Saturday, September 12, 2020

Every time I write about these attacks, the torturing terrorist bigots and their minority minions get more promotions. AS no one ever stops them, the progression of their fake opposition grows until really there is no opposition so I write and they consider this entertainment for their hate crimes to read of my pathetic begging on line, because all access to legal representation is literally blocked from not having people to defend me, help provide evidence, stop the violence and EVERYONE remains silent as I fight for my life. Hackers completely altered this blog "title"--they deleted commas and periods and strung sentences together, altered tense and rewrote words wrong. I leave it all in so readers can see how badly hackers alter what I fight to pound down and type.

 I really do not want to help them any longer by writing these posts.


I watch the YouTube videos that are craftily put on my front page, as I sit in a mind controlled daze and perform the surfing actions that are prescribed by the tech in their subliminal suggestions while the tech blasts into my brain sitting here.


I see entertainer news pundits repeating ideas I have written, whether this was intended or I just coincide with their philosophical ponderings and intellectual presentations. They are experts in these performances and there is no doubt that they are qualified to present their stuff. 

But I do know that when I express the rage (which so often is produced by the tech affecting my brain in their brain-mapping exercises.


I am at such a loss of words and ability to access my real capabilities right now, as the hackers are also blocking the keys.


I do not want to help promote them any longer. I fight to not write any longer as all I do is repeat what I have written, or I just continue to provide dull, but qualified parasites with material and fodder to steal and then regurgitate and repeat as their ideas, while I am stymied and blocked so completely my body is glued into paralysis and for years the parasites have exploited this and continued the poisoning to keep me stuck and going nowhere--they then call me all kinds of names implying what a "failure" I am but they are so superior because they enforce the racist stereotypical hierarchical roles inwhich they are exalted and I am under so much attack because I do not admire them or their roles or their pradigms and thus, I am outcast and tortured non-stop but they can't formulate original ideas. this applies so especially to the Nazi Europ-a people who have attacked me I forgot to name the English boring and nasty, endlessly making hate and snide jokes about me and people who he can't stand to see as a threat to him--his book is rife with such hate racist remarks and stereotypes but he's exalted by the anti-racist actors and feminist (oh he's extremely misogynist and a rapist but they don't care when it comes to me and not them or their group).


So I just remain quiet and not write any longer, at least not until after the next few months have proven that my theory is correct, that despite all the rhetoric they really want an autocratic system of bigot Nazis running America and the globe as well. "They" meaning the Progressives and the Liberals and the Feminists and the Anti-racist "fighters" who are fighting me with the worst bigots right behind them promoting them for endlessly and non-stop attacking me ,and as I continue to write asking this planet to defend and protect me and nothing ever stops them or this, I must remain waiting for any "change" and it's inevitable that those chosen to "represent" the alternative have of course been carefully chosen to never actually implement any threat to the worst of the worst bigot Nazi cartels operating under all these various names but with the same center of power operating to control them all some singular group al obeying and behaving like the dumb, sleazy and rotten mind-dead puppets who can formulate the words, concepts but lie and deceive to the degree that no one will ever really defend people in my position.


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And thusly: I cannot get on YouTube any longer to see any of the prolific news commentary or programs until after the rigged election puts more fake operators on the web and on YouTube to continue to crank out their fake oppositional stances. However, for now if there is the slight possibility that this new regime change, should it occur, may mean some end to this hell and torture situation (in my favor, not ending as in me dead or not fighting their muruder contract any longer, as that is what I consider this heinous situation, which most or all of you hacking in and reading this find so enjoyable as I remain fighting with no defense or support system---but I only see an eventual murder contract out on me and that is all I see this hate situation to be)


I have just done a huge laundry that wasn't even in the huge pile that was stinking so badly my closet reeks of fungus--this is the clothing I wear every day, which is just a few things that are now stained by terrorists with their mechanical arms getting through all the defenses I have spent over 2 years fighting to put on, while in pain, paralyzed and stuck drugged into a near coma situation as the parasites have not stopped torturing me with microwave and other physical tech attacks, mental and physical emotional alterations of brain/body continuum, and such other life-threatening attacks that on a daily basis for years means shock to nervous system leading in slow death/murder and other near-death situations like driving and being nearly hit or hit every time I drive--repeatedly too, for years every single time. But on and on, I go on and on 


I just did this pile of laundry that has been ripped, frayed, stained and stinking last night while I was sleeping. After washing the huge expanding pile, because everything I touched was stinking very badly, while it was clean last night before going to bed. After pouring bleach into the stinking washing machine, which has been broken so I must take sopping wet clothing and blankets out and dry them for one day or longer in some cases, the clothing was so rancid because on the patio the terrorists insert mechanical arms from the patio above . They poured stinking substances into the laundry while I was soaking it, my back was perhaps turned (I had closed the lid but how easy to just lift it up with the mechanical arms). I have had to spray almost an entire spray bottle of bleach water just to get the clothing to smell like bleach instead of like stinking putrid crap. The laundry soap is not polluted, as they sometimes do (pouring stinking powder substances into the powder laundry detergent).


And on and on, years and years and years of writing about this to no response but more parasites opting to attack me--all have new tv shows more promotions after winning top awards in every category--the list of them is enormous and for years they have converged upon me and obtained literally the highest positions in the media and elsewhere vital to the United States. Not a single human being around the world has approached me with any real assurance or support in all these years of writing about this after years of asking for help directly and being shunned, lied to endlessly and silenced non-stop.

I consider the devastation that has been killing people and destroying the country for the last year (or less) to be a product of either your inclusion in this genocide group (out of Europe and elsewhere, like China) or your silent obedience and gloating assurance that nothing will ever happen to you in regard to the upcoming Holocaust if you just participate and smile and laugh as people like me are being killed off--but you have already seen what has happened, and so many have become absolutely billionaire in status due to this group and their organizational "left" and "right" posturing.


As I write this the hackers are changing the pages and rewriting and etc etc it's crazy--they are sick and disgusting.


Rotten foul men I detest keep putting their faces on my internet searches and pages (out of ordinary news items I mean) and they disgust me, absolutely all of them (all of you).


And they are demanding a baby out of me so they and their "feminist" Nazi wives and children can continue to get free entitlement to lead positions, of course subordinataes to the bigot Nazi organization that sponsorts all these crimes and hate crimes along with the American bigots who absolutely throng and cheer the worst of the bigots attacking me into lead positions--without them, this would never have occurred.That means endless Nazi and Neo-Nazi groups in Florida, where the disgusting ignorant Italian mafioso thug creep has been handed free huge businesses after FAILING and malfeasance of his every business for yeas until he tortured me and is still coming after me along with his American "Italian-American" thug actor whose every movie has been, in my opinion, a blot on art and on culture but the disgusting bigots of America, love this boring thug macho crap and he's been going on attacking me for his promotions for 3 decades alongside this Italian thug


The English man connected to English Royalty (the Monarchy) is a nasty and mediocrity who has the "upper class" English snotty snide style, elaborate vocabulary and able to repeat what he's been taught to utter and the higher verbal expression of his "class" but a loathsome boring hateful bigot--endlessly defended by the feminists and anti-racists of H-wood


and that is is. I must remain silent from now on until at least after the fiasco is completed in a few months. 


My prediction is that one of my tormentors will not 'win" his bid for power. I have to only wonder if what might change in the realm of this attack system upon me will ever result in any real change. I consider my situation to be an absolute gauge of how corrupt the American sociopolitical situation really is  AS these criminals have no block to their violence towards me, the open pit aspect of their bottomless ugliness shows what they will do when there are no people willing to descry their hypoocritical stances. How low can they go? How much lower will this all go on the scale of morality and justice and law (for me)?


Not their brand of justice, as they all claim that I "deserve" to be raped, tortured, disfigured, my ideas stolen by them for over a decade non-stop as they poison me into hysteria and abuse me into traumatized verbose expulsions on the internet, they grab whatever they can steal from my writings and leave me begging for my life--for years. 


I must must stop writing because not only is no one doing anything to defend my human rights in any sense, but the criminals keep getting awarded for me responding, as if their ugliness is the sole consideration in how and who is to be promoted into the coveted positions of authority, of course they must remain mannequins and respond to orders and have no heart or soul. But they continue to put their rotten faces on my internet and I find them all detestable and want nothing to do with either helping any of them to obtain more power, or in giving some hateful male with his hateful wife and hateful children some 'baby" obtained out of rape and torture and death threats upon me so they can continue to put out movies and policies that are disgusting, empty, meaningless trivia to the fascist powers that have handed them these roles for their performances of behaving like genocidal filthy sick parasitic murdering pig apes.

Terrorist Report: numbed by years of it so this is not being terrorized any longer but numb from the dumbness of the stupid attacking me

 OH, of course "they" are supposed to be smart, smarter than me and oh so clever in using hacking and tech to destroy any conceivable potential I may have and to steal all I do fight to create. Yesterday I wrote while I felt like I was on a brain-crushing roller coaster ride--with no movement, it felt like I was being swayed and spun around, my head slightly being crushed inward, as I fought to type and keys I pressed once would repeat thrice due to hacking inserts.


Could only get out a few paragraphs which were done with the sensation of being spun and wrung out to dry in pouring rain, drizzling like drugs into my brain and body Unable to remember simple names and writing in a foggy confusion due to the various brain-altering tech attacks and hacking combination.


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Today there is a problem with my bank and a purchase. I wrote a letter to my mail service and as I wrote the words correctly, which always takes writing as short sentences as possible because my brain is literally so under attack I can barely concentrate. After I sent the letter the hackers had inserted wrong letters so it looked like I had written things "wrong". I had to make the choice whether to send another letter/email making a correction (but the numerical portion was correct, so my email would only have been a waste of time for them). I decided to leave it all as was incorrectly forced upon my business email, which was yet another discrediting operation.


The mail service, which just recently completed an order from my debit card on file, had no complications in processing the amount for a purchase. However this time,, they had the "wrong" set of numbers "on file" and I had to correct that, but as I just wrote, after sending the correct set of numbers for the purchase so the card could be processed (which had happened the last time with no problem) the hackers then altered what I had written andsent to them. Either the hackers changed my information on their electronic system, or they are making a sort of "attack" situation and lying to me. Either way, every single thing I do is scrutinized and attacked and anything that could be stolen from what I work for is used for some bigot Nazi part of this system to steal for their own output, while suppressing me so completely I can get nothing done whatsoever.


Right now I have piles of stinking clothing waiting to be washed--clothing I have never worn in some cases, rotting in a stinking cupboard I have to seal and lock from the inside and from the exteriors of the doors, along with padding stuffed into the open cracks of the doors which do not close without leaving large gaps--as perhaps the mechanical arms just push the padding out and then place them back in after creating endless damage to my room and body (every single night my body is cut into, my hair is made greasy, nasty and shaved off the scalp, etc objects are inserted every night under my cuticles until the nails are blackened and falling out, skin is cut to the bone between my large left toe and the 2nd toe every single night to keep blood flow gone in the area, and they never stop the attacks and just add to more attacks so they accumulate to my body being ripped apart slowly day after day like this).


But, I have to wash piles of clothing and all I do is clean up stinking toxic filth that is sprayed into my body, home and my body of course is paralyzed and bloated from poisoning to stop me from competing and winning or achieving anything. What I barely can write has been stolen fro over a decade by the same people who have profited off stealing my ideas for all these years; the same people keep coming back to get more and more out of this contract--and now they want to force a "baby" out of me too after years of also raping and disfiguring me with hate, insults and torture every single day and night for years and years, the same people over and over and then they parcel out this contract to their "friends' of all races, religious affiliations and levels of prosperity.


Thus these "people" keep me relegated to a situation of cleaning woman discredited endlessly by their repulsive behavior which is touted as being "superior" and of "elitist" stature, while me, helpless and absolutely left with no defense or support while "everyone" sees but remains "silent' and thus complicit---


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Years of writing about this and I am still waiting for this system of Democracy to stop putting people participating in what is supposed to be legally considered a crime against humanity, this "experiment' in technocratic torture, slavery, and all the sick and sleazy things that are accomplished by this group,, heinous and disgusting behaviors and crimes absolutely deemed admirable traits of the perpetrators of these crimes who hold highest positions in media and in politics. How and what will stop this if no one will ever defend me publicly or defend me openly?


If there is a change in leadership in a few months, would it "really" be a change or will this endless sleaze crime considered a technological wonder and the dream of deferring Democracy so only the same groups can hold their old formulas for racism, sexism and hate intolerance disguised by their actors portraying the shadows of "change" for the media circus?


I am now backspacing an correcting more than I am able to type.


Why don't you hand write your ideas, I can hear the silent critics say to their smug and smirking buddies as they hack and claim I am delusional or whatever: well, if I hand write, the technology aimed into my brain makes my hands shake, then my bod hurts from the exertion due to the poisoning, and then what I do finally get out must be left written on a tablet and then is stolen anyway by the terrorits who rampage my room to spray stinking substances on literally every single thing in this room, from furniture to clothing--as Imust breathe this in all night long because I must keep the one access to fresh air sealed all night long and have no open windows and even if I did, I must seal those as well.

But the terrorists steal what I hand write, and of course none of you ever do anything to stop them or help me, or not openly at least so I remain here in silence and never know what is happening or if anyone is doing anything since this never stops and the perpetrtators keep going on a;nd on and getting lead roles in blockbuster movies as they gloat and laugh and glare in hate in these horrid photos they hack and insert into my serach pages and media pages like newspapers online that I try to access (personalized photos that are "real" and not publicity photos).


It is now too hard to type any longer and my brain and emotional centers are likewise under technological attack so I cannot think and de-evolve into what is becoming an emotional writing piece instead of writing about details. Years of waiting for anyone to defend me makes writing also a bit more exaggerated as this is non-stop torture and desecration of my body and home sponsored by The State and all the public just watches on cheering them all on, or doing nothing, or being "good" and remaining silent.


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I just had to clean up a huge black stain that was put on my glittery gold money purse as I placed it on a counter for money exchange while standing at a Tesco check-out lane, putting groceries on the conveyor belt as a white male (Nazi) stood behind me to theleft, as the Thai cashier began making the stupid and disgusting "trigger" behaviors (smiping their noses, pulling up pants like cops do) which is always an ugly action, intended to make an insult to me (they also, these stalkers, when I am walking down food isles fighting to get past their hgue, spread out groups of loitering stalkers standing in y way perpetually and always in front of items I want to get) but, they bow down sticking their rotten (dirty) behinds at me in most obscene postures. They are always rude and disgusting, this is always supposed to e them implying that it is "me" who is nasty and obscene and not them by acting in this manner  I would never do something that ugly and stupid, but they do and it's supposed to imply that I am bad in some way, unworthy of respect, and not these groveling creeps who bow and scrape, even if they are the wealthy whites who have throngs of minorities surrounding them doing their disgusting and sleazy nasty attack scenarios for them.


But, in the check-out lane, because I had to try to get my money out and there ws something I had forgotten still in the metal cart, I bent to get it out for less than10 seconds, and in that time frame the very lithe Thai cashier (they are very nimble, very thin and wiry, many of these attackers and in general Thais are much stronger than they appear if they are very thin, that does not make them physically weak at all). Within less than 10 seconds she had smeared a black dot of goo on my gold glitter purse, which I cannot replace as merchandise here in Thailand is not always in stock and it's all extremely temporary when something comes in stock--or in the places I shop. I can't replace it and I have really liked this very cute little purse, and the replacements I can get are not very nice. But it was done while she was making many wiry physical movements and peering in side glances at the white bigot Nazi making sure it's minority minion was performing it's assigned stalking task. This is so evident in every check-out lane and the behavior is always exactly the same from both the whites and their slave Thai assistants in these attack situation. 

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While typing this, as I have to backspace so often to correct what hackers retype and I must pound down on keys to get anything to operate so this is just a pounding down exercise more than being able to type anything out, pages also pop up while I write from hacker intervention. Etc etc


But this attack happened within less than 30 seconds, and she was ready with sticky, disgusting goo--upon instantaneous and spontaneous opportunity, to destroy my beautiful little purse. The black spot won't come out,I have spent more than 10 minutes rubbing bleach and nail polish remover and the stain was pierced into the purse--I saw it after I walked away from the cashier and it was wet and sticking to the purse--it was a huge blot and I tried to rub it off and it smeared. Just now I have tried to get it out and it's completely embedded into the purse. When these situations happen I have no recourse to defense: but what can I do, accuse these nasty stupid rotten creeps who hand me money silently with grim frowns but smile at the bigots behind me, time after time this happens, and I can't stand there accusing them of having done this when they all pretend they "no speak English"? Not in my country, I am in a particular situation where I can't really get defense of any kind so I have absolutely no recourse to any legal action. I also have had to deal with the computer shop where I just bought this laptop, the same situation applies. I purchased a two-year complete warranty, but the receipt was written in Thai, I was told the laptop had the 2-year warranty, but when I input the serial number of the laptop into the Dell site, I see that the warranty expires in a few months, making the warranty not even one year but more like 8 months. I can'at go to a lawyer and I try to phone these major computer telephone numbers, I get someone who answers the phone and then says they can't speak English and then they stop speaking entirely and eventually just hang up the phone. This also happens when I attempt to phone the United States Dell line, in English. All my phone calls are diverted to agents and I get zero service and just hung up on. That is what I have todeal with here in "Democratic" Thailand. Controlled by European and other foreign investors.


Which brings me to the H-wood actors who are just a short hop and skip away from the Thai cashiers when it comes to behaving and performing their attack skits for the bigot Nazis out of Europe, who are their "handlers" and "controllers". The exact same situation applies, and of course, they all act alike too, in their respective roles and conditions of conformity to how they are "supposed" to treat me. There is no deviation whatsoever and never from one apparent "feminist" or "black anti-racist" to the worst of the white "liberals" who are part of this scheme to use everything and steal and rob every single thingout of me and replace it with deformity, disgrace, discrediting,, deformation, and deterioration. Plus a "baby" so they can get endless promotions after years of me fighting to stop their violence and hate and yelling and fighting to get them off me. The same Europ-a's who have attacked me, poisoned me nearly to death, for years fighting to get them off me too ,are behind these actors the same exact people who are endlessly protected and put into highest position. One of them is affilitated directly with English royalty, the other is Italian mafia who never appears to be threatened with any legal sanction and is "allowed" every single crime andis promoted endlessly for his crimes against me. His actor American partner, calling himself an "Italian-American" is a heinous personality I detest who is still, after almost 3 decades, going after me to obtain this contract so his horrid movies and studio and productions will always be put into mainstream endless production and frontline appearances. He is always, likewise, supported by the not-famous bigot networks who form the basis of the stalking enterprise and terror operations, supporting their mainstream icons and also formatting the alternative" fake opposition that keeps the one-sided hate structure going on into this genocidal autocratic rule always enforced by this comedy of the media circus backiing up both "sides" of the debates.


While I struggle and fight to pound down on the keys, as I fight to insert the cursor to change the hacked typos, the cursor moves to another spot just as I begin to type. I can feel the space bar loose like it's being pulled up by some remote attack system. I feel my brain and mind heavy and unable to focus. My eyesight, I always forget to write this, is forced into a blurry state by the technology--this happens when I fight to read and type-if I do fight to read, they also force tears to continuously spring out of my eyes so reading is literally made physically impossible, plus in addition to the drugging and the microchips which force hormones to be released, so it also is impossible to concentrate for more than a few minutes, at best.


And thus, I remain writing about these attacks to the glee and shcadenfreude of the creeps attacking me, who want me begging for my life for years while no one will intervene in any sense to defend me in any real tangible way, to their utter delight that the planet is obeying their filthy and vile orders so they can claim they are the "superior race" whilethey are murdering and blocking any opposition. Killing off and drugging, mind controlling, using technology to blank out brains and stop interference and programming and propganda--the technology has now enabled them to create all false illusions of alternative thought but disguised as such.


But back to the terror report: all I see are stupid and sick parasites I have not yet seen much of higher real intellectual quota--some are verbally excellent but emotionally obscene and immature and disgusting--and I can't go more into detail on this but they are all happy to see me raped and disfigured with technology cloaking their participating and their surveillance of all these activities.

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Either way, this is the typical situation I must face from literally every angle surrounding me when I am in these aisles and check-out counters. The Thai women, and all cashiers and all people who are all agents sent to attack me--I walk into a store and the woman at the front cashier is gone after less than one minute after I walk in I turn around and someone else entirely different is sitting in the same spot. All very hateful, ugly and nasty while the person who was sitting there when I walked in was smiling and warm and friendly--"Thai style". So when I write this about 'Thai" people I refer to the huge throngs of Thai people who participate in these attack and deformation and disfiguration and discrediting actions against me. That means "most" of the Thai population by the way.


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Hackers inserted the word, "But," in the front of a few paragraphs above. Instead of what I had written. I also feel extremely confused and I can't move the page up or down, as it freezes to stop writing or correcting or getting this out in some kind of decent shape.


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I feel absolutely dizzy and unable to concentrate or get anything done as this tech is blasting away at my brain and body while I fight to type--as I always write, this is so extremely that all I attempt is thwarted to a degree that i can't perform, get anything done, have no money, all finances are blocked, what I do have is stolen...


I open my passport and my Visa Debit card, and the terrorists where I lvie had opened all the bags and sprayed stinking awful substances onto my passport. This happens every time I open he passport, which I need every month at the bank to process transactions. I have sprayed perfume, bleach, baking soda. The passport smells okay and then immediately after I go to sleep after having gone out and used the passport, I open my purse and it's stinking again. Sprayed with rotten and stinking substances that also, as the accumulation of the putrid odors and the oils of this substance remain since I can't literally wash the passport, it's impossible to get out now. My clothing also stinks no matter what I do the night before going out, if I have something in my closet it is sprayed, if I have it hanging out to put on the next day, it's stinking in the morning. My one pair of shoes are deformed, scratehed up completely, put out of shape with men with huge, broad feet putting on my boots and waering them and making them stinking and dirty Anything of value that I leave in this room when I go out is damaged, thus I have only one pair of shoes because so many yearsthe soals of boots and shores are ripped off, literally peeling off or scratched completely. 


This is too hard to pound down any longer to fight to write this while my brain is under so much attack.

Highway 88 666 Revisited---Minnesota and it's long-gone residents. All along the Watchtower the thieves they do roam, going home but never arriving.

 


And then there's the (murdered) death of Prince--as I believe now in "conspiracy theories" from years of observing how these stealth deadly operations operate--seeing people close to me get slowly murdered with poisoning and attacks but always disguised as "normal" accidents and diseases.

Prince....I can't type due to hacking but I can express how bigoted and racist Minneapolis and Minnesota really is. However, this is no different from any other place on the planet, but the opportunities are a bit more available, or were, only briefly,, when Prince made his debut on the Minneapolis scene.

Reviled by the Nazi-adherents that I was "forced" to be around, who had copies of Mein Kampf in their bedroom bookshelves, and attended "German" camp and were often traveling to-and-fro from Berlin back to Minnapolis, but never had money on a personal level or so they seemed.

Anyways.....

Prince, so beloved, but so hated by the whites who were plentiful in their hate organizations and their circuits. Widespread now with technology to the point that there are no regional differences any longer, in essence but perhaps a few slight alterations in dress code or accent.

Murdered. White hate groups behind the police investigation. The police with extremely bad karma. The city of Minneapolis now a dead zone of hate and crime, where it once was a creative bastion of new ideas, fashion, fun, parties....

Like everything wound down and sank into this horrid ugly abyss, and moreso after Prince was (Murdered) died of an "accidental" overdose due to a mistake he could not recognize....

Even he could sense his own demise that was looming over his iconographic stance in Minneapolis---the death squads were lurking back when he was reaching his peak and zenith. I could feel it and I left decades ago. Now time has shown me that I was correct. 

Always the suburbs will be clean and white in Minnesota and they remain a safe haven for white supremacist to thrive and plot and scheme on how to drive out the unwanted from surpassing them in style or music or art any longer....death squads of Minnesota orriginate not from police but the "good" suburban white demographic, spanning the entire state. The deeper you dig into this white rabbit hole, the more racist and Nazi supremacist the reality plunge into the cold and death waters of reality drown out the fiction of this once thriving "multicultural" artistic city. Now it's just homeless and people protesting blacks being killed in the streets as the streets curl up and die.







From Bob Dylan, who used to live in Minneapolis. All Along the Watchtower. Watch out for your just desserts golden shower.

 Minneapolis was never, slightly remotely like this when I was at the university back in 1982-1987. It is now a completely horrible war zone. Because I was attacked in that city by the Gang stalking circuit, to me there is no surprise that the situation has become visible where it once was cloaked in superficial polite sophistication. Degraded due to the lack of spiritual connection to what is right and correct has determined this downward spiral. The real ugliness has surfaced and boils like a diseased carcinogen in the bright brilliant glow of yellow snow. This is not a spiteful sentiment, but rather a realization that the permeation of terror groups and acceptance of their criminal activity eventually cascades into a death spiral of decay. Be warned you do-nothing gloaters laughing about my plight. Yes, believe it or not, corruption and violence on a subterfuge level does eventually rise to the apparent level that was formerly concealed by haughty determination to have power and push others down. Eventually there is a reverberation of regression and destruction. The question is how long does it take for this to occur in most cases people think it may never happen.


Homelessness of horrors in what used to be shopping mall hang-out hipster fun spot with money and comfort (and mostly "invisible" homeless).



People are going insane, violent, scared, mentally ill, homeless, looting, and leaving (but for where?).







Friday, September 11, 2020

Most/all of my posts below have been partially rewritten, revised and turned into a farce of what I tried to write. Deletions are scattered through almost every sentence.

 



Upon going into many of my recent posts I discover immediately that some or much content has been either rewritten or deleted or parts deleted and then strung together. Much is akin to a hole structure with vital grammar, words and links deleted from sentences. Some of the posts are completely rewritten in parts.


How I wait for any people in this world to protect me from this endless crime. Years of waiting. Only the criminals participating in this crime are allowed to react, and that is always punitive and disgusting behavior touted as "superiority" and it's more than the word "disgusting" can convey.


This blog is perhaps at 70% of what  had originally written, cumulatively. 


It's very horrible to read what has been published after hackers got throuh with damaging and in almost every case, destroying what I had written.


Please note this in your perusal of my blog, all you haters who will do your best to destroy all I am and have worked for, anyway.


I am absolutely blocked intellectually by the technology embedded into my brain, my body and from the array of tech aimed into my body when I fight to type and think and write.

"Bourgeois society stands at a crossroads"--Luxemburg wrote prior to the pre-Gestapo assassination of "Freikorps" which equates essentially to our Free (to assassinate people in the street protesting and rioting and looting) because that means freedom) Militia in our parlance---to shut her up (silencing, outright gruesome murder at a time without silent weapons at their disposal).

 I watched the movie that Fassbinder was supposed to make, but died in front of a line of cocaine, as the story goes, --this movie about Rosa Luxemburg which is starring a very German woman (it was going to be Jane Fonda--thus,, perhaps as I supposed and made a gross error in conceiving that Fassbinder's movie was going to expose some kind of cover-up or lie).


WHY these movies with "Jewish" female stars, which are hailed as being "great", always feature a very NOT JEWISH actress who has no resemblance in any form, substance or mannerism to the real biopic personality nor shares any of the beliefs, ideas or concerns (as far as I can tell, from my armchair position sitting watching this stuff).


I saw this movie in Germany without the ease of English subtitles. The only thing that really impressed me as being authentic acting were the German soldiers who shot the character of Luxemburg in the head. they definitely appeared to play the roles with the best acting in the film. If only Fassbinder would have been able to make this film.....he would have made Fonda appear authentically caring about "Jews" and their oppression as well perhaps....Iif he had done this, how long would that sensation have lasted in her brief clasping of a popularized theme for the zeitgeist in which to be hailed as some alternative liberal for the media profiteering?)

Her tv show about being a "handler" for a very "Jewish-looking" oppositional character that her character is forever pushing down with physical restraints, grabbing, clutching and blocking the silly jabbering incompetent behavior of this "Jewish-appearing" woman, her dark shadow who makes her look oh so capable and outstanding (in the tv show).Add the strength of her voice, which comes out as a stern and definitive bark almost makes for a great media representation of "feminist" strength. However, as usual, racism intrudes as the Nazi bigot "feminist" has to and must have dominance over the dark and hated Jews (according to the endless stereotyping that goes alongside all the pretenses that the media and our cultural cliches always enforce--through force in my case through death threats and from poisoning and accidents and torture and disfigurement and drugging and poisoning and targeting and discrimination and millions of people gang stalking and "terrorizing' with attacks that are on a non-stop basis for years. "Ms>" Fonda has put endless videos of herself on my internet searches but that has stopped after I wrote a few posts about how I found her tv show distasteful for the reasons I have just elaborated. this means that she covertly supports and has profited off this exploitation rape and torture situation over me. Her good friend who created the Sundance movie circuit has also participated--at the moment the usual series of multi-pronged attacks is rending typing and writing and thinking nearly impossible.


There appears to be a sort of algorithm that the longer I attempt to type the worse the blocks become. 


I realize this sounds "bitter" but and however, in light and context of any conceivable Fassbinder movie I have to realize that my adulation of Fassbinder is perhaps due more to the fact that I have not watched him degenerate and "sell out" but I can clearly see it with so many from that generation of actors and filmmakers. I have to wonder how much influence this brainwashing and mind control oganization has been on these individuals and their public appearances and affinities. They sway with the current and backtrack on their former convictions like snorting lines of cocaine as one addiction and surplus dries up, the go on to the next like animals feeding at a trough.


My theory about Ms. Fondu is not due to conjecture but as I have no evidence to support my claim, I have to remain saying that her endless media performances plagued my internet for a long time just like the people also teleporting me. Perhaps she stood in the backdrop observing or watching the vieos of these actors raping and assaulting me while I was helpless, asleep and teleported drugged up so badly it is impossible to relate in just a few hacked and brainwave attacked sentences.


So much for Nazi feminists. But as for Rosa Luxemburg, there is no doubt she really was a threat and perhaps would have been more successful than her male counterparts in diffusing the appeal of National Socialism in Germany, if she had lived that long to fight the growing sensationalist organization of the NAZIS.

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Society stands at the crossroads, and now in the USA the SAME GROUPS are vying for power as in her day (but not named as such back then). Now they must rely on brainwashing in the media, and the drugging of the population, combined with greed, selfishness and a total lack of concern about equality and freedom as expressed in the Constitution of the United States. Along with the openness of the media is the way that those fighting for "freedom" against racism, fascism and Totalitarianism can also use the media, but THEY ARE NOT IN CONTROL OF THE MEDIA AND THE "LIBERAL" ACTORS WHO ARE AT THE TOP OF THE PYRAMID ARE PART OF THE SCHEMATA OF THE FASCIST NAZIS WHO CONTROL THEM AND PLAY YOUR BRAIN INTO A POLARIZED FICTION OF BALANCE IN THE US (and indeed around the world).








Made in China in the USA: American Historical Materialism. A look at the prescient 2nd hand informative article on Rosa Luxemburg (spelled her name wrong in the my last post on her).

 I never thought that I would find an article in Teen Vogue even faintly of intellectual interest. How wrong I have been in assumptions. What a magazine dedicated to materialistic pursuits.


The article continues with a very pertinent quote from Luxemburg's writings that absolutely echo all that I have written about Colonialist expansions on this very day (if they remain unpolluted by hacker rewrites and deletions),


Having written that, I want to add that I am unfamiliar with her writings, this copied paragraph from article link below is the first time I have ever read or heard her writings.


Thus:

**I do not write this post as any kind of confirmation of the movement that Luxemburg represented or what she and her organization still represent to this day.**


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"What did Luxemburg observe? Here, we dive into the arguments she made in one of her most famous works, The Accumulation of Capital, to help provide some insight.

Capitalist markets would expand through exploitation of Indigenous and oppressed populations

“Each new colonial expansion is accompanied by capital’s relentless war on the social and economic interrelations of the indigenous inhabitants and by the violent looting of their means of production and their labor-power...capitalism strives purposefully to annihilate them as independent social structures.”  "


I am merely adding this as information on themes and political outlier groups which irk and then threaten the consolidation of power in its centralized form. Reasons why these mind control/propaganda technologies, along with murder weapons silently killing hidden under veils of secrecy and obscurity are so popular with the "elite".  

https://www.teenvogue.com/story/who-is-rosa-luxemburg


Sounds a bit like the USA TODAY





Now the methods of torture and assassination can be done with a phone call, pressing of buttons, ordering of waiters and waitresses, landlords and family members of the target, and "silent weapons" causing things like heart attack, aneurism, stroke, mental incapacitation leading to brain damage. Poisoning has always been a favorite method of covert assassination but the means of poisoning are now greatly enhanced by these technologically-intertwined terror networks operating under every conceivable superficial format under as many names and guises.




Thursday, September 10, 2020

Terrorist report: September 11, 2020.

 Every day is a day of terrorism aimed at my body, home and brain, mind, soul and spirit and finances and everything I love and have obtained through my effort.


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Returning to this torture studio/surveillance rape and violence slow murder place I have been forced to live in, with absolutely no other alternative possible. All searches are confined to one or two responses from vicious and deadly attackers posing as landlords . If legitimate landlords, they have their current tenants move out immediately, ostensibly to higher levels of living standards as this group has unlimited finances for these terrorist activities. No expense is denied those who perform the domestic terror attacks.


The area of the cabinet under the "kitchen" sink which is merely a tiny space in this tiny room with a built-in sink, a disgusting and marred countertop that has been damaged, chipped and stained by the terrorists after I moved in, as I am supposed to be responsible for all damages, the entire space has been damaged and is broken and stinking, spattered with stains that won't come out, plus filthy grime that I must scour with bleach to get out--all white surfaces are sprayed with black and brown greasy substances that leave a brown slime residue on any white tissue.


Every place I have lived in for years has been attacked in the kitchen pipe system. Leaking water dripping non-stop for years from one place I have been forced into to the next. For years in this one place I now reside, the people on the other side are inserting their mechanical arms and spraying a stinking substance that permeates through the cracks of the cabinet doors that don't close properly because they have been cut for the purpose of being crooked and leaving spaces.  I have had to plaste paper, glued onto the walls from the center of the back of the cabinets to the front doors, taped and then of course prior to all that I sealed silicone around all edges. Then, I have pounded in hooks on all corners and into all the middle spaces. Not enough. For at least 8 months the terrorist have been pouring stinking black water into the area, after I have had to stuff rubber matting into the open cracks, which means almost the entire top and middle areas of the cabinet doors have rubber matting pressed down into the cabinet doors that are almost open spaces of nearly one inch in some places.  Huge holes cut into the door frame of the cabinet doors. I have put plastic trays to create a space where the water can drip down--the area of the pipes I have plastered over and taped over so the water won't drip down (it's being inserted when I lieave and from the other side anyway) stinking fungus emits from the doros and a small pool of black-flecked water is stagnating on the trays. i have so many other areas of this tiny, miniscule studio to try to block other areas of entry that this is the area that I dread having to open I have to wait until at least the next day after finally having the strength to leave this room as detosx from hard poisoning has left me unable to move, paralyzed, for nearly 10 years now and they keep putting this poison in my food and body and drugging me into near comatose levels of inertia.


I have to clean this, every time stinking puddles of fungus and the entire area of the cabinets stinks of mold and fungus. 


The floor is littered with debris and grime and dirt to a level that after I cleaned it I am replacing what the terrorists have ripped off the floorboards that I spent a few months fighting to pay for and put on, absolutely damaged and destroyed and turned into a disgusting filthy and ripped up stinking mass of broken ripped shredded pieces of huge poster material I covered twice, made beautiful and covered with layers of packaging tape so it looked like a beautiful mosaic--cut every day by the mechanical arms that I absolutely cannot stop from entering this room, every single night. Filth smeared into the cut and shredded areas so the room literally was stinking and I could not clean, bend or remove all of it until recently. More time hurting my body bending and removing the endless shredded and stinking material. Only to return and sweeping one time the dust pan is filled nearly 1/3 with dirt, debris an;d I just cleaned it two days ago, before having left the room yesterday.


My boots, my one and only pair of shoes. Pouring rain yesterday forced me to have to get soaked in the rain. I usually put my boots in a plastic bag, tied and then in a corner. For some reason, the terrorists either can't reach my shoes in this position or they are too busy cutting into my body every night--my teeth are continuously being cut into as they terrorists want me to lose my loser teeth which they have broken and keep cutting gum tissue out of. They also keep cutting into my foot where they broke my toe, to cause blood flow loss and make my toes broken and damaged--they just re-broke my toe a few months ago after I began to fight back against one of the outspoken "liberal" fascist Nazi bigots out of Europe (England in this case) or his fellow bigot a real Nazi out of Denmark, but this was their attack upon me with these terrorists in the rooms next to mine, on all sides, on all floors the entire building has been relegated for this sole purpose of this terror operation against me (as most rooms are vacant in the entire area--floors are deserted,, etc).  I have been writing about these attacks for years, but alas, no one can do anything because of course you are all too comfortable in your luxury and repose to do anything drastic like care about every crime being committed against me. Just look at all the prisons and by now you are all numbed and pacified by your entitlements and your promotions and inertia derived therein.


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My boots which I had to hang on my clothing rack are now covered with fungus, stinking in the interior and scratched, the leather has been damaged. Last night the boots had only been soaked iwth water, have been sitting in front of a 16" fan blowing at high speed all night, with the opening of the boots directly a few inches from the fan's air blast--they are dry but covered with scratches, stink of fungus, and are damaged. I have only one pair of shoes, mostly due to how hard it is to find women's shoes here in Thailand that are my size, and also because I need more flat shoes due to the injuries on my spine. I also cannot afford to pay for anything, and all I do with my money is replace what the terrorist  break and destroy, and every single month the list of items I must replace in addition to materials I have not stopped buying with all the extra money I may be able to save, for fighting to stop the mechanical arms from getting into my home--on the $700 the terrorists have forced me to fight to survive on.(I takeout less than that every month, to try to save money as well--as the terrorist operation has forced me into a dangerously precarious financial and otherwise serious threatening situation but I cannot elaborate on this, they know and threaten me with the damages they have forced upon me as part of the trump card game they always play of coercion, threat of death and torture homelessness murder of me or my cat(s) and etc etc it never ends.



I am pounding down on keys and fighting to write. And to think, it's like my head is spinning. As I type, the hackers are absolutely blocking the space bar, stopping letters from appearing, and they keep on rewriting what I publish to discredit me.


This is my reward for sticking up for my human rights and no one ever caring to stop them or help me. I fight also for any future people who will be forced into prostituted sex slavery using these microchips and th8is hate system (with all it's superficial trappings of pseudo-religious affiliation). But no one can defend me obviously I must sit here begging for years for anyone to care enough to get me into a safe living space. Perhaps the absolute destruction of the world and the economic crashes along with the wealthy becoming billionaires overnight from the pandemic might convince some of you that something foul is amiss and that the technocrats are devious and do not care about you, the minions they rely on for their genocide and hate operations--


Perhaps you should care and do a bit more to protect human rights. 


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Without going through the post and then seeing hacker rewrites and then spending half an hour to simply pound down and rewrite what has been destroyed in this discrediting operation: I have also pounded hooks onto all the outsides of all cupboard doors, making even the slightest of movement impossible. All cabinets have huge open wide spces at the bottom, in the center and on top of all of the doors so these one-millimeter mechanical arms can break through the wooden panels (laser wood cutters simply cutting around the secured/hooked areas) and then with extremely clever means, inserting these arms through the openings from behind the panels--the other room--the flimsy superficialmaterial that covers the panels on my side--which resemble the cheap wood painted coverings-I believe the panels are being removed from the other side and these tiny, most professional perhaps DARPA conceived (or private contractors? The group attacking me has obtained all the ownership of all businesses or they use the mafia influence to coerce the owners to participate--I have seen this happen in some of the "mom & pop" stores here in Phuket where the owners are unwilling to attack me. They sit with grim frowns while the groups of attackers assault me in their "covert" operations. I know they are rooting for me  and sometimes they offer me free items and a slight, hidden smile of support. They never appear again when I return to the same shop. 


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ALl the cabinets are likewise hooked on the exteriors of the doors, with the huge cracks along all the sides and tops and bottoms, stuffed with rubber matting All other areas of entry are blocked off and this is my summarization of how I am endlessly being maimed and disfigured nightly. I have not listed or even begun to list how many attacks there are on my body every single night in this manner of break-in. I have to sleep with a head cap to try to stop them from shredding my hair any longer. I wear thin light-weight gloves with socks over my hands, and the terrorists still manage to insert objects under my middle finger cuticles. I am losing, completely a nail on my right hand from over 6 years of this going on and on, every single night. There is much more


too hard to write. Any discrepancy in this post or any post, spelling or grammar typo or mistake is mostly due to hackers. Impatience with pounding down and fighting to get keys to operate or function makes me neglect to use proper grammar such as inserting comas or pounding down and backspacing on the capital letter tab or etc etc etc


the list of deformations of my body I have in no way begun to express in this post. 


When will anyone defend me and stop this crime against me? They want to force a baby out of me I ask this world to stop this crime and let me live in peace, my cats returned, this stalking stopped, and my finances in some way reimbursed from years of financial devastation and discrimination from tis global enterprise attacking me.


I want to live ALONE and not have a BABY as some generator of some experiment where the abusers are allowed to torture, ,rape and disfigure me, steal allI work for and claim it as their own and their "right" and "entitlement" to do so. Sneering at me in contempt, destroying my home and body and then raping, torturing and attempting to murder me when I fight back. 


This is the future of your Brave New World Technocracy for many people, Ibeleive I am not the only one or ever will be.


Please have a bit more compassion for the human race and the future than doing nothing and watching all of this unfold, secure in your protected status, as that might fail when the people controlling you want more "lebensraum" and your home or property or land or money or ideas or children to rape.



Hacker correction: I did not write "the deep penetrating" white male line in my post (three posts ago).This was a discrediting hack to sexualize my writing (that I really am "turned on" by bigot white males which is absolutely NOT the case and the more I see the more disgust and revulsion I openly access in my entire body and mind, spirit and soul; this applies to anyone of any color participating in this disgusting crime against me). They hacked in but I am leaving the post as it is just to demonstrate the discrediting tactic hacked in.

 These bigot parasites are not deep or penetrating, they are rapist bigots with no depth or soul. The penetrating aspect is how badly the norms endlessly are reinforced that these mediocrity hate bigots are put into lead position in the media to represent higher values and virtues. When a situation arises in the public political (or any other) domain, the associations have already been imprinted to create a (false narrative) template of who is "good" and who should be "followed", "believed in" and OBEYED IN THEIR quest for POWER and domination. Through all the machinations of their mind control propaganda.  


People automatically associate these white males (and their other iconic substitutes, sometimes put into lead roles, first and foremost as the underdog rising to the top--then killing off the evil solidified and corrupted white male --or female, or whatever they are "righteously fighting against" power). To supplant the former dynasty and create a "new" and "youthful" replacement.


Lies of course, in this particular application.


They are also sexualized to a high degree. This helps to "penetrate" the core beliefs fo how and why "they" should be considered good replacements for the outdated former corrupt regime. 


It's too hard to pound down on keys and backspace and try to think. My brain feels like it's spinning once again due to mind/brain wave attacks from this insidious technology.

Me as the symbol; Israel as the goal. British Israelism aka Christian Identity. Many a murdering bigot belongs to this group. My English attackers are anti-Semitic to the core (I mean those who are attacking me and have teleported and tortured and tried to murder me, who are STILL stealing ideas from me because they are mainstream mediocrity and hatemongering bigots with no imagination and really are SATANISTS underneath all their posturing).


 

Please note that this post is written while I am very under "Mind control" attack. I realize it reads like a hate rant. The unproven but factual theorizing (yes, a truism) is due to years of personal and direct experience of attackers and their lies and threats and then later seeing how they steal and rob what they first claim they "hate". I only am a "representative" of their object of hate. I do not claim any affiliation with the Jewish sect or it's community but I am labeled as such, and thus, I must analyze the content of the attackers. The emotional content is due to murder attempts backed by racist ideology 


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From the title of this post, to continue:

And I mean SATANISTS and I do know for sure, because of their symbolism aimed at me perpetually for years completely are what is called "Black Magick" operational death curses and stifling and silencing omens.


But that would be for a short story or something if I ever am not blocked from typing to any real extent by hackers. They keep me (these bigots who are associated with the English MONARCHY who are part of the infiltration of the Hollywood "A-list" group, offering endless prizes in Europe in exchange for being a part of this cartel. This includes those at highest levels of the power structure outside of the Hollywood gang bang rape culture milieu. 


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As my attackers are--many are--from England, and have attacked me most viciously (barely survived being poisoned to death, killed in accidents, and tortured so my immune system would fail for over 10 years without an end) as ideas are stolen by mediocrities posing as"alternative". Even a hair dye color was stolen as they have made my hair fall out for years.

The same applies in a direct parallel with the concept of a spiritual hegemony that "Israel" represents as "The Promised Land" for the "God's Chosen People" myth. All a direct tie to the same operation of usurpation and destruction of the originator.

I have met a few (like maybe more than 100,000) of these Christian Identity adherents in my lifetime (maybe more like 500,000). The ones who openly espoused this pseudo-religiopolitical (mafia Nazi bigot no-justification lynch mob rule global lobby) have also most viciously attacked me. In Gainesville, Florida I was put into contact, of course by "chance' when looking for an apartment (so many attack situations have occurred in housing situations, or searching for housing). Prior to the death order of poisoning me to death with bloating poisons, the family of this "Christian Identity" female,who poisoned me directly at her home in a "family" Sunday gathering, told me that, "We're gonna fatten you up!!!" and a month later,I began to pour on weight after being thin, active but still bloated and poisoned but I was always dieting and exercising--which began the final phase of poisoning to death. I put on 20 pounds in two months after having met with them, until bloating so badly I could barely walk until I finally had to leave the country altogether.

Now I am living in not-posturing Christian Thailand where the bigot mafia Nazi former Christians are relieved of their Sunday ordeals (or those who leave their "Christian" countries to come on "holiday" from their posturing exertions.) The "demand" for bars, massage "Happy ending" services and outdoor activities far outweigh any fiscal consideration of religious services, especially in the Christian domain. After years of living here, and driving around, I admit due to this poisoning illness leaving me dehabilitated, I have driven all over the island but have stuck mostly with the central and southern parts of Phuket--you can barely find an open church here. There is one single church I have seen in Phuket town that is never open, no people go in or out--no services that are open I cannot find any--(there may be some but not in the densely packed areas where I have lived on the Southernmost areas of this Island--the other areas, I am loathe to find a single operational Church anywhere.) In other words, they are either openly something akin to being Satanists, or they lie to themselves but mostly they put up a lying front that they care about these "Christian" values but are hiding their real, absolutely Imperialist, Colonialist, Nazi and all those other titles, and "they"--the masses and waves of tourists out of Europe I have been endlessly attacked by, the "ex-pats" who live here and are entrenched in plantation slave-ownership mentality. "They" are keen on quietly, through these media representatives that "they" are assisting by attacking me, in their goals of global domination through genocide, death, theft of all, endless glorification of obtaining slave plantations disguised as wealth and privilege with death as their main modus operandi; and they want to devour Israel and claim it as their own identification with "God" and taking over the "Holy Land"--however, they are evil and Satanic and demonic GENOCIDAL bigots, Nazis, Mafia and whatever else they claim they are openly but secretly really belong to the same group, operating in a seamless terror death squad operation to eliminate any intelligent life outside of their mediocrity and banality, hate and usurpation of all resources for their endless plantations springing up worldwide.

Please note my brain and laptop are under extreme attack and I cannot write with the clarity I would otherwise be able to at least vaguely be able to express. What appears as bigoted blanket statements on my part is also due to the fact that I cannot type with hacking making it impossible, and my brain is under attack so I get "lost' fighting to keep on the same thought for more than 5 seconds...etc etc the attacks are numerous. As always, this is what always is the case when I fight to pound down on keys and express this crime in these posts that are hacked and blocked from public appraisal or response.

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When "they" take over Israel, in it's newly fomented headquarters in Jerusalem,, you can bet the assassinations will not cease until the real "Jews" are eliminated. As with the rest of the plan for the Mideast area, it will resemble Florida after the genocide of the Indians with blonde Nazis claiming they "own" the Holy Land.

THAT IS THE PLAN, as I see it. As with all this group does to me, the micro and the macro: first they "hate" the originator, insulting and (murdering) and then they usurp and steal what they first claim they "hate" after they eliminate it as a threat to the lie that they are "SUPERIOR" AND in fact, they really want to "own" the title of being "God's Chosen" but their GOD IS THE LORD OF THE FLIES.


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Now: I got off the laptop and returned and tried to read the first few paragraphs and saw that as usual, words had been both changed and deleted. I also got lost in backspacing and correcting and "forgot' to include other ideas that I had wanted to write, such as I cannot write at any length but all I am capable of pounding out due to hacking constraints are basic very short-worded concepts, which are then stolen by these mediocre megadoners who finance the operations which keep them in the holiday camps of genocide, torture,theft, slavery, death and  all that they are on a micro scale demonstrating to me every single time I leave this room to go shopping I see their real intentions. 


IN good old Europe, there are churches blazing the Hell out of the silence of the post-Nazi security of the mediocrities. I posted a few Fassbinder movies (the cool one, not the bigot Nazi actor who is famous now,but the assassinated Reiner Werner Fassbinder who I believe was poisoned and appeared bloated and confused prior to his final blow, through a "drug overdose" just as he was going to make another genius rendition of the hypocrisy and lies of the German State, which he recognized as becoming full-fledged Nazism once more--a movie about the JEWISH ACTIVIST who was also assassinated by the German State (the apparatus prior to the Gestapo)--ROSA LUXEMBERG, who was a huge proponent of Socialism that the Germans stole (as the bigots always do ) as their own concept, as Germany is a huge Socialist State nowadays, and the Nazis claimed this facet of Socialism, took the pundits who had perhaps once supported someone like Luxemberg, and as these bigots always do, killed her and then stole the idea and claim it as their own. What I see is colonialization with all it's corresponding genocidal murder apparatus disguised as holiday fun in Thailand and "investment" in SE Asia. 


And this is too hard to type any longer. My fingers (motor skills from brain attacks) won't move to keys, the keys are being juxtaposed by hackers, and my brain and head and body feel like I am being spun around and am dizzy and can't concentrate any longer to fight to pound down and backspace.


Meanwhile the people who have been stealing everything  from me, from my cat to my ideas to my body to my home to everything, welcomed with top prizes for participating--including Jews or those who call themselves these terms---the same applies to "Jews" or any other religion who participate in this crime, as really for many people, especially those who participate in this hate crime I experience every moment of my life, they have no connection to any "higher" spiritual source,and their religious lobbies are social groups aimed at cohesion of power and influence. I can't pound down any longer and fight to think with all these attacks upon me any longer....

Wednesday, September 9, 2020

Creepy iteration of 2016: "liberal" "alternative" celebrities participating with extremist "right" factions in teleporting/torturing slowly murdering me are putting out their "so liberal" facades for the election campaign once more.

 THEY'RE ALL FRIENDS!!!!


In reality, they hang together and torture together for the same media blitz prizes awarded to the most vile abuser and attacker upon me. Left working with Right--or I mean, subterfuge "liberal" operating as the facade of "opposition" to "right" (fascism) power all hanging in the luxury mansions when they teleport me as one, friendly group, all operating TOGETHER. 


Seeing the media blitz carnival circus is more revolting this time around as I have four more years experience with being tortured and in this teleportation state, watching them all operate TOGETHER AS FRIENDS (AND "BROS"). 


Just having written this post puts me at jeopardy of inflicted violence by "them", the huge ever-expanding group of "celebrities" and their minions and all the unnamed not famous (or I don't know them) personalities helping to attack me in these teleportation psycho-skits they all laugh about inflicting upon me sleeping state.


But watching and seeing the carnage of the media blitzkrieg upon the minds of the viewers and consumers of this facade---seeing people who attack me so their "Hated" anti-choice candidate will endorse their fake news stances about how they are protesting and fighting for black, gay, trans, and every other "liberal" cause in the mediasphere possible, anything that could potentially sell


handed out like candy to the by now huge throng of actors participating in this crime against me, so many have participated who claim they are fighting the bad influence of the personality that has endorsed their current rise up to fame because they are FAKE FAKE FAKE AND THIS SHOULD BY NOW NOT COME AS NEWS TO ANYONE WHO HAS READ MY POSTS. All hese years of this. Seeing it once more. I tell myself to just sort of close my eyes until the election is over. Do not look at the media YouTube videos plaguing the internet (as I have no television). But I am tempted and open the Pandora's Box and see the very same odious personalities whohave stolen ideas from my drugged up ranting, verbatim words and concepts I wrote, or people who have physically assaulted me, threatened me ,are so "liberal" and anti--you -know-who for this next season of game-changing plays for media polarization that really has only one side and is a farcical dystopian creation that no one can recognize as such.


Now hacking is making typing impossible, my brain always under attack at all moment I type on the internet (or talk to anyone in any form, anywhere, at any time, everywhere),


The censorship silencing and above all, the discrediting never ends as I fight to express myself in any credible form. I have years experience in graduate school, and cannot ever access my true potential for writing due to these impediments imposed upon me by this terror operation that these "liberal" actors are covertly endorsing, participating in, the hate from them--especially some of the blacks who are "fighting" racism endlessly screaming and singing and "fighting" against it for million dollar media contracts and movie deals.


One of them , a white female of the more sinister Nazi appearance who shifted from her conservative neo-bigot personality appearance now has changed to fit into the "alternative" genre, who has stolen verbatim VERBATIM words I wrote on Facebook maybe half a year ago or a bit longer--endless photos of her infect my laptop and her smug and greasy nasty ugly  hate smile, put alongside the personality they are all claiming they are fighting so hard to oppose--who is endorsing them stealing from me, who is protecting them in these crimes and they are being propelled into these positions to somehow undermine any real opposition.


I tell myself to wait and just blank out all the mess of this situation and just hope that my choice will win" instead of another electoral college disaster fiasco malfeasance situation...once again will this happen once again as the cycle is now ramping up the fakes are putting out their news about how they are endorsing the "liberal" candidate and I see fake after fake who has teleported and attacked me in the line-ups of the "alternative" pundits who are famous.



Tuesday, September 8, 2020

It requires a handsome white male to reach the deep, penetrating sensitive alarm bells of the average viewer to react to surveillance State operations. Anti-Putin, ,anti-surveillance, anti-State-sponsored terror Russian HANDSOME WHITE MALE activist Alexey Nevalny is out of a coma after having been poisoned.

 This sounds so "feminist" and "bitter", but I am merely following in the current spate of movies and tv shows winning awards. A white male is raped, the world cries and the tv series wins all the best awards. The plot focuses upon a white male and his accomplice pseudo-lesbian sister fighting technotyrants using hacking top impenetrable, almost superhero skills. In the end, it is revealed that the protagonist is not merely acting "out" of a demented need for social change per se, but more out of a deep wound inflicted by his pedophile father and the system that protects such men from the travesties of stopping rape culture. When inflicted upon a white male, who otherwise could have gotten the happy, frilly blonde female and married, had a top CEO job, and was part of the social fabric with no undermining miserable outcast wanderings through wreaking revenge upon the society that has spurned him for the white male rape privilege and otherwise any other male in charge of children, or women, or anything deemed "inferior" and thus penetrable and easily accessible to rape penetration or molestation. The worst crime is assaulting a white male. I merely am following in the analysis of the movies and tv shows that have won top awards for the past few years.


Here is a real-life situation, and FINALLY the information that the gamut of terrorist "gang stalking" minions at the LOWER levels aspiring to become exonerated rapists and murdering bigot hate mongering who can say and utter any insult possible but torture and POISON anyone they deem offensive to their power monopoly--and any threat to their mediocrity and incompetence although they may fill the requirements of the job but nothing more outstanding than that.


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The information is now on CNN oh my gosh! However, albeit, not a whisper about possible parallel situations occurring within or relegated out of the United States. Of course, what a DEMOcrazy it,, the United States, and it's affiliate puppet master controllers is.are!!!\\ Waiting for it to be the past tens of a crazy Demo society turned into a semblance of a Democracy based on an equal distribution of power, checks and balances, equality and freedom of expression, movement without a surveillance state poisoning it's unwelcomed threats (i.e. me, now into almost into the 10th year of detoxing from poisoning that everyone around me helped to implant into my body--plus more torture while healing the entire 9.78 yeas of this without end).


A chance from Putin to some other recognized power may not mean a whole lot in the more wide spectrum of this system. If Germany is harboring Nevalny, perhaps it's because they really want to complete the Nordstrom 2 instead of being blocked in this huge power oil gambit collaborative effort with Russia. Probably worth more to Germany than Putin or his regime. The same system will remain in place--perhaps it will be labeled Glasnost 2 or 3?


https://edition.cnn.com/2020/09/07/europe/navalny-russia-coma-poisoning-intl/index.html


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If you are a woman, the chances of anyone caring about you being poisoned or raped is much lower than if a "handsome" white male is exposed to the same atrocities. Jut to mention the unmentionable reality and TRUTH. Not complaining but only writing the obvious that people refuse to acknowledge. Just like they refuse to acknowledge rape or poisoning unless the subject of the attack is deemed part of the untouchable protected group--i.e. a handsome white male fighting as the underdog for justice.  Everyone knows this implicitly but this reality is mostly covered up with lies and pretenses that this is not true. However, just watch those H-wood movies and tv shows and you will see that this is reinforced adamantly to the point that the women involved are always blamed and called the B-word or they are murdered by the incensed son, the poor white male offended because he was raped but his response is to absolutely attack the women and then, if possible, themurder of the father figure is done by someone else "protesting" or the memory is buried like a bad corpse rotting in a defunct memory base.

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I could name two of these shows I have watech in the last few years that have won top prizes, reinforcing male domination culture to rape and torture.. All done under the auspices of defending victim rights as the underdog going beesrk in society because they were assaulted by white males and the mothers "participated" because they are always silenced, blocked from action, adn then blamed for not having done anything when the chips fall and the blame is levied out in an unbalanced attack upon women as the supposed nurturing caretakers and always the frontline of blame and revenge attack.

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The hacking has created an impossible ability to type and I can only get a bit out, mostly disjointed and the brain tech alters my emotional state--always exacerbating the negative state. I cannot write with calm reasoning but this is, or sounds like  "bitter" "feminist" (perhaps) b-word attack!!!

I have to laugh about the hypocrisy of these movies and their white male protagonists--some of whom have attacked me--in this case, both of the movies and shows have been endless photos ops of the men starring in these rape victim roles--fighting to teleport and rape ME of course--the double-standard and hypocrisy  and racism and hate applies endlessly in this situation of me being poisoned--absolutely silenced and ignored by society and no concern about this murder attempt ever epxressed by anyone, especially the men teleporting and raping and ordering non-stop torture whiel I fight to heal. There is, in short, nothing but more attacks to destroy what healing capabilities I naturally ahve to rely on, since they also block financial solvencly so I cannot afford any established medical treatments or alternative healing.  And yet, the same people sponsor, steal ideas from me and use my ideas about similar situations:  but I watch movies and tv shows about white males being poisoned, drugged by establishment, labeled crazy or mentally ill, if they fight against corruption ortry to even acknowledge what has happened in their vulnerable states of childhood or nascent awareness but always submerged and compartmentalized into silenced block of memory and awareness. 

 Always , in these movies, tv shows and now in the "news" manufactured: the cherished unblemished but damaged white male honored and cherished by the media if they represent white males being raped in this system of rape culture. 

Now I have to spend at least 10 minyes fighting to correct what hackers absolutely damaged of what I wrote the space bars is blocked and most of the words are glued together. If my post is unreadable after I post, because I am going to stop correcting this one paragraph, I spent at least 15 minutes fighting to correctly type the above set of paragraphs in this post, all of which should be correct, readable with no abberations whatever comes out is due to hacking that is unreadable or chaotic or turned incomprehensible. As I view the paragraph, the entire paragraph is underlined with red spelling mistake. Just now, I am inserting this because I spent more like 30 minutes fighting to correct just one paragraph, and as I wrote, the hackers moved the cursor so I would insert a deleted letter and the cursor added the letter to another word, thus forcing me to backspace, delete, retype and then fight to punch in the spacebar, which I must pound down with my hand completely as hard as possible.. I will correct it all but as I wrote,--this is the amount of silencing that I must fight ever time I fight to simply type. Not to mention what attacks are being put on my brain.

I am giving up now it is completely impossible to type any longer









Monday, September 7, 2020

An adieu to Hollywood pieu (pheuw) pooh: Hollywood Burning on a lukewarm Mississippi Night burning the cross under the white hood of sanctimonious PC Correctness but coming out at night--this is the light of the fright if you are not White.

 Burn that cross you bear the white man's burden forces you to make movies about savin the planet from the evils you endorse when you are on the golf course...



So glad H-wood puts out movies about long past eras of disenfranchisement and now everyone is so Happy and Free in H-wood movies about fighting for Freedom (to kill, rape, plunder and LIE LIE LIE).


..and also they is bonafide cat killerz and the sentiment is made plain in the movie clilp and that represents the REALITY of this pernicious, evil, Satanic unmajestic group you all WORSHIP as your gallery of Gods and Goddesses unveiled unrobed peeled away to parasitic level in REALITY a crass distinction but so TRUE they are not Gods or Goddesses but something UNHOLY. They kill, rape and maim and torture and laugh about all the crimes, are elated as they get put into stardom's gaze: fighting for Justice is such an insane craze in the labyrinth of Satanic injustice it is a Devil's Maze.


Not amazed any longer by their glint, the hate makes their posturing like a burning cross spitting out hissing flames in the cheers of the masses after a church sermon has let the pent-up sheeple out for mass entertainment..

CRASS REALITY Asylum. Forgive? Shit He forgives. Wrapped as you are in the holy girdle of the thorny crown of unHoly Genocide. Goat Stigmata Martyr Hell Hate Hole wholly whores.

 


Bauhaus (anti)Spirit. Cut down your puppet strings. I sing on stage for your entertainment spiritual transformation for 15 minutes of FAME and as much $ as possible!!!!!

 


Why should I be the sacrifice for your fictional narrative about the eternal Holocaust revised? Your need to nail Jews upon the Cross of your hate crime paradigm. Oh yes, in our New Age, microchip "them" so they are controlled to the grave.

 



If there is any spirituality to be had, it has to be derived from obtaining ideas using Voice-to-skull insane in the membrane technology, used by a coached choir, singing the body electric told by an idiot signifying NOTHING.


To quote from a movie I am watching, won't say which but the demons stalking and hacking into my brain neurolink Nazi experiment Happy, smiling musky odor stench technology already know---musty odors permeate my room my home and my body due to their hate and bigotry, but no matter, they ahve Jesus on their side simply by evoking His Name--no one is to blame for their hate crimes therefore they are exonerated by a few Hail Mary's 




The fictional narrative is what the legions are trying to foist upon me. I have fought for three years (see song above about Jesus) and...for three years I am now tired and weary of the leery jets boming my brain and  body as torture because of their fictional narratives about racist ideologues they want to steal and rob and rape and take over the Holy Land usurpation plan, Ltd Gmbh Inc Corp et al.


writing in cryptic drugged mind controlled hacking plexiverse once again


spent all day cleaning filth sprayed on the everything from floor to ceiling--and yesterday, and every day. Waiting for three years, and now three months, and maybe I should stop writing in three minutes until the nth coming of the savior who will rescue me from your hate crime FICTIONAL NARRATIVE about the nth Holocaust you want to repeat over and over and over and over insane in themembrane...