sinister "charity" organization.

As I wrote yesterday, a bit in detail. I did not include this organization's videos on my pages because first I don't want their ugly faces to deform my blog or Facebook--I am not trying to incriminate one single person but the entire group in this stalking/fascist/Nazi organization (and whatever levels apply, I just stick to Nazi, the blacks can simply call them "whites" or "bigots" but because so many blacks participate in this, I just call them Black Nazis, and I'm sure there are names like Illuminati, and other secret society names, the KKK and etc etc)

However, when I realized and now after more of his videos surfaced on my YouTube page which were black humor aimed at what I had written regarding his cruelty towards animals and his attempt to appear as an Ameican reality tv Holllywood show for money, which he hopes will funnel through his participation in this crime against me. As I wrote earlier in this post, all is handed to any ugly rotten disgusting creep who wants to participate who has any presence on the internet. .The election is another concern and the old bad old men network keeps promoting anyone conducting these torture attacks with continued million/billion dollar promotions. I did put one of his videos on one of my Facebook posts I believe it was on July 3. I had, at that time, bought into the scam as apparently so many others have done. The money is flowing into this ersatz organization and it's cruelty towards animals.

For those who do care, please do not donate to this rotten man and his organization and stop them if you can. Otherwise, help animals who are in your neighborhood and don't waste your money on organizations which put out informationn you cannot verify as legitimate charity organizations.

In Phuket the entire revenue of some people are derived from ersatz charities and these people viciously attack me so they can get more funding and all of them invest in property and real estate.

You might cheer them on for their greedy aspirations. That is the quality that is deemed highest in this morally defunct organization which contiues to promote every scam scum on the planet who wants to lash out at me in these internet videos.

I will try to avert from their online surfing mind control but please note that the mind control is so totally engrossing I cannot stop. I need to not be drugged and poisoned by nighttime stalkers

I also hope my posts are not continued to be information for these sleaze ugly rotten men who I have enumerated for years on Facebook posts--I could so easily write the list here but I have to get up and begin to pound in more hooks and try not to dislodge more of my microships (I literally ripped one microchip out of my back because so much skin tissue was ripped out when pounding and hammering these hooks in). I lay in bed for almost a month most of every day while the stalkers continue to drug and poison me into inertia and then torture and teleport me to these emotional losers and their nasty women who are all laughing with joy as my body is deformed--my hands look absolouttely ugly and nasty not just from cleaning perpetually the stinking toxic filth that is daily and nightly sprayed onto my body, blankets and clothing--but my skin damaged every single day, my skin tissue cut out of the damaged areas of my lower jaw and to the bone in my foot (so when they create an accident, further damage occurs to the injuries they created years ago. Every single day for years these nighttime stalkers have been cutting the skin to the bone in this tiny area between the large toe they broke and the second toe, thus cutting off blood flow and healing.

I now have to pound down to get keys to operate and I need to get going in another attempt to stop these disgusting stalkers operating for these sleaze creeps you all adore as your presidents and your leaders and their nasty bigot violent rapist wives who you all cheer on as your symbols of "beauty". All of these whores blossom from the contracts and participating in venting their hate and chargin at the status of me once having a chance to be beautiful, successful. They love calling me all kinds of names and insulting my everything that they have destroyed with the stalker teams that have deformed and poisoned and drugged me for decades.

I'm ending now, this is purely exhausting pounding down on keys and backspacing nearly every word to correct hacking inserts.

Displaced metatarsal bone/fractured from stalkers breaking my left large toe and then ANOTHER stalker-"accident"where I landed on this same injury from attack. The bone now juts from my foot and my toe is jammed against my other toes nearly 160-degree angle.

The caption says it all. I wrote of this on Facebook a few days ago when oil was poured on the hillside slope leading down the hillside from the empty condo where I live in a torture/rape and traumatizing mind control "studio" of non-stop surveillance of all I do, think and plan and create and everything else they input into my body, mind and life that is intended to break my mind/body/spirit.

The foot is now extremely injured and I require surgery. The stalking organization has blocked all financial earnings. It is so extremely difficult to type and write that with extreme effort I am pounding out this few words with great difficulty. Backspacing is non-stop correcting insertions.

Two men I wrote of on Facebook created an accident through the Nazi stalking network here. I wiped out when I applied the brakes near the bottom of this hill (a hill I have driven down in pouring rain, with water sliding down the hillside after there is a shower===never once had a single problem) A tiny rivulette of water was oiled and there was a huge truck blocking access to this road except for one little area I had to drive down.. It was a hot and sunny day. It had not rained. A small bit of water was running down the hill--maybe 4 inches in diamter, but I had to cross this little stream to drive past the huge truck blocking the rest of the very large and wide roadside.  It was a huge industrial truck with a huge wood chipper and the Thai men were cutting tree limbs in front of an abandoned building..

I landed on this toe that was broken under the orders of a Swiss/Italian woman whose room in her house I rented for two days. I had intended to rent long term, indefinitely.. She was so abusive I left almost immediately in the middle of the night because her house was located in a very remote cul-d-sac and I felt a definite threat with her Thai neighbors. As always, the white Nazi has a "black" or "Brown" team to do the dirty, filthy and violent work for them. Also, a German couple was involved in this attack scheme. She also kept most of my deposit and the money I put down for rent. I could not get any help from local police and had no access to any legal course of action. Legal fees for small claims court in rental situations are at least 10 times the cost as in the United States. That is how skewed laws in Thailand are in favor of the more wealthy against the claims of the less. Also, the Thai system on a personal and social level operates a bit more in a clan sense and everyone's business appears to be everyone's gossip or something like that....

this woman used to be president of a charity here in Phuket organized crime Nazi Paradise.

The stalkers who break into my home every night, with me fighting for my life to stop this encroachment for over 2 years on a non-stop basis of fighting and poudning and glueing everything into the corners and panels of these walls inside the cabinets which make hollow knocking noises because there is no solid wall behind them....(thus much of my current chagrin at charity scammers and the violence they use to scam people out of money).

The stalkers have been cutting the skin in the webbing between this broken toe and the second smaller toe--to the bone--every single night. Thus this "accident" which was ordered because I wrote a joke but negative comment on a Danish bigot Nazi's YouTube video, and another man who I wrote of out of England--these disgusting "men" who attack me create these accidents when I fight against rape and torture and attempts to create "sex slavery" using this teleportation and gang stalking apparatus global concern, which appears so charitable on the surface of it's every "democratic" front organization and political avowed denomination.

The pressure on this blood-flow reduced area has slipped and the bone is sticking out of my foot, the foot is enlarged, swollen and I don't know if the bone is fractured or just got shoved out of the socket to an even more angular horrid shape.

I so hope the people responsible all die in horrible accidents and it happens to all of them involved and immediately.

Should I write that I hope they become nice human beings? How impossible would that be? 

The dichotomy between moral values and need for vengeance. However, these are people who have been disfiguring me for years and ordering my body destroyed on a daily basis.

There is no more space in my mind for any kind of pacifist response. I only hope that what I write now will somehow spur people to act in my behalf. Just hoping....

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I just posted the above video on the three aspects of communication and couldn't get through it all---here's what Cornel West has to poetically say about this dual dilemma of humanity: Her baby killed by American criminal terrorists, Emmet Till's mother had to chose between a hate and heroic response. Love Justice ....well, I can't love these stalkers so I guess I'm stuck having to reach deep within my dug-up and desscrated psyche torn up by the roots of evil and responding with Justice as a force of being beyond good and evil.

More on mind control and how perpetrators are following a particular paradigm, like an algorithm of stalking and torture and mind programming methodology.

Posted to my Facebook comment section from the last post, but put on a new post entry because it has more specific relevance to mind control and how perpetrators are following a particular paradigm, like an algorithm of stalking and torture and mind programming methodology. This extends specifically to the entertainment media propaganda circuit (tied directly into your conscious and subconscious decision=making).

After walking away from the laptop, and the influence of the technology skewing my brainwaves, I "remembered" phrases and concepts and words I could not access. One of them is that (because I got "lost" from backspacing and then the technology blanked out my short-term memory so I lost all track of what I was trying to express). The Spanish charity animal "rescue" personality in the video, the video I so briefly described above (as I have to pound down on every single key as hard as possible using my fingers from above the keyboard to pound down)--okay--lost again. The Video that just appeared "3 hours ago" which I could only write in half a sentence with no explanation, was of him saying (verbatim): "If you are new to this channel, here is how you can operate your own animal rescue organiztation. He summarized it by saying that no one should operate an animal rescue charity alone and 'you will need the support of many other people. You cannot do it alone." (whew, endless backspacing and pounding down on keyboards to get a few sentences out). My stalker alert red light system went off (internally, although most of the time I can't tell because the tech blanks out my ability to focus on threats and I am in a giddy state of almost delirium most of the time when dealing with stalkers, due to the tech effect on my brain. This is important to readers to understand that if and when it happens to you too, you will easily be scammed (or get killed, whether quickly or through a number of years from your beloved "handler" you trust and love to tell you what to do.) That the viewer needs other people to help animals out if you want to create an animal shelter. From my horrid experience as a target, I know that there is no one around me who is not part of this stalking (who remains for longer than a few hours and then I never see them again, and with a certainty if they demonstrate honesty, friendliness and are trustworthy. When stalkers are part of the conceptual animal rescue operation, that means money will be flowing into their bank accounts as they attack me from within the system. Also, this Spanish man could also conceivable by trying to lure me into participating in his own organization (more money scam schemes) or the stalking agents might pay him certain dividents for his part in drawing me in. Completely theoretical conspiracy theories yet, this is how this group operates in it's less murderous forms. Some of the scams involved drawing me, the target, into living situations so the scammer can profit and the attacks on my body and property are then deadly. The operational schemata is very connected from the micro to the macro elements. Linear in that animal rescue scams are following the same rescue formula as the Hollywood hero genre associated wiith criminal actors who are murderous and deadly in real life when they are given the chance (as the stalking and teleportation offers them these opportunities to flex their psychopathic traits and enhance them to the point of being absolutely callous murdering and rapist abusers).

Transfer from Facebook: Spanish animal rescue operation connected to the stalking group. Extreme cruellty towards animals in order to profit off charitable donations.

Dear Facebook (readers/hackers),

First, the hackers deleted the first few sentences of this post after I had posted this. I rewrote a short retyped description in this first paragraph below. I have not re-read through the entire post so if it's confusing, it's because of hacker deletions. They also rewrote part of the sentence about the minority females and made it completely confusing to understand. I have not re-edited this sentence. I leave it as an example of what further intrusions occur and to understand the difference between what I have edited (should it not be rewritten once again after I post) and the confusing mess the hackers create, which is evidenced in that sentence about minority females and it goes into a twisted nonsensical sentence that I understand because I wrote it. It's completely jumbled and nearly incoherent. Perhaps it's because so many women just like this are part of the stalking teams surrounding me at this very moment. The gyst of that is that minority women are sometimes the first the defend the racist bigot white males, as they strut to gain sexual advances met with financial opportunities by these men (sometimes they get married and have children--however long that lasts and how well or unwell it ends....) 🙀

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Re: Spanish animal rescue operation video I posted 2 days ago, organized by a man and his team connected to the stalking group. My theme here is: Extreme cruellty towards animals in order to profit off charitable donations.  Please bear on as I am not out to attack this man, I have no definative proof that he's abusing animals to gain profit off 'rescue" operations.

If my premise is correct, then he's aware of my post here. These bigot male stalkers are very quick indeed to obtain lots of minority, brown-skinned stalkers especially minority sexuallly-obsessed with these rapist, bigot white supremaciist males--who get these broown-skinned females to attack me. (That's "sarcasm" in case no one can understand, but however it's REALITY AND TRUE!). I watched this video of him "rescuing" two puppies, replete with some dyed blonde-haired female who was dressed in a "reality tv" fashion photo-op style. Not that fashion is a blemish but....it was too made-up. The house this man lives in is very swank and high-end realty. In other words, his business is this charity and he's doing very, very well personally.

My hypnothesis, albeiit readers of this stalking organization will scoff and attack me for writing about one of their dear fellow mutilating animal stalking cohorts: I sense great cruelty and a lot of bs posturing for the camera and an incessantly more hideous depiction of animals in near death situations that these crews just happen to discover. 
He also mentioned in a rescue video about two puppies they stole, using stalking methodology (neighborhood stalking methods that are used to attack me). I sense blood around him, not from healing but like a butcher. think, tentatively I believe he mutliates animals in order to obtain charity funding. If I am wrong, which in my mind I do not doubt my senses or supposition about him and his cruel method of otaining money, however good his intentions are for helping animals I also see an exploiter and a gang stalking criminal as well.

Regardless of whether my impression, based on his video exploits and the apparrent (obvious) hacking and stalking methods he's using to also get into this contract out on me--creepy contract used by absolute creeps but it's a world of them so it's supposed to be "cool".

I wriite this as a sort of approbation towards the exploiters of charity funding for an opulent and profit career and investment strategy lifestyle is a situation that needs more redress. This is the short version.

Please help animals who are suffering without using dubiously entertainment-oriented horrorshop video footage of "heroic" rescues. IT's almost the same formula as the actors who play in the hero roles and then are the real perpetrators of the injustices in real life behind the cameras (once they pass out from intoxication after their rape forays on the "casting couch" then they go into mutilation and torture. And then they smile for charity photo-ops.

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I suggested an animal rescue operation out of Spain. I posted this maybe two days ago? I no longer recommend this charity organization (or non-profit, or whatever). The same internet stalking/hacking operation has occurred twice iin a row when I click on these grotesque and deformed animals being "saved" and getting wonderful, loving homes. Within a few minutes a new video appears, one time it was "live" with this Spanish male staring directly into the camera. (My "paranoid" thought is that maybe he, if he is stalking me via this cockamany hacking/stalking system that so many celebrities have latched onto in order to get funding and promotions out of harrassing me with theiir videos and then teleporting me afterwards). He was staring into the camera as if he were trying to "hpnotize" someone. I had to click off because it was a creepy sensatin of him staring keenly into the camera. As soon as I typed in the "chat" section that it was very wonderful, that he is saving animals. Suddenly a rash of emotacons appeared expressing the same sentiments but in a more emotionally lavish sense.

Two days ago I had a similar experience that I clicked on one of the videos that appeared on my "recommended" page (whiich is a foremost area that people who teleport and attack me post either their, or psy-ops videos to trigger or influence my thinking. Excercises in "mind control" As soon as I began to watch the recovery of many animals on the plethora of videos that have not stopped appearing on this page, a "new" video once again appeared that had just been filmed "today" (3 hours ago). I know the hackers can insert any time or date into the templates that they access).

The short of it is that not just because this animal rescue personality, who admits on some videos that after the videos of animals kicked nearly to death, nearly burned alive, mutilated, parts cut out of the animals--and his team makes miraculous rescue operations and the list goes on for years. I have never seen any animals that are displayed in these tragic conditions in successions of videos.

I have serious doubts about his organization and the ethical means of procuring funding for these almost horror movie animal mutilation videos.

I have seen quite a lot of charity scams here in Phuket (one is more than enough) and observed many "charity" donors out of the torture area of Beverly Hills who (obtain tax shelters and etc) therein.

Brutality and mistreatment of animals are halllmarks of this stalking organization.

And now, the keyboard is putting out triplicates of letters I press once.

Please rescue animals in ways that this stalking organization does not benefit or profit off their usual scams of being "heroes" for situations they create.

It's a formula, like most everything else this organization abides by.

A Fourth of July American post: Another identified English parasite socialite & more attacking me (besides the other list written earlier yesterday and the day before and etc etc)

A FOURTH OF JULY AMERICAN POST

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0UsGEyz_2rE

Yesterday I was put into a mental compression "box" mentailty. I was and always am drugged up, either from resonant detox which continues as it has for years, daily, or from my food poisoned. I must buy food on sale (reduced price meat, since I must eat meat for protein to heal. I cannot afford to buy meat at full price) I believe the food I buy on sale, the individually-marked down items, are pre-drugged. Stalkers can also drug my water and food at any time that I must keep in reserve.

I wrote about an Italian man yesterday who has been slowly murdering me, advising American mafia, H-wood celebrities on dismemberment "punishment" reactions to my rage from his and others' poisoning and otherwise stress-related murder attacks that still are ongoing.

There is another male who operated in tandem with this Mafia Miami hormone growth murdering bigot Nazi (I wrote his name just yesterday, he's so loathesome to me I can't write his name again). The other person who has been attacking me because he's an "art dealer" who has gotten in with H-wood and now has his own productiion company (thanks to his murder attempts and YEARS of teleporting and raping and attacking, poisoning, orchestrating agent stalking maneuvers from mostly English "neighbors" who are most vehemently genocidal and "Imperialistic" and ALWAYS have something nasty to say about Americans, I mean ALWAYS it's also always the same exact things they repeat. So similar to the Germans in that respect (and in so many other nefarious and ugly qualities and characteristics). Charming t o those who are beguiled and claim they have English or British or UK or Scottish ancestry (and also Irish, seem to often forget there's also a famous Irish personality from H-wood attacking me--for years now but not as significantly as earlier and he's a minor player compared to the violent attackers who are getting new studios, production companies, endless lead roles in huge budget movies, etc etc disguusting list never ends years and years the same situation)

Danny Moynihan. I unfortunately was sent to live in a "bed squat" in Chelsea back in 1987. He's still having me tortured so he can steal ideas. He did, for example, have my hair damaged so badly when I created a fucsia pink color blending a few hair dyes together, to make my very own color. The exact color was in some English woman's head in an interview with Sasha Lane. Only after my hair was smeared with damaging chemicals so it began to fall out. He's connected to English royalty (in indirect ways not through ancestry but through his father beiing a royal painter for the Monarchy). He stole a concept from me and stole words verbatim for a movie coming out of Englland, the singer who sings the opening theme has stolen words from my teleportation ranting on Facebook just wiithin the last year. I write his name explicitely not just to include it in the s**-list category, but also to please request that this foreign anti-American personality be STOPPED from attacking me in any way, in any form, online theft online hacking

the formerly married couple I have called all kinds of silly names while they attack me in very deadly, serious and sick ways---her mother is English, her father a red-faced nasty KKK bigot out of somewhere probably from the South (I have never looked up his bio on any source, he's so repugnant and ugly). He's an actor and associated loosely but significantly enough with symposiums related to his famous 1970's movie, and my step-father, yes all the way from Champaign, Illinois at the University where he had made a large splash on the anti-war scene--was invited and thus the configuration of all these players comes together. The director of that movie is the father of Moynihan's Satanist, debauchery drooling profiteering cheerleader "aristocrat" wifey. I was on their radar back in the 70's and they also destroyed my father's fledgling poetry and writer's career. This is not a guess I know it is fact but as usual I have no proof only that they were all conjoined in this situatiion and the evil has blossomed into them torturing me to obtain idea after idea, years and years, after destroying my father's chances of success in creative writing capacity. The "English" also influenced the MK ULTRA programming I experienced from anotther professor who I was forced to stay the night over with, due to my family insisting that I was "friends" with his daughter who blatenly attacked me after spending a year with her family as her father got Sabbatical for his Black Sabbath instructional programming in how to coerce and use the technology to destroy my family, for one.

This is the connection to brat pit and his nasty wife who has also urinated on me when I called her a skank and that I think she's a disgusting ugly whore. That was under teleportation and when I was under more than 6 years of torture from both of them, after three years of torture from Depp, more than 20 or more years from Moynihan, and 4 years of Siervo, 4 years of Eric Harari, and a lifetime of more minor players attacking me using the exact programming protocols and doing exactly the same things and saying the same things. The ugliness of these foul and sick parasites has increased to outright torture prison situations with rape and murder attempts, poisoning drugging adn non-stop racist remarks and physical assault.

I am so sick of writing about it and fighting hackers as well.

Please destroy Danny Moynihan he's committed endless crimes against me and only been promoted into undeserved recognition. He's still monitoring my writing and stealing ideas. I won't go into more detail as I have written of this situation with this ogre troglodyte "socialite" parasite just within the last few months. The radio emcees here in Phuket, when I am stuck having to listen to the one and only English radio station here, make endless reference to this woman who has stolen ideas alongside the friends and acquiantences of Moynihan who are famous in H-wood--English and "feminist" and have also stolen ideas from what i wriite detailling their injustiice and writing notes about creative modes of philsoophy (as in Greek plays regarding subjects that are ancient, because these people are following ancient formulas for oppression of populations, the "new" American version of Democracy is something they are co-opting at a rapid pace and the longer people do nothing the more they are inflitrating everything and taking it all over--with a happy face caring about freedom in the process of raking in billions$$

please get that rancid group of English and English-spawned sick filth off me . I use filth because it's just reminiscent of the disgusting filth in the movie Pink Flamingos--barbie skanky filthalina and her rat brat pit barbie doll husband who probably hobnobs with the English socialites claiming he's so "English" from ancestry and how they "love" him for his welcome of every Europieann fascist into H-wood for his ascension into power in that capacity, along with rotten mr rotten and his nazi support system in Germany and spouse louse.

Getting off into hate speech. Backspacing non-stop to correct hacker inserts. The last time I wrote I was so sick after the brainwave attacks it felt like nausia after I got up--my head feeling like it's being pressed inward, dizzy, unable to walk straight. That is how badly they are attacking my brain while I write (much worse than I can describe here especially with the hacking and brain-altering attacks).

More Facebook carryover, mind controlled descriptions of attacks with the usual hacking inserts. I am weary of this. Much of it is being forced through mind programming to get me to write.

These very sick and ugly men (and their plastic-coated Nazi female co-criminal assistant cheerleaders) enjoy reading my ranting posts which I can never type due to hacking and never write clearly due to the brain-altering tech endlessly aimed into my brain as I fight to type or think. I write about the attack interface because I don't know who is reading my posts, when ir if anyone ever will read my posts, and I want to make sure that people know what system of encumbrance I am confined into on every post. Some people might read an inadvertant post and immediately think I am confused and inarticulate (the discrediting tactic which I thus have to describe to try to eliminate the discrediting tactic of completely blotching my every post by this group).

Here is what I wrote, I have decided to include the nasty video made by the rape-cheerleader German women who cheer the teleportation rape and violence directed at me (trust me when I write this the German women I see on this video are very similar to so many German women I have lived around and met in Germany. I also knew social workers who "care" about domestic violence situations but participate in attacking me. Oh yes, one was or is a lesbian or bisexual and is now married with children I guess. They all  have to succumb to the socialization of routine repetition of paradigms in Germany and unfortunately in America and that includes most of the rest of the world). How many other cultures I have met with this same punk underground culture who have in one way or another looked the other way or lightly participated in targeting and character assassination and drugging/attackks on me. Alternative, anti-establishment/ white males who play in punk bands, their girlfriends/the blacks endlessly oh the blacks participate. The list never ends of the alternatives who want a piece of the white male pie of established through violence power.

The video, which I will try to upload (hacking makes this impossible many times) is this German woman relaying how German women were raped by American soldiers in WWII. All this information was "suppressed" because, as she claims, the Americans were "heroes" saving and rescueing the poor German women from their seemingly awful Nazi male partners. Almost laughable, but Nazi propaganda nevertheless. I watched a few seconds of this tv anchor or woman who wrote the documentary or tv series, sitting in an erect posture of righteousness with a grim determination of suppressed hate on her nasty face (caked with make-up). I know what is behind it and I know about the alteration of facts and how these are presented by these women and the other "alternatives" who posture but are really false opposition pawns serving and servicing the powers they claim they hate and are fighting against. I'm sure ALL of these people would marry an American male who rapes if they could get more access to H-wood studios and media access.

If German women were raped, as this video contends (I could not watch more than 1/4 of it, after observiing the posture of the German writer I feel so much antipathy towards her and I "know" her mentality, or I assume to know since the pressure of conformity is so high and fraught with danger if a person steps outside the acceptable boundaries of conformity and Nazi duplicitous posturing into the red zone of actually truly caring--murder is still an operative principle in Germany against their labeled, "traiters" of the 4th Reich. If Americans did indeed rape German women en masse, since rape is not something confined to "evil" foreign enemies but also to seemingly benign Americans who "fight for Democracy". However, since having lived in Germany for years and the Germans always crank out the same, repetitive slogans about Americans (also the same bs about how Americans killed more Native Indians by far than Jews in Europe--and why doesn't America get endlesslly castigated about that historical fact?) I have heard the same things over and over and over in Germany (spoken in German) and not once have I ever heard these stories of rape, nor read anything. That doesn't mean it hasn't happened, but if the Germans can latch onto any single excuse to attack and incriminate Americans, I think in all the anti-American posturing I heard from Germans in German (in German) I would have heard at least one time something about how American soldiers raped German women. That does not mean in any way it never happened in a large quantity but I have reservations in believing this documentary regarding the "innocent" German Nazis.
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Here's the Facebook post, and then I will attempt to post that nasty documentary. What I do believe is the testamony of the Korean and Chinese women who were imprisoned in "Comfort" spots. What I also "believe" is that German women were raped, but I have heard more that the Russians did a lot of violence and I have never heard of Americans raping German women too. The footage of one German woman at the beginning of the video is of a woman beaten and standing in front of rubble. Commentary of the video links her with American soldiers raping German women. The Nazis also contended that Jews who were wealthy were raping German women. That ties in directly to the Weinstein scandal by the rotten men teleporting and raping me, taking over the studio vacuum to put out their propagandized version of bs and being instructed on how to rape and torture me. These same p-a's with their wives have put this sick video on my YouTube and it's almost laughable, if only they were not being promoted right now with the consent of the viewers who are also part of the H-wood cartel structure (doing nothing to stop this if against it, I do not blame you but still...action does need to be taken if you ARE against this system of terror and rape and teleportation and gang stalking Nazi/Stasi death squad activities you read of, that I describe).

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GRATITUDE TO PEOPLE READING MY POSTS AND PROVIDING SOME KIND OF "HELP" OR RELIEF. Albeit not nearly enough for what I really need to live in any kind of peace. (not quibbling but still... this is all laws breached by criminal terrorist organizations that pose as superstar celebrities and political leaders, touting freedom --to rape and torrture according to genocidal and foreign-protocol death squad tactics).

I realize that the people terrorising me are obtaining endlless promotions at this very moment for non-stop attacks upon me. I awoke this morning to a teleportation attack of some white male hand slapping the air in front of my face, but at a horizontal angle so it wasn't directed INTO my face but at a right angle from my very oblique vision. Almost like a completely grainy black and white movie from a few decades ago on a analogue tv screen. Not a "dream" but a teleportation atttack scenario. A "terrorising" act of sabotage to my every moment and waking state. Then I have to think of these expletives and then they insert subliminal hate messages as I think of how disgusting they are.

I know that they are also trying to obtain reactions of me writing their names or descriptions of what they are doing, which always are higher springboards for their promotions. When I say nothing about their actions, they are promoted nevertheless. How I regret having put a video of that English murdering bigot I have described repeatedly for the last few days. His desperation to get rich and infiltrate the "stupid" American Hollywood cartels of Nazi power is like a frantic attack situation of exploiting violence towards me for his and his Nazi wife's personal power attainment. Also like the Danish creep who I wrote a few paragraphs on his YouTube (fake) video about how much he cares about polirtical justice after he was imprisoned for a few years for murdering someone he had a "beef" with. Nazi prison just allowed him to come out in the same amount of time as someone (black, poor, Latino or et al) in America who is convicted of possession of an ounce of crack cocaine. The Mandatory Minimums in the United States are as punitive as 1st or 2nd degree murder conviction in Denmark. Very sad and disgusting as well. This situation of police and prisons in the United States, but even moreso for the Nazi creeps in Nazi countries who get away with every crime and have Swastika flags in their homes.. When not in Germany, Swastikas and associated Nazi affiliation flags are not illegal, as they are in Germany. Openly Nazi but now quietly putting out the same fodder as the brainwashing propaganda "celebrities" in H-wood. This one jumped to attack me in league with his buddies in California the "liberal" establishment which tauts Nazi ideology and wines and dines Nazis out of Europe who hold the money (stolen from genocides and IMF policies and World Bank destruction and Austerity loan packages) and...I have wriitten it all before.

How I regret having posted a video a while ago, how long ago? About this English bigot who looks like a beer-sopping fat obese outright racist bigot now. That I wrote anything about his "tour" of London and then wanted this pig to be able to come to America. What these Nazi bigots do is eliminate (i.e. kill/assassinate just like I believe this pig did wiith Sid & Nancy--Nancy stabbed to death, Sid put on suicide programming mixed in withh his heroin and cocaine. The mixture is lethal when it comes to mind control programming. The brain acts like an absolute sponge to all kinds of subliminal suggestion including suicide). I now see why Sid wore Swastikas and made hints at Nazi philosophy. I know from public media that Nancy, a Jewish American woman who was really the basis of the punk movement, while the fake who eliminated the competition that wanted to get away from this bigot and violentt sick personality, psychopathic hater who is perfect at spouting the alternative philsophy and I too was taken in after bieing drugged (but never when I first saw him back in the 70's. I liked punk at the local scene level but never at the famous rock cock rock media level--and he's the epitome of this false dichotomy ). And thus.....Nancy is dead, this fake I years into poisoning and drugging wrote that he should be allowed to come to America. This was the response to all alt media taken over (that I have found on the internet, and in private and personal levels and local levels, what exists is rife with stalking and it's very hard for me not to outstage their skits and gaslighting and character assassination of me. Whenever I get around people I really think are okay, they have already been informed of lies about me. I have been approached by people who tell me that they have heard very awful things about me, which after they get to know me, then never admitting they are part of the stalking circuit, but treating me in a very friendly manner. Because i am under non-stop surveillance I then NEVER EVER SEE THEM AGAIN IN MY LIFE. They are completely banished from my presence.

So, I am stuck watching mainstream media and when a dasterdly fake like this puts out his fake trite crap about how he's an "anarchist" and "against" the wealthy who are exploiting the poor, and I latch on in a kind of desperation to hear anything but the sick crap the others in this group put in my media on a continuous basis and I really can't find anything alternative to their bs crap. All is blocked from my every search engine result and personal discovery.

Thus, although I never thought this fake alternative icon was decent, interesting, after years of the people who had represented something are now dead (murdered many of them I believe by people like all these fakes I have been writing of for years)

how I regret writing that he should be allowed to come to America because it needs people who are alternative so much. I "bought" into the spiel fo this fake and am now under violent assault by him. An absolute fascist who wants to become an aristocrat and hoards of all the posturing fake alternative "punks" of America will associate this meaningless fake trite blathering hate personality as something representative of alternative culture.

Yesterday there was a Deutschewelle broadcast of women as objects of rape wartime violence. The German wife of this utter slime personality I think may have instructed him to put this on my YouTube channel. My ponderings about these seeming "conspiracy theory" actions are not me being "crazy" but a reallity of hacking and mind control programming. Under drugging and the hypnosis effected by the tech aimed at me while I am typing and fighting and struggling to access what I really am capable of writing and thinking, blocked and put into a stultifying almost mesmerized ranting hate state...instead of accessing my ability to concentrate and analyze and write with any sophiistication and imagery and resonant meaningful way on these subjects

lost and confused and meandering from the original thought

as I am now. These ideas I write of are then stolen by these very same fakke news pundits I wriite of now. How I regret having had any single iota thing to do with this infiltrator Nazi having access to Hollywood and it's lucre, the dilthy and dirty lucre for which this p-a is now being handed so he can represent, through intimidation, acts of sabotage and violence towards me with his Nazi German wife (please note that I have met many Germans and when you scratch beneath the fake, warm and charming exterior they are adamant Nazi supporters and cleverlly disguise all even with tears of repentance when they describe how they are so sad about the Holocaust. Tears of joy when they get their endless benefits and pensions so they can have sex parties with their little brown-skinned wives they claim they love as they invest in villas and condos and build and build cement crap all over Paradise.

Enough, I can't write my brainn is under too much attack.

Every morning I wake up and my laptop has been altered so all the WiFi drives are missing and I have to try to restore and uninstall the old drivers and reinstall new ones.

Hacking continues.

I want to thank anyone who is doiing anything for me, including not participating in the teleportation situation, you people out of Hollywood. If you are readiing this, then you are still participating in the situation if you are reading this out of curiosity you participate as well if you don't help me. O fcourse, probably none of you ever will as it's only been more than 7 years of me writing about this and one actor and musician and group comes after me to torture rape and exploit after the next.

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Continuing in the comment section: (copied from Facebook amidst backspacing from hacker insertions whiile I type, taking so long to type a single sentence!)

"They", the criminal stalking organization and it's adjunct H-wood media p-a's, want me to write day-after-day not only as testament to their torture and ability to destroy someone's every positive thought with their ugliness, stupidity and darkness inflicted and then tthey feel only temporarily relieved of their stupidity and ugliness for a few moments afterwards. They are promoted which pumps them up further every time I write about how sick and violent and stupid and ugly they are. They never stop doing this, I keep writing waiting and waiting ror anyone to come and stop this and protect me. years and years and years of writing it's never happened. I hope one day they will be not only castigated but castrated for what they are now doing. Otherwise, I'm still drugged, under technological mind control and all sources of love, support are dead (I want my cat La Moux returned alive and my own home) II need a support system and please get these creeps off me. That is all i can write. I have no "hope" left that any new election is going to put some real alternative candidate in power who will do more than passively or actively participate in this stallking and never stop these p-a's from all this rape and torture and violence so they can get more power in media and politics. Participation in these types of activities, whether active or passively looking the other way, appear to be the gatekeeper pass to attaining huge promotions in the media and in politics. No one else who thinks otherwise in any compassionate capacity in this respect gets any entrance to the portals of power. It's very unfortunate. The cover assassinations of people who are actually against this system continue and SILENCE is also part of the entrance password code to this power structure.

I thus remain having to write to get any relief from violence and torture and hate and rape which no one will stop or protect me from in a truly significant way. I do thank people who are getting involved, if any. I am not ungrateful but I have tried to express for so many years that perhaps it might behoove you to get your derriers in more active state and actively stop this teleprotation technology from spreading like a death virus, handed like candy into the clutches of idiotic pernicious parasites who are devouring leeches and violent, murdering genocidal bigot racist rapist expletives.

Margaret Thatcher was a prescient superhero pre-Brexit soothsayer

I've heard so many nullifying things about her from Labor Party English (wankers, many of them gang stalkers, the usual "liberal" facade always willing to do fascist Nazi tactics to assume power while wearing the brown shirts of the working class--not to pose as an advocate of Tory or Conservatives or Republicans or any other party that is mainstream.)

HOWEVER, this small tidbit of an old lecture is amazingly powerful in it's succinct assessment of what HAS come to pass and what is currently under continuous debate in old Foggy swamp-land.

A few pro-Thatcher pundits (not many in the Parliament video below, Thatcher's very last stand before her legislative body of 3-piece suits. One pundit has to shout above the booing males (one of the most vociferous is Neil Knnock.

Boris Johnson has made an economic trade pact with the United States, post Brexit. Now the British can blame the US President instead of their own post-Thatcher leader(s).for ensuing ecoonomic woes or successes. Time will tell post-Corona Virus. 

Nevertheless, I would be willing to pay more for some Hobnobs and otherwise I don't know much about the benefits the US will obtain from closer ties wiith that foggy country, or set of countries. I hope readers can exempt me a bit due to sickness from drugging/poisoning and also lack of access to internet for a year and near physical and mental paralysis regarding in-depth study of politics. I wonder if this economic trade pact will have any lasting benefits for the United States. I have no doubt the UK truly needs such an economic tie.

What a quick, keen and well-articulated turn around of political attack Thatcher demonstrates. 

Kinnock says what should be said about Ameriican politics NOW.

"Things" seem to change very little in the space of the last few decades. Thatcher was correct about the future of the UK merging with the Continent. Kinnock was expressing the dismay of the poorer classes withthe wealthy. However, all I see all the time is the poor only too willing to assume the "sleazy" corruption of the wealthy at the very first opportune time to strip off their humble working class mantle and chill with the Beverly Hills fascist Nazi billionaires..(not meaning "all" just some I have met lately and for a long ago in a far away country back in old foggy England when I lived there a year or two. All I ever heard was hate for Thatcher and thought she must have been a monster exploiter for the "common people". I now, after years of gang stalking by the "common people" of that foggy country, as I listen to Thatcher's lectures or debates I find a resonance with her and an admiration for her verbal acuity. Smooth-tongued or duplicitous, it's still a fascinating display of verbosity.All I ever heard from the gang stalker "winging" plebs was outspoken hate with no information except that they were losing benefits. All I saw of the very same people was gang stallking hate towards me. I also was stallked by a wealthy English "aristocrat" who called Thatcher, "Mother". He triied to poison me to death while teleporting me. Maybe he did that because he had the "power" to do so while the poorer clasess of England could only "dream" of having the money and "power" to do so upon a whim. All they can do is participate in gang stalking and winge about politics when they don't get as much as they think they deserve, but only bow down in awe to the very wealthy and obey theiir orders to perforrm gang stalking hate tactics.

I still admire Thatcher for her political competence, whether it was politically correct according to my preferences or not...I have completely lost all respect for the wanker brown shirt typical English bigot who gang stalks me and claims they are for the working class and whatever they claim about how they care so much about society. All of the same people take orders from the very wealthy and at first chance will grab at power in order to push others down. A very opinionate statement and very easy to debuunk--my statement is an OPINION based on experience. This blog is about venting and writing about gang stalking and teleportation experiences. 

"There's no such thing as Political Murder, political bombing or political violence. There's only criminal murder, criminal bombing and criminal violence."

"We will not compromise on this."--Margaret Thatcher.

Gang stalking, teleportation, MK ULTRA and the rest of the stalking protocols are
Criminal Murder
Criminal Bombardment of an individual's life
Criminal Violence.

All else is rhetoric used to justify criminals targeting out of criminal motivations.
Many people love crime. So many movies glorifying criminality and psychopathy.

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Yes, that bi-partisan behavior IS EGREGIOUS however both sides do tolerate political violence towards me when it's covert and no media can touch it or them.

More injuries to my body last night

After YEARS of fighting to stop these mechanical arms from entering through every conceivable crack and tile in this tiny studio. Another object inserted under my left middle finger. Years of this goiing on and on. A huge red swelling and this is years of objects inserted under my middle fingers. Drugged from skin patches also inserted on my skin, as well as damaging chemicals to destroy my skin and hair always cut and shorn and greasy and dirty despite washing it (always cut while I'm sleeping, partially balding from the stalkers literally shearing my hair so it is thin and balding. They began doing this over three years ago. I had started to curl my hair and wear it in some bun on my head. Because it looked somewhat decent, they began cutting hair from the crown of my head. I also dyed my hair purples and pinks, and they damaged my hair so badly I had to stop all action on my hair. Cuts, bruises, insertions under my skin, blemishes forced by the chemicals they smear and bacteria and fungus inserted into hair, skin and orifices. They also keep cutting skin tissue away from my lower jawline. They forced an accident where I landed on my jaw two years ago. Every night they also sever skin tissue from the damaged jawline to induce great injury and weakness to my teeth, which they also made loose after I had this accident. This group causes accidents, and while I'm sleeping they induce greater injury which appears like a "natural" consequence  of the "accident" they created The accident in question was my brakes being remotely manipulated so they stopped operating and spun 180 degrees to the right, forcing me to land face-first because I had a heavy purse that I was wearing so it rested on the seat in front of me, and the weight pulled me directly downward as well as the steering wheel being spun and the brakes remotely blocked as a car drove into me froom the side of the road and just hit me while i was in the middle of traffic, in the middle of my lane with right-of-way. There were witnesses who collaborated my claim. This was after asking in my private Facebook page that pit the shit was stoppod from being endlessly rewarded with highest nominations and awards for participating directly in this rape and torture teleportation situation. Since he and his gang began using this tech, they have been winning awards every year since they first started. Before they were part of this torture "experiement" they were not winning and not even close. to winning anything.j

That began a year of more torture and the cutting of gum tissue. This sick and ugly rotten parasite also had part of my uteruse cut out, which came out while I was in the shower. He teleported me later so giddy and high and laughing with such hormonal erection thrill posturing --which he had after the other acts of violence, and always with full supporrt of Whorewood and always me alone with more and more torture inflicted upon me. His buddy Parasitino is the same bs and the gang of them is huge and enormous by now.

I just wish people would finally stop this unbelievable sick torture situation finally but I just write about it day after day and TWO US PRESIDENTS, THREE PRESIDENTIAL NOMINEES, one House of Reprasentative personality, a host of whores out of WhoreHollywood with such ugliness it makes nasty Trump look like an angel or angle of sordid sorts--(his wives can't however be anything but nasty Nazis and maybe he uses them as fronts for his very extreme nastiness so I can "blame" their violence upon the wives while he's really the one directing their filthy and sick actions towards me. Suffice it to say that compared with the filth of Whorewood, Trump is benevolent and that is truly a huge irony.

I am so sick of being poisoned and drugged and asking president after president of the United States to please stop this crime against me.

It is apparant that the entire Congress and Executive branches of the US government are NEVER going to stop this MK ULTRA torture situation. Obviously my posts are restricted and "classified" and probably funded by the US Government (and according to conspiracy theorists, under "black ops" funding or what ever...I am not in the "know" about these things, I only repeat what I have heard on various portals of "alternative" information.

Whatever is funding this, my posts are not being put out into the public. I always live in places where the management and all staff and all neighbors are part of the stalking teams. Entire buildings can be emptied out and no one will ask questions or if they care, won't do any single thing to help me.

I am aware of this, but the stress is too great. I have injured my body so badly from pounding metal hooks into plastic cabinets to try to stop the stallkers--and yet gaps remain on the hinges and in the corners and everyything I have coovered up simply doesn't suffice against stalkers continuously going into my room and destroying what flimsy defenses I create. They just come in and pour stinking and toxic fungus and chemicals on my blankets, mattress, furniture, food in storage, last night they poured stinking fluids into my plant soil once again, and then they loosen the hooks with rope and pvc strings I have tied to all corners of the more than 30 panels on both sides of the walls. And I remain sick from poisoning inert and endlessly paralyzed from the poisoning.

I remain drugged into hysteria and writing about this sick situation endlessly year after year.

I can't write any comment on YouTube without a plethora of nasty comments by stalkers. I can't get any private emails unless they are from abusive and nasty stalkers who feign friendship or are agents lying and exploiting adn trying to do whatever they can to damage me so they can get promoted.

I can't go anywhere without  hundreds of people attacking me. This is even worse in America. Maybe social distancing might help victims of gang stalking.

None of you will ever do anything and yet I keep writing because they make me so ill I must release this stress they make me partially paralyzed and I remain a sitting duck for torture and murder attempts and violence that never ends.

"If you don't want stalking and torture, why don't you want it and then what do you want?" The dumb and dumber questions I am posed with by poseurs who teleport and attack me via gang stalking death squads.

The theoretical dumb and dumber reader parenthetically asks me. This is the type of rationale I experience from these famous movie stars and writers when they teleport me: what is wrong with what they are doing? They ask me to elaborate, and in the hypnotized, sleeping, teleported state I begin to delineate all the nasty things they are doing to me. Something in the mix of the teleportation, sleeping and drug-induced state forces a "truth serum" effect and I answer honestly. Every time I write descriptions of these "people" and the violence they inflict, which is a daily event and I'm being passed around to rape, ahuse and torture from one pig ape to the next--famous creeps the list is so long. I have written of them extensively on Facebook. I am loathe to repeat it here especially with continuous backspacing to correct hacker insertions.

Every time I react essentially begging for deadly tortures to be stopped, my brain is put into this mode of opening up, not just creative ideas expressing theoretical concepts (which are later stolen and turned into subliminal fascist and Nazi propaganda by the "liberal" actors and directors who are observing in some huge audience, or torturing me first-hand (but always when I can't provide evidence.). If people won't acknowledge the stalking groups and provide real legal support for the disenfranchised targets, then teleportation is especially fraught with silencing and political support for "black-ops" purposes. Oh, not a conspiracy theory.

In addition to sucking out ideas and concepts through non-stop torture, (and while I am dehabilitated from their poisoning, I also try to read but drugging makes that literally impossible, I watch movies to analyze content and they also suck my ideas out through their tech and through direct question-answer sessions while I'm unconscious, but aware, able to respond albeit "honestly" so I tell them to die I try to kill them and etc..my honest reaction by now.

I am still helping worthless abusers, rapists, bigots and their minority minions to get ideas to produce their shows and movies. Just the act of attacking me along with this group entails some kind of promotion.

I am now meandering and can't "remember" what I wanted to say. The effects of the tech while I'm sitting in front of this computer are so stifling.

And this idea that people can be attacked and mind controlled while sitting in front of something other than the "boob tube" can also be stolen and exploited by the people who are endlessly putting their videos on my YouTube channel. One of them has a new show sort of sci-fi, and has also stolen concepts and used words I wrote on FB verbatim for some of his skits on the media boob tube circuit.

They never stop. They live in mansions and I am cleaning filth perpetually like some Hell scenario of never-ending cleaning of stinking filth I never created, while the WORLD literally participates in doing nothing and watching me fight for my life. All is silenced. Today I helped more pig apes to steal ideas because they tortured me so badly and have injured me so badly I have to beg for people to stop this torture. This is the merry-go-round (for them) of the cycle of violence that they feed off, both energetically and then financially. It encourages domestic violence it perpetrates rape culture it entitles black racists and other minorities into following and imitating the creed of violent racism, disguised and turned into it's opposite for media consumption.

Please HELP ME TO STOP HELPING THEM by stopping them from attacking me so they can't put out more ideas I formulate because they are too formulaic to imagine anything other than formulas.

I believe this to be true because I have been forced, through my own decisions as well, to have to look at systems in some alternative light. As I wrote earlier today, all they demonstrate to me is silence and stupid violent ugly dirty filthy behavior. Filthy: such an overused word but I lack the desire to look up alternatives on a Thesaurus at this moment. I also just watched the movie, Pink Flamingos and the word FILTH was the operative word for that movie (writing that in a positive review sense). After having watched that movie, I cringe when I use that word in a sentence.

According to the dualistic comparison of what "filth" implied (directly) in that movie, I would say that the people I am dealing with are the wealthier ones rather than the trailer trashy cracker and cotton variety. I can now use these examples to exort people to not let this teleportation equipment get into the hands of the real trailer trash demographic.  The wealthy who kidnap women and impregnate them after rape and then kill them afterwards and sell the babies to lesbian couples. That is the "wealthy" version of filth. The poorer version is nothing similar to the antics of DIVINE and not a fraction as funny or fun. It's another reason I fight this situation. I really also care about people I do not know who are being victimized as I am, or those who are unaware and have no knowledge of what is going on, as I was for all my life. Children will be tortured and raped and abused in this system. I know most of you don't care unless it's blonde children from whitte bigots but still, this situation is a precursor to great devestation of society and of individuals.

The filthy trash I have to deal with, how to explicate their rotten stupidity and ugly foul behavior?\\

I do not want to help promote any more of these filthy pieces of filth. Help me to not be the tool for which bigot rapist haters and their nasty wives get promoted into highest echelons of H-wood and into the political spheres. Stop this crime against me. Stop these people. Stop this technology.

Stop allowing them to torture me so they can steal ideas from me while I remain in such poverty they can so easily threaten me at every moment with homelessness and also make them return my cat(s) especially La Moux. My baby. They have taken everything else away from me.

Let me have my own home with privacy, peace, financial securiity, this hell stopped and financial compensation. Living around decent people in a natural setting in a fabulous city in a peaceful country arouund law-abiding decent people, rich or poor, with ample space and room to live and I really want to live alone by now and not have a "baby" and not be exloited. I am tryint to "retire" from this "sex slave" abuse victimization that has robbed me of all financial status and destroyed my health and killed things I love and destroyed my home.

But worst, the perpetrators are continuously being promoted and they are vile and foul I really don't want to help them any longer to get ideas and I need this hell to be stopped so I can stop writing on the internet about what they are doing and then my brain opened by the tech so they can exploit creative ideas I am not able to formlate. A recap from all the above.

How much longer must I repeat this repeatedly over and over day after day year after year?

Mind programmed drugging and torture to induce creative idea output for intellectual property theft using sophisticated technology so all is covert and deemed not illegal

Yes, that's the story of my life right now. The Hollywood moguls with millions and billions of dollars at their disposal, not just their personal gain from maneuvering into the highest echelons of the Whorewood casting couch milleau, but also the funding from this bigot Nazi ape organization which sponsors these "experimental" torture and MK ULTRA mind control teleportation exploits. I try to describe what I am enduring and it's impossible due to the technology skewing my brainwaves whilst I write and attempt to type.

Thus, the torture goes on, I write on Facebook and now endlessx ranting posts essentially begging the silent but hacking audience to please do something finally to stop slow torture to death, destruction of my home and body, theft of all I possess, and all I have been fighting to type and write out (hacking is making me have to rewrite and backspace continuously). There are few or no typos in my blog posts because I do correct the hacking inserts every time they appear. Writing one paragraph can take, therefore, at least 10 minutes while I type at amazing speeds  I have not been able to accommlish my real typing speed for over 10 years.

Back to the theme: the torture, which "must" be done because the white bigot Nazi males just "must" include violence and abuse and torture into their intellectual theft entertainment situational promotional enterprises of teleportation and rape (while teleported and raped while my body is unconscious and inert in this teleportation MK ULTRA "alter" state).

They are "supposed" to follow a traumatizing formula so my brain opens to the creative aspects of this situation. Hollywood then devours my concepts and leaves me continuously--for over 10 years now on a daily basis--not just fighting for my life but continuously begging for my life for torture and violence and poisoning and druging and my home being made filthy continuously stinking and foul and dirty. Sick ugly people surrounding me 24/7 and teleported to sick crap "famous movie stars" who are nasty and ignorant and dumb and stupid, at least when they teleport me because they "have to" act in this manner. I have to wonder, when they "act" like this towards me day after day for years, (as I wrote earlier, some of them latch on and continue ordering torture and they sit with writing pads on their laps taking profuse notes on ideas they want to incorporate into their movies--all appears to be funded copiously by this Nazi stalking organization. There really should be no adjective of Nazi it's just the Nazis and there appears to be nothing but members continuously attacking me. The modern version is blacks and Jews and all other minorities. You could call it, "Aunt Jemema 2.0". She's been modernized and updated and has her own tv show after her last series was cancelled. After torturing me Aunty J is partying up her new tv show and this is the  new face of Nazism in the world.

It could have or be a "Jewish" male for all it matters who is the updated version of Aunt Jemima. i am surrounded by them here in Thailand. Aunt Jemima does Phuket, you could make a porn movie. Many Thai women are named "porn" actually. 

Going off into tangents once again. I didn't want to make my point about stalking just confined to the black v. white issues that so often dominate the movie genres of good v. evil with the underdog always winning (in American movies). A blanket statement, you say? Well, the modern version has no race or creed any longer Aunt Jemima only has to fit into a "minority" category and classification. Updated and quantized into an extremely pleasant sugary saccharine appearance of supportive yet fighting against injustice. Caring but only about the people who are the dominator dinoasaurs who have held sway over the Plantation who must be appeased in order to sit in comfort and cozy and popularity as a bonus prize.

As the target and outcast, I just have to wonder what I am doing wrong that so many people offer absolutely no consolation or support for me. Is fighting injustice in reallity so dasterdly that everyone rejects someone who really in actuality IS fighting against racism? Especially when they don't conveniently fit into a classification that is comfortable and filled with multitudes of people who are chanting in the streets for justice, as so many are now. So many of these very same people continue to have me tortured slowly to death. And they have me attacked so they can continue to pilfer ideas off me so they can sell more of their Black Lives anti-discrimination movies and shows while fully supporting these bigot white rapist hate men and their nasty Nazi wives and blonde and whatever women when they attack me.

So, I reacted under drugging, torture, endless duress that has been sustained in a most deadly "traumatizing mind control" methodology for over TEN YEARS and without a day's break. Not one.

I have therefore today provided more ideas to be stolen, by writing and then once upon this seat in front of this laptop my brain is altered, I begin to pour out theories and this is the method being used to first torture, traumatize, through rape poisoning violence death threats and real-life accidents and teleportation to torture, rape, threats of homelessness, beatings being hit and abused and threatened by one "liberal" bigot in the media after the next. One of them who hit me two weeks ago had commented on one of his aired tv shows that the wives of one of the men responsible for attacking me, this famous personality in the world, the wives have been "left behind" because this character ostensibly is such a profligate womanizer. This role that is being advertised by this "liberal" white male commentator with his late night tv show (which I have watched, never from start-to-finish but a few minutes of clips and then turning it off because it's all twisted in very clever psychological ways. I wrote of him, but what I did not include because it was "deleted, or swiped" from my brain is that these wives he mentions, and he KNOWS THIS, are responsible or in charge of the tortures being inflicted upon me. Daily disfigurements of my body and poisoning with toxic sprays have been increased to the point of slow murder since this man took over the contract. The womanfolk mentioned as 'victims" of his "adultress" forays into sexual holidays for media entertainment are part of the actual sales-point for this personality. It's part of the Nazi male persona to abuse and defeat and sometimes beat women. It's just a publicity stunt. Not that this man doesn't want to do these things, but a "liberal" commentator participating with these foreign women who, from what i have seen, fit exactly into the fascist mode without hestitation. Just adding that into this because my brain right now is under this sieve effect of ideas pouring out.

I just WANT PEOPLE TO STOP THIS CIRCUS TORTURE REVOLVING TRAUMA-BASED TORTURE SITUATION THAT IS BEING FORCED UPON ME BY the leaders of Hollywood and of the politico sphere. If the Executive Branch is doing this personally to me, and I have been teleported to some of the 5-Star Generals (not sure which branch, or division, or whatever they just wore medal up to their chins like huge studden with decorations Generals--sort of grim appearance to my vision meant that they had field experience of war. As I was making a statement about how homeless people actually need the billions of dollars relegated to the Defense sector of the economy instead of endless wars. Perhaps some of them agreed but they appeared grim when I brought this subject up. I was a puppet being manipulated by this man, who, actually, is a far nicer person than the "liberal" ((**expletives**) who are attacking me to death.

Will someone please stop them from torturing me to obtain ideas for their movies it's been going on for over 10 years now. I have seen so many ideas that mimic what I have written or said or almost literally copied and it's been going on and on for years an dyears and years and they keep going. When I finally during teleportation, as happened just a few weeks ago by a man who puts out every movie regarding human rights and justice in the face of suffering, used genocidal anti-Semitic references when I told him to "read a book" instead of sucking informatioon out of me, as he's been profiting off this situation for years and years, behind the really abusive brat pit s*** person who is an abomination of ugliness to me by now. Ugly personality nice plastic surgery nasty personality and beloved and cherished by H-wood because he's a psychopath who makes "charming"jokes and is swaggering and seems so swinging. However, when this f gets a victim as I have been, along with this writer/director, the charm evaporates within seconds.

And the torture continues and I have been wriiting concepts and not able to write short stories because I too want a career. Maybe it's too late, maybe not. I am trying but it's impossible with my brain under this attack, poisons pouring out of my body and being repoisoned and drugged.

After years of writing about this and asking the void of the internet for help, it's a bit deflating that I remain writing on the internet and I'm writing the same things I've been writing regarding ongoing, never-ending violence and it's just 10 years of the same story and asking for help.

I just today provided parasites with yet more ideas today that I really wanted to incorporate into my own creative writing. These p-a's (pig apes) teleport me and literally repeat ideas I plan on writing, block my laptop and keyboard afterwards, have my nervous system shake while I"m trying to hand write, and then they steal the ideas while I"m struggling still to eliminate the poisons they keep having put into my body (drugging that is killing me in addition to hard chemicals that have been put in my body by stalkers).

Writing this again and again. I ask for this torture to be stopped is there no one ever who will do this beyond having ulterior motives to exploit me when offering 'help", as the protocol has been used against me in this vein and it's also extremely tiring and I don't appreciate the parasitic tactic.

"Hey guys" YT vid regarding my last post (sort of maybe sometimes always)

I have only watched the first minute of this video (if it actually posts and is not blocked). I do not endorse what he is saying, but the collection of mishandled videos (maybe 5 or six appear when I do a search, I suspect the real number of videos on this subject posted on YouTube ranges in the hundreds--that is how badly my system is blocked from relevant information regarding stalking, poisoning, how to handle it, how to defend. I am blocked literally in every way from survival information). This man is making a "Hi guys on YouTube" type of personal "hipster" kind of explanation you can find readily on these channels. What he's brining forth is a kind of casual "common sense" approach that the viewer supposedly can identify with. As I have almost no real options in my search except for one droning on white male video which begins with a still photo of a building, goes into more photos of cars, trucks, police officers with a droning white male monotone monologue "documenting" the stalking--with no evidence or proof whatsoever, I am thus stuck with this "hey guys" type of narrative but...I put videos on these posts now because most people reading identify with cellluluid and if there's something to watch to entertain you, then you might be able to absorb the information if it's put into a movie/video format instead of just a written blog with nothing entertaining to grab onto.

Here you go: !! Like watching tv